#except die but unfortunately i have an immense amt to live for with all the people i care about
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#avpswjy#really feeling how difficult it is to live in the world today#getting real anxious about trying to find a job and its kinda depressing also bc like#the process of trying to find a job is so stressful and then also im haunted by the knowledge that i may not even be able to support myself#even if i do get a job#like man. everythings so expensive and im disabled and im not gonna be able to rely on other people for much longer#and if i think about that too much i start to get deeply afraid bc like. how am i supposed to survive like this#i wish i could just get a job that i dont hate and have a friend to live with so i dont have to be so scared all the time#but things are complicated and harder to manage than that so ill just die i guess#art isnt currently viable by a long shot either so thats not smth i could pursue so :^) guess ill just die !#its just so frustrating bc theres so much value in living even if you struggle with some things others find easy#but theres no value for that in society#i look at my nephew smiling at me and im like well maybe things arent so bad#and then i have immense difficulty in an interview and im like well. maybe they are#anyway i hate how society is structured but theres nothing i can do about it#except die but unfortunately i have an immense amt to live for with all the people i care about#idk im just very tired and scared and frustrated
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