I JUST FOUND YOUR ACCOUNT AGAINNN OH MY GODDDDDDDD I LOVE YOUR WORK SOOOO MUCH!! CAN YOU WRITE SOMETHING FOR DONNIE DARKO? 💕❤️

HIII, my sweet angel!!! <3

Anything you ask, my love, let's give our sweet boy some attention 😭🥺❤

Warnings: Donnie being a scared adorable baby. Unprotected sex, pain kink, dry humping, risk of getting caught, fluffy stuff...

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You woke up to weird noises on your window. You opened your eyes, knowing exactly what you would find. It wasn't the first time Donnie broke into your room like that, but it still scared you every single time.

He usually did that so you could make out after both of your families were asleep. But at the moment you sat down, ready to ask him not to do that again without a warning, you realized those weren't his intentions at all.

He looked pale. Lost. He had dark bags under his terrified eyes. The scene was heartbreaking. He rushed to sit beside you on the bed and hugged you tightly.

"What happened?" You asked, very worried as you hugged him back.

"Frank wants me to do something really bad." He confessed. "I don't want to do it, Y/N…"

"Shit. Did you see Frank again?" You sighed. "Well, tell him you won't do it. He can't force you to, Donnie. You're a good, sweet and kind person."

"Frank never finds me when I'm with you." His fingers squeezed your arms strongly, like he was scared you would disappear and leave him lonely.

"Yeah, that big ass rabbit knows better than messing with me, I won't let him hurt my boyfriend." You shrugged.

Even on such a serious situation, you were able to make Donnie laugh. Well, it wasn't much more than a chuckle, but he seemed to relax a little.

"Come on." You told him. "We can cuddle until it goes away."

He removed his shoes to lay on his side. The two of you faced each other for a second. Then he got a little closer and you wrapped your arms around him, keeping his face buried on your chest and his soft hair brushing your chin.

"You're safe now." You said, kissing the top of his head.

He lifted his head to look at you and whispered: "I love you."

Your heart almost stopped. It was the first time he had ever said that to you. And that look in his eyes was so sincere... maybe it meant more than the words themselves.

"I love you too, Don." You smiled at him.

You were ready to go back to holding his tightly, but, before you could, he placed his hand on the back of your neck and pulled you for a kiss. A hungry one. He had so many emotions he needed to let out. He would never be able to tell you how grateful he was for you always being there, and not thinking that he was crazy. Well, he probably would be if it wasn't for you.

His hands ran through your body, ending on your butt, squeezing and pulling your hips closer to his at the same time.

He continued kissing you while his hips brushed yours until he started getting hard.

"Donnie…" You moaned into his mouth.

"Need you, baby." He told you, then quickly glued his lips to yours again, his hands going under your shirt and he began stroking your nipples very gently with his thumbs.

Your body melted under his touch and you ended up letting him do whatever he wanted to you. He kept rubbing his erection against you, and even though you were both still clothed, it drove you crazy. But only when he stopped caressing your nipples and started pinching them, was when you gave up: "Shit, Donnie… Fuck me."

He would let out one of those adorable laughs he had as you started taking your clothes off. But at the sight of your naked body craving his, he started undressing himself pretty quickly too.

You two were laying on your sides, facing each other, and he lifted one of your legs, resting it on his hips so he could have access to your entrance. He began stroking your folds and you couldn't see his face very well, because the room was dark, but you could feel that the patterns of his breathing changed. His heart was beating faster.

He grabbed his cock and entered you at once. You bit your lip to control yourself, but he moaned loudly.

"Shhh…" You whispered. "Calm down, if anyone hears us…"

"I know, sorry." He chuckled. "But you feel so good, it's hard to…"

"Well, keep your mouth busy." You smirked.

He didn't understand it at first, but you took your hand to the back of his head, guiding his mouth to the crook of your neck.

He grabbed your hips and started pulling you down on his cock. It wasn't very fast, but it was so deep, and so good.

As he kept doing it, your fingers held to his hair very tightly, pulling it a little too hard. You weren't doing it only to control your moans, you knew Donnie absolutely loved the pain. You could tell by the way his teeth digged deeper in your skin every single time.

You pulled his body as close to yours as possible and whispered in his ear: "Harder, baby, please… make me cry.", followed by bitting his earlobe hard enough to leave a purple mark.

He absolutely lost it.

He flipped you over, so now you were under him and started thrusting faster inside you. His face buried on the pillow beside your head and you could hear the muffled sound of him screaming "FUCK FUCK FUCK".

He came hard, but kept thrusting until you came too, your walls clenching around him until his last drop was finally inside you.

His body collapsed on top of yours and you wrapped your arms securely around him again.

You kept stroking his back until you felt him relax completely. Maybe a little too much. He fell asleep.

You didn't have the heart to wake him up. He was exhausted. What if he saw Frank again? It would be better for him to spend the night, even if that increased the risk of you getting caught.

You would risk anything to make him feel safe.

Etoile watches as the Mesprit attempts not to gag, offering to hold back her hair tendrils, but being met with a irritated swat Too fascinated by the Mesprit's behavior, the mew doesn't appear to notice Alaxia's grip suddenly tighten around the celebi Hands trembling, resisting the urge to dig his claws into the back of the celebi's head, that familiar sharp pain stabbing deep in his chest. The mew leans away a bit, shuddering slightly at the pain suddenly stabbing at them and the violent thoughts flooding his intoxicated mind. The celebi however, mistakes Alaxia's trembling and leaning away as a sign of being nervous to kiss deeper. The celebi had no issues once again leaning into Alax's face to kiss him once more. Alaxia's body begins to relax once more as the pain begins to fade. Shoulders relaxing and grip loosening, enjoying the final kiss for a moment before another shrill shriek can be heard Mesprit: THAT'S ENOUGH OH MY GODDDDDDDD Etoile and the mesprit had returned their gaze to the two pokemon, Etoile smiling and coming over to carefully separate the two pokemon. Etoile: Now now! We can't be having.. whatever this is... all night! Etoile smiles and gently pats Alaxia, who had begin emitting a irritated mewling noise once more Etoile: These pokemon are special delivery pokemon! They are very busy Allie! You shouldn't keep them from doing their work! Etoile leans in a bit to whisper Etoile: Also the mesprit keeps yelling loudly and I don't enjoy it <3 <3 so I would like to leave post haste!

Before Alaxia can make another irritated drunken mewl, Etoile quickly lifts him onto their shoulder as if he was a sack of flour. Alaxia struggles for a moment, before suddenly going limp, too intoxicated to put forth much more effort. Etoile's paw gently strokes his back like one would while trying to soothe a infant, causing Alaxia to begin purring in response. Etoile smiles, knowing that Alaxia had successfully been detained. The mesprit however, was less kind to her father. The embarrassed teenager violently tugging on the celebi's arm in anger. Attempting to hide her face from others, lest someone she knows see what was happening.

The celebi struggled in response, his body flopping around drunkenly and being deadweight in the mesprit's hands.

A portal opens up outside for the Mesprit and Celebi. The man stopping once again to wave frantically at Alaxia and screaming goodbye in slurred words. Etoile gives a friendly wave to them Etoile: Good luck on the rest of your deliveries tonight! Happy travels! The Mesprit lets out a annoyed grunt in response and forcefully drags her father through the portal Once the portal closes, Etoile stares for a moment in silence, ears flicked back. Etoile: ... Hm. I wonder if I screamed every sentence when I was a teenager.... hm....

Alaxia says something in reply, but his words are far too slurred and garbled up for anyone to understand Etoile looks at him and smiles warmly Etoile: At least you didn't yell that much. You were a very good boy!

Etoile gently pats Alaxia's back, a loud purr emits from the pink mew as his head slumps back down. Too tired to keep it up any longer. Etoile: Let's get you outta here and sobered up little kitty! I have something to discuss with you!

[ Etoile and Alaxia have left the Event ] [ backgrounds by @/sinnohsiblings ]

Zhongli, but he acts more like a big reptile/cat/dog and doesn't realize that, especially in private.

You catch him kneading your body when you cuddle, rubbing himself on you to leave his scent, wagging his tail when he is happy, when it's sunny, he lays down on a balcony with little clothing, during walks he sometimes stops hearing and sniffing around, he purrs when you scratch this one point on his head.

If you had a laser pointer, he would run after it. He sometimes follows reflections of your small mirror when you move it and you can see his hands twitching. Also, when he is happy and with only you, his slit like irises widen like a cats would. He also likes to collect pebbles during walks and more than once you caught him munching on a piece of cor lapis.

And when you are alone in the house and he trusts you, he lets it happen willingly, not stopping to avoid suspicion.

oH MY GODDDDDDDD...... pls luke you can't do this to me i love animals too much this is adorable as fuck i'm gonna cRY

i would carry doggo-cat-dragon hybrid chonkli. if he's small enough i would buy a huge bag and line it with the softest towels and silks just for him to hide in so he can travel with me everywhere. if he's too big for that he's gonna be carried. in my arms. literally everywhere. you know those videos where people carry their big doggos up the escalators? that's it. that's gonna be me.

and if people come up to me to say my dog looks weird i'm the one who's gonna bite them.

i would coddle him and kiss his adorable wet nose and nuzzle his floofy tuft of a tail.

he's my baby now and no one can tell me otherwise.

Scenario what if WMLP Clark caught sight of WMLP at Lex Corp post Slade death, didn’t recognize him as Dick Grayson but did recognize him as the kid Slade used to bring around from the distance. What if he tried to approach him as Clark Kent a harmless reporter on Dick’s way out? What would happen?

The idea of Clark having no fear of Deathstroke because he’s Superman. Going ‘what’s the harm in talking to Renegade? Maybe he’ll learn something’ Vs Dick internal screaming ‘Clark Wtf’ how much does he know?! Entertains me. Also I love identity porn.

oh my godddddddd that's brilliant. obsessed.

Dick absolutely panicking and his heartbeat skyrocketing but Clark assuming that's just cause he's standing next to THE Superman.

Dick trying his best to not let on to what he's doing there and why, hoping that maybe Clark has less information than he thinks and is simply trying to make it look like he knows everything so he can catch Dick out. like a batman gambit, almost lmao.

Clark staring at this man, trying to figure out why he looks so familiar. he's seen him before, he knows that, but there's just... something tugging at the back of his head. if he could just unravel it...

okay but Clark managing to collect some form of DNA, whether it be a hair or something, in the process and running it through the league's systems to identify it and just standing there in horror because the closest match is Dick Grayson... but it's not even a 100% match. it's off. there's something there in his DNA that's wrong.

man. the drama.

WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON

okay blah blah midnight channel rise stripclub great music this place is a labyrinthine nightmare BLAH BLAH

Shadow Rise is super scary, her eyes freak me out. Her beef with Rise seems to be that she doesn't like this whole Risette facade. She wants Rise to acknowledge all these things about herself and stop wearing them as a costume. There are aspect of the performance, the desire for attention, that are really a part of her and Shadow Rise is mad at her for rejecting them.

right right she says the thing

and her boss shadow is a super stripper with a satellite dish for a head. which... if i slow down and think, a dish both receives and sends out information.

i don't have the brain capacity to dig into this because halfway thru the battle she scans everyone and become impossible to hit bc she's learned about everyone, so

Teddie steps up to the plate

why the FUCK don't I remember ANY of this shit from my own playthru oh my godddddddd

I mean, I know Teddie isn't gonna die, because his SLink just unlocked so

He blows up the Shadow, Rise and Rise reconcile, blah blah

Teddie is all flattened and sad looking blah blah

THEN Rise says this

I GUESS TEDDIE DIDN'T GET THE CHANCE TO SEE EVERYTHING, EVERYWHERE, ALL AT ONCE, BECAUSE HE DOESN'T TAKE THIS WELL AT ALL

SHADOW TEDDIE SHADOW TEDDIE

also hey? hey? pin in this. bc what does that mean. what powerful presence is summoning these shadow selves? there is a presence, that's not just part of the TV? is it not an automatic truth that everyone has this super shadow self?

ANYWAY

So, okay. Teddie's True Self is much more eloquent and thought out and clear-minded than he is, as if the fuzzy mascot vibe is this obfuscation to protect him from all these things he "knows" to be true about himself.

SO TEDDIE ISN'T A SHADOW EVEN BECAUSE THIS IS HIS SHADOW. WHAT THE FUCK IS TEDDIE.

Rise's Persona (Himiko, which, AWESOME) slides a crown over her vision and she's the new Teddie. I guess Persona games just really like giving you a starter analysis person and th

..... /looks at Mitsuru. /looks at Teddie.

nooooooo

SHADOW TEDDIE IS A FUCKING NIGHTMARE OH MY GOD

TEDDIE DONE STARED INTO THE VOID AND IT IS NOW STARING BAAAAAACK, HAHAHA THE FUCK

being the reason frat boy harry settles down <3 he starts to have feelings for you but you make it pretty clear you're not interested in playing games or being a casual fuck and he cleans up his act so fast it leaves everyone's head spinning <3he stops going out every night and he rejects anyone who so much as looks at him and he starts doing well in his classes <3 all for you even though you haven't said you'll go out with him yet but he's trying so hard bc he has a crush <3 after a few weeks you realize he's serious and he's willing to do whatever it takes because he can't stop thinking about you and he wants you to be his <3 so finally you agree to go out for dinner with him and he's over the moon <3 afterwards he brings you home and you ask if he wants to come in, he kisses your cheek and then pulls back almost looking like he's in pain and he says "yes... but i can't, i don't- i like you way too much to ruin this by moving too fast" and you're smiling at how sweet he is <3 he leans in for a real kiss, one that has you feeling a bit dizzy and gripping onto the sleeves of his coat <3 when he pulls away he keeps his eyes closed for a few seconds, then he opens them and says "I'll see you tomorrow pretty girl" and leaves with you a kiss on the cheek <3

PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE OH MY FUCKING GODDDDDDDD I LOVE THISSSSS

Hellsite Nostalgia Tour 2023 Day 11

"Asylum"

Would I Survive the First Five Minutes??: Yes. I simply would not go into a place I knew was horrifically haunted. That's what Shane Madej and Ryan Bergara are for. I also simply would not marry a cop. 8/10

I like that we are getting a continuation of the "finding dad" storyline for the second episode in a row, even if it's causing tension between the boys

(eeeeeeuuuuuuuggggghhhhhhhhh. back on my todobros au bullshit. dean is exactly what touya would be like if endeavor had been a different kind of neglectful of his eldest kid. and shoto/sam begging him to look beyond what their dad wants)

Sam trying to lie while also trying to not lie to this therapist is phenomenal. "been on a road trip with my brother. met a lot of...interesting people. did a lot of...interesting things" yes, girl, give him nothing

STOP GOING TO HAUNTED PLACES. GIRL, DUMP HIM IMMEDIATELY. YOU WERE PROMISED A MOVIE.

Dean spitting facts "when someone says a place is haunted, don't go in!" Thank you, Dean

$20 says that's not actually Dean on the phone. DO kind of love that the teenage girl is the one who can fire a shotgun and her lameass boyfriend can't #feminism (/j...at the tag. i am actually glad she's the one with the shotgun...for now, at least. i don't trust the writers) also, good for her for saying she's breaking up with him if they make it out alive

Knew it. Wasn't Dean on the phone. Was it Dr Ellicot? Probably.

WELL DAMN. Oh god...I'm really, really emotionally compromised watching them fight like this. Like, that was some REALLY HURTFUL SHIT. Dean giving Sam the pistol and Sam pulling the trigger while aiming at Dean???? Like, yeah, it wasn't loaded, and yeah, Sam was not fully himself at the time, but FUCK, man!

Seeing Dean throw the zippo lighter to salt and burn the bones is reminding me of the post about how many zippo lighters the Winchesters just waste over the course of the series

"Been On My Mind...": (Half way through and the bulk of the extra cast has been a middle aged therapist and a teenage girl...I'm gonna guess no) I was right.

"Dalek"

HERE. WE. GOOOOOOOOO!!! In a complete 180 of how I felt about the last adversaries the Doctor faced, I fucking LOVE the Daleks.

I was really hoping this episode took place just a LITTLE closer to our current time, but to have it set in 2012 is also very good

Man, I remember watching this episode for the first time and not knowing anything about ANYTHING. Like, NOW I recognize the cyberman head for what it is, but at the time? Could have been just some random robot head.

Ugh. This guy is insufferable. Thankfully, I think we just have to deal with him for one episode.

Man...the Dalek reveal happens MUCH earlier than I recalled it. I also think this is the rawest interaction between the Doctor and a Dalek we get in the series (at least as far as I remember). GODDDDDDDD two sworn enemies, mortal (and yet also immortal) enemies, coming to realize or being reminded that they are the last of their kind in the whole universe. The seething hatred between them, and yet...they have this one thing in common that no one else can possibly understand. It's GORGEOUS.

This poor kid...believes and believes and believes, and Rose just knows and won't tell. I mean, she has no reason to tell him, but still.

Why are they just standing there if hey were just told the Dalek could get out so easily?? Just. Run.

...okay but now I'm just curious about what if this episode DID take place closer to this year. The Dalek downloaded the entire internet, and they just asserted that it now knows everything. But like...that was 2005's thoughts on what they believed 2012's internet would be like...if it were closer to now, the Dalek has extensive knowledge of omegaverse and all of homestuck and every qanon conspiracy theory. I WANT TO SEE WHAT PSYCHIC DAMAGE 2023 INTERNET WOULD GIVE A DALEK (i swear i do love them, but it's just...this is so interesting)

"YOU. WOULD. MAKE. A. GOOD. DALEK." is such a banger line. Absolute mic drop of an insult.

Nah, I'm with the Dalek. That guy should die.

Watching the inner, squishy Dalek alien feel the sunlight after being trapped 53 floors below the ground and tortured has me feeling very "but what if I gave it a hug?" post. It's a good thing I grabbed my Dalek plushie before I started the episode. You know, to hug at this moment.

so. dearest friend. infodump me about blorbo from your shows please 🕴️

for no particular reason i just want to hear you babble about blorbo from your shows 🙇

heheheheh ok

toh spoilers btw!

so ig ill be talking about hunter toh, as hes probably my second favorite character. raine would be my first favorite, but unlike hunter i don't have a lot to say about raine. i love raine a lot, they're so <333. i love how they're like good enby rep and their relationship with eda is so cute. like I LOVE THEM SM <33 raeda makes me so happy whenever i see it! they're just so perfect for each other and i l_{APIKao i love them <3 like they care so much for eda, and like you can see how they feel so guilty seeing how much the curse effects her daily life. THE LOOK THEYRE GIVING HER IN THE LATEST EPISODE PAIN ME. and like in them the breaks i love how they like instantly become friends, its just so <33. they're perfect. i love both raine and eda sm. i don't know why i love them both sm, maybe its bcuz I've rarely ever see someone trans in a relationship in media? idk just ajaks

ok so i accidentally talked about raine. now time for hunter! hunter ,where do i begin.. fun fact- i didn't originally like him when hunting palismen came out. like i didn't dislike him, but i saw all this cool fanart- and was like- ur making this for HIM? THEN ECLISPE LAKE. AND OHHH MY GODDDDDddd. my mind instantly changed on him and he became one of my favs. like. i am sick. him having a mental breakdown due to failing his task RESONATED WITH ME. it was.. oh my god. that whole episode. hunters a stupid baby man (affectionately) but GOD that episode. i HATE his relationship with belos, belos is clearly abusive, and its sickening. like, its so sick that he acted so kind ' the titans has big plans for you ' and soflty smile. LIKE??? THATS CLEARLY GASLIGHTING. I HATE BELOS. and godd, the whole episode is hunter trying to prove his worth to belos- he doesn't want to get abandoned by him, and he GENUINELY thinks belos is a good person. and uh, that's what makes it so awful. it makes me sick to think about it. but hunters character growth is so??? his friendship with flapjack- and after words gus and willow is so :]. i like how you can see how he isn't a bad person- misguided sure, but he genuinely thinks following belos is the right thing to do. anyways, the sports one. i cant recall the name on the top of the head- BUT OH MY GOD. IT WASNT AS ANGSTY AS THE OTHER EPISODES- BUT IT WAS SWEET. SEEING HUNTER ACTUALLY MAKE FRIENDS- AND DARIUS?? MY OPINION ON HIM CHANGED. DARIUS ACTUALLY BEING A GOOD PARENT FIGURE IN HUNTERS LIFE! and i think its interesting to see how his trauma dictates a lot of his interactions. like when he originally sees the team- hes disappointed. the way he's raised means you cant be weak for a moment- and if you are then you'll get killed (thanks belos, you're a great guardian /s). but he made his first friends!................... then proceed to almost break their friendship. almost. i am actually, really thankful, that they were understanding about hunter y'know,,, trying to force them into the emperors' coven. AND CHARACTER GROWTH. SEEING HIM REALIZE THAT WHAT HE DID WAS WRONG- AND MAKE AMENDS FOR THAT. OLD HUNTER WOULDNT HAVE DONE THAT. and i love how its the pallismen that made him realize it. flapjack has helped him grow as a person, and its just so <33. then.. we have hollow mind. this episode messed me up... me and my bestie watched it together and it is... i was shaking.. it IS. HAEIDKAJUHD HOLLOW MIND. OH MY GOD. SO BASICALLY, HUNTER BEING A GRIMWALKER WAS CONFIRMED. AND I FELT SICK. THAT WAS SICK DANA TERRACE. and like.. hunter getting his whole world shattered. finding out his uncle is an awful person, and that HE KILLED HIS ENTIRE FAMILY. and like i love hollow mind. how they choose to show belos backstory with the pictures makes it so.. ALSO HOW HE TRIED TO KILL HUNTER. LIKE... I THOUGHT HE WAS GOING TO DIE! THAT WOULDVE BEEN SO.. DASHIODHAIODH AND THEN AT THE END/? HUNTER HAVING A PANIC ATTACK.O H MY GODDDD. anyways eda handled that amazingly well, giving them space after getting out of belos mind. and im like.. imagine u spend ur whole life following ur uncle for what you belive is a good cause- just to figure out hes actually a witchhunter and killed ur entire family- oh yeah! and you arent a witch, you're this thing called a grimwalker! yeahh i was not okay. LABYRINTH RUNNERS! LOVE IT! it really brings his growth in almost full circle, i loved seeing him and gus friendship ! it was sweet, though he needs a bath :/. but i think a scene that stood out to me was definitely how hunter originally rushed into save gus, AND THE SCENE AT THE ENd where gus is doing trauma vortex, how hunter faces all that just to help gus. i find that sweet, and how he uses the same technique gus taught him during his panic attack to try and calm gus down (and fails horribly, ) also i find it <3 how flapjack was looking for food for hunter...oh yeah and how hunter was researching grimwalkers. ok, one more episode! the most recent- clouds on the horizon.

i uh... reached tumblrs limit. so have to cut this short!

(FP 235 spoilers ‼️) "if you won't let me have you" 🤸🏾‍♀️🤸🏾‍♀️🤸🏾‍♀️🤸🏾‍♀️🤸🏾‍♀️🤸🏾‍♀️🤸🏾‍♀️💥💥💥💥💥 *car brakes screeching* *glass shattering* *explosions* *sirens going off* *cats meowing dogs barking* *more explosions* MISS YOO MA'AM did you seriously just say that... do you even hear yourself..... maya was gagged we were all completely gagged i actually have no words. there is nothing to say. except for thank you maya and hopefully that bite doesn't leave a mark gfhsdgjfk

shinae about dieter: so nice :) so comforting :) teddy bear :) shinae about nol: HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I'M GOING INTO CARDIAC ARREST YOU FUCKER I WILL KILL YOUU

also alyssa? is shinae.. jealous bc he's with alyssa? is it that unbearable that he's hers and not yours?? even tho the relationship is fake??? oh my god she really is down so so soooo bad. not that it's surprising it's just different to actually see it yk. listen i knew she'd match nol's energy/intensity (bc mirrors and all) but i was NOT expecting her to hit the ceiling like that and be *this* fiery. but i absolutely love it.

just had to get it off my chest because GSHADGSHJGK i'm sure u understand <3 -lil anon 😼

oh. it's insecurity too isn't it. bc now she's subconsciously comparing herself to alyssa. pretty, talented, successful alyssa and ;A; babygirl don't go there... 💔 i've actually been wondering if/how shinae's insecurities and low self-esteem would play into this, remember how she said she didn't understand why dieter would even like her. AAAAAH :(( at least hopefully she'll remember what he said about this "relationship" last night. AHHHHHHH. ok sorry for the spam i'm gonna go lie face down in the sea now byee -lil anon 😼

LIL ANOOOOOOOOOOOOON

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH SHRIEKS AND SWINGS FROM THE RAFTERS

Honestly you sum it up SO WELL i will NEVER be able to top it so honestly hats off to you Lil Anon you get it YOU GET IT YOU GET IT SCREAMS AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH I CAN'T BELIEVE WE GET IT THIS IS HAPPENING?!

IF I CAN'T HAVE YOU?!

IF I?

CAN'T?

HAVE?

YOU?????????????? MISS MA'AM DO YOU /HEAR/ YOURSELF OF COURSE SHE DOESN'T SHE'S FULLY FERAL, TO words are coming out of her mouth without thought she is NO THOUGHTS HEAD EMPTY ONLY RAGE RAGE RAGE AGAINSTTHE LAD

I CANNOT HANDLE THE LEVEL OF MIRRORIN THEY ARE DOING LIKE holy SHIT simultaneously figuring this out, HER ENTIRE REALIZATION MIRRORING HIS!!!!!!!!!! the same feral fucking energy lmao the next time she sees him.......... alfjafkakfjjkafjkafkakjfajkf someone NEEDS to hold her back she is SOOOOOOOOOOO DOWN BAD SOOOOOOOOOOO BAD OH MY GOD LAFKJAKJFJAFKAFJK

Someone recently messaged me with a question from quim's curiouscat that had asked if anyone in ILY is possessive and BOY FUCKIN HOWDY DID SHINAE GIVE US HER ANSWER HUH?! GODDDDDDDD

I think it's both jealousy and insecurity, though. Jealousy because SHE can't have him but ALYSSA can? EVEN THOUGH SHE JUST LEARNED THE NIGHT BEFORE THAT THE WHOLE RELATIONSHIP IS FAKE IT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING HE DOESN'T FEEL THAT WAY. But in that moment, as Minhyuk basically describes all the things Alyssa is - she's good looking and talented, look at that body, she's famous now, she's got what she wanted - everything Shinae ISN'T. And like WE know that NONE of that means anything to Nol, that it's instead all the things Shinae is that Alyssa isn't - compassionate, empathetic, grounded, the way SHE sees Nol.

But in that moment she just feels so pale next to Alyssa, what could he EVER see in her and SHE DOESN'T EVEN RECOGNIZE IT FOR WHAT IT IS. SHE'S SO JEALOUS AND GETS SO ROCKED BY IT THAT SHE /LEAVES WITHOUT EATING/!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She wants him SO badly - wants to see him, all of him!!!!!!!!! And Alyssa gets something she doesn't?!

But yes I also very much think it's the insecurity. She's not thinking rationally here or she'd remember what he told her about Alyssa and instead the part of her that knows, the part of her that's been acting on this, what's between them, sees how she stacks up against Alyssa and how, at face value, she can't stand against her!

I'm hoping that maybe getting some sleep will bring back the pragmatic side of her brain but hey, if she has to... charge in to Nol's room this evening after she wakes up and confront him in order to be reminded then HEY BE MY GUEST SHINAE. GO AHEAD ALFJKAKFJFAKJAFKJAFKAKFJJAKFJKAFJKAF LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Ngl there's a part of me that SO BADLY wants and NEEEEEEEDS Shinae to have a moment of jealousy that slips out, the whole "if I can't have you" the "she gets to?" something that makes him remind her that Alyssa has none of him, that she never has, and that if anyone has him it's HER IT'S SHINAE THE ONE STANDING RIGHT THERE THE ONE WHO TOOK HIS HEART WHEN HE WAS LOOKING THE ONE WHO'S ROCKED HIS WHOLE WORLD.

Have you ever stopped to really consider the fact that like.... Nol just woke up from NEARLY FUCKING DYING and the first thing he does is realizes "OH MY GOD I HAVE FEELINGS FOR SHINAE" lmfao like. DUDE ALMOST DIED AND HE'S JUST HAVING AN AWAKENING OVER HERE LMAO

They're both going through ALL the stages of puberty in one go (don't think I missed those smutty mangas I HAVE EYES) and it's SO FUNNY. The moodiness, the irritability, incapable of handling their too big emotions, denial, embarrassment, the "I DON'T HAVE TIME TO HAVE FEELINGS".

Shinae's gonna roll up to Nol's room like I'M HERE TO RETURN EVERYTHING YOU STOLE FROM ME but THERE'S ONE THING HE STOLE THAT HE CAN'T RETURN SHINAE NANNER NANNER NANNER THAT'S HIS HEART NOW

/SHRIEKS

Maya really was us she really got up to bat and hit it home for us. "I like this part" BITCH YOU SAID IT, WE DO, TOO. It was SO meta, sooooo good. "MY BOY PROBLEMS ARE REAL, HELP ME!" absolutely BROKE ME. One day Shinae is trying to pretend she doesn't care what people say behind her back and suddenly she is yakking poor Maya's ear off about a boy who IS SO CLEARLY STUPIDLY HEAD OVER HEELS FOR HER AFKLKJAFKJAFKJAFKJAFJLKAFJKAFKJAFJKAJKFAJFK

the way she just. LOOKED at Shinae and KEPT WATCHING HER rant and rave SHE IS US AND SHE DID THIS FOR US HURRAH also yes i hope ur feral cat Shinae bite mark heals fine lkjfkjafkjafkafkj LMAO

“Met in high school, huh?” Tyler asked as he sat beside Joel in Caleb’s living room. “I bet she was just as stubborn and hard headed back then.” “Oh, she was,” Joel said with a laugh. “That’s what made me like her.”

“Your mom was so special, kid,” Tyler said to Caleb.  “And she would be so proud and excited that you’re having a baby!” Joel exclaimed. “And making her a grandmother.” “Which mean we’ll be grandfathers,” said Tyler. “You sure will be,” Caleb said with a smile. He snuggled up with a very pregnant Cammie on the couch. It was nice, bringing his father and step-father together. Sure, it wasn’t traditional, but his tiny, cobbled-together family was all he could ask for.

“I can’t believe we get to meet you soon, little one,” Caleb said, rubbing Cammie’s belly as soon as she stood up. “I’m sure she really enjoys hearing your voice, but you’re blocking the bathroom, buddy,” Cammie said as she waddled over. “How do you know it’s a girl?” Caleb asked, only a tiny bit disappointed. “Trust me, honey,” called Cammie. “Call it mother’s intuition.”

Caleb hugged Tyler, who was turning in for the night, then Joel, who would be living with the couple for a little while. They had a tiny office/nursery/guest room that was just big enough for a blow up bed. And Caleb really wanted to re-establish a relationship with his father, especially now that he was about to become one. “Thanks for everything, dad,” said Caleb, hugging Joel tight. Joel rubbed Caleb’s back. “Of course, kid,” he said. “I got you.”

Early the next morning, Cammie unexpectedly went into labor. Caleb had already taken off for work, and the only one around was Joel. “OH MY GODDDDDDDD,” Cammie screeched as she gave birth. “Do something!” Joel was full on panicking, but he took a deep breath and calmed himself down, trying to remember what he did when his own son was born. He immediately called Caleb to tell him the news then sprung into action.

Soon, Cammie was holding a very tiny baby in her arms. Tears spilled down her cheeks as she looked at her new daughter. “She’s so beautiful, Cammie,” Joel said. “Thanks, Joel,” Cammie sniffed. “And thanks for helping with the birth. I can’t believe Caleb missed it, he’ll be so mad.”

Caleb got home as fast as he could. He hopped out of his work carpool and ran into his apartment at lightning speed.

As he did, he saw Cammie standing in the middle of the living room, holding their daughter. He couldn’t believe his eyes.  “Come meet your baby girl,” Cammie said.

She gently handed the baby over to Caleb, who was trembling as he looked down at her sweet face. “She looks like me,” Caleb said with a watery laugh as tears streamed down his face. “She looks just like me!” “She does,” Cammie said. “Even though I did all the work.” “I have an idea for a name,” said Caleb. “What is it?”

Caleb cuddled his daughter close, feeling her heartbeat against his. “Alana,” he said. “Maybe it’s silly, but I didn’t want to name her Ariel after my mom. That’s too much pressure to put on a kid. But in The Little Mermaid, Ariel’s got a bunch of sisters with pretty names, and one of them is Alana. And I feel like if our baby looks like me, she must also look like my mom.” “That’s not silly at all,” said Cammie. “I love it. Our little baby Alana.”

Since we both seem to be in our Alex feels today… have you ever considered writing an Alex POV fic? It would absolutely kill me and I’d say thank you.

Oh my godddddddd this is such a good idea. You know I haven't really, bc I like it when the pov is someone who doesn't really know what they're looking at and I can pick apart and analyze every beat and raise questions for the character that the audience already knows the answer to; that tension where we know more than the pov character is so much fun for me. And Alex knows so much. She was there in the beginning, she was there in the immediate aftermath of his departure, she's seen Liv grow but still remembers the old Liv - kinda like Fin, who's pov I also haven't done for the same reason, he knows Too Much.

However

I am thinking about this now. Alex has been gone for a while and her trajectory has changed and the last time she saw Liv they butted heads and people died. I'm tossing this around now like. Does Alex hear he's come back and we get an introspective chapter of her thinking about how this is good for Liv, it's what Liv deserves? Or does she not know bc she's been doing her own thing and she comes back and sees them back together and it's all the old nostalgia, like slipping into an old pair of boots? Or god what if. I just had this image of Alex in the hospital the night Kathy gets blown up, and she's there for unrelated reasons, doesn't know what's happened, and she's walking down a hallway and Elliot is there, he's right there, and no one else is around at that moment he's alone and devastated and it's like going back in time and she's there for him and then later she sees Liv, oh god what if she sees the hug in the corridor outside Kathy's room from a distance and she knows what it means, that Kathy is gone, but Liv is there, now, and those two, they'll always have each other, and that's how it should be, and she knows they'll be ok as long as they're together

Like

We could have so much fun with this lmao

Would love to hear you rant about Lucien for the ask thing

/CRACKS KNUCKLES

Why I like them Lucien is honestly the perfect idea of what a broken Chosen One narrative should look like. He has all the hallmarks of a Fate-Touched, but the Fate-Touched part... never happened. Or he was touched by fate in a way that he rebelled against and found the wrong thing. He's FASCINATING as a villain. He's just a guy! The Tombtakers are just a D&D party who went all in on a great evil.

Why I don’t Oh my god, be nicer to Cree, you ARROGANT MOTHERFUCKING TOOL.

Favorite episode (scene if movie) His speech in the Aether Crux was some KING SHIT. Favorite season/movie: I love Ice and Fire and Fair-Weather Faith. Those are honestly two of my favorite episodes of all time, because I love the Neintakers roadtrip.

Favorite line It's a toss-up between his speech in the Aether Crux and "I always wanted to be a butterfly" because goddammit Lucien.

Favorite outfit Honestly, there's this one outfit that several people draw him in that is nothing like his official outfit in the opening- it's the red coat with the fur lining and then the white shirt/leather pants. I fucking LOVE that red coat. Whoever invented the red coat is doing god's work.

OTP Creecien.... Also I do love Lucigast, but like... Creecien is my beloved.

Brotp Honestly, Lucien and all of the Tombtakers, but in fanfic world, I am ride or die for Threeleafs. They are the true BroTP.

Head Canon Oh my godddddddd. Why do I have SO MUCH.

Here's one I don't talk about a lot! Post-resurrection he's touch adverse! He can and will touch people if he feels like it, but he gets real pissy if people touch him first unexpectedly. (He doesn't touch ANYONE as far as I recall in any of his appearances except to take Jester's hand.) This is due to the mental trauma of coming back to a body that was used in ways he doesn't remember. Because dude, you would have some serious issues with that. Come on.

Unpopular opinion LIKING HIM AT ALL IS UNPOPULAR. LET'S BE HONEST HERE. I love him. I love the arc he was in. He's great.

A wish MATT TELL ME WHAT HIS LAST NAME IS. DOES HE HAVE ONE? PLEASE???

An oh-god-please-dont-ever-happen May I continue to reiterate that I do not want to give up on a year worth of cultivated Tombtakers headcanons that I used to write a novel-length backstory fic.

5 words to best describe them Angry, broken, vicious, intelligent, manipulative

My nickname for them I like calling him Lulu. Also my trash son, but that's not specific to him.

What if Bill and Tiger go to Sweden to visit Bill’s family. One evening, Bill and Tiger are in bed. Tiger is on top, riding him when suddenly the door swings open and in walks Gustaf. Oops! Tiger is so embarrassed but Bill laughs and laughs. What would happen next?

oh godddddddd, poor tiger. Listen, I sincerely hope that NONE of you ever have to experience the utter, horrible embarrassment of having somebody walk in on you. It is mortifying.

And part of me wants to take the easy way out here and say that Bill was on top and he’s huge so he probably covered most of her, but now you’ve gone and made me cringe with second hand embarrassment by telling me that’s not at all what happened and oh godddd.

Maybe it happened because tiger’s been a little shy for sexy times with Bill because they are literally just surrounded by his entire huge family and she thinks that not only will they hear them, but that there’s the potential for somebody to just whip the door open--not that it’s really something anyone would do, without knocking first.

Except maybe it’s some crossed wires. Maybe the entire family is out, but Bill and tiger hung back to just sit on the dock and enjoy each other’s company.  Except then they realize--they’re alone. For the first time in a week. And neither one of them have to say anything, they just exchange a look and then Bill is tripping all over himself trying to catapult out of the Adirondack chair he’s in and tiger is pulling at every part of him she can get a hold of, and these two idiots just trip their way into the house and up the stairs, all over each other.

Except Gustaf--who was off on a hike to write ~poetry~ by a secret lake-- comes back to the cabin, because he wants his headphones. And when they’re not in his room, he thinks for a moment--right, he loaned them to Bill yesterday when they were outside and Bill didn’t want to go and get his.

Gustaf thinks the house is empty, and Bill always keeps his door closed, so he just swings it open--and there’s tiger, booty shakin’, riding Bill like she’s in the fucking Kentucky Derby and he’s a prized stallion.

The poor girl. Poor Gustaf, gentle Gustaf who always just wants people to feel comfortable around him. Tiger launches off of Bill, dives for the covers and Bill quickly wraps them around her. Gustaf is gone so fast he leaves a puff of air in his shape in the doorframe.

And oh god, tiger is mortified. Bill wants to chase after his bro, ask him what the fuck he was thinking, but tiger is already crying and hyperventilating and he needs to make sure she’s okay first.

“Easy kid,” he soothes, “I know that was awful.”

But tiger just curls in more on herself, hugs the sheets tighter around her.

“Oh god,” she wails, “Ohgodohgodohgodohgodohgod.”

“Tiger, stop,” he tries gently, putting a calming hand on her back but she flinches. She’s barely getting any air in, so Bill reaches for his pants on the floor, grabs her inhaler from the pocket. He holds it to her lips, steadying her with his hand on the back of her head.

“Deep breath kid,” he says, and when she tries to inhale he pumps a dose through. He gives it a second, cupping her cheek as he tries to talk her down.

“I know, tiger,” he soothes, but she’s still wheezing.

“Bill he...he saw...I was...he just barged in and I was...”

Bill gently presses his palm over her mouth to stop her rambling--she needs to focus on just trying to breathe.

“Stop,” he says firmly, “Just take a deep breath.”

She tries, and manages a deep enough one. He coaxes her into another one.

“Tiger, look at me,” he says gently. And her eyes are shifty but they flit to his eventually, and she lets out a little sob.

“I’m sorry that happened, kid,” he says. And truth be told, he’s actually....kind of relieved that it was Gustaf. Any other brother and it would have been much worse, but he’s not about to tell tiger that.

She whines again, a fresh set of tears wet her cheeks, and he swipes them away.

“Tiger I’m so sorry,” he says again, “But kid, look, it’s nothing he hasn’t seen before.”

But oh god Bill, you bonehead, that’s not what she wants to hear, and it just makes her cry a little harder.

“Bill I wasn’t just naked,” she wheezes, “We were...I was....oh god.”

Bill sighs--she’s got a point.

I’ll bet it takes a long ass time for him to be able to calm her down--maybe he tells her a few stories of some really embarrassing moments for Gustaf to try and help her feel better. Maybe he tells her that he walked in on Gustaf once, and whether to not that’s true is debatable--maybe he fibs just a tiny bit, because tiger is really freaking out and he needs to help her reel it back in. Either way, she’s by no means calm, but after awhile maybe she stops breathing so heavy.

“I’m gonna go talk to him, kid,” he says softly, “Do you want to come?”

“No.”

“Tiger, you should face him sooner rather than later, before this gets bigger in your head,” he says as he pulls his pants on. But she shakes her head vehemently. He turns to head out the room, and she grabs a hold of his hand so tightly it hurts.

“Bill, don’t mention anything about this to him. Not a fucking word,” she says. Bill looks at her confused--but just nods his head. Sometimes, he has to fib to her a bit for her own good. Being honest at this point would just make her worse.

And look, I’ll bet this is really not a big deal for Bill, or for Gustaf. Sex is so much more of a casual thing in Europe, and especially the Nordic countries where they just have a much healthier (in my opinion) view on sex. It’s something that everyone talks about, it’s something that everyone is open about, it’s just a natural part of life. The only reason Bill might be a little upset is because he’s a bit of a jealous bean, and now his big bro saw tiger naked and that makes Bill’s blood boil. But rationally, protective streak aside--he’s really not at all disturbed by it. So I’ll bet the conversation between him and big bro is pretty casual--just a light-hearted “knock next time, would you?” and Gustaf smiling wistfully, making a small joke that Bill should be thankful it wasn’t Valter who walked in.

But Gustaf, wise as he is, probably knows that tiger is a little less than comfortable with it all.

“Is she okay?” he asks, and Bill looks at him pleadingly.

“Can you talk to her?” he says, “She won’t talk to you first. She’s going to spend the rest of the trip avoiding you, actually--and that’s if she ever comes out of the room.”

Gustaf nods. And Bill’s right--tiger probably doesn’t leave the room for the entire day. Trips to the bathroom are an affair worthy of a spy operation--she scopes out the hallway, pastes herself to the wall, and sleuths to her target.

But look, Gustaf doesn’t ever want to make her more uncomfortable, but these things...they kind of need to be talked about. And tiger has to look him in the eyes again at some point, just for her own sort of...emotional healing process. But she’d also rather just avoid him for the rest of her life, which is precisely what she was doing that night when Bill finally dragged her out of the room for dinner. And when he threw an empty pitcher at her to make more sangria--tiger makes the best sangria, and it is capable of rendering all of the very big Skarsgard men into puddles of crawling, drunken drool--she heads into the kitchen and he juts his head at Gustaf to follow her.

And you know what? Oh god how I love the drama. Gustaf goes into the kitchen, and closes the patio door behind him. Tiger probably assumes it’s Bill. But Bill--Bill knows her, and Bill knows that her first inclination is always to run. So Bill quietly goes in through another door, and stands hidden at the entryway to the kitchen.

And when tiger turns and sees Gustaf, her eyes go wide. And she back pedals.

“Easy,” Gustaf says as he holds up his hands and tiger is struck with how much Bill resembles him in that moment, “We need to talk.”

But tiger is checked out. So she plunks the pitcher down, and goes to run out of the kitchen--but Bill steps out from his hiding place, and she runs smack into his chest.

“No,” he says firmly, and he flicks her nose. Tiger stares up at him pleadingly.

“Turn around,” he commands, and with big hands on her shoulders, he turns her around to face his brother.

“Look at him, kid,” he says, and just to make sure--he cups her face gently in one hand, squeezing her cheeks together as he makes sure her focus stays on Gustaf.

And Gustaf can’t help but laugh a little--because tiger is looking at him, her eyes all big and wide and scared, but her lips and cheeks are squished together like a fish.

“I’m sorry,” Gustaf says earnestly, “I didn’t mean to walk in on you. I can’t even begin to imagine how embarrassed you are, but there’s...there’s no reason for it. This doesn’t have to be a big deal.”

And that’s the great thing about Gustaf. He doesn’t say shit like I barely saw anything because that’s a damn lie and he knows tiger would see right through it. He doesn’t make a joke about how his bro is a lucky guy. He just acknowledges how embarrassing it was for her, and reiterates that it’s not a big deal for him. It puts her at ease immediately.

“I’m so embarrassed,” she squeaks, through squished cheeks. She smacks Bill’s arm and he lets go.

“I know,” Gustaf says, “And I’m sorry. I’ll knock next time. Deal?”

He holds his hand out. Bill shoves her forward and she turns and smacks him. He just winks at her.

“Deal,” she sighs, shaking his hand.

and then he comes in, you offer him something to drink and you end up on the couch watching a movie 😌but he's not really watching, he keeps glancing over at you, so finally you look up and say "what?" and he blushes a bit shaking his head and saying "nothing, you're just really pretty" and then you're blushing, saying a quiet thank you 😌 then he takes a deep breath and says "at the risk of completely embarrassing myself, I've always had a little crush on you" and your eyes go wide, you say "really? i didn't think you knew who I was" and he laughs lightly, "of course I know who you are, every time the group gets together you're the first person I look for" and you really can't believe that the guy you've liked since forever apparently feels the same way about you, so you don't say anything but he says "I never thought you'd agree to go out with me, and then i really thought you'd be scared away after dinner earlier... so I guess I'm just saying I'm glad to be here with you" and you manage to get out "yeah, I'm really glad you're here too... and at the risk of embarrassing myself I've always had a crush on you too" and then he's smiling so big, putting his arm around you and pulling you a little closer 😌

NOOOOOOOOO PLEASEEEEEE I LOVE THIS SO MUCH OH MY GODDDDDDDD 😭😭😭🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻

so....... i watched ep6 since apparently i like pain now and oh my fucking GOD

first of all, INKORN!!!!! FINALLY!!!!!!!

but also, INKORN TTTTTTT_TTTTTTT

TEARS PEOPLE. T EA R S

okay let me start from the beginning because what an episode yall

so . we start with a flashback and it was cute ! if only the last one was too HAHAHAHAHimcrying

team being like “hm...... manaow and del are really close lately......... Are They........” after i literally said it out loud was the biggest shared braincell moment i’ve ever had in my life and mind u i have a big sister who i’m very close with lmaO

(also, women are gay too pharm smh)

win being a little bitch with his I’m An Adult Bitch You Can’t Tell Me Shit to team god i love him sjfhksjf

DEAN HOLDING PHARM’S HAND AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

pharm just going into cardiac arrest after dean interlocks their fingers is the biggest mood ever

also manaow baby that’s- that’s not how you check if someone is sick JKSHFSJHS

“don’t forget to eat your lunch” “don’t forget to swallow it too” “beware of choking” THEY REALLY- FHSKGFSLJJFKS

yes i went back to the episode to write that i have no memory whatsoever

i was so scared when dean had his flashback while driving like i was praying to every god in existence for him to not crash,,,, the flashback was cute though

that tear though........ that shit Hurt

but korn saying “like” !!!!!!! half of my brain was like “HE!!!!! LIKES!!!!!! HIM!!!!!!!!” and the other half was just “omg like ram” lmao

pharm calling manaow beautiful ;; yes she is she’s the most beautiful girl ever i love her with my whole heart

that mf guy who doesn’t know the meaning of no can CHOKE (also i heard the actor’s problematic or sumn???? so fuck him too bYe)

thankfully pharm is That bitch and shut him up not once not twice but a shit ton of times in like,,,, less 2 minutes

that’s my mans man hell yeah

apparently everyone in dean’s faculty knows pharm?????? lmaoooooo but when those 2 (and later 3) tried to flirt with him i was like???????? get tf out?????????? out here abusing of pharm’s niceness smh

thankfully dean came to the rescue jsfhsk

bro when pharm picked a thread and it led to dean i was like....... oh my God they actually did that

the FORESHADOWING bro

also that kiss scene......................... perfect i loved it even though i hate their outfits so much but i can get over it if it gives us this amazing scene

dean just ;; being patient with pharm and asking if he’s okay and just asking him until he gives oral (is it vocal? girl idk) answers to the questions he makes just to be sure ;;

god why can’t men be like dean why do u have to be Assholes smh

AND THE RED THREAD!!!!! BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!

dean making pharm wear his jacket sjfhksj u couldn’t be more territorial bro literally (and apparently) everyone knows you’re into each other theres truly no need jfshkf

“if it doesn’t invade our privacy too much, i think it’s okay. also, i think it’s a good way to let that person know that he shouldn’t mess with someone who isn’t single”

first of all, DEAN U ABSOLUTE SWEETHEART

second of all, the shadeeeeeeeeee lmao yes bitch drag his ass

and last, SKJLFHGLJKHSLKHKSJG

thank u for listening to my tedtalk

i will repeat myself, why can’t all men be like dean

also, a bonus: i of course went to the episode to get the dialogue and i saw the name lemon lemon and i was like “wait..... is that manaow???” so i google translated her name and it does mean lemon omg thats SO cute i love her even more rn

okay i don’t know if it’s only me but the girls from the cooking club? the best girls ever me thinks

okay we’re approaching the last part of the episode yall i felt so many emotions in like 13 minutes

we start with the worst, a Flashback.

i literally saw the outfit and started crying. like. no joke.

the mother??? sister?????? aunt?????? being hella worried and in being like “it’s okay i’ll be back in like . 2 seconds”

THIS BTICH NEVER CAME BACK

the little girl please i’m legit going to cry again thinking about her and imagining her waiting for in to come back home and just.... not really understanding whats happening when her mother (im guessing here) starts sobbing when she picks up the phone

OH MY GODDDDDDDD

also according to like,,, timeline and shit inkorn were  from the 60s or 80s right???? which means she’s still alive if nothing has happened to her..................

HAHA so much fun in this blog! just joy laughter and happiness!

also it was in’s birthday.............. oh my goodness

okay moving on to something that hurts less! team being the dunk boy on the booth omg win this is not how u flirt

also i realised that the open house thing happens like... mid first semester so it hasn’t been that long since deanpharm know of each other/have been talking damn bro

win teasing pharm is like,, one of my favourite things lmao i might do a gifset of these moments when i finish the drama if i’m not too lazy

deanpharm holding hands in public tho ;;;;;;; ok bitch call me single and ugly a little less louder

win though SJFKHS *looks at team’s hand* team: no. go away

oh god oh god oh godddddddd here comes the thread talk

the moment team said suicide i stopped the episode because i thought Something would happen to pharm but oh GOD I WAS NOT EXPECTING WHAT HAPPENED

THE STARES!!!!!!!! THE REALISATION!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE “PROMISE” AT THE SAME TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHUT THE FUCKUGISFUIKGJHSLGWJ

i will literally never recover

also i paused that scene so much just to scream into my comfort stuffed toy and i’m so sorry for her

i also couldn’t help but think of how the others at the table were like because if that was me idk what i’d do

i might cry or be like “wow u guys are such great actors” but inside my head because i’m an introvert

but god that was,,,,,,, yeah

and when they of course showed The flashback scene and i saw in’s outfit i cried because he truly never went back home

okay i think that’s it i literally took almost an hour to write this because i tried following the episode while having a thousand thoughts in my head + make lots of typos lmao

i hope these aren’t too bothersome to u guys ;; i post these because i need to share my thoughts somewhere but if someone doesn’t want to see them u can mute the tags i use in these posts or something hhhhh

i might use an specific one for these tho because if i gotta make 17 of these at least let’s make them be organised some way,,,,,

alrighty that’s all byebyeeeee

ALSO cuddling Pat, his head on your chest (probably nuzzling your tits), stroking his hair and ears, telling him all about your besties and who’s tighter, who giggles during sex, who moans the softest unnnghhh *unintelligible bisexual noises

Oh my godddddddd!!!!!!! First of all I would very much sell my soul to play with Pat’s hair and pet his lil ears cuteeeeeeeee

And also omg that convo???? Telling him everything he needs to know before the big night, like “just WAIT until you taste her” or “she’s gonna look SO pretty with you all over her face” just getting him all nice and excited

But ALSO the night AFTER the sleepover where you cuddle up just the two of you and you ask him to tell you about everything he loved and all his favorite moments, snuggling up so sweetly while he tells you every nasty little thing he loved... it’s what we deserve