19 with lee!HD and ler!XD or 4K :] it's seems like something he would say

my baby HD, my whole heart 💙

19. “I’ll never talk to you ever again” // from this prompt list

“Are you seriously gonna do this right now? It’s so unbalanced! This is so unfair!” HD yelled in fake outrage, looking at the two clawed hands that were gripped onto his triceps, holding his arms up and out of the way. He then moved his gaze to the four hands hovered above his torso, looking up at XD as they visibly smirked under their mask.

“Oh hush, HD, you love when it’s unbalanced and unfair.” the deity went bright red hearing this, trying to turn his face to hide it in one of 4K’s arms but the God just moved them away, forcing HD’s blushy skin to be exposed. He was about to start cursing them out when he felt claws grabbing at the bottom of his shirt, looking down to see the top set of hands pulling it up while his bottom set trailed behind, causing HD to break out into the most adorable giggles.

“I-Ihihi do nohot!” HD tried to sound as annoyed as possible but found it incredibly hard to do so when you’re too busy being tickled to bits. But he was met with silence, the air only filled by his own laughter as XD slowed their hands, moving them up a bit so that the top hands were resting on his ribs while the lower set were placed in the middle of his sides, where he was most sensitive.

“I’ll never talk to you ever again!” he spat out at the two larger Gods, chills going down his spine as they laughed at his outburst.

“Just be quiet and laugh for us, okay HD? Just be good.” And with that, the four hands sprung to life, squeezing and kneading and prodding and making HD howl and squeal. He was bucking his hips, kicking his legs and pulling at his arms, but XD’s hands kept his torso in place while 4K’s grip on his arms remained as tight as ever.

By the end of the attack HD was so blissed out and tired that he really couldn’t talk to the two Gods even if he wanted to.

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TESTAMENT DOUJINSHI BIRTHDAY BLAST

HI!!!! Im celebrating testament’s birthday by sharing scans of 3 testament-centric doujinshi anthologies: totentanz (2007), gentle grim reaper (2014), and potatoment (2015), as well as a collection of short stories by 1 of the writers as a bonus. Generally sfw, untranslated. Dizzy sol and johnny are also in there sometimes, some others too.

Google drive might not be the neatest way to share this, but its the best ive got right now. Hopefully anyone else out there finds these as extremely charming as i do. :) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESTAMENT YAY

🥺 my recent colette drawing from someone who asked even tho i didnt post it at first

WAIT WAIT WAIT SO (thank u anon)

JAKARTA/FLOUR = mentioned on radio, start of the outbreak, happens to have the largest flour mill in the world

FLOUR/ERGOT = the fungus the epidemiologist mentioned in the opening, ergot, affects wheat

ERGOT/BISCUITS = neighbor guy is force-feeding granny those biscuits in the beginning and offers some to Joel and Sarah, who DECLINE (biscuits have flour in them, wild, I know)

BISCUITS/MF CRAIG MAZIN = said in tlou podcast that “careful viewers” will be rewarded- in reference to the biscuit scene.

Of course the fungus we see in TLOU is Corycep, but maybe it was able to mutate or just feed off of the other fungus?

First drawing i post here, hello tumblr.com i am joining a deceased fandom once again

dentist update: my mouth is actually in WAY better shape than i thought considering i basically didn't brush my teeth at all last year and haven't had a cleaning or regular dental care in 12 years. there's one molar that's not salvageable and another that probably needs a root canal but i honestly expected to lose both bc they've been rotting in my mouth for. Months. and other than that i literally only need like 3 fillings. ✌️

That last comic is KILLING me, I wanna swipe Wally away the poor baby😭

So..... Yesterday I sat down and choose to draw ......

HUMAN RAGATHA .

Your Design i just love it so much.

I really wanted to show you my drawing (I was kind of scared at first) then I went LILA WONT KILL ME THERE SO NICE.

(lolz Hands HANDS ARE A STUGGLE but I am only a beginner no where near your level )

AGGIEEE!!!!!! RAGS!!! THANK U SO MUCH FOR DRAWING HER I CANT BELIEVE IT SHE IS ADORABLE!!! :-3

That’s what she holds onto. A life—an eternal one—with someone else as Lord. Someone true of heart. Quick of mind. That’s the dream, right there. And all she has to do is clear the way.  - Chapter 26

Another swrd art… what a surprise lol. go check it out guys! (i will never stop preaching about it)

hi @un-local how r u on this fine afternoon

Here go

it's been so long since I've been gifted the classic sunni heart bombardment

Are u still doing the faces? 7e for oboro? 🥺

[ID from alt: gintama fanart of oboro drawn for an expression prompt of sticking a tongue out in furrowed-brow thought. he's drawn as a young child in his naraku outfit]

BEAUTIFUL CHILD <33 he's trying to figure out an assassination technique

the new sunrise

ahh i finished i love this book (i love this book!!!) it’s so good. in other lands is about growing up and learning how to love. loving and being hurt and living with the pain; loving and being hurt and living with the pain; loving and being hurt and and opening yourself up to even more pain because that’s the only way to get what you want which is love.

it’s about being a sad, scared, lonely little kid whom no one wants, reading stories about magical lands full of magical beings and golden heroes, and then going to those magical land and still being that lonely little kid, off to the sidelines, watching someone else be the hero. hating that person for being everything you aren’t, and then not hating them at all.

it’s about realizing that the sad, scared, lonely little kid is just as much a story you’ve been telling yourself as is the story about the beautiful perfect magical land, and the beautiful perfect hero, and that like all stories it’s only partly true, and that this story in particular is doing more harm than good. and letting it go, like you’ve had to let go all the people who did not love you the way you wanted them to, the way they should have; being brave enough to say, “i don’t know what happens next.” knowing that no matter where you end up, you’ll be okay, as long as you’re with the people who care about you.

it’s about flipping a coin and hoping for tails, and getting to see mermaids, after all.

i was tagged by @mercymaker to make myself in this picrew & post the last song i listened to !! thank you mel! 😄

i'm obsessed with chappell roan right now - saw some clips of her coachella performance and she's so magnetic!!!

tagging: @froghwon @genderdotcom @bladeweave @bladesmitten @shizuoi @wonhos-fabuloso @20cm

(hello new bg3 mutuals HAHA hope y'all don't mind me tagging u! no pressure ofc haha!! 💗)

Something I noticed about Haruka's change in t2 is that he says he likes the way he is now and supposedly gained more confidence, but the rest of his answers in seasons 2's interrogation are still self deprecating. Saying how no one is like him cause "no one is likehim cause they are all great people, everything (about him) is wrong, etc.". My guess is what he gained wasn't confidence, it was his innocent vote and Muu's influence that temporarily rubbed off on him. Think about it: Muu's personality did a whole 180 when she was voted innocent. She went from being shy and timid to becoming a queen bee which is what her 'true personality' is. Haruka, while he learned to become more social, was still unsure of himself. He couldn't fathom why someone like him was forgiven (what he sings in akaa) but still takes it. But why?

Cause it's what Muu does. They were both given an inch and took a mile

It's pretty clear Haruka is heavily attached to Muu (he even says his current self only exists because of her), but I think Muu influenced him to think that forgiven = what he did wasn't wrong. Since it seems like it is also her own mindset. But before, Haruka knew what he did was wrong and felt remorse, while Muu always thought she was in the right cause (her words: It's your fault for doing horrible things to me)

Also, confident people do not form unhealthy attachments like this and threaten to kts for someone else. Haruka did not gain confidence, he gained temporary relief from someone else

And this isn't to say Muu is abusive or doesn't care about Haruka at all, but it's still so incredibly unnerving to influence someone that's already broken like this

Thank you so much for this. I've wanted to talk about this for a while, I feel like the fandom overlooks just how deeply Muu influenced (and probably continues to influence unless their codependency starts to break in T3) Haruka. Not that shes evil or abusive or anything of the sort, but unfortunately their attachment styles create the most awfully perfectly fitting puzzle piece

Haruka looks down on himself so much, he wants more than anything to be a "smart, strong and interesting person" in his own words. As a result he is constantly searching for someone to latch onto and mirror, trying to create a new identity for himself, because he just doesn't see any part of himself that is worth keeping (BPD Haruka headcanon comes in...) Haruka still believes he's wrong, that he's worthless, but he's desperately looking for any solace albeit temporary or fake. A confirmation bias I think?

Something that comes into mind when proving this point, is that when Muu talked about Kotoko's attacks in her 2nd VD, she mentioned that those who were attacked were "deemed bad people by the Guard" as in they were scary and cruel, but Es, who so kindly believed that Muu wasn't at fault by giving her an innocent verdict, had deemed those people at fault, so they kinda deserved it, in her view. When Haruka was asked about what he thought of Kotoko's attacks, he said something similar, but then we see him in Mikoto's 2022 birthday TL coming to check up on him, showing compassion, wanting to wish him a happy birthday, even though Mikoto was voted guilty in T1, he should be a bad person in Haruka's book as well, but I think that shows he doesn't really believe what Muu was saying, he just doesn't think of his opinions as worthy so he latches onto those of the people he looks up to, the authority figures (Muu, Es) (I could talk about this for a while...). Also, in the newest collab, one of Haruka's lines were "Mikoto-san is a good person" but I'm not sure exactly when in the canon timeline that takes place (as in, before or after T2) (I'M SORRY I JUST HAVE TO BRING UP 0109 SIBLINGS HERE THEIR DYNAMIC IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME)

I do think Muu feels guilt and is just as broken, just in different ways, and she copes with her own issues differently, but I won't go offtopic... but yes I completely agree with what youre trying to say here. That Haruka is largely under Muu's influence, and it's heartbreaking. I often think about how an innocent verdict in T1 without Muu's influence would've helped Haruka gain some actual confidence and maybe even start to develop some sense of identity and independence. When I see Haruka T2, when I listen to his VD, his MV, all I see is... not Haruka. As in, Haruka under someone else's influence, breaking even more. It's not either of their faults, again! But god is this codependency going to take a toll on him for a while.

Like, come on, you can't tell me the boy who gives the most birthday wishes, says that all the prisoners are good people unlike him, says he would forgive everyone but certainly not himself, is a confident, guilt-free person. I don't know if it's just me but even his smile in his T2 sprite feels so... forced...? My poor poor boy.

oops I rambled too much didn't I. but thank you for this ask I hope I'm making sense and I'm so so sorry I took so long to respond eee