#when i say we are the freaks and weirdos community i mean this in the best way possible
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People on this webbed site (and also twitter and also tiktok) will identify as queer and then be shocked and horrified to find freaks and weirdos breaking the rules of gender and sexuality. This is the freaks and weirdos breaking the rules of gender and sexuality community, what did you expect?
#when i say we are the freaks and weirdos community i mean this in the best way possible#we are different and people see us as freaks and that is because we're fucking awesome#queer#pride tag#it's just funny to me. 'my community of people who proudly identify with abnormality are weird! how did this happen!'
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yes! | joe burrow
part one part two
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ynzegras to the love of my life, i’m sorry for interrupting you with my ‘yes!’ before you could finish your speech, but there would never be a lifetime where i would say no to spending my life with you.
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yourbff OH MY GOD CONGRATULATIONS I LOVE YOU BOTH SO MUCH I CANT WAIT FOR THIS
ynzegras THANK YOU IM SO HAPPY YOU WERE THERE I LOVE YOU
yourbff but does this mean it’s baby time??
→ ynzegras slow down there
avazegras i’m still sobbing
griffinzegras It’s true. she called me crying about it
→ avazegras you were crying too shut up
→ ynzegras i love you guys so much
colecaufield Joe i thought we had something 😓
yourusername you haven’t even met him yet
→colecaufield Whose fault is that?
_alexturcotte Dibs on maid of honor
ynzegras best i can do is flower girl
→_alexturcotte DEAL
colecaufield What about me??
→ yourusername uhh you guys can be a duo?
trevorzegras I am so so happy for you. I truly and honestly couldn’t have imagined a better man for you, sis. You deserve the happiness he brings you and so much more. I love you forever ❤️
ynzegras stfu i’m crying so hard right now. i love you ❤️❤️
→ joeyb_9 She’s crying harder than when i proposed
→ ynzegras yeah well you’re nice to me most of the time and trevor says one nice thing about me every five years (kidding. i love you)
joeyb_9 I cant imagine a better woman to spend my life with. I love you more than there are stars in the sky
ynzegras i am so in love with you
jackhughes Congrats! If anyone deserves to marry someone as cool as Joe, it’s you 💙
ynzegras i— thank you?
jackhughes I want to be the guy that marries you
ynzegras no. absolutely not. i’ve seen your media presence the most you’re doing is sitting down and looking pretty
jamiedrysdale So happy for you!
ynzegras jamie! will you be my maid of honor?
→ jamiedrysdale um, sure?
→ avazegras 🤨
→yourbff 🤨
ynzegras oh this is awkward 🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️
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thezegrassister now we know what the ring looks like wrapped around his
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trevorzegras DELETE THIS
trevorzegras YOU ARE DISGUSTING
trevorzegras NO ONE NEEDS TO SEE THIS
trevorzegras IM GAGGING
avazegras i can’t believe im saying this
avazegras but i agree with trevor. i’m just not THAT dramatic about it
_quinnhughes Gross but do it again so Trevor can freak out
trevorzegras WHY DONT YOU LIKE ME
jackhughes 😨
thezegrassister 🥸
→ jackhughes 🥴
→thezegrassister 🤪
griffinzegras I don’t understand the way you two communicate
→ yourbff You should see their text thread. It’s entirely emojis. They have their own language
lhughes_06 Not again 🥲
thezegrassister LUCAS JUST KEEP SCROLLING
yourbff Looks like that baby might me coming sooner than we thought!
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thezegrassister JOE???
thezegrassister i was talking about his hand you weirdos
joeyb_9 No she wasn’t
#joe burrow#joe burrow imagine#joe burrow x reader#joe burrow instagram au#joe burrow insta edit#joe burrow x zegras sister
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Why i think that Tessa and Uzi would get along well
1. They very intelligent and way smarter then their kind.
Tessa built J, V and N when she was young and made them from dump. I'm not sure how old was Tessa in episode 5 and when she made them but I'll say that she made them when she was 12 and 13 years old(preteen).
Uzi made her sick as railgun and seems to know how to make weapons and figure things out while her classmates and the rest of the worker drones besides her teacher are dumb and don't seem to know anything.
2. They are seen as freaks and weirdos by their own kind.
We never see how other humans beside her parents treat her but in episode 5 at the gala scene Tessa never communicated with the actuel humans and that she's nervous and asks J to help her.
Uzi is treated as an outcast by her classmates and they are afraid of her. They pick, insult, bully and name call her all the time.
3. Both of them have horrible parents
Tessa's parents seem not to love her at all. They insult her and punish her over a little things. And a top of it all she's called stupid by her mother by calling her drone friends broken and her not being smart enough to follow simple orders and she's called creepy by her father. She's also threatened and told her to be quite by her mother. We saw that Tessa is pretty scared of her. Any act of disobedience or any trouble she causes she will be chained up along side with her drone friends
As the series carries on Uzi's dad used to be bad dad and now he's trying to be better and help her. In episode 1 we can see that he humiliated her and made her feel completely worthless by posters that we saw. And that he was pretty much neglectful in Uzi's life and knows absolutely nothing about her being bullied and insulted. She was also just like Tessa called stupid by him. He didn't believed her that her railgun could work and left her to die. He even blamed her for the massacre he saw from episode 1 when N got in.
4. They are a friends with diffrent kind
We see that Tessa cares about her drone friends and doesn't want them to get hurt. She treats them very well and loves and cares them very much. When Tessa rubs her left arm due to the harm from chains J seems to be worried about her and Tessa reassures her that's ok.
Uzi doesn't show to care at first but when N saves her in episode 3 she tells him not to do that again. She also tells him to stop asking her if she's ok. She soon befriends N in episodes and he started to mean a lot to Uzi since he's her first friend she ever had. She even felt guilty for hurting N in the end of episode 2 during episode 3.
5. They went to save their own kind even though they didn't deserved to be saved.
Tessa and J arrived on time to try and stop Cyn from doing massacre at the gala. Even though they hurted her they didn't deserved to be killed. She even tells everyone to stand back.
Uzi and N arrived on time to stop V and J from killing everyone in episode 1. Uzi saved N from dying when J put a virus in him. Also Uzi and N came to save everyone at prom inculding V from being killed by Doll in episode 3. She could have let N die in episode 1 and same to her classmates and V who treated her badly but she didn't.
6. They saw their kind being murdered in front of their eyes.
Cyn killed everyone at the gala including her parents when they tried to stop her. Cyn even tells her that she didn't have to see her murdering everyone.
Uzi when the door failed to close on time which resulted N coming in and killing everyone. She sorta felt guilt about getting them killed.
And that's pretty much it in my opinion. I can tell that Tessa would get along with Uzi for being diffrent from their kind and how they try to prove everyone how wrong they are. I think that they would have a sisterly relationship. I really hope to see that in episode 6.
Btw i wanted to add more photos but i couldn't due to tumblr's picture limit.
#murder drones#murder drones tessa#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#murder drones j#murder drones v#tessa james elliot#uzi doorman#serial designation n#serial designation j#serial designation v#khan doorman#theory
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reading the house of wax script and it’s shockingly interesting :3 here r the little things i’ve noticed as i read it <3 here’s part 2
wade is 22, carly is 21, paige is 20, nick and dalton are 19, and blake is ‘early twenties.’
carly doesn’t have the job at the magazine yet but is hopeful. wade is Mean about it. the script says “with a slightly biting tone — wade: she doesn’t have the job yet”
wade has a muscle car and is all about it, he gets mad at carly for putting her feet on the dash ( “….placing her feet on the dash — immediately gets an annoyed look from wade — she knows better”)
wade is generally more antagonistic towards nick (not undeserved tbh) especially when it comes to his car. after hitting a buck, nick is drinking a beer but wade will not let him him the car with it and he chugs it and tosses it on the side of the road
paige calls dalton “cute in a dirty, skinny, sort of way” 🤭
paige was fully planning on marrying blake :,) his parents bought some land and were going to build him a house and paige was just waiting for him to pop the wuestion
carly and wade we’re having MAJOR issues with her taking the job at the magazine and it’s very evident in how they talk to one another and interact
carly and nicks relationship is also interesting. def still as angsty sibling rivalry that is in the movie but instead of stealing a car, nick had a party at their parents house and trashed it and was forced to go on the trip with them. carly is also VERY vocal about her dislike of nick and him coming (“i know you don’t want to be here but guess what — no one wants you here either. so — quit being such an asshole and for once, try to make the most of something”)
nick doesn’t want carly to leave :( she said “i hope to hell i get that job” (which is interesting because in the movie they confirm she got that internship) and he goes “that makes two of us” but immediately the script says “although he says it, we’re not sure he means it” :((
they party at their little campsite and they have paige give blake a shot from her tits LMFAO
vincent cuts the fanbelt <3 love my king
THE PIT
talking about the scene where lester slowly slides his hand across the mannequins (which btw. was sexy. moving on) and it says “touches it like it’s a relic — infatuated” heheh <3333
carly had a tank top under her shirt so there was no weirdo perv lester scene of him trying to see her put on nicks tank
nick does give carly his shirt regardless and she’s genuinely shocked and he’s like “i have another in the car” bc we all know he’s emotionally constipated
Ambrose is called Athelston
They’re not in Louisiana either </3
lester says “i was always warned to never pick up strangers, but you two seem okay”
THIS SCENEEEEEE
lester has so much dialogue we were robbed yall. i’m serious.
carly calls lester a freak of nature 👎👎
this <3
i love the description of the wax house and how it’s in disarray
The story is different from the movie. Their house burned down and their dad died in the fire and trudy killed herself after and the boys went to foster care.
sorry this is sooooo sexy of him
carly fights like HELL in this script yall! so does wade, but ESPECIALLY carly, she cuts bo’s hand with a hacksaw
there’s a cool scene where carly runs into the community pool and it’s completely abandoned but the noises were from a pair of speakers
bo being cunty
dalton and bo talking
they gave dalton a LOT more time in the movie in the script!!! bo bring him to the house of wax and leaves and he finds wade in the basement :0
paige’s fight with vincent takes place at an old mining town nearby which is such a cool setting yall, they fight in a ban and he kills her with a pitchfork
i’m:((((
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"why do people only headcanon characters who act childishly as (neuro)developmentally disabled what about the more mature ones"
i have some bad news about what being NDD frequently entails 'cause like yeah good for you if you have a neurodevelopmental disability and are"mature" and "independent," that is not a representation of what neurodevelopmental disability broadly is, and NDD people who aren't capable of "maturity" or supporting themselves are going to be categorically less palatable, viewed as more "useless" to society, and viewed as less deserving of humanity/ethical treatment than those who are.
the point i'm making here isn't even about "headcanons" or fandom it's mainly about how i'm tired of people acting like an association between things like autism and ADHD, which are neurodevelopmental disabilities (certainly not the only ones but that's not what these people are talking about when they say "neurodivergent," they only ever mean ADHD and LSN autism), and "not acting like one's age," not acting "rationally," and not being "mature," or overall having a way of viewing/thinking/processing the world that conflicts with societal expectations (especially irt adulthood and who should have their thoughts and feelings and agency respected/listened to) is only ever an ableist stereotype or infantilization used to rob someone of agency, which is how you get disabled people within these communities using those w/ higher support needs, or those with more significant cognitive issues, or co-occurring intellectual intellectual disability, etc. as a point of comparison for why they - the ones more capable of adhering themselves to the capitalist mold at the end of the day - are worthy of being treated fairly. the point being "we're not like those guys."
hell i'm LSN + i'm verbal + i don't have co-occurring intellectual disability and i still have firsthand experience w/ the fact that if you're an autistic person who isn't able to fit into the mold of "grown adult", who exhibits "childish" behavior that we can't hide or that prevents us from fitting in with our own age group, even other autistic people will treat you like you're a weirdo freak and i can't believe that some people seem to act like that the structure of "maturity" refers to a valid virtues that all people can possess through hard work and that being "immature" is a personal moral failing, instead of acknowledging that the moralization of conforming to age standards is very often another avenue of ableism and maybe that should be interrogated.
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Whats the story behind the Zack wing au? <3
Honestly, Wing AU is more of a visual/aesthetic thing. When it comes to story, we usually focus on the Second Chances AU or the Woof/Floof/Werewoof AU. HOWEVER, there's at least something I can say about it.
Zack wakes up on the battlefield, bloodied and very surprised he's not dead. Cloud and the Buster sword are nowhere to be found. Oh and he has a wing now. So after he freaks out a little, he decides to continue to Midgar, where he hides in the attic of the Sector 5's church. Staying out of sight proves to be a little bit of a problem in his case what with being the huge bubbly idiot who now has a wing on top of everything. Coats, cloaks and cowls are in need now. Let's pretend that FFVII's angels have their wings made of zero bones. Because apparently they do… :'D
Zack tries to stay out of sight, even in front of Aerith. Which-- Not the best idea to stay in the church then, buddy, the flowers know about you, which means so will Aerith soon. I like the thought of her making loud comments to the flowers, making sure Zack hears her up there, but he never responds. The wing business is a little too much for him to bother her with.
He finally makes himself known when Cloud shows up in the church. But only when they are alone. He sits there up on the church beam and calls out to Cloud whose back is to him. As Cloud reaches for the sword ready to defend himself from the monster up there, Zack realizes that Cloud doesn't really recognize him, so he lands down in front of him, showing himself and talks to Cloud until everything comes back to him.
Scenes like this repeat a lot, Zack follows the gang, but only communicates with Cloud. The lab experience together being the bond between them and somehow helping him put up with his… I don't want to say shame? But, uh, … I don't think Zack would be entirely okay with suddenly having a wing too, right?
Unfortunately, Aerith overhears them a few times, but whenever she tries to make a contact, he's gone. Bothering the hell out of both her and Cloud, who feels like Zack's making him out to be even more of a weirdo than he'd appeared like before. Having to lie that he's talking to himself and other funny stuff.
I believe that Aerith has a right to move on. She is basically over him at this moment, but honestly - If a boyfriend disappeared on her five years ago without a word, now she suspects he's suddenly back, but he's avoiding her? Boiiii. I'd be salty too. I still have to think about how they sort it out between them, but they definitely will. No triangles plz. And Zack would absolutely never cheat on her, even though it’s... five... years... later and she thought him dead the whole time.... orz
So all in all, this story is the other way round from the usual - Cloud trying make Zack come out of his shell while he hides. The IronyTM.
He does show up eventually and when Seph appears (either in the Drum or at the end of the highway), the moment Cloud wants to attack Seph, Zack flies in, snatches the sword from Cloud's back (it's his sword after all, right) and attacks Sephiroth himself.
OOF. TLDR! But that's basically the most I have about this whole thing. Heheh! <3
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are you going to come back?
((I keep telling myself im going to, but im not sure. Im especially unhappy with how this blog was written and how it looks at the moment, bc theres a lot of things id Want to change before getting back into rp here, but I have no energy or motivation to do so 😔 my art block from last year is Still ongoing, im still deeply fixated on other fandoms, and VERY recently I had an epiphany of some kind and haven't been able to stop paying attention to the news, bc anxieties about what's happening in Gaza/the West Bank, Sudan, and Chile, and not to mention this next American presidential election, have me reassessing my priorities in life, ykwim?))
((Im still around technically, i wont be deleting this blog or anything, im just in kind of a tough spot, mentally+emotionally+physically, and that makes it hard to get reinvested in something like this.))
((There's also the factor of... feeling rather restricted in this community. It's not any particular person or group of ppls fault, people are entitled to feel however they want around fictional subjects and themes, but i know that the types of things that i like to write and rp are dark and mature, and this fandom [despite the Nature of the show itself and the topics it covers] tends to attract a lot of very aggressive, very judgemental people -- as im sure youre all aware 😂 i found some friends here, but even still, a lot of the time i know i Can't get into the kind of stuff i ACTUALLY want to write, because most of the ppl in this community would [at least, way back when,] assume that That kind of writing means I'm a bad, dangerous person who wants to engage with those themes in real life 🙃. Which isn't to say anyone is Wrong for avoiding me if darker themes trigger them, by all means PLEASE block me for your sanity if thats what you have to do!! but when most all of those Exact Themes are LITERALLY, graphically present in the show, now, it's like. Idk man whats going on! Why are you here! if sexually abusive relationships bother these fans so much, then Why are they in THIS fandom of all places instead of somewhere tangibly Safer for their sanity, yk???))
(( i don't know. Maybe im just a brat, but ive always felt a little put out by the Hazbin community online. Its extremely self policing and isolating trying to find people i can feel comfortable talk to about my ideas, so ive kind of... given up and moved on, found a nice group of Freaks to be perverted about the Avatar sequel instead lmao))
((So... idk. I guess we'll see. But im very sorry it may have been wishful thinking when i said id come back. I really, truly meant it at the time -- things just changed 💔, both in me And in the community. And maybe theyll change again, idk!but i Do know there's people in this overarching Hazbin Tumblr RP community who don't like me very much (which is Okay), and I don't want to force myself to walk on eggshells anymore -- so I'm won't💪😎))
((I adored my time here while i was active, whuch it why i wont delete it -- i go back to re read threads all the time! -- but unless there's a group of sexual weirdos developing that i could fall in with AND I can find a way to balance this with the rest of my life, im still gonna be on this indefinite hiatus 💀👍 sorry))
((Btw -- Palestinians are in desperate need of e-SIMs to keep in touch with their loved ones and to organize humanitarian aid within the Gaza strip itself -- if any of you have a few spare dollars, please consider getting involved. I know the news is very quiet rn, especially if you're in America like me, but let me make this very clear; We are. kind of sort of Already IN World War Three. Russia and China and the global south are finally starting to hold the west accountable and the west is failing a shitting its pants about it Spectacularly. The world order is literally shifting. There's not one, but SEVERAL major international conflicts brewing right now, as America is sliding into fascism at break neck speed bc Genocide Joe is finally realizing he's probably not going to get re-elected [on account of all the genocide] on TOP of finally seeing the tangible effects of climate change. South America and Australia are on FIRE. Like NEVER before.))
((Never Again is Now. We could be going over the temperature "tipping point" of the planet BY 2030. now is NOT the time to be wallowing in escapism, no matter how much we desperately need/want it. If there is EVER a time to get involved with the real world and to take a step back from the internet and high stress fandom bullshit, it is NOW. No matter what Side of these issues you stand on, EVERYONE needs to be voting, everyone needs to be paying attention.))
(( if you can't afford esims [no shame, i often can't either, money is tight everywhere], then at the very least get This website open in your tabs. It generates revenue with free Daily clicks, the proceeds of which are all sent to UN organizations -- particularly UNRWA, which is VITAL to maintain not only getting aid INTO Gaza, but also retaining Palestinians legal right to return to their land -- without UNRWA, Isreal can begin to LEGALLY, haphazardly "deport" Palestinians, which would take YEARS to reverse through future court proceedings. Do your part, it only takes a few seconds a day 💪🌱))
((Alright, thats all! Sorry if you wanted a short sweet answer, but ive actually been ruminating on all of this, so thank you for this ask, for giving me a chance to talk about it all. Im happy to see this community thriving in the wake of Season 1, even if im not joining in myself -- you all keep up the great work, and keep having fun with it ❤ let it empower you to explore the value of Charlie's message and think of ways to impliment it in your daily life And on the world at large‼))
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Boo! Identity Update! I'm also being a mean queer!
So, if anyone seeing this didn't know, My name used to be Miller but I was disowned by the family member who gave me that family name so..... I decided I didn't want to keep it.
I'm going by Michelangelo or just Mica for short now.
I used to identify as a transmasc nonbinary guy but I've found out recently some things about myself and I'm bored of that now.
I found out that I have an intersex condition. One of my alters was told a little while ago and just forgot to make it public within the system.
Before finding out I had been reconnecting with my femininity. While I want to medically transition, I no longer think of myself as just transmasc so I'm dropping the label.
I liked nonbinary as it's a functional umbrella term but honestly? I think I'm going to also label myself as a hermaphrodite.
With everything going on in my country right now I could honestly give less shits about using language that doesn't hurt your precious feelings so if me saying hermaphrodite scares you, suck it up butter cup. I'm here and I'm a dykefag. Cope.
I feel like I'm both a girl that grew into a guy and a guy that grew into a girl while being neither at the same time. I don't really want to use bigender or boygirl or androgynous because, sure they sound nice and the flags are pretty, but I want a label for myself that makes people feel a little uncomfortable at first. Both in and out of my community.
I sort of want these sanitized kids who are like "ALL GENDERS ARE VALID" to REALLY think about what they're saying. Do they actually believe that and not feel threatened by me reclaiming this word for myself or are they actually lying to themselves about what they stand for?
I want cis people who are in the LGBT+ community be a little squicked at first while they get used to it because god knows cis people dont get a single say in how I chose to label my identity.
I want allys and people who aren't in the community to look at this identity and feel awkward or uncomfortable.
I want to weed out people that the community shouldn't trust by how I'm treated for a label I'm reclaiming.
I'm no longer pansexual either. The flag is still cute as hell IMO but now I'm identifying with just being sexually queer. My attraction to anyone feels like male attraction, female attraction, and Other attraction all at the same time.
When I'm with a man I feel like a gay man, a straight woman, and an nbspec person being attracted all at the same time, for example.
Same thing for women and nonbinary people.
Gender isn't a factor in my attraction because I feel homosexual in the relationship regardless; its queer.
I'm queer and I want to be unapologetically queer because of the genocide going on in my country right now. I want overly sanitized children to widen their world view, I want to be visible for people who are closeted. I want to be a weirdo in public that weird kids see and feel less alone in the world. I want to be a freak in public that other adults see and are inspired by, even a little bit.
I don't want to be clean or PC. Nothing about what's happening is Clean or PC. We're all the enemy to these fuckers who want us dead, they don't see a difference in how we label ourselves. But if we're going to successfully fight these oppressors you can't be policing identities.
I don't fucking care if you don't understand it. You don't have to understand someone to respect them. Just get over yourself and move on and focus on the big problem that's being faced right now here in the USA as well as other countries going through the same shit.
If you want community, if you want family, if you want to win this fucking fight you better not say JACK FUCKING SHIT to the people who are fighting with you just because they identify with an "outdated" label, or have conflicting genders, or weird pronouns, or are "mspec lesbians, or are "lesbian men".
GET.OVER.IT!
Also, nothing against people who use the labels I've dropped (obviously). They're just not for me anymore.
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Paralyze.
Side Story; Shinso vs Bakugou [Special Chapter]
|This is a Love War|
|Shinso and (L/n) were both transferred to 1-A|
It was after Bakugou saw (M/n)'s abilities at the Sports Festival that his interest peeked. He shrugged it off as simply seeing a potential rival in him, but when both of the transferred extras showed how capable they were during their rescue training with All Might, Bakugou couldn't help but feel even more curious and interested.
But only the tall (h/c) haired boy caught his attention. That purple-haired freak only made him feel anxious.
That's why, on the bus on their way back to the school campus, he interrupted their talk. "Hey, muscle weirdo." Both stopped talking and looked over the seat at the explosive blond, "After school, at my house."
And like that, he sat back down.
Both guys sitting behind him were curious, and they silently discussed the matter with visual contact.
They've known each other their whole lives, that's why they could communicate with eye contact alone.
But after that, the class went by normally. (M/n) sat at the front and Hitoshi sat behind Izuku, not that he disliked it, really, the greenette was actually very nice.
But he wanted to be closer to (M/n).
When the last bell rang, Hitoshi and (M/n) talked happily, walking out of the classroom and discussing what they'd be doing at Hitoshi's house.
But then the rough and calloused hand of a certain spiky-haired boy gripped (M/n)'s tie and began dragging him out of the school.
"Why do I have to go to your house, Bakugou-kun?!" Hitoshi saw with shocked eyes how his best friend, and eternal crush, whined in a scared voice while he tried to pry himself from the aggressive porcupine's grip.
"I'm not going to hurt you if that's what you're thinking," Bakugou growled with a slightly offended tone in his voice, a scowl adorning his features.
He was stumping while still dragging the taller male, who just sighed in resignation and let himself get dragged along the sidewalk.
Hitoshi was too shocked to react in time, and when his feet finally moved, both of them were already out of his line of sight.
"Damn it!" He cursed and kicked a pebble on the ground, slightly scaring some students who were walking past him.
That very day, (M/n) and Bakugou fought, in a spar kind of fight.
And the blond acknowledged the taller's strength, by simply calling him '(L/n)'. Such a simple thing, but to Bakugou it had meaning.
And the meaning was that he wasn't as strong as he thought he was, and had somebody to help him get stronger.
A few days went by, and those two were unconsciously behaving hostile toward each other. Shinso and Bakugou didn't get along, and everybody could tell.
Everybody except (M/n), because we all know how dumb this cinnamon roll is, right?
And when Aizawa reminded them of the exam, (M/n) didn't think, at all, about what he was going to say.
Hitoshi had walked up to him, so he could ask him if he wanted to study together when the [brunette, blonde, raven, etc] heard the spiky red boy's cheerful voice.
"Bakugou! Can you help me study?" Instantly, (M/n) turned and held Hitoshi's wrist, pulling him closer.
"Us too," he quickly said, without noticing his purple-haired friend's dumbfounded stare.
Bakugou was about to refuse, but then he thought of something.
If Hitoshi wasn't there, he could try to get closer to (M/n), and maybe make him ditch that damn extra.
"Yeah, sure." He smirked when he saw Hitoshi's annoyed expression.
But Hitoshi wasn't going to hand (M/n) in a silver tray like that to no other than Bakugou Katsuki.
"Good, I'll go to."
Their study sessions at the café were spent with Bakugou screaming at Kirishima, Hitoshi looking at cat pictures on his phone and (M/n) reading the blond's notes.
Needless to say, neither of their plans worked. Not a single day they studied. Not even today.
Bakugou couldn't focus on (M/n) at all because of Kirishima, and Hitoshi was being ignored was his friend, who actually did want to study, so the last day of the four of them studying was spent in a sour way.
Later the next day, Hitoshi remembered an important thing.
The practical exam was going to be against robots again! Meaning he won't pass the exam!
Immediately, he picked up his phone to text (M/n).
;Dude, what are we gonna do about the robots for the exam?
(M/n)💜;
Well, Bakugou is training me to turn off electronics.
What are you going to do, Shi-chan? I'm worried about you!
Hitoshi felt his blood rush up to his cheek when he read that (M/n) was worried about him. But then...
"Why does he have to be with that damn blond every day?" He growled to himself, clenching his jaw and closing his fists, but he ignored his jealousy and replied.
;Not sure what I'll do, but I'll figure it out, (M/n), you don't need to worry about me.
And after that, they continued talking for quite a while. Until Hitoshi asked...
;Can I stay the night at your house?
Sorry, Shi-chan, but I'm staying the night at Bakugou's house.
That made Hitoshi throw his phone across his bedroom.
"Fuck!!"
At Bakugou's house, an oblivious boy was staring down at his phone intrigued.
Shi-chan hasn't replied yet... how weird. Maybe he fell asleep... or saw a cat outside his window...
"Oi, (L/n)," Bakugou came back after they took a small break after they ate dinner, "Let's keep going."
A few minutes ago, Bakugou noticed the boy looking at his phone, and he assumed he was talking with the purple extra, so he decided to make his appearance to make (M/n) focus on him again.
He wasn't not going to deny it, because it was useless at this point. Bakugou has a tiny crush on the taller male, but with Hitoshi in between he couldn't really figure out the (e/c)-eyed male's feelings.
It was, basically, a silent love war between Bakugou and Shinso. Both trying to make the poor guy known as (M/n), fall in love with them.
And neither of them was going to back down.
//////
(M/n) walked into the infirmary after All Might allowed him to, and Hitoshi waited outside for him. But the curiosity got the best of him and he stepped closer to the door, pressing his ear against the wood.
"(M/n)-kun..." he heard Midoriya slowly talking, and his best friend might have answered because the green-haired haired talked again, "Do you... like Kacchan?"
Thump! Thump! Thump!
Hitoshi's heart was beating rapidly with nervousness and anxiety. Breathlessly awaiting for (M/n)'s response, which seemed to be taking way too long.
"Well... maybe I do, but..." His words faltered for a second, and Hitoshi was starting to feel the knot in his throat tightening, "But I... think I like somebody else... too, I'm confused..."
And that was like, both Bakugou and Hitoshi, began developing their mastermind plan.
Because, yes, Katsuki gained his consciousness back just in time to hear Deku's question and (M/n)'s answer. As far as he knew, the other guy who (M/n) liked was that purple extra, but Katsuki wasn't going to allow him to steal the (h/c) haired male away from him.
"The other person you like is... Shinso-kun, right?" And the mentioned boy's heart skipped a bit.
Katsuki and Hitoshi heard (M/n) scoff-like-chuckle and his voice sounded kinda ashamed.
"Am I that obvious, Deku?"
But none of them heard the freckled boy's reply, because they collectively thought...
"I'll make you fall in love with me, (M/n)."
///////
During the weekend, Hitoshi and (M/n) were together walking around the shopping mall, talking and joking around. They were having a great time together until Hitoshi's phone rang.
Turns out his mother called him to help her with some things, seeing as his father was working at the moment, and reluctantly, he had to leave his best friend. (M/n) wasn't annoyed or anything, being alone meant time to think things over.
And he did so while walking around until he finally decided to enter a store to buy the things he needed. As soon as he walked in, his phone buzzed inside his pocket.
Bakugou was calling him.
He picked up and spent a long time talking with him too, when a loud alarm echoed in the mall.
//////
Later that day, at Bakugou's house, (M/n) achieved something impossible for the majority of the people.
He made Bakugou openly laugh.
(M/n) felt how his body was overflowing with amazement, the cute noise of the blond's laugh imprinted into his memories, along with every image of Hitoshi's smile and laugh.
And that was when he realized the mess he got himself into.
So, deciding he needed more time to himself, he got up and bid goodbye to the mad dog he had as a friend and, instead of walking, he ran back to his house.
"How could have I fallen in love with two completely different guys?!" He yelled into his pillow, trashing around his bed frantically.
At some point, he stayed still, facing the ceiling but with his pillow still covering his face, now thinking about what to do.
"Ignoring them might not work, but... I can try it."
And even though those were his words, now he was being pulled back and forth by both of them, each one holding one of his arms, angrily screaming at each other while the rest of the class stared at them.
"He's going to sit with me!" Was the only thing they yelled at each other.
(M/n)'s heart was beating rapidly about to burst out of his chest, and his heated face almost bursting into flames. But he was also getting pissed off.
He had been planning to ignore them since that one day at the mall, rejecting Bakugou's invitation to his house and everyone asking for him to go to the pool, going as far as to tell his mother the excuse that he was feeling kinda sick, so she wouldn't drag him off his bed when Hitoshi came to go to the school pool with him.
But now, both of them, the purple-haired and the ash blond were fighting over who he would sit next to.
Until Aizawa got annoyed and stepped in front of them. Out of the three, only (M/n) stood straight and tense, well, as much as he could while being tugged side to side.
"Just go sit at the back of the bus and stop arguing over who sits with (L/n)." He glanced over his shoulder and stared at the rest of his class, "Get on the bus."
Long story short, (M/n) was sitting in between Bakugou and Hitoshi for the whole duration of the trip, completely tensed.
Even when both of them fell asleep on his shoulders, there was no way he could relax. But it was a good thing the rest of his classmates were asleep too.
He just let out a deep sigh and shut his eyes for a moment, questioning life. "Why do these things happen to me?"
That's how the entire trip to where they would be spending their training camp went, and getting off the bus was relatively easier. Now, off of it, his hands were occupied once again.
And poor (M/n) was getting rather frustrated.
That's when the ground underneath them collapsed because of Pixie Bob's quirk. When he got up and slightly dusted himself, he realized his hands were free, and he decided to run away from the boys.
So he was now standing next to Todoroki, who only looked at him with curiosity, but ignored him otherwise.
They had to destroy those dirt beasts, and it was difficult for him, but Todoroki offered his limbs, so he was grateful for that.
Another opportunity to get away was when that black-haired kid punched Izuku in his 'special place', and he took it upon himself to get him an ice pack.
Sitting together in one of the sofas the place had, they talked for a bit.
"So... how's everything with Kacchan and Shinso-kun...?" Izuku sweatdropped at his friend's reaction. (M/n) went from being content and relaxed, to being particularly worn out, slouching his upper body and groaning.
"It's been difficult... I realized I like them both and... tried to just-" he made hand motions as if he was pushing something, "Ignore them and those feelings, but... you saw them today, right?"
Izuku nodded with a sorry expression on his face.
"(M/n)?!"
"(L/n)?!"
Two booming voices echoed inside the room, making (M/n) flinch and try to hide himself by pressing his body against the sofa as if trying to melt into it.
"Help me, Izuku..." he whispered-yelled towards the injured boy, who just played with his fingers and reluctantly nodded at him.
"He uh..." Bakugou and Hitoshi turned to look at him, both with a frown on their faces, "He went to the... bathroom."
What happened after that, was that crimson and violet eyes stared at each other, before running further into the inn, completely oblivious to the boy hiding in plain sight.
Another sigh left the boy as he sat up correctly, "What do I do, Izuku?"
//////
Deku's idea was to just... always be with any of their classmates... not that he could really do that.
But he chose Izuku or Todoroki.
And yeah, that seemed like it made Bakugou and Hitoshi quite annoyed about it, but none of them tried to get closer to him after that. So it was a good thing that it worked, at least for now.
But, it worked, even the next day when they had training. Until (M/n) went blind as he overused his quirk.
Bakugou won against Hitoshi this time because he was able to hold his wrist as soon as the class gathered around. The tall boy was resisting his dragging, making him really angry. Bakugou just thought that (M/n) wanted to be with Hitoshi and not with him.
But then the ash-blond heard the [brunette, raven, blonde, etc]'s words and immediately released him, causing (M/n) to fall.
When he heard the soft, "I can't see..." his body trembled with worry. He knelt in from of him and lifted his head by his chin, staring at the completely white eyes of the boy, his pupils and irises were pretty much gone, they were hard to see unless you were up close.
Hitoshi saw them from afar and kinda knew what happened when Bakugou helped his friend up and took him with Aizawa and the Pussycats. While the rest of 1-A and 1-B cooked their dinner, Bakugou and Hitoshi every now and then went to check up on him and asked him how he was.
Despite what he previously wanted to do, (M/n) was happy that both of his crushes were concerned about him, and he thought, 'Fuck it.'
I like both of them... but it's not like they like me back either way, so I shouldn't keep ignoring them... not like it was really working, anyway.
The next day went by the same way, but he trained with Bakugou and Hitoshi that day, not at the same time though, and he managed to turn off more electronics without going blind again.
And right after dinner, he was paired with Jiro for the bravery test.
Of course, Bakugou and Hitoshi tried to make the poor girl change teams with them, but then they argued with one another, only making Jiro and (M/n) sweatdrop.
They walked into the woods as the test started, and talked for a bit, some times Jiro clung onto him from a jumpscare, getting (M/n) to hug her by her shoulders in a protective way and they soon fell into a comfortable silence. That was until Jiro talked again.
"(L/n), have you realized that..." she stopped her words suddenly, making the boy turn to look at her with curiosity, "That... Bakugou and Shinso... seem to like you?"
(M/n)'s brain stopped working for a couple of minutes, processing what the small girl just told him. Then, his face began to burn, heat rising from his neck.
"T-th-that's n-not t-t-true, Ji-Jiro-chan... why w-would they l-like me?" He waved his arms around, probably looking very much like Izuku when he was nervous, and that caused Jiro to laugh.
"It's just that... they seem to be like, kinda fighting over you, y'know?"
No, I don't know, Jiro-chan...
But he couldn't really reply to that because a buzzing-like sound filled their ears, making him look over his shoulder.
"What it's that?" Jiro turned too and made a confused noise, she let go of his arm and walked to the pink cloud of gas, "Jiro, I don't think you should-."
He couldn't finish his sentence, because Jiro's body began to fall straight down. Thanks to his quick reflexes he caught her and avoided her getting any other kind of injury or wound.
The gas was closing in on him and he just picked Jiro up in his arms and began running ahead, away from the poisonous pink gas.
He encountered Bakugou and Todoroki. As soon as the blond saw him as they turned around due to the noise of rapid footsteps, he sprinted to (M/n) and hugged him. The three of them -because he was still carrying Jiro-, ended up kneeling on the ground, while Katsuki hid his face on (M/n)'s neck and hugged him tight without uttering a word.
Todoroki just looked away and around, far ahead seeing somebody kneeling on the ground.
"There's... someone there," Todoroki whispered, trying to avoid getting that person's attention, and Katsuki looked over his shoulder, (M/n) straightened his upper body and observed over spiky-blond hair.
"Who went before us...?" Katsuki asked while standing up slowly and helping the taller male up as well.
"Tokoyami and Shoji."
The figure began turning and standing up, mumbling words over and over.
"Everyone from class A and B! In the name of the pro-hero, Eraser Head, you're allowed to combat! I repeat! Everyone from class A and B! In the name of the pro-hero, Eraser Head, you're allowed to combat!" Mandalay's message echoed inside their heads, making their bodies tense, "We've discovered two of the villains' targets! Two students: Kacchan and (M/n)! Kacchan and (M/n) have to avoid combat and act independently! Got it, Kacchan, (M/n)?!"
Hitoshi panicked as the message ended, and he turned around about to go into the woods to look for (M/n), but a navy-blue-haired boy with glasses didn't allow him.
He would've used his quirk to make him shut up if it wasn't because Vlad King was also there, and he wasn't allowing anyone to go outside.
Hitoshi was feeling really frustrated, his quirk could brainwash anyone, and he could make the villains surrender in an instant, but the pro-heroes wouldn't allow him outside because the students were their targets.
As far as he knew, he could also be a target for the villains. Any student could be. That's why the teachers weren't allowing them to go out there and fight, they were safe with the teachers.
Back with (M/n), he was running towards the direction of where three figures were flying in the air, following one way ahead.
If his classmates were after a villain, then... They probably caught Katsuki.
And (M/n) wasn't going to stand by to see how his crush got kidnapped by meaningless lowlifes.
But, even with his speed and reflexes... he couldn't get to Katsuki, who was being held by a black-haired and scarred villain.
The look in Bakugou's eyes was going to hunt him for a while, whilst his scared voice echoed inside his head over and over, like a broken disc.
"(M/n)... help me."
"I'll save you, Katsuki..."
//////
After Izuku woke up, the basic plan was said out loud by Kirishima and Todoroki. They were going to get Bakugou back.
Everyone left the room, everyone except (M/n), who looked at Izuku with tears filling his eyes, but he blinked them away, smiling at the freckled boy.
"I'm gonna save Bakugou, Izuku."
Hitoshi heard him, and his jaw clenched.
Why was that damn loud, aggressive and proud asshole so fucking important-?!
Wait... don't tell me... he already decided who he likes more... no, no, no... why, why him...
But he didn't let his thoughts get the best of him and silently waited outside for (M/n).
He waited for almost two hours until Izuku's doctor came in and told (M/n) to get out. He closed the door behind him and walked to the seats by the door, only to see Hitoshi already there.
It was silent for a moment, until the tall boy attempted a smile in Hitoshi's direction, "Hey."
He just nodded once as a greet back, and (M/n) sat beside him.
"You can't," Hitoshi said after ten minutes of complete silence. (M/n) just glanced at him with confusion.
"What do you-?"
"You can't go and risk yourself to save that... that..." he bit his tongue, without wanting to sound like more of a douche in front of (M/n), "I won't let you go there."
(M/n) couldn't comprehend why Hitoshi was telling him this, but his blood boiled when his thoughts cleared up.
"Who-... Who do you think you are, Hitoshi?!" He exclaimed, getting up and looming over the purple-haired boy, "Katsuki is my friend, and I'm not going to just sit and watch!"
Hitoshi felt a stinging pain in his chest when he heard (M/n) calling Bakugou by his first name.
"You don't need to save him! The heroes are looking for him! Be reasonable, (M/n), you can't go!" The (h/c) haired male clenched his fist and he drew his dominant hand back.
A loud thud was heard when his knuckles collided with the wall above Shinso's head, cracking the wall. (M/n) looked down at him while Hitoshi backed himself into the chair, staring up at his taller friend looming over him.
"I was extremely close to saving him back in the camp... and I couldn't do it because I was weak..." he lowered his bloodied hand and let it hang by his side, the blood slowly dripping down his fingers and onto the white-tiled floor. "Now, I can reach him... and I'm not going to let you stop me, Hitoshi..."
And like that, he walked away to stop by the reception desk, showing his bloody hand to the nurse behind the marble desk.
The woman immediately got out a first aid kit when she saw the boy's hand, quickly and carefully disinfected it and wrapped it with a bandage. (M/n) thanked her and walked out of the hospital.
Like five minutes later, Hitoshi walked out too, but he was totally and completely ignored by (M/n) who was looking up at the darkening sky, and he walked away, walking to the nearby hotel both classes were temporarily staying in.
//////
That night, (M/n) was true to his words and reached his hand out for Katsuki to grab.
The relief filling his entire body made tears blur his sight, but he could still see the smile Katsuki was showing at him, smiling back brightly.
(Katsuki's Ending)
(M/n) hugged the boy as soon as he wrapped the newly open skin of his knuckles. His strong arms wrapped the blond's slim waist and pulled Katsuki's body closer to him as he hid his face in the shorter male's neck
"I've... missed you, so much Katsuki." A sob left his shaky lips, and he bit down on the bottom one, holding in the urge to fully cry on Katsuki.
The blond was tense for an instant as he felt (M/n)'s tears rolling down his neck and wetting his t-shirt. He stayed still, unsure of what to do until he finally lifted his arms and hugged the crying boy, caressing his back up and down, calming him down.
"It's okay now (M/n)... I'm fine, alright?" His voice was soft and sweet, making the tall boy hug him tighter.
Izuku glanced back when he didn't see both males following them, but immediately looked away when he saw them hugging so carefully and lovingly.
"Katsuki..." (M/n) whispered, softly inhaling the sweet scent on the shortest boy's body.
"Yes?" He whispered low, one of his hands going up to stroke (M/n)'s hair.
"I love you."
Katsuki's breath hitched, his hands stopping their movements, unknowingly making (M/n) tense and panic. The tall boy was about to back away from the hug, but Katsuki held the collar of his black t-shirt and pulled him down to his height.
"About time, you idiot."
(M/n)'s eyes were wide open as he stared at Katsuki's face as they kissed. But his (e/c) eyes were covered by his eyelids when two warm palms cupped his cheeks and pulled him closer to deepen their kiss.
Their lips separated for a few seconds to catch their breaths, and Katsuki showed (M/n) a big, bright and unusual smile.
"I love you too."
(Hitoshi's Ending)
Back in their homes, (M/n) took out his phone and texted Hitoshi.
;Can we meet up? I wanna talk to you.
Hitoshi read the message and hesitated. But he was ready.
If (M/n) was going to reject him, he wouldn't break down and hold a grudge against him.
Shi-chan;
Sure.
When?
;How about now?
But is ten at night...?
;I don't care.
;I want to see you, Shi-chan.
That last message made his heart beat fast, his face heated up and his hands trembled with nervousness, but he took a deep breath in to calm himself down and replied.
Okay. Where?
;In the park in front of your house.
;I'm already here.
Never, in his entire life, has Hitoshi dressed up to go outside as quickly as he did that night.
When his mother asked him where he was going so late at night, he explained it to her. She allowed him to go but said he shouldn't take too long.
Hitoshi looked at both sides of the street before jogging across and walking into the park.
It didn't take him long to spot his best friend, seeing as (M/n) was sitting underneath a lamppost by the water fountain. He jogged towards him, the sound of his steps catching the sitting boy's attention.
"Hey," Hitoshi smiled slightly and awkwardly sat beside him, the chill summer air refreshing on their bodies. "Um, I... I'm sorry, for... yelling at you." (M/n)'s voice faltered a bit, and Hitoshi only shook his head.
"You don't have to apologize... I should've known." (E/c) eyes stared at him with curiosity.
"Known what?"
Hitoshi couldn't look at him, so he looked up into the night sky.
"That you like Bakugou."
(M/n) choked with his saliva and coughed for a couple of minutes, worrying Hitoshi, who patted his back repeatedly.
"I-... I don't like Bakugou, Shi-chan," he chuckled as his coughing stopped, and now Hitoshi was the one to observe him, confused.
"Then-?"
"I like you, Hitoshi." (M/n) bluntly said, and Hitoshi blushed when his brain processed the words. He covered his face with his hands and mumbled something. "What?" He got closer to the purple-haired boy, who mumbled again, slightly louder, but still not clearly enough, "Hitoshi, I don't understand-."
"I like you too!"
(M/n) stared at Hitoshi surprised. His friend had placed his hands down and was gripping his pants tightly, with his face completely red, making him smile at his cute reaction.
His dominant hand reached out to hold Hitoshi's chin and turn him to make visual contact. But poor Hitoshi couldn't handle their closeness, so he closed his eyes. (M/n) chuckled and closed in, pressing his lips on Hitoshi's.
With eyes closed tightly, Hitoshi tried his best to move his lips against (M/n), but he was too tense and nervous to do it properly, so he pulled back slightly embarrassed at how bad he was at kissing.
"I'm so bad at this, sorry..." He mumbled while looking away, and (M/n) couldn't hold back his smirk, keeping his hold on Hitoshi's chin and making him face his way again.
"Well..." He started with a lower voice than usual, enjoying how he felt Hitoshi tremble under his hold, "We just have to keep practicing, don't we?"
#paralyze fic#bakugou katsuki fanfic#bakugou x male#bakugou x male reader#male reader#reader insert#x reader
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3, 6, 13, 34, & 35!! ( gibs u both salty AND sweet :D )
( in which i was supposed to be salty @ roleplayers but instead i just yell at tumblr staff incoherently / accepting ! )
3. what’s your favorite thing about your mutuals ?
aah, there's so many things i could say !! first of all, they're all very inspiring. whenever i see you guys on my dash, killin' it with your writing and ideas, it inspires me to be more creative. and active. i don't check my dash that often because i try to minimize my distractions during the day; but i bet if i checked it more, the inspiration would make me more active JASJAJJ. another thing i love to see is how the mutuals i have are all very supportive of each other !! liking posts, commenting, and being very warm and welcoming to each other. ; u ; i'm picky about who i follow, so i only follow the best. ;)) wink wonk
6. what’s one thing the rpc has to realize ?
most of us are over-thinkers. that thing that you are assuming about that other rp'er ( e.g. they must not like me because they didn't respond to my ask; OR they don't want to write with me because if they had they would have reached out; OR they probably think they're 2 cool for me because i don't use fancy aesthetics . . . all the thoughts we have like THAT ) are most likely not true. most things have simple explanations, and are not that deep. our anxious brains just like to overcomplicate things. : D I know that for me, if I did not want to write with someone, or if I did not like them . . . I would just unfollow them or not follow them in the first place !! it's dat simple asjjaja. so if you're mutuals, try not to worry so much about little things and overanalyze them !! if you come here & focus on having fun and exercising your creativity, and focus on that, and your friends, instead of rejections ( real or perceived ) and worrying over what you can't do and can't control . . . you will have a WAY better time! : )
13. what’s underrated in the rpc ?
touching grass.
jk jk but actually only half jk. but all of the partners i have rn are people with lives outside of rp and other hobbies and stuff to do, and yes, that means we tend to be slower with our replies & all, but . .. it's so much better, ngl. it sounds stupid but fr, having a life is IMPORTANT, okay; people are less likely to get over-sensitive abt rp stuff, less likely to become overly invested to the point that replying to your threads becomes an obligation / burden instead of good fun, and it also helps lessen the over-thinking mentioned above...
when it comes to what the rpc writes tho ? hMMmm...
i think continuity and single-verse stuff is kind of underrated !! like, having verses ( or even entire characters/blogs ) where everything is under ONE single timeline. so if you have a thread with Bob and in that thread, Bob chops off your characters' arm, from then on, your character has ONE ARM. periODT !! unless they get a cybernetic arm or magically regrow it, etc. . .
this comes with it's own set of challenges & is PRETTY FREAKING hard to do in rp, but I think it is REALLY fun & rewarding when it works !!! i love all the twists and turns and the spontaneity of it.
and if too much happens, there's no reason you can't just... reset back to the beginning!
34. what’s the best part about being in the rpc on tumblr ?
ooh for me, the best thing has been meeting a community of like-minded, similar writers : D bc yes, I’ve met plenty of other writers irl and online places besides tumblr, but… they don’t GET ME like my tumblr mutuals do ajdjsj. I rly thought I was a crazed weirdo because of how passionate I was about my characters, and how I can think about them all day & relate every little thing back to them … until I joined tumblr :’) tumblr turns a solitary, isolate hobby into something community-based, where we all collaborate and expand each other's universes, and i just genuinely think that's a really cool writer-y thing. very niche, very hard to explain to people outside our community ... but i think it's rly fun n uNIQUE. and I think I would have gone crazy if I didn’t have tumblr to scream to about character things svfdd
35. what’s the biggest problem in the rpc ?
that's a good question ... there's a lot of flaws in the rpc, but there's a lot of good things, too. there are a lot of problems that could use improving, but i don't know how to rank one as the 'WORST'. i do think that what i talked about in #6 is a possible contender for the biggest problem, because if we're all avoiding each other and too scared to talk to each other, that kills rp. but it's hard to change that and i feel like the rpc has talked about it enough. 🤷 i don't really have anything else to add or any other solutions. meh. i don't care that much either. i don't think the rpc will ever really die, so it's whatever asjjaj. ( correction: it may die on TUMBLR, but there's plenty of other places to rp if it does. roleplayers are like cockroaches; WE NEVER DIE. )
so instead, i'm going to say: THIS SHITTY ASS BETA EDITOR. I HATE THIS THING. WHAT THE FUCK. the biggest problem in the tumblr rpc is definitely that tumblr staff tries to 'fix' things that were never broken. they hate us and want us all to suffer. we are in hell, being punished for the crime of being tumblristas. i'm not one of those people who hate anytime a website has a minor ui change or whatever-- i didn't care about twitter adding 50 buttons. i'm not opposed to change if it's for innovation or a new feature or look or whatever, even if i don't personally want that feature........ but tumblr doesn't even fix anything: they replace what was there with something of inferior quality every time. how the fuck do you run a website worse than elon musk. not even muskrat has ruined the basic functionality of a text editor, tumblr....... honestly mind-boggling. > : [
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Hello!
Hello people! I’m Abyssal Eel! I’m a new person on Tumblr and a fellow young artist! I will post some of my artwork here for content that some may enjoy! Here are some things about me
Name: Abyssal Eel (Eel or Abyss)
Gender: Non-binary
Pronouns: She/They
Sexuality: Pan
Fandoms I’m into:
Creepypasta (I love the backstories!)
Welcome home (Newest one)
Cookie Run (The game itself is amazing!)
MFN (My Friendly Neighborhood)
DHMIS (Don’t hug me im scared)
Amphibia (I’m sad it ended ;n;)
The Owl House (I’m also sad it ended too😭)
Saw (I can’t wait for Saw X!!)
Eddsworld (RIP Edd Gould still 🕊️hardly pay attention to it but I still like it)
The Walten Files (I really love analog horror and the series is fantastic!)
Mandela Catalogue (Also a big fan of this series!)
Steven Universe (Yellow Diamond and Garnet are my two faves :3 but I like all of the characters)
FNAF (I am so pumped up for the FNAF movie!! 🐻🐰🐤🦊)
(Will add more if I can remember them since my memory is bad ;n;)
What I draw:
Ocs
Fanart of characters
(Please don’t ask me to draw anything weird. I’m a minor -n-)
What I like:
Drawing
Music (Mostly Melanie Martinez)
Making Comics
Math (Surprising good)
Rollerblading (It’s fun!)
Flowers (Roses are my favorite)
Relaxing views (I love seeing an ocean view at a hotel :3)
Drama (I like listening to Drama, not being a part of it)
Halloween (Love the spooky season!)
Christmas (It gives me fuzzies when I see the beautiful decorations)
Analog Horror/ Horror Movies (I’m a horror fan!)
Spaghetti (Its a favorite food of mine!)
What I don’t like:
Arguing (It hurts my ears and kills the mood)
Weirdos (Any type is disgusting to me. I hate them 😒)
Bots/Scammers (They are so freaking annoying)
Homophobic/Transphobic people (I only hate those type of people that won’t keep their freaking mouths shut. No one needs to hear their mean opinions)
Movie/Show spoilers/leaks (I don’t want to be spoiled on something I’ve been waiting to see! I hate people leaking an entire movie scene/ whole episode! It gets on my nerves and drives me insane! I wanna be surprised! And now that surprise is ruined)
Bullies (If you don’t have something nice to say, don’t say it at all -_-)
Toxic communities/people (We just can’t have nice things with these type!)
That’s it about me! Might add more! Have a great day everyone ❤️
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I wish people would stop equating autistic = weird, or that autistic = quirky, or that autistic = lack of empathy*
*yes empathy is a thing some autistic people don't experience but when people say we lack it they often use the word empathy (i feel what you feel) when they really mean sympathy (i don't feel what you feel but I see that you are distressed and wish to provide compassion) because clearly autistics are unfeeling freaks who don't have any human decency toward other living beings/are psy*paths/[other ableist rhetoric against the mentally ill here]
We arent freaks. If im "weird" its of my own violation and just because i am, not because we're autistic. But no no it's cool and funnie to call a character autistic when haha look at that weirdo they're such a dumbass in social situations lol autistic baby uwu look how autistic they are! (as if the more to less autistic isnt a thing the austistic community has been trying to get society to unlearn layer by layer over the past decadE or anything) and as if autism has a look ™️ and clearly if your autistic it means your socially inept always
Its one thing to relate to a character and have situations like that resonate with you and another to just sound condescending as fuck towards them and bring up autism or other neurodivergence just to appear woke
#salt cw#anyway im tired and this is about a different fandom but also i see this shit in every fandom and im just tiRed#q#not ygo
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queer coded eddie munson (analysis)
tired of people getting upset when people say Eddie's gay, so here's a shitty analysis of the queer coding of Eddie Munson.
okay, first off, hanky code. hanky code is still a thing today, but it was much more common through the 70s and 80s. essentially, hanky code is flagging used within the queer community as an indicator of sexual interest, kinks, and the like through colors of handkerchiefs and which of your pockets you wear them in. throughout season 4, Eddie wears a black hanky in his back left pocket, which would indicate a dominant role in S&M. people are pretty quick to brush this off, but he consistently wears the same color in the same pocket, so I'm inclined to see that as more than a coincidence. if it was, in fact, hanky code, it would mean Eddie's queer and a freak of different sorts. take that as you will.
Eddie and nonconformity. I mean, obviously the whole metal scene is pretty nonconformist, but Eddie has a band of metalheads, and nobody is as passionate about going against the norm as he is. Eddie's also bullied and harassed more than anyone else in his group of 'freaks'; the most alienated of the weirdos. if this sounds familiar, it definitely should, as it's the same thing that happened to Will, a canonically gay character. it's unfortunately common treatment of queer people, and I know both Eddie and Will's experience in the series resonated with a lot of queer people. while both Eddie and Will had friends who were also socially outcast, they became the easiest targets because they were so clearly different. Will shrinks into himself in response to the harassment, but Eddie embraces it like no other. "it's forced conformity. that's what's kiLLING THE KIDS! that's the real monster." he's talking about the satanic panic of the eighties, and while he was in a group of dnd nerd metalheads, he was demonized with satanic panic theories far more than anyone else. which, presumably, means there's another factor, very likely Eddie being gay.
Eddie, nonconformity, and Wayne. you could say this is just a headcanon but it's a little psychoanalytic thing so I put here. basically, the reason Eddie responded to alienation the way he did rather than the way Will did was probably from explicit acceptance. this is not Joyce slander, I would never. the Byers didn't really talk about Will being gay (until the Byers brothers heart to heart in Surfer Boy), and Will is still scared of rejection (he literally tells Mike he is). with the way Eddie talks about the messy family we know next to nothing about, and the fact that Eddie lives with Wayne, I don't think it's a jump to say that Eddie's parents were homophobic, leading Wayne to take him in. (I like to think of Wayne as an elder gay but that doesn't have a psychoanalytic basis) with the way Wayne talks about Eddie, it's clear he's aware of Eddie's rejection, upset by it, and supportive of Eddie. I'd say it's not implausible that Eddie got the explicit acceptance that Will didn't, making him more disdainful of conformity in all its toxic glory.
Eddie and Steve. I'm not going to make this a 'steddie is canon' post, I'm mentioning purely canonical events and their implications to Eddie being queer. there are, unfortunately, no canonically beyond platonic scenes, but the way that Eddie talks to Steve is pretty fruity when put in context. the eighties were not like today. straight guy friends flirting (jokingly) was not a thing that happened. [fig. a: Jason's response to Erica snarking about him and Lucas.] you couldn't platonically flirt with guy friends; that was pretty strictly interpreted as gay. Eddie gets up in Steve's face to smirk at him, and 'don'tcha, big boy?' was like, undeniably flirtatious. Steddie aside, regardless of who he flirted with, straight guys in the eighties didn't flirt with guys.
I dunno, man, pretty gay.
#gay eddie munson#gay#queer coding#queer eddie munson#eddie munson#st analysis#queer analysis#gay gay homosexual gay#st4#i love the homophobic dog#flop post#sobbing i spent a long time writing this shit what a loser
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wait actually i want to talk about pronoun circle scenes in tv shows
bc like personally i have weird feelings abt pronoun circles but i also know a lot of people who find them incredibly good and useful
anyway i understand that they do this to appeal to straight audiences and a lot of queer tv shows or movies or whatever (that ive seen, im definitely forgetting things) are about a normal person who has only recently discovered the lgbt+ community and so theyre still normal and like every other straight person and have only ever known straight people but they venture into their first queer space and discover gasp a pronoun circle!!!!
and everyone in it is using neopronouns (with the subtext that this is freak behavior) and stating their sexuality (and sometimes also their ethnicity) and theyre always saying long words that our dear sweet normal protagonist has never heard before like genderfluid or trisexual and theyll go into the specificities of how these things affect them personally and youre kind of supposed to believe that theyre weirdo freaks (in a bad way)
and maybe theres one person who uses she/her pronouns and is a lesbian or he/him pronouns and hes gay and thats the other normal person who the protagonist is able to be friends
and like once id love for someone to pull aside the new person and be like hey we support you, of course, but you have to also support us, we are the same community, please learn more of our history
and like i havent been in a pronoun circle outside of like class in a few years but my experience with pronoun circles has not at all been what the tv shows are putting forth
my experience has been being the last person to say your pronouns, and everyone else has used she/her or he/him and you realise that this isnt a safe place to use your real pronouns so you misgender yourself
or being the only person to use they/them at the start of the circle and then realising that youve set yourself up to not only be misgendered for the rest of the semester but also that you have shouted from the rooftop that youre a weirdo freak and that noone will see you as a person anymore
anyway im aware that its a big deal that they're even being used at all in media but like idk its still a bit upsetting when the only times your gender is being represented is in a montage to show why youre a freak destroying the integrity of the actual normal members of the lgbt+ community
TLDR pronoun circles in tv shows that are used as a means to point out how unnatural non binary people are, are completely inaccurate to my experience as an actual non binary person
#im aware that there are other worse things out there#especially at the moment with the queer community#its just something that annoys me is all#especially bc like i use he/they those are my actual preffered pronouns#but i also am not particularly out in real life#so i use they/them and im STILL getting misgenderex#as someone who has been out since they were quite young as well i know that im in a different position to other people#who realised later on#anyway long read i know but i have feelings abt this actually
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I feel like weirdo conservatives who have podcasts and YouTube channels are just so. Like I can't really think of the word for it bit EVERY time they get something they want there's 6 million immediate videos that are like "LIBERALS RIOT AND WHINE AND CRY AND SCREAM BC REPUBLICANS GOT EXTRA HOUR IN THE BALLPIT #LIBS'R'BABIES" or whatever and the thumbnail is a guy with a beard and a ball cap hat with huge headphones laughing with one of those 2012 blue hair yelling feminist girl pictures with the triggered meme on it. And like, hey I don't mean to be presumptive. I KNOW pathetic ass liberals definitely make the dumbest takes on earth about completely worthless shit all the time. But then you see the video and the guy is like "LEFISTS are LOSING their MINDS tonight. They are IMPLODING. they are FREAKING OUT. They are SO LE TRIGGERED and we, the cool Republicans, are having a great time". And their source is like 2 tiktoks of someone in their early 20s that got 3 likes and a tweet from a senator that isn't even a leftist being kind of miffed about it. Zero other sources for how much of a stink people are really kicking, zero acknowledgement about *why* someone might be annoyed or upset other than "hehe they're just wimps :^)". And I GET that that's the point. But it's just so................... pathetic??? It's pathetic and total nonsense. It has the same journalistic merit as if a teen skatepark full of stuff people actually liked had the newly elected mayor come in and see the brightly colored graffiti and cool pipes and kids having fun, and deciding "ew we have to Fix this" and despite almost the full population of the city saying "hey, no, that's where our kids have fun? Chill the fuck out it's not that serious" they like, went ahead and got rid of the park and turned it into an astroturf "park" with one non flowering tree and then all the people in favor of it were like "LOCAL KIDS are throwing MASSIVE TANTRUMS like STUPID IDIOT BABIES because their DRUG DEN AMBULANCE PIT got PAVED INTO SOMETHING USEFUL FOR EVERYONE. they are SHITTING about it and THREATENING THE COMMUNITY" and then if you go talk to a SINGLE actual teen who is just kicking rocks on the street and a little upset all they have to say is "yeah. It's really disappointing. We weren't really doing anything wrong and we just lost a space where we could hang out without getting a loitering ticket :/ so now my friends and I don't really go outside anymore". And every radio station is convincing the community adults that the kids are actively rioting in the streets and rebelling about it. It's like... shockingly obvious when you can see someone has literally zero ability to actually stop and speak to a real person affected by their choices, and lack the ability to see people who are experiencing negative emotions as worthwhile because it's just some sign of weakness to them. This is a ramble and not very well put together, it's just something that comes to mind every time I see it. It's weird being able to look at a guy completely and utterly unable to be nice to someone who's having kind of a rough day
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Hey, El. Can we know more about breggy? Like a headcannon or something.
And btw I have been meaning to say that-
Your monster oc eldritch is pretty interesting, I saw your art randomly in my newsfeed and decided to gave a follow.
Read the ao3 fanfiction You wrote. Discovered an amazing game, and totally fell in love with your art. :)
Howdy, thanks for stopping by! I'm so happy you decided to stick around, I'm genuinely having a lot of fun actively putting out content like this. Furthermore, I've never really been all that confident in my own art skills, so it warms my heart a lot to hear that.
As for Breggy, I'm working on a slightly more detailed post containing the basics of his character, but I'll gladly give you a small rundown here!
(By the way, I'm still on the fence about making a bonus chapter for Wallflower, it's sitting in my drafts all sad. However, if anyone wants to discuss or even request smaller scenarios, I'd totally be down for it.)
For starters, "Bregory" is part of a type of monster who is commonly known to have a couple of interesting features, such as mild shape shifting of body features and some vocal mimicry. This type of monster is often (and a bit rudely) referred to as "spreaders", since they share a strange ability to somehow achieve successful conception outside their species (meaning other monster types with decreasing populations or fertility issues may strike deals with these monsters to fix their situation);
Now, one thing to take into account here is that, monsters and humanity generally do not mingle much in this little universe I've had for a couple of years. This means that some species are more socialized the human way and others behave vastly like your run of the mill cryptid. Spreaders don't commune with humanity for the most part, because they are very in tune with the hormonal activity of the human body, and it is hard for a somewhat hypersexual species to remain unfazed in the presence of an aroused/ovulating human (it just wouldn't be pretty);
Breg is, to put it simply, a bit of a weirdo. For some reason or another, this guy developed a fascination with humans and human society as a whole. He deviates against 99% of his species by actively seeking contact with us as much as possible. Specifically, Breg really likes the stereotypical depiction of domestic dynamics where one element is the bread winner and another is the caretaker (gender roles are irrelevant to him regarding this, in fact, he would prefer to be the household keeper). That being said, even if he thinks humans are adorable, he knows very little of how to behave properly around one, hence his constant uneasy grin and almost sweaty appearance. He's driven off a couple of people with his touchy, invasive mannerisms. This is where Fasma (the little dude with the top hat) pops in, as part of a service for less informed monsters to learn to commune with humans. Unfortunately, Breg is shit out of luck, because all the old coot wants to do is get wasted on human liquor and give him vague advice which Breg often misinterprets. He will act as a wing-man when Breg requests help on how to court you;
I can go into more detail about this later, but Breg meets you in a very strange manner. You had gone out late at night to throw the trash away in your ratty pajamas and Breg was hiding in the shadows of the alley where the closest dumpster is, trying to read a random magazine he caught. He noticed an old newspaper in your other hand and asked to have it. Now, it was dark and you couldn't see anything aside from an eerily long clawed hand poking through the dark. You were too exhausted for your brain to process anything, so you just handed it to him with a mumble and trudged back inside. To you, it's a trivial interaction that bares absolutely no meaning. To Breg, it's the start of an ugly obsession. Because, little do you know, you were the first human not to freak out in his presence. He's immediately fond of you and easily stalks you around, which is easy to do when one can alter the color of their skin. It takes a looong while before he gets the nerve to actually approach you, and until he does that, Breg will do a lot of gross little things like inviting himself into your home, stealing things (you'd expect underwear, but he's more likely to take something that reminds him of you, like a bracelet), hovering around you while you sleep, the body pillow...;
When you do meet him, Breg is going to immediately come off as creepy and set off a lot of flags, but he's pathetic enough that you're also weirdly charmed. You'll want to keep him at arm's length for the most part. Breg is doing his best to be civil and proper with you, but he struggles... Curiously, he's very insecure about his lack of visible ocular organs and will die inside if you call him freaky;
Since you didn't really ask for the more NSFW side of things, I'm just going to drop a little something something here. Breg's species has two members and it was very jarring for him when he found out human males only have one- What do you mean there's only one??? Are you okay?? Did you remove one? If given the chance, he absolutely will brag about it.
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