why is the love i get always conditional, i just want unconditional love,, yea i know i’m fucked up but cmon someone should be able to just love me for me.. i’m trying my best out here

Indeed maybe in another life....

Hey guys. Due to recent circumstances, responses might be slow or nonexistent for a while.

When you were having a really nice chat with someone for a while on a dating app only to come back and see they unmatched 🙃

I wish people could love me deeply, platonically. People either dont get close enough to me or they end up telling me they have a crush on me I just want to be loved but not like that

When i say I don't want to beg to be loved I truly just mean I want someone to care about me, really care about me I want them to like me I want them to enjoy being around me and speaking to me. I want to be loved so badly I really just want to be loved it feels like im asking for way too much. Am I not easy to love?/rt

Please love me

you can be on your other socials but can’t take 10 seconds to respond to me??

it makes me feel like shit btw

Hashtag feeling doomed

3.6

i have a very stupid problem that is causing me a very stupid amount of distress. my aunts are planning my baby shower which will be in my home city (a place where none of my friends live). we are inviting a bunch of family and tbh it's solely so i can get stuff from my registry. i feel okay about that part because i've bought gifts for all the extended family baby showers and weddings over the years and it seems fine to be like 'ok now it's my turn i really need the help.' the part that is making me feel weird is that my aunts feel strongly that i should ALSO send invites to all of my out of town friends, including college and grad school friends, because those people might send me gifts too. i think that a lot of my friends WILL end up buying something from my registry or sending something (a lot of them have asked already!) and that's very nice of them!!! and i do think i might want to send a birth announcement or something later just as a "hey! a big thing happened in my life!" kinda thing. but i feel super uncomfortable sending out invites to an event i know they can't attend (and would never expect them to fly to a random city for!!) because then it just feels obvious that i'm asking for a gift instead, and that makes me feel bad!!! but also idk my brother and SIL just had a MASSIVE shower where like 50+ of their friends came (because they went to college in our hometown and all their friends still live there) and my cousin just had a big shower too (she lives and works in our hometown) so i also just feel dumb for like. having a very small kinda lame shower where my extended family is gonna be like oh... does she not have any friends?

Wylan:

Jan Van Eck: Alys is pregnant with a son, who will become my true heir

Wylan: Cain instinct is real, I wanna kick this unborn child into the next realm of existence, he can never truly be my brother, Kaz is more my brother than that thing

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i keep feeling like venting so much recently but i keep thinking that my freinds would think its their fault or theyre making it worse but litearlly i feel this way cause of me just me being stupid and fucking crazy and being my own biggest fuckign bully and hater

plus i really want to stop burdening everyone here and on twitter and my friends and moots or whatever with my stupid fucking vents i feel like such an annoying bitch of a burden and this feelings been going on like so consistently everyday for the past month self deprication jokes and talk is litearlly so unfunny im just being annoying and stupid

i thought i was getting better yesterday before i slept but that fuckign feeling is back again as soon as i fucking wake up

god this is so cringe and such a new fucking low for me imagine people saying that they love you and everything you make but being so stupid and fucked enough to litearlly be your own hater and convincing yourself to not believe any of it and let it affect everything in your life I'm never good enough for myself and never will be however hard i try

imagine not knowing the worth of your art like a crazy person

i am once again asking that you stop making Izzy being loved contingent on him fundamentally changing who he is

sonarchy and covet-hiss should have matching shirts that say "worlds worst mother" and "worlds worst son" respectively. like god you both suck