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our sister used to say this and she would often describe different like emotions as our "moods"
bonus question: who was it & why do you think they said it?
- amaranth.
#we literally like just remembered this a week ago#like theres a comment in our old post on ig she made about our “moods”#turns out they were alters😋#traumagenic system#did system#system#sysblr#cdid system#complex did#complex dissociative disorder#cdid#dissociated#actually did#dissociation#dissociative identity disorder#did
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THIS IS LITERALLY TARGETTING US WTF
WHEN WE SAY WE HAVE TOO MANY WE MEAN TOO MANY LIKE. PEOPLE WHO KNOW US PERSONALLY KNOW WHAT THE BUR HOLE IS....
[Text: This user has too many Wilbur Soot introjects.]
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#WHY ARE WE BEING TARGETTED#WE HAVE ISSUES#WHY DO WE HAVE SO MANY ????#system#did#traumagenic system#system stuff#dissociative system#actually dissociative#dissociative identity disorder#dissociation#complex dissociative disorder#dissociated#cdid#cdid system
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two bingos !!
the theatre kid one is a maybe though because idk if we're actually good at it-
#did system#did#dissociative identity disorder#system#did osdd#system things#actually did#cdid#cdid system#complex did#complex dissociative identity disorder#did bingo#system bingo#bingo
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lately we've been remembering more things, not many but still more than we did before. i dont know if im just a trauma holder or if the brain is just revealing stuff now, but im the one who started remembering things- like, we knew stuff happened with our doctor as a kid, but i have a few specific memories of it. we also are finally coming to terms with the fact that the dream we had a few months ago was a flashback and not just a random dream. we knew it was probably a flashback but we didnt want to accept that because it was really low detailed and blurry, but our dreams are normally high detail anyways so-
we're also starting to question our dads role in our trauma. we knew he gave us trauma and we know for a fact that he is the reason our ex host formed, but now we're questioning if he might've had more to do with it all even before what he did.. mainly because of that flashback again. something in us tells us that was his friend, but we cant be sure. we havent seen any pictures of his friend in a long time and we have no recollection of what he looked like, and in the flashback we can barely make out any details at all about the person in it. all we know is it was dark, we were laid on what felt like a leather seat, it was a man and we cant tell the exact skin tone but it was at least more tan than our dads is (which isnt hard because he is super pale). its all been really stressful. we arent even 100% sure any of this is real, like if any of it is real memories or our brain making something up- we seen something on a ramcoa website (we arent ramcoa but we are doing research since our psys is) about how child victims remember things how it appeared to them as a child, so it probably isnt 100% accurate but still shows something happened.
we also didnt have many physical symptoms when this started but as im typing this and recounting the smallest bit of detail im getting a headache and my eyes are hurting/going blurry- so im gonna leave this post here since its already super long
#did system#dissociative system#complex dissociative disorder#actually dissociative#dissociative identity disorder#dissociation#traumagenic system#i hate remembering things#we were fine only knowing about dad#we also are questioning if we're right about having no religous trauma#but we dont remember our church years at all so like#we're going crazy atp
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wow, we havent posted in a minute- sorry for that !
we often do this thing where we forget we have specific social medias and we stop posting and by time we remember we think it's been too long...but hopefully we post at least sometimes from now on
for anyone following us who doesnt recognise us, our old names were 621-turner-lane and kuromis-lemondrops, but we've changed our system name yet again :'D
im gonna post at least one more post after this today, so at least there'll be two more posts !! have a lovely day to anyone reading this
#did system#dissociative system#dissociated#dissociative identity disorder#actually dissociative#complex dissociative disorder#traumagenic system
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"hey um, im a silly british minecrafter who renamed himself after a weird substance"
-Ooblek
coming out as a system is so awkward. like what do you say? “hey, i’m that twink from death note possessing the body of your best friend” ??????
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SORRY FOR THE VERY PERSONAL COMIC!!
This is my half of “Unhealthy”, an essay comic double header with the lovely and talented Sarah Winifred Searle. She and I both wrote about our personal experiences as overweight ladies with eating disorders, and her story is breathtaking! You can buy a physical copy of the book here: https://topatoco.com/collections/abby-howard/products/ah-unhealthy
Or buy a digital PDF here: https://abbyhoward.itch.io/unhealthy
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Palestinian students sit next to the empty seats of their martyred classmates.
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hiya, thought i would introduce myself (mostly since no one's posted here for a little bit)
the names john, or joker. i got a lot of sources and they're all relating to the joker but i mainly id with telltale
ill sign off with either 🟩 or my names
also be careful mentioning source w me but im ok with talking about some things
#also just saying#if any brucie ijs see this you should totally talk to me#osdd system#dissociative system#fictive#introject#osdd#system#did osdd#joker#batman the telltale series#batjokes#joker ij#joker introject#joker fictive
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Dear [Alter]
Dear Caretakers, it's okay to worry that you're not doing enough. You are.
Dear Fictives/Factives, it's okay not to identify with your source. It's okay to identify with your source. Remember that you are your own person and that's all that matters.
Dear Gatekeepers, take a breath. I know that it's hard. It's going to be alright. We couldn’t do this without you.
Dear Littles, you're lovely. Keep it up buddy, remember that you're amazing.
Dear Persecutors, you are not evil. You are not a 'bad alter.' You are just as important as everyone else.
Dear Protectors, it's okay to take a break. You are going to make mistakes, and that's okay. You're doing your best and that's perfect.
Dear Self Destructive Alters/Trauma Holders, it's not your fault. It is not your fault. You don't deserve any hate, you don't deserve any of those awful things. You're deserving of the world and one day, some day, you will get it.
Dear Alter, you're going to make it.
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reminder to all introjects
you don't have to be completely like your source, you're your own person. you can have different memories, different opinions, even a different look than your source.
I'm an American, raccoon version of Tommyinnit and share nothing in common with my source except for the people im friends with. My name is different, my eyes are different, my height is different, my name even.
so it's ok to be different from your source, whether that's just a few small differences or everything being changed.
-🦝
#osdd system#dissociative system#fictive#introject#osdd#system#did osdd#did positivity#i hate seeing ijs fakeclaimed for not being exactly like their source#or even having themselves romanticized because of their source
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this !! I'm an ij of a fictional character, so i don't want this to be less alone personally - but I'm friends with some of our factives who are of people who have been in our life. we have the exhosts ex as an alter, we have 3/4 of his current partners as alters, we even have our best friend- but none of them like to front because it's even weirder for them to be here than for a fictive. especially because only a few of them can tell the source of them that they're a factive of them.
-🦝
We have an introject of our mother. Of our father. Our middle school crush, our ex who was our partner of 14 years, a teacher, a friend of a friend. I wish people talked more about the introjects of the people around them. It took a long time for these parts of us to understand and realize they're not literally the people they introjected, and even longer to unlearn the behavior they picked up trying to be the source in our head. Telling us what to do and how to act.
They're replicas of our abusers and of people who are non longer in our life. A reminder of the people who affected us that we can't escape or ignore even when the person themselves are long gone.
And there's the introjects of people who are still in our life. How do I explain to people that I have a mirror image of my partner as a literal part of me? When that mirror image takes control of my mouth and body and eerily imitates the person they're based off of, in the very same room we're in?
I know the community likes talking about introjects of fictional characters or celebrities or streamers, people who you likely would never have a personal relationship with. I want more people talking about the introjects of people that existed in their lives and left such a mark that you carry them with you as a part of yourself. Maybe I just want to be less alone, being one of them myself.
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Just so we're clear.
Fictives are not a sign of faking.
Quiet/Loud switches are not a sign of faking.
Large systems are not a sign of faking.
Switching a lot is not a sign of faking.
Not switching much is not a sign of faking.
Emotional amnesia is still amnesia.
Don't force people to address trauma they may not even remember.
Don't force people to remember trauma.
Childhood traumas don't have to be what an adult would consider extreme. Kids are a lot more sensitive to stimuli and cruelty.
And some systems have done fucked up shit in their childhoods, it's not their fault they had to survive.
Be kind, people need it.
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have a good day everyone yippee
-🔪🩸
#osdd system#dissociative system#fictive#introject#osdd#system#creepypasta introject#did osdd#jeff the killer#jeff the killer fictive#🔪🩸#lovelettersfrom1912
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hi daily PSA because people piss me off
THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS LOW FUNCTIONING/HIGH FUNCTIONING AUTISM
it's a myth made by ableists who think autism is a line spectrum, when every aspect of it is a spectrum.
if anyone argues w me I'm not gonna bother and just am gonna block /srs
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