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being an artist is so powerful
but also a curse like. what do you mena i have to draw it. can i not just project it from my mind to the canvas?
#especially if ur a comic artist#im drawing some comics but its so painful bc various reasons#like#executivge dysfunction#0 patience#and a plethora of mental illness#like why do i have to do thumbs noooo why can i just jump into it headfirst and it will magically makes sense and look good#stupid#absolutely unfair#why i do this to myself lmaooooo#cryptic na posting
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BLACK PANTHER: WAKANDA FOREVER dir. Ryan Coogler
#shuri#namor#mcuedit#marveledit#black panther wakanda forever#wakanda forever#tag: mine#tag: mcu#tag: shuri#tag: k'uk'ulkan#now why did i do this to myself lmaooooo#PAIN
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big brain time: ushijima is still a virgin because everyone has been too scared to take him every time someone tries to have sex with him 🧍🏻♀️
ill do it, ill be a big girl ushi call me
#ushijima smut#lmaooooo ushi is my favorite too why did i say this about him WHY DID I DO THIS TO MYSELF
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whew haha
#🗒#my mom is like 'ok it's set let's tell everyone' and im like 😭😭😭😭 !!!!!#are u sure!!!! are u sure it's set like ???? 😭😭😭#ughhhhhh after this much trust i will literally kill myself if i dont get ANY scholarship lmaooooo#but also like. is it set now!!!! really !!!!!!! is it !!!!!#(excited but horrified and anxious)#like. like like like........ like i mean#um........ for real now? like are we sure for sure ??#i honestly will be like 100% on my way to [redacted] and still be like haha. is it for real#are we sure . will this actually happen#that's. crazy man#i cant help but feel like im asking for too much again. ughhhhhhh#yes hello hi. this blog has been my main outlet for emotional breakdowns about the same subject for um#(checks notes) a few months now. truly is anyone else bored of this ? because im so over it#but also like. things just dont get clear !!!!!! ever !!!!!#how can i be sure how can anyone be sure that i will actually be going lmfaooooo#i hate this waiting period i hate it why cant i know if i got anything or nah. but please don't say nah#ughhhhhh . alright. whatever it's not like i care that much honestly -_-#(threatens to kill self every day a few times over this btw)#anyway um let's. be positive#it will go great tomorrow 🤩 they will want to give me money sooooo bad 😍#and i will receive an email this week 🤗 about the wait list thing for SURE 🥳#i am doing amazing dont worry guys. im sooooo chill rn#Sorry for the constant embarrassing personal posts lol
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i spent so long thinking i was asexual, and then aroace, but i think i am actually aroallo and was confusing my feelings on sex and romance.
growing up i received the "no sex before marriage" messaging, but not rooted in religion and instead rooted in "sex is scary and you need to do it with someone you have immense love and trust with". even on my wedding day, my dad cried and cried because he was so scared of me having sex????? anyway, the combo of 'sex is scary' and 'sex is the deepest indicator of love and romance' messaging has apparently fucked me up, even more than the SA i experienced in my early 20's. so lol.
i do think my sexuality is strictly Not Vanilla as well. this gets into the weeds a bit, like is that because i dont view bdsm as romantic or is it its own separate entity? hard to say and doesnt actually matter all that much, i just know that sex outside of a bdsm context would absolutely not work for me at this point.
sex is still scary to me. not even sex itself but that kind of intimacy with another person, ESPECIALLY a person who knows me outside of that context, is very intense to me. i struggle to envision myself opening up and letting go like that with any of my partners for example, but anonymous sex is definitely something i have fantasized about.
#i am Processing TM baby#i dont actually put too much weight in the labels i use for myself#they are merely shorthands to get info across quickly#but i do want to detangle some of these things regardless of what labels i ultimately land on#idk why i am posting this#this that should definitely just be a diary entry lmaooooo#sound off if you relate i guess#aromantic#aroallo#aromantic allosexual#sa mention
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not to be a pain-crazed wild animal. i KNOW i do this every time. but p*riods are so fucking crazy. like my cr*mps are so bad my body is trying to strangle itself but im awake and i need to be at work in 2 hrs and get thru an entire 9 hr workday as if im not in excruciating pain and im gonna bring my heating pad and my p*in r*lief cr*am if you catch my drift (💀) and i’ll need to use them DURING a busy day in which i will not see any other ppl who get periods in person and using them is gonna be a whole awkward thing. like omg. this is not fucking normal lol
#purrs#it is normal obviously. but it’s SO fucking frustrating like omfg the amount of time i lose every single month to being in pain like this#FOR NO REASON and like half the global population has to deal w that and it’s like it’s nothing. idk. despair and suffering and misery#delete later#menstruation tw#the thing that really gets me abt it is how my mom (ik i said i would stop complaining abt her on here but we have been fighting all month#LOL so im giving myself permission) gets so fucking pissed at me and my sister when we’re in too much pain to do chores bc she thinks we’re#being lazy / making excuses and then she compares us to o it brother like.. omg um YOU should know how painful this can be first of all and#second of all why would you even make that comparison when he doesn’t lose a third of his life to his body trying to tear itself apart! lol!#and yes i could work from home or calll out sick but consider: i am mentally illabout not being at work. which * is gonna be on my ass abt w#when they hear me say that bc i know im gonna make a whole awkward big deal abt my heating pad. UGHHHHH embarrassing lmaooooo#like why do people have REGULAR B*DILY F*NCTIONS!!!!! REGULAR!!!!!!! that REGULARLY put them in this amount of pain and we have to just deal#with that like it’s nothing and be discreet about and whatever. ew i sound like um… someone who cares too much abt stuff like this lol but I#im so mad abt it rn like oh my GOD can the pain just not be part of it can we just evolve to get rid of that or put structures in place in a#society for ppl to be more accepting / supporting / whatever of it. please please please please please#(also goes for more than just p*riods btw. like imagine if as a society we had things in place for ppl who are regularly in#chronic pain of any kind 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 what a world that would be 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 wow i sure hope it happens in my lifetime 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍)
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in a real big This Isnt Fair kind of mood rn
#like. its not fair that whenever i have a medical problem i still have to come to work#its not fair that im the one left alone during major sales#and that im the one who has to clean up the catastrophic messes that causes#im just so tired and everything hurts so bad but i have to stay late because no one filled the tinter#cause god forbid anyone but me do it#and so i had to fill it in the middle of a shitton of orders#and since the shelves are too high for me to reach lol the tint fucking fell and splattered everywhefe#and theres still a line wondering why im not making their paint and im covered head to toe in tint#thats not gonna wash out#im just gonna look like this for a few cays#and its like maybe if i had some help#since i told them that the last hour of the last sale day is gonna be absurdly busy#but noo nooo ill be fine on my own#i e never wanted to kill myself so bad on the sales floor lmaooooo#anyway im fine ill be fine im just heated as fuck rn
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felt nostalgic, so take this pic that encompasses my entire school life lmao
#really long rambling bc i probably woke up on the wrong side of the bed or something this morning. you’ve been warned—#ngl i’ve never really had any friends since the start of my pathetic life?#and like even if i did get friends，they’d ditch me the first chance they get lmaooooo#i could befriend 2 people independently of each other，only for the two of them to ✨somehow✨ become besties and ditch me… or something#tbh though i’m 10000% okay with being friendless and left alone. i’m more productive when i’m alone!!!#it just gets really annoying when teachers go ‘lol pair up with someone your size (for sports)’ or ‘form your own groups for a project’#bc more often than not，i was the only one who was completely left out of a group lmao#like even the dude ‘leftovers’ would already start moving to group up with each other. it’s just me who’s left out#and the teacher would absolutely refuse to let me do the project by myself >:( and i’d get forced into the leftovers group anyway lol#and it’s not just teachers!! the senior student group leaders during orientation weeks refuse to let me be alone too!! >:((((#i’d just be vibing by myself and the group leaders would sidle up to me and talk to me. like?? why?? there are other loners over there too??#they’d allow the dude loners to remain in peaceful solitude but not me?? it’s not fair!! >:(((#ughhh that reminds me that there was also this guy classmate who refused to leave me alone for some reason#by ‘some reason’ i mean ‘i think he liked me but i can’t be sure bc he was really weird about it???’#like i literally ignored him for over a month and he still tried to get my attention for some reason.#and after that，i’d resorted to telling him ‘dude go away’ and he’d leave for like 1 min，only to return almost immediately ಠ‿ಠ#fun fact: the silent treatment technique never ever works. tried，tested， and failed#but anyway yeah. the pic with arisa was literally me in phys ed class lol#being the only friendless 🐓-less loser in a class with 30 dudes and 11 girls (in total) was fun!#the other girls would pair up with each other and i’d just rot in the corner and write bad fanfics in my mind lol#the only times when i could get a pair were when a single girl was absent for the day lmao#the fact that there were 11 girls made forming groups of 5 for ball games really annoying too.#the other 10 like-biologically gendered people would just split up into 5/5 groups and the leftover’d be me#not that i actually wanted to play or anything. i’d just go ‘i’ll observe as a reserve player from the side!!!’ and it’d work lol#but anyways… yeah. i personally don’t find friendships that necessary to succeed in life? casual acquaintances are good enough for me ig#maybe it was a sign when my friends from my former friend group were making jokes about how i was friendless lmao#i wish i could just completely isolate myself for an entire day… wait no make that an entire week#no texting，no social interactions，✨no worries✨. just me，my cup noodles，and my ✨productivity✨!!!!!!#well! i’m sorry if you actually read all of that… i just needed to get it all off my chest before i erupted like a shaken bottle of soda lol#inedible blubbering
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The super weird fear of like. People perceiving me. On the I will watch you site. Where I do things to be watched.
#stuff sarah says#i rlly gotta remind myself that part of why im doing this is to challenge my anxiety#it doesnt matter if people think im a little silly or whatever#someone who stopped by for the first time tonight really seemed to like me and have a good time#im just so afraid of being judged or doing or saying smth foolish#i had a typo in my title and i feel sick#whyyyyyyyy did it take me so long to figure out i had social anxiety like lmaooooo#but overall it was good#there were a few people who like. watched bits of my stream on their stream? and that freaks me out a bit#like. it should be a good thing. bc they liked me enough to raid and/or follow#and the goal is like. to spread joy and positivity and stuff. and people need to see me for that#but boy does the anxiety start up :(
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Every Friday at 5:55, like clockwork, I am surprised and shocked to remember that I need to submit my time for the week at work. Every single goddamn Friday. You’d think by now I wouldn’t be surprised. I would be used to it. No. I simply cannot remember
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I finally watched mr. queen despite knowing how it ends and yes. this is a 10/10 drama with the worst ending ever
#andi.txt#what in the homophobia-#why did i finish it just as pride month is starting#this feels like a hate crime#why did i do this to myself#i'm so angry lmaooooo
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AYYY BINDING COIL OF BAHAMUT UNLOCKED
#zwei writes#could not figure out where to unlock it lmao#'like okay the npc to unlock coil phase 4 is in the rising stones. but the prereq is ofc the coils before that one#so im over here like okay. cool. i wish i could do that if u would let me know WHERE i can unlock the coils#like. why is the npc for the content i cant reach in a more obvious location than the beginning quest for that chain of quests lmao#i had to look it up and it was urianger back in the waking sands#i would have never figured that out myself lmaooooo#squnix please. i love that i get to talk to urianger more but make it more obvious that he has content to return to PLEASE
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Thank You GQ
a/n- the lil ~ means a passage of time
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tchalamet GQ.
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tstan your shoots are always the best
GQ let's do it again some time mr. chalamet
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y/n what's everyone asking for from santa?
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timmysgf who is she ??
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timotheeandall y/n is NOT an instagram model omggg 💀
@y/n tweeted: need. need so bad
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sabrinacarpenter caption. i love you.
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rachelzegler absolutely gorgeous. when are we hanging out 🥺🥺
y/n im free next week <3 let me dm you w my schedule LMAOO we need to have a sleepover again I got so much to tell you
rachelzegler omg this is happening ill see you next week love
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@realchalamet tweeted: life IS crazy
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y/n two years. you've dealt with every part of me and you're still here with me. I love you more than anything my silly boy. I'll always remember the GQ issue that finally gave me the courage to dm you 💀💀
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tchalamet ohhhh THATS why its framed in our place 🤔🤔
y/n but also cause im so proud of you 😍things can have two meanings 🫶
paulsdune TWO YEARS ?!?!!! it took yall forever to make it official huh
y/n you're telling me...
tchalamet thank god for GQ cause i was too scared to dm you myself 💀💀
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y/n same we gotta do it again
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y/n oh my 😍
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charliestimo the comparison to the 2020 and this one 🥺🥺 he's already grown so much 😭💔💔
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timosatreid "MY PRETTY GIRL" GOD WHEN 😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺
y/n you just had to outdo my caption huh.
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sabsyn THE HAND PLACEMENT IN THE SECOND PIC WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THE. HAND. PLACEMENT.
ynschals imagine how many pics they have of each other on their phones that we'll never see... 😖
yourfriend no other guy could make her as happy as you, timmy!
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❝ in the end ❞
pairing: Lewis Hamilton x black fem! driver reader
summary: two childhood best friends that the world absolutely fell in love with but are they ever going to fall in love with each other?
warnings: swearing, cussing, reader age description
saint’s notes: another indirect request from the lovely @bbymelsworld about the knight in mercedes armour, lewis! i hope you everyone enjoys this and sorry for typos!
taglist: @thisismeracing
social media au.
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yourusername thank you Bahrain, until next time 🩷
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user i need the both of them in a way that is concerning to feminism
user ayo????
user MOTHER AND FATHER
user how the fuck are you 36 and you better tell me all your secrets
yourusername i have a youth fountain in my backyard, srry 😣
user what i wanna know is how you kept this friendship for 20 YEARS?!
icebox we absolutely loved making your matching grillz! we can’t wait for the next visit ❤️
landonorris thanks for the overtake on the track, mum🫶🏽
yourusername you’re very welcome, son 🥰
yourfriend cuteeeee 😋
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lewishamilton now why is that picture on here?
yourusername bc you were so excited to talk about dinosaurs to someone other than me
lewishamilton is that why you took my credit card? 😭
yourusername thank you for my new wigs btw 🤭🫶🏽
lewishamilton did you at least get a pink one like i’ve been waiting for?
yourusername and platinum blonde
lewishamilton all is forgiven, sweetie
user do they know that they’re in love or?
user i’m just waiting for the soft launch tbh
fan that’s at least half a million on her wrist lol
mercedesamgf1 we’re super proud of you! 🥳
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fan girl, you hidin these archives of Lew to yourself???
yourusername they gotta be used at the right time so basically, yes ❤️
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lewishamilton :) ❤️
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fan i love you but please be so fucking fr
neymarjr congrats bro! 🫵🏽❤️
user ofc you would know a thing or two about this, loser
user isn’t she that one influencer who started some shit on a sponsored trip because the person paired with her was black?
user are you starting shit or are you being serious?
user so serious, i remember seeing this trend on tiktok
hisgirlfriend ❤️
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user it’s bc these two aren’t meant to be 😭
user why are people being so mean in the comments? let him live
fan this is upsetting me and my homegirls DEEPLY
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yourusername hi Lily 😋
user ‘a little treat’ and it’s a g wagon, oh to be y/n 😫
champagnepapi i needa learn the basics of f1
yourusername LMFAOOOOO
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fan the heartbreak we’re having
charles_leclerc hey y/n, wanna go to a museum?
yourusername do you think they have a cry room there?
centralcee woah
user DON’T EVEN THINK ABOUT IT
michaelbjordan 😫
user SHE’S COLLECTING THESE MEN LIKE POKÉMON LMAOOOOO
prada 🥰🤍
carlossaniz55 mi madre says hi
yourusername hi Mama Sainz 😋
user not Drake literally reposting this and putting the ring emoji????
user he delulu just like us omg
sza i would quit my job for you if you asked
yourusername SZA NO DON’T
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“Lewis Hamilton has broken up with influencer girlfriend, sources say.”
three months later
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yourusername you’ve been hiding in plain sight then appeared, oh i know 🤍
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yourusername i love you and btw i left you some stir fry for when you get back ❤️
zendaya FUCKING FINALLY
landonorris WEDDING WHEN
lewishamilton we actually eloped last month but we’re planning the official wedding :)
user THEY LITERALLY DATED FOR LIKE TWO MONTHS AFTER THAT AND NOW THEY’RE MARRIED?!
user how are they married after two months?? that’s so short
user they’ve literally been best friends for 20+ years…
cleosol so grateful to be part of the proposal, love you two
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user THE PINK WIG REFERENCE OMGGGG
user now THIS is friends to lovers done perfectly
user Lewis and Y/n, did you two get podium because you two just got married? 🤨
lewishamilton yes.
yourusername yes and because we’re amazing drivers
pharrell congratulations you two! 🤍
marsaimartin MY PARENTS Y’ALL
landonorris actually, they’re my parents 🫤
marsaimartin did they ever pick you up from school?
landonorris yourusername pls confirm this????
yourusername 🫣
lewishamilton • 44 min
#formula 1#formula one x black reader#x black fem reader#f1 x reader#f1 x you#formula one x reader#x black reader#f1#lewis hamilton x reader#lewis hamilton fic#lewis hamilton x black reader#f1 imagine#f1 fic#f1 fanfic
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Writer prompt: “When will I get people who care the way I care?” Steve + the party hurt/comfort
Lmaooooo not you turning my own words on me (thank you I probably needed to write this ngl)
Steve made a point to remember the kids’ birthdays. To know their favorite foods, their allergies, to have their favorite tapes in his car.
And it’s not like it’s serious. Steve wouldn’t die from it. Probably.
It’s just… well. He told them he was allergic to shellfish. He remembered the day, especially, because they’d all had a long discussion about what was actually classified as shellfish.
But now someone decided to bring a clambake up to Bumfuck, Indiana, right where Steve lived, and all the kids are so excited about it, and he’s excited for them, honest.
But they don’t understand when he declines the offer to go, their request to drive them. Slowly but surely, he realizes they forgot.
Maybe he should’ve expected that. Maybe he should’ve known the expectations are different on the babysitter versus the babysat. Maybe-
“Alright,” Eddie says suddenly, one loud clap getting everyone’s attention. “Everyone out! Something’s come up. Great to see you, same time next week, untold horrors, et cerera. Get the fuck outta here.”
Eddie turns to Steve once everyone’s gone. “What’s wrong?”
Steve blinks. “What?”
“You’re making a face like something’s wrong.”
“Oh.” Steve debates not telling him, except that’s never done him any favors before, and he doubts it’ll start now. “Um. Just. Y’know the clambake?”
Eddie chuckles. “It’s practically all the kids talk about.”
“Yeah. Um. They didn’t understand why I didn’t want to go. Or why I didn’t want to take them.”
“Okay,” Eddie says slowly. “I’m all for telling the little shits no once in a while, don’t get me wrong. But… why did you tell them no?”
“I’m allergic to shellfish.”
Eddie’s mouth opens in an o. “Do they know?”
“Yeah. Or they did, I dunno. I guess they forgot. And I just… I dunno. Got in my head about it, I guess, because I remember things that are important to them, y’know? I have their tapes in my car, I know their favorite foods, I know what they’re allergic to. I know what to do to help all of them through a nightmare or a panic attack. And I spend so much of my time giving, and being what they need me to be, and… I guess it gets tiring, sometimes.” He shrugs, looks down. “I’m just wondering when I’m gonna get people who care the way I care. Who remember the little things, maybe not even cause they’re important, but because they’re part of me, y’know?”
Eddie smiles sadly, sits next to him. Turns his body to face Steve’s. “You mean like the face you make when you’re cooking and your sauce needs more salt? Or the way you dance a little, wiggle your hips, when you’ve got music playing and you’re doing the dishes? Or the way you clench your fists when you think no one’s looking, when you’re trying not to fidget or reach out and touch?” He touches one of Steve’s hands, clenched in his lap. “You can.”
Steve sighs, releases his hands. Turns one over and capture’s Eddie’s. “And the important thing,” Eddie continues. “The way you keep the pool lights turned off when the kids aren’t over. The way you hate to cook for just yourself. You ever wonder why I invite myself over so much? ‘S because I know you wouldn’t eat otherwise. The kids are assholes, I’ll give you that. They’re also kids. Let them grow up some, keep showing them the love that you are, and trust that one day they’ll show it back. Until then, can I be enough for you?”
“Eddie,” Steve whispers, chokes. “You’re always enough. More than.”
Eddie moves in closer. “Let yourself take,” he whispers back, slotting an arm over Steve’s shoulders and pulling him in. “Trust that I’m giving. That I want you to have it.”
Steve leans in. Doesn’t say thank you. Doesn’t kiss him. He doesn’t have to. He’s taking, accepting. And that says everything.
#I hope this was okay#most of this was written at 2am last night#and I finished the rest just now#so if anything doesn’t make sense that’s why#stranger things#steve harrington#eddie munson#steddie#writing#asks#prompts#thank you friend!#starambles
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another woc here, hi everyone 😁 but seeing the bimbo reader stuff and while I think it's a cute idea and the reader is usually a lil cutie, I just need to step back and be like okay maybe this isn't for me...and this isn't directed to the authors either because there's so much works out there to make up for it but damn. Sometimes I want to picture myself like that with my big scary dog bf but it's really hard to do that with some of these 😭 it's very um...white reader coded and like I get it because I'd like to write myself in lil situations with my fictional man but it's definitely exhausting sometimes (not just the bimbo reader stuff, but some other tropes in general) omg I didn't mean for that to get so long lmaooooo 🧍🏽♀️
hellooooo welcome
it's extremely emotionally taxing, cause why is reader a 5'2 pale white woman playin "y2k" dress up? Oh!
not bashing but you know how they do!
#lunden’s response ❀—#cod mw2#task force 141#cod 141#simon ghost riley#cod mw3#simon riley#simon ghost x reader#ghost cod
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