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bringing these back bc i found them again while going through my photos
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onlyangel-supremacy · 11 months
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my niche:
blonde ‘thinks he’s straight’ golden retriever falls in love with spanish, curly haired, musical, openly gay kid
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bish-plz-haha · 8 months
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Heartstopper fanfic(?)
I have this Heartstopper fanfic idea that's a crossover between the "big 3" of gay media: Heartstopper, Red, White & Royal Blue, and Young Royals.
But I dunno if I should write it.
Reblog for yes, like/scroll for no?
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gloomp3s · 2 years
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#it's boobies
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girlwithfish · 2 months
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also i think i saw this teacher i had in high school my senior year for social studies and he was conservative and i didnt like him and i wasnt sure bc its been so long but then i heard someone mention his name and i was like coincidence so i did some searching and he does work at this middle school now and theres some tweets n stuff abt him making bigoted comments at my old hs and also inappropriate comments to girls like oh ok
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welcometoteyvat · 4 months
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i queued. so many posts. dead
but it's quite funny to go through my likes and see how my fanwork dynamic preferences have changed
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snallavanta · 1 year
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thank god for the season 3 renewal if not all the nyc press will be asking edmar about a young royals x heartstopper crossover
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matoitech · 2 years
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just recently typed out a big post abt why i especially dont like promare high school aus in particular and then deleted it cuz i didnt want 2 b a hater and i felt like i complained abt it enough. perhaps i shyould complain abt them More lest ppl think when i say i like aus i mean the common boring ones many of which i have a visceral hate inmy heart for (mostly the school ones coffee shop stuff is boring but i dont Hate it i jsut dont read it)
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angelbabysimon · 1 year
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I posted 1,745 times in 2022
That's 1,269 more posts than 2021!
172 posts created (10%)
1,573 posts reblogged (90%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@tooindecisivetopickaurl
@cockcicle
@egberts
@rachkin
@myauroraborealis
I tagged 1,632 of my posts in 2022
Only 6% of my posts had no tags
#ask - 60 posts
#yr s2 spoilers - 57 posts
#young royals - 46 posts
#🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶 - 25 posts
#oh - 18 posts
#ice boys my most beloved in all the land - 13 posts
#so true - 13 posts
#skating - 12 posts
#young royals fic - 11 posts
#not yr - 10 posts
Longest Tag: 137 characters
#they’re jokes until one day they’re not and it’s not fair to train yourself to believe those things you deserve so much more than that 🫶
My Top Posts in 2022:
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i support prince wilhelm rights but more importantly i support prince wilhelm wrongs
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me when someone casually says they’ve seen young royals
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re: wille in season 2
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gnrbitch · 1 year
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Can I have this dance?
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17 yr Slash! x 17 yr Y/n!
Warnings: Just some profanity
Angst?, some jealous Slash, Fluff!!!
Y/l: your last name (but you guys probably already knew that)
Y/hs: Your hairstyle of choice
Imagine whatever style of dress you want! I just chose the color for you guys (oops!)
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1983
Slash was truly appalled when he had heard that Y/n Y/l, his ex girlfriend was going to the prom with Jonny Reed. Why was she going with some other dude instead of him?
Sure they had ‘Broken up’, but they were always breaking up, everyone knew that. Slash would say something that would upset Y/n, and he would be to stubborn to admit he was in the wrong (which he always was), then they would break up, but then he would always go to her house and apologize! All he needed was some time!
But now here he was, listening to Marc retell the story of how Johnny Reed has asked Y/n out to prom.
“I think she said yes out of spite” Steven said as they all hung out in Slash’s moms basement. “of course she did! that’s the reason we broke up this time!” Slash said pacing around, he can’t remember the last time he was this stressed. “Wait what?” Marc said, furrowing his eyebrows “You told Y/n you didn’t wanna go to prom?”. “I mean not exactly, I just told her prom was lame and that only losers go.” Slash responded with a semi-guilty look.
Steven scoffed, “Y/n always talks about prom in class” (which Slash wouldn’t know, considering he’s in continuation) “So i say, that spite is well deserved!”.
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As Slash laid in bed that night, the only thing going through his head was Y/n.
He loves Y/n, he really does, I mean that’s why he’s able to apologize to her after only being apart from her for 2 days! And Slash was not the kind of person to apologize. And Y/n knew that!!! She should feel lucky he even apologizes!
But Slash knew Y/n was in the right, again. He had basically given her a pass to go with someone else, Johnny Reed at that!! What a fucken loser, he would’ve rather much had Steven take her!
The point is, Slash was jealous, the kind of jealous that made him want to march up to Jonny Reeds house and beat his ass. Now thinking about how hot- beautiful (Y/n prefers when he calls her that, she thinks hot is corny) Y/n’s gonna look, he now regrets not asking her to that stupid fucken prom. Knowing Y/n, he would’ve gotten a special treat after the prom.
Now sitting up, he decided, he’s going to that fucken prom, and he’s gonna snatch Y/n away from fucken Johnny Reed.
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“Mom, I need you to make me a suit for prom” Slash said with a mouthful of cereal, grateful for the fact his mom was a designer so he didn’t have to waste any money on a stupid suit he was only gonna use once.
“Prom huh? what colors did you guys choose?” His mom, Ola responded. Slash looked at her confused, “What?”. “You and Y/n, what color did you guys choose?” Ola, looking at her son, eyebrows furrowed, confused look on his face “To wear Slash, the color you guys are gonna wear”.
“Oh! oh, about that” He said looking down, using his spoon to swirl the left over milk from his cereal “Me and Y/n broke up, and another guy is taking her.” “What! What happened Slash?”. Now Ola was aware of Slash and Y/n’s relationship, and she really had love for the girl, being able to deal with her very stubborn son, and since they’ve been together, Slash has been staying away from trouble.
“Well I told her prom is lame and only losers go.” Slash said “But i didn’t think she would take it so hard!” Ola rolled her eyes “Let me guess, now you’re going to go to the ‘lame’ prom and get her back”, Slash flashed her a smile “exactly”. Slash’s mom sighed, “Okay, let’s work on that suit. I’m thinking Navy blue”
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It was the day of the prom, Slash had gotten himself ready and borrowed his moms car, but before heading to school he obviously had to pick up Steven, Marc and their dates, who are acquainted with Y/n.
“I was a bit suprised when Steven told me you were going to the prom, Slash” Stevens date, Jamie had said looking at Slash through the car mirror. “You were suprised! imagine how i was!” Steven responded hitting Slash’s shoulder while he was driving. Slash just grumbled a little “yea” and kept his eyes on the road. “I’m guessing you’re going for Y/n” Marc’s date, Angela spoke. “Y/n!! omg i was there when she got her dress, she looked so pretty” Jamie responded looking over to Angela. Slash’s grip on the wheel tightened at the mention on Y/n, he looked over to Marc to get them to shut up, but he just shrugged his shoulders.
“Poor Y/n, Slash you should’ve seen the look of horror she had when Johnny asked her.” Angela said with a sympathetic look on her face, Slash gave another glance to Marc, who in his words said “She had her hands over her face and nodded her head.” Marc didn’t even look at him.
“What do you mean?” Slash said looking at Angela through the car mirror. “Well she was embarrassed that was sure, I mean she was asked in front of everyone! She probably said yes out of pity.”
Now that was a huge relief for Slash. A pity yes! He now felt ten times more confident, his confidence faltering while he was looking at himself in the mirror.
They soon enough got to school, and as soon as they entered the building Slash looked around for Y/n, but she wasn’t there yet.
But when she did get there, Slash almost slapped himself in the face for not asking her. A beautiful baby blue silk dress and Y/hs, Slash felt like crying, truly, how did he manage to let a fucken loser like Johnny Reed take his girl to the prom?
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Quickly, the night turned sour for Y/n, first noticing Slash was here made her heart churn, stuck on wanted to leave and go home, or running to Slash and begging him to stay by her side the whole night. But she just followed wherever Johnny took her, feeling upset when she noticed that smug look he had on his face when he noticed Slash was here.
They ended up arguing at their table because that asshole had decided to let Suzy Grant rub herself all over him on the dance floor.
So Y/n ended up sitting by herself, with the occasional hellos from people.
Until she felt someone sit next to her “Y/n”
She almost cried hearing his voice. “Slash”
“I’m sorry for what I said” he said, looking at her side profile, studying all of her features that he dearly missed. Y/n turned to him “It’s okay, you were right, prom is lame”
And Slash felt bad, cause he saw when her and Johnny Reed argued, and he stared at her the whole time she sat alone.
“No it’s not, I just fucked it up for you” Slash said looking right into her eyes, “Yea” Y/n gave a sad chuckle, thinking about how hard she worked for prom “You really did” she finished with tears forming in her eyes. “I’m so sorry Y/n” Slash said holding her hands in his, “it’s okay Slash”
And as the intro to wild horses by the rolling stones started, Slash got up, “Can i have this dance Y/n?” “You don’t dance Slash” she laughed, looking at him like if he was crazy. “For you, i’ll do it” and she grabbed his hand, both of them knowing that he meant more than dance.
As the two of them slow danced, Slash looked at her “I missed you Slash” she said, one arm over his neck, the other holding his hand. “I fucken missed you too Y/n” he said looking at her, and after slow dancing to half of the song, he finally gained some courage. “Y/n?” He said, suddenly feeling a deep blush in his face “yes?”
“I love you”
Y/n smiled, her heart racing because this was the first i love you, and it came from him. “I love you too Slash” she said, giving him a kiss, in which he was happy to give back.
maybe prom wasn’t lame after all.
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Guys holy shit i’m soooo sorry for not posting😭 i started school and it’s been kicking my ass. I’ll be trying to post more!!! hopefully you guys enjoyed this 💕
LMFAO also Slash look so awkward in that pic 😭
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aernx · 10 months
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⌕ CUPID’S REFLECTION ✶ 종성
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[ 00.1 ]﹒₊﹒ milk b4 cereal — yn & friends
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# 001. JEON YN — jeonynlvr | crunchytoast
senior yr of hs, has gotten 3 couples together by accident. friends w 3 losers hiding behind pretty faces, will always listen to karina’s delulu rants (sometimes gets delulu with her) but kinda tired of it sometimes bc girl gotta step up!! lowkey has commitment issues, nvr been in a relationship before but acts like she gives the best relationship advice.
# 002. KARINA — karumiblu
senior, yn’s number one bff, has been crushing on heeseung since sophomore year but hasn’t done anything abt it. super delulu (but aren’t we all?) loves to rant abt heeseung to the group and they’re all used to it atp.
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# 003. HAN — quokka.han
senior, group’s moodmaker. loves encouraging karina’s delulu rants “girl he wants you SO bad/y’all are married atp” loves pressing yn and taehyun’s buttons.
# 004. TAEHYUN — itsterry
also senior, the only sane person in the group, has a very sharp tongue (beware you might get hurt!), straight a student, the group’s tutor and hw checker !
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AERINOTES ⟡ for plot purposes, heeseung x karina wld be featured as a side ship as it is essential for the plot (yk matchmaker n whatnots) i’m not shipping these idols irl! they’re js to fill in the plot
CPR TAGLIST + open ! send ask/comment to be added in
@reivrze @hanniluvi @luvkpopp @lunavixia @iadorethemskz @yswon @luvistqrzzz @writingmeraki @143lele @thea-herondale @chaewon-slays @voguewonye @viagumi @linyki @flwrshee @miercerise @star4rin
permanent taglist + ( will only be tagged every 5 chps )
@1-800shutthefuckup @astrae4
nets ! @enhanet @hyfenet @k-labels
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fandom-mind-dump · 1 month
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scp-963 article but all the vowels where removed. tm #: SCP-963
bjct Clss: cld
Spcl Cntnmnt Prcdrs: SCP-963-1 s t b gvn nt th cr f crrnt D lvl prtv, s wll s prsnnl clssfd s Dr. Brght's ssstnt. Ths ssstnt s t b chsn by 5-█ fr lylty t th Fndtn, s wll s psychlgcl stblty.
SCP-963 s t b ttchd t th sbjct's frhd r th bck f th sbjct's hnd sng stbly strng pxy. SCP-963-1 s nw hng by chn frm sbjct's nck. 963-1 s nt llwd t b hddn pn th sbjct's bdy. ny ttmpt t d s wll b mt wth lthl frc.
f th crrnt D-lvl sbjct xcds thrty-dy lf spn, thy r t b xctd nd nw sbjct chsn t wr 963-1. By rdr f 5-█, ny bdy SCP-963-1 s nstlld pn s gvn sty f xctn ntl t psss n f ntrl css, r 963-1 s trnsfrrd t nw hst.
TTNTN: s f 12/13/████ 963-1 s nt llwd n prxmty f ny cld r Ktr clss hmnd SCPs. Ths drctv s t b nfrcd lthlly. Rscndd, 5-6, 5-8, 5-9
TTNTN: s f ncdnt-239-b Clf-Kndrk, SCP-963-1 s nt llwd t St 17 wtht th xprss prmssn f thr 5's. Vltns r t b mt wth lthl frc. Rscndd, 5-6, 5-8, 5-9
Dscrptn: SCP-963-1 s n rnt mlt pprxmtly 15 cntmtrs n crcmfrnc md frm wht gld, wth thrtn (13) ██k brllnt-ct dmnds srrndng ███k vl-ct rby n strbrst pttrn. t ws dscvrd n th prsnl ffcts f ██████ ███ wh hd bn fnd dd by pprnt scd, srrndd by nmbr f sprntrlly-rltd bks. r gnt n th r fnd tht 963-1 ws ncpbl f bng dmgd nd brght t n ccrdng t prtcl XLR-8R-██.
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ntrvw Lg x████, Dt: ██-█-████
████: Cld y pls tll m yr nm?
D1-113: t's Jck Brght, y dmn wll knw t s!
████: blv y r Tm Hgly, wrkng fr s s prt f yr lf sntnc.
D1-113: Dn't b rdcls! cldn't pssbly b- (SCP-963-1 s rmvd t ths tm frm D1-113's pssssn. frthr MR shws tht D1-113 css ll hghr brn fnctns. 963-1 s rtrnd, pn whch brn fnctn rtrns.)
████: Dr. Brght?
D1-113: Wht?
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f sbjct mntns cntct fr thrty (30) dys, thr brn fnctns bcm dplct f th lt Dr. Brght's. f 963-1 s rmvd ftr ths tm prd, th sbjct rtns n ndpndnt cpy f th cnscsnss f Jck Brght. Snctns wr pt n plc t prvnt mltpl nstncs f Dr. Brght frm bng crtd t prvnt Dr. Brght frm cllbrtng wth hmslf, hwvr t ws fnd ths ws nt ncssry, s Dctr Brght hs prvn thrghly ddctd t th Fndtn nd ts cs.
Dctr Brght hmslf hs prfrmd xtnsv xprmnttn n SCP-963-1, wth th xprssd dsr fr rls frm t. ntrvws wth Dctr Brght ndct tht ██████ ███ klld hmslf n th prcss f mpwrng SCP-963-1, nd ws thrfr nvr bl t slv hs wn cnscsnss t th mlt. Dctr Brght hypthszs tht h ccdntlly ctvtd 963-1's pwr by bng klld, nstd f kllng hmslf s th rgnl crtr hd dn.
2n6vx.jpg SCP-963-2, shwn hr [DT XPNGD] ntry Rgrdng SCP-963-2 n ██/██/████, rdrs wr gvn by 5-9 t ttmpt t rplct SCP-963-1. ll ttmpts mt wth flr ntl SCP-963-2, t whch pnt [SBSQNT DT XPNGD]
LL NFRMTN RGRDNG SCP-963-2 S CLSSFD LVL 5. NYN TTMPTNG T CCSS FRTHR NFRMTN BT SCP-963-2 WTHT LVL 5 CLRNC WLL B TRMNTD.
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Wh hs bn wrkng fr th Fndtn snc th cntnmnt f SCP-590. Fr mr nfrmtn rgrdng Dr. Brght's mntl cndtn, s Dr. Glss's psychlgcl vltn.
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ivryne · 1 year
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⌗ THE AFTERMATH. | scara x f!reader
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mentally un(st)able ⊹ name & friends
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01. [ NAME ]
Your average academic overachiever
One of the bioengineering major third year scholar students
Lives off coffee and sour patch kids watermelon
Love watching true crime documentary (w heizou!).
Gets practically no sleep bc of her part time jobs to live off her daily expenses
Eldest daughter in her family (yk wat that means) so her family’s expectations for her are sky high as she is the backbone of her family
Rivals w Scara since hs until now (and they always end up in the same classes too)
02. LUMINE
Third year journalism major
Has a travel blog w her twin Aether where they travel tgt
Most wanted girl in the campus (real!)
Has an ex named Childe but they’re probably gonna get back tgt soon bc it has been an endless cycle (everybody is sick of it fr )
Besties w Name since middle school bc they’re 4lyfers (and Name is basically adopted in their family )
roomates w Name
03. HUTAO
Third year business marketing major.
Her family owns a renowned funeral parlor that she is going to inherit after her graduation.
Has an uncle that’s a professor in TU (we’ll get back to that later ;p)
Met Name & Lumi in their freshmen yr of hs
04. AYAKA
Third year public relations major business minor
seems calm and collected on the outside but acc has her own chaotic side
loves trying new things
her family is one of the top politicians in Inazuma so girly got that bag
Secretary of the student council
05. XIAO
Third year comp sci major
most sane in the group (real)
mom of the group
xiao is overall a great friend and acc gives very good life advice???
super lowkey, doesn’t like crowds, prefers to be around ppl he knows
Name’s childhood bestie
06. HEIZOU
Third year criminology major
Ur everyday flirt but has shit lovelife (fr)
Has lots of connections (he knows lots of gossip)
Bonds w Name by watching true crime documentary tgt
Loves pranking the group w Hutao
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⌗ THE AFTERMATH. masterlist ; prev | next
synopsis . . . You had it coming, really. It was your fault that you accepted that reckless dare, and it was your responsibility to deal with the aftermath. The question was how? How were you going to face all your pride and dignity after you slept with HIM? Your arch nemesis, the bane of your existence, and your number one rival since highschool, Scaramouche Kunikuzushi.
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NOTE. I’m too lazy to write in paragraphs hehe. Also ik some of y’all skip these char descs (me too sometimes) so I put if in points so it wld be easier to read :p
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postsofbabel · 7 months
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girlwithfish · 1 year
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5am instagram stalking ppl i used to go to hs with. its crazy bc some people are still friends with other ppl from our hs. i guess crazy to me bc i dont talk to anyone at all from either hs i went to nor anyone from the same school district i was in from 4 grade-8grade. i hvent mantained friendships or anything w anyone from any place ive lived. thinking its me. . ...
#the realjty is i was just really shy when i was a kid. the ppl i went to school w from ages 9-14 i didnt really have lasting friendships#i follow like 3-4 ppl from that time in school on Instagram but thats it rly. ive never kept a friendship#then fhe school i went to for under 2 yrs in hs I follow several ppl from cuz i guess i was somehow a little more social where i followed#some classmates on instagram but yeah no contacg w anyone and yeah. i really doubf anyone from either of those schools remembers me#i just wasnt rly close w anyone ever to remain in contact w. and i didnt reallly make friends at the hs i graduated from#and i follow a couple ppl from my last hs but thats it i havent talked to anyone from any of those times in my life again rly#Which is crazy like#I guess ive always just been standoffish. never unfriendly to ppl but i never really connected w anyone#beyond school and stuff. nd i doutb anyone remembers me anyway. i really was a nobody in hs without even my own circle of friends#crazy how rhat wrks out nd not thay i have many relationships atall rn besides family and my s/o but like its crazy cuz#sometimes my bf when were in his hometown will run into someone he wnt to school w cuz he stayed in the same school district#k-12 nd theyll recognize him and talk to him and its ctazy cuz ive movd twice so i just never stsyed in a place where that would happen.#i like dont know anyone from my high school here in nc nd have never seen anyone barely#LOL#sometimes i wonder what itd be like if i had stayed in ohio and gone to hs with all the ppl i had known a bit for all of middle school#Cuz i just really do not know anyone maybe my life seems a little lonely bc of that. idk..#its hard when a lot of ppls friendships r built on the fact that theyve known each otber for a long time or since x grade and are childhood#friends or something
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loving-n0t-heyting · 2 years
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Thinking about an (in many respects exemplary) English teacher from hs and the extent of the particular academic pathology he personified so intensely
The capstone of Fr X’s 3rd yr English class was a research paper, on a topic of our choice. The paper was to have a specific, highly regimented structure (like a 5 paragraph essay but more baroque) in which it would present the best arguments for and against some chosen proposition, satisfy a narrow range on its wordcount, and follow an idiosyncratic “10 writing commandments” (I remember one forbade the use of the verb “to show”). The research was to be conducted and the essay written in a series of carefully defined steps and drafts, each graded independently and with its own exacting grading criteria. This was all, ofc, an incredible pain, maybe even moreso if you already enjoyed argumentative writing given the stiflingly pedantic rubrics that governed each step in the process, and I don’t think anyone enjoyed it. And what is worst of all, that included Fr X! He would openly complain about the tedium of essay grading, and how he actually savoured plagiarists bc it gave him the opportunity to play detective instead, which in turn gave him the opportunity to prevail victorious over the cheater. I can recall him lovingly telling a story of a particular boy he managed to especially humiliate in this fashion
it’s a sign of my utter moral debasement at the time it never occurred to me how completely insane an arrangement this was. By design, our relationship with him was viciously adversarial, and to neither of our advantage! For us the work was obnoxious to produce, and for him the work was obnoxious to assess. Everyone loses, every time. Nobody made him do this: his methods were zealous beyond anything the school administration demanded of a teacher in his position. And while he would tell us this was for our ultimate benefit as writers, much or most of the rubric deployed against us was clearly tailored more to operationalising the process on his end and avoiding pet peeves than to improving us as writers in any more expansive or objective sense. I have never in my life written another essay with the structure we were required to use for that project, nor I think would he have expected me to. The whole thing had a pareto pessimal vibe to it; the assignment felt sort of designed around a principle of mutual immiseration
And beyond even the mere process of grading, the results themselves are taken as an obligation of the student to the teacher. I can remember teachers screaming that we had not held up our end of the bargain by doing poorly on tests when they had held up theirs by teaching us the test contents. Madness! What on earth are they getting from higher scores by us on exams that they set? If anyone is losing out it’s us, and yet you’re treating it as a personal affront to you! Even when the exam grading itself is not especially unpleasant, checking off little 100’s isn’t very pleasant either. And if it were, nobody would be stopping you from writing easier tests in the first place! It’s the same pathological failure of fractious and deliberately upsetting confrontations to neither party’s clear benefit
Fr X and the screamer are extreme instances, but the same structure is ubiquitous throughout teaching professions. It goes beyond anything explicable purely thru standardised testing, bureaucratic regulation, or personal vindictiveness. Teachers impose onerous work that they then hate evaluating, and treat quality output as a selfish extraction of theirs from students when they don’t stand to gain anything from it themselves. Even if you think some amount of punitivity is necessary in education, the extent to which teachers effectively and enthusiastically treat their pupils’ instruction as though it is exploiting them is just obviously topsy turvy. The adversarial game takes on a life of its own beyond any extrinsic goal it could be serving; tough but genuine love cannot possibly mean cackling in triumph and schadenfreude over thwarted cheaters like conquered enemies. If pedagogy requires the parties involved to adopt pretenses you should at least hope for ones not so precisely optimised to suck the souls of all involved
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