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Connotations Of Sin - JHS x Reader || Teaser ||
Summary: At your lowest, youâve been living on the streets for the past couple of months. When you decide to leave your only safe haven and find yourself lost in a mysterious fog, an angel stretches out a hand of mercy. Little do you know, black taints his once alabaster wings.
Genre: Fallen Angel au | Angst, fluff, smut, horror ( V Lowkey, i swear)
Warnings: None for the teaser besides a little intimidation :) Full fic warnings will be on the official post ^^
Notes: I accidentally posted this last month LMAO (I cried) Thankfully I think only like one person saw it. Okay!! hi, hello, welcome! This is what i dropped off the grid to write hehe, it's a labor of love....or something. This bad boi here gets very dark, but, I will warn accordingly on the official post ^^. This fic is also in collaboration with the loml @hwaslayer !! Her new Seonghwa series takes place within this universe and I'm so so so happy to have been part of the project! (We've been slaving for months lmao) Please look out for the drop of her series (It lands in June) and be excited because she has so much planned! Tags are open for this fic if you'd like to be notified!
TBP : 19.05.24
You donât understand him. In the short time youâve known him, heâs like a square thatâs trying to fit into a circle. The circle is too round to accommodate his sharp edges, but he somehow manages to get just half of the square through, even if the circle is struggling to contain it.
Not to mention the weird things thatâs happened within the half hour youâve been awake, things heâs yet to explain to you. Matter of fact, strange things has been happening since you left Abigail. The police officer, the fog, and whatever the hell was out there in it with you. Youâre not even sure if that was real either.
You feel like if you focus on it, youâll go crazy. So your mind does the only thing it can do to protect itself â pushes it away into a corner to mull over later along with everything else.
âIâd rather not.â You no longer feel the need to show him gratitude. You feel stupid, for one, why did you think trusting a random stranger would be a good thing?
Hoseok shrugs, dropping the half-eaten toast back onto the plate. He walks around you, close enough that the hairs on the back of your neck stands on end, that the warning bells are going crazy in your head again.
Itâs uncomfortable being this close. The reaction is visceral, unable to ignore and you wonder why you hadnât felt it the night before. Why youâd manage to follow him all the way here and not noticed. Maybe you had, briefly and in little moments that were small enough for you to brush them off.
You watch him watch you as he circles you like a vulture, âWhat are you?â
âWould you believe me if I said I was human?â He asks from behind you, and it feels like a terrible idea to have your back to him. He sounds amused, like this is nothing but a little game to him â just something to pass time while heâs bored.
As he rounds your right, your eyes meet the darkness of his. âYouâre not.â It would be strange if you still thought he was after everything thatâs happened already.
Hoseok hums, a twinkle lighting his eyes, âPerceptive, arenât we?â Thereâs something like pride in his voice but youâre not sure what itâs for, âWhat do you think I am?â
âYou expect me to guess correctly?â The difference in your height does nothing to stop you from glaring at him. He tilts his head at you, dark locks of his hair swaying against his forehead gently.
âNo.â Hoseok smiles, âBut itâll make things interesting. I like games; play along.â
A shiver runs down your spine at his tone and the darkness in his eyes. He takes a step away from you and it feels like you can finally take a breath. His movements are fluid as he pulls the dining chair out from below the table. He sits gracefully, propping his chin in his palm as he watches you expectantly.
âDo you want a hint?â He asks, smiling sweetly.
âWhy donât you just tell me?â Your voice was barely above a whisper. Youâre tired of whatever game heâs playing at, sick of the fear that keeps you standing still as he stares you down.
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Mark Of The Arcane || Chapter Four ||
⣠Summary; Centuries before, in the times of the ancient Kings, a prophecy was heard. When the three kingdoms of Valerem fall to ruins, their saviour would come in blinding starlight. Who is this saviour, you may ask? None other than Min Yoongi, who was too busy being late to work to realize he definitely wasnât on earth anymore.
⣠Part: Chapter Four; Lessons in History
âŁWord count: 6.8k
âŁWarnings: Yoongi and his anxiety, Seokjin is a little prickly.
Chapter Archive | Masterlist
Notes: Hello all! Welcome back to MOTA! I'm so sorry about the wait, writing this fic is a lot lol. There's so much to describe and so much to get done. From here on out the chapters will be much longer than the previous ones, as I don't want the series to drag out too much and it's not meant to be a long series anyway. So I'll try my best to get as much into a chapter before moving on. Things are s little slow right now, but i promise the exciting stuff will start soon! I really hope you all enjoy! Feedback is very much appreciated and encouraged! Let me know what you think!
Yoongi follows behind Seokjin, gazing around at the difference of the hallway as he does. Earlier, the opposite side of the wall mirrored the side he came out of; a line of mahogany doors as far as he could see.
Now where the doors were, are windows in intervals. Tall arched panes of glass stained blue at the tops, and through them he could just make out the edge of a town far away and below. Itâs mostly forest he could see, the tops of tall green trees and birds with strange long tails darting about to settle as the sun drags the moon into the sky.
The walls are greystone, and within the spaces between each window held a navy blue banner that comes halfway down the wall. The crest at the center is intricate; a mix of a lighter blue and gold, a golden sword spears downward into a crown near the hilt of the blade. Just below the crown is what Yoongi would describe as a fancy snowflake, surrounded by little wisps of small golden patterns, and wings sprouting at the sword's end. Itâs all surrounded by blue and golden leaves that follow the upward arch of the wings.
Itâs an enlarged version of the crested clasp of his cloak.
He hadnât realized he stopped to stare at it until Seokjin whistled at him from further up the hallway. He jogs a little to meet him.
âTheyâre designed to confuse.â Seokjin says as Yoongi falls in step with him.
âHuh?â
âThe hallway was different when you first came out, right?â Seokjin glances at him and then waves a hand at the wall. âTheyâre imbued with magic. A precaution His Majesty took years ago in case of a siege from outside forces. Youâre not a threat, so it looks as normal as it does to everyone else.â
Yoongi isnât sure if thatâs an insult or not, being called non threatening. To Seokjin though, heâs certain he looks like a newborn foal trying to take his first steps into a world he doesnât understand. So, he supposes itâs not an incorrect word choice.
Seokjin leads him through a door, and down another hallway. Unlike the hallway before, this one was teeming with people.
Itâs mostly women, bustling around, some carrying what Yoongi assumes to be cleaning supplies, others pushing little carts with silver trays and platters. Most of them barely pay him mind, but stop briefly to incline their heads at Seokjin. Theyâre all wearing white and something blue: one girl that looked like she should be sitting in a classroom wizzes by, a navy blue ribbon tied into her frizzy hair; another with a blue armband calling after her.
The chatter of that hallway fades once itâs behind another closed door, and Yoongi follows Seokjin down a flight of spiral stairs.
âIâm taking you to Hoseok, do try to remember the way. I wonât be around to show you every time.â Seokjinâs words are a little clipped and Yoongi gets the feeling he doesnât like him very much. He doesnât want to be here anyway, much less be up in anyoneâs hair causing issues.
Heâs not too certain what Seokjin is, and finds himself staring at his ears rather than actually memorizing directions. He asked if he was an elf and he was offended, heâs not sure what else heâs supposed to think.
Seokjin stops at a door and knocks twice before pushing it open. The first thing Yoongi notices is how clean it smells. It burns his nose a little as he walks in, looking around at what clearly is a medical room.
Thereâs two shelves against the wall, one filled with thick tomes, and the other stacked with bottled things. Off to the left is a curtained area, and on the wall, charts of anatomy and other things that Yoongi couldnât make sense of.
Thereâs another door on the far right of the room, closed with a little plaque that says âPrivateâ in small bold letters. Tucked near the wall is a desk, more books arranged neatly in a pile, papers under a bottle of something or the other to keep them there.
The door opens and Hoseok steps through it, still wearing his white coat and startled seeing Yoongi and Seokjin there.
âOh â you guys scared me.â He presses a hand to his chest, âJin, you havenât seen Yoselin, have you? Iâm afraid I may have upset her...â
âSheâs still trying to get you to mentor her?â
Hoseok sighs, âShe doesnât have the affinity for it, but sheâs stubborn. And with her sister being one of my students itâs made her feel left out.â
âSheâll come to... Iâve brought him for you.â He gestures to Yoongi, and turns on his heel to leave, âOh, show him the way back please, Iâve got other things to get done before late.â
Hoseok waves him off with a hand and then he was gone.
âYou donât look so out of place anymore,â Hoseok smiles, âTake your cloak off and then you can get settled over there for me.â
Yoongi does as heâs told and takes his cloak off, shuffling over to the curtained area. He pulls the curtain back and thereâs a bed that resembles a hospital bed where he came from. Thereâs hinges on the sides that make it so that the bed can be adjusted, and Yoongi sits on the end of it while Hoseok gathers some things from his desk.
He comes over not long after, holding a strange glass ball that glows a pale green. âHow are you feeling?â
âAlright...â Yoongi mutters and Hoseok hums.
âHeadache?â
âGone.â Though, even as he says this, Yoongi could feel it at his temples, just not bad enough to be a bother.
âStay very still.â Hoseok says, lifting his hand with the glass ball to Yoongiâs forehead, checks something, and then presses it against his chest. Thereâs a warm sort of feeling coming from it that he could feel even through his shirt. âOkay...â
Hoseok moves away briefly, walking back to his desk and sets the ball down. Yoongi watches in amazement as it floats a little above the surface of the table top. âUh...what is that exactly?â
âHm? Oh, itâs an essence meter. It measures your arcane magic intake levels.â He comes back over with a book, itâs thick and has little colorful page markers sticking out of the pages. âSo far, youâre stable. But it can fluctuate as your body gets used to it, so if you feel sick you need to tell me.â
Yoongi nods, rubbing his hands along his thighs. Heâs still so confused about everything, but heâs trying his best to take it as it comes and not dwell on it too much. Hoseok settles on a chair, sitting a little lower than Yoongi is, opening the book to a page and pulls a black feather quill out of an inside pocket of his coat.
âIâm going to ask you a few things, just procedure, donât worry. Then youâre free to go.â
Hoseok asks him basic medical questions, and jots it all down in his book. It didn't take too long, and soon he was handing him a glass vial no longer than his index finger. The little things inside tink softly against the glass, they look like dried pieces of root, a reddish brown color.
âIf you get any more headaches, you can put one of these in hot water. Itâs what I gave you earlier.â
Yoongi grimaces at the memory, a phantom bitterness at the back of his throat. He nods, tucking the vial away into the pocket of his pants.
âTry to get as much rest as possible, too. Your body has to regulate your magic intake. You can come back every three days so I can see how itâs going.â
Hoseok ushers him to the door, patting his shoulder softly, âOh, and donât worry about Seokjin. Heâll warm up to you.â He opens the door and Yoongi almost walks right into another person.
The young man takes a stumbling step back as though Yoongi had bumped into him, and he almost reaches out to steady him. He does so himself, pressing a hand against the door frame and side steps so Yoongi could pass.
He looks a little sickly, dark circles under his eyes like he hasnât slept in days, and his cheeks blotchy. He offers Yoongi a kind smile regardless.
âAh, Taehyung...I was just coming to get you. You donât have to walk all the way here, you know.â Hoseok says, and as Yoongi steps out, Taehyung steps into the room and the door falls shut.
Yoongi thinks he could manage getting himself back to his room. He refastens the clasp of his cloak and retraces his steps. Back up the spiral staircase and into the hallway, luckily finding the right door, to the hallway filled with people still bustling around, Yoongi can only assume that theyâre the servants of this place. As much as that thought throws him for a loop, these people look happy as they move about doing their tasks.
While no one had spared him a glance when he walked through here earlier with Seokjin, everyone he passes by pauses minutely to stare. He keeps his head down and tries his best to make it through without being in anyoneâs way.
Night had fully fallen, and the scones embedded into the walls had been lit, casting a warm glow along every surface.
âYour Highness, please. The King will have me hanging by my toes in the courtyard.â A short, plump woman steps out of a door, and Yoongi stops just before he could run into her. Her hair is dark, held tightly at the top of her head in the neatest bun Yoongiâs ever seen. Thereâs a small towel slung over her shoulder, another hanging from the pocket of her navy blue apron.
Youâre trailing behind her, both your hands on her shoulders and a bright, broad smile on your face. You step with her, clinging to her back like a baby monkey.
âHeâll do no such thing.â You laugh, and you press a kiss to her rosy cheek, âPlease, Esther. If you do this for me, Iâll love you forever.â
Esther swats at you with her towel, pursing her lips. âYou say that every time you little Lumispore.â She says shaking her head before sighing resolutely when you bat your eyelashes at her, âAlright, alright. Now, go on, some of us have work to do.â
âThank you! Iâm forever in your debt, my lady.â You tug at the skirts of your silk dress and curtsy, laughing as you pull back when Esther swings her towel at you again.
Esther turns and Yoongi steps aside, but her dark eyes are pinned on him and she tuts, âYouâre the new lad? Goodness, you're skin and bones!â
She squeezes gently at Yoongiâs arms and he feels heat rise to his cheeks, âIâll tell Wooyoung to make sure you get hearty meals... put some meat on you.â She shakes her head, and pats his cheek softly, âDonât worry child, youâre in good hands.â
She smiles, a twinkle in her eyes before sheâs going up the hall, âRina, you know very well where those go!â
âSorry about her, sheâs a mother hen.â You say softly, smiling, âI hope she didnât offend you?â
âOh, no. No, sheâs fine.â Heâll probably admit it out loud later, but itâs nice to have someone worry about him. She reminds him of Mrs Li, waddling off and chatting with the younger servants.
âDid you visit Hoseok?â Youâre walking in the direction heâs heading and Yoongiâs not sure if itâs okay to walk in step with you, so he walks a couple behind, but still close enough to hear you. âHow is your magic intake?â
âHoseok says that itâs stable for now...â He watches as you wave off everyone that stops to bow or curtsy. Youâre quite quick on your feet, and Yoongiâs somewhat glad to see that youâre wearing shoes this time. Even with the amount of people walking about, he could feel a cold draft coming through the slightly cracked windows.
âThatâs good, an overflow of magic can be dangerous.â You nod to yourself, reaching the door at the beginning of the hallway and pushing it open with a hand.
âDo you know a lot about it?â
âMagic? Or, do you mean healing?â You chuckle, holding the door open until he steps through. âHealing was part of my studies. As for magic, everyone knows a lot about it.â You shrug a shoulder, and then look behind you.
âOh, you donât have to walk so far behind me.â You stop walking and wait until Yoongi steps where youâve stopped before you fall into step with him. âIâm not that kind of royal.â
âSorry.â
âYou havenât done anything wrong, donât apologize.â
Yoongiâs back to thinking that maybe he really did get drugged and stepped into some sort of weird lucid dream. Heâs never paid much mind to fairytales, or Princesses for that matter, but youâre surely acting like one. Though, heâs read stories where royals are absolute assholes, and he supposes he may have expected a bit of that. A holier than thou attitude.
Back where he comes from, heâs sure youâre the type of princess that ends up in a Disney movie; beautiful and empowering and encouraging young girls to be kind.
âHobi said where you came from doesnât have magic.â You say softly, turning your head to look at him, âWhatâs it like?â
âWell...â Yoongi wouldnât say there isnât any magic where he came from. People find magic in all sorts of things, like first snows or four leaf clovers. People find magic in other people, children find magic in Christmas. But this place is different, magic in a literal sense, and if he thinks about it too much heâll have another headache. âItâs nothing like this.â
âMust be strange...being here, I mean.â
âYou have no idea.â
Youâve led him back to the hallway where his room is, quiet for a moment. âOh! Right. Youâll need to learn how to properly control your arcane and be able to use it.â
âUm...â Yoongi feels a dull twinge of pain where his arcane sits. He has no idea how heâll start to understand how to do that.
âDonât look so frightened.â You chuckle softly, âIâll be teaching you. And we wonât start right away, your magic intake would be a little weird for a while so itâs safer for everyone that we donât attempt anything.â
Yoongi only nods, standing now, a little awkwardly.
âAre you hungry? I can have dinner brought to you.â You ask softly. He isnât , but he doesnât want to be rude by declining.
âIâd invite you to the dining hall but I think that would be too much for you right now.â You say, âAnd my father is a bit...â You shake your head, smiling again, although it seems a bit tense, âGo in, Iâll be right back.â
You step past him, going down a different hall than the one youâd both come from and Yoongi steps back into his room. He takes his cloak off, hanging the thick material on a hook near the door with a sigh. His eyes land on the book he left on the nightstand, walking over to sit on the bed.
Heâd have to resign himself to not getting home any time soon. Itâs better if he accepts it and moves forward as nothing could be done at the moment. He doesnât quite know what to do with himself, suddenly thrust into this world with a prophecy over his head. Itâs almost too much.
Yoongi is accustomed to just billowing through life, trying to move with the world lest it move on without him. It was easy, growing up in an orphanage and struggling to get by with the little he had. Heâs never blamed his parents â whoever they are â for giving him up, he was fine without a motherâs comfort and a fatherâs guidance. He didnât have anyone to make proud or anyoneâs shoes to fill. It makes sense now, somewhat.
He feels like a kid whoâs dressed in his fatherâs clothes pretending to be a man. Like someone put a pair of shoes at his feet and told him to wear them even if theyâre too big for him. The weight of this world feels heavy on his shoulders, as though heâs an ant trying to lift a building.
How is he supposed to go along and be this savior everyone expects him to be? He doesnât even know what heâs supposed to be saving them from. Some form of darkness that hasnât been seen in centuries?
Being sent here would be no problem without all this extra shit on top of it.
Yoongi presses his fingers against the spot on his ribs where his arcane mark sits. Heâs never complained about his life being ordinary, completely okay with nothing exciting happening. So of course this happens.
Heâs thinking too much.
Just as he lays back into the soft linen sheets, thereâs a knock on his door. It opens just a bit and your head pops through the gap. Yoongi sits back up as you open the door wider and wheeled in a silver cart before you.
âHoseok said itâs okay for you to eat something heavier now.â You say, pushing the door closed, âI didnât know what youâd like so I brought a bit of everything.â
You push the cart over, thereâs two covered silver trays and two tall glasses filled with what Yoongi hopes is just water.
You uncover the first tray and thereâs a plate of steamed potatoes, braised beef and sautĂ©ed carrots and what he would call broccoli if the little tree type things werenât purple. Thereâs a little bowl with a fluffy looking pastry with a dollop of pinkish cream in the dipped center, another bowl with short grain rice garnished with something red and flaky and a smaller plate with two filets of fried fish.
âI hope you donât mind if I ate with you?â You ask, uncovering the other tray that had a spread that mirrors his own.
âI donât...â
You smile, reaching down to the other compartment of the cart, handing him utensils wrapped in soft blue cloth. You move away for a bit, and stare at the table tucked against the wall in the corner of the room with a hand on your hip and then back at the cart. Catching your train of thought, Yoongi gets up and pushes the cart over.
âOh! I wouldâve done it.â
âItâs alright.â He could push a cart, darn it. He feels like heâs being coddled, by a Princess no less. He doesnât need to feel like he canât do anything on top of everything else. He sets the plates, bowls and glasses of water on the table and then moves the cart out of the way before going back across the room to grab the other chair that Hoseok had left near his bedside.
He waits until youâre sitting to do the same, but isnât sure which side of his food to start from. He picks up the bowl of rice and starts there, the red flakes are spicy.
âWas the book any interesting?â Youâre eating the pastry first, scooping out the cream at the center with a small spoon. You motion at the book on his nightstand with a tilt of your head.
The fish is well seasoned and quite distracting, and Yoongi nods, âIt didnât tell me much about anything really...just why my...arcane was created...â
You hum softly, âWell, records on your arcane have been lost for centuries, there isnât much to know about it unfortunately.â You finish off the pastry, âAnd there isnât anyone that could teach you how to properly use it, with it being a pure arcane.â
âPure arcane?â
âThere are no subfields.â You say, and when Yoongi gives you a confused tilt of his head you catch yourself. âAh. Well...before everything was The Firsts. Weâre not entirely sure where they originated from, but they were the first arcane users. Their arcanes were the elements, my ancestor Incra, was the first wind arcane user. While the other elements broke off into subfields, there are rare arcanes that only occur once.
My arcane is hereditary, it's never been bestowed to anyone outside the royal bloodline. Which in itself makes it pure, though, itâs easy for me since everything I need to know about it was recorded.â
âSo...how am I supposed to learn how to use it?â Yoongi worries at his bottom lip with his teeth, food forgotten.
âEsther wields a fire arcane, itâs somewhat similar to yours even with how different they are. Sheâll be helping me.â
âRight...â
Heâs halfway through his steamed potatoes, and you eat quietly across from him. He pokes at the beef with his fork, setting aside the purple broccoli with a little frown. Who knows what that would do.
He supposes heâll have to get used to this rich food. Not that he hasnât had something of the like before, itâs just working as a barista isnât all that freeing; splurging on fancy things like beef was a rare occurrence. That, and most of the money he had to spare went into his savings.
âY/n...?â Yoongi calls with uncertainty, even though you told him to address you by name. You look up from your plate, humming in question, a brow raised slightly. âCan you tell me anything more about the prophecy?â
You shake your head, âNo, Iâm sorry. Thereâs only one record of it and not a lot of people have seen it. Some people donât even know there is a prophecy.â You chuckle a bit and then grow somber, eyes looking a little sad, âI know this must be hard for you... Youâve been taken away from your life and suddenly everythingâs being thrown at you.â
âItâs...â Yoongi sighs, leaning back into the chair, âIâll manage.â
You stare at him for a moment more, clearly wanting to say something else before you shake your head. âYou should eat that,â you point at his untouched pastry with the end of your fork, and Yoongiâs grateful for the change of subject. âItâs amazing. The cream is made from eclipse berries and Duiox milk.â
âWhat milk?â Yoongi eyes the pastry like it would grow a head and start doing the tango.
âDuiox...itâs like a cow...but they have tusks...you donât have those?â
After dinner, you say goodbye at the door, pushing the cart back outside his room. You seem a little reluctant to leave as you step outside, fiddling with the silk sleeves of your dress.
âHow about a tour tomorrow? If youâre feeling well enough?â You ask, settling the cart against the wall, but your hands never leave the handle.
âThatâd be nice.â Yoongi offers a smile. Thatâd be great actually, itâd be better for him to learn his way around this place if heâs going to be staying.
âGreat! Iâll come fetch you after breakfast.â And with that youâre gone, pushing the cart up the hallway and Yoongi watches you leave.
The morning greets Yoongi with a whistled song, a beam of sunlight lighting a stripe along the marble floor. He groans softly as he wakes, a headache thrumming at his temples and behind his eyes when he opens them to squint.
Thereâs a strange looking bird on the windowsill, hopping along it, chirping softly. The rising sun sets its plumes ablaze in emerald and a sheen of pink, and Yoongi watches as it ruffles its feathers and flies off.
Thereâs a knock at his door that disturbs the quiet and sends the headache bouncing in his head. He doesnât think itâs you, as you would poke your head in after waiting a moment. The knock comes again and Yoongiâs forced to get up, shuffling towards the door.
Thereâs a young servant girl behind it, her eyes wide and blue when he opens the door. Sheâs brought him breakfast, hidden under silver trays and tells him to simply leave the cart outside when heâs done.
He pulls the cart into his room, finding a breakfast of porridge, toasted bread, scrambled eggs and sliced fruit.
Under the second tray is a porcelain tea set, a small holder with cubes of sugar and another with milk. Thereâs little mesh bags that smell like spices, which he leaves reluctantly, instead, dropping one of the roots that Hoseok had given him into the teacup. He pours the water over it and watches the steam rise from the cup, giving it time to draw as he eats.
He chews on the crust of a toast slice, watching the water turn auburn. He drinks it quickly, and tries to ignore the bitterness of it.
When heâd finished his breakfast, he left the cart outside as he was told. Before heâd gone to bed last night, a few maid servants brought him clothes that theyâd tucked into the wooden wardrobe in the corner of the room, and showed him where the bathroom was. Embarrassingly, the door was hiding behind white drapes he thought were just there for some sort of decoration.
The clothes he received were mostly black and white, and they all incorporated navy blue somehow. Heâs guessed by now thatâs just the colour scheme of this place. He pulls out a neatly folded black long sleeve tunic, the strings that hold the v-cut of the collar closed the same navy blue as the glittering trimmings of the hem, and black cotton pants that heâll have to fold at the ankles.
Thereâs a couple of soft towels folded and tucked into the bottom corner of the wardrobe, and he hugs everything to his chest and makes his way to the bathroom.
The bathroom is large, shelves jutting out of the wall beside a mirror filled with an assortment of bath oils and scented candles. The white marble of the floor shimmers with golden swirls, and the sunken bathtub in the middle of the room is big enough to fit four people standing five feet apart.
The silver faucet at the foot of the tub hums before it spits water when he turns the knob, steam rising and curling into the air. He sets his clothes and towel down, standing before the shelf to pick two of the oils he thinks smells the best.
Thereâs one that smells strangely of apricot and cinnamon, and one of mint leaves and a label that promises to soothe aches and pains. He pours a bit of each into the water and sinks into it with a sigh.
And Yoongi stays there until the light of the sun seems a bit brighter, no longer hiding behind trees and early morning mist. The sounds that float from outside through the cracked window arenât half as mindful, as everyone is starting to wake up and go about their day. Itâs different to the sounds heâs used to: honking cars and the buzz of traffic, people yelling, his neighbourâs stomping steps in the apartment above him. Itâs quieter, the world wakes gently; he likes the change.
He feels different today, the jitter of his nerves had calmed some since last night, the headache he woke with was all but a memory that would be back later, heâs sure. He thinks that at some point between last night and waking, heâs accepted what his life is to be now. The weight of so many peopleâs lives apparently in his hands, the pressure that heâs certain would come with learning the workings of his arcane, the fact that he may never go back home. All of it.
He stays in the bath until his fingers are prunes and the water is cold, and his hair is a little short of damp; drying in a frizzy mess. He steps out of the tub, watching as the water magically drains away. He dries off and gets dressed, the clothes sticking to his damp skin where the swipe of the towel missed and steps out. He leaves the door open so that the air can flow through the room, filling his bed space with the scent of apricot and cinnamon.
When he's rolling his socks on and tucking the ends of his pants into the top of his boots, thereâs a soft knock on his door. He expects the pause that comes after as much as he expected the door to open and you poking your head in.
You smile when you spot him, and Yoongiâs afraid that at some point, heâll get too used to it. Your dress is silk and pale yellow today, a blue ribbon twisted into the braid of your hair.
âGood morning,â You greet at the door, not coming in and Yoongi wonders why, âDid you sleep well?â
Thereâs a murmur somewhere behind you that makes you look over your shoulder and roll your eyes, âStop that.â
Yoongi stands, and at his approach you pull away from the gap in the door, and he finds Seokjin there too, leaning against the adjacent wall.
âIf youâre going to be annoying you may as well find something else to do, Jin.â You say, turning to face Seokjin as Yoongi steps out of the room.
Seokjin points a finger to himself, looking offended, âMe? Annoying? Iâm a joy to be around!â
âYes. Whenever youâre not being like....whatever it is youâre being now.â You wave a hand at him, pursing your lips.
âIt's my job to follow you around, Your Highness.â Seokjin retorts, crossing his arms over his chest, âI canât just leave you alone with a stranger.â
âIâll be fine.â You say a little testily, and Yoongi eyes dart between you and Seokjin as you have a stare off. He suddenly feels like he shouldnât be standing here listening, feeling awkward and not sure what to do with his hands.
âIâll walk five steps behind.â Seokjin says, moving a little ways away and counting his steps for you to hear, much to your evident annoyance.
You sigh through your nose, shaking your head before you turn to Yoongi. âThereâs a lot to see, come on.â
You lead him through different hallways, showing him different rooms and different things of cultural significance, and Yoongi tries his best to keep up with it all. Seokjin is still walking five steps behind, and every now and then he could feel the weight of his gaze.
The library within the palace is expansive, the grandeur of its size evident as you step into the room. Rows of towering bookshelves line the walls, their mahogany frames gleaming softly in the ambient light filtering through stained glass windows. Yoongiâs eyes widen as he takes in the vast collection of leather-bound tomes and ancient scrolls neatly arranged on polished wooden tables.
You gesture towards the rows of books, your voice carrying a note of reverence as you speak. âThis is the heart of the palaceâs knowledge, where centuries of history and wisdom are preserved.â As you lead Yoongi deeper into the library, you pause occasionally to point out notable works or elaborate on the significance of certain texts.
Yoongiâs expression shifts from curiosity to awe as he absorbs the wealth of information surrounding him. He finds himself immersed in the quiet serenity of the library, captivated by the timeless treasures it holds within its walls.
As you guide Yoongi further into the library, the scent of aged parchment and ink hangs in the air, mingling with the faint aroma of polished wood. Sunlight streams through ornate windows, casting ethereal patterns of light and shadow across the rows of shelves.
You pause beside a particularly ornate display case, its glass surface protecting delicate manuscripts and artifacts. âThese are some of the rarest and most valuable pieces in our collection,â you explain, your voice hushed with reverence.
Yoongi leans in closer, his gaze drawn to the intricately illuminated manuscripts and ancient relics within the case. He reaches out tentatively, as if hesitant to disturb the timeless beauty before him.
As you continue the tour, weaving through the maze of bookshelves and alcoves, Yoongiâs fascination deepens with each passing moment. The weight of Seokjinâs silent presence fades into the background, overshadowed by the richness of knowledge and history contained within the libraryâs walls.
Together, you and Yoongi explore the depths of the library, delving into its vast archives and uncovering the secrets of centuries past. In this sanctuary of learning and discovery, time seems to stand still, allowing Yoongi to lose himself in the wonders of the written word.
Nestled within the heart of the library, concealed behind a discreet doorway veiled in shadow, lies a chamber of treasures known only to the royal family of Jax. This clandestine sanctum, accessible only to those of royal blood, houses a collection of artifacts and tomes that are as priceless as they are precious.
As the heavy door swings open on silent hinges, a soft glow spills forth, illuminating the room in a warm, golden light. Shelves line the walls from floor to ceiling, laden with ancient scrolls, intricately bound tomes, and ornate artifacts of bygone eras. Each item within this sacred space holds a piece of the kingdomâs history, a testament to the valor, wisdom, and legacy of generations past.
Among the treasures housed within this chamber are artifacts of great significance, relics from battles long fought and victories hard won. Weapons forged of enchanted steel, their edges still sharp with the echoes of ancient conflicts, stand alongside intricately crafted jewelry adorned with precious gemstones, each piece a symbol of royal heritage and lineage.
Alongside the artifacts, shelves groan under the weight of countless tomes, their leather bindings weathered with age yet still bearing wisdom. These volumes contain the accumulated knowledge of scholars and sages, chronicling the history, culture, and arcane arts of the kingdom of Jax.
As Yoongi steps into this hallowed chamber, he is enveloped in a sense of reverence and awe, keenly aware of the weight of history that surrounds him. Each artifact and tome holds a story waiting to be discovered, a glimpse into the rich tapestry of the kingdom.
The air hums with an almost palpable energy, suffused with the residual magic of centuries gone by. Illuminated by soft, ethereal light that dances and flickers across the ancient stone walls, the room exudes an aura of mystique and wonder.
Upon shelves of polished oak and gilded metal, an array of artifacts sits neatly behind clear glass, each one imbued with its own unique enchantment. Robes of shimmering silk hang suspended in midair, their fabric rippling as if stirred by an unseen breeze, while ancient tomes bound in spell-woven leather beckon with promises of forbidden knowledge.
Glowing crystals pulsate with otherworldly radiance, casting prismatic hues across the room, while ornate staffs and wands stand sentinel, their intricate carvings whispering secrets of arcane power.
âSome arcane users use magic embedded weapons to channel their power.â Seokjin says from the doorway, keeping his word to stay at a distance. He doesnât disturb your rambling, stepping closer to Yoongi as you move further away, not noticing that they werenât following. âSome of these were made by the pixies, most of them by the Fae.â
Of course they have pixies, the surprises may never end, and curiosity makes Yoongi ask: âThe Fae?â
Seokjin spares Yoongi a glance, âYour world must be so boring.â He sighs, âThe Fae are thought to be descendants of an Arcane user that was cursed. They could be mistaken for pixies at a glance if you donât know what to look for. They use arcane magic and their artifacts as they donât have magic like the pixies do. They also donât have wings, and the point of their ears are a lot shorter.â
Yoongi realises this is the most Seokjin has spoken to him since heâs arrived, without the air of barely concealed contempt. He glances at his ears and Seokjin notices, chuckling softly.
âIâm not a Fae. Half pixie.â He clarifies for him, though his tone is a little strained. âI donât carry an arcane.â
His voice trails off and Yoongi senses that the moment is over. Your steps trail back to them, âYou two had me talking to myself.â
âSorry.â Yoongi and Seokjin speak at the same time, and Seokjin remains close as you continue walking.
You seem to glow in the soft glitter of light, a sparkle in your eyes as you explain everything to him. He wonders how you keep everything at the top of your head to rattle it off like youâre telling him about the weather.
Leaving the sanctuary of the library and the room of artifacts behind, you guide Yoongi through a series of winding corridors adorned with portraits of the royal family and their ancestors. Each painting tells a story, capturing the essence of generations past in vibrant strokes and intricate detail.
You pause before a particularly imposing portrait, its gilt frame gleaming in the dim light. It depicts a figure enveloped in swirling winds, their form shrouded in mystery and power.
âThis is Incra.â you announce, your voice tinged with reverence. Incra, depicted in the painting, is a woman of striking beauty and undeniable grace. Her dark hair cascades in glossy waves around her shoulders, framing a face adorned with features as delicate as porcelain. Her eyes, pools of deep, mysterious darkness, hold a glimmer of ancient wisdom and unfathomable power.
In the painting, Incra stands with poise and confidence, her figure shrouded in billowing robes that ripple like the winds she commands. Her presence is commanding yet ethereal, radiating an aura of otherworldly elegance and strength.
Despite the passage of time, the artist has captured Incraâs timeless beauty with remarkable precision, immortalizing her as a symbol of reverence and awe.
Yoongiâs gaze lingers on the painting, captivated by the enigmatic figure at its center. He can almost feel the crackle of energy radiating from the canvas, a testament to the awe-inspiring abilities of the kingdomâs ancient arcane users.
As you move along the hallway, you continue to point out notable figures from the kingdomâs history, offering brief descriptions of their accomplishments and legacies. Yoongi listens intently, his curiosity piqued by the rich tapestry of stories woven into each painting.
With the tour of the paintings complete, you lead Yoongi onward, eager to show him more of the palaceâs treasures and secrets. As you traverse the hallowed halls of the castle, Yoongiâs sense of wonder only grows, fueled by the tales of valor and magic that echo through its storied corridors.
Next to him, Seokjin stifles a yawn, âIf you donât stop her she could go on all day.â He says, as you open another door with flair, waving them both forward with a hand. Yoongi doesnât mind really, even with all the knowledge trying to find a place to settle in his head, having to fit amongst all the other regular things already in there.
At the other end of this hallway is an arched ceiling above another door. The walls are carved by little arched windows that are opened to let the cool air from outside blow in.
Before you all could reach the other door, the door behind Yoongi and Seokjin opens. A young man steps through, eyes glancing between Yoongi and Seokjin before they settle on you. He looks like a guard, though dressed very differently to Seokjin. Adorned in a fitted tunic of midnight black, embellished with intricate silver embroidery that catches the light in subtle glimmers, the guard cuts a striking figure against the backdrop of the palace walls. His trousers, tailored to perfection, flow seamlessly into polished leather boots.
The hood of the dark cloak hides the colour of his hair, the folds of it billows at his feet in the slight breeze. Thereâs a a stretch of dark fabric over the bottom of his face that hides most of his features that leaves just the striking azure of his eyes. He looks like an assassin if Yoongi didnât know any better.
âYour Highness.â He calls, and thereâs a different air about him that Yoongi could feel. It crackles about him like static. âHis Majesty requests you.â
âOh.â You seem to deflate a bit, and Seokjin pats your shoulder gently.
âYou can bore us later.â
Thereâs a swipe of your hand and Seokjin pulls away with a laugh, just shy of getting hit. Thereâs clearly something more between you both that goes beyond a Princess and her guard.
Yoongi thanks you for taking the time to show him around and you smile, bidding them both goodbye before you follow after the young man.
Itâs quiet between Yoongi and Seokjin , the silence slowly melting into something a little awkward as theyâre left alone.
âWell this was riveting.â Seokjin says, dropping his hands on Yoongiâs shoulders and leading him forward towards the other end of the hallway. âIâll show you the courtyard. All the fun stuff happens there.â
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Reblogging for Hobi day đ„șđ„ș this was so soft and sweet I love it
Constellations Of You - JHS
Summary: A new chapter of Him and You begins. Heâs waited a long time for this, for the mornings where he could wake next to you in a house youâd both made a home of.
Genre: Est. Relationship, Fluff, smut (minors begone)
WC: 3.3k
Warnings: Soft Dom Hoseok, he's a little bit mean. Unprotected sex, lots of pet names, uh Hobi puts his thumb in Mc's mouth at one point, hand on throat but not actually choking. Hoseok is soft as hell for MC and I'm gonna marry him or some shit.
Notes: Happy birthday to my man Hobi. Genuinely hope he's having a great day. Also I wrapped this fic up at like 2am this morning so if you see any mistakes, don't hesitate to tell me!
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Itâs cold, and somewhere on the cusp of sleep and wakefulness, Hoseok shifts closer to you out of habit. The arm he throws over you meets the chill of the air too soon, and he lifts his head away from where itâs tucked against your neck. Sleepily, he squints against the light of the rising sun, itâs not quite there, but itâs peaking through the crack in the curtains and annoyingly, right in his eyes.
Shifting a bit more, Hoseok realizes that itâs cold where his hand is because youâve kicked the sheets away from you at some point. Though he could see the furrow of your brows and the telling curl of your spine against his front, where youâd drawn your knees up and close to your chest.
Sighing, Hoseok sits up, yawning as he tries to pull the covers from where itâs tangled at his legs and somewhere â somehow â under you. Successful, he fixes the covers over you and sinks back into the warmth of it when you relax.
You murmur something that sounds like his name, rolling over and tucking yourself against him. Your feet are cold against his shins, but Hoseok doesnât mind too much despite the quiet swear he lets out.
Heâs awake enough now, to stare at the bare wall on the other side of the room. Thereâs two rolls of wallpaper leaning in a corner because youâd decided against painting, boxes stacked on top of each other because youâd both done everything but unpack them yesterday.
Thereâs still a lot to do, but Hoseok would like to wait until the sky is blue and heâs not as tired.
âWhat time is it?â you ask, lips brushing against his collarbone. He slips his hand under the oversized jersey you wore, pressing his fingers into the warmth of your skin.
âToo early,â Hoseok sighs, âgo back to sleep.â He hikes his leg over your hip as you get comfortable. Just as he settles, eyes drifting closed again, you call his name and he answers with a hum that rumbles in his chest.
âWhen does the furniture get here?â Your voice is quiet, and Hoseok knows youâre already on your way back to sleep. He is too, and his answer is equally quiet.
ââRound eight...â
When Hoseok wakes again, youâre gone and heâs hugging the covers. Thereâs a clang from somewhere down the hall and a soft swear that follows. Rubbing at his eyes, Hoseok sits up, scooting to the edge of the bed to swing his legs over the side.
He walks out of the bedroom and down the hall to the kitchen where you stand facing away from him. Thereâs a soft popping of eggs in the frying pan, bacon set aside on a napkin covered plate and the electric kettle is whistling. He knows better than to sneak up on you while youâre over the stovetop, so he waits until youâve set the spatula aside.
Walking over, he wraps his arms around your waist, setting his chin on your shoulder to peer into the frying pan. You startle still, giggling, you lightly pat his arm, âYou scared me.â
Hoseok places a gentle kiss on your neck in apology, âThought you heard me.â
âSâokay,â
Hoseok sways you gently in place, forehead against the spot where your neck meets your shoulder. Heâs content to just stand there, and if time freezes around him, he wouldnât notice nor would it matter. In this moment where itâs just you and him and nothing can separate you both.
Heâs waited a long time for this, for the mornings where he could wake next to you in a house youâd both made a home of. Even though, right now, itâs barely anything, a house full of your presence but lacking in memories. Something that will build in time. The space in which youâd share your highs and lows, when days would blend together on repeat and heâd lose track of them.
Hoseok could spend forever here, wrapped tightly in the little bubble of comfort. Where the scent of your coconut shampoo invades his senses and the warmth of you is a welcome sensation. He inhales softly, nose against your hair and presses a kiss where his lips could reach.
âI canât do anything if youâre glued to me, Jay.â You chuckle, wiggling against him like a worm caught, but you donât push him away. You turn the heat of the stove off with a quick movement of your fingers. You shift to the left and he moves with you, unwilling to separate by even a few inches. âHoseok.â
Hoseok ignores the whine of his name, âJust pretend Iâm not here.â He tightens his hold, only releasing when you whine louder.
Chuckling, he shuffles over to the kettle thatâs long turned off, steam rising out of the pointed lip. The mugs youâd used last night were the only two in the cupboard overhead, and a half empty packet of instant coffee tucked into the corner. âCoffee or tea, babe?â
You look over at him, from where youâve started cutting into an avocado. âIs the tea in the cupboard?â
Hoseok shakes his head, eyes darting to the boxes tucked in the far corner near the fridge behind you. âIt's in there somewhere, I think.â
The face you make has him chuckling; he doesnât want to go digging through the boxes anyway. He takes the mugs down, letting the dark grains of coffee roll on into them in even share. He pours less water in your mug, knowing that youâd put milk because thereâs no creamer. Carefully, he takes the mugs over to the table and sets them down, the table that has two more chairs than needed but would be filled someday â one day.
You smile as you set the plates down, fingers reaching to dance at the back of his neck. Hoseok watches as you pour milk into your mug before you stick it into the microwave to bring back the heat itâs lost.
âWhat do we have to do today...besides unpacking everything?â Hoseok asks once youâve settled opposite him, picking at the crust of his buttered toast.
You hum, âGrocery, and we have to replace the plates that broke yesterday. And the furnitureâs supposed to be here soon.â
Nodding, youâd both spend the next ten minutes not doing much talking, mouths being busy otherwise. When finished, Hoseok does the clean up while you shower, and busies himself with unpacking the dishes. By the time youâre out, the moverâs truck is parked outside and for the next hour and a half, you and Hoseok decide how and where everything would go.
Distracted, for moments where youâd talk from different sides of the room, or doing silly dances to the hip-hop tracks coming from the stereo. And Hoseok, was more specifically distracted by you struggling to drag a large bag of drapes into the room from the hallway. You laugh as you stumble, deciding to stop and push instead of pull, the soft light from the sun coming in through the windows glows against the backdrop of your form.
âWhat color should we go with?â You ask, hands on your hips as you stare down into the open bag.
Long before, a good four or so years ago, Hoseok never had to worry about the âweâ. He didnât have to measure his actions to suit the cause and effect of another person, free to be who he was in all his lonesome. When heâd work and return to his apartment that was solely his. His own space in which he was content, where heâd cook only for himself, or didnât have to worry when he left the toilet seat up in his half awake state.
When the framed pictures on his walls were of him and his friends, treasured moments that belonged only to them. Then, you came and that had to change, I became Us â a unit that took time to build upon and get used to. Suddenly, he wasnât cooking for himself anymore, and he would put the toilet seat back down no matter how sleepy he was. The framed pictures on the walls never changed, only new ones were added, treasured memories that belonged only to you and him.
It wasnât all easy, no relationship ever is. There were ups and downs, arguments where youâd both said things you hadnât meant when anger and frustration persisted. Moments when it was better to just give each other space to cool off, and all would be forgiven after a long talk.
And there were moments where Hoseok felt like he was floating somewhere above the clouds. So high up, tethered to earth by a string that wound itself around your wrist. Sometimes he worried, in late nights after a particularly bad fight and too much whisky, that youâd cut him loose one day and heâd come crashing down like a comet. You never did, though, youâd only hold tighter to the string that kept you both.
Hoseok walks over to you, youâre digging through the bag, pulling out different shades of lighter curtains to get to the drapes at the bottom. He lays his palm against your lower back, fingers dipping under the edge of the sweater youâve taken out of his side of the closet. You hum in question, straightening against him. âCan I help you, sir?â
âMaybe.â Hoseok smiles, letting his hand roam around to the soft expanse of your tummy and leaves it there. âI donât need anything, just love you.â
âI love you, too?â Your brows furrow and you chuckle out your confusion. In all his dramatics and flare, Hoseok pulls away from you, a hand pressed against his chest as though wounded.
âA question?â he gasps, âDoth the fair maiden not share the same sentiments?â
âOh, God. Never say that again.â You turn to face him, a laugh on your exhale, but you go along with it anyway; never one to deny him. âA rash assumption, Sir Jung.â
On your toes you tip, and Hoseok meets you halfway when he leans for your sake, expecting the kiss that you brush so lightly against his lips with a sweet hum. âI love you too, silly.â
Hoseok is reaching for you, but you slip away too quickly, free from the grasps of his hands you nudge the bag at your feet. âNow if you would be so kind. Help me pick a color.â
âShould we get this?â
Youâre a little ways away from Hoseok, where heâs manning the shopping cart filled with groceries. Youâre standing near the freezers, a box of ice-cream pops in your hand. Youâre not looking at him though, instead, pondering the different flavors in your sight.
Hoseok wheels the cart and sets it to the side and out of anyoneâs way. Youâve long run through the list of essentials, now, Hoseokâs only trailing behind you as you ask his opinion on random things you wanted. âIf you want, yeah.â
He looks at the flavors too, and picks up a box that marketed a pistachio flavor. You glance at it and make a face, âIt's not that bad,â he chuckles, taking your plain chocolate and placing them both in the cart.
By the time youâre out of the grocery and on the drive back home, itâs almost four pm. Most of the morning and early afternoon was spent organizing the house, and a late lunch left you both behind on getting everything done.
With the indicator ticking rhythmically, Hoseok turns onto the neighborhood street. You lean forward in your seat, squinting, âIs that Seokjinâs car?â
It was, and once Hoseok parked in the driveway, heâd found his friends sitting on the sidewalk. Hugs and congratulatory greetings were shared, Jungkook is holding a stack of pizza boxes, a couple more than Hoseok thinks theyâd be able to run through. Seokjinâs complaining about the crick in his neck that he acquired and blames on the length of time heâd spent driving over.
Namjoon and Yoongi are standing a little ways off to the side of the group, both laughing at the fact that theyâve brought the same bottle of whisky. Jiminâs clinging to Hoseokâs frame, saying that he missed him too much even though heâd seen him the day before in the city. Taehyungâs trying to get everyone to quiet down, camera in hand and wanting to take a photo.
So you all stand there once Taehyung has the camera on the tripod and they all surround you both, with smiles and peace signs. A photo that would be framed to put somewhere in the living room. And you all clamber inside, out of the cold before Yoongi could start to complain about it. A housewarming get together that was entirely unplanned, but not unwelcome.
When the sun pulled the moon into the sky, and the pizza boxes were surprisingly empty, the boys said their goodbyes at the door. Wandering off to Seokjin and Yoongiâs cars with promises of visiting as often as their time allows.
You and Hoseok called an early night, after youâd both washed the day away. Heâd left you to settle into bed while he locked the doors and windows. Eyes wandering around the space that was previously open, now comforting, and with a memory thatâs on its way to sinking into the walls.
Hoseok makes his way up the stairs, after making sure heâd left the kitchen light on because you wouldnât be comfortable if all the lights are out. He finds you, just as you place your phone down on the nightstand. Shutting the door behind him, he quickly crawls under the covers and into your space.
He draws you closer to him with an arm around your waist, kisses your shoulder where your tee shirtâs tugged down to reveal your warm skin. You shift in his hold, turning to face him and Hoseok peppers small, fluttering kisses all over your face.
Nudging your chin with his fingers, Hoseok tilts your head back enough to slot his lips against yours. The kiss is languid and patient, much like his love for you, his fingers drifting softly against your jaw and into your hair.
It wasnât long before Hoseokâs sucking on your bottom lip, slipping his tongue into your mouth to slide against yours. His hand trails away from your hair, down and back under your tee shirt where he gently grips your hip. He brings his knee up between your thighs and he swallows the sound you make when it pressed flush against your core.
He directs the motion of your hips against his thigh, and the whimper you let out when he pulls his mouth away from yours runs like electricity on a wire straight to his cock.
The hand thatâs trapped under the weight of your head twists towards you, lacing into your hair so that Hoseok could press his lips against your neck. He nips at your skin with blunt teeth, thereâs a desperation in the way you try to rock your hips faster than heâs letting you and the way softly whine his name.
âHobi.â He feels your hand curl into the material of his tee and the way you tug. He hums, too busy sucking a bruise below your jaw to properly answer.
âWant you.â
Hoseok pulls away from your neck, his eyes adjusted enough to the darkness of the room to make out the outline of your features. He needs no light to guess how you look right now: pupils swallowing the expanse of your irises, flushed cheeks and kiss swollen lips.
Tilting his head, he halts your movement with a firm grip. Allowing you your moment to protest against it, thereâs a smirk lifting the corner of his mouth and dark need swirling in his chest.
âYeah?â Hoseok coos softly â mockingly â tongue flicking out to wet his lips. He feels your nod more than he sees, and he chuckles, âAsk nicely, little girl.â
âPlease, please.â You chant, begging so, so sweet for him, and Hoseok catches your hand that snuck under his tee shirt. Softly, he clicks his tongue against his teeth, and pulls away.
He shifts, raising to throw the now too warm covers off. He settles you how he wants, on your back with his knees on either side of your hips. He keeps your wrists in his hand, above your head, while his other hand teases at the band of your panties. He kisses you softly, pressing his lips against yours and not doing much else, shifting to get himself between your thighs.
âSo desperate for me, hm?â Angling his hips just right, he lets his arm hold his weight and presses the firmness of his cock against your covered cunt. At your moan, Hoseok draws his bottom lip between his teeth. He could barely stand it himself, his boxers felt too tight against him, he could feel just how worked up you are. Thereâs a dampness thatâs all you, easing the grind of his cock against you. âTell me what you want, baby.â
âTouch me, please.â You request breathlessly, hips raising to meet his.
âI am touching you, doll.â Hoseok squeezes your wrist gently in his hold to remind you, and he could only chuckle at your frustrated exhale, âYou know how this works. Tell me exactly or I wonât know what you want.â
He stills his hips and waits â ever patient â until you catch your breath.
âWant your hands, cock â anything, please.â
Leaning down, Hoseok presses a soft kiss to the corner of your mouth, before he draws back again, letting go of your hands. Running his hands along your sides, he tugs lightly at the hem of your tee, âOff.â
You raise slightly, hastily pulling the shirt up and over your head. Hoseok does the same, quickly clambering off the bed to get out of his clothes and getting back in just as quickly.
He puts himself right back between your legs, a hand fumbling blindly to press against your clit. His fingers slide against you easily, sinking into the warmth of you, his other hand squeezes at the base of his cock to mirror the tightness he feels. Heâd barely gotten a few thrusts in when youâd turn restless, the way your hips rose to meet the motion of his hand gave way to your frustration.
âHobi...â
âOkay, okay.â Hoseok chuckles as your impatience is his own, too. He tugs you to him with his arms around your thighs, using a hand to rub the sensitive head of his cock against your sodden folds. A groan leaves him as he sinks his cock into you, keeping a steady pace of shallow thrusts until he bottoms out.
âFuck, baby.â Hoseok squeezes his eyes shut, leaning forward over you, caging you in with his hands beside you head, âAlways so good for me.â
The kiss you share then is teeth and tongue as Hoseok finds his rhythm, the sound of his hips meeting yours is loud in the stillness of the room. He groans into your neck where he licks and sucks at your salty skin.
Hoseok almost blows his load when your pussy clenches around him. He knows heâs hitting the right spot when you shudder, thighs tightening as you try to pull him as closely as you could. âGonna cum?â
âY-yeah.â Your words broken, pitched high with your need, eyes rolling back as Hoseok began to drag out his movements.
âYeah? Then beg for it little girl.â His hand shifts, resting against your jaw gently, âBeg me to let you cum.â
His thumb slips into your mouth and you suck on it like you would his cock, tongue swirling around the digit. Hoseok groans low in his throat, cock twitching inside your cunt. Eyes trained on your mouth, he presses down on your tongue to pry your lips apart. âCome on, sweetheart.â
His fingers squeezing into the plump flesh of your thigh, hips rolling against yours, âBeg.â
âPlease, please let me cum, Hobi.â
âGood girl.â Hoseok hips snap, wild and chasing his own release. Nimble fingers with jagged movements against your clit, your moans raise in pitch and it had Hoseokâs hips stuttering.
âFuck baby, câmon.â Hoseokâs eyes roll back, he rests his forehead against yours, âCum for me, pl-please, baby.â
He kisses you, when you gasp his name and shudder - all tongue and teeth and a sloppy mess, pace slowing to measured thrusts, and then he was coming. His hips stutter as he mutters a string of curses that blends into your name. Thereâs stars behind his eyelids and he canât hear past the rushing of the blood in his ears.
Your fingers are running through his hair when Hoseok finally feels like heâs not melting into a boneless puddle against you. He presses kisses to your skin, wherever he could reach, with a lazy smile.
âHobi,â You grunt, though thereâs humor in your tone as you pat his side, âPlease get off me I canât breathe.â
Hoseok sighs, long and drawn out, âBut I like it here.â
âI will bite you.â Itâs a threat, and a promise, and Hoseok takes it seriously. Carefully, he raises up and off you, sitting near the foot of the bed.
He rubs at your calf with a light touch, âWanna change the sheets now or after a quick rinse?â
âAfter,â you mutter, âI donât even think I can move right now.â
Chuckling, Hoseok helps you sit up, crowding your space once more to place a kiss against your nose.
When all is said and done, youâre both laying in bed again, on fresh, cool sheets. Hoseok has his arm around you, and youâre both sleepy enough to drift away in the comfort that youâd both created.
"I love you.â
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There's so much I want to say! But firstly, Dani, you never disappoint! Your writing is as beautiful as ever, and I've followed you around since your Wattpad Sherlock/Loki days, and you've grown so much as an author I'm literally crying.
This fic is just, it's so precious. I hope that the boys really do find love out there (if they haven't already), someone they can connect with who has the patience and understanding to handle their lives and everything that comes with it. The times where Namjoon is thinking is this okay for me to do? But he's not only thinking of himself, but MC as well, with everything that his life brings it doesn't affect him alone in a situation like that. But đ„șđ„șđ„ș she was just so patient and literally so chill about everything...I wanna be just like her when I grow up đ
Okay onto my rambles. Miss ma'am, the ending of the pajamas scene and the scene that comes after it....I SAW WHAT YOU DID THERE! Had me cracking up when I thought something else was going on.
I don't think Namjoon could fit any more of his foot in his mouth if he tried LMAO : "I sleep naked sometimes...so..." -- "There's a solution for that."
Also: "He knows how to hold a knife without much trouble, at least" me, laughing at that because all I could think of was:
Idk joon, do you? đ
AND THE SMUT LITERALLY HAD ME CLIMBING THE WALLS AMD SHIT DANI WTF đ "I got you, baby." YEAH BOI, GOT ME HANGING FROM THE CEILING đ
Thank you for writing this beautiful fic and sharing it with us!!
Orbiting Jupiter - KNJ
Summary: Namjoon has never met someone like you in a long time. Jupiter to his Ganymede; heâs stuck in your orbit.
Warnings: Lots of anxiety on Namjoonâs part, mentions of being stalked, Namjoon hurts himself more than anything bc heâs clumsy. Smut (Minors begone.): Unprotected sex, mutual masterbation, light spit play, Namjoonâs daddy kink is a brief topic of interest lol. I think thatâs all, let me know if i missed any!
Word count: 13.4k
Genre: Idolverse, strangers to lovers, fluff, a bit of angst (itâs not much, promise :)) Smut
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The lack of alchemy of souls x reader just makes me wanna crawl into a hole and stay there.
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OH OH I WAS SO EXCITED TO SEE THE UPDATE!!!
okay! First off! I'm really happy with how it ended! There was no wild declaration or confessions, it just felt like it happened naturally! And when I think back on the first part, Yoongi had always cared about Y/n like that and she cared about him that way too.
It didn't feel rushed into or anything because it was already there. Them being together just flowed in so easily, and it was there from the start.
Yoongi's just so đ„șđ„ș he's so soft! They're so sweet on eachother (when they're not bickering)
Seokjin knew something was up before they did đđ he was just waiting.
Thank you for writing this beautiful work, Dani!! You did great as always!đđđđ
Lovin' On You - MYG
Summary: After what happened at the fair, Yoongi is plagued with a re-occurring nightmare of a life that was once his. For a reason that escapes him, he's held on to the Lover's card.
Genre: Enemies to lovers, fluff, angst.
Warnings: talking about nightmares, Yoongi and Mc still don't know what to do with themselves. They're honestly so annoying oml. Yoongi bites his nail and it bleeds just a little bit :(. Mc has a nightmare, but don't worry! Yoongi's there :) Unbeta'd
Wordcount:7.8k
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Notes: It's HERE YAY! Finally wrapped this up at 2am this morning! :))) I hope the wait wasn't too annoying, and I really hope you guys enjoy this!! Feedback is appreciated and encouraged! Let me know what you think! I hope after the long wait that this is okay for you all! Have a good day! :))
Yoongiâs standing in a doorway. Thereâs a storm raging behind him. It rattles the wooden panes of a house thatâs cold, the wind blows and leaves and rain follow. His heart is at his feet, scattering in the breeze that blows in from outside. Heâs cold and soaked from the rain but he doesnât even have it in him to shiver.
The first beat of his heart then is harsh, it stalls his breath, catching it his throat where it stifles him. The other kicks so hard he thinks itâd burst right through his ribs.
Thereâs a woman on the floor, and he says a name he doesnât know. A name he could barely hear over the thunder that claps, a name that clings to his throat with the way he chokes on it. She stares right through him, eyes dimmed and dull. He stumbles forward and drops to his knees before he reaches her. The floor is hard, digging into the silk of his clothes and the cold, soaked skin beneath.
Her blood is cold and his hand slips as he grabs for her, pressing his hands against the wound that still bleeds.
âN-no. Why...why are you laying here?â He sits in the blood, and it stains his clothes. Sheâs heavy as he lifts her, staring into her eyes that can no longer see. âWhy are you laying here? Wake up. Wake up!â
Yoongi startles awake, sitting up in his too warm sheets, gasping for air. His heart pounds in his chest like heâs been running, his throat feels raw like heâs been screaming at the top of his lungs. He kicks the tangled covers off and stumbles out of bed. With a hand pressed over his mouth he runs to the bathroom across the hall.
He spills the dinner he had into the toilet, sitting on the cold tiled floor. When heâs done, he sits there and sobs, and he wishes he knew why he was crying. Why the sadness he felt sealed him in this little corner, closing around his throat in a way that makes him gasp for air. And the guilt, thereâs so much that Yoongi feels as though he could reach into his chest and scoop it all out.
It isnât his.
These emotions do not belong to him, and Yoongi wishes he could leave them alone. But every night - or ungodly hour of the morning - for the past week, heâs here. Reeling from the too vivid fragments of a dream, a memory that doesnât belong to him either.
It was his, maybe, a couple lifetimes ago. Where a man and a woman met a tragic end.
He squeezes his eyes shut, wiping his face with the collar of his tee-shirt. Heâs tired of this and in general, heâs not gotten much sleep since that night at the fair. Yoongi sighs, long and drawn out, standing on shaky legs to flush the toilet and wobble over to the sink to brush his teeth. He stares at himself in the mirror, toothbrush hanging from his mouth, the mess of his hair and his tired, red eyes.
He wonders how youâre doing. If youâre asleep right now, all warm and cosy in your sheets. Or if youâre in the same predicament as he is. The thought of you going through the same thing doesnât bring him comfort, instead, worry draws his brows together.
He remembers well the panic you were in, standing in the middle of a storm looking through him. Your fingers were cold when they wrapped around his wrist then, calling his name so softly heâd barely heard you.
Heâs been suffering, constantly reliving a moment that wasnât his. Heâd hate if you had to do the same. Heâd had to make sure you stayed grounded there with him, in the middle of whatever insane shared subconscious acid trip youâd both went on. He couldnât let you fall into whatever you were feeling.
Yoongi sighs, flipping the light switch as he walks out the bathroom. He stands at the open door of his bedroom, staring at the rumpled sheets of his bed and wonders if getting back into it would be worth the tossing and turning. Sleep is already long gone and the furthest thing from his mind, so Yoongi walks to his kitchen instead.
He feels a little lost, not quite sure what heâs doing standing there in the dark at four in the morning. Tired of this seemingly endless loop of the past week, but too restless to attempt putting an end to it. He does the same heâs done all week when he wakes up at ass âo clock; make a cup of coffee, sit at the table and stare into the swirling pool of liquid.
âFucking hell.â He presses his palms into his eyes and sighs.
Yoongi sits there until his white ceramic cup is empty, and he makes another, and the sun is scattering orange and pinks, coming up between the clouds. His phone chimes where heâd brought it and left it on the table, a short vibration and a brief glow of his lock screen shows a text alert.
He stares at it for a moment, noting the time to be just a bit after six am. He wonders who it could be at this hour, if itâs Seokjin or Jungkook after staying up too long, playing video games. Or maybe, Namjoon, owning up to that broken mug still sitting in his trash that Yoongi knows he broke.
He unlocks the phone with a press of his thumb. Itâs neither of the people he thought of, but a short string of words in a good morning text from you.
Yoongiâs a little surprised.
Even after that night at the fair, after heâd said you should both start over, and you agreed; nothing much has happened. Itâs a bit hard, to break out of the habit of not keeping up with you simply because he has no reason to.
His finger hovers over the text box, mind mulling over what exactly to say. A simple good morning back, after not much thought, and then, asking why you were awake this early.
 As soon as the text was sent and received by you, youâre calling him. For a second, his heart races as he fumbles to swipe at the pick-up prompt. The same way it did when that lost kid at the fair mistook you both for a couple.
Yoongi didnât let the thought linger, storing it in a little box to mull over another time when his palms arenât sweating. Or when he isnât stumbling through a greeting like heâs never spoken to you before. Well, he has...but never in a way that doesnât send you two bickering.
âHey...â Your voice is soft, and he barely hears you over what he assumes is you shuffling about in your sheets. âSorry, I know this is random, âcause we donât really talk...â
âItâs okay, whatâs up?â Yoongi presses his phone between his ear and shoulder, getting up to refill his cup with more steaming coffee. You go quiet for a moment, long enough that Yoongi has to check to see if the call is still connected. âY/n?â
âThis is gonna sound weird...but I donât think anything can be weirder than what happened last week. Honestly, nothingâs ever gonna top that ev- â
He calls your name again, as he catches on that youâre rambling and not actually getting anywhere close to telling him why you called. âWhatâs wrong?â
You sigh, whispering something that he doesnât catch before speaking up, âIâve...Have you...â you trail off, groaning.
âTake your time, Iâve got all day.â Yoongi didnât actually mean it in the way it sounded, he really does have all day.
âOkay, letâs talk about the weather then. Cause you clearly donât wanna hear what I have to say. What if itâs something really important? What if I was dying? Bet you wouldnât sass me then.â You go off in a tangent, and Yoongi lets you get all your words out. Thereâs a little smile tugging on the corners of his mouth, which, all in his lonesome, he doesnât bother to hide. This feels familiar, a tug backwards to where you both were before that night last week.
âI didnât mean it like that.â Yoongi canât help the soft chuckle he hopes you didnât catch, and thatâs because heâs stirring a spoonful of sugar into his coffee very loudly to cover it. He shuffles back to the chair at the dining table, slumping into it, tracing the handle of his mug with a finger. âAnd besides, if you were dying, Iâd be the last person you call. Matter of fact, Iâd probably hear it from Seokjin.â
âI wouldnât even have the time to call him.â You laugh, itâs a nice sound, and before, for reasons he couldnât understand, it was like nails on a blackboard. Itâs pleasant, makes him smile again for no reason at all.
â...Anyway. Iâve been having dreams...â You finally say, and despite the way it warrants the concern from earlier, he keeps quiet. You saying that to him can only mean one thing, and its exactly what Yoongi was afraid of.
âWe all have dreams, Y/n.â Is what he says instead, because heâd be damned if you knew heâs been worried about you. Not right now when nothing between you both has gone further than a handshake and an attempt to move forward. Youâre barely friends.
âYoongi.â The way you say his name has him pursing his lips and relenting. âThis is serious.â
âOkay.â Yoongi sighs, he was hoping you wouldnât say that. He sets his mug down, not quite feeling for the coffee anymore; heâs had more than enough of it anyway. Heâd be lucky if he would be able to sit still in a couple of hours. Youâre quiet again, but Yoongi knows to give you a moment, so he waits, getting up instead to poke through his fridge.
Heâs studying the left-over rice and the eggs on the top shelf when you find your voice.
âDo you think...are you busy? Can I come over?â You ask softly.
Yoongi hums, a little distracted, reaching for a small container of garlic butter heâs sure was Seokjinâs idea. He squints at the yellow and blue label before shaking his head and putting it back, âYou donât know where I live, though.â
â.... I was there last month, remember? Hobi dragged me over there for that get together thing...â
âAh.â Yoongi nods, pulling out the rice he tucked in a Tupperware bowl and a couple eggs. âI donât even remember seeing you then...â Heâs lying; he does. He remembers that he told Hoseok to not bring you along, but all the little shit did was roll his eyes and brought you anyway. Yoongiâs anything but rude, so he had no choice but to suck it up and stay as far away from you as possible.
Everyone acted nicely and pretended not to notice the tension.
âI heard thereâs pills for that you know? I got some for my Grandad some time ago, works miracles.â
âFuck off.â Yoongi grumbles but doesnât do much else as you continue to tell him how good it would be to get them. He doesnât mind this, thereâs a sense of normalcy in your banter and he finds comfort in it. âGet here before I change my mind.â
âYeah, yeah.â
There's a beep and then youâre gone and Yoongiâs wondering if he should make more rice.
A half hour later, thereâs a knock on the door, and Yoongi turns the heat of the stovetop off to answer it. Youâre standing on the other side, a nervous air about you as he lets you in. He closes the door behind you, giving you a moment to take your shoes off and trail behind him to the kitchen.
He'd fussed a bit over the fried rice he made, that still sits in the pot, cooling on the table, and Yoongi bites the inside of his cheek.
âHave...Have you eaten?ïżœïżœïżœ He asks softly, not quite sure what to do with himself now that youâre here. You shake your head, and he silently nods and moves to the cabinets to grab bowls and utensils, he sits opposite you when he finished serving the bowls, setting one down in front of you.
You eat silently for a moment and Yoongi doesnât want to rush you, so he eats too, a little awkwardly. Itâs hard when itâs just the both of you, without your friends to act as a buffer, and Yoongi studies you as you eat, pointedly avoiding his gaze.
âAre you okay?â He ignores the urge to reach for your hand and curls his free one against his thigh.
You finally look at him, raising a brow, âAre you? You look like shit.â
Yoongiâs quite aware of how he looks, heâs not been getting enough rest and it shows. He chuckles though, a brief shake of his shoulders and he shakes his head, looking down at the fried rice in his bowl, âWow. Thanks, you really know how to compliment a guy.â
âYouâre welcome.â You smile, and Yoongiâs lost in it, almost blinded. You let your spoon rest in the bowl, a small furrow between your brows and concern in your eyes. Yoongiâs a bit surprised at that, though, he thinks he should try to get used to it... if youâre gonna be friends and all. âSeriously though, are you?â
Yoongi lets out a breath, tongue poking into his cheek, âCould be better, honestly.â He raises a shoulder in a shrug, âSleepâs hard to come by.â
You hum softly, sighing, âYou too, huh?â
âThe dreams...?â You suddenly look as tired as Yoongi feels, nodding your head quietly.
Your eyes shift to somewhere above his head, and something cracks in Yoongiâs chest at the sadness in them. Itâs the same as that night, out in the storm, and he doesnât hesitate to take your hand this time. He reaches across the table, fingers brushing yours first before he draws them closer and into his hand. âHey, talk to me.â
You let out a soft laugh that sounds sardonic to Yoongiâs ears, but he doesnât pull his hand away and instead tightens his grip and calls your name softly. You take a breath, something he sees more than he hears, your eyes meet his and thereâs a shine to them that makes Yoongi uncomfortable. It burrows into his chest and stays there, gnawing at the strings. He doesnât want to see you cry so he looks away first and sighs softly.
âIâve been getting them, too.â He says, still not looking at you, he focuses on the warmth of your hand in his, âJust one, every time.â
The sadness from this morning returns, and Yoongi feels as though heâs standing in that doorway, staring at the woman on the floor with a grief that isnât his. He squeezes his eyes shut tightly, as though it would stop the image from flashing behind them. It doesnât, and he sees it anyway, like if his eyes are open. He drums the fingers of his free hand against the tabletop in a rhythm and focuses on that for a moment.
âItâs always...â he sighs, âjust her...on the floor...â He doesnât want to say more and heâs glad when you donât ask him to. He tries not to look at you, because looking at you makes him remember. Youâre not her, he reminds himself, though, thereâs some similarity in your presence. The feeling of the air in the space you occupy that doesnât allow him to let it go.
He almost rolls his eyes, really, because why is he so caught up in this? Part of him still believes that what happened that night never did.
But youâre here, you, who just this time last week, heâd wanted nothing to do with. You didnât matter enough for him to spare a thought if it wasnât for complaining or trying to rinse Seokjinâs ears out with a few choice words because yes, you - absolutely, most definitely - had to be at the fair with them.
Yoongi still thinks Seokjin traded spots with Jimin to pick you up on purpose. Just out of spite.
He doesnât think itâs too much of a bad thing now, since really, youâre all he thought of in the days following, and, under no good circumstance, this past week.
You, who shared the same weird moment with him, and that stupid card is sitting on his dresser, still. Heâd said that you both should start over, and he meant it. Heâd like to backtrack a bit, he thinks, figure out the when and why you both had started out the way you had.
Maybe you were laughing too loudly, or maybe you tried too hard to be nice meeting him for the first time. Whatever it was...now that Yoongiâs taking a moment to think about it â albeit, a terrible moment, heâs sure heâs been silent for a while now â he didnât like you.
He wonders what it was now, why it was mutual...he doesnât know. And he probably wouldnât know for a while.
Maybe itâll come to him later, when all this is done, heâll figure it out.
âHey.â Your fingers wiggle against his palm but you donât pull them away. Turning your hand just a bit to hold his and squeeze softly, âWhereâd you go?â
âSorry.â Yoongi offers a faint smile and not much else, and goes quiet again, watching you watch him with a slight frown and something he canât put a name to in your eyes. âDonât look at me like that, Iâm okay.â
He listens as you tell him about your dream, just one that reoccurs, stuck in a loop like heâs been for the past week. In your dream youâre no longer standing on the outskirts of a memory, but right in the middle of it playing the part of the woman that met her end.
Once the food was finished you both stay at the table, not quite sure what to do now.
âHave any idea what it might be?â You ask softly and Yoongi can only shake his head.
âTrauma response, maybe.â He mutters, leaning back into his chair, â...What if we check the fair? Itâs supposed to be here still, we might be able to find something out. Or at least a way to stop the dreams?â
You perk up, âYeah, I think that would be a good idea...â then you pause, âBut...She disappeared, remember? The whole place was gone when we woke up...Iâm not even sure if it was there to begin with...â
Yoongi hums, rubbing his fingers against his bottom lip in thought. Thatâs true, and even now it still confuses him how everything disappeared as though it was never there. It makes everything feel as though it was just a dream. With a plan in mind, both you and Yoongi leave his apartment, heading down the stairs together to his car.
Once settled in, Yoongi turns the radio on, he has a feeling you wonât be doing much talking and needs something to fill the silence before it gets awkward. The drive is a long as he remembers, out of the city and a couple miles or so before he could see the tops of the fair attractions. Itâs void of fair-goers, considering itâs only eight in the morning, and the little ticket booth just outside the entrance is empty.
Yoongi shuts off the engine, setting his hands on the wheel and peers through the windshield. Further inside, from where he could see, thereâs a few people â most likely staff â going about their businessesâ. They donât seem to notice you both, too busy setting up for what would probably be the last and busiest night of the fair. âDonât suppose we could just walk through the gate, huh?â
Thereâs a sigh from you, âWe could just be normal people and ask, you know.â
âTheyâre closed, they wonât let us in.â Yoongi hums, not to mention, theyâd probably think youâre both crazy with the story youâd have to explain. âOr...â he unbuckles his seatbelt and steps out of the car, âCâmon.â
Around the perimeter of the fair, thereâs a sparse smattering of trees. Itâs not much to hide a person, much less two sneaking around, but if Yoongi remembers correctly; that strange womanâs tent was just at the edge of it. He waits until youâre out of the car, expression a little distrusting â your slightly narrowed eyes giving him a once over. He thinks nothing of taking your hand, tugging you long behind him as he moves around to the corner of the entrance, he peeks around the booth and through the chain-linked fencing. Everyone on the compound seems far enough away, no one close enough to see you two act like teenagers up to no good, one bad step away from getting arrested for trespassing.Â
âWhat are you doing?â You ask, loud enough to make Yoongi falter the step he was about to take. He turns to you slightly, lips in a flat line, you stare at him expectantly and Yoongi wave his hand.
âI donât know, what does it look like weâre doing?â He asks, shaking his head at you before turning around again. The first booth thatâs closet to the entrance has people milling about it now, two of them carrying boxes and the other person fumbling with something in their hands.
âI am so not climbing this fence, Yoongi.â You say, and Yoongi feels the finger of your free hand poking his back.
âObviously, shithead. You wanna get arrested?â Yoongi rolls his eyes skyward and stares for a moment, sighing. âWeâre going around, now keep quiet, youâre talking too loud.â
You grumble something to yourself, and Yoongi ignores you, waiting until the folks at the booth seem busy enough not to notice you both; backs to you. He pulls you along beside him, crossing over some shrubbery and into the trees, as you both move further along, thereâs more people. The trees do a good job at hiding you both, and Yoongi knows itâs not much further when he sees the bathroomâs chipping paint.    Â
This is a terrible idea, but Yoongiâs had worse. Though, this is very high on his list of bad decisions.
Eventually thereâs a break in the chain link fence, where the shrubbery and the sparse trees meet the edge of the compound. The space where he clearly remembers the tent being, is unsurprisingly empty.
âNow what?â You murmur next to him, quietly even though thereâs no reason for you to be whispering.
Yoongi lifts a shoulder in a shrug, âCanât say we didnât try...Hey-â He reaches for you as you walk past him and onto the compound. He follows â of course he does â grabbing your wrist and tugging you back a little before you can get too far. âThereâs nothing here.â
Yoongi scans the area anxiously, knowing his luck, someoneâs bound to see you both standing here in broad daylight. Itâs unnervingly quiet, save for the faint sounds of people around the compound doing their jobs.
Something settles in your expression that Yoongi doesnât like, as you stare at the empty lot. Thereâs a furrow between your brows, teeth worrying at your bottom lip. Yoongi understands, he wants this over with as much as you do. He wants a night where his dreams donât disturb the little sleep he can catch on a normal day. Not stuck in some endless loop of mishaps.
Yoongi releases his hold, keeping an eye out while you figure out whatever is going on in your head. He wants to ask, not let you sink too far, but shakes his head instead, stuffing his hands into the pockets of his jeans.
It took a second to realise there was something more in there than his car keys. Small and sleek and making the hair on the back of his neck raise. Yoongi takes a breath, settling his nerves before pulling the item out of his pocket. By now, heâs used to it â stranger things have happened â but it doesnât change the fact that he left the stupid card on his dresser.
The gold letters and design of the Loverâs card glimmers against the sunlight. The couple on the card stands in a beautiful, fertile landscape, reminiscent of the Garden of Eden. Behind the woman stands a tall apple tree, with a snake winding its way up the trunk. Behind the man is a bare tree in flames, and above them both is an Angel.
Yoongi doesnât know if he expects the depictions on the card would shift the more he studies it. Or maybe, if he was really lucky, it would burst into flames in the direct sunlight and he can be rid of it. Unfortunately, Yoongiâs never that lucky. He wonders if itâs cursed, and given his luck it might as well be. Isnât that how those silly horror movies go? Someone always ends up with a cursed object somehow.
Thereâs something unsettling curling in his stomach as he stares at it, and when you turn to him, he quickly tosses it. He sees it flutter to the grassy ground in the corner of his eye, and heâs certain youâd notice, too. So, he takes a wide step to reach you, offering a smile. âWe should go...â
Maybe the tent would be here if you both return later. Yoongi wouldnât be shocked if the strange woman only comes out at night.
Thereâs a faraway look in your eyes when Yoongi reaches for your hand, he hooks a finger into the sleeve of your sweater and tugs lightly. You blink quietly at him and Yoongi sighs softly, taking a step closer to take your hand. âWeâll come back later, okay?â
You nod minutely, and Yoongi takes the small smile you offer as a victory. Your fingers curl into his, and theyâre a little cold, so Yoongi gently rubs his thumb against the back of your hand.
It takes a few steps forward before the hair on the back of his neck raises. The wind that blows by is certainly too cold for the dead end of Spring and Yoongi falters in his next step, he squeezes your hand lightly and stands still.
âYoung man.â
The voice is one he remembers faintly, and he turns, tugging you behind him slightly. Heâs ready to tell you to make a run for it, hand almost slipping out of yours to push you if he must.
The woman looks older in the natural light, she has more wrinkles than Yoongi remembers. Her silver hair hangs in ringlets, the dark robe like dress is the same as the last he saw her in, only now he notices the glimmering silver pattern that runs along the fabric. She still dons her many rings and dreamcatcher earrings, and a displeased frown directed at Yoongi. Behind her sits the little tent.
Despite her being the person youâd both been hoping to see; you donât say anything and neither does Yoongi.
He glances at you for a second before looking back at the woman.
âItâs very rude to throw away what was given so graciously.â She waves a hand at the card that lies face down on the grass.
Yoongi narrows his eyes at the card and sucks his teeth before his gaze returns to the woman. âYeah? Well, we donât want it, so, graciously take it back.â
The woman narrows her eyes right back, not looking all too pleased, but Yoongi doesnât care. He throws the card away and she suddenly appears? Nothing screams cursed more than that.
â.... Please.â Yoongi adds after a thought, his hand tightening around yours.
The shaman gives him a once over, eyes still narrowed before she sighs and waves a hand, beckoning you both forward. She bends down to pick up the card, straightening up to glare at Yoongi before she walks over and into her tent.
Yoongi takes a moment before following, turning to face you.
âAre you okay?â He asks softly, eyes searching your face, and he calls your name, equally as soft, squeezing your hand lightly. âDonât go anywhere.â
âIâm okay.â You say, finally meeting his gaze with a small smile. âLetâs get this over with.â
You lead the way forward, and Yoongi watches the way your hand fits in his, smaller in every sense of the word, your fingers slotted perfectly in the spaces between his. Your hand is warmer now, and Yoongi smiles to himself.
The woman waits patiently at the tentâs entrance, holding the flap open for Yoongi and you to duck under. Like before, you both remove your shoes before stepping up onto the raised carpeted platform. Yoongi only releases your hand once youâre both seated.
âWell then.â The woman begins, sighing through her nose. She places a small cup on the table along with a small white teapot. Yoongi is immediately apprehensive, which the woman notices, âThis isnât for you, child.â
The water she pours is clear and steaming, and all is quiet as she does so. She sips her tea quietly, eyes darting between you both. She places her cup down, smiling, âYou two have come quite a long way.â She says with a slight raise of her silver brow.
âWeâve been having dreams.â Yoongi says, not in any way amused, âWe want them to stop.â
The dreams have been nothing but a disruption to his daily life, haunting the little hours of sleep he gets and even his waking hours he canât escape it. Heâs noticed that youâre a lot less yourself than he remembers, he doesnât blame you, after everything, but heâs starting to miss the banter. He misses the normality.
Some days he feels guilty about it, if he hadnât stopped then, if he wasnât so unnervingly curious about what this woman had to say, youâd both be well as rain and stuck in the normal routine.
âThe dreams arenât my doing.â The woman says, âSouls hold onto things: regrets, anger, guilt; unfinished business.â
âI thought souls with unfinished business donât cross over?â You finally speak up, throwing Yoongi a small glance.
Yoongiâs never really believed in that type of stuff, ghosts and things of the like, but youâre right, he knows that much.
âSometimes.â The woman says, âLike Iâve said, this isnât the first time for you both. Your souls are just destined to be.â She says this a little too gleefully, clapping her hands together.
Yoongi coughs, trying his best not to choke on air, and heâs quick to say something before it gets awkward. âRightâŠHow do we get the dreams to stop?â
âThatâs up to you both. Thereâs nothing I can do to help you.â She says seriously, picking up her cup and sipping from the tea.
Yoongi opens his mouth to say something, but your hand on top of his stops him, and he calms.
âWhat do you mean by itâs up to us? Is there something we have to do?â
The woman smiles at your question, a twinkle in her eyes. She lifts her hand, the Loverâs card between her fingers, and places it on the table, sliding it back over to Yoongi.
âAs Iâve said; souls hold onto things.â She says, âThe dreams will stop once youâve figured it out.â
As it be, the shaman was way less helpful that Yoongi hoped. Her cryptic words had you both silent on the drive back to his apartment, and he mulls over them as he pulls two bottles of water from his refrigerator.
Itâs frustrating enough to think about, and Yoongi decides to think on it later, walking back to the living room where he left you.
âI think I understand what she meant...â
Ah, later is now, he supposes.
You look up at him from your spot on the couch, brows slightly furrowed.
âOh yeah?â He passed you one of the bottles, âwhat, then?â
You hum, taking the bottle from him and looking off to the side in thought, âTheir deaths...I remember feeling really sad and angry, but mostly sad.â
A sudden, unexpected wave of guilt washes over Yoongi. Itâs something that doesnât belong to him, but it affects him all the same.
âShe didnât want him to leave and he did.â
â...Yeah.â Yoongi mutters, sitting next to you. He lifts his thumb to lips, biting through the nail. He pulls too hard and hisses, looking down at his now bleeding finger. He picks at the nail that just hangs there, trying to pull the little strip off the flesh it clings to.
âStop that.â You smack his hand away, âYouâll make it worse.â
Yoongi watches as you fish out your keychain, a small nail clipper hanging with the keys.
âItâs my fingernail.â Yoongi rolls his eyes, but lets you take his hand anyway.
You carefully clip the offending piece of nail away, and examine the rest of his fingers. You click your tongue against your teeth. âYou barely have nails to bite on, youâre not doing yourself any favours.â
Shaking your head you tuck your keychain back into your pocket, âDo you have band aids?â
Yoongi stares at you while you take his other hand to look at, muttering about his terrible habit. The warm sunlight streaming in through the window makes you glow and he canât look away, even when you lift your head and meets his gaze.
âIt doesnât need a band aid.â Youâre quiet for a moment as you stare back, and Yoongi realises that right at this moment, thereâs a shift.
Something that wasnât there before â or perhaps he hadnât taken notice â pokes a finger into his heart and tugs.
âYes, it does...â You say softly, sounding a little distracted.
âThatâs a waste of a band aid.â
âIt isnât. Iâll put one on so you donât go at it again.â You release his hand and Yoongi feels like heâs been pulled out of a daydream, blinking up at you as you stand and stare at him expectantly.
âI have nine other fingers, you know.â He canât help the small smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth, and you take his teasing in stride.
âWell, letâs hope you have nine more band aids.â Your smile is all teeth and Yoongi rolls his eyes, telling you he keeps the first aid kit in the bathroom.
âWhat do you think theyâre holding onto?â You ask from the living room two hours later. The TV is a soft murmur in the background, and Yoongi stands in the kitchen making sandwiches because he doesnât feel like cooking is worth slaving over the stove right now.
Heâs making sandwiches.
âHow do you usually feel after your dream?â He asks back, âAlso, what kind of sandwich do you want?â
âWhateverâs fine,â Thereâs some shuffling, âAnd, I donât know. Iâd say sad, but Iâm usually terrified, like Iâm waking up from a nightmare.â Your voice is softer now and Yoongi can barely hear you, but he catches on pretty quickly.
Between the both of you, Yoongi would say he got off easy. He thinks heâd be much worse if heâd been dreaming the death of his past self on repeat. He honestly wonders how you do it; youâre as strong as they come.
Yoongi spends a few more minutes putting the sandwiches together and cutting them in halves. He puts the plate on a tray with two glasses of apple juice and walks back to the living room. âYou said whateverâs fine, so donât give me any shit forââ
Youâre curled up on his couch, hands tucked under your head; asleep. Yoongi sets the tray down on the coffee table and then goes to his room for a blanket. You look peaceful, and Yoongi can only hope you stay that way. He canât see the sadness in your eyes with them closed and recent, your expression calm and for the first time today you actually look like youâre here. Not off in your head somewhere else.
He throws the blanket over you, making sure youâre well covered before sitting on the floor. Heâs finishing his portion of the sandwiches and reaching for a glass of juice when you suddenly jerk.
Yoongi pauses to look at you, and you seem fine for a moment, and then in the next thereâs an expression of pain and youâre breathing too harshly.
Yoongi reaches for you, grasps your arm and gently shakes. âY/n.â He calls, you donât respond, and he tries again, âY/n, wake up.â
Heâs careful not to lean over you like the last time, lest you spring upwards and heâd be left nursing a headache. Heâs at your side, shaking you a little harder now. âY/n! Wakââ
Your eyes open and then youâre panicking. Your other arm wriggles out of the blanket, Yoongiâs unable to catch it before your hand smacks him right on the nose, forcing him to let go of the other one as you raise to sit up.
âYâhey! Relax, relax! Itâs just me.â Â He grabs your flailing hands, pinning them at your sides, âY/n. Itâs me.â
You still look like youâre asleep as you watch him with some confusion, eyes glazed and glossy, and Yoongiâs not sure what to do when you call his name softly and the first tear falls. Heâs up on his knees and pulling you towards him in an instant.
You cry and Yoongi feels his throat tighten and the telling sting behind his eyes. He holds you to him with a gentle hand at the back of your neck and the other rubbing circles against your back.
âIâm sorry.â He says, and he isnât sure why, he has nothing to apologize for. Thereâs that guilt again, swelling in his chest and he can only tighten the hold he has on you. âIâm sorry.â
When you pull away the collar of his shirt is damp, and you muster a smile that looks tired. Yoongiâs looking at you, but he swears he doesnât see you. Instead, thereâs a young woman in silk, sheâs sad but sheâs smiling.
âIts okay.â
Yoongi blinks and sheâs gone, and youâre fussing over his bruised nose and damp shirt. He catches your hand before you can poke at his nose again, heâs not even registering the dull throbbing of it. âAre you okay?â
You donât meet his gaze and your other hand is wiping at the wet spot you left in his shirt. âThereâs snot on your shirt.â
âThatâs what soap and water is for; Iâll wash it. Answer the question.â
You nod slowly, âIâm okay.â
Yoongi stares for a moment, fingers tensing just slightly at the back of your neck as he realises that this is how you wake in your apartment â alone. âAre you sure?â
âIâm sure.â Your gaze flicker downwards, looking at his nose again, though heâs not quite certain.
âOkay.â
His phone chimes from where he left it on the floor, and he makes sure youâre fine before he turns to retrieve it.
Seokjin: Iâm coming over.
âOh great.â Yoongi mutters, unlocking his phone to send a reply back when the sound of his door unlocking fills the quiet space.
âIâve been trying to get through to you for days, Yoongi.â Seokjin says from the entryway and Yoongiâs trying to process the fact that he was already outside when he texted. âYou donât call for love or money, you donât even text! And I thought: Hey, maybe I should check on him so I know he isnât deaââ
Seokjin pauses at the living room entrance, quiet now, blinking silently at you for a long moment before he looks at Yoongi, and back to you again.
âAm I interrupting?â Yoongi could see the smile heâs failing to hide, before it falls completely, expression shifting. âWere you two fighting again? Why are you crying, Y/n? And you, what happened to your nose?â
âWe werenât fighting.â Yoongi says, and turns to find that you did start crying again. âYou said you were okay.â
Neither of you see it, but Seokjin is simply standing there, not too sure what heâs looking at. Eyes darting between the both of you, he feels like heâs missed something.
âIâm fine.â You say softly, smiling.
Seokjin is quiet for a moment longer, then clears his throat. You and Yoongi both look at him, âIâm glad youâre here, though, Y/n. As weird as that is to say...â He whispers the last part more to himself and then shakes his head, âAnyway, get changed! Weâre going somewhere!â
âAt least itâs not a fair.â You mutter, and Yoongi nods sleepily; the dayâs finally catching up to him. He thinks heâd best stay away from those for a long time.
Yoongiâs not too sure why Seokjin insisted you both come out only to drag you two all around the mall for half of the afternoon, where the others had appeared, saying something about you both needing fresh air.
You all sat through a movieâ Yoongi barely remembers it â with too salty popcorn and drinks, and now youâre at a table outside the arcade centre in the mall. He could see Jungkook running around the arcade with Taehyung and Jimin at his heels, with an armful of plushies from the claw machine.
Yoongiâs sharing a pizza with you, Seokjin is somewhere about, and Hoseok and Namjoon are laughing at something on the latterâs phone.
Yoongi leans his head against your shoulder, pizza slice still in his hand and chewing lazily. Â Heâs tired, and heâd sleep right there if youâd let him.
âTired?â
Yoongi answers with a soft grunt, lifting his head to bite at the pizza. Hoseok and Namjoon are quiet amidst the noise of the arcade and the other mall goers.
âAre you guys dating now?â Hoseok asks and Namjoon smacks him, âWhat? Iâm just asking what everyone is thinking! We donât see them for two weeks and theyâre all buddy-buddy!â
âThatâs what Iâve been saying!â Jungkook dumps a large clear plastic bag with prizes on the table, âTheyâve been like that since they disappeared at the fair.â
âThey are right here.â Yoongi grumbles, dropping the pizza crust into the box. âYou guys assume too much.â
âAssumptions are possibilities!â Seokjin takes the seat next to you, poking at Jungkookâs bag, âDid you rob the machine or something?â
Yoongi groans, âIâm going home. Iâm too tired for this.â
He takes your hand and pulls you after him when he stands, waving to the boys. âSee you guys.â
Taehyung and Jimin come out of the arcade as you both pass by.
âIâm sure thereâs an explanation for that, one that makes sense.â
âYeah, we stepped into an alternate universe.â
Yoongi takes you back to his apartment, because he doesnât want you to be alone, and he tells you as much. Itâs the reason you give back to him when he told you heâd sleep on the couch.
Now Yoongiâs laying in his bed with his heart somewhere in his throat. Youâre an inch and a half away from him and you smell like his shampoo.
âYoongi, are you awake?â
âNo.â
Heâs wide awake actually. Sleep just ran away and left him staring at his ceiling. He hears you chuckle softly.
âIf I wake you later, Iâm sorry.â
Yoongi turns on his side, he canât see you in the dark and he searches for your hand with his. When he finds it, he squeezes gently, running his thumb softly over your knuckles. âThatâll be okay.â
You shift closer and Yoongi holds his breath. You tuck yourself against him and Yoongiâs heart does a thing; it stalls for a second and then it kicks. Heâs not sure what to do with his free hand, so he takes a breath and settles it against the back of your neck, fingers playing with the soft hair at your nape.
âThank you.â You mutter.
âFor what?â Yoongi mutters back.
âFor not letting me be alone.â You say, and Yoongi softly squeezes your hand. He tilts his head down, pressing a gentle kiss to your hairline that lingers. Despite everything, laying like this with you feels natural, like something heâs missed and he wonders which part of him missed it.
âThank you for doing the same.â Yoongi smiles, âYou donât have to be, ever. We can do this every night if you want to.â
âReally?â You ask, and Yoongi feels you laughing, âGuess weâll never beat the assumptions.â
Yoongi snorts, âGuess not.â
Youâre quiet for a moment and Yoongi thinks youâve fallen asleep, but you speak quietly again.
âYou didnât tell me what you feel after your dreams.â
âThatâs because you fell asleep before I could.â Yoongi closes his eyes, âDo you want to know?â
âI wouldnât have asked otherwise.â Yoongi pokes his finger into the side of your neck in warning; heâs too tired for your snark right now.
âSadness and a lot of guilt.â He feels light a weight lifted off his shoulders as the words leave him, and he sighs, âY/n?â
You hum and Yoongi squints at the darkness behind you. âDo you think she was right? About our souls, I mean.â
âWhich part?â You chuckle, and Yoongi feels you shift. His eyes are adjusted enough to the dark that he can see you.
âAbout our souls being destined.â It feels silly to ask, considering everything thatâs been happening. It makes him think about why you both started out the way you had.
Perhaps, your minds hadnât been able to process what your souls were feeling, and somewhere, confused it. Maybe thatâs why all you both had done was step on each otherâs toes.
You hum softly, âIt would explain a few things.â
Yoongi gets the feeling that youâre not actually talking to him, but he nods anyway.
âWhere does that leave us then?â
âWe can see where it takes us?â Yoongi says after a moment, hand moving from the back of your neck to cup your cheek, âOnly if thatâs okay...â
âMhm, thatâs okay.â He feels you smile and then youâre whispering, âYoongi?â
âWhy are you whispering?â Yoongi whispers back, smiling too. âWhat is it?â
âIs it okay if I kiss you?â
When he swallows then itâs audible even to him, âtwenty minutes into cuddling and you want to kiss me? What am I gonna do with you?â
You whine his name softly, Yoongi finds it endearing and he relents, âYes, thatâs okay.â
When your lips meet his, it feels as though the earth stopped spinning for a second, and something inside Yoongi had finally returned to the place it was supposed to be.
When Yoongi falls asleep not five minutes afterwards, his sleep was dreamless.
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TRY ME â CHOI SEUNGCHEOL àż
summary. you push your sweet boyfriend a little too far when you threaten to fuck his business partner at dinner. he decides to show both you and mingyu who you belong to.
wc. 4.3k
warnings. [PLEASE READ] established relationship. subby brat!reader, hard dom/brat tamer!cheol, car s2x. heavy degradation (use of bitch), sir kink, light choking, jealousy & possessiveness, dumb!fication, praise, heavy pet name use, unprotected s2x, edging, phone call w/ gyu during s2x, mentions of fucking mingyu several times (oops), male masturbation (mingyu is kind of a voyeur?), creamp!e â MINORS DNI 18+
note. mingyu is always at the scene of the crime, i fear. he kinda got fucked over in this tho, i apologize </3 iâll make it up to him soon. ANYWAY @jeonghantis i love u, thank u for reading this over and being my biggest supporter đ©”
your feedback is sooo important to me, so comments and rbs are greatly appreciated <3333 mwah, enjoy :p
âdid you have a good time acting like a needy little whore?â seungcheol grits, hands gripping the steering wheel of his car harshly. you can practically see the skin of his knuckles losing color thanks to the dim street lights shining through his car.Â
you sigh, shrugging, âcouldâve had more fun if youâd fucked me like i asked.â your words were nothing if not nonchalant. you kept a cool front, but he knew you were acting like this to purposefully push his buttons.Â
âand you couldâve waited till we got home, but youâre incapable of being good, arenât you?â you could tell he was getting angrier by the second. he wouldnât look at you, the tips of his ears were burning red, and he was huffing out nearly every breath. âyou just had to embarrass me in front of all of my colleagues?â
you laugh humorlessly, âi would barely consider that as embarrassing. besides, itâs not my fault you couldnât handle it.â
he scoffs incredulously, finally turning his head to look at you. âhandle what? your hand rubbing my dick at the dinner table or slobbering all over my business partner like some bitch in heat when i denied you?â his question makes you bite your lip because, of course, itâs rhetorical. he knows you well enough to recognize you were doing both for his undivided attention.Â
you flash a smile at him and he shakes his head, averting his attention back to the road. admittedly, he loves it when you get like this, all bratty and overly confidentâ but, god, you could be such a piece of work.Â
but youâre almost positive that you love his possessiveness more than he loves when youâre a brat. your usually-cute boyfriend can be so fucking sexy when he wants to be.Â
âmingyu couldâve fucked me in the bathroom, cheollie, you didnât need to make us all leave early âcus of that.â your lips turn down in a faux pout. âbet he wouldâve had a blast and you wouldâve gotten all your little clients to make deals with youâ couldâve been a win for all of us, no?â
you speak with a substantial amount of confidence laced in your words that it has him throbbing in his slacks out of jealousy and anger and burning desire to make you eat your words. heâs just about had it, ready to pull over and fuck you on the roof of his car. âbetter shut that pretty little mouth of yours.â he spits. âiâm not fucking playing with you, baby.â
you giggle at the warning, stomach churning with excitement and ruined panties soaking further. âor what? gonna pull over? fuck me like you own me?â you tease, hands gripping the ends of your dress as you shift in the excruciating puddle youâre sitting in.Â
âyouâd like that, wouldnât you?â he holds back a groan, cock twitching because he knows he would. heâd honestly love to. heâd love to fuck you like youâre his little slutâ make you cry and apologize for nearly ruining his night.
you shrug, âmaybe⊠but i know you wonât though. maybe i should call gyu, iâm sure heâd fuck me anywhere i wanted. i mean, did you see him? he was so ready to just take me on the table in front of everyone when i asked him.â you feign sadness with a sigh and frown. âyouâd never do thatâ youâre so cruel sometimes, cheollie.â
âmingyu couldnât handle you.â
âso? itâs obvious you canât eitherâŠâ you lie because you know damn well it was you who couldnât handle seungcheol. not the other way around. âyou proved that at dinner.â
he scoffs. âis that so?â youâve finally set him off. so much so that heâs deterring from his original route home. instead, you notice that heâs pulling into the next deserted lot he sees and parking his car.Â
he turns off the engine, snapping his head to see you under the harsh lamp post lighting with your pupils blown out and your thighs squeezed together. âget in the back.â he demands, voice hard and stern.Â
you realize you have him right where you want him, yet you tease anyway. he always fucks you the best when youâre on your absolute worst behavior.
when you donât move, sitting there staring at him with a small smile on your face and thighs rubbing together slightly, his voice drops an octave. âpretty girl, you better do what i said and get in the back. told you iâm not fucking playing around anymore.âÂ
you shiver, pussy flooding at his voice. you undo your seatbelt but you donât move any further than that. youâre having a hard time keeping the bratty facade when all your body wants is to submit to him, but you get your next words out somehow. âmake me.â you grin, eyes dark with lust and desire.
his jaw ticks at your reply, evidently unhappy with your lack of manners. surely, he didnât hear you correctly so he cocks his head and utters out, âexcuse me?â
you lean in over the center console, hand on his thigh much like it was a couple hours prior at the dinner table. âi said, make me.â
and he did. make you, that is. everything after that was a blur that had your head spinningâ you remember some things like how he wrapped his large hand around your throat and how he practically forced you into the backseat as you smiled cheekily at him. you remember how he pressed his lips to your ear while he had your face down and ass up, sweetly whispering âcherryâ against it to remind you of your safe word. you couldnât forget how he ripped your favorite lace panties in half before pushing his fat cock into you.
now heâs fucking you stupid, slamming into you with brute force from behind with one hand holding your wrists against your back and the other on your head, pushing your hot face deeper into the more cool leather.
âthis what you wanted? wanted me to be mean to you? wanted me to fuck you and treat you like some cheap whore?â he spits. âit is, isnât it? pissing me off turns you on?â
you choke on a whine at his words and when you donât give him a verbal response, he topples over you, drilling himself deeper into your tight cunt, hot breath fanning against your face. âiâm getting a bit tired of you not answering when i ask you a question, baby.â he growls and you swear your eyes roll back at his animalistic-like energy.Â
âyes,â you get out, choked and breathy.Â
he shakes his head, gritting, âyes what?â
ây-yes, sir⊠i wanted this.â you submit whimpering out your words as youâre on the brink of ecstasy. you even think youâre starting to drool on his seats, and cheol notices, of course, but he doesnât have it in him to reprimand you. especially not when you look this fucked out all for him.Â
he coos, lips brushing against the bare skin of your shoulder blade. âgood girl,â he praises condescendingly. âso pretty when youâre being good fâme.â
cheol has learned, after months of being with you, that his cock always puts you back in your place. it always turns you into his sweetest, respectful, all-around good girl even though sometimes, like tonight, you donât deserve it.
âand what about mingyu, hmm? what would he think if he saw you taking my cock like a slut in the backseat of my car?â his cock twitches at his own question because, yeah, heâd love for people to see you cryingâ droolingâ for him and his dick.Â
you canât be bothered to think about mingyu when all you can think about is his cock filling you to the brim, hitting all the spots that make you weak. you moan out something incomprehensible about how you âdonât care,â and how you âwanna cum.â Â
seungcheol lets out an airy chuckle, head spinning from the way your gummy walls always hug him so tight. âno? you donât wanna fuck him now?âÂ
ân-never did! just you!â you pant, clenching around him as you grow closer and closer with every thrust.Â
an animalistic noise bubbles up in the back of his throat before he spits, âthatâs âcuz youâre just my pretty little bitch, right?â
your eyes roll and your jaw goes slack as you try to nod your head in agreement. âgod, yes. âm yours.â
âthatâs right.â he lets out a soft moan when you tighten around him, â is my baby close?âÂ
âyes! yes, sir, âm so close!â you sob, desperately pushing your hips back to meet his thrusts. âgonna cum,â your warning makes cheol stop as he bites back a groan.Â
âhold it.â he demands and when you let out a miserable cry, he simply shushes you. ââm sorry, princess, but i canât always give you what you want, especially not when youâve been a slutty brat all nightâ you know that.âÂ
ââm sorry! âm so so so sorry. please keep fucking me. please, please let me cumâ iâll do anything!â you desperately weep, tears free falling, soon to mix with the puddle of drool youâve left on the seat. you have no pride or shame left as you attempt to push yourself back on to him.Â
seungcheol smiles triumphantly at the mess heâs reduced you to. he almost feels like his actions are sadistic and, usually, heâd feel bad. usually.
he would never deliberately prolong your orgasm especially after you beg like that, but fuck, youâve really got him in a mood tonight. acting the way you did tonight⊠that definitely accounts for some type of punishment.Â
so his long arm reaches to grab his phone from the center console of his car all the while heâs still fully sheathed inside of your pulsing cunt. his voice drops another octave when his question comes out, âhow bad do you wanna cum?â
youâre startled by his deep voice that seems to hold even more dominance than it did moments prior. a shiver runs its way through your body and you stutter out your response. âs-so bad, sir, wanna cum for you so bad.â
âmmm, and youâll do anything to do so, yeah?âÂ
âyes! anything⊠please.â
the desperation in your voice evokes a shaky breath from him. he loves you when youâre a menace, but when youâre like this? all fucked out, drooling, and begging for his cock? it nearly turns him into a mess. regardless, no matter how much of a bratty front you put upâ no matter how bent out of shape your attitude getsâ heâll always fuck you back into place. youâre at his mercy. you both know it.Â
âalright, baby,â he starts gently, releasing his grip on your wrist using the free hand to ghost over the skin of your ass before grabbing a handful and massaging the flesh. âcan you get on your hands for me?â
you nod eagerly, clenching around him instinctively at how quickly his demeanor can change. you do as he says, weakly moving your body till youâre on all fours with his dick still enveloped in your heat.
cheol unlocks his phone with his free hand, searching for his recent contacts. he places the phone next to your hand and you furrow your eyebrows at the action.Â
the words âkim mingyuâ read on the screen and he smirks when you crane your head to look back at him.Â
âw-what⊠what do you want me to do?â you stutter, though youâre sure you donât really want to hear the answer to your question.Â
his heavy hands continue to knead at your ass while he responds, voice barely above a whisper, âapologize to mingyu and iâll let you cum.â
âbut⊠wonât he⊠wonât he know what weâre doing?â you try to reason, but seungcheol knows. he knows that mingyu will know the second you utter your first word to him.Â
thatâs why heâs dead set on doing this. he needs mingyu to hear you getting wrecked on his cockâ needs mingyu to know that you are his.
âdonât worry about that, baby. youâll call him anyway, wonât you?â he slowly pulls an inch out of you before pushing back in, just barely fucking you.Â
you whimper, nodding your head, âokay, okay. i will.âÂ
âgood girl.â he praises, reveling in the way you tighten around him.Â
your hand shakily presses the call button and you watch his name reappear on the dimmed screen. you press the speaker button and the sound of rings fill the car, but it doesnât take long before he answers, his strained voice filling the silence.
âhello?â mingyu asks, clearing his throat.Â
âhey mingyu,â cheol greets and you feel your entire body heat and tense up, a sharp exhale leaving your lips. âdid you get home alright?â
âcheolâŠâ you whimper lowly to keep the man on the phone from figuring you out but end up wincing at the tightening grip on your ass. you take it as a warning, biting your lip to keep from saying anymore.Â
you tune out the conversation, trying to think of anything else but the burning fire in the pit of your tummy and the fact that cheolâs on the phone with his business partner whom you threatened to call up and fuck a mere 20 minutes ago.Â
it isnât until he slowly starts moving that you push your face into the leather seats to mask a whineâ though it obviously doesnât work much because youâre sure mingyu is well aware that youâre⊠present.Â
âyeah, sheâs here,â seungcheol smiles wickedly to himself as he replies to mingyu asking the obvious. âactually thatâs why i called. she wanted to talk youâ apologize for what happened earlierâ isnât that right, Y/N?â
you whimper again, suddenly changing your mind and shaking your head âno.â this is way too embarrassing.Â
cheol canât resist the chuckle that comes out of his mouth. youâre cute. cute in the way your body betrays you when your pussy clenches tightly around him at the offer. cute when you say you donât want to when your body says the exact opposite.Â
âgimme a sec,â he says as his hand moves to press the mute button. âcâmon, donât you wanna cum, baby?â he coos, snapping his hips against your ass at a steady pace.
âi do!.. i do, b-but heâs gonna know if y-you keep going.â you pant. âân i-i canât talk to him like this.â
âoh, well maybe you shouldâve thought of that, baby,â he says and you can hear the faux pout in his words. âif you wanna finish, youâll have to apologize to him for being such a needy little thing all night.â
you shudder and nod defeatedly as seungcheol continues to thrust in and out of you. your hand moves to unmute the phone, taking a shaky inhale before you speak.
you try your best to sound as normal as possible, but your words still come out breathy and stuttered, âh-hello,âÂ
âY/N?â mingyu calls, voice lilting a bit out of surprise.Â
you involuntarily clench again at how taboo this whole situation is. how is cheol so okay with this? how will he ever face mingyu again? you know for a fact you wonât be able to without thinking about cheolâs cock stretching you out, but⊠then again, maybe thatâs exactly what seungcheol wants.
âhi, gyu,â you greet, the nickname loosely slipping past your lips. you feel seungcheolâs hands grip at your waist again. rougher this time. like he wants to tell you somethingâ stop being so friendlyâ just with his actions.
your eyes screw shut and your teeth dig into the pillowy flesh of your bottom lip to omit the whiny sound from leaving your lips.Â
it doesnât go unheard, of course. you can practically hear your boyfriendâs smirk when mingyu asks, âare⊠are you okay?â
you laugh breathily, a whine dying on the tip of your tongue when seungcheol moves a bit faster. âyeah! no, iâm good! i-iâm great.â you just need to get this apology over with so you can hang up and finally get what you want. âlisten, gyu, iâ oh, fuck.â
clearly, seungcheol couldnât let it be that easy, slamming into you like he was minutes earlier. the tip of his cock rams into your sweet spot and you find yourself barely holding on, seconds away from crumbling if he doesnât let up.Â
mingyuâs mouth runs dry and you know heâs finally pieced it all together when he exhales sharply, âY/N? are you sure youâre okay?â
seungcheol rolls his eyes. he topples over you again, plush lips pressing against one of your heated ears, âanswer him.â
âyes, yesâŠâ you pant. âi-i wanted⊠to say sorry.âÂ
âtell him why youâre sorry.â cheolâs hot breath fans against your ear again. his thrusts donât falter in this process, effectively hitting your spot over and over and over.Â
itâs driving you crazy. beyond crazy, honestly. itâs driving you absolutely mad. so mad that you donât even care about the sob that comes out of your mouth when you apologize to mingyu again.Â
ââm sorry! sorry for ruining dinner ân sorry for being needy and askâ fuckâ asking you to fuck me to- to rile cheol up.â you cry, tears slipping down your face as the knot in your tummy gets tighter and tighter. âiâm so sorry, please. please forgive me.â
seungcheol smiles against your ear, biting back a chuckle at your desperation. he knows the apology was more for him than mingyu.Â
mingyu shudders straight into the mic before stuttering, âY/N⊠itâs⊠fine, pleaseââ
âcheol,â you sob, cutting him off and it startles both seungcheol and the man on the phone. itâs apparent that youâve lost the ability to be discreet and your boyfriend takes pride that he and his cock are the reason for that.
but itâs when you cry out the other manâs nameâ a whiny âgyuââ that his jaw sets and his teeth grind together.Â
âso fucking dirty,â cheol spits, sitting back up. his hips snap against your ass vigorously and itâs like both of you have forgotten about poor mingyu whoâs still on the line and now hearing every wordâ every little thing. âmoaning out his name while iâm fucking you like this? you really want him to know how much of a slut you are?â
mingyu lets out a muffled groan into his phone, hand slipping to palm at his clothed cockâ which has been all hard and achy since you whispered into his ear at dinnerâ his other clamped over his mouth. heâs trying to keep his sounds at bay, trying to fight the moan that bubbles up in the back of his dry throat, but his name falling from your pretty lips like that? itâs making it impossible.Â
he knows the two of you have forgotten all about him because he can hear the vulgar words his partner spits and the lewd sounds of his balls slapping against what he presumes to be your unbelievably soaked cunt. itâs driving him nuts. youâve been driving him nuts all fucking night.Â
and itâs true. you and seungcheol pay no mind to the phoneâ youâre too busy losing your mind and cheol is too busy making it happenâ itâs like he doesnât even exist.Â
your walls hug his cock tightly and it elicits a deep chuckle from the man behind you. âlook at that. youâre squeezinâ me so fuckinâ tight.â he says breathily. âjust like youâre made to take my cock. isnât that right, baby? made just for me?âÂ
you respond with a moan, arms giving out on you as you return to your previous positionâ one arm limply hanging off the seat while the other grips at the doorâs cup holderâ your face buried into the leather seat.Â
seungcheol doesnât tolerate that response, though, hand lacing into your hair and pulling your face off the seat. âanswer me,â he grits, roughly tugging at your locks. âor iâm pulling out.â
you panic at the thought of being left all high and dry, incessantly shaking your head in his tight grip. ây-yes, sir, yes! for youâ made for you.â you sob in a mix of pain and pleasure, back arching while his cock finally hits your cervix. âcheolâ cheol, iâmâ fuck, âm gonna cum! p-please, can i?â
and itâs when mingyu hears seungcheolâs given nameâ when itâs followed by your desperate pleas for releaseâ that he canât hold it in anymore, letting out a loud, drawn out moan. heâs quick when pulling his cock out of his slacks, spitting into his palm, and working himself rather aggressively. itâs like heâs chasing his own release, too.
seungcheol grunts in confusion at the deep moans, but then it comes back to him. mingyu never hung up. an evil smirk plays onto his plush lips, âoh-ho, you hear that, sweet girl? sounds like gyu stuck around to hear you cum all over my cock.âÂ
and mingyu moans again, a hushed, âfuck,â slipping past his lips. you can almost hear how fast his hand moves, how unbelievably eager he is.Â
your boyfriend moans, giving you sharper thrusts. he pants out his next words, âthatâs so dirty, mingyu⊠didnât know you were into that.â
and mingyu wants to tell him to shut the fuck up, but he canât form the words when all he can think about is the sound of your pornographic moans and how heâs needily bucking into his tight fist, wishing he was in seungcheolâs position.Â
you, on the other hand, could care less that mingyu is on the other side of the line, truly. youâre practically at your breaking point, and if you donât release sometime soon, you may break.Â
âcheol, pleaseâ please, please, i-i canâtââ you gasp out, pussy tightening around him and squeezing him for all heâs worth. âoh, my god, iâmââ
seungcheol shushes you, ââs alright, baby, you can cum in a sec.âÂ
and just as youâre about to let go, cheolâs hand grabs at his whiny phone and ends the call, sending mingyu to what you presume is his doom.Â
âiâm the only one who gets to have you like this.â he grunts, hips stuttering a bit. you can tell heâs close, too. the way he huffs out his words and his movements get sloppy. âcum for me, baby, come on.â he whispers.Â
and you do. your orgasm, powerful and blinding, washes over you seconds after he gives you the okay. your body convulses and your back arches as the knot finally unravels in your tummy. your eyes roll, jaw dropping and letting out the loudest cry of his name.Â
âfuck, thatâs it, baby. thatâs my fuckinâ girl.â he coaxes, fucking you through your orgasm, though your vice-like cunt makes it nearly impossible. âgonna fill you up just like you need, yeah? just take it all for me.âÂ
you whine, still recovering from your euphoric high, yet you still give him a broken nod.Â
he groans loudly, giving you a few more hard thrusts before heâs nestling himself deep and stilling inside of you. his cock twitches and, before you know it, warm cum floods your pussy, effectively filling you up just as he promised.
the post-orgasm haze lingers over both of you for a while, but seungcheol is the first to speak up, a twinge of guilt filling him when he sees youâre still shuddering and twitching underneath him.Â
his voice hoarse, âbaby, are you good? was i too rough?â
âmmm, âm good, i liked it. youâre so hot.â you mindlessly admit, words breathy and muffled.Â
he scoffs, hand soothing over your body. heâs always so soft after he fucks you regardless of how mad or upset he is. âso you did all of it on purpose, hm?â he asks knowingly and when you give him a sleepy giggle, he rolls his eyes. âyouâre annoying.â
âit was worth it⊠it felt so good, cheollie,â you admit. âhope youâre not too mad, you know youâre the only one for me.â the reassurance slips from your lips and seungcheol can tell itâs genuine.Â
âbaby, you know you can just be normal and ask if you want to be fucked like that, right?âÂ
âitâs more fun this way,â you tell him, shameless with your words. âi literally thought i was going to cum when you ripped my panties. iâm serious, youâre so fucking hot.â
he snickers at your blunt words, âi think youâre still cockdrunk, baby. come on, iâll clean you up and we can go home. think i got some napkins in here.â
you sigh, nodding your head, âcan we roll the windows down? smells like sex in here.âÂ
he laughs, taking in the fact that it is now stuffy in his precious, fogged up car, but you were right. it was so worth it. the sex was just as good for him as it was for you, if not better.Â
when he pulls out, he makes sure your ass is still raised up so his seed doesnât spill out as quickly to avoid the mess itâll make while he scavenges for napkins in the glove box. he does eventually get you cleaned up, handling you gently and whispering about how well you did, much like he does every other time.Â
once youâre clean, he gets you to turn and look at him. he smiles at your disheveled state, âwell, you look like you had the time of your life.â he says sarcastically.Â
âi did, actually.â you say as a matter-of-factly. âi feel kinda bad for mingyu, though⊠i didnât want him to get caught in the crossfire.â
cheol rolls his eyes in faux annoyance, âheâll be fine, iâll text him right now.âÂ
when seungcheol grabs his phone that now resides on the floor of his car, he sees that there are already a few missed texts from mingyu.Â
âhe said heâs fine.â seungcheol assures, though you can tell by the smug smirk on his face that mingyu most definitely did not say it was fine. âdonât worry about him.â
kim mingyu
hello?!
???
dude
not cool.
choi seungcheol
sorry, man. call dropped. see you monday.
kim mingyu
??????
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Spare change, anyone got some.....spare change?
Ignore the title lmao (bls don't)
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NOPE. NO. NO THANK YOU. THAT ENDING NEVER HAPPENED!!
Please THE WAY HE JUST KEPT ON APOLOGIZING! AND HE STILL DID IT!! đđđđđđ
I have a THEORY! I know you left the ending kind of open for a reason without showing who oc ends up with in the end so that we can run with it. But personally, I think it's Yoongi. AND HERE ME OUT.
When Seokjin (đđđđđ) would take her out to meet the "candidates" he said he'd take her to people she was familiar with, people in her circle, right??
I know that Yoongi and her are best friends but there's times where it seems like something else and I refuse to believe she went off with any one else other than Yoongi in the end.
Also, I LOVE the way Seokjin's like he's seen love and he's seen heartbreak enough to know what it feels like. And the fact that he was literally gonna bite Hyunjin's - (stray kids everywhere all around the world âđœ) - head off about being with a human and he went and did the same thing too! He ate his own words in the end...but like he's said, he's not like Hyunjin, and couldn't bring himself to stay. đ IM BIG SAD
Cupidâs On Holiday - KSJ
Summary: You donât get it, youâre a damn catch. Anyone would be lucky to have you. Youâre smart, youâre tidy, hell youâd give up your own kidney to a homeless guy if he needed it that bad. So what the issue? Failed relationships, blind date after blind date, and now your friendâs competitive archery teammate is telling you heâs Cupid here to help you find your one true love. Youâre not that desperate. He could take those golden arrows and shove âem.
Genres: Angel!Au | Fluff, angst, smut, slight enemies to lovers, humor.
Warnings: Alcohol consumption, smut (fingering, protected sex), Ocâs a bit of a downer but hey! Arenât we all sometimes! If I missed anything, let me know!
Rating: Mature (Minors, please, go away.)
Word count: 17k
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Serendipity was in full swing; music blasting so loud you can feel it in your chest. Fellow club goers crowding the dance floor in a wild flurry of limbs and ill-timed dancing. You can barely keep up with the conversation Yoongi and Jungkook are having, youâre not even sure how theyâre hearing each other over the music.
Clubs typically arenât your thing, not one for the deafening music or the people who never knew when they had too much to drink. Tonight, though, you made an exception, meeting a friend of a friend for a date you were excited to be on. You thank your lucky stars you had the foresight to grovel at Yoongiâs feet to come with you, lord knows youâd be making your grand escape through the clubâs back door by now.
âI mean, itâs not that hard, right?â
âThatâs what she said.â
âDude. Grow up.â
You chuckle into your whiskey as Yoongi rolls his eyes, waving his hand to direct your attention back to him and not on the way Jungkook was snickering. The flashy strobe lights waving mindlessly in the club catch on the silver of Yoongiâs bracelet and he rights his leaning frame, propping an arm on the table between you both.
âAll Iâm saying isâŠâ He thinks hard for a moment, tilting his head to squint at the ceiling. You could tell heâs gone above his limit tonight; the rosiness of his cheeks visible in the odd flashes of light. âMan up. When he gets back, tell him heâs an ass and we can go home.â
âYou know sheâd rather die.â Jungkook mutters, draining the end of his beer, adding the empty bottle to the rest that was steadily growing the longer you all sat there. âToo nice.â
âShit, youâre right.â Yoongi says, brows furrowed as though heâs just heard the most distressing news in his life, âIâll do it for you. I swear if I have to sit here and listen to that guy ramble on about himself any more Iâll actually walk out into the street and stand there.â
âI donât find you funny.â You deadpan, kicking your foot against his shin. He only whines, reaching for your bottle of water instead of brandishing his silver tongue at you.
Yoongi takes a long drink, eyes scanning the crowd, âHeâs taking a long time to get back from the bathroom.â
Jungkook lifts himself partly out of his seat â having more vantage with his height â and looks around too. âFou-ohâŠâ
âWhat?â You perk up, following Jungkookâs gaze, but youâre suddenly blocked by Yoongi, who you didnât even see get up. He shifts every time youâd move to look around him. You open your mouth to protest, but Yoongiâs hands land firmly on your shoulders.
âHow about we just go? Itâs late.â The furrow of his brow and the clench of his jaw tells a lot; heâs seen something youâd be better off not seeing at all and you simply agree. You take the hand that he offers, sliding out of the booth and Jungkook follows with a frown.
When you all get outside, Yoongi throws an arm over your shoulder, and youâre grateful for his warmth as the late night air nipped at your skin. You sigh, watching mist dance on your exhale, ducking your head a little to look at your feet. Itâs quiet between you three, and you realize belatedly that you shouldâve asked Hoseok to come too. Heâs always good at distracting you.
Of course, you should have expected it to go this way. Another failed date thatâs left you feeling worse than before, you think youâd might as well give up now, resign yourself to growing old and having fifty cats to keep you company. Itâs been this way for a while, your last actual relationship being exactly three years and six months ago â not that youâre counting or anything.
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You'd both sat in that cafe for a while, and Namjoon thinks about a lot of things, like, if you'd be with him here another year from now, asking if the seat opposite him was taken. Like the first time. Firsts, how many firsts would he have with you until there aren't any left, until they become repetitive but never boring because it's you, and him too. How many seconds zip by within the minutes that line the hours he would spend with you, and he counts, he's been counting. Since the first time, Namjoon's never stopped counting them, he's lost count of course, but that doesn't matter.
THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL đ„șđ„șđ„șđ„ș he's so - you- they!!! đđđ
Paper Planes - KNJ
Summary: Namjoon likes to think youâd both floated into this, floated downwards from a place where it was only him and only you. Meeting at some point to float down together, gently, like a drizzle.
Word count: 924
Notes: Drowning in Joon rn, so here, have a drabble ^^ plz i love him so much, got sad halfway through writing this and itâs just fluff I swear. Heâs so soft and I just love him so much đ Happy reading! Also, a little self promotion ^^ I started a Yoongi series, check it out if youâre into fantasy fics!! Please :<
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The cafe is crowded today, everyone either taking shelter from the pelting rain outside or getting their fix of coffee for the afternoon rush.
âIs this seat taken?â
Namjoon looks up from his book, squinting a bit because his contacts have been bugging him lately, heart reaching his throat when his eyes finally focuses.
Itâs you.
Namjoon likes to admire things, he likes to stand and stare at it until he canât anymore. Beauty is fleeting and therefore should be appreciated within the small moments, and appreciate you, he does.
He laughs because, that was corny, and you do too, because itâs not the first time. The first time, Namjoon was a mess, spilling his coffee over the table and apologizing like a maniac because it dripped off the table and into your lap. And he was there, kneeling on the floor trying to sop up his mess with a handful of napkins that only fell apart and you were apologizing just as much.
That was a year ago, in this very cafe, crowded as it is now and still raining. Namjoonâs had the honour of laying his eyes upon you many times since then, even woke up next to you more times than he could count on his clumsy hands. Every time, itâs the same, though. Heâd see you and his heart would stutter enough to be worrisome, thereâd be little fluttery things in his stomach doing a tap dance on his nerves. His hands would sweat and heâd scratch at his neck, nervous.
He slides his half empty styrofoam cup away from his hands as you sit, carefully, so it wouldnât spill. Sometimes Namjoon thinks itâs a curse, to be clumsy in a way that no one could explain; always breaking something, or knocking something over. Youâve always been patient, even when he accidentally smashed your lucky cup, and Namjoon fretted so badly, because, it was your lucky cup. Heâd went out and bought you a new one and called it lucky so you wouldnât get bad luck. He doesnât think his luck is any good, so heâd let you say it out loud instead.
You laugh every time you look at that cup.
Your hands are cold from the wind and rain outside, and Namjoon rubs his over yours to warm them up and he listens to you talk about whatever came to your pretty little head. You escape him for a minute, over to the counter to order something warm to drink, and Namjoon watches you like a love struck fool as you joke around with the barista.
You come back with more than you left for, sweet tooth prevailing as you bite into a donut, icing smearing the corner of your lips. Namjoon wipes it away with his thumb, reaching over from his side of the table, still managing to knock his cup over, though empty now, you still both laugh. You offer, but he declines, youâre sweet enough as is.
Youâd both sat in that cafe for a while, and Namjoon thinks about a lot of things, like, if youâd be with him here another year from now, asking if the seat opposite him was taken. Like the first time. Firsts, how many firsts would he have with you until there arenât any left, until they become repetitive but never boring because itâs you, and him too. How many seconds zip by within the minutes that line the hours he would spend with you, and he counts, heâs been counting. Since the first time, Namjoonâs never stopped counting them, heâs lost count of course, but that doesnât matter.
Youâre giggling at something, and Namjoon hears a church bell ringing somewhere in the distance. Not very far off if he sits and thinks about it some more, white flowers and a white dress. A spring day, someday, when the weather is nice and the sun is out shining. Heâd stop counting and start again then, new chapter, new seconds and minutes and moments until he canât count them anymore. The moment when you two become three along the way and those hours become a lifetime and that stops, too.
âWhat are you thinking about?â You lean forward, a tilt of your head and a small smile. Namjoonâs been quiet, staring at your hand in his and he shrugs, looking out at the rain thatâs died down to a drizzle, little flecks of water that float softly from the sky instead of falling. It makes him smile, thinking of you and how youâd both ended up here, floating in the wave of the love that led him to you. Not falling, becuase falling inpliles that you must hit the ground, and it hurts when you fall. Namjoonâs fallen enough in his life to know that. You scrape your knees and bruise your hands and you may even break something, too.
Namjoon likes to think youâd both floated into this, floated downwards from a place where it was only him and only you. Meeting at some point to float down together, gently, like a drizzle.
âPaper planes.â Namjoon brushes his lips across your knuckles, and he wonders if youâd stay with him long enough for these seconds to stretch into moments, and moments into forever. He trusts that you would, becuase he certainly isnât going anywhere.
You would, though, Namjoon knows, and youâd continue floating gently, downwards into eachother where youâre always meant to be. You shake your head, smiling, telling him that heâs silly, knowing, you know him well enough.
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Oh joonie đą his vlives has me worried, he just looks drained. He needs a break, and a nice long hug đ
Lover's Touch - KNJ
Warnings: Sad Joon (please give this man a hug đ„ș) angst
Notes: Just showing Joonie some love because he deserves it! My boy needs all the hugs and kisses đ„ș I just wanna wrap him up in a fluffy blanket and keep him all warm đ I really hope he has someone out there to take care of him when he can't.
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"Hey, you okay?" You brush your fingers through the hair at Namjoon's nape. He's been sitting in his office since he came home from the studio, pouring over more lyrics and complicated beat tracks that you couldn't even begin to understand.
"Yeah." He says softly, you know he's lying. He sucks his teeth and scratches at a string of words in the notebook near his hands with a little more force than necessary. He sighs and you frown, moving your hand up to lightly scratch at his scalp with your fingernails.
Namjoon sighs again, loudly this time, and leans his head forward and away from your hand. You take a step back as he turns his office chair around. He wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you towards him a little. "M'tired."
"I know." Hand back in his hair, you peer down at him, "Take a break? I can make you something to eat."
"I can't, they need this song finished by tomorrow evening." His voice is muffled by your clothes, and you take note of his tone. Namjoon has been going none stop since the news of solo works came up, working hard as he would always. You hate that he never seems to slow down, and even when he does, he's still working, still going as though he had an endless supply of energy.
You glance at the time on his laptop, squinting to see the tiny numbers, "It's eight pm. You're taking a break."
He sighs, and you feel the action more than you hear it, his exhale warm against your tummy. "In a second. Just...just stay here for a bit."
"Okay." You stand there as long as Namjoon needed, running your fingers through his hair. When he finally pulls away, his eyes are red rimmed, a rogue tear spilling from one corner. You catch it with your thumb, "Oh, baby."
With a soft sigh you pull away from him, taking his hand and tugging lightly and Namjoon stands without complaint, following you like child as you lead him away from his work. You take him across the hall, into your shared bedroom, and sit him down on the bed for a moment. "Stay here okay? I'll run you a bath. Be right back."
Once the bathtub was filled and swirling with steam and soothing oils, you go back to Namjoon, who you found lying on his side, hugging the life out of your pillow. It wasn't often you'd see him in this state, but when you do, you always make sure to take care of him. He does the same for you on your worst days, and everyone else in the way that they needed. Even if they just need someone to sit quietly with them for a couple moments and not say a word.
Namjoon follows you back to the bathroom, sniffling softly, his hand in yours loosely. You help him out of his clothes and into the bathtub, where he sits quietly, watching the water. You sigh softly, "Wanna talk about it?"
"Can you come in?" He asks, his voice bouncing off the tiles. You strip out of your clothes as he makes room for you, shifting forward as you settle behind him. His warm back meets your front and you rub your hands over his arms soothingly, hoping that your touch helps at least a little.
"Talk to me, Joon. What's on your mind?"
He leans his weight against you but you don't mind it, hands continuing their motion. His head rests against your collarbone and you wait patiently until he's ready, letting him gather his thoughts in that head of his that's no doubt swarming with worries.
"Things are just..." His voice rumbles against your chest, warm water lapping at your skin when he shifts his hand to take yours. He plays with your fingers for a moment, quiet again, before he draws in a breath. "I'm just tired. Not physically, just tired. I'm trying to write but the lyrics aren't coming to me and I feel like everything is too much. I don't want to disappoint anyone."
"You're not going to, baby." You say softly, squeezing his fingers gently, "I know things are hard for you right now, and it feels like you're wading through mud not going anywhere. It'll get better. Nobody is gonna blame you for taking a break, last I checked you're human, not a machine. You can't keep going without burning out."
He's too quiet and you know he's crying again, his little sniffles and shaky inhales tells you as much. He's trying his best not to completely break down, but he needs too, sometimes the best way to begin getting over something is to cry it out.
"It's okay, Joon. If you need to cry, just cry."
The sob that leaves him rattles you, the sound of his pain etching itself into your brain and sinking into your bones. You can't help your own tears, unable to wipe them away with one of your hands in Namjoon's tight grip and the other trying to keep him together. You whisper all the comforting words your mind can muster, it's all you can do while he shatters and you hope they're enough to stop the pieces of him from scattering. Though, you would spend the entire night and the rest of your life picking them up and gluing them back together until he's whole.
When he calms his grip loosens as does the rest of him as the tension fades from his limbs. You press a kiss to the mole under his jaw, "Feeling better?"
He barely nods, red rimmed eyes closed tightly. He doesn't answer when you tell him that the water's gone cold and it doesn't bother you.
Once you're both out of the bath and in warm matching pajamas, Namjoon finally speaks again, trying to peek at you through the motion of your hands drying his hair with a towel.
"Thank you." His hair flops forward to cover his eyes, still slightly damp and you smile, running the towel through his hair again because the last thing he needs is a cold. Strong hands grip your waist gently, not letting you get far enough away to hang the towel up.
"You don't have to thank me, baby." You step back when he allows to kiss his nose and then his lips softly, he pouts when you pull away, "Okay, bed time. You need to rest."
"Yes ma'am."
You let him settle first, before crawling in after him. You're the big spoon tonight, because that's what he needs, and he's quick to fall asleep, your 'I love you' receiving a barely there response. You chuckle at his snores, placing a soft kiss at the mole on the back of his neck, and you can only hope he feels better by morning.
Even if he doesn't, you'd be right there to pick up the pieces.
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Mark Of The Arcane || Character Index ||
⣠Summary; Centuries before, in the times of the ancient Kings, a prophecy was heard. When the three kingdoms of Valerem fall to ruins, their saviour would come in blinding starlight. Who is this saviour, you may ask? None other than Min Yoongi, who was too busy being late to work to realise he definitely wasnât on earth anymore.
⣠Part: Character Index
Notes: This character index for my upcoming Yoongi series doesn't provide much information on the series itself, just a bit about the boys and MC đ where they reside and their Arcanes. You'll see that some refer to Hoseok's journal, which, you shouldn't worry about just yet :) enjoy! Thank you Nikki for always listening to me go off about this lol, love you! @xpeachesncream â€ïžâ€ïž
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Jax: Descendants of Incra.
Y/n L/n: Princess of Jax, Wind Arcane.
Hereditary Arcane of the wind, passed only to the royal family of Jax. The direct descent of The First, Incra.
Yoongi: Prophecy's Child, Light Arcane.
The saviour of Valerem, who's been out of place since birth. His arrival to Valerem was prophesied by The First Seer, hundreds of years before. His Arcane was only ever seen once, wielded by The First, Zephyr. The power of his Arcane was created for one purpose, though, the origins of it is still yet to be uncovered. [See: The Firsts, written by Unknown.]
Seokjin: Half Pixie, Child of the Court - Princess' guardian.
Seokjin doesn't carry an Arcane, because of his pixie heritage. His mother was a pixie, his father, an unnamed, unknown human male. Because pixie magic and arcane magic cannot mix, a child can posess only one attribute. His arcane magic was cancelled out by his pixie magic.
Taehyung: Storm chaser, Child of the Court.
Taehyung's Arcane is quite rare, as not many receive it at birth. His Arcane is difficult to control, very volatile and he must wear a limitation charm at all times. [Not much is known of Taehyung's Arcane, see Hoseok's journal for reference]
KadĂŻr - West of Jax, City of Opal.
Namjoon: Seer, Prince of KadĂŻr, Water Arcane.
The Seers are rare, not many of them left, unfortunately. Information on what exactly Namjoon does outside of his Princely duties is not available. The Seers are quite secretive, therefore, not many know that Namjoon is one. His Arcane, also needs further study [see Hoseok's journal for reference]
Hoseok: Healer, descendant of Yindu, Earth Arcane.
Hoseok currently resides in Jax, as a healer of the royal family. He's the last descendant of Yindu of The Firsts. One of the strongest healers because of his linage.
Olas- The North, Frostbane.
Jungkook: Child of Olas Court, Ice Arcane.
There isn't much to tell of him, as he's not yet involved. His Arcane is a subfield of the water Arcane. More to be added on him soon [see Hoseok's journal for reference]
Hendris - East of Jax, Kingdom of Lumina.
Jimin: Pixie, Prince of Lumina, Potions Master, weapon specialist.
Jimin, prince of Lumina currently resides in Daasir, a village south of Jax. He creates potions, weapons, and is the provider of Taehyung's limitation charm. He doesn't really want to take up the burden of ruling a kingdom, and therefore stays as far away as he can from Lumina.
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New Beginnings - myg x reader
Notes: You guys can thank @bangtansmauyeondan for this little idea! Just hooray for me getting a new job - finally!!! And also an excuse to write Yoongi being whipped af - hope you guys enjoy! Let me know what you think!
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Yoongi's phone vibrates on the nightstand, set that way so his alarm doesn't wake you too early. He's already awake, a full two minutes before it started, and he's sitting at the end of the bed, running a hand through the mess of his dark hair.
He turns the alarm off, it's 5am, and he's tired - still sleepy, wanting nothing more than to curl up in the warmth of the covers you stole and fall asleep again. But Yoongi knows if he did that, neither of you would wake on time.
You'd had a hard enough time falling asleep as it is, too excited to find rest before your first day of your new job. Quite a big day for you, Yoongi knows you've been waiting a long while to get something anywhere. Jobs are hard to find, surprising with the amount out there, it's either you're too qualified or not enough, and he's been there with you for each time you got shot down to help you hold out a little bit longer. He was right there when you'd gotten the call, he knew it was something good when excitement mixed your tone.
You shouted once the call had ended and Yoongi dropped his phone on the coffee table when you'd nearly knocked him off the couch when you reached for him. He's too happy for you to be bothered with the crack on his phone screen, a safekeep of your brightest moment that day.
You're wrapped up in the sheets, he could just see the top of your head. Getting up at five am is worth it for once, even though Yoongi's eyes are burning because he spent most of the night trying to get you to relax and get to sleep. He knows you well enough to know that you'd wake up late, despite being so excited to go out and start working again. You'd also skip breakfast to make it there on time, and Yoongi is not having that.
He takes one last glance at you before getting up and stretching, rubbing his tummy as he drags his feet out of the bedroom and into the kitchen. He'd had the forethought to set things out last night, to make things a little easier for himself. He'd made your lunch while you were sleeping, already set aside in the silver lunch box on the top shelf in the fridge.
He takes out a couple of eggs and bread for toasting, and the leftover kimbap from last night's dinner. Turn on the kettle to boil because he'd be damned if he doesn't have coffee right now.
He moves as quietly as he can around the kitchen, getting breakfast together before he goes to wake you. Sipping on his coffee while the bread toasts and thinking about what he'd do once you're gone off to work. He's gotten so used to having you around all day, finding things to keep you occupied, letting you chat his ear off when you found something new and exciting and he'd pretend to be annoyed by your constant blabbering. Taking naps at ten in the morning because time is a construct and he's sleepy damn it.
He'd definitely miss you wanting to try some new baking recipe you found on the internet because you were bored and him taste testing it because he honestly has no choice but to. He'll miss cuddling on the couch, barely paying attention to whatever's on the tv in favour of getting his hands under your shirt.
It may be a bit dramatic, it's not like he's not going to see you when you get home later. A couple of hours may seem like an eternity right now, but he'll survive. He thinks.
Yoongi's eyes flicker over to the clock on the wall and run over his mental checklist as he makes his way to your shared bedroom. Just as he left you, you're still wrapped up in the sheets, he's pretty sure you haven't moved from that spot.
He walks around the bed, hands searching for an opening to your snug cocoon. The warmth of your skin meets his cold hand and he softly touches as to not startle you out of sleep.
"Hey..." the you shaped lump barely stirs at his soft call and he tries again, tapping lightly at your leg, "Baby."
"Hm?" Your reply was sleepy, soft, not quite awake yet.
Yoongi chuckles, tugging at the edge of the sheet and pulling it down past your head. You blink sleepily at him, looking a little confused even as you smile.
"What time is it?" It's a struggle to bring your hand up from where it was to rub at your eyes, Yoongi notices, lost somewhere in the folds of the sheets.
"It's five-thirty." Yoongi lifts a hand to brush away the hair that blocks your eyes from him, smiling at the way you groan and try to pull the sheets back over your head. "A crime, I know. But get up. Or I'll leave your ass to be late."
You grumble something he couldn't quite catch, kicking the sheets free from around your legs and lay still, glaring at him. You looked cute though, with your puffy face and eyes that just screamed I'm too tired for this.
"Up and at 'em, missy." Yoongi pats your leg and stands, waiting until you get out of bed before he moves. You lean your head against his chest, and Yoongi presses a kiss to your hairline, hand meeting the warm skin of your back to rub small circles. He knows you, you'd simply wait until he leaves the room to get back under the warm covers and fall asleep again. But as you pull away and sleep leaves your eyes, he sees the excitement light them and you do a happy little wiggle before you walk quickly out of the bedroom.
"Don't take forever in there." Yoongi says, following after you, but moving back down the hall and into the kitchen while you go to the bathroom.
"Yeah yeah."
He makes your plate while he waits for you, pouring your coffee in your second favourite mug that you think brings you luck when you need it. Taking the small bowl of fruit he'd cut up earlier out of the fridge and putting it down next to your plate of eggs, bacon and toast.
You come in, fresh faced and hair looking somewhat neater than it was a couple of minutes ago. Surprise colouring your features, "Oh...you know I was.."
"I know. Sit."
You snap your mouth shut, sitting opposite him and he slides your coffee over. You smile slightly at the cup he picked, reaching for his hand. Your hand is a bit cold, but Yoongi's is too, and his cheeks are getting warmer and he's trying not to look directly at you.
"Thank you."
"Yeah....I don't want you to pass out at work or anything because you didn't eat breakfast." He squeezes your hand softly, and doesn't let go, "Eat before it gets cold, you still have to get ready."
Luckily for the both of you, you'd picked out what you're wearing the night before, more at Yoongi's prodding because you'd almost forgotten. And you're sitting, a little tense while Yoongi starts his car, dressed casually but still work appropriate.
The drive seems too short, and Yoongi could see you're a little more than nervous, fidgeting in your spot as you stare out the window at your new workplace.
"Relax, you'll be fine." He runs his thumb over your knuckles, smiling softly at you. "I'll pick you up later, just let me know when you're done."
You take a breath, nodding to yourself, "Okay. I'll text you during lunch."
Yoongi grabs your handbag and your lunch bag from the back seat and hands them to you. You turn to open the car door and Yoongi stops you, "Forgetting something?"
"Oh!" You giggle, leaning over to him and Yoongi gives a caste kiss, and one more just for luck. "I love you."
"Love you too, now get going." He shoos you with a wave of his hand, and waits until you're at the building entrance before waving again. He smiles when you smile widely and wave a little frantically before entering and he watches until he can no longer see you. He could only hope that your first day goes okay, good enough that you'd smile like that every time.
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Everything Falls (Into Place) | 01
**Banner by the incredible @bangtansmauyeondan
Pairing: OT7 x Fem Reader
Genre: College!AU, Roommate!AU, Fluff, Humor, Smut
Summary: Your new roommates are unbearably nice and unbearably hot. Good thing you're an adult who is fully capable of platonic friendships with the opposite sex, right?
Word Count: 1398
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Well, today sucked. Catching your now ex-boyfriend banging your roommate was bad enough, but in your bed? That was just uncalled for. You sighed as you opened the door to your favorite coffee shop and slunk inside, mind still reeling. It was too early for alcohol, so you were going to settle for as much sugar and caffeine as they could into a large coffee cup.
The sight of the barista working, Taehyung, perked you up a little. His warmth in his smile could thaw a thousand icy hearts, and from what you had seen of him, he was kind and endearingly goofy. He was also one of the most beautiful people you had ever seen.
"[Y/n]!" He greeted cheerfully when he saw you, lips widening to the signature boxy smile that had girls flocking to this coffee shop from all over campus. "The usual?"
"Hey, Taehyung," you greeted, managing a tired grin that you hoped distracted from what were probably red, swollen eyes. By the way his smile dimmed, you weren't successful. "Actually, can you get me the most caloric monstrosity you can come up with? With two shots of espresso and extra whipped cream?" His eyes widened at the deviation from your usual black coffee or plain iced americano, and a tinge of empathy entered his eyes.
"Coming right up," he promised, and immediately began bustling behind the counter. You watched idly as he worked, though your mind quickly went back to your own dilemma. Well, you were definitely moving out now, you weren't about to keep living with someone you couldn't trust. Luckily, the lease was in your roommate's name only, so it was up to her to find a subleaser. Otherwise she'd be the one eating the cost of your half of the rent. You silently thanked the patron saint of lazy college students for this small blessing.
"One [y/n]-special, on the house." Taehyung's deep, melodic voice broke you out of your reverie. You automatically reached for your wallet before registering what he had said.
"What? That's really sweet of you, but don't have to go to the trouble of doing that," you said in surprise. He just smiled and pushed the cup towards you.
"It's no trouble to cheer up a pretty girl," he insisted. It once again took you a moment to process his statement, and you reflexively looked around, confused. He couldn't be talking about you, could he? You could clean up pretty nice, sure, but you weren't exactly feeling like the belle of the ball at the moment.
Feeling like an idiot, you pointed at yourself for confirmation and you felt heat rising on your cheeks as he nodded in amusement. You could tell he wasn't even hitting on you, he was just stating what he perceived to be a fact. He wanted to cheer you up, and you were pretty. Just that realization pulled a more genuine smile out of you and you accepted the drink with a quiet thank you.
"There it is," he said, adorably pleased at having cleared some of the dark clouds from your expression. "I hope your day gets better."
"Thanks, Tae. You're the best," you said gratefully, taking a sip of the confection and missing the way his grin widened at the unexpected nickname.
You left the cafe feeling much lighter than you had when you entered, that small act of kindness giving you the strength to begin planning. The beverage was indeed horrifyingly sweet, but the shock of it was what you needed to clear your head. The next step was to talk to someone about it, obviously. The first thing you had done upon finding your (ex, you reminded yourself) boyfriend and roommate scrambling to put on their clothes was to robotically grab your backpack and laptop and go straight to the coffee shop. You pulled out your phone and rolled your eyes at the number of missed calls and texts. Ignoring them, you called your older brother.
"[Y/n]!" He said cheerily, picking up on the second ring. "What's going on?"
"Hey Jackson," you answered, your brother's voice adding another layer of balm to your wounded heart. "Um, I need some advice."
You spilled out the entire story of how you had gone to work on a group project, only to realize you had the wrong day scheduled, and come back to⊠that whole thing. He was furious, as you knew he'd be, and the only thing that was keeping him from beating the ever loving shit out of your ex was that he was currently studying abroad in France. Which was why you had decided he was the safest person to call.
"Focus, bro," you scolded, trying to calm him down. "Right now I need to figure out the most pain-free way to find a new place and get the fuck out of there. I can probably crash on Mina's couch for a couple days, but she lives in a studio so that won't be sustainable."
"You're right," Jackson sighed. "I'll ask some friends and see if anyone needs a subleaser, and you should do the same. I will say you seem to be taking this surprisingly well."
You paused as you considered what he said. It was true, actually. While you did feel hurt and betrayed, it was almost⊠distant. You somehow felt more annoyed at the disrespect and the inconvenience of moving than anything else. Well, you would take that over being heartbroken because of some cheating jackass.
"Yeah, I guess⊠maybe it hasn't hit me yet. I'm definitely dreading going back to grab my clothes and school stuff though. What if he's there?"
"You should bring a friend or two," your brother advised. "I know there weren't any problems like that during, but people can do crazy things when they're emotional. If you want, I know some guys. They can straighten him out." You almost rolled your eyes at how mafia-like he sounded, but his advice was good. Maybe you had binged one too many Reddit relationship horror stories, but it was better safe than sorry.
"I'll see who I can rustle up. But if I can't find any muscley boys I'll take your meathead friends," you teased, enjoying his squawk of indignation.
"Just because we appreciate the benefits of a healthy work out, does not make usâŠ" you smiled as he ranted at you, and the conversation lightened into your standard sibling jibes and banter.
"I should go, I need to call Mina and figure everything else out," you finally said regretfully, knowing that you'd have to have to undergo another round of explanations with your best friend.
"Yeah, sure. Tell her I say hi. I'll let you know if I get any bites about the housing situation."
"Thanks for everything, bro. I love you."
"I love you too, pipsqueak. Call me if you need anything."
"I will."
There was a pause, and before you could hang up, your brother quietly added, "you're too good for him, you know. He doesn't deserve you. And you didn't deserve what he did."
He hung up quickly, probably embarrassed at being a sensitive human being. You would have snickered if your eyes hadn't suddenly begun burning at the unexpected sweetness. It figured. Seeing the guy you were dating balls deep in another girl didn't make you cry, but a heartfelt compliment from your brother did. Feelings were weird.
You took several deep breaths, waiting for the hot feeling in your eyes to dissipate, before deciding to text Mina. You didn't think you could handle another full phone conversation in public. Luckily, she texted you back right away.
You
Hey? Can I come over? And crash for a few couple days?
Freshly single and need to avoid my place for a bit.
I'll explain everything later.
Mina
Whoa what? Yeah I'm home, come over whenever.
I'll open a bottle of wine.
You
Marry me.
Part of you dreaded the unearthly shrieks of rage Mina was sure to emit when she heard the story, but the rest of you was ready for her warm hugs and the abuse she was sure to spew at your ex. Just knowing people like her, Jackson, and even kind acquaintances like Taehyung were supporting you was enough to keep your back straight and eyes forward. You would be just fine.
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Everything Falls Masterlist
Banner by the lovely @bangtansmauyeondan!
Pairing: OT7 x Fem Reader
Genre: College!AU, Roommate!AU, Fluff, Humor, Smut
Summary: Your new roommates are unbearably nice and unbearably hot. Good thing you're an adult who is fully capable of platonic friendships with the opposite sex, right?
Word Count: 90,211
Rating: 18+
I'm currently figuring out this whole tumblr thing but you can also read this fic in its current entirety (31/31) on my AO3!
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