hey guys i just wanted to come here 2 say that i am not doing very well right now

im going to be homeless in a week. living with my boyfriend in his dorm and the school year is ending and so far i have not found a place to live. crossing my fingers my friends will allow me to stay with them, but i don’t really have a lot of options.

my parents are abusers and my mother admitted today that her house is more valuable than my life. i cannot live at said house because i sleep in too late and im not perfectly tidy (I’m not horribly messy—im just not enough to keep their house “immaculate.”) also, i am not going back to people who believe my life is worth less than a fucking house.

i have no idea where ill be going though

my mother also stole 8k from me a year or two ago (i have not recovered since)

i have no money

i have applied for countless jobs and have heard nothing

i don’t really know what to do

i don’t really feel like there’s a way out

not leaving tumblr or anything, this is my escape. Bruno is my escape.

srry for dropping this loaded post, ik this blog is usually jovial Bruno brainrot but i just had to get this off my chest. don’t worry, your regularly-scheduled unhinged Brunoposting will return right after this announcement.

thanks for reading.

(do you guys have any suggestions for what i should do? i really don’t want to live in my car or go to a homeless shelter. i’m scared.)

woweee this is a hard post to make. I want to start off by saying I am NOT going anywhere. I’m staying here and I’m going to do my damned best to be active on this blog.

But what I did want to come on here and say is I’m not sure I’m going to continue writing much, if at all. I’m burnt out and I’ve been hoping for a while that spark would come back but real life has been a bitch lately and I feel like I don’t have the time to actually put into fics. I’m not saying I’ll never write again, but if I do it will be few and far between and only when I have motivation. I knew this day would come unfortunately, but I was hoping I’d be able to hold off just a little longer on it. I also want to say thank you to all of my beautiful anons and people who have been liking, commenting, and reblogging my posts over the last year. It means more than you’ll ever know. You guys are truly some of the kindest people I’ve ever met and I never expected to meet so many great people through posting smut, of all things. It was a wonderful surprise.

again I’m not going anywhere, this blog isn’t going anywhere and I’m still going to be reading and reblogging my beautiful mutuals writings. Just not so much writing on my end anymore. I love you all and thank you so so much for all the support, it means the world to me. 🙏

Me, thinking about all the support and validation you all have given me during my first week of writing fanfiction

god i love transmascs why are 90% of us 5'4 with an incomprehensibly fat ass

Introducing (some) of the OC’s at the beach!

|| OOC ; I had the sudden inspiration while working last night and listening to my playlist.. so I created this. I love each and every one of you guys ( And everyone who plays the cannon characters !!! Possibly will make an edit for you guys soon <3 )

I wish there were more parts but you all are so amazing and I would kill and defend each and one of you even if we’ve barely interacted <3!!!!! And I don’t think I got everyone, I’m so sorry if I forgot you- I included everyone who I usually interact with or see on my dash

[ Tags ] ; @somatheking @chuckyjigsaw @gunstatsandsenshi @andromedagarcia @prosopagn0sis @herculesgarcia @your-sweet-cookie @twentyfourhourtitts @spade-0-chan @doctorariku @cassiopeiagarcia

Man, I love friends. Friends are the best. I love you guys<3

This goes out to anybody who has said or done anything nice to me:

Thank you. It really does me the world to me seeing all of your support whether it be encouragement through the hard times or compliments on my artwork

Ya'll really do make my day

This goes out to my mutuals in particular:

Ya'll are honestly the best. I really enjoy seeing your posts, whatever they may be. I may not have the confidence to talk to any of you, but I do consider you my friends :]

Overall, thank you guys for being here. I am truly blessed by all of your presence(s)

Happy Valentine’s Day to all my followers I LOVE YOU and appreciate you so much <3

Here’s a little kiss on the forehead for you 😘

Thank you to everyone who got me to 10000 likes! T.T I love you all so friken much!

Everyone being so sweet and supportive over my extreme self indulgence of my fic I posted today is beautiful. It makes me feel warm and soft and makes me want to just keep it going and reminds me of my roots and why I started this blog. What made a lot of people fall in love with what I do. Me being self indulgent as fuck and writing what I want to see.

I CAN’T BELIVE IT

today, I reached 100 followers! WOOHOO

thank you all for the love, to have my own little community on here, it just blows my mind!

I cannot wait to share all my WIPs because my docs are bursting at the seams with ideas - I’ve got a zombie fic brewing and it’s almost done! AHHHHH I’M SO EXCITED

Hello darlings💜💜

Just to let you all know that I will be taking a small break from uploading for awhile, it's not permanent and may only be for a few days or weeks.

I might post some little shitposts here and there to feed you thirsty bone freaks- (jk jk)

As to why? Well things have not been well for me in my personal life lately and my exams are putting piles of stress on me, as will as feeling like I have to respond to everyone in my inbox with wonderful asks.

As for those of you who have requested asks I'm extremely sorry that I can't get your asks finished quickly🙇‍♀️ but if you're patient with me I will definitely get them done when I feel up to it ik some of you have been waiting a long while for your asks to be answered, so I sincerely apologize sweeties♥

Again I sincerely apologize for the hold up and I'll get writing as soon as I can but right now I just need to take a break 💜

Thank you all so much your all so so so wonderful and I hope to do more for you all, seriously🙇‍♀️💜

If you're a mutual friend of mine I'll probably still text I just probably won't be uploading on my page QwQ

To my mutuals and followers:

You guys (gn) are all so awesome! I love you all. Thank you so much for following me and interacting with me! Y'all ROCK!

Love ya, fuckheads (affectionate) <33333

I literally just woke up and saw that there’s 3k of you now.. um hello?!?!? thankyouthankyouthankyouuuuuu I love you all soo much

though the movie might be cancelled, yuri on ice will live forever in our hearts. thank you yoi fandom, it's been real ♡

literally everyone on here has been so sweet to me the past couple days- so thank you guys so much-