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sunsinrinn · 4 years

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Secrets Part 6.

Bakugo x reader, Bakugo x Uraraka, Kirishima x Reader

Fluff- ish, language, angst

Word Count: 1,416

Idea: Y/n has a secret to share with bakugo not expecting a secret from him. She leaves heart broken and attempts to move on. But how will she move on if her secret can no longer be hidden? She fakes a relationship hoping its enough to not expose the true origin of the secret. (This is a terrible summary but I cant say much without spoiling future parts. 🙃)

“You will make me god mother right?” She looks at you expectantly.

You stay silent for a while but answer, “SO, about that...” you laugh nervously,

“Izuku and Shoto may or may have not already asked for that spot...”

She narrows her eyes, “You mean you chose them over me?” She looks at you and laughs when you look guilty. “Im just kidding, I will happily settle for being the cool aunt that spoils that kid rotten” You look shocked at her and realize she was kidding.

“WOw mina, way to make me feel bad.” You fake being angry.

“You know I was just messing with you, y/n”

You roll your eyes playfully, “Again mina, thank you so much for planning this. I appreciate it so much!”

She just waves you off saying it was an honor to host the baby shower.

After thinking for a while you speak up again, “When will you send out the invitations?”

“Oh! I will do it now!” Mina pulls out her phone and begins clicking through contacts not quite releasing who she sent the invite to.

You wait until she finishes and sip your tea.

When she’s done she puts her phone up and smiles at you. “Ready! Everyone has been invited!” You smile.

After an hour of chatting and catching up with Mina you head home to relax for a bit before Kirishima gets home.

As a week passes by less and less people talk about you and Kirishima and more and more people talk about what happened between you and Bakugo. You don’t comment on anything and neither does Bakugo so you just ignore them.

Finally, the day of your baby shower arrives. Both you and Kirishima get ready and you put on a loose dress that makes you’re belly hidden a bit. Kirishima just throws on a button up and khakis and you head over to Mina’s home where she decided to host it and knock on her door. As you wait kirishima whispers, “I am so lucky to have you!”

You blush and whisper back, “I am so lucky to have you as well”

When Mina opens the door you hug her and thank her again for hosting it. She hugs you back and ignores your thank yous because honestly its the 100th time you’ve thanked her. She leads you inside where there are some of your friends waiting, they all rush over to you and hug you bombarding you with questions.

Kirishima pulls you away protecting you from them, answering the questions himself. You sigh in relief and look for the refreshments, after finding them and enjoying most, you walk back to the crowd and ask,

“So how were all of y’all able to come over to the party? I didn’t think all of your agencies to allow y’all to come” You ask curiously

They all look over to you and answer “We just said we were going to your baby shower and they all automatically said yes”

You shrug and nod, “huh, okay”

Individually everyone walks over to you and congratulates you on your pregnancy and wishing you luck.

You thank each and everyone of them and smile.

After having small conversations here and there you all hear a knock. You all loo at each other and wonder who the hell is knocking now.

Mina gets up and opens the door. You here her ask,

“What the hell are you doing here ?!”

You become curious and get up to see who it is. Kirishima follows you and you both gasp at the sight.

“You fucking invited me Racoon eye” An annoyed voice you knew too well answers. You swallow nervously and go back to sit down. Everyone looks at you confused but realize what happens when mina Returns with two people following her. Bakugo and Ochaco follow her in. Bakugo looks for you and when he spots you he walks over to you. Kirishima sees him approach and stands in front of you.

Bakugo sees what Kirishima does and becomes annoyed, “Move out the way Shitty hair I have a gift to give her.”

“The gift table is over there” Kirishima points to the table across the room and Bakugo grumbles as he walks over to the table.

You’re just glaring at Uraraka as she stands there boldly like she has no care in the world.

You look over at mina but find that she’s equally as confused as to why they are here.

You ignore them and head over to get a drink. After you grab it you sit down at a table and sip it. As everyone is chatting and trying to keep calm with Bakugo and Uraraka here, you sense someone is behind you so you turn quickly to find Uraraka standing there with a sickingly sweet smile on her face. ‘Oh how I want to smack that smile away.’

“Y/n,” she says in a high pitched voice, “I just came to apologize to you about what happened. And I hope we ca still be friends.”

You look at her like she’s grown a second head before answering sarcastically, “Ah yes let me forgive you for fucking my ex fiancé, let’s forget it ever fucking happened and would you like a fucking friendship bracelet as well?” You try not to be loud.

Her face falls when she sees you wont just forgive her like that but puts on a brave face.

“I just wanted to apologize, but since you’re being a bitch I take it back.”

Her words cause something in you to burst, causing you to burst, “I DON’T WANT YOUR FUCKING APOLOGY BITCH! ESPECIALLY IF YOU DO NOT MEAN IT! YOU FUCK MY FIANCÉ FOR WHO KNOWS HOW LONG AND YOU THINK I WILL FORGIVE YOU JUST LIKE THAT??!!!”

At your outburst everyone looks over and Uraraka begins to loose her boldness when she realizes she’s been outed. Mina marches over to her and yells, “WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING YOU DUMBASS? WHY WOULD YOU COME OVER TO HER AND CAUSE HER TO STRESS! SHE IS CARRYING A BABY!!!!” Uraraka stiffens at Mina’s words while everyone begins to look over at Bakugo who looks about ready to kill Uraraka. But out of no where once Uraraka looks at him he becomes calm again like something washed over him.

Bakugo is confused as to why he is no longer mad at Uraraka. It confuses him because hell he always wants to hate her but cant.

Everyone is still confused as Mina practically kicks Uraraka out. When she returns she glances at you and notice you’re anxious and panicky, so she pushes Kirishima towards you and takes it upon herself to explain what happened to the crowd. When mina finishes the story everyone is glaring at Bakugo who looks pissed off now that Uraraka is gone. He glances at them and scoffs, “WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DUMBASSES LOOKING AT?” He gets up and storms out.

Bakugo is pissed at Uraraka talking to you. Why in the world would she walk over to you and make you stress like that? It isn’t good for the baby or the mother. How he knows this? Let’s just say after finding out you were pregnant, he began to research it. He did notice you’re stomach was a bit to big for you only being 4 or five months. But there’s no way you would lie about that and about who’s the father. Right?

He continues to walk until he reaches his house. He sighs and unlocks the door overwhelmed by the color pink and an overwhelming and sickening scent of sweet vanilla. Uraraka decided to move in herself and change everything in the house. While you settled for pretty colors that accented each other, Uraraka chose pink. That is a color he has learned to hate with a passion. She also thought it was a good Idea to make the entire house smell like fucking frosting. You would never do that. No you’d choose a calming scent that wasn’t to overwhelming, something subtle. He found himself comparing Uraraka with you. He knew he messed up but he just can’t remember why he would leave you for someone as peppy and ‘sweet’ as Uraraka.

He sighs and enters the shared bedroom with Uraraka. He freezes and trembles with anger at the sight.

Uraraka was fucking someone. She looks at him and freezes.

Was this how you felt when you caught them?

SERIES MASTERLIST — Part 7

A/N- SORRY IM LATE TO POSTING IT I FELL ASLEEP RIGHT AS I WAS CHECKING IT OVER- n e ways, I hope you enjoy this chapter <3

If you’d like to be tagged in future parts or future works dont hesitate to dm, ask, or comment! I hope you guys had a lovely day today! Also if you asked to be tagged and I didnt tag you send me a dm so I can fix it :) also any tags in italics and bold, I couldn’t tag you :/ I’m sorry </3 but I’ll work on it <3

Secrets taglist: @hero-ink-pillar , @silentw-lkr , @ushiwakatrash , @purple-rabanito , @chaelysian , @puppycat714 , @fake-id-69 , @adaydreaminganon , @jessie9008 , @sam-i-am-1025 , @purple--nebula , @curiouslilbeast , @httpswwwtbhkcom , @setup-the-ace

#bakugou katsuki x reader #bakugou x reader #katsuki x reader #bakugo katsuki #bakugo x uraraka #kirishima eijiro x reader #kirishima x reader #eijirou x reader #kirishima eijirou #bnha x reader #bnha #mha x reader #mha

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abitlikelemon · 3 years

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A little update if you’re interested!

Would you believe I’ve reached the point of overwhelm with my sims family? 204 sims and counting, yeah I’ve been waiting for this. I’m not leaving the Lemon family behind, I could never, instead I’m doing a little reset.

What I love about the game is building and story telling. But in the last few months I’ve just been turning the game on, ageing up whoever, updating in CAS, and then figuring out who got married/had a baby when I wasn’t looking. It hasn’t been fun for a bit and I just need to wipe the slate clean.

So here is the plan: Georgette (named for the original founder) is my 100th Lemon born into the family tree. Between my last post to whenever she ages up to a young adult, I’m just playing the game offline. I’m going to delete any screenshot I have (that isn’t a build I want to share) and just forget about it. I don’t think you’ll miss much but the family tree will always be the most up to date if you are interested in updates you might miss.

I am dying to play with Cottage Living so come Georgette’s YA birthday- I’m moving her to the country so she can get to work rebuilding an old family farm and treat her as a new starting point of sorts.

I’m not ditching the rest of the family- I will, however, be reassessing how I share extended family updates in a way that hopefully wont burn me out.

So that’s it. I’ll see you guys soon!

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jayshq · 4 years

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So, if you look at my followers I actually have 1,183, but that’s because this hasn’t always been Poe. I started this blog way back on Nov. 8, 2014 as Dean Winchester. It has gone through AT LEAST ten characters since then. So, a lot of these followers are dead accounts or abandoned accounts. However, when I started up Poe on here I made note that I had 1,083 followers. So, this is for the 100 of you that came here for my baby.

So, let’s get the follow forever out of the way. Let me start off by saying I’m going to forget people, I’m human. Also, I don't do very big follow forevers whenever I do them because I firmly believe in only having people who have had a very strong impact on me or Poe should be present on the list. That said, if you’re not on this list you are still very loved.

special mention of @bondforce for making this happen, thanks for being my 100th follower, lol.

REYS:

@dawnsabered : so, despite us not having any threads you’re first on this list because you re-sparked my love of the sequels and made me want to hop into this fandom again. Rping with you on Steve made me just adore the fandom more and more and made me want to bring back Poe. I’m eternally grateful to you for that. I have found such an amazing and welcoming home in this community and I wouldn’t have it without you, I love you loads, thanks a bunch.

@jedirisen : okay, so we met pretty early in and thank god we did. i adore your Rey, but more than anything you’ve been such an incredible friend. You’re always down to plot and create and just talk. You put up with my constant recommendations and are just one of the sweetest humans I’ve ever met. I’m super pumped that we found each other and I hope we have many great years of friendship ahead of us.

@fxrcefound : you’re a babe, you know that? Like, just such a good bean! Thank you for putting up with all my bullshit and being so fucking welcoming. I showed up in the fandom and within the first week we had multiple threads. I adore you, as does my Ben. Love’s his princess wife so much, tbh. But, no honestly I’m so glad I’ve found a friend in you. A gem, truly.

@scavenger-warrior : Ahhhh! Hi, I love you. So, first of all let me just say that our beautiful time leap verse (that all of our followers are currently being deprived of bc discord is so much better lol) is one of my all time favourite verses I’ve EVER done. It makes me so immensely happy and Ben is just in love.

@choosenskywalker : I’m TRASH! I’m so excited for the verses we have started, I’m just awful at replying. But, I really am so excited and I adore your writing, you’re very talented. You’re also super sweet and have the patience of a god. Thank you for being lovely, and I swear I’ll get better because I’m so excited to see where these things go.

@aequusjedi & @killingpast : you guys get a joint one because i love our poly babies despite me being a lazy bitch and not writing much with them yet. Nah, can I just say how excited I was when you joined our group Cas. I’m so excited to see how this develops and watch our babies fall in love. Aside from that though, both of you have been just lovely people OOC. I’m so lucky to have such wonderful partners like yourselves.

BENS:

@sithroyal : hey there! We also met in my early days here, and you’ve been such a joy to write with, no matter what character it’s on. You’re portrayal is one of pure perfection. I love writing with you and any reply always makes me so excited. On top of that you’ve been so kind and inviting and it really meant a lot since I was HELLA INTIMIDATED by you when I first got here.

@endheir : LOOK EVERYONE, IT’S J.J. ABRAMS EVIL TWIN, come to fix all the shit J.J. broke. No, seriously I am so impressed and will never not be intimidated by how amazing you and your writing is! THIS IS THE BEN SOLO WE DESERVED! But, you’re such a peach and so nice and I adore plotting with you. Thanks for being the bomb dot com.

@dyadalone : WE ARE CRACK ROYALTY, thank you very much. No, really though I love when we (and our friends) get up to our shenanigans. But, aside from that Poe is also just IN LOVE! And, I adore you OOC. Such a kind and loving person, you da best! I am so happy we found each other through this hellsite and can’t wait to see what nonsense our future brings.

@brokendyad : HELLO I LOVE YOU! You’re such a solid friend and such a talented writer. I’m so happy we get to have so much fun writing and plotting. You’re an absolute dear and I’ll never get over how lucky I am to have such amazing friends. Thanks for being great and I hope we stay close forever.

@lghtpulled : okay, so i can’t explain my infinite love for you. I can’t. All my characters over here being obsessed over your Ben. I’ve told you how much I adore your Ben, but I can’t say it enough. Also, our high school verse GIVES ME LIFE! But, nah you’re just so talented and SO KIND! I’m so glad that despite being SO FUCKING INTIMIDATED by you we managed to form this amazing friendship. I’m keeping you.

THE FAM:

@kesdameronn : SCARF DAD! No, lol I love that Poe’s dad is around. We haven’t done much yet but we have all the time in the world for the Dameron bros to get up to shit together. Also, Zep you are such a kind and cute soul and I just love ya!

@lieutenantxbey : Mama Dameron, how could we not love? Poe loves his mama so much and lowkey wants to be just like her. I love seeing Shara on the dash. And the few times we’ve spoken you’ve been just a ray of light, so keep being awesome.

@legacybeyne : this little shit! No, I’m kidding, Poe loves his cousin. Like wants to throw him out an airlock sometimes, but loves him. I adore this character so much and I’m so happy Poe has more family around. Also, OOC you seem like a super cool person, so definitely don’t stop that.

LUKE:

@jedishope : SHANE! I don’t know if I could tell you how much I actually adore you? Like, I don’t think I could. And, I low-key don’t want to because it would deffo scare you off, lol. But, no you’re just an absolute ray of sunshine and such a beautiful person. A person only has to talk to you for a second to see how just full or love and kindness you are. You bring so much joy to my dash and I’m forever thankful for it! Not to mention your Luke is hands down the best Luke I’ve ever seen. Absolutely perfect! I was so scared to approach you at first because you were just so fucking talented and obviously still are! I love your Luke with my whole heart and so does Poe.

HUX:

@muddledbloodlines : I am so excited for the verse we’ve created for our lonely babies and can’t wait to see where it goes. You have such an interesting take on this character and I love it! I’m so excited to get to know you better and really explore this. I’m honestly just in love with your writing and imagination.

OCS:

@congeriemgriseo : so it won’t tag you, which is RUDE! But, anyway: I adore Any. Such an incredibly well thought out and beautiful OC. I’m quite picky when it comes to OCs, despite having one of my own. But, I was enraptured from the moment I read her bio, and you have not disappointed! She’s such a beautiful little chaos machine and I love her.

@orderengineer : okay, so I actually usually despise OCs that are really kind. Because as much as Mary Sue characters are fine to write, I personally can’t write opposite them. However, that’s not what Syla is! She’s so much more complex than that and I adore her. Both Ben and Orion find her insanely interesting and think she’s super fucking talented. I love this character you've created. It’s also just insane to see my characters name on the dash lol. You’re also such a sweetheart OOC and it always makes my day.

@petitehux : so for anyone who doesn’t know? I LOVE Kat. Like, I am obsessed, I have 100s of photos of her saved on my phone. I am just in love. Her and Dove Cameron are my two ultimate celebrity crushes. Which was the original reason I decided to check out your blog, and I’m so fucking happy I did. Ryann is so fucking cool and I think she brings such an interesting dynamic to the whole trilogy story. I can’t wait for myself to stop being lazy and get some bomb shit going with this incredible OC.

I’M A STALKER (also we need to rp!):

@hopedyad : I love seeing you on my dash and I adore keeping up with your posts. You’re a super talented writer and I hope in the future I stop being a shy bean and we can actually do cool things lol. You seem super sweet and like you’ve got a wicked sense of humor OOC too.

@tornbetweenthestorm : So, I LOVE FN! It’s so great to see such an interesting OC. I adore the work and thought you’ve put into this character and his struggles. Anytime I stop to read one of your replies to a partner I’m just overcome by your brilliance. I’m so happy I stumbled across your blog (thank you tumblr recs) and have been lucky enough to be mutuals with you.

@iamthecrder : well hello there. So, yeah I think your Hux is super cool and right on the money. It’s so interesting to see a different version of him and I honestly think you’re so incredibly talented! Keep being awesome, my good dude.

OTHER:

@mangohub : Monroe. My love, what can I say? You’ve followed me from my original Alec all the way to here. Despite not being a Star Wars fan you still follow me on multiple of your blogs. I will always love you. I will also never stop being astounded by your talent and world building capabilities. In case there was any confusion, YOU ARE MY FAVOURITE PERSON ON TUMBLR. Also, you are the most talented person I’ve ever followed. I will never stop being so happy to see you, no matter the blog, on my dash. On top of being the most talented writer I know, you also happen to be the sweetest human on the planet. You have so much love in your heart and you pour into your friends like it’s going out of style. I’m so so lucky to have you and I love you, okay?

Obviously I don't talk to you lads enough, but a special shoutout to @poewingsdameron, @lightskipped, , @flyjacket, @sprklit & @vuuelo for playing this amazing bean alongside me.

Okay, now onto the giveaway. So, friendly reminder that I make all my own stuff, so if you want examples of my work just check out across my blogs. That being said, when it comes to graphics, icons, etc I’m not very talented with creating stuff myself, so I use other peoples free templates, borders, psds and so on. I think I’m decently talented at putting them together, though. Also, having me do it just saves you a stupid amount of time lol.

Simply enter by liking AND/OR reblogging, the winners will be chosen using a random number generator. I will contact each of you via IM (or discord if we have each other) to discuss getting to work on the prizes. The only real rule is DO NOT SPAM YOUR FOLLOWERS. I’m not gonna put a limit on how many times you can reblog, but be fucking courteous to your followers, okay? This giveaway ends on APRIL 10th at NOON GMT-6.

1st PLACE: 200 icons of the character of your choosing, a promo & a dash icon.

2nd PLACE: 100 icons of the character of your choosing & a dash icon.

3rd PLACE: 100 icons of the character of your choosing.

#☆☆☆ 𝓱𝓸𝓹𝓮 𝓲𝓼 𝓵𝓲𝓴𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓼𝓾𝓷 | save #☆☆☆ 𝓳𝓸𝓲𝓷 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓲𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓷𝓬𝓮 | promo #100 followers #follow forever #(i love you all a lot okay?)#(and im so thankful for everyone who's joined me on this ride)#(this is long af)#(i dont believe in just tagging people and not telling them why they rock so...)

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xxanothersupernaturalblogxx · 4 years

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So as much as i love this show (I'm behind 5 seasons now just waiting for 15 to pop out on netflix) i just wonder about the new episode.

I put spoilers in the tags for anyone with TS. If you don't have ts i am talking about spoilers for last nights episode so if you do not want season 15 spoilers and you can still see this, stop reading here.

So i am one of those weird people who likes to watch movie reviews before seeing a movie. Thusly i also enjoy reading talks about episodes before i see them. So when i saw that Destiel was trending, and then some video on youtube about tumblr losing their shit, i honestly had to know. So it took a bit of digging but i found the clip in question and I'm honestly not impressed. I'd like to point out a couple things i noticed. This is gonna be kinda long soooo buckle up.

#1 i love Misha and i feel like he's a really good actor. I really don't feel like it conveys a romantic confession. I saw a bunch people already saying they felt it was acted/edited weirdly and i agree. So there are 2 possibilities here. Firstly, Misha somehow failed to convey cas' feelings properly, resulting in a pretty dry scene emotionally speaking. I've personally seen him convey romance in other characters before. This doesn't seem very likely. But i also noticed it looked like Jensen was really uncomfortable. I'm not going to comment on the plausibility of Jensen being homphopic, thats a whole other post itself honestly. But it seemed rushed, dry, maybe a little scared. Like they did this take 300 times and it just got more awkward as they did it so finally they just picked this one and it didn't go well at all.

And lets touch for a second on how this really feels. Lets say that in the next episode Dean reciprocates. This is very Avatar legend of Kora, Bubblegum x Merceline, appease the fans last minute so the show doesn't go down in flames after queerbaiting for 100th time. Also it brings to mind the bullshittery of Sherlocks, I'm not gay but i love him." It works for Cas who has a limited understanding of being a human and struggling with human emotions. Even godstiel doesn't have an issue with being gay. But doesn't work for Dean who is SO straight he makes fun of Sam by calling him gay for liking fairytales...

That also takes me to a whole other rant about demons and bisexuality that i won't get into here for the sake of not having a sixteen page wall of text.

So then lets say Dean never reciprocates. This feels like, "this is why i don't have gay friends. " this is a huge issue in the world. A lot of men refuse to have gay friends because they're constantly afraid that gay men will have crushes or sexualize them. I don't like that it feels so one-sided. Which brings me to my second conclusion. This is all just one last queerbait. They've made Dean awkwardly straight the entire series. I could go onto a whole other rant here about representation and the dynamic they intentionally put between characters.

I really honestly hope they at least follow through and pull some deus ex machina for Dean to magically fall in love at the last second. Because i honestly would not believe for ten seconds that Dean has loved him that way all this time. And in a whole related post i might go into how sastiel would have been a better choice....

#spn spoilers #spn season fifteen #spoilers #rant #sorry not sorry

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almaasi · 5 years

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new Destiel fics incoming

just as a heads up, I’m gonna be posting a new Destiel fic HERE in about 15 hours from now!! (~08:30pm Friday 22nd Feb 2019, Kansas time)

it’s a 4k soft n sweet cuddle fic where Team Free Will are all Billie’s pet cats, trying to keep warm in the winter <3 PLUS 3 FULL ART PIECES which I made myself, being totally extra as per usual~

AND

this is the start of a run of fics I’ll be posting through the rest of February and to the end of March and beyond, because I somehow magically created a backlog of completed work that can be posted once it’s edited!!! there’s fluff and smut and canon fics and AUs of all sorts :D

tomorrow: cat fic “Hit Pause Kitty Claws” (read NOW on Patreon if you want)

the day after: my Pinefest fic “First and Only” (friends to lovers smut AU)

end of February: a Destiel SPN/Good Omens fusion called “The Angel Cake Challenge” where everyone eats cake and Dean is peer pressured into PDA with Cas by some gay asshole in sunglasses (no Good Omens knowledge necessary)

THEN, in March

An Ultrasound Idea (medical kink canon!verse smut), followed by ☆ Sleigh ☆ (magical Christmas romantic adventure with smut, freshly-uncloseted Dean in makeup), and then Circuitry and Dust (shopkeeper AU with demiromantic!Cas and requited unrequited love; this is a WIP from 2014 I finished the other day and WILL BE MY 100TH AO3 FIC!!!!), and then Dean and Castiel’s Lagoon of Love (canon!verse tentacle porn with feelings).

AND ALSO one I can’t tell you the title of because it’s for the Dean/Cas Tropefest, which... so long as the challenge is still running, should be posted around June.

there’s kind of a lot about to happen

IF YOU WANT TO READ A SINGLE ONE OF THESE FICS, I RECOMMEND SUBSCRIBING. really, I cannot recommend that enough. if you’re not subscribed you WILL miss stuff, because I am not The Most Active Tumblr User and the thing on my blog sidebar only holds, like, four fics, and this is way too many way too fast. (I suggest ignoring stuff you’re not interested in~)

also, if you love what I do and wanna keep me doing it (I make Destiel content full time while I recover from severe celiac disease fyi) please consider supporting me monthly? or buy me coffee <3

Elmie x

P.S. here’s ALL MY OTHER 94 DESTIEL FICS: https://archiveofourown.org/users/almaasi/works

#this is literally the most completed unreleased work i've ever had in my life and it's overwhelming... like holding a bunch of rabbits #Destiel #Destiel fanfic #Destiel fic rec #DeanCas #Hit Pause Kitty Claws #Elmie writes things #Elmie makes things #post of postiness

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cosmosinfinity23 · 1 year

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I posted 2,343 times in 2022

That's 2,343 more posts than 2021!

83 posts created (4%)

2,260 posts reblogged (96%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@deancasmistletoekiss

@citruscas

@becauseofthebowties

@castheology

@sodomitecastiel

I tagged 2,125 of my posts in 2022

Only 9% of my posts had no tags

#spn - 1,507 posts

#destiel - 791 posts

#fanart - 576 posts

#castiel - 401 posts

#dean winchester - 253 posts

#xd - 156 posts

#supernatural - 122 posts

#sam winchester - 122 posts

#cosmos talks - 104 posts

#aww - 94 posts

Longest Tag: 136 characters

#like all the other angel factions get freaked tf out because suddenly the worst criminals of angel history are all aligned with one dude

My Top Posts in 2022:

Drabble Day 8: Jealous

Made for @deancaskiss’s August Drabble prompts! I have gone over 150 words, but it was totally worth it!

“Dean, are you honestly jealous of a cat?” Cas asked, a mixture of judgement, tired fondness, and cat kisses on his face.

Dean sputtered, cheeks heating up.

“What? No! I’m just… frustrated you’re getting cat hair all over my shirt!” he exclaimed indignantly, a little proud he thought of a lie that quickly.

“I’ll be sure to wash it” Cas deadpanned, not buying Dean’s excuse.

Dean opened his mouth to retort, but shut it when the calico kitten rubbed it’s head against Cas’ arm again, opting instead to pout on the couch.

Cas rolled his eyes, a feeling of frustration and fondness settling in his chest, before walking over to Dean and softly kissing him.

Dean immediately kissed back, a smile now tugging at his lips.

“You’re ridiculous” Cas murmured, resting their foreheads together.

“Well, that’s why you love me” Dean quipped, stealing another small kiss.

“That I do. Despite you’re childish rivalry with our cat”

Dean hummed, before adding, “Well he started it”

Before Cas could question how the hell a cat started long standing grudge, said cat nipped the hand Dean had set on Cas’ shoulder, earning a laugh from the angel.

“It appears he is not going to back down either” Cas teased, looking up to see Dean shoot a glare at the cat, who took to purring again.

“He’s a menace” Dean muttered, despite patting the cat’s head.

Cas chuckled, and shook his head.

How did he fall in love with such a wonderful dumbass?

19 notes - Posted August 8, 2022

Drabble Day 7: Thunder

Made for @deancaskiss’s August Drabble prompts! (I went a little over 150 words 😅)

Thunder boomed outside. Dean peeked out the window Jack was perched at, just in time to see a bolt of lighting flash across the sky.

“Woah, that’s a huge one!” Jack exclaimed, eyes still glued out at the storm. Dean chuckled and ruffled the kid’s hair, before walking back over to the kitchen table.

“Here’s your tea” Dean said, placing the cup in front of Cas and dropping a kiss to his mess of hair.

“Thank you,” Cas said, catching Dean’s hand and squeezing it, before looking back fondly at the window, “sometimes, it’s easy to forget Jack is God when he’s so… childlike”

“Well, technically he is only a couple years old” Dean reminded, plopping down in the seat beside Cas.

Cas hummed in agreement, before turning back to Dean.

Despite having over a decade of time with the angel, Dean still got a little breathless when Cas directed his whole attention onto the hunter. Especially when his blue eyes seemed to reflect the storm out the window.

“I love you” Dean whispered, without even thinking.

Cas smiled, nice and soft, and kissed the back of Dean’s hand.

“I love you too”

24 notes - Posted August 7, 2022

Drabble Day 13: Sunset

Made for @deancaskiss’s August drabble prompts!

Dean paced around the room, going over the card in his hand for what felt like the 100th time. Shit, did that part even make sense? And his suit was perfect last night, but he swears, it’s too damn tight now.

“Dude, are you ok? You look like you’re about to pop a vessel” Sam asked, stopping Dean with a hand on his shoulder.

“Yeah, yeah, I’m fine” Dean said, brushing the hand off. “Wait, where’s the ring?!”

“I have it,” Sam assured, with his patent ‘Why are you being a dumbass?’ look, “you sure you’re ok?”

“I’m sure! I just… need some air” Dean said, pushing past his brother and fleeing outside.

It wasn’t like he was scared of being married or anything. Seriously, he knew Cas was it for him, forever. And, he knew Cas loved him too! After the- what, third?- time the angel died for him, Dean was pretty sure some rings weren’t gonna change anything.

But. What if it all goes wrong? Dean’s never had something go right; it was never this easy. And, god, nothing was easier than loving Cas.

Then, he looked down the corridor and saw Cas, standing by the window outside his door. His tie was backwards, and his hair looked like a bird nested in it, just like usual. But, the sunset freaking painted him in colors, and Dean swears he could see the angel’s wings.

The panic that was badgering it’s way up his throat fell, and his chest suddenly felt light.

Yeah, it was all gonna be ok.

25 notes - Posted August 13, 2022

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My #1 post of 2022

Drabble Day 3: Strangers

Made for @deancaskiss‘s August drabble prompts!

“Hey good lookin’, what’s a pretty thing like you doing here?” Dean greeted with a grin, sidling up to the bar.

The man turned and all Dean could process was ‘Blue’, before he heard the gravelliest laugh he’s ever heard in his life.

“I’m waiting for my husband” the man responded, smiling. Dean raised an eyebrow and shifted his weight to lean against the bar, allowing his eyes to linger on the man’s figure.

“Hm, I guess we should run away quickly then, before he catches us” Dean said, wiggling his eyebrows.

“Flattering, but unfortunately I am far too in love with him to do so” the guy said, absolutely earnest and sincere. Dean’s whole face flushed.

“Cas” he groaned, wrapping an arm around his husband and hiding his red face in the crook of Cas’ neck.

“What? It’s true” Cas defended, laughing again.

“I know” Dean said, smiling and pulling Cas even closer.

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My Eyes - Part 2

Pairing: Bucky; Steve x Fem/Reader

Word Count: 4,549

Story Description: Steve is a good man, America’s golden boy, a hero. He’s Captain America for christ’s sake! So it’s normal to want what he has… right? Bucky knows he doesn’t deserve her. He doesn’t even deserve the second chance at life he’s been given. But Bucky can never let him know. Steve can never find out that his friend is in love with his best girl.

Story takes place post “CA: CW” and all tension has been resolved.

Part One

“You look so handsome.” Y/N smirked as she saw Steve straighten his tie in the mirror for what seemed like the 100th time.

His cheeks reddened and he grinned at her through the mirror’s reflection.

Then Y/N got up from her spot and wrapped her hands around his waist from behind him. “And you still can’t take a compliment without blushing.” She kissed the side of his neck.

Steve turned around without breaking contact with her. He looked down at her apparel that did not match his in the slightest. She was wearing cotton shorts, one of his t-shirts, and wool socks that were bunched at her ankles.

“Listen… about tonight-“ He started his usual speech.

“Steve, don’t. We go through this every time. I don’t need to go to these fancy parties anyway. I’m no hero. I’d just feel out of place.”

“I just feel like I constantly need to remind you that I’m not keeping you a secret because I’m ashamed of you. It’s to keep you safe.” He sighed and looked at the ground in shame.

“You need to remind me or you need to remind yourself?” Y/N challenged, raising an eyebrow. “Because I already know all that.” Before Steve could defend himself further, she kissed him lightly on the lips. “Trust me. I’m going to have way more fun than you. I’m gonna swim a few laps in the pool, steal some of Tony’s expensive alcohol, and then I’m going to head home and binge watch Netflix.”

Steve chuckled at that. “Can you drink the stolen alcohol after you drive home?”

“Ugh… Finnnneeee. I guess so, Mr. Responsible.” She teased.

They both laughed again.

Then Steve smiled sadly. “I just wish I could have you on my arm. Show you off to everyone…”

Y/N patted his chest. “Go, Steve. The others are probably waiting in the lobby for you.” But suddenly her eyes darkened. She started peppering kisses across his neck. Then she moved to his mouth and captured it into a passionate kiss. Steve’s body reacted on its own, gripping her waist tightly and pulling her closer to his body possessively.

Steve grumbled when she eventually pulled away. “What was that for?”

Y/N smirked mischievously. “Just wanted to leave my mark… hopefully it will keep all those rich, uppity women off of you.” Then she bit her lip. “And maybe it will make you come home faster.” She added a wink for good measure.

Steve shook his head at her endeavor to be seductive. Little did Y/N know that her innocence and sometimes awkwardness were exactly what he found so sexy about her “It’s cute that you think I’m not going to find you passed out on the couch with an empty bottle of wine.”

“That was one time!” Y/N wailed.

“Whatever you need to tell yourself.” Steve chuckled. Then he spotted Porthos, Y/N’s german shepherd, watching them as he lay on the bed. Y/N had wanted to name him Zeus when they first got him. But Steve turned down any god-like names, feeling it was sort of awkward since they knew an actual god. Y/N decided on one of the Three Musketeers. She’d always loved the book and told Steve that Porthos was the comic relief. But when it came to battle, he was perhaps the most loyal and always executed brute strength with his giant size. Steve liked the sound of it.

Steve moved to the dog now, petting its head. “Look after our girl, okay?”

Porthos wagged his tail and licked his hand. Steve was the only other person he was pleasant toward. The other Avenger’s couldn’t get within five feet of the dog. Even Thor, an actual god, seemed wary of Porthos’ aggression.

Steve gave Y/N one last kiss on the cheek. “I’ll see you at your place later tonight.” He confirmed.

Y/N looked at her dog now. “What do you say, Porthos? Should we go for a little swim in the pool?” He barked in agreement. “Don’t tell Tony. He gets mad when he finds all your fur clogging up the drains.”

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Bucky was on his way to the gym when Porthos started barking joyfully and ran toward him.

He bent down to pet the dog. “Hey boy. What’re you doing here?”

Then Y/N walked around the corner, wrapped in a towel. She was only wearing a bathing suit underneath and her hair was still slightly dripping. Bucky does a double take, not expecting to see her. His smile disappears as he managed to find his unfriendly demeanor again.

“Oh, hello. I didn’t realize anyone else was home.” Y/N said awkwardly. She tightened the towel around her body. But Porthos attempting to lick Bucky’s face quickly interrupted her thoughts. She had a pleasantly surprised expression now. “I-I’ve never seen him so friendly. He pretty much hates everyone but Steve and me. Even Fury won’t get close to him.”

Bucky couldn’t help but smile at the dog. “He doesn’t seem so mean.”

“I guess it’s just the side effects of all Steve’s training.” Y/N sighed and laughed lightly. “When he forced me to get a dog, he made it clear that he was meant to be protective.”

Bucky was now standing up, despite Porthos whining for more petting. “Steve got him for you?”

Y/N tried to hide the shock from the two of them actually having a conversation. “Yeah, Steve is a little… umm… let’s say overprotective. When we first started dating, he bought Porthos for me. I think it gives Steve a little peace of mind when he’s away that I have a little bodyguard.”

Bucky nodded. In his mind, he told himself he’d do the exact same thing. It was no secret how much Steve loved Y/N. But Bucky also knew how much Steve worried about her safety.

“Why aren’t you at the party?” Y/N asked slowly. She tried to contain her excitement that they were beating the record time of conversation between them.

“Uhh…” Bucky rubbed the back of his neck. “I’m not too fond of crowds and parties. Stark likes to show off all the Avengers at those things. No one really wants to see a Hydra assassin at a fancy charity event.” He saw Y/N quickly open her mouth to defend him. So Bucky quickly turned the attention on her to stop it. “So why aren’t you there?”

“Oh, I don’t go to any public events with Steve. People would figure out our relationship if they kept seeing the same girl at those parties, lovingly eyeing Captain America all night. Then our secret relationship wouldn’t be a…secret.”

Bucky couldn’t help but look at her with a little commiseration. It must be hard to be with Steve when she couldn’t be with the Captain America part of him. He understood why his friend did it, but that didn’t make it easy to see the disappointment on her face.

Before Bucky could accidentally be nice to Y/N, Porthos saved him by running to Y/N’s side. The dog looked up at her and whimpered as if he could sense her small distress.

Y/N smiled down at her dog. “It’s fine. I always have Porthos to keep me company.” Then she got a hopeful expression as she looked at Bucky. “Hey, I was going to steal one of Stark’s fancy bottles of wine and watch Netflix back at my place. But now that I know you’re here, we could watch a movie or something in the theatre. Steve mentioned you were trying to catch up on some classics.”

Bucky’s heart warmed at how thoughtful and kind Y/N continued to be toward him. Why couldn’t she just respond to his malice with hatred like he wanted?

“No thanks.” He replied curtly.

The quickness of his answer hurt Y/N more than the actual answer. She knew she got too hopeful. Y/N just nodded, trying to hide her disappointment. “Well, I’ll see you around Bucky.”

He noticed how her shoulders slumped lower as she walked away.

Bucky rubbed his face and turned back toward the gym’s entrance. Going out of his way to be mean to Y/N was terrible. He wished he could be friendly with her. But he knew better. That would become a dangerous game. Friendliness would turn to flirting and then Bucky wouldn’t be able to hide his feelings. He couldn’t do that to Steve. Bucky never believed Y/N would betray Steve and give anything in return. But Steve just discovering Bucky’s affections would be unforgiveable.

Working out seemed to be the only thing that could make Bucky feel even slightly better.

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Steve tried to be as quiet as possible when he was unlocking Y/N’s front door. The lights were all turned off when he slid in.

He was greeted with a dangerous growl from a few feet away.

“It’s just me, Porthos.” Steve whispered.

The growling immediately stopped as the dog recognized Steve’s voice and promptly went back to sleep.

Steve was already trying to undress himself before he even got to Y/N’s bedroom. When he entered, he found that the TV in her room was left on. Netflix continued to play episode after episode of Parks & Rec. Its volume was low enough to set the perfect sleeping conditions with white noise. The TV was the only form of light in the room, enough for Steve to tiptoe around.

Steve smiled at Y/N who was sound asleep in bed. He quietly chuckled when he saw the almost empty glass of wine and an empty bottle next to it on the nightstand. He could only assume it once belonged to Tony.

Now only in his briefs, Steve slid under the covers. Y/N immediately responded to dip of the bed next to her. She rolled to face him, still half asleep and wrapped an arm across his bare chest.

“Ugh. You smell like rich people cologne and perfume.” She groaned. Steve just chuckled.

“Hmm… how was the party?” She mumbled.

“Extremely boring.” Steve answered quietly, loving the feeling of her warm body against his. All the tension from talking to strangers and forcing polite conversations was gone the instant she touched him.

Y/N giggled sleepily. Steve didn’t think a cuter sound existed. “Did you get hit on by a bunch of women?” Her eyes squinted open now.

“No. That kiss of yours must have worked.” Steve teased.

“Guess who I talked to tonight…”

“Who?”

“Bucky.” Y/N grinned proudly.

“Really?”

Y/N nodded eagerly. “Porthos loves him. Did you know that? He ran right up to Bucky and couldn’t stop licking his face. I was shocked.”

Steve brushed some hair behind her ear. “Dog’s got good judge of character.”

“Maybe this means we’ll be friends soon.” Y/N sighed optimistically. Then her eyelids were becoming heavy and her body was begging for sleep again.

Steve wanted to tell her not to get her hopes up. But he couldn’t do that to her. She seemed so happy that Bucky even acknowledged her.

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Steve looked over at Y/N for the hundredth time during their short car ride from her house to the compound.

“Please stop looking at me like that.” Y/N sighed. But her eyes never stopped looking out her passenger window.

“I’m sorry. I just hate how quiet you get before I leave for missions.” Steve replied.

“I can’t help it.” Y/N mumbled. “Who’s going with you?” She looked at him now.

“Tony, Nat, and Bucky.”

Y/N nodded. “I’m glad Bucky’s gonna be there.”

Steve smirked and looked away from the road. “Why is that?”

“No one will ever protect you more than him.” She answered as if it were obvious. “You have Bucky and I have Porthos.” The dog’s ears perked up as he heard his name from the backseat. Y/N reached behind to pat him on the head.

Steve smiled at that. “I’ll make sure to tell Buck that you just compared him to our dog.”

“Oh god, don’t make him hate me more than he already does!” Y/N yelled out, but was still laughing as she said it.

They were at the compound now and Y/N walked onto the jet hangar with Steve. It became their little tradition: Y/N coming to see him off, no matter what. There were only a handful of times when missions were such a last minute emergency that Y/N didn’t get to do her little sendoff.

Y/N waved goodbye to Nat, Tony, and Bucky as they walked past the two of them. “Be careful, you guys.” She said in a warning tone. Bucky barely even looked at her. Nat, however, sent her a little wink. Tony blew her a kiss. It made Y/N giggle.

Before she even had time to turn back to Steve, his lips were crashing onto hers. It was always like this. Before he left, he kissed her like it would be the last time. A part of Y/N felt like it was him being his overdramatic self. But another part of her, the part that she managed to keep quiet, knew that it wasn’t at all dramatic. Steve’s chances of dying were much higher than she allowed herself to consider.

He pulled away after a minute and rested his forehead against hers. “I love you.” She nodded and her lips inevitably turned into a frown. “Hey, none of that.” Steve begged. It was hard enough leaving her, but leaving while she looked unhappy made it even worse.

Steve then bent down to Porthos, who was sitting obediently next to Y/N. He pet his head, “You look after my best girl, you hear?” The dog barked in response. Steve grabbed his bag and started walking backwards, not wanting to look away from Y/N until he absolutely had to.

“I love you.” Y/N muttered.

Steve gave a little crooked smile. “I know.”

“Get your own lines, dork, and stop stealing Han Solo’s!” Y/N laughed. She knew he did it on purpose. He always tried to leave putting a smile on her face.

Her and Porthos watched as the jet lifted off the ground. The wind from it was tossing Y/N’s hair around. Porthos barked at the loud engine.

Steve took the seat next to Bucky’s, leaving Tony and Nat to pilot the jet.

“I feel like I’m watching ‘Gone with the Wind’ every time you guys kiss like that.” Tony teased from the pilot’s seat.

“Don’t be jealous, Stark.” Natasha smirked darkly.

Steve rolled his eyes at the mocking. “Maybe don’t watch next time...” He suggested.

“Yeah, nobody’s forcing you.” Nat added.

Everyone laughed. Even Bucky smiled a bit. It was always good to keep things light before missions. It kept the impeding doom to the back of their minds.

Steve glanced at his best friend. “You know, she really likes you.”

Bucky eyed him. “Who?”

Steve narrowed his eyes. “You know who, punk. Y/N!”

Bucky didn’t say anything, his jaw just clenched at the uncomfortable subject.

Steve didn’t bother pushing it. After all, he’d promised Y/N he’d never bring up the weird relationship between the two of them. Or better yet, the lack of relationship between the two of them.

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Steve huffed after punching out what seemed to be the last of the agents from the Hydra base they’d infiltrated. He heard someone step behind him and he readied his shield to toss at them. He quickly stopped mid-swing when he realized it was Bucky.

“You good?” Steve asked his friend, who barely looked like he was breathing heavily or had even been in any sort of altercation.

Bucky nodded.

“Hey, Rogers. I’m in the control room. You’re…ugh…you’re gonna need to see this.” Natasha said through their comms.

Bucky and Steve shared a concerned look. Clearly she wasn’t in trouble. Her tone and word choice made that clear.

They quickly made it to the control room. They found that Natasha and Tony had already hacked into the system to gather all the information on remaining Hydra bases. But what made Steve stop dead was the image on the giant screen.

Y/N’s face was plastered on the display. It looked like a photo that paparazzi had taken: candid and she was clearly completely oblivious to being followed. Her full name and date of birth were written on the file. It even stated her affiliation with Steve. But what made his heart stop was the address written in large font.

“We have to get back to base.” Steve ordered calmly. But they all knew he was in a panic.

They were flying on the jet as Steve cursed after Y/N didn’t pick up her phone once again. “Did you try the base again?” He asked Tony.

“Everyone that was left home got called out on another mission a few days after we left.” Tony said regretfully. “Do you want me to send Happy over?”

Steve shook his head. Happy wasn’t capable of engaging if there was an enemy there. He didn’t want to throw Tony’s best friend into danger.

Bucky gripped Steve’s shoulder in an attempt to comfort him. “She’s okay, Steve. We’ll be there soon.” But it felt like he was trying to convince himself too.

Tony didn’t bother landing at the compound, going straight to Y/N’s place instead. Her house sat on a large plot and Tony managed to land the jet in a small area where the trees hadn’t claimed it for their own.

The platform wasn’t even down all the way before Steve was sprinting off the jet. Bucky was right on his heels, gun at the ready. Steve shoved his shoulder into the front door, not bothering with the key.

The house looked untouched.

“Y/N!” Steve called out. No answer. “Y/N!” He tried again.

Bucky was checking all the rooms for possible intruders. His gun was held up, ready to kill.

To both their shock, Y/N came slowly walking out from her bedroom like a zombie. She clearly had just woken up, rubbing the sleep from her eyes.

“Steve?” She mumbled. “What’s going on?”

“Oh, thank god.” Steve gasped, rushing forward and pulling her into his arms.

This woke her up, but further confused her. “Is everything okay? You weren’t supposed to get back for another couple of days.”

Steve put her down but refused to let go of her. His hands brushed her hair away and then he softly clutched her face. “Y/N, I’m gonna need you to pack whatever you need. You have to come to the compound with us. It’s not safe here anymore.”

“Steve, what the hell is going on?” Then she looked over his shoulder and realized that Bucky was standing behind him, gun at his side.

“Y/N, please just do it. I’ll explain on the way back.” Steve hurried.

She looked at Bucky again and somehow saw that he too seemed in a panic. So she just nodded slowly and turned back to her bedroom, Steve right behind her.

“The surrounding area is clear. My heat sensors aren’t picking up any signs of life in this creepy forest.” Tony reported through their comms.

“Roger that.” Bucky replied as he looked out the windows to double check. Suddenly he felt someone bop the side of his thigh. He looked down to see Porthos looking up at him as if he were asking what was going on. Steve and Y/N’s anxiety must have made him a little spooked.

“Everything’s okay, boy. You did your job.” Bucky patted his head and then heard Steve and Y/N coming out of the bedroom. He met them at the front door.

Steve held Y/N’s hand and carried her bag over his shoulder. He was calmer now that he had Y/N.

“Where’s Porthos?” Y/N asked Steve quietly.

“I got him, doll. He’s right here.” Bucky grabbed her attention.

If Y/N weren’t so confused with the situation, she would’ve look at Bucky with disbelief from how nice he just sounded.

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Bucky, Nat, and Tony sat silently in the kitchen as they listened to Y/N yelling.

“So what? I’m just going to be a prisoner here now? I have a job Steve! You can’t keep me locked away here forever! I’m a civilian, not a damn Avenger!”

She wasn’t mad; she was scared. Bucky could hear it in her voice.

“Exactly! You can’t protect yourself! I’m trying to keep you safe, Y/N!” Steve yelled back.

Suddenly Nat stood up from the stool.

“Where do you think you’re going?” Tony asked.

“I’m going to track down that file, find out where it came from and find every place that has it in their system.” She paused her exit. “Steve’s gonna want to go after it. We all know it.”

Bucky knew she was right. Hell, he’d go with him to kill anyone that knew Y/N existed. They had to tie all loose ends.

Tony eventually left. Bucky assumed he was going to find Pepper. If a scare like this did anything, it was to remind everyone else to hold their loved ones close.

Bucky was left alone in the kitchen. He’d never been so scared in his life. No one else caught on to it, thank god. But he was just as scared as Steve to find that Y/N had been taken, or worse… killed, before they could reach her.

Steve came walking back into the kitchen, making Bucky sit up straighter at his entrance.

“She okay?” Bucky asked quietly.

“She’s scared. But she won’t admit it.” Steve sighed. He looked exhausted. “She can be as mad at me as she wants. I’m just glad she’s here…safe.”

“What do you want to do?” Bucky asked.

“I need your help, Buck.”

“Of course. Just tell me what you need.”

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“Steve, I should be going with you!” Bucky argued.

A few days after the scare with Y/N, Natasha had helped Steve compile a plan to assure the information didn’t travel any further. What no one seemed to speak about was the other part: killing every single person that already knew about it. Tony, Wanda, Vision, and Sam had already agreed to go along with them. Maria would be their eye in the sky, remaining at the compound to instruct needed information in real time.

Steve refused to ask for Clint’s help. It was too close to home for the man. Steve couldn’t ask him to protect the thing he loved when Clint had a family he’d successfully kept hidden…unlike Steve.

“Bucky, there’s no one else I trust more.” Steve stated evenly. He gripped Bucky’s shoulder and stared him down, leaving no room for reason.

“We’re always better together. Let me help you in the field, Steve.” Bucky knew there was no point in trying.

Steve’s face softened and looked down at the ground. “Please, Buck. I won’t be able to focus out there if I’m worried about Y/N. If she’s with you, I know she’ll be safe.” Then he looked up with those lovesick eyes from just thinking of Y/N. “I love her. I just need you do this for me, okay?”

Bucky couldn’t even find the words to respond. He just nodded slowly and patted Steve on the back.

But Bucky truly would have been more comfortable with Steve. He wanted to hunt down anyone that could pose a threat to Y/N just as much as Steve. But of course nobody knew that. Being her bodyguard instead felt like Bucky was being benched in a fight where Steve needed him most.

Bucky looked down at the files Natasha had spread out onto the conference room table earlier. “Does she know about all of this yet?”

Steve sighed and Bucky instantly knew it wasn’t a good sign. “Y/N struggles already with watching me leave. And now I’m endangering my life for her sake… let’s just say she’s struggling with that even more.”

Before either of them could say more, Y/N came rushing into the conference room. “I’m not done arguing with you.” She snapped at Steve.

Bucky took a step toward the door to give them privacy. But Y/N pointed her finger at him with such a glare that he felt frozen.

“You’re not going anywhere, Barnes! You need to hear this too.” She barked.

Bucky held up his hands in surrender. He’d never seen this side of her before. Glancing at Steve’s expression, he looked more prepared than Bucky.

“Steve, I refuse to let you go on this suicide mission. I am fine! Everyone is fine! I promise I’ll stay here. I’ll move into the compound! What safer place is there than here? I’ll sell my house. I’ll do anything… just…just please don’t do this. You’re not putting anyone at risk for me!”

“We all care about you, doll.” Bucky surprised everyone, even himself. “Steve didn’t ask any of us to do this. We all volunteered.”

Y/N looked at him in shock for a moment. But her emotions got the best of her and she managed to look past his unexpected statement. “You’re no better, Barnes! You’re encouraging him! Why aren’t you talking any sense into him?! Isn’t that your whole thing?”

Bucky’s face reddened at her verbal attack. He was trying to take her outburst seriously. But his warped mind was too busy finding it cute that she was calling him by his last name to express her anger.

Bucky looked at Steve for help.

“Bucky’s not coming with, Y/N.” Steve corrected her.

“What do you mean?” She whispered. If there was one thing worse than Steve going through with this crazy operation, it was him doing it without Bucky.

“I’m taking you to a secure location.” Bucky muttered, not having the courage to take his eyes off the ground.

“This is a secure location!” Y/N retorted.

Steve stepped forward and raised a hand to comfort her. But he knew better than to try to fool her anger with intimacy. “Tony has a lake house in Canada. It’s off the grid. The island isn’t even on the maps. It’s a safe house. You’ll be protected there.” Steve wasn’t submissive like Bucky. His shoulders were tense, jaw clenched, and eyes serious. He was using his Captain America mode on her.

She didn’t like that at all.

“Fuck that.” Y/N practically growled. “Fuck all of this.” She stepped closer. “Steve, what the hell are you doing?” Her voice was a whisper now. “Why don’t you take me? You and me, Steve. We go to this stupid safe house and nobody goes on this fucking suicide mission. Because I’ll never be safer than when I’m with you.”

Bucky’s heart dropped at that.

“I have to do this, Y/N.” Steve demanded, still in his captain voice.

“For me or for you?” Y/N whispered.

“For us, Y/N.”

“Bullshit.” Y/N spat before she left the room just as fast as she arrived.

Bucky shifted his weight awkwardly. “Your girl’s really got a mouth on her, huh?” He tried to lighten the tension, mostly because he didn’t know how else to help. But it was like Steve didn’t even hear him.

Bucky inhaled. “Steve?” His voice was so earnest that it got his friend’s attention. “I promise I’ll look after Y/N. I’d die before I let anything happen to that girl, you hear me?” It was a risky statement to make for Bucky. But Steve took it as a sacrifice for friendship rather than a confession of love for Y/N.

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Part 3

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Funeral Notice: Ruben Voskanian

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Funeral Notice: Ruben Voskanian

Ruben Voskanian

RUBEN VOSKANIAN Born on August 9th, 1920 in Tabriz, Iran

It is with great sorrow that we announce the passing of our beloved father, brother, grandfather and great-grandfather Ruben Voskanian, who passed away on Saturday, September 26, 2020, shortly after celebrating his milestone 100th birthday.

Funeral services will be held on Wednesday, October 7 at 3 p.m. at Hollywood Hills Forest Lawn Memorial Park.

He is survived by his: Daughter, Hilda Baghdassarian Son and Daughter-in-law, Abraham and Alice Voskanian Grandson, Peter and Ruby Baghdassarian and sons, Michael and John. Grandson, Gevik and Paola Baghdassarian and sons, Anthony, George, and Jack. Granddaughter, Alina and Harout Abrahamian and children Vahe and Isabella. Granddaughter, Ani and Andrew Babayan and daughter Amelia.

In lieu of flowers, donations can be made to Armenia Fund: 111 North Jackson Street, Suite 205 Glendale, CA 91206.

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manawhaat · 7 years

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I know I’m late, but what’s new?

This beautiful son of a bitch is my image for my Fanfic Writer Appreciation post because all of the love I am sending out and have gotten today- all of the joy- it’s there on that stupid, perfect fucking face. In his eyes and smile and laugh lines and lips and neck and soul...

As wonderful as that gif is- as honest as it is- I’m biting back tears sitting here making this post.

Fan-fiction is a journey I started on January 14, 2015. I was sitting on the couch we’d pulled into my mom’s room, eager and inspired, laptop open and a blank word doc daring me to fill it. Fanfic gave me the escape I needed while I watched my mother lose her battle with cancer. Fanfic pulled me out of a dark hole and saved me. It put life back into a lifeless body. And it has lifted me higher than I ever thought it could have when I first started my journey.

Today I received accolades that I can’t say thank you for. I was called out and thanked for doing something that has saved my life, brought me closer to people, has given me a small sense of purpose, and filled my life with love and joy.

I am deeply, incredibly, unbelievably humbled by everyone’s kind words. I am harshly judged by my friends and family on a daily basis for writing fanfic. From day one to now, it hasn’t stopped. But your kindness helps silence their objections. To them, this is all just a bunch of porn. It’s a joke. I’m a joke for spending my time on this stuff. I’m wasting my time. I need to stop playing around on the computer and do something real with my life. But guess what.

THIS IS REAL. FANFIC IS REAL.

My story is just one of thousands that belong to real people writing real stories that inspire and arouse and anger and shock and entertain. We are slaves to our own minds and the work we put into our stories, how much of ourselves we leave on the page (screen) shows with every awe-inspiring word.

I know that when I sat down to write my first fanfic, I didn’t care about how many likes it’d get. I didn’t even know if I’d post it. But I knew that I had to write it. That is how I’ve gone about writing- every single day since that first fic. I write the stories that are in me that I can’t contain, I write through the criticism, and the support and love and thanks I have received today and every other day inspire me and fill me with unbelievable happiness.

Thank you for the recognition, and as it is a day of recognizing authors for their work, enjoy this list of incredibly talented humans whom I fucking love the shit out of!

@sebbytrash You bitch, you are totally a fucking writer. You inspire me everyday, but every time you post I can only think of how long you spent not writing. You have an incredible talent that I admire, and I’m so proud of you for finally tapping into that wee head of yours and letting it out for all of us to see. I am transported out of this world every time I read your shit and I love you something fierce.

@kaz2y5-imagines You are the first fanfic writer I ever read from. You are the first writer to ever make me cry. You are the first writer to make me laugh out loud. You are the first writer to make me blush at the smut on the page. I have cried in the salsa isle at the market and in a bowling alley because Riptide was playing on the radio! You are my first inspiration, and you will always have a special place in my heart.

@abaddonwithyall @deanscolette @bovaria You all hooked me in the beginning. When I was a brand new author, you were the ones I looked to, the ones I hoped to be one day. You inspired me to break hearts and kill people with smut and be proud as fuck doing it. You captivated me with your sorcery and unknowingly taught me how to be the writer I am today.

@kittenofdoomage @mrswhozeewhatsis @winchestersinthedrift You bitches fucking kill the fuck out of me with the way you assholes make people so mother fucking REAL!!! Goddamn! Every time! You weave these incredible stories and write your characters in a way that just brings them to life and feels so goddamn authentic. I hope to one day have even 1/100th of the brilliance you all have with your characters and storytelling. (Also Saint Michelle rocks my fucking socks off all the time. You’re literally the only person in the world I ever want to beta for me ever again because you’re so fucking perfect and spoil the ever loving fuck out of me.)

@helvonasche @madamelibrarian @winchesterswoonathon @leatherwhiskeycoffeeplaid @lucifer-in-leather @deansdirtylittlesecretsblog @littlegreenplasticsoldier @vizhi0n @darcy-chick @deandoesthingstome FUCK ME THE FUCK UP WITH THE SMUT! You all are fucking badass! I love everything you do. Everything! But the smut- hhhrrrrnnnnggg.

@nichelle-my-belle @mamapeterson @torn-and-frayed @blushingsamgirl @mrsjohnsmith @kayteonline @oriona75 @teamfreewill-imagine @ilostmyshoe-79 @winchesterenthusiast @dancingdin You gorgeous, mind blowing, heart breaking, sexy time inspiring, put-me-on-the-edge-of-my-seat-story-weaving assholes. I love your fucking faces off. Don’t ever let anyone tell you that you’re anything less than strong as mother fuckers <3

Special shoutout to @disabilityimagines who makes the most helpful imagines and stories out there. This blog is dedicated to helping people through fanfic, and it has helped me on countless occasions. If you follow only one blog on this post, follow this one!

And to all the other wonderful writers out there doin’ yo thang, making me smile and hit the reblog, thank you for sharing your work with tumblr and the fandom(s) we belong to. (I know no matter how hard I try Imma miss someone so sorry.)

@samsexualdeancurious @crzcorgi @moonlitskinwalker @emilyevanston @evansrogerskitten @purgatoan @faith-in-dean @blacktithe7 @for-the-love-of-dean @icecream-and-gadreel @jelly-beans-and-gstrings @ellen-reincarnated1967 @plaidstiel-wormstache @daydreamingintheimpala @jotink78 @kas-not-cas @trisscar368 @curliesallovertheplace @lucibae-is-dancing-in-hell @quiddy-writes @salvachester @sammit-janet @chelsea072498 @spnashley @thing-you-do-with-that-thing @frozen-delight @withoutaplease @winchester-writes @winchestersandwordprocessors @atc74 @chaos-and-the-calm67 @purgatoan @roxy-davenport @sis-tafics @eyes-of-a-disney-princess @callmesweetheartifyoumeanit @dr-dean @thegreatficmaster @notnaturalanahi @saxxxology @bringmesomepie56 @whywhydoyouwantmetosaymyname @jpadjackles @deals-with-demons @winchesterprincessbride @wheresthekillswitch

^das for all of u ♡

#thank you all for existing and sharing your stories and art with us FOR FUCKING FREE #fanfic writer appreciation #wow this took me longer than I'd planned #<3

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justanearth-boundmisfit · 7 years

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Rant

I have a lot to say about last night finale. But I can’t put my thoughts in order right now. What I know, what I feel is this:

Yes, I’m sad about Cas dying, but is more about the way they killed him. That stupid fucking death that he didn’t deserve, being stabbed in the back, after running in and out of that alternative reality making no sense.

I’m mad as fuck because they chose to do this on Misha’s 100th episode and that is not a coincidence, he very well could’ve appeared in 12x22, making that episode his 100th.

I want to send a big FUCK YOU to his co-workers, especially the two mains, they didn’t give a fuck, they didn’t even congratulated Misha for his 100th episode. They didn’t even mention anything about Cas’ death. Again, tell me about Mishalecki and Cockles...fuck them.

They have Cas acting dumb all season, burying him, giving him horrible plot lines, making him doing the same mistakes again and again. Mistreating Misha and his amazing acting skills.

They brought Pellegrino back, a really boring character with an incredible overdone storyline, choosing Lucifer over dozens of amazing characters, and plot lines, and have him surviving in the end, even when he killed Cas like a coward.

The emotional response of Dean towards Cas death was like watching a glacier slowly sliding through a lake. There was nothing there, and that was an acting choice, let’s be real here. It happened when Cas said I love you, it happened again in the finale, but the worst thing in 12x23 is that it surely could be Cas’ exit. Poor choice Ackles, we know you think what Dean can and can’t do, but for your friend? At least a tear? And before that, being glad that bullets could kill angels? Again: go fuck yourself.

It really feels like Misha is out of spn, we`ve been talking about the clues in a few posts. They couldn’t kill him mid season for fear of the ratings, but they killed him on the finale, because they can play with the people knowing-not knowing and catching a few to see what happens on season 13.

If they bring Misha back, don’t expect a better treatment of Cas, it all points out to a reboot with our friendly nephilim as the center.... and hey! an episode of Scooby Doo! They gave more press to that, than to Misha’s 100th episode.

All in all spn can go fuck itself. Their mains can go fuck themselves too... I’m utterly done and exhausted with this crap. This blog will continue to be about all things Misha and the neverending love that I have for Cas too, even if he is no more on spn. But if I wasn’t too pc about this fucked up show before, now my filter is really gone. I don’t like spn, or his mains at all. So if that kind of thing bothers you a lot, unfollow, I completely understand. Really. Above all this weekend with jibcon, if the fuckers make a joke about Cas or Misha, this blog is not going to be a nice place for all things J2. I give you a fair warning. It’s not going to be pretty.

Well, rant done for now. Let’s see what jibcon brings us.

PS: I have to add this, the way they killed Rowena, was an atrocity, even if they try to fix it somehow on season 13, to have such a disrespect for that amazing actress and that incredible character adds to my rage. But what can I expect from a show like spn right? After a season killing minorities just for the shock value? Anyways I wanted to pointed it out because it was really terrible.

#rant #opinions #I didn't say everything I wanted to say but my head is a mess right now #wanky wank #as usual #anti cockles #anti mishalecki #anti j2 #anti spn #wank for ts #long post for ts #spn spoilers

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erickmalpicaflores · 5 years

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Erik Malpica Flores Erik Malpica Flores recommends: John Winchester Returns for an Emotional Family Reunion

Photo: Dean Buscher/The CW

Here’s a fact that only true SUPERNATURAL fans will know: Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalecki, Samantha Smith and Jeffrey Dean Morgan had never actually shared a scene together. Back in the pilot episode — the one and only time that Smith and Morgan appeared together on screen — Ackles and Padalecki’s characters were played by a toddler and tiny baby, respectively. Morgan shared several scenes with the boys throughout the first season and a couple of scenes in the second season, and Smith returned throughout the years before her character was officially resurrected a few years ago. But the true and complete Winchester family had never shared a single scene together with all four actors who play the roles.

Until the 300th episode, that is. In the milestone episode, Jeffrey Dean Morgan reprised a role he had left behind 12 years go (seamlessly, we might add) to bring about a reunion 14 years in the making (or is it “union”, if the group had never actually been together before?). And what a reunion it was. We began this episode with Sam and Dean in a pawn shop, one that happened to cater to the mystical objects shopper if you knew what to ask for. Unfortunately for the shop owner, the brothers knew that this procurer of magical artifacts wasn’t on the up-and0up and had recently killed a fellow hunter to increase his stash. When he attacked Sam and seem poised to kill him with a wicked sword, Dean shot and killed him. This left the boys with said cache of magical artifacts. Upon returning to Lebanon, we started to get a sense of the original conceit of the episode that was first teased at last year’s Comic-Con: that the 300th episode would show us more of the town that the brothers live in and the opinions of the people who live there. These amusing thoughts on the brothers (that something very strange is up with them) are sprinkled throughout the episode, but the real drama begins when the brothers realize that they have a magical pearl in their possession — one that can grant whatever your heart most desires.

Dean believes this artifact could be the key to removing the trapped archangel in his head, but they can’t use the pearl until they find their recently stolen car, which was taken on a joyride by the town’s newest teenager. This leads to an amusing scene of Dean flirting with an older lady in the post office in order to secure information on the teen’s whereabouts and eventually leads to an old house on the outskirts of town where the kids hang out on “Skip Day”. Unfortunately, the teens don’t realize that the Impala contains mystical artifacts — and they’re soon attacked by a killer clown ghost, which is quickly dispatched by the brothers Winchester. Except now the local teens know the truth about the supernatural and the brothers and have to keep it a secret.

Back at the bunker, Sam and Dean set up to activate the wish-granting pearl, but a blackout leads to a fight thanks to the sudden appearance of a third man. That man….is John Winchester. In a recreation from the original Sam and Dean reunion in the Pilot episode, both brothers are laid out on the floor before realizing their father has somehow made an appearance in their time. He believes it’s still 2003 and prior to the events in the show, which means he has been brought forward to 2019. We soon see that Sam and Dean have apparently caught up their father on their multiple trips to Heaven and Hell and the Men of Letters bunker, as well as all the world saving(s) they had done. Oh yeah, and Lucifer has a son who lives with them. John takes all of this in remarkable stride, but he wishes he had been there to see all of it. Enter Mary, who just so happened to be stopping by and she’s flabbergasted to see John again. The two immediately kiss and the brothers leave to give their parents some privacy.

Dean is thrilled about seeing their father again, but Sam is cautious about messing with time. Still, Dean insists his brother allow them to have one family dinner together. As Mary and Dean discuss dinner, Sam has an emotional conversation with his father. While John remembers their fight before Sam left for Stanford vividly and apologizes for the way he treated his son, Sam lets go of any resentment he has for his father. He no longer remembers the messed up things John did, he just remembers the day that John died, and he loves his father deeply. After that emotional reunion, Sam and Dean head out to buy groceries for dinner.

But something is amiss in Lebanon now. The people who had previously known Sam and Dean seem to have no memory of them and Sam quickly realizes that messing with time changed things. It created a temporal paradox and if they don’t stop this then they will become other versions of themselves — Sam will be a kale-loving motivational speaker who runs a law firm, and Dean will become a hunter who is also a fugitive.

As for what else was changed? Enter Zachariah (killed all the way back in the 100th episode) and a version of Castiel who never met the Winchesters. They’re here to investigate what’s going on with time and happen upon those teenagers from the beginning of the episode. When Sam and Dean enter the restaurant to see Cas flashing his wings, Zachariah recognizes them and orders Cas to kill them. Sam manages to kill Zachariah and since this version of Cas doesn’t know Sam and Dean, he also attacks them and nearly kills them before Sam banishes him away.

Back at the bunker, Dean is telling John about the temporal paradox and he explains that if John doesn’t return to his own time Sam will never get back into the hunting life and Mary won’t return from the dead. For John, there’s no hesitation — he’s willing to die so that Mary can live. Sam is delivering the bad news to Mary and says John should disappear when they destroy the pearl. As we cut back to John and Dean, we see an emotional moment between these two now, with John telling his eldest son that he never wanted him to continue on with his fight. But Dean is OK with how things turned out. Dinner is a quiet affair with the reality that John will soon be gone hanging over their heads, but he encourages them to enjoy the time they have left. Cue a montage of them laughing throughout their one and only meal together.

While washing the dishes in the kitchen, Sam laments that sending John back will mean things turn out exactly as they had before. But would they change things? Dean explains that he actually wouldn’t change their lives as they are now, because he’s alright with the men they have become. Back in the library, Sam, Dean and Mary are preparing to say goodbye to John. He tells Sam and Dean to take care of each other and hugs them both, telling them that he is proud of them and loves them. The waterworks begin and Mary is holding John’s hand as he disappears. Present day Castiel soon enters and asks what happened — to which Dean replies “well, there’s a story…”

And back in 2003, John Winchester awakes in the Impala thanks to the ringing of an old cell phone. It’s a young Dean on the line and John tells his son that he had the strangest dream — but a good one.

SUPERNATURAL will be on a short hiatus and will return with new episodes on March 7 at 8:00 p.m. ET/PT on The CW.

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