Happy new fucking year of depression and suicidal thoughts
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thinking of how they older i get the depression is way different than when it started. knowing it’s much worse now even tho it was wayyy more emotional straining before. i used to see a little future ahead but now i just don’t see myself no where. i just want to rot in bed and die. at a point when i rlly don’t gaf.
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Just... How do you stop loving someone, even if they physically attated you many times? Just, how?
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i need to bite his cute nose and play w his hair horns hes like such a doll so pretty so beautiful i wanttodie what a boyyyy yyy
WAHT A BOYYYYYEHYGY 😭😭🙌🙌🙌
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i woke up today, as they tell me i have to do, you know?
i want to die
i sat up and i watched the sun light settle across my veins. oh, does my blood run thin.
i want to die
i got out of bed and threw myself into the open arms of wednesday- or, dear, is it thursday?
i want to die
i embraced the heat of the shower-head, let the water pour over me. envelope me. and i washed clean the feelings of yesterday. to begin a new. to feel something new today
but still, i want to die
i kiss the mirror and call myself king- nothing new about the daily ordainment, but somehow it feels wrong i still make sure i commit the habit to memory, for tomorrow
i want to die
i pull on pants a size to big. when did i get this small? well now i dont know what to do, im so used to being big!
i want to die
i look over the terrace at the concrete below and i want to die i imagine jumping i watch some ants putter in perfect lines and
iwanttodie
Sorry, what was I saying? right. next i go inside and i want to die i carry my aching body over to the coffee pot and i want to die
i want to die
i… put the pot back down. my head is fuzzy. the world, to bright. i slowly lay back down…
i want to die. i want to die. i wanttodie. i wa ny to die i want to dieiwsnt to die ivwant die ivwant ro die i want
and my eyelids feel so heavy… but why? im so tired… i lay my head down and forget about the coffee. forget to crown the king. and as i drift to sleep, i think
“wouldnt it be better if i just never woke up again at all?
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Being a female writer/student in Argentina right now be like:
ihatemylife&wanttodie or
pleasesomeonetakemetoanotherco-untry
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feel very #wanttodie this fine Saturday 2.08am
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Asking for someone who works at books a million to take one for the team and leak the Azriel pov or at least tell us about it before I lose my damn mind
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Do you wanna stick around and see me drown?
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“You do it to yourself, you do and that's what really hurts is that you do it to yourself, just you you and no one else”
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christmas wish
this christmas I wish to be freed of my financial depts or fall dead to the ground...
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