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god college!luke makes my emotions go haywire 😡😩 i’d honestly start dating someone else to spite him
you know what anon. ima need you to claim an emoji bc ur thoughts are TOO GOOD (also thank u sm for 1.5k💋)
so we’ve discussed previously that luke castellan does not get jealous easily.
however.
he never thought you would go this far. sure, you had danced on other guys at parties to get a rise out of him, maybe flirted here and there in front of him, but never this.
getting into a relationship—a serious relationship—with his frat brother? that was a new low. so what if he’d purposefully lead other girls into gross bathrooms at bar outings so you would see? this was uncalled for. how dare you?
so naturally, at your new boyfriend’s birthday party, when you’re sitting on his lap, helping him unwrap your present of a jean-paul gaultier cologne he’d wanted, luke—in classic luke fashion—thought this would be his chance. your sorority sister, drunk off of her wits—bless her heart—came up to you and whispered some slurred imperative about how you needed to get to ‘the square’.
your eyebrows furrowed at her as her eyebrows raised, questioning the significance of ‘the square’ and why the man who prompted her to ask chose there. you said no words, excusing yourself after finding her a water and alka seltzer.
“you really couldn’t help yourself, huh?” are the first words you say to luke, button up shirt open and lying on his back on the false grass. “me? you’re one to talk, sweetheart,” you rolled your eyes at his use of the nickname, crossing your arms as you stand over him.
beneath the twilight, your exposed shoulder skin glistened like the moon, just a sliver of it visible in the northern night sky. luke had obviously had something to drink or smoke, or both, because he slurred his words as he patted the turf next to him. “sit down. c’mon, like the good ol’ days,”
‘the square’ was a small patch of land in the middle area between his frat’s and your sorority’s backyards. it was insignificant to most everybody else, but you and luke had claimed it as yours on drizzly nights like these, when the owl called and adolescence snored. it didn’t even hold sexual reminiscences, for each night you spent on the square was spent just talking. he would gloat about some things he did over the summer, interrogate you on your sex life, laugh at your offense and crack bad jokes. he was the worst person to spend valuable time with, but you returned every night, nonetheless.
“i’m surprised, castellan. been here a full sixty seconds and you haven’t tried to fuck me,” you remained standing over his lax body, crossing your arms over your chest. “do you want me to try to fuck you? because i’m down,” he looks up at you with that smile of his. that toothy, million dollar, smile that reassures whomever it is on the receiving end that everything is okay and there’s not a thing to worry about.
you snort, giving in and sitting down. luke pulls you into his lap before your butt can even hit the cool grass, eliciting a yelp from you. his lips press against your shoulder, strong, warm arms wrap around your waist and you can’t help but melt into the body beneath you. “luke,” your voice is meant to be a warning, supposed to remind him and yourself that you belong to another and this was not right, but he did nothing except for hold you tighter and smile against your skin.
“he doesn’t make you feel like i do.” he spoke the words out of your mind, the voice of truth you swallowed down with a knowing conscience that it would rise to the surface eventually. this wasn’t what you wanted. your single goal wasn’t to make luke jealous, it wasn’t even to show him what he was missing. you just wanted it to be different. you wanted somebody to take you seriously enough to call you theirs.
but anybody who did wasn’t him.
“luke,” this time, you weren’t trying to ward off anything. this time, you were welcoming him and all his invasive, rude, luke-like, traits and the pain you knew would come with letting him in once more. “i know, baby, i know.” he said no further words before flipping the pair of you over and letting your back onto the ground. you focused on none else other than the feeling of his lips finally landing on yours, the trace of his fingers across your denim skirt’s hem. “can i?” luke’s fingers dipped past the fabric, drawing swirls on your skin. “mhm, yeah,” your smile is audible and spreads to luke’s lips.
if there was one thing luke always did, it was worship you. this time was no different. his lips were everywhere, and when they weren’t pecking kisses all over you, he was breathing praises like you were a mortal saint against your skin. and when he entered you, he fucked you like he couldn’t believe he got the chance to feel you again. but he knew what the outcome of this would be; of course he did.
you didn’t know him as a particularly selfish lover, but the way he chased his high, rutting his hips against yours to the point of overwhelmed stuttering suggested that to be true.
and when it was all said and done and the past hung in the air like a wonder of the world, luke stood and looked down at you like you previously did him.
“break up with him.”
“why?”
“you know why.”
there was no denying that, so you did none else than nod.
“yeah. i do.”
#.𖥔 ݁ ˖ִ ࣪⚝₊ ⊹˚ 𝐤𝐚𝐢𝐚 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐬 !#kaia writes luke#1.5k celebration#lukesie bb 🐛.#luke castellan x you#luke castellan smut#luke castellan pjo#luke castellan x reader#luke castellan fanfiction#luke castellan#charlie bushnell#charlie bushnell x reader#kai's got mail <3📑#angelnon 🤍#this was fun☺️#also toxic!luke just gets me every time#🍦 angel
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big cock! hyukka with a sweet virgin reader. bonus points since he’s a little perv. like you and him are dating, he’s so sweet and attentive, will do anything for his sweet baby. he gives you innocent kisses, warm hugs, flowers and little things that make him think of you. he’ll also sniff your panties and jerk off with them, nuzzle his face into your tits when cuddling and pretend it’s just because he was sleepy, accidentally brush his face against your clothed pussy when he uses your thighs as pillows.
when you agreed to lose your virginity to him he’s elated but it goes away when you say “too big” through little sniffles. “that’s okay, it’s okay angel,” he reassures you. “just the tip, promise,” and he does just the tip, fucking into you shallowly. It’s addicting the way your tight little hole wraps around his head. he’s already telling himself he’ll be your first and last. hyukka tries, he really tries his hardest but you’re wet and he’s dribbling, it’s so slick, it would be so easy… with a smooth trust he bottoms out, your puffy pussy gets stretched around him and you cry out. “couldn’t stop it!” hyukka defends himself. “slutty pussy was sucking me in, it wasn’t me baby. see,” he pulls put to sink back in. “fuck…look at that, s’your fault baby,” he whispers against your lips. “little virgin cunt so tight it doesn’t want me to leave.” and if hyukka says it then it must be your true since your sweet boyfriend loves you so much.
@tigerhoshi25 ANNIE YOURE GONNA MAKE ME LOSE MY MIND i love when you come into my inbox you blow me away every time ilysm
i’ve been gatekeeping this one for a while because i just didn’t know how to respond. this ask legitimately left me speechless and on the floor
cw// smut, virgin!hyuka and reader, fem!reader, virginity kink, size kink, dubcon elements, kai is kind of toxic
BIG DICK PERV HYUKA YES 🙏🙏 i’m willing to die on the hill that is kai w a virginity kink, i know the idea of taking a cuties virginity would turn him on sm hehe >< esp if he was a virgin too!!
he’s such a sweet perfect boyfie in every way 💗💗 tries to hide his pervy tendencies the best he can, but he just can’t help it!! he’s buying you flowers and taking you out on the sweetest dates, gives you gentle kisses and the tightest hugs, tells you how amazing u are all the time >< but he feels guilty cos he’s also stealing ur panties when he’s left alone in your bedroom, fucking himself n his plushies to the thought of ruining ur virgin cunt <3 it’s all ur fault! you’re just so cute and sexy in ur little skirts and your big sweaters, makes him so hard at just the smallest flash of your chest or upper thighs hehe ^^ sometimes if he’s lucky he can even see ur cute panties when you bend over!! has to rush to the bathroom to cum thick hot ropes all over his fist hehe
he would never be the one to initiate sex for the first time, he’s too shy!! but when you bring it up, all nervous and blushy and making his cock throb he jumps at the opportunity!! so so quick to bend you over on his bed n rut up against ur soaked panties.. you trust him, right?? oh, but he doesn’t have a condom,,, it’ll be okay, he’ll pull out, he promises! just let him fuck you..
oouuu but your pretty tears and your pathetic squeaks of “too much, too big!” when he first pushes his cock into your virgin hole.. he can’t stop himself! shushing your cries as he keeps pushing in, stretches you open past your limit, you feel like he’ll split you open,,, oh but it feels so good when he starts up a rhythm, thrusting hard against your cervix n fucking your dripping pussy so good >///< you cant beg for him to go slower, gentler anymore, feels too good to speak!!
it’s all your fault that he ends up cumming hard in your throbbing cunt, paints your gummy walls white with his seed <3 you were clenching so tight around him, sucking his cock in so greedily! he couldn’t possibly pull out when your little virgin cunt was so tight and begging for him to stay inside <3
#ɱเµρσω𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ౨ৎ#i blacked out writing this#this is my favorite kai to write#if that’s not obvious enough#god i love nasty pervy slightly toxic kai#lia’s hard hours 🔥#txt hard hours#txt hard thoughts#txt smut#hueningkai hard thoughts#hueningkai hard hours#hueningkai smut#hueningkai x reader#txt x reader#📥.requests#📥: annie! 💕
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lava except kai got corrupted (for real this time!)
#toxic yaoi#ninjago kai#ninjago cole#ninjago#kai jiang#cole brookstone#lavashipping#lava#gay#lego ninjago#ninjago fanart#fanart#artwork#drawing#artists on tumblr
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Toxic ex-husband!txt
Warnings: toxic, possessive, erratic behaviour, do not try this at home
Note: I feel diabolical for writing this
Soobin
Soobin is ushered out of a different exit of the courthouse than you, but his long legs make quick work of rounding the building—he’d seen your lawyer steering you out a back door. He finds you just as you reach your car, in such a passion that he doesn't notice the way you jump at the sound of his voice. You just sat through an hour of feeling his eyes on you as your divorce was finalised, kept your nerve and avoided looking his way, and you didn't have the nerve to face him now. His mind flashes with glimpses of the past, before you went through this silly charade of separation. All the happy times you’d had, all those years of love. His heart felt sour in his chest.
"You don't mean it, I know you don't," he calls out to you as he approaches. You're quick to shut yourself inside your car and lock the doors, scrambling to put the key in the ignition as his hands press against the window. "I know you'll miss me," he insists, somehow still not understanding the reality of the situation even after the year-long divorce process. "You won't last a day in that house without me." He walks mindlessly in the wake of the car as you drive away, anger flaring. He won't give you up.
Yeonjun
He dons a hoodie and sits in the back of the dark bar you're having a first date in. It wasn't hard to get access to the time and location of this little rendezvous, since the password for your new dating profile is the same one you use for everything else. He watches you flirt and make small talk, smile stupidly at this new love interest, who in Yeonjun's opinion is definitely trying way too hard. And yes, he's noticed that you're wearing his favourite dress, the one that he bought for you, that you would wear to every date night the two of you shared. He grits his teeth so hard he can hear the strain on them, downing the last of the drink he ordered to keep his table and slipping out. When you finally make it back to the parking lot, he's leant up against your car, hood off and face smug in the dim artificial light.
"Hey, baby," he says smugly, causing you to shiver. You haven't heard his voice in so long, and the pet name...
"What are you doing here? You know it's over," you keep your tone confident while looking around nervously. "You should be moving on, like I have."
He takes a few steps closer to you. "You know why you like that guy so much?" Yeonjun asks, leaning his face close to your ear and taking a whiff of an in-breath before whispering, "he's wearing my cologne."
Beomgyu
You're about to turn out the light and go to sleep when a loud knocking startles you, bringing you back downstairs. Carefully you look out the peep hole and see Beomgyu, cursing to yourself before opening the door with the plan to give him an earful. But when the door swings open, his eyes look frantic, and he lets out a sigh, shoulders sagging as if relieved. "Oh thank god," he says, before stepping around you into the house and looking around the room.
"Beomgyu, no. You have to go," you say sternly. He turns to face you and his distressed look is still at play. "I saw- There was someone creeping around out there," he explains excitedly, eyes wide. "They were right on the lawn!”
Panicked, you turn your gaze to the window. Before you know it he's grabbing you, pulling you against his chest. "I was so worried." You can feel his heart hammering against you, no evidence to be suspicious of his story. Your own heart rate picks up, and you almost feel comforted that Beomgyu is here, that someone was looking out for you. "I'll keep you safe. Let me stay, just for tonight."
Taehyun
Taehyun never thought he would stoop to this level, but hey, the tracking program was on sale—it was as if the universe was telling him he was meant to do it. He doesn't know how long he's been awake, staring at his computer screen, at the red dot that represents your phone's location. He did wash a few dishes earlier, but he had intermittently looked over at his phone where the same red dot shone unblinking back at him. It hasn't moved for hours, and he begins to wonder if he's been scammed, if maybe he should have gone for the device that he could attach to your car... Taehyun feels like the little red dot is mocking him, and he almost wants it to move from the square that depicts your house. Antsy and frustrated, he turns on the TV. But even while he distractedly watches some sporting match, he sees red.
Huening Kai
You hear your mother talking as you let yourself in to her house, your childhood home, for one of your weekly dinners together. There were no cars parked on the street, so you figure she's on the phone with one of her friends as she laughs heartily. You can't help but smile at how happy she sounds as you leave your shoes at the door. When you round the corner into the kitchen, the smile dies on your face. Standing there, oven mitts in hand, chuckling along with your mother, is your ex husband. It's as if the last eight months never happened and all is nice and peachy, just another Tuesday night and not the twilight zone.
Huening Kai spots you in the doorway and gives you a smile, your mother turning around looking bubbly and bright. "Here she is! Look who stopped in," she says, as if you haven't noticed the big elephant in the room.
"Why?" you ask with no semblance of friendliness.
She flicks the tea towel your way as if scolding you, looking simply incredulous. "Be nice to our guest! He brought dessert."
You feel like you're being pranked. She's always been on your side of things, though she would never speak badly of her ex son-in-law, and suddenly she's wrapped around his little finger? Have you missed something, you wonder.
The oven dings and the two exchange excited looks, seemingly ignoring your presence. Kai slips his hands into the mitts and opens the door, retrieving a sweet smelling pie. Your mother claps her hands, childlike, and moves off to find cutlery. Surely you must be dreaming, because this is too much. Kai holds the dessert out for you to see, smiling down at you with bright innocent eyes, tilting his head the way he used to when he addressed you. "Would you like to taste, honey?"
written by mapofthemazeinthemirror - do not repost my work in any form
#txt imagines#txt scenarios#toxic txt#yeonjun imagines#beomgyu imagines#huening kai imagines#soobin imagines#taehyun imagines#soobin x reader#beomgyu x reader#yeonjun x reader#taehyun x reader#huening kai x reader#kpop x reader#gender neutral reader
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Dizzy Des on the Music Industry, Bailey Kay, Money vs Marriage, His Legendary Career & More | JUICE CHAMPS
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wakeupmrwest
Best interview yet! You don’t want to skip a second of this. Thank you Dizzy for joining us and schooling these dudes.
Dizzy Des
This is why I started this network. A platform to speak our truth!
redpillscholar
I knew Bailey Kay was just like all the other 304s. Using 🐱 to get ahead. No talent. You don’t want a female like that Dizzy. She’ll ruin your brand.
BadKidForLife
King shit! Mad wisdom! I was taking notes!
kingb
🧢🧢🧢🧢🧢
bkstan
🦋🦋🦋
futuretoxicex
Did you even listen to the interview before coming in here with your stupid butterflies? Take your twerking somewhere else. Dizzy was spittin facts.
rubberbandshan
Reported dot com. Let me get outta these comments before I puke.
Ocsar: So you really suing BK?! How did it get this bad?
Dizzy: I don’t know! I’ve been asking myself the same damn question. One minute we’re all good, reconnecting, and then next thing you know she’s skipping out on business deals.
O: We know things started going downhill after your album release party. What really happened that night?
D: I had an amazing time and I made sure Bailey did too as everyone saw. But I don’t think she was able to handle those old feelings coming back. Instead of being honest with herself and going for what she really wants, she turned on me instead.
O: Wait. Wait! Run that back. Old feelings? You two had something going on?
D: We have history.
O: What kinda history? You smashed the Queen?
D: Let’s just say when Deangelo brought Bailey Kay to my door she was crackable. She was willing to do whatever it took to get put on. We worked hard, partied hard. Wild times back then.
O: Woooow!
D: Unfortunately we couldn’t make it work as a team. I tried but she chose a different direction. I guess she thought Khalil would do her- I mean do it better over at Blueprint. Obviously she chose wrong. I’m the King of this shit. We could have been on top of the world. True music royalty.
O: I mean BK is definitely on top of the world right now. Are you trying to take her down?
D: Funny choice of words but nah. I want her to keep winning in this industry. But I also want what’s owed to me.
D: Once I win my court case, get my simoleons and maybe a thank you, I’ll be waiting for her with open arms. Ditch those cornballs you got controlling you Queen. You need a high value sim like me to make you be the beautiful butterfly you claim to be.
#bk history: the toxic male version#longest heaviest sigh#gross#hate it here#why are they so fine tho?#bc the toxic problematic ones usually are 😭#bklegacy#bklgen2#bailey kay#dizzy des#oscar west
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One of the things that i dont really see people talk a lot about when they talk about Rhysand and the horrible shit hes complicit in through inaction are the war camps where they train children. its like, yeah, i guess theyre not technically child soldiers because they dont actually get sent off to war, but as far as Im concerned its ethically the same as having child soldiers, which is to say its pretty bad. and it drives me insane because it just. doesnt matter, its rhysand's court which makes it morally a-okay 👍 like, if the autumn court had camps like that it would 1000% be seen as a huge condemnation of Beron's character and as an extension of the cruelty that makes him pit his own sons against each other, and all the Eris girlies would be writing about Eris abolishing those camps first thing when he becomes high lord and healing his abused soul through that. And dont even get me started on what people would do if the SPRING COURT had camps where they forced children to fight
#yknow that post about zuko abolishing the agni kai for people under the age of majority once hes firelord#THATS WHAT RHYSAND *SHOULD* BE DOING#but hes not gonna because he depends on the toxic illyrian masculinity to feel worthy as a capital-w Warrior#anti rhysand
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🤍 toxic relationship w rafe cameron
— toxic relationship w/ rafe
you love him, but the relationship was super toxic. all it took though was one apology, one kiss, one text, one “i’m so sorry baby..” and you were forgiving him.
*yes, yes i used a pic of nate and maddie, the most toxic relationship of all lmao*
join my 1k celebration here!
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howdy mkulia Nation what's good <3
#toxic yuri lets goooooooo#total drama#total drama 2023#td 2023#td julia#td mk#td mkulia#mkulia#total drama stays winning#kay's arting
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I wanted to make a little post about the shipping in the Mirage Memory Au just cause I like thinking about them. Because with the fake memories going on, they don't remember each other so things are a little off between them.
So yeah, Zane and Kai have this sort of "soul mates" thing going on meanwhile Cole and Jay despise each other, so that's fun for them :3
Also as a side note, I thinks it's just safe to say that all of my aus have Bruise and/or Oppo unless stated otherwise. I can't help it, I'm obsessed with these ships lol.
#ninjago#lego ninjago#my art#mirage memory au#oppositeshipping#bruiseshipping#zane julien#kai smith#kai jiang#cole brookstone#jay walker#it's still valentine's day where i am so i guess you can consider this my valentine's day post if you want lol#anyway gonna go think about toxic yaoi bruise now /hj#i don't actually know if they count as toxic yaoi since their relationship DOES get better#but it's funny to call it toxic yaoi so yeah#also i kinda rushed these so if the drawing look messy that's why
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#sigh#choi soobin#soobin#txt#tomorrow x together#txt soobin#tomorrow x together soobin#txt kai#huening kai#S I G H#he's so big and cuddly looking#but we have to be careful#this is like how H&M scam you with their super soft knits which are just acrylic and polyester#don't fall for it bro#it will disingtegrate after the first wash#soobin is made from boyfriend material#equally as toxic to my environment
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for @ckhalloween23 week 2: witches
a princess under a witch's spell
#sam larusso#tory nichols#samtory#cobra kai#the karate kid#ckhalloween23#cutie pies!! my fave toxic lesbians!#i have something realllllly special for next week#im so excited to post that#sam's art
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Hello crossfire/ cigarettes shipping nation
#ninjago#kai ninjago#cinder ninjago#rare pair#toxic yaoi#or yuri#crossfireshipping#cigarettesshiping#gay legos#dragon rising#canon
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I JUST THINK YANDERE GEPARD WOULD BE NEAT!!!
He's so sweet, constantly watching over his darling when he's not outside of Belobog protecting everyone. Maybe they're a childhood friend of his who he's absolutely enamored with, and he just can't help but follow them around like a lost puppy :(
Gepard, who constantly talks about his darling to Serval. Not saying how obsessed he is with them, but he mentions how cute they looked the other day, and she just knows that he's whipped.
Serval thinks it's so cute, too! She loves her little brother so much and just wants him to be happy! She gets closer to Gepard's darling just so she can put in a good word for him to hopefully set the two of them up, even if Geppie's darling isn't interested.
Serval knows that her poor little brother is hopeless when it comes to romance or anything of the sort, so she'll help him out a little bit!
Other yanderes (Blade) hate the mushy feeling in their chest when around their darling, but Gepard loves it! It makes him feel vulnerable in a good way, and he can't get enough of the feeling.
What a sweet boy ♡
#serval the toxic wingman (woman)#cw: yandere#cw: yandere content#yandere gepard#yandere hsr#yandere honkai star rail#yandere headcanons#yandere imagines#yandere#kay writes#rhxegal
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How would Terry react if his beloved said they feel like a prostitute bc he's spoiling them all the time ( with presents, vacations and whatever) and refuses his presents or give them back to him?
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We've seen Terry Silver preform almost every sort of foul act under the sun but slutshasming.
So, the fact beloved does it to themselves? Inconceivable!
Like, he'd legitimately be infuriated and demand to know who was it that filled their head with something so dumb because he's convinced they couldn't have come up with it all on their own and the moral guilt stems from somewhere outside of themselves, or rather, from someone outside of themselves. It's usually the case. Nobody's feeling tremendously bad about flying a gas guzzling, air-polluting private jet until Greenpeace comes along to remind them they should feel bad. That's just the truth. He knows. Actually, he tends to feel better about flying a gas guzzling, air-polluting private jet precisely because Greenpeace criticized and protested him that week on the streets of LA, but that's neither here nor there. As such, Terry's convinced it was someone being jealous. Envious of everything he's giving and affording beloved. Someone looking to piss on beloved's sunshine. Someone looking to piss on him! Was it the way beloved was raised? Was it some green eyed punk somewhere convincing them of this bullshit behind his back? He genuinely wants to know who or what it was! He genuinely wants revenge on them, be they a person or a concept! He's outright angry, probably telling beloved they should snap out of this crap and start enjoying life immediately, or more precisely, the life they have by his side because he's smart enough to know who deserves what out of him, why and when. For how long. He's smart enough to differentiate who's a whore and who isn't (and he's undoubtedly been with enough of them to know) and in any regard, even if beloved was a whore, they're his and he decides what label he's going to ascribe them, not someone else, not even beloved themself, in fact.
That privilege is his alone.
If he tells you you're a robot, you're a robot.
And if he tells you you're the apple of his eye, you're the apple of his eye.
If he tells you to take pleasure in soaking in a jacuzzi, eating strawberries dipped in chocolate washed down with some expensive champagne, guess what --- you'll take pleasure in it. He can suggest nicely or he can just give you a wordless look and you'll know he expects you to do as you're told.
Returning his gifts and rebuking his generosity on this principle of shame only results in even more anger out of him.
If beloved doesn't want the presents he gave them then those presents might as well not exist because you see, their purpose is now obsolete from his point of view, which means, he's very likely to just destroy whatever it was beloved gave back in front of beloved's own eyes as a way to teach a rather sadistic lesson in gratitude and he'll do so with the utmost relish and glee. Terry undoubtedly smiles ramming his fist into the protective glass of a Rolex watch because that Rolex is pointless and worthless unless beloved likes it and wears it. Didn't want it? Thought it's making you into a hooker? So be it. Now you're something worse than a hooker and you're being gaslit into feeling actual shame because you're needlessly wasteful and costing him millions of dollars in mangled gifts. Not that he cares. But you do. And that's what matters here. For all intents and purposes, he's having a sick amount of fun. You're to blame. The consequences are on you. Wanna be difficult? Okay, so be difficult then. Be it an expensive car, revenue, jewelry, clothing, man will find ways to just ruin whatever it was that was shoved back into his keeping to provide the understanding that there's extreme consequences, to, as he sees it, rejecting his generosity --- said consequences stemming anywhere from demolished cars, smashed jewelry, furniture used instead of punching dummies, torn designer clothes, flats (mysteriously) burning down in the night and my god, if this man ever gave beloved a private island, that private island might just end up as a garbage quarry for his next toxic waste dumping ground. Who's to tell? None of this would've happened if beloved simply, oh, I don't know, loved his presents. Suffice to say Terry Silver doesn't have the moral quandaries most people have. To him money functions under the simple equation of 'I have it = I splash it because I can.' When someone starts acting stupid around his lavishness and open handedness, it tends to push his buttons and when he feels his buttons pushed, he tends to retaliate in the most juvenile, almost childlike way imaginable, control being threatened and things escalating to some unhinged levels.
He won't even flinch when he's accused of it. He's self-aware. He knows what he's doing because he's doing it on purpose and what's worse, he likes it. He likes the chaos and he likes the destruction. He'll grin through his teeth even as he does it and confesses to doing it. Even as he makes beloved watch what they brought about through their actions. But, it's not all giggles and cackling even as Terry kicks, punches. elbows and practices his Tang Soo Do on the windows, the hood and the shiny, color coated plating of the newest sport's car beloved felt uncomfortable about. Thing is, this all stems from a place of hurt and offense too.
He wanted to do so many lovely things for beloved.
And now that they don't want him to, he'll do bad things instead until they beg him to stop.
#terry silver#kk3#cobra kai#dark#tw; manipulation#tw; toxic behaviour#tw; rejecting gifts#tw; internalized slutshaming#gifts#presents#tw; anger issues#tw; revenge#terry silver x beloved#terry silver x reader
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BE LOYAL
Pairings: kai anderson x female reader
Summary: kai finds out you had a quickie with a stranger, whilst In a relationship with him, you thought it would be okay as he isn't loyal to you, you were wrong.
Warnings: slapping, kai anderson, toxic relationship, blood, swearing, fighting, branding, spitting, forced kissing.
Authors note: I'm sorry, but then again, I'm not. Not proof read, beware if spelling and grammar mistakes, I apologise in advance.
"Where the fuck have you been y/n"
You turn around as you shut the front door, you could see kai standing right infront of you, his frame towering above you making you have to crane your neck in an awkward upward position to look him in his face, which in this case you didn't want to do.
You could see his chest moving up and down due to his erratic breathing that would fan down on your head reminding you of the position of authority you were in right now.
You were nothing in this moment.
"Nowhere, just out" you manage to stumble past kai and wobble into the kitchen where you opened the fridge and took out a bottle of water itching to hydrate yourself. You grimaced at the taste of your saliva, the presence of alcohol still in your system.
"Out with who"
You ignore kais questioning and take a large sip of water feeling you dry throat be cured as the cold liquid soothed its way down your throat. As you were drinking your water kai had made his way over to your frame which was hugging the fridge door leaning your hot skin against the cold metal.
"Answer the fucking question y/n" kai had slapped the bottle out of your hand not caring about the mess the spilled water would make, "who were you out with".
You could feel kai looking down on you, his eyes would scatter across your figure and you could already feel his disappointment, your hair was drenched, the eyeliner you wore dripped down your cheeks, strands of hair clumped together and stuck to your face, your sneakers squeaked everytime you took a step, your skirt was creased and you sweatshirt was losely hanging off if your torso.
"What's your problem kai, I was just out with a friend" you shout as you begin to pick up the discarded bottle and wipe the spilt water from your face and the counter tops.
"Who" kai was pushing you around by your shoulders," answer me y/n, who"
"Why do you care", Pushing kai back but not stopping him you would slap at his chest and arms,"Get off of me you asshole". You could feel yours and kais anger build as yous continued to taunt eachother, with words and actions.
Grabbing the collar of my sweatshirt kai harshly pulled my face to his, pulling some of my hair at the same time
"WHO THE FUCK WERE YOU OUT WITH Y/N"
"Just some guy, I-I don't know his name"kai had released the fists full of clothing and hair he held before shoving your body into the wall standing close to you, his eyes were shut and his head hung slightly as if he was making a tough decision.
Kais hand was resting on my shoulder as we made our way into the basement, the floorboards creaked and added to the eerie atmosphere.
"You were out with guys you don't know"
You swallowed a thick ball of saliva that was caught in your throat, kais hands were rubbing at the base of your neck, slowly moving up your neck and you could feel his anger buzz pit of him, the thought of kai releasing his anger on you was terrifying, you had seen him do it to other members of the cult and seen what he could do but never did you want to be on the receiving end of his harsh words.
"Did you have fun?"
Your eyes widened as you felt kais hands grasp around your throat pushing you down onto the table, your lungs began to strain looking for air to take in but kai was granting you with none. Panic settling in you began to claw at his forearms and kick your legs out aiming to boot him in the stomach.
"STOP FUCKING MOVING YOU BITCH"
Kai began to climb ontop if you, a blade in hand, seeing this your eyes sprung out of your head and thrashed your body in a demonic manner, trying anything to get kai off of you.
"This is what happens y/n, when you're a bad girl" kai had stuffed the handle down the blade into my mouth as he shoved both of your wrists into on of his hands, he put all of his weight down on them which made you cry out in agony as you could no longer move them or feel your fingers.
Tears streaked down your face as kai shoved two of his fingers into your mouth grabbing onto the blades handle and pulling it from your mouth, you gasped in shock as you felt a pinch on the side of your mouth. With a swipe of your tongue you tasted blood and began to scream.
"When you're unfaithful"
Kai took the blade and snaked his hand under your skirt, your legs immediately froze not wanting him to cut you as you know he wouldn't feel remorse. With a tug the waistband of your skirt had been cut, your lower half now on show only being concealed by the underwear you wore.
"For being unloyal "
Pushing my sweatshirt and top up and out of the way kai readied himself, looking me in my eyes he began pushing the blade point into you, breaking the skin amd pushing further, streams of blood began to spill from the would as you cried and threw your body around on the table.
"You fucked that guy didn't you"
Kai dragged the blade down, and would repeat the same movement on the same area multiple times whilst watching you cry.
"Didn't you y/n, admit it"
Seeing you wail in pain but not answer his question kai drops his knife and without caring smacks his hand across your face, shunning you into silence.
"Admit it you fucking slut"
Both of kai's hands were now around your face, his right hand around your jaw applying pressure to make you open your mouth, his left was caressing the side of your face, curling stands of your hair and pulling them harshly.
"Was he good" kai snears," Did you take him like the hole you are"
Not getting an answer from you kai smacks you again with his right hand, before it moved back to your jaw and pried your mouth open.
"You fucking useless slut"
Kai leaned in closer to your face, your puffy eyes were open the tiniest bit, looking You dead in the eyes kai spat.
You could feel his warm saliva land in your mouth and his hand harshly shutting your jaw closed forcing you to keep his spit in your mouth.
"Swallow it bitch"
Picking up the bloodied blade once more kai carried on carving wounds into your flesh, alot more angrier than before, His lines were jagged and more blood gushed put from the slits.
He would lean down and kiss your forehead, lick your tears from your face, and when he tried to kiss you and you turned your head away from him he would push the knife deeper into you and leave it there, letting it stand up on its own half way into your flesh, his now free hand clamped around your jaw and forced you to face him.
His lips pressed down hard on yours, his tongue would trace your lip lining and then bite down on your bottom lip until he was bored or droplets of blood appeared.
Kai would continue to carve his was through your skin, his fingers would run along the gash and dip into the red flesh, smearing your blood across your face where he would lick it off and bite your jaw.
"Promise me y/n you'll be good"
Kais voice was mere background noise to your screams, you throat felt as if it had been burned and ripped apart. Your eyes were stinging and dyed red yet no more tears left your eyes as you had none left.
"PROMISE ME YOU'LL BE LOYAL"
Kai had pushed the blade into an untouched area of your skin and twisted hard causing a blood curdling scream to leave your lips which were painted red by kai as his would use your blood as lipstick and use it on you messily kissing it off of you.
"I P-PROMI- PLEASE KAI- PROMISE I-I.."
"Shhh" kai Hughes you quiet with one kf his fingers to his lips and his hands petting your head as if you were a dog.
"That's all you had to do y/n"
Kais hands rubs the sensitive skin of your stomach, smearing the blood across your torso even more. In your tired haze you see kai rake his eyes up and down your body with a smile on his lips,
"You look beautiful "
Loking down at your body you couldn't see anything but the thick red liquid slowly pumping out of you and onto the table you were laying on.
You hear muffles and assume kai is talking to you but can't put the words together as all you can hear is thumping which makes your head ache, you see kai get up off if you and watch him as he comes back holding a...
Mirror, your eyes adjust and clear the blurriness, "look at how beautiful you are"
You slowly take the mirror from kai, almost dropping it immediately when it's fully in your hands, you see the state of your face.
Dried blood cracking all over your lips and cheeks, puffy eyes, swollen dry lips, sweat covering your forehead and strands of hair stuck to your face. Your head is empty as you stare at yourself but then move the mirror to your stomach.
There lied the letters
K A I
Your flesh curled at the ends of the carvings and barely any blood was coming out if the cuts anymore. Drowsiness was getting the best of you as your eyes fell slowly looking at a bloodied and incredibly happy kai staring right back at you.
"Have fun getting someone who isn't me now bitch"
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Bucchigiri Utena Parallel-The Depravity of Sad, Strange Little Men
While there have been various comparisons that can be found between Bucchigiri and Revolutionary Girl Utena. From it's parallels with the main protagonist duo, the usage of fairy tales and their influence towards the heroes, to themes of self-stagnation & it's consequences. But for me, something I've had a hard time finding was direct comparisons between it's core cast. While they do have some similarities, not all of it is ideally parallel with the Bucchigiri delinquents having different personalities and arcs compared to the Utena duelists. That said, I was able to find two characters who came close with paralleling each other: in terms of their designated roles, their origins, their stance on gender and what becomes of them afterwards.
Shindo Akutaro and Kyouichi Saionji
Disclaimer: Just as a warning, there will be light spoilers from Revolutionary Girl Utena that will be discussed, though mainly in relation to Saionji's character and less of the series in general. There will also be mentions of domestic and sexual abuse.
Part 1: The Starter Villain
One of the first similarities that both Saionji and Akutaro share is that they both start out as the first official antagonists in their respective series. The way they're presented in the series makes them come off as genuinely dangerous men who intentionally cause harm for others.
Saionji's first scene is him slapping Anthy over an unheard conversation which is made worse when it's established that she's "betrothed" to him. He "justifies" the abuse because of the engagement which he treats as being in a relationship with him as the domineering boyfriend and Anthy as his loyal girlfriend. But what drives Utena to confront him is when he (supposedly) posted Wakaba's love letter in a public space for everyone to mock. Utena and the audience are meant to find him despicable for his behavior and want to see him be taken down ASA-NOW.
Akutaro also serves as a despisable human being who is presented as the first major threat in the series. He's portrayed as the most bloodthirsty and cruelest of the Big Three Banchos introduced in the story. While Marito rivals him in bloodthirstiness and sadism (and was technically the first adversary Arajin was forced to confront), he is shown to have some redeemable traits such as his friendship with Outa and his genuine respect towards Kenichirou. The same cannot be said for Akutaro who has no redeeming attributes. He frequently mistreats his NG Boys with threats and violence viewing them as inferior to him, forces them to steal from non-gang affiliated students, and is preparing an elaborate plot to force the rival gangs to destroy each other so he can take over.
It's also worth mentioning that his role as the first villain was even foreshadowed in the opening song. Whereas Marito and Kenichirou only looked big and scary in front of Arajin, they never actually grab him and look as though they want Arajin to face them. Akutaro is the only one who interacts with Arajin by binding him with his whips, stripping him to his boxers and tossing him down a dark hole.
The audience recognizes Akutaro as the least likable but most dangerous of the bancho leaders and are hoping to see him be taken down before his wicked plots can take effect.
But despite being presented as major villains, they didn't actually start out that way. They were once regular kids who ended up falling into the dark side because of a falling out between them and a man they once looked up to.
Part 2: Now You'll Respect Me, Because I'm a Threat
As explained in Episode 5, Akutaro actually started out as a humble nerd who was an easy target for delinquents to pick on. But that all changed when he was rescued by Kenichirou and was given the opportunity to join Minato Kai alongside him. Akutaro accepted and trained himself into becoming a man worthy of Kenichirou's respect. But that all changed when Akutaro brought a weapon to the fighting ring, something that was strongly discouraged in MK which lead to his banishment.
And in Saoinji's case, he once had a close friendship with Touga Kiryuu, the Student Council President and future antagonist following his defeat. Both boys started out caring for one another and saw each other as equals. But that all changed when they came across a young girl in a coffin who just lost her parents and wanted to join them. The next day, the girl disappeared and Touga's attitude about the mystery girl causes Saionji to think that he showed her something eternal to help her leave the coffin.
Both boys started out as genuine and harmless friends to someone they once admired. But after a conflict involving ideals, the friendship became strained. Akutaro swore vengeance against Kenichirou for tossing him aside and vowed to destroy him while Saionji, despite still being friends with Touga in the present, would develop intense levels of jealousy and and inferiority complex.
But whereas Saionji was driven by envy because of Touga's manipulations and desire to stand out on top between the two of them, Akutaro was the one who broke his friendship by refusing to accept Kenichirou's ideals and how he was in the wrong to use weapons in a true fight.
Each of them had different reasons for their falling out, but they shared the same dream of becoming stronger then their former friends in the hopes of surpassing them. And surprisingly, both boys are successful when it comes to building themselves up as men worthy of respect and power.
Saionji would grow up to be the captain of the school's Kendo Team, amassing horde of fangirls who were swayed by his bewitching good looks and is also an official member of the Student Council. It's also implied that he was a worthy duelist as he started out with Anthy in his possession before Utena became involved, meaning that he bested the other duelists (minus Touga) beforehand.
And in only a few years time, Akutaro managed to create a delinquent gang that's on the same level of credibility as MK and SS who've lasted for several decades. The NG Boys have a large number of followers, several bases for meetings and weapons manufacturing and even having territorial rights in certain locations in Honki City. Though it isn't specified on how much of the NG Boys' creation and success was due to Akutaro's own merits or if Ichiya was involved in it's genesis, but it stands that he succeeded in making a fearsome group to command with many of the other rival gang members acknowledging them as a threat that shouldn't be messed with on a whim.
Part 3: Gender Politics in My Anime?
To maintain their power and assert their authority over others, both Akutaro and Saionji rely on traditional gender norms to maintain their respective identities and influences. The problem being is that the norms they rely on fall heavily on toxic masculinity.
In RGU, Saionji's toxic masculinity is shown towards his mistreatment of Anthy and his resentment of Touga. And while the other men in Utena are also guilty of engaging in toxic masculinity and strict gender norms, Saionji's practices stand out as being the most noticeable and easy to identify.
He views Anthy as an ideal girlfriend who should obey and follow along with his will regardless of what she thinks. Any opposition is met with slapping her and scolding her for thinking differently. His views towards Touga is someone who challenges his status as the superior man. He's constantly in conflict with him when it comes to kendo competitions or how they should go about the dueling tournaments. And in each instance, Touga always comes out on top which fuels Saionji's insecurity which leads to anger and violently lashing out at anyone or anything to cross his path.
It's also mentioned that he makes several misogynistic comments about the roles men and women play which would contribute to his ongoing hatred of Utena. A girl who refuses to play her role and stands between him and his supposed Rose Bride. Although it isn't outright stated, it's also implied that Saionji did come from an abusive family which would explain how he obtained his callous mistreatment of women, his ideas on gender roles along with his casual usage of violence.
Akutaro also shares similar beliefs when it comes to power and respect. His use of weapons and lack of an honor code when fighting contribute to his belief that a great man is one who will do anything to win. Even if it means being violent, cruel, sadistic and merciless, it all will be worth it as he stands above everyone. The Emperor for the World to see. He even forces these ideals to his NG Boys just before the big war by encouraging them to embrace the ideal of kill or be killed. As in they kill the other gang members or they'll be killed by his own hand for failing to meet his expectations.
As for how he views and mistreats women... Before we can go into that, I'd like to take a quick detour and bring up how Minato Kai and Siguma Squad engage with gender norms.
Bucchigiri doesn't exactly go into detail with gender politics due to it's significant lack of girl characters and how the main boys rarely mention their own beliefs about girls in general. (With the exception of Arajin who only shows interests in girls by seeing them as potential girlfriends and tools used to lose his virginity and the narrative is more than willing to punish him for his beliefs). Not to mention it is rather questionable why there haven't been any girl members to be part of either Minato Kai or Siguma Squad, especially since there isn't a rule saying girls aren't allowed. Despite this, it is worth bringing up how the two clubs are rather lenient when it comes to how the boys defy traditional gender norms.
In Minato Kai, Matakara is presented as the most sensitive, friendly and warm-hearted boy of the group. He's always shown as easy to warm up to and welcoming of other people provided you aren't a threat. None of the MK boys have any issue with his sensitivity and how he boasts on how Arajin is better than him in terms of strength. It even comes as a shock for everyone when he turns to the dark side and begins his quest of fighting everyone for the sake of getting stronger. In a traditional shonen show, a man engaging in this behavior while closing his heart would be applauded since that's what's commonly expected. Whereas in Bucchigiri, it's portrayed as a tragedy that Matakara would go against his beliefs.
Other examples include Komao who dresses in a feminine manner but is never subject to mockery or being made fun of by his peers or the show. Zabu is also able to express emotional honesty towards Matakara regarding him being the reason the war started which is made better as Matakara accepts his apology and still treats him as a friend. Not to mention that he does make beautiful paper decorations and takes pride in it.
Siguma Squad also follow a similar acceptance of emotional vulnerability among it's core members. This is most evident in Episode 10 during Jabishiri and Hagure's confrontation with Corrupted!Matakara. Following the brutal defeat, Jabishiri who's presented as the most aggressive, moody and masculine of the duo expresses genuine disappointment in front of Hagure and comes close to crying. And in the following episode, when he tries to hunt Matakara despite his injuries, Hagure slaps him and cries his heart out while calling him out for his thick-headenness. In any shonen series, the masculine one would snipe at their friend for acting like a sissy and not like a real man. But Jabishiri lets him and realizes that he's right. And even Outa, who can be interpreted as a traditionally masculine man, never chastises the duo for their behavior or how they're not acting like real men. He instead acknowlegeds their emotions and promises them that they'll still keep Siguma Squad alive.
So both gangs are shown to be accepting of emotional vulnerability amongst their groups and are pretty okay with their members expressing gender-non-conforming actions without fear.
As for the NG Boys, that vulnerability is nonexistent as the Emperor uses a brutal and heartless manner of keeping his underlings in check. The boys can only discuss in secret with each other over their own feelings on the matter out of fear of being victimized by the Emperor. Mixed with the lack of individualization of the NG Boys, they exist in a space controlled by Akutaro where only his voice and beliefs, belonging to the greatest man, can be acknowledged and obeyed.
And that is in relation to how the boys in the three groups are able to relate to each other. But there is one component of the NG Boys that neither their rival gangs have but also gives an understanding of Akutaro's toxic masculinity.
The NG Girls.
The existence of the girls highlights how it is possible for girls to be affiliated with any of the gangs. But how curious that instead of fighting alongside the NG Boys as potential fighters and delinquents, they instead only work as flashy showgirls. Wearing cute outfits, performing elaborate dance choreography and acting flirty with anyone that their boss sets in their sights. And given that Akutaro is the boss and prime founder of the NG Boys, it's within reason to believe that he came up with the idea of NG Girls and their roles in his gang.
So sad to say, their existence and jobs falls into gender stereotyping with what is expect of boys and girls. Boys are expected to be tough fighters who show no fear, cannot confide in each other and will hurt others without restraint. Girls are expected look cute, be desirable and attend to the needs of the boys they come across. It's also implied that they work as prostitutes based on Akutaro promising Arajin to "pop his cherry" using the girls mixed with their seductive actions during the dance scene.
And of course there's the whole scene with Akutaro proposing on turning Mahoro into a trophy girl aka sex slave once he takes down Marito. He sees her as a prize to be claimed after defeating her older brother and would consider sexually exploit her for the sake of dragging Siguma Squad's reputation into the ground. So it is rather concerning that he views girls as objects to be claimed and toyed with as a spoil of war. Something a power-hungry man would enjoy having.
Thankfully, both boys are clearly presented as being in the wrong for their beliefs and practices of toxic masculinity which makes their defeat at the hands of the heroes very satisfying.
Part 4: How the Mighty Have Fallen
Once the antagonists are defeated by their respective protagonists, they end up falling into two roles as the story continues: pawns for the fairy tale villains and comic relief.
As mentioned before, Saionji's friendship with Touga is presented as a constant power struggled fueled by jealousy and insecurity. Touga actually knows of Saionji's feelings and purposefully exploits them for his own gain. First in Season 1 by tricking him with a fake letter as part of his grand scheme of making himself look good in front of Utena and later in Season 3 when he starts to collaborate with End of the World.
For Akutaro, following his defeat and exposure at the Gang War Arc, he's tricked into helping Ichiya reach Matakara with the promise of revenge. But as soon as Ichiya makes official contact, he abandons Akutaro leaving him powerless and resentful.
And during the time they're used, they essentially fade into the background as the protagonists turn their attention to other pressing matters regarding the plot and their relationships with their friends. The starter villain that once posed as a significant threat is casually ignored or brushed off without a care. And given what heartless monsters they were since the beginning, who wouldn't want to ignore them or give them a death glare to shut them up?
Because of Saionji's brutish behavior, Utena and friends rarely pay him attention, even when he has "important" things to say, and instead focus on other events in their daily lives. It's even more apparent when he's temporarily expelled from Otori Academy and loses his influence among the student body. Thus forcing him into becoming a nobody.
And with having lost the great war, his former NG Boys have no reason to continue following him and beat him up as retribution for his past transgressions. They along with the NG Girls openly laugh at what a loser he is and promise each other not to let someone like him boss them around anymore. And with no influence or status, all Akutaro can do is watch from the sidelines hoping that fate will be kind enough to defeat his enemies for him.
Though a major difference when it comes to both boys in regards to their pathetic states is that Saionji continues to have relevance in the story while Akutaro remains a bystander. Despite losing a fourth time to Utena in Season 3, he still sticks around as a Student Council Member and even works alongside Touga when he decides to stop Utena. He even brings up how questionable it is to follow the End of the World's ideals when he and the other council members don't know his true motivations. And although Akutaro does warn Arajin of the Honki People's true agenda and the danger they're in, he doesn't actively do anything afterwards. He mainly stays on the side watching the final battles play out. And it's more than likely he won't be able to do much when Matakara has his ultimate battle with Arajin.
Conclusion
Both Akutaro and Saionji start out as the first villains of the story that the audience is meant to dislike because of their cruel and power-hungry behaviors. The reason they transformed into dangerous men was because of a falling out they had with men they once admired in the past. As a result, they would work hard into becoming men with great authority all in the hopes of vanquishing the ones that wronged them and to prove how much better they are then them. The two are also shown to have practiced toxic masculinity given their horrid views of how women should be treated, their ideals on "might makes right" and how they refuse to engage in emotional vulnerability. And once they're defeated, they're brushed off to the side as comic relief while spectating the new battles that the heroes engage in.
And those are my thoughts on the similarities between these two jerks. I never imagined I would make this type of analysis post since I personally hate Saionji. I respect his role in RGU and understand his character in the long term, but men who hurt women while calling it love is something I will never forgive. Either way, I saw the similarities so I decided to put up with him for this analysis So what do you think of these thoughts and the roles of the two villains? If you agree or disagree with anything I’ve written, please feel free to reblog and/or comment with your own ideas. Thank you and may you have a great day/night!
#bucchigiri?!#revolutionary girl utena#bucchigiri#rgu spoilers#akutaro shindo#kyouichi saionji#touga kiryuu#kenichirou douman#toxic masculinity#gender norms#analysis#long post#eddy's posts#minato kai#sigma squad#ng boys
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