Would you believe calling people back and hounding companies with follow ups until they answer me 1) didn't cause them to kill me on the spot over the phone for asking them to do their job that I am PAYING THEM for 2) drastically reduced my anxiety levels just because it's over and I don't have that looming

I am beginning to think I have that task blindness thing. (We already knew I had time blindness). But the. Thinks of task. Notes that it needs to be done. Filled with inexplicable dread and puts off VERY SIMPLE TASK until it becomes untenable. Unending anxiety. Over task that I could Just Do It, but brain will not allow??

I've been trying to do things immediately as I think of them, instead of adding to the nebulous to do list. But that only works with little short tasks. I can't colour code schedule my way out of this one folks