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gurathin, thiago, indah...starting to get the sense that if murderbot didn't have any specific person playing the role of "someone i deep down respect who i'm convinced hates me" at any given time, presaux would have to assign someone, for enrichment purposes
#murderbot#the murderbot diaries#mb needs an anti-support human. like instead of a service dog it has a human that frowns at it sometimes#and it interprets these frowns as 'oh i guess this human just HATES ME. i guess we're ENEMIES. but WHATEVER I'M FINE WITH IT'#even though that's just what this human's face does when they're thinking really hard or something#like i'm rereading network effect and every time mb is cranky about thiago not liking it i'm like. babe you are reading way into it#he's skeptical. you love skepticism! he does not hate you he's just being cautious#in some ways quite similar to you really#'thiago doesn't trust me. how DARE HE' babe we have been here before#that's exactly what you said about gurathin!#i mean is he an asshole? yes. but so are you and so is your best mutual administrative assistant. you love assholery#i just think it's funny that 1) mb trusts no one until it knows them really well and 2) mb is SO OFFENDED when people who don't know it#super well don't trust it fully and implicitly right off the bat#my posts#f#well it's christmas and i don't have anywhere to be today because my family stuff is on monday this year. so i am very bored#you know what that means. deep dive into the drafts#also probably trying to find an ask meme to reblog#this draft is from july i think
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sixth day at my new school and i didn't sit alone at lunch today 🥳🥳
#woohoo!!#some girls invited me to sit with them so i did and chatted to them and this other guy#some of them are in my classes!! they were all very nice#honestly i was aiming to just try and fit in with the cishet boys and last week when i heard the rumour i was gay i was kinda freaked out#but i've scoped out the situation and it's not unsafe to be out (as bi. not anyone's business i'm trans)#so i realise it's better to just be open and have better chances of finding the right people than living in fear and squashing myself to--#--fit in with the wrong people. bc if i can't be fully myself around someone then why would i want to be good friends with them??#so yar i'll stick with other queer guys and supportive girls. gay guy/straight girl friendships are stereotypical but it's an ecosystem tha#works in a situation like high school tbh#ooo and i guess he was away today but the guy from a couple of my classes who i think is cute is in that group so added bonus#o and actually unrelated but at recess i went to this queer group thing i was invited to by a teacher last week#(recess is first and lunch is sceond)#i wasn't sure if i was going to go (mostly bc of my 'blend in' mindset) but i'm glad i did!! it was pretty nice#mostly just nice to get an idea of 'safe' people and teachers yaknow#'people and teachers' -- those aren't two mutually exclusive categories of being ajdsgjf but ykwim#and if i didn't go then i probably wouldn't have been in the better mindset for being just myself with everyone at lunch#so wahoo yippee :D#now i just needa keep talking to everyone and putting myself out there a bit more and i'll find the right people :)
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Maybe it’s time for Kara to try this gauntlet instead of Supergirl.
#L: kara are you even listening to me?#k: you are so hot#supercorp#supergirl#spgrl s06e15#*mp#L: yeah supergirl's okay I guess but kara is my hero and also my wife#also idk but I'm having vague ideas about the courage whatsit tying into the 513 reveal moments#and after this convo also 'kara danvers you're my hero'#and maybe after that like just some random quiet moment with lena#and she either isn't in control or she's pulled out before she can do anything#she's back in the tower and lena is right there being all concerned and supportive bc it didn't work again#but then it hits kara that it is trying to get her to tell lena#though not about supergirl but about how she feels#lena in this middle of this rant like we'll figure out this stupid thing if it thinks you aren't courageous it's broken#she kinda trails off seeing kara smiling at her and kara says#it's okay. I figured it out.#and she takes lena's hand and tells her what they both already know but haven't had the courage to actually say yet#they kiss with the sound of the courgae thing telling them it worked in the bg but they both ignore it#at least until alex finds them making out#and kara is like look we were doing the courage thing okay this is very important world saving kissing just listen
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Let’s put it all on the line, see who’s victorious (Patreon)
#Doodles#Just Desserts#Villainsona#IRL vent stuff in the tags be warned#I've mentioned offhand that Kaiein is inspired by various sources but overall mostly on one person#And I've been very low contact with that person for years now - but I'm going to meet with them in the near future#I'm nervous as you can imagine haha#But I'd like it infinitely more to have to change Kaiein than to have him reinforced so I'm trying to feel hopeful as well#Either way I'm prepared. Either I get to do some rewriting or I have a very well-worn established outlet#Haha - it's a bit funny actually since there's no one-to-one translation but there is a kind of asymmetrical equivalence going on here#I pretty much never include my family in my sonas' stories - which is double funny since I love being an older sibling so much lol#That aspect rarely makes it into my sonas! I guess I feel like it's not my place to make characters for my loved ones lol#But IRL they're my support system <3 I'm in good hands and I trust them to have my back with what I need to face#And Charm has her wings! The Staff! She has something to rely on that make her more capable and confident!#It's not The Same Thing but it's how it feels ♥ The power of love and friendship!! It makes me stronger!!#And that's what makes the difference between Charm as a villain and a Hero :)#I used her TVAU outfit here - or one of the temps anyway :P - but honestly this is probably how S2 would go down hehe <3#You're no match for Charm when she knows she's loved!! She'll fight you to full defeat!#I wonder how he'd react#Guess I'll find out real soon#Wish me luck
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I think it’s hilarious just how many abilities/apps Chase has in his roster, mostly ‘cause there’s a lot of them that just leave me wondering why you’d give that to him?
Going through the wiki, it's like almost anything that was needed for plot got thrown onto Chase. And there are a few of them that I think would’ve been better suited for Adam or Bree, considering the skill sets
Imagine if Adam had magnetism instead, and it overlapped with his blastwave ability as an EMP, making the umbrella ability electro-magnetism
Bree’s abilities are about stealth and scouting, so give her the fingerprint and facial recognition to compliment her vocal manipulation
And for things you don’t have to take from Chase, but just give all 3 of them: the senses to a minor degree. Give Bree the hearing for eavesdropping, give Adam the sight for accuracy, while Chase has both at max
‘Cause the thing is, doing this doesn’t devalue Chase at all. His intelligence, and everything that comes with that, makes him immensely valuable to the team
They were designed as a unit of weapons, so I can’t help but think of their abilities divided as such
Adam’s not the muscle, he’s the combatant. Defense and offense are his specialty, and his passives give him the ability to incapacitate at close and long range
Bree isn’t the hustle, she’s the recon. She can get in and out of secure locations undetected with the utmost efficiency and safely bring the intel home
Chase is more than the brains, he’s the support. He can process the gathered information and strategize accordingly. His ability to link with and override his siblings’ bionics can be a game changer in dire situations and makes him versatile
Idk, I just love power dynamics
#Lab Rats#Adam Davenport#Chase Davenport#Bree Davenport#None of this is like 100% or anything I'm just brainstorming rn#I also kinda wanna explore/revise the purpose of the Commando/Triton apps but this is already kinda long#So I guess ask me about that if anyone's interested? I'll probably talk about it eventually 'cause y'know. I can't shut up#ALSO it's not said in the main post but I still think Chase should keep the force field and laser bo. Those fall in line with support#As well as just personal viability#And the molecular kinesis. It overlaps with the mind angle and it's pretty powerful#It really felt like the writers didn't have any faith in Chase though so they just gave him every convenient ''app'' they could think of#Like they didn't find him useful otherwise#Which I guess tracks since half of his plots are just him trying to prove himself#As if he needed to#I think that might be why he wasn't my favorite. They overcompensated and gave him so much#That Adam and Bree felt underutilized in the bionic department#They really were just Hustle and Muscle 90% of the time#While Chase is the living embodiment of the Matrix for some reason
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what is love! baby don't hurt me. don't hurt me. no more.
#sloth log#just aroace things#idk i've just been thinking about the concept of love. what does it mean. what do i want from it. or something.#i'm locked in my own head and i don't know what other people experience when they say they're in love. do i want to know?#do i love the people around me? or is it just that they make me happy and that's why i want them to be happy and safe?#is there a meaningful difference between the two? (do i really love my friends?)#words making things complicated again. i know what i want and what i feel but when i try to put it into words they feel flat.#like i need to add footnotes and disclaimers. maybe some examples and various cases and conditions. and even then i'll forget something.#and by the time i have some functional definition i've forgotten about the real people in my life. maybe that's part of it.#(yes i need to touch grass.)#alexander avila's video essay about autism and self-diagnoses had a cool segment about how we use labels to find support and community#i guess i'll do that then!#uh. hello!#aplatonic#hi guys i think i'm apl-spec! grayplatonic is what i'm thinkin' so far
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Thunderings are happening, my brain has funneled off into hcs mode
#//Aka; guess who am I gonna ramble on abt rn lol#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#hc; kaeya#//That's right; babes!#//Anywho; Kae is NOT a fan of thunder#//If it's not tales of the Electro Archon from his father; then it's the circumstances in which they'd parted#//The moment the storm rolled in; he was terrified esp of the sound and ran himself ragged trying to find a place to escape it#//Damn near ran himself off a cliff had a strike of lightning not made him stumble back from it#//Managed to find his way to the winery where he hid for a bit before Tunner found him and Crepus managed to persuade him to stay#//After damn near running the man winded bc he thought he was trying to chase him off or worse#//The fear lingered and festered more the longer he stayed in the Land of the Anemo Archon; out of guilt for 'deceiving' the Ragnvindrs#//For letting him stay there; for not telling them why he was here. Grew up half expecting to get Smote or smth at any time#//Esp whenever Luc dragged him into mischief or he went to the Church with them for whatever reason#//Mostly the former; but bc it was Luc asking him to clown; he didn't mind the 'potential risk'#//Even as a knight; he tended to get extremely skittish and quicker-tempered when it came to patrol during storms. Still does#//Tho at that time; thinly veiling the fact that he very much felt like a cornered animal every time he had to go and couldn't get out of i#//Esp if Luc was the one who asked him to come with; bc like before; he really didn't ever want nor like to say no to him#//The aversion got worse bc thundered the night of his Confrontation with Diluc too; absolutely increased how much he hated it#//His aversion tends to manifest in a drop in temperatures or frost formation; as well as him pausing and quickly glancing about#//As if he's half expecting a threat of some sort; really he's quickly locating things to distract himself with#//If he's with a trusted person; he'll tend to wordlessly press against their side; then either brush it off like he just wanted to#//Or mutter a quick 'thunder' and Not Elaborate whatsoever. Either they get it or they don't#//He WILL get annoyed if he's teased about it. And it will take him AWHILE before he lets the person comfort him during bc of it#//Bc from that point; he will assume it's done mockingly or bc they feel they HAVE to; and he hates that#//If they let him be or even support him more instead; he will make a passing mention abt how much he hates thunder to start cuing them in#//They just gotta show they are a Safe person--bonus is this opens up a LOT of doors when it comes to trust later#//It doesn't help that he already hates dealing with loud sounds as is; even the blasts from Klee Jumpy Dumpties set him on edge#//But the bad memories he has to thunder make it the worse by far to him
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I'm also getting kinda lonely and I really want a bf but I have no social skills and there's no way in hell that I'd ever approach someone I find interesting and nobody ever approaches me
#i guess i could get a gf too but my family is not too supportive of the lgbtq+ community so i have programmed myself to just say bf#also all of the guys where i live are veey meh#if anyone ever wants to talk hmu we can talk about whatever just don't be creepy pls#also i did try to find someone on a dating app bcs it's easier but all the people that messaged me were 30+ yo creepy men#some of them were kinda nice though#but then i got too overwhelmed and i just ghosted everyone i was talking to and disabled my account and deleted the app#rant
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#beg pardon sir?????????#were you. were you about to say my name????;#we like just met what. are you trying to flirt#i find that hard to believe because 1. to my knowledge they’d never pull something like this in a game where you can choose your own protag#and 2. so you input your own name and i suppose they could figure out a way to truncate it for the purpose of having someone get cut off#but what if you as the player input a one or two letter name#then the computer would either have to cut it out entirely (making it impossible to guess what he was saying here)#or to leave it in entirely (ruining the surprise)#goldie’s pokémon violet liveblog#sv spoilers#well i’m flattered by your kindness boy but you are an enigma of a person#i do not know what’s up with you yet but. let’s get you some friends. i’m here to support your pursuit of happiness
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having did and being online in any capacity is so fucking exhausting because you literally can't go anywhere without seeing the most heinous takes about your existence or validity it's like. can we be normal. can we please be normal and Chill for like two seconds.
#HEADS UP: this accidentally turned into a huge rant/vent feel free to get the hell out el oh el#i try reallly hard not to talk about it too much here because you can. offhandedly mention the mere concept of did or osdd or any#dissociative disorder and its like. people will not shut up about how its not real or how its people being delusional or kids being cringe#like. can we go. two seconds without treating people with mental disorders like a spectacle. please. you dont have to have a ''take'' on it#idk and i also avoid online did communities bc theyre the most exhausting spaces you can ever be in and theres constant fighting about#literally anything and everything. like. maybe i would like to find a space to meet other people with similar experiences to my own.#and we dont get that!! we literally cannot get that. and this goes for a lot of mental health related stuff but like my god#and im very lucky to have other people i know in real life who also have did so i can in some amount have that support system (hah.)#but it is EXHAUSTINGG that people cannot go literally a day without saying something stupid about systems#or i can be following someone for years and unprompted they will saysomething heinous thing about did and hide it behind something like#get a load of how weird and cringey kids are getting online these days.#and CHRISTT thats a whole OTHER issue i REALLY dont wanna talk about because it has its own whole set of nuances but like jeeeesus#is it really so hard for people to grasp that brains when exposed to traumas at a young age will be affected by it in weird ways.#idk man ive been seeing a lot of offhanded disregard for systems recently and it's so normalized and it's starting to get to me i guess#i wish people could just go well this is something i dont understand and dont need to have an opinion on and move on with their lives.#what the hell ever this is all to say having did has impacted my life in a lot of complicated and intricate and hard to explain ways and it#sometimes painful and awful but other times is an incredible experience and ALSO. most IMPORTANTLY !#i should be able to make jokes about BEING FRIENDS with SHADOW THE HEDGEHOG!! in REAL LIFE!!!#and not have to deal with SUICIDE BAIT IN MY INBOXX BECAUSE OF IT!!!#WHATEVERRR !!! RANT OVARRR I HAVE NOODLES TO MAKE AND EAT#.... WITH my friend SHADOW!!!#.txt#and btw this isnt about anyone ik here so dont worry im not upset with any mutuals etc etc and all that.#in fact i love getting the chance to chat about it n it can be fun to teach stuff to people who know how to like...be normal about it LOL#<3
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I go through these short periods of time feeling very okay and good even only bc i distract myself from what pains me until it catches up again and the cycle repeats itself
#i think it's verrrrrrrrry close to catching up again after i've had normal 2 weeks lol#so many ifs and buts and would things be better had i made a different decision lived in a different place or time etc#but i'll never now i'll always only have the here and now and the unchangeable past#and the very incertain scary future i'm trying so so so hard to be hopeful about but seeing things as they are right now. i really dont kno#i can only fake it to some point. i cant fake it till i make it. i'll fall apart countless times and then wont make it anyway#i feel like. i feel like all the circumstances i've been in have all always been against me#like i'm the only unlucky one among the people i know#i try so so so hard to remind myself that people who seem to have it so much better have their own problems too#but then also i remember something i wrote down once as a teen. the phrase you typically hear#''i have been battling (?) with this problem but am lucky enough to have a support system / loving friends etc''#and idk how right i am with thinking this way but no matter what problems you have.#it's the toughest thing to lack deep connections with at least 1 person ideally like 3 i guess bc it's such a fundamental thing#you know having someone you can ALWAYS turn to without feeling bad and you know that they can and do turn to you too#and i do have a few wonderful friends i love so so much but i feel and know that no one needs me like i need them#every friendships feels so fragile to me. no one depends on me turns to me for advice or to vent etc#and when i feel like i need to do any of those things i cant turn to any of them#there's still inevitably a sort of disconnect i feel#and it terrifies me that i'll never find someone i connect with on a deeper level and it's mutual and we both can depend on each other#and there are no boundaries no shame no unspoken words#i dont know how true any of my feelings are but. but yeah#nesi rants
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#for all of your magickal literature needs#just remember to actually buy the book and support the authors#if this is posting it means I haven’t been active on here for a bit.#library of dos - occultism esotericism magick books & grimoires - magi realm - libraries of magick - serpents keep channel#old vk library of dos - library of magi - hidden one’s library - hora da magia - magick matters#there are several more#there are a lot of quasi- magic practitioners out there - so don’t listen to them about what you can or should or can’t or shouldn’t do#how you work with spirits only really matters to you and the spirits - don’t be an asshat but as long as you’re getting#The results and they’re not - guess who’s actually more right - somehow magic stopped#being about doing magic and started resembling some kind of weird clique#did the practitioners of old walk through the countryside asking for permission to practice their craft?#yeah I doubt it too#push the boundaries push your craft push yourself and find out what you’re capable of#if you don’t know what to do then just try something - you’ll figure it out#magic ends up being a very personal spiritual pursuit - so in someways you’re going to be on your own - so be good with being on your own#have some fire and a bit of force of nature about you - be different#magick#magic#grimoire tradition#lessons and magickal studies#winter solstice#happy birthday to me#I bid you all a fond farewell.
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depop's recommended for you page is SO funny. it always gets my sizes wrong (despite the fact I have my sizes saved? like huh??) and im not sure WHERE it pulls data on what I might like from, but its not my likes, thats for sure, bc the styles recommended are SO wildly different from what I actually. have hit the like button on.
I just got a shirt recommended that just says 'i <3 female orgasm' tho. thats the first thing on there that made me stop, gasp, and laugh out loud imagining wearing that in my very conservative town...
#JKHDFKJDHJFKNJ THANKS???#its a wonder ive found ANYTHING I like tbh . their algorithm is wild#but i use depop and amazon wishlists as like. insp#moreso than actually wanting to buy the stuff#i mean id like to BUY them but they are usually OVERPRICED. like i guess i can understand if its brand new but girl thas from a thriftstore#i go to thrift stores enough 2 kno whats a deal and whats a rip off#still...I do like how custom/unique a lot of the stuff is. its like. lets save this and then#try and find similar when im actually. out thrifting. instead of paying 35$ for a Shirt. u know#and i sold on depop i KNOW about the fees+shipping. still! still too much overpriced stuff#if i was working itd be different#i did spend a LOT On clothes when i worked at walmart lol#but i LIKE clothes and fashion and it makes me happy#and i could support small etsy businesses! i got some rly cute#custom strawberry shortcake sneakers that i still wear from etsy#they still are sturdy and comfy 2 1/2 yrs later! so thats epic#also homemade etsy candles have a 50/50 chance of being the best smell ever#or straught up exploding#SO its FUN and epic to support them#omg i wanna ask my sister if we can go to the witchcraft store in town actually theyhave great candles too#I am in a very Wanty mood KJDSAHFK#the LONGING and YEARNING hours have dawned. gemini in retrograde or something#sanchoyorambles
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#avpswjy#really feeling how difficult it is to live in the world today#getting real anxious about trying to find a job and its kinda depressing also bc like#the process of trying to find a job is so stressful and then also im haunted by the knowledge that i may not even be able to support myself#even if i do get a job#like man. everythings so expensive and im disabled and im not gonna be able to rely on other people for much longer#and if i think about that too much i start to get deeply afraid bc like. how am i supposed to survive like this#i wish i could just get a job that i dont hate and have a friend to live with so i dont have to be so scared all the time#but things are complicated and harder to manage than that so ill just die i guess#art isnt currently viable by a long shot either so thats not smth i could pursue so :^) guess ill just die !#its just so frustrating bc theres so much value in living even if you struggle with some things others find easy#but theres no value for that in society#i look at my nephew smiling at me and im like well maybe things arent so bad#and then i have immense difficulty in an interview and im like well. maybe they are#anyway i hate how society is structured but theres nothing i can do about it#except die but unfortunately i have an immense amt to live for with all the people i care about#idk im just very tired and scared and frustrated
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sometimes i think girls who wear a full face of makeup every day and get lip fillers and other surgeries n shit. just forgot what an actual woman looks like. actually post cancelled I think so much of the world has forgotten what an actual woman looks like. genuinely can't imagine waking up every day looking in the mirror and feeling like i have to paint my face to be presentable. fucking terrifying man.
if you look at what women are trending it's so weird how many of them look exactly the same. same hair style, same makeup style, same outfits. and it's not just celebrities, i sit in class and the girls are all carbon copies. even have the same style of taking notes. pretty much all appear to be thinking the same way, even. what the fuck. those 2010 cheesy illustrations of a bunch of identical looking blond Barbies were right maybe
#mik talks#and I guess it's not even on the girls themselves since they're fed fuckin garbage by the algorithm#tho I won't take too much pity on them.because many of them are giant bullies who love feeling superior to me#I'm just like. god I'm so glad I'm too autistic so I never even got the chance to try and fit in#so now I feel no pressure to do so#I said this exact thing before but I feel like the world kinda needs to stop throwing huge pity parties for conventionally attractive#white women who happen to feel pressure to keep up certain things about their appearance#yeah that must suck but you get to fit in you get to hide in the masses lol. wow that must be so hard to have to make#certain choices in order not to be bullied. some of us don't even have the choice#blablabla These women are excellent in upholding the patriarchy and white supremacy btw even if they themselves#have progressive views. anyway#No more politics I'm tired also I'm too stupid to make good conclusions about this#I'm really just complaining about the type.of.girls who bullied me#I'll forever and ever support nlogs#idc. you ARENT like other girls and that's a fucking challenge and you're allowed to feel proud of who you are#and going against societal norms#ur allowed to find joy in that#maybe just tone it down a little and focus more on what's good about you vs what's bad about them#but its not bad as a vent??? like??? you're allowed to be pissed abt it man#no one should expect a flawless deconstruction of misogyny in a 2 panel comic istg#sometimes u just wanna express something god it's so misogynistic when all these men on YouTube make videos ridiculing#'pickmes' and 'nlogs' hey maybe stay in your lane you never experienced growing up a girl ostracized by the female populus at school#it IS just like in mean girls#anyway I love women being feral and human and we need more of that instead of expecting women to keep a perfect face and perfect body#women SWEAT and PISS and thats okay :))) they're animals#this is the most 2014 ass post I've made sorry#also the least 'cisgender bisexual man' post I've made#the stealth transness leaving my body when its time to critique hierarchical structures within female spaces from the lense of a girl that#was left out of them
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I never leave mlm groups I get invited to on fb, and I’m sure the people who start the groups are really annoyed and confused by why I stay despite never contributing or buying anything, but the thing is I just find it so interesting to observe how these people peddle their wares
#there’s this one group i’m in currently that’s a scentsy group. my best friend added me to it because she’s a bleeding heart#she ‘doesn’t support mlms’ but ‘buys from these people to help them out’ and i’m like.. you are doing the opposite of helping them#but anyway. this group is run by a girl we were friends with in secondary school#and idk i just find it kind of fascinating because i can always ALWAYS tell when she wrote her posts vs when her upline or someone else#in the company wrote a post lol#basically if everything is spelled correctly and there are no typos it’s not her#i also tend to notice if someone else wrote the post it’s a lot more upbeat and there’s more technical language in the post#i also sometimes see a weird tonal shift. it’ll be like ‘the whatever bar is fragranced with freesias; coconut and balls to evoke a summer’s#day ✨’ and then there’s a random aside from this girl like ‘omg sounds lush right?????’#no liz i’m not even sure what that would smell like. and why is it blue. you know and i know and we know none of those things are blue#i also really like how her approach to marketing is sometimes to be absolutely honest even if it kind of makes the products sound garbage#which.. don’t get me wrong i love some transparency#but i feel like that approach is better if you’re reviewing something rather than selling it. like as your livelihood#for example she reviewed a bar recently that’s called espresso something and said ‘it doesn’t smell like coffee. i like it.. i don’t love it#okay and you’re trying to get me to buy this?? girl.#i mean i guess it comes off less fake than if she loved EVERYTHING but lots of the times when she doesn’t write the posts#everything is like ‘this is the best product EVER’ ‘new and exclusive’ ‘can’t miss this sale’ etc#so it just drives home that that stuff is fake. whilst in reality this person doesn’t recommend some of these products#i also don’t love seeing her in real time spending her actual money on this garbage but that’s just me#i spend a lot of my time wondering how do people in mlms keep up with it? that’s the one thing that makes me doubt if everybody is losing#money. because if you lose.. for example £5k to an mlm; how did you GET 5k to spend on the mlm in the first place#i don’t even have 5k to begin with. it doesn’t make sense to me#is it all just credit card debt? or do people make a little cash and then immediately blow it on those same products. and if so WHY#so that’s my long winded rant about why i stay in these groups lol#honestly it’s not even entertainment at this point. i just want to see if she’ll ever leave#personal
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