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shaymiens · 2 months

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i watched kimmy's bye smosh video and tbh i don't think much of it. it reads a touch bittersweet but kimmy doesn't seem to be wording things in a way that implies something more nefarious behind the scenes. she said she "decided to transition" to producing. she missed performing and an opportunity came up that led to her leaving smosh; none of this really indicates to me that she wasn't allowed to do what she truly wanted at smosh. to me it just sounds like the timing was right for her and it made more sense for her to move on rather than try and change up her role in smosh again.

the only thing that was interesting to me upon first watch was when she says she won't spill any tea, then right after she details that some of her best friends *still* work at smosh, which to me gives off the impression that she won't share anything because she still has emotional stake in the company.

i think kimmy is a strong, capable woman who would speak up about her horrible experiences had they happened, but her making a mostly upbeat and positive-leaning update video tells me that the split was likely more amicable than not.

#thoughts #discourse #?? not really but yknow #kimmy #i know some others were looking into this video in the midst of other fandom discourse #and this just didn't feel like smthn that should be viewed as proof of underlying problems at smosh #it's like ryan on gho/st files. you need solid evidence for your case or else you're barking up the wrong tree #anyway i wish kimmy the best and i hope she shines in this next era of her life 💖💖#OH but yeah it's weird how smosh is really unpredictable in terms of who they decide to throw a lil going away party for #there's definitely a touch of weirdness but if i take the video as is it doesn't really sound off alarms for me

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soldier-poet-king · 1 month

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Would you believe calling people back and hounding companies with follow ups until they answer me 1) didn't cause them to kill me on the spot over the phone for asking them to do their job that I am PAYING THEM for 2) drastically reduced my anxiety levels just because it's over and I don't have that looming

I am beginning to think I have that task blindness thing. (We already knew I had time blindness). But the. Thinks of task. Notes that it needs to be done. Filled with inexplicable dread and puts off VERY SIMPLE TASK until it becomes untenable. Unending anxiety. Over task that I could Just Do It, but brain will not allow??

I've been trying to do things immediately as I think of them, instead of adding to the nebulous to do list. But that only works with little short tasks. I can't colour code schedule my way out of this one folks

#the duality of fran #there is definitely smthn wrong with me :)#its ok. coffee. coffee save me.#and then MORE phone calls. rip to me #also let it be known i am NOT MISTREATING CUSOTMER SERVICE REPS #i am requesting quotes from companies for redacted #and NO ONE is responding to my emails #and its TIME SENSITIVE and a BIG CONTRACT. and so. i call back very politely #but even that level of assertion feels dangerous. like om gonna get in trouble. for what. idk. just in trouble

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starredforlife · 1 month

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i feel the need to reassure also that im exaggerating my mistakes a bit but it's like. almost like an exposure therapy thing.

#when i say i've been 'bad/done 'bad things' it is probably more accurate to say #ive made my share of mistakes that were not made with any hurtful intention #but were motivated from a deeply ill place of fear and panic and guilt #that i wasnt capable of analyzing or stepping back from in the moment #but still caused some level of upset to my loved ones #made me someone painfully difficult to have a non-judgmental conversation with #and centered my opinions on right and wrong above anybody else's leading to fretful and almost controlling behavior #definitely at least domineering. even if it was smthn i would speak out about anxiously or with genuine concern #like 'im worried u saying this means u believe this and thats something i dont morally agree with'#which to me. i couldnt see it that way until i was out of the fucking smog #to me in that moment it was the end of the world #i literally created my own personal hell and then when i got close to people they would inevitably find their way down there #undeserving of any of it #my brain sucks so fucking bad but i cant blame it on that really and truly #i need to have it just fucking stop #star's thoughts

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sneezefiction · 1 year

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#hi its me #i feel like crying #and like i want to kms #but i felt good in this photo #look at this cute purple skirt #i only come on here to complain at this point sorry #i just want to be secure and safe but everytime i seek it out it’s marred with consequences #i’m definitely looking in the wrong places but i don’t feel like there’s a right place either #not right now at least #i wanna sleep for a few years or smthn #sending lov

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sundial-bee-scribbles · 1 year

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Okay so “Game mechanics” part 1. Cevio is good at Convincing People, specifically getting them in a scenario where the spores can spread. V4 and Talk would mimic eachother, but only Talk spreads spores. V4 makes it very clear she's after the victim so they run away and right into Talk. V3 is the *Original* original, so she emits a fuck ton of spores and is the hardest to take down (her disadvantage would be she has flowers growing on her so is Visibly dangerous) -🌟

(hope you don't mind me just putting them all like this and answering in one go for clarity/organization oop-)

I LOVE THESE IDEAS SO MUCH i can visualize these peeps almost like boss battle encounters in my head godd...

ik they'd all prob kill me but i want to pet all of them on the head they sound like such great peeps, idk what u mean by murder smh... i want to hold them gently like hamburger (HSKJDHGKJ)

b/c im feral im esp imagining like, the boys respectively being a group encounter or smthn, with each one being a separate phase or something 👁️👁️

assuming since we talked abt len being The Final Girl, that would make him the main playable character lmao??? he's gonna need a lot more than just bananas to restore that hp he is gonna get 👏 FUCKED 👏UP 👏. save banana boi

#ask #i suck ASS at videogames so this would beat the shit out of me if it was a real game. BUT IDC auhghg vocaloid horror game...#if only i knew 3d modeling i would so make lil mockup animations of this AUGH #i know i definitely do wanna draw something showing flowerized versions of these main peeps but im very tired rn...#what is len using as a weapon cause i feel like bare hands arent a good idea lol... im juts fckign imagining #that re8 banana gun mod #realistically though for yknow FLOWERS. PLANTS. some sorta blade thing would be better; like shears or smthn idk #MOKE BREAKS INTO YOUR HOUSE AND EATS ALL YOUR CHIPS ASMR (GONE WRONG? POLICE CALLED)#ily oliver he sounds like such a sweet child 😊 sure he'll probably murder me along w/ the flower he's accompanied by but its fine shh #wonder what happened to james RIP #flower hivemind au #ollie the star anon

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shadebloopnik · 3 months

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This is gonna sound SOOO off or smthn but

Was the Perfect Family Harmony planned to be a weapon against the Bergens?

Long post ahead bc brain is rotting

Ok so as we know, the Perfect Family Harmony is smthn that's so powerful that its capable of shattering diamonds. Not just that but its one of the only thing capable of doing so(according to Floyd it was the only thing but giving the benefit of the doubt)

So we know its strong, and we saw it blasting off Velvet and Veneer off their platforms when they performed it, and they weren't even the targets, they were blasted away by just the shockwave that came with using it.

"Its that powerful."

Ok, so its definitely powerful enough to be used as a weapon right? Yeah it was relatively safe enough to use in front of a crowd, else they wouldn't have tried to do it during a concert, but that could just be when those harmonizing aren't targeting anything.

If it could shatter diamonds, how easily could it break cages? What would it do if it was used to target a Bergen? A whole Kingdom of Bergens?

Lets also go back to that concert, to that time John was obsessed with them getting it right. They were in the Troll tree, in Bergentown, a place where any of them could die during Trollstice. The Bergens were a huge threat, something that trolls, at their size, couldn't fight back against normally so they had to run instead right?

But what if they COULD fight back? What if they had a weapon so powerful that it might finally be able to free them? To defeat the monsters that tortured their kind for centuries?

What if John Dory found a way to help make sure nothing would threaten his brothers' safety ever again?

Like, it'd make John Dory's obsession make SOOO MUCH MORE SENSE

Like yea he clearly has OCD and anxiety and some bossiness and that definitely added to it all, but imagine if it was more than that?

Look at him during that performance. He was in deep. He had a wild look in his eyes, a sort of deranged obsession to have everything be perfect no matter what. It wasn't healthy, it was scary, maybe even downright terrifying for his brothers who had to be subjected to it.

But you know what else he looked like?

Terrified

Man was scared out of his mind. His anxiety and stress levels were through the roof. He probably was one wrong tune away from hyperventilating.

What if it was bc it was so much more than the fans? What if he put the salvation of the entire troll-kind on his shoulders?

One wrong step meant they were nothing.

One wrong step meant disappointing the fans.

One wrong step meant letting down the kingdom.

One wrong step meant another troll getting eaten.

Thats why when they failed, John blew up. He took all of that self-hatred of failing to use that weapon to defeat the bergens and poured it all onto his brothers.

"I know we can reach the Perfect Family Harmony."

"What if we don't want to."

John Dory, blind to how and WHY his brothers didn't want to follow his lead, felt betrayed.

To him, all he's ever done was to ensure their safety, everything was for the greater good. He'd done everything he could, his goals slowly twisting him into a crazed obsession. To hear his brothers say they didn't want to help anymore might've struck a cord too much. If you'd noticed he actually looked really sad and hurt when they started bringing up how much they hated being in the band, but it slowly twisted to anger instead. Kind of in a like, "I tried doing everything for these shts and THIS is how they repay me???" way. He was so stressed and stuck in his own head with his failures that he just couldn't see what his brothers were trying to say.

So in a fit of impulsive rage, he left. To him it probably was like that rlly childish way of saying "Yea im leaving, good luck dealing with the Bergens while im goneee." You know? Like how kids runaway from home when they get angry or upset over every little thing but come back when they realize how stupid that was?

"Im not allowed to change."

And he DID come back. Who knows how long, but he did. Imagine how he must've felt seeing their empty pod in an empty tree, with the knowledge that he could've done something about it. The Perfect Family Harmony could've saved them. They could've used it to break the cage, to fight the Bergens. Hell, it could've been powerful enough to wipe out all the Bergens if they do so wished.

"Im the oldest, I have to be the leader."

He and his brothers were the only ones who'd ever gotten close to getting it right.

"Why do you think I moved into the middle of nowhere? So I didn't have to be in charge of anyone."

The village was counting on them. Counting on him. He let them down. He failed.

"Freeing the village Four little brothers is a lot of responsibility."

They could've gotten it. If only John did it right. If only John did it differently.

If only John Dory was Perfect

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kekaki-cupcakes · 2 months

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Morning! So this week is ace week (I’ve been told. Not sure)

Could I please ask for nico’s cool laidback and flirty older brother coming out to Nico as ace please? 👉🏼👈🏼

And he’s kinda worried Nico will take it the wrong way? Especially since he was like mico’s “gay flirty cool idol” and he fears telling him he’s ace will disappoint Nico?

Thanks and, obviously, no pressure!

Love your content 🫶

Happy ace week!

heya.... long time no see?

So this may have been requested back in October and I've only just written it up now but, oh well, I really like how this has turned out and I've actually finished three one shots in the last few days so maybe I'm on a roll or smthn, idk. And just a reminder [cause everyone seems to be venting thru these fics lol] that I'm always here to chat <3

soggy socks and femur bones--- Nico di Angelo & asexual big brother!reader »»————-　★　————-««

Nico trudged up the stairs and glared at the closed cabin door.

He took a breath, and then slammed it open, kicking off his muddy boots because Will had decided that of course having a picnic in the middle of the forest after a storm was an intelligent plan.

Water formed a puddle by his soggy socks when he wrung out his jacket and wiped his hands on his pants with a huff.

Hazel’s witchcraft candles everyone was silently hoping and pleading to their godly parents weren’t for another curse, burned on the coffin-shaped bookshelves. At least they smelt like vanilla. “Yo, uh… what’s with all the…”

Nico whipped around and eyed you through his wet, stuck-together eyelashes. “Will planned the date this time.”

“…And?” You grinned, sitting forwards and closing the lid of your secret [it wasn’t really a secret at this point] laptop. There was a bag of chocolates on your lap as well. And you were dry.

He raised an eyebrow. “What?”

“How did it go? Did you kiss? Do I have to dig his grave? I mean I will,” you said with a shrug, and then winced. “But I need someone to keep giving me painkillers… It’s not my fault Austin did a shit job at ripping my molars out.”

“He was fine. You just refuse to stop eating salt and vinegar chips,” Nico argued, and glanced at empty packets in the bin by your bed.

You shook your head stubbornly. “No, no my gums are infected cause Au-”

“It was fine!” Nico shrieked, and stomped into the bathroom, slamming the door behind him. He slammed it too far though, and it bounced back open on its hinges. He glared at the heart-shaped mirror someone had written ‘love yourself babes’ on. Three guesses who.

“…So… did you kiss?”

Nico glared at the mirror harder. The long scratches across his face had faded. Now they were just a few shades darker than his olive skin. “Why would I tell you?”

“Uh, cause I’m your gay icon,” you scoffed, and he heard the sound of chocolate wrappers crinkling. “Who else would you talk to about this?”

Nico uncapped the mango-flavored toothpaste [Hazel had discovered artificial flavors and was going to be buried with them] and squeezed some onto his toothbrush. At least half of the bristles had fallen out. Probably because of the fact children of Hades, or Pluto, had sharper than necessary canines. Something to do with vampires.

He shrugged. “Jason.”

“Okay that hurt,” you said. You were quiet for a moment. “And, uh… about the whole…”

He rolled his eyes and brushed his teeth, orange foam dripping down his chin as he spoke. “We kissed. Shut up.”

“… I will definitely be teasing you about that later, remind me too, but that… wasn’t really what I meant,” you said. From what Nico could tell, you sounded nervous. Like, genuinely. That was odd.

Nico narrowed his eyes.

“I just, I kinda wanted to tell you something.”

He spat out the fruit toothpaste and rinsed his mouth out with the black and white retro Addams family mug you had ordered online when you saw it, because ‘what else is pocket money for?’. “…Well?”

You tapped your nails on your laptop, probably chipping the polish your aphrodite friends had done on sleepover night. Nico usually spent that night hiding in Bunker 9 while Leo built his latest bomb. Or a Monster-proof phone. Or both. “You aren’t very good at this, are you?”

“Jason hasn’t got to the emotional conversations bit of teaching me how to be a human yet. We’re still at the how to flirt with Will part. Apparently, I’m not very good at it.” Nico said.

“That I can believe.” You muttered. “Anyway, what I was gonna say is… well it’s actually been ages but I sorta didn’t wanna tell you cause then maybe you wouldn’t feel like you could relate to me as much and I really like it when we eat icecream and cry together.”

Nico frowned. “I haven’t cried in three years.”

“…Okay, that’s a problem.” You said. Your voice cracked.

“You just walk up to me and start sobbing and then I feed you Ben and Jerry’s to shut you up.” Nico said, leaving the bathroom and throwing his drenched clothes over the portable heater in the corner, by the snake’s tank. Dracula was a yellow python that everyone stuck banana stickers to on a daily basis.

You threw your hands up in the air. “See! It’s already happening and I haven’t even told you yet!”

Nico scrunched up his nose and put some of Dracula’s food into the tank. Meaning, a dead rat. “Told me what?”

“That I’m Ace!”

He stared at Dracula.

“Like, like Asexual, you know,” you said quietly, and chuckled. You did sound nervous. “I taught you about that one, didn’t I?”

Nico shrugged. Every sexuality and gender ever discovered. It had been a very long lesson. But he had got to watch Good Omens. And some lesbian Bollywood movies too, with awesome soundtracks. “Yeah.”

You kept tapping your fingers on your laptop.“…You’re not reacting that much.”

“Would you prefer it if I started crying?”

“Yes, actually. How have you not cried in three years? We need to do something about that.” You said, very obviously trying to change the subject.

Nico sat down on the puffy duvet next to you.

“I’m not going to cry…” Nico said, looking away at the posters Hazel had pinned to her wall with throwing knives made of femur bones. He ducked his head. “And… I’m not gonna, like, not want to hang out with you anymore… You’re still, like, my favorite brother, or whatever.”

You whipped around, eyes wide. Your eyeliner was smudged. “Aw!”

“Shut up! Shut up! Shut up!” Nico screeched, and dodged the hug.

You managed to wrestle him into a hug despite his clawing and shrieking, and rolled around with him in the mound of teddies and chocolates. “You love me!”

“I will bite you.”

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#pjo fandom #pjo #percy jackson #heroes of olympus #percy jackon and the olympians #nico di angelo #nico di angelo/reader #nico di angelo x reader #nico pjo #nico di angelo x sibling reader #nico di angelo x will solace #nicodiangelo #pjo hoo #percyjackson

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vyntilador · 1 year

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Love talk

What are the boys' love languages?

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Genre: Pure fluff<33 except for Luke's part kinda angst

GN!Reader for my besties out there<3

Might make an nsfw of this👀

Luke Pearce

Acts of service/Physical touch

Honestly tho, seeing how he hasn't seen you in like 8 years, I'd think that he'll be clingy by that point like,,, imagine a koala clinging into u😭😭😭

He'll call you over or he'll be the one to come to ur apartment just to cuddle and stuff. You don't even need to talk, he just needs to have you in his arms in a reassuring manner. When you cuddle too while sleeping, your soft breathing and the slow rise and fall of your chest just calms him down so much.

Especially during nights where he gets nightmares about how one day, with you being in the NXX and having to deal with dangerous deeds, he's afraid that he'll lose you. It's during those nights where he holds you tighter against him in a desperate effort to convince himself that you're safe and sound.

If he wakes up and you're not in bed or smthn like that, he's mildly panicking. He shoots up from the bed and is immediately running around yo apartment looking for you only to find you cooking breakfast in the kitchen. The moment he sees you humming whilst cooking with a cute lil apron on, a relaxed smile shows on his face and he slowly walks towards you to hug you from behind<3333

Sometimes with that in mind, he looks out for you a lot during missions. Don't get him wrong; he trusts you but he can't help but have these lingering fear of losing you. The moment that he hears you yelp in pain, he immediately runs over towards you asking what's wrong. Imagine you like trip on a tree root or smthn or stubbed your toe somewhere or had a little cut somewhere.

Poor boy goes mom mode and immediately scolds you gently while tending to you<33 (would def give a soft kisses to wherever u were hurt #lukebestboy)

OH AND WHILE CUDDLING, HED DEFINITELY WHISPER "I love you.." WHILE HAVING HIS FACE BURRI3D IN YOUR NECK OH MYGODDDDDDD

Vyn Richter

Gift giving/Words of affirmation

LOOK AT ME IN MY GOD DAMNED EYES AND TELL ME HE WONT BE OT THERE COMPLIMENTING YOU ON A DAILY BASIS???????

You could be out there, literally just making tea for him and suddenly, the moment he takes a sip, you'd hear that annoyingly gentle voice of his going "You always make the most exquisite tea, My love."

YALL WANNA KNOW WHATS WORSE??? HES SO SUBTLE WITH IT BUT AT THW SAME TIME, HES NOTTTTT

Working from home and ur like sat on ur bed, working on some documents for the lawfirm with Vyn right next to you, just silently admiring you your work and the moment you're done, you show it to him then he turns to look at you with the most amazing, spectacular, breath taking, amazing, beautiful, alluring, jaw dropping, fancy, handsome, soft, gentle, sweet smile of his then he opens his mouth to say, "You did it so perfectly. I'm proud of you."

(this def isnt me just indulging myself into some1 that can actually praise me properly no,,)

On bad days where you just feel like shit, he's immediately off to his garden to pick the most BEAUTIFULLY PERFECT rose he sees and gives it to you with some chocolates and a little teddy bear

When you ask him what are those for he just says "You looked a bit...out of it so I thought that I can give these to you to cheer you up."

An absolute fucking sweetheart nobody talk to me omfg

I personally think he'll do acts of service too like, imagine having just opened your eyes after a good night's sleep and immediately smelling the most delicious smell you've ever smelled then seeing Vyn sitting beside you with a tray of food.

"Good morning, my rose. I wanted you to rest more since you seemed tired last night so I made some breakfast for you:]"

Please praise him too sometimes. He's a huge perfectionist and sometimes feels like he isn't good enough for u so having u reassure him that he's more than enough is just enough to make the poor bby melt</3

*cough* vyn praise kink *cough*

Artem Wing

Words of Affirmation/Acts of service(gift giving)

The absolute KING of acts of service n words of affrimation

He sees you working hard while going to the pantry to get some coffee even tho he has a coffee maker in his office, he's quick to be like "Here's some coffee. You've been doing well these days. Remember to take a few breaks, okay?"

Cue Celestine rubbing her temples in disappointment with Artem bcs wtf,,, did he rlly just gift COFFEE to his crush?? 😭😭 Celestine's on the move to save the day and convince Artem to actually buy u roses or smthn else appropriate for a courting gift💀

Or in that one card, (in sickness or in health(?)) yall saw how Artem literally, with no hesitation, took it upon himself to take care of u??? Husband material frfr

So imagine the same thing happens like,, during field work, the heel of ur shoe broke or to make it more GN, your shoe just broke like, the sole broke off, or it was raining and it made yo shoe very slippery, imagine the worried look on his faceee:((

He'll stop walking and look at you saying, "Should we go back first? I don't think that you'll be able to move around like that...Not that I think that you'll be a burden—"

POOR BLUSHY BBY JUST HAVING A HARD TIME TO EXPRESS HIS FEELINGS

"No, don't move." *proceeds to take off own shoes but u fortunately stop him in time* "Why?:(" If u refuse his offer of his shoes, he'll then try to be more bolder like, one moment you were just looking at him and moments later, you're suddenly in the air and in his arms.

Celestine hiding in the shadows talking through a walkie talkie with mama wing being like "mission accomplished.😎"

Marius von Hagen

Physical touch/Quality time

Another huge clingy baby🕴️

Being a CEO of a large company and still studying takes up A LOT of his time so whenever he has time, he immediately spends it with u<33

He wouldn't care about whatever you were doing in the first place, he's immediately waltzing into ur apartment like its the most natural thing in the world (it is) and just plop down in bed with you.

Yknow, I kinda think that hes an all-around kinda guy with this love language thing. Like, he'll sometimes discreetly paint/draw you and would give it to you, if youre feeling down or just tired with his bs, hes wasting no time to immediately pamper you with kisses and whisper sweet nothings in ur ear

If you give him a gift, he'll absolutely cherish it like it's a multimillion dollar treasure (doesnt even matter what u gave him, you could give this dumbass a rock and he'd cry tears of joy)

Give him a single pebble and hes looking at you like "🥺" and saying "For me???🥺"

Yeah so all in all, he's just a 6ft bby that would absolutely spoil the living SHIT out of you bcs u deserve it<3 (congrats on bagging a billionaire bestie)

*ehem* i rlly wanna add a slight nsfw so ill make it on a diff part or smthn it's currently wip so ill link it here whem it's done *ehem*

#tears of themis #luke pearce #luke pearce x mc #luke pearce x reader #vyn richter #vyn x reader #vyn richter x reader #artem wing #artem x mc #artem x you #marius von hagen #marius x mc #marius x reader

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tamlinrose · 5 months

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NuWho Characters as The Entities (TMA)

9th Doctor- The Desolation.

He is fresh off the time war, where millions were sacrificed in flame. He is the main cause of death of his entire people and rose like a phoenix from the ashes. DEFINITELY the desolation

Rose- The Eye.

Come on, she becomes an all knowing goddess of Time. How could Bad Wolf NOT be the Eye??

Captain Jack Harkness- The End.

He literally dies over and over and over. Even though he can’t permanently die, I’d say he’s feeding The End some good cosmic horror

The Tenth Doctor- The Lonely.

Pretty self explanatory. He desires companionship so much, but everyone leaves him, whether by choice or force. In the end, he is all alone. And regenerates knowing that for all the connections he made, none could stay. Sad wet boy

Martha- The Hunt.

I debated this one, but I think especially her traveling across the world with the sheer determination to defeat the Master shows her becoming the predator instead of the prey. She also becomes a unit soldier, and her arc is her adopting the soldier mentality the doctor so hates about himself onto herself out of survival.

Donna- The Spiral.

Her whole arc is around not being able to trust herself, her own mind because she’s been told she isn’t clever or worthwhile so many times. Not to mention Fear Her, where everything about the World is Not Right and she’s at the center of the wrongness vortex.

Sarah Jane- The Web.

She’s a journalist, she’s constantly picking at threads, finding out information she shouldn’t have, weaving it to her will. I also think that the doctor dropping her off and ditching her without her consent is playing into the fear of having your life puppeted by forces outside of your control.

11th Doctor- The Stranger.

Idk something about him… his penchant for theatrics, his burning desire to be human but always being just slightly left of human behavior, mannerisms. It’s like he’s mimicking the humanity he wants so bad, but it just gives him the uncanny valley affect that makes him even more alien than ever.

River- also the Web

She is scared of being controlled by forces beyond her. She was brainwashed into wanting to kill the doctor and ultimately it is not her will that pushes her to do so. She lives to be free of influence but she is controlled by the outside forces of the time stream discrepancies that keep her and the doctor apart.

Amy- The Flesh.

Okay this is for silly goofy reasons, but the fact she was LITERALLY a flesh avatar for like a full season really sells it for me. Not to mention a lot of her arc is very centered on body horror (pregnancy without her knowledge, giving birth, not being able to have kids, etc).

Rory: Also an avatar of The End.

He just dies so many times man, him and captain Jack should go to couples therapy or smthn

12: The Dark.

Okay hear me out. It’s the oldest fear entity, which I think really folds in with 12s general air of wisdom and the fact he’s been around a fucking long time. Also, he has that entire episodes where he tries to find out what lives in the dark at the end of the universe, and what lives under the bed that absolutely does not wish to be seen.

Clara: Also The Desolation

She is sooooo self destructive man. Especially after Danny Pink dies, she’s willing to burn it all to the ground. Her eventual demise is because she is impulsive to a fault, and in some ways it could be argued she has a death wish.

Bill: The Vast

She just gives me that childlike wonder for new worlds and the open sky. IK this seems like pretty vague reasoning but I think like Simon Fairchild she just loves the vastness of the universe so much that she eventually goes travelling with star eyed girl to see it all.

13: also The Vast

Citing that youthful wonder again. Honestly I don’t know much about 13 or her companions so if you have Headcanons for Yaz, Ryan, Graham and 13 hmu! Tag them below

The War Doctor: The Extinction

Self explanatory. He’s the doctor who ends it all, his entire species. And that choice defines and haunts him into future incarnations.

The Master: The Slaughter

Senseless chaotic violence for the sake of violence. Sounds pretty on brand.

If you have any contradictions, additional thoughts, or help on 13s era I’d love to hear it in the tags!!!

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fruitybashir · 2 days

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Has Bojan ever told Kris "I love you" in Serbian and he didn't realize? (we see Bojan mutters a lot of Serbian, but we don't know what)

oh interesting!!! lets go there

so this is funny bc originally, a big part of bojan's ch16 crisis wouldve been that he accidentally said "i love you/volim te" to kris when they had sex in ch15, then realising that the next morning and freaking out about it. i switched it up mostly for two reasons:

a) the "shit we took it too far" moment ended up being having unprotected sex which, again, i hadnt originally planned lol it just sorta happened. and i like it better that way bc in their context, that is very much an admission and an act of love, without either of them explicitly saying it. and it gives bojan a (very flimsy excuse of an) exit route from his crisis where he tells himself that as long as neither of them has said it out loud, they can still just go back.

and b) i dont know about actual kris, but holidate kris doesnt exactly speak or understand serbian fluently, but he does recognize a few words here and there. like curse words bojan regularly uses mostly but also. stuff you just pick up when you live in the area of another language if that makes sense? like how im from germany but ill recognize a few words and sentences here and there from polish, dutch, french, etc just bc. its stuff you kinda pick up from proximity and having music with different languages in the charts.

and a "volim te" would have definitely been recognisable to kris, its not something he wouldve overheard or not have understood. and that would just have changed his whole perspective in ch16 bc bojan would have told kris he loves him only to then fuck off and say hey lets just be friends. it would have been a very different crisis on his part then, knowing bojan loves him but for some reason doesnt want him vs actual ch16 wondering where he'd gone wrong, thinking bojan had figured out kris had feelings for him but not feeling the same and that pushed him away etc etc

so uhh. what was the question again? oh yeah.

bojan speaking serbian. this is one of those "idk man i just write the guy" instances kinda, i dont have any exact words or sentences in mind?

had to go back and check where bojan speaks serbian actually

exhibit nr.1: just various curses for sure

exhibit nr.2: ummm probably also just like fuck me but in serbian? maybe smthn like "need you in me" etc like maybe just something filthy and desperate lmao

exhibit nr.3: a lot of sweet talking mostly, telling kris how amazing he feels, in him and under him, how he loves being so close to him, how good he makes bojan feels ummmm idk i cant come up with anything deep or poetic rn but basically just a loooot a lot of sweet talk and praise and basically saying how much he loves kris without actually saying the words for it. does that make sense?

but with all things that are left vague: its up for interpretation if you have something else in mind. bojan could be reciting the manual to his microwave for all i know.

#inbox #sparkles-oflight #was so convinced id keep it semi short and coherent but oh well. not beating the rambling allegations #lore

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zirkkun-uthcs · 1 year

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hihi! i dunno if you’re still taking requests or anything so im sorry if i do this wrong or if im bothering! also this is my first time requesting smthn but uh- is it alright if i request an xtale!chara x reader with angst and/or fluff headcannons?

I love a good ol' hurt/comfort situation. I'll keep these more vague, as if they were random things that could happen at any time.

&&&

+ XChara is definitely the type to keep problems to himself until it becomes too much to handle. With having a lot of experience of people turning their back to him or betraying him, it's pretty difficult for him to lean to someone else anymore when it comes to even the smallest of things. But when he does, it's like a weight being lifted off of his shoulders.

+ XChara gives me vibes like he would pull like, little "pranks" of sorts, but they're actually harmless if not heartwarming. More like, surprises, but delivered in perhaps a jarring or startling way. Like a cute gift hidden in a terrifying plush. Or he prepared food, but the first plate he gives you is actually really spicy, but don't worry, he's got a real one that's not spicy, he just wanted to mess with you.

+ This is a little cliché, but look. XChara really just feels like he would be the type to want to watch a horror movie marathon with you, but would also be screaming and clinging to you the whole time. Of course, he'd never admit he's actually scared. As far as XChara's story will go, he bravely watched all the movies without screaming one time.

+ If you're ever upset, expect this man to go to the ends of the earth for you. Probably a bit excessively. You might have to tell him to calm down. But he'd do everything to make sure you're okay, and if someone hurt you to make you upset, that person is his number one enemy for as long as XChara remains breathing. He'd probably even hate them more than you do. Really, it's a bit much, but he means well.

#undertale au #undertale x reader #undertale headcanon #xtale #xtale headcanon #xtale x reader #xtale!chara #zircon answers #uthcs headcanon #xzephyr

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soldier-poet-king · 2 years

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Why does thinking even the littlest about [redacted] make me feel absolutely unhinged and coming apart at the seams....I am at WORK trying to be FUNCTIONAL

#franposting #there is most definitely smthn wrong with me. probably many things #i cant even do anything about it. its just. thinking about [handful pieces of media] and intimately personal characters themes and feelings #and i just. hm. HM #i woke up so tired and sleep deprived bc insomnia yesterday #and i was like oh no way am i making the gym in this state #and now im like. oh i am CLAWING at the walls with repressed violence and anxiety #and im not ALLOWED to be self destructive. im supposed to have healthy outlets or whatever. smh.#what if i want to destroy things and also myself to either feel properly alive or die tho. the status quo is UNTENABLE #oh john darnielle style reckless spite-joy we're rlly in it now

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myymi · 1 year

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Any popular tails headcannons that you aren’t as keen on?

there's actually quite a few tbh didbjdbd

also, before i do this, just remember that this is my personal opinion, and i am in no way saying you're bad or smthn for having these headcanons!!! don't come at me for this kendjdndn

with that our of the way;

tails growing taller than everyone else when older

like i said, i myself am the youngest and smallest of my siblings, so this is a bit of projection but i do have actual reason; tails went through the beginning years of his life damn near starving to death, which would stunt his growth. he's gonna be a little guy forever imo :]

tails's age being 11+

tails is a child prodigy and, while that age range is still a child, i just don't see him being that old. not yet. he's smarter and more mature than the rest of the cast, but he's still really younger. his voice sounds younger than 11 to me (bonus; one of the writers for idw said kit's 11 because that's how old starline thought tails was, but he was much younger)

tails not being afraid of chaos in forces

no, i don't like tails's characterization in forces, but i don't like how the fandom's doing it either most of the time. people say he shouldn't have been scared at all because he beat chaos 4, but he also watched chaos (+zavok, metal, & shadow) defeat and, supposedly, kill sonic. he's allowed to be scared even if he beat a stronger version of chaos before, especially since he's still a child. (i also wish he would've fought back instead of classic coming in, but you can fight a threat and be afraid at the same time.)

tails being anything other than aroace+enby

nothing wrong with this at all, just not for me :]]

there's definitely more, but i can't think of them rn so didndjdnd

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ddejavvu · 1 year

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puppy!eddie is 100% a headbutter for pets. he’ll just knock his head into ur tummy or arm and stay there for it

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not to be nsfw or anything but pup!eddie is a humper. he doesn’t see anything wrong with it. he’ll see you bend over for smthn and as a “joke” grip ur hips and just 🙏🙏 but u brush it off cus boyfriends do that sometimes and it’s like 🙄 boys 🙄. eddies thi, he’s like oh she doesn’t hate it!! :) pretty gf likes it!! :) and then you’ll be in bed reading and he’ll start doing it and ur like, eds?? he just gets into it - press his whole body into u and his tail is just going like mad bro bc gf likes this!! remember! from earlier!!! :] n he’s so bad for it all the time cus he likes how it/you feel n he’s just over here with a dumb smile on his face cus you’ll be petting his ears and his hips just.. start going n ur like 😳😳

but like imagine you’ve just finished like.. yknow doing it and he hasn’t even moved from inside yet cus ur just laying together and he DOES IT THEN?? don’t ask me why idk but he just starts moving his hips and if he ever does finally separate he doesn’t get why ur so flustered AT.ALL. never crossed his mind to actually have a verbal conversation with you bc you’ve never spoken about why he likes pets before so he assumes you get why he likes this and he assumes you like it too. poor boy, his bad habit of assuming are gonna take u out someday

AW YES :( he rams his head into your chest and wriggles it around so he can blink up at you expectantly and when you finally give in and pet him he giggles and curls up in your lap <33

this post is 18+, minors dni under cut.

NOOO HE IS 😭

i think he would be really needy! definitely isn't shy about rubbing up on you, if he wants to be inside you he's gonna let you know - most mornings you wake up to him grinding on you and you can hear the thumpthumpthump of his tail and when you brush his sweaty hair back from his forehead he whimpers and tells you he's really sorry for waking you up, that he just needed you

sensitive dog hybrid eddie!! his ears feel really good when you pet them and he can get worked up really easily - it's probably like foreplay to him if he's in the mood!!

any time he goes to town while you're busy you look down at him like >:( eddie >:( and he's like sorry babe it's a dog hybrid thing 🥱 YOU'RE LIKE MAN GET OFF OF MY LEG.

he definitely does to it to tease you though he loooves hearing you freak out and get all blushy - you'll be dusting off the table or something and he comes over and whams into you you're like WHAT THE F U C K n he's just >:)) he lives by 'boys will be boys' ugh </3 i love him he's repulsive

#let's talk about puppy!eddie !!#dog hybrid!eddie #hybrid!eddie #puppy!eddie #eddie munson #eddie munson x reader

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hearts4yawnzzn · 10 months

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Hiii, I'm here to make a request jsjsjs

So a comfort scenario with Taehyun x fem or gn!reader with prompts 2 & 37

Idk any scenario but reader comforting Taehyun when he's burned out or sad about something.

Tysm ❤️❤️❤️

Yess of course!!

I honestly gelt a litte bad while writing this idk why LMAO but I hope it satisfies you!! 🩵🩵

Also this is the first ever x y/n that I have ever written so I apologize if it sounds rushed or all over the place 😭🙏🏻

edit: i was aiming for gn!reader 😭 but i got confused while writing this so apologies 🙏🏻 i will definitely practice writing gn! imagines off tumblr so it will be perfect the next time I post something similar!!

Violets are Blue // Kang Taehyun

Idol: TXT — Kang Taehyun

Prompt(s): 2 & 37

- “Please don’t cry. I can’t stand seeing you cry.”

- “You look like you need a hug.”

Genre: Fluff, comfort, a little bit of crying

Pairing: Kang Taehyun x Fem!Reader

Plot: Taehyun comes back home quietly, giving you short answers as he refuses to look you in the eye, you realised that something was wrong and you immediately approached him to comfort him.

Word count: 0.9K smthn

It was pretty rare to see Taehyun this quiet, ever since he got back from work. He would always greet you with a big smile on his face and immediately starts sharing what happened to him during work.

But today was different, he had walked in with a dull expression on his face, giving you a small greeting as he puts his bag down and takes off his shoes, you were immediately puzzled, following him as he stepped inside the kitchen.

You crossed your arms, eyes watching him with curiosity. “Tae? How was work?” he raises his head a little as he finally hears your voice, sighing deeply, Taehyun opens the fridge and starts looking for a can of soda.

“It was fine, like usual.” you didn't understand him, there was no ‘usual’. He would always tell you a different story every single day, somehow managing to involve Beomgyu in every single one of them.

Silent steps approached him as you bent down and grabbed the soda can that was sitting right in front of him, he turned around, his attention on you but his head hung low.

With your eyebrows furrowed, staring at him with sad eyes as you tried to get a look at his face, but he just wouldn't let you.

“Babe, what happened? Can you look at me please?” your hands slowly moved and reached up to cup his cheeks, tilting his head upwards so you can lock eyes.

But you didn’t expect it, “Tae?” his eyes were red and puffy, and his nose was a little bit red as well. He was crying.

You've been dating Taehyun for about a year now, sure he gets sad and pouty sometimes but you've rarely seen him cry. And when he does you know it's something serious. “You look like you need a hug, baby, yeah?”

Taehyun silently nods and snakes his arms around your waist, pulling you into a tight hug as he buries his face in the crook of your neck, eyes closed as his breaths slowly start to become uneven.

Without waiting any time you hugged him back just as tightly, softly rubbing his back as you tried to soothe him down. He didn't want to look at you, he felt embarrassed, crying over something that might not even be of great significance.

The feeling of his crying figure held by your own was killing you, it pains you to see him like this, silently crying and gripping onto your (his) shirt.

Your hugs were always a comfort place for him, whether he was happy, sad, or afraid. They made him feel safe.

Feeling your own eyes water, you carefully wiped away your tears as you tried to control your breaths.

Seeing your boyfriend vulnerable and crying makes you cry as well.

He lifts his head, cheeks still damp with salty tears as his eyes lock with yours as if his eyes couldn't get any softer, you instinctively wipe any tears that still threatened to fall.

“Sweetheart...” Taehyun’s deep voice caught your attention, clearing his throat, he proceeds to stare at you with pain-stricken eyes while managing a small smile on his face.

“Please don’t cry... I can’t stand seeing you cry...” you feel the palms of his hands gently rest on your cheeks, his thumbs brushing over your cheekbones.

It was his turn to wipe your tears away, you couldn’t help but give him a small, sad smile. “Why—” small hiccup, “were you crying before you came home?”

The both of you have calmed down now, while you were worried about him, Taehyun was busy getting lost in your eyes, it might sound cheesy to some people but it was true.

“Baby, did you know that you look very cute right now?” you stare at him dumbfounded, he was trying to joke around to lift your mood, and it was working.

Small giggles left your lips, “I was the one who was supposed to make you feel better, ya know.” his smile eventually grew wider, “Come here.” sniffing his nose before pulling you back in for a second hug.

Your arms wrap around his neck, hugging him closely. “Are you gonna tell me which person from the company made my boyfriend cry?” it was his turn to let out a chuckle, slowly shaking his head as he then pressed a kiss to the top of your head.

“You don't need to worry about that, trust me everything has been solved.” he softly spoke as he held you, you then nod, snuggling into his chest as he pats your head. “Let's not stay in the kitchen sweetheart, I know we're both tired from standing.”

Both of you slowly detach from each other, Taehyun’s hand found yours as he slowly intertwines your fingers, dragging you to the couch that was placed in the middle of the small apartment. “Movie?”

His suggestion results in a big smile forming on your face as you nod, letting go of his hand as you hurriedly grabbed a blanket from your room.

As you walked back to your boyfriend, you have already found him, the couch spread out into bed mode as he laid down with the TV and Netflix open.

“Let’s not talk about this anymore, I want you to think about anything else, focus on the movie, and enjoy your time with me.” your big, bright smile never left.

With the blanket covering you both, you snuggled into your boyfriend ‘s side as he places an arm around you.

How can he focus on the movie when you're right beside him?

#choi beomgyu #choi soobin #choi yeonjun #heuningkai #kang taehyun #tomorrow x together #txt fanfic #txt yeonjun #txt fluff #txt x reader #txt taehyun #txt beomgyu #txt heuningkai #txt soobin #taehyun x y/n #taehyun x reader #taehyun x you

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where-does-the-heart-lie · 1 year

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Do you think Sabo will secretly smuggle Luffy-related items around the Revolutionary Army and boast about him whenever something slightly related to him is said? Or do you believe he tends to have random things that remind him of Luffy around his office?

Hm.. i dont think he would talk about luffy all that much to like, coworkers…

Dont get me wrong, he has definitely gushed about his super ultra mega cool badass younger brother to Dragon, Koala, and Hack, but i feel like he’s not that first option’s level of obsessive.

Cuz like i just feel like thats his own business. The thing about the asl brothers is that more than they are doting to the others, they respect each-other. They understand that their brothers lead lives and none of them, under normal circumstances, would try to interfere with what the others got going on. So i feel like being luffy’s brother is a part of who he is, but also he has a life outside of his lil bro.

Like unless theyre directly talking about *Luffy* i dont think Sabo would reach to bring him up. And even then i feel like at most he would be like “haha my brother’s doing crazy things”

Part of this is coming from my headcanon that sabo kinda keeps his emotions to himself? Like in canon, yeah he’s an emotionally charged person, but he doesnt explain himself when he does shit. He kinda just does it, gives a quick explaination if someone asks and refuses to elaborate further, half because he doesnt want to and the other half because he’s already zoned out of the conversation.

I do think though, that when he was in his amnesiac state he had two trinkets that he felt an inexplicable pull to that he kept at his desk. Just a simple deck of cards, and a coaster made from straw with a ribbon threaded through. And sure he used them for their intended purposes (i particularly like the idea that he knows a bunch of card tricks) but the reason why they’re on his desk isn’t because he plays solitaire to pass the time or that he needs a place to put his cups of coffee.

The reason is all too obvious after he regained his memories, but for the longest time all they were, were something he could glance at and feel… grounded… in a way. Like something that gave him some level of stability.

Smthn like these 👆

That’s just what me thinks though. As someone with siblings, I feel like I would never talk about them to that extent. Like even if I got hit in the face with a canon ball and lost my memories and then i regained them 10 years later only to find that one was dead and the other is god? Sure, I’d be very proud of them but also i would still talk about other shit. That’s just me tho🤷‍♀️

Thanks for the ask!

#ask reply #@tastywatermelonpie

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