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janesgms · 1 year

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Astro notes - 03

Having three or more planets in the 10th house or in the 10°/22° degrees (in the natal chart and persona charts) means you'll be sucessful in life and will achieve your desired job (or at least a dignified job), now, the way you will achieve it will depend on the planets and its aspects.

Also, having juno in the 10th house is a huge indicator of having a spouse who's gonna be successful in life, you'll be on the same page regarding your career life

Having the asteroids angel (11911) and angelou (9011) in aquarius degrees (11° and 23°) means your guardian angel and spiritual guides communicate to you through angel numbers, (specially 111/1111), equal hours, butterflies (specially white ones), repetition of specific names and number patterns on the internet... Also, have you realized both of these have 11 in their codes? This is too much of a coincidence lol

Juno (3) conjunctions in your chart means which characteristics your spouse will have. Having angel conjunct juno means you'll have a very intuitive/spiritual spouse. Having psyche (16) conjunct juno means you'll have an intelligent spouse. Juno conjunct ceres means you will have a nurturing spouse. Juno conjunct pallas means you'll have a straight forward spouse. etc

Boda (1487) conjunctions will indicate how your marriage may be and how you'll act towards it. Having boda conjunct moon means you will have an emotional marriage and you'll probably cry at it. Having boda conjunct pluto means you will have an intense, mysteryous and secluded marriage. Having boda conjunct vesta means you will be very devoted to your marriage.

Vesta conjunctions mean what you will devote to. Saturn conjunct vesta in synastry indicates both will be loyal and devoted at each other, marriage indicator.

Having kiss conjunct/sextile lilith in natal means you're a sensual kisser, and you put everyone under a spell with your kisses (good kisser in general)

I have a theory that the asteroid atlantis (1198) means what's repressed inside us that need to be worked on, also represents what's hidden in us even to ourselves sometimes. for ex: having atlantis on the 12° and conjuncting neptune can mean your dreams are repressed and you can't remember them clearly, but they feel like they're important, or, when you remember them, they're more of a nightmare than a dream, with disturbing feelings regarding them, this also can indicate having premonitory dreams

Having pluto, neptune or uranus in the 6th house is a very difficult aspect to have, because you deal with these issues daily in your life and you literally can't run away from them. Neptune in the 6th can indicate being prone to addictions and sleep problems (insomnia or sleeping too much), pluto in the 6th can indicate self destructing and obsessive tendencies, uranus in the 6th can indicate having a turbulent life in general, and all of these can happen daily and even in your work place.

Now I'm gonna expose the big 6 of the worst person I could ever meet: sun (7h) and mercury (6h) in taurus, leo moon (10h), gemini venus (7h), pisces mars conjunct uranus (4h) and scorpio rising (I can't believe the audacity this b* had to have the same moon & rising as lana del rey, you don't deserve it!!!!!!)

The 5th house can also indicate how you love, so having a 5th house in scorpio or capricorn is difficult because these people tend to try to repress their feelings and have a blockage when trying to speak with their crush (specially capricorn, scorpio do it more in a way to hide it) but both are very afraid of rejection and they feel uncomfortable opening their hearts to someone they like

I think the planet jupiter and jupiterians in general are very underappreciated in the astro community, I mean, yes, jupiter brings luck and all of this, but it's also much more than that, It's literally the planet that represents the god of the gods, let's talk about how much power these people can have, and not just about limiting stereotypes (specially with sagittarius 😹).

This also applies with neptune, people forget how important neptune is/was in the mythology, being the second more powerful, behind Zeus only. I'm not gonna say pluto is underappreciated because everyone talks about its power (which is also true, let's be real lol), but both pluto, neptune and jupiter, being represented by the big 3 in greek mythology, can have an impactant power, if they learn how to use it 🤌

I think the hour and day you were born can also determine your general vibe that people mistake with your ascendant. For example: I know someone who was born day 6 at 6:47 am and I was sure he was a virgo rising but it turns out he is actually a cancer rising, but until this date I find really impressive how much virgo energy he has even though he doesn't have any virgo placement...

Here's the truth about scorpio men: they can be the ugliest little shits on earth but they will still have thousand women behind them because they have a different kind of magnetic pull to them, they're like a black hole and a lot of women fall easily into their trap 😭 #savethearthfromscorpiomenasap

You'll probably have on one of your persona charts (big 6) the natal ascendant of your dad and your mom. For ex: My mom is a cancer rising and my dad is a scorpio rising, I have cancer rising in my mercury persona chart and scorpio rising in my mars persona chart

This one was a little shorter but now i'll be working on full posts with more certain and organized informations!!!

#astro notes #astrology #astro observations #astro community #synastry #aesthetic #astrology notes #astrology observations

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generic-sonic-fan · 3 months

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I’d love to hear your headcannons on what G.U.N. thinks of the sonic cast! Idk what it is exactly but the idea of G.U.N. coming up with a bunch of plans in regards to (mostly) a bunch of teens and kids is intriguing to me

This is such a fun and interesting prompt, thank you so much for sending it! I love worldbuilding in the Sonic universe lol. LONG post below cut

Sonic:

The ultimate worst case scenario.

Much in the same way an ICBM can be anywhere in the world within 30 minutes, Sonic can be anywhere at any time and cause MASSIVE amounts of destruction.

GUN wasn't nearly as worried about Sonic before they tried to frame him in SA2. They thought it'd be easy to pin the blame of Shadow's behaviors on Sonic and then pardon him later.

They were wrong.

Now GUN threat evaluators place Sonic just behind Eggman in world threat level. They struggle to understand what his morals might be and all their attempts to reach out to Sonic and ask him to clarify have been met with a "nah!" from the hedgehog himself.

There's one group in particular within the organization who are extremely paranoid about Sonic to the point of suggesting proactive measures against him.

. . . which everyone else in the organization either laughs at/ignores/prohibits.

There is no set-in-stone contingency for Sonic, as nobody can agree on one, but the plan that has the most consensus is to somehow utilize Team Dark.

Any attempts to discuss this with Team Dark have been turned down. Shadow refuses to speak of it, Rouge laughs it off, and Omega refuses to collaborate because he promised Shadow he wouldn't.

Tails:

Due to Tails' extensive social media presence, GUN feels like they have pretty good tabs on what's going on in Tails' head at any given moment, so they're a lot less paranoid about him.

A very exclusive group of people brainstorm what the contingencies might be on the off chance Tails does present a threat to the world.

(Because even in discussing Tails, they're much more worried about Sonic's reaction to them have contingencies for the fox)

A lot of their contingencies for Tails are the same as those for Eggman. GUN feels pretty prepared for any sort of Tails Overlord scenario, actually.

Minus Sonic, that is.

Current GUN protocol is to treat Tails very very nicely so that Sonic doesn't start getting concerned.

This is why Tails is allowed to be Omega's primary mechanic.

Knuckles:

GUN sent drones directly to Angel Island. Once.

Their old protocol was for him to remain "uncontacted". Yikes.

After Knuckles started getting more involved in struggles against Eggman, GUN started doing more research into him.

Because he mostly stays up on Angel Island and acts as a competent guardian of the Master Emerald, GUN isn't too worried about him? If anything, they're glad that someone with a significant power level is preventing Eggman from stealing the ME.

They've tried to initiate diplomatic contact with him but he's turned them down every time

He knows that GUN monitors the ME from afar- sometimes on clear days he sees a GUN drone floating a few miles off of Angel Island.

It's a bit of an uneasy truce honestly. GUN's biggest concern is that Knuckles could start using the ME for his own purposes, but so far it hasn't looked like that would ever be the case.

As for contingency plans- GUN has asked Rouge if she thinks she'd be able to steal the Master Emerald. (To which she's replied yes, of course.)

The plan is to get the ME off of Angel Island and into a specially designed GUN stronghold in an undisclosed location.

Once the guardian is separated from his emerald, GUN is pretty sure they'll be able to deal with him.

(They are VASTLY underestimating him due to a lack of data)

Amy:

No contingency plans. She's flying under GUN's radar.

They probably should have something in place for her honestly.

See Knuckles' note about vast underestimation due to a lack of data.

Shadow:

The contingency for Shadow is the most detailed contingency file GUN has.

. . . and Shadow himself has helped write some of it.

The file has a long and storied history reaching all the way back 50 years. It's always been something on GUN's mind.

The current contingency is based on the idea that the first thing he'll do once he goes rogue is try to collect the chaos emeralds.

A lot of the plan involves setting a trap with lots and lots of firepower.

There's also an addendum of the plan about utilizing the other members of Team Dark, either to combat against Shadow or as hostages. Shadow is unaware of the latter. In either strategy, Omega is considered vital.

GUN has a lot of scientific data on Shadow's weaknesses to certain kinds/amounts of chaos radiation and all that jazz, so they feel a lot more confident about their ability to bring him down compared to Sonic.

Something about the enemy you know being better than the enemy you don't.

Rouge:

GUN has determined that Rouge is very unlikely to be a world-ending threat.

But a GUN-ending threat? Absolutely.

Rouge going rogue is the worst case scenario for GUN's continued survival as an organization.

They know they can't keep her out of their files or any of their locations. If she wants to sell all of their secrets or steal all of their tech, they know they're very unlikely to stop her.

Current contingencies include using the other members of Team Dark to persuade her against destroying the organization if they're willing to cooperate, or taking them hostage to negotiate if they're not.

They also plan on a public smear campaign against her- basically revealing everything they know about her while she tries to reveal everything about them.

Rouge knows about all of these plans, of course.

There's definitely a tension between her and GUN because of this.

The current plan is to treat her well and convince her to stay on GUN's side at all costs (usually through bribery!)

Omega:

GUN's contingencies for Omega are really, really barebones.

It pretty much just boils down to "destroy him".

They aren't too worried about him, kinda like with Tails. GUN knows how to destroy Badniks. They've been destroying Badniks for lots of years at this point.

If anything, they consider Omega to be the least threatening member of Team Dark and the best lynchpin for if either other member of the team goes rogue.

(It should be noted that they still expect any scenario where Omega goes rogue to have the highest number of immediate civilian casualties.)

See my fic on this

Silver:

HOO BOY, is GUN worried about Silver.

Not because of his powerset- GUN is pretty sure they can just knock him on the head to neutralize him.

(Like Knuckles and Amy, they are vastly underestimating him)

But the time travel shenanigans scare the shit out of them.

GUN is the sort of organization to have protocols in place for working with future or past versions of themselves.

They also fund a shitload of research into detecting changes and potential threats in the timeline.

(They detected the Sonic Generations incident when it happened and it remains one of the most intensely studied events.)

(They've also detected a strange sort of time blip over Soleanna, but every time someone gets interested in studying it, their drive seems to wane until they're no longer concerned about it. Strange. . .)

TL;DR: They treat Silver like a fucking SCP. Current protocol is for all agents to limit contact with him in order to prevent damage to the timeline.

Honestly if GUN wasn't so scared of him, Silver wouldn't exactly be opposed to getting their help managing the timeline shenanigans.

Blaze:

Blaze has not initiated any sort of formal diplomacy with any government or organization in Sonic's dimension.

GUN tracks the unique energy signatures of the Sol Emeralds through their strange link/interaction with the Chaos emeralds.

They haven't quite figured out what's going on.

And frankly, they don't actually know that Blaze is from another dimension.

They see her very rarely. They know that something is strange about her energy readings but just assume that she's one of Sonic's lesser known friends who doesn't get out very often.

Team Chaotix:

I'm grouping them together because GUN doesn't have any contingencies for them. Vector, Espio, and Charmy are all under their radar.

They should be worried about Espio. They're already worried about Rouge's stealth capabilities. I'm pretty sure whoever's managing these contingencies within GUN would have a heart attack upon learning that somebody on this planet figured out how to actually turn invisible.

And that's it!

I'd actually like to end this post with a bit of a weird note- I don't think that GUN would be evil for developing contingencies like this.

I myself work in the field of safety. This field includes things such as occupational safety, and most pertinently for this post, emergency management. I've actually helped write protocols for companies about what workplaces should do in the event of an active shooter or other outside threat such as a natural disaster or a civil conflict.

(If I lived and worked in Sonic's universe, I would most certainly have to write safety protocols about what to do if Eggman attacks, for example!)

It's important to have protocols in place for the worst case scenario, no matter how unlikely or unthinkable that scenario is. And in Sonic's universe, this is especially important! This is a universe where society is regularly attacked by a mustache-twirling, robot-building terrorist! Of course GUN is going to keep tabs on other individuals who could post a similar threat and plan on how to stop them should they ever become a threat to the public.

I'm definitely not excusing GUN for any of the shady things they've done in canon, but it is an interesting point to think about that they're the best equipped to handle any sort of Dark Sonic/Sonic.exe/insert your favorite name for "this character but evil" here/mirror universe scenario.

#sonic the hedgehog #sth #GUN #guardian unit of nations #sonic adventure 2 #miles tails prower #knuckles the echidna #shadow the hedgehog #rouge the bat #e-123 omega #silver the hedgehog #sonic worldbuilding #this sort of idea borders my other special interest #you could ask me to write actual in-universe contingencies for these guys and I could probably do it #(that would be unhinged. don't actually ask me to do that)#but it's an interesting subject to think about

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nalyra-dreaming · 25 days

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"... And of course there are some really juicy parts in "The Tale of the Body Thief" that Jacob commented on wanting to do with Sam :) ..."

For people who haven't read books and only watch the series. Can you please tell me what this means? And what was Jacob talking about?

Sure :) "The tale of the Body Thief" deals with Lestat spiraling and deep in depression (which leads to a suicide attempt that fails because he is simply too powerful for the sun to kill him anymore), and being presented a way out, namely a (supposedly temporary) body-switch. Which… everyone warns him not to do, of course, and which he actually does, of course.

Louis and Lestat are… in a weird relationship at that point. They cannot live with each other, but not without each other, and so they live separately, but visit the other regularly. Their own chairs in the other's house, literal "Netflix-and-chill" routines, and so on. They see each other often. Louis of course warns Lestat not do that switch.

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"You're out of your mind," Louis said. "Don't be so hasty," I answered.

"You quote this idiot's words to me? Destroy him. Put an end to him. Find him tonight if you can and do away with him." "Louis, for the love of heaven . . ."

"Lestat, this creature can find you at will? That means he knows where you lie. You've led him here now. He knows where I lie. He's the worst conceivable enemy! Mon Dieu, why do you go looking for adversity? Nothing on earth can destroy you now, not even the Children of the Millennia have the combined strength to do it, and not even the sun at midday in the Gobi Desert-so you court the one enemy who has power over you. A mortal man who can walk in the light of day. A man who can achieve complete dominion over you when you yourself are without a spark of consciousness or will. No, destroy him. He's far too dangerous. If I see him, I'll destroy him."

"Louis, this man can give me a human body. Have you listened to anything that I've said."

"Human body! Lestat, you can't become human by simply taking over a human body! You weren't human when you were alive! You were born a monster, and you know it. How the hell can you delude yourself like this."

"I'm going to weep if you don't stop."

"Weep. I'd like to see you weep. I've read a great deal about your weeping in the pages of your books but I've never seen you weep with my own eyes."

"Ah, that makes you out to be a perfect liar," I said furiously. "You described my weeping in your miserable memoir in a scene which we both know did not take place!"

"Lestat, kill this creature! You're mad if you let him come close enough to you to speak three words."

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(This also refers to the contested NOLA meeting right here.) Jacob called their … bickering "petty and in love". They're both not ready yet at that point.

Of course Lestat ignores the warnings and actually does the body switch, and as could be imagined the person takes off with Lestat's immortal body.

Lestat get's sick (as a mortal), and then goes to Louis to ask to be turned, so he can hunt down the thief, which then leads to one of the most raw exchanges (and iirc that power switch is what Jacob would really love to do), because Louis rejects him, though he is mightily tempted.

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"I bare my soul to you and you use it against me!" "Oh, I do not, Lestat. I seek to make you look into it. You are begging me to drive you back to Gretchen. Am I perhaps the only guardian angel? Am I the only one who can confirm this fate?" "You miserable bastard son of a bitch! If you don't give me the blood . . ."

'He turned around, his face like that of a ghost, eyes wide and hideously unnatural in their beauty. "I will not do it. Not now, not tomorrow, not ever. Go back to her, Lestat. Live this mortal life." "How dare you make this choice for me!" I was on my feet again, and finished with whining and begging. "Don't come at me again," he said patiently. "If you do, I shall hurt you. And that I don't wish to do."

"Ah, you've killed me! That's what you've done. You think I believe all your lies! You've condemned me to this rotting, Stinking, aching body, that's what you've done! You think I don't know the depth of hatred in you, the true face of retribution when I see it! For the love of God, speak the truth."

"It isn't the truth. I love you. But you are blind with impatience now, and overwrought with simple aches and pains. It is you who will never forgive me if I rob you of this destiny. Only it will take time for you to see the true meaning of what I've done."

"No, no, please." I came towards him, only this time not in anger. I approached slowly, until I could lay my hands on his shoulders and smell the faint fragrance of dust and the grave that clung to his clothes. Lord God, what was our skin that it drew the light to itself so exquisitely? And our eyes. Ah, to look into his eyes.

"Louis," I said. "I want you to take me. Please, do as I ask you. Leave the interpretations of all my tales to me. Take me, Louis, look at me." I snatched up his cold, lifeless hand and laid it on my face. "Feel the blood in me, feel the heat. You want me, Louis, you know you do. You want me, you want me in your power the way I had you in my power so long, long ago. I'll be your fledgling, your child, Louis. Please, do this. Don't make me beg you on my knees."

I could sense the change in him, the sudden predatory glaze that covered his eyes. But what was stronger than his thirst? His will.

"No, Lestat," he whispered. "I can't do it. Even if I'm wrong and you are right, and all your metaphors are meaningless, I can't do it." I took him in my arms, oh, so cold, so unyielding, this monster which I had made out of human flesh. I pressed my lips against his cheek, shuddering as I did so, my fingers sliding around his neck. He didn't move away from me. He couldn't bring himself to do it. I felt the slow silent heave of his chest against mine.

"Do it to me, please, beautiful one," I whispered in his ear. "Take this heat into your veins, and give me back all the power that I once gave to you." I pressed my lips to his cold, colorless mouth. "Give me the future, Louis. Give me eternity. Take me off this cross."

In the corner of my eye, I saw his hand rise. Then I felt the satin fingers against my cheek. I felt him stroke my neck. "I can't do it, Lestat."

"You can, you know you can," I whispered, kissing his ear as I spoke to him, choking back the tears, my left arm slipping around his waist. "Oh, don't leave me here in this misery, don't do it."

"Don't beg me anymore," he said sorrowfully. "It's useless. I'm going now. You won't see me again."

"Louis!" I held fast to him. "You can't refuse me." "Ah, but I can and I have."

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…. Lestat burns down Louis' little hut after the refusal in a fit of disappointment and anger after. (Not before saving the paintings in it though coughs)

When Lestat finally gets his body back he meets Louis again in NOLA, in a church. Lestat is bitter, and jaded, Louis is just so relieved to see him.

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We sat there in silence for many long moments, and then he spoke. "You burnt my little house, didn't you?" he asked in a small, vibrant voice.

"Can you blame me?" I asked with a smile, eyes still on the altar. "Besides, I was a human when I did that. It was human weakness. Want to come and live with me?"

"This means you've forgiven me?"

"No, it means I'm playing with you. I may even destroy you for what you did to me. I haven't made up my mind. Aren't you afraid?" "No. If you meant to do away with me, it would already be done."

"Don't be so certain. I'm not myself, and yet I am, and then I am not again."

Long silence, with only the sounds of Mojo breathing hoarsely and deeply in his sleep.

"I'm glad to see you," he said. "I knew you would win. But I didn't know how."

I didn't answer. But I was suddenly boiling inside. Why were both my virtues and my faults used against me? But what was the use of it-to make accusations, to grab him and shake him and demand answers from him? Maybe it was better not to know.

"Tell me what happened," he said.

"I will not," I replied. "Why in the world do you want to know?" Our hushed voices echoed softly in the nave of the church. The wavering light of the candles played upon the gilt on the tops of the columns, on the faces of the distant statues. Oh, I liked it here in this silence and coolness. And in my heart of hearts I had to admit I was so very glad that he had come. Sometimes hate and love serve exactly the same purpose.

I turned and looked at him. He was facing me, one knee drawn up on the pew and his arm resting on the back of it. He was pale as always, an artful glimmer in the dark.

"You were right about the whole experiment," I said. At least my voice was steady, I thought.

"How so?" No meanness in his tone, no challenge, only the subtle desire to know. And what a comfort it was-the sight of his face, and the faint dusty scent of his worn garments, and the breath of fresh rain still clinging to his dark hair.

"What you told me, my dear old friend and lover," I said. "That I didn't really want to be human. That it was a dream, and a dream built upon falsehood and fatuous illusion and pride."

"I can't claim that I understood it," he said. "I don't understand it now."

"Oh, yes, you did. You understand very well. You always have. Maybe you lived long enough; maybe you have always been the stronger one. But you knew. I didn't want the weakness; I didn't want the limitations; I didn't want the revolting needs and the endless vulnerability; I didn't want the drenching sweat or the searing cold. I didn't want the blinding darkness, or the noises that walled up my hearing, or the quick, frantic culmination of erotic passion; I didn't want the trivia; I didn't want the ugliness. I didn't want the isolation; I didn't want the constant fatigue."

"You explained this to me before. There must have been something . . . however small. . . that was good!" "What do you think?" "The light of the sun."

"Precisely. The light of the sun on snow; the light of the sun on water; the light of the sun… on one's hands and one's face, and opening up all the secret folds of the entire world as if it were a flower, as if we were all part of one great sighing organism. The light of the sun … on snow."

I stopped. I really didn't want to tell him. I felt I had betrayed myself.

"There were other things," I said. "Oh, there were many things. Only a fool would not have seen them. Some night, perhaps, when we're warm and comfortable together again as if this never happened, I'll tell you."

"But they were not enough." "Not for me. Not now."

Silence.

"Maybe that was the best part," I said, "the discovery. And that I no longer entertain a deception. That I know now I truly love being the little devil that I am."

I turned and gave him my prettiest, most malignant smile. He was far too wise to fall for it. He gave a long near-silent sigh, his lids lowered for a moment, and then he looked at me again. "Only you could have gone there," he said. "And come back."

I wanted to say this wasn't true. But who else would have been fool enough to trust the Body Thief? Who else would have plunged into the venture with such sheer recklessness? And as I thought this over, I realized what ought to have been plain to me already. That I'd known the risk I was taking. I'd seen it as the price. The fiend told me he was a liar; he told me he was a cheat. But I had done it because there was simply no other way.

Of course this wasn't really what Louis meant by his words; but in a way it was. It was the deeper truth. "Have you suffered in my absence?" I asked, looking back at the altar. Very soberly he answered, "It was pure hell." I didn't reply.

"Each risk you take hurts me," he said. "But that is my concern and my fault." "Why do you love me?" I asked. "You know, you've always known. I wish I could be you. I wish I could know the joy you know all the time." "And the pain, you want that as well?" "Your pain?" He smiled. "Certainly. I'll take your brand of pain anytime, as they say."

"You smug, cynical lying bastard," I whispered, the anger cresting in me suddenly, the blood even rushing into my face. "I needed you and you turned me away! Out in the mortal night you locked me. You refused me. You turned your back!"

The heat in my voice startled him. It startled me. But it was there and I couldn't deny it, and once again my hands were trembling, these hands that had leapt out and away from me at the false David, even when all the other lethal power in me was kept in check.

He didn't utter a word. His face registered those small changes which shock produces-the slight quiver of an eyelid, the mouth lengthening and then softening, a subtle clabbering look, vanishing as quickly as it appeared. He held my accusing glance all through it, and then slowly looked away.

"It was David Talbot, your mortal friend, who helped you, wasn't it?" he asked. I nodded.

But at the mere mention of the name, it was as if all my nerves had been touched by the tip of a heated bit of wire. There was enough suffering here as it was. I couldn't speak anymore of David. I wouldn't speak of Gretchen. And I suddenly realized that what I wanted to do most in the world was to turn to him and put my arms around him and weep on his shoulder as I'd never done. How shameful. How predictable! How insipid. And how sweet. I didn't do it.

We sat there in silence. The soft cacophony of the city rose and fell beyond the stained-glass windows, which caught the faint glow from the street lamps outside. The rain had come again, the gentle warm rain of New Orleans, in which one can walk so easily as if it were nothing but the gentlest mist.

"I want you to forgive me," he said. "I want you to understand that it wasn't cowardice; it wasn't weakness. What I said to you at the time was the truth. I couldn't do it. I can't bring someone into this! Not even if that someone is a mortal man with you inside him. I simply could not."

"I know all that," I said.

I tried to leave it there. But I couldn't. My temper wouldn't cool, my wondrous temper, the temper which had caused me to smash David Talbot's head into a plaster wall.

He spoke again. "I deserve whatever you have to say."

"Ah, more than that!" I said. "But this is what I want to know." I turned and faced him, speaking through my clenched teeth. "Would you have refused me forever? If they'd destroyed my body, the others-Marius, whoever knew of it-if I'd been trapped in that mortal form, if I'd come to you over and over and over again, begging you and pleading with you, would you have shut me out forever! Would you have held fast?"

"I don't know."

"Don't answer so quickly. Look for the truth inside yourself. You do know. Use your filthy imagination. You do know. Would you have turned me away?"

"I don't know the answer!"

"I despise you!" I said in a bitter, harsh whisper. "I ought to destroy you-finish what I started when I made you. Turn you into ashes and sift them through my hands. You know that I could do it! Like that! Like the snap of mortal fingers, I could do it. Burn you as I burnt your little house. And nothing could save you, nothing at all."

I glared at him, at the sharp graceful angles of his imperturbable face, faintly phosphorescent against the deeper shadows of the church. How beautiful the shape of his wide-set eyes, with their fine rich black lashes. How perfect the tender indentation of his upper lip.

The anger was acid inside me, destroying the very veins through which it flowed, and burning away the preternatural blood. Yet I couldn't hurt him. I couldn't even conceive of carrying out such awful, cowardly threats. I could never have brought harm to Claudia. Ah, to make something out of nothing, yes. To throw up the pieces to see how they will fall, yes. But vengeance. Ah, arid awful distasteful vengeance. What is it to me?

"Think on it," he whispered. "Could you make another, after all that's passed?" Gently he pushed it further. "Could you work the Dark Trick again? Ah-you take your time before answering. Look deep inside you for the truth as you just told me to do. And when you know it, you needn't tell it to me."

Then he leant forward, closing the distance between us, and pressed his smooth silken lips against the side of my face. I meant to pull away, but he used all his strength to hold me still, and I allowed it, this cold, passionless kiss, and he was the one who finally drew back like a collection of shadows collapsing into one another, with only his hand still on my shoulder, as I sat with my eyes on the altar still.

Finally I rose slowly, stepping past him, and motioned for Mojo to wake and come.

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It's all… very emotional and very raw.

The power dynamics are inverted. There is history between them. Petty and helpless love, too. Desire, passion, anger, love, hate, you name it.

Just thinking about Sam and Jacob doing this gives me the shivers.

(As a side note, we have "artful glimmer in the dark" here as a description for Louis, calling back to "spark in the dark".)

Louis moves in with Lestat (and David) once more after this, into the renovated Rue Royale.

It's where he lives until the events after Merrick, after which they abandon Rue Royale, and Louis goes to Armand to New York for a while until the court is created in the Auvergne.

#Anonymous #asks #ask nalyra #lestat de lioncourt #louis de pointe du lac #loustat #vc #the vampire chronicles #the tale of the body thief #spark in the dark #artful glimmer in the dark #book quotes

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thediktatortot · 9 months

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Harringrove Guardian Angel AU mixed with Soul Mates AU

Billy's mother used to call him her little Angel, she would cup his cheek when he was little and tell him he was a good boy, a boy who wanted nothing but happiness and love and who, one day, would find that love.

Billy used to believe what his mother told him was true, always having the light of her smile to keep him happy or the warmth of her hugs to keep him safe. That was before she left.

He never knew why she left, or at least, he did, but he didn't understand why he couldn't come with her. It was like she had some...higher goal she had to work with, like one day her work in their household was done and she had to move on. Billy could feel it when she left. Feel her leaving and taking that light away from him, sending him into the darkness alone with the one evil he'd ever known in his life.

Neil hated it when he heard Billy's mother call him Angel, like the sound of it grated his ears or stung him like the holy water Billy had been dipped in as a baby for christening. Neil had let Billy's mother hold him when it happened.

Billy still can't understand why his mother couldn't have taken him with her, but he understands now how she must have felt when she left. A desire to follow, to connect and do anything with or for some higher goal, willing to leave everything behind and exist in some new way.

Unfortunately, it had to be at the most inopportune time, stuck with his father in a backwater town where he had nothing to his name and no money to leave. That was just the logistics of it too, the worst part was that the connection he felt? It was for a boy, something he'd hoped to never have to deal with again but here he was.

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Billy's grandmother was the child of an angel and a human, that angel having been the guardian angel of the person they fell in love with. This leads to a line of angelic sons and daughters, Billy's mother having found her 'soul' she was meant to connect with and protect, and now Billy's found his.

His only issue? Trying to actually work around being a queer boy in the 80s and not even knowing if Steve Harrington is queer to begin with.

Also, the reason why Billy's mother never came back to find him is that the soul she was meant to protect had died & guardian angels cannot survive the loss of their guardian soul when they find them. So if Steve dies? So does Billy. He's forced to protect Steve, he's just lucky he's also connected to Steve and wants to love him lol

#billy hargrove #steve harrington #harringrove #stranger things #Guardian Angel AU #Soulmates AU

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heretherebedork · 28 days

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Rose's Day of Asks

Top 5 "I willingly watch shows most people drop after one episode" shows.

Have a great Day💜

Okay, there are two versions of this list.

There is the 'I watched it and no one else ever should' list and there's the 'I watched it and more people should' list.

So let's do both!

First up, I watched it all the way through and more people should join me! And this is hard because I really don't know what people tend to drop? So I'm just guessing. It's not my list of shows I would have dropped if I were a different person because that list would probably offend a lot of people, lol. This is not in a particular order.

Our Days: I really have a soft spot for this nonsense show with the weird musical score. It was strange and didn't always make sense but it wasn't that bad!

Top Secret Together: The ending is bad. Everyone knows this. But the rest of the show was so pulpy and so glorious and so enjoyable and so much fun... it's basically still worth it. Mostly. If you can even find it.

Hidden Love: The main couple is pointless and stupid. But the story of the couple that died? Absolutely goddamn amazing. Glorious. Perfection. And it has a happy ghost ending!

Night Dream: I feel like a lot of people dropped this because it was slow but it was so cute and sweet and awkward but enjoyable regardless.

La Cuisine: I love this show. It's me and @absolutebl and @iguessitsjustme in a corner enjoying this little show but it's so sweet and so good and it's slow and it's all so straightforward and i love it deeply.

Finally, I watched it and no one else ever should!

Meet My Angel 1+2: Do you know the plotline of this show? You don't. And you don't want to. But I'm going to tell you anyway. The first season was about a man dying of AIDS falling in love with his guardian angel and then dying and being denied heaven and forced to be a guardian angel on Earth instead. Thrilling. The second season? THE SECOND SEASON? Fair warning, it's disturbing... onward we go! Turns out the guardian angel, when he was alive, paid for someone to give the man who died AIDS as revenge for his partner cheating with him and in the hopes that he would then give AIDS to his former partner. YUP. And the plotline is about him being forgiven for this and their romance continuing. Do not watch this show. Don't do it. It's fucking awful.

Limited Edition: This was just awful and unpleasant and ends with a break up and one of the guys dying and no make up or anything at all. Just... it was pointless and the worst shoe ad ever.

A Story to Remember: This was just bad. Badly written, badly edited, badly... everything. The sound mixing alone would put most people in a coma if trying to follow the plot and emotional journey didn't destroy them first.

Time: Why? Why? This.... why? Nothing was good about this except about twenty total minutes about one pair of friends who could have been interesting but barely existed.

Diving Into Love: The story was about mental illness but so badly done that it mostly was just about nothing.

#rose's day of asks #thai bl #bl drama #i watch it so you don't have to #but i have no idea what's popular and what isn't #bl series #asian lgbtq dramas

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mamamittens · 4 months

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Had the horrifying realization why I've been moody lately, really twitchy, irritated, and had the desire to cry very easily on top of wanting to workshop the arguably saddest parts of Nikia's story lol

Soon my least favorite part of having the full, feminine package

Just trying to piece together their (Thatch and Nikia's) reunion.

Did she ever call or was she just so relieved and hopeful that Thatch was willing to take that step she never got the nerve to? She must have waited weeks with no signs until her father delivered the news by accident.

She stared at her snail for hours, trying not to vomit as she worked up the nerve to call and give her condolences.

She never does.

Thatch, in a brief moment of clarity after surgery before being put under to heal, tells the attending nurse to "tell his angel he'll make it up to her soon" and the nurse assumes Thatch is delirious or speaking of his guardian angel, how else could he have managed to just barely dodge the worst of the blow without realizing Teach's intent?

(Thatch had been working on his haki cause he always wanted to know where Nikia was when he visited, worried and secretly wishing to let her know he would always see her)

So no one ever tells Nikia Thatch is okay, the truth kept secret in case Teach had darker plans that required Thatch dead. Most don't even know Thatch calls her, he bribed one of his brothers who mans the snails to keep his silence. The brother doesn't know her number and assumes Thatch would find a way to call himself.

There was no snail capable of making the call where they put Thatch to rest, a total lockdown of information with the patient kept under anesthetic.

Nikia has to make a rigid schedule to remember to eat. Structuring her days because her minimal appetite is gone, desire to cook stabbed dead. She mourns and keeps to herself, with few the wiser. Reassuring herself that Ace, headstrong Ace, is already going after Teach, and as a relative stranger, she has no right place in that conflict.

No right when she could never find the courage to call herself or even confess while he was alive. So she wears his foulard as a comfort and a reminder of her shortcomings. Hesitation kills, she knows this... And she hesitated for nearly three years.

Thatch wakes sometime shortly before Ace is captured and assumes Nikia had been called, shocked and exhausted but determined to recover. Then he gets the news of Ace's execution and the stress nearly gets him out back under again. Barely managing to behave himself well enough to watch the broadcast.

She insists on joining her father's crew to answer the call, desperate to do what she can to make up for three years wasted with her hesitation. Takes flight while they form a line around Marineford so high up she's mistaken for a bird if she's spotted at all.

Thatch is setting off the heart monitor like crazy but the nurses are too preoccupied watching their little brother sacrifice himself for his own little brother to sedate Thatch. Only for a shot from nowhere to buy them all precious time.

Nikia watches with fury, crying into her helmet as Teach steps out onto the battlefield. She doesn't recognize the sound they echoes in her helmet as human, something between a snarl and a sob as Teach and Whitebeard face off.

Teach laughs and her world spins. Fury burning her lungs how dare he laugh after what he's done--

Thatch sucks in a sharp breath as Teach is killed instantly, a horrible weight lifted as his would-be-murderer is denied his quarry for a second time.

She's sent hurtling again, shocked and nearly dropping her gun as instinct kicks in and she rights herself. Her hands trembling as she looks back to see Whitebeard glaring at the sky, a body laid out at his feet without a face, just a smear of blood.

She didn't even realize she pulled the trigger. She sucks in a sharp breath, lungs shuddering as she steadies herself.

With Akainu handicapped and Teach adruptly dead, the evacuation goes swimmingly, Shanks even showing up to assist. He never looks back as Luffy is carried off by his father's old Captain's son.

Nikia flies back, still well out of sight, and collapses onto the deck sobbing in her father's arms.

She's passed out and tucked into his bed when they receive the message Whitebeard wants to meet "The Marineford Shooter".

Whitebeard is furious when he recognizes Nikia as his old friend's daughter, angry an ally interfered in his fight with a young woman who looks worn and frail. Red eyes and dark circles behind glasses.

A familiar fabric wrapped around her waist as she anxiously pulls it tighter.

Then Whitebeard realizes it's deeper than he expected and she may very well have more reasons to have been there than her father. But she doesn't tell him, eyes anywhere but on him until just before she leaves.

Wounded eyes locking with his.

"I... I-I'm sorry about your son."

Whitebeard makes another call, seeking to settle the debt he owed her for saving Ace's life and possibly his own.

He sees her face when Thatch appears on deck, embraced gently by his brothers who missed him dearly.

He sees when Thatch sees her and what she's still wearing as she slips away before she makes a scene. Grumpy but amused when her father threatens Thatch, who's still healing.

Nikia nearly collapses onto her bed, sobbing with relief and shame that she's still too afraid to talk to him.

Thatch hovering in the doorway as she falls apart. Spooking when he pulls her close and settles back onto the bed, just holding her. Retroactively terrified she was at Marineford while being so proud she went to war on his family's behalf wearing his colors.

"I thought you were dead."

"... I meant to call."

Thatch considers all the reasons he hesitated. All the reasons she probably did as well. Still does as she moves to kiss him and freezes, settling her lips between his eyes while still crying instead of where she clearly intended to originally.

"S-Sorry, you're still injured."

Thatch decided he's hesitated enough. That she's gone far enough for him and his.

"I'll never be too injured to kiss my angel."

He pulls her down and kisses her properly, gently holding her wet cheeks between his palms. Noting that she's lost weight. Her eyes look tired.

His 'death' weighed heavily on her.

But they can talk about it all later. Their fears and future aspirations. Take it slow or fast. Why they both hesitated so long.

Later.

For now, they just hold each other close and rest peacefully for the first time in a very long time. Both of them.

I'm going to go cry now and pass TF out for work lol

#mittens rambles #one piece oc #nikia op oc #back on my bullshit

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gxrlcinema · 2 years

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dear maria, count me in | 🖋

wanda + "use me as you will / pull my strings just for a thrill" (your guardian angel - red jumpsuit apparatus) ((I used to watch so many anime fmvs set to this song in middle school lol))

A/n: This prompt reminded me so much of my fic bury me (in all my favorite colors) that I wrote this as a sequel.

Warning: there's nothing actually sexual in this but it's got some non-con vibes. Viewer discretion advised.

puppet master

Rain pounds against your windows, wind whipping through the trees outside. You pull your blanket tighter around your shoulders. The only light in your entire apartment comes from the news on the television you’re seated in front of, displaying an image of your ex girlfriend.

“The Scarlet Witch is still at large,” the man on the news says, and despite yourself, your heart pounds.

In the near decade since you last saw Wanda she has been many things: an Avenger, an outlaw, a hero, a terrorist, and now, it seems, a witch. A brutal one at that. The man on the news warns of her power, of her dark intent. He is about to disclose something else when-

The screen goes black.

The power, you think.

You fumble for your phone on the couch, just wanting a flashlight, when you hear the knocking.

One, two-three. One, two-three.

Your pulse skyrockets. You jump up from the couch, blinking into the darkness of your apartment trying desperately to find an exit. Your eyes lock on the door to your bedroom and you bolt.

One, two-three. One, two-three.

You stagger blindly in the dark of your bedroom. Furniture and piles of clothes create obstacles, and you twist this way and that, feeling along the floor with bare feet in the desperate hope that you can navigate to the safety of your closet. The front door thumps on. One, two-three. One, two-three. One, two-three. You’re almost to the closet door, heart pumping frantically against your chest. One, two-three. One, two-three. One, two-three. Your feet catch on a pile of laundry, sending you face first towards the floor. One, two-three. You groan, pushing yourself onto your elbows and army crawling the rest of the way to your - blissfully - ajar closet door.

The front door goes silent just as you manage to get your closet door shut.

Then there’s a crash.

There’s a red glow slipping through the bottom of the closet door. It grow brighter, brighter, brighter until-

“Hello, darling,” a voice says from behind you.

You jump, reeling back from the voice and crashing into the closet door, pushing it open and falling to the floor of your bedroom once again.

Wanda hovers in the air above you, the red glow of her power casting her face in sinister shadow. Her colors are still brilliant - wine red armor, sea green eyes, rose blush lips, twisted into the worst smirk she’s ever worn - but she is tinted now, tainted. The red hot of her spirit is tempered with so much darkness. Black deeper than midnight stains her fingertips.

“Wh- what are you doing here?” You manage to ask.

She smiles like you’ve done something cute.

“I wanted to see you,” she tells you. “I wanted back what we had. I want what’s mine.”

You shake your head. “Wanda-”

“Shhh, pet,” a tendril of red light shoots out and fixes itself to your lips. You try to speak, but you’re muffled, gagged by Wanda’s power. Your eyes go wide. Tendrils of red light shoot forth from her, pulling at your limbs. First, your wrists are forced together. Then, your ankles. You try to scream as you’re lifted off the ground. You jerk against the magical bondage, kicking and twisting as your lungs work harder and harder to intake any air.

Wanda frowns at the inconvenience. “Be good and let this happen. You remember last time, don’t you? You were so good for me.”

You’re shaking, suspended in the air above your bedroom in front of her. She is smiling at you, warm and loving.

“Hush, pet,” she puts a finger to your forced-shut lips. “I lost my husband and I lost my children but I still have you, don’t I?”

Merciless, just as you remember her. You let out a whine behind your magical gag. You can’t say a word. (You don’t know what your answer would be if you could. Though, perhaps that is an answer in and of itself).

A smirk, truly wicked, sends ice through your veins as it spreads across Wanda’s beautiful face.

“Yes, pet. I think I do.”

#ilanswers #aud 🥀#ipmoshpit #ilana hits 600!#dear maria count me in 🖋#wanda maximoff x you #wanda maximoff x reader #wanda maximoff x gender neutral reader #wanda maximoff x y/n #wanda x reader #wanda x y/n #scarlet witch x reader #scarlet witch x you #wanda maximoff drabble #dark!wanda x reader #dark!wanda maximoff

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artsartblog · 4 months

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In honor of the new year I’ll be posting the last art pieces I did of last year plus an art summary for the year.

First the art summary of 2023 because I felt like just giving an overview of what all I’ve made plus what I will be adding to this post. The first two are of my persona, her main art and her as a Fairy Pokémon Gym Leader (which was made for a discord server I’m in). March is of my Welcome Home oc that I haven’t made much art of, but I do have a piece I’m still working on since I’m not as hyperfixated on WH but still enjoy seeing art of it. April is of an AU version of my Marvel oc Molly (I know what I said in the og post with that art, but I’m considering it an AU version of Molly to just add to the different version I have of her). May is art of my TWEWY oc Kotone after she becomes a reaper. June is art of my FNaF oc Kelly in her new daycare uniform. July is art I made for my SU art blog, which is art of an AU I’m occasionally working on because I have too many ideas to ever commit to one thing lol. August is a redesign of my RC9GN oc Clarissa. September is art I made for a friend. October is art of my TADC oc Odette, who I’ve never posted on tumblr because I keep forget to lol. November is actually the outlier of everything on here because I technically started it years ago, but only finished it November 2023, so we’re just going to accept it into the bunch. December is art of an old oc that used to belong to a friend of mine, but she’s given him up to me since she doesn’t do art anymore and I couldn’t just separate him from his girlfriend (my oc Lucy). Plus he’s apart of the first ever oc universe I ever created (with my friend).

Now onto my latest unposted art!

First we have is Annalei! She is a character I made based on my friend. Originally it was a trio thing, but now it’s just a duo (because of drama I won’t get into on here since it’s the new year and we don’t need that drama again). Anyways, she is an angel who acts as the guardian angel of my character (who I haven’t drawn yet) Nikki. The two actually live together as roommates with Annalei trying to help guide Nikki down a path of good. I made this piece for my friend for Christmas because I thought she’d like it (she loved it). I don’t have a lot developed for this universe because of reasons, but I’ll eventually get around to developing it more.

Next we have Odette. She is my The Amazing Digital Circus oc I made after falling in love with the pilot of tadc. She is based off a ballerina music box I have that belonged to my mom, plus my childhood love of ballet, and ball jointed dolls (since tadc gives off a whole toy-box vibe). She named herself Odette because it was the one thing she could remember from the real world. Ironically, she is living her worst fear because she feared being forgotten by loved ones and everyone she ever cared about. She hates that she can’t remember anything about herself and tries her best to find a way out, but doesn’t think too hard on escaping since she doesn’t want to abstract. She actually tends to stay hidden from the others, Caine doesn’t actually know she’s there, but is aware of her room. The others know of her room, but Jax was the only one to ever meet her until Pomni arrived. The other few things she does remember is how to dance, draw and sing (mostly through muscle memory). Odette has a weird friendship with Jax, but she doesn’t mind. Especially since she has social anxiety and making new friends is really difficult for her (even more so now that she has no idea who she is). This helps her with becoming friends with Pomni since they’re both filled with anxiety and the desire to leave. Though Odette does her best to help Pomni out whenever she can, hoping that one of them could leave at the least. When she does first meet Pomni it was by accident on Pomni’s part. Odette had been dancing around in a place far enough away from the others, but close enough to still be able to see whatever adventure Caine has them all doing. The music playing drowned out any sound of someone approaching that Odette didn’t notice Pomni until the song ended and Pomni clapped at the performance, which caused Odette to freeze up and panic. Especially when she saw that it wasn’t Jax that found her. Luckily for the two of them this led to a friendship (one where Odette would do her best to protect Pomni from Jax’s pranks).

Next is of my Miraculous oc Dani. Maskerade (a play on mask and masquerade) is of akumatized Dani. The only reason for her getting akumatized is stress from her mother and everyone expecting her to be someone she’s not. Despite being a miraculous holder she would struggle with being akumatized because she knows that she’s just stressed out and there are ways to fix what she’s dealing with, but as a teenager trying to get her mother to just listen and understand her is difficult. Sometimes turning into a villain helps with getting the point across. Vespbee is Dani if she was the holder of the bee miraculous. I honestly went a little overboard with her hair, but I love it so much. Not much to say on it because it’s just a literal what if situation. Dark Swan is if Swanette got akumatized. It’s less likely to happen compared to Maskerade, but still possible because even as Swanette Dani has her doubts as a hero. Especially when she hears all the comments on how she’ll never be better than Ladybug and Cat Noir, not that she really cares but it hurts to be compared to other heroes. She’d be pretty dangerous because she’d be able to break away from Hawkmoth’s control and be an independent villain of her own control, which wouldn’t seem that bad but with her unlimited use of her abilities is not good. Especially because her miraculous ability is using her feathers to normally just brings out the best of person (like a trait or ability/talent), but an akumatized version of that brings out the worst in people and can bring out an animalistic/monstrous version of the person (practically turning them into a monstrous creature). Since she doesn’t have any goal other than proving that “yeah I’ll never be like Ladybug and Cat Noir”, which makes it even more difficult for Ladybug and Cat Noir to stop her. (She’s basically an eviler version of Hawkmoth)

Next we have is an AU idea I had for my DC oc Grace Kyle/Wayne (aka Catgirl).

This AU idea started out as “What if Catgirl died trying to become a vigilante like Batman to get closer to him in hopes of being able to tell him that they’re related?”, then turned into Grace swapping places with Jason and being the one to die instead. I plan of drawing what she looks like after being brought back to life as Crimson Cat (a name she gave herself) that has been trained under Talia al Ghul since Grace didn’t have any proper training to be a vigilante in the first place. Now alive she works on tracking down who killed her and getting revenge. It’s still a wip of an idea, but I think it’d be fun because of messing around with the personalities of characters. Plus angst for both Bruce and Selina.

Next we have the designs for my TMNT universe turtles. It’s a mix of 2012!turtles and rise!turtles, but with different turtles. Idk what else to say about them since I’m still working on that whole universe.

I’m adding this purely because I really love this design. This is Ozul Nightingale, otherwise known as the Boogeyman or Shadow Man, in his shadow/monster form. He’s the villain of my universe called Different Paths. He has the abilities to cause people to experience nightmares, slowly corrupting people into beings called shadow monsters, and brining out the true darkness in people. He was sealed away by The Council to save others from his powers. When he was sealed away he was put into an eternal sleep that could be broken by the blood of a pure-blooded shadow witch (a witch who is descended from Ozul that can perform shadow magic). To keep watch over him and prevent anyone from waking him a powerful witch, his wife, was placed as his guard, but over time she slowly became corrupted and became known as the Shadow Witch (who is the baddie for the most part of Different Paths). I haven’t drawn his human form yet, but I plan on doing it eventually. (Along with redesigning the main characters)

Next we have Barry and Aria. They’re just fun characters I made that are children of tumblr sexymen/women (Dr. Drakken and Shego). No, they are not related, but they do act like cousins to each other and we’re raised together by Drakken and Shego.

Lastly is my love Digger. He is being reworked because I’m basing him off of memory, but making him more my own. He is a ghoul demon creature that works in a graveyard. He’s a pretty chill guy and dating my oc Lucy (who is the long lost vampire princess). His family is a royal demon family that has constantly been at war with the royal vampire family because of things that happened in the past. However, Digger honestly doesn’t care about all of that and enjoys spending time working in the graveyard. He especially doesn’t react negatively like other demons (that aren’t in his immediate family) would expect him to react when finding out that his girlfriend is the long lost vampire princess (especially since it’s a big change for Lucy, who group up believing she was a weird witch girl that just was better with certain dark magic compared than other witches). He loves his girlfriend so much that her being from the “rival” family (it’s more the vampires that hate the demons) just means that they’ll be together forever. (Also he lets her paint his nails because it’s the only reminder of her that he’s willing to get dirty while he’s working). I do eventually plan of the two getting married, but that’s a future me thing to deal with.

That concludes all the art from 2023!!!! I hopefully will get around to posting more art on here than I normally do. I hope you look forward to it! Anyways, I hope you all have a wonderful year! Remember stay creative!

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rainiishowers · 1 year

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I posted 1,087 times in 2022

That's 1,085 more posts than 2021!

564 posts created (52%)

523 posts reblogged (48%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@eternallydaydreaming2015

@crazyyanderefangirlfan

@reshi-galaxy

@mammoneythegreat

@asmo-ds

I tagged 992 of my posts in 2022

Only 9% of my posts had no tags

#omswd - 518 posts

#reblogs - 384 posts

#rainiianswers - 272 posts

#om! mc - 190 posts

#obey me shall we date - 181 posts

#om! mammon - 144 posts

#om! lucifer - 108 posts

#om! brothers - 107 posts

#anon asks - 96 posts

#om! asmodeus - 91 posts

Longest Tag: 114 characters

#lucifer is only slightly mad mc would declare such a thing since he thinks only he should have a month for him lol

My Top Posts in 2022:

How would the brothers react to someone else saving MC from another demon? Maybe it would be their friend from RAD or just a passer by who saw MC nearly get attacked and decided to step it.

Then after they finish fighting, they turn to MC and ask if they need to go to the hospital or want aku-donalds on the way since "Well, some humans crave hamburgers after an injury... I think..."

Lucifer

When he felt your fear through the pact, he immediately set off to save you

He felt the fear dissipate, which worried him more

That worry turned into confusion as he saw you casually talking to a demon, with another demon passed out on the floor, but clearly still alive.

You see Lucifer approaching and you wave at him.

"Hey Luci!"

The demon tensed up and turns to see Lucifer, having a risen eyebrow as he stares holes into them

"L-Lord Lucifer! I swear I wasn't hurting MC!"

The eldest looks at you, to which you nod.

"Relax. I'm not going harm you."

"W-Wha-"

"You saved my.. reckless partner, you can go."

The person nods and quickly scurries off.

Lucifer proceeds to pick you up and set the demon who almost attacked you ablaze, carrying you home while blocking your view so you don’t see the demon being burned alive

Mammon

It didn’t take him long to get where you were

It took a minute to process the situation but immediately interjects between you and the demon, getting right up to their face

“Shoo, leave us alone”

You huff and pull him away.

“Mammon, don’t be like that! They saved me from being attacked”

He looks at the demon passed out and looks back at the demon who saved you

He tsks before looking away.

He was suppose to be your guardian..

What if this nice demon wasn’t there? What if you got hurt or worse..?

You noticed Mammon shaking lightly and you thank the kind demon before walking off with Mams in tow.

“Hey.. Mams, you alright?”

He simply pulls you into a hug and held you tightly

He didn’t want to lose you again.. He didn’t want to see you in pain again..

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I have woke up today and choose angst. May I please ask for headcanons for the demon brothers reacting to MC saying this

Mc: You guys are the worst brothers I've ever seen. I don't know how Mammon puts up with all of you but I feel sorry, he should have never fallen with you guys and just stayed an angel. He would have a better life in Celestia without any of you, your all hypocrites and at least he never tried to kill me. He should have left you all to perish in the war

*Rubs hands together like an evil villain* Hehehe Oh I'm so glad you came to me

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Short Story:

All week.

All week, MC has been hearing is constant insults directed at Mammon, and they were pissed. The fact that Mammon had come to them for comfort multiple times in a day this week just goes to show how much they have been treating Mammon like he was nothing but trash.

It was at dinner time that MC finally had enough. MC were hearing nothing but cruel jokes and insults, seeing Mammon try to defend himself every time, but quickly be shut up by Levi, Satan or Lucifer.

“You’re such a scum! I must’ve done something horrible to deserve a brother like you!”

“Silence!”

The pact command was enough to shut everyone up, as they all looked surprised and bewildered. Lucifer gave MC a glare, one they simply ignore. They go to take Mammon to his room. Before they left, a look of anger and pity wash over their face, showing just how disappointed they were in the brothers.

“You guys are the worst brothers I've ever seen. I don't know how Mammon puts up with all of you but I feel sorry,” They spat. “He should have never fallen with you guys and just stayed an angel.” Ouch.. That got some reactions, even from Mammon himself.

“He would have a better life in the Celestial Realm without any of you, you are all hypocrites and at least he never tried to kill me. He should have left you all to perish in the war.”

With that last icy line, MC dissolves the pact command and leads Mammon to his room, leaving everyone in shock of what just happened.

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Lucifer

He was beyond shocked

Wasn’t sure whether to punish MC or just apologize

Maybe apologizing was best

But he certainly wasn’t able to do it right now

..Would Mammon really ended up better in the Celestial Realm?

Perhaps he would, but it was his decision to follow Lucifer..

Mammon had himself to blame for all the things he’s done.. right?

He was just trying to process everything they said as he gets up and walks to his office, dismissing everyone from dinner.

The prideful part of himself blamed Mammon, not claiming the responsibility of fucking him up.

But a small part of him did feel bad..

The fact they reminded him of the multiple murder attempts..

He knew that choosing Mammon as their protector was the best choice.

“Ugh.. What to do..?”

Mammon

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Diavolo watching the news: Someone tried to fight a squid at the aquarium today! Mammon: *walks in covered with ink* Well, maybe the squid was being a dick.

237 notes - Posted May 25, 2022

May I please ask headcanons for the demon bros reacting to Mammon giving them a a paper and saying this:

"I'll be moving out soon I got permission form Lord Diavolo and also some papers for you all to not come near or talk to me unless it's an important event. In short, we're no longer family, this good for you you guys since this is what you all wanted for so long."

A/N: Sorry if it’s not on par with some of my other Mammon angst, I hope you enjoy it regardless 😅Warnings: Anxiety/panic attack(?), ooc in some aspects ---

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It was dinner time, and everyone except Mammon was at the table. Everyone was wondering where he could be, his credit card was taken and the brothers thought he had no money as of now. Beel frowns and stares at Mammon's empty seat. Before he could say anything, the door opens and in came Mammon, with a stack of paper. "Mammon where were you?" Lucifer stood up. "At the castle." Mammon says dryly, giving him the papers. "I'll be moving out soon. I got permission form Lord Diavolo and also some papers for you all to not come near or talk to me unless it's an important event. In short, we're no longer family, this is good for you guys since this is what you all wanted for so long."

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Lucifer

Lucifer was impatiently tapping his foot as he waited for the second eldest to come home

Usually, he wouldn’t care as much, but Mammon has been going out lot lately and he couldn’t help but worry

When Mams does return, he tells Lucifer he was at the castle while handing him the documents

What Mammon said and what the papers read..

It was restraining orders and a few other important papers

He.. He was going to lose another sibling.. Just like that..

Lucifer should've expected this, he pushed Mammon too hard, he abused Mammon so much, he wasn't being a brother..

He could only watch as Mammon goes to his room, supposedly to pack his stuff up

As much as he wanted to convince Mammon to stay, he knew any attempt would end up being useless

He tensed and shook, spitefully gripping the papers he has been given

Lucifer failed as a brother..

Leviathan

Mammon being gone was normal for him

Maybe he has been dealing with witches for the past few days

The nervous looks his brothers were giving made him worry though

Everything is fine, Mammon is fine.. Right?

Levi perks up the minute Mammon came back

But what he said made him freeze with shock

Moving out..? Mammon was moving out?

And they are no longer family?!

After Mammon left, he shrunk in on himself

His vision blurred and his breathing became heavy

Levi was quick to excuse himself and go back to his room, grab a weighted blanket and just hope all of this is a bad nightmare..

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My #1 post of 2022

Crows Habits | MC x Mammon?? |

A/N: I haven't been able to write a lot and overall I've just been really tired so have this because I was actually motivated today It's not so much "MC x Mammon" as I would of liked but oh well -------

You were in the human world, walking through the park with a bag of breadcrumbs as usual, hoping to find the crows that you usually fed when up here, surely enough they were on trees near the private bench area you chose to sit at. When you began dropping the breadcrumbs for the near crows, you're reminded of Mammon, crows were his animal after all, so it's hard not to be reminded of him. You hear a chirp beside you on the left side and looked down, noticing it was a crow with some shiny things, coins, rings and keys. Picking the items up to investigate them, you remembered reading a book on crows habits and facts and realizing they were very much like the things Mammon did. "Crows understand the concept of gifts" A small smile snuck itself onto your lips, must be gifts for feeding them, even if you don't get the chance everyday since you're usually up in the Devildom. Like this crow, Mammon often gives you gifts even if you don't give something first, he's sometimes proud of the gift and other times he would just completely deny it while looking away. After admiring the things the crows gave you and giving a small thank you, you noticed there were a bunch of crows flocking near you to be fed, which you happily did as you remembered another crow fact that you read. "Crows remember who has been kind to them and tells other crows about the nice humans." Similar to Mammon, he often gets a chance to brag about what a nice human you are, even to the other brothers or exchange students. Of course that lead to other demons wanting to get to know you, either to take advantage of you or just genuinely get to know you, it became obvious after a while. You noticed after a while that different crows had different accents and dialect as you heard them cawing and making other sounds to communicate with other crows, once again reminding you of that accent Mammon has. "Feedin' crows, are ya?" You turn to look behind you and saw the shaggy white haired guy himself. "What are you doing here?" "Somethin' through the pact told me ya were thinkin' about me" "Yes, I was, Mams" You kiss his cheek as you continue feeding the murder of crows, finding it a bit cute how much he flushed up from that unexpected kiss on the cheek. "Well uhm-" He clears his throat. "...I was thinkin' about you too.." He quietly admits. "Aww, really?" "Y-Yea.." "Well, do you want to help me feed the crows before you go back" "Sure, got nothin' better to do."

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#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review #bro i am not in the least bit surprised “Crow Habits” is my top post 😭

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taegularities · 2 years

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I hope I'm not late for the Wattpad fic recs lol..here are some, hope you enjoy these too...

1. Han- I'm a sucker for angst so this is 👌!

2. Hyun- JK with a baby is just so adorable 😍

3. My Demon Babysitter- this is so much fun and hilarious hahaha I still giggle everytime I think of it

4. He's a Demigod- this is really funny and exciting as well!

5. Worst Guardian Angel Ever- I don't really have much to say because I might give out spoilers but yeah this is amazing! 💕

6. Agent Love- this is action-packed and really fun as well!

As you might've noticed the 4 fics are from the same author, I just love her works so much. ☺️

thank u very muchhhh, appreciate the recs n ur efforts heheh <333

#*bookmarked #notes for rid 🌹#lachimolalajeon

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phoenicafleecity · 2 years

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☄️✨ ⚖️ for midas I like him

OC Question Meme

☄️ Does your OC believe in fate and destiny or do they think it’s a load of garbage? Would they ever get this fortune told? What would a fortune-teller tell them about their future?

Midas does believe in both fate and destiny (or rather any angel LOL). By technicality it already is real for him, as every Angelonian is bound to become a guardian angel at any moment or time, and he believed becoming one himself was an act of fate.

✨ If your OC were a deity of some kind, what would they represent? What do they look like? How are they worshipped and what offerings would they expect? What are their places of worship like? Their followers? Their teachings?

(He’s already an angel but lets say hes probably higher in angel ranking LMAOOO) Midas would likely be a patron of healing and curiosity! He’d probably be a lot more fancier especially both human and real form. Worship wise i don’t really know??? Probably and likely exchange in valuables whether they’re worth little or a lot for turning them to gold (get it midas bc the king midas myth get it g).

⚖️ What is the biggest crime your OC has committed? Are they a theif, a cheat, a liar? What is the smallest, most petty crime they’ve committed? Or do they not do crime at all?

He’s (almost) incapable of crime. Since that’s part of his being to be good no matter what, likely he will “die” and then 10 minutes later appear out of nowhere absolutely forgetting that he almost committed a crime or anything of the likes. Probably the worst thing to do is lie and let Basil + co do the crime works LMAO

#diego answers an ask part 7 #mutualz tag #diego ocs #midas is shrimply!!! too nice someone come collect this guy

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hey angel,

i’m so glad you had such a good time! i bet you looked so beautiful 🥰 i’d love to dance with you, preferably somewhere nice and warm like greece in the evening in a cute little bar with cute cocktails 🍹🧺🥹💓 not me being g*y on main loool … but yes, very much so .. anyway, i’m so happy you enjoyed yourself and made the most of it! 💓✨

and you’re so sweet my darling, thank you! i hope so too 😭💕💓 this is v stressful lol, wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy, but your good vibrations 🧿🌤️ means the world my girl; thank you x 19299339 🖇️💐🌟

yes yes yes ma’am i am doing all of tht! i am on the road to recovery! dw abt me angel 🕊️

💕

and aksjsjsjs gosh don’t even, you truly are such a beauty, inside and out, your soul is so beautiful, it’s no wonder you’ve captured me 🥺🥺🥺 there’s a line in pride and prejudice, vol. 3, ch. 16 “you’ve bewitched me” .. that’s it .. you were so kind, so wise, so sweet, i couldn’t help but be ensnared by you, my beautiful girl, stay safe, look after yourself and know that you are sososo loved ✨💓🌈💕👼🏼🪷

hello my dearest guardian angel 🩷

first of all i want to apologize for this belated reply. i haven't been feeling too well.. i'm paralyzed with fear bc of my upcoming final exams and i just can't bring myself to study even though i know exactly how important these exams are.. i'm currently stuck in a cycle of procrastination and self loathing and i can't get out. this post describes perfectly how i'm feeling as of late. i don't want this reply to get too depressing so let me stop with this topic..

i hope you are doing much better my darling! hopefully your chest infection is gone by now and you're healthy and well again 🫶🏻 any news regarding the hunt for the phd programme? i hope it's going smoothly and that you're not stressing too much over it! what kind of phd programme do you want to get into btw? as always i wish you only the best for all your endeavors and hope that good news reach you soon my angel 🌟 you are capable of everything ❣❣❣

and omg greece is one of my absolute dream destinations!! that scenario you painted sounds absolutely dreamy and wonderful 🥹💘 i would most definitely LOVE to dance in greece with you on a warm summer night close to the shore while sipping on delicious drinks and forgetting about all of our worries just enjoying each other's company laughing and savoring the moment 💗 okay now i'm upset bc i know that will never happen but a girl can dream right!? 😭

i know about that line from pride and prejudice (although i've never read the book or watched the movie.. i probably should since i've only heard good things about both) and the fact that you associate me with it??? hello??? 😭💘 you truly know how to make me blush and feel loved 🥺💖 i honestly think that no one has ever seen me the way you do... your words never fail to make me feel touched and make my heart skip a beat 💓 i am such a lacking person.. in fact i'm often convinced that i'm a horrible person but to be loved by someone like you makes me feel like there is good in me after all and that i am worth something.. as always i cannot possibly thank you enough. thank you for your luminous presence in my life and your unwavering love. i love and cherish you deeply 💝🫂💫💞🦋🪷🧿🥠 i hope you're safe, healthy, happy and taken care of at all times 💌

#i love you 🩷#my guardian angel 👼🏼#replies #keep forever 🗝#when sad

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dreamii-yume · 3 years

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Darling Lumine Brainrot! {Part Four}

Venti

[Warnings : Yandere | Dub-Con that gradually became Non-Con | Emotional Manipulation | Venlumi Ship]

This one had absolutely no right to be longer than the last brainrots lol

Other than the bar, if there’s any other place you can find Venti at—It’s at Windrise. Basking in that fresh air on the top of Vanessa’s symbolic tree, playing his lyre like the bard that he is now and spreading his tunes to all life around. It’s not easy to miss such melody so unique to the Mondstandt’s famous bard.

It’s just so happens that it’s also where one of the Statue of the Seven is located, so its often a place of healing and worship. I figured Lumine would almost always be there just to take a breather because having to deal with crazy-ass hornii men is a goddamn headache. Her only quest of finding her brother had just turned into something more complicated and honestly, it’s really tiring—Even for her, who doesn’t belong into this world.

Venti would hear her silent weeping, muttering about where her brother is and couldn’t help but pity the poor girl—He just can’t leave such a sweetheart like her all alone like that, can he? She’s done so much for his nation, it’s just fair to help her back in return, right?

So, Venti would jump down from the branch he was resting in and gracefully land before Lumine’s eyes, as if he was the guardian angel that she was waiting for. He’ll lift up her mood, comforting her with words of advice or through his songs alone. He’s a persistant one too, he won’t stop until he gets a smile on this cute little traveller’s face—It’s what suits her the best, after all!

He’ll ask her what was wrong, to tell him the full story so he can understand her situation better. Was she feeling homesick? How about listening to a song that sparks the nostalgia in you? You’ll surely feel like a child again and clear that homesickness away! Does she miss her brother? Don’t worry, no bonds is ever stronger than familial bonds, fate always has its way in bringing the two of you together! Or is she just lonely? Hehe…Venti’s here to clear all that loneliness away!

But then—Though her mood is a lot better now than before, it feels as though Lumine isn’t being very honest with him here. She’s avoiding something, perhaps a personal problem that…oh. His eyes glanced down on the ugly marks on her skin and soon enough, he gulped in realization to what the real source of her problem was…To think some kind of brute was able to do this to her.

Venti won’t say anything about it—If Lumine was avoiding this very subject, then that just means she doesn’t want to talk about it. She’s already became a little bit cheerful at this point, so bringing a topic that she doesn’t like would just be the absolute worst…Instead, Venti would offer subtle warm indications that’ll hopefully make her feel less…violated, you know? To clear off that dirty feeling on the inside. To forget even for just a moment as he wraps his hands around her and into a gentle hug.

And Lumine could feel that—His body language is so warm, so fuzzy. One that makes her tear up because this was the first time someone felt this genuinely close…Not even her brother has shown this level of tenderness. It’s so surreal, yet so familiar—She loves the way he pats her on the back too, stroking her hair, and making her feel like the most precious thing in the world.

And to Venti, that probably isn’t too far from the truth.

I feel like Venti would be the delusional one here—Rather than Lumine falling dependant on his gentle demeanor. There’s a high possibility that it’ll be him who’ll grow infatuated with the feeling of her body around his arms. I mean…Isn’t that obvious? Lumine was but a poor girl who is being treated cruelly by this world, it should be his duty to protect her! What kind of god was he to just let her suffer like that, right?

Similar to Kaeya, Venti would probably resort to seduction and a bit of manipulation—Feigning innocence to gather all her trust and when opportunity comes, he’ll take it. The only difference is that I can see him succeeding. He just has a way with words that makes everything he suggests so pleasing to hear, you know? It was so unlike Kaeya who sounds dishonest and insincere and not like Diluc who’s forceful and intimidating. Lumine even prefers it than her brother’s controlling tone—Though she would never say that out loud.

So, the next thing she knows—She’s on the bed with him, all sweaty, naked, and hot. She was confused on what exactly happened to lead her into this kind of situation but…Being fucked had never felt this good before. Venti is a little submissive, isn’t he? So, I don’t see him as a rough type of character when it comes to bed—He’s all about feeling good and god, does he know how to use his hands and dicc to their full potential. For the first time, Lumine actually thought she could enjoy something like this.

But though Venti provides a great sexual and comforting service, one that Lumine would probably prefer over others—Her journey must go on and one day, she’ll have to leave Mondstandt too, and to leave Venti as well. And that becomes quite the troublesome problem when this carefree god becomes a little…too attached, you know?

Venti knows it himself, he knows she’ll leave someday and he thought he was fine with it, but now—He isn’t so sure anymore. She’ll leave? To continue finding her brother? After all they’ve been through? That’s kinda…unfair, isn’t it? So, as a way to cope with this kind of overwhelming information, Venti just kinda…refuses to acknowledge it, in hopes that his antics alone will convince Lumine to eventually give up and stay with him.

So, so many distractions. He pulls a lot of excuses just to keep Lumine inside his nation for as long as he could, without actually looking as controlling as he wants to be. Hey, there’s a new festival coming up soon, won’t you stay for a while? I have a new song in mind, but it’s not finish yet so please wait just a little bit, okay? Traveller, would you like to go on a date with me? I know a place! It all becomes increasingly obvious and annoying as time goes on, he’s taking way too much of Lumine’s time. Even Paimon notices it.

And when the wholesome distractions doesn’t work? Or at least, not anymore—Well…Let’s just say, he’ll have the tendency to force affections out of Lumine when he’s really desperate. Oh, she’s speaking about her brother again—Might as well cut her off with a kiss that’ll eventually lead to a full make out session. Lumine’s trying to escape the conversation again—He’ll wrap his hands around her waist and pull her close to him so she won’t be able to get away any time soon.

It reaches the point where Lumine is now actively refusing his advances, pushing him away and whatnot—But Venti just refuses to budge. Come on, Traveller. Just one more round? You enjoyed it the first time, didn’t you? I promise it’ll be even better this time! Venti will use everything in his power to make Lumine answer his beck and call—Guilt-tripping, tears, and all those things that she’s naturally weak to.

He isn’t afraid to use any of that if it meant keeping her by his side.

#genshin impact #yandere #venlumi #ship #darling lumine #yume brainrot

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jakes-tummy · 2 years

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Good Enough -S.JY

Genre: comfort

WC: exactly 1k lol

warnings: mentions of depression and bottling up feelings, intrusive thoughts

A/N: hiii this is my work for the Soul Symphonies collab with @prettywon. I wrote this based on the song Good Enough by Evanescence.

synopsis: you’ve always struggled, but Jake would be there to help you and guide you out of the dark

You have always struggled with your self-worth. You had gone through so much in your life, each problem bringing more and more self-deprecating thoughts to your head. You drowned in them. Years upon years of thinking yourself a bad person for the feelings you had felt each time you were hurt, thinking you were weak, unwanted and unworthy.

All of those thoughts seemed to slip away when you were with him. Jake Sim. The prettiest boy you had ever seen. Although you would keep that thought to yourself.

His smile was contagious and so was his laughter. He was like the sun’s rays peeking out from behind dark clouds. He was your sunshine. He was your light. He was your guardian angel.

Although you hadn’t been close at first, Jake had been noticing you looked like you were going through a tough time. He didn’t like the distant and broken look in your eyes when you weren’t busy with anything. It made him sad. He wondered what your smile would look like. He wondered if he could make that happen.

So he had approached you first.

Well, not really approached, seeming how it started by passing notes in class. Luckily enough, the teacher had not caught him.

Are you okay? -S.J

You were surprised to say the least, at first not realizing the note was for you. You looked up to who had passed it to you, to see none other than Jake Sim looking at you with a concerned look. You looked back down at the note before scribbling down a response. One that seemed to come so naturally from all the times you had lied.

I’m fine :) -YN

From that day on, Jake would always find time to ask you the same question. “How are you?” (At one point, when you were feeling your worst, you thought about how annoying it was, having the same question repeated to you everyday. But you kept that to yourself. You were really just irritable, he wasn’t doing anything wrong.)

After weeks upon weeks of telling him “I’m fine,” you finally broke. You finally told the truth.

“Are you okay?”

“No,” you admit, your voice shaking. You were nearly choking on your words. “I’m not.”

The bottle you had kept everything stored in had shattered, and the tears refused to stop coming. You told him everything, all of what you were feeling, everything that was bothering you. You shared your hurt, your guilt, your sadness, your pain– everything– with him.

As much as it hurt to know how much you were struggling with, he was happy that you had finally spoken up and admitted your feelings. He was glad that you felt you could trust him with such personal information and thoughts.

As you rambled on, he only listened quietly, offering the only comfort he felt he could offer at the time.

Once you had calmed down, stopped shaking and your tears had dried, he began to speak.

“I’m sorry. How long have you been feeling this way? Have you told anyone?” The genuine care in his eyes almost made you start crying all over again. You’ve never felt so cared for.

You shook your head, sniffling. “You’re the first person I’ve told. I’ve always just bottled things up for as long as I can remember.”

“That’s not healthy, you know,” he said softly, placing his hand over yours, squeezing it gently.

“I-I know. It’s just a bad habit.”

The two of you sat in a somewhat-comfortable silence before he spoke up again.

“I want to help you.”

To say you were taken aback would be an understatement. “You… You want to help? Me?”

“I don’t like seeing you look so sad. I see you acting alright when you talk to others, but that’s all it is, right? Acting. When you’re not busy with someone else, you look so… so dead. So broken. I want to make you happy. I want you to smile. Actually smile, not just a fake one.”

“Why? Why would you help someone like me?”

He sighs, feeling awkward to admit something he was still a little unsure about, even though he meant well. “Because I like you.”

To be honest, he didn’t exactly have solid feelings for you at first, he only said that so he would be able to give you a reason, but he could admit to himself that during the time he spent with you after you confided in him, he felt good. You made him feel good, even if you, yourself couldn’t see it. He was convinced that you were the opposite of everything you thought yourself to be. You were all things beautiful and all things worthy. You had just been put on the wrong path by the ordeals you had faced on your own. The weight of all of that time having to deal with every feeling by yourself had deceived you into thinking you were nothing, when in reality, you were something. You were everything. At least to him.

You were something special. And he tried his best to make sure you knew it deep in your heart.

Everyday, he would remind you how loved you were, how beautiful you were, how brilliant you were, how proud he was of you. Everyday, he would greet you with an everlasting smile displayed upon his lips. He would always come up and give you a tight hug, one that felt like home. One that felt safe.

Sure, it took a while, but with more time and more help, it was working. Having someone by your side to guide you in the right direction, someone to lean on and talk to, helped so much. If you had any doubts at all, he would make them vanish into thin air at once. Jake left no room for doubt.

You felt your best when you were with Jake. He made you feel beautiful. He made you feel wanted.

He made you feel good enough.

#soul.symphonies #ficscafe #enhypenwriters #enhypennetwork #jake sim x reader #enhypen jake x reader #enha jake x reader #sim jaeyun x reader #sim jake x reader #jake fluff #jake sim comfort

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