MTV Downtown

"I love you kind of the same way I love my fav color, pretty much without thinking.. I just do."

I love you so much that I only sweat when I'm loving you too much, haha.. cause you are too hot to even have on my mind - eUë

*makes half a social mistep* okay what if i go buy a gun and put it in my mouth now would that fix this i think so

THE MOVE THE MOVE THE MOVE THE MOVE THE MOVE

i hate who i am.

"My dad has to leave. For his job. He's going back to Australia in a few months. Then on, I think, to Russia." There was a silence that maybe lasted five seconds, but felt like it lasted an hour. Boris? Gone? Everything seemed frozen, like the planet had stopped. "Well, I'm not going," said Boris serenely. His face in the moonlight had taken on an unnerving electrified flicker, like a black-and-white film from the silent era. "Fuck that. I'm running away." "Where?" "Dunno. Do you want to come?" "Yes," I said, without thinking

The Goldfinch, Donna Tartt (page 333)

sometimes words come out of my mouth that are so baffling and incomprehensible i have to actually clarify that i spent my formative years in a roman catholic convent

Your post has me thinking about Steve doing the same thing for Eddie one day and Eddie being so surprised/flustered 😌

i see this and i hear you 100% ❤️

but may i ALSO address: steve being inspired to do it for robin one day when her hands are full and her reaction being a mix of “that was really weird dingus” and “i now have no choice but to stare at you fondly with my big blue eyes for a sec”

any of u got tips on how to deal with not being good enough at things?? cause im not good enough at everything i do and its pissing me off >:/

Anyway (continuing from my own thoughts and a convo from like yesterday) I’m not actually the way I am about the the boy I kind of maybe not really like at my job because he accidentally slapped himself in the nuts but also a little bit

All of these colors, but I am color blind.

All of these feelings, but my soul is paralyzed.

So many faces, but I only see one. All of them matter like none.

I am thinking of all the things I could have done.

if i could make a little oil paint i’d be so peaceful but my level is so low for that aagghhh 

I don't think Bigby views himself as particularly dim

"No... But that doesn't mean he sees himself as bright. Bigby's all about defending himself over things he isn't. He never talks about what he is. Like...

He'll say he's not stupid, but I've never heard that boy call himself smart.

He'll tell you he's not weak, but he's never claimed to be strong.

And every other time he does it, well... It's pretty obvious he's just taking what he feels and denying it. Not scared, not worried, not lonely...

He doesn't have the sort of confidence a young man his age should. He never had room to develop that."

i hate how stress and anger makes me so impulsive

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