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love understanding myself, but gently… not in the harsh, judgmental, over-analytical way i did as a teenager… just being like “oh huh, my enjoyment of this and my enjoyment of that actually have the same root if you trace it back far enough… isn’t that something?” it’s fun! i sure am a Little Creacher.
#would NOT trust 16 y/o me with these revelations…#they were NOT ready for all this…#but i’m ready now and i’m really enjoying myself!!#the fact that that REALLY weird thing i’ve been into since i was like four years old is probably connected to my fascination with sacrifice#is just like HUH…#yeah. ig that tracks!!#what actually *IS* their common origin point tho?? i’d love to know! though i’m sure i never will…#it has been lost to time!!#but that’s okay! it’s just interesting to think of it as the same thought process… the same division…#idk if i *want* more people to be into the weird thing or if i’m glad i don’t know of anyone but me 😂😂#SOMEDAY i will explain it to someone bc i honestly am curious if there’s anyone else out there like me#my one friend i did tell it do initially told me it wasn’t weird but has since conceded that she doesn’t know anyone who thinks about#it the way i do#and she’s very active in the sorts of communities where i would expect it to pop up so i do think it’s legitimately unusual#which is *fine* but also like. Hm.#it’s weird to be that it’s just me#it’s SO appealing to me that it’s like No. that can’t be right… surely other people must see this too??#haha idk#i’m extremely fucking tired i am falling asleep typing this#GOODNIGHT MY LOVES I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Maiden of Light
#artists on tumblr#i'm so ready to be over winter#spring and warm weather can't come soon enough#my mood is directly linked to the temperature#so i'm trying to cope by channeling my nordic roots#lucia maiden is a cool bit of culture that i always liked as a kid#the whole school would be standing along the long hallway#in the dark#holding candles#while the one chosen as lucia would walk through it with a wreath and candles on her head and we all sing the Sankta Lucia song#i'm not religious but#the VIBES#were immaculate
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Lord I see what you have done for others. Get me out of this state !
Me and my boyfriend (butch) are finally leaving Texas for Washington in June, we have everything planned out but we desperately need funding to secure housing once we get up there, and money for the 3000 mile drive from here to there
Please reblog and share!
#chats#im so ready to be free. someone spraypainted kill all gay people on the side of the liquor store down the street on Saturday#we got verbally harassed outside of a bucees#but when we were in Seattle we talked to strangers about the move and they like. understood immediately why we were leaving TX
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We better get a much needed morales family hug at the end of the next movie OR ELSE (btw read this fic. bless)
Bonus messy doodle below but it’s got major spider verse spoilers!‼️‼️‼️
Earth 42 miles better get a hug and a kiss from his mom too
#my art#completed#rio morales#jefferson davis#miles morales#miles g morales#spiderverse#spiderman across the spiderverse#across the spiderverse#me downloading so many screen tone brushes for this and going crazy#this movie bro. spideverse is so good i wish loving families were real /j#i havent rendered anything in ages and it shows FJSDHF or completed anything. im just out here#anyways spideverse took over my brain bc it's all i've been drawing for the past three weeks. trigun fanart again soon tho i prommy#i just. the first movie is actually my favorite movie of all time and i've watched it so many times in the past five years#it's on my mind at all times like a dormant volcano ready to errupt before i become annoying about it again#i just love miles so much and his family#AIGHGHHG#drawing jeff was beating my ass i cant actually draw men but we're learning today!!!#atsv#itsv#ID in alt text
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i just think that….
“i don’t think you’re a fraud. i just think that maybe you’re not sure of your own feelings yet… and if there’s something you need to tell eddie… you will. in your own time.”
…..was a super neat thing for her to say.
#i’m absolutely stunned by how this played out#like none of this was framed like he was concerned about telling people he likes a man… it was about telling EDDIE#at this point i almost feel like#he can’t place why he behaved that way.. because it’s not necessarily how he would have reacted if it were anyone else#he literally tells maddie the fact that it was a guy wasn’t the point. it was the eddie of it all#like? once eddie knows he’s fully ready to take tommy to maddie’s wedding… with HIS PARENTS#and everyone else they know#buck baby… you are so close#911 spoilers#cass chats
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Hey so surprise Im now homeless in San Diego on the street because I mistakenly moved in with people who refuse to talk to me about me being clearly disordered and memory lapsed (theyve known this for months/years.) and called me a lazy ass for being unable to work due to not even being able to walk to the bathroom without crying in pain before I had my disability diagnosis last year specifically for some reason so um if anyone has any suggestions or a place I can stay even for a few days that would be ideal lest I kick my own chair here. I was affectionately gaslit about it and had been lied to about this until I snapped from the paranoia and found out. I dont have anyone here and I do not have family or a place to live.
https://ko-fi.com/smuppetry
#Dont tag#I know this is gheated Im on the side of the road bawling my eyes out Im so fucking hurt and confused.#They all have places to go back to and lost nothjng from holding all that info until they were ready to leave#And i guess i was just supoded to be affectionatelt caught off guard.#And still himeless
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they should've been at the club(infertility treatment centers)
#like guys. be real with me. how many options did you even try before turning to dark magic#nothing about the situation called for all that😭#in my mind they're like 22 and 25 here which makes it all even funnier#guys please just adopt a dog or something😭#nothing about either of you screams ready for parenthood#im so happy adrien agreste exists but the circumstances of his birth are so ridiculous#there is so much gabe and emilie couldve done besides this. they could have done anything#honestly knowing them(<-girl who believes she knows them) im not even convinced the infertility treatment wasnt working#I think they just both were so allured by the concept of a magic baby#they were like six months in and hadn't gotten pregnant yet and were like. well. I guess we're out of options! dark magic it is!#and made it everyone else's problem forever#these two wanted to be doomed by the narrative SO bad#honestly though being a 22 year old girl I kind of yet it. sometimes I see a cute baby and want one so bad maybe I too would use dark magic#maybe emilie agreste was just a girl.#anyway. sorry adrien that your parents were Like This but it is so so funny#anna rambles#ml#gabriel agreste#emilie agreste
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Please help my partner, a black multiply disabled lesbian, get their autonomy back!
‼️URGENT ACTION NEEDED IN 48 HOURS ‼️
01/03/2024
my partner @800-dick-pics is a multiply disabled black lesbian in need of urgent funds for a service dog and the costs associated with travel!!
This is all so sudden and short notice, they happened upon this prospect while doing research and it fell into their lap, a puppy in a breed with the best temperament and size for their mobility needs. This is opportunity is huge for the independence of my fiancé.
For years now, my fiancé has been fighting with the medical system, I've seen them struggle to be believed by doctors due to medical racism, turned away and ignored at the ER, gaslight by ED clinics and multiple times I've physically caught them when they've passed out during a POTS episode. Their POTS EDS and CFS have rendered them housebound in this past year, unable to leave the house by themselves and it's gotten to the point where we both are afraid for their safety when they're alone in any capacity. I worry for them so greatly when I have to leave them for more than 20 minutes at a time because anything could happen.
This has been years in the making, even before we were together even. We've had to put this on hold for countless reasons throughout the years and at this point it can no longer be put off for the sake of my fiance' autonomy independence and quality of life. They're tired of not being able to hold a job or go out with friends or even just experience life outside of the walls of the house. This is incredibly important and this is our chance to change their life forever.
We need to meet this goal THIS WEEK, to be able to secure this opportunity including flight tickets, hotel room, training toys for the dog and food
We would not be asking if it wasn't so urgent, this can't be put on hold and all my fiance wants is to have a life again. Please help us if you're able, this opportunity means the world to my partner!
CA: $sleepyhen
VM: wildwotko
DM me for p@y pal
$0/2600 goal
#sorry we are poor#they got back to us super quick and were ready to do business immediately so the past 24 hrs have been nerve wracking!!#all i want is to see my partner thrive and be happy and get back to the things they love#please this is important
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Love the little after death convo at the end of Cleo's finale episode. Talking with Grian about how they died. Saying that they knew they weren't going to win but still went out swinging. Saying she was proud of Grian for staying behind to at least try to either kill Gem, Scott, or Impulse or hurt them enough that Gem wouldn't win. Him actually taking out so many of their hearts. All of the Roomies holding onto their loyalty till the very end. Listening to Etho saying he wanted to die in his base, his home, from Scar's POV. Scar only managing to catch up when Etho was in his base.
I'm- igxjgdhfsnvskgdkgdmbdbjv
#secret life#life series#trafficblr#the roomies#thinking of them#grian throwing his book away the moment he got it#saying he wouldnt need it#he knew the minute the task was out that he wouldnt win#but he was ready to try to take everyone else down with him#and the others as well#they all were#grian#zombie cleo#ethoslab#goodtimeswithscar
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listen im ace and im pro kink at pride and whatever, but the way some of yall are wording your posts in response to the backlash against it is uh. really taking me back to the ace shitcourse era.
yall know theres nothing wrong with being a "virgin", right? that its not inherently shameful to have not had sex, to never have sex, even if youre not ace, even if you do want to have sex someday, like, its fine that you haven't had sex?
maybe if your problem is that theyre trying to police your behavior and shame you for expressing your sexuality, you can say that? instead of resorting to "haha stupid virgin gets no bitches" like my god. do you not hear how fucking regressive that attitude is? i know, i know, youre "joking".
get a better joke
#toy txt post#god im going to regret this post im gonna regret it so much i can feel it in my bones#let it flop..........pls#internalize my message let it sink in and understand what i am saying and then let the post flop#i say. knowing the ppl who need to see such a message are the ones who will make me regret this post and regrwt not having#1 million bajillion disclaimers#virgin is in quotes bc its a bullshit made up stupid purity culture concept anyway and quite frankly i hate even seeing the word#disclaimer: the previous sentence is not me saying that it is a slur for asexuals. it is me a single individual saying this specific word#grosses me out to read and see everywhere when its a stupid bullshit binary made up or at least historically largely used#to shame largely women and i dont know why we're still using it in 2023#and ive just been. seeing such an uptick in this whole like. attitude? lately and like#im ace im minorly sex repulsed. mostly about anything sex at me bad. other adults sex at each other consensually? go wild#i like to think im pretty chill about it. i try to be. i think its fine ig to be like 'my meat is huge i fuck so much so good'#like okay not my thing but good for you. love that for you#but then some of yall have started turning it back around back to. 'haha your meat so small and shriveled you get no bitches'#'haha stupid incel virgin' like okay. didnt realize we all went back to fucking. middle school but okay#god im gonna run out of tine to get ready for my thing writing this stupid post UGH evil#but like idk we've kinda circled back to being like haha being a virgin still is stupid and silly and shameful#and if im quite honest. i do think the acecourse played a part in that bc i felt like we were making good progress in like#hey guys is fine to not have sex ever if you dont want to its fine to not want sex its fine#and then aphobes went fucking rabid on us and splintered and destroyed online communities all over but especially on tumblr#and so many aces went back in the closet we stopped talking about it we stopped spreading awareness and now this stupid goddamn like#and now this stupid bullshit attitude is back where its like funny to call someone a virgin as an insult but like no bro trust me its okay#its okay for me to do it bc im a hot queer person with huge meat instead of a cisstraight frat bro with huge meat#? like you know the issue was the behavior right? not the fact that it was straight dudes saying it? its bc the thing being said was shitty?#you know you can dunk on the puritan bitches trying to police your behavior at pride without getting us as collateral damage right#stop making me read that stupid ugly ass word ur not cool or funny#whatever#if you come on to this post to start shit i will not only block you but as many of your mutuals and followers as i can find. i will scroll#i will block this entire fucking website if i need to do not test me. i am exhausted and the acecourse ate up all my tolerance in 2015.
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finally watched all of Hazbin, definitely cried a bit at Episode 7 and sent Morgana a tearful message
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#damn what if you were in a community of people who got shit on a lot by authorities for arbitrary but moralised reasons#and people in that community looked up to you and expected you to inspire and lead them#but you didn't feel ready or entitled to do that#cause a lot of the reason they look up to you is privilege and you just want to lend a hand not flex on people#and you're a queer woman and people look down on you for that#but you're all under threat and the need is dire#so you have to find your courage and stop being so self-critical and just try to do good for the people you love#that's crazy how they put me in the show#they shouldn't be allowed to put me in the show#charlie morningstar#Transgender Princess of Hell#Hazbin Hotel#Youtube
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Oh no- they’re domestic
#MY WEAKNESS!! DOMESTIC FLUFF!#double life smp#impulsesv#bdouble0#skizzleman#Impulse knew what he was doing playing that soft music when he and bdubs were doing work around the house AND IMMMM NOT READY#Skizz isn't in dlsmp because hes too busy planning all these weddings#Also if Skizz was in dlsmp and he didn't get Impulse as his soulmate im sorry but that'll be a crime. they share hearts all the time already#my art
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i think at one point, trey called jade's stomach growling as purring
and now jade can't stop laughing about it whenever he does
PS: fanart strips that's worth to be checked out (strips 13 - 17 inspire this post)
#maybe it was like when they were kissing and stuff and there was an awkward silence after the growl & so trey just joke about it to lighten#the mood and then jade starts laughing at it instead ever since fhsdhdh#twisted wonderland#twst#treyjade#trey clover#jade leech#fanart#i was ready to sleep already#but my stomach was growling too fshdsdh#and i thought of this#i wish i can just show you all these cute treyjade scenarios from pixiv i've seen
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During my mini hiatus I fulfilled my dream of visiting Norway! The most surprising thing was hearing Lithuanian being spoken literally everywhere. My mum and I always speak Lithuanian to each other, so it was incredibly bizarre for people to overhear us and then come speak with us, or to have waiters/shopkeepers switch from English to Lithuanian. I’ve never experienced anything like it before, and I had no idea so many Lithuanians live in Norway! I absolutely ADORED this, it made all the places we visited instantly feel like home. Despite all that, I learned a bit of Norwegian and discovered that it’s literally the cutest language. Language learning is absolutely wonderful
#But fr it made me so happy 🥺 I rarely ever get to use my lithuanian so this was such a pleasant surprise!!#When we arrived in Oslo we sat down at a restaurant and were discussing how ridiculously expensive everything was -#- and then the waitress came over and asked (in lithuanian) if we were ready to order 💀💀💀💀#We were struggling to find our hotel and we asked two ladies on a bench who were speaking lithuanian where we could find it !!#At a food festival in Bergen there was a stand for lithuanian chocolate so we were tasting there and had so many Lithuanians come and chat#And soooo many more instances like this !!#Imagine spending 99% of your time not speaking a language outside of the country / without your family#and then all of a sudden everyone speaks this language in the least expected place. Woah!#If I wasn’t so settled in France and if I was a bit less poor I would consider moving to Bergen. I loved itttt !!!!#studyblr#light academia#studyspo#langblr#norway#cottagecore
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Recentering (& willing away your b0ner) after the most annoying boy in your class calls you lan er-gege
#i forgot i had this all saved and ready on my phone#thank you past me#i’ve been drawing traditionally since my electronics were drenched by firefighters so I might post some of those#creating a new watermark on procreate mobile was really difficult#how do people draw using just their finger???#mdzs#mdzs fanart#the untamed#the untamed fanart#忘羨#魔道祖師#lan wangji#lan zhan#teenji#cql
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"Find them Skullcrusher. Find them."
#mine#my gifs#httyd 2#how to train your dragon#stoick the vast#httyd gobber#gobber the belch#httyd#hiccup (referenced)#tag this shit like ao3 my friends#also can we talk about for a second how Stoick and Gobber definitely thought they were going to track Hiccup down to Drago right then#like#for all Stoick knew he and Gobber were going to sneak into Drago's base by themselves to find his only son#and he was ready to do it and fight the whole way out and honestly if anyone could these two could#and these micro expressions in the movie with the soundtrack above just sends me every time idk man#something about the way the tone changes for them#it's no longer a 'get hiccup before he finds Drago'#it's a rescue mission for them#idk
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