the gay clown from saw: your test is to go one whole day without getting mad at people for being wrong on the internet

me: easy peasy ive been online for the last 18 years i know how to control my emotions *opens tumblr* hhnnggghh.... hhggnnrrrhghh aaagghRRGGHAAAAAAHHH!!! *is devoured by beasts*

What's staoke

its a phone game! the full name is "la corda d'oro starlight orchestra" but a lot of ppl refer to it as "staoke" bc of its lengthy title... it's currently only available in japanese but i promise u guys it's actually so good if u like classical music, a very sunny heroine and an amazing coming of youth story, you'd 100% love it

uki uki midnight and doki doki morning give me early bird/night owl ship vibes- even though the songs mean the day/night of a girl's life i like to think of them as sapphic gfs with verrrry different sleep schedules 😭😭

AWWWW I AGREEEEEEEE sooO adorable... moa and su are early birds while yui and momo are night owls <3

I saw a TikTok saying that most people are literally just their OTP combined into one person and you are so right !! I am YuiKou !! ✨ /LH !!

I just want to say, thank you all for welcoming me back to Tumblr. This new life I’m restarting is still rough, but hopefully once I get my spark back, it’ll be a great time here. Thank you again.

(✉️🎻 Can you guess? I believe in !Vampire Yui supremacy! This was a quick sketch, but I certainly loved the way it turned out. 🎻✉️)

ouughh… i feel mentally ill….. this new art is actually making me go crazy oh my godf…………. *literally spontaneously combusts*

do you ever think about how rio often thinks about the inevitability of death and how he has to cherish the ones he loves because he Know it can all disappear in an instant just like it did before whereas yui avoids the topic altogether and distances himself when he realizes his grandpa is growing old so that he doesnt have to acknowledge it . Do you ever think about that

Sketch dump be upon ye

I was looking through my camera roll for a reference photo and I unearthed these sketches from last year that I did while I was still working my way through watching the UC timeline for Gundam with my old man and I partially forgot that I did these in the first place. My art definitely has developed a bit since then I’ve realised, but it’s nice to look back on regardless.

Wing sketch page from 26th of July

Banagher sketch page from 2nd of August for a AU that I had in mind at the time but never really developed on further until thinking about it again recently (I think it had something to do with there being a actual curse surrounding gundams and it had a few different progression stages to it depending on how much a gundam pilot actually piloted a gundam)

Hathaway sketch page for either the same AU idea or something completely different (I can’t remember for the life of me) also from the 2nd of August (I think I had a partial mafia based idea in mind when I did this but I don’t remember)

Advantages of being an elf:

- you get the pointy ears

- youre never in a hurry again, ever

Disadvantages of being an elf:

- every other race assumes youre racist

- every other race makes fun of your bland cooking, with good reason

- you gotta walk up a thousand stairs to make it to the 2nd room of any building bc the architect thought making it tall and ornate af was a good idea for some reason

- no other race laughs at your jokes, with good reason

- theres always some fucker high up the chain of command whos like "elven kind never interacts with the brutish orcs...." and youre like "who voted for this guy anyway" and then you find out he was chosen royal advisor 10,000 years before you were born

- every other race makes fun of your garbs. With good reason.

Finally drawing that girls' last tour sonic au I said I'd make

MEOOOW MEOOOOOOW GRRRR ARF ARF MEIAAAAAOW

THE GIIIIIÌIIRLS <3

My cousin’s Rain Code Opinions ( Part Three, I Think ) ;

✨ Literally hates Vivia, hates the speed at which he speaks, tried to quit his request for the books, booed when we got his Memory Shard.

✨ Has now discovered my taste in men is “ pathetic, but dilfy “

✨ We want Kodaka to verify Yuma’s age immediately, so she can ship YumaGami freely without shame.

✨ Shingami is wife.

✨ Also hates Halara for not helping Kei / Boy / Baseböl out in the first chapter.

✨ Yakou’s gagging after eating Yuma’s food almost made her puke.

✨ agrees that Shinigami should have been fat

✨ Bonus ; Kind of ships YuiKou, but also, is worried for my mental well being

reminder that hating on michimiya is out and her bonding with suga over their crushes on their oblivious dumbass bestie is in

Yamato and Kakeru you both deserve a hit on the head! Stupid men being stupid angsty teens (affectionate). Here I am, complaining about the running around in circles like teens in the show-about-teens-running-around-each-other-in-circles.

Shout out to my favorite guy in this show

He represents me. We are so done with these boys's stupidity. Yui has observation skills and more braincells than the whole cast. Never change ❤

And to her. You are kind and beautiful and deserve only the best

Also, I want my hairdos to look just as nice

Anyway, next week looks nice~ we're getting some more angst

(SPOILER WARNING! GO WATCH ON NETFLIX FIRST IF YOU DON'T WANT SPOILERS!) So I watched an anime movie called Words Bubble Up Like Soda Pop...

...And the male lead, Cherry, is SO AUTISTIC CODED and I relate to him so much!

This is him...first off, the headphones around his neck aren't used AT ALL for listening to music. He uses them SOLELY for blocking out loud noises and to give himself the APPEARANCE of listening to music just so people don't talk to him. I do this often as well, though I do also use mine for music if too much noise gets through. He gets visibly overwhelmed and is quick to put on his headphones when it gets too loud (so am I), like in this scene where Mr. Fujiyama is talking too loud for him.

You can see that he's clearly distressed by this, and when it happens again later, he even TELLS Mr. Fujiyama that he's too loud after he quickly puts his headphones back on. When he meets Smile, he bluntly points out her braces (I watched the sub, and he just stares at her braces and says the word 'braces', I don't know about the dub), which causes Smile to run away since she is self-conscious about her buck teeth and braces. Cherry also doesn't make eye contact as much as a "normal" person would, speaks with a quieter, more monotone voice than the other characters, and talks as little as he possibly can, because he is not good at talking and gets extremely anxious when he has to talk to people he isn't comfortable with. When Smile calls him to find her phone after their phones accidentally get switched, Cherry freezes up and can't speak, he can't even ANSWER the call because of his anxiety, leaving his friends to do it for him. This is just like me, I freeze up in social situations all the time, and I am physically incapable of talking on the phone without freezing up to anyone but my grandma and my mom, my mom has to do all the phone stuff for me because I have panic attacks over making phone calls.

(He's so anxious about the call, just look at him freaking out...he's seriously just like me, I freeze up on the phone too.)

When he has to recite his haiku in front of everyone, he also freezes up and takes several deep breaths before reading it as quickly as possible and then saying that haiku is a WRITTEN art form, and that it shouldn't have to be read out loud, before putting his headphones back on and sitting down, clearly embarrassed...and that's only two situations where he gets anxious. Also, when he's nervous/embarrassed, his WHOLE BODY turns tomato red.

(You can't see it in this image, but he is actually red like this ALL THE WAY DOWN TO HIS FEET!)

Speaking of haiku, Cherry writes haiku in order to better express himself, and it seems to be his special interest, as he is knowledgeable of haiku poets and their work, and lights up when he talks about it in a scene where Mr. Fujiyama recites random haiku to kinda quiz Cherry...? At least, that's how I interpreted that scene, and Cherry was correct in his answers. He keeps a haiku dictionary in his phone case, which makes it look like a brick in comparison to everyone else's, and the dictionary belonged to his dad originally, but, because his dad supports Cherry's love for haiku, he gave it to him. His mom also supports his haiku writing, and even likes all the haiku he posts online, much to his embarrassment. He also uses it to confess to Smile at the end of the movie, while still being incredibly anxious and his whole body still being that same tomato red color, it is a very sweet scene and for me personally, it was cuteness overload. He confessed to her in a very socially awkward way, using his special interest of haiku to recite some he made about her, and I know some people might find it a bit cringe, I thought it was adorable watching him struggle initially, but eventually build up the courage to express his love in the only way he knew how. I relate to this as I have always been much better at expressing myself and communicating through creative writing than actually speaking, I use creative writing to process basically anything...from things that happen in life to my own complicated emotions (I have alexithymia, which is sometimes referred to as emotional blindness, meaning 99% of the time, I have no idea how I'm feeling about anything, and this also extends to not knowing how other people are feeling as well...this is why I watch anime, because the expressions are much easier to read due to the much more expressive character design, particularly the eyes). Creative writing can help me figure out the emotions I'm trying to process, as well as just help me get my point across in a much clearer and easy to understand way...just like how writing haiku helps Cherry understand his feelings and express himself better.

(Look at him, he's trying his best and it's honestly adorable in my opinion.)

We see Cherry grow closer to Smile over the course of the movie, and I personally knew he was comfortable around her when he was finally able to take off his headphones when around her, because I'm very much the same way. If I take off my headphones around someone, it's a sign of trust, security, and affection, and it seems to be the same for Cherry. One day while walking with Smile, she points out that he's not wearing his headphones, and he replies that he doesn't need them anymore. I thought this was adorable and a good way to show that Cherry feels comfortable around Smile.

Throughout the movie he tries to tell her that he's moving away, but is either unable to bring himself to tell her or gets interrupted by someone or something else. Eventually, Smile finds out anyway and is very upset since she wanted to see the fireworks at the festival together with Cherry. Cherry obviously is DISTRAUGHT when Smile sadly continues the walk back home alone with only a "Take care", and as she walks away he tries to reach out one more time, but can't speak anymore and the world gets louder and louder until Cherry finally puts his headphones back on to make it all stop. He holds his hands over his headphones as he sinks to his knees right there where he's standing and completely breaks down shaking and crying...it's like he's having an implosive meltdown...and as someone who has both explosive and implosive meltdowns myself, I can definitely say that my implosive ones do at times resemble Cherry's breakdown in the movie, as I will also hold my hands over my headphones and put more pressure on them, and/or curl into myself or go completely into the fetal position and cry.

(He's trying to reach out, but can't and he's clearly frustrated with himself...)

(And here comes the breakdown...poor Cherry 🥺)

This scene broke me...hearing everything get louder and louder until Cherry put his headphones on and it all went quiet, and then hearing nothing but his cries for the rest of the scene with the volume increasing as it went on...yeah...I felt that to the core...the sensory experiences with the sound design in the movie really made me feel what Cherry was feeling, and it was so relatable too.

I think that's enough now, I've gone on long enough as it is, and even though I jumped around through the movie scenes in this post, I hope you can still understand it okay. This is my first attempt at a headcanon-supportive character analysis (and actually a character analysis in general), so I hope I did alright. I just wanted to express my love for my new comfort character, Cherry, because he's adorable and relatable and I love characters like that. Words Bubble Up Like Soda Pop can be found on Netflix. Personally, I think it's really underrated and it's a very sweet slice-of-life movie about two insecure teens and how they spend their summer together. There's nothing TOO heavy in it and I like the characters, the animation, and the color palette is very interesting and fun. All in all, it's an easy one for me to watch, and having a comfort character in it in the form of Cherry just adds to its appeal for me.

I hope you don't mind how different this post is from my usual Pokemon-related stuff, but I just had to make this because I relate to Cherry so, SO much. I'll be back with more Pokemon stuff next time though, so don't worry 😅