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timelords-angel-is-sherlocked · 2 years

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last week I had top surgery and while recovering I binge watched amphibia and I'm obssesed with the hcs of everyone being trans. I've specifically been obssesed with Sasha so here are my general headcanons for them, their life, and their gender identity:

life pre amphibia:

-Sasha's dad works in some sort of office job in the city. Her mom is a lawyer.

- Her parents divorced her first year of middle school. Her mom has full custody while her dad has supervisored family visits

- Anne and Marcy were one of the few constants in their life, so Sasha did what she could to keep them in her life which subsequently led to her being controlling and manipulating (tactics they picked up from her parents)

- Sasha's mom wasn't a bad person but that didn't mean she was a good mom. she wasn't present in her child's life and this made Sasha act out to feel seen

- petty crime like shoplifting was sasha's go-to when she was bored. but it wasn't satisfying to her so she looked elsewhere to spend her time. she signed up for cheerleading

- being head cheerleader got her mom's attention so Sasha worked her ass off to be the absolute best at it

- tennis practice would often end at the same time cheer practice did so sometimes Sasha would go to Anne's for dinner

during amphibia:

- the only things Sasha knew as fact in this bizarre world she was prisoner in: 1. her friends were trapped here too 2. only those with a strong will to survive will make it out

- oddly enough, being called "The Creature" and being referred to as "it" made Sasha feel some sort of way

- when Grime asked Sasha what they want to be called, she accidentally almost said the Creature was fine. she ended up telling him to call her lieutenant for now. he shrugged and went with it

- when being fit for armor, Sasha's heart started to thump in her chest. she could choose any appearance she wanted. any name she pleased. no one knew her here. they could create any identity they pleased

- sasha decided she would go by they/she pronouns. the toads supported their decision with ease

- hanging off the cliff, looking into Anne's eyes, Sasha thought about their life and her friendship with Anne. the Plantars were desperately trying to pull Anne up but the tower was crumbling and it was at this point Sasha realized all they've ever done is drag Anne down. taking a deep breathe and memorizing Anne's face, Sasha let go and hoped in her next life she'd be a better person

- living with Grimes in hiding was horrible because it left her time alone with her thoughts and feelings. she threw herself into training and thanked Frog there were no mirrors accessible to her.

- they would run a finger on the scar over their face before bed until the scab peeled

- as they grew more confident in their body and ability of a warrior, they started going be he/they pronouns

- dual wielding was absolutely their favorite thing on the planet. he would practice with his swords every single day until his arms couldn't bare it anymore

- Grimes called Sasha their son once and he broke down crying almost stabbing himself with their sword. Grimes didn't know what to do so he awkwardly patted their shoulder

- Sasha didn't necessarily miss her parents or her life on Earth. he had all she needed on Amphibia: his best friends and a sense of belonging

- if he was being honest with himself, he was starting to resent the idea of going back to Earth. Grimes really was starting to feel like a father figure to her and he and Anne were patching things up. after finding Marcy, what else would they need? they all had made a family and a life here. they would be safe and protected

- he'd have nightmares for weeks about Marcy getting stabbed and Anne going to the human realm. after a while, they stopped sleeping and threw himself into training the rebellion

- Sasha was rarely alone. but when he was, he'd think of Marcy and Anne. while he did feel betrayed, they understood where Marcy was coming from. for a moment there, he was about to trap them all on amphibia, after all

- Grimes had once asked them if they were going to change their name. he had offered a wide variety of names from his own family and warriors from toad history. Sasha would try a couple in private, but he was too preoccupied on the war and Marcy and Anne to care abt a name

- arriving on Earth and fighting a couple bots before holing up in their middle school had Sasha on the verge of a panic attack. being back on Earth was so disorienting, so confusing. on one hand, he knew Earth is where he belonged and where his family was, but Amphibia was his home, too. he had Grimes and the rebellion and he was so unconditionally loved and taken care of, they didn't want to stay on Earth.

- he half heartedly begged Grimes to ask him to stay. if Grimes asked, Sasha would stay no problem. the lieutenant would be needed to help rebuild the government system and act as security

- it was with a heavy heart and tears that wouldn't stop flowing that Grimes shook his head and pushed Sasha towards his friends

- "I will remember you with every beat of my heart, my son. Thank you for everything. We will meet again."

- Tears continued to flow as Sasha allowed himself to be dragged gently away by Marcy. He last view of Amphibia was Grimes waving goodbye with a proud look on his face

Post Amphibia:

- Sasha, Marcy, and Anne had to be picked up from an undisclosed FBI facility

- Sasha's mom threw herself at her child but Sasha remained emotionless and nonverbal.

- days went by and nobody could get Sasha to speak. ran out of options, Sasha's mom took them to therapy. Sasha spoke very little and left with two prescriptions of medication

- they had therapy every week for months. they didn't always speak most of the time. but they did make a little bit of progress on the days he felt brave

- Sasha's mom begged and begged, sometimes on her knees, for Sasha to speak to her, to yell at her, to do anything. Sasha's heart yearned for Grimes, for the comfort he found in their toad and frog family.

-it was on one of those family dinners they started to have. both of Sasha's parents were present. they walked on eggshells around their kid. Sasha knew the first thing they would say would be something their parents would remember after months of silence. he took a deep breath and put his fork down

- "I go be he/they now."

- both parents startled and looked at their son slowly. Mrs. Waybright nodded slowly while Mr. Waybright blinked.

- the family dinners stopped after that night.

- Mr. Waybright stopped going to his visits with his son

- "How can I make you feel more comfortable being home?"

- Sasha felt more open speaking now that he was adjusting. therapy was still a hit or miss and things with their mom were still rocky, but it was easier to talk now that he got that off his chest

- "Do you know where to get custom swords?"

- It took a while to be able to talk to Anne and Marcy

- It was easier to speak to Marcy about Amphibia and the escapism of it all. Sasha had a better understanding of why Marcy liked fantasy worlds so much

- after everything, speaking to Anne felt like too much. he didn't like to talk about Amphibia with her. so they talked about gender identities and k-pop

- "School is starting in a month..."

- "okay"

- he was homeschooled freshmen year

- Darcy left a deep scar on Sasha's back. he tried to hide it from his mom but she saw it six months later and nearly fainted. none of his friends knew about it.

- when he went back to school, he went to a private high school near the firm his mom worked at

- they still couldn't decide on a name. he liked a couple from Grimes' family but they weren't sure. at school, they went by their last name

- his mom helped him legally change the gender marker to "male" but since they didn't have a name chosen yet, their mom simply set all the paperwork for that aside and told him to let her know when they're ready

- he took advanced psychology to try and understand why he acted the way he did and why what happened on Amphibia happened

- he started testosterone midway through Sophomore year and was surprised by how sweaty and hot he was all the time

- Anne went with Sasha to by his first binder. they facetimed Marcy so they wouldn't be left out from such a big event

- after a year and a half of therapy, the therapist had come to these diagnoses: PTSD, insomnia, anxiety, gender dysphoria, and depression

- "I don't get how I have survivor's guilt when literally no one I cared about died"

- "You watched both Marcy and Anne die in front of you, yes? And Grimes lost an arm while protecting you?"

- "They came back to life I don't see how it matters..."

- on days they're feeling down, he puts on a sports bra and swings his swords in the backyard for hours listening to a playlist Grimes had made

- it still hurts to think about Grimes and Amphibia, but being more comfortable in his skin and having the acceptance he had there transfer to his life on Earth has helped him heal and feel better

- because of life and distance, he, Marcy, and Anne grew distant. they would still group call every couple of months and send memes, but they weren't as close as they used to be

- the five year anniversary of the portal closing, they met up in the desert. for the first time in a long time, they openly talked about Amphibia and the baggage that it brought. Sasha showed them their scars. Marcy talked about the medical issues they have because of what happened. Anne admits she recently started going to therapy again. it wasn't until early in the morning did they all fall asleep huddled together in a tent

- when Mars turned 18, they moved to LA

- it took some time to readjust to everyone but soon, the calamity trio were tighter than ever

- a year later, they all moved into an apartment together

- a good thing about working from home is that Mars could help take care of Sash when he was recovering from top surgery

- Anne was an angel when it came to emptying out the drains since Mars couldn't stomach it and Sash didn't always feel comfortable doing it himself

- Sash hated feeling useless and unable to help around the apartment but Mars would talk to him and make him feel better while Anne swiftly did the chores and cooked

- at the first post op apt, both Anne and Marcy held his hands as he took a look at his chest for the first time

- "Grimes would totally love these new scars"

- "I'm so ready to have matching ones soon!!"

- Sash always did his own testosterone shots. they were sacred to him. in a show of faith, he allowed his mom to do it for him a couple of times. the first time he let Anne do it, she sobbed afterwards and asked if he wanted to do her estrogen shot

- Marcy hates needles and always has Anne or Sash do their shots

- Sash loved Amphibia with his whole heart. It wasn't the perfect adventure but he wouldn't change a thing. while they're sure they would've loved staying on the frog planet, he's learned to be happy with his life now and the relationships he's fixed

this is rushed and idk if all of it makes sense but I needed a place to put my thoughts down. I'm so hyperfixiated on Sasha I'm going to rewatch Amphibia to try and get a better grasp on his character and his dynamic with Marcy & Anne

I made a playlist for transmasc sasha in case anyone wants to give it a listen 😫 it's got rock / punk influence on it and songs that come from my personal hc of him :)

#i wrote this on mobile so im sorry if the format is weird #i need a name for sasha but i dont want to pick a name nobody likes #im digging alexander bc of a comic i saw but idk if I'll commit to it #picking my own name was a disaster #how am i supposed to pick for a beloved character #he'll always have a bad relationship with his father tho #okay what should i tag this as #bc im gonna make a bunch of version of these as i grow more comfortable with his character #trans waybright #trans waybright rambles #amphibia #should i tag spoilers? idk i will just in case #amphibia s3 spoilers #sasha waybright #transgender #yes i am projecting a lot into this #ok thank you for coming #Spotify

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mctwilight-mcd · 1 year

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Hey. Heyyyyy. Guess what.

I’m obsessed with Amphibia. You probably already knew that if you pay attention to my blog lol.

I wrote more about the gay frogs. Sashanne this time. This takes place as part of the CMBTY au when Blossom, Sea and Flame are 13/14 during the war in Amphibia. This means I’m referring to them as Anne and Sasha.

So, without further ado, I present to you:

Blueberry and Chocolate

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Sasha’s eyes are blue. Anne knows this. Logically, it makes sense. Sasha has heterochromia and has been switching eye colours for years now. Even so, Anne still can’t get the thought out of her head. The entire time they have been in Amphibia, or at least for the parts where they’ve met up, Sasha’s eyes have always been brown. Until now.

Ever since coming back, Sasha’s been acting like a whole new person. Sure, Anne doesn’t fully trust her yet, but she’s getting there. Sasha made her co-commander. They get to go on missions together now. Everything about that is great. Except, for Sasha’s eyes. Anne can’t stop staring at them. They remind her of the ocean, of the sky, of her own powers.

They keep pulling Anne into a trance and so far, she’s had very bad luck snapping out of it. Why the sudden colour change? Why can’t Anne keep her eyes off hers? It’s all very confusing. She needs to stop staring, like she’s doing right now, but no matter how hard she tries, she can’t pull herself away. Luckily enough, help comes in the form of a purple menace crashing into her.

“Wow sis. We were all calling you. Are you losing your hearing?” Polly looks up at her expectantly as Anne refocuses on the room around her.

“No. I’m fine. Just zoned out, that’s all. What were we talking about?” Sasha chuckles and Anne keeps her eyes pinned to the map in front of her so she doesn’t zone out again.

“With what we know from mother olm, Andrias is close to being ready to invade earth. At this present time, we need to focus on building a bigger army. We’ve slowed down his plans enough to buy us time, but we still need to act fast.” Sasha stops, then yawns. Grime gives her a look and it takes everything in Anne to not get stuck in a trance again. Grime cuts in.

“It’s late and we should all be getting to bed. We can discuss more in the morning.” Sasha groans and tries to protest but Grime cuts her off. “Especially you Sasha. You haven’t been sleeping enough lately. Bed. Now.”

Sasha glares at the old toad before turning around and gathering her things. Everyone else starts to do the same. Anne sees Grime go over to Sasha and ask her something quietly. She can’t make out what they’re saying, but Sasha gives a slight nod and Grime turns towards the Plantars.

He steps over to Anne just as she’s about to leave, tapping her on the shoulder to gain her attention.

“May I have a word?” Anne looks at him with slight shock. Why would Grime want to talk to her?

“Sure.” She says. The Plantars wait by the door while Grime pulls Anne to the side of the room. She catches a glance from Sasha on the way.

“Sasha has been having nightmares lately. Would it be possible for you to stay with her tonight? Having you around comforts her.” Grime whispers to her. Things make a lot more sense now.

“Of course. As long as Sasha’s ok with it.” Grime nods and throws a thumbs up in Sasha’s direction. She smiles slightly, her eyes crinkling with the movement and oh no Anne’s stuck again. Luckily, Grime snaps her out of it. Leading her to the door.

After a brief explanation of why she won’t be heading back with the Plantars, Anne, Sasha and Grime are off towards Sasha’s room. They walk in silence, catching each other's eyes momentarily every once and a while. Finally, they make it to the cave.

“Well, I’m going to head to my room. Have a good sleep you two.” With that, Grime leaves the two of them alone. Sasha watches him go before opening the door to her room. She holds it for Anne who follows her in. Sasha closes the door and turns to Anne.

“Sorry about this. The nightmares have just been really bad la-“ Anne cuts her off.

“Dude, chill. I don’t mind.” Sasha sighs and leans her forehead on Anne’s shoulder. Anne rubs her back. She looks very tired.

“Come on. Let’s get you to bed.” Anne leads Sasha over to the bed and plops her things down beside it. She pulls out a pair of pajamas and lays them on the bed in front of her. “Do you have anything to change into?” She asks Sasha. Sasha nods her head and goes to rummage through her clothes pile, pulling out a set of pink, silk pajamas. Something she’s probably had since toad tower.

She walks back over to Anne, laying them on the bed beside her set. She then starts taking off her armour. Anne starts to disrobe as well. They’ve done this many times. They’ve bathed together for years. Anne was apprehensive at first, but was fine after she came out to Sasha as Trans.

Anne manages to get her chest plate and shirt off before she hears a grunt from beside her. Sasha is struggling with the lacing on her armour.

“Want some help?” Sasha turns to Anne.

“Yes please.” She asks in a quiet voice. She turns towards Anne and holds her arms out in a T, letting Anne access the lacing on her sides. Anne carefully unties the knots that hold the armour together, helping Sasha get it over her head afterwards. After that, they both slip out of their clothes and into their pajamas easily, but Anne still can’t meet Sasha’s eyes.

Eventually the two climb into Sasha’s bed, leaving space between them. Anne reaches over and turns out the glowshrooms, bathing the room in darkness. They lay there for a few minutes, just listening to each other’s breathing. It’s Sasha who decides to break the silence.

“Can we talk? It can be about anything, I just need to distract myself.” Anne shifts onto her side, now facing Sasha. Sasha turns towards her as well. It’s hard to see in the dim lighting, but trickles of light from outside of the room give just enough visibility that Anne can see the hints of blue in her friends eyes.

“Sure. Want me to start?” Anne replies softly. Sasha nods her head into her pillow and Anne takes a breath.

“When did you change your eyes to blue?” Sasha chuckles into a sigh.

“I knew you would notice. It took Grime a bit.” She smiles and Anne can’t help but smile back. “They were brown in Newtopia as you probably remember. I take them out to sleep usually. Actually,” she sits up and reaches over Anne to the table beside her bed. Anne sees what she’s reaching for and hands over the contact container.

Sasha takes it with a ‘thanks’. She reaches up to her right eye and takes out her contact, and sets it in its container, closing the lid on it after and handing it back to Anne. Anne places it on the table as Sasha flops back down onto her pillow.

“There. Now it won’t get stuck.” They chuckle together before Sasha continues. “The town was wiped out in the middle of the night. I had my brown contact by where I was sleeping. I tried to fight before we got overrun. I grabbed my bag but completely forgot the contact. It got destroyed. I switched to blue afterwards.” Oh. Why hadn’t she thought of that.

“Are you sad that you lost it?” Anne asks. Sasha shakes her head.

“No. It was just another part of me that belonged to my bitch of a mother. Now I get to be like my dad.” Anne can see Sasha smile and she smiles too.

“I’ve always loved your eyes.” She admits. She sees Sasha look at her in surprise. Anne continues.

“Even when we were younger. I was amazed the first time I saw them without contacts on. I know you think they’re weird, but I can’t help but get lost in them. Sorry for staring so much.” She chuckles and looks away.

She feels Sasha take her hand. “You really think so? Most people think they’re strange.”

“Well, I think they’re beautiful.” They turn towards each other. Anne continues, letting her gaze finally fall on Sasha’s eyes again. “I know what it’s like. Having things about your body that you don’t like. If you don’t like them, it’s your choice to change them. Don’t let other people’s opinions make you.” Anne squeezes Sasha’s hand reassuringly.

She sniffles and Anne panics. “Sash! Oh no. Did I say something wron-” She’s cut off as Sasha buries her head in Anne’s chest, tucking just under her neck and crying. Anne hugs her and strokes her hair. Sasha starts to calm eventually. She whispers something into Anne’s skin, just barely loud enough to catch.

“Thank you.” Anne smiles and pulls her closer, throwing a leg over Sasha’s body.

“Any time Sash. Now, get some sleep.” Anne presses a kiss to the top of Sasha’s hair, faintly making out brown roots in the dark. “You need it.”

Anne listens as Sasha’s breathing steadies, signaling that her partner has fallen into sleep at last.

“Damn. She’s cute.” Anne thinks. “...wait. Oh.”

She likes Sasha. Like-likes Sasha. This is awkward. She looks down at her companion.

“That’s a worry for another time. Goodnight Sasha.”

Like Sasha, Anne finds sleep in the arms of her best friend. Her best friend with her shining, blueberry and chocolate eyes.

#twily rambles #twily writes #amphibia #sasha waybright #sea waybright #anne boonchuy #anne boonchuy plantar #blossom boonchuy plantar #sashanne #trans anne boonchuy #tadaaaaa #the gays #also #sasha headcanons #hope u like it

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electro-scorpion-moving · 8 months

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shout out to blond animated characters popularly hced as butch and/or as genderqueer sapphics for having some of the most impact on my perception of my gender

#adora 🤝 sasha waybright 🤝 yang #the first two especially #nothing will compare with to the impact and sheer light bulb moment i had upon finding transmasc lesbians & transfem gays are a thing #thx to a fic & hc in the she ra fandom #and sasha well #didn’t realize it at the time but having a character that didn’t just have one popular hc #but several popular arts & fics w that hc #being messy & trans #both in the sense of their gender and/or relationship with it can’t be fit nearly into a box #and the character themself is just a messy individual #did a number on me in the most positive way #and yang #well wouldn’t you like to know weatherboy?#.r rambles

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lunie-lune · 3 years

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Some funky personal Amphibia headcanons/rambles because I feel like it

(Most people will be chill about this and recognize a personal opinion as a personal opinion, but for the vocal minority who won't-- allow me to clarify that these are just what I think and are not intended as erasure of other people's headcanons, or as personal attacks on anyone with different headcanons. I respect your right to disagree, but I'm not gonna bother with anyone who thinks it would be valid to say their own personal ideas are "better" and/or should take precedence over anyone else's.)

- I generally see Marcy as trans, GNC, and aroace! In the case of any times where I present her with a romantic ship, I'd say she's panromantic, still asexual. Or at least, aroace with one or two exceptions.

- I see Sasha as cis, GNC, and sapphic (both in terms of attraction and romance!)

- I see Anne as trans, femme, and bisexual / homoromantic!

(I just really love the idea of a GNC cheerleader and a feminine jock, because they're both so valid and so cool /g)

- Marcy has many stuffed animals and you goddamn bet she used to sleep with all of them. She named every single one, gave them personalities, and talked to them when she needed to sort out her thoughts.

- Anne and Marcy could each sit on one of Sasha's shoulders and she wouldn't even break a sweat in standing up and walking around with them.

- Sasha has numerous scars all over her body from all the training and life-threatening situations she's gotten into since arriving in Amphibia. She remembers how she got every single one, and will gladly tell stories about all of them-- all except for the scar she got from Anne at Toad Tower.

- Anne wholeheartedly and unabashedly loves things generally considered 'basic' and will absolutely fight someone to the death if they try giving her flak for it.

- Marcy will rant for hours about how much she loves gen fic, family focused fic, and queerplatonic rep in fandom, Anne reads X Reader stuff and has no grasp on the specifics of fandom, and Sasha doesn't even know what the hell an 'Archive of Our Own' is

- Speaking of which, in the case of Marcanne/Sashannarcy not being a thing, she and Anne are queerplatonic partners because I goddamn love their dynamic-- like. Anne being platonically loving and doting over Marcy and vice versa??? Mom friend deadass???? I am absolutely flirting with me dear

- Sasha knows general pop culture pretty well, but anything beyond that, she is clueless. Anne and Marcy rant about their respective favorite fictional franchises, and Sasha just goes no thoughts, head empty.

- Not a headcanon but I haven't stopped thinking about Sasha giving Anne that little twirl in one of the flashbacks. I JUST WANT THEM TO BALLROOM DANCE TOGETHER GOD DAMN IT

- On that note, Sasha tries teaching Marcy and Anne ballroom dancing at one point after their adventures in Amphibia are over. Keyword being 'tries.' Marcy keeps trailing off to do her own thing and Anne thinks it's too boring and stuffy to take seriously. (She and Sasha eventually have a try at dancing together anyways, and neither of them can think straight at all)

#amphibia #lunie's fandom rambles #headcanon #anne boonchuy #sasha waybright #marcy wu #sashanne #aroace marcy #trans anne #lgbtqa #disaster girls i love em #sapphic sasha #marcanne #sashannarcy

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