#this is just me rambling don’t pay attention to it
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steve randle first date hcs?
𝐅𝐢𝐫𝐬𝐭 𝐃𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬
[s𝐭𝐞𝐯𝐞 r𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞 𝐱 r𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫]
𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞 - I literally love Steve so much <33
my asks are still open for requests!!
𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 - 366 words
𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 - none
This boy will pick you up early and he will be dressed as smartly as he can manage.
When you answer the door, he is in awe of how gorgeous you look, and will compliment you every chance he gets.
To be entirely honest with you, he’ll probably take you to some sort of drag race or car show.
He’ll hold your hand tightly and lead you around like a child, rambling to you about different cars and what he likes and doesn’t like about them.
He probably won’t realise he’s doing it, so please just squeeze his hand darlin’ and his attention is solely on you again.
He’ll keep his arm wrapped around you the entire time and will keep you close to him at all times, especially if it’s busy. The last thing he wants is to lose you, or for you to get hurt.
Is genuinely in shock on how he got so lucky everytime he looks at you.
He’s going to show you off. It’s just in his nature.
If you get cold, you bet your ass he’s giving you his jacket and he’s not gonna take no for an answer.
Afterwards, he’ll probably take you to some diner and order y’all some milkshakes and fries to share. He just wants to spend as much time as he can with you before he’s got to drop you home.
If you think for a moment that you’re paying, you’re wrong. Steve is whipping his wallet out so fast, you don’t even have time to blink. He will ignore all of your protests as he hands the waitress the cash, a smug expression written all across his features.
When he drives you home, he’s got his hand on your knee the whole time and he’s not taking it off unless he has to.
Expect him to walk you up to your door like the gentleman he is just to make sure you get in safe.
He doesn’t strike me as the kind of guy to kiss on the first date, but he’ll definitely ask you if you want to go on another.
He’s smitten with you <33
𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐫𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬!!
#the outsiders#the outsiders x reader#the outsiders imagine#the outsiders headcanons#two bit mathews#two bit x reader#two bit matthews x reader#ponyboy curtis#ponyboy curtis x reader#sodapop curtis#sodapop curtis x reader#darry curtis#darry curtis x reader#dallas winston#johnny cade#steve randle#ponyboy curtis imagine
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From The Start
- Requested: Yes/No
- Pairing: Charles Leclerc x Reader
- Song: From The Start, By Laufey
- Lyric: “Oh the burning pain, listening to you harp on bout some new soulmate, she’s so perfect blah blah blah”
- Word count: 325 words
A/N: This is my first work, so it’s kind of bad, I’m sorry yall.
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YOUR POV
You and Charles had been friends for quite a while, having grown up karting together. That meant that you talked to each other about everything, and were there whenever the other needed. You knew each others secrets, deepest fears, that kind of stuff. One thing Charles didn’t know, however, was that you had liked him since you were younger. Of course, who could blame you? He’s THE Charles Leclerc. You had never told him, as you were scared you would ruin your friendship, so you kept it a secret.
Recently, Charles had gotten a new girlfriend, her name was Alex, and she was very pretty. You’ve met her plenty of times, and she was really sweet. She was perfect for him, and he was perfect for her. They were great together. So, you just burrowed your feelings down, and tried to forget them.
It was before the Monaco Grand Prix, you and Charles were chilling out in his driver room. You were talking and talking, about anything and everything, and eventually you got onto the topic of his girlfriend, Alex.
“You don’t understand, she is like my everything, I’ve never loved anyone as much as her, shes just so perfect”
Charles rambled on. You listened, but couldn’t help a slight pain in your chest, of course you wanted him to be happy, but why couldn’t it be you? Why couldn’t you be the one he talked about to his friends? Why couldn’t you be the one who-
“Y/N? Are you listening to me?”
He spoke, his voice pulling you out of your trance and back to reality.
“Uh, yeah, she seems lovely.”
You responded, you were listening, but you weren’t entirely paying attention. You wanted to just blurt it out, just tell him that you liked him, but you couldn’t. You just couldn’t. It would just make the whole situation worse, so you just kept your mouth shut, and your feelings to yourself.
#f1 x you#f1 x reader#f1 fanfic#f1 imagine#charles leclerc#cl16#cl16 imagine#cl16 x you#from the start
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the idea of love is so strange to me because it’s something i’ve always wanted, something i want, but i don’t think anyone could love me in the way i need. in a way i would enjoy. i’ve always been the caregiver and the lover and the one who cares more. i am the one who thinks too much and thinks about you all the time because i don’t know how else to be, and everything i see will remind me of you. i don’t know if that was ever meant to be returned to me, or if the line of love versus in love will make me sick. because my coffee order changes daily, but always stays sweet, and who can memorize someone who is always changing. i talk too much, and ramble about three thousand different things, and i don’t expect anyone to remember. how could anyone keep up? what am i if not exhausting and contradictory. what am i if not begging to be soft. begging to be remembered. begging to be seen. begging to be understood. i’m tired of constantly having to do things for myself, but accustomed to the routine. i love like it’s breathing, but to love me is a chore. i can’t picture anyone finding me in the smallest of signs or wanting to be the first one i turn to. i don’t know if anyone could ever be in love with me enough to want to take care of me. not when that’s my job, always has been, and i feel like i’m doomed to constantly repeat it. i carry this weight the same way i carry my heart.
#does this make sense#idk#im on new meds and im just a little sad and want affection#i just don’t know if people pay attention like that with me#or want to#or if have to do everything bc that’s the part im destined to play#love#web weaving#poetry#prose#spilled ink#rambling#rambles#poems#richard siken#mary oliver#writing#writer#prose poetry
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i would buy whatever they’re selling! 😩
#they could come up to me trying to promote some stupid product that I don’t care about#and I’d stick around for the entire time because just look at them! fine mfs 😩#I’d act like I’m listening but I’m only really paying attention to reiner’s strong veiny forearms . . .#and stealing glances at eren’s Adam’s apple#these two would be able to convince me to buy shit I don’t even need 😭#the finest salesmen!#— harmoni rambles#— (.reiner)#— (.eren)#reiner braun#Eren jaeger
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There are places where I think a sex scene can dramatically impact a story in a way that enriched the viewing experience and conveys important information. There are movies and/or tv shows in which this happens. I haven’t seen any of them. So much of the time it’s there to do exactly what it says on the tin. A woman and a man are banging. Sure. Fine. Happy for them. It’s just a literal scene used to pull a bit of a ‘well you didn’t think THEY would be involved’ plot twist or a ‘we’re so edgy’ signal. The only show so far that I’ve seen that uses sex scenes as an actual tool of storytelling is Black Sails, and the reason it works in Black Sails is that the sex is Bad. People are bored. People are distracted. The characters are so bound up with the plot that it’s physically prevented them from fucking like normal human beings. That works. The rest doesn’t
#kelsey rambles#don’t ask what prompted this post because it would lead to me being institutionalized#but I do think sex scenes have a lot of untapped potential for just. character information. that doesn’t get used#like the anne/jack scene. it communicates so well that the intimacy between these two comes from trust and not the other way around#anne isn’t attracted to jack as a person and jack is neither here nor there on anne as a romantic interest#he pursues her out of a sense of ‘well she’s a woman and that’s how this works’. she semi-sort-of-dates him because it’s all the same to her#she’s never wanted a guy so why wouldn’t she consider a platonic bond to be just the normal thing for screwing around#Jack isn’t paying attention to Anne because he’s thinking about money.#Anne is bickering with him like they’re a pair of muppet clowns#it’s so very awkward and unsexy. it’s not even charged enough to be embarrassing#they may as well be clipping each other’s toenails for all the raw desire there is(n’t) in the scene#and it works! these are two characters who have an intimacy so far from romantic that the writers describe it as twin-like#they misinterpret it as desire because they’re plank-thick pirates. it’s not toxic it’s just kind of square peg round hole#(hah hah). good scene. shows should try having good scenes more often
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I don’t do this usually but I feel like I’ve been super quiet lately and I REALLY liked the nails I did this week so I’m gonna showcase them!!
This week’s inspired mostly by my Dark Urge playthrough, just in very general strokes though- the star nails obviously symbolizing Astarion 🍷🦇✨✨✨
The black crackle is part about it bring the DARK urge and also just a hint towards hell in some way (lava, tiefling, all that) but also a favorite of mine in general because it matches with my skin condition ✨✨✨
Four of them, all but the ones with the gold star, glow pink in the dark (and under blacklight as well)
I think they’re about 6-7 layers of polish, counting the base coat?
I repaint them once every other week on the day after my bath, and dedicate most of the day to them as to not accidentally ruin them before they’re fully dried/cured (I don’t use gel polish)
The day after my bath isn’t really open for much with me either way as I’m still soaking in my lotion throughout the day and thus can’t really get dressed to go outside etc.
#my art stuff#nail art#technically#even if most of it is just the polish doing what it does#but I DID draw the little stars myself#rambles#hands#nails#photos#me irl#I’m trying not to ask people to not comment on specific things that stand out to me#because it causes people to actually notice and pay attention to thrm more#but I’m really self-conscious about some stuff here in particular so I’d prefer it in general if people are nice#Knowing the internet - I shouldn’t even be saying that either for a similar reason but if someone’s an ass I can just block them lmao#my blog - my space - my rules. don’t be an ass or get kicked in yours.
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Do you ever get that overwhelming sense that your parents or at least one of them don’t get you at all?? Like I’ve lived at home my whole life, I feel like it’s probably quite obvious by nowwhat things I like, what I’m not bothered about etc and stupid little things too and like they just don’t… get it? Like for once I’d just like to be surprised with something I haven’t had to tell them about and it actually be what I like too..
#ugh idk I’m rambling I know#and I don’t want to sound ungrateful at all but it just feels like they don’t pay attention enough#and I’m a fully grown adult I shouldn’t be bothered by stuff like this#but sue me I am#personal
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This was by far my least favorite match by them. Carlos seemed to give up, like what happened? That second set it seemed like it was somebody else playing...
The first set was very entertaining, both of them gave their best with great rallies. Clearly one of the best set of the tournament by the way. I missed the first part of the second set but when I came back, I have to agree with you, Carlos was not playing like he used to in the first set and did many mistakes, Jannik didn’t have to play his best tennis anymore… it’s a shame… but I think Carlos needs to improve and build a better mental strenght, he’s still not mature enough when he’s losing against tough players… But he’s still young, so I’m not worried about him! 😊
(Or my shipping mind just wants to say that Carlitos wanted Jannik to win because he’s too in love 🥰😂)
#just rambling don’t pay attention to me haha#carlos alcaraz#jannik sinner#sincaraz#janlitos#china open#anon ask
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We’ve officially hit the point where I can’t fucking sleep because of this shit and on top of everything the AC went out I literally want to cry I’m so stressed I physically feel like shit like I need to throw up I’m so tired but between my stomach hurting, the stress, and the heat I can’t
#today he told me it ‘wasn’t fair’ that I expected him and his bf to move#just because I refused to get rid of my ‘disgusting cats’ and they would be ‘happier’ in a shelter#his reasonings for why they would be happier in a shelter were all things that they did not do/did not happen until he started this shit#‘they’re always hiding and you never spend time with them’#they hide from YOU#early morning and late at night when you’re in your room they’re fine#im out here rn just sitting with them giving them attention#also yeah I used to give them attention for AT LEAST several hours of the day#but after I essentially got chased out of all the common areas no obviously that wasn’t happening#man FUCK YOU#also sorry I don’t want to spend literal THOUSANDS more than I would other wise to fucking move#esp when YOU moving means no changes in your finances#you make over 50k a year I make barely 20k AND already have more bills to pay than you#why the FUCK should I be getting stuck with the far worse financial decision#and then to try and frame it like you’re getting treated ‘unfairly’ just because I won’t get rid of my cats for you??????#I genuinely hope the stupid fucking car your mom gave you explodes tomorrow idc idc idccccc#ESPECIALLY WHEN HE BOTH THREATENED AND SAID HE DIDNT CARE TO MOVE OUT#and when I said ‘great. do that’ he starts throwing this fucking fit#I hate him so much it is so goddamn UNREAL#I am dealing with a giant man baby who has never been told no in his life before now#and it’s really fucking showing#this is what happens when parents give their kids everything they want#and you have normie cis white man privilege and have also gotten every job/into every program you’ve ever wanted with minimal effort#so when someone finally says ‘no you don’t get whatever you want at my expense’#he has the most immature meltdowns fucking imaginable#kaz rambles
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the rachel zegler hate train is so unbelievable like how are these people so convinced in their hatred over the most minor thing ???? pls find something else to channel your inner anger towards because i promise you that girl has done nothing to warrant your hatred
#the thing that really gets me is they’re all based on comments from like A YEAR AGO ????#like idk why the same quotes have been dug up and rehashed and re-examined over and over again#it’s just so bizarre ????? i don’t get it#like they were promoting this new version of snow white and saying the same things every actress has said about their own disney remakes#why are grown adults so butthurt about it 😭😭#anyway she is thriving and i hope she pays no attention to the absolute nonsense being spread#people just love to try and tear a successful young woman down 🙂🙂#ramblings#rachel zegler
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has anyone disected what the different frame sizes mean/correlate to in everything everywhere all at once yet because i have been trying to figure out what they all mean ever since i noticed it on my fifth rewatch. and every time i watch it now it’s all i can think about because it’s done so intentionally and clearly has a purpose to aid with the storytelling. if there’s an interview out there about this though PLEASE send it my way because oh my god i’m SO fascinated with this
#everything everywhere all at once#eeaao#my current theory is that the letterboxing frames are clearly correlated with the multiverse where evelyn that’s a movie star#and i interpret it as the movie they’re watching in that multiverse and the full picture is the “true” timeline for the movie#and then clearly the 1:1 ratio styles are to indicate past events prior to the current events#for example: how evelyn grew up/ended up in america/had joy etc that created ger current timeline and how changes could create the others#i need to rewatch it again to see if i can make a better/more coherrant theory and ideas#but it makes sense in my mind#it’s just done SO seamlessly and intentional that it blends into the movie with everything else going on#legit took me seeing it five times before i went ‘oh my god the frame sizes have been changing the entire time’#also just the implication of being meta with the movie within a movie thing….i need to know the thought process#because it’s clearly intentional since you don’t just change aspects and ratios of your film throughout the film on accident#god the way this film and carol are just my beloveds….i would die for both films ngl#but for real if that’s an interview about this i NEED it#because ngl i do forget to pay attention to the film aspects changing because i still get so wrapped up in the storyline and end up sobbing#emiie rambles
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my favourite thing is when i see people talking about their favourite fics or like they see a post that reminds them ab a fic they read and they talk about it…. it’s so nice to see, but also man what a dream. like genuinely the idea of people talking about my work, whether that be to other ppl that have also read it or bc they saw a post that reminded them of it or they listen to a song that makes them think of it, that my fic could be known within groups of people in the fandom and they talk about it, or whatever it is… that really is such a dream. now obviously i know that something like that can only happen naturally and i have no control over it, something that genuine cannot be fabricated no matter how much i would like it, but damn. wouldn’t it be nice.
#i hope this doesn’t sound whiny and annoying#like waa waa waa everyone pay attention to me#woe is me everyone should go read and praise my works right now#bc that’s not what im trying to do#that’s not what im saying at ALL#just !!! sometimes i love and i am so proud of my own work and it would just be so neat to see OTHER ppl get excited ab it as well yknow??#anyways don’t pay too much attention to this im just rambling hehe#when i SHOULD BE DOING MY ASSIGMENTS
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I’ve subjected my coworkers to this before, but the way indoctrination works, especially into extreme high control religious groups and cults, fascinates me.
You’re not immune to it. No one is truly immune to it. Successful indoctrination, especially regarding cults, finds the smallest little insecurity and magnifies it. And to hold you in until you’re passed the point of easy escape, they keep you focused on that insecurity, and add new, seemingly connected insecurities, while simultaneously convincing you that they have the answers, they alone have the solution to your insecurities.
They set up and manipulate experiences and interactions with outsiders that deepen the belief that they alone understand, they alone love you and want the best for you. The outsiders are cruel and unsympathetic and why would you ever want to go into the greater outside world when it doesn’t have it’s best intentions for you at heart.
They manipulate and love bomb and overwhelm every argument and uncertainty you have until you think exactly as they want. And you will never be immune. Because everyone will have a low point, will be insecure, will be desperate for faith, will feel like an outsider no one understands or loves. Everyone is vulnerable, maybe not at all points in their life, maybe some less so than others, but everyone is. And claiming you can’t be manipulated or tricked by propaganda actually lowers your subconscious watch for it and makes you that much more susceptible.
#crow rambles#‘I think I dodged the stereotype of being autistic and deeply interested in psychology’#also me: ‘you know what’s fascinating? how indoctrination and manipulation works’#don’t get me started on evangelical ‘Christianity’ and how it’s all cult manipulations and no actual Christianity#or on how the US gov unintentional set up the Mormon church to drive the FLDS becoming an extremist cult#because I could give an essay on how the US gov directly caused Warren Jeffs and the FLDS becoming an isolated extremist cult#indoctrination and manipulation#indoctrination#part of why I pay close attention to what the evangelical far right says is because identifying propaganda helps protect you from believing#another thing that can help people from falling for manipulation and indoctrination is being kind#especially to those only just starting to fall into it.l#be kind. it disrupts the manipulation effect of the ‘us against them’ mentality#like obviously you are only responsible for yourself#but being kind to the Mormon missionary boys will do more than yelling at them#kindness opens opportunity to question what they’re being taught#hatred just reaffirms that only the group loves you. only *I* love you. the outsiders are evil and hate you
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An elderly lady complimented my hair today and asked me how I “got it like that,” and she was so 🥺… (so cute… )
#another elderly lady jumped in front of me at the cvs because I wasn’t paying attention and I ranted a little I’m pretty sure to heard me#but I don’t like to be rude or mean to old folks so it was okay it wasn’t even that serious#I was scrolling and wasn’t paying attention anyway but she knew I was in line like girl#you always see videos going viral of old ppl being rude as hell and talking to folks like they’re crazy but there are a lot of ppl out here#who don’t give a damn about how old someone is they’ll still try to pick fights with them and throw hands#I feel like respect should always go both ways and that old people need to learn their manners as well as young folks#but especially old ass ppl because how have you made it to such an age and you’re still this awful?#at least younger folks have plenty of time to become a better person#it’s never too late for anyway but I’m just talking about in general here#well yanno#rambling
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u know what….. over the past few months my younger sibling has watched a truly extraordinary amount of star trek + i have been in the same room often enough that now when i see something star trek related on here i’m like wow there’s my good friend janeway or there’s the love of my life beverly crusher ……
#rambles#i don’t know how this happened like it’s truly been done through osmosis#it’s quite impressive how much it manages to hook u in#anyway they just finished voyager a few days ago#+ have also watched next generation + the original#i didn’t really pay attention to the original but the other 2 got me#i do ofc ship janeway/seven . who is surprised
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feels like some people are just holding me at gun point to be their friend
#the frantic meows of a crazy person#I know I should end this habit of vauging people but#Like one of them i never planned to be her friend. I was just being nice and she got attached#The other one. God why *complain* that u have to care about me when u can just like. Not#Idr why we’re even friends?#We don’t hang out anymore and you *clearly* hate me so#Leave?#I’m not the one trying to keep this friendship afloat my guy#And it’d be rude to just tell them to fuck off#Especially the first guy since this whole thing was built on me just trying to be nice#Honestly I don’t even pay attention I just think she’ll break if no-one even pretends to care#God I don’t even want to be anyones friend I just want to be cared about#And I want#some of my *actual* friends#The ones I’m not faking anything with#Which so far is like. Two or three?#Oh jeeze I’m rambling oops#Sorry#sorry…
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