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Wilful Misfortune
Karina & Winter x Ex Trainee F!Reader
Genre: Fluff, Angst
Warnings: Swearing, Alcohol, Break-Ups, Depression, Isolation, Social Anxiety, Car Accidents, Hospitals, Suicidal Thoughts, Mentions of Death
Word Count: 10.7k
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A content smile graced your lips as you leaned back against Jimin’s chest, basking in the golden glow of the sun that flooded through the window. Her arms wrapped securely around your waist, face nuzzled into the crook of your neck as you simply enjoyed the rare opportunity to just be with one another. Neither of you paid much attention to the movie that played in the background, far too engrossed in one another. “God, I missed this,” Jimin sighed blissfully, lips brushing against your skin as she spoke. Grinning broadly, you laid your head on her shoulder, meeting her gentle gaze. “Me too, I can’t remember the last time we did this,” you mumbled, lips jutting out in a pout.
“I’m sorry, I’ve just been so busy lately,” Jimin frowned apologetically, fingers toying with the fabric of the hoodie you wore, her hoodie to be precise. “It’s not your fault,” you smiled, bringing a hand up to caress her cheek in understanding. “I know, but I just wish I had more time with you.” She huffed, unconsciously leaning further into your touch. “Anything you give me is enough,” you assured, brushing the pad of your thumb over her cheek. “Still,” she insisted, dropping her head back to the crook of your neck with a regretful sigh. Your brows pinched at the sight, awkwardly shifting on the couch as you twisted to face her. “I knew what I was doing when I agreed to date you Jimin, and I wouldn’t dare change a thing.” You declared, forcing her to meet your determined gaze.
“Even when we can’t spend time with each other for months?” Jimin questioned in mild disbelief, suddenly overcome by a river of doubts that flooded her mind. “Even then.” You said, wasting no time before shutting down her concerns. “Why?” She uttered weakly, tone laced with uncertainty. “Because I love you,” you breathed out, the words rolling off your tongue with ease. Jimin couldn’t help the smile that naturally quirked at her lips upon hearing those words, her eyes softening by tenfold. “Besides, moments like these are worth it. Every minute I get to spend with you makes up for all the lost time,” you whispered, playfully nudging your nose against hers. Scrunching her face up and releasing an airy chuckle, Jimin pressed her forehead to yours.
“I love you so much,” she confessed, lips barely brushing against yours as her eyes fluttered shut. You grinned, eagerly surging forward to connect your lips, hands clutching her shoulders for support. Jimin smiled against your lips, heart thrashing wildly against her ribs, warmth blooming in her chest. Pulling back with a breathless giggle, you quickly pecked her lips before curling up against her. Chuckling, she carefully snaked her arms around your waist, pressing her lips to the side of your head as she began to gently comb a hand through your hair. You comfortably tucked your head into the crook of her neck, nose nuzzling against her soft skin. Jimin happily sunk further into the couch cushions, settling comfortably below you.
The familiar creak of a door followed by light footfall had the two of you glancing up in curiosity. Neither of you bothered to move, her members already used to the two of you lazing around on off days. “Hey Minjeong,” Jimin greeted casually as the younger girl rounded the corner. The latter merely nodded her head in acknowledgement before meeting your eyes, gaze turning hostile as she stared between the two of you. Minjeong rolled her eyes as you sent her smile, strolling off without a word. Jimin turned to you with a sympathetic frown, hating the way your smile faltered. She studied the way your eyes followed Minjeong hopefully, sighing as the flicker of hope faded and your eyes dulled.
“You okay baby?” Jimin asked, brows furrowing as you reluctantly turned to meet her gaze. Nodding your head slowly, you sent her a reassuring smile, one that didn’t quite reach your eyes. Truth be told, the leader never managed to uncover the reason behind Minjeong’s evident hatred for you. Back in her trainee days, she recalled the two of you being closer than Jimin was to either of you. Always joined at the hip and giggling about some nonsense no one else seemed to understand. You shared a bond like no other, but now, Minjeong couldn’t even hear your name without scowling. These days you always looked saddened around the younger, but also hopeful, wordlessly holding your hand out to a friendship that Minjeon had slammed the door on years ago.
“Talk to me,” Jimin urged, sitting up as she adjusted you in her lap. “It’s nothing,” you muttered with a sigh, glancing wistfully at the window. “You know you can tell me anything,” your girlfriend persuaded, reaching up to grasp your chin between her thumb and forefinger. “I know, I just- Can we just cuddle?” You asked, forehead creased in a frown as you stared pleadingly into her chocolate brown orbs. “Of course,” she agreed in a heartbeat, not wanting to push further. “It’s been a while since we watched the sunset together,” Jimin mumbled as she pulled you closer, easily distracting you from the previous interaction. As far as Jimin knew, neither you nor her understood why Minjeong had begun to loathe you in the first place.
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It was early the next morning when you awoke a painfully dry throat that longed for relief. Sleepily rubbing your eyes, you reluctantly slipped from Jimin’s warm hold, quietly padding towards the kitchen. You shuffled through the threshold, making a beeline for the fridge, happily gulping down a bottle of cold water. Once your thirst was quenched, you abruptly spun on your heel, yelping in surprise at the sight of Minjeong standing before you. She shot you an unimpressed stare, shoulder nudging yours with force as she brushed past you with a scoff. “Minjeong-ah,” you trailed off, features tainted with confliction as you stared after her. “Winter,” she corrected sharply, refusing to meet your gaze as she busied herself in the fridge.
You tilted your head in confusion, brows pinched, flinching as she harshly slammed the fridge door shut harshly. “Only my friends call me Minjeong,” she uttered, voice so cold it was unfamiliar. Your heart ached in your chest, lips sucked between your teeth. “I thought we were friends Min,” you uttered weakly, mind jumping back to a time in which the girl before you was always by your side. When you’d sworn to stay best friends forever, even if you didn’t have the luxury of debuting together, you still had your dreams, pinkies linked in a promise. “You thought wrong,” Minjeong grits out, fists tightly clenched by her side. “Please just tell me what I did wrong,” you begged, almost certain it was the millionth time you’d asked this question.
Rolling her eyes for the nth time, Minjeong picked up her plated food, storming towards the living room. “Please, Minjeong,” you pleaded, catching her by the arm. Her eyes narrowed as she glared down at your firm grip on her wrist, ripping her arm from your grasp. “It’s worse that you don’t even care enough to remember,” she huffed, nostrils flared and features hardened as she trudged away. Sighing, you ran a hand through your hair in frustration, lips pursed as your gaze followed her. For someone who was once your best friend, you couldn’t recall the last time you’d had a civil conversation. One day you woke up and the younger girl was no longer by your side, but rather going to great lengths to stray as far away from you as possible.
She was suddenly cold and disinterested, brushing you off any chance she got. Never replying to texts and barely muttering more than a few harsh words to you. Losing your best friend was a pain like no other, constantly seeing her only made it harder. She was always just out of reach, teasingly dangled before you but never truly there, not for you at least. You hated whenever the thought poisoned your mind, but it was admittedly suspicious that her sudden hatred only began a mere day after Jimin had asked you out. Minjeong wasn’t like that, she would never end a friendship over something so foolish. She would’ve talked to you, that’s what you hoped all this time. But it seemed she only grew closer to Jimin with each passing day she pushed herself further from you.
You didn’t want to believe Minjeong may have feelings for the leader, it was a truth you were unprepared for.
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It was mid afternoon when Jimin sat down with her fellow members, hands undeniably shaky as she fought off her nerves. “Spit it out already, you’re scaring us,” Aeri blurted out, uncomfortable with the tense silence that loomed over them. “Is it something bad?” Yizhuo questioned with a small pout adorning her lips, brows furrowed in concern. “No, nothing bad,” their leader assured, breathing out a shaky sigh. “Is it about Y/n? I haven’t seen you this anxious since you asked her to be your girlfriend.” The main rapper observed, eyes narrowed in suspicion. Minjeong who sat quietly on the couch clenched her jaw at the mere mention of your name. Gulping harshly, Jimin nodded hesitantly, ignoring the teasing remarks that flew past Aeri’s lips.
“Listen, Y/n and I’s anniversary is coming up soon and I really wanna do something special,” Jimin confessed, anxiously toying with her sleeve at the thought. “You guys are so cute,” Yizhuo gushed, a fond smile tugging at her lips. “Everything has to be perfect for her,” their leader muttered with a determined grin, eyes filled with adoration for you. “You’re such a sap,” Aeri teased, but smiled nonetheless. “I was wondering if you guys would be willing to help,” Jimin asked carefully, gaze briefly flickering to Minjeong, who stared blankly at the window. “Of course!” The youngest exclaimed with a cheerful grin. “We’d be happy to help-” “No. Absolutely not.” Minjeong broke her silence, cutting the rapper off with her firm refusal.
“Minjeong-ah..” Yizhuo trailed off, gently grasping at her arm. Minjeong tugged her arm away harshly, crossing them over her chest defensively. “I’m not fucking helping with anything to do with her,” the short haired girl seethed, eyes alight with a burning rage. “It won’t be that bad, for Jimin-” Aeri attempted to convince her, but she was beyond that. “No. I hate that bitch, I’m not going anywhere near her,” Minjeong grumbled, glaring at the floor beneath her. “Minjeong! Don’t be rude,” Aeri scolded in disbelief, looking at the younger as if she’d grown a second head. “I don’t give a fuck,” she swore, shoulders tense as she rose to her feet, storming out of the room. “I’ll talk to her,” Yizhuo offered, sending Jimin an apologetic smile.
“Don’t worry, I’ll handle it,” the eldest finally spoke up, fists clenched by her sides as she sauntered after the younger, eyes scarily dark. Upon reaching Minjeong’s room, Jimin stepped inside, slamming the door shut behind her. Startled, the younger glanced up, scoffing at the sight of her glaring leader. “Would you care to explain what the fuck that was?” Jimin questioned harshly, fueled by a protective rage. “I don’t have to explain myself,” Minjeong huffed, crossing her legs as she raised a condescending brow. “Y/n might let that bullshit slide, but I won’t,” the leader fumed, eyes narrowed as she stared down at the younger expectantly. “So explain,” Jimin demanded, hand resting at her hip.
“No,” Minjeong refused, hands balled into fists. “If not to me, then to Y/n. She deserves that much,” Jimin grits out, taking a menacing step closer. The short haired girl only adamantly shook her head, averting her gaze to the wall. “I don’t even understand why you’re so mad at her, none of us do.” Jimin cried out, running a hand through her hair in frustration. “I hate her!” Minjeong suddenly yelled, startling the elder. “Why?” Jimin asked, mildly irritated by constantly running in circles. “Because I just do!” The younger girl yelled again, a barely noticeable crack in her voice, but the leader caught it. “She misses you,” Jimin tried a softer approach, watching as Minjeong’s walls began to crumble. “I hate her-” Minjeong’s voice broke as she finally met her leader's gaze, eyes brimming with tears.
“It’s her fault,” Minjeong sniffled, no longer having the energy to shout. “She doesn’t know what she did, but I know she’s sorry,” Jimin attempted to mend your broken friendship. “Y/n loves you,” the leader pushed further, trying to garner a reaction. “If she loves me, then she should leave me alone,” the short haired girl huffed, turning her back to Jimin. “I hate that I have to see her in our dorms, hear her name everyday, you all talk about how amazing she is but I fucking hate her,” Minjeong grit out in a whisper, a stay tear rolling down her cheek. The younger scoffed lightly, her emotions all bubbling over at once after years of suppression. “Minjeong, what really happened between the two of you?” Jimin asked gently, forgetting about her role as your girlfriend, but rather being a good friend to her closest member.
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3 years ago
It was a late one summer evening when you ungraciously stumbled through the halls of the trainee dorms at SM Entertainment. The blindingly bright grin that adorned your lips almost concealed the tears that endlessly cascaded down your rosy cheeks as you sniffled. You willed yourself to remain smiling as you rose your tightly clenched fist to rap against the familiar door. It swung open mere seconds later, Minjeong appearing before you with a cheery grin that faded as she caught sight of your tears that glistened in the sunlight. Her brows furrowed as she ushered you inside, slamming the door shut before turning to you in concern. She gently swiped at your dampened cheeks with the pad of her thumb, lips jutting out in a pout.
“What happened Y/n?” She questioned, reaching out to grasp your hand in support. “Nothing,” you shook your head, smiling uncharacteristically wide. Minjeong’s forehead creased in a frown at your words, giving your hand a gentle squeeze of encouragement as you hiccupped. She watched as your walls began to crumble, eyes filling with fresh tears as you gazed into her chocolate brown orbs that swirled with care. “I didn’t make it Min,” you uttered weakly, lip quivering. “What do you mean?” She asked in confusion, mind travelling far and wide. “They pulled me from the line-up,” you murmured, the words finally beginning to sink in. “They what?” Minjeong whispered in disbelief, blinking back the tears that threatened to spill.
“We’re not gonna debut together,” you continued, staring blankly ahead in realisation. Your best friend shook her head rapidly in doubt, wishing it were a nightmare she’d wake up from any second now. But her dream never came true, your loose grasp on her hand a reminder of the harsh reality she was faced with. “I don’t know what to do Minjeong,” you stuttered out weakly, eyes glassy. “This is my whole life,” you admitted, staring at the younger in mild horror. “I wasted my entire life only to end up failing,” you stated, realisation washing over you like a bucket of ice cold water. “That’s not true,” she huffed, desperately trying to salvage what was left of this hopeless dream.
“There’s always the next group, or other companies-” She argued, but to no avail. “Stop it Minjeong, it’s hopeless,” you mumbled in defeat. “Let’s face it, I’m not good enough. I never will be,” you spoke monotonous, but she knew you were broken. “Please don’t say that,” she begged, her bottom lip trembling. “Minjeong-ah?” You asked gently, lacing your fingers with hers. She merely hummed in response, mind searching for any possible solution. “Can we just pretend like everything’s normal?” You pleaded with the younger, wanting to forget about the overwhelming situation and just go back to how things were. “Sure,” Minjeong agreed without missing a beat, for there was nothing else she could do for you.
“You get the soju, and I’ll pick a movie,” you proposed. “Pick a good movie,” Minjeong demanded with a sniffle, acting as though everything was fine was the least she could do. Taking the time to wipe her tears as she pulled the soju out from its hiding place, she padded towards you with a believable smile. “What’d you pick?” She questioned eagerly, plopping down by your side on the bed. She groaned when you showed her the screen, “you know I prefer action!” She exclaimed at your choice but you merely smiled innocently. Minjeong huffed, crossing her arms over her chest with the shake of her head. “I thought I told you to pick a good movie,” she grumbled under her breath, enjoying the sound of your laughter that followed. Just like normal.
You only managed to get halfway through the film before the both of you began to drunkenly giggle as you pulled silly faces at one another. A content smile falling on your lips as the younger girl pointed at you in a fit of laughter, bottles of soju laying discarded on the floor. Her cackles began to die down upon noticing your regretful expression. “What’s wrong?” She hiccuped, forehead creased in a frown. “I’m sorry I couldn’t keep my promise,” you mumbled apologetically, glancing at the roof thoughtfully. “What do you mean?” She grumbled, brows furrowed cutely. “I’m sorry we can’t debut together, it’s my fault.” You sighed, Minjeong’s lips jutting out in a pout at your words.
“Let’s make a new promise!” She cheered in excitement, clumsily crawling towards you. You hummed thoughtfully, turning to face her outstretched pinky that hovered before your face, linking yours with hers without hesitation. “Let’s promise to be best friends forever!” Minjeong grinned, eyes lit up with joy and cheeks flushed from the alcohol. You reflected her smile with one of your own features softening at the proposal. Just as you were about to pull apart, she gripped your hand tightly in her own, brows sewn in doubt. “I don’t want this promise to ever break,” she mumbled, lips pursed pensively. “How do we make sure what happened last time never happens again?” Minjeong asked, fearful of yet another broken promise.
Her gaze briefly dropped to your lips before travelling back to your eyes, leaving her to blink in surprise at the bizarre thought that crossed her mind. “Minjeong-ah,” you whispered dazedly, suddenly acutely aware of how her face was only mere inches from yours, the way her eyes kept flickering to your lips as she edged closer. She tilted her head in wonder, chocolate brown orbs sparked with a dangerous curiosity as tension lingered between your lips. “Can I try something Y/n?” Minjeong whispered, your eyes filled with uncertainty, but the second she met your gaze it all washed away. So you nodded, nose nudging against hers before her lips were barely brushing against yours in an innocent peck.
Her glossy pink lips moved hesitantly against yours in a clumsy kiss, hand blindly searching for yours. You felt the younger quirk a smile as her hand found yours, fingers lacing together as you grasped tightly at one another's hands. Her eagerness to deepen the kiss could only be described as uncoordinated bliss when her tongue hesitantly swiped across your lips, nose bumping yours. She basked in the taste of your strawberry chapstick, before pulling away with a breathless chuckle. “What’s so funny?” You asked, sporting a nervous smile. “I was just thinking about how I won’t be needing to borrow any of your chapstick anymore,” Minjeong hummed with a mischievous grin.
You furrowed your brows in confusion, staring at her inquisitively. “I can just do this instead,” she surged forward rather clumsily, lips meeting yours in an greedy kiss. You shied away from her gaze as she pulled back, cheeks dusted pink. “Are you blushing Y/n?” She exclaimed with a teasing smirk, leaning closer for further inspection. “It’s the alcohol,” you defended with a pout, but nothing could prevent the teasing that was to come. Your ‘best friend’ poked fun at you for a while longer before her lips eventually found yours again. While this was far from normal, it was something you could definitely get used to.
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Minjeong’s gaze flickered around the quaint cafe nervously, excitement shining in her eyes. She cupped her perspiring palms around the ice cold cup in order to stop herself from inevitably fiddling as she anxiously awaited your arrival. She hadn't seen you since that fateful night, but her mind never left the moment, trapped in an endless loop of the hazy memory. Her heart thrashed wildly against her ribs at the mere thought, chest tightening as bells chimed, signalling the entrance of a customer. Glancing up hopefully, Minjeong was disappointed to find a group of uniformed students giggling as they stumbled inside, a tired sigh escaping her parted lips. The immense longing she had for you was driving her insane.
A light tap on her shoulder startled the younger girl, a yelp flying past her lips as she whipped her head around in surprise. “Y/n!” She cheered, breathing out a sigh of relief. The moment she laid her eyes upon you, it felt as though everything fell into place, a smile quirking at her lips, heart coming to a slow. “I missed you,” you muttered, wrapping her up in a hug that lasted not nearly long enough. Only a week had passed, but the younger swore you looked far brighter, the smile never leaving your face. Perhaps taking a step back from training was leading you in the right direction. “How’ve you been?” Minjeong asked, pushing over the iced drink she’d been cradling, it was your favourite.
“Really good,” you breathed out, a sincere smile settling on her face at your words. “The first few days were hard,” you admitted, forehead creasing into a frown at the thought. “But then I got thinking, and that stupid movie we watched last week popped into my head.” You smiled, recalling the night that had Minjeong caught in an endless spiral of feelings for you. “Watching it made me happier, especially when I was with my favourite person.” Minjeong felt heat rising to her cheeks at your words, a hopeful grin adorning her lips. “It inspired me, I want to be able to have that kind of effect on people. And I thought, what better way to reach people than through a screen?” The younger raised an inquisitive brow at your statement.
“I think I want to pursue a career in acting,” you proudly announced, taking a nervous sip at your drink as you awaited her reaction. “I mean why waste all the PR training?” You joked. “Really? That’s amazing, I’m happy for you Y/n, I know you’ll make a great actress.” Minjeong smiled encouragingly, reaching across the table to grasp your hand. “I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for you, I couldn’t have done any of this without you!” You confessed, giving her hand a gentle squeeze. “I’ll be by your side for this new journey too,” Minjeong promised, a shiver running down her spine as you ran the pad of your thumb over her hand. “I wouldn’t have it any other way,” you grinned, eyes crinkling into crescents.
“Aside from this exciting new development, what else happened?” Minjeong questioned with a knowing smile, your head tilting in confusion. “I know you, Y/n. And I don’t think I’ve seen you this happy in a long time..” She trailed off, a curious smile tugging at her lips as she tightened her grip on your hand hopefully. “Oh right!” You exclaimed, carefully picking up the flowers that lay discarded on the table, Minjeong wasn’t sure how she hadn't noticed them earlier. You raised them to your nose, softly inhaling their intoxicating scent as you admired their beauty with a look of adoration. “Well, Jimin unnie visited me a couple days ago,” you began with a giddy smile, Minjeong’s heart dropping to her stomach as she finally recognised the look in your eyes.
“She was just checking in on me at first, but then she started visiting everyday..” You continued, Minjeong’s smile gradually fading as yours grew wider with every word. “She confessed to me Minjeong, it was adorable how nervous she was!” You gushed, fingers twiddling with the bouquet. The younger let her grip on your hand loosen, blinking in mild confusion as you kept chatting away animatedly. “I was sceptical at first, I didn’t want to rush into anything in my current state. But Minjeong she’s been so good to me,” you released a blissful sigh, recalling your moments with your former fellow trainee. Too enraptured by thoughts of Jimin, you barely even noticed as Minjeong’s hand began to slip from your grasp, grip growing weaker with each passing second.
“She never pushed me, or expected anything, she was just there for me.” You raved about the older with a love sick smile, one that made Minjeong feel dizzy. But this time it wasn’t out of her adoration for you, but from the pain of feeling her heart shatter into a million irreparable shards. “I really like her. She makes me feel safe, and comfortable, but also nervous all at the same time.” You confessed, grinning at your phone as it began to buzz, the younger girl didn’t need to ask who it was, the shine in your eyes told her all she needed to know. While she’d been obsessing over you all week, you’d been doing the exact same thing, but only for someone else.
Minjeong plastered a faux smile on her face as you stood to take the call, excusing yourself from the table. She stared blankly at the bouquet of white lilies, swallowing harshly as she heard you gleefully talking into your phone. Perhaps the kiss you had shared was a dream, Minjeong shut down the thought upon recalling the sweet taste of your lips that now left her feeling nothing but bitter. Her hands curled into fists as thoughts of that night flooded her mind, something that had once brought her nothing but happiness was now the fuel to her growing rage. A scoff escaped her lips as she took one last glance at you, rather than delight, she felt contempt at the sight of your blindingly bright smile.
By the time you ended the call, Minjeong had vacated the table and your friendship.
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“I loved her so much, but I guess she never felt the same,” Minjeong whispered, bringing her hand up to swipe away the fresh tears. Jimin found herself at a loss for words, having listened intently to the whole story, her jaw hanging open in shock. “Minjeongie,” was all she managed to utter before pulling her into a comforting hug, still stunned speechless. This wasn’t just anyone they were talking about, it was you, her Y/n. Jimin didn’t know what to say, she didn’t even know what to think, all she knew was that Minjeong needed her right now. “I’m sorry for getting you wrapped up in this,” the younger sniffled, pulling back to wipe her tears once more.
“Shhh, don’t apologise. Just let me be there for you,” Jimin proposed, frowning at the sight of Minjeong’s red and puffy eyes. The younger hesitantly nodded her head, allowing herself to properly open herself up for the first time since your friendship ended. The leader spent the next few days fussing over her member, she felt somewhat guilty for the events that had transpired all those years ago. It seemed that Minjeong was just as hurt as she was that day in the cafe, all her pent up emotions suddenly escaping as she finally had the chance to vent. She let herself open up to Jimin, leaning on the older girl for support, bringing the two far closer. But there wasn’t a moment that passed in which Jimin’s mind wasn’t filled with thoughts of you.
She wanted to talk to you, but god what would she say? She was supposed to be mad at you. How could you kiss Minjeong and then start dating her all in the same week? You hurt her best friend beyond repair, she couldn’t understand how you would do something so cruel, not when you were the kindest soul she knew. Nothing made sense anymore, and she found herself beginning to question your entire relationship, burdened with a seed of doubt that was now permanently planted in her mind. Jimin wasn’t sure whether she really knew you anymore, the Y/n that hurt Minjeong wasn’t the one she asked to be her girlfriend. Jimin began to wonder if she ever really knew you.
Sucking her lips between her teeth, the leader unconsciously began to gnaw at the skin. So deep in thought, Jimin almost failed to notice the familiar ringtone that bounced from the walls of her dark room, curtains shutting out any light. She glanced at the glowing screen with a frown, an exhausted sigh escaping her lips. It had been days since you’d seen each other, she hadn’t bothered to check any of your messages after hearing Minnjeong’s story. But you never stopped calling, you’d always attempt to check in on her at least once a day. A part of her wished you’d give up and save you both from the pain, but her heart longed for the opposite. She was so incredibly mad and confused, yet she still loved you, but she couldn’t bring herself to answer, not yet.
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You sat cooped up in your room, knees tucked into your chest and back pressed against the cold wall. Staring down at your phone, you read over the numerous unanswered messages you’d sent to Jimin in the past few weeks. You hated feeling burdensome, it was never your intention to bother the idol, you just wanted to at least know that she was doing okay. Although a news article could probably give you more information than your girlfriend would right now. You constantly worried over Jimin’s wellbeing, wanting to be a shoulder for her to lean on whenever the weight of being a leader became unbearable. But perhaps she’d finally gotten sick of all your nagging. Left without any explanations regarding her sudden avoidance, you were left to overthink all the possible scenarios that may have led to this.
You racked your brain day and night for anything you did to upset her, but to no avail. Eventually you stopped calling, things clearly weren’t changing, and you didn’t know how many more ignored texts you could handle. As much as you longed to stop by the dorms and make sure she was okay, you dreaded the idea just as much. If she were to be fine after weeks without you, you weren’t sure it was something you were ready to face. Having Jimin ignore you out of spite or upset was one thing, but if she really had moved on, it wasn’t a reality you could even bear to imagine. You held out hope for your love that had faced too many hardships to give up this easily, but it didn’t stop your insecurities from getting the best of you. It was part of the reason you couldn’t bring yourself to continuously call her any longer.
However, today was different. In the time that had passed, it had gradually crept closer to the date of your anniversary. Something you refused to ignore no matter how much Jimin avoided you. Today was too special to be dismissed, so with a hopeful sigh, you hesitantly reached for your discarded. Your fingers trembled as you tapped at the screen, hovering over Jimin’s contact with brewing anxiousness. The second your finger connected with the dimmed screen, instant regret washed over you like a bucket of ice cold water. You held your breath in anticipation, chest tightening as the dial tone taunted you the longer it resounded throughout the painfully silent room. “Please pick up,” you whispered into the silence, eyes squeezed tightly shut in suspense.
A near silent scoff escaped your lips as the dial tone came to an abrupt halt. She didn’t answer..
“Hello?” Jimin’s hesitant voice whispered into the microphone instantly lifting all the weight from atop your chest. “Y/n?” She called out, your eyes fluttering shut upon hearing your name effortlessly roll off the top of her tongue. It’d been far too long since you’d hear her soothing voice. “Hey,” you managed to croak out, voice concerningly raspy. “How have you been?” She asked, tone laced with an undisguisable guilt. Your features hardened as the idiotic question crackled through the speaker, forehead creasing into a frown. “How have I been?” You repeated incredulously, grip on the device tightening by tenfold. “Did you really just ask me that? It’s been weeks Jimin where the fuck have you been?” You questioned in disbelief, an indescribably rage overcoming you after being blatantly ignored.
“I’m sorry,” was all Jimin uttered, releasing a heavy sigh as she stared at the blank wall ahead. “Is that all you have to say?” You asked, an empty chuckle slipping past your lips, letting your head fall back against the wall with a dull thud. “You ignored me for weeks Jimin. Weeks.” You huffed, lips parting as a tired sigh escaped you. “I’m sorry,” she muttered again in a pathetic attempt to rid herself of an inevitable guilt. “I was worried about you,” you reluctantly confessed, anger dissipating as you remembered the pain of the past few weeks. “I don’t know what to say,” Jimin admitted, chest heavy with regrets. “Why’d you do it?” You asked weakly, heart aching with longing and heartbreak.
“Because-” Jimin paused, inhaling sharply. She clenched her jaw in preparation, hands curling into fists. “I can’t do this anymore.” The words struck your heart with an unexplainable pain, steady breaths halting as your lips began to tremble. You sensed it from a mile away, but it did nothing to numb the unpreventable hurt. You knew Jimin like the back of your hand, the second she answered the call you knew it was over. But you never wanted to believe it true, a reality you’d never be prepared for no matter what. “Okay,” you breathed out in acceptance, a silent tear rolling down your rosy cheeks. You refused to let her hear your pain, she’d already taken enough from you, this was all you had left.
“I know I have no right to ask..” Jimin trailed off, sounding just as broken as you felt. You hated it, she was the instigator, so why was she so upset? “Just say it Jimin,” you pleaded, wanting nothing more than to hang up and let the sobs that were threatening to bubble from your throat break free. “C-Can we just pretend everythings normal? One last time,” she begged, it was cruel of her to ask, and yet you wanted nothing but the same thing. To enjoy one last moment of your love even if it was entirely a lie. So with a clenched jaw, you found yourself cheerily uttering the words, “Hey Jimin,” pretending as though you’d just picked up the phone. “Hi Jagi!” She exclaimed with a sniffle, you couldn’t help but scoff at her enthusiasm.
“Never been better,” you huffed, scowling as your voice wavered. “I heard you got cast in another drama!” Jimin cheered in excitement, doing her best to act as though everything were normal. ‘One last time’, she promised herself, it wasn’t one she was certain she could keep. “I’m proud of you,” she praised with a sincere smile despite the tears that endlessly cascaded down her dampened cheeks. “Thanks,” you sniffled, no longer bothering to disguise your heartbreak. A painfully long pause of silence raised the tension between you once more, your lips sucked between your teeth. “It’s really over, isn’t it?” You questioned into the silence, blinking back fresh tears as reality began to sink in. “I’m so sorry, Y/n.” Jimin cried into the phone, repeatedly uttering the same phrase until she was reduced to broken sobs.
“Happy anniversary Jimin,” you mumbled in defeat, letting your phone slip through your fingers as you hung up without another word.
~~
You stared blankly at the ceiling, eyes dull as you head sunk further into the pillow that was still damp with fresh tears after days on end of sobbing into the same fabric. The apartment was suffocating you with endless memories of Jimin, and yet you couldn’t bring yourself to leave. Mind wandering to the night Aespa’s leader had first stayed over, the heavy rain pelting against your window much like it had that day. You’d refused to let her leave in such harsh weather conditions in fear of losing her to the storm, and the older girl had always been terrible at saying no to you. So she stayed. At first it was awkward as you lay in bed side by side, both longing to hold eachother but forcing yourself to the edges of the bed. But the moment her hand gently brushed against yours everything fell into place.
You groaned at the memory, feeling fresh tears spring to your eyes. You didn’t want to cry anymore, you were tired. Rising to sit with a sigh of exhaustion, you reluctantly slipped out of the pile of blankets that had kept you sheltered from the world for over a week. That’s how long it’d been since Jimin had broken your heart, and hell it had been. You couldn’t remember eating, in all honestly you weren’t even sure you’d left the bed. Even raising a single finger felt impossible in those past weeks, your throat dry with an aching desire for water. Your breaths were shallow as you shuffled through your apartment, moving like a zombie as you passed through the kitchen.
With shaky hands you reached for your keys that lay discarded on the kitchen counter where you’d left them. You fumbled slightly before grasping them firmly, hands still trembling as you stumbled out the door, pulling your hoodie over your head. Your gaze was set on the floor as you traipsed through the halls with half lidded eyes. Shoes scuffing against the concrete as you reached the garage, clumsily climbing into your car as you shivered in the cold. Your body moved on autopilot as the car roared to life, accelerating out of the garage with a tired sigh as you watched the rain pour down on your windscreen. With a careless sigh you began to drive down the quiet streets, enjoying a break from the suffocation your apartment filled you with.
There was no destination to your journey as sped up upon approaching the expressway, squinting in the darkness as the rain hammered down against your car. Your grip on the wheel tightened significantly, jaw clenched as thoughts of what had transpired over the past few weeks, years even, flooded your mind. In all honesty, after losing your chance to debut you’d begun to close yourself off from the world. While you maintained contact with the members of Aespa and gained a few acquaintances in the acting world, you never risked entering a close friendship after losing Minjeong so suddenly. You’d never moved on from the day she’d abruptly terminated your friendship without reason, the situation with Jimin was far too similar to that of the past.
You couldn’t help but feel as though you’d fallen short in every category of life. Unworthy of debut, incapable of maintaining a friendship, and undeserving of a happy ending with the one you thought was the love of your life. Nothing had ever gone right for you, and now there was no one to catch you as you clumsily stumbled down a dark path. You had come to understand true loneliness in that moment, wondering if any of it was worth the effort anymore. Your eyes blurred with tears, fingers twitching as you sunk deeper into a pool of doubt. Lips quivering as your foot unconsciously pressed harder against the accelerator while you attempted to hold back the sobs that threatened to bubble from your throat.
A part of your heart would always belong to Yoo Jimin, no matter how deep she twisted the knife into it, you would always love her. That’s what hurt the most, after all the heartache, you still longed to have her by your side. Oh how you missed the way she would gently comb her soft hand through your locks, whispering sweet nothings in your ear each time you broke down in her arms. You could almost feel the ghost of her lips pressing against your tear stained cheeks in that moment, a sob ripping from your lips. She wasn’t there, she was never gonna be there again, Jimin was no longer a constant in your life. In that mere moment you lost all hope for happiness, hand catching on the wheel as you lifted it to wipe your tears, jerking the car left.
Your eyes widened as you skidded towards the barrier, slamming your foot on the brakes. But it was no use in the weather, flying toward death at top speeds. What scared you the most was how willing you were to accept your fate in that split second. Nothing felt worth it anymore, perhaps this would be best for everyone. Ridding the world of your presence would hardly be doing any damage. You already knew that everyone seemed happier without you, so maybe you were doing them a favour. Life was a game you no longer wanted to play, not if spending your days drowning sorrow was living. The last thing you remembered was the feeling of emptiness as your car slammed into the barrier, vision going black as darkness encompassed you.
“I give up,” were the last words you uttered before falling unconscious.
~~
Jimin leaned over the kitchen counter with her head perched atop her hands, staring ahead at the blank space on the wall. It was the first morning she’d bothered to leave the confines of her room for anything other than practice ever since the day she’d ripped your heart to shreds. She couldn’t help but feel empty without you, as though nothing she did was worth it anymore, not if she didn’t have you by her side. Regret lingered over her head, taunting her with each passing day that she was reminded you were no longer hers to call in times of doubt. Truth be told she had never intended to hurt you, but she didn’t know what to do. Worst of all, she still loved you with all of her heart.
Confliction overwhelmed her from the moment Minjeong had spilled all her secrets. On one hand, she wanted to talk it through with you, ask questions and resolve the matter. But she knew she couldn’t do that without hurting Minjeong, she never wanted to pick between the two of you, it was one of the hardest decisions she’d made in her life. In the end, she sacrificed your relationship for the sake of her group's survival. Jimin wasn’t just your girlfriend, she was a leader now too, so she went against her heart. The leader ran an irritated hand through her hair, eyes briefly fluttering shut as she sighed in frustration. She regretted everything.
Minjeong awkwardly hovered behind the older girl who looked to be in great distress. “Are you okay, Jimin unnie?” The short haired girl spoke up, features guilt stricken as the older jumped in surprise, whipping her head around. “Uh yeah, just a little distracted,” the leader stuttered out. “Did you need something?” Jimin asked, anxiously twiddling with the fabric of her sleeves. She’d been on edge ever since the breakup, as if she were suffering from withdrawal symptoms. “I just want to make sure you’re okay. I never meant for you to get hurt, that’s why I didn’t tell you in the first place.” Minjeong muttered sympathetically. “It’s okay Minjeongie, it’s not your fault, you did nothing wrong.” Jimin assured, lips pursed thoughtfully.
“But?” Minjeong questioned, sensing that there was more to follow. “I don’t doubt what you told me, please understand that. I just don’t get how Y/n could kiss you and then act as though nothing happened. It doesn’t make any sense.” Jimin mumbled, head beginning to ache with how much she’d thought this over in the past weeks. “I don’t get it either,” Minjeong uttered truthfully, scratching the back of her neck contemplatively. “The Y/n I knew couldn’t even hurt a fly, let alone break your heart,” the leader muttered, brows furrowed in confusion. “I guess it was more memorable to me than it was to her,” the younger uttered softly. “Or perhaps she never really liked me, maybe she just felt bad when I kissed her..” Minjeong trailed off, forehead creased in a deep frown.
“I don’t know-” Jimin began to speak, but the short haired girl cut her off quickly. “I remember every single detail of that night. It’s been years, but each moment is still engraved into my mind,” Minjeong whispered with a longing that made Jimin’s heart twinge in her chest. She was still so torn, her heart beats for you but it aches for the pain her best friend had endured. “Everything was so perfect…I really thought we had a chance.” Minjeong continued, glancing up to face her leader with teary eyes. For the first time since you had unknowingly broken her heart, she felt no anger towards you, instead she was overcome by a feeling of loss. She was no longer holding on to something that wasn’t there. She was finally beginning to let go.
“It was actually really nice,” Minjeong let out a watery chuckle, choosing to remember the night of your kiss as something to reminisce, rather than loathe. “We we’re just being stupid, especially after having a few drinks I managed to sneak past the company.” Minjeong smiled bitterly, jumping in surprise as Jimin’s hands shot out to grasp her shoulders, shaking her back and forwards. “You two were drinking?!” The leader exclaimed, the younger shrinking beneath her harsh gaze in fear of being scolded. Minjeong’s gaze was stuck to the floor as she began to hesitantly, yelping in surprise as Jimin began to shout incoherently. “Unnie, I don’t know what you're saying,” the younger uttered helplessly as she glanced up in confusion.
“Y/n’s a lightweight! She never remembers anything after drinking!!” Jimin exclaimed, her yells catching the attention of Aeri and Yizhuo who were watching TV in the living room. “Are you saying she doesn’t even remember kissing me..?” Minjeong asked hesitantly, almost fearing the answer that would come. Had she wasted years on a one-sided hatred that had ruined the best friendship she’d ever had? Jimin nodded eagerly at the question, too caught up in the sudden revelation to break it to her lightly. “I have to see, Y/n. This was all a mistake,” Jimin rushed out in distress. She knew she should stay and comfort the younger girl, but god she couldn’t wait. This was the love of her life, she refused to waste another precious second that could be used to make it up to you.
She ran through the living room, dashing for the front door without a second thought. “Jimin unnie!” Yizhuo’s abrupt shout that had an undeniable shake to it left the leader halting in her step. “Y-You should see this,” was all their youngest member managed to stutter out, her panicked tone raising the hairs on the back of Jimin’s neck as she cautiously wandered back into the living room. “What is it, Yizhuo? Now really isn’t a good time,” the oldest muttered, wincing at the uncharacteristically harsh tone of her voice, but all she could think about was getting to you. Jimin furrowed her brows in confusion at the sympathetic look that Aeri greeted her with as she arrived in the lounge. Yizhuo’s lips trembled as she stared at her leader, Minjeong’s eyes wide in horror, her gaze fixed on the television screen.
It was then that she realised something was awfully wrong.
Jimin felt her chest tightened as she finally registered the crisp words that flowed from the television’s speakers. “Actress Bae Y/n was involved in a serious car accident last night. We’re yet to receive an update on her condition, however we have been informed that she was admitted to the hospital and rushed straight to surgery.” The news anchor announced stoically, Jimin’s heart dropping, it felt as though the world was crumbling beneath her feet. “No,” she uttered weakly in disbelief, eyes pooling with tears. This wasn’t happening, it couldn’t be, not now, not when there was still so much for the two of you to experience together. She shook her head rapidly in denial, refusing to believe that any of it was true.
But with blurred vision, she could just make out the image that flashed across the television screen. It was your car, smashed against the barrier with bright cones and tape surrounding the area. Jimin was rooted in place, body painfully tense as she stared at the screen. She still couldn’t believe it. Everything else faded into the background as she stared at your wrecked car, nails digging into her palms as her hands curled into tight fists. “Jimin,” Aeri’s voice broke through the silence as she placed a gentle hand on the leader's shoulder. Jimin was finally snapped back to reality, body moving with a mind of its own as she rushed for the door. She had to see you.
Everything went by in a blur as she hurried to the hospital, barely managing to keep her tears in. She refused to let them fall, not until she knew what happened. Jimin couldn’t even remember how she got to the hospital, all she knew was that she needed to see you. Not even bothering to hide herself from the public as she rushed towards the receptionists desk. The words that flowed from her mouth sounded distorted in her ears as she huffed, out of breath from running through the hospital. But she couldn’t give up, not yet, not when she hadn’t seen you. She felt as though her throat was closing up as the doctor began to lead her through the maze-like halls.
She wanted to listen, to know if you were okay, but she couldn’t catch a word. All she could hear was her heart pounding in her ears as she was guided closer to you. Her heart stopped as she was ushered into a room, gaze finding your limp body that lay atop the hospital bed within seconds. She barely managed to make sense of the consistent beep of the heart monitor before a pained cry of relief escaped her lips. You were alive, you were okay, you were going to wake up. Jimin could finally breathe again, sobs immediately bubbling up from her throat as she hunched over her knees. Her gaze stuck to your figure, fearful that you may disappear from this world at any moment. Tears freely rolled down her cheeks as she took in your state, how much pain you must've been in.
You were alive, and that was all that mattered.
~~
You awoke to the faint, consistent beep of a heart monitor, a groan escaping your lips as you struggled to open your eyes. It felt as though they were glued shut and a heavy weight was resting atop your chest as every part of your body throbbed in pain. You swallowed harshly, throat disturbingly dry as you ran your tongue over your parted lips, eyes finally fluttering open. Gaze flickering around the room as you blinked rapidly, trying to make sense of things. The blindingly bright white lights left black spots in your vision as you glanced at the side of the room. Your brows furrowed in confusion as you were faced with Jimin’s wide eyes as she stared back at you in alarm.
“Jimin?” You croaked out, voice barely below a whisper. “Are you okay?” She surged forwards, jumping up from her seat as she darted to your side. She stared down at you expectantly, but you only narrowed your eyes slightly, hands balled into shaky fists as your memories all rushed back to you. “You remember me right?” Jimin rushed out, bombarding you with endless questions you had no energy for. “It’d be easier if I didn't,” you rasped, scowl plastered across your face. A breath of relief escaped her lips, she didn’t care if you hated her, you were alive and you remembered her. “What are you doing here Karina?” Your monotonous voice broke her from the momentary spark of joy, forehead creasing in a frown at how disappointed you seemed to see her.
“I came because I care,” she muttered, a determined look reflecting in her eyes. “Do us both a favour and stop,” you huffed, wincing as you crossed your arms over your chest, feeling a sharp pain shoot through your shoulder. “Don’t move so much!” Jimin commanded softly, frown permanently painted across her features. “Please just go,” you pleaded, glancing anywhere but her as your eyes filled with tears. It was all too much, everything hurt and seeing her only made things worse. “I can’t leave,” she grunted, jaw clenched as she shook her head in refusal. “I won’t leave you, not like this.” She stated firmly, gaze hardened. “It wouldn’t be the first time,” you uttered bitterly, Jimin’s expression morphing into one full of guilt.
“Please don’t say that,” she begged, chocolate brown orbs swirling with regret. “What did you expect Jimin? For me to greet you with open arms?” You grit out, her frown deepening further at your words. “I don’t know, I wasn’t thinking goddamnit. I just needed to see you,” she huffed, breaths shaky as she recalled the dread that filled her when she found out you’d been in an accident. “You shouldn’t have come,” you mumbled, voice far harsher than either of you had anticipated “How could I not?!” Jimin exclaimed incredulously, running a frustrated hand through her dark locks. “You almost got yourself killed, Y/n!” She raised her voice, tears pooling in her eyes. “I was so worried-” her voice cracked, tears freely rolling down her cheeks.
“I- Fuck, I thought you were gone,” Jimin began to break down before you. “And I regret everything Y/n, how I messed everything up. I don’t know what I would’ve done if I never got the chance to tell you-” “Stop, please don’t do this. I can’t do it again,” you cut her off, finally facing the girl that had broken your heart over a mere phone call. “I’m tired Jimin, I’m so fucking tired of all of this,” you cried in frustration, tear droplets falling onto the light hospital blanket. You dropped your head into your hands, a broken sob escaping your lips, uncaring of the sharp pain it brought you. “I wish I had died,” the words that passed your lips left Jimin standing in stunned silence, eyes wide and filled with tears of her own.
Her body moved with a mind of its own as she reached out to cautiously pull your hands from your face. Working purely on instinct as she grasped your hand with a gentle firmness. “Please tell me you don’t mean that,” she whispered, eyes locked with yours as she perched herself on the edge of this hospital bed. “I don’t know anymore, I just want this to all be over,” you murmured, her grip tightening. Jimin sniffled at your words, struggling to maintain composure. “I’m sorry, this is all my fault.” She muttered with a heavy sigh, your eyes widening in confusion at her statement. While she had hurt you more than no other, you had never once blamed her. You couldn’t bring yourself to inflict such a heavy burden upon her.
“I should have been there for you. I shouldn’t have ended things so recklessly. I wish I never ignored you, I’m so sorry for everything Y/n.” Jimin continued to blame herself, you didn’t know what you wanted, but this wasn’t it. You hated how no matter how much she put you through you could never hate her, how it still hurt to hear her carry the weight of the world on her shoulders. A natural leader indeed. She began to swipe away your tears with the pad of her thumb, you were too dumb struck to move, unconsciously leaning into her touch. You may have been at arms length with the leader, but your body was still accustomed to her gentle touch.
“I may be the reason behind your tears, but I promise to never let them fall again. I’ll always be here to catch them, I’m not making the mistake of leaving you ever again Y/n.” Jimin declared with determination, your lips parting in surprise but no words escaping. The two of you stared at each other for an agonisingly long minute before a doctor abruptly entered the room, the older girl rising from her place beside you to make way for him. He began a routine check up on you while Jimin watched from the side, eyes never leaving you, her chocolate brown orbs alight with an unwavering confidence. Your eyes narrowed in uncertainty, but you couldn’t deny that something about his felt different, she felt different.
~~
You sat in awkward silence, staring up at the hospital room’s ceiling. Anxiously twiddling with your fingers as you gaze moved to the girl who sat across from you. Minjeong was no better, eyes glued to the marble floor, repeatedly tapping her foot against it. Jimin had caught you both up to speed on everything, deciding that it was best to use communication rather than avoidance this time. Your accident had made the leader realise that there was no use having regrets or ignoring your problems. You’d been hesitant to agree with anything she had to say after the past, but she had a way of charming her way into your heart. Besides, you could tell she was trying to better herself for the both of you. The way she walked on eggshells around you was becoming painful, especially since you’d already begun to forgive her.
Clearing your throat to break the painfully tense silence, you were finally able to meet Minjeong’s wide eyes as she glanced at you with uncertainty. The two of you blinked, staring back at each other, neither of you able to find the right words to say. “I’m sorry-” You muttered in unison, stiffly glancing around the room as silence engulfed you once more. Huffing at the tension that lingered between the two of you, you decided to just blurt out the first thing that came to mind. “Can we just start over?” You asked, regret instantly washing over your features as Minjeong stared back at you, eyes wide in panic.
“I mean, if you want to. I get if you don’t, after ya know…everything that happened,” you rambled, mildly disappointed by her blank stare, but you’d expected no less. Years of hatred wouldn’t disappear overnight, especially after all the pain you’d inflicted upon her. “I’d really like that,” Minjeong uttered softly after a long pause of silence, a hint of a smile tugging at her lips. “Really?” You questioned, eyes shining hopefully. She hummed lightly in response, a grin spreading across your face at the reassurance. “You’re still the same,” Minjeong observed, chocolate brown orbs swirling with fondness as she watched your eyes light up. “And you’ve completely changed,” you smiled, a sense of pride overcoming you upon seeing the younger girl maturing.
It wasn’t long before the two of you were chatting like old times, doing your best to put the past behind you. While it was still tense, you had no doubts that any lingering uncertainty would dissipate in no time. Minjeong smiled at the sound of your melodious laughter, learning to appreciate it in a different way than she had once before. She was content with a friendship that would last a lifetime as opposed to a broken relationship that ended with broken hearts. She no longer yearned for you to fill the hole in her heart, but rather focussed on enjoying the spark your presence brought to your life. “I really missed this,” you confessed with a bitter smile, thinking back on all the lost time. “Me too,” Minjeong muttered sincerely.
You had the rest of your lives to make up for everything you’d missed.
“You guys look like you’re getting along!” Jimin cheered with a smile as she entered the hospital room. She silently padded towards your bed as you continued chatting with Minjeong about everything you could think of. The older girl quietly fussed over you, gently laying down the flowers she’d brought on your bedside table. A light grin spread across your face at the sight of the familiar white lilies. They’d become a symbol of your love throughout your relationship. You felt your walls beginning to crumble once more for the loving leader, her attentive nature willing its way back into your heart. Day by day, she began to carefully mend the pieces of your broken back together again.
Everything was falling back into place.
~~
One year later..
A content sigh slipped past your parted lips as you snuggled further into Jimin’s arms, face nuzzled against her neck. The leader cooed in adoration as a sleepy yawn escaped you, spent from a day of perfectly planned activities. “Happy anniversary baby,” Jimin murmured in your ear, pressing a lingering kiss to the side of your head. A grin broke out on your face as you lifted your head to glance up at her. She gazed at you with chocolate brown orbs full of love that made you giddy inside. Butterflies swarmed to life in your stomach, just as they had the first time confessed to you. No matter how long you stayed together, her effect on you never changed.
“I have something for you,” she suddenly remembered, eyes practically shining with excitement. “Oh?” You questioned, unable to fight off the eagerness that grew within you at the sight of her enthusiasm. “Close your eyes,” she instructed, to which you followed without hesitation, trusting her with your whole heart. You felt her shuffle slightly beneath you, but her arm never left your waist. After a minute of silence passed, the urge to open your eyes became far harder to resist. But then you felt her gently grip your hand, cautiously slipping a metal band onto your ring finger. Your eyes snapped open in surprise, gaze meeting Jimin’s as you stared at her in shock. “Jimin..” you uttered breathlessly, glancing down to the silver band that now rested on your finger. Small diamonds adorning the top and a barely visible engravement along the thin band.
“I wanted to show you how much I love you,” she smiled, cupping your cheeks as she forced you to meet her gaze that burned with an undeniable love. “I know we can’t get married anytime soon because of our careers, but think of this as a promise..” Jimin whispered, gently caressing your cheek with the pad of her thumb. “I’m gonna marry you one day, Y/n.” She declared with a determined grin, unable to hide the tears that pooled in her eyes. “You really mean it?” You questioned, smiling so hard it hurt, but that was the last thing on your mind right now. “I promise to love you forever,” Jimin uttered, sealing her promise with a lingering kiss on your lips. “I love you so much Yoo Jimin, I’ll wait forever for you.” A watery chuckled escaped your lips as you pecked hers once more, uncaring of the salty taste.
Jimin lifted your hand to her lips, placing one final kiss to the ring full of promises she’d placed on your finger.
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Competition For You
[G!P Step-sis Yu Jimin & Kim Minjeong x Fem! Reader]
(OMEGA VERSE)
Summary: Your alpha step sisters that were crushing on you ever since the day you've met, are getting too hard from your pheromones in heat, so they decided they'd finally fuck you out of your senses to solve all of your problems ;)
WC: 3k words
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6:01 PM
"Want us to help?"
Never in the past 9 months would you ever expect your two older step-sisters; Jimin and Minjeong who are Alphas, to ever say those words when you're in heat, all helpless in bed with trembling legs under the duvet covers. Was your scent that strong to the point where they could smell it from outside your room? What if they got a rut because of you? The guilt ate you up like a virus, and the hot tingling feeling inside of every part of your body wasn't helping you one bit.
All of this started 9 months ago, your mother remarried to a new wealthy man, wanting a new life from the troubles in her past marriage, but with the new man; there was his two daughters. The taller one that seemed to be older than you, her black jet hair was down on her shoulders to her back, her cold eyes softening while looking at you with a subtle surprised expression. While the shorter one with shoulder length hair checked you out, eyes going up and down with an amused expression. You felt slightly embarrassed, they were rich and hot!? Fuck you felt like you didn't belong, especially since the two sisters were clearly full blooded alphas, you could smell their strong furious scent a mile away. They didn't want to come and have a stupid family meeting but their thoughts immediately changed as they saw you for the first time. The newly married couple smiled in excitement, wanting for their daughters to get along like they always hoped. Your step-father cleared his throat and introduced his daughters to you.
"Y/n, these are my daughters, Jimin and Minjeong. They're a little older than you but I'm sure you three will get along!" He said to you with a large smile, tone evidently happy and excited. You simply nodded while looking down, avoiding eye contact as you were still feeling anxious from the intense stares by your step sisters. The tall man noticed and coughed, changing his tone. "Girls, this is Y/n, I'm hoping for you oldest to treat her with hospitality and kindness." His face looking serious, like hinting that they shouldn't mess with his 'warning' like statement. They hummed in unison, their eyes not leaving you. Your mom just bowed at the two young girls and tapped the mans shoulders, signaling for him and her to leave and let you three get to know each other more freely. So with that, the two left the large living room, the thick tension deafening your ears.
"Well... hello then step sister. My name is Minjeong, as my father said but you can call me Winter!" She introduced herself with a big smile, her hands on your shoulders for support. Surprise, you nodded flustered from how close she was from you face. 'So if she's Minjeong, the taller girl behind her must be Jimin' you thought to yourself while looking at the feline girl, noticing her eyebrows slightly furrowing at her sister. She came closer to the both of you and placed her hand on Minjeongs shoulder while side eyeing her coldly.
"And that makes me Jimin, you can call me Karina" Her voice deep and shallow, comparing the two, you could already tell who was older from their opposite demeanors. But you kept your mouth shut, assuming something can be deadly. Minjeong scoffed at her and pulled you closer, intertwining her arms around your neck. "How cold rina! Didn't you hear what Dad said? He said treat her with hospitality and kindness!" You wanted to die right then and there, you were sure the blush on your face was visible, almost making you look like a tomato and Minjeongs scent was so strong it started to make your mind go blank. You looked at Jimin, her face filled with annoyance, she noticed your stare and looked back at you, her expression contorting and going soft.
With a sigh she apologized and held your hand, slightly pulling you away from Minjeong. "Sorry for my rudeness, this is just how I greet people. I hope you didn't take it the wrong way." This time, Minjeong was the one who's pissed, she rolled her eyes and gently pulled you back. "Hm, I didn't know you were capable of apologies, is our new little sister an exception or do you just not want to look bad?" She asked with a sly grin, intentions clear that she wants to make Jimin look like a horrible person. You heard a low growl from the taller girl, coming closer to Minjeong with a sharp glare.
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With that the competition of winning you over started the day they saw you. From the small things of quick physical touch, flirtatious remarks trying to seduce you, and strong stares when you're wearing something that's semi revealing or just hugging your curves. For them, your curves were perfect, how could they not stare? And of course, some days your two older step-sisters would race each other on asking you if they could sleep in your room, for some stupid reasons and which would lead to them glaring at each other and basically throwing insults until you tell them that they both can sleep with you for the night. The only rule was no snoring and funny business while you were asleep, you cherished your rest and you don't like getting waked up in the middle of the night. This was their chance to snuggle on to you and smell your precious scent, stating that they feel cold even though the duvet covers are warm and thick protecting them to any freezing temperatures.
You just let them do whatever they want with you, you can't just forget that they're still older than you and you still want to please them. As time went on Jimin decided to cut her hair to a short wolf cut, you thought that she was just feeling bored of her long hair but the truth is she over heard you in your room talking to your friends, stating that you find short hair on girls are attractive. She's that down bad for you. While Minjeong decided to grow her hair out, wanting for you to braid your hair into each others since you mother said that you loved doing that in the past. If simps were people, these two were its embodiment.
Now back to the present where you are currently going insane, not knowing what to do while your mind was spinning and going in and out of reality. Warm tears started to form in your eyes as you felt pressure, you loved them but you were just too scared! Whimpers were heard outside the room, making the two older girls worry, they agreed and decided to finally help you and maybe confess their love to you. As if it wasn't already obvious.
"Y/n... We're coming in, we don't want you to keep hurting." Jimin said as she unlocked the door, a gust of pheromones hitting them making their troubles in their boxers get worse. You lie on your bed trembling while clutching on to the fabrics if the sheets, trying to hold on to something.
"aw poor baby" Minjeong cooed, sitting on the edge of the bed pulling your body up gently wanting to kiss you, she held back, feeling scared that you'll reject it. Your tears rolled down your cheeks, feeling so vulnerable and guilty, you hated stealing their attention, you never felt worthy of their worry. Jimin went behind you and hugged you waist, going down on the crook of your neck and inhaled aggressively, hands trying not to give in to the temptation of touching and embracing your beautiful body.
"Baby... You shouldn't be so shy about these types of things. Please let us help you" She whispered all so softly to your sensitive ears, your pussy clenched in nothing as her deep voice made you even more needy. Whining as the tears kept rolling down your soft cheeks, Minjeong immediately kissed them dry as her knee got in between your shaking legs, making you feel some friction. You moaned out so lewdly, they both cursed under their breath with their cocks wanting to get inside of you and just fuck you until they're dry. "Unnie please... mhm" Without even realizing it, you started to spread your legs for Minjeong, feeling so hopelessly weak with your heart and body basically screaming for the touch of your older sisters. Minjeong and Jimins head perked up with excitement of you finally opening up, Jimins hands slowly roamed around your body while trying to rub her rock hard cock on your back hoping to get some tension. She cupped you beautiful breast with her other hand on your wet pussy, fingers gently circling on your clit. Fuck she couldn't wait anymore, she wanted to feel you and hear you scream her name.
Minjeong kissed your cheeks and slowly went down to your neck, feeling so happy that she can touch you like she have always wanted! "Oh god... I've wanted to kiss you and cherish you my princess, let us help you okay?" You moaned and shook your head in agreement, the two older girls started to undress you, night gown getting thrown out to the floor, you weren't wearing a bra and so they got to kiss your wonderful breasts with full passion like they've always wanted. They were basically eating every part of your body!! Being so excited and sometimes rough with you, they needed you so bad.
You completely gave into Jimins hold and pulled Minjeong closer to you, their warmth wrapping around your body. "Please touch me unnie, I need you both" A switch flicked in their head, with those simple words, they immediately went into breeding mode. Jimin nipped on your neck while roughly kneading your breasts with urgency, like this was the last time she'd be able to feel you. But you won't let that happen to your precious unnies. "Hm... You smell so good baby... You always do" Jimin complimented, moaning at her praise you called out to her, meeting her sharp gaze in a trance and kisses her passionately, placing your hand on the back of her neck. Minjeong however focused on your wet pussy, spreading your legs wider and going down on your throbbing cunt, she inhaled your addicting scent making you moan loud in Jimins mouth. "So fucking good fuck..." Minjeong growled, impatiently taking your panties off and ate your slippery cunt like there was no tomorrow. With your two unnies giving your sensitive body attention while the sun was setting, it was magical setting. Jimin kept praising you, whispering how good you were taking Minjeong, how cute you were when you were getting pleasured, and asking you questions that will lead to you answering in a soft whine, all while her finger tips wers drawing on your smooth stomach and other hand still on your soft breasts.
"My baby sister, do you like getting fucked like this? Do you want Rina-unnies cock?" She cooed, her mischievous smirk showed how much she enjoyed watching you getting fucked. Your mouth trembled, this was all so new to you, you'd just normally take pills to get through your heat but your mom forgot to buy you new ones for this month and so you only got informed during your heat. "Y-yes...yes I want u-unnies co- A-ah!" You tried to answer but failed due to Minjeongs wonderful tongue entering inside your tight hole, her eyes fixated on you. Your taste was making her go wild, you were far too much addicting! With the overwhelming pleasure coming to you, your legs tighten around Minjeongs head hoping to get some kind of support. But with the puppy like girls needs in tasting all of you and making you cum for her hard, she placed her hands on your inner thighs and pushed them on the bed leaving her more space for your sensitive pussy. She thrusted her tongue in and out of you while Jimin circled her fingers on your clit making you jolt.
"Unnie!- ah please... I'm close!" You screamed as your stomach started to bubble up in pleasure, you arched your back getting ready to cum, Jimin made you face her and roughly kiss you, moaning into her mouth while her tongue fought with yours. Minjeong was determined to make you cum, she went faster, and so did Jimin. Finally having the chance to release, you came hard with strings of moans and whines following, body shaking with your hips bucking onto winters mouth. Minjeong sat up kissed you deeply, passion in her tongue to make you taste yourself "Good job baby, mind to have one more, just for me?" Jimin kissed your ears and waited for your answer with loving eyes. You can't help but submit to them, your pussy was clenching on nothing and the need of getting filled up by your step-sisters just fueled the fire inside of you.
"Y-yes unnie" You whispered, their cocks were suffocating in their pants. Seeing and hearing you break from such orgasm left their member impatient. Switching their positions, Jimin positioned herself in between your legs and brought her huge cock out, smirking at the cute sight of you with tears and a hint of blush on your beautiful face. Minjeong made you go on all fours, facing her with her cock leaking with pre cum inches close to your face. You basically drooled at the wonderful sight, panting, you sticked your tongue out wanting to taste Minjeongs large dick. She chuckled with a pleased smile,
"Cutie baby, are you excited? You don't know how long we've waited for this moment!" Minjeong said, bawling your hair up and slowly inching you forward to her cock, you licked her cute tip, moaning at her taste. While Jimin placed her hand on your back as the other to your hip, getting ready to ram into you, "Hm... We ached for you Y/n, days on days fucking ourselves with the thought of you being all ours" Jimin entered your dripping wet cunt, slowly stretching you out. Her cock felt so good in you! You could basically feel her veins throbbing in your pussy. She thrusted slow but so hard, emphasizing on the skin on skin lewd sound with your gagged moan as Minjeong rammed her cock into the back of your throat. The two older sisters were too impatient to feel you!
With their incredible rhythm, the two of them fucked both of your holes while moaning and cursing, as their wish finally came true, Jimin went closer to your back and kissed the back of your neck, trailing up to your sensitive ear, "S-so fucking good baby... Fuck I want to impregnate you so bad..." The older girl growled while fastening her thrusting pace, your g-spot getting abused hard while Minjeong is basically using you as a flesh light not letting you breath properly. "Hm... Our baby sister is so cute taking the both of us so good, I think she deserves our w-wonderful seed in her holes right Jiminnie?" Minjeong stuttered with the feeling of your mouth was making her brain go insane, coming close to her release. Jimin chuckled as she gripped your hips harder, sitting up and fucking you with hard and fast thrusts making you choke with your saliva drooling on the sides of your mouth. "Fuck... Fuck.. fuck!!" Jimin grunted as she was also close, determined to fill you up with her warm and thick cum. While Minjeongs hips started to quicken her pace as she closed her eyes, throwing her head back while moaning your name over and over again.
Tears fell on your soft and puffy cheeks, you were so close, you wanted the feeling of your step sisters cum in you over and over again! But the feeling was all too much for the three of you, Jimin growled and finally came in your pussy as Minjeong fed her cum to you and pulled out, her semen going directly on your face and on to your breasts. The sight of you were too much! They couldn't get enough of you, immediately after that euphoric sex they wen on with different positions with you, making you wonder how much of a high sex drive and stamina they have!
As Minjeong marked your smooth neck, she growled as she was finally feeling your wonderful tight pussy. Jimin making out with you while you gave her a handjob, running out of breath you pulled away. She can't help but blush at your cute face, doe eyes glistening with tears with your rosey lips slightly apart, both of your tits making contact as Minjeong was fucking you from behind.
"U-unnie I'm close!" You screamed, the familiar feeling in your stomach forming, Minjeongs thrusts changed as her pace was felt with urgency to make you come. "Good girl, cum baby. Make us proud" The raven girl said as she kissed your nose, with one last thrust you and Minjeong shivered in pleasure, your juices squirted as she completely came inside you, while you felt warm cum running down on your hand, Jimin came as well, with soft moans and trembling hip making you stop from stroking her thick cock, Minjeong is still in you, being a plug for her and Jimins cum inside of your cunt. Somehow it made you feel a sense of comfort.
Jimin showered you with kisses, praising you while Minjeong licked your ear and whispered thank you's for making her cum so good. You felt warm with their embrace! Happy tears forming in your eyes, you tried to hide them by hiding in the crook of Jimins neck but the two of them immediately notices and asks what's the matter.
"Were we too rough baby?"
"Are your hurting? Tell us my love"
Their concern made you feel so loved, shaking your head, you both smiled at them and stopped hiding,
"I felt nothing but happiness and pleasure, thank you for helping me unnies, I love you so much" You confessed with the tears flowing down, their eyes widened as they smiled so wide, they've been waiting for those words for months!!
"We love you too Y/n" They both said in unison kissing your cheeks and marking your nape. With your two older step sisters comfort you felt happy and safe, hoping for the three of you to make more memories together <3
...
"Mhm... Baby can you take us both inside of you?"
Maybe a little too soon for new memories (–=–'')
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This took me too long!! Sorry for no updates guys it's been a hell of a month lol, but now I can finish up requests! I'm also planning to publish another poly smut, I hope you guys can wait!!
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#aespa#kpop#aespa imagines#aespa x fem reader#girl groups#smut#pang#hyun#yu jimin#aespa karina#karina x fem reader#aespa winter#winter x fem reader#omegaverse#kim minjeong#jiminjeong smut#winrina#winrina smut#aespa x reader#karina x reader#winter x reader#kpop smut#girl group x reader#girl group#aespa smut
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𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 - (𝐬𝐦𝐚𝐮)
𝐲𝐮 𝐣𝐢𝐦𝐢𝐧 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫, 𝐡𝐮𝐡 𝐲𝐮𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐧 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
"𝐝𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐤 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮?"
you and jimin met as trainees before she debuted, and you two never felt more in love. however, once she breaks up with you before her debut, you completely leave SM entertainment under the notion of needing a fresh start. you eventually debuted a few years later in le sserafim, where you met huh yunjin and have slowly started developing feelings for the idol. much to karina's dismay, she hates to see you have moved on, but deep in your own heart, you still can't help but feel as if maybe she has forgotten about you.
𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲: 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟏𝟗𝟕𝟓 - 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮
𝗀𝖾𝗇𝗋𝖾: 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍, 𝖼𝗋𝖺𝖼𝗄, 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿
𝗌𝗍𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗌: 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗟𝗘𝗧𝗘.
𝖿𝖾𝖺𝗍𝗎𝗋𝗂𝗇𝗀: 𝖺𝖾𝗌𝗉𝖺, 𝗅𝖾 𝗌𝗌𝖾𝗋𝖺𝖿𝗂𝗆, 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝗆𝗈𝗋𝖾...
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introductions: cyborgs | fearful
01. i might kill my ex
02. deja vu
03. stop crying so loud
04. idol boxing match
05. uh oh
06. yunjin makes everything feel better
07. just browsing
08. is ning okay?
09. leader in distress
10. pls dont kick me out
11. bae is mad at me
12. wrong acc
13. so what?
14. do you think i have forgotten about you?
15. shoot me
16. but why does it hurt tho?
17. BONUS
18. i did it
19. doja cat?
20. i didn't think id get this far
21. maybe violence is the answer
22. you little rat
23. karina
24. not this shit again
25. r u fucking fr?
26. ning im going to strangle you
27. can we sell them on ebay?
28. what are you doing?
29. does this work?
30. and what about it?
31. i think it's time
32. nonsense
33. never been more confused in my life
34. i don't trust her
35. you know me too well
36. only if u want to
37. two can play at this game
38. why do i even mf care
39. fuck
40. but what if they did?
41. for the record
42. the 1
43. givenchy
44. the moon
45. leaked
46. BONUS
47. fearless
48. understand
49. music bank
50. still
51. what's gotten into you?
52. pls don't be in love with someone else
53. it was an accident
54. say yes to heaven
55. sweet nothing
56. sweet nothing II
57. dumb conversations, we lose track of time
58. where are u?
59. absence
60. i take it back
61. BONUS
62. this love
63. have you lost your mind?
64. leader
65. yunjin
66. you won’t know unless you try
67. conversion therapy
68. in the dark
69. about you
70. 𝐄𝐏𝐈𝐋𝐎𝐆𝐔𝐄
(𝐄𝐗𝐓𝐑𝐀) - 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄
#smau#kpop smau#aespa#le sserafim#huh yunjin#yu jimin#kpop crack#fiction#winrina#aespa x reader#lesserafim x reader#original work#about you masterlist#perfectsunlight
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my attempt at kinktober (even tho im late)
DAY 8 - voyerism w/ gp!kkura
DAY 9 - wearing a suit w/ gp!yujin
DAY 10 - double penetration w/ gp!2kim
DAY 11 - marking/biting w/ rosé
DAY 12 - corruption w/ annyeongz gp!yujin
DAY 13 - size kink w/ jiminjeong gp!jimin
DAY 14 - objectification w/ gp!mina
DAY 15 - facefucking w/ gp!momo
DAY 16 - spitting w/ gp!jennie
DAY 17 - creampie w/ sub!gp!yoohyeon
DAY 18 - 69 w/ joy
DAY 19 - hate sex w/ jenlisa gp!jennie
DAY 20 - dry humping w/ sub!gp!kazuha
DAY 21 - public sex w/ gp!yunjin
DAY 22 - cockwarming w/ gp!yeji
DAY 23 - face sitting w/ sub!wony
DAY 24 - jealousy w/ gp!ryujin
DAY 25 - edging w/ sub!miyeon gasp
DAY 26 - sexting w/ sub!winter
DAY 27 - impact play w/ gp!chaewon
DAY 28 - stupidification w/ gp!selgui
DAY 29 - masturbation w/ tiffany
DAY 30 - degrading w/ gp!karina
DAY 31 - suprise!
#kinktober#kinktober 2023#smut#sakura x reader#yujin x reader#chaewon x reader#minju x reader#rose x reader#yujin x wonyoung#jimin x minjeong#mina x reader#momo x reader#jennie x reader#yoohyeon x reader#joy x reader#jennie x lisa#jenlisa#annyeongz#winrina#winrina smut#kazuha x reader#yunjin x reader#yeji x reader#wonyoung x reader#ryujin x reader#miyeon x reader#winter x reader#selgui x reader#karina x reader#yujinslovr
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icy - jiminjeong smau
pairing yu jimin x kim minjeong
synopsis Minjeong is a figure skater who has a indescribable hate for hockey players, especially the team captain, Yoo Jimin, that always avoid each other; But they can’t run away from one another anymore after they are forced to share the same rink.
genre smau, enemies to lovers, gxg, hockeyplayer!jimin, figureskater!minjeong
warnings alcohol consuption, to add more
featuring aespa, itzy ryujin, riize wonbin, nct renjun, jisung & jeno, enhypen sunghoon, lesserafim kazuha, chaewon & yunjin
status on going
profiles holy gays (1) & (2) | kwangya skaters | others
chapters
001.
masterlist | pt/br ver.
taglist [open] @thefckghost
#aespa#winrina#jiminjeong#jmj#karina#minjeong#karina x winter#kpop smau#jimin x minjeong#yoo jimin#kim minjeong#winter#smau#aespa karina#aespa winrina#aespa winter#karina x reader#winter x reader#minjeong x reader#karina x minjeong#itzy#wonbin#ryujin#enhypen#lesserafim#ningning#giselle#aeri#yizhuo#riize
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ᵉᵖ. ¹⁷
Giselle : Hey, what have you two been doing?
Y/n: we were helping Winter with her wedding vow and we were kicked out of their house for making it inappropriate.
NingNing: How is “Nice ass, karina” inappropriate?
#aespa#aespa incorrect qoutes#incorrect qoutes#kim minjeong#yu jimin#aeri uchinaga#aespa ningning#ning yizhuo#aespa karina#aespa winter#aespa x fem reader#winrina#karina x winter
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sick and twisted || stepsibling g!p winrina x virgin!freader
notes: making a comeback. sorry anon for the long ass delay, but i also merged it with another ask bc i thought it would work well together. do NAWT ask why i took so long- i was going thru it 😭😭
cw: porn with plot, stepcest/pseudo incest, noncon -> dubcon, g!p dom winrina, virgin!reader, corruption, use of cuffs, oral (giving), blackmail, biting/marking, creampie, gagging, degredation, slapping, family issues, arguments, mentions of divorce.
wc 3.9k
if you told jimin and minjeong that they would have another step-sibling in their life they would scoff at you, then laugh and say that’s not possible… then scoff in your face again.
yet here they were moving into another house their father bought for you and your mother.
isn’t that fun?
jimin, the actual biological child, was born and raised with a hot headed mother and poor excuse of a father. living with the two was hell for her, dealing with her mothers bull shittery almost every damn day.. and the absence of her father always led to her mother lashing out at her and never him. longer down the line of their shitty marriage, the father decided to pull the trigger and divorce her for good. maybe it was money issues? maybe it was something else? jimin didnt like to pry and she was glad she left it like that.
minjeong was the child of a broke, whorish and shitty woman. the marriage between jimin's father and minjeong’s mother actually lasted quite a while… to their surprise. who knew another horrid woman in this rich fuck of a man’s life would actually do some good to the both of them.
they ended up acting like they knew each other from day one- like i kid you not, they were inseparable. even after the divorce of their father and mother they still stayed together, obviously choosing their dad because god that man was rich as hell and they knew that they could use some privilege from it. not only that, but for some reason their dad loosened up a little, he actually became a much better person and worked on his self improvement, unlike minjeong’s mother who stayed a cheating BITCH … no wonder why their father divorced her sorry ass.
but beside the point. jimin, minjeong and their father arrived at the new mansion. somewhere secluded and somewhere breathtaking- only because your step father really thought your mother was the one and only woman for him.
jiminjeong, without prior notice to their fathers new found wife, and no knowledge of the womans daughter, were left shocked when they saw the two of you enter through the mansion’s doors.
your first impressions weren’t good at all… your mother looked and acted like- guess what?!! a bitch… and you? you seemed pretty decent at first, so jimin and minjeong didn’t really care. yeah, unfortunately they didn’t click with you, but they thought that they should give it some time. you were unfamiliar with the new environment and they knew it would cause crazy anxiety.
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a couple months into the family and you and your mother finally started to act comfortably around the rest. it didn’t take long for you mother to start acting up though- frankly she opened up too much, as in, she started to become more and more of an asshole as the months went by. at first it started as simple requests from your step father. she would go around the house demanding him to buy this and that. her ego grew… and when i say grew, it inflated actually. nothing could stop her from being a prick, and unfortunately she influenced you to act like the same way.
she had a plan- she really didn’t love your step father. instead she was really just into it for the money. and of course, you knew that plan from the beginning. as much as you didn’t like your mother, the plan wasn’t half bad- deciding to stay with her was the right choice, well you thought so anyways. anything for money i guess.
the workload he had stressed your step father out so much and your mothers constant requests for money really didn’t help. berating him almost every day, sometimes she would go so far to the point of him having to lock himself in his office just so he could avoid her.
only 6 months of living together and she’s already driving him crazy? jimin and minjeong looked at each other in disbelief, surely you wouldn’t join in on the disruptive behaviour… right?
oh they were so wrong.
YOU-
you wanted the plan to go well too… you needed that cash. fuck your mother and everything, that cash meant more than your strained bond. you wanted it for yourself, so now it was your turn to fuck around and be a dick head.
doing everything in your power to get money from your step father, like your mother did. it started out all simple and sweet.. you know like casually asking for allowance, and since he was rich as fuck, allowance was usually something around 2k per ask. racking up the money somewhere in your room for yourself, you didn’t realise jimin and minjeong were staring at you through the crack of the door.
jimin carefully lowered herself to minjeong’s height, making sure you wouldn’t be able to hear an utter from her. whispering in her ear “what a waste… she’s pretty but she’s a money stealing prick”
somehow minjeong was calm about it, thinking you were just stashing it up because she knew you were previously broke. she’s been in that same situation, showing some sort of empathy towards you “i mean.. she hasn’t done any bad yet… well i hope she never does actually. i hope she’s not like her mom”
jimin scoffs “i doubt that”
the sound of something dropping on the floor caught their attention, you’d dropped a bag of some sort. their hearts beating out of their chests thinking that you had caught them watching you. thankfully you didn’t, uttering under a few curses under your breath and nothing else. sighing in relief, they had back to their respective rooms and called it a day.
that was until they heard you shouting downstairs after a couple of hours.
“fuck you mean you can’t give me any more money. aren’t you supposed to be my dad? you know, someone who cares for their children and shit”
jimin woke up first, creeping into minjeongs room and shaking her awake “…mmm… huh? what’s up”
“don’t be surprised, but i think y/n is arguing with our dad… told you she was like her mom”
sneaking their way downstairs, tiptoeing so they wouldn’t be heard. they notice their dad hunched over in the couch, his hands covering his face in.. anger? or sadness. they couldn’t tell.
“GOD- fuck you’re such a shit step dad… you know what fuck you” the step father being on the verge of tears, the way he balled up his fists, the way his face was red hot and the way he was biting down hard on his lip, you knew it was was working and you knew you were such a shit person for it, you were growing heated too- for some reason. mothers genetics you could say.
“you couldn’t keep your first wife, and you couldn’t keep your second wife?! and now you’re going to lose your third all because you can’t provide for your family like the good man you are.” you laughed in his face and clicked your tongue “ahhh it all makes sense now. you're a miserable excuse of a father and a poor excuse of a husband. you’re rich as hell i dont know why you can’t give me anymore money…”
“i-i.. i’m trying my best you know y/n” voice cracking “i’m doing my best to keep the family together… i just want us to be happy”
“yeah well you’re not doing a good job now are you? hell, you’re also a shitty example of a man too. go ahead and write those divorce papers. i’m sick of your shit”
with that, you walked back upstairs, jimin and minjeong running back up trying not to get caught.
you’d struck a nerve in them, witnessing you berate their dad knowing that he’s a changed man, made them vexed. jimin had been peering at your face, an obvious crease in her forehead and in between her brows made it obvious that she was planning something sick. minjeong had a cold and blank scowl.
they both gave each other knowing looks, a smirk on both of their faces… whatever they had in mind was not morally right, but they couldn’t care less.
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sleeping soundly after the whole argument, glad that you could possibly get something out of it by the time you woke up, you failed to hear the sound of your lock being picked open.
jimin creeped towards your bed, gritting her teeth as she tried her very best not to punch you in the face. utter disgust was the one thing she was feeling, looking at you made her grimace. she found you pretty at first glance but after she witnessed you tear down her dad, her vision was shattered. even if she wanted to beat you up, she couldn’t, she wanted to defile you first. with shaky hands, she lifted the thick bed sheets off of your body, carefully stripped you out of your clothes and gazed at your naked body. she lightly slapped her cheek, you looked good bare but she didn’t let that take over her… yet.
she hooked your wrist onto the bed frame. the cold icy feeling of the cuffs latching onto your left wrist made you stir in your sleep, yet it wasn’t enough to wake you up from your deep slumber.
minjeong had the job of writing on you. depriving your humanity by writing objectifying words on your bare stomach. words such as ‘slut’, ‘filthy whore’, ‘gold digger’, were written across your stomach, thighs and legs. if it wasn’t humiliating enough, she took pics just for safe measures. it was horrible, yes she knew that.
she thought how genius it would be to draw an arrow on your lower abdomen pointing down towards your pussy, the words above saying ‘use here’. giggling to herself as she snapped another pic.
the flash from minjeong’s camera startled you. waking up grumpily asking “what the fuck is going on” as you tug on your arm, only to realise that you’ve chained to the bed.
first thing you noticed was minjeong’s camera pointing towards you, bright flash blinding your eyes “fuck- shit, this isn’t funny. turn the camera off” the chains on the cuff rattling as you attempt to pry them off “guys… this isn’t funny… take it off”
second thing you realised was the lack of clothing. the chilly air hit your body, goosebumps forming on your skin. the warmth of the blanket was no more and the intense humiliation began to seep into your body.
thirdly, the writing on your stomach and legs as you look down analysing the situation.
“you shouldn’t have said that earlier. the disrespect you have… yu y/n you’re disgusting” jimin spat at you, her gaze turned towards minjeong who then nodded. afraid that they would kill you right on the spot, automatically you started to sob out pathetic pleas
“listen, shit- i’m sorry. i was desperate okay… he should’ve given me the money anyway- cut me some slack, it was only a one time thing. you know, me and my mom rea-“
a hand flew to your face “shut the fuck up” she left a red stinging mark on your cheek- well deserved. minjeong gritted her teeth, she didn’t want her dad to wake up to another argument yet alone waking up to his two kids fight his other kid “this picture i took.. do you want this to be uploaded everywhere?” rapidly shaking your head in denial. the image in question was so vulgar, your legs being spread apart while the words ‘use here’ were pointing right at your pussy, it was truly horrible. minjeongs lips tugged upwards, biting back a snicker only because she wanted to seem serious and mean about this- oh and also because the image violently turned her on.
“n-no… delete the pic- please i’ll give the money back and apologise… just.. don’t upload it anywhere” hiccuping while hot tears streamed down to your chin.
“poor you” jimin added on “no one can help you now.. do as you’re told” her tone was sickening to hear.
it clicked and you felt disgusted, the knowing look that they had.. body language showing that they were about to ravish you. it was gross.
your tear stained face shifted into a dreaded look. feeling jittery, your eyes widened as both of them slid down their boxers, revealing their cocks that sprung up.
“…you guys are sick…” there’s no way in hell that they were about to do this. but here they were, approaching you as you attempt to free your wrist from the cuffs again “get away f-from me… you sick fuckers” minjeong sprang onto the bed first, holding your legs open as you try to kick away from her grasp. curses and shouts left your mouth, but they were useless since jimin wrapped her hand around it.
there was no use in fighting back. you gave into their heinous acts even if your body was rejecting them. no one was there to help you anyway. even if you called for your mother, she wouldn’t give a shit since she only cared for herself from the very beginning.
jimin, who stood beside you, pressed her cock against your face. you could feel her throbbing as she placed it on your cheek, the hard thing felt slimy and gross- you denied her as she tried to forcefully shove it in your mouth, which ended up with her slapping it around your face like you were some common whore “open up, unless you want those pics of you online” of course you didn’t want that- those posts would ruin your reputation, your self esteem. it would ruin you.
mentally screaming in your head, you open your mouth wide, feeling her thick cock enter your mouth slowly. jimin let out a long sigh, savouring the feeling of your tongue at the base of her cock- “a-ah.. you’re taking me whole? you slut” moaning out as she steadily rocks her hips back and forth “you should- mm fuck.. really use this m-mouth just to take dick, don’t you agree jeongie”
minjeong, who was stroking her dick in between your legs, nodded her head. fixated on the way you took jimin’s throbbing cock easily down your throat. she watched you with keen eyes, keeping her gaze on the way your lips parted and wrapped around her shaft while also listening to the gagging sounds you made everytime jimin hit the back of your throat.
having more of a moral compass in comparison to jimin, she felt a little bad for you- but couldn’t help getting off to the view in front of her. she grinned, a very fucked up grin you could say. grabbing her phone again, she pressed record without you noticing- being so caught up with having dick stuffed in your mouth. spreading your lips apart, pointing the cameras and zooming in on your soaked pussy “you really are a whore- getting wet from this.. you should’ve said you wanted this from the beginning y/n. or were you too much of a coward to ask” slapping your pussy repeatedly, earning a few muffled moans.
putting the phone down minjeong slipped her hard cock inside of you, skipping the condom and everything.
your pussy was tight, almost like a virgins… wait- “god, don’t tell me you’re a… you’re a virgin?” a sick and twisted smile crept upon both jimins and minjeongs face. and the way they got harder hearing that news further implicated that they were morally fucked up in the head “mmm… fuck, you’re so tight that i can barely move… y/n ah- ngh..” by trying to push her dick further into you, it caused you to scream out in pain and pleasure- the sensation of her throbbing cock filling up your virgin pussy felt alien, yet so good. thankfully you were soaking wet, and the precum slathered around minjeongs dick helped it slide in much easier than it should have.
“nmghh hurts… hurts-” you manage to say between breaths, voice muffled by jimin's cock still being pumped in and out of your throat. minjeong couldn’t care, extracting her anger out on your pussy, stretching it wide open for her own sick pleasure. she scoffed,
“not so talkative now, are you?” she mocks, her hands gripping the sides of your hips, nails digging into your flesh as she jolts her hips which caused her tip to ram into the entrance of your cervix. fuck.. and it hurt like hell. never being filled up by something so large, your eyes begin to roll back, and you begin to scream around jimin's cock.
both of them showed absolutely no mercy, using your body as if it was a toy for their pleasure. being used in such a way made you feel heated, your stomach tightening as they continue to force themselves into your holes.
minjeong moaned out, her nails digging deeper and deeper into your flesh, almost breaking it. your tight cunt clamping down so hard on her cock threw her into a frenzy- she observes your face with hearts in her eyes, she never felt this powerful before, god… even her movements sped up- there was a husky rasp to her moans, it even seemed animalistic.
and there was jimin, gripping your hair in a messy ponytail just so that she can ruthlessly fuck your mouth. with the amount that she was tugging and pulling on your head, you could assume that your head was throbbing in pain- assuming anyways, because you were feeling strangely good that you most likely ignored the pain.
as planned, they continue their assault on you. pussy already stretched out and abused, and your jaw began to ache.
enough of that jimin thought. although she enjoyed your warm throat, mouth and tongue working magic on her cock, she couldn’t forget that this was your punishment. the palm of her hand pushed your forehead, prompting you to lay back down, head meeting the soft pillows. you fell with a light thud- now due to the fact that you had nothing in your mouth to keep you quiet, and the way that minjeong was still pummelling into your pussy raw, you had no other choice but to cry out loud… not in a ‘save me, help me!’ way, it was more like a “fuck, fuck- mmnngh… w-wait- feels ah..!?” type of way.
jimin looked at her younger step sibling. she knew minjeong was too heated to even think about the punishment. she clicked her tongue in annoyance.
minjeongs fingers made their way to your clit, toying and rubbing with the sensitive nub. it only pushed you to moan even louder, the first time you’d have someone play with your clit.. waves of pleasure washed over your body causing you to wriggle around. seemed like jeongie was a little pussy drunk, actually no, she was pussy drunk. every pound forced your cunt to the best fucktoy for her. at this point her sweat dripped down from her temple to the side of her face with how fucking fast her hips were going.
jimin stood for a moment- thats when it struck her, another great plan came to mind. she kneeled on top of your bed, making it creak a little, shuffling a little closer to where minjeong was positioned, she whispered something sinister into her ears.
“get up-“ jimin ordered with an authoritative voice “stand up y/n” you winced, hissing out in pain as minjeong carelessly pulls her cock out with a little-
“mmm.. now? oh yeah, okay…” jeongie thankfully takes the cuffs off. thank god she did because the pain from the hard ass metal had you rubbing your wrist, a slightly deep and red mark sat on your skin.
“y/n, stand up” jimin ordered once again.
coughing out, voice hoarse “…fuck no… n-not gonna”
“still talking back?” minjeong sneered. now both of them are pretty strong- being able to toss you across the room for shits and giggle.. but not so much shits and giggles when you’re forced to stand up, seized inbetween jimins strong grip, both hands around your bare shoulders. she momentarily gawked between your legs, she snickered-
“lowlife stealing bitch and now a whore even though you were a virgin… you honestly deserve this” all at once her dick pierces your cunt, her erratic movements earning a guttural moan that came straight out your throat. following jimin, minjeong came from behind, lifting your leg into the air so that she could make room for herself.
“don’t…!? you’re gonna b-break me- i can’t fit both in me.. wait, please pleaseplease anything but this- please!?!” teasing her dick at your entrance, basking in the feeling of your wet pussy again. jimins thick cock was bigger than you’d anticipated- but having minjeong’s in your cunt as well would surely leave you unable to walk. not like they cared…
ramming both at different speeds caused you to lose control of everything. unable to adjust to their length, your hands instinctively search for something to grab ,because really.. who can function normally with two girthy dicks stuffed inside of their virgin pussy.
if one of them pumped in, the other one pumped out. an endless stream of violent railing that turned your brain to mush. beyond saving, and beyond speech- nothing more than gargled moans and incoherent mumbles fell from your mouth. so, so intense that you felt like your body was giving in-
being dehumanised and degraded and only made for jiminjeongs use. you hated that you learned to love it.
jimin threw her head back, her mouth agape moaning at how stuffed your pussy was and how much of a cock slut you were. hips snapping each time she felt like you weren’t reacting the way she wanted. huffing each time she felt close- her plan wasn’t completed yet and because of that she had to restrain from shooting her load into your womb.
minjeong bit down on your shoulder, marking you everywhere she could- only because she could take a couple more pictures later and use that as blackmail and definitely not her own personal use. she nuzzled herself into the crook of your neck- leaving dark bruises scattered across your nape.
you wrap your arms around jimins neck “feel- feel weird… haa.. mmngh-“ you squeezed your eyes shut, your body tensed, you heard the two of them pant in your ear, jimins low moaning reverberating in your head and minjeong high pitched whimpers suggested that they were as close as you were.
“take it- fuck,, take it all you filthy whore” jimin snapping her hips as she fills your entire cunt with her semen. not even a second later, minjeong ejaculates as well, she squeals and bites into your neck, both hers and jimins legs shaking from the harsh orgasm. you follow in their pleasure, letting out a strangled moan, head slumping backwards into minjeong as your body falls limp.
they leave you afterwards, letting you lay weakly on the floor “what happens here, stays here. if you tell anyone we’ll know.. oh and those pics will be posted” walking out the door as if nothing ever happened. and yet you’re laying down on your carpet cunt filled up with a mixture of their semen leaking out.
hmm… guess you’ll have to piss them off again. who knows what they’ll do to you.
HELP IDK HOW TO FEEL ABT THIS? THOUGHTS????
#wintersera#cw: noncon#cw: stepcest#aespa smut#aespa x fem reader smut#g!p aespa#g!p winter#g!p karina#aespa karina smut#aespa winter smut#kpop smut#girl group smut#kpop girl group smut
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Female K-Pop Idol Blogs
Smut
Minji Gets Caught Humping Hanni’s Favorite Bunny Plushie ~ G!P Minji x Hanni
Sick and Twisted ~ Stepsibling G!P Winrina x Virgin!F!Reader
Hybrid!Aespa in Heat ~ Sub!Aespa x Dom!F!Reader
Me & You - Cop!Gp!Minjeong x Criminal!F!Reader
Puppy Needs Her Attention ~ G!P Puppy Winter x F!Reader
We've Only Just Begun ~ Top GP!Yunjin x Maid Bottom!Reader
Trophy ~ G!P Bada Lee x (Jam Republic) Reader
Toy ~ G!P Twice x Female Reader (Non Idol AU)
Porcelain Doll ~ Sub!Wonyoung x G!P Reader
Whine For Me ~ Subby!GP!Tzuyu x F!Reader
Proving a Point ~ Kim Jennie x G!P Reader
Your Order Ma’am ~ G!P Yujin x F!Reader
Doctor!Karina x Naïve!Patient!F!Reader
Student!G!P Kazuha X Teacher!Reader
Mean!GP!Stepsis!Wony x F!Reader
GP!Aespa x 5th Member!F!Reader
Taste ~ G!P Hwang Yeji x F!Reader
G!P Besties WinChae Thoughts
Perv!GP!Ningning x F!Reader
Party Monster ~ Kim Jennie
Sub!GP!Yunjin x F!Reader
Kim Jennie x G!P Reader
Dubcon G!P Kim Jennie
Park Jihyo x GP!Reader
G!P Karina x F!Reader
G!P Yujin x F!Reader
GP!Itzy x F!Reader
Angst
Words Not Meant To Be Said ~ Kim Jennie
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Cw: noncon, dubcon, blackmail, murder, blood,somnophillia
Pairings: g!p serial killers!winrina x naive/gullible!fem reader
The horrified screams were heard all throughout your neighborhood and yet the killers have yet to be found.. When the school caught up on the news they pointed fingers towards multiple people, including you now obviously you didn't do it? But your schoolmates never listen! As they called you mean names, pushed and shoved you around there were only two people that you sort of hang out with you! But to your surprise they were... Two of the most popular girls in the school? Why would they hang out with you?
Paranoia spread all over you... Why were all the murders linked to you? Everyone who was killed was associated with you in the past, like past girlfriends, ex friends or even ex crushed you thought no one knew about but everyone knew... You were too obvious you liked them, and they did not like that! They couldn't bear to watch you throw heart eyes at girls who would throw your likeness awayso the next best thing Karina and Minjeong thought of was well... Getting rid of the competition! Yeah!
"Y/nie we promise you're safe with us! You'll never have to worry about anything harming you while you're with us.. " Minjeong told you while you sat atop of her, some may say this isn't normal in friendships like yours but you find it completely normal! Or that's what Minjeong and Karina tell you... Friends do kiss each other right? That's what they do to you, you're new to this whole friend thing so you don't really know they say it's some sort of courtesy? Well what reason would they have to lie to you? "Y/n you know we'll never let anything hurt you right? " Karina said comfortingly "Mhm" you nodded, not a thought in your head.. Why would you have one anyway? when you could rely on them instead..
Karina and Minjeong were incredibly strategic, but god was it hard to decide if they should kill u or not, u were always soo loopy and out of it, sometimes barely being able to think! They just agreed not to! I mean... Why waste such a cutie like you right? You were also so gullible too Oh..! The red stuff? Nah... It's just ketchup we swear! And.. The knife..? Uhm we were making homemade ketchup don't worry! Of course you believed their awfully made up lies!.. Why wouldn't you...?
The night where they snuck in was eerily quiet. Way too quiet for a neighborhood full of teenagers, whose only hobbies consisted of gaming, making loud noises and ding dong ditching. You were paranoid, as anyone would be. Any noise was amplified by 10 to you, and small movements would suddenly startle you. Well at least you locked the doors and windows... Now no one can get in without you knowing! Of course like the naive girl you were, you gave a copy of your key to Minjeong and Jimin cause they convinced you they would need it in the most dire of situations. They didn't. Obviously. But they were your friends they wouldn't... Would they?
Deciding you needed a good night's rest to just shut off with all the paranoia built in you, the lights shut off, the doors checked, as well as the windows. You were ready to go to bed, and sleep the night away, and you did just that as soon as your head hit the pillow, you were fast asleep. And they were still wide awake, peeping closely at you, why'd you have to give them the key? Now you're in a situation where you can't get out of, let alone know about. Karina and Minjeong were well versed in your home, so much so that they knew which floor board would make a creak and ones that won't. Minjeong looked at your sleeping figure as you tossed and turned unable to really shake off the feeling of anxiety within you... But don't worry... They'll help!
In the state you were in was incredibly vulnerable, as it was also already established you were much weaker than the pair... Once it was a joke. Now it's very much not.. With a pair of hands traveling down to your pretty pink panties and another pair going up to your matching bra, they were scared you'd wake up. Not because of the fight you'll put up or the screams and cries you'll let out, it's because it's almost a guarantee you won't be alive if you do any of the two. Squirming in their hold you felt quite the bulge or... Bulges pressed up and grinding on both your back and stomach with a pair of lips kissing down on your neck making you whimper in your sleep, as Minjeong's hands held you down. Both your pants and panties were pulled down by Jimin's hands.
Your eyes' we're blurred as you stirred awake, and your arms tried pushing the two away, but too weak to actually do anything. Your limp legs trying to kick away the intruders "Y/n..." Someone in your left side said, oddly you were familiar with the tone. Something hard and warm pushed against the entrance of you and you squeaked, finally awake but unaware of who was doing this. Kicking and punching was obviously going to happen, but Jimin didn't care it only fueled her to push past the entrance and gasp as your warmth enveloped her. "Minjeong??" You cried out as your eyes adjusted to the darkness while you looked behind you, you were horrified! Jimin was bullying herself into your hole while her arms are wrapped around your waist.
Minjeong hushed you, as her dick slapped itself on your mouth as it dripped with pre. "Suck. Or you'll know what'll happen otherwise. " you knew what she was referring to, you knew whatever dirt she had in you had to be bad. With tears in your eyes you opened your mouth and an intrusion immediately inserted itself inside as Minjeong groaned out as your mouth was insanely warm "Fucking hell y/n..." Jimin bit her lip as she starting pounding inside of you. More tears flowed from your eyes as the pain settled in of Jimin pounding straight inside of you "We are sorry but we had to do this... " "We didn't want to kill you, unless you just want to disobey us? " you didn't know who was speaking the pain [and pleasure] taking over all your senses, just nodding and suckling on Minjeong's cock "That's a good girl" Jimin spoke drilling herself inside of you faster "Such a pretty girl, with pretty tears"
Your face was red and stained with tears while your eyes we're wet and shameful, Minjeong almost moaned at the sight of you being so obedient to them, along with your disheveled state it was hard not to squeal at the cuteness. You hoped they would be done sooner or later, only wanting to simply sleep, as soon as the pair shot out their loads you blacked out completely, the pleasure being too much to handle. Maybe tomorrow you'll wake up more refreshed to take their cocks :)
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Love Needs No Reasons
Karina x Winter x F!Reader
Genre: Angst, Fluff
Warnings: Insecurities, Doubts, Jealousy, Implied Depression, Exhaustion
Word Count: 3.4k
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A soulless chuckle effortlessly slipped past your lips as you feigned as though you were just as amused by the lead protagonist as your fellow members were. Mirroring their happiness so flawlessly you almost believed it to be true yourself, if only your eyes could hide the tale of your sorrows. Gone were the orbs that once shined with glee, replaced by a hollow gaze swirling with doubt.
The faint feeling of a thumb rubbing circles on your thigh brought you back to the present, but the sensation felt dull, as though you were numb to the world around you. Your eyes flickered to the hand in your lap, familiar messily painted nails gently scraping along your bare skin. Glancing at its owner, you were met with chocolate brown orbs that held nothing but love. Love you didn’t deserve.
At least that’s what you’d convinced yourself to believe. It was all you ever thought about these days. You couldn't imagine how such a gorgeous, charming individual could hold so much adoration for a person like yourself. No matter how hard you tried, you could never wrap your head around it. Jimin was perfect, a goddess blessed by the heavens with not only ethereal beauty, but a kind nature that made everyone in her presence feel at home, consumed by her warmth.
And yet she loved you. She doted on you each day with nothing but sincerity in her eyes, never forgetting to remind you of how much she cared for you. Every night Jimin would whisper to you in a sleepy daze, confessing how she falls deeper in love with you at each passing moment. All her admissions left you weak in the knees, but not in the way you’d dreamed about how love felt. It felt as though a knife was repeatedly plunged into your fragile heart, twisting it in as she watched you suffer, drowning in her affection.
Each word of adoration only proved to remind you of how little you deserved it. Jimin, a visual queen with a heart of gold, loving you? You shook your head in disapproval, scoffing at how naive you had been. You were trapped by her enchanting eyes that swirled with devotion to you. “Are you okay?” She whispers, concern written on her face from the moment she laid her alluring eyes upon you. You nod lazily, brushing away her worries and shrugging off the hand that now rested on your shoulder.
Two slim arms slithered around your torso, resting comfortably on your stomach. Turning your head, you glance over your shoulder, meeting Minjeong’s soft gaze. Her large eyes bore holes into your head, bottom lip jutted out as she pouted. You raise an inquisitive brow at her sudden action, receiving a huff in response as she tugs you impossibly closer, your back pressed to her chest. You squirm in her hold, avoiding her gaze for it only serves as a constant reminder of your lingering doubts.
Not only did Jimin share nothing but love for you, but Minjeong too. How did you have both of them wrapped around your finger without even trying? They were always by your side, unable to get enough of you. Yet each time their fingertips grazed your skin it burned, their touch branding you with uncertainty. Maybe they would be better off without you. It was a thought that frequently tainted your thoughts, imprisoning you in misery.
Their love was beautiful, how could something so precious be so destructive? They infected you with a love that was slowly killing you. “I love you,” Minjeong whispered in your ear, the words rolling off her tongue without a second thought, as if trying to coax you from your destructive thoughts. The phrase rang in your ears, effortlessly impaling you with a in one blow. Their love was fatal. You weren’t sure how much more your frail heart could handle, for it would only be so long before it collapsed under the pressure resting upon your chest.
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Minjeong observed you from across the room with hawk eyes, brows sewn together in confusion. You hadn’t spared her a glance this morning, not even bothering to greet her with the usual morning kiss she’d grown accustomed to. Instead she woke to cold sheets and faint traces of your lingering perfume. She approached you at breakfast, leaning down to press her coffee stained lips on yours, only for you to turn your head. Her mouth hung open, eyes widened in surprise. Not once had you refused a kiss from her awaiting lips.
Her initial thought was the possibility that she’d upset you, the idea left a scowl on her face. She’d racked her brain for every interaction you shared the night prior, but to no avail. She concluded it was just exhaustion, you’d never been a morning person, so maybe you’d just woken up on the wrong side of bed. So she tried again. Clumsily rushing up to you, a grin already fighting its way onto her face. You were so focused on perfecting the dance for your latest comeback that you failed to notice the puppy-like girl waiting eagerly by your side.
Glancing at the mirror, you flinched, startled by the presence on your right. Minjeong abruptly jumped into your arms, relying on you to catch her before she plummeted to the hard wooden floor. A melodious giggle escaped her parted lips, a look of mischief reflecting in her eyes. She felt a warmth being held in your arms, one that only so few could provide. But you only felt bittersweet. Sighing, you reluctantly placed her on the ground, gently pushing her away. Keeping her at arm's length always made it easier. “I’ve got to practice,” you said apologetically, turning away from her without another word.
She stared with a tilted head, waiting for you to break out into a fit of laughter and tell her it was a joke. Yet you remained stoic, carefully running through the choreography. Minjeong’s frown deepened at the sight, appalled by your blatant disregard of her presence. “Y/n~” She called, sinking her teeth into her bottom lip upon receiving no response. So she tried again, “Y/n?” Huffing, you met her gaze in the mirror, faltering under her dejected stare. “What is it, Winter?” You questioned, your eyes drained of life, the dark circles under your eyes prominent.
Her heart dropped. You never called her Winter, it was always some stupid nickname you insisted on and she always pretended to hate them. But you both knew better. However, Winter was reserved for teasing or public interactions. Hearing that name slip past you lips so effortlessly made her heart ache. It felt cold and distant, opposed to the usual warm and fuzzy feeling you left her with. Minjeong felt like someone of no significance to you when hearing that name in private, it hurt. Now she knew something was very wrong, but then came the problem of fixing it.
Minjeong’s eye darted around the room in uncertainty, shuffling away from you with a defeated sigh, frown plastered on her face, forehead creased. Her gaze flickered to the door as it swung open, Jimin gracefully sauntering into the studio. Feeling holes boring into the side of her head, the leader turned her head to meet Minjeong’s intense stare. Exchanging wordless conversation through their eyes, Jimin swifty traipsed over to the younger girl, raising an inquisitive brow. “What’s up?” The older woman questioned, tilting her head at the expression of dismay she was greeted with.
“Have you spoken with Y/n this morning?” Minjeong said, getting straight to the point. Jimin hummed thoughtfully, crossing her arms over her chest as she came to a conclusion. “No, she wasn’t in bed when I woke up. I think I saw her on the couch before I left though, she looked tired so I didn’t bother her.” The younger girl nodded along at her words, glancing at you in puzzlement. “Why do you ask?” The leader questioned, eyeing her girlfriend sceptically. “She has been off lately, and I can’t figure out why.” Minjeong whined in annoyance, throwing her head back in exasperation.
“What do you mean by ‘off’?” Jimin raised a brow, gaze flickering to you, watching as you practised tirelessly. Catching your eye in the mirror's reflection, the older girl shot you a warm smile, dimples on full display. Only for it to be wiped off not a second later, as you avoided her gaze, eyes darting around the room nervously. Without a second thought she was sauntering towards you, disregarding Minjeong’s whines of protest as she remained idle on the couch. Within moments she stood behind you, arms snaking around you as she pulled you into her chest.
“What’s wrong, baby?” Jimin whispered in your ear, her breath tickling your skin, leaving goosebumps in her wake. You shivered in her grip, prying her hands off you in an attempt to break free, but to no avail. Tightening her hold on your waist, she squeezed your hips, piercing gaze boring holes into you through the reflective surface. “N-Nothing,” you managed to stutter out under her firm gaze, earning a dissatisfied grunt. “Do I need to ask again?” She raised an impatient brow, fingertips drumming on your bare skin.
You rapidly shook your head in refusal, huffing as you struggled to break free of her grasp. “Can we not?” You whispered, startling Jimin with your weak plea, exhaustion beginning to take a toll on you. She frowned, worry written on her face as she released you wordlessly, hands stalling on your hips before her touch was erased from your skin. The tension was palpable as she lingered by you side, silently watching with a frown as you began to fall into a whirlwind of swirling thoughts. Jimin couldn’t look into your eyes and read you like an open book as she once had. It irked her.
“Alright everyone, let’s get started!” The choreographer shouted, all of those present stumbling over to the older woman. “Y/n..” Jimin called after you, trailing off as you turned on your heel, shuffling over to the choreographer before she could get another word in. Jimin’s eyes followed your every movement, a frown cemented on her face. “I told you she was off,” Minjeong mumbled, rolling her eyes at the confused expression on her girlfriend’s face. “Do you know why?” The older girl questioned, crossing her arms over her chest as she turned to face Minjeong.
The younger girl shrugged her shoulders, “no clue. Though it seems that we’re the only ones having problems,” Minjeong uttered with gritted teeth, tilting her head in your direction. Following the younger girl's gaze, Jimin almost growled at the sight. There you were, laughing away with the backup dancers, head tucked snugly into the crook of Aeri’s neck, her arm slung around your shoulder. All while your girlfriend’s stood stiffly in the corner, eyes burning with fury as they’d been pushed on the sidelines. “Is she sick of us?” Jimin asked, disbelieving of the words that fell from her lips.
“You don’t think she doesn’t want us anymore, do you?” Minjeong questioned incredulously, an underlying hint of uncertainty in her tone. Jimin shook her head in denial, but the ominous mood remained, both unable to fight off the doubt that pestered their thoughts. “She won't leave us.. will she?” The younger was first to break the tense silence, voice laced with wariness. They shared a glance before turning their heads to face you once more, no longer blinded by a jealous rage, but judgement clouded by insecurities that poisoned into their minds.
“I guess we’ll just have to show her what she’s missing.” And thus began their treacherous endeavour to claim your heart.
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Another comeback, more interviews, endless days, sleepless nights. There you sat in yet another interview, fighting to mask the fatigue that threatened to seep through the cracks. Ignoring the way your body screamed in protest each time you moved was a mindless procedure, passing off the fact that your girlfriend’s were all over each other, not so much. What hurt more was that they never once spared you a glance, far too absorbed in each other to remember your exsistence. You couldn’t even be mad, it was your fault for pushing them away after all. Maybe it was time to accept your fate and the inevitable end to your relationship.
They would probably be better off without you, this would be best, all parties could come out of it unscathed. They could go back to living their life in peace without you, that’s how it all began anyway. The young couple were doing just fine before you joined, why did you have to ruin it all? Now you could only do one thing to fix it. You glanced at the two with a fond smile, Jimin wrapped an arm around the younger girl, her hand laced with Minjeong’s, laying atop her blanket-covered lap. Their eyes full of nothing but love and desire as they stole glances at each other in between questions.
A regretful frown threatened to tug at your lips, eyebrows sewn together in thought. For a fleeting moment, you let the pain consume you, tendrils tightening around you heart in a deadly grip. Their thornes piercing you with heartache, squeezing so tightly it numbed you. Left abandoned in an dark empty pit of longing, a feeling you will yourself to not express. Only a few more hours, you promised yourself, returning your gaze to the interviewer who chuckled at one of Yizhuo’s infamous face’s.
The one thing you failed to notice was their familiar eyes boring holes into your head each time you looked away. Jimin and Minjeong began to lose hope as you continuously ignored them, no matter how hard they tried you wouldn’t look their way. And when you finally did, your eyes held no emotion, gone was the love in your eyes they once possessed, replaced by a blank stare. Their hearts burned with disappointment, yearning, desperation but most of all, fear. The fear of losing you now became a frightening reality they couldn’t seem to manipulate in their favour.
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You shuffled into your room tiredly, struggling to fight off the sleep as your eyes begged to flutter shut. Upon reaching your bed, your knees gave out as you collapsed onto the mattress, face half buried in a pillow. The world around you began to fade into darkness, eyes fluttering shut, the last thing you saw was the distant blur of a naturally illuminated desk. At the faint sound of a door creaking open, you fought off your sleep, unable to will your eyes open, still heavy with exhaustion.
You jolted up at the muffled sound of hushed voices, blinking rapidly as you adjusted to the blindingly bright ceiling light. “What is it?” You mumbled groggily, rubbing the sleep from your eyes with the sleeve of an oversized hoodie. Minjeong’s oversized hoodie to be exact. Feeling the bed dip, you squinted at the figure that sat perched at the end of your bed. Or was it two people? “Y/n.” The familiar silky soft voice blessed your ears, although it was impossible to deny the certain sternness it carried. “Karina,” you greeted her with a sad smile, hauling your body to a sit up straight.
“Do you still love us?” She asked, never one to edge around things. “I-” You paused for a moment, sinking your teeth into your bottom lips as you glanced at the two girls before you. “You don’t love us anymore!” Minjeong exclaimed, filling your silence, her voice cracking in heartbreak. “That’s not true!” You tried to defend, but the guilty expression plastered on your face told them the wrong story. “Do you want to break up with us?” Jimin asked calmly, though you weren’t blind, the saddened look on her face was clear as day.
Sighing, you ran a hand through your hair, it was far too late and you were far too tired for this. “I think that might be best,” you uttered sorrowfully, the words leaving a bitter taste in your mouth, eyes shining. Jimin blinked back tears of her own, while Minjeong let them cascade down her pale cheeks. “Why?” The younger asked, sniffling as she gazed at you with her large brown eyes full of despair, something you were responsible for. Facing her was too painful, so you forced your gaze to the ground, but her expression of shattered hope would haunt you as long as you lived.
“Did we do something wrong?” Jimin questioned, unable to hide the waver in her voice. “N-No, it’s just-” You inhaled sharply, struggling to find the right words. “Just what, Y/n?” The older girl asked impatiently, frustratedly wiping away the stray tears that rolled down her cheeks. “It’s just that I’m sure you'll both be happier without me!” You declared, unable to stop the broken sob that ripped past your lips, finally letting out what you’d bottled up all this time. “What?” Minjeong practically shrieked, an incredulous look stuck to her tear stained face.
“It’s true! I see the way you look at each other when I’m not around, just like today. Aren’t you better off without me? I don’t even understand why you haven’t already ended things, or why you were even interested in the first place.” You mumbled the last part under your breath, but they heard you clear as day. “None of that’s true-” Minjeong began to protest, eyes bulging out of her head, she couldn't imagine how you could think such thoughts. “It’s okay, Minjeong.” You assured, sending her a broken smile, her heart sinking in her chest.
“I’ll be fine, you don’t have to worry. Just be happy with each other-” you spoke sincerely, voice wavering as another sob threatened to rip past your lips. “Y/n!” Jimin yelled, jumping to her feet as she cut you off. “Happy is the furthest thing from what we’ll be without you. It’s not the same if you’re not there with us, and if you never will be. We need you. We love you Y/n.” Jimin knelt in front of you, grasping your hands in her own as she gazed into you eyes with nothing but honesty.
“I still don’t understand why you love me,” you muttered sadly, eyes glued to the hands in your lap. “Because you’re amazing, Y/n. You’re beautiful, kind, considerate, you put everyone before yourself.” Minjeong jumped in, arm wrapping around your waist as she slid next to you. “None of that matters though, because love needs no reasons. And I love you, Y/n, it’s as simple as that.” She continued, hopeful eyes burning into your soul. “So please don’t leave,” Jimin finished, rubbing your knuckles with the pads of her thumbs.
“Okay,” you whispered, fresh tears spilling from your eyes. Jimin smiled in relief, raising her hand to cup your cheek, gently wiping away your tears. Minjeong tugged you to lay flat on the bed, pulling you impossibly closer as she tucked your head into the crook of her neck. “I promise I’ll never stop loving you,” she whispered, smiling as you nuzzled your nose against her neck, your breath tickling her skin. “As do I,” Jimin proclaimed, lying down behind you, draping a lazy arm over the two of you.
“I love you both so much more than you know and I’m sorry for this mess,” you whispered, beginning to feel drowsy in their warm hold. “Don’t be,” Jimin assured, pressing her face into the back of your neck, planting a gentle kiss on your skin. “Just promise us one thing, love?” She asked, receiving a sleepy hum in response, as Minjeong chuckled, her hand dipping under your shirt to rub soothing circles on your skin. “Promise that if you ever feel like that again you’ll tell us,” Jimin mumbled against your skin, lips grazing your neck.
“I promise,” you said, eyes begging to flutter closed once more. “Sleep well, baby,” Minjeong pressed a kiss atop your head, the faint thump of her heartbeat lulling you into a deep slumber. She grinned at Jimin, lips puckered as she awaited a kiss. The older girl chuckled, leaning forwards to press their lips together in a brief kiss. They both settled on either side of you, hearts content as they began to fall into unconsciousness. They could sleep happily knowing you were trapped between their arms and weren’t intending on leaving anytime soon.
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Hello!thank you for doing my request i loved it im sorry but can u make a jealous g!p winrina x fem reader
~G!P Winter and Karina X Fem reader
You had a good relationship with all your members, but especially the one with Rina and Minjeong was...more particular.
They had always been clingy and jealous of you, but that night, seeing you all smile and jokes with the other idol flirting with you made really reboil their blood.
Winter simply put her arms around you, while Karina stood up to send away the person. "Sorry, can you not talk to our friend? You're bothering her and us", she said, glaring at him.
You wanted to ask their reason, but you didn't have the time because they dragged in an empty closet.
You wanted to argue with them, but suddendly they started kissing you in a very passionate way, her hands wandering around your body. They were pressing you from both the sides and you could feel their hard cock against your legs.
Maybe it was the alcohol or maybe it was just the situation too exciting, but you stopped to resist them and just got on your knees. In few seconds their huge cocks were right in front of your face and you immediately started to sucking one while giving to the other an handjob, switching between them.
They seemed ready to cum, but you were wrong. They made you stand up. Winter pulled you by the hips and insterted her cock in your pussy. You were going to moan, but It actually stopped in your throat and a gasp came out instead, because Karina put her cock in your ass from behind.
The two started to fuck you at the same time viciously. While you were making out with Winter, Karina pulled your hair and slapped your ass. It's obvious to say that your mind was gone, you were Just a couple of holes to be filled...and well, they filled you. Your legs didn't have more strenght, but that was not a problem for the two girls who had still a bit of jealousy to discard.
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I hope you liked it friend ❤️
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𝗸𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗮 𝘅 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿
𝘄𝗮𝗿𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴𝘀: 𝘀𝘂𝗴𝗴𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝘃𝗲, 𝗮𝗻𝗴𝘀𝘁
𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗱 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗻𝘁: 𝟲,𝟴𝟰𝟵
𝗿𝗲𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗱: ✔
𝗶𝗻𝘀𝗽𝗶𝗿𝗲𝗱 𝗯𝘆: 𝘀𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝘂𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗿 - 𝗹𝗮𝗻𝗮 𝗱𝗲𝗹 𝗿𝗲𝘆
being an intern at SM entertainment was a dream come true in itself. you never would have thought that you, as a foreigner, would even have the opportunity to be employed at such an organization. thankfully, you struck the jackpot, and landed a year-long internship position that would be eligible for renewal.
SM operated like a colony of ants. different people had different roles, and even though some roles may be seen as more important, everyone was needed to help the company operate smoothly. without the idols, there was no SM entertainment. without the employees, there would be no SM entertainment. it was a mutual understanding that came with mutual respect as well.
you learned to respect the idols and their space. you made sure to bow every time, and sometimes even twice just because you couldn’t remember if you had the first time. your work mainly dealt with the production team, so naturally you came into contact with almost every idol signed under the company.
however, with aespa having a comeback soon, you were told that you would have to work with them more often and more closely. you didn’t know much about the group other than their names and concept. you actually only met aeri once, and that was because she was the one who helped you find your way to the recording room on your first day.
today you would be having your first meeting with the girls to discuss logistics and other things regarding the title track that you were tasked with producing. it was a big job, but the fact that SM trusted you enough to handle it just gave you the motivation to do your absolute best.
your fingers flipped through the pages of previously scrapped songs, doing your best to analyze the lyrics and what they were trying to portray that didn’t end up showing. you wanted the best for the girls, and you wanted to do your best because your job did depend on it.
the door to the recording room suddenly opened, and you smiled at the sight of the 4 girls making their way inside.
“hi y/n,” aeri flashed you a smile to which you mirrored. she stepped sideways before motioning towards her other members. “this is ningning,” she pointed at the brunette who waved. “and that’s karina and winter.” she finally pointed at the two girls whose hands were interlocked with each other.
you had heard about karina and winter being close, so it wasn’t a surprise once your co-worker spilled the beans and mentioned that they were dating. just from the first introduction, you could tell that the two had a very loving relationship.
minjeong and jimin’s relationship was the envy of many. even when they were just merely being shipped together, everyone wanted someone to look at them the way the two women looked at each other. their chemistry on and off the stage proved how much they loved each other. they were perfect for each other.
“it’s nice to meet you all, im excited to work with you and i hope we can create something amazing together.”
the meeting went on without any issues, and each of the girls had mentioned what they wanted in the upcoming title track. eventually, you managed to map out a set schedule for recording and writing. it was a highly productive meeting in your eyes. however, the entire time you could only focus on someone else’s pair.
for some reason, karina couldn’t keep her eyes off of you. the idol felt drawn to you, even though she had just met you. periodically, winter would often graze her thumb over her hand. she didn’t notice it, really. her attention was entirely set on you.
from the way your eyebrows furrowed, to the way your wrist twitched when you wrote, karina was analyzing every micro and macro detail about you. the meeting was about their group’s title track, but she would have much rather spent the time talking about you.
you had to be really good for SM to entrust the title track to you. she knew that you were new, but she didn’t think much of it until she walked into the room with you. she wanted to know everything about you. jimin wanted to know just how special you were.
by the time the next meeting had rolled around, the aespa members had all decided on their parts for a song you all decided to try experimenting with first. the order of recording went from youngest to oldest, with karina being the last to record.
the other three had done just fine, not struggling much except for a few spots. surprisingly, the leader of the group seemed to really struggle with her parts.
“you three can head back if you want, ill head home once im finished here.” jimin called out with her head poking out from the door. giselle and ning nodded and got their things to leave, but you could clearly see that winter was pouting and not wanting to leave without her girlfriend.
jimin, being ever so attentive, made her way out of the booth and planted a soft kiss on the blonde’s head. “i’ll be home soon, i promise.” she whispered, watching the pout on minjeong’s lips disappear into a smile.
once winter left with her other members, you were left alone with the aespa leader.
“i think you need to use more air in this part here,” you pointed to the lyric sheet in front of her while you gently tried to explain what she could do to improve. jimin’s eyes were trained on you the entire time, not on the paper. karina was an excellent vocalist, of course she knew what she needed to fix.
as a matter of fact, she knew exactly how to read her lines. she just wanted–no, needed an excuse to be alone with you.
“y/n,”
your ears perked up at her voice, and you turned to face her fully with your head tilted slightly. the sight of your attentiveness to her made heat rush to her face. she prayed you wouldn’t be able to tell in the lighting of the booth.
“yes?” you asked, a small smile on your face. “do you want me to show you how to do it?” you added, wanting to do anything to help the idol so she could do her best.
before she could respond, you began singing the lines with ease. jimin swore she felt her entire nervous system stop working once her ears heard the sound of your voice.
if winter’s voice was like air, yours was like water.
your voice alone could easily pass for one of an idol, and she didn’t notice it, but her jaw had dropped. you took note though, and simply flashed her your signature smile.
“you look like you’ve seen a ghost, karina.”
a smile mirrored the idol’s lips as she felt the blush on her face heat up again. you were so adorable, and she couldn’t help but feel weak in the knees at the sound of her name rolling off your tongue.
“jimin,” she said slowly, earning a look of confusion from you. she licked her lips before she continued speaking. “you can just call me jimin.”
the two of you finished wrapping up her lines after what seemed like forever. it was dark outside, and jimin was starving. she could only imagine how hungry you had been, especially since you mentioned how you had been in the studio all day.
“hey y/n, lets go grab something to eat. it’s on me, consider it a thank you.” karina offered, earning a hesitant smile from you. you had heard that jimin was a kind woman, and practically the epitome of a disney princess, but to feel her kindness directed towards you made you feel shy all of a sudden.
“no need to thank me, jimin. i’m just doing my job.”
a scoff left the raven haired girl’s lips as she wrapped her arm around your shoulder. “come on, i’m not letting you leave just like that. you and i both need to eat, so let’s go.” she smiled down at you, and you couldn’t help but smile back and agree.
besides, who couldn’t say no to her? after all, she was yu jimin.
the two of you chatted away, getting to know each other better while you sat on the sidewalk in front of the dorms, eating takeout in the middle of the night. jimin was so caught up in her conversation with you that she didn’t realize how late it had been until you checked your phone and started apologizing.
“thank you for tonight, jimin. i’m so sorry i didn’t see the time, i didn’t mean to keep you up.” you rambled, immediately scrambling to get your things to leave as soon as possible.
the older girl stuck her hand out to hold your wrist, giving you the most genuine smile she had probably ever given.
“i could talk to you for hours, y/n.”
your words got caught in your throat as you stared into her midnight eyes. jimin’s hair was down and undone, blowing softly in the night’s breeze. you would be lying if you said she still didn’t look gorgeous. she was a beautiful woman. you envied winter at that small moment for dating such a woman.
your recording sessions with aespa got more frequent, but your midnight dinners with karina seemed to be happening more often as well. you and jimin had gotten much, much closer. you considered her a good friend, but you two had yet to share any emotional moments.
however, that all changed after one specific night.
it was technically not your day to record anything, but you found yourself in the studio playing around with a few new tracks. you wanted to potentially change something in the chorus of the title track, but you didn’t decide on anything yet. it was close to 1 in the morning, and you were just about to head home when the door to the room flung open.
you nearly fell out of your chair because it caught you so off guard, but what caught you even more off guard was the person who was standing in the doorway.
“jimin? are you okay?”
the idol closed the door behind her before she sat down on the couch with her head in her hands. she sniffled, and you didn’t bother pushing her to respond. instead, you simply moved over to sit on the couch with her and rub her back comfortingly.
“i didn’t know where else to go, im sorry.” she whispered softly, but from the hoarseness of her voice, you could tell she had definitely been crying.
“you’re always welcome here, don't worry.” you hesitantly wrapped your arms around her shoulders, but you felt better once she visibly relaxed in your arms.
the two of you sat that way for a while, but the silence was comforting to jimin given the screaming match she just had mere hours ago.
“minjeong and i got into an argument,” she said in a voice barely above a whisper.
your head turned to face her, noticing her tear stained cheeks and the way her eyelashes were wet from crying. “do you want to talk about it?”
jimin’s head hung and she shook her head, trying her best to keep herself composed somewhat. you nodded in understanding, respecting her decision and the underlying reasons for it.
“is there anything else i can do for you?” you asked gently, removing your arms from her shoulders and letting them fall in your lap.
jimin turned to look at you, and for the first time that night, she managed to smile. “do you have any soju?”
around an hour had passed and you two were pretty tipsy to say the least. since the recording room was naturally soundproof, you two were able to laugh and talk freely as loud as you wanted. you were pretty sure you were on your second bottle at this point because you were starting to feel a bit more fuzzy than before.
you don’t remember how it happened or whose idea it was, but somehow you and jimin agreed to mess around on the vocal tracks. you just kept pressing the record button while she started singing “black mamba” but the “drunk version” as you two called it.
karina insisted on you being apart of the song too, which was how you were hugging each other while screaming into the microphone. you couldn’t take her seriously though, and not even halfway through, you couldn’t stop laughing.
“yah! y/n,” jimin laughed and rolled her eyes playfully. “you’re messing up the song! it has to be good.” she whined while shaking your shoulders.
“sorry, but i can’t take you seriously when you’re yelling.” you reasoned, doing your best to not start laughing again.
the aespa member groaned before leaning her head on your shoulder. “you’re lucky you’re cute.”
even in your drunken state, you knew you weren’t hearing things when her voice reached your ears. she had to mean it platonically, right? after all, she was with minjeong. she had a girlfriend.
“you heard me, y/n.” karina whispered, leaning her head on your shoulder. it was as if she had read your own mind. “i think you’re cute.”
maybe it was the mix of the alcohol and emotions she was on, but jimin couldn’t help but say how she felt about you. relationship be damned, she couldn’t deny the way she felt about you. it was never her intention to fall for you, but she wasn’t going to stop.
you don’t remember the rest of the conversation that followed, but what you do remember were bits and pieces of jimin kissing you against the wall, as well as some very vague images of her on top of you on the couch.
still, you didn’t need the full recap to know what had happened between you two. it only made it worse once you had to see the girls again a few days after it had happened.
you couldn’t face minjeong properly, or even stare at her for longer than a few sentences. you felt immense regret, and even though it wasn’t just your fault, you couldn’t help but feel terrible for basically helping jimin cheat on her girlfriend.
thankfully, it seemed like karina and winter made up. however, you had a feeling that the younger girl didn’t know what happened between the two of you. and in all honesty, was it even your place to say anything either?
recording ended early, and you bid the members goodbye before turning to save everything you guys had worked on before hearing the door shut behind you. you nearly jumped out of your skin when you felt a pair of arms snake around your body.
“hi,” jimin whispered, feeling her body relax against yours naturally. your head turned to face her, jaw agape and eyes nearly popping out of their sockets. was she still intoxicated somehow?
the black haired girl couldn’t help but laugh at your visible confusion. “what’s wrong?”
“what are you doing?” you hissed quietly, eyes quickly snapping towards the door as if minjeong or any other one of the members would walk in at any moment and witness the current situation.
“i missed you.” she whispered, pressing a gentle kiss to your temple. you would be lying to yourself if you said it didn’t give you tiny butterflies in your stomach. however, they were most definitely the bad kind of butterflies.
“jimin,” you swallowed the lump in your throat. “we can’t do this, you have a girlfriend.”
karina’s dark eyes remained locked with yours, making you seem a bit uneasy at the way she started smiling after. “you’re so adorable, y/n/n.”
she cupped your face in between her hands, running her thumbs gently across your cheeks. she simply admired your confusion laced features, committing them to memory in case you would disappear right there on the spot.
“do you know why minjeong and i got into an argument?”
you shook your head, recalling that jimin didn’t want to speak about what exactly went down between the two of them.
jimin’s lip twitched into a wider smile before she leaned in closer to your face, your noses touching lightly.
she spoke in a voice barely above a whisper, “because i moaned your name and not hers.”
ice ran through your veins as you froze on the spot. jimin’s drunk actions were indeed sober thoughts. yu jimin, aespa’s karina, was infatuated with you, despite having her girlfriend. jimin wasn’t lying either. she and minjeong had been in the middle of a makeout session, but all the black haired girl could think about the entire time was how your lips would feel instead. as a result, she accidentally said your name, and the argument that followed was the reason for her running to your studio later that evening.
your silence caused the raven haired girl to grin even more. you didn’t know it yet, but you had been the object of her desires since the moment she met you. somehow, you had managed to make jimin fall so hard to the point where she could care less about her and minjeong.
their years of history meant nothing to her anymore. sure, she cared about minjeong’s well being, but not in a romantic way anymore. she hadn’t cared about anything regarding her own relationship from the moment you introduced yourself to the group. the way you spoke, the way you sang, the way you wrote, the way you walked. every single detail that made you up, made her more impossibly infatuated.
your sophistication was enough to make jimin want to leave winter, and as a matter of fact, she had already tried to.
after the night she ran to the studio with you, she told her managers that she was going to break things off with minjeong. however, they refused to let her. she told them that she was in love with someone else, but despite her pleas and protests, they told her she had to stay with winter. it would be bad for publicity if they broke up, so she had to deal with loving you in secret for now.
your eyes met hers once more, and before you could process everything happening, she pressed her lips against yours. this time, a sober kiss, but she wanted to make sure you knew without a doubt that what she felt for you was real.
her scent was intoxicating, and the way her chapstick tasted sent shivers down your spine. you knew you felt something towards the other girl as well, but unlike her, you had a guilty conscience about it. minjeong was someone you still admired too, and even though you weren’t too close, you still respected her as a person.
you pulled away and jimin chased your lips, but stopped once she saw your flushed face. “what about minjeong?” you hesitantly asked, still trying to fully comprehend everything.
“she’s not the one i want. don’t worry about her,” karina’s nails gently ran down your sides as she pressed her body against yours. “i want you, y/n. not her.”
she kissed your forehead, and you couldn’t help but feel conflicted. on one hand, you didn’t want to play any part of this messed up situation. jimin had feelings for you too, and you maybe had some for her as well, but she was in a relationship. you didn’t want to be that kind of person.
however, on the other hand, you technically already had played a part in this mess. you and jimin crossed that line already, and you had crossed it together. there was no way you could go back now, so why stop now?
that latter was the logic you kept once things got more serious with karina. it had been over a month and a half since this all started, and truthfully, you still didn’t know how to feel.
you undid your shoelaces, taking your hightops off and setting them by the door before you made your way inside your apartment. the midday summer sun shone through your windows and illuminated the place with natural light.
you began rummaging through your mail, sorting what was important and what was not, until your phone began buzzing.
INCOMING CALL FROM: J <3 …
of course, you answered without hesitation.
“hi, princess.”
your eyes rolled playfully at the nickname, but a smile formed on your lips. jimin always made you smile, even if she was being extra. “hi, stranger.”
a scoff escaped her lips, and you heard it clearly. “stranger? interesting.”
“when are you coming over?” you asked while you mindlessly threw out some of your junk mail.
you heard her hum on the other end of the phone before she answered. “she thinks im going home tonight and spending the weekend with my parents, so i’ll see you later tonight once i take her out for dinner.”
at this point in your “relationship” there wasn’t much spoken about minjeong anymore. sure, you knew that she and jimin were still very much together, and that jimin had to make it seem like everything was fine.
except, sometimes it did hurt you a little. you were falling for the other girl in the process of all of this mess, so naturally it made you feel a little jealous whenever jimin would do things with minjeong.
of course, you trusted the girl, but you also understood that minjeong was very much still her girlfriend regardless.
a hum in approval was all you gave before speaking. “alright then, i'll see you later.” jimin heard your tone shift but before she could even mention anything about it, you heard the muffled voice of minjeong in the background.
“see you later.”
the call ended, but you knew how this went because it always happened like this. since it was summer, your sessions with the group were not as often since they were filming for their next season of synk road and fulfilling their ambassador duties.
this meant you didn’t see jimin as often as you wanted, but she still called and texted every day because she missed you. you knew she missed you, but for whatever reason, you seemed to feel more insecure about your alleged position in her heart.
jimin was cheating on minjeong with you, but wasn’t jimin also technically cheating on you too?
then again, it wasn’t like the two of you had established any formal relationship together. all that you two knew, and had mentioned, was that you shared mutual feelings for each other. nothing more, and certainly nothing less.
you decided to distract yourself by showering and turning on some tv. moonlight crept into your apartment, and as you sat on your couch in your (jimin’s) comfiest clothes, you couldn’t help but notice the sinking feeling in your stomach once each minute passed.
it was already half past nine, and still no sign of the other girl. your scowl only grew more, but there wasn’t much you could do except move in closer to your couch cushion and grumble to yourself.
as if on cue, not even 10 minutes later, you heard jimin come through the door. she saw your curled up figure, and noticed your attention was on the TV. she was a little bummed that you weren’t seemingly excited to see her. usually, you would run to greet her, especially since she hadn't seen you for a few days.
“jagiya?”
karina set her bag down and made her way towards the couch. you were still feeling a bit upset, and she knew something was wrong with your lack of energy, but she didn’t know why. the older girl moved to sit next to you and wrapped her arms around your torso.
“hi.” you mumbled, keeping your eyes trained on the screen in front of you.
a small frown etched onto the idol’s face, and she couldn’t help but feel worried about your behavior even more. “what’s wrong, baby?” she leaned down to press a kiss to your lips.
“nothing.” you muttered, but jimin’s frown only deepened once you turned your head and she only managed to kiss your cheek. she whimpered, looking like a kicked puppy at your sudden cold shoulder. jimin didn’t like it, and she didn’t like how you also weren’t telling her why you were acting this way.
“did i do something wrong?”
your silence was deafening, and if it wasn’t for the ambience of the random TV show playing, it would have been much more quiet. you didn’t want to potentially argue with karina, but you also were dying to have some sort of reassurance from the idol.
“what are we, jimin?”
the dark haired girl’s head snapped up and her eyes widened a little. she wasn’t expecting to have this conversation with you. maybe with minjeong, but definitely not with you.
“i don’t know what this is, or if this is just some game for you.” you added, fiddling with your fingers while you tried your best to be honest with her.
you were the only person jimin cared about in the world. had she not done a good enough job of showing you that? obviously she hadn’t, considering you were feeling insecure about yourself in the moment. she used her hand to cup your face, turning it to face her entirely. she scanned your face, concern etched into every feature.
“you’re the love of my life, y/n.”
your gaze softened at her honesty, and part of you felt guilty for even doubting her feelings for you. karina took your softened gaze as an opportunity to continue speaking.
“from the moment i laid my eyes on you, i knew you were special. i knew i needed to have you. everything i feel for you, its real.”
to be honest, this was the most you two had talked about your feelings since her confession. and it did reassure you somewhat, but you had one important thing to get off of your chest.
“what about minjeong?”
jimin’s gaze never faltered, she simply pulled you into her lap and wrapped her arms around your back and waist. she leaned down to press her lips to your temple, and you instantly relaxed under her soft touch.
“i feel nothing for her. every single time she kisses me, its only you i see. whenever she tells me she loves me, i can only say it back if i pretend its you. as a matter of fact,” she ran her hands up your shirt and caressed your back with her fingertips. the action combined with her sweet words sent shivers down your spine. “i was late tonight because i was arguing with my managers again. i tried to break it off again, like i always do. i’m always fighting for you, for us.”
the power you held over her was beyond her, and you had no idea what it was doing to the young idol. she was entirely in the palm of your hand, and you could do as you wished with her.
“what do you want me to do, baby? tell me, and i’ll do it.” the idol’s lips met your neck as she left the softest and lightest pecks at its base. truth be told, karina would do anything for you. if you told her to jump, she would say how high. if you said to run, she would ask how far.
“you don’t have to do anything, jimin.” you whispered, not noticing the pout that formed on her lips.
she stared up at you with her darkened eyes, “no. my baby doesn’t understand how much i care about her, so i need to do something.”
“there’s nothing that can be done about it.” you said softly, pulling your neck away from her lips. the action made her face fall, but she was able to connect the dots and figured out immediately what the issue at hand was.
jimin’s hands moved to gently, but firmly, hold your waist. “look at me, y/n.” she quietly demanded, and you complied, of course. you would always do whatever she wanted, that was no question.
her gaze never left yours as she spoke, sending a flush to your face in the process. “i love you.”
karina’s lips kissed your forehead, then your cheek, and then the tip of your nose. the realization of her statement made your stomach flutter. you two had never said the words to each other; this was the first time you had heard her say it.
“i only love you, y/n.”
she repeated herself, emphasizing each syllable as she pulled you in closer to her. she scanned your face for any sign of a reaction. her revelation was something she had always known herself, but she figured that by finally saying it out loud to you it may give you reassurance.
you wrapped your arms around her neck and pressed your lips against hers. jimin reciprocated immediately, letting a sigh escape from her mouth as she melted against you. you were her only true weakness, but also her only true strength. it was a beautiful balance; one that she was hell bent on keeping.
once you pulled away, your foreheads rested against each other. the two of you remained like that for a moment, simply relishing in the intimate moment. karina loved you, and you now knew that without the shadow of a doubt. despite her history with minjeong, she was so certain of her feelings for you. she had told you countless times how winter was not the one she had feelings for, and that it was only ever you.
for her it was always, and only ever going to be, you. for you, it was always, and only ever going to be, her.
“i love you too, jimin.”
from that moment on, your relationship was more established. you two both knew that you were only each others, despite what the media thought. your relationship had to be secret, especially since minjeong or her other members didn’t know. however, despite keeping everyone in the dark, you two felt no regrets whatsoever.
especially in situations like now, when you two were making out in the practice room that her members had been in just mere minutes before.
jimin was on top of you again, a sight that you saw often, but you would never get tired of it either. your back pressed into the wooden floor beneath you, which was freezing earlier, but since jimin pounced on you the moment you came through the door, your body felt anything but cold.
the idol’s hands dug into your waist, making you moan into her mouth. your secret lover grinned into the kiss, relishing in the effect she had on you. jimin was in the palm of your hand, but you were equally in hers as well.
the two of you halted your movements once you heard footsteps echoing down the hall. however, jimin didn’t care about getting caught. she just didn’t want someone interrupting you two right now.
“shh,” she whispered against your lips, pecking them once more before she pulled herself off of you. she still hovered over your frame, but her body wasn’t pressed against yours. her midnight hues scanned your face, something she always had a habit of doing. she loved memorizing your features and committing them to her memory. you were a masterpiece, a true work of art. how could she not admire you?
“beautiful.”
jimin’s hands intertwined with yours, her lips meeting your knuckles in a sweet gesture. a shade of crimson flushed your face. even after all this time, her compliments seemed to always have the same effect on you.
“says the idol on top of me.” you replied, chest still slightly heaving as you attempted to catch your breath. you never fully understood how someone like her feel completely in love with you. especially since her relationship with her band member was seen as the epitome of every relationship. however, you never thought too long about it, especially when your lover was always so quick to reassure you.
the mentioned idol leaned down and kissed your lips once more, slowly but firmly. she was insatiable, naturally. but she couldn’t help herself. you were practically the definition of perfection in her eyes. she would never be able to get enough of you. she wasn’t complaining, though.
“marry me, y/n.”
she whispered against your lips, but before you could even say anything in response, she pressed another quick kiss to your swollen lips. “marry me and we won’t have to hide. then they can’t force me to do anything anymore.”
“jimin,” you warned, thinking she was somehow joking, but one glance at her and you knew she wasn’t. she had the same attentive expression on her face as always. you could practically see the wheels turning in her head. “let’s not do anything stupid.”
karina kissed the crown of your head gently, treating your body as if it was the most delicate thing in existence. “i’m tired of hiding. aren’t you?”
“your contract would be in jeopardy, my love.” you tried to reason, hoping that you would remind her of her job’s responsibilities. she was bound by her contact to her idol duties, and she was also the leader of aespa. she couldn’t exactly abandon that just for you, and you wouldn’t ask her to do such a thing anyway.
karina whined and you kissed her temple. “i’ll threaten to leave, then.” your brows furrowed as you looked at her in disbelief once more. “you will do no such thing, rina.”
the idol groaned once more, but chose to ignore your logical reasoning by kissing you fervently again. you tried to push her away to continue chastising her, but she kept chasing your lips. the older girl was about to attack your neck, but the buzzing of your phone caught both of you off guard.
reluctantly pulling away from your lover, you reached for it and answered without looking.
“hello?”
“y/n, what’s with this audio file?”
your brow furrowed as you gently moved jimin off of you. “which one?”
“the one you sent me wasn’t the one for the title track.”
your face met your forehead as you groaned, mentally trying to figure out which one you accidentally sent. fortunately for you, your boss jogged your memory.
“y/n, i don’t know what you…you and karina do…but uh, you definitely sent the wrong one.”
the color drained from your face and your gaze met jimin’s. her brows furrowed, since her close proximity, she could hear the conversation going on. however, she was just as lost as you. the two of you kept everything you did private, including your intimate moments. so how on earth would someone else know?
“ill uh, ill look into it. sorry, again.” you replied, still just as confused. you moved your phone to your other ear before mouthing something to karina. “what is he talking about?”
she only shrugged, standing up and reaching over to grab her phone from her bag. your attention was brought back to your conversation.
“yeah, i don’t know what you’re going to tell the other girls though. just send me the track by tonight.”
he ended the call once you exchanged farewells, but once you turned to jimin, you finally realized what audio file you had accidentally sent.
it was from the night you two got drunk in the studio. you had accidentally left the record button on in the booth, which picked up every single sound and word that was exchanged.
your face flushed red, and as you turned to face jimin, she stared at her phone with a smile on her face.
“what?” she asked, tilting her head at you once she made eye contact.
you swallowed the lump in your throat, trying your best to calm your racing heart. your boss had heard you and karina, basically reliving the moment you two shared with a front row seat. “jimin, he heard the recording of us from the night we got drunk in the studio.”
the idol’s smile only grew wider, making you feel significantly more confused. why was she smiling at a time like this?
jimin held her phone to your face, showing you her screen. it was her conversation with minjeong.
it was text after text of minjeong cursing at jimin, numerous amounts of “fuck you” and “how could you” messages. the realization suddenly hit you once you read the final message: “we’re done.” and your manager’s words echoed in your mind once again.
“yeah, i don’t know what you’re going to tell the other girls though.”
shit. they heard it.
“we don’t have to hide anymore, baby.” jimin grinned and kissed your face over and over, practically bursting at the seams with energy. you looked at her like she was insane. the smile on jimin’s face was the brightest you had ever seen. she swayed you in her arms, holding you close and forgetting about her phone and her extremely upset ex.
however, she didn’t care. and truthfully? neither did you. the only thing you cared about was getting the title track sent in by your deadline.
you suddenly felt a smile growing on your face, mirroring hers. you didn’t have to hide anymore, and with minjeong knowing as well, things would definitely look different with their management. jimin wouldn’t have to threaten anyone, and she would get to have her relationship with you.
“i’m going to show everyone that you’re my lover, the real love of my life.” jimin whispered in your ear.
your smile never faltered, and you could only feel butterflies in your stomach at the thought of being able to go out and do public dates with your girlfriend. “we can go on dates,” she continued, pressing a kiss to your cheek and then again on your lips.
“i don’t care what people will say,” karina’s eyes glinted with happiness. “i’m yours, and you are mine.”
you wrapped your arms around her neck, looking up at her with the same lovesick look she shared with you. “let’s go on vacation somewhere, just you and me.” she proposed as she wrapped her arms around your waist.
“i’d like that,” you answered with a giggle, feeling ticklish as she nuzzled her nose into your shoulder. with a deep breath, she inhaled your scent and pressed a kiss to your shoulder. “we can leave once the title track is released.”
“how about hawaii?” karina asked, pressing her lips to your neck gently. “i’ve heard their black beaches are gorgeous.”
you hummed in thought, recalling the numerous times you two had mentioned traveling somewhere together just to get away. but with the comeback preparations and summer ambassador activities, your plans were often squashed.
“hm, i don’t know jimin. we have a lot to clean up here.”
she groaned into your neck, “come on, don’t be a bummer, babe.”
however, now that your schedules were going to be much more free, you decided now would be the best time to go.
“fine, lets do it.”
the photos of you two making out on the sandy black beaches in hawaii made headlines the next weekend, but neither of you cared anymore. you didn’t care about hiding, she didn’t care about what people said about her and minjeong. she didn’t care because now she got the girl she wanted, and she wasn’t afraid to show it.
karina’s face was plastered all over media outlets, and aespa gained a lot of attention from your relationship. even though most people didn’t know who you were, once karina publicly mentioned your name in an interview the amount of attention you received was enormous. she had always defended your name though, making sure to come for anyone that dared taint your name. she was fine with people taking her name through the mud, but yours?
she would rather burn her own hands than let someone else harm you.
minjeong and the others were still very upset with their leader, but it wasn’t like they could do anything about it. it wasn’t like the two of you were going to stop.
your once secret, undercover love was now in the light, and the only thing that mattered to you was the success of aespa and your girlfriend’s well being.
but for karina, the only thing that mattered to her was you. that, and what style of ring she was going to buy you after the comeback was over.
after all, weddings were often better in the spring, but this summer was not a bummer at all. the only bummer was how she was going to get her members to forgive her and be her bridesmaids, but that was a problem for later.
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a/n: to the anon who requested this...thank you so MUCH 😋
#karina x reader#aespa#winrina#yu jimin#karina#yu jimin x reader#karina aespa#kpop#kpop fic#summer bummer#perfectsunlight
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magic ⍟ she/her ⍟ entj ⍟ nsfw blog! ⍟ ‘05
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i'll write for
-legal adults
-mostly all ggs
-fem reader
-mostly sub!reader
-gp!idol
-i'll write alot of taboo/darker content!
-only idol x idol i write for is annyeongz, 2kim, chaekkura (dom!kkura), jinjoo, jenlisa (dom!jennie), ssamjin, minayeon, and winrina (dom!jimin)!
-camila cabello
-kirari...
-natasha romanoff and wanda
-pretty little liars (main 5 girls)
-kara danvers (supergirl)
-dimitrescu sisters
-swf2 (redy, rena, redlic, harimu, gooseul, bucky, tatter, and bada) swf1(lee jung, no:ze, emma, and rozaline)
-i write for most kinks
-one shots(two is my max)
(i wont write chubby!reader)
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mlist-
KINKTOBER MASTERLIST
dom!gp!yujin x fem!reader
shadows - vampire!yena x fem!reader
gp!dom!jennie x fem!reader (non-con)
sugar daddy!rose x fem!reader (drabble)
dom!wonyoung x subby!ahn yujin(drabble)
gp!rose x fem!reader(drabble)
sugar mommy!lisa x fem reader(drabble)
gp!hybrid!yujin x fem reader(drabble)
sub!alpha!yujin x dom!beta!wonyoung(drabble)
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icy - holy gays 2
synosis Minjeong is a figure skater who has an indescribable hate for hockey players, especially the team captain, Yoo Jimin, that always avoid each other; But they can’t run away from one another anymore after they are forced to share the same rink.
masterlist | pt/br ver
holy gays 2 - profile
UCHINAGA AERI — 20y and is model student in the university, she goes to every hockey game for support, she doesn’t like the skating team either; She loves to party and bring her friends with her everytime, her best friend is Jimin but she doesn’t live in the dorm, although she goes to every game she don’t understand a thing.
PARK WONBIN — 19y and left wing of the hockey’s team, he’s a very popular guy and knows everyone, he doesn’t talk too much but he’s not shy either, a little bit of a teaser, one trait he got by growing up with Jimin, cause of that he and Karina is the annoying duo, hates the skating team the most.
taglist [open] @thefckghost
#aespa#aespa smau#aespa x reader#winrina#aespa winrina#jmj#jiminjeong#karina x winter#karina x minjeong#jimin x minjeong#jimin x winter#karina#jimin#karina x reader#minjeong x reader#winter x reader#jimin x reader#minjeong#winter#giselle#aeri#ningning#yizhuo#riize#wonbin#kpop smau#kpop x reader#kpop
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NAVIGATION
masterlist
ongoing: i'll know
ults - blackpink, gidle, twice, and ive
will write for:
-pretty much any gg
-the 100
-mcu
i only write female reader
requests are open and i'll write mostly anything, js not weird stuff
ONLY idol x idol i'll write is annyeongz, jinjoo, 2kim, chaekkura(chaeyeon and kkura), and winrina
feel free to dm me or send asks!
me!: she/her, entp, aquarius
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I really love your works!! Do you know any other writers who wrote ryeji? Also Can you please tell me if you know any winrina/jiminjeong writers of aespa (in Tumblr .. anywhere else is also fine)? It's difficult to find fics of member x member as everything is just member x oc/yn..
Thank you so much 😭🖤 I feel you on that. I'm personally not the biggest fan of member x reader content myself so I usually don't have anything itzy related to read when I check on tumblr 😔
I have a list of general recs from twitter and ao3 here that'll hopefully help but I haven't encountered anyone on tumblr who specifically writes Ryeji (yet, hopefully they're out there and I can met them soon haskd) but I know this acc has a Ryeji fic on ao3. this one has and this one have written some ryeji and take member x member requests
As for Winrina I'm not really sure since I'm not so into aespa but maybe you could ask my writer bestie Zazá? They're the only aespa stan I've interacted with and might be able to help?
#not shy ask me (itzy)#anon#if anyone has a good ryeji writer recommendation let me know cause I also need new stuff to read hdaskh
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