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cosmorice · 7 months

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Lie

Pairing: businessman!eren jaeger x reader

Genre: angst

Tw: sad, no happy ending

Wc: 1.7k

Song rec: Lie by Nessa Barrett

November 10th, 2023

The yellow-hued leaves crinkled against your thickened boots as you strolled down the bustling streets of New York. Autumn here was quite beautiful, although you did prefer springtime, where the green and full trees glistened against the sun. The cold air tickles your face before your movements come to an abrupt halt. A tall man cowers above you, emerald green eyes sparkling as he profusely apologizes. You manage to give him a small smile and wave off the accidental mishap. It was rush hour after all. People have jobs and lives. You manage to get a better glimpse of him. His broad shoulders were covered in a black business suit, complimenting the loosely done bun that his brown locks were in. He seemed to be well established. You hoped to maybe, just maybe, bump into the handsome stranger once more.

November 13th, 2023

Heading home after another boring day at the office was a pain in the ass. You were not looking forward to being on the jam-packed trains. But here you were, waiting for the next train to take you home. Oh how good that sounds right now to just be snuggled in your warm bed. After about 5 minutes of watching rats crawl through the tracks, the loud train comes to a screeching halt as you begin to board. Grabbing onto the first railing you spot overhead, you notice a familiar loose bun in your peripheral view.

“Hey, you’re the guy that bumped into me the other day.” You laugh, as he turns to face you. Those damn emerald eyes catching your gaze, as his face heats up in a light shade of crimson.

Stand clear of the closing doors please.

What were the odds that you’d see him again? Maybe god answered your prayers? Who knows. What you do wish now though, is that you never encountered him. Ever again.

December 31st, 2023

A month goes by. A month of movie dates, sleepovers, late night calls, traveling to the inner depths of the city for pizza, before he decides to make things official. It was you and Eren against the world. He began opening up about how his family resided back home in Tokyo, a family that consisted of a stay at home mom, his adopted sister Mikasa, and his now deceased father.

The past month was a whirlwind to say the least. You fell hard and fast, along with Eren. He was charming, intelligent, humorous, and everything that you envisioned in a dream man. You could say that you were in love.

The music was booming, as the clock struck 11:00PM. Your friends sky rise apartment overlooked the city, and lucky for you all, you got a pretty kickass view of Times Square. You were radiant the whole night, excitedly chattering away and introducing Eren to all of your friends at the gathering. Everyone adored him, some even compared him to your last boyfriend, Levi, who ended up cheating on you with some bimbo you can’t even remember. Of course Eren knew about this. Conversations flowed so freely between the both of you, and as you explained the hurt and pain that Levi caused, Eren made a promise that you were his & he was yours. Forever.

The countdown began as a drunk Anderson Cooper and Andy Cohen graced the gigantic television screen in the living room. Everyone who was oh so casually buzzed, joins in obnoxiously.

5…you turn and meet with those emerald eyes, those eyes that caught your attention that fateful November day

4…the butterflies begin to swirl, or maybe it’s the alcohol

3…eren’s beautiful smile entrances you as he takes a step forward

2…a loose strand of hair falls from underneath the beanie that dawns his head

1…his soft pink lips trap in between yours as the party erupts with joy

What a way to ring in the New Year.

June 7th, 2024

8 months since you met your other half, or so you thought. Everything happened so quickly, and maybe that’s why you both were reaching a slow burn now. It’s been weeks since he last grazed your skin. Weeks since you last felt his lips passionately overlapping yours. Now whenever he returns home, it’s nothing but a small exchange of,

“Not tonight love, I’m headed to bed. Work has been exhausting.”

The sudden disruption in your relationship was all too familiar. You dealt with this once before. He wouldn’t cheat right? Eren was one of the chairmen for a well-known party company, and it was summer which was the peak for their business. You sigh as you pour a glass of wine and linger around the living room for a moment, contemplating what your next move should be. Grabbing your phone, you shoot a text to Eren’s sister, who you’ve only communicated with via. FaceTime calls and texts.

Y/N: SOS

Mikasa: What’s going on? Just woke up

You forgot about the time gap that filled in between New York & Tokyo. Did you really want to bug Mikasa so early on in her day with this bullshit? Yes. Yes you did.

Y/N: Eren’s been acting off recently Mikasa: Explain further Y/N: He hasn’t really, done much with me in weeks. I’m not really a priority for him anymore. It’s strange how distant he’s become. Mikasa: Hmm…if it gives you peace of mind, maybe talk to him? Y/N: Alright, I’ll keep you updated xo

Did you truly want to talk to him? Of course, but you couldn’t shake off the gnawing feeling that was telling you to look through his phone. That was the one thing that would give you peace of mind. So that’s exactly what you decided to do. Eren’s light snores filled the shared bedroom that you once held countless passionate nights in for the past two months. Tip toeing ever so gently, you swipe his phone from the nightstand before returning to the living room.

❛The hardest pill to swallow,

Is knowing that tomorrow you’re not mine❜

Your blood runs cold as a singular tear leaves a trail of moisture and warmth down your cheek before nestling in between your quivering lips. There was another woman. You instantly knew you couldn’t compete. You shouldn’t have to. If he truly loved you, he wouldn’t go astray. Not like this. Her bare breasts graced the screen, along with her toothy smile, in one of the many pictures that were exchanged between them. Who was she? A co-worker? The stereotypical secretary sleeping around for a better position?

❛If I don’t get to have you,

Thank God our matching tattoos last for life❜

You glance down at your marked arm. In a whirlwind and drunken night out with Eren, you both decided to get matching tattoos. You remember the shocked expression that took over his face as you slurred the words ‘Let’s get tattoos’, but he agreed nonetheless. You both laughed and ran through the crowded nighttime streets of New York and headed into the tattoo parlor. As cheesy as it was, the tiny heart appears to taunt you as regret instantly clouds your mind. You knew that this wasn’t worth fighting for. What happened to him. The promise he made you. Why did he do this.

You continue to torture yourself as you scroll through more of their steamy message exchanges. The living room light emitting a faint buzzing sound as your salty tears gently tap onto the phone screen.

❛I know I can’t help,

If you meet someone else❜

Life was full of surprises. This being one of them. Although unpleasant, you knew you couldn’t control his emotions, as much as you had wanted to. The mascara dries along your reddened cheeks as you pour another glass of wine.

❛You can take her home,

She can get you high❜

You suddenly heard the heavy patter of feet behind you as you saw a picture of the two casually smoking together, Eren’s arms wrapped around the mystery girls waist with smiles plastered across their faces.

You knew Eren smoked every once in a while to help with his anxiety, and you could only assume that the two were at a party as a purple hue dawned their joyous faces.

“Y/N what are you doi-,” Eren stops dead in his tracks, hair messily displayed as he awakens from his slumber. He was caught. Red fucking handed. The tension could easily be cut with a knife as no words are spoken between the two of you. You can’t even look him in the eye as he takes a seat next to you. The fucking audacity of this man. “Listen, I can explain,” You tune him out, hearing nothing but muffled noise. You were in a daze.

❛You can hold her heart,

Even after you broke mine❜

The next few weeks were filled with Eren trying to win you over once again, only for him to be met with cold responses. Your friends were in the midst of trying to get you out of there. Why did your lovestruck ass have to sign a lease with him so quickly? Well, that’s all in the past now. If he wanted her, he can have her.

A bouquet of roses? You threw them in the trash.

A reservation to your favorite restaraunt? You didn’t bother to show.

Bringing back the daily routine you once had of him giving you a kiss and twirling you when he comes home from work? Eh, I don’t think so.

❛You can tell her that you love her,

As long as it’s a lie❜

The night when you first found everything on his phone, you saw the exchanges of ‘I love you’s’ between the pair, leaving a bitter taste in your mouth. You prayed silently it was just the lust talking, and he didn’t truly love her. But what difference would it make? The damage had already been done.

Eren was broken. He felt like his world came crashing down right before his very eyes. His heart shattered inch by inch with each attempt proving to be a failure in his aim to win you back.

July 2nd, 2024

Eren was speechless to come home with you nowhere in sight, was this just a bad dream? No. It couldn’t be. You had left. No goodbye, no note. Nothing. The apartment was cold & empty. He knew he lost you for good now. Was a quick fuck worth losing someone this important to him? His once green and dazzling eyes were now dark and gloomy, tears threatening to spill out at any given moment.

Your heart was broken in two as you sat in your new apartment, nestled in the heart of Manhattan. You wanted so badly to text Eren, but you knew in your heart, that you deserved better. Much better. Your phone vibrates beneath you.

"Shit." You hiss, forgetting to block his number.

Eren: Please, can we talk?

#angst #breakup #cheating #eren x reader #aot x reader #eren yaeger x reader #songfic #oneshot #eren yaeger imagine #eren yeager #fanfiction #eren jaeger #sad #eren x y/n #eren x you #eren

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cosmorice · 2 years

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im taking requests for prompts & fanfics! i need to post more on here uWu

#fluff #angst #fanfiction #btsfanfic #wayv fanfic #nct 127 #xreader #yn #smut

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cosmorice · 2 years

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heyyy bestieee, ur writting is so good!! <3 keep up with the amazing work u do!! i hope u have a good day + week <3

i have been on a hiatus, life has been insane <3 but thank you all for your kind words. i will resume writing this week. more content out soon ;)

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cosmorice · 2 years

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NCT127!Johnny Seo x Reader: If you both had a family

another cannon sorry not sorry

pairing: nct127! johnny x reader

genre: fluff

warnings: pregnancy?

-You and Johnny originally met at one of NCT’s concerts

-You had backstage passes to meet them and the rest was history

-Once you became pregnant, Johnny was ecstatic and stressed out of his fucking mind

-Stressed to the point where he dyed his hair every few weeks until he settled on a eye-catching blonde color

-When Moon was born she instantly took over Johnny’s heart

-The way Johnny held her for the first time and looked at her was indescribable but it brought tears to your eyes

-Mark was appointed as her godfather and he showered her with gifts

-Moon was spoiled rotten already

-He loved to come over a lot and would converse with you and Johnny about his dreams of having a family of his own one day

-She had all of Johnny’s features even though you were the one that carried her for 9 months

-To say Moon was a daddy’s girl is definitely an understatement

-They both did just about anything together and she loved joining him on tours

-She would scream and erupt in giggle-fits when her father was broadcasted on the large stadium TV

-It warmed your heart

-Family days were very important to him and while on tour, you both took the opportunity to take little Moon sightseeing and to different stores on his days off

-The NCT boys even gifted her a puppy

-A dog is a humans best friend after all

-Once Moon hit 5, NCT was disbanded as all the boys began starting families of their own but Johnny still maintained a strong social media presence and began modeling more as well as acting

-Whenever the boys would come over, Moon would ask Doyoung,

-”Uncle Do what does suka mean?”, & the boys would erupt into hysterical laughter each time ending in Doyoung turning red with embarrassment

-After a playdate with Mark’s younger daughter Sena, Moon caught you and Johnny off guard,

-“Mommy I want a sister!” Moon squealed between her missing baby teeth while playing with her dolls

-Johnny didn’t even hesitate, “I love the baby making process.”

-When Moon was born Johnny and you didn’t have as much time to yourselves (if ya know what I mean), because you both were fixated on your happy home

-But boy was he amazing in bed that night

-Let’s just say Moon had a sibling 9 months after

#nct johnny #nct imagines #johnny seo x reader #johnny seo #johnny suh #johnny nct #NCT 127 #kpop #kpop imagine #nct 127 x you #mark lee #nct 127 johnny #fluff #cannon #family #fanfiction

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cosmorice · 2 years

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Hold Me Now </3

pairing: nct127! johnny x reader

genre: angst, songfic, fluff in the end

warnings: nothing

wc: 1k

song rec: hold me now by the thompson twins

I have a picture

Pinned to my wall

An image of you and of me and we're laughing, we're loving it all

Johnny walked back into his home after shooting NCT U's most recent collab. He flickers the light on, greeted by nothing except for your shared dog and your light snores in your shared bedroom. His cheeks coated with salty tears as he looks at the portrait of you two hung up in the hallway, holding the newly adopted puppy, Chin. You both were laughing and enjoying yourselves as your eyes were submerged in Chin who had his tongue out gleefully.

But look at our life now

All tattered and torn

We fuss and we fight and delight in the tears that we cry until dawn

After gawking at the pictures, Johnny wondered what went wrong between you two as he sat on your shared couch. The relationship wasn't what it once was. The relationship used to be amazing, that was until the schedule got busier and the fans got even more crazy. Your insecurities would get the best of you as you barely saw Johnny. Now, you two would bicker about anything and everything, crying until the sun came up.

Oh, whoa

Hold me now, whoa

Warm my heart

Stay with me

Let loving start

I want things how it used to be y/n. I want you to stay. I want that spark to light up again.

You say I'm a dreamer, we're two of a kind

Both of us searching for some perfect world we know we'll never find

Johnny had big dreams and goals, which he achieved with you by his side. At first you were worried about his growing fanbase and the beautiful girls that admired him, yet you still supported his dream. Even moving from Chicago to Seoul with your lover. You both catapulted into stardom quickly. His singing and your career as (whatever you want to be). He smiles glumly as he looks at your instagram, seeing the story you posted of you cozied up with your close friend (insert friend's name) at a small coffee shop in Gangnam earlier. What he noticed that your followers failed to, was the fake smile plastered on your face. Both you and him weren't okay. He knew it was just a rough patch that your relationship was bound to face. None of you were ready for it to be so intense though.

So perhaps I should leave here

Yeah, yeah, and go far away

But you know that there's nowhere that I'd rather be than with you here today

The fight you two had prior, was one of the worst. You threatened to break up with him right before his video shoot, knowing deep down, you loved him still. Having a relationship in the spotlight was already difficult enough, but having to deal with consistent hate from the fanbase did not help whatsoever. He knew there was no one he would rather be with, but it stung when your cries rang through the apartment as you told him you wanted to leave, but he didn't know you did not mean that. Your words seethed into him though, like a hot knife.

Hold me now, whoa

Warm my heart

Stay with me

Let loving start

He wants nothing more than to just hold you, and you wanted nothing more than to be held by him.

You ask if I love you

Well, what can I say?

You constantly asked him if he loved you. You knew he did, but the reassurance helped for a bit. It grew tiresome for him though, as he did not know what else to do or say that could prove his love. He just stands there now, no words escaping his pink lips.

You know that I do and if this is just one of those games that we play

He was flabbergasted and responded hastily that of course he loved you and these things are apart of a celebrity relationship. You knew though, it didn't have to be this way.

So I'll sing you a new song

Please don't cry anymore

I'll even ask your forgiveness

Though I don't know just what I'm asking it for

He tried to make you believe him, that he loved you even though he was just too busy to even come home now, like a broken record playing a horrible song. He was genuinely guilty and sorry, but then didn't understand why you still kept harboring animosity towards his actions, even after you were aware of how difficult his work life would be. It hurt. It hurt you alot, especially knowing he has to travel for his career and so do you. Of course you both resumed with your lifestyles though. Days where he was travelling, you were at home, weeping and wondering what he is doing.

Oh, whoa, oh, whoa

Hold me now, whoa

(Hold me in your loving arms)

He missed your warm touch. He missed the nights where you and Chin would wait for his arrival in the living room, warm smiles greeting him when he stepped through the doorway at the dark of night. He knew things needed to change.

Warm my heart

(Warm my cold and tired heart)

His heart felt cold and bitter. God.

Stay with me

(Stay with me)

He truly didn't want you to leave. Don't leave y/n.

Let loving start

Let loving start, whoa

Hold me now, whoa

(Hold me in your loving arms)

He contemplates before walking briskly into the bedroom. Flickering the lights off as he travels down the corridor with a tired Chin trailing behind him.His phone lights up, lockscreen taunting him with the photo of one of your many shared memories, now turned bittersweet. He turns the phone off as he smiles sadly at your sleeping figure before climbing into bed, removing his clothing and only remaining in boxers. He didn't even have the energy to change into proper pajamas.

Warm my heart

(Warm my cold and tired heart)

Stay with me

Let loving start

He kisses your forehead, causing you to stir and open your eyes to his silhouette. You smile sadly as you give way into his slim arms. Warmness engulfs your body as he whispers sweet nothings to you until your light snores could once again fill his ears.

You knew this was just a rough patch. Johnny was your one and only after all.

#kpop #kpop imagine #songfic #angst #fluff #fanfiction #johnny suh x reader #nct 127 x you #nct127 x reader #johnny seo x reader #johnny seo #johnny suh #nct 127

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cosmorice · 2 years

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i am having much writers block recently bare w me 😙 i will be continuing the story later this week with johnny and jin because i love them hehe

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WayV!Hendery x Reader: Pregnancy & Birth

this is a random cannon because i am obsessed with hendery rn

pairing: hendery x reader

genre: fluffity fluff fluff

warnings: pregnancy & birth????

he was nervous scared at first to say the least

very fucking scared

it didn't take long for him to warm up to you being pregnant and once he did, he was overjoyed because Hendery was like a child himself

Hendery immediately took a hiatus much to the dismay of NCT and WayV nctzens but they had yet to know the real reason he left took a break

in the meantime to keep everyone occupied SM finally released Jalapeño with Hendery and Lucas

Lucas was the first to find out

you and Hendery decided to surprise him by gifting him a best uncle t-shirt

Lucas was confused at first but it hit him and he cried

soon after, the rest of the WayV group and other NCT sub-units found out as well

to say the baby shower they threw for you was lavish was a huge understatement

9 months flew by fast and the first trimester was the worst

nonstop vomiting in the wee hours of the morning until your lungs gave in on you

Hendery held your hair back of course with snide remarks like “remember me doing this in bed”, causing you to hit him angrily

OOh and the MOOD SWINGS

poor Hendery

giving birth was terrifying, nothing on the internet could prepare you enough

Hendery turned green, and you swore he was about to vomit

profanities escaped your mouth, blaming Hendery for this onset of pain you felt while you squeezed his hand

"Fuck you Hendery!"

the WayV boys were overjoyed and filled the halls with their screams of excitement when baby Ai came, causing fellow patrons to glare at them and several nurses to giggle whilst shushing them

she was like a chubby bundle of joy with the rosiest cheeks

Hendery’s parents were unable to fly in time but you managed to video call them and show off Ai

they absolutely loved her

when the boys left and Hendery had a moment to her, he held her gently and said “Daddy’s always going to protect you. Mommy and I love you so much Ai, you are perfection.”

he thought you were asleep of course and he didn’t notice the tear that had escaped from your eye

you both had decided to give it some time before announcing the birth of your child

of course there was speculation but you wanted to pull the ultimate kylie jenner

you were in love with the family you both had created

#hendery #wayv fanfic #nct x y/n #cannon #fluff #hendery x reader #wayv hendery #pregnancy #birth #nct hendery #won kun hang #wayv lucas #kpop imagine #kpop

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The Beginning of The End

pairing: makoto tachibana x haruke nanase

genre: angst

warning: swearing, mention of infidelity

req by @princeasimdiya12

PROMPT: 4. “your eyes are like sapphires” , “I could just kiss you right now”

wc: 1.2k

this takes place in the winter, during the scene where Makoto privately tells Haru that he’s leaving

Makoto was always outgoing, compared to Nagisa though, he would fall flat in that category. Haru on the other hand, well, he was rather intimidating. Between his consistency to keep quiet and the resting bitch face that was constantly spread on his face, many people chose to just admire him from afar. Everyone in their group had opposite personalities, but maybe that’s why they all meshed so well. Opposites do tend to attract.

Sometimes Makoto would feel small tinges of jealousy when he could overhear the whispers of their female peers admiring Haru’s form. Of course though, he brushed it off and smiled as per usual. He couldn’t blame them, I mean, who would? The way Haru’s muscles would contract as he stroked through the water, swimming ever so gracefully as the blue hues enveloped him.

Ever since they were kids, Makoto was always drawn to Haru. Even through that intimidating barrier, he knew deep down, there was more to the blue haired swimmer. Eventually high school hit, and although they started off as rivals, Rin & Haru had sparked up a romance. Makoto never tried to hide his feelings towards Haru, that was until Rain came into the picture again. Rei was the first one to notice Makoto’s change. The observant boy saw haw Makoto would briefly frown but then force yet again another smile on his face when Rin & Haru would arrive together to the pool, or even how Makoto would stop bringing mackerel by just so Haru could eat something instead of staying submerged in the tub.

Although Haru never openly expressed it, he was grateful for his friends. More especially, for Makoto. He noticed when the tall brunette stopped coming by as often and checking in on him. Tinges of sadness would spread throughout his body, but he had no reason to feel that way. He had Rin now. Truth was, he liked Makoto. He liked the way Makoto would smile at him as he helped him out of the water, how Makoto would stay at his house to soothe him on sleepless nights without his parents. Makoto was always there. Nobody could compete with Makoto in Haru’s eyes, not even Rin.

“You like him don’t you.” Rei states matter-of-factly as he uses his index finger to push his red framed glasses delicately up the bridge of his nose. A small smirk creeps onto his face as the sun’s harsh rays beam down on the three boys as they walk side by side. The cold winter air nipped at them harshly, causing red to stain their cheeks.

“What? I do-,”

“We can tell!” Nagisa states with a toothy smile, cutting Makoto off harshly. Makoto can’t even bother to put up a fight, so he just releases a solemn sigh.

"Well you're leaving for University next Summer, have you even told him yet Mako?" Rei points out, causing the tall green eyed boy to sigh in frustration. He pushed the thoughts of him leaving to the back of his mind and yet here he was, needing to face the cold hard truth. He had the opportunity to study in Tokyo, an opportunity that he wouldn't give up. Not for anything, including Haru. The atmosphere between the boys grew quiet as the only thing left to hear was their feet crunching against the snow and the snowflakes falling eloquently, painting the town in white.

"We're all leaving soon Mako, summer will be here before we know it. It's almost New Years already, its best you tell him." Rei spares his friend a sad smile whilst patting his shoulder.

"Even if you don't want to tell him about your feelings, its the right thing to do." Nagisa chimes in, his eyes wide.

"Alright."

He didn't want to do this. He really didn't. Makoto was someone Haru truly confided in, aside from Rin. Haru has had a history of people in his life leaving him. First Rin, then his parents, & now Makoto. He knew this would crush the elegant swimmer, but he had to come to terms with the reality of it at some point.

The moon shimmered against the calm ocean waves. The air was frigid as a thin layer of snow laid on the ground. It would be the boys last winter break together. Last school year. Last everything before everyone heads off to college. There were only a few more seconds left before New Years, then a few more months to relish in their memories before departing.

Stepping away from the party and walking to an area near the ocean, Makoto and Haru stood atop the view, taking in the prescence of the waves gently crashing down below them. He didn't know what he had done, but Haru was ticked off, shocking Makoto. No matter how angry he has ever been, Haru has always managed to keep a calm and stoic face. Maybe it was the alcohol in their systems.

Three...

"We want you to find a dream and look to the future." Makoto yells back, voice filled with concern, while holding a firm grip on Haru's wrist. Tears threatened to spill out of his eyes. Haru had an unreadable look in his eye before pushing Makoto back forcefully,

Two...

"All you ever do is meddle with everyone! Stop sticking your nose in everyone elses business! A dream? A future? Well, what about yours? Stop going on about other peoples futures when you haven't decided about your own."

One...

Makoto freed his grip from Haru and stood in shock. The tears once threatening to fall out of his eyes retreated.

"Say something!" Haru says breathlessly.

Zero...

"I have decided. I'm going to University in Tokyo." Makoto states solemnly.

HAPPY NEW YEAR...

Fireworks erupt behind them, dazzling hues of various colors from the sky reflect onto Haru's gaze as he stands bewildered. The person he confided in, the person he trusted, and the person he truly loved was leaving.

"Damnit Haru don't give me that look! I have stood idly by for years with you. Everything about you. I even stood by as I saw you with Rin," Makoto yells, spewing Rin's name like venom. Aside from the fact Rin was with Haru, he didn't have a real reason to dislike him. He silently thanked the liquid courage he had, feeling like a weight was off his shoulders. "I need to do something for myself for once Haru." He quietly finishes, not breaking his gaze with Haru's glossy eyes.

"You love me?" Haru asks the taller figure in front of him. The gears in his head were turning, Makoto could tell. But what he was about to do, nobody could prepare Makoto for that.

"God Haru, I can't do this right now." Makoto rubs his temple. Before he walks off, Haru says something that causes his ears to ring.

"I could just kiss you right now." His lips crash against Makoto's as the fireworks show continues behind them. The strong taste of alcohol lingers as hey both pull away and Makoto stares at him frantically, a small glint of anger and confusion evident in his green orbs.

"What the fuck did you just do?" Makoto spits out harshly, causing the once drunken Haru to sober up.

"Makoto I fucking loved you for the past year. I didn’t want to come to terms with anything. Yes I care for Rin but our relationship lacks depth like yours and I do. I fell for you as soon as you brought me mackerel when my father wasn't coming home. I loved you as soon as you looked at me when we opened the club at school. And god those eyes, your eyes are like sapphires. I knew I loved you then."

Makoto scoffs, much to Haru’s surprise.

“How fucking selfish can you be? You’re leaving to Australia with him! God Haru, you cant do this.” Taken aback by his own words, Makoto gulps and looks down, his eyes suddenly turning dark,

"Haru. Listen, I need to leave. You have a boyfriend waiting for you at the party." Makoto grunts. He should be ecstatic. His love wasn't unrequited, but he's not happy. Now that he announces his departure towards Tokyo, Haru decides to kiss him? He looks down as he heads back towards the brightly lit houseparty, leaving Haru in a state of sadness and guilt. The only sound left was the fireworks and the booming music down the street.

A fake smile plagues Makoto’s face as he downs the contents of the red solo cup. He was willing to drink until he saw stars. Anything to forget about the events that occurred outside. His green eyes draw towards Haru, who smiled weakly at Rin as they swayed together.

It was if nothing ever happened. It was as if he didn't just cheat on his boyfriend. Sure Makoto admitted his feelings, but it was moreso out of anger and closure before his departure to Tokyo. The alcohol tasted bitter and burned against his throat as he watched the happy crowd.

Nagisa initially took notice, tapping Rei on the shoulder as Rei’s dancing comes to a halt with his glasses askew on his face. Rei glares before looking to where Nagisa was pointing. It was Makoto. Small tears slowly coming out of his drunken face.

This wasn't good.

Was this truly the end for them?

No, it wasn't. This was the beginning of the end.

#makoto tachibana #haruka nanase #iwatobi swimming club #free! anime #free! makoto #free! haru #haru x makoto #haruka x makoto #angst #anime #free!#free! iwatobi swim club

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cosmorice · 2 years

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random ramble but hello ! i will resume writing this week. i recently have been experiencing some depression and was also extremely busy with work but i'm glad to be back!

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cosmorice · 2 years

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❛The Affair❜ pt. 2

pairing: bts!jin x reader ; nct127!johnny seo x reader

genre: fluff, a lil angst, smut

warnings: sex, married life, children, swearing, cheating

wc: 2.2k

part 1

SUMMARY: your picture perfect marriage begins to crumble behind the scenes as you meet johnny seo, a member of another well-known group, NCT-127.

Ari’s light snores fill into your right ear as you utilize your left hand to bid farewell to Johnny and a disheveled Han. The air finally cools down as the moon rises into the sky. The kids were able to play all day and your newfound friendship with Johnny kept you distracted from the small void within your heart. You turn and walk briskly towards your car in the vast parking lot, not wanting to wake Ari up as you finally are able to place her in the carseat.

As you drive into the night, a small smile creeps onto your face as you reflect on the day you’ve had. Johnny and you had exchanged numbers earlier after you both witnessed how well your children got along. It was as if they were brother and sister. You also found out Johnny was apart of another group, NCT 127. You were like some sort of magnet for these group members.

After arriving home, you sigh as there is no sign of Jin’s return. You place Ari in her bed, as you had already eaten at the theme park. After the leftovers you had obtained from your feast while out are put into the fridge, you plop down onto the loveseat, finally able to charge your deceased phone. A number of notifications pop onto the screen, capturing your attention,

Jinny bear [8:13]: How are my two lovely girls doing?

Johnny [8:47]: It was nice being able to meet you! Han is worn out lol, he had so much fun today with Ari.

Jinny bear [9:00]: I’ll be home tomorrow baby, I get out of practice at 1 tonight & then I’m going for some street tteokbokki with Jimin

Jinny bear [now]: How about we spend some time together when I get back?

Your eyes roll so far back that they could practically pop out of your head. God you hated this shit. A barely audible ‘fuck’ escapes your mouth. It was draining at times, but you loved him, right?

You [9:12]: of course, I can’t wait to see you & tell you about the fun time we had at the park

Jinny bear [9:13]: alright I love you infinitely

The TV echoes within the living room as you contemplate what to text Johnny. Out of all things to watch, your interest piqued at the new show Love Alarm. This was the first time in a long time where you truly had butterflies within your stomach at the sight of a text message.

You [9:24]: Of course! And Ari is wiped out for the night, I don’t think she’ll be up any time soon.

Johnny [9:27]: Same for Han. If you both are free tomorrow we can grab lunch?

Your heart lurched. Jin had wanted to spend time tomorrow when he comes back. Johnny and you both hadn’t really discussed your current love lives. Johnny briefly mentioned Han’s mom wasn’t in the picture and you simply mentioned that your husband was constantly busy.

You [9:35]: How about next Saturday? Jin comes back tomorrow.

Read 9:37.

God. I can’t believe I didn’t think sooner she had a husband. Y/n is a head-turner though so no surprise there. What do I say back? I want to be respectful of her marriage.

Of course too, her husband happens to be apart of one of the top bands known worldwide. Regardless, it would be nice having another friend.

Johnny [9:43]: Of course :) Have a great night.

Read 10:00.

Truth was, Jin wasn’t okay. He didn’t know if he could keep up with this lifestyle anymore. Constantly leaving his family home in Seoul was not something he wanted to do, as he grew up in an extremely family oriented home.

“I know you feel bad but let’s enjoy the night! Just me and you, like the old days.” Jimin cheers as he raises the glass of Soju to his friend. The glasses clink against each other before the boys take a hue swig.

Jimin and Jin had a relatively close bond with one another, only becoming stronger once Ari was born. Jimin was appointed as her godfather, something both you and Jin had wanted.

“I feel awful for not being able to see her tonight though.”

“Don’t worry about it, y/n is one of the most understanding people. You seem more concerned than you usually are though. Did something happen between you both?” Jimin raises an eyebrow at the buzzed man sitting across from him.

“She seemed so disappointed earlier when I had to go for practice. It was my fault as I had completely forgotten and I promised them a family day today.”

“Oh man, yeah Jin, you need to talk to her. It can be hard maintaining a career like this along with a damn marriage!” His friend exclaims, throwing his arms up in the air. The boys continue eating their dish and drinking, further into the night.

Days eventually turned into weeks as you and Johnny’s friendship continued to blossom. Jin had kept his word-finally- and he spent time with you and Ari, as promised. The family day you all had was lovely to say the least. It made you appreciate how hands-on your husband was with your daughter as she splashed in the water. Beach days were always your favorite. The smell of the ocean spreading within your lungs as sand sticks to your toes.

Jin learned of Johnny through Ari’s constant babbling about Han, her new pal. He desperately wanted to meet Johnny but his schedule was already rigorous enough. He was glad his two girls were happy and made some new friends. Oh how much he will regret that happiness.

The intrusive thoughts that once plagued your mind about Johnny had eventually dissipated as Jin became more focused on you and Ari, that was, until though, he had to go back on tour. For 4 months. 4 fucking months.

Johnny [6:50]: Are you and Ari free today? Han misses his buddy and I miss having my buddy around too

You grin to yourself and a small laugh escapes from your lips upon receiving the text. Jin had left the previous day for tour, bidding you and Ari a solid farewell.

You [7:00]: Of course, it’s getting close to Ari’s bedtime so maybe a sleepover will suffice?

Excitement bubbled within Johnny, along with Han, as they headed towards the address you sent. A few stars twinkled amongst the light pollution engulfing the city.

The steps to your walkway seemed long as Johnny’s long legs accompanied him. Han’s sleeping bag in one hand and his phone in the other, Johnny watches as Han beat him to the door. The brunette 6 year old ringing the bell at a ridiculous rate. Instantly it opens, revealing your radiant smile & a very excited Ari.

“Ari!” Han yells as he engulfs the smaller girl with a hug, before they both run inside of course.

“He isn’t the only one that missed his friend.” Johnny says as he embraces you into a warm hug. Your flowery scent dances in his nostrils.

“How about we have a few drinks while the kids play?” Your voice was enticing to say the least. The way the night breeze blew your hair into your face was nearly breathtaking. Johnny sends a smile in response.

You opt for the kids to bake a cake with you. Your attentiveness and radiant personality sticks out to Johnny, as if it were a sore thumb. You definitely were a teacher. Your patience with kids was like no other, and it made Johnny happy to see his son practically glowing.

Laughter fills throughout the kitchen as Ari tips over the flour, coating her in the white dust. The island was now covered in the sugary powder as you grab a towel to wipe it off, Johnny aiding you in getting the mess cleaned up as the kids stay attentive to whisking the batter.

“Daddy, I want to eat some batter.” Han pouts, crossing his arms.

“You’ll get salmonella, no Han.” Johnny says a bit firmly as Ari scoops her finger and stuffs her mouth with the vanilla-flavored mixture. After his response, Han smirks. What is this child up to? Before you knew it, batter flies in the air and lands on Johnny’s shirt. Your hand instantly flies up to your mouth, stifling a laugh as Ari giggles.

“Mr. Johnny the cake man!” Ari screams in a sing-song like tune. Next thing you knew, a war of batter ensues. Screams of playfulness are heard throughout the kitchen as you duck behind the island, avoiding the imminent danger of being hit.

This is something you could get used to.

This is how it’s supposed to be with you and Jin.

The kids burst of energy dissipated and it was finally their bedtime. You could finally share some drinks with Johnny while cleaning the disaster that was called your kitchen. Light snores fill the hallway, leaving you and Johnny elated.

The TV volume lowly plays the sounds of Keeping up with the Kardashians as you and Johnny chatter.

“Kim, there’s people that are dying.” Kourtney yells at her frantic sister.

“Y/n, I’m sorry to say this but, what the fuck are we watching?” Johnny bursts into laughter, and soon you join in. You weren’t sure if it was the alcohol talking, but warmth engulfs your body. You’re on cloud 9.

“The Kardashians of course!” You smack his arm playfully before taking another swig of the Soju in your glass cup. As the alcohol goes down your throat, your demeanor changes. Johnny senses it. “Johnny, how do you find so much time for Han? I know you’re in a band as well but how do you manage to make it work?”

Your fingers play with the glass as the Soju swishes around inside of it.

“Because I love him. He’s my son. I’d never let my career interfere with that. His mom leaving put that into perspective for me.” He responds, giving you a smile of pity. You and Jin’s situation was talked about sometimes in your conversation with Johnny, which gave him a selfish glimmer of hope.

A glimmer of hope that maybe you both could be more than just friends. No, you’re still married. That’s ridiculous.

The sound of Kim cheering for finding her earrings interrupts the gloomy conversation. You felt the couch sink in as Johnny scoots closer towards you. How many drinks did you two have? Too many to even keep count. You knew what you were about to do, was sinful in its own way.

Your lips press against Johnny’s, taking him off guard.

“Y/n. You’re fucking married!” Johnny protests, “We can’t be doing this.” His tall and built physique hastily stands from the couch, staring down at you with widened eyes.

“Johnny wait,” You grab his hand, standing with him. “Please. Don’t leave.. I’m so sorry, I-I don’t know what came over me.” The desperation and frantic state in your tone causes the devil on his shoulder to urge for Johnny to continue with this. His lips abruptly crash in to yours, the smell and taste of alcohol noticeable between the two of you.

You both sit right back down on the couch. Kisses turning sloppy as Johnny moves his hand under your dress, towards your heat. His fingers coat with your juices as he slides a singular finger into your wet folds, rubbing your pulsating clit in the process. What the fuck are you doing? You have a husband for fucks sake.

The angel on your shoulder practically is booming into your ear right about now. STOP BEFORE IT GOES FURTHER YOU DUMBASS. THIS IS A DRUNKEN MISTAKE.

God you should have listened, but it felt so good doing whatever you damned please. Your lips break apart, hair askew as Johnny pulls his slick fingers out of your wet pussy, before cupping and massages your breast. Your nipple pulstates as it sends waves of pleasure throughout your body. A breathy moan escapes your lips as your hand reaches down towards Johnny’s pants.

“You’re so fucking beautiful.” Johnny growls, chocolate eyes filled with lust. You smile as he unzips his pants. His large bulge fills your vision as you instinctively lean your head down. Your hands softly pull down Johnny’s pants along with his boxers.

His hard cock twitches and springs up, surprising you a bit. You giggle lightly before taking his erect member into your mouth, his hand grabbing a good amount of your hair in the process.

“Don’t fucking stop,” He moans as you bob your head furiously, gagging a bit as spit falls out of your mouth onto his aching cock. Before he could reach his climax, you pull back. “You’re gonna regret that.” He was right. You were. But for multiple reasons, including the fact that you are married to a loyal fucking husband.

He immediately flips you over, laying back on the couch as he lines his cock with your entrance. You examine the precut leaking out as he enters into you.

“Fuck!” You cover your mouth, stifling the yelp.

“I’m going to fuck the shit out of you.”

Your phone vibrates on top of the kitchen counter as moans fill the living room.

Jinny bear [now]: 2 missed calls

Jinny bear [now]: I miss you both. You probably forgot about our FaceTime call tonight but I’m sure we can call tomorrow. I love you to the moon & back baby.

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cosmorice · 2 years

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❛The Affair❜ pt. 1

pairing: bts!jin x reader ; nct127!johnny seo x reader

genre: fluff, slight angst, smut

warnings: sex, married life, children, swearing, daddy kink

wc: 1.5k

part 2

SUMMARY: your picture perfect marriage begins to crumble behind the scenes as you meet johnny seo, a member of another well-known group, NCT-127.

Your eyes flutter open as sunlight peaks through the blinds. Light snores make its way around the room as your husband, Jin, is sound asleep next to you.

Jin was lovely, he truly was. You had originally moved to Seoul to study teaching abroad at the young age of 19, but your love for it grew so much, that you ended up just staying there.

It was almost like a fairytale. The way you both met. Jin had arrived at Lotte Mall with Tae-Hyung, accompanied by several body guards. You were casually shopping for a work outfit, as you had just gotten hired for a teaching job at a local High School. Screaming pierced your ears as a crowd formed. What the fuck is going on? Fixating your gaze towards the commotion, you saw a few guys along with bulky guards. Must be idols.

Jin’s gaze suddenly meets yours, causing a palpitation within your poor little heart. He was hypnotizing.

You softly remove the sheets off of you, causing the light brown-haired boy to stir.

“Mmph baby don’t leave.” He grumbles tiredly whilst pulling you back. You manage to examine his disheveled hair, chucking to yourself. You resume to peppering him with kisses, causing him to wake up and crash his lips onto yours.

“Not so fast. Ari is still sleeping!”

“We never get mommy & daddy time unless if my parents are watching her.” He groans. You knew he was right. Ari was a heavy sleeper, taking after her father, & her room was also down the hall. Contemplating if you want to take the risk waking your 4 year old daughter up, you hesitantly agree and pick up from where you both started.

His lips feel soft as they move against yours in sync, his hands moving swiftly underneath your shirt. His cold hands cup your warm breasts, since you almost never wear bras to bed, earning him a light groan from you. You then slide your hand over his growing member, teasing him.

“Don’t do that.” He growls lowly into your ear before flipping you over. His hands slide into your tight-fitting thongs, placing a finger over your wet area. You moan with pleasure as he begins to rub your clit gently. “You like that baby?”

“Yes, please daddy.”

“Please what?”

“Please fuck me.” You whimper, legs shaking as your orgasm approaches. Boy does he know how to work his fingers.

“Cum for me first baby.” With those words alone, you release your juices onto his slick fingers, crying from the overstimulation has he continues. Jin smirks to himself, eyes darkened as his lust takes over. His fingers glisten as he takes them out before entirely ripping your underwear off.

His boxers slide down softly, allowing his cock to spring out. “Can you handle this?” You nod in return. He positions himself over you, lining up with your entrance. Excitement fills your body as this was a rare occurrence since becoming parents.

He rams inside of you, stretching you out, and causing you to briefly tear up. His lips connect with yours once more, resulting in a sloppy yet heated makeout session. “I’m gonna fucking cum baby,” Jin pants, as his movements gradually become slower as he groans loudly with pleasure.

You examine the beads of sweat dripping down your husbands back as he stands up. “I have to head out for practice today babe.”

“I thought you had today off?” You say, a hint of frustration evident in your tone. With that, he walks over to your side of the bed, cupping your cheeks and kissing your forehead gently.

“I know and I’m sorry y/n. I really am. I’ll make it up to you and Ari, I promise. I know we had a family day planned today. I’ll be able to give you my card so you both can still go. Okay?”

“Alright.” You force a small smile to form upon your face. Truth is, you knew what you were getting into. When you initially started the relationship, BTS was popular but their schedules were nothing like they are now. Their popularity skyrocketed globally quite recently, after the marriage.

The noise of the shower running fills throughout your master bedroom. Groaning, you plop back down into bed.

It was summer. The time where families are able to soak up memories with their children while school was out. The last time you all had spent time together as a family was last year. Since then, you’ve never had a full day together. Some days you regretted having a family with someone who had such a rigorous schedule. Hell, he couldn’t even make it to Ari’s birth, due to the soonest flight the boys booked from Paris not being able to arrive on time. It was his dream being apart of a global phenomenon though, and you knew that.

Once you both had found out you were pregnant, you thought he would have a change of heart and make family more of a priority. But nope. Don’t get me wrong though, you still loved him & he was one of the sweetest people you had been with, but, you wished his priorities were more, in check, to say the least.

Guilt plagues Jin’s mind as the warmth engulfs his sweaty body during rehearsal.

“Don’t be so hard on yourself. She knows how extreme our schedules can be.” Ji-min pats his friend on the back while taking a seat next to the exhausted boy.

“It’s summer though, these are the months where y/n is free since school’s out.” Jin sighs.

“I know it’s hard but it pays off in the long run. She knew what she was signing up for y’know. It’s not like she doesn’t love you.” Ji-min smiles glumly at his somber friend. The trainer resumes instruction, prompting the boys to put a halt on their conversation. “We’ll talk more after practice over some tteokbokki.” Jin smiles at the thought of eating one of the many amazing foods Korea has to offer.

You sigh as couples walk past you along with their children. You wish that could be you, Jin, & Ari. Your bubbly daughter snaps you out of the sad-like trance you were in as you walk around the amusement park. The humidity caused you to wear a simple pair of denim shorts along with a white tank top. Ari on the other hand, wore a matching rainbow top and bottoms, along with cute bows on her pigtails.

“Mommy carousel!” She yells as her tiny finger points towards the ride containing the beautifully painted horses.

“Okay okay!” You giggle as the exuberant child pulls you with all her might towards the ride. Standing in line, the smell of cotton candy fills your nostrils as your daughter watches the ride excitedly. A tall figure stands directly in front of you, with a child of his own you guess.

The child standing next to him turns around and faces your daughter, smiling widely as he introduces himself as Han. Quite the social butterfly this kid was. He looks to be around Ari’s age, if not at least 2 years older.

“I’m Ari!” The tall man next to Han turns around and giggles at the sight of the two kids chatting. He then looks up at you and smiles brightly. In all truthfulness, this mystery man was handsome. No. What are you thinking? You’re married for fucks sake.

“Sorry about him, he can be quite the chatterbox.” He rubs the back of his forehead a bit timidly.

“No problem! I work with kids and absolutely adore them, so I’m used to it.”

“Ah I see, are you a teacher? Or what do you do?”

“I’m a teacher bu-,”

“NEXT IN LINE PLEASE!” The ride attendant yells tiredly before you could even finish your sentence. Poor lady, she looked completely overworked.

“Dad, can Ari & I go on? Please!”

“I, Uh, as long as it’s okay with Ari’s mom.” With that, the man looks over to you, causing Ari and Han to also stare up at you, eyes pleading.

“Okay just look after each other. And don’t give me those puppy eyes Ari, you know I always say yes!”

As the carousel emits a slightly annoying musical tune, you turn to Han’s father.

“I don’t believe I ever got your name. I only know you as Ari’s mom so far.” He chuckles.

“I’m Y/N-Seok, and you?”

“Johnny, Johnny seo.” He extends his hand, inviting you to shake it. You hadn’t realized how big his hand would be, but it was a given with how tall he was.

“Mommy look!” Ari screams, as she waves happily along with Han to you. A chuckle escapes both you & Johnnys’ lips as the two continue to talk amongst each other.

“So how old is Han? He seems like he may be around Ari’s age?” You sweetly ask.

“He’s 6 but turning 7 this year. How about your little one?”

“Ari is 4 but my baby is turning 5 this year. They grow so quickly!” You exclaim as the ride begins slowing down, signaling its end. You and the blonde-haired Johnny walk towards the kids as they leave the crowded ride.

“Well it was lovely meeting you guys! Maybe I’ll see you both around!”

“But mommy, I want to play with Han!” Ari pouts as she tugs on your leg. You look over to Johnny who smiles,

“I don’t see why not.”

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