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starsandthorn · 11 months

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seele reunion making me cry. btw

#personal stuff #thorn plays honkai #i am soooooo glad seele got her time with hos. they are friends now waugh #and i loved senti insisting that seele should come out more and be more optimistic and confident #AND SEELE SAYING SHE WANTED TO BE MORE LIKE HOW THE OTHER SEELE WAS IN NAGAZORA AAAAUUUGH #EXPLODES AND DIES FOREVR i love both of their growth so so much wtf #just auugh. i always cry when they're separated but it's what they Needed to learn and grow as people #and rely on others instead of just each other #but at the end of it all they did everything to find each other again so they could reunite. waugh #anyway. new seele battlesuit when

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kaiser1ns · 28 days

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𝘃𝗮𝗿𝗶𝗼𝘂𝘀 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝘅 𝗳𝗲𝗺!𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗲𝗿

╹synopsis :: it doesn't take much to say or show you love someone even with the simplest of actions.

╹contents :: can be read as fem/gn reader; characters from blue lock, jjk and honkai star rail, FLUFF, ooc maybe?

╹notes :: as i was walking to go home at like 10pm i thought of this, hope you enjoy! added hsr specially for @okkalo ♡

ITOSHI SAE immediately takes you out to visit the sea when he gets some days off. The sounds of the waves, the relaxing atmosphere and you in his arms calm him down causing him to flashback to his childhood memories of when he was just a small and carefree child wanting nothing more but to play football with his little brother and personal cheerleader.

Not only he is known as the strongest but GOJO SATORU is also known for having a very strong sweet tooth. So what does he do to reduce the sugar? He shares it with you because there is nothing better than sharing his favourite thing with his lover, so let's say he gets a double dose of chocolate and candy from just seeing you and that's enough.

AVENTURINE is not afraid to take the risk and his constant smile makes it difficult for people to guess his true intentions. Not with you though, he lets his guard down, your voice soothing him to help him relax and as he gets lost in your touch. He is not Aventurine of the IPC or the Ten Stonehearts, he is just Kakavasha the little boy who once dreamed of love and now he won the biggest treasure in his life — you.

ITOSHI RIN knows how much you don't like scary movies, and that's why when you come over for the weekends you watch movies or series of your choice, be it Barbie or The Lion King. He will swallow his ego and stop watching the weekly uploads of his favourite scary games just so you can't fall asleep on purpose because of the horror films.

GETO SUGURU can't stop talking about how beautiful, amazing, and kind you are. Mimiko and Nanako are tired because they are the only ones who get to hear all his murmuring when you are away even for only 5 minutes. But they know how much he loves you and how you breathe life into him, and he wishes that someday they will become like you — strong and good-hearted.

ARGENTI thanks and prays to Idrila every moment of his life for obtaining the biggest blessing to ever exist and that is meeting you. The Knight of Beauty makes sure to give you one red rose every day to express his profound love and admiration, it's a small gesture that symbolizes his devotion to the relationship. He should protect his lover and like flowers, the tender petals are directed to you, with the thorns to the cosmic and its danger protecting you

It may seem that he is spoiled, but in fact, NAGI SEISHIRO is not, well not that much. Sometimes he takes charge of the household chores, giving you, a well-deserved break. He washed the dishes, cooked you a meal (instant noodles), and even tried to fold the laundry. And you, pleasantly surprised, sank into the couch, embracing the rare luxury of relaxation as familiar songs from your shared playlist were playing on the TV. Even if it doesn't happen often you are forever grateful for your lazy boyfriend to do something like that.

ITADORI YUJI shows genuine interest and actively listens to you talking about your current obsession be it a series, celebrity, book, food, or anything. He loves your voice, seeing your beautiful smile, and how your eyes seem to sparkle as you talk, he is so lovestruck that he sometimes just stares at you with the most soft and genuine look. Just don't be surprised when you find some merchandise on your desk with a little love note, okay?

Engaging in meaningful conversations and connecting on a deeper level with DR. RATIO seems like every other normal day for him. He approaches every interaction with a thirst for knowledge. And you take him by surprise every time and he doesn't know what to do, the great genius suddenly stops functioning. The way you hold his hand, kiss his cheek, make him stutter — he goes crazy and questions himself about how there is no logical explanation for this, but there is, it is called love.

SHIDOU RYUSEI doesn't like to share his material possessions with anyone, he worked so hard to get the last volumes of Chainsaw Man as they are now put on the shelf in his bedroom. And imagine his reaction when he sees you reading volume 10 which has Makina on the cover, cuddled nicely with his blanket on the bed. How dare you read it without him? And so he jumps onto the mattress, squishing you because that's your punishment for not telling him. You apologized to him of course but for him to fully forgive you, next time you will be on anicon cosplaying Makima and Denji.

FUSHIGURO MEGUMI remembers the small details about you and your preferences. If you don't like a certain ingredient in the food, he will order the dish without it. You like to sleep on this side of the bed, no problem he will sleep on the other side as you both cuddle and drift to Dreamland. He will immediately notice the change in your mood and even if he is not so good with words, he will always be there for you offering his warm embrace.

As a Galaxy Ranger BOOTHILL tends to travel around the cosmos a lot and sadly he can't spend time with you. But when he's with you, one of the things you do is his hair and to put cute stickers on his metal hands or guns. The scary cyborg cowboy is now a pretty princess with pigtails, heart stickers and with a very happy lover. He watches you having fun with his makeover — and will do everything possible to spend more time with you.

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wildandsmile · 9 months

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K͓̽i͓̽n͓̽k͓̽t͓̽o͓̽b͓̽e͓̽r͓̽ a͓̽n͓̽d͓̽ M͓̽a͓̽s͓̽t͓̽e͓̽r͓̽l͓̽i͓̽s͓̽t͓̽

🍎we don’t know about y’all, but pea and i are beyond ready for spooky season! nothing is better than having an apple spice candle burning by the windowsill while you make pumpkin muffins. of course, with great vibes come great orgasms ;) 🎃

🔥pea and i collectively agreed to begin prep for kinktober now because neither of us work very well under pressure. that being said, it’s an open house! i’m going to leave a list of kinks below. to request, simply choose the number corresponding with the kink, and then tell us who you want it to be for. example: “one, tanjiro komado”. you can also add your own tidbits like tropes, setting, etc. have fun with it! Then once everyone has thrown out their character for that day me and Pea will pick one to write about for that day this way it fair and fun.🔥

🔪to make this fair for us and avoid confusion with you all, i’ll also leave a list of the fandoms we write for below. don’t be afraid to suggest spooky movie characters too! (i.e ghost face, brahms, venom, etc.) y’know, the typical monster / slasher men you’d want to get down with. 🔪

🚫Be aware that we will NOT write for real killers!!! (ted bundy, the menendez brothers, jeffrey dahmer, etc.) not only is it immoral, it’s disrespectful to the victims and the victims’ families. so don’t ask🚫

❤️ other than that, happy requesting! there are 31 spots open, we’ll choose the ideas we think are the most creative / freaky / etc. happy halloween!<3 ❤️

𝐯𝐚𝐥’𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐬 —

a court of thorns and roses

sally face

haikyuu

ice breaker

diary of a wimpy kid (rodrick)

call of duty

avatar: the way of water

criminal minds

alice in borderland

venom / eddie

stranger things (NOOO eddie munson. 😾)

brahms

ghost face

the last of us

Etc

𝐩𝐞𝐚’𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦𝐬 —

jujutsu kaisen

haikyuu

call of duty

tokyo revengers

hunter x hunter

blue lock

my hero academia

genshin impact

resident evil

persona

honkai star rail

spider-man: into the spider-verse.

Etc

𝟑𝟏 𝐝𝐚𝐲𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐞𝐫𝐲 —

knife / gun play - Sanzu

choking - Miguel O ‘ Hara

spanking / impact play - Kage

degradation / dumbification - Blade

pet play - Upper Moons

psychological manipulation - Gojo

tears / overstimulation - Notes

consensual non consent

bondage - Gaara

temperature play

age gap - Vash

phone sex

dirty talk - Bakugou Squad

mirror sex - Leon

cam girl - Link

hate sex -Ristto

cucking

exhibitionism - Itto

voyuerism

sex toys

marijuana + sex

forbidden love

orgasm denial - Connie

electrostimulation - Ryuji

oral (giving + receiving) - Sanji

hair pulling + collars kiss

remote control vibrator - Itoshi Rin

spitting - Ghost

Sir - Reo

master

humiliation

💀happy requesting, also make sure to like and reblog for your favorite writers<3 💀

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sleepingelvhen · 3 months

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✨ Rules of the Garden ✨

~ Within the garden, there are rules that must be followed ~

Masterlist

Here you will find the information about the fanfictions you will see, the content you will find, and what won't be created here.

RULES 🌹

There are a few things we must go over before delving into the lovely details of what I will and won't create here.

First off, as always, minors are not allowed here and are encouraged to not interact in any way here. The garden is full of nsfw content and will include darker themes eventually. Any minor account that interacts or follows will be blocked.

I expect kindness between all who interact with one another here. Bullying is completely intolerable, we are all just people who enjoy stories with the characters we love, there will never be a reason to attack anyone.

I encourage all to please avoid making anyone uncomfortable here. The garden is a safe space for us to enjoy these fantasies. Any questions or concerns are always welcome.

Types of Fanfiction I will write here Male/Female Male/Non-Binary Male/Male (Platonic) Reader Inserts --> Multi-chapter, Short Stories, and Drabbles Smut/Dark/Angst/Soft/Romance

NSFW Rules 🌹

Kinks I will write for --> Dom/sub, BDSM, vanilla, breeding, blood play, somnophilia, rough sex, teasing, praise/degredation, possessiveness, dubious content, impact play, worship, corruption, lingerie, voyeurism, threesome, omegaverse Kinks I will NOT write for --> Anal, age-play, urophilia, incest, loli-con, proship, full beastiality

Fandoms 🌹

The stories you will find here are many and there are always new fandoms popping up.

These are the only fandoms that I currently write for.

Genshin Impact

Honkai Star Rail

A Court of Thorns and Roses

Characters 🌹

These are the characters I am currently looking at writing for as well as characters I would be willing to write for in the future.

Most of these characters will be ones that I personally love to write for. If there's a character you don't see here, don't be afraid to ask and I may decide to write for them.

Kaeya

Al-Haitham

Kaveh

Wriothesley

Zhongli

Neuvillette

Diluc

Cyno

Tighnari

Dainsleif

Dottore

Scaramouche

Albedo

Jing Yuan

Blade

Dan Heng/Dan Feng

Veritas Ratio

Luocha

Sunday

Aventurine

Gepard

Rhysand

Azriel

Cassian

Lucien

Tamlin

Please do not be afraid to send messages or questions if anything confuses you.

My requests aren't open at the moment, but I always love to hear ideas anyone has.

✨ Please, enjoy your stay. ✨

#smut fanfiction #fanfic authors #fanfic rules #genshin impact #genshin impact fanfics #honkai star rail fanfic #honkai star rail smut #honkai star rail #reader insert smut #reader insert #hsr smut #hsr #blog rules #guidelines

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heartz4via · 10 months

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Kyman/Kenman antis dni !!

Intro stuff

I am Oktavia ! I'm a 17 year old genderfluid lesbian with a fixation on South Park, specifically Kenny McCormick and Craig Tucker! They're my sons, actually.

I do art, and I roleplay occasionally! So, if that's something you're into, dm me maybe!

Though I will only play them 17+, because I am 17, and I don't feel like writing for 10 year olds

Also please be 16+ when roleplaying with me

At some point in the future I'll probably post my headcanons for characters and such!

Roleplay Info

Writing Style: Semi literate

Timezone: PST

Triggers/Discomforts: rape, incest

Genres: Romance, drama, angst

Characters I'll play:

Kenny McCormick (main)

Craig Tucker (main)

Kyle Broflovski

Clyde Donovan

Michael (goth kid)

Damien Thorn

Wendy Testaburger

Ships:

Kyman

Kenman

Dip

Style

Cryde

Tolkyle

Stendy

Stenny

I'm also open to others, just ask!

Other fandoms I'm in:

Miraculous Ladybug

Welcome home

Hazbin Hotel

Metal Family (CHESGLAM SHIPPERS PLEASE 😭)

Black Butler

Death Note

OHSHC

IT

Stranger Things

Creepypasta/Marble Hornets/EverymanHybrid (I like to cross them over, that's why I lumped them all together, but I do know that Marble Hornets and EMH aren't Creepypasta)

Genshin Impact

Honkai Star Rail

Or like, OC stuff idrc!

Anyhow, I'm always looking for friends and roleplay partners! If you wouldn't want to do it on here, I also have Discord, so you can always ask me for that!

#south park #kenny mccormick #roleplay #kenny mccormick stan account #craig tucker stan account #south park roleplay #multifandom #multishipper

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mlynar-nearl · 1 year

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i find it astounding that you have a system for this. i mean, not to say that i pull randomly, i do save for mostly lims only (the only one i lack would be nian herself actually) but i am seldom ever able to save up that much (175?? insane), its mostly about 80 to 100 for each banner. although i will say that i did pull for certain characters i like or found meta like thorns/surtr/gnosis/passenger but it did cost me which means im always fumbling for pulls at the end of each limited banner. ever since w banner where i dumped over 200 pulls for pots (why??) i have been more stringent with my saving but ive never actually saved that much. do you have monthly card or is it just somehow pure f2p things (do you use op? im genuinely curious how do ppl save this much when im always poor) ?

ah and yes gachas are exploitative in nature, but at this point of time, it is what it is tbh, i only choose to whale in games where i genuinely like the game to bits (read: honkai) or i support them in other manners, such as merch (i buy the ak anniv boxes every year !) but yeah gachas are honestly very predatory now its scary ngl. but genshin is cool :) i dont play anymore but i might come back just for kaveh (,,,,i love him so much,,,) and abt mhy games i would rec tears of themis ! if you like pretty men yeah thats my only excuse </3 the men are pretty i am gay but i can sure as hell appreciate the very pretty men hehe. perhaps i will sleep soon it is almost 3.30am so its probably my last ask of the day (?) ty for the consistent replies !

yeah of course! i use monthly card which helps and i buy some stuff around the anniversaries and such which helps, but limiting my possible moves helps Psychologically.

funny you say that ab kaveh because my roommate lured me in to genshin with alhaitham. we call it alhaithamquest because i played the game to get alhaitham, build alhaitham, and put alhaitham in Situations. i am up to the last object on that list. i'm putting him in SO many situations. kaveh and alhaitham fascinate me. i love autistic characters and love/hate relationships and i love how kaveh asks if youre hired actors. i just wish more people in sumeru were dark-skinned...alhaitham should be brown...they couldnt make him a moc because then hed be the optimal character i Think. genshin's plot and such doesnt feel nearly as robust to me as arknights but it is good fun, and i cant begrudge it that. also i think it has some of the funniest plot setups ever because the whole "zhongli helps you plan his own funeral" thing is literally comic gold to me. i'm not taking genshin too seriously admittedly considering the Scatman Diluc Incident but i like it that way. keeps the brain mold away.

hope you sleep well btw<3

#ash answers #anonymous

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elysialm · 2 years

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genshin au: columbina, blossoms of love.

Name: Elysia Title: Columbina, Harbinger of Tsaritsa Origin: ??? Age: Unknown.

The 13th Herrscher has closed her eyes on the day of the last banquet, the moment when her friend would end this life of hers but she did not expect to open her eyes in a land of sunlight and sweetness. The freshness of the air was so different compared to the urban life of her era, the maiden opened her eyes to a scenery that she did not expect. Luscious green grass, high trees, and gorgeous views around her.

Was it Heaven? Was it a dream? It made no sense. The maiden who remembered wearing a thorn crown and her white dress to her last celebration. She looked at herself, the clothes she wore were ones she wore to the battle and her bow remained close by her side. The pink crystals on the bow would reflect the sunlight. Elysia would wonder to herself: Am I dreaming? Am I alive?

She called her colleagues names, trying to figure everything out. This was not a Herrscher’s power, it was obvious. She had felt the difference, it was far more calming. It certainly felt like Heaven. This land was beautiful and it felt as if it came from the books she was writing about a dreamland. The gorgeous sightseeing made her want to travel around, it made her think that perhaps everything was done as intended when she had gone down the stairs to speak her one final truth.

The land of Teyvat, as she learned from those she met during her travel, was a delightful sight. Countless myths and legends were surrounding the land and she wanted to know more. More and more, the beauties and the happiness alongside with what this heaven presented itself. It truly felt like a dream. If anything, Elysia thought to herself that this was a simulation then. A simulation like Elysian Realm that she worked on with others, but it wasn’t it. The longer she spent there, the more she interacted with people, the more she understood that it was reality. Not Heaven, not a dream, but a real world where no one knew of Herrschers, of Honkai, of destructions that followed the land. These rural areas and these lands that did not even start to reach the height of urban life were real and the people who lived here were not dead but fully alive.

Years have gone by and Elysia made a name for herself. A traveling Miss Pink Elf, an adventurer who continued to travel and study Teyvat’s lands on her own. The woman never aged, it must’ve been because of her being a MANTIS but also a Herrscher, she could still feel her powers bubble within her but in a calmer pace. Perhaps, it was because this land lacked the honkai energy, but the crystals that were created were self-sustained and created from her. It was strange, but she enjoyed her life. There was nothing she could do, the life that she ended was already gone and done. There was no need to return for she believed in her friends and in her comrades, they will defeat Honkai or shed a light for the new generation, or both. She loved them, she missed them, but she will not go back because she played her role to unite them.

As if she could return. If she could return. Her mind would always return to the impossibility of returning, but it didn’t make her feel sad. If anything, she would enjoy her life in this land of Teyvat to the fullest. However, her skillset and her unique presence would bring attention of certain organizations. No one could catch the elusive like smoke maiden who was all too used to battles against higher beings. She learned of Archons, of Yakshas, of those who lived before.

Finally, she learns of Snezhnaya. A familiar name and a familiar set of places that reminded her of her own birthplace - Vostok-51. It was her last stop, her last decision to visit. The snowy lands that reminded her of those lands where she was born and grew up. She knew she was watched closely as she was politely ‘invited’ to the Zapolyarniy Palace. With a smile and a skip to her step, Elysia would happily come to visit the one who ruled the land - the Tsaritsa herself. For the first time, the Mother of Flamechasers would be taken aback for a moment. Not because of the power or anything, but because of how nostalgic she felt upon setting her eyes on the maiden before her. The sadness in her eyes, the beauty of her icy visage, the softness of her voice, the desperation of her attempts. It made her think of Kevin and Aponia, two of her beloved friends who she wished to protect and unite against the biggest enemy they’ll face.

The audience with the Tsaritsa ended in recruitment. The pink haired soldier would become a Harbinger to stay at Tsaritsa’s side under the name of Columbina. A harbinger who became known as the most welcoming, most loving, and most open in her acceptance of others. A maiden with a big heart and bright smiles. None could match her true genuine love, the unconditional love she presented before others and towards others. Truer than anyone else, Elysia would step forward to help the saddened maiden, but she told her that Elysia won’t take part in the end of the plan. Her powers as a Herrscher won’t be discovered and even Archons would be easily defeated by her alone; thus, the maiden of crystal and flowers asked to be given freedom in terms of travel. She was still a wonderful general, a loved by all being from Snezhnaya who lived there and trained others for countless days and hours.

Centuries will pass until the next Traveler will appear in Teyvat. By that time, Elysia would already make herself comfortable in the land of Teyvat. She always pretended to be a traveler, introducing herself as herself - as Elysia, the beautiful and the pretty goddess of love. Naturally, jokes aside, she was curious to witness the one who had appeared in Teyvat. After all, unlike the Traveler themselves, Elysia will remain an observer until the very end. If to save this land she must take a stand like a hero that she was in the Previous World, the Previous Era as a MANTIS, as a Flamechaser, as a MOTH who defeated godly creatures and who had become one of them as well? Well, she will.

Until then, her life in paradise continues. This Elysium of hers won’t be shattered so easily.

#➸ ✾ | G. IMPACT; ― “ my soul sings of a spring’s blossom‚ everlasting in its devotion.

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belghast · 10 months

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Ranger vs Mordremoth

Ranger vs Mordremoth - Back on my Guild Wars 2 nonsense I got my Ranger through Living World Season 2 and Heart of Thorns this past weekend.

Good Morning Friends! This weekend I fell out of my ARPG grind and back into some Guild Wars 2. Diablo IV was largely a disappointment and while I got lots of hours out of the game, I can’t say that most of them were really enjoyable. I am still very much engaged with Honkai Star Rail, but there is only about an hour’s worth of play that I can get out of that game on a day-to-day basis without…

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#arpg #Bloodstone Fen #games #Gaming #heart of thorns #Living World #MMO #MMORPG #Mordremoth #season 2 #season 3 #Skyscale #Tangled Depths #Video Games

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ink-herrscher · 2 years

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rust

— herrscher of sentience x fu hua

genre : angst

warnings : none

wordcount : 1,041

summary : a crown of thorns and a castle made of lies. there is nothing left but a broken chain and a gaping emptiness between the two, but fu hua never seems to care about her, anyway. so why should she care? she has been deceiving herself for far too long.

when her herscherr powers returned to her, all sentience could feel was disgust.

there was shock there, too. hatred. and betrayal. and a deep sense of emptiness, like being carved open and laid bare for the world to see. it was quiet for a while – the voice of the honkai had been extinguished alongside her stolen powers, and in this utter darkness, all she could hear was the screaming of her heart as she cursed the old timer until her throat was hoarse and her eyes burned and her whole body was shaking.

fu hua didn’t listen then.

fu hua never listened before.

of course. what was she expecting? no one ever heard sentience since she was born. even if she screamed and screamed, she was only ever the villain. the bad guy. it hurt, back then.

but now, she just feels numb. like nothing even matters anymore.

fenghuang down’s familiar carress feels disgusting on her skin. she slaps it away and steps back, almost stumbling on her feet as she tries to get away from the offending object. it almost feels vindictive, mocking, and her arm burns where the feather touched her.

ah. she hates it so much.

she raises her boots and stomps on it, crushing it against the concrete, again and again, and maybe she’s imagining the old timer’s face underneath her boot, but she doesn’t know if she’s really angry at fu hua or herself. or both. both.

“damn you!” the feather is muddied and ruined. “i hate you so much!” even her illusions can’t make her feel better now.

what the hell is the use of her power if she can’t even make herself happy with it? it’s just a badge of shame carved on her forehead, like ha! look at this clown. look! what a joke! the herscherr of sentience, utterly played in her own game. the master of deception, decieved over and over and over again. the born enemy of humanity, on her knees, a slave to its defender’s whims.

she was born with a hatred of her own identity so deeply entrenched within that she believed she was the celestial that stood against the honkai for millennia. self-hatred is a friend she is intimate with. but this. this is a different kind of hate.

she hates herself for dreaming about the old timer every night. she hates herself for conjuring illusions about their reunion since the parted. she hates herself for believing, even for a second, that she cared about her.

and she hates herself for being so easy to play with, to manipulate. for even caring. for being hurt.

she feels so used and betrayed. it’s disgusting. what was she even thinking? why would she believe anything the old timer said? why did she desperately want to believe her?

and even now –

she’s still waiting. waiting for the stupid old timer to appear before her despite her words. she still wants her to come and beg for forgiveness and hold her in her arms and tell her it’ll be okay.

stupid. she’s so goddamned stupid. the clown of all clowns, the biggest joke of them all.

she laughs. it sounds so mirthless and scathing, but she cannot stop. she laughs, until she’s shaking and gasping for breath and kneeling on the ground, clutching her heart because it hurts and she can’t stop laughing –

oh. she’s crying.

what a joke.

it figures that the old timer would choose kiana over her. she would choose anyone else but herself, too.

what a joke. she is such a joke.

pathetic.

she can’t stop crying, now. she wipes her eyes and scratches her cheeks and tugs on her hair and it hurts so much when she doesn’t even have a physical form. when did she become so pathetic and miserable, crouching in the middle of a deserted road with mud on her knees and blood on her tongue and a dying scream stuck on her throat, unable to get out, unable to ever be heard?

fu hua doesn’t deserve her tears. she doesn’t. she doesn’t.

the sky is grey with tears. it hangs heavy in the air for a single moment, before falling harshly down. shivering, she raises her eyes – she doesn’t know why she expected to feel the sharp sting of raindrops slicing through her skin.

ha. of course it’s raining. it always rains when something sad happens. there’s something comforting about this weather, though. it feels like she’s not alone. like the sky knows her and her grievances and her pains and her aches. like she can be somewhere far away from herself, even for just a few minutes.

but there’s no escaping from herself. and so here she is, alone and numb and pathetically shivering in the rain. the raindrops passes through her hands like smoke, but the chilling cold remains, seeping through her bones and crawling through her veins, burrowing so deeply within that she may as well be frozen in time.

maybe that would be better for everyone. for her. she almost wishes it was so.

she feels so lonely. without the chains connecting her to the old timer, she feels so, inexplicably lonely. she’s always been alone, but

no. fu hua has always been alone. sentience is not used to being alone at all.

she wants to say she hates fu hua, but that’s not true. she wants to say she never wants to see her face ever again, but that’s not true either. because she understands, deep inside. and that hurts so much more. it would be so much more easier if she could just hate fu hua.

but she’s so hurt.

but she’s so alone.

she takes in a shaky breath, and looks up. the sky overhead is grey, and it reminds her of the way her hair falls over her shoulder. but this doesn’t matter. there’s nothing between the two of them but a broken chain and empty words – even if she wanted to go back, there was nothing there to go back to in the first place.

this is her castle of lies – she made this. and so, she sits on her throne, alone with the shards of a broken heart in pieces by her feet."

#fu hua #herrscher of sentience #sentihua

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starsandthorn · 1 year

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pardo [handshake] klein

wtf why did they replace you with a joke charact--oh so it wasn’t you [tosses aside a brick]

#personal stuff #thorn plays honkai #the robo-klein wasn't actually klein and ''can'' was just pardo in a suit---#is she cold or is this just something she does for fun #kevin making instant noodles fr everyone :]]#EDENNN <3 #she is so so pretty wa #i love how her helmet n snowmobile looked a bit like mei + kurikara #aww sleepover time. i care them #kevin taking care of everyone #augh. when characters written into modern/happier aus have dreams of their actual terrible fates :)#i know everyone having terrible dreams is important and sad but SAKURA TRANS COLORS SCARF #''don't look at me. i don't have any new years wishes'' ''so you're satisfied with your current life?'' WAAAAA #kalpas who only ever wanted a place to go back to and a family. fuck. cries #eden quoting the quest names good fucking night #GAY PEOPLE.#augh. i love them so much #everyone saying ''show us kalpas's face!!''' do you not understand the commitment to the bit

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starsandthorn · 1 year

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crying over the new golden courtyard animated series like. every electronic in the kitchen busts out of the house and leaves a gigantic hole in the wall and kevin’s only comment is oh no the dumplings :(

#personal stuff #thorn plays honkai #not. really but yknow #but auuuuuuuguh yea #slice of life stuff w the flamechasers makes me WEEP like yea this is the life they could have had #in a different world without the honkai. they could have just been People #they could have had a happy ending but not in the story they were written into. yea #also su doing surgery on a dumpling was so fucking funny to me

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starsandthorn · 1 year

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mei taking every opportunity to talk abt the flame chasers is making me cry btw

#personal stuff #thorn plays honkai #waaaaaa.#she really said you WILL remember them. i am the holder of their memories i will make the world remember them

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starsandthorn · 2 years

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crying wailing sobbing pounding the ground over griseo and kosma

#personal stuff #thorn plays honkai #i care them so much wtf siblingns #''even though he doesn't say it out loud... the thing kosma is most afraid of is loneliness''#''since everyone always refers to me as a blank sheet of paper... I'm sure he wouldn't mind if i used myself as the canvas.''#SHE PUT HERSELF INTO THE PAINTING SO HE WOULDN'T BE ALONE <///3 #ALSO thinking abt how kosma's lines were all in quotations to suggest that he was like #quoting smth. or something was not quite right. i love that <3 #also hoc getting so upset and breaking character. die

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starsandthorn · 9 months

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prometheus in her silly little outfit. btw

#personal stuff #thorn plays honkai #glad i skimmed through the rest of the event if only for her.#i know we're getting idol misteln outfit but prometheus........she looks so cute

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starsandthorn · 1 year

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why did i get the impression that kiana was trapped on the moon forever from everyone. she said she'll be back in five to ten years AND yall can visit

#personal stuff #thorn plays honkai #like i get it she's going away for a While if apho is anything to go by #but she straight up yoinks ppl into her mindspace to chat in the dorm #SHE'LL BE BACK IT'S FINE i say. fighting back tears the moment da capo starts playing #like it's a goodbye for now i'll see you later type deal #she'll be lonely there maybe but people Can visit like new atra is very much still there #I'm more worried abt senti and veliona. like senti specifically separated from her core so she should be okay #and i think veliona's getting a new body in 6.6??#anyway. i AM crying but like she'll be okay

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starsandthorn · 1 year

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babey’s outfit Obtained

#personal stuff #thorn plays honkai #tumblr wouldnt let me post as an actual photo post. but allows me to put the picture in a text post. okay #anyway #AAAA. SHE IS SO CUTE #my girl. she is so little.#i am so so happy with this outfit she is SO.. picks her up and spins her around #don't ask why she has basilisk's image. i don't have elysian astra <//3

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