#trying to be more confident in my body
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#trying to be more confident in my body#probably gonna delete later#body positivity#yes im helping them lmao#myself#side blog
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HEAVY TF2 TUMMY !! !! !!
i know who you are anon. dont be shy
#aaaahh. im not confident drawing fat + body hair i tried my best here#im trying to practice a lot more and ive definitely improved from last year but Still. you know ^_^#cherryart#tf2#thank you heavy tf2 tummy anon#tf2 heavy#tf2 medic#heavy tf2#medic tf2#cherrymail
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me @ men today
#i've become such a misandrist#with every year i get older i hate men more and more#i've never been one to receive male attention at all i'm not super attractive nor confident#but i've been trying to put more effort into myself#men are never tipping more than when i have a full face of make up and am not wearing my apron#so you can see my body since i have a very tight fitted work uniform#the need to always perform but also not wanting to but also having the urge to because validation is smth engraved SCREAAAAMMMING#and everyone daring to lie that 'natural is better' and 'men don't even like make up' LIARSSSSS I'M SO SICK i don't wanna date a man ever#maybe lesbianism is a choice and maybe i'll choose it#tbd!!!#☆°.—kathy talks!!
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hinata shōyō | haikyuu
reference photo: link to the original post on twitter. shot by oremiya14
i don't know the name of the team and the player yet but i'll add them later (i'm in a bit of a hurry so i have to go... sorry!!)
#my art#haikyuu#hinata shouyou#hinata shoyo#took me ~2hrs. a little less maybe#i feel more confident at drawing bodies now. but faces and heads are incredibly difficult#not only the anatomy is hard but the face should also be recognisable#and finding the golden mean between realism and anime style feels like an impossible task#but well. nothing you can do but try your best to learn#on a different note. i remembered i have free will and can draw something besides spy x fam and magus' bride#i wasn't restricting myself to these two works. but i got so attached to the characters that i forgot i could draw someone else#im watching haikyuu for the 3rd time (watched it in 2015 and then one more time in 2017)#it's one of the VERY few animes i don't find cringe after a long break and love just as much as i did during my teenage years#it's a bit too dramatic sometimes but i don't mind that at all#the animation is mind-blowing...#and the humor too#kageyama drawing in the next post... i'll continue my ramble there#traditional illustration#pencil illustration#hq
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Hey. Read Roundabout. Love Awesome. (Patreon)
#Doodles#Wander Over Yonder#Commander Peepers#Emperor Awesome#Lord Hater#As always check the tags first but hgggg Roundabout is so gooooood <3 <3#Absolutely the fic that convinced me that Awesome was worth thinking about more than he initially appears lol#The™ fanon interpretation to me <3#Like the Eyesome stuff obviously (also the thing that convinced me to try out Eyesome and ended up loving it :D)#But also the Death Glare stuff! It's terribly cute the way Peepers and Hater go bouncing off each other haha ♪#Plus there's just a lot of fun phrasing like the one I put in the caption of Peepers curled up haha#Everyone's characterized so fun!#Plus there's just something very fun recalling my first reread lol - I don't actually remember my first reading experience#But I do remember getting fic-hungry for it later down the line at a local Mexican restaurant and reading it on their wifi lol#It's so fun to finally be at a point where I can confidently draw them and then to come back to the story and ahhh <3 <3 Very enjoyable#The first two aren't tied to anything specific other than the basic concept of those two drinking together lol#Same size glasses but very different alcohol-to-body-size proportions lol ♪ Buying drinks for Peepers saves hand over fist!#We all know he could put it away like no one's business so really it wouldn't matter in the end lol#It was so fun to doodle him curled up ahh <3 His silhouette <3 <3 Toss a blanket over him!#And the Drama! The deliciousness of Peepers keeping Secrets from his Lord Hater! Ah!#It feels so in-character of him to have alone time away from the ship that Hater doesn't even notice until he's been away awhile ♪♫#They're both adults ♪ They have aspects of their lives that aren't Entirely intertwined ♫ Until they do hehehe#Love 'em ♥#Hater was fun to draw there too lol slowly getting used to him! I like his PJs haha
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Being bigender while also not giving a single fuck about the gender binary is honestly such a combo
Yes, I am both a man and a woman at the same time. No, these two things are not at odds with each other. Yes, I still manage to be genderqueer in both directions. I wear skirts and dresses while being a man and I wear men's clothes and work to deepen my voice while being a woman
I may have two genders, but that sure as hell doesn't mean I'm gonna be using either of them correctly
#bigender#transgender#trans#multigender#genderqueer#gnc#gender nonconforming#colore speaks#the longer im alive as a trans person the more i learn to love being trans and accept myself as such#i love my transness even if other people can can assholes about it#thats a them problem. it has nothing to do with me just existing as a multigender person#transphobes are idiots. it doesnt matter#ill never be totally accepted by them no matter what i do so i simply stopped trying and i have never been more confident in my body#my young trans self who was so terrified of never being loved while being trans would be ecstatic about this i think#it makes me a little emotional to think about
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two of my blightkings done! Icterus Kanker and Spleen Mulch, the knights representing Choleric Yellow Bile and Melancholic Black Bile respectively. the warband is based in Shyish, where the Humors are tasked with returning the undead to their rotting graves and bestowing Nurgle's gifts on the living. they're a roving band of knights doing their grandpas work with pride :)
anyway glad to finally get a proper start on painting these guys! im really happy with the little details, like Mulch's oozing black goop and Kanker's maw. im colouring each of their bases with their respective colour for easy recognition and just because I think it looks fun
#gutsys mini tag#nurgles good humors#warhammer fantasy#warhammercommunity#nurgle#now that they're coloured i should prooobably tag for#blood /-#body horror /-#so so happy with these!#one little thing im happy with is the positioning to try to get across their personalities#so mulch is stepping down off the rock and kind of hunched over so he seems smaller#meanwhile kanker is raised up higher. more confident#its little stuff like that which is really fun to work out to try to tell a little story in the minis#which im quickly learning is what I love about this hobby lol. love telling my stories of my funny little characters
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Please tell me I'm not the only one...
(Image ID: a meme in the format of the dog with the Frisbee saying "no take, only throw." The text at the top says "When you're a sex-repulsed ace/agensexual with a libido trying to navigate your physical body's demands" and has the asexual and agensexual pride flags on either side. Instead of "take" and "throw", the panels say: "Pls sex. No sex. Only sex.")
#asexuality#agensexual#lgbtq+#I will be sooo much more confident if SOMEONE understands this#other than me and my spouse#bonus points if you're a plural system#and trying to navigate multiple feelings and sexualities in the same body T_T#I'm on hormone control but it still gets wild sometimes...
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It's fine you're just
the air I breathe. ♡
#me#call me etoile#myself#bedroom selfie#my body#kiss me all over#d/s#pin me down#i want to be kissed#white lace#white looks good on me#white lingerie#mirror selfie#i cant get enough of this mirror#trying to be more body confident#air i breathe#sophie blair#song lyrics
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I’ve been wanting to post more of myself on here for a while now but I’m debating on whether I should post here on my main or commit to a side blog.
#t4t#nsft#cishet men dni#l'm trying not to be so shy and awkward and boost my sexy body confidence more lol😭
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How are you so confident with this stuff when you're so young?
I'm 21 and still can't really figure out what I want
i exposed myself to these concepts at perhaps too young of an age, but it did allow me the time figure out what i do and dont want. however, what u like and what u dont like changes over time, especially when u start exploring w/ people physically. i wouldnt fret about figuring out what u like or what u dont, instead i would say focus on having good, healthy experiences, and let ur curiosity drive u towards the things u like.
as for why i project confidence, it's bc i want to be. it's a part of the role i want to have in most of my dom/sub dynamics. it is also bc i feel these concepts and topics should be a normal part of everyday conversations, that they should be normalized.
of course, being horny makes that easier ;)
#confidence is sort of an odd thing#it's easy to confuse an ego for confidence#or to confuse hubris for confidence#it's for the role of the type of dom i am on here#i guarantee that no one is confident going into sex. nor should u be#sex is a highly emotional. highly vulnerable thing people can do. u need to be comfortable w/ it first before u bring in confidence#im not confident in everything i do outside of this blog. im still learning my partner's body and their likes and dislikes#but there r things i am confident in bc they've been discussed and i know they'll like it#the confidence i project on my blog is just an act for a role that i am playing. it's fantasy and should be treated as such#text is also a very different thing than communicating w/ ur partner in the moment#here. i have time to edit. change my tone. change my wording.#but u dont have that option w/ someone in-person. u gotta spend that time w/ someone to be confident w/ them#dont try and force that. it wont end well.#give urself the time to explore first and over time things like projecting confidence will be#-become easier and feel more natural#it's all a process#and i've been rambling. so i'll cut it here#bd/sm blog#nonbinary nsft#bd/sm dom#lesbian nsft#dms are open#nsft post#nsft#asks open#this felt like a rlly good ask to be lengthy on. ty anon
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OC Profiles Part 1/?: Oniyanagi - 1st Generation Boss(es)
I'm pasting the text over here in case the text/quality gets messed up and somehow becomes unreadable. Also for easier reading.
Ninomiya Ryuuka & Rinko
Younger Version
"In this whole world, there's only us two."
Birthday: February 14
Age: Around 10 y.o.
Clan: Ninomiya
Flame: Sky
Fraternal twins* born into a family of assassins with a special bloodline. They look exactly the same in appearance and clothing, not even their family can tell them apart easily.
Rinko (the older twin) is born with superhuman strength and extremely powerful flames. Her weapon is a fortified club. She is kind and empathetic in nature, unlike the rest of the family, but she will not hesitate to kill an enemy. However, she will also not needlessly kill. Her family, who is too used to cruelty and ruthlessness, dislikes this trait of hers because of "trouble" it causes.
Ryuuka (the younger twin) is born with the talent for assassination and the power of shadows. She can turn anything into a weapon but she mainly uses a sword to kill. She's a genius who is neither empathetic nor does she feel too strongly for her family's "values". She aligns her personal desires with her twin's ideals out of love and often stands up for her when criticized by the family.
Older Version
Age: Mid-20s
Title: Oniyanagi Boss
Height: 168cm
Weight: 49kg
Some time after they escaped their family, the twins formed a yakuza group called Oniyanagi (鬼柳), since they are unable to live on as normal people anymore. They utilized their inherent skills to help other people, while also functioning as both a vigilante group and a business group.
Ninomiya Rinko (二宮琳恋)
Bold, fiery and charismatic - Rinko is a reliable young lady, as passionate as the flames that she wields. Unlike Ryuuka, she's seen in public more often and is usually the representative when attending social gatherings. She has formed many connections this way. During battles, she can always be seen in the front lines confidently leading everyone into victory.
Rinko's main weapon is a greatsword - Royal Demon Sword (魔王の大剣/Maou no daiken) - a sword that Ryuuka especially made only for her.
She has a close relationship with Vongola's boss. They befriended each other by chance in a social gathering.
She has tendencies of being overconfident and may come across as slightly arrogant sometimes.
She can be quite wild and sadistic in the battlefield. Others have noted that she has a bit of a temper, which she often hides under a smile.
Ninomiya Ryuuka (二宮竜花)
Intelligent, elegant and cunning - Ryuuka is a scientist and a seeker of knowledge, once she has her eyes set on something, she would pursue it no matter what. She has an unsettling air around her. She specializes in researching and crafting weapons "with life", their main business point. She can seldom be seen in public and lets Rinko do all the talking.
Ryuuka's main weapon is a sword - Lightcutter's Shadow (光切の陰/Hikarikiri no Kage) - a weapon she created that suits her abilities best.
The weapons with life that she creates are intended to have some form of sentience. The weapons can be sentient enough to reject anyone the weapon is not intended for or anyone it doesn't accept.
She often wears simple loose clothing and carries herself with an elegant demeanor. Additionally, she barely wears any accessories. Don't lower your guard, she is always fully armed.
*Note: I used the term fraternal so it's easier to understand and it's a more common term. However, from what I've read from a few articles, it would be more accurate to say that they're half-identical or polar twins with how much they look very much...identical.
#MY BELOVEDS#insert “graphic design is my passion” meme#kana & kurumi's grannies----#specifically great great great great great etc grannies lmao#im attempting to do full body art and proper oc profiles again#i wish i could draw them more attractive and beautiful but this will suffice for now#yes i also researched a bit on flower language for this#i'll try to draw their right hand man next in this profile series if im confident#i was gonna add more details to their adult version but i decided to have mercy on my hands#ninomiya ryuuka#ninomiya rinko#oniyanagi#oc#khr oc#original character#character design#oc profile#einart
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I've been wearing the same base outfit for months and months bc it's my one hot and sensorily good fit but sometimes I get hit with the longing for specific wardrobe pieces....maybe one day
#i think ive spent so many years trying to bury and ignore my body type. cram myself into smaller clothes with more layers ect#now i cant do that and it means ive kinda just stopped buying clothes or trying to#be particularly fashionable#because more and more stuff just does not fit in a way i can stand and it feels embarrassing putting myself thru the shopping process lmao#which sucks bc i loveee clothes i think they csn do so much for your confidence. im just in a teething period again#anyway some kinda denim tradesman jumpsuit..... some kinda dress that can show off shoulders...#a cute longer skirt with a slit in the side.. okay. dreams#my fav long skirt doesnt fit anymore which is SO SAD but also#win for gender body goals that i gained a bit ect ect
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my parents almost exclusively use they/them for me even though I told them I'm heavily preferential to he/him because they feel it's "more in line with how they perceive me," basically. so when people other than my friends use he/him for me it's. Rare but fulfilled
#i wanna take t so bad.. id love to pass.#id love to have a deeper voice... id love to have a more rectangular figure and less of an#hourglass figure. i want to be masculine looking. id like the world to see me the way i feel i am.#but its been insisted upon me that i just dont have confidence#that i havent put enough thought into it. that i just need to buy new clothes.#so i just . stay where i am as unhappy in this body and uncomfortable trying to explain it#because then i get my own feelings explained to me which feels great#this. turned into a vent. i am sorry! god#vent
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Hmmm what if i were to [EXPLODES EXPLODES EXPLODES]
#suddenly i am Antsy#i need Something. but i dont know What.#maybe i answer a couple asks or smth before bed.......... maybe#i got some sitting in there#and a lot that have been gathering dust#sigh. actually. i think the weight of today just hit me#having a lot of mixed feelings#uhh just so i dont say some cryptic shit n leave u all wondering:#i saw my neurologist about the MG treatment#she ordered another 6 months of infusions and prescribed a steroid#so i'm in for some pretty intense shit#and i have to deal with this wreaking havoc on my body while trying to finish my senior film#i asked if itd be possible to hold off until graduation and she said the longer we wait#the more likely it is that the damage done to my muscles becomes irreversible#so all of that is like. woof. that's uhh. heavy#but at the same time it's like#it's treatment!#the fight's not over!#she's confident they will get my voice back and i believe her#and im miles above where i was#so even if i didnt improve anymore id be happy#but man. this shit is hard dude#im so tired
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prolific is slow, so more filming and posting it is for today (tho I'm making!! slow progress!! towards enough ad revenue for a payout, and i got like 100 views across all my stuff yesterday alone! which isn't a lot for most ppl but for me it's !!!! which makes it worth it to try and keep up the tighter filming/posting schedule as best I can)
#text post#im gonna check on prolific again tonight tho bc i can do more then as well#then break from that and filming the days i work the day job (in theory at least lol tho after shift time who knows)#i know being proud of my side gig isn't probably how most ppl want me to feel abt it but. i am proud#im creating stuff using myself! and ppl like it! and it's Just Me in the content nothing else for them to claim they watch for that only#and im exploring new things and feeling more confident in my body and myself and like. dang it i wanna be proud of that#im alive and im trying and I'm working towards better overall and being better and contributing more in general#i don't feel allowed to be proud of that either bc the bar is So Low but most of last week and into this one#the brain has been full on Suicidal Ideation time nearly 24/7 even with coping skills/tools so like. fuck me i think if i wanna continue#to survive and shit maybe i do have to occasionally let myself be proud of the lowest not even over the bar things
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