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moonlightdancer26 · 4 months
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Me being in a good mood and then remembering Nymphadora Tonks actually died:
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bookloover35 · 10 months
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Harry Potter x fem reader-I fell in love with a warewolf
Yns POV.
Death so much death. Many famous faces, many friends gone. I looked away at the Weasley family and could hear my heart breaking. Mr. and Mrs. Weasley stood holding each other with tears in their eyes and looked down at their son, Ron and Percy stood and looked down at their brother with tears in their eyes as well. But what crushed me the most was to see one of my best friends George completely crushed with tears in his eyes and holding his twin. My heart hurts for them, but it also hurts because Fred was one of my closest friends
I decided to turn around but I should not have done it because what I saw crushed me the most. I saw my Dad Remus Lupine and a person I saw as my real Mom Tonks.
I felt how the tears started to flow and how the legs started to feel like jello, I also started to shake, then finally I felt how I just fell to the ground and just screamed.
Yn:Noooooooooooooo.
I started shaking even more, but then I felt someone put their arms around me. I looked up at the person and saw that it was Harry, I did not want to see him I was so angry with him, I felt that just because Voldemort wants to kill him why my only family must die.
I pushed him away from me and hit him hard on the cheek. The echo after the battle echoed throughout the hall and everyone looked in our direction, but I did not care I was so angry so I did not even know my name. Then I got up and screamed in his face.
Yn:I HATE YOU. JUST BECAUSE VOLDEMORT WANTS TO KILL YOU, OTHERS DO NOT NEED TO DIE FOR YOU. THEM WAS MY ONLY FAMILY I HAD LEFT.
He got up and tried to move me and try to calm me down.
Harry: Yn Please.
Yn: DON'T Just stay away from me.
I said to him and growled at him, I forgot to tell you I'm a werewolf just like my dad but the only difference is that I have a little better control. Then I ran away from there because yes I can control my werewolf's side but not when I get angry.
Harrys POV.
Harry: YN.
I did not want this to happen. I did not want anyone to die for me, and I did not want anything to happen to Yn I love her yes I have fallen in love with a werewolf. I never want to hurt her and now I have done it with her only family dead. I have to put an end to this and I hope one day she can forgive me.
The End.
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comfortwriting · 3 years
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The Widow - F.W
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Fred Weasley x Fem Reader
Requested/About: The reader and Fred have been married for a year,  they were supposed to be celebrating their anniversary - but instead they are fighting for their lives in the battle of Hogwarts. When Y/N is finally reunited with the Weasley's in the great hall, her life shatters completely.
Warnings: Mention of death, blood, corpses, open wounds, loss of limbs, bombings/explosions, mention of children dying.
Cloud Nine. Above the clouds. That's how you would describe your life ever since you and Fred moved out, got married, and lived every day together like it was your last.
Too many late nights messing around in the living room, dancing, coming up with pranks for when you have children and grandchildren to fool around and cause mischief with. Too many early, sleep-deprived mornings watching the sunrise and listening to the birds sing like they were the worlds biggest choir.
You were initially quite excited to celebrate your first wedding anniversary with Fred - you had planned to cook him a three-course romantic meal if he didn't beat you to it, you had already bought him gifts - a new dragon scale suit for work, a car (which you guessed it, could fly), and you had papers in the thick envelope waiting for him to open with the news of Weasley's Wizarding Wheezes going oversees to please many other young witches and wizards.
Instead of all you had planned, tonight, you and Freddie, like many others, were fighting for your lives in the battle of Hogwarts. Your wand gripped tightly in your hand, on the lookout for death eaters - even Voldemort perhaps - you and Fred got separated when a loud bang broke out, followed by the screams of young children.
"Do what you must, my love!" Freddie winced, lifting himself off the floor, striking his wand out at the death eater in front of him, George and Percy fighting alongside him.
You wanted to stay with your husband, you wanted to see him make it out of this alive, you wanted to have the chance to give your life to save his if it came to it - but you also couldn't justify leaving young children and teenagers to suffer at the hands of the death eaters, who were hellbent on causing destruction and tallying up the death toll - you had already lost enough; your little sister.
You shook your head, coughing at the dust and dirt rising in the air from the blast "I can't leave you - I can't-"
A bright flash hit the death eater, killing them instantly, Fred turned and hurried over to you, his hands cupping your dirt and blood stained face "Y/N Weasley, my darling, you go now and don't look back! Those children need you, I promise I'll find you - you won't lose me."
Tears filled your eyes at his words, at the thought of leaving him without knowing if he would make it out alive to deliver on his promise, but Fred was right - children were counting on you - you couldn't leave them to die.
"Okay love?" he kissed your lips softly, for as long as he could before another loud bang rang through.
Pulling away you nodded your head "Okay Freddie, I love you-"
Before Fred could respond, another bright flash burst through and George shot out, slamming against the wall, Freddie instantly yelling and pointing his wand, swinging it through the air.
Your tears spilt down your face as you mustered the strength to stand tall and run, run towards the sound of the loud blasts and screaming children. The smell of smoke choking you, the dust, dirt and smoke stinging your eyes as you pushed further and further towards the children - most of them already dead and cold, whilst the others were seriously injured, losing blood and missing limbs.
The children who were holding on, you aided, stopping them from bleeding, stitching their wounds and leading them all to safety once Tonks and Remus showed up, both worse for wear.
"We'll take it from here, Y/N," Remus said, whilst Tonks lead the children to safety.
"T-Thank you," you choked, coughing.
"You need to get out of here, now and fast, before they come-"
"I need to go back to Freddie," you quickly limped, wiping your eyes.
Remus stopped you "Y/N, you can't go back there, it's too dangerous, you need to wait for them out of the way-"
"No! I can't, he's my husband-"
"What happens if a handful of death eaters find you on your own? Limping towards a path you may not reach - they will kill you! Think of what that will do to Fred!"
"I promise I'll find you - you won't lose me."
Your gut feeling screamed at you, telling you to ignore Remus and sprint towards your husband, even if your ankle wasn't ready for such a trial - but your heart kept telling you to wait for him, to go to safety and wait for him to return.
You went with your heart, ignoring the strong churning of your gut.
"Thank you, Remus."
You limped throughout the castle, facing stray death eaters along the way, your strength and motivation to find your husband pushing you further and further, escaping death and more serious harm - part of you felt a little better, less on the edge and more relaxed, part of you felt that deep down inside you would get to see those deep brown eyes, and feel those strands of ginger locks through your fingers as you cuddle your husband in bed.
Before the hope inside of you could spread any further, the final blast shook the castle, the boom making your heart and stomach drop - you didn't know how, or why, but this time a switch inside of you flipped, and you the hope inside of you shattered to pieces.
Bursting through the huge doors you once stood in front of with Fred in the first year, you limped past the many wizard and witches, dead, injured, and alive in mourning. Before finally reaching the Weasley's you looked down and noticed both Tonks and Remus dead, their arms outstretched to one another - moments before they were alive, coming to your aid.
Looking desperately for your husband, searching for his blinking eyes, his golden hair, and clear voice, but instead, you were face to face with George and Molly, their eyes red, cracked and glassy with tears. George's jacket coated in filth, and in large splatters and trickles of blood.
"W-Where is he?" you asked, looking for Fred between the Weasleys "Wheres Fred?"
Molly's lips quivered and George's voice cracked as he opened his mouth to speak.
"Y/N... my dear... he..." Molly trailed off, coming closer to you, her arm wrapping around you.
"He didn't make it." George cried out, moving to the left, revealing Fred's body.
You weren't standing up anymore, you couldn't remember how you found yourself on the cold floor, on your knees, bending over Fred's cold stiff body, crying and wailing on his chest, the drying blood crumbling and smearing at your touch when your hands went to stroke his hair, full of debris.
The wind had been knocked out of you, you couldn't breathe.
"We're so sorry," Percy cried, crouching beside his little brother's body "I tried to save him - the blast - it just - it happened so fast, I-"
George and Molly cuddled you from behind, holding you and keeping you grounded.
Opening your eyes, you looked into Fred's searching desperately for any sign of life, but nothing was there, not a flicker of gold, or mischief.
Cloud Nine. Above the clouds. That's how you once described your life when a lad named Fred, your best friend, first crush, first boyfriend, and husband was in it.
Not enough late nights messing around in the living room, dancing, coming up with pranks for when you thought you would have children and grandchildren to fool around and cause mischief with. Not enough early, sleep-deprived mornings watching the sunrise and listening to the birds sing like they were the worlds biggest choir.
Fred would never have a chance to cook for you, or you for him, you would never get to see him waltz around the shop floor of the joke shop looking dapper in his new suit, you would never have your heart warmed by the joy and pride on his face as he opens the envelope and reads how his future is going to be more than he ever could imagine.
Last year, you and Fred got married and had the rest of your lives together waiting for you, and now, one year on, you had become a widow, having no choice but to live without the man you prepared to spend the rest of your life with.
"I promise I'll find you, Freddie," you whispered, walking around his joke shop, handing the letter to George "you won't lose me."
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evermoreweasley · 3 years
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I need you so much closer (fred weasley x tonks!family reader)
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summary: tonks!family reader. y/n is the little sister of Nymphadora Tonks. what happens when y/n gets injured at bill & fleur’s wedding and later ends up at 12 Grimmauld Place with a few others but more importantly, with best friend Fred Weasley?
warnings: alcohol (champagne), mention of minor character (aunt) drinking too much, injury (briefly knocked unconscious), fear, anxiety/tense moments, death eaters, kissing, fluffy ending
a/n: this is for @lunalovecroft 2.7k writing challenge! with tropes there’s only one bed & mutual pining
taglist: @theweasleysredhair​ @witchyweasley​ @just-here-to-escape-from-reality​ @wand3ringr0s3​ please message me to be added or removed!
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August 1st, 1997
You looked across the tent from where you stood, tightly clutching at the champagne flute in your hand as moths and floating golden lanterns passed by overhead. Your eyes met Fred’s and you smiled warmly at him. He cheekily winked at you in response. As heat rose to your cheeks, he slightly turned away to continue a conversation with his great aunt Muriel. You could tell that Fred had tried several times to escape it. You softly giggled before bringing the bubbly liquid back up to your lips. 
Removing the glass from your lips, you felt a pair of tense eyes studying you. Slowly, you looked over at your older and only sister, Tonks. She smirked at you, in a smart ass way, as she over dramatically wiggled her eyebrows. 
“What?” You asked her innocently, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear. You truly had no idea why she was looking at you like that.
Tonks playfully rolled her eyes at you. “You love him. And don’t even try to deny it, I know you too well, little sister.”
Your mouth fell open at her words as you shook your head stubbornly. “Tonks, you really think I love Fred? He’s-”
“Is there really any other Fred? He’s one of a kind, isn’t he?” She cheekily interrupted as she playfully poked you in the side. 
You narrowed your eyes at her in annoyance as she simply shrugged her shoulders. “My friend since my first year at Hogwarts?” You finished, extremely defensively, as you crossed your arms tightly against your chest. 
People continued to dance, laugh, and cheer all around the section of the tent you and Tonks were standing in. You tried your best to peel your eyes off of Fred and instead focus on the beautiful and lovely wedding celebrations of Bill and Fleur, but you just couldn’t bring yourself to for more than a few moments, everything Fred did was absolutely captivating. 
You knew what your sister was saying was true, but you definitely were not going to admit that to her. You were not going to let her know that she is right.
“I know you do.” She continued, suddenly drawing you from your deepest of thoughts. 
“Tonks, listen to me,” you sighed as you rubbed at your temples. “Fred and I are just friends, okay?” 
You thought back to meeting Fred and George, the night you all got sorted into your houses at Hogwarts. The twins never failed to make you laugh, especially Fred. He seemed to go out of his way in class to hear the sound of your laugh, even when he knew he’d get detention afterwards.
“Does Fred know that? Have you seen the way he bloody looks at you?” She motioned across the tent to him, brown eyes still fixated on you as he half heartedly continued talking to his great aunt Muriel. You giggled softly when you noticed him taking Muriel’s full champagne flute as she turned to talk to George, sneakily pouring it behind his back out and onto the plush grass. He then looked up at you and brought his forefinger up to his lips in a “shush” motion, before winking cheekily and innocently turning back to the conversation. 
“Fred’s not in love with me,” you hissed at her, voice barely above a whisper before quickly noticing that Fred was making his way over to you and your older sister. A nearly overwhelming sense of panic set in. What if Tonks mentioned this all to Fred? And right in front of you at that. 
Looking past Fred’s moving silhouette, you noticed George had cheekily pulled Olympe Maxime into the conversation so his older twin could easily escape. “Now shut it,” you whispered in her ear. She only narrowed her eyes at you as she innocently smiled and batted her eyelashes in response. 
“Godric, my great aunt Muriel’s has had a bit too much to drink.” He spoke out to you as he cooly smoothed out his fiery red hair before following your annoyed expression over to your sister. 
“Tonks!” He exclaimed out as he leaned in to hug her. “Really lovely to see you,” as he pulled away he slightly looked around. “Where’s Lupin?” He genuinely questioned, cocking a playful eyebrow up at her.
“Trying to get rid of me so you can shag my sister, Freddie?” She smirked, before letting out a laugh as she eyed Fred’s now frozen, bewildered expression, truly speechless for the first time. 
“Tonks!” You hissed at her through gritted teeth, not daring to look back at Fred.
“I’m kidding, of course,” She spoke out cooly as she waved her hands around, but you knew by her tone that she was most definitely not kidding. 
“Anyway, Fred, I was just speaking to my lovely little sister about-” She started before being interrupted by a loud crash followed by a few piercingly loud screams. 
The three of you immediately pushed your way past frightened guests to see what all the commotion was about. Your mouth became very dry at the sight of Kingsley Shacklebolt’s patronus speaking to the crowd. “The Ministry has fallen. Scrimgeour is dead. They are coming."
With a lump in your throat, you swallowed hard before looking over at Fred with fear in his wide eyes. The screaming from the terrified guests intensified as you felt people roughly push and shove past you. 
“Tonks!” Lupin screamed out as he shoved through the crowd to get to your group, pulling his wife into his side as he quickly placed an urgent kiss to the top of her head. He nervously eyed you and Fred as he continued to shoot spells out left and right at the death eaters that were bouncing around the tent. 
“Fred, Y/N, go!” He yelled out to you and Fred as he cast a spell at a death eater that was nearing right behind you. “I need my favorite sister in law to be safe, don’t I?”
“Yeah, and my favorite sister!” Tonks shouted out proudly, sending you a quick wink before shooting out more spells.
“She’s your only sister,” Fred called out cheekily with a smirk, finding a moment to squeeze in his humor, even at the most inappropriate of times. 
“Shut it, Weasley!” Tonks playfully called back, never once stopping at successful and quickly taking down the death eaters. 
Your heart was beating out of your chest as Fred quickly pulled you away by your wrist, frightened tears forming in the corners of your eyes. 
Your legs felt both weak and heavy, nearly collapsing in Fred’s arms in pure terror as he dragged you out of the tent that was quickly becoming destroyed. You loosened your tight grip on Fred’s forearm as you looked up and saw Hermione and Harry quickly rushing through the crowd, desperately searching for Ron. 
You turned to face Fred to speak to him when you distinctly heard someone cast “Flipendo” nearby. Next thing you knew you were quickly thrown backwards, with a hard thud you had hit your head roughly on the ground beneath you. 
“Y/N!” Fred ran to where you were, with wide, panic filled eyes as he kneeled down on the ground next to you. “Godric, are you okay?” Slowly, he started to sit you back up with very careful hands, almost as if you were made of glass. “Please tell me you’re okay.”
In the midst of all of the chaos, Ron had caught his brother's worried eye as he ran past, he had seen what had happened to you. Ron stopped for a brief moment to look at you and his brother in a panic, then he turned and saw Hermione and Harry running towards him.
Fred was so distraught at your injured body that he was now frozen, he had lost all ability to possibly continue in this stressful situation. You two stayed in your spot on the ground for a moment as guests continued to rush past you, Fred hovering protectively over you. The sounds of screams and spells rang past his eardrums. Ron looked from Harry to Hermione quickly, unknowing what exactly to do, but what he did know was that his older brother needed him. 
Harry’s eyes followed Ron’s and they widened when they reached where you were on the ground. “Help them,” Harry cried out, remembering the countless times your sister and brother in law has helped him over the years. Harry couldn’t leave you there like that. He just couldn’t. “Hermione, please.” He pleaded. 
“Fred,” Hermione hoarsely shouted over the crowds. “Quick, now.”
In one quick, swift movement Fred picked you up in his arms and carried you over to the trio. Next thing you knew you had woken up in front of 12 Grimmauld Place, Fred’s tight hold still on you. The five of you must have disapparated the wedding while you were unconscious. You blinked once more to be sure you were awake and that these events weren’t just some horrible nightmare. Your hand flew to the back of your head, you lightly winced when you felt a slight bump. Fred quickly turned his head to you, his brown eyes immediately softing. “Thank Merlin, Y/N, you’re awake.”
“Mhmm,” you mumbled in response as you continued to rub at the bump. You told yourself to stop touching the injury so you quickly let your arm go limp over Fred’s shoulder. You looked over at him, a small, weak smile spreading across your lips at the relief of seeing him.
“Inside, now,” Hermione spoke out harshly. “All of you, go.” She quickly motioned for you all to enter in through the front door. 
“That means you too, love birds,” Ron spoke out as he slightly turned around to face you as he walked, eyeing you both. 
“Shut it, Ronniekins.” Fred breathed out at his brother, the slightest smirk playing on his lips. 
Ron rolled his eyes before shutting the door behind him.
A light blush spread across your cheeks as Fred gently started to lower you down. “You can stand on your own, yeah?” He spoke out sweetly as your feet began to touch the ground.
“Yeah,” you nodded as you straightened yourself up. “Thanks, Fred.” You spoke out, not daring to look him in the eyes, choosing to look down at your feet instead. 
But Fred’s eyes continued to try and find yours, you felt his eyes on you so intensely you almost had no choice but to look up at him and when you did you truly saw the immense worry and concern he had for you etched clearly across his face. “Are you sure you’re okay, Y/N?” He asked as he lightly hovered his hands over the sore muscles on your arms. “You really had me worried.”
You nodded once more. “Yes, really. Thanks again, Fred.” You spoke out, voice barely above a whisper as you lifted your tired, achy limbs up and into the house, Fred following closely behind.
You entered the long hallway of the home and immediately felt a deep sense of heartache. The last time you were here was with Sirius, when you met up with other Orders of the Phoenix members. You wished that Sirius could be here, that you could listen to his advice, and share in his laughter, at least just one more time. 
You continued down the hallway before looking straight ahead. You saw Ron, Harry, and Hermione huddled around the table. You had never seen the trio look so exhausted before. They were frantically speaking over each other but immediately stopped when they felt your presence in the hallway, they all smiled weakly as they looked up at you.
“Hello,” Hermione spoke out softly to try to ease the tension in the room, but her tired, determined eyes had dark circles under them and it was obvious that she was full to the brim with fear and worry.
“Thanks,” You spoke out as you tightly wrapped your arms around yourself. “Thank you all for your help.”
“Not a problem, Y/N,” Harry weakly smiled as he nodded at you.
“I think I’m going to go to bed,” you softly spoke out, you were truly exhausted. You thought about your sister, Tonks, Lupin, and the other loved ones and friends that were at the wedding. You hoped with everything inside of you that everyone was safe and okay. 
The trio nodded and softly smiled at you. You then turned to your left and started ascending up a few of the long, dark staircases. 
You could hear Fred below you on the first few steps, lightly talking to the trio before also saying that he was going to bed.
“Goodnight,” the trio called back before quickly returning to their earlier, heated discussion.
As you reached the top of the second flight of stairs, you felt Fred right behind you. He was looking at you intently, as if he never wanted his eyes to leave yours. 
“Goodnight, Y/N,” he softly spoke out to you with kind, tired eyes as he started to turn down the opposite end of the hallway. “Try to get some sleep, yeah? I hope your head feels better in the morning.”
“Wait. Fred,” you quickly spoke out as your fingers gently laced around his wrist to stop his movements. He turned to fully face you, as he softy rose both of his eyebrows in question. “Yeah?”
“Would you mind staying in my room tonight? I’m just still a bit shook up at what happened earlier,” You studied his face momentarily as the look of slight surprise took over his features. His eyes got wider in the darkness of the staircase, only one single light from downstairs illuminating the home. “I mean, I’m sure there’ll be two beds of course and-”
Fred softly cut you off as he took a step closer to you. “Of course, Y/N.”
You nodded softly as you gave him a tired, but thankful smile. “Great,” you turned your body to the room nearest to your right and entered. 
The room had dark blue and green striped wallpaper, thick blue curtains that hung over the two large windows, and various antique looking lamps and candlesticks placed throughout. A hard lump appeared in your throat when your eyes fell on the soft, double bed complete with champagne white sheets and a thick, dark blue blanket. Only one bed, not two like you had anticipated.
“There’s only one bed,” Fred softly spoke out from behind you, voice barely above a whisper. You were so distracted by that exact fact that you jumped slightly when he spoke, forgetting that he was so close behind you.
You swallowed hard before turning to face him. The feeling in your heart intensifying, as well as the nerves in your stomach as your eyes met his bright chocolate brown ones. 
“I’m okay with it if you are.” You spoke out softly. 
He nodded as a small smile etched across his face. “I am.”
You slowly got into the soft bed, placing the comfortable, thick sheets around your body before you slightly propped your head up on one of the fluffy pillows, looking intently at Fred as he continued to hover over the bed in front of you. 
Fred then slowly climbed into the bed next to you, mimicking your exact actions from just a moment ago. After his head was supported, he turned on his side and looked at you with a small smile. You returned the gesture back to him and you sat there in silence, looking at each other intensely, almost studying each other. The only sound around you both being light rain hitting at the window pane. 
After another moment of silence, Fred spoke out into the darkness of the room. “What happened to you earlier, Y/N,” he started, looking deeply into your eyes. “It really had me scared.”
You nodded as you gently reached out and grabbed a hold of his hand in yours, slightly sweaty, nervous fingers interlacing. He smiled brightly at the contact you had instigated. 
“Me too,” you breathed out in the darkness, and in that moment you realized just how fast your heart was beating.
“It made me realize something, something I should’ve told you years ago,”
“What’s that?” You asked, as your heartbeat continued to beat rapidly in your chest. The feeling of nerves in your stomach anxious for what words would fall out of his mouth next.
“That I never want to lose you, Y/N,” He breathed out as his eyes locked yours intensely, the feeling of his thumb lightly tracing yours, as you only held onto his hand tighter. The feelings that his words brought you became almost overwhelming, your heart soared and your stomach did flips. 
“I don’t ever want to lose you either, Freddie.” 
“Y/N,” He softly breathed out, as he removed his hand from yours so he could now gently rest it on your hip. “I need you so much closer.”
You nodded at him as you shifted so you were closer to him, lips just inches apart now. His hand slowly traveled from your hip up to cup your face delicately, eyes never leaving yours. You looked at him intensely as your breath hitched. 
You looked at his face momentarily before swallowing away any amount of uncertainty that you had left inside of you. “Freddie,” you softly breathed out. “Kiss me.”
“You don’t gotta ask me twice, angel,” He breathed out, a soft smirk playing on his lips.
Closing the small amount of space that was between you, your eyes fluttered shut as Fred’s soft lips gently touched yours and you could’ve sworn you saw stars as goosebumps fell all over your arms. Your hand flew up to his fiery red hair as you ran your fingers through it. His hand continued to cup your face as the kiss deepened. 
You almost couldn’t believe that you were kissing Fred, your best friend who you’ve been in love with since your first year at Hogwarts. You smiled into the kiss as Fred’s hand fell from your face to your waist, pulling you even closer into him. Your hand moved from his hair to his forearm as you gently traced your fingers up and down as he smiled at your actions.
You pulled away to catch your breath and to look up at him. He looked down at you lovingly as a smirk made its way onto his lips. “I could kiss you all night.” You hummed as you smirked back at him, a soft giggle falling past your lips.
“I could kiss you forever,” He lightly chuckled. “I love you, Y/N.”
You placed your head on his chest, feeling his heart race underneath you as you smiled brightly.
“I love you, Freddie.”
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wlntrsldler · 3 years
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hi love! i was wondering if you could do “false god” + cedric diggory? i hope you are having a great day ❤️
anon: omg can you do a cute little one about cedrics ghost watching over you during the battle of hogwarts (you’re part of Harry’s friend group) and then you die and reunite 🥺
A/N: i combined these two requests. i hope you guys don’t mind!
PROMPT: Cedric and Y/N finally reunite years after his death.
WARNINGS: mentions of death, major character death, angst
WC: 2K+ 
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false god (c.d one shot)
When Cedric thought about the afterlife, he never once expected it to be like this. He thought that he would be calm and serene, surrounded by white clouds and sounds of harps softly playing in the background. But the afterlife that Cedric was exposed to, was nothing like that. 
Now, he spent his eternal days, with his heart crumbling in his chest as he watched you lose a part of yourself everyday since he died. He wanted nothing else but to yell and call out for you. He wanted to say, “My darling, you’re better than this. Don’t lose your life just because I’m gone.” It wasn’t fair of him to ask that of you, he knew that. Cedric knew that if the roles were switched— if you were the one in his shoes, he would be acting the same way as you. 
Sometimes he felt selfish because he was relieved that he didn’t have to go through the pain of living life without you. Cedric lived his entire life with you by his side. Since you were kids, you were beside Cedric as your parents were friends with his. You took your first steps together, rode your brooms with one another, entered Hogwarts together. Merlin, both of your first words were a variation of each other’s names. Cedric knew, deep down in his heart, that he wouldn’t know how to live without you. 
Cedric watched fondly as he saw Harry approach you. He was thankful that Harry looked after you after his death, no doubt knowing how close you and Cedric were when he was alive. You looked up at Harry, leaning against his chest as he wrapped a protective arm around you. Hermione and Ron stood off to the side, smiling sadly at you. The start of the year only reminded you more of Cedric’s death and in honor of it, you had a portrait of him hung in the Hufflepuff common room. You were made Head Girl this year and your first duty— which all of the Prefects and Head Boys and Girls agreed to— was to tell all the Hufflepuff first-years about Cedric. 
Now, three months into the start of term, you saw many Hufflepuff students, both first years and older students who had known Cedric when he was alive, talk to the portrait. They sat there for hours, not caring if the image never spoke back. You understood why. The mere sight of Cedric’s contagious smile, the crinkles by his eyes, was enough to put anyone at ease. And if you closed your eyes and focused hard enough, you could hear the sound of his glorious laughter ringing throughout the common room. 
“You ready?” Harry asked quietly, taking a quick glance at Cedric. 
You nodded, ready to enter the Room of Requirement to train for Dumbledore’s Army. You pulled away from Harry and smiled at Cedric, “We’ll talk later, Ced? I love you.” 
Cedric smiled to himself, wanting nothing else but to reach down and touch you. He replied, though you couldn’t hear him, “I love you.” 
As the years passed, Cedric continued to watch over you. He saw you fight and grow into an amazing witch. You learned curses and charms that would’ve thrown Cedric’s head in a frenzy. And all Cedric could do was grin from above and clap his hands happily when you perfected casting your Patronus— a beautiful, Black Swan. He of course had to look it up— who knew there were books available in the afterlife?— and knew that it was perfect for you. You were passionate, driven, and kind with a heart so full of love, Cedric sometimes thought he was undeserving of it. 
He watched you become a Healer St. Mungo’s, living off on your own in a humble flat, not too far from where the both of you grew up. He would listen intently as you talked to him before you went to bed, as if he was right there beside you the entire time. Cedric felt his heart flutter in his chest when he saw you putting up the Christmas ornaments that he made for you when he was 7 years old, too fond of muggle clay for his own good. The ornaments were wonky, and truth be told, they were ugly, but you put them up every year, without fail. 
Cedric watched you live your life but he saw something that most people never saw— he saw you were tired. You were tired of fighting, tired of walking into work to find beds filled with witches and wizards of all ages— some were children— trying to get better because they were attacked, tired of living a life where you were alone, all the time. Despite how tired you were, Cedric knew you were going to keep fighting as long as there was a fight to win. 
When the Battle of Hogwarts came around, there was this feeling in his stomach that told him everything he needed to know. He knew not everyone would make it out alive. For Merlin’s sake, look at him! He was killed like he was just a scrap of rubbish in the way of the Dark Lord, and perhaps, he was. Cedric watched as Sirius Black, Mad-Eye Moody, and even Professor Dumbledore, joined him in the afterlife. It was clear that the Dark Lord and his followers didn’t care who was hurt. 
Cedric watched you limp into the Great Hall, bloody and exhausted, as you pushed past students running around trying to get to their loved ones. He saw you nearly throw up, when you saw the sides of the hall lined with bodies— bodies of students you knew during your time at Hogwarts and some who looked too young to even be exposed to a war like this. You walked down silently, saying prayers for the ones you lost in the battle. 
To your left, you saw Professor Lupin and his wife, Tonks, on the floor, lifelessly, with their fingertips half an inch apart, as if they were trying to touch one last time before the end. You remembered how Professor Lupin teased you endlessly over your crush on Cedric. He was the first professor who noticed it, or maybe he was the first one to have the courage to say it out loud. You weren’t really discreet with your feelings and you were almost sure that Professor McGonagall was aware of it too, but Professor Lupin was the first one to tease you about it. He was the first one to hug you and welcome you into 12 Grimmauld Place when you joined the Order. You were the second person, after Harry, to find out that Tonks was pregnant with Teddy. 
Ahead, you saw the Weasley family gathered around a body. Walking into this war, you knew you were going to lose some people, but never once did you expect to lose a Weasley. You knew that no matter how many of them there were, not one of them could be replaced. As you walked closer, you recognized the body as Fred Weasley. Beside him was his twin, crying quietly into the shoulder of Ron. It was Fred Weasley on the floor— the same bloke who made it his mission to make you laugh once more after the life was sucked out of you when Cedric died. You stood off to the side, an arm wrapped around Hermione. 
Cedric remained silent, looking down at the casualties. Professor Lupin, Tonks, Fred Weasley, young, Colin Creevey with his camera still around his neck— they were all gone. Cedric hoped that he could promise them that the afterlife brought peace, but he knew he couldn’t do that, because ever since he arrived, he found no peace until he knew you were alright. 
A hand touched his shoulder, and he looked up to see a smiling Fred Weasley. The redhead spoke, “You alright there, mate?” 
“Yeah,” Cedric chuckled, pulling him in for a hug. “I appreciate you looking after Y/N.”
“No worries. It seems like you’ve been looking after her too,” he commented, peeking at the display in front of Cedric. “Godric, Georgie’s a bit of a sap, isn’t he?”
He laughed because only Fred Weasley would make a joke during a time like this. Fred gave a goofy smile and patted Cedric’s back before he walked away, leaving Cedric alone again. As the war picked up again, Cedric focused on you, making sure that you were safe— whatever safe meant in a war zone. When Harry leaped out of Hagrid’s arms, he saw the relief wash over every single person’s face. People fought harsher than before, knowing that the war would soon come to an end and it seemed that young Potter would rise as the victor. 
The Deatheaters knew it too. Many of them began to retreat as they saw the Dark Lord stumble under Harry’s magic. For a split moment, Cedric was entranced by the fight between the two wizards, before you caught his eye again. You were smiling sadly, happy that the war was almost done. Harry was going to win. The fight was won. 
And that’s Cedric saw it. You broke down your walls. 
“Avada Kedavra!”
You didn’t move or try to counter it. You let the curse hit you and you drifted away with the same smile on your face. You knew you weren’t needed down there anymore. The war was finished. Now, you needed to take care of yourself and join the others. You had to pick up the pieces of yourself that you lose over the years. 
When the display ceased to be nothing, Cedric frantically looked around, afraid that he had lost you. But it was the opposite, because not more than a second later, your soft touch landed on his back and there you were. He breathed out a sigh of sadness because you deserved to live, a long and happy and fruitful life. You didn’t deserve to be here so early. He shook his head in disbelief and pushed you away, refusing to look into your eyes. 
You were patient, of course, you always were. You kept your distance until Cedric had the courage to look at you. In your face, he saw you— the person that you were before his death. You were smiling with the smile that made Cedric fall in love with you in the first place. The burden of the war was no longer on your shoulders. You stood tall, finally breathing calmly instead of gasping for air to survive. Cedric understood then that your decision to not fight back was not because you wanted to die, but because you wanted to live. 
The life that you had on the ground was not a life you saw for yourself, but this afterlife, was everything you could wish for and more. He approached you, hesitantly, afraid that you might reject him and Merlin, if you rejected him in the afterlife he wouldn’t know what he’d do. You were here for eternity. You made no moves to get away, instead you melted into his touch when his hand cupped your cheek. 
“I should’ve said it when we were still alive,” Cedric confessed, whispering, hoping that if this was a dream, his quietness would cause it to last a bit longer. He continued, “I love you. And I’ve been in love with you since before I even knew what it meant to be in love. And I’ll continue to be in love with you until our life here comes to an end. I’ll love you even through this other lifetime— especially through this other lifetime.” 
“Cedric Diggory, I’m so in love with you,” you replied, your lips touching his. “I know heaven's a thing. I go there when you touch me and this is the feeling I’ve been yearning for, for years. I’m so glad to be here with you, finally.”
He closed his eyes, pushing his lips against yours. And for the first time in years, you and Cedric finally knew of peace. 
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fweasleyswhore · 3 years
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Good To You - F.W.
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requested by @jasminweasley​
a/n: sorry for da wait i feel like doodoo fart 
pairing: fem!reader x Fred Weasley, Lestrange!reader x Fred Weasley
summary: Reader is Bellatrix's daughter but grew up with Lupin and Tonks. She has a rare gift that lets her see into the future, her gift that she keeps secret fr a long time makes her relationship with Fred difficult especially as the war comes into full force.
word count: 2.5k
warnings: panic attack, self deprecating thoughts, mentions of blood and death
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I stared at my hands as tears welled up in my eyes. There were times, times like now especially, where I felt doomed. The blood that ran through my veins was stained, dirty. My mother, Bellatrix was a notorious Deatheater. I knew one day she or her lord would come for me. I didn’t know when, this wasn’t something I saw, this was just an instinct feeling I couldn’t shake. The future could change, I knew this. Things, with intervention, can change. The outcome can be prevented. 
This, I knew, would not be one of those things. 
I shook violently, silently, as sobs racked through my body. My hands shook and I placed them on the cold ground to steady myself. My black hair fell in my face as air escaped me. Gulping I tried to breathe but it never sufficed. Scrambling to stand and fill my depleted lungs, I felt dizzy as I stood on my wobbly legs. I stumbled toward the railing. Looking down the dark landscape I considered it. Letting go would be easier, the height from the astronomy tower would do the trick. My grip tightened on the railing once more as I remembered Remus and Tonks. 
They raised me, per Sirius’s request. They changed my name, they hid me away. They kept me safe. But they couldn’t change the fact that I am who I am. My blood is her blood, she will take me away. Y/N Lupin was who I wanted to be, I believed I was her for a while, but after seeing what I did. My lungs constricted more as I let out the first audible sob. I fell to my knees, still clutching the railing like a lifeline. The image of Remus and Tonks’ dead bodies, reaching out for one another, blood-stained, covered in dirt as I stood over them. 
Bellatrix and Voldemort would come for me. I didn’t see it, I knew it. I would kill my parents, I didn’t see it, I knew it. My nails dug into the metal, scraping and falling back to the ground as air denied my lungs again, scraping at the cold floor I willed my lungs to fill, but they didn’t. The best I could do was short breaths that were gone just as soon as I heaved them. My head felt dizzy and heavy. My skin felt like fire and my tears felt cool against my skin. 
“Y/N?” I closed my eyes, shutting them tightly. I didn’t need to have another vision, I couldn’t take it. The voice repeated itself, I dug my nails into my palms as if willing my body to stop. I knew no matter what it would happen, I was afraid to see what I feared most. That I was responsible for my parents’ death, the only people who knew the real me and loved me regardless, raised me with love, wiped my tears away, and tucked me in bed. I couldn’t turn them, I wouldn’t in my heart, but whether I wanted to or not was a question the Dark Lord considered. 
Suddenly I was jerked back, my hands were crossed against my chest as I was hugged tightly into someone. Hair ticked the side of my face, I could feel their racing heart against my back. 
“Y/N? What’s wrong?!” Fred’s voice spoke into my neck. His presence was calming and for the first time since I started crying, I felt air fill my lungs. I curled into myself, crying, and taking deep breaths in between sobs. He never let go of me. Holding me against my chest as he whispered small sweet things into my ears. My eyes, swollen, stopped leaking and my chest heaved. I picked myself up, leaning into his chest. His arms tightened around me, looking down at my face that rested against his shoulder. He pecked my cheek and nuzzled into my neck. 
“Do you want to talk?” His question was whispered into my skin, I barely heard it over my uneven breathing. 
Fred didn’t know who I was, he knew the facade of me I kept for my safety. I didn’t feel like a Lestrange in my heart, but the image replaying in my mind told me I wasn’t a Lupin either. 
“Fred, there’s going to be a war.” My voice was hoarse and dry from crying. It hurt to use. I sniffled before speaking again. “Fred, I’m afraid something bad is going to happen, I’m afraid it’s going to be my fault.” My voice broke as my tired eyes teared up. I felt him pick his head up, he unwrapped his arms from around me, before I knew it he had turned me around so I was facing him. He picked me up and moved me on top of him so I was straddling him. He let go of my legs as I wrapped them around him and cupped my face. 
“You. Are. Perfect.” He pecked my face in between words. I giggled at his antics, heart swelling with adoration for the boy beneath me. “You are on the right side of things, I promise. We are working with your dad, with the order, and with Harry in preparation. I know there will be a war. We are fighting, and I, am fighting for you, and for our future.” My breath hitched at his words. Speechless and unable to express myself verbally I pushed my lips against his. His lips worked with mine as I tried to express each ounce of love I held for him in my actions. 
I pulled away and looked at him. “Freddie I don’t ever want to be without you.” It was true, Fred could make me forget, he could make me happy. 
“Good thing I’m not planning on leaving.” He whispered back. I couldn’t help but smile. When we kissed this time and I lost my breath, I didn’t panic. It was a feeling I welcomed, breathing in Fred I no longer needed air. 
A lot of things changed since that night, Voldemort had returned, although we all knew being friends with Harry but not the minister was behind us. Fred and George had since left and ran a very successful business in Diagon Alley, I finished school but now I work with them in their shop. My visions had hit me in full force, they were coming in more frequency and it was hard to continue and try to hide it when I would fall to my knees three times a day. Fred was noticing, George too, I blamed it on not eating or eating too much but the fear inside me grew. They knew I was lying, they always did. 
I was holding a box of sweets when the familiar dizzy feeling washed over me, my body started to go slack and I ran to the counter and placed the box down. Gripping the counter so hard my hand cramped I willed myself to stop. 
“Please.” I whispered hoping it would stop it but to no avail. I went numb as I was submerged into another view point. I watched as a hand I didn’t recognize stroked a cabinet, the door opened and at the bottom there was a dead bird. I heard a faint crying noise before everything went white. Feeling my body again I blinked as the shop came into view. I felt someone behind me so I looked up to see Fred hovering over me, his face was contorted in worry, his brows were furrowed and his chest heaved as he looked me over. 
“Freddie,” I scrambled in his arms so I was facing him. “What?” I couldn’t tell if he was angry or upset, his face was expressing something I had never seen before, his eyes were distant and glassy. 
“I am taking you to a doctor, a muggle and wizard one. Now.” He spoke with so much authority, I felt anxiety bubble up in me. The more frequent the visions came the more often he found me on the floor, out cold. We had multiple fights, each one ending with me saying I’m fine and him looking upset and checking out medical books from the library or apparating to his mothers then apparating back with tea. 
He started to get up but I didn't. I just sat there, debating my options. I knew that the doctors wouldn’t help, it would be a waste of time and the more things heated up the worse I would get. “Freddie…” I spoke softly. 
“No! We are not having this fight again, Y/N, there is something not right and you need help.” He looked at me pleadingly, outstretching his hand. I didn’t budge, looking at him with the same pleading look.
“I know why this is happening.” I spoke slowly, I calculated each outcome in my mind and my palms started to get sweaty as I felt the nervousness build up again. I was afraid he was going to reject me, throw me out, be angry. I knew I shouldn’t have kept it to myself but most of the things I saw aren’t pretty, I didn’t want to worry him with that but fear built up in me as I realized he wouldn’t see it that way. 
I watched as he dropped his hand. He walked over to the counter, gripping it in a similar fashion to me before I fell. I got up and walked to the other side across from him. I looked at him, searched his eyes, waiting for him to meet my gaze but he kept it fixed on something behind me. I decided not to push, I leaned over and placed my hand on his gently but I was met with no reaction. 
“Is it bad?” He asked, his voice was weak, a stark contrast to his current demeanor. 
“Baby, I’m not sick,” His jaw clenched so I grabbed his hand, intertwining our fingers. “I promise. Look at me, please.” He finally ripped his eyes away from whatever he was staring at. His sad eyes pierced mine, seeing his happy eyes which are usually filled with happiness and swirling with mischief now glossed over and dripping with fear. I saw through him in that moment. He was clutching my hand like it was the last thing he wanted to do. He was afraid of losing me, I equally was afraid of losing him. 
“I can see things, I don’t know how but it happens and it's happened since I was a child.” I cringed slightly at saying the word child. “Uh, Lupin, he always suspected it was because of my blood.” I trailed off not wanting to finish. 
“Blood?” He deadpanned. I knew holding back wasn’t helping and it was only making this harder. I sighed, squeezing his hand lightly. 
“Fred I’m not Tonks and Lupin’s kid. I was given to them by Sirius who took care of me for a while but when he was prosecuted and taken to Azkaban that’s when Lupin got me. They changed my name for my safety, my last name used to be Lestrage.” I talked fast, the words tumbled out of me like word vomit. 
“As in…” He trailed off and his eyes went wide. Swallowing I shook my head warily. 
“Bellatrix, yes. Listen I’m sorry, they don’t know who the father was, they assume that its a pureblood but all my life I’ve had visions, I am able to see things before they happen and with things getting worse I have been seeing more and more. Dumbledore said it was a rare gift, one he hadn’t seen in a really long time I-” 
“Why did you never tell me?” His voice was weak like before, I couldn’t decipher his emotions so I just answered. 
“I have seen some unsavory things, I didn’t want to worry you. I didn’t tell you about her because I don’t see myself as her daughter. I like to believe that I’m more than my blood relations because you and George, and Lupin, you’re family.” Tears were streaming down my face. I was clutching his hand, waiting for his grasp to loosen to pull away. 
“Darling…” His soft tone took me off guard. He pulled his hand away and I stiffened. I shut my eyes, waiting for him to tell me to leave, to get my stuff and go, never come back. When I felt him wrap his arms around me I gasped. I immediately wrapped my arms back around him and I held him against me. For the first time, I felt him. I felt him without the empty lies and the secrets putting a distance between us. I felt him and the world around us was gone, in his arms I felt at home and at peace. “What have you seen? Anything with us?”
I pulled my head up to look at him. He was smiling down at me as his eyes twinkled. “I just told you that and you want to know if I saw you?” I was amused with him, his antics made me forget the pain I was feeling in that moment. 
“Well I just mean like in the future, do we have a few little ones running around?” He began swaying side to side as he asked and I felt a laugh escape my lips as I watched him with a happy smile. My tears since long forgotten. 
“A few?” I shrieked out, I couldn’t help myself once the realization of his words hit me. “What do you take me for a baby machine?” He looked down worridley trying to read me but seeing my smile he relaxed.
“I just mean, I always thought we would have a big family. No?” His eyes flickered between my own as if coxing the answer out of me. 
“I wouldn’t mind Weasley, or having the name by the way. I figured we would get there when we got there, after you proposed with a long beautiful speech that brought me to tears of course.” I rested my head on his chest as I spoke, listening to the way his chest rumbled as he chuckled at my words. I soaked up his warmth. I always dreamed about having a future with Fred. It was something I thought about a lot but we talked about it rarely. He would make small comments when he was sleepy but I didn’t think much about it. His forwardness now made my heart swell knowing he wanted exactly the same thing as I did. “To answer your question no I have never seen it, our future that is. But do I see a future with you? Yes, and there is nothing more I want than to have one with you.” 
I felt his arms tighten around me as he rested his head on my own. “I think I like the way Mrs. Weasley sounds.” He whispered it so lightly I barely heard it. 
“I think I do to, especially when it’s next to Mr. Weasley.” I smiled contently as I listened to him let out another low chuckle. 
“Me too, Y/N, me too.”
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starkidpotty · 3 years
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Sleep on the Floor [HJP]
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Unbeknownst to Harry, the aftermath of the battle and its losses is just as cruel and grueling as the battle itself. With no one to turn to, you offer peace in ways he didn’t know he needed.
Pairing: Harry Potter x reader
Warnings: loss, mourning, mentions of death
Word count: 1.9k
A/N: hi this is my first ever fic haha be nice to me <3 pls
The moonlight painted the living room a gracious dark blue color speckled with yellow light from the adjacent stars. The room was quiet, save for the large grandfather clock across the couch that was ticking away each hour of the night. It was a sleepless night for you in the flat, with Harry taking the bedroom (which you aggressively declined for the seventh time, and he begrudgingly took for the seventh time) and you on a roll-out much larger than the couch on the living room floor. It didn’t help that it was the summer as sweat was making your t-shirt stick to your skin, which made it impossible to find a position that could finally push you into a sweet sleep. Although inconvenient, the heat was a reminder of the two months that have passed since the Battle of Hogwarts and Lord Voldemort had finally ceased to exist. However, it would take months–maybe even years–before the effects of the war and the events leading up to it would wash away completely, if it ever did dissipate completely.
Harry, being the chosen one, the boy who lived, had taken the brunt of it all. It started with the night terrors. Harry would wake up screaming in the middle of the night, shooting up from lying to sitting with a layer of sweat sticking his stray hairs to his forehead and his chest violently puffing up and down. He had done it alone the first few weeks, until he couldn’t bear it anymore. He decided against sending an owl to Ron, as he was still grieving Fred’s death and rekindling his relationship with Percy. He had decided against sending an owl to Hermione, as she had just reversed the memory charm she had set on her parents and was making up for lost time. So, he sent an owl to you.
You and Harry met at one of Slughorn’s infamous dinner parties in your 6th year. Your very first conversation was about this odd dream you had that he was in. In it, he had cast a spell that set hundreds upon hundreds of spiders on you. Dream-you screamed a blood-curdling scream that made all the spiders disappear, leaving dream-you and dream-Harry in unstoppable, uncontrollable laughter. Looking back, you didn’t think it was very funny, but it became one of the things that you and Harry built your friendship over. You and he would talk about dreams a lot–recurring themes, plots, what parts you wish weren’t just dreams and what parts you never wanted to imagine ever again. It made perfect sense to him to send an owl to you when the night terrors started.
 So here you are in Harry Potter’s living room, two weeks since that owl busted its head on your bedroom window with the letter he had written, detailing his latest nightmare. This was the 7th night you had spent at his place. It was your idea to sleep over, something he–although he would never admit it–was embarrassed of. Harry felt this was burdensome to you, that you responding to his letters was enough. You happily obliged and assured him that it was not, knowing that letters weren’t enough to get Harry through what would be some of the most emotionally draining months of his life. The battle and the events leading up to it in itself were already an immense ordeal, that Harry knew. But the months succeeding it, the getting over it, the making peace with it, unbeknownst to Harry, was just as bloody, just as cruel.
 Tonight, however, was the longest Harry had gone without screaming. He would usually go to bed relatively early, leaving you to finish work for your newly-acquired job at Ministry, which you’d use as a buffer before you’d hear him scream into the night. You’d usually have to lull him out of his night terrors as early as an hour after he’d lay to rest, but tonight decided to allow you and him reprieve. Deciding to quit Ministry paperwork prematurely, there you were splayed on the roll-out unable to catch a wink. The heat was getting to you and you were getting restless.
“[Y/N],” said Harry in a voice so low had he said it a second later it would go unheard as the grandfather clock’s chimes would have overpowered it. You hoist yourself up, seeing Harry peering from the hallway opening. 
“Harry, you’re awake. I was wondering why I hadn’t heard anything yet.” You say with a soft half-smile. He lets out a small chuckle, walking over to the sofa. 
Looking at you, he responds, “Well, I wasn’t exactly sleeping.” Your mouth forms an O-shape with the sound following suit. He makes way to the roll-out on the floor, bending down to sit next to you. You adjust accordingly, hugging your knees which effectively gives him enough space to sit comfortably.
“To think I thought tonight would finally give you a break. Merlin knows how much you need it.” You say. 
“I guess Merlin doesn’t know well enough.” Harry laughs as he looks down at his lap. The air stood still for a bit, with both of you sitting in silence as it was now one o’clock in the morning. Neither of you spoke, choosing to relish in the comfortable silence until Harry decides to break it again, “It’s hard. I didn’t think it would be,” 
“What?”
“The past 17 years of my life, I had this huge weight on my shoulders, y’know. Voldemort. He’s gone, and I just thought now that he is gone, truly and finitely gone, that weight would leave and I could just live out my life. Nothing hanging over my head.”
“But?” 
“If anything the weight’s even heavier. I feel like every time I close my eyes, he’ll find a way back. Some nights, it’s his face I see before he killed me in the forest. Some nights it’s the fifty–Remus, Fred, Tonks, Colin, Lavender–all of them.” 
You’ve no words to say that you feel could completely absolve Harry of his woes, so you do the next best thing and take his hand in yours, sweat and all. He looks at you, then down at your intertwined hands. He plasters half a smile, pushing his glasses up the bridge of his nose with his free hand. Both of you sit a minute more in comfortable silence. He doesn’t look at you, but rather takes interest in everything else but you, stealing glances at the window, the grandfather clock, the coffee table.  You scoot closer to Harry, letting go of his hand and instead place both your hands on his face, making him face you. You’re both incredibly close, so close that you can see the little specks of brown Harry had in his eyes among the sea of green. Like instinct, he pulls you a little closer by the waist. You rest your forehead against his, while your thumb creates small circles on his cheekbones. 
Your words finally find footing and walk out your mouth in tiny little steps, coming to a whisper, “Harry, Voldemort is gone and dead, he’ll never find a way back. And, the fifty. They’re not gone because of you. There’s no need at all to carry that weight all by yourself. We’ll get through it together.” 
You release his face from your hands and pull him into a hug. He hugs back even tighter, like you were the only thing keeping him from floating upwards. His breaths grew heavy and tiny little sobs had erupted from him. His tears slid down your shoulders and back, but you didn’t mind nor care. Your right hand runs through his hair, while the other traces shapes on his back. 
He cries hard, as though he is finally letting out the last 17 years–all the hurt, all the pain, everything he had to push deep inside him for the common good of the wizarding world finally cascading in hot tears down his face then onto you. You let him. A good few minutes pass and the sobs dwindle, until Harry pulls away, wiping his face with his forearms. 
He mutters an apology that you vehemently decline, “Don’t apologize, Harry. I told you, we’ll get through it together. It’s my weight to carry as much as it is yours.” 
Harry doesn’t reply, instead he takes his wet glasses off, wiping them down with his shirt and placing them on the adjacent coffee table. You didn’t mean to, but you stare at him as he does so. He meets your eyes and still doesn’t say anything. He lies down on the roll-out and pulls you by your left arm along with him. So, here you were lying on your side facing Harry, who you knew for a fact that without his glasses only saw a blurry outline  of your face. His arm was wrapped around your waist and his legs all tangled in yours. The summer heat doesn’t hit as hard as it did minutes before. His face was now buried in the crook where your neck meets your shoulder and you could feel soft breaths coming from him, you assume he is finally asleep. 
None of your thoughts at this point in the night were very coherent nor making any sense–if anything they were being quite intrusive. Your mind was jumping from point to point. This was the closest you and Harry have ever been and for some reason, you were nervous. Try as you might, the thoughts still make waves in your head, but for Harry’s sake, you attempt to block them out. Harry was just as nervous and he too could not find a reason why. 
Turns out, Harry wasn’t asleep. He started to stir and pulls his face away from where it was perched. He’s now extremely close to your face but squinting to see you clearly. 
“Thank you, by the way. You’re brilliant.” He croaked and you could hear the exhaustion in his voice. 
“I think that’s you, Harry. You’re brilliant, absolutely.” You reply beaming, even at this hour in the night. 
Time freezes over for the next few seconds as Harry’s lips find the edges of your mouth. He moves away from your face sheepishly, but he kisses you again, this time fitting his lips over yours. The kiss wasn’t desperate nor hungry; it was gentle and delicate, using the perfect amount of speed and force.  Harry is feeling an eclectic mix of emotions in those few seconds he spends on you, nervous to tense to idiotic to comfortable to sensational. It’s as though this is where he is ought to be, and it’s not just the familiarity that offers him this assurance, but just the sheer fact that it’s you. You, on the other hand, feel a release of pent-up emotion that you didn’t know you had. There is only relief and a calmness that you were sure you had never experienced before this moment. 
You both pull away and you hush Harry as you feel him already starting with an apology. You lightly shake your head, hoping that your blurry outline sends the message clear enough. It does and he stays quiet. You bring your hand to his face, tracing the outline of his jaw and cheeks repeatedly. You brush your thumb over his lips. He understood, and so did you. So you both rest well into the night, making this the first night Harry makes it through unscathed and in one piece. 
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sorry-i-ship-drarry · 3 years
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Little jars of love
Prompt used- kissing others brows | I couldn't think of a way to make the particular prompt but wrote about kissing the eyes | Posts now on AO3 | fluff, angst, hurt/comfort |
It was a beautiful sight to spent the rest of his night with, away from everyone, drowning in melancholy with reminiscents of the past. Harry spent his time looking forward remembering each and every single one of them. How was it that everyone had somehow moved on but he couldn't ? Why did he feel as if he was the only one drowning in the painful memories. 2 years ago albus dumbledore had fallen off the tower after being hit by the curse and that tainted memory is still seems so fatally real. Harry sighed remembering dumbledore's last words as he held his Chocolate frog card, vanishing just like he had came. 6 years was all he got with that man and yet here he was, yet again crying over someone's death.
" thought I'd find you here" a soft Whisper came from behind him. He immediately wiped his tears from the back of his sleeves, sniffing before turning around to look at him, the silver blonde who had just like him stood here 2 years ago with a wand held in his hands, yet failed to kill the man.
Draco gave Harry a small smile as he pushed his hands out of his pockets and sat down next to harry, Their legs hanging off the astronomy tower.
" I hate this place " Draco whispered looking forward.
Harry understood why he should, and so should Harry hate it but he never could find the courage to hate such a beautiful place even if it was tainted with murder.
" Ron and Hermione are looking for you by the way. Told them off but won't be long before they find us here "
Harry still didn't utter a word. There was serenity in the silence that was lingering but there was pain, a pain that both were aware of what other felt but couldn't reciprocate or reiterate. What they felt was completely their own but pain have so many faces that it was ripping them apart piece by piece in different ways.
" you remember his last words ? " Harry finally asked, his voice straining from not having spoken in long.
" Severus, please " Draco answered, his face twitching as if it was replaying right there in front of him.
" that day I thought snape had betrayed dumbledore " Harry told him.
" he didn't?" It only hit Harry then that nobody knew of Severus the way Harry did. Nobody saw his memories but him. Most people still thought snape was Voldemort's loyal servant.
" he- it was planned. All of it. He was loyal to Voldemort till before my mum died. He played a double agent kind of thing " Harry explained.
" always knew something was up with him" Draco gave a small smile and finally turned to look at harry.
" I should leave-"
" no - stay " Harry interjected. Draco looked at harry for a moment before he crossed his legs and remained still, right there with harry.
" do you want to talk about it ?" Draco asked carefully
Harry chewed his bottom lip, a part of him controlling his tears and other part wondering if he should just let it out. It seemed like a good decision to let it out, to break free, but would he feel free ?
" someday's I wonder if I'm broken or-"
" I don't think you're broken Harry " Draco frowned
" I think I am " Harry huffed pulling his legs back and crossing them just like Draco and facing him " I didn't had parents growing up. I never thought I would have them but when I came here, this world, I felt like I belonged, like I was worth more than whatever I had lived up until I was 11. I know you wonder why couldn't I had just shook your hand the first day on the train but Ron was the first friend I made and I didn't wanted to screw up the only thing I thought I would have. But then so much changed. You know that feeling when you have everything but there's always something missing ?" Harry paused waiting for a reaction but Draco didn't had any, not Because he couldn't agree or he couldn't deny but because he just didn't had an answer.
" well I felt like that everyday. I remember standing in front of mirror of erised and seeing my parents for the first time, it felt like I had everything but it was taken away when I realised it wasn't real. I spent days looking at that mirror, maybe thinking that one day it'd become real but I knew it'd never and then professor dumbledore told me that The happiest man on earth If stood before the mirror, he would look into it and see himself exactly as he is, that it showed us our deepest desires. That was the first time I felt like there was someone after all who cared about me. And he really did. It was my parents, then Sirius, then dumbledore ,moody, Fred, lupin, tonks. One after the other and I- I couldn't even stop them. I didn't wanted anyone to die for me but each time I got close with anyone, they were ripped apart from me. I can't stand to lose anyone else Draco, it's hard- jus- every night I -"
" shush, come here " Draco opened his arms with tears in his eyes " it's alright now, no-one is going away from you anymore. They're all here, right where you are with who you belong " Draco Whispered softly in Harry's ear allowing him to tear stain his white shirt.
" but I didn't wanted any do them to die for me " Harry Whimpered
" they didn't harry. They're here you see, right here " Draco palmed Harry's heart between Their bodies, as if showing him that none of them were ever gone.
Harry sobbed harder on his shoulder, finding it hard to just his emotions kill him on the inside.
" you Harry- are the strongest person I've ever met " and Draco meant it. The universe had taken away so much from Harry that sometimes Draco wondered how was he even alive by now but this was Harry, he lived and breathed for others. He gave his entire soul to everyone else, gave each and every different bit of him to every different person and he loved doing it. Many times Harry had cried wanting Everything to just stop even after it all had, to make it stop but harry would bleed than to see other's in pain. He would suffer and suffer but wouldn't want anyone else to be hurt if he were there.
"I'm weak Draco - "
" no - look at me Harry - you, you are the strongest person to ever walk these halls. You wake up each day, you walk to those classes, you make others laugh, you give all of yourself to another, you love everyone else even after everything that has happened to you. There's not even a single person in this entire universe who can stand up like you have. And you are much more than this, you deserve the best Harry- you're not weak, weak are the one's who's lived without love but you Harry, you've lived in love and loving others your whole life. You- you Harry are the sweetest, most amazing, the strongest person ever, don't let anyone else tell you otherwise, yeah ? " Draco ended with kissing Harry's eyes affectionately that were filled with tears. Draco couldn't bear to see the broken shell of a man harry, and he would walk on fire to make sure Harry knew this.
" yeah " Harry gave him a choked whisper before leaning his head over Draco's chest, listening to his faint heart beat and just being in his presence. Draco smiled at harry and ran his hands through his hair whispering coherent soft whispers of assurances. Harry Only listened. For once he didn't wanted to talk, but just listen to how loved he was even if he didn't felt that way. But he knew even if the world didn't love him, he knew who did and he was right there with him .
" I can't believe he's missing again- we should just create a search party for him now " Ron harshly Whispered to Hermione.
Hermione was walking ahead of Ron looking for Harry but immediately halted when she softly passed by and saw Harry and Draco sitting there just chuckling about something. Hermione fondly smiled at them, mentally capturing a picture of them as a secret only she knew and walked back off to Ron..
" I think he's fine, Ron, lets go back " Hermione told him
" what- how do you know ?" Ron asked quizzically, more confused at Hermione's strange smile.
" because- I just know.. he's more than fine " Hermione shrugged smiling at the mental image of Harry and Draco.
" you're a strange women mione " Ron sighed but walked back to the dorms with her.
That night Harry, Draco and Hermione slept more peacefully than they had in over a while, knowing that even if the world is broken, there's still love, even if it is in the little jars stored away in the corner of all the world, there still was love.
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Day 20- safe with me | Day 22- I'm yours
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Hello, Sam!
I have just started reading your series Moments in Time that I saw Breanie recommended and I must say, it is absolutely wonderful so far!
Croup: This was not at all what I expected! I stumbled across this universe recommended on Breanie’s tumblr and thought I better start in order. PUH-Tunia really is a bitch! You can just see the abuse already inflicted on him and he’s only three! The mental anguish of a three year old being told he can’t have nice things because he breaks them can’t have been good for poor Harry! No wonder’s so unsure of everything later on. Yelling at him because he’s sick like it’s his fault! Im surprised she even gave him medicine! Wanting him to sleep outside in the “frigid air” and only deciding not to because the neighbours might see really says a lot about her personality. Ive never read anything from Petunia’s point of view before but well done. I hate her even more than before. I look forward to following this new adventure that is your moments in time universe. Great read!
The Boggart of Grimmauld Place: This was just so heartwarming! Harry getting to spend even a little time with Remus and Sirius at Grimmauld Place was what was missing from canon. Memories of his grandparents, learning about them. It was just lovely! When Harry is ashamed of wanting Sirius to embrace him a little longer my heart ached for that poor boy who never got to feel real hugs and affection. He thinks he should be ashamed for wanting to feel it and he shouldnt! I blame for petunia for that. I meant to say that in Croup how she touched his forehead to check for a fever and he flinched like he’d been expecting her to hit him. Poor poor little Harry. I love how you play on the connection here between Harry and Sirius and even parallel it to the Potters and Weasleys. Harry being surprised that he would be in Sirius’ will at all. Harry just being surprised that people care about him. Makes me want to just give him a hug! What abeautiful story! Thank you.
Hide and Seek: This was so fun! I love the thought of them all playing hide and seek in Grimmauld Place and everyone joining in! Remus and Tonks making out in the cupboard was the best! It was definitely my favourite part and Sirius just teasing them! Hermione thinking something happened between Harry and Ginny. I loved how Harry opened up a little to Ginny. You could see he was actually really comfortable with her in a way he’s not with people. Absently massaging her wrist, touching her. He was caught up in her without realizing he was caught up in her. Adorable! The second addition was wonderful! I love how Ginny just took control, loosening his tie, taking off his jumper… they are the superior couple! While I am a tad disappointed to not see them making out at the end, I loved this story. Thank you.
Seventeen: Wow! This was a story I didn’t know I needed. Harry and Ron lovingly admitting they’re brothers warms my soul. I love that touch of giving them matching watches! Was that canon? If not it should be. Mrs weasley feeling guilty over Sirius is so like her. She loves and cares for Harry as if he’s her own son and it’s wonderful to see. The last bit with Ginny was perfect! They definitely had to do more than the uninterrupted kiss and I love how Harry just basked in her. The end made me so sad! His heart breaking over missing her birthday, lost opportunities. Very beautifully done! These one-shots are amazing and I look forward to reading more of them. Thank you.
The Demise of Walburga Black: This was absolutely amazing! The image you crafted of them laughing like lunatics as they destroyed her portrait was awesome! What I like most so far about your writing is how you gently weave in Harry’s relationship with the Weasleys. I love the idea of George moving in with him and Ron, that Harry would offer his home to him like that. I love that Harry goes to Mr Weasley for renovation advice. I think its so hot that Harry would renovate the Muggle way (so sexy to see men in a tool belt and I’m going to assume he’s shirtless and sweaty). I love that it was Angelina’s idea and how you casually had Ron toss in that George and Angelina were already sleeping together. George not really being drunk, is that because he drank a lot to cope with Fred’s death? I think it is. Harry’s reaction to being caught by Mrs Weasley, how his guilt eases into pleasure that Mrs Weasley would call both himself and Ron George’s “younger brothers” and his glee in being lectured by her in a motherly fashion. And dont even get me started on the scene with Ginny! The way he gushed on his drunken ramblings about making a home with her and wanting to raise a family and her not wanting to get her hopes up because he’s so drunk! I laughed out loud when Harry said that drunk Harry wants to do dirtier things with her or something like that. Just wonderful all around! Where’s Teddy in this story? I know he lives with Andromeda in canon but I thought I read that you have Harry raising him. Ah well, maybe the next tale will answer that question! Thank you.
That’s all I’ve had time to read so far, but I just wanted to say thank you for writing such a rich and vast universe! I can definitely see why Breanie recommends you so much! I have a few questions if you don’t mind.
1) What made you decide to write a story about Harry’s early childhood from the point of view of Petunia instead of Harry?
2) Do you think Petunia and Vernon physically abused Harry when he was little? It’s fairly obvious he had psychological abuse, but do you think there was more?
3) Do you think Ron and Hermione knew Harry had never played childish games like hide and seek as a child? Do you think the others knew and that’s why they all agreed to join in?
4) When do you think Harry actually started to notice Ginny? Was it in his fifth year and he just didn’t realize or do you think it was later? There is the scene where she puts him in his place over the possession bit and of course when they get kicked out of the library together. What are your thoughts?
5) Was it canon that Ron and Harry have the watches of Mrs Weasley’s brothers?
6) Do you believe George could handle his alcohol better because of his age or were you insinuating he had become accustomed to the drink after losing Fred?
7) Where is Teddy when Harry lives at Grimmauld Place? From the summaries of your stories I got the impression Harry raised him. But I haven’t read any further so I may be wrong.
Sorry for so many questions, but I am curious. I look forward to reading more. Thank you for your time. You’re amazing and I love your work! Thank you.
I have been following your review journey and getting more and more excited the further you get into the universe!! I am going to try my damndest to answer all these asks you’ve sent today but I have an incredibly busy weekend, so it may take me a little bit to answer them all especially if you’re asking specific questions since I won’t have access to my computer a lot. So, I will answer all your asks, but give me the weekend because I want to give you the best and most detailed answers I can!
1.) Honestly, Croup and Brontide (I promise, no spoilers) are the reason I started this as a series. I mentioned Harry had croup a lot as a child in Brontide and then wanted to write a companion piece. I thought, what better way to demonstrate Harry’s childhood then telling a story through Petunia’s POv because she’s absolutely horrible. Plus, I didn’t think I could get into the mindset of any other POV for that story.
2.) I definitely think there was physical abuse as well. It’s indicated in the books (Harry knowing to dodge away from a frying pan or something). So, I do feel they did physically abuse him as well. He has a few scars to show from it.
3.) No, I don’t think they knew. Maybe some suspected it but not know. I think everyone was just sick of cleaning Grimmauld Place and wanted to do something fun. It didn’t matter it was a child’s game. They just wanted something to do.
4.) I think he started to like Ginny as a friend in fifth year. I think he started to notice her as someone more than just Ron’s little sister. I don’t even think he noticed how he felt comfortable around her in fifth year either. I like to think all the dots started to connect earlier than 6th year but Harry just didn’t know what it all meant. Then 6th year come and he’s like crap… I really her! But it was building, unknowingly, to Harry before then. Ginny had been slowly forming into her own person in Harry’s mind and he felt comfortable and liked what he saw. He just didn’t connect it romantically at that time.
5.) No, the watches isn’t canon. I wish it was though. Honestly, when I wrote it, I totally forgot they mentioned Ron getting a brand new watch in canon until months after I wrote the story.
6.) George was a bit of an alcoholic after the war. It’s mentioned more in-depth in Brontide. But he definitely held his alcohol better because he has been spiraling into alcohol abuse for months by that point.
7.) So, again it’s mentioned in Brontide, but Teddy lived with Andromeda for the first year of his life before Harry gained custody of him. Andromeda didn’t feel comfortable with Harry raising Teddy at first. Once she got to know him and see how much Harry cared for Teddy, she handed over custody to Harry so that Teddy could live a more normal life and have parents and siblings.
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If you died instead of Cedric (Draco x reader)
I am so sorry for the angst but I cannot get this out of my mind.
Warnings: This gets so fucking sad. Death is mentioned obviously, crying, swearing
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You were a champion instead of Cedric, making you automatically feel guilty
Cedric though, was basically training you, walking you through what to do
Draco hated seeing you so drained as you trained
But the look on your face when you got your first victory was amazing
You held that damn egg so high almost to say "LOOK AT WHAT I JUST DID!"
Draco was proud, being like "Guys, that's my girlfriend."
You trained even harder, working as best as you could to make it to the end
Course you were pissed when you discovered that your second trial was Draco basically chained to a lake
He assured you afterwards he was fine but you still were pissed.
Draco kissed your head, telling you that he was glad you helped him
You helped Harry along the way if you had information he didn't
After all, he wasn't supposed to be in that competition but he was.
You and Harry were friends for years but this brought you closer
The Yule ball was weird, certain adults congratulating you on your triumphs saying that you'd probably win
You absolutely hated Rita Skeeter
She would always try to catch you and Draco off guard but usually fail
She's the epitome of that one meme: "YOU TWO ARE HAVING SEX" "Damn Draco why didn't you say anything I would've put my book down"
The final trial came and you had this bad feeling.
You wanted to drop out the second you saw that maze.
"Draco, something is wrong, I can feel it." You murmured.
He frowned. "If you don't want to do this, it's okay." He assured.
You looked at him and then the maze.
You didn't realize this would be a fatal mistake.
You got to the end, discovering with Harry that the cup was a portkey.
You landed on your stomach and you grunted.
"What the fuck?" You mumbled.
Harry frowned looking at something.
It all happened so quickly, the flashes of light and then this feeling of electricity pulsing through you.
You were knocked to the ground and you just... You died
Harry couldn't believe it. Not you... No please not you.
He was crying the entire duel and carried you back with him when he got out of there
He was crying so hard as everyone was cheering, unaware of the situation
It wasn't until Draco sprinted down there that they realized something was wrong.
He let out this broken scream after seeing you and Cedric just stood there in shock
Fred and George both stood there shocked to see their best friend just... Gone.
Harry had to be pulled away from you and when Draco finally saw that face...
Oh God it was bad
Snape even had to turn away
Yes, you could be bothersome but damn it you were a kid.
You made those around you laugh and never left anyone truly alone.
Draco spent most of his time now in the hufflepuff common room
Cedric couldn't look at the common room the same, he always expected to see you sitting on the couch with a book saying hello
Fred and George towards the end of the year told Draco that he was welcome to come to their home for summer so he didn't have to deal with everything at home
To their surprise he actually came
Molly hated seeing everyone so drained
Fred and George would make people smile yes, but damn it it wasn't the same.
But Molly will never forget seeing Draco drinking a glass of water at the table in the middle of the night
She sat down with him and he just...
He could see Molly really wear off on you and the traits just... It matched up to a point he was crying.
She hugged him and told him that even though you're gone he still had family who loved him and would be there for him
But he just... He started talking to Molly about why it hurt him so much
"She told me Molly. She looked me in the eyes and told me that something felt wrong." He sobbed.
She hugged him tighter.
"If I just would've stopped her."
Fred and George the next year absolutely dreaded this bitch Umbridge
Draco hated her the most.
She even pretended to know what he was going through
"I understand you lost your friend last year but--"
"She was the love of my life. Do not dare bring her into this." Draco snapped.
Harry hated her even more, hearing her say things like "Look, your friend is just gone okay, she's not coming back"
Mcgonagall was not having that shit though and basically told her to shut the fuck up.
Hermione never thought that libraries could be so sad
But damn it every time she sat down she expected to see you next to her doodling or doing origami
Instead it was empty.
Arthur and Molly felt like they lost a child
Draco flat out refused to return home after discovering the alliance killed his GIRLFRIEND.
He joined the order and Sirius assured him that the rest of the order was taking your death hard
Remus was shocked and really upset. He never expected to lose a student like this.
Sirius remembered you, always trying to keep Harry from getting into trouble.
Tonks remembered you, you seemed so bubbly and cool
She also bonded with you for sharing the same house.
Everyone fought twice as hard because they lost their friend
Draco was more of a healer though, helping the crew after the battle.
When Sirius died he was there helping Harry because he felt like if he didn't you'd be pissed
Draco wore a ring of yours on a chain, never taking it off
As more deaths began to happen Draco just converted that pain into absolute anger
That was unleashed in the battle.
When Ginny wad nearly attacked he defended her, killing Bellatrix himself.
But it was what he said that caught everyone off guard.
"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY SISTER!"
Draco also ended up saving Fred too.
The amount of power and pain that Draco inflicted during the battle was so concerning.
He actually almost died.
He took a hit and passed out.
He could see you.
My God it was you. He missed you.
"Draco? No no. Hell no, it's way too soon for you." You said.
"Love... I just want to see you again." He said.
"... Draco I'm always with you. But this is not your time." You said softly.
He remembered your hand on his cheek and kissing it.
He woke up with Fred sighing in relief. "He's alive!" George said.
He swore as he looked towards the great hall's doors he could see you walking away.
When Harry died he was so angry. How many more people were they going to lose!?
Draco became absolutely unhinged and uhm
Killed Nagini.
And basically said "FUCK ALL OF THIS" when Harry came back as he punched a death eater, took back the wand and booked it.
The battle ended and the amount of lives saved by Draco was through the roof
He somehow saved remus and tonks dude.
This man really said "NOT TODAY MOTHER FUCKERS!"
He would come over every holiday to the Weasley's.
Draco would have a couple of moments where he could almost hear you laughing at a joke that Fred or George would make.
He was apart of this little family and they loved him
He would stand outside sometimes and just listen to the breeze.
Sometimes he could hear you if he listened hard enough
He had hard days where he just didn't want to function.
But his family had his back if anything went wrong.
Draco would work (willingly!) With Fred and George sometimes in the shop
But in the end he became a healer.
Mcgonagall would never forget the dent you left.
But something made draco's days a bit more bearable
You see: in the dungeon near the Hufflepuff common room there was a portrait of a kind girl who would talk to students.
It was you.
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All I Want, Remus Lupin Fanfiction
Chapter Seventeen
Warnings: fluff, eventual smut, death, violence, swearing, age gap, slight angst, major spoilers for Deathly Hallows, fighting
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TW: DEATH!!!!!!!!!!
Someone kneeled next to you. It was Tonks.
"Tonks..." you whispered, gazing down at Remus. You pressed your hand to his chest, expecting to feel nothing under your fingers. His heart was beating. You let out a mangled breath.
"Y/N he's unconscious. He hit the ground so hard it must have made him pass out. He'll be okay," Tonks reassured you. She placed her hand on your shoulder and stood. "We should-" she began, but was interrupted by the gigantic spiders bursting through the doors to the hall. You both stood and held your wands starting to shoot spells out.
Amidst the chaos, Hagrid ran down the stairs with his umbrella, "Don't hurt 'em!" Hagrid ran into the fray of spiders as Harry emerged out of thin air screaming at him. The spiders carried him away as Harry continued to call his name.
"Harry!" you shouted, trying to get his attention in the loud room. He didn't seem to hear you at all and instead ran to follow. A huge foot stopped him in his tracks. The ground shook beneath you at the impact. Glass shattered as the giant smashed his fist through a window. Hermione and Ron also seemed to appear and run towards Harry.
You were watching the scene unfold as Tonks brought your attention back to the Death Eaters that had entered the room as well. You fought side by side, shooting spells at any foe that looked your way. The giant was trying to grab people through the windows and everyone began to retreat from the room.
You and Tonks lifted Remus up and carried him to the Great Hall. Everyone was so engaged in battle that you three weren't disturbed as you hurried past. The Great Hall didn't have as much fighting going on as the halls so you laid Remus on a bench and went back out to help anyone that needed it.
You fought with the other Hogwarts students and professors that were near you. The Death Eaters were unrecognizable, most wearing black robes and masks. Red and green jets of lights whizzed through the air in every direction. Kingsley was among the people that were fighting near you. He worked swiftly, stunning wizard after wizard. You were stunning them as well but not nearly as fast as he.
After several long minutes of fighting a shrill voice rang through the hall. The sound of Voldemort's voice gave you goosebumps but also made you more enraged. "You have fought valiantly. Lord Voldemort knows how to value bravery. Yet you have sustained heavy losses. If you continue to resist me you will die. I do not wish this to happen. The dropping of magical blood is such a waste. I am a merciful Lord and I command all my forces to retreat immediately. You have an hour. Dispose of you dead and treat your injured."
You didn't pay attention to the rest of his speech as you watched all the Death Eaters simply walk away and go through the doors. Everyone sprinted back to the Great Hall, where the House tables were vanishing.
People began to crowd the room and it took effort to find Remus among the sea of bodies. He was lying on the floor near the outskirts of the room. Madam Pomfrey rushed by but stopped when she saw you. "Oh dear." You helped her move him on to a mat near the head of the room. She felt for his pulse and nodded, "Stay with him. He'll wake up soon. You should be here when he does."
You told her okay and held Remus's hand in yours. Despite everything going on around you, he looked peaceful. His chest rose and fell and you watched him.
You looked around the room and noticed the Weasleys had huddled up around a body on the floor. You decided that Remus would be okay on his own for a few minutes as you made your way over. Your eyes landed on the body that Mrs. Weasley was holding. You felt your heart sink. She was holding Fred's body. George was kneeling at Fred's head and Mrs. Weasley was on Fred's chest, her body heaving with sobs. Arthur stood above her, silent tears rolling down his cheeks.
You walked over to Ginny and pulled her into a tight embrace. She latched onto you and laid her head on your shoulder. Her tears soaked into your shirt as she cried. Hermione, Ron, and Harry made their way into the room. Hermione came over to you and Ginny, resting her hand on Ginny's back.
Grief and somberness hung in the air. The reality of this terrible war was finally sinking in. You had so much faith that everyone would make it, so much faith that everything would be okay. People were dead and some were hurt. Those who were uninjured had surely suffered a loss of some sort.
The three of you stood there, silently comforting each other as you cried on one another. Ginny eventually pulled away from you and wiped her eyes. She gave you and Hermione a small smile. "I'm going to help them find people. I want to make myself useful."
And with that she walked away. You and Hermione watched as she left. "This is awful," Hermione whispered.
"Yes. Yes, it is."
"Where's Remus?"
"He's up there," you gestured towards the front of the room, "he got knocked out. Madam Pomfrey said he'll wake soon though."
"Oh Y/N I'm sorry. I do hope he's alright. I think I ought to find Ron," Hermione said.
You both parted ways, Hermione leaving the Great Hall and you going to sit by Remus. You held his hand again as you had done so many times before. Even though he couldn't hear you, you wanted to talk to him.
"Fred died Remus," you paused and wiped at your eyes, "I hate this. Why did anyone have to die? Why Fred? I was naïve to think that everyone could make it out of here wasn't I? Foolish really. Bloody hell." You wiped furiously at the tears that had fallen.
"I didn't exactly protect you either did I? You're in this state because of Greyback. I killed him. I'm sorry it took so long, love." You pressed your hand to Remus's cheek and moved your thumb back and forth. He stirred under your hands, taking in a shaky breath.
"Remus?"
He slowly opened his eyes. "Y/N... What happened?"
"Greyback jumped on top of you and you hit your head really hard. You need to lay down, you might have a concussion."
"Ah. I think so... I feel quite sick."
"Do you need anything?"
"No I'll be fine darling. What's going on now?" he asked.
"Well Voldemort said that he was going to withdraw his people and give us time to heal our injured and... gather the dead."
"Did anyone we know...?"
"Fred," you whispered.
"Oh Y/N, I'm sorry," Remus said, lifting his hand to your face. You bit your lip, not wanting to cry anymore than you already had. You and Remus both stayed like that for a while. Madam Pomfrey brought over water for Remus and he slowly sipped on it. Madam Pomfrey said that Remus can't do anymore fighting and you agreed.
"Y/N, I don't expect you to stay by my side. I know you want to fight. Don't let me stop you."
"I'm not fighting anymore. As long as you want me by your side I'll stay here."
Remus chuckled and closed his eyes. Not once did he let go of your hand. He held onto it for dear life, even though you told him you weren't going to leave.
The room had emptied of all people still able to fight. The only remaining were Pomfrey, you, the injured, and the dead.
Many minutes passed and you heard the same chilling voice ring through the walls, "Harry Potter is dead. He was killed as he ran away, trying to save himself while you lay down your lives for him. We bring you his body as proof that your hero is gone. The battle is won. You have lost half your fighters. My Death Eaters outnumber you and the Boy Who Lived is finished. Anyone that resists will be killed along with their family. Come out now and bow before me. All can be forgiven as we build a new world together."
Remus's eyes shot open. You couldn't believe what you just heard. Harry couldn't possibly be dead. Remus turned to you, "Y/N we must go. I don't want to risk your life for you to sit here with me."
Remus didn't give you time to resist as he sat up. He looked faint but he insisted that he was coming. You helped him to his feet, body pressing into yours as you guided him down the hall and followed the mass that was heading outside. The doorway was open and McGonagall shrieked as she led everyone out.
You felt heavy with despair. Surely, Harry could not be dead. He couldn't.
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silver tongue // part two
SUMMARY: charlie weasley was never the type to fall in love. his main focus has always been dragons. by the time he realizes he’s in love, it may be too late.
PAIRINGS: charlie weasley x fem!OC
WARNINGS: smut, and mentions of gore/injury.
well, here’s the final part to charlie’s story! i may write an epilogue of sorts in the future. and i may use luminita in a different story, i like her character! anyways, hope you all enjoy.
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charlie and luminita fell into step with the order and the weasley family. charlie spent time catching up with his family and conversing with arthur on the foreign wizards they had gathered. luminita spent a fair amount of time with kingsley, who had taken a great interest in the girl. he said she was a great asset and a natural fighter, and she was assigned as a watch guard for the burrow while they were there.
luminita was surprisingly comfortable at the burrow. it made her realize where charlie got his decorating skills from; his shack in romania was filled with warm tones of mismatched fabrics and designs. it had always drove her crazy, she preferred a set tone and color palette. but now she knew charlie was just trying to have a piece of the burrow with him while he was with the dragons.
the day of the wedding, she was stationed to stand guard outside of the tent the ceremony was being held in. another wizard and witch, remus and tonks respectively, stood guard with her.
luminita had gotten to know the two fairly well, remus was a werewolf and he had soothed a lot of the concerns she had over her injuries. the only thing she had experienced was a likening towards rare meat, and restlessness during the full moon. tonks was a delightful metamorphmagus, and a strong willed fighter like her. tonks had suggested she would make a brilliant auror, but luminita assured her that her heart belonged to the dragons and romania.
tonks was the person who had given her a dress for the wedding, a silver cap sleeved gown that clung to her chest and torso, before flowing weightlessly to her feet. her wild thick hair was twisted up in a bun, showcasing the thin dragon scale necklace around her neck. she rarely had a chance to dress up, and she enjoyed it in spite of herself.
“it’s a beautiful day for a wedding,” tonks commented brightly, twirling her wand in her hands. “not too warm, not too windy.”
“thank you for the weather update.” remus smirked playfully at the purple haired witch, nudging her shoulder.
tonks glared at remus, with no real malice. luminita laughed, their banter heartwarming and yet painful at the same time.
“so how long have you and charlie been an item?” tonks asked luminita, winking at the girl whose eyes had widened at the assumption.
“oh, no, we aren’t together,” she let out a humorless laugh. “we’re both too focused on our work. he’s always said the dragons are enough for him, he can’t entertain a relationship while there are so many undiscovered dragons.”
tonks shared a look with remus, their expressions gentle. “sometimes you just need to convince a man otherwise. even if they’re stubborn.”
luminita smiled politely, her insides churning. it was a nice sentiment, but it wasn’t like that with charlie. she knew long before her feelings for him grew that he wasn’t interested in any relationship with anyone. she was just foolish enough to let herself be captivated by charming grin and muscular biceps, his infectious laugh and extraordinary personality. she had never met someone quite like him.
spending time around his family for the past few days, she was able to see where it had all stemmed from.
before long, the ceremony had conceded and music began blasting from the speakers within. laughter and the clinking of silverware echoed outside, and luminita couldn’t help but peek inside to take a look.
“oh, you can go on inside,” tonks waved towards the tent, her eyes flicking over to remus. “we can take it from here.”
luminia hesitated, but at their reassurances, she slipped inside the tent.
she had never seen so many redheads in one place. charlie had been the first and only redhead she had met, and she found it a bit jarring to suddenly be surrounded by them. she sought him out now, a smile appearing on her face when she finally caught sight of him walking towards her.
“lumi,” he greeted, giving her a hug. he pulled away, his hands still on her arms, his eyes raking over her body. “you look wonderful.”
she laughed, a blush coating her cheeks. “well thanks. you don’t look half bad yourself, i almost don’t recognize you without the layer of ash on your face.”
charlie laughed loudly, the corners of his eyes crinkling. “thanks, i think!”
they walked over to the drinks, each taking a glass of fire whiskey. a few of charlie’s relatives came over to talk with him
about his work with the dragons, and a few of them asked if luminita was his girlfriend. charlie would quickly shake his head, his cheeks would flush, and he would deny it. luminita would joke and say she had much higher standards, even if the words burned her mouth on their way out.
“would you fancy a dance?” charlie asked suddenly, as they had finished off their drinks.
luminita nodded, her lips turning up as she let herself be led away to throng of people twirling to the music.
she began swaying to the music, charlie’s large hands splayed out on her hips. she had her hands on his shoulders, and they moved fluidly together to the music.
“your family is really nice,” she told him, looking into his brown eyes. “fred and george have a nice amount of spunk in them. and ginny is a force to be reckoned with. she kind of reminds me of me when i was her age.”
charlie nodded in agreement. “the twins have really made something for themselves. i’m so proud of them. ginny, too.”
“oh, charles, you’ve gone soft of us,” fred appeared next to them, twirling a gorgeous blond as he passed.
“really, i think we may swoon.” george finished, a similar girl in his arms as they danced together.
“just wait until after this wedding, i’ll have the both of you in a headlock before you can say mum.” charlie threatened, giving the two of them a look.
“we’ll be waiting!” the twins had identical grins, and they led the dance floor, disappearing with the veelas.
charlie grinned, shaking his head, and he twirled luminita in a circle. she felt wild, carefree. the feeling of charlie’s warm hands on her hips and the feeling of his thick muscles under her hands made her feel invincible. they never got the opportunity to be intimate like this, and all they were doing was dancing.
maybe it was the rush of euphoria she received from being so close with him, his hands on her hips, his eyes watching her every move. or maybe it was the feel that weddings had, like love was an attainable thing for all to grasp. whatever it was, when the music switched to a slow song, she had to finally put her feelings for the burly boy out in the open so there were no more second guesses.
“charlie,” luminita bit her lip, their movements slowing. “i know how you feel about relationships. i know we’re in a war. i know we can die at any moment... and that’s why i need to just say this and be done.”
“luminita...”
“i care for you, charlie weasley. a lot. a damn lot, and who knows? maybe i love you. and perhaps it’s wishful thinking, but i think you like me too.”
she could feel him tense under her hands as her words spilled out in an honest confession. they paused in their dancing, and she waited with bated breath to hear his reply.
as charlie opened his mouth, everyone’s attention was suddenly turned to the opening of the tent, where a silver lynx landed a few feet away from charlie and luminita. she quickly reached under her dress for her wand that was strapped to her calf, holding it tightly in anticipation.
the patronus’ mouth opened wide, and it spoke in the loud, deep, slow voice of kingsley shacklebolt.
“the ministry has fallen. scrimgeour is dead. they are coming.”
everything was silent for a moment, most of the guests were still turned towards the remaining vapors of the patronus. then somebody screamed.
guests started running in all directions, many were disapperating. luminita swore, realizing the enchantments around the burrow had broken.
the death eaters came rather quickly. they were masked and cloaked, firing spells into the crowd of people.
luminita began dueling, her mouth set in a determined line. she was vaguely aware of charlie fighting at her side, firing off a few ‘protego’ as they fought together.
then luminita saw ginny, who appeared as though she was too busy searching for someone rather than looking out for her back. she was going to get herself killed.
“charlie,” she spat out of the corner of her mouth, firing a leg locking curse at one of the cloned figures. “where is your families safe house?”
“my aunt muriels,” charlie responded under his breath, stunning a death eater. “go there!”
“no chance in hell!”
she sprinted across the dance floor, kicking her heels off in the process. she dodged spellwork, twisting around to fire back as she ran.
“protego!” she shouted, blocking a curse that very nearly hit ginny. “ginerva! get a hold of yourself!”
“harry left,” ginny told her, her eyes wild. “i didn’t get to say goodbye.”
“you’ll see him again,” she panted, gathering the girl behind her. “where’s your wand.”
“i don’t know, i don’t know, i think it’s in the burrow.”
luminita cursed, scanning the crowd as spells continued blasting around them. molly weasley looked panic stricken, as she fired off spells at the death eaters, her eyes darting around in a worried haste. aunt muriel was next to her, looking as though she were going to hyperventilate.
she was looking for ginny.
“molly!” she yelled, grabbing ginnys arm as the quickly maneuvered through the crowd.
molly looked up at her, relief sagging in her features as she saw ginny beside her. luminita pushed ginny into her mother’s arms, and they clung to each other.
“go to the safe house, we’ll take care of things from here.”
molly nodded, and turned on her heel. with a crack, they disappeared.
luminita turned back to the crowd, and joined forces with remus and tonks, the three of them were soon joined by charlie. charlie and luminita fought back to back, alongside the other two.
it appeared the death eaters were only there for harry potter. once they realized he was no longer there, due to one of them shouting it in disappointment, they left in a cloud of black smoke.
the beautifully decorated tent was destroyed, the flowers trampled and decorations ripped, platters of food and drink strewn around the floor. a few areas had been set on fire and put out, the smoldering remains letting off plumes of black smoke.
“is anyone hurt?” arthur called out tersely, a deep looking ash on his forearm.
there were a few murmurings through the crowd, but no one appeared to be gravely injured.
“right, then, let’s clean up and then we can recoup.”
it didn’t take very long to get the place cleaned up, most of it just needed to be banished away as it was damaged beyond repair. bill expressed regret over the flowers being destroyed; fleur had wanted to save a few in a photo album of their day. but they were all wrecked, stomped into the ground.
the order members who had attended the wedding all apparated to muriels cottage, crammed into the small living room as they waited for kingsley to appear. he came at half past nine, looking worn and torn.
“was harry able to leave?” he asked, standing in front of the order members.
arthur nodded. “he, ron, and hermione left. no one was able to get them.”
“that’s good.”
they began discussing further plans for the order, and repairing the wards that had been broken at the burrow. they would all head back tomorrow morning to redo he magical charms, and resume their normal schedules.
as the order members aside from the weasleys and luminita began to file out, kingsley called to her and charlie.
“you two are heading back to romania tomorrow, right?”
charlie nodded tensely. “that’s the plan.”
kingsley nodded slowly, looking over at luminita. she forced herself to remain strong under his intimidating gaze.
“luminita, if you’re willing, i would like for you to stay behind. you’re an excellent fighter, and we could really use your help.”
she faltered, unsure of what to say. she hadn’t been expecting him to say that.
“no,” charlie answered, shaking his head. “no, she comes home with me.”
“charlie, think of what’s best for the order,” kingsley said firmly, turning his gaze on the man. “if she refuses, then that’s fine. but if she’s willing to help the order, that’s her decision to make.”
“im not leaving her here unprotected,” charlie’s voice was bordering on hysterical now. “miles away from where i could help her. where i go, she goes.”
the two men stared at each other, silence echoing loudly around them. luminita felt her heart thud at the way charlie was talking about her, and she very nearly said no. but he said she would be a great asset, and if she would be more helpful here... she couldn’t say no, especially not after the death eaters she encountered tonight. fighting like that... it gave a thrill that reminded her of trying to bond with a dragon. and if she could help innocent people and fight against voldemort hands on, well, she wouldn’t say no.
charlie looked at her, and his shoulders sagged as he recognized her expression.
“please, lumi,” his voice was low and pleading. “don’t stay. come home with me.”
she swallowed hard, and looked over to kingsley. she gave the man a firm nod, straightening her shoulders. “i’ll stay.”
charlie cursed, and stormed out of the room. the front door slammed behind him, and luminita shut her eyes briefly.
“tomorrow we’ll meet at the burrow and discuss your role,” kingsley held out his hand, and they shook firmly. “i have an assignment in mind for you already.”
kingsley left then, biding a goodnight to the rest of the weasleys. luminita took a steadying breath, and slipped outside. the grass was cool against her bare feet, and the wind was balmy against her skin.
charlie stood leaning against a tree a few yards away from the house, staring out at the vast forest that expanded beyond muriels cottage. his sleeves were rolled up, and the ends of his dragon tattoo poked out from his right bicep. her heart ached as she walked towards him.
“hey,” she said softly, crossing her arms as she stopped next to him. “can we talk?”
“how could you just decide that?” he turned to her, his words hard and fast as they came from his mouth. “how could you just decide to leave me and stay here?”
“charlie, you know i won’t back down from a fight. you know i’m not the type of person to run and hide. if there’s a chance i can be more helpful here then in romania, i have to do it.”
“even if that means leaving the dragons? leaving me? i thought you lov-“ and he cut himself short, the words snipped shut as soon as he thought them.
she shut her eyes, taking another steadying breath against the thud of her heart. “don’t do that.”
“do what? at the wedding, you said- you said you loved me. how can you just drop that on me and then just leave me?”
“are you kidding me? it doesn’t even matter charlie! you don’t feel the same way about me! the dragons will always come first!”
“fuck the dragons!” charlie roared, and he took hold of her shoulders. “i love you, damnit, and i can’t lose you!”
he crashed his lips against hers, and she lost her hands in his wavy hair. she opened her mouth, tongue and teeth clashing against each other. his deliciously muscular body pressed against hers, fulfilling many a fantasy she had ever since she saw him with his shirt off three years ago. his hands cupped her cheeks, pressing her harder against him.
every single one of her nerve endings were on fire as his hands ghosted down to her hips, gripping them tightly before he tapped her thighs, signaling for her to jump. she did, wrapping her legs around his waist as he turned around, pressing her against the tree.
as his lips trailed down her neck, nipping ravenously at her skin, she could feel his hardness pressing against her core. hardness that she caused. it sparked a fire deep in her chest, and she moaned loudly as he ground her hips into hers.
he looked up at her, his eyes dark. “do you want this?”
she nodded, her eyes fluttering at the feel of his body pressed against hers. “i’ve wanted this for years, charlie.”
at her admission, he pulled up her dress, and pushed aside her panties, slipping a finger into her wetness. her eyes rolled into the back of her head, and she gripped at his hair as he plunged his fingers deep in her pussy. his thumb rubbed circles on her sensitive clit, while his two fingers thrusted in and out in a fast pace.
“charlie,” his name fell from her lips among a string of moans, his hair still gripped in her fists.
“say my name,” charlie growled, biting down harshly on her neck. “say my goddamn name.”
“charlie!”
she could feel the knot in her stomach building, and just as it was about to unravel, his fingers left her heat. her unfocused eyes attempted to look at him in annoyance, wondering why he stopped, when his full length suddenly slammed into her with a force that brought tears to her eyes.
“you like it rough, don’t you slut,” he murmured, groaning as he rolled his hips against hers. “taking me so well.”
she threw her head back in both pain and pleasure as his cock pounded into her, hitting deep inside her as he continued sucking on
her neck. the pain subsided, and she nearly saw stars as he brought a hand down to rub circles on her clit.
the knot in her stomach returned, and with it came a primal need to mark charlie as hers. she lifted her head, bending towards his neck and searching for his soft spot. as he moaned when her tongue licked over a spot near the base of his throat, she bit down harshly, drawing blood that she quickly licked up, moving to suck on the other side of his neck.
“did you just bite me?” charlie gasped out, his hips flush against hers.
she tilted her head back, meetings his eyes as he continued slamming into her. “yeah, i did.”
“do it again.” he groaned darkly, moving his head back to expose the other side of his neck.
she did as he asked, sinking her teeth once more into the taught skin of his neck. she supposed the need to bite him and mark him as hers came from the werewolf scars, but she hadn’t expected charlie to be so open to it.
the knot in her stomach tightened, and she moaned as the pressure built. charlie’s thrusts became sloppy, and she knew he was close too.
“gonna cum,” he grunted, slamming his hips into hers. “fill you up like the slut you are.”
his words drove them both over the edge, and with one final thrust he came inside her, and she released on his dick. his hips stilled, still flush against hers, and he buried his head against her neck. she rested her head on top of his, her arms resting limply around his neck.
“so,” she said after a moment, a pleased smirk on her lips. “i’m a slut?”
charlie looked up immediately, his face flushing maroon. “oh, erm, i didn’t mean-“
“don’t take it back!” she exclaimed, a laugh falling from her lips. “it’s hot. dirty. didn’t expect that from you.”
charlie gave an exasperated sigh, shaking his head. he pulled out of her, setting her down gingerly. her legs felt like jello, and she held onto his shoulders to steady herself.
“was it too much for you?” he teased her, his eyes dark.
she swatted at his arm, forcing herself to stand on her own. “in your dreams, weasley.”
“oh trust me, this will be the center of my dreams for years to come.”
she rolled her eyes, pulling her panties back up. “if only you would have done this sooner.”
charlie nodded slowly. “if only... are you really going to stay?”
“i have to, charlie. if it’s in the best interest of the order, then-“
“forget the order,” he stated firmly, placing a hand on her hip. “what is best for you?”
she paused. “charlie. i wouldn’t be able to live with myself if i left when i could have helped people. not after what i saw today.”
“i suppose i knew that,” he sighed ruefully. “that’s just who you are. it’s why i love you.”
“so you do love me?”
he gave her a look. “i don’t just tell people i love them if i don’t mean it. of course i do.”
she nodded. “i love you too.”
she held out her hand, and he grasped it tightly. his large one engulfed her small
one in warmth, and they walked hand in hand back to the cottage. they didn’t specify a label on each other, but she didn’t feel they needed to. they loved each other. that was all they needed.
the next day, luminita received her first assignment from kingsley. charlie prepared to leave for romania. they spent their last night together in his childhood bedroom, familiarizing each other’s bodies in the tangle of his sheets.
but he had to leave, and she had to stay.
kingsley kept her busy, and she found she didn’t have much time to dwell on how much she missed charlie. it stayed with her, like a thorn in her side, but most nights she was so exhausted she fell into a dreamless sleep, only to wake up the next morning early to get a start on her duties.
she stayed with the weasleys in the burrow, and grew quite close with molly and the twins. she practiced dueling with the boys on her rare days off, which they greatly enjoyed.
but of course, all good things must come to an end, and when ginny returned home for easter break, ron was found traveling with harry potter and hermione granger. the trio got away, but the weasleys shot to the top of the death eaters most wanted list. they were forced into hiding, and luminita took on a heavier work load as the death eaters became more determined to destroy the supporters of harry potter.
eventually, she was stationed in hogsmeade, which meant that when the final battle began, she was one of the first to join.
“it’s unfortunate you’re seeing hogwarts in shambles as your first impression,” george called to her, as he hexed a death eater. “it’s bloody amazing in its full glory.”
“has to be, though,” fred chimed in, dodging a bat bogey hex. “it’s where we got our start! the infamous weasley twins!”
“load of braggarts, you lot!” chided luminita, sending a stunner straight to the chest of a burly death eater.
the three worked together, battling the emerging death eaters. at some point in the chaos, george split away from the two, and they were joined by percy, the weasley who had blacklisted his family.
“i was a fool, fred,” percy shouted hoarsely, shooting spells at the four hooded and masked death eaters that had them back into a corner. “an utter fool!”
“and a right prat!” added fred, ducking as a green spell whizzed by his ear.
luminita became separated from the two as the death eater split them apart, two took on her while the other two kept at the weasleys. she was forced to only cast shielding spells, as she was unable to do much else with the both of them constantly firing at her. but then, by sheer luck, she found an opening.
“ventura!” she shouted, jabbing her wand directly at the two.
a hurricane swirled out of her wand, gathering the two death eaters into its depths. they flung around the room, hitting the ceiling with a sickening crack before falling to the floor, their thick blood spilling out onto the floor.
she shouted the counter curse, and the hurricane disappeared.
“nice one, lumi!” fred shouted in approval.
jets of light flew in every direction, and luminita rushed forward to help the two weasleys; out of the corner of her vision, she saw harry, ron, and hermione emerge from the hallway.
one of the death eaters hoods slipped, revealing his high forehead and streaked hair.
“hello, minister!” bellowed percy, sending a neat jinx to thicknesse who dropped his wand and clawed at his rom in discomfort. “did i mention i’m resigning?”
“you’re joking, perce!” shouted fred with glee, as the death eater he was battling collapsed under the weight of four separate stunning spells. “you actually are joking, perce.. i haven’t heard you joke since you were-“
luminita felt the electric pull of the air, and her instincts kicked in. she reached out, grabbing hold of fred, just as the air around them exploded.
they flung through the air, and luminita held fred close to her chest with her wand gripped tightly in her hand, protecting his head with her arms. the yells and screams of their companions echoed around them, and the cold air that hit let her know the wall of the castle had been blasted away.
they landed with a crash, her head cracking against the floor of the castle, her leg bending the wrong way with a throbbing pain. fred slammed painfully against her chest, but she didn’t release her hold on him.
then the world resolved itself into pain and semi darkness; they were half buried in the wreckage of the corridor.
she looked down at fred, who had a dazed expression in his face. there was a gash across his forehead, dripping thick blood in his eyes.
“lumi, you have to let go of me so we can get up,” fred groaned, and she released his hold on him. “think you may have just saved my life.”
“that was the hope.” the words came out funny, and her head exploded in black stars. she wasn’t sure that the words had came out at all. there was something thick and sticky coating the back of her head, and when she reached her hand back to gingerly touch it, moaning at the pain, her hand came back slick with blood.
“percy! ron! help me get her out of here!”
she was vaguely aware of someone jostling her body out of the rubble as the pain coalesced into a blinding blackness of stars, and she faded away.
the next time she opened her eyes, she was staring at the twinkling ceiling of the great hall. she felt as though her head was filled with foam, and her leg had a stabbing pain reverberating through her shin.
“lumi?”
her eyes fluttered over to the worried face of charlie weasley, and her heart swelled. “charlie.”
he carefully gathered her in his strong arms, holding her against his chest. “i told you to be safe.”
she wrapped her arms around him, not fully believing he was there.
“luminita. never thought i’d see the day you weren’t tossing me a witty comment.”
she lifted her head off charlie’s chest to see billius standing near them, and a grin cracked across her face.
“oh, shut it,” she scoffed. “go suck on a dragon scale.”
“that’s my girl,” billius grinned, before pausing thoughtfully. “guess i probably shouldn’t say that. you’re charlie’s girl now.”
a warmth filled her chest as his words processed, and her head became less foamy. “yeah. i am.”
“you hit your head really hard and broke your leg,” charlie informed her, keeping her in his arms. “maria had to regrow the back of your skull, and a few of your leg bones. you’re still healing.”
“maria’s here?”
“all of our romanian allies are here. we got here just after the battle ended.”
she could hear the frustration in his voice. she knew it must have killed him to get here late and then find that she was injured. “you’re here now. that’s what matters.”
they caught up while her skull regrew, and the other weasleys came by as well. fred thanked her again for saving him, and molly nearly cried as she thanked her for saving her son. she waved them off, not caring for the attention.
before long, the battle resumed, and charlie had to leave her to help in the fight. she tried her best to get up against his orders, but her vision went blurry and her leg sent shooting pains through her body. so, she was forced to sit there while harry potter was declared dead. the war raged on.
then, harry potter was alive again. the war began turning for the better, and it seemed that they would win. the residents of hogsmeade joined in, and before long, harry had killed voldemort.
the war was over.
charlie came back to her immediately, taking her in his arms and holding her tightly. she wrapped her arms around his torso as his hands tangled in her hair, and he peppered her face with kisses.
“i love you, luminita,” he declared, cupping her cheeks in his hands. “marry me.”
“marry you?” she gaped at him, staring up at his heavily freckled face.
a grin broke out across his face. “are you deaf? i said marry me, damnit!”
her heart swelled with love, and she nodded fast, her head spinning from the movement. “charlie weasley, of course i’ll marry you.”
he kissed her passionately, lifting her in his arms. everything was right in her world.
the sun rose steadily over hogwarts as they celebrated, and mourned over the ones they had lost. luminita was saddened to hear that tonks and remus had died, she would never forget their kindness. she wished she was able to tel tonks that charlie had proposed, the delightful woman would been ecstatic to hear the news.
they celebrated, they mourned. clean up on the castle would begin tomorrow, but for now, everyone was invited to stay in the dorms or go home.
charlie and luminita decided to go back to the burrow with their family. they would head back to romania after the shock of the battle wore off, but for now, charlie needed to be with his family. luminita knew that.
as she lay in charlie’s arms that night in his childhood bedroom, she smiled genuinely. she supposed she had bonded with a dragon after all.
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It Takes Time | 6 | g.w.
George Weasley x Tonks!reader
Word Count: 1,781
Warning: Mentions of suicide, depression
A/N: Not me, posting after like two months of being absent. Absolutely not. 
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It didn’t take long for George to become a staple part of Y/N’s life. In only a short few weeks, he spent much of his time at their flat with them and Teddy. They enjoyed each other’s company, and the two would spend every night talking until Y/N reminded him that they needed to sleep too. The two never talked about Fred or Dora, but they talked about other things. Their families, their time at school. They’d reminisce about their Hogwarts lives. At one point, Y/N admitted to having a brief crush on him in their third year, but it didn’t last longer than a week or so. There were a few occasions where they almost kissed; almost moved past the “will they, won’t they” phase. But it never did, and neither one of them seemed keen on ruining what good thing they had. 
It made more sense for him to go to them --less breaking up Teddy’s usual routine and more to get the baby accustomed to George’s presence. Though Teddy didn’t seem bothered by George being in his life; on the contrary, the child adored George and the little toys he’d bring by. Y/N also quite enjoyed his presence too, though. While they worked and minded Teddy in between baking, George spent most of his day cleaning and handling the shop. And then, in the evenings, he would walk down the road to join the two for dinner. Sometimes he’d cook, sometimes they would. It was a nice new routine for the three of them.
Tonight was no different. 
George was the one cooking this round, humming to himself as he stirred a pot of pasta. Y/N was in the living room, rocking Teddy in his little swing as the baby giggled. The child was mimicking George’s hair and freckles once again, clapping his hands together happily as his aunt played with him. Every so often, George would peak around the corner to see the commotion, and it made his heart lurch to see Y/N and Teddy, looking like a proper Weasley. What a sight; it was like seeing a future without a teacup. But the thought was always pushed aside because George wasn’t trying to rush into a marriage or into fatherhood. No, no. He needed to get the shop opened before he turned his attention to any of that.
But dating...dating was okay. At least, whatever he and Y/N had currently was. They hadn’t labelled it but he didn’t mind so much. It made life easier, and he had someone who didn’t look at him and start crying. Really, there wasn’t much more he could ask for at the moment. He hadn’t told anyone they were seeing one another, though Lee had a pretty good idea. But Lee was good at not asking questions unless he really needed to. George wasn’t quite ready to make the world --or more specifically, his family --aware that he was seeing anyone. Not yet, anyway.
You don’t usually go this slow, Fred teased as George moved throughout the kitchen looking for spices. The living twin rolled his eyes. Not even a kiss; a proper gentleman, aren’t you?
“Shove off,” George murmured back, keeping his voice low to avoid Y/N hearing him. “I’m enjoying myself. They’re good company.”
Pretty company too, mate. If I were alive…George’s stomach dropped at the comment and Fred’s disembodied voice disappeared. If I was alive, he said. It was such an innocent comment, but it caused George’s limbs to go limp at his sides. His vision tunnelled and he couldn’t breathe.
Fred was dead.
Fred was dead and George was hearing his voice in his head while cooking in the kitchen of the first person to show George positive attention since the war.
Merlin’s beard, he was drowning suddenly. 
He gripped the counter for a moment, trying to ground himself back into reality. But George felt sick; it had been so long since he had properly thought about Fred and his death. He hadn’t been sleeping as much but he wasn’t having nightmares when he did. He was blissfully ignorant and distracted by Y/N and Teddy, and the sudden reminder that Fred was dead just threw everything into a tailspin and he couldn’t breathe. Hot tears spilled down his cheeks and onto the countertop as he tried to keep his sudden despair quiet. Y/N was still laughing in the living room, they were still playing with Teddy and everything was still there. Everything but his brother, and the sanity that George was slowly losing.
After a few minutes that felt like hours, George took a deep breath and finally was able to stabilize himself. The pot had boiled over and he stared at it for a moment, blinking slowly as he considered how to clean up the hot water. Running a hand over his face and through his hair, he took another breath and turned off the stove, moving the pot aside. The water ran over the burner and sizzled, but enough was left over that he needed a towel still. 
He’d become familiarized with Y/N’s kitchen pretty easily, but his head was spinning and he couldn’t think of where to find towels. So he simply started opening drawers until he found them. Most of their towels were little dish towels on top, and he wanted something a little thicker to keep the water from burning him. He dug through the drawer absently until his hand hit something cold and hard, and his brow furrowed as he pulled out a glass vial from the towels.
It was clearly hidden in there, and he wasn’t quite sure what it was --a potion, obviously, but he wasn’t familiar with the color. Distracted by the vial, George tossed the towel on the counter and popped the top open. It didn’t need to get too close though, because even a foot away, the stench was overwhelming and caused George to dry heave. The smell was hard to describe; something like burning hair and that iron smell of blood. And the sickness that George was overwhelmed with only got worse as he realized what it was.
Baneberry.
Baneberry Potion was a very poisonous concoction, one that caused almost instant death if the entire thing is consumed and one that caused unimaginable pain and illness if even just a drop was taken. George stared at the vial in his hands, slowly coming to the realization that Y/N had the potion in the cupboard for themselves. That they had the poison to end their own life at any given moment. It made him angry --genuinely enraged, actually. How could they promise him that they’d never kill themselves, that they’d never leave Teddy alone but have bloody Baneberry Potion just sitting in their cabinets? He could feel his cheeks heating up from anger as he heard them coming into the kitchen.
“George, how’s dinner coming?” they asked, running a hand through their hair as they walked into the kitchen.
The wizard turned, holding the vial in his hands as he looked directly at them. Y/N’s eyes fell on the vial in his hands and they felt the blood drain from their face, their mouth opening slightly.
“Why?” He asked through gritted teeth.
Their mouth opened and closed, unable to respond. George set the container on the counter and stepped towards them in one long stride. “Y/N, why? After dinner that night…I thought that everything was okay, I thought you were fine...I thought…” His anger slowly faded back into the despair, and now concern for their wellbeing. He just got them; he couldn’t lose them.
Taking a deep breath, the other wizard looked down and swallowed hard. “The first few months...they were so hard,” they murmured. “I let Harry take Teddy for the weekend...I just...I didn’t think I could do it…” Slowly they looked up at him, eyes watering and tears threatening. “But I didn’t. I couldn’t. Because of Dora. Because...Because of that little boy.”
“Then why keep it?”
“I...I don’t know.”
George picked up the vial carefully and held it out to them. Y/N stared up at him, tears in their eyes and confusion clear in their expression, not making a move to take it from him.
“Take it,” he commanded, pushing it into their hands. “Pour it out.”
The distraught wizard before him stared for a long moment before slowly reaching out to pour the potion into the sink. They watched each other as they did so, never taking their eyes off of each other. 
“If this...if this is going to work, Y/N, we need to be honest. We need to try to get better and not just pretend we’re okay,” George explained, turning on the water to ensure that the potion was cleared away entirely. “I...I care about you a lot and I don’t know what this is, or what we’re doing, but I don’t want to lose it. I don’t...I can’t lose you too.”
He watched their E/C eyes drop to the floor and tears began hitting the ground. Without a second thought, George pulled them into his arms and hugged them tightly against his chest. He needed this. Y/N  needed this. They needed physical contact, from anyone or anything, and this embrace meant more to him than anything else could at that moment. Y/N hugged him back immediately, as if their life depended on it, thanking him over and over again. The redhead rested his chin on top of their head, holding them there just a little bit longer before finally letting them go. Y/N wiped their eyes and sniffled, looking down once more. 
“I think I ruined dinner,” he murmured as they pulled apart, though his hands rested on their hips. Y/N’s hands were on his biceps, and they gave them a gentle squeeze. 
“I’ll send for take out, then.”
George moved to pull away but Y/N’s grip on his arms tightened. He looked down at them, to ask if they needed something else, but Y/N’s lips were on his without warning. It took a moment to process but George returned the kiss with excitement, returning his hands to their hips to pull them closer to him. He pushed them back against the sink gently, as a way to keep themselves steady. Y/N’s hands slid up, resting now to cup his cheeks as they shared a proper first kiss.
When they finally pulled away, they kept close to one another, holding each other with eyes closed and basking in the afterglow of the emotional roller coaster they had just experienced. Y/N opened their eyes, looking up at George with a small smile.
“I don’t want to lose you either, George.”
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kalimagik · 4 years
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Before the After
Harry Potter x Reader
Word Count: ~1,200
Warnings: Death and Angst...lots of angst 
A/N: I did post this as an OC a while ago and decided to adapt it to the reader insert format. The entire idea actually came to me in a dream. The whole thing. I watched it as if it was a movie, so it was just so easy to write. It’s pretty short, but there is a lot of angst packed into the mere one thousand words, so I really apologize. But, even though it is sad, I truly love this story. Everything just flowed for me. If you enjoy reading, like, reblog, comment, or even follow! Feel free to send me any constructive criticism or just start a chat with me! Happy reading <3<3
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“Don’t do anything stupid,” she said as he went to save the Wizarding World. He pulled her into his arms and she kissed him for the last time. Harry was the only thing she had left. The only person that felt like her family and her home. Without him, she would be lost. She’d already lost the rest of her family. She couldn’t lose him too.
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Y/N felt weird…she felt light…she felt like…Oh Merlin! Was that her body? Why was she looking at her body from above? Where were these members of the Order taking her? Why were there so many questions in her head?
Y/N floated above, following her body, which was placed on a cot in the destroyed Great Hall. She looked around at the carnage and the bodies. She saw Lavender, a girl in her year who was nice to her for 7 years. Colin Creevey, the sweet little boy who only wanted to fit in. Then she looked and saw Remus and Tonks. Professor Lupin had taught her so much even though he only taught for one year. And they had just had a son! Y/N felt her “breath” hitch in her chest. Then, there was her body laying not too far from a pretty large group.
Whether or not she could, Y/N jumped as she felt another presence near her.
“Y/N?”
Y/N turned to see the perfect shape of a Weasley twin next to her.
“Fred?” she asked, tears coming to her eyes. “Why, why, why can I see you and you see me?”
“You’re like me…dead…” he trailed off.
“Why are we still here though? Why am I watching everything happening?” she asked, now scared.
“I don’t know,” Fred shrugged. “This is my first time dying too,” he chuckled, “but, I think, I think we are getting one last look at our surroundings before we go wherever we go. Look there, my family is starting to show up.”
Fred pointed to the large group not far from Y/N’s body. She could see George’s pain as he knelt over his brother, his best friend. She saw Molly Weasley, one of the best mothers she knew mourning the loss of her son, something no mother should have to do.
Y/N didn’t know if she could cry, but she felt like she should be right now. She couldn’t feel any tears, but maybe that’s how it worked.
“Fred?” she asked timidly.
“Yeah?” he responded, tearing his eyes away from the family surrounding his physical body.
“Have you seen Harry?”
“He hasn’t come in yet. He, he hasn’t seen you…”
Y/N watched the scene below. Feeling sorry for those who were still alive and grieving their friends and family. It didn’t feel right.
“Fred?”
“Yeah?”
“What do you last remember?” Y/N asked, filling the silence of up above.
“I was fighting next to my brother. Percy was my brother again. Then, there was an explosion. It went dark. Then, I guess I did the same thing as you. I saw my body moved behind a suit of armor until I followed it to the Great Hall,” Fred recited as if he had seen it happen a million times over. “What about you?”
“I was in one of the corridors. Ginny wasn’t too far from me. Someone shot a curse in her direction…instinct just kicked in, but I wasn’t fast enough to block the curse. It hit me instead, I guess…” Y/N trailed off.
There was silence for a while.
“It didn’t hurt, you know,” Y/N stated, dryly. Not like she needed to tell Fred that.
“I agree. Everything just…stopped,” Fred said, eyes back on his family.
“Maybe that’s for the best,” Y/N sighed, still feeling as if she should cry.
Silence for a little longer. Y/N drifted off into her memories of good times. Times when she sat with Hermione, Ron, and most importantly, Harry in the Common Room. The nights that Harry would lead her up to the Astronomy tower and they would just watch the stars and he’d hold her close. They were the best times when she was alive. The simplest, but her happiest.
“Y/N/N.” Fred pulled her attention back to the scene below.
Y/N watched as the Great Hall doors opened and her three best friends walked in. Ron immediately ran to his family and Y/N could feel his pain. She didn’t know why, but she could. Then, her eyes went to Harry, who was slowly walking down the row.
She watched him stop in front of Lupin and Tonks. She knew Lupin had been the last connection that Harry had with his parents. Harry looked up and kept walking. He stopped when Hermione hugged him tightly, right before he had gotten to her body. That’s when he saw her. He saw Y/N’s lifeless form on the ground in front of him. Y/N watched as he fell to his knees. The silent tears streaming down his face. She wanted to call out to him from about “I’m here! Harry! I’m still here! I’m okay!”, but she knew she couldn’t. It hurt her. She was dead and it still hurt her.
“Fred?” Y/N asked, holding back a sob.
“Yeah?” he responded on cue.
“Can I go down to him?” she asked, now for the first time feeling as though her face was wet and she was crying real tears.
“Yes, you can. You might not like it though. They can’t hear you and they can’t see you. You’re invisible…”
“But, can I still hug him?” Y/N asked, now distressed.
Fred just nodded as Y/N shot down to the ground, a sensation that she couldn’t explain. She only had one destination in mind.
“Harry, Harry?” she whispered, knowing he couldn’t hear her.
She brought herself around to the front of him, looking at his face.
Tears still streaked his dirty, bloody face. Why was he always covered in blood?
“Harry, I’m here. I’m okay,” she sobbed, still not getting any recognition from the boy she loved.
“I love you, Y/N,” Harry whispered through his tears, “I’ll always love you.”
Y/N felt her heart swell. She loved this boy with all her heart and would never get to tell him. He would never hear it. So, she did all she could. She wrapped her arms, that he couldn’t feel, around him from behind. She rested her head on his hunched over shoulders and she held him one last time while he cried over her lifeless body.
She just hoped that he would be able to feel her presence there.
After wiping his face, Harry stood up. He left the Great Hall and was off to Dumbledore’s office. Y/N returned to Fred.
“Can we go now?” she asked through her heavy gasps.
“Let’s go…” Fred said as he stretched his hand out for hers. Y/N didn’t truly want to go, but she was happy to have Fred with her to make the journey.
Off they went. They went to start their afterlife where they could see others waiting for them above.
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quentinblack · 3 years
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Your 5 biggest gripes with the HP movies
Okay so some of these might be controversial, but here are my five biggest gripes with the Harry Potter movies:
1. They don't handle the Weasley family very well at all for the most part. Ron is dumbed down and often comic relief, with some scenes downright character bashing. I actually think that movie Ron's portrayal is part of the reason why Ron-bashing become such a mainstream HP fandom thing. Ginny is handled terribly, in terms of book to movie, out of every character in the entire series she is possibly the one who gets the worst treatment. I don't really think it was Bonnie Wright's fault per se, more just bad writing or limited screen-time. Charlie doesn't feature in the movies at all and is completely cut other than the odd reference and a small picture in the newspaper. Bill was completely cut too, until JK Rowling wrote Deathly Hallows and they pretty much couldn't not include him, given his wedding and Shell Cottage were two events/bits of the book that rendered it near impossible not to cast him. Percy's entire redemption arc was completely cut from the story. I feel like Fred's death could've hit a lot harder if they'd had the Percy redemption arc, with us even seeing Fred's death actually happen as well.
2. I don't think they handled the Lupin/Tonks plot-line in the last few movies very well at all. They both have extremely limited screen-time and their relationship is kind of glossed over and doesn't have much time to breathe. We never even meet Andromeda or Ted Tonks and they completely cut out Lupin and Harry's fall-out, which was one of the better scenes from Deathly Hallows. It ultimately kind of means that when they die unless you're a hardcore book reader it's sort of a "oh right, yeah, those background characters were a thing" moment to casual film watchers, instead of the devastating moment it should have been. Teddy is then completely cut from the Epilogue, not really sure why as he was cast, although I'm guessing they just thought given how little mention they'd given to the Tonks/Lupin plot nobody would even know or care who he was anyway. 3. Peter Pettigrew doesn't even die. The only logical conclusion I can come up with is that Peter choking himself to death would have meant the rating went up a notch, which obviously they don't want, but how hard was it to give him an on screen death? Doesn't the chandelier fall down or something in the next scene when they're upstairs in the Manor? Just have the chandelier fall and crush him to death (without the audience seeing any gore or whatever) and you've at least killed him off. Or the metal hand makes his wand back-fire and kill him? I don't know, emiting him from having an on-screen death was completely bizarre. 4. This is a controversial one and I do actually prefer Alan Rickman's portrayal of Snape in the Movies than book Snape, but I think that's part of the problem. The movies play up Snape as a much more sympathetic/"nicer" character than he is in the books, which again, I feel is part of the reason why Snape being such a liked character in the fandom kind of came from. There's a few things here and there which the movies add in to make Snape a nicer character, one of the main things that springs to mind is when he forms a protective barrier around Harry, Ron and Hermione against Werewolf Lupin, but I think the bigger problem is what the movies choose to leave out. They leave out his angry megalomaniac rant at the end of POA when Sirius escapes which is really very nasty. They leave out some other nasty things he does, but I think also in some movies they try and portray his bullying of the students as kind of comic relief, having Ron agree with him bullying Hermione for being smart etc. Another big omission is they completely leave out the bit in his memories where Dumbledore asks him why he doesn't ask Voldemort to spare Lily and just kill Harry, and Snape says he says, after which Dumbledore says he disgusts him. This moment is a pretty big omission and again, paints Snape in a nicer tone than the character actually is. I only really noticed this on a recent re-read of the series and there were many moments where I sort of remembered how much of an ass-hole book Snape actually is. 5. Voldemort/Bellatrix death scenes. For some reason they had the stylistic choice of making Voldemort evaporate and Bellatrix sort of smash into lots of little pieces. I've got no idea why they wasted so much CGI money on these two deaths, when both of them laying on the ground dead is much cheaper to film and would have humanised both of the characters a lot more. Sometimes less is far far more, and their deaths was one of these times.
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Come Find Me
Come Find Me
by rons-hermiones
Summary: Unplanned, Hermione is forced to spend Christmas at the Burrow due to her grandmother falling very ill. After being ignored by Hermione for weeks, Ron is determined to show her how much she means to him. Just before he gets the chance to tell her, Bellatrix Lestrange shows up with other plans for Hermione. Can Ron get to her before it's too late? (Ron/Hermione Half-Blood Prince AU)
Rating: M for language & dark themes in later chapters.
Chapter Thirteen
With unsure nods, the pair vacated the kitchen and back into the living room. There was a mix of weeping family members and those out doing something. Searching the area, thinking of where Hermione could’ve gone. 
Ron soon decides he’s done being in the mourning category. He needs to remain strong and vigilant, for no one else but Hermione. 
“Someone needs to get Dumbledore here.” Ron’s shaky voice says, commanding all eyes to him. 
“Albus?” Arthur asks curiously, his eyes a little glassed over as he rubs Molly’s back. 
The youngest Weasley brother nods, “You-Know-Who he wanted,” he inhaled, trying to keep his voice leveled, “he wanted Hermione.”
Eyes widened in shock. Bill’s mouth hangs open as Lupin furiously paces the room, tapping at his temple. 
“What would that bastard want with Hermione?” George grumbles lowly, but it’s loud enough for everyone to hear.
“We don’t know,” Harry finally spoke, “that’s why we need Dumbledore. Now.” His tone left no room for argument. 
“I’ll do it.” Lupin tells the group, stalking off to the kitchen. 
Everyone was rather astounded by the proclamation, they were expecting Remus to push Ron or Harry to divulge what happened.
“I got it.” Tonks announced, suddenly appearing from the back door. 
Everyone whirled around to face her, “her wand, I have it. It’s Hermione, isn’t it?” The woman’s voice became softer. 
Ron stepped forward and gently took it from Tonks hand. 
‘Not so brave without our wand, are we muddy?’ 
He shivers as the cold wood caresses his hand. 
“She hasn’t got a wand,” Ginny moaned behind the veil of hair she had been hiding behind, “she’ll die.” 
“Oi Ginny!” Ron said angrily, no one had ever seen him this mad before, his sister flinched. 
“Don’t you say things like that.” Molly told her daughter, hugging her to her chest. 
They were all interrupted by a soft rapping on a nearby window. 
“Dumbledore already?” Charlie said aloud. 
Instinctively, Ron pocketed Hermione’s vine wood wand and drew his own. Arthur lurched to the window, ready to strike, when he stopped. 
Breathing a sigh of relief he turned, “it’s your owl Harry.” 
“Hedwig?” He asked suspiciously as he stalked toward the bird. 
Tied to her leg was a rolled up piece of parchment. Giving her a nice pet first, he soon untied the contents and noticed it was addressed to Hermione. 
“Who is it?” Bill asked. 
He sucked in a breath, “it’s for Hermione, it’s from her parents.” His voice dropped at this. 
Molly suddenly let out a small cry, completely forgetting that her own parents were to be told that their child, their only child, was gone. 
“What’s it say?” Fred piped up from his spot on the arm chair. 
Harry’s eyes fell on Ron’s, “I’m not sure if it’s my place to open it.” 
Wordlessly, he passed the envelope over to Ron, whose mouth was agape at being trusted with such a thing. 
Ignoring the gazes from his family, he peeled open the thing and let his eyes fix on the page. He skimmed every other line as certain sentences stuck out. 
Merry Christmas! 
We’ll send your gifts as soon as we’re home. 
I hope you’re being kind to the Weasley’s. 
We’re sorry to tell you this way, please don’t be too upset.
Grandma Jean passed last night, on Christmas Eve. 
It was peaceful. 
She thought of your grandpa. 
She thought of you. 
Don’t disappear on the Weasley’s. 
Stay where you are. 
We’re fine. 
You have Ron and Harry. 
We love you. 
See you soon. 
He let the parchment flutter to the ground. He hadn’t had it in him to read the entirety of it, but what he read was enough. 
The phrases like ‘don’t disappear’, ‘stay where you are’, and ‘see you soon’ reverberated around in his head. 
“Ronnie, what is it?” Bill probed gently from his spot next to Fleur. 
He swallowed the bile in his throat, “her grandmother, she passed. She’s gone.” A few gasps filled the room, “their daughter, she’s, she’s gone too. How are we gonna tell them? How am I gonna tell them? It’s all my fault.” 
Despite not knowing what entailed, no one, besides Ron himself, blamed him for what happened. 
“Ron,” his mother swiftly budged in, ready to console her son. 
However, he was having none of it, he didn’t deserve it, “her parents they don’t know about any of this.” 
Late at night in fifth year, he found Hermione in the common room. She was working mercilessly over a piece of parchment as tears pooled on the pages. When he asked what was wrong, she finally let it out and admitted she’d been living a lie. Telling her parents Hogwarts was lovely and the only thing on her mind were exams. No dark lord, no death eaters. 
For a brief moment, he wondered if Harry knew too. 
“Not about You-Know-Who, not about Cedric, the department of mysteries, not even about prejudices against Muggleborns.” He admitted to everyone in the room. 
And by the look on Harry’s face, this was news to him. 
“Did you know?” Ginny dared to ask Harry. 
At this, the chosen one shook his head. Suddenly feeling guilty, Harry had been wallowing so much in his own problems he failed to be there for Hermione, who was fiercely loyal to him. 
“Why would she lie about that?” Fleur butted in, not judgmental, but just trying to understand. 
“She was scared they’d take her out of Hogwarts.” He told everyone, Tonks nods  in understanding, her dad being a Muggle. 
“Because of me.” Harry said without missing a beat. 
“No,” Ron protested. 
“Yes, she wouldn’t be in this position if it weren’t for me. She wouldn’t be gone, she wouldn’t be lying to her parents.” He stated, sure that was the case. 
“You’d also be dead without her.” His best friend stated with conviction. Ron was already lost in self wallowing, the last thing he needed was for Harry to drown in it too. “We both would be.” He couldn’t help but add, despite the situation being so close to home. 
“Ronnie,” Fred’s voice, sounding the most gentle he’s ever heard, broke through the air, “can you tell us what happened? Please.” He pleaded. After all, everyone here cared for Hermione too. 
A few times Ron opened and closed his mouth, not really knowing what to say. After fumbling like a fish for two minutes, he settled for something, “I’m not-“ I’m not strong enough. 
But, the words never came, a crack sounded outside, and for a sickening moment he imagined Bellatrix Lestrange to waltz through the door. 
Instead, he was meant by his fathers shouts, “it’s Dumbledore!” He exclaimed, opening the back door. 
In a moment's notice the Headmaster's looming six foot frame is towering in his doorway and at the sight, Ron knows somewhere within him he has to manage to be strong enough. 
“Albus.” Molly said, relieved at the sight of him, “we’re sorry to do this to you on Christmas and all.” She stood wiping at her eyes. 
The old man didn’t have the heart to tell everyone here that Christmas had long gone, it was nearing two in the morning. 
“Of course Molly. I’ve had Remus go collect Alastor and Kingsley. Nymphadora, do you mind getting Minerva for me?” He asked kindly, annoyingly calm if you ask Ron. 
Dumbledore, being one of the only people to get away with calling her that, Tonks just nodded to him as she stalked out to the backyard. 
Ron gulps, it’s just now hitting him how serious this all is. The Albus Dumbledore, the most powerful Wizard living, someone with their own bloody chocolate frog card is in his living room. But there’s no time to marvel at it or even feel shocked, because he knows why he’s here. 
He’s here because Hermione’s gone. 
Next, the white haired man found a spot on the sofa and surprisingly plopped down. “Now, I need to know everything if I am to help.” 
Ron’s still reeling from telling Harry and because of the owl from Hermione’s parents. And by the looks of it, Harry’s feeling the same as he stands stock still and paler than usual. 
Thankfully, Bill notices the boys expression and takes over as much as he can, “it all started we were all in here, opening gifts, and then,” 
“I was in the garden, we-,” he swallows the lump in his throat, “we were in the garden.” Ron almost whispers. 
A little awkwardly, unsure what to say, Bill just nods and goes on, “we were opening gifts and we heard a crack, apparition.” Dumbledore nods at this. 
“Two cracks.” Charlie interrupts, earning a slanted look from Bill. 
Doing his best to not get frustrated by the multitude of people butting in, he ignores it. “So we went outside. We heard her first...” he trailed, not wanting to say it. 
“It is crucial you tell me everything that happened, everything that was said.” Dumbledore reminded at his uncertainty. 
“Bellatrix,” Harry’s shaky voice said, “she was saying how she killed Sirius.” 
Everyone, Bill included, waits for Harry to continue the story on, but instead the dark haired boy offers the eldest Weasley a nod. 
“Greyback was with her too.” Bill added, “She didn’t say much honestly, nothing out of the ordinary. Recognized the lot of us, Tonks, Lupin, Harry, called us blood traitors, remembered Hermione from the ministry.” At the mention of her name the room tensed, “then she casted incendio around the Burrow and skipped away, literally.” 
Neither Ron or Harry made a move to fill in the gaps. 
Bill sighed, “Harry, he ran after her, Hermione followed, so did Ronnie. By the time they were all gone, the fire, it blocked the path.” 
At the admission, the chosen one's eyes bulged, “it’s all my fault. She ran after me.”
“Harry,” Ron tried weakly. 
Sensing the lack of energy, Fred surprisingly jumped in, “if one of you went all three one of you would’ve. You know that just as well as I do.”
“Mr.Weasley is correct, now I know this may be difficult but I’m going to need one of you to please tell me what occurred. This is the only way I’m able to help your friend.” The old man eyed Ron and Harry who had found themselves standing side by side against the window. 
“I can’t say much, I was running before I stunned Greyback. Hermione and Ron were with them longer.” Harry was able to speak, mustering any courage he had left. 
Ron stared blankly at his headmaster. 
“Ron.” His mother said gently, “please.” She sounded like she was crying. 
Sucking in a shaky breath, he hoped to some higher power this would be the last time he ever told this story. He knew he would be reliving it for the rest of his nights,  whenever he fell asleep. 
“I didn’t hear Bellatrix say much, not the first time at least,” this made the room shudder, “all I could see was her wand pressed to Hermione’s throat, Greyback was eying her like a meal, so I tried to disarm her.” His voice dropped, “it didn’t do anything, I couldn’t use any spells, I couldn’t hurt Hermione.” Ron’s eyes grew glassy, “then Harry came.” 
Seeing Ron needed a minute, the dark haired boy jumped in, “I stunned Greyback. He fell to the ground. It surprised Bellatrix, Hermione was able to get away. Next thing I knew, I was running.” His eyes flicked back to blue ones. 
“So were Hermione and I. She started going-going,” he’s stuttering, “going on about how Lestrange told her  that You-Know-Who, he’s been talking about her.” 
Small gasps filled the room, even Dumbledore’s eyes grew wide, “about Miss Granger?” 
Ron nodded stiffly, “she was certain they wouldn’t kill her, said they needed her for-for something. Bellatrix, she said she wasn’t here for Harry.” 
It was Harry’s turn for answers. His eyes pleaded with Dumbledore for any piece of wisdom, practically begging to know what game they were playing at. However, for once, the old man didn’t seem to know any answers now, they laid with Ron. 
The youngest Weasley brother sensed his responsibility and thought of Hermione, using her to be strong. 
“We stopped by the old oak tree to catch our breaths, we knew we had to go after Harry, but before we could we heard the two of them. She thought we were Harry, when she said as much, Greyback asked why it had mattered, they were on strict orders not to kill him.” 
“Why?” Harry’s voice broke, he needed to know. Bellatrix had ample opportunities to end it but she hadn’t. 
Dumbledore shook his head, “I can’t say for certain Harry. It sounds as if Voldemort,” the Weasley family shivered at the name, “wants you for himself. Tom has always been one for theatrics, anything for an act of defiance. What I can’t understand is why they didn’t attempt to apparate you.” He voiced aloud. 
Slowly, the Boy-Who-Lived nodded in acknowledgment, but certainly not in understanding. 
“What happened next Ron?” The man asked softly. 
He cleared his throat nervously, “Bellatrix, she said if she found me, that she’d-she’d kill me.” Nearby, Molly moaned in pain, falling into Ginny, “that I was just another blood traitor. But for Hermione, she said-” he shut his eyes tightly, “said she’d be a perfect gift for him.” 
They all knew who ‘he’ was. Fleur was trembling as the story continued, Ginny had the urge to clamp her hands over her ears, Charlie was fully engaged, and the twins nervously eyed the floor. 
“Said she was the brilliant one and all that, that she must know something and they’d get it out of her.” He released a breath, “Merlin, she’s so stupid, so stupid.” He began to cry. 
“Ron, you need to tell them. For her.” Harry reminded in an equally as broken whisper, clapping a hand on his shoulder to give him strength. 
“She knew they wanted to kill me and she knew they didn’t wanna kill her...” he trailed, wiping at his eyes. 
“No.” Fred said aloud, before he could help it, dropping his head in his hands, putting together what happened. 
“She casted the stunning spell on me and a disillusionment charm, there was a crack and she was gone.” Ron said it rushed, sloppily, unable to even get through it before collapsing against the wall. 
Molly stood up, sat down and embraced her son.  
“Did Bellatrix perform any spells or curses on Hermione?” Dumbledore asked the sobbing boy. 
“Albus.” Missus Weasley scolded. 
Ron shook his head numbly, “expelliarmus, that was it.” 
The old man paced around the room before directing his attention to Harry and Ron, the latter now calming in his mother’s embrace. 
“Did she know something?” He asked flustered. Harry’s never heard the professor sound so rushed, so panicked. It worried him to the core. 
Frantically, Potter shook his head, “I don't know, maybe, no? I don't know.” He’s panicking now too. 
The white haired man turns his attention to Ron, “she wouldn’t have to me anything, she wouldn’t.” It broke his heart even more, it’s just now hitting him that Hermione’s gone and he can’t remember the last thing he said to her. Just what he wanted to say. 
“Has she been fixated on anything? Talking, asking, reading?” He lists off, Harry hasn’t heard him use this tone since his name was pulled from the goblet of fire. 
The boys look at each other and think, but nothing comes up, they can’t even see straight. 
“That book.” Ginny states in a crisp voice, “she’s been reading the same book for weeks. Writing notes on it.” 
He rounded to the young girl, “what book?” 
Ginny shook her head unknowingly, “I don’t know. She puts it away whenever anyone comes around.” Her voice is uneven, but it’s evident she wants to help anyway she can. 
“The cover is black, there’s gold trim. There’s no title, very old looking.” Fleur speaks for the first time, recalling their time under the tree. 
“Do you know where it is?” He seemed determined to find it, Harry sensed realization in his eyes. 
Fleur shook her infadictly, Ginny shrugged, “her trunk?” She suggested. 
“Please take me there.” He said to no one in particular. 
Over his large frame, Ginny’s eyes found Harry’s, she nodded at him, signaling it was his duty. 
“Follow me.” Harry stood from the floor and rushed to the steps. 
Dumbledore’s robes flew behind him as the old man climbed the steps with fervor. When he reached Hermione’s trunk, he flung it open unceremoniously and ripped through its contents like a mad man. 
Harry had half the heart to scold him and be more gentle with her things. And he was just about to say as much, until the headmaster stopped moving. 
In his old, shaking hands, was that old thing that had been attached to Hermione for weeks. 
Harry had asked her about it a few times, she just said it was for ‘light reading’ and brushed him off. He chose not to mention it, reading was ordinary for her. 
Next, a brown journal was being pried open by Dumbledore. By the looks of it, the pages were spelled as he whispered a counter incantation to it as the witches neat scrawl filled the pages. 
“Hey, it’s just her diary! That’s private.” He scolded. 
And for the first time since they got up here, Dumbledore turned to him, eyes wide as saucers. 
“This is no diary Harry.”
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