Tumgik
#wait... THAT IS REASON TO PANIC
akanemnon · 1 month
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
So many questions... so little answers
FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT
MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)
4K notes · View notes
Photo
Tumblr media
I’M NOT DEAD. SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING FOR SO LONG  SHIT HAS BEEN REAL STRESSFUL FOR LIL OLD ME
HERE YOU HAVE A RALSEI THAT IS NOT AT ALL SUS AS AN APOLOGY
ALSO BONUS UNRELATED DRAWING BECAUSE YOU KNOW I LOVE THOSE:
Tumblr media
657 notes · View notes
Text
.
#chattin#nothing bad or spicy i just feel like peep peeping rn#📢🐀!#but there is talk of panic attacks and Bad Stims up ahead (not related to me dw) ->#i was thinking of autistic peppino bc i am planning out the vigilante comic in my head#and like the quick premise is that vigilante comes into the pizzeria and shoots a blank into the ceiling to get everyone to shut up#and quiet down so he can go ask for (demand really) to see peppino bc this fuckerhas a bounty FOR A REASON and hes here to find out why#bc u know; cowboy yeehaw shenanigans#only its like 5am and no one is there jdkdndjdndk he just saw the lights one and went BANGBANG#anyway peppino is in the back cowering bc someone came into his fucking shop and started shooting UNPROMPTED#and hes so fucking scared and unwilling to move and when he sees someone actually come through the back door he starts having a legitimate-#-panic attack and he starts doing the stimmy hands thing over his ducked head#and vigilante is like whoa whoa WHOA WHOA HOL UP WHATS HAPPENIN#like i dont think peppino has ‘happy stims’ he has ‘extremely self soothing’ stims#that include flapping but only if hes so unbelievably stressed that he cant think#or he has more violent ones like pulling at his hair and biting his hands#that on top of like a genuine panic attack where he cant breathe and he thinks his heart is stopping is 😵‍💫#vigilante is like christ almighty what the fucks got you so damned spooked?? like he doesnt even think of the blank he shot#he assumed someone came in before him or something#and hes like oh shit wait thats mE I DID THAT I SCARED HIM#i am still planning it out but yes. autistic peppino is on my mind 😊#in a more positive light hes very earnest; and good at his job bc cooking in an interest of his#and his responses in social situations are bizarre enough sometimes to wrap back around to endearing#also its an excuse to draw peppino looking very confused but happy and gustavo somewhere in the shot going-#‘the bad bitch i pulled in by being autistic’#swag#ALSO THE TAG IS BACK so i guess i can doodle again heehee
80 notes · View notes
brekitten · 2 months
Link
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Danny Phantom, Batman - All Media Types Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Cassandra Cain/Danny Fenton Characters: Danny Fenton, Cassandra Cain, Bruce Wayne, Jonathan Crane (DCU) Additional Tags: snowstorm, Protective Danny Fenton, Scarecrow's Fear Toxin (DCU), Hallucinations, danny would murder people for cass, Fentonic 2024 (Danny Phantom), Beta Read, One Shot Series: Part 14 of Cat Soulmates Fentonic 2024 Spoilers Summary:
Scarecrow has escaped Arkham Asylum. Black Bat and Phantom search for him.
Then Scarecrow fucks up.
OR
Scarecrow gasses Cass with Fear Toxin and Danny shows him exactly why that was a mistake.
Snow Storm | Dry
Day 14! Luckily I had most of this oneshot done before this morning, so I only had to finish it. Ignoring the fact that I started writing it a week ago. @catnek-writing-things beta'd this for me, so thank you!
Happy Valentine’s Day yall!
9 notes · View notes
8rujaa · 7 months
Text
to anyone dealing with ptsd, has there been anything that has helped relieve some of the symptoms?
#im emotionally stuck due to the constant reliving of what happened#i get these weirdly intense flashbacks where i can remember the how the fabric of the couch looked like up close#and how they felt. and how everything looked. the way the colored lights hit the room a certain way#i think i did myself a disservice by thinking i was soooo in love that i didn’t want to forget any details lmao#now i can remember everything like a photograph and sometimes i find myself back in my old apartment and the fear floods my chest#and i can’t breathe and my stomach starts turning it’s terrible. i really felt like i was in hell#i stopped smoking ouid 3 weeks ago bc whenever these flashbacks would happen the high would make them HD and it would send me into a loop#but now i think weed was the thing keeping me above water… it’s been a rough 3 weeks. but before i start smoking again#i wanted to ask if anyone found something else that made it a little easier#it’s been months since our break up and i really want to move on. i’ve tried to meet other people but i’m terrified of men#and i find myself unable to connect with anyone…#i’ve been physically better which i am so grateful for because being unhealthy was my biggest reason i was so depressed#i’ve been doing therapy but i talk about the same thing with her every week. i’m tired of it#i think i’m still in disbelief that they did that to me. i never thought they’d be capable of hurting someone so badly.#i can’t get over the fact that he r***** me for months while i was disabled and pretended not to know what he was doing was bad#i realized he knew when he tried to make it look like i was crazy. that made me really sad. i think i was hoping he was clueless so#i could still believe he was a good person… or at least the man i fell in love with. i was willing to forgive him once he apologized…#when he tried to make it seem like i was going insane the blindfold came off and i saw him for who he really was#like no wonder i was so scared of u dude… no wonder i kept having panic attacks anytime we were together and i couldn’t sleep next to u#i’ve been afraid to admit that shit broke me as a person. i don’t think i’ll ever be the same. i can’t function.#plus knowing i stayed for her bc i was worried for her and didn’t want her to experience the same thing without someone there bc i realized#how good he was at gaslighting and lying. only to find out she was waiting for an excuse to get rid of me… she wanted me gone…#i went thru all that for nothing…#and i still don’t understand why each time i tried to leave for my own good- to get medical help and support they begged me to stay!!! why#brain vomit
13 notes · View notes
teerayus · 1 year
Text
I think we deserve more flustered Win. As a treat.
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
131 notes · View notes
crj-200 · 3 months
Note
first off, congrats on your last shift. second, what's wrong with the enclosed bucket I have GOT to know
thanks!! and the bucket is a nightmare lmao. you get less control over the spray because of how the nozzle works, you can't see out the main window because it's full of tiny little cracks and hazy (so differentiating between "super stubborn ice buildup" and "worn off paint" is near impossible) and it jerks really bad when you turn the bucket in certain directions. it's miserable for deicing CRJs. i can't stand that thing
5 notes · View notes
squuote · 7 months
Text
pondering if I should return to twitter yet or not but maybe I’ll stay off one more day..
9 notes · View notes
horrorwebs · 7 months
Text
my professor was late to class today. frank <3
Tumblr media Tumblr media
7 notes · View notes
steakout-05 · 1 month
Text
eeuuaghh i would like everyone to know that i apologise if i have not responded to your reblogs/mentions/posts on tumblr, i have really terrible social anxiety and for some reason people talking to me makes my nervous system think i'm being hunted for sport by a resident evil boss. sorry if i havent responded i'm not being rude i'm just having a panic attack :P
additionally: social anxiety is actually the reason why a lot of my old posts from late 2022 had weird spacing and spelling mistakes. i was too anxious to type properly
#sorry this seems like a random thing to post but it has been bugging me for a little bit now and i want to post it#and by a little bit i mean the entire time i've been on this website#as for the reason i have social anxiety: i went to a really terrible high school full of dangerous people-#-who were literally like. the worst most bigoted people ever. not everyone there was bad of course but 90% of them were-#-and that stunted by social development by 5-6 years and now every time someone talks to me i feel like i'm about to get murdered#also primary school was. bad. the other kids could sniff out the autism in me and didn't like me for it#this post isn't directed towards anyone specifically but also it kinda is because there's a DM from someone-#-that i haven't responded to in literally 8 months and every time i think about it i get anxious#i'm sorry!!! i'm not trying to ignore you on purpose and i want to say something but my brain literally will not let me out of fear :(#i'm not used to getting talked to directly so every time i do my entire nervous system starts screaming and running in circles#it's kinda ridiculous because it's like. come on. why are you having a panic attack over a message on tumblr it's LITERALLY just words on-#-a screen what are you freaking out about. but also it's like hhhhh unfamiliar social situation scary. help.#unrelated to that but i am very worried about what people will think of me and like i know i really shouldn't worry about that-#-because i can't control what other people think of me and it really shouldn't be any of my or their business. but also-#-i have legitimate trauma that backs my fears up and every time someone is even slightly critical towards me my brain just goes-#-''see? it happened again i TOLD you it would happen again. idiot. you shouldn't have said anything''#and then i hide and cry and lay in bed thinking about how i'm going to die until i suddenly snap out of it and think-#-''wait hang on why should i care. i love being a weirdo on the internet why should i let my anxieties stop me''#and then it happens AGAIN and it's just a viscous cycle at that point#be silly on the internet -> detect slight criticism -> think everyone hates you again -> go back on your bullshit after 3 days of crying#and it makes sense because that exact same pattern happened to me countless times as a child.#be silly in school -> get made fun of for it -> get hated for it -> rinse and repeat until you think everyone is dangerous and they hate yo#if i could put it in a metaphor it would be like me being a little rabbit who thinks everyone is a scary wolf because of their big shadows-#-even though they're all also rabbits and i'm just paying attention to the scariest parts of them because i only know what wolves look like#trauma does fucked up things to your psyche lemmie tell you#social anxiety#anxiety disorder#i'm literally the ''too scared to order food'' stereotype except it's not a stereotype because it's real and every time i look at the 7/11-#-at my campus i go ''hm but what if they hate me for the food i buy there'' even though they're LITERALLY SELLING IT what is WRONG with me#anyway um. social anxiety sucks and i don't mean to not reply ro everyone who talks to me i am sorr y
2 notes · View notes
notajoinerofthings · 9 months
Text
reached the "i hate absolutely everything about this" stage of writing once again, so it's really time to wrap this up
5 notes · View notes
ofcowardiceandkings · 7 months
Text
im .. always gonna be salty about my brief spit of contact with the ADHD clinic i was referred to because it was comically bad but mostly strike 3 on my already piss-poor opinion of mental health services in my area when i didnt have the freedom or mental bandwidth to try again
4 notes · View notes
softer-ua · 1 year
Text
Uraraka: who saves hero’s? This is a role left unfilled, I will fill this void!!
Recovery Girl:
Tumblr media
No cause like seriously wtf is she talking about? Side kicks, hero partners, first responders, literally any career that branches off the support course, and anyone who has the common sense to not koala into someone in a crisis and has a vague helpful attitude fills that role
Yes I am still mad about her grabbing onto Deku during the blackwhip debacle, because there’s not a single emergency I can think of where grabbing and holding onto someone like that is ever helpful or even okay??
Not a single damn one, and by that time in their hero training she should know better, they all should, it’s one of the first things you learn in a safety course!
13 notes · View notes
lily-blue-blue-lily · 10 months
Text
mikey way played bass for fall out boy during saturday?? yeah, 15 year old me would have absolutely lost her fucking mind
5 notes · View notes
famewolf · 1 year
Text
in case my fellow mutuals didn't know, I've only ever played DA:I before all this. I loved the franchise but I struggled to get past DA:O due to how hard it was to play on console.
and then for years I just 'saved it for a rainy day', or whatever but I realized this last winter that I need to stop doing that and actually consume the stories, games, shows, candles, etc. that I've been holding onto and not playing/using/reading.
it's made me sooo excited to actually get to experience all of these things that I cared about, after holding them for so long
6 notes · View notes
parasolids · 11 months
Text
we have this weekly director level meeting at my job now and it sucks so bad because people in my role are expected to speak in it too and the chief program engineer on the whole vehicle calls in and like actually listens and talks, like the guy two seats away from me had to have a whole convo with him. i think he left the meeting by the time it was my turn to go but im so embarrassed bc in todays meeting my headset decided to malfunction at the exact moment it was my turn. so there was a good minute of everyone in the office telling me my mic wasnt working and then saying it WAS working but then i couldn't hear anything on the call, and then my boss just had me go into his office and speak thru his mic since he had the call on speaker, but i got so nervous i kind of just word vomited out everything i'd prepared and then there were a few moments of silence before the design engineer i work with on that part just kinda kept going. and i was complaining about it to another design engr i work with who was on the call and he laughed about it and ppl were teasing me about it which was embarrassing and im worried i made myself look like a fool. ah well at least i didnt get grilled by the chief engineer on the whole vehicle line lol
3 notes · View notes