(OKAY. I KINDA GOT CARRIED AWAY (i got REALLY carried away.) AND NOW I WILL PROVIDE VERY FEW INFO ON SABOSAN HISTORY AS EARLY AS 2014.)

sabosan existing on here since at least 2017 is crazy

(it's ask blogs and im lazy to know the lore but all ik is that sabo and sanji have kids while sanji is in extreme denial abt being gay)

i wanna know how far back sabosan goes... like at leasT 2015 or 2016??? (anime timeline) and maybe 2014 (manga timeline) idk im just guessing bc i dont know what year sabo returned so

OK BUT THE SLIM CHANCE THAT SABOSAN BECAME A THING LIKE ALMOST A DECADE AGO DRIVES ME INSANE I NEED TO INVESTIGATE WAIT

on pixiv in the sabosan tag (サボサン) the oldest works on there is from 2015. (i mean when u look up サボサン you get this cactus mascot which is p hilarious)

i theorize that sabosan became recognized because of zou/wci. bc thats when we learn about sanji's history. i notice that it seem to be more recognized by a few fans as early as 2016 (when wci started)

so those big brained individuals were onto something then. they saw two blonde characters that shared similar histories and went. "wait a minute. i can cook something with this"

and you know what sanji's good at? taking any ingredients and making something amazing out of it. thats what early sabosan fans did

there are Very Little content of them/i cant read japanese and i just mostly find the cactus mascot, but they were there. at Least as early as sabo's return. and at that time, fans did not receive sanji's past. they just took these guys like barbie dolls and made them kiss... anyway i need them to meet and i want to see the longtime fans react as theyve waited nearly a decade for that very moment

(kinda doubtful but let me dream!!!)

OKAY ANOTHER UPDATE (YES IM TYPING EVERYTHING IN ONE POST) i learned how to search dates on the bird app once more and. im seeing posts from jpn about sabosan !!!

one of my favorite ones:

the people understanding since 2016... that sanji goes well with ASL brothers :'D

ok found another tweet (and the users are still active !!) and translation seems butchered so im not gonna share but from what i could understand, this other user also likes sanji with ASL... this is amazing. LIKE im aware of the impact acesan had, especially bc of the anime including ace in alabasta (i understand deeply. i mean have you SEEN the way ace acted around sanji⁉️⁉️ lighting his cigarette... smirking at him when sanji turns his back... i know what you are. they Definitely spent an entire night (or more) alone together <3) but for sabo to be included to since this long ago, esp considering the two never met?!?? and the one connection is being royal blood...

again i cannot include everything, esp long posts bc the translation gets butchered but aaahh just ppl talk about the pairing, any potentials about it makes me happy... and gives me hope for the agenda to spread wider lol. what looks like that has been said is that a couple of people really like pairing sanji with multiple characters, esp ASL... and i understand so well. theres just something about sanji being so shippable

there are also fans speaking to other sanji ships fans, and they ask/say "i want to see your sabosan !!" it's great...

ahahhaa AHAHAHA FOUND ANOTHER POST I CAN SHARE:

sabo POP figure from 2016 (aaah i want it so bad...)

and the suit he wears in this figure, it does look like sanji's fit now that the user mentioned it 👀👀

okay i dug a little more and found another sabosan fan! at first i was unsure as they could be talking about another user or a cactus or something. but as it turns out, they are indeed a sabosan fan! they've said things like "i wish sabosan was more popular"/"i wish for sabosan" and this is dated back in 2016! plus one of my favorite posts (translated into deepL as i had a feeling that twt had butchered the translation and...)

they get it. they got it. as i mentioned earlier, the fans definitely knew what was up when wci happened. THEY WERE COOKING BACK IN 2016!!! which... i believe i should now start digging as early as i can. maybe for zou or dressrosa years!! bc certainly, this pairing was actually talked about during 2016-2017. it was wonderful to see!

oh my goodness... i decided to look from start of 2015 to the end, and so far in late 2015, the same user from the above translation, has been talking about them still! they mentioned sabosan fanworks, and how they read a heartbreaking fic⁉️⁉️ i cant tell you how happy i was to read that. sabosan being a thing and having angst works, even if i can't read them. (never mess with one piece fans, especially if they are fujoshi !! they'll find their ways. im honestly fascinated. i love fandom history if you couldnt tell by this post!)

plus, some fans calling themselves delusional for thinking of this pairing... if only i could be there with you, longtime fan.

and i'll be real here, i dont know of the popularities back then but the comparison of sanji and sabo being nobles are great :] (maybe bc i've just seen ppl being mean to sabo recently 😔)

okay im sure this post is getting wayyy too long so i'll try to wrap up my investigations. bc there are many posts to look through but sabosan being talked about as early as 2015 (as i write this) is just... very joyous news to me ;w;

im sure i will be missing lots of good posts (despite the horrible machine translations) but i am shaking hands with 2015-2017 fans in solidarity... at most 9 years later

!!! GREAT NEWS. 2014 posting!!

original tweet and deepL translation... dated mid december 2014. nearly a whole decade ago. i swear sabosan will go viral, way more than when zou/wci was in progress. im sure of it

i really cant put into words how im feeling or what im really thinking. just know im happy to find fans from 2014 !!

OH MY GOD.

⁉️⁉️⁉️ AUGUST 2014 BTW. and im assuming its supposed to be "sabo started with" or something but... the content. sabosan content. 2014. it's out there. SHAKES YOU. THE CRUMBS (also this user is a sabosan fan and i think acesan fan too as i did see mentjons of them... so this just...)

THEYVE BEEN HERE FOR A LONG TIME AAAAAHHHH 😭😭😭😭😭

NOW IM CURIOUS WITH HOW MANY POSTS IVE BEEN MISSING⁉️⁉️ yall the agenda must spread farther

ASL/sanji mentioned! august 2014

omg again from the same user

shaking your hand in spirit (april 2014!!!)

there have been fans of this pairing as early as april 2014!!!! and have been manifesting for their popularity for awhile 😭😭😭 (plus this user is still active! im not sure if theyre still into one piece but... i hope for the longtime/past fans to see it all soon)

i think my investigation into sabosan history ends here after a long post and hours of searching... unless i somehow find something earlier than april 2014, the earliest moment that sabosan was first talked about was in the year 2014. Q2 2014. back when dressrosa was still ongoing. do you know how insane that is? before wci.

i think we can come to a conclusion that sabosan was a concept as early as 2014 was all becaude of acesan. thats the pattern i noticed. ace/acesan was often mentioned. and i believe it's bc not only are ace and sabo brothers, but bc sabo aimed to eat the mera mera no mi. and if sanji were to meet sabo, sanji would be reminded of his late lover, ace. and the angst potential is so real... sanji looking at sabo... just as a replacement for ace? ouch

i know the fans were having a field day when they learned about sanji's blood family :']

side note: there are likely things lost due to users deactivating or whatnot... and i doubt i'd be able to search via wayback machine. and as much as i dont like pinterest for reposting art, there are pieces of the two ive never seen before

Tagged by Wyatt @orbleglorb AND @nosongunsung11 wow! I don’t actually have that many writing wips so I will also include the list of images in my brain to make since that exists as of recently

RULES: Reveal the titles of the documents in your WIP folder and tag as many people as there are documents. Let others ask questions about the ones that interest them and post snippets or explain the contents as you see fit!

(I bolded the ones that are especially snippetable please ask me about my wips)

WRITING:

Snow White is something that can be so twink death (FF robobs fic about what if your boss gave you a fucked up little son that you hate)(also you lobotomized your ex in a weird power play thing)

Ballet au setlist (not really a fic but compilation of the ancient robobs ballet au)

If you couldn’t be a king (Underhill!Jay sleepaway manifesto that’s probably about as done as it’s gonna get but could definitely use some editing so it’s still in the wip folder)

Here We Fucking Go Again (ditto ballet au but it’s the Mamma Mia au of the Anastasia au in which Kismet and Catalyzer robobs wind up raising Moonshadow and nobody dies)

Souvisel Theseus Hadestown Timeloop (pretty much what it says on the tin! Sleepaway ship of Theseus polycule reimagined as my dream impossible doublecasting of Hadestown)

These Are A Few Of My Favorite Milfs (prequel to the 100k enemies to lovers road-trip slowburn I’m never gonna write abt ailermaid robobs)

(Doesn’t have a title bc it’s just in my notes app but there’s about 200 words in there trying to flesh out the Ricosquad dynamic)

(Ditto no title but there’s also like three sentences of CJ sleepaway in there that I wrote at like 1am yesterday and I don’t remember where they were going)

ART: (technically only a couple of these (bolded) is actually a wip. But if they’re rotating in my brain that counts.)

From Eden comic (ancients robobs)

I know a lady animatic (Kismet and Moonshadow robobs)

Echo CJ classical piece (Sleepaway)

Night we met animation (Joel oscu)

Ancients lineup I started years ago (robobs)

Azalea and Sat running to cope (Memphis guys blaseball)

EQ and Mercy roller derby image (robobs)

EQ and Mercy good omens au (robobs)

Blood Guy (🤫)

Two Birds and a Wire (Rico Dyker Hazard robobs)

Okay I literally do not know that many people to tag especially ppl I know who actively write and shit and also between Wyatt and Pallas y’all got most of them BUT @nplutonian @whoisthisboy @frosteee-variation @lovelandfrogman maybe?? and anybody else if you want to do this just say I tagged you

I probably should make an “about me” for my tumblr. (I hate DNI lists but i might make one bc even my proshitter ass has things I cannot stand.) I am going to try to post my wips/ here to encourage me to stop using elon musk’s bird app.

Title: marvel of the arcane

This is another annette character study with the focus on her wind magic spells. It was originally written for my wind/lighting prompt but then quickly turned into something very different lol. I am trying to practice on how to describe how the magic of the universe is practiced. And while i know everyone has fun writing sword fights i am way more interested in how the deadly magic is in the universe. I want to take tid bits from skills as well, and create more lore about the why certain spells can be cast by certain people. (Ex Annette cannot cast dark magic; but someone like Hubert cannot cast Wind spells. And like how certain types of magic are stronger/weaker against other types)

“She learns Sagittae next.

She spends most of her time studying the etymology of the spell. Where the rune comes from, the different applications, the various different formulas, and the primary accounts from the first spellcasters who developed the Sagittae in the first place. The word Sagittae comes from an ancient language which means Arrows. The notes from the textbook caution that enchantment can have significant repercussions from overuse, and that it is a spell very difficult to control.

Of course, Annette ignores these warnings when casually trying to mimic the gesture of rune in the confines of her dorm room.

Suddenly, a burst of light blinds Annette as she accidentally casts the spell for the first time. A rush of arrows encased by powerful winds detonates from her fingers, the blowback harshly shoving her into the wooden frame of her bed. The impact shatters all the windows in a moment, the ink pots erupting, study reference pages flying, the wood from her desk sharply snapping in half. It is the most powerful spell she has ever attempted to cast, and it easily destroyed her bedroom like it was nothing.

Annette is heaving deep breaths as she takes in the aftermath of the destruction. She peers at her arms, covered in small cuts, her bedroom thoroughly wrecked and all because of a spell she foolishly accidentally cast.

Mercedes eventually bursts into her bedroom with a worried cry and attempts to gather the injured mage in her warm embrace. All Annette can do is shake, as she tries to imagine what the kind of damage that spell could do to a person. With discipline, with training, and better accuracy the raw power of a blast like that would be lethal in close range. She has seen what magic does to the human body, how it breaks armor, how it can wipe out entire battalions, how it can melt skin.

She hopes she will never have to use that against anyone who does not deserve it.

She is wrong, of course, because who deserves such a gruesome death?”

this was the first time I ever drew toh like , 3 weeks ago that I didn’t think to put here

Revelations: XIV

Part Four: Show Me

(A/N) Whoops sorry y’all it’s been a bad work week. i hate being a supervisor. i hate being in charge asdf;lksjf anyway we’re a few chapters away from the end!! yeehaw! thanks to everyone who reads this series, ilysm, and i’m gonna be posting a lot of wanda content soon bc i.... have a new hyperfixation idk and all i’ve been doing at work besides trying to withhold my unholy wrath is write wanda fics in my stupid notes app. bc, y’know, adulthood. anyway xoxo

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Rating: M

Warnings: Hella PTSD flashbacks; Death (Graphic); Blood mention; Spiraling Thoughts; OOC Justice League bc i do what i want; Mentions of childhood experimentation and technically i guess murder; Gay Pining; Confusing Feelings; Grief ofc; Shrek Mention

Pairing: Diana Prince x Fem!Reader

Chapter Word Count: 4,484

Total Word Count: 19,594

Synopsis: You finally meet with the Justice League and begin to plan your invasion of ARC. You learn more than you want to about your purpose and past. Barry is wise beyond his years.

| I | II | III | IV | more coming soon |

It was the first time they’d let you out of the compound since your first arrival. The warmth of the sun is what surprises you the most - you’d forgotten how it felt on your skin. You sigh, eyelids fluttering closed as you inhale deeply. Fresh air.

Something else that surprises you, is the way the world opens before you. A living thing, teeming with beauty.

You feel a hard shove in your shoulder, your eyes snapping open. “Keep moving, D-14.” The man gruffs.

You try to focus on the path in front of you, your peers eyeing you skeptically. You feel their apprehension, their fear.

Ever since G-43 showed up, she’s been acting strange, you aren't sure who feels this way; maybe it's all of them. You've never exactly been popular among your peers.

One of the most annoying parts of your abilities was the bond that opened up among others like you. It wasn’t like telepathy, but it was an odd sort of communication. One that didn’t need words. Just feelings, translated into something coherent.

It was strange.

It was annoying.

You stop in the middle of a field, right next to one of the imposing Guard Towers. No wire fences were needed at the Compound, despite the dense forest surrounding it. No one ever escaped - no one ever dared to try.

(Sometimes, though, when it’s just you and Daisy, you dream of it.)

(You’re going to get out of here.)

(You have to.)

“Today, you’re going to fly,” the General explains, running his fingers through his facial hair. “I will remind you, that there tower,” he gestures to it in a twitchy motion, “will easily take you down before you’s can even think of flyin’ outta here. It’s a clear day. Don’t be stupid.”

You take to it much quicker than the others, though that was typical of you. You’d had your powers the longest, and sometimes it seemed like you were born to have them. It's possibly the biggest thing that contributes to the others' disdain of you, though they try to hide it as best as they can. Flight was the most natural feeling in the world, the most wonderful. You took to it like a bird might, like you were always meant to do it.

When Daisy catches onto it, it’s only better.

Though you can’t touch the clouds like you’d like to, there’s something intimately beautiful about having her here with you, in the air. Her dark hair floats around her, head thrown back in laughter.

Through the bond, you feel something tumultuous happening when her eyes meet yours. Something wonderful, and new. Her hands find yours, curling your fingers together as a soft smile graces her lips.

The memory changes. It flickers, like static, and the image of Daisy holding your hands twists into something unrecognizable.

A stormy night. Cold rain splattering your skin, stabbing at it. She’s screaming your name, agony etched in her voice. Her wings lay almost flat against her back in a dive, the only light illuminating the pained expression on her face as she reaches for you. Lightning flashes; you think you see blood in the air.

Through the pain in your chest, you try to reach up to her. To grab her fingers. To touch her again. Anything. Like it could possibly ease the terrifyingly familiar ache of inescapable death. You are helpless to it. Though you reach for her hand, you can’t help seeing the hand of the old woman, beckoning you back to that hauntingly still meadow.

There’s gunfire. Or is it thunder?

Daisy’s expression shifts abruptly. Her pain and her shock overwhelm you. She’s petrified, she’s hurt- and then she’s nothing. No feelings at all, the bond falling loose as if a string had been cut. Expression slack, her body suddenly goes limp.

Heat envelopes you. An unbridled anger, reverberating from deep, deep inside of you. You think you surround yourself in light, but you can’t be sure because the woman is there, she’s watching, she’s calling to you. There’s another crack of thunder, this time so loud it makes your very bones vibrate.

"Come to the meadow.”

You cannot go.

Not without her.

Daisy’s limbs fall at her sides, but she isn’t falling and neither are you. You are suspended, though not in air. It feels thick, warm - like blood. You are drowning.

Daisy is gone.

- - - -

Diana has a harder time soothing you from this nightmare. Since moving, you’d been having them more and more frequently, and it seemed like they were often the same. It worried her, but she wasn’t sure how to ask about them without possibly triggering you. 

You’d been given a week to settle in until the rest of the Justice League joined to go over the evidence gathered on Richman and his lucrative ARC program. As the days progressed, you just seemed to get worse and worse. It was driving Diana mad and you tried your best to hide it but even without the bond she could feel it. Whatever was eating at you, it was starting to eat away at her, too.

Tonight, she decides just as soon as you stop sniffling into her shoulder, you have to tell her what’s going on in that head of yours. You can sense the question; she doesn’t even have to voice it. Still, you savor the bliss of silence before you dare speak out and burst this bubble of protection that only Diana has managed to provide.

“I remember dying,” you whisper into the darkness. Your room overlooks the mountainside, and through the sheer curtains the early pinks of dawn are beginning to spill over the horizon. It’s a misty morning, rain still clinging to the window pane. “That night, I mean,” you explain, pulling away from her a little. It’s easier to talk about when your main focus is on the plush blanket wrapped around you and Diana. You toy with one of the threads for a long moment, trying to formulate the words to explain yourself.

“I could have told her to keep going,” you continue, a little breathlessly. “But I just wanted to touch her one more time. I knew I was going to die - I could feel it.” You frown, thinking hard. “And I could see that woman, too. I really thought it was going to be-” your throat closes, Diana’s hand rubs soothing circles into the small of your back. “But, I keep thinking about it. Getting shot. Watching her reaching for me…” You try (and fail) to blink away the tears that find themselves resurfacing. 

“This is not something you can just forget, sweet one,” Diana murmurs. “You are not to blame for her death. Or your own, for that matter. The hardest part of loss is letting go.”

“I can’t let go if I don’t know what I lost,” you huff, frustrated. 

“I know,” Diana’s soft tone makes you meet her eyes again. That warmth surrounds you once more, like she’s pulling you into an endless summer. “But letting go of needing to know is important, too.”

Not for the first time, you wonder what it would be like if you just closed this small distance. Here, in the earliest hours of the dawn, the possibilities seem endless. Would she kiss you back? Would she want to? Or would it ruin everything you have - which, admittedly, isn’t much to begin with?

It’s terrifying not knowing, and you’re even more terrified of digging around to find out using your powers. It feels invasive, and you’re much too afraid of the answer anyway. Still, you think about it. Think about the way her lips look so soft when she just wakes up, slightly pouty and adorable. The way you’d do anything to know what they taste like. (Anything, that is, except for actually taking that leap.)

The spell is broken by the low rumble of thunder. It makes you jump closer to Diana, a tremble wracking through you. 

“Come on, lay down with me,” she urges softly, pulling you down onto her own pillow. She pulls the blanket up, and eases you almost entirely on top of her. Her arms wrap around you, and if it wasn’t for the next roll of thunder, you’d almost certainly start thinking about kissing her again.

Instead, you lay your head on her chest and listen to the steadying beat of her heart. It’s strong, and it’s more of a comfort to you than any other sound. Maybe that’s just the dead-girl-walking speaking for you, but knowing Diana is here, alive, in your arms? It’s powerfully potent. 

Fingers comb idly through your hair, the action so soothing your eyes flutter shut despite the next round of thunder.

“We’ll make him pay,” Diana murmurs into the dawn. “I promise.”

You want to believe her, but you’re starting to wonder if he can be stopped at all. If it’s worth all this trouble stopping him for your sake. (There are others, you remind yourself. Others who need to be helped. Others like you.)

- - - -

You almost want to laugh at the gigantic table that the Justice League gathers at. It’s sort of cartoonish, in your opinion - definitely overkill - but Diana’s hand on your knee keeps you in check. 

“Well, one thing is for certain: Richman is cheating the hell out of the system.” Victor announces, once everyone is settled. “Being a privately owned - and funded - organization, not many rules apply to him that might apply to, say, a government-supported facility.” He turns his attention to the large monitor behind him. It comes to life with what looks like some kind of document, but it’s difficult to read when it’s all so condensed. 

“This is their central server,” he explains. “It’s got their basic operations, and is probably all that’s being monitored legally. Long story short, Richman’s obsessed with NDE’s, also known as ADE’s, or ‘Near Death Experiences’ and ‘After Death Experiences’. Some folks come back with strange abilities, if they come back at all. Your standard stuff, mostly. Enhanced intelligence, speaking with the dead…” He passes through a file that’s marked clearly as ‘DOE’. “Those who don’t adjust well… or don’t conform well, I should say, are exterminated. (Y/N) isn’t on this list, but that’s likely because they’ve realized she’s very much not exterminated.” He gives you a smile, and though it’s the first time you’ve met the guy, you find it easy to return the gesture.

“Seems like most subjects are found just after they’ve hit puberty. Maybe helps the process along,” Victor hums. “Most that experience this type of… well, torture, don’t make it. Out of thirty-seven, only one survived. Bet you guys can’t guess who.” You blush when all eyes briefly glance at you, but force yourself to keep a smile on your face, however forced. “Now, this is where we get to the good stuff. The HALO project.”

“Beginning with Subject D-14’s unique ADE, HALO was launched to delve deeper into those ‘visited’ by extranormal entities. Not passed loved ones, but entirely different beings. More specifically, a woman. Some see her as a younger woman, or even a child, and others, a much older one. These subjects often came back with abilities that possibly altered reality.” Victor pauses, your file coming up on the screen.

It’s so strange, seeing you like that. 

You look different.

You’ve got the same face, you think. Same nose, same eyes, same skin color. But there’s something missing. You can’t quite place it.

The uniform you’re in is familiar. You can almost see the rest of it in the back of your mind. White, long sleeved, and bright yellow wings on the back, right where your own wings would be.

“She can alter reality?” Barry questions, eyeing you with surprise.

“Sort of,” Victor coughs into his hand. “If you’d let me continue…”

“Right,” Barry sits back. “Go on.”

“Those who meet this woman come back with weird powers, but ADE’s are always strictly monitored, so they don’t last too long. If they die again, they almost never meet the woman again, and will likely stay dead. So it’s sort of a sweet-spot, I guess, to just visit her once and get the power of life itself.”

“I thought you said she altered reality-” Clark begins, but quickly shuts up at the glare Victor sends him.

“As I was saying… whoever popped into HALO was touched by something not of this world. Or, at least, not this dimension, and brought a piece of it back. They can slip into a whole other world, and open a gateway between this one and the next. That’s what Richman is after.”

“A ticket to heaven…” Diana mutters, almost in awe. “He’s…”

“Deplorable?” Barry offers. “Maniacal? Insane?”

“Their experiments with that have been a failure. That is, until (Y/N) survived a non-controlled ADE. The only thing I could find about the day she was supposed to be exterminated, is that some kind of… portal opened. Or something.” He sighs, pointing at the encrypted code on screen. “Still haven’t broken through that one.”

“I think we have enough information to take action, wouldn’t you agree?” Bruce stands, all eyes focusing on him. “Richman is trying to get his hands on something unattainable by any human means.”

“I agree,” Barry nods. “Alternate Dimensions are not something to mess with.”

“How do we know he can open that other world with (Y/N)?” Hal questions. “What if he gets someone else involved?”

“Unlikely. There’s something about (Y/N) and her continuous encounters with the entity that allowed her to access this... whatever it is.” Victor interjects. “But if that were to happen, then that’s even more of a reason to shut it down manually. I’ve got all their security cams already - it’s amazing how little they pay attention to those - and their alarm systems shouldn’t be too hard.”

“So we need a game plan, then,” Clark hums. “(Y/N), what do you suggest?”

You blink in alarm. “Uh-” Diana’s hand firmly squeezes your knee, anchoring you in the moment. “I’m sure you’re aware that there’s more than a few guards in there. Including people who were part of the… y’know, HALO thing.”

“We don’t want to hurt them.” Diana assures.

You nod slowly, thoughtfully. “They’re trained in hand-to-hand combat… not many of us could use our powers the way that I can. Maybe-” you pause. “When I escaped, there were waves of guards.”

“We can handle that.” Barry grins, looking a little too eager at the idea of a fight.

“We still need to make a solid plan,” Bruce declares. “But I think this was enough for today.”

You’re really doing this. 

Never again, you promise silently to yourself. Nobody will ever have to suffer through this pain ever again.

- - - -

“So, (Y/N),” Barry leans against the wall as you wait for Diana to join you in the gym. “Are you and Diana, like… y’know…”

You frown at him. “Uh… what?”

“Like, do you guys sleep together?”

“Every night, why?” You ask.

You don’t expect his expression to go slack, or the shock to ripple through him.

“Wait, Diana finally got with someone-” he begins but you quickly cut him off once you notice the brunette approaching.

“No! Nope! Not like that- oh my god-” your whole face is burning by the time Diana gets to you, an amused smirk on her face.

“Barry, leave her alone,” she scolds, her hand finding your wrist. 

“Diana, when were you gonna tell me you had a-” Barry starts, Diana’s resounding glare shutting him up. 

“What was that about?” Diana asks once Barry speeds away in the blink of an eye.

“Barry thinks we’re dating,” you shrug, trying to sound casual despite the red still burning away at your cheeks.

“Does he?” Diana’s smirk widens as she slips into the sparring ring. “And what did you say?”

Your blush returns full-force when she helps you up onto the platform. “I- well, he asked if we were sleeping together and I said ‘every night’. I forgot that meant something else...”

Diana’s laugh is full and boisterous, the most beautiful melody besides her heartbeat. “No wonder you’re blushing so hard.”

“Hey!” You defend, getting into a sparring position. “You’re gonna eat those words.”

“Come at me, then,” she challenges.

Diana gives her all in a fight, even in a spar. She might like you, but she doesn’t pull any punches. She knows you can handle it, too, and as two of the strongest beings in the whole HQ, your sparring sessions are loud and often destructive.

Diana has the upperhand today, though. You get lost in your thoughts about her again, and it isn’t long before she’s got you pinned. Maybe it’s just the position, but your mind instantly races once your eyes meet Diana’s.

She’s so close again. So, so close. You could just-

You can’t. 

Diana’s gaze flickers down, but she stands up slowly with an offered hand. “Come on, get back up.”

Does she know what she makes you feel?

- - - -

What surprises you most about kissing, you think, is the way it makes your whole body buzz. You’d always known about it, of course, but in practice it was… shockingly pleasant. Who knew mashing lips together could feel so good?

Daisy pulls away, breathless, her eyes wide with something like wonder. 

“What?” You ask, stupidly, because the silence feels strange between you.

“I just… really, really like you,” she admits, her olive complexion turning darker with her blush. “Is that so bad?”

You snort. “Here? Yeah, sort of.”

“You know we aren’t the only ones. The people here - they’re real people. They don’t know what the outside world is really like.”

“And you do?” 

“I’ve got more experience than anyone else, so…  yeah. Yeah I do.” Her smile is easy to match. “When we get out of here, we can kiss as much as we want. Wherever we want. It won’t always be like this.” 

It feels dangerous. More of a threat than a promise, though it shouldn’t be. If anyone knew - if anyone sees - you can’t stand the thought of the punishment. 

But it’s worth it.

This is worth it. It’s worth everything. It’s worth escaping for. 

“Then I can’t wait,” you whisper, her lips pushing back onto yours.

- - - -

One of your favorite things that Diana does - and there is a very long and still growing list - is tie her hair back when she’s particularly focused on something. Bruce laid out a possible plan for breaking into ARC and shutting it down, and he wanted Diana to overlook it before presenting it to the rest of the League.

Victor thinks that you have some kind of weird ability to open a portal, which is all well and good but you’ve got no idea how he thinks that’s going to help anything. You wonder if he wants to see this portal for himself, but just isn’t saying so. 

Hal has been trying to teach you things about altering reality. His powers apparently mess with atoms and whatever the hell, so he figures he might be the best teacher out of everyone in the League. You start to learn that your powers are rather similar to his own, in that aspect - your light can turn into a physical form, if you focus enough of your energy. A sword, a shield, an axe. 

The more you learn about yourself, the more you start to wonder if maybe your purpose in ARC hadn’t just been to open a portal. You’re starting to realize that, maybe, you’re some kind of weapon. The weapon, if what Vic says about you is true.

Barry, at least, is the only person who doesn’t seem to view you as some strange experiment (besides Diana). When Diana is locked away with Bruce and Clark, you find yourself spending more time with him than anyone else. He seems just about as lost as you with everyone else taking charge of their theories. 

He’s fun to talk to, at least. 

“So,” he says, sitting down beside you in the moderately large recreation room. The couch is black, like most of the furniture here, and leather. You’ve got no doubt Bruce was heavily involved in the decorating process. Diana likes splashes of color here and there, but Bruce doesn’t seem to like much of anything that isn’t a variant of grey or black. “How long have you been in love with Diana?”

Your stomach drops so fast and so hard you feel the blood draining from your face, eyes wide and mouth parted. “W-what?” It’s a croak, a pathetic sound.

He laughs with delight at your reaction. “Geez, didn’t mean to freak you out. I figured an empath of all people would know her own emotions.”

“Well, you thought wrong,” you mumble, cheeks suddenly burning. 

“It’s fine, you know. If you love her, I mean. We all kind of have a bet going on about it.”

“Who’s ‘we’?” You try to look as menacing as Diana, but it doesn’t have any effect on him. Instead, he runs a hand through his hair and hums thoughtfully.

“Me, Vic and Hal, of course. Clark and Bruce said something about ’not getting involved’ but that’s just because they’re too afraid of Diana to participate.”

You snort. “And I’m not something to fear?”

“You’re a literal angel. I’ll start fearing you when you willingly give out punches like Diana.”

“I’m starting to consider it.”

He rolls his eyes. “Seriously, though. Why don’t you just tell her how you feel?”

You avoid his inquisitive gaze, instead focusing on the television. It’s some cheesy romcom that you’ve paid half of your attention to. Some guy is holding up a box over his head, music blasting from it. Maybe you haven’t told her because you aren’t sure how to do it. Is holding a box of music like that actually successful?

“I don’t know,” you admit reluctantly. “I guess I don’t know how.”

“Well you aren’t John Cusack, and I don’t think Diana is a Peter Gabriel fan. Besides, you two spend more time cuddling than any non-dating couple I know.” He drums his fingers against his knees. “Have you tried showing her?”

“What?” You blink in surprise. Does he know that much about your abilities? 

“You know, like the small stuff. Compliment her, do things for her to show her you care.” He shrugs. “Simple stuff.”

“Uh-” you clear your throat to ease the tension in it. “Well, I haven’t, no. But you might be right about showing her. I just- I mean, what if-”

“Don’t say, ’what if she doesn’t love me back?’” Barry groans, throwing his head back against the cushions. “For someone so sensitive to emotions, you really have no clue what someone’s feeling.”

“I just… I don’t think I know what that feeling… erm, feels like? I mean, I think I knew, once, but...” You frown to yourself. “I mean, the way that I grew up… I don’t know. It sounds kind of stupid saying out loud.”

“Nah, I get it. Trauma does that to you.” He nods, focusing back on the television. The credits are rolling, now, the names too small and too fast for you to read. “But you shouldn’t be afraid of it, even if you don’t entirely know what it is.”

You give him an uneasy smile. “Thanks, Barry. You’re kind of smart, when you want to be.”

He scoffs. “I’m a genius. And an expert movie critic.” He reaches for the remote between you. “Romcoms don’t teach you anything about the real world.”

(He proceeds to choose a childrens movie about a green man with strange ears and a donkey companion. You aren’t sure what this is teaching you, but maybe he had a point before. Maybe you should just show her how you feel.)

- - - -

Diana knows something is up the moment she finds you in your shared bedroom. You look anxious, but not in the typical way that she’s come to familiarize with you. It’s a different sort of nerves crackling beneath the surface of that smile of yours.

“Can we go for a walk?” You’d asked, and of course she doesn’t say no. She can’t imagine a situation where she’d ever say no to you.

You really like these mountains. It’s so alive, here. You can sense a deer herd wandering further into the woods, and almost mindlessly follow them, though you stick to the dirt trails. (Diana has warned you how easy it is to get lost in these mountains, not to mention the presence of bears. Best not to disturb the wildlife.)

As the sun begins to dip below the horizon, and the shadows of the trees become reaching hands, you hold your palm up and summon a small orb of light. You give Diana a nervous smile as she observes the action; the light slowly morphs into a blooming flower. She watches, a slow grin pulling at the corners of her lips.

“This is nice,” she comments quietly, as if afraid to break the noise of the evening. “We should do this more often.”

“I, um, wanted to be away from all the noise. The boys are great and all, but they’re… loud. Emotionally, I mean. Very dramatic.” You wrinkle your nose, looking down at the flower as it lights your path. You sound stupid. You should just give up and turn back.

“I’m glad,” Diana hums, then pauses briefly. You stop abruptly to watch her. She’s confused, she’s Summer, and she’s thawing you to the very core. “Why did you want to be alone with me?”

You bite your lip nervously. “I-I wanted to show you something.” You swallow nervously, your skin feeling too hot and too tight for your existence. You wish you knew how to open that portal. Being sucked into another dimension sounds less painful than this. 

You hold out your hand, the one without the blossom, and face your palm up. Hesitantly, Diana reaches out and touches her fingertips to it. It’s much less jarring, now, than it had once been. Feeling the connection open wide with Diana is almost as easy as breathing.

You focus on that feeling, trying to bring it to the surface in the crashing waves. The harder you try, the more vibrant your source of light becomes. Like Diana’s reaching into it, too. Something seems to click into place, and there’s just this… indescribable warmth.

Love. You’re certain of it. It seems so obvious, now. 

You open your eyes to find that Diana is closing the small distance. 

And then she’s kissing you.

- - - - (Next Chapter) - - - -

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@twopoppies saw your fandom of L&H terms post

LISTEN here's an easy way I have it bc there's to many usless terms...

Larrie: Likes both L&H and believe they have been together since 2010 of 2011 will talk about Larry along with their careers [time frame is a bit hazy bc some may think they officially were a think in xfactor some think UAN time]

*Side Note* There are Solo Larries who only stan L&H or OT4/5 Larries who also stan other 1D members

Fandom Policers: I came up with this one kind of but essentially it's people who say their Larries but never talk about Larry, constantly trash talk other Larries [mainly those who mention Larry] & since antis are always agree with their posts I think their just toxic solos who won't unstan one bc they have a following on our side of the fandom

Twarries: Those who call themselves a Larrie but really their a Larry Shipper & should be called as such bc they like the idea of L&H being together but don't actually believe they are & believe in most stunts

No Stunts: Are Larries who reside on Twitter & made up that term to differentiate themselves from Twarries & let others on the bird app know they are not a Larry Shipper [this term is not needed here] & I wish didn't exist but what can you do

Solo Louie Neutrals: Only stans Louis and [mostly] neutral on the topic of Larry

Solo Harrie Neutrals: Only stans Harry and [mostly] neutral on the topic of Larry

Radical Louies [Rads]: Toxic SL stans who only stan Louis, hates Harry & are ex Larries. They believe L&H had a toxic BU & think Harry was a toxic bf guess this group has also been called Houis

Henries: Toxic SH stans who only stan Harry & hate Louis & are very anti Larry have never believed in it

Kyidyl Explains Bone - Part 2

(these are collected under the KyidylBones tag bc I have the sense of humor of a 13 year old boy.) 

I decided to do this today since the other part was basically like boring intro stuff and that’s not really what you showed up for.  So today’s topic is: 

Human vs. Animal

Anthropology and archaeology departments the world over are often brought random bones people find to ID whether they’re human or animal, so you might be wondering how do we know the difference? Well...it takes practice.  And, honestly, if the pieces are too small we can’t tell without microscopic analysis of the bone structure, but most of the time we can tell.  

Human bone is very unique.  Our anatomy is unique because we’re the only living members of our genus Homo and the anatomical adaptations of Homo are unique among animals.  The weird combination of big brain, walks upright, fine motor control, and used to live in trees is just...weird.  Our internal microscopic structure is different than that of any other animal. We grow differently than any other animal because our young take so long to mature and are born so helpless.  So anatomically...we’re unique if you know what to look for, but fragmentary remains are super common so you can’t do it by anatomy alone.

One piece of info that’s important.  Bone is made of two components: collagen and minerals.  Squishy bits and crunchy bits respectively.  And, yes, if you’re wondering...scientists DO sometimes remove these bits for Reasons (TM).  

Context! 

Where did you find this thing? Was it a single bone in a patch of woods in your backyard? Probably animal, but not always.  In a pit at a dig with burned animal bones? Probably not a human because people don’t toss the remains of their friends and families in with dinner.  Across cultures people treat their own dead differently than their animal dead or their food.  So if you find it with the food? 99% chance it’s animal, even at a disturbed site (tho it’s not *impossible* to find people in with animal, especially in caves, very disturbed sites, or very old sites.  With very old sites you have to get comfortable with the idea that sometimes people were food and it wasn’t even that uncommon.)

Texture! 

I’m doing this one first bc I can’t give you pictures of texture so it can go outside the cut.  That microscopic structure I mentioned and differences in bone growth all lead to a different texture in human bone.  Now, I want to preface this by saying: this varies with the age of the bone and the age of the individual and the environment in which you found it.  But human bone tends to be a bit less....greasy than animal bone.  I don’t know how else to describe this, because understanding the difference in texture is literally something you can only do by handling them, but I’ll do my best.  

See, animal bone found in association with humans is normally put through some kind of alteration process.  Cooking, smoking, etc.  Human bone sometimes is - after all, people cremate their dead or dry them out or mummify them or eat them all the time - but buried bone tends to be drier in texture than animal bone.  Animal bone won’t leave greasy stains or residue, but it will feel smoother - less porous.  As humans (and animals) decay, the collagen goes first and leaves behind the minerals.  This happens at different rates for different organisms in different conditions, but human bone that has been buried will have a different texture than animal bone, and it will be slightly less smooth or greasy (listen bone grease isn’t GREASE grease it’s just like a way of talking about how dried out it is. Older = less grease.  New things will leave like food grease on your fingers.). But after you’ve felt it a few times - buried human bone has a different texture than animal bone.  

Color! 

Human bone is a different color from other kinds of bone.  It’s similar, but not the same.  And! Unless it has been bleached by the sun (something I’ll touch on more when I do the damage post.), it’s not white.  Not when it has been defleshed naturally.  So halloween decorations? Yeah, all the wrong color.  Anyway, this is where we start to get into images, so I’m going to start putting things behind the cut.  

Here is an image of mixed animal bone from my own collection: 

Ooooo so many cool things in this one picture.  There’s burned bone, small bone, big bone, MgO staining, teef!, moar different burned bone...and one of the things that gets mistaken as human most often: turtle shell.  It’s the piece that’s in the top row, fourth from the right.  It looks very much like human skull when it’s fragmentary and is easy to mistake it as such.  It’s flat and the lines look like sutures (place where the bones in the skull fused, and are now the markers of separate bones.), but they don’t go all the way through.  Anyway, this is a good depiction of the wide variety of colors animal bone comes in.  The large piece in the very lower right is close to what I’d consider an average.  

Here’s an image of human femur that has been defleshed, but not buried: 

(Source)

Probably a young adult because the bone is in good condition, and the head has been fused but the suture isn’t completely grown over (obliterated).  

These are also human femurs: 

(Source)

Side note: they all probably had rickets and that center one is a juvenile, and I’ll teach you how to ID that later on.  They were found in a cave, a burial, and an archaeological site respectively.  

This is another femur: 

(Source)

Bottom is the femur, and it has a healed break in the middle.  The top is also a femur but it has....so...so...many problems.  SO MANY.  I could barely tell it’s a femur from this angle.  

Anyway, the color and texture on that front femur is what I would consider like an average color and texture for a human bone.  And it’s tan, sure, but it’s a different color tan than animal bone, especially IRL.  

In short: human bone looks different and feels different than animal bone, even before you take into consideration things like anatomy.  

Regarding anatomy, it’s...well, it’s an incredibly complex topic and I don’t know that I can really cover it appropriately here in my blog.  It mostly boils down to the impact that bipedalism has on our bodies, the impact that a big brain has on our skulls, and the impact that our manual dexterity on our fingers.  The walking thing is especially important because it changes *everything* about our anatomy.  Like...head to toe.  Everything.  

If you’re interested in human bone anatomy I have two resource recommendations for you.  First, The Human Bone Manual.  This is the one I used for school, and it’s the most useful textbook I’ve ever purchased.  I still use it all the time.  The ebook version is around $18.  Second, this app is called Essential Skeleton 4. It’s free, and it’s the most comprehensive skeletal anatomy app I’ve ever seen (and I’ve used a LOT of them.  It’s made by the same people who make essential anatomy - but EA isn’t free.).  Unfortunately, it’s iOS only and I’ve never found a decent alternative for android. :/ 

There is a lot more to telling human from animal, but my hope is that you’ll pick it up as I make the other entries into the series.  My best advice here is to develop an eye for detail.  Be like Elliot Spencer: it’s a very distinctive ___________. 

One final note on anatomy: people almost always do not realize what size bones actually are.  Human femurs are long and they’re heavy for their size.  They’re usually at least a foot or two in length (I mean...obviously...height is a factor.). The head is good and solid, and the shaft is thick with a lot of compact bone, but when the soft tissue is gone they’re hollow.  Most of the long bones are.  Foot bones are larger than most people expect. Skulls vary in size between softball-ish and volleyball-ish.  And human bone has a distinctive density which, unfortunately, you can’t learn the feel of without handling bone.  If you pick up a bone that looks right but doesn’t feel right - you know it.  I handled a human femur that felt like bird bone (bird bone is very light with a lot of spongy bone bc they fly.) because of a pathology (a non-standard but usually naturally occurring thing on the bone.  Breaks aren’t a pathology, but their regrowth can be.  Syphilis damage is a pathology because bacteria is naturally occurring, as are things like bone cancer, osteoporosis, etc.).  Other times it’s because your damned osteology prof mixed in a human-looking animal bone with the box of remains to trip you up because the differences can be real subtle and you need to learn that.  

Anyway, I think that’s it for today.  I’ll seeya tomorrow, peoples! 

Can you do a post about Niall and what he said about bullying? Trashblog conveniently left out the tweet with him defending female artists bc it doesnt fit their "Niall is defending Liam" narrative. Of course they wont post any of my anons correcting them.

I don’t get why everyone has to assume everything those boys do tracks back to 1D anyway. Let’s see. What makes more sense? Niall was defending Liam for his song, getting cancelled, and his subsequent tweets. Liam who he doesn’t hang out with. Who literally said not a week ago that he doesn’t talk to any of the boys but Louis. Liam. Who also let it slip a few weeks back that Niall basically said to keep his name out of his mouth and not talk about him in interviews. I’m sure they’re sitting around braiding each other’s hair bitching about trolls. The man said it wasn’t about any one person and went on to clarify that he was speaking about women being ridiculed by trolls. Right after Katy was trolled mercilessly by one of the largest and (who can be) the most vicious fandoms on the bird app. You know. The woman who is basically responsible for putting him through on XFactor and starting his career. Who he HAS stayed in contact and remained friends with this whole time. Oh. And here’s the SS of his tweets: 

He never implied nor mentioned Liam anywhere. As a matter of fact, I went and looked up quote tweets from this entire thing and comments. Funny most of the initial ones....including the forth one from the top that he replied to....are all from Harries. Troll Harries. Everything else came after. Quite like the last three times there has been discourse in the fandom/fandoms. You can always trace it back to a Harry troll. Why do they have all this time on their hands? Harry is feeding them tons of content. Pathetic. 

Please answer 1-98 >:3

Weird asks that say a lot

1. coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans?      water bottles 2. chocolate bars or lollipops?      chocolate bars 3. bubblegum or cotton candy?      cotton candy, though I don't like either very much 4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?      I don't know 5. do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups?      plastic cups??? 6. pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear?      sportswear I guess 7. earbuds or headphones?      I only have earbuds right now, but I like both 8. movies or tv shows?      tv shows, but that doesn't mean I don't like movies too 9. favorite smell in the summer?      the ocean 10. game you were best at in p.e.?      capture the flag 11. what you have for breakfast on an average day?      whatever I can find 12. name of your favorite playlist?      "Good Songs :D" 13. lanyard or key ring?      key ring 14. favorite non-chocolate candy?      I don't particularly like any non-chocolate candy. Too artificial and sweet :/ 15. favorite book you read as a school assignment?      Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes 16. most comfortable position to sit in?      leaning back and with my legs out 17. most frequently worn pair of shoes?      white converse 18. ideal weather?      raining or a mild temperature like 80 degrees F paired with high humidity 19. sleeping position?      I fall asleep on my side and wake up on my back 20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?      Google docs heheh 21. obsession from childhood?      I was one of those warrior cats kids (no, I didn't pretend to be warrior cats at recess) 22. role model?      Snickers 23. strange habits?      popping my back, checking sunset/sunrise times 24. favorite crystal?     all crystals are great 25. first song you remember hearing?      Counting Stars by OneRepublic 26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?      hiking 27. favorite activity to do in cold weather?      reading 28. five songs to describe you?      Modern Loneliness- Lauv // Scared of Heights- Loving Caliber // backpack- slchld // By Now- Will Jay // Come True- khai dreams, Forrest., Biskwiq 29. best way to bond with you?      don't annoy me 30. places that you find sacred?      the beach when no one is there or deep in the mountains 31. what outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names?      ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ 32. top five favorite vines?      road work ahead, jared 19, damn daniel, 2 bros chillin in a hot tub, x files theme 33. most used phrase in your phone?      probably >:3 34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?      that spotify ad about peter and jumping/skipping rope. IF you knew what an 8track tape was!! 35. average time you fall asleep?      ~2:30am 36. what is the first meme you remember ever seeing?      the pepe the frog memes 37. suitcase or duffel bag?      suitcase 38. lemonade or tea?      lemonade but tea is also superb 39. lemon cake or lemon meringue pie?      lemon cake bc I've never had lemon meringue pie 40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?      I don't really remember. Let's go with Mr. Rightmyer and Mr. Mikow in general (ig matrix_multiplication). or maybe the time Sami put a lamp on her head and pretended to be Shaggy 41. last person you texted?      Snickers 42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?      jacket pockets 43. hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket?      hoodie 44. favorite scent for soap?      hmmm something tropical 45. which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero?      sci-fi 46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?      clothing 47. favorite type of cheese?      swiss or colby jack or parmigiano-reggiano 48. if you were a fruit, what kind would you be?      peaches bc they're the best fruit 49. what saying or quote do you live by?      "you become what you think about" "success is the progressive realization of a worthy goal or ideal"- Earl Nightingale "the opposite of courage is not cowardice, it is conformity" "sanity and happiness are an impossible combination"- Mark Twain "If you do not change direction, you may end up where you are heading"- Lao Tzu "failure will never overtake me if my determination to succeed is strong enough" - Og Mandino 50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?      let's go with https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TilHylia7rE and more recently, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=voncdcV648g 51. current stresses?      upcoming exams, writing essays 52. favorite font?      My current favorites are Frank Ruhl Libre, Overlock, and Rajdhani 53. what is the current state of your hands?      good, though I perpetually have a bump on one finger from writing too much 54. what did you learn from your first job?      job?? what job? 55. favorite fairy tale?      three little pigs 56. favorite tradition?      sleeping 57. the three biggest struggles you’ve overcome?      I don't know 58. four talents you’re proud of having?      Freestyling (ground moves and juggling), shooting knuckleballs, popping my back really well, running a 5-6 minute mile 59. if you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be?      I don’t know what my catchphrase would be 60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?      a shonen where the protagonist is trying to survive in a crazy world, become the best at something, or master some special power (examples: tower of god or solo leveling if it was an anime) OR something with a mafia 61. favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.?      "Well, if you only knew how little I really know about the things that matter"- Elio in cmbyn the movie (think about this quote all the time) "Let us cultivate our garden"-Candide in Candide by Voltaire “The bird fights its way out of the egg. The egg is the world. Who would be born must first destroy a world. The bird flies to God. That God's name is Abraxas.”- Sinclair in Demian by Hermann Hesse “I wanted only to live in accord with the promptings which came from my true self. Why was that so very difficult?”- Sinclair in Demain by Hermann Hesse “Know yourself and go in swinging.”- More than this by Patrick Ness “Just leave me alone. I’m not myself. I’m falling apart, and I don’t want you here.”- Charlie in Flowers for Algernon by Daniel Keyes Tons of quotes and references from Arthur, httyd, and other media 62. seven characters you relate to?      Lance (vld), zuko (atla), okonkwo (things fall apart), nwoye (things fall apart), bokuto (haikyuu), sinclair (demian), hiccup (httyd) 63. five songs that would play in your club?      Wednesday Girl- Elijah Who, Aso, Peachy!, Kudasaibeats, slchld // Way Back Home- SHAUN, Conor Maynard, Sam Feldt // Let Me Down Slow (Acoustic)- New Hope Club // Crush Culture- Conan Gray // All Night Long- TAEYEON, LUCAS 64. favorite website from your childhood?      animal jam 65. any permanent scars?      I have a ton of scars on my legs and knees. I ran into a cart at staples once and have a big scar from that. I have a few scars on my elbows too 66. favorite flower(s)?      columbine (CO state flower) 67. good luck charms?      none 68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?      I have no idea 69. a fun fact that you don’t know how you learned?      I don’t know 70. left or right handed?       right 71. least favorite pattern?      cheetah or zebra print 72. worst subject?      hmmm biology but only bc I don't put in the effort 73. favorite weird flavor combo?      I don't know. I like food 74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?      I don't think I've experienced enough pain to accurately answer this question. I've only taken ibuprofen once (when I got my wisdom teeth taken out), but I didn't think it was that necessary to take 75. when did you lose your first tooth?      probably when I was six 76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?      scalloped potatoes, hash browns, Spanish tortillas, potato salad, mashed potatoes 77. best plant to grow on a windowsill?      aloe vera 78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?      sushi from a grocery store 79. which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo?      school ID 80. earth tones or jewel tones?      earth tones 81. fireflies or lightning bugs?      they're called fireflies 82. pc or console?      pc 83. writing or drawing?      writing 84. podcasts or talk radio?      podcasts 84. barbie or polly pocket?      no 85. fairy tales or mythology?      mythology 86. cookies or cupcakes?      cookies 87. your greatest fear?      Accidentally biting off my tongue and then choking on it, seeing things in mirrors, being stabbed with a knife as I enter a hotel elevator, receiving emails 88. your greatest wish?      Happiness??? I don’t know 89. who would you put before everyone else?      Snickers 90. luckiest mistake?      I don't know 91. boxes or bags?      boxes 92. lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights?      sunlight 93. nicknames?      let's not talk abt that,,, 94. favorite season?      spring or summer 95. favorite app on your phone?      google play books, goodreads, tumblr, kakaotalk, spotify, google keep 96. desktop background?      it's a slideshow. the background at the moment is a photo of Manarola, Italy taken by Peter Hegedus. It's one of my favorite photographs of all time 97. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?      three not including 911 (so four) 98. favorite historical era?     1300s in the Mongol empire or around when the spice trade was at its peak, 1800s in America during westward expansion, 1920s, ancient egypt, Harlem Renaissance 

university!au: day6 jae

following my uni!au with young k (idk how to link my own post asbajdnskmd im Dumb) so here another one with jae lol i think im gonna make one for each one of them buttttttt no promise bc my brain works in a very mysterious way LOL

anyway leggo

warning: this is lame lmaooooo

name: park jaehyung / jae

major: politic science

other activities: guitarist (and sometimes vocalist) of university band, member of music club, founder and leader of LOL SQUAD

everyone knows that tall skinny guitarist of the band i mean he’s hard to ignore tbh

he always wears loose T-shirt, ripped jeans, a cap that he puts backward, and round big specs to campus

professors hate his ripped jeans but can’t really say anything because oh well style doesn’t define someone’s grades and boy, does this kid actually get some braincells in him

well i mean at least he never fails his classes

he has this giant LOLSQUAD badge on his backpack because he’s proud af of his title as the club founder and leader

he actually started that club so he could to brag about his gaming skill to everyone who wanted to listen but he ends up getting his ass handed to him every single time they play together smh

if he’s not in class or hanging out with his game buddies, he can be seen following that Popular Student™ kang younghyun or as jae prefers to call him, “brian” or “brIBRI” because they both joined music club and are in the band

yes yes he’s well known and easy to spot

but…

“jae? park jaehyung?? who???”

everyone refers to him as “that foreigner student”, “the American guy” or “the gamer guy”, or my favorite: “chicken little”

i will never let that joke die im sorry but seriously he looks like chicken when he plays his guitar on the stage don’t @ me

there are only like 5 students in the whole university who know his actual name

anyways in this scenario you’ve always been interested in playing guitar but haven’t gotten a chance to learn and your friend kim wonpil invites you to join music club so you’ll have friends to practice with

“you know our jaehyungie, right? he’s really chill, you’ll get along well with him!!”

deep inside you’re like

who the heck is jaehyung

but wonpil is so excited to have you there so the next week you come to the club meeting

you introduce yourself to everyone and finally you meet him

“ohmygod the chicken little!!”

“whO THE HECK ARE YOU CALLING THAT”

“sorry- i mean the chicken guitarist- wait no-”

he glares at you, you laugh instead

scaring the new member challenge: failed

but yeah you’d seen him performing before and honestly you almost decided to become his fan

a l m o s t

at first he (jokingly) refuses to teach you guitar because you called him chicken little

and since then you keep calling him that just to mess with him

“hi chicken little”

“what’s poppin chicken little”

“why do you look so flustered, chicken little? do i make you nervous??”

he turns red chicken little is now an angry bird “gO AWAY NEWBIE YOU’RE SO ANNOYING”

jae’s a foreigner but he speaks fluent korean

he tells you that even though he was born and grew up in america he always speaks the language with his parents

but of course since he lives abroad there are lots of words or slang he doesn’t know, so you gotta be an ass and slip some difficult words when you speak to him

he gets his revenge by replying to you in english

whenever you two are having an argument (usually over stupid things) everyone in the club suddenly gets headache

wtf they’re not even making any sense

besides music, jae is the most excited when talking about LOL or social topics because well his major

honestly idk much about politic science so cmiimw

one time someone asks for his opinion about social welfare and he ends up starting a sudden debate session with the said person about social welfare programs in south korea and america and the difference between both countries

you mention human rights and he sNAPS

i mean he gives a full 15 mins speech about it

“yknow what im sayin?”

“dude… i honestly don’t get it at all”

because he be speaking in full english like wat

he’s just so passionate about everything it’s almost adorable

a l m o s t

and it’s not only his passion but also his small eyes, his laugh, his voice, or the way he occasionally lifts his head to look at you while playing guitar and you smile and he smiles because you smile first shnshsbshs soft

even the corners of his lips are so cute wow

oh fuck im emo i love him

but you adore him just as a good friend

he’s always been bubbly and friendly with everyone, not just you, so yeah it’s really easy to fall for him but you assure yourself that you’re nOT

are we having “in denial” shit again omg im so uncreative

anyway fast forward it’s ur birthday!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYY

you decide to throw a small party at your place and invite 5 or 6 of your closest friends but damn on the d-day it rains so hard

if ur bday falls on winter then change it to snowing hard, if it’s spring then maybe there’s strong wind or something, whatever suits you fam lol

so no one comes to your party lol you are Sad

BUT THEN!!!! JAE SHOWS UP!!!!!

PARK JAEHYUNG

OUT OF ALL PEOPLE

no you didn’t invite him because idk

are we really that close??? ehhhh he probably won’t come anyway haha why bother

BUT!!!! HE SHOWS UP!!! IN FRONT OF YOUR DOOR!!!

he’s carrying an umbrella but it didn’t really help apparently because he’s soaking wet

imagine that view i mean nvm

“i happened to be near here and i remember it’s your birthday today so i think i’m gonna drop by to say hi and suddenly it’s raining too hard on the way but anyway happy birthday can you let me in first i’m cold”

ofc you let jae in i mean we can’t let the chicken catch the flu amirite

but you warn him that he’ll have to leave before 11 or your RA will kick you both out the dorm lol

after a towel, two cups of hot tea, and one shared piece of chocolate cake, you told him you were supposed to have a small party tonight but no one could make it because of the rain and he’s like “hOW DARE YOU HAVING A PARTY BUT NOT INVITING ME I THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD WAS SPECIAL” and you’re just like “lol shut up chicken here eat more cake”

anyways you two spend time joking and talking about random stuff and it’s probably not the best birthday ever but at least you don’t have to spend it alone and to be honest you’re happy that he’s here

then jae pulls out his ultimate weapon

i mean his guitar

he was soaking wet but the guitar is clean and dry and all fine like hoW EVEN

“priorities” -park jaehyung

he said he gonna play a song of your choice because he came empty handed and he feels bad about it

you blush and pick whatever song comes to your mind because you can’t really think of any, and he starts strumming his guitar and sings

and while he keeps looking at you, you find yourself too can’t take your eyes off him

the song ends and you’re about to clap your hands when he suddenly starts another one

wait you’ve never heard this song before

it’s a slow song and the lyrics are all like, the sky turns dark on the birthday of the brightest star so that it’ll be the only light in his world, how he feels regretful that he has nothing to give but his small heart, and he hopes that this lovely person will hold his hand as they listen to this song together, that this lovely person will feel warm beside him

guys just imagine the song okay i can’t Romance

it’s dead silent until you whisper, “is that… a song for me?”

jae’s face turns red and he starts panicking™ like “i made up the lyrics just now okay i know it’s fricking sappy and cheesy as hell okay i just uhhh want to cheer you up!!!! because you seem kinda down!!!!! let’s not talk about this again uGh WhatEvER leT Me LIvE!!!!!”

but you chuckle and thank him, it was the best present you can get from anyone

you two stare at each other for a second that feels like years and he finally breaks the silence, “you know,,, maybe i came here on purpose,,, maybe actually i want to see you,,,”

“and why is it?”

“because i think,,, i miss you,,, kinda”

and you don’t say this out loud but maybe you do know that

even if you say you’ll never

in fact you’ve already fallen for him a bit

or perhaps a lot

like a lot

then he leans in to kiss your lips and you kiss back and it’s almost not awkward at all, it just feels right as if you’ve kissed him million times before

a l m o s t

you two still blush real hard after

but yeah that’s how you two start dating

none of you two tell anyone about it but it’s pretty obvious, i mean jae always picks you up at your dorm, he walks with you to your class or vice versa (if your classes don’t overlap tho), you two keep stealing glances at each others, also—

jae with you: “hey,,,, come here sit with me u3u,,,,, did you have lunch??? oh i wrote a song last night check this out,,,, what are you gonna do this saturday? oml you’re so cute”

jae with everyone else: “HAHAHAHA FUCKING FUCK SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU FUCKING PRICK ALSO BRIAN FUCKING KANG IF YOU STEAL MY FUCKING FRIES AGAIN I WILL LITERALLY SNAP YOUR FUCKING NECK”

welp actually he’s not always sweet with you, sometimes you two still argue about silly things using mixed languages but now everyone in the club knows better to just run away once it begins

because it’ll end up with you two fighting or you two kissing

yes im nasty and a disappointment bye

btw wonpil is excited af it’s almost like he’s dating you both

“it’s really nice seeing you two finally together!!!!!!! especially because jaehyung really couldn’t shut up about you ever since the first day you joined our music club”

“wait wha-”

“YOU SNAKE THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SECRET FUCK OFF”

I’m so in love with park jaehyung y'all hsnshsbsh aNYWAYS!!! 100 blocks limit has lifted from tumblr app AYEEEEE

In The Line of Duty

A/N: Timely for Iggy’s name day! So. Slightly departing from the usual structure in which I write my stories, so this may seem a bit... weird? Fragmented? So I kind of not recommend reading this via Tumblr mobile bc that app murders the formatting lmao

Tagging them pals! @blindedstarlight @valkyrieofardyn @bleucommelhiver @gowithme @noboomoon @emmydots @lazarustrashpit @raspberryandechinacea @hanatsuki89 @mp938368 @boo-dangy @animakupo

(Links in AO3) Alternate Universes in Which You and I Belong Together: Noctis | Gladio | Prompto | Ignis | Nyx | Cor | Ravus | Ardyn

Ignis breezes through the freeway, his Aston Martin almost flying through the rainy night. He is never one to drive like a madman, but this is a desperate time that certainly calls for this very desperate measure. He spares a glance at the rearview mirror. A shabby white Mitsubishi and a gaudy yellow Volvo still remain in close pursuit. Looks like the flock of paparazzi back from Maagho’s really is a persistent lot. In the passenger seat, you sit in an unsettling silence.

Fuck these bastards, he mutters under his breath.

Speed limits be damned. His fingers tighten around the steering wheel. Ignis revs the engine and zips past the steady traffic.

“Let’s get you back to your flat, alright?” he offers kindly.

You say nothing.

Suddenly, Ignis finds himself missing your chatty, teasing antics. That silly smile of yours. By this time, you should have been pleading him to let you go someplace else—anywhere but your place—while annoying him to death with your usual smartass quips. You never do.

Months before, Ignis had been perfectly convinced you were the most insufferable human he has ever come across. Funny how he now thinks otherwise. Even funnier that he now cares. Because it’s not his business to care. His job was never to look nor to listen.

But at this point, you have made him break every single rule in his book.

The first thing Ignis notices when he meets you is your eyes.

Something about your strong and striking gaze makes him wonder why someone like him is even employed at your service. One look from you, he is pretty certain you are completely capable on your own in terms of sending anyone who dares cross your path—may it be troublesome paparazzi, or overzealous fans and haters alike—to run with their tails between their legs. Your composure and confidence says just as much. Seems to him that you’re the type of person who does not need anyone’s protection, let alone a bodyguard.

Which is a sentiment you made very clear that morning in the luxurious luster of Hotel St. Regis’s lobby.

“I’m afraid Aranea here has wasted your time—” you tell Ignis as you set your cup of coffee back on the table, sharply turning your attention to the silver-haired woman who is sitting across from you— “but like I said, I can take care of myself just fine—”

“Really?” Aranea scoffs, casting you a challenging glare. “And by taking care of yourself, do you mean going around punching paparazzi square in the face and breaking their camera as you please?”

You shrug. “Well, that fella fucking deserved it—”

“Whether they deserved it or not isn’t the fucking point, you idiot. Do you have any idea how Cor had to shell out his own money to keep that incident from going out to the press?” Aranea sighs in resignation. “Look, this is more than just taking care of yourself. This is about—”

“—my career, my image, and my reputation, blah blah blah. Yes, you don’t need to do all of Cor’s spiel—I get it.”

Aranea raises an eyebrow. “Do you really? ‘Cause if you really did, we wouldn’t be having this conversation and Ignis wouldn’t be the fourth replacement in the span of six fucking months.”

You fall silent. Though Ignis is compelled to say something, he knows very well not to provide his thoughts, unsolicited or otherwise. That’s never in his job description. He had been trained to keep his mouth shut, and he is going to do just that. Besides, what would he know? Such is the world of glitz and glamour that is show business, and Ignis has never been tasked with handling celebrity clientele before. If anything, among his peers, it was either Gladio or Nyx who gets paired with the high profile A-listers. Clarus’s directive for him came as a strange surprise, the initial briefing of his task even stranger. All throughout his fifteen years of service in the Lucian Security Bureau, people frequently assigned to Ignis were government big shots, business moguls, and upper echelons of society who have been targets of terror and violence.

However, in your case… Ignis could see that you fit in neither the former nor the latter. At least for now, that’s what he thinks.

You spread your elbows over the table, eyeing Aranea with a wicked smile all over your face. “You know what would be better, Ari?”

“Don’t call me that—”

“You could pass as both my handler and bodyguard, don’t you think?

Aranea looks at Ignis, then back at you. “Does that come with a raise?”

You lean back against your seat. “Nope.”

“Didn’t think so.” Aranea exhales a derisive laugh. “Then I suppose we leave Ignis to do that job for all our sakes. Anyway, we better get going—” from her satchel, she pulls out a sleek-looking tablet— “you have to be ready for your four p.m. table read and a seven p.m. interview Dino of Meteor Publishing.” To Ignis, she says, “I assume you’ve already been briefed by your superior about all your responsibilities?”

Ignis sits up straighter and nods. “Yes.”

“Good. It’s pretty simple actually, but the past bodyguards can’t seem to do it.” Aranea smiles, clapping Ignis by the shoulder as she narrows her eyes on you. “Just don’t let this moron out of your sight, and we’ll all be fine.”

The first thing you notice about Ignis is his eyes.

Never mind the scar that cruised the left side of his face, that tiny slash over his right eyebrow, or even the one on the bridge of his nose. He didn’t even need to look at you directly for you to marvel at how fiercely green his eyes are, like the colour of a bright summer’s day. However, back in the lobby with Aranea, there is no warmth in his silences nor in his clinical concentration; there is only a crippling coldness. One look at him and you could already surmise that he’s had his fair share of danger in his profession. Though he is lean and lithe unlike your past bodyguards who all seem to be built out of heavier materials, you cannot shake the feeling that Ignis might have killed a man with his bare hands.

Still, you don’t really need someone like Ignis. You never needed someone like him. A bodyguard should have been the least of your concerns. Besides, you have enough people monitoring your every move that getting a fucking bodyguard is as insane as it’s going to get. Cor often reminds you that this is all for your safety, and that as your manager, he only wants to keep you safe. Aranea chastises you that you’re overreacting, and that you’re still free as a bird. Except you’re as free as any bird locked in a cage that they might as well just lock you up in prison.

And in the first few hours that Ignis has started following you around, the fact that he hardly spares you a moment for a decent conversation—except for his courteously clipped responses like “Let me know if you need anything else,” or “I’ll be right outside your door”—prison seems like a more amiable place to be.

By his second week, Ignis finally understands how unpredictable you can be.

Okay, maybe he does not understand it quite fully. He has to admit, though: he admires the elaborate effort you put into your juvenile pranks. It comes in the strangest of ways and in the oddest of days: from your attempts to lock him up inside your trailer, down to that crafty disguise to sneak out of the film set, all of which he had seen you fail miserably time and again. Out of all your many crimes, petty they may be, hopping in the backseat of someone else’s car to escape him from an after party still takes the cake. He had to forcefully “borrow” a stranger’s motorcycle just to chase you down, which he managed to do in less than an hour. Not an impressive feat for someone his calibre, but at least he got you home in one piece—and without Cor or Aranea even knowing.

What fuels your sheer determination to drive him off his wits, Ignis does not know. The only thing he knows for sure is that you’re one bloody piece of work.

“Can’t say I didn’t warn ya, Specs,” Gladio reminds Ignis one sordid afternoon back in the Lucian Security Bureau HQ. In the saintly cleanliness that is his cubicle, he finds Gladio lounging on his seat together with Nyx, as if they had been expecting his unlikely visit. The air-conditioned hustle remains the same, the glass panels and all the white walls still as stark bright as Ignis remembers it to be. He really has been away for far too long that he finds himself missing that familiar scent of ink and paper, and even the faces of these two troublemakers.

“So how’s your new post treatin’ you?” Nyx breezily asks. His tone is not of concern, but a knowing amusement that Ignis can easily recognize. “The look on your face says you’re either in need of a stiff drink or to get laid.”

“Or could be both,” Gladio adds.

Actively ignoring the smug looks on his friends’ faces, Ignis does not answer them, but instead, he asks: “Aren’t the both of you supposed to be somewhere else?”

“Could ask you the same thing,” Gladio snaps back. He picks up Ignis’s tin of mints on his table and pops one on his mouth.

Nyx loops an arm around Ignis. “Y’know, celebrities can be a pain, so if you’re here to request Clarus for a reassignment, we promise not to judge.”

Ignis looks at Nyx for a brief moment. A reassignment. How come he never thought of that? Sure, you can be annoying and a menace to his daily routine, but Ignis suddenly finds it strange that he has never considered the prospect of requesting for a change in client. Maybe he has his brand of patience to thank for, or his unworldly forbearance in the years that he has spent in this profession.

But then—as if by seeing Nyx and Gladio after such a long time of being away—he realizes that maybe, you’re not that bad. Even in your reckless and determined attempts of making his life a living hell, you also make an effort to make conversation. Not that it’s anything special. He has been wired to being strictly on someone’s beck and call that most of his past clients do not even bother to look at him in the eye. Most of them see him as a weapon, a blade to be wielded against their enemies. Small wonder Ignis himself often forgets that he is a living and breathing person. He can barely remember having a life outside this job. He can barely remember the last time someone apart from Gladio and Nyx asking him anything about his hobbies or other interests or even about his family.

But you do. You try. Even on the first few days when Ignis didn’t know how to respond. It’s just that he doesn’t know how to. He fears that you might have interpreted that as indifference, and he regrets to have responded to you as such. He thought you would have given up by now, seeing how he had acted so callously, but you have the persistence of a honey badger that you use on him to get him to talk, or to even to smile a little.

Nyx looks at Ignis, this time with a genuine hint of concern. Ignis has not realized that he had been quiet for some time.

But he has realized that you have grown so much on him, which is such an disturbing thought to entertain.

“I think a reassignment is highly unnecessary,” Ignis says finally—almost to himself and not to Nyx and Gladio—as he takes his leave. 

By his second week, you finally understand how Ignis can be so predictable.

There’s the matter of his morning routine. He follows it too religiously that you start to notice the little things. He wakes up as early as six a.m.—on the dot, not even a minute late—to work out at the back of your trailer. Three sets of push ups, squats, crunches, all in that order. Seven-thirty a.m., he wraps up, takes a shower, grabs a nice cup of coffee with some of the film crew. He likes his coffee strong and black, no sugar. How you know all of this like the same way you know all of your lines is beyond you.

But maybe he’s not too predictable. Not entirely.

You still have not seen him smile, despite the significant progress in the conversation department. And by significant, you mean that his answers have finally upgraded from one-word responses to lengthy sentences. Considering all the stupid shit you pulled on him, it’s almost a wonder that he even indulges you from time to time by answering any of your random questions.

Though in the process, you have learned a handful of tidbits about his life. For one, you find out that he happens to be an excellent cook. Once, he has shared with you how he wanted to build a restaurant of his own, and that it is only a matter of time before he could pursue that dream. Hearing him confide something that personal throws you off guard, but somehow, you feel quite relieved. You also learn that he has never seen any of your films, nor is he even aware of your awards and accolades—which, frankly, is the most gratifying thing you have ever heard in your life. You have also learned that he has not forgiven you for making him chase you all throughout the city. Which is fair. If that had happened with any of your previous bodyguards, they would not even bother sparing you another word even if you are the last person on this planet, and they would most certainly quit their job the next day.

But Ignis is different. A good kind of different.

Nevertheless, what you now find unfair is that you have never seen him smile. Unfair because he has seen yours a countless times at this point—fake ones on set included. He even gets a bonus because he has also seen you laugh at the most ridiculous things. Ignis, however, seems to be programmed with a limited range of emotions. You have not seen his face look anything but blank or bored, too surly or too serious.

It is only when you suddenly fall sick in the middle of filming that you find a new expression on his face.

Right after the director screams “Cut!” you wobble outside the set, past the cameramen, past the make up artists, past Aranea who’s probably busy handling your next schedule. When Ignis hurries by your side, you could barely focus your eyes. Your mouth tastes like acid. The world is spinning out of control.

Ignis presses the back of his hand to your forehead. “You’re burning up. I’m calling a doctor—”

“No, don’t.” You weakly wave a hand. “I’ll be fine by morning. Don’t tell Aranea. I just need to sleep, that’s all.”

Ignis walks you back to your trailer, looping your arm around his neck, and his around your waist. Your cheek momentarily rests against his chest, and you can feel his warm breath fanning over your head. You try your best not to retch on his shirt. Perhaps it’s the fever talking, but all you could think about is how this shirt looks perfect on him and you do not want to ruin it with your vomit.

Which is why out of your delirious haze, you say out of the blue: “Have I ever told you that you look so good in black?”

Ignis tilts his head. He hesitates for a moment, and then says, “I’m afraid not.”

“Well, now you know. I like your black dress shirt. You look so dapper in it.” And there goes your filter straight out the window.

“Thank you. It’s… nothing special.” He sounds unsure. Or is that embarrassment? Either way, you’re too sick to even look at his face to see his reaction.

Ignis guides you straight to your bed. You toss yourself so gracelessly against the mattress, and you gather the sheets to bundle up for warmth. A wave of nausea threatens to lurch out of your mouth. As far as you’re concerned, the inside of your trailer should not be this freezing cold.

“I’ll get you something to eat,” Ignis says, and as he prepares to drift to the kitchen, you grab for his hand.

“Please stay for a minute. Tell me a story.” You sound like a five-year-old.

He sits on the edge of the bed. “What kind of story?” His voice is gentler than usual. It is jarring, to say the least.

You pull yourself up, your arm brushing against his. “Like, is it possible that you’re a gremlin? ‘Cause how come it’s so hard to—” you thumb the corners of his mouth to make him smile— “see you do this?”

You can feel his face tremble a little in your touch. He looks at you strangely. You know he’s about to say something, but you are ill-prepared to what happens next.

Ignis starts to laugh.

You can’t believe this is what you have been missing for the last couple of days. What you have been missing your entire life. You have only known him for two weeks, but now, it’s like looking at a completely different person. He’s all lit up, his laughter radiating like the sun, bright and warm and blinding. His eyes disappear behind his smile lines, and his mouth curves to exhibit his perfect teeth and that illegally gorgeous smile. Your heart is pounding and you are certain that this is not your fever doing the talking anymore.

“I can assure you, I’m not a gremlin,” he says, wiping his eye with his hand.

“Good to know,” you say, sinking back to your pillows. “But I swear—I will make you laugh like that again when I get better,” you say confidently. And as you drift to deep sleep, the sound of his laughter is the last thing you hear.

The third month arrives and Ignis sees you a little differently.

Different in a way that your smile is now a bullet to his heart. Your laughter, a drug. Your kiss, a secret he would forever keep. Not only have you grown on him, but you have made a home inside his body. His mind, your temple. You have seduced his empty heart, and now it is beating only for you.

But if there’s anything Ignis knows by now, it’s that good things always come to an end. They always do. And he knows better. He knows you aren’t for him, and he isn’t for you.

The third month sweeps you off your feet as Aranea enters your trailer with a new man in tow. At first, you think he is one of the new actors with the way he carries himself with an air of confidence, but you immediately recognize the logo on his jacket.

The first thing that leaves your mouth is: “Where’s Ignis?”

Aranea’s mouth twists. She hesitates, then says, “Ignis quit. Told me he found a new job. Nyx here would be his replacement.”

Your heart plummets. The expression on your face might have been so fucking obvious because Aranea casts you a worried glance, and so does this Nyx. He looks slightly uncomfortable with the way you skate your narrowed eyes at him, as if he has no right to be in your breathing space. As if he has no right at all to ever replace Ignis.

“I can see that you’re upset with this change,” Nyx begins to say, quickly regaining his charming composure, “but by 'quit,' it means he has left to pursue a different career path. Doesn’t mean he left you—I mean, for another client, that is.”

A simmering silence. Aranea and Nyx are watching you with growing alarm. You don’t know why, but something in you breaks.

You force yourself to smile, but it’s not very convincing. Some actor you are. And in the most modulated voice you could muster, you say, “Good for him then.” To Nyx, you say, “Do send him my regards when you see him around.”

As soon as Ignis pulls over your apartment building, you climb out of his car, weaving past another throng of paparazzi. Someone yells “Congrats on another blockbuster! Is this your new boyfriend?” and a couple of other things that only grates your ears. Ignis is quick to follow, and he shields you with his body as he leads you inside the lobby. Probably his force of habit, but it only unearths a memory of a good time that has already hollowed you out.

When the two of you reach the front door of your apartment, he finally breaks the silence. “I’m assuming you have Nyx trapped in some dark alley?”

“No, not really,” you say flatly. “He actually let me go on my own. Cooler than my previous bodyguard, if you ask me.”

“How convenient.”

“So, sous chef to the illustrious Weskham Armaugh, huh.”

“Indeed.”

“Now, care to explain to me why you really left without even saying a word? Especially to me?” There is a tremor that breaks your voice, and his smile slowly creases to a frown. “Is that it? Was that your grand plan? Make me fall in love with you and then just go up and leave—”

“I beg your pardon?” Ignis looks mystified, as if you have said something completely ludicrous. He stares at you for a long, scalding moment. “What did you just say?”

You scoff. “Are you kidding me right now? I said…”

The realization dawns on you in a slow unravel. Before you can even formulate an explanation, Ignis steals your breath away with a kiss. You have done this before in the confines of your trailer, but this time is different. This time, the feeling is no longer secret.

“You have absolutely no idea how I’ve wanted to do that this time around,” he says with a smile. And when he tells you I love you, he does not mean I love you regardless of or I love you despite, but rather I love you just because I do.

get to know me tag

I was tagged by @saartje77 ♥

rules: post your simself and your traits and answer all the questions below I can’t make a simself

traits: geek, gloomy, cat lover

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Ada Brianna

2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? Brie

3. BIRTHDAY? November 14th

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? Harry Potter (duh)

5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? Yes.

6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? Laura Bates

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? BBC Radio 6 music bc sometimes my uncle is on it

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? cinnamon

9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? yumtastic

10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? Night of the long knives- Everything Everything

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? bam

12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? No reptiles- Everything Everything

13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? Sherlock, Rick and Morty

14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? Winnie the Pooh

15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? Yes. Mostly just sims

16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? My family and friends dying

17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? I’m a fast learner

18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? I suck at being nice

19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? Cats

20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? Autumn

21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? Yes

22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? no homework, duh

23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? Brienne (we’re Brie n Brie)

24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? Green, blue and grey

25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? Gold-brown

26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? everyone no-one my family

27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? Brienne

28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? myself  Brie

29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? Christmas

30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? gingerbread

31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? tellytubbies

32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? Jorik

33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? a bit

34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? Anatidaephobia (look it up)

35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? Behind it

36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? swimming

37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? everyday sexism by laura bates

38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? To all the boys I loved before

39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? piano

40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? catsssss

41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? @cubersims @batsfromwesteros @limoncell-o @tiptoptab @isabeeelsims @caroldsims

42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? invisibility or flight

43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? in my fort under the spare bedroom bed

44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? Brienne

45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? I sprint, swim and cycle

46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? orange juice

47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? Can’t remember.

48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? Yes

49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? people who spread rumours

50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? more than I could count

51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? sorta, I don't eat red meat

52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? A mum

53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? Hitchhiker’s guide to the galaxy universe

54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? People I love dying

55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? Only after a scary movie

56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? defo

57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? No

58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? my spare bedroom fort

59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? here in my house

60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? two cats, three frogs, six newts, 3 fish

61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? neither, I just want to sleep

62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? Sunsets

63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? Nope

64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? Earbuds

65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? nope

66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? everything 

67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? wonderwoman, duh

68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? yes

69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? rumours about me that aren't true

70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? both71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? History & English

72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? Yes, an older brother

73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? nail polish and hairbands

74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5ft 1

75. CAN YOU COOK? not very well

76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? Hugs, reading, swimming

77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? rumours, mornings, my bully

78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? Female 

79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? pan

80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? England

81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? Brienne

82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? yesterday

83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? Dan and Phil (they are one person now)

84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? only with filters

85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? discord

86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? a bit wobbly

87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? german

88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? hungry

89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 7

90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? Nope

91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? Nope

92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OF THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? Outer Space

93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? No

94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? animal fur

95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? No

96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? Nope

97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? only when I'm certain I was wrong

98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? Beach!

99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? you reap what you sow

100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? yes

101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? hufflepuff 

102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? ye

103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? Introvert

104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? I used to

105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? Yes.

106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? give it to the owner or the police

107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? Yes, but not always .

108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? Very

109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? Yes

110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? No

111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? None

112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? no

113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? try for the grammar school I’m currently in

114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? Yes!

115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? glasses

116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? yes!

117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? Me

118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? I have way too many.

119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? Yes.

120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOUR CLOTHES? yellow or red

121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? no

122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? yes

123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? -

124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? “if I cannot do great things, I can do small things in a great way” - Martin Luther King JR

125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? Sweet!

I tag  @cubersims @batsfromwesteros @limoncell-o @tiptoptab @isabeeelsims @caroldsims @darlyssims @opalisclumsy

10-16 with Jeremy?

heck yeah gonna throw this under a readmore tho

10. what their most treasured possession is

i wrote this lil fic like... on my old account where jeremy had a magic kit when he was a kid and tbh? i could see that being his most treasured possession! his dad bought it for him and he would put on lil magic shows for his parents and for michael. it just reminds him of happier and simpler times.

11. what sort of tv shows/movies they’d enjoy

jeremy 100% watched stuff like doctor who and star trek with michael and his parents. jerm’s mom was a fuckin huge trekkie and his dad loves star wars so i can imagine jeremy being big into both due to the family ties they have!

but in general, i see jeremy being huge into sci-fi shit, as well as like... some comedic stuff, like b99. he and christine 100% watch b99 together imo

he 100% has a secret love of cheesy romcoms that he shares w christine and rich. they have their own lil movie nights at christine’s house and its nice

12. what sort of video games they’d enjoy

all. 

but honestly, i could see jeremy being big into stuff like resident evil or any of the telltale games (especially tales from the borderlands, which... i have been playing recently lmao), or uhhh the fallout series maybe? 

other than that, the stereotypical pokemon-zelda-mario stuff. he 100% used to play sonic a lot as a kid but he doesn’t really play the newer stuff. owns a copy of sonic boom completely because michael bought it for him as a joke and they both laugh over how dumb it is. it’s good times.

13. what they carry in their bag/pockets

in his pockets:

his wallet

keys (just his house key, which has a fucking ton of keychains so he doesnt feel that bad abt not having a car) 

spare change, a couple receipts bc he forgets to throw them away

a packet of chewing gum thats starting to fall apart (just the box for it) (also: most often trident, either bubblegum flavor or pineapple twist)

and his cell phone

14. what they were like as a kid

jeremy wasn’t really an antisocial child imo. like, around adults? yeah, he’d clam up a little bit - not enough that he’d be completely silent, but he’d be a little bit more likely to stick to his parents if he was uncomfortable enough

i could also see jeremy being pretty well-behaved, mainly bc his parents were always really fuckin keen on him having manners. sure, he’d act out from time to time - but... primarily bc it’d give him some attention from his parents whenever he felt like they’d forgotten about him (which was rare, but he was a kid)

other than that, jeremy was a extremely active kid? always a little taller than most kids, always looking like the scrawny kid he is, but he fucking lived for recess when he was in elementary school. fuckin loved to play kickball. 

also: magician boy. loved the pizzazz of everything. 100% wanted a white rabbit for a couple years - never got one, since he was a kid and they didn’t trust him to take care of a rabbit yet, and eventually he settled for a plush white rabbit. 

15. what their family is like (+ their relationships w their family)

jeremy’s family is... sorta boring, in his opinion - and thats going beyond his parents.

his relationship with his dad was really, really good before the divorce. he was always close to his parents growing up, and then when things started to get messy as his parents argued a bit over what they wanted - eventually that dying down to civil conversation of maybe they should actually get a divorce, but what about jeremy, but this is what’s best - he started to sorta withdraw back into himself. post-squipcident, he’s trying. he and his dad are sorta just... trying to bring their relationship back to what it was, or make it better.

his mom was a divorce attorney, like she is in the book. i can see jeremy being very much of a mama’s boy - and, honestly, if it weren’t for her plans (and if jeremy didn’t have a life in metuchen, like his friendship with michael and a lot of shit at middleborough), i think jeremy could have ended up living with her? i can see his mom moving to some big city tbh. their relationship is a little strained as well, but i can see jeremy finally responding to her texts/email/letters/whathaveyou with a phone call and asking if they could talk or something - post-squipcident, of course. she’s actually dating again and she’s been wanting jeremy to come visit her and meet her boyfriend. he wants to go, but... at the same time, he’s kinda worried about leaving his dad again.

his dad has a brother! he sorta helped jeremy and his dad when jeremys mom left. he lives in edison, nj. tbh he probably visits jeremy and his dad often, and he’s just a jolly dude. jeremy’s really fond of him - they’ve always gotten along. then again, his uncle is a big fucking robotics nerd and he keeps talking to jeremy about getting into that shit with michael, since his school does have a robotics club. jeremy’s actually considering it.

on his dad’s side, jeremy’s pretty close to his grandmother and was sorta close with his grandfather before he passed. he doesn’t get to see her as often as he’d like, since she doesn’t live in metuchen or anywhere close, but she makes some fucking killer pies and jeremy loves visiting her. she’s like... stereotypical sweet granny. 

on his mom’s side, her parents absolutely adore jeremy? it’s only really one-sided, since jeremy sorta doesn’t talk to them since the divorce - but they love to basically pester his dad (which results in them getting jeremy to talk to them) and find out everything jeremy’s been up to. 

his mother is probs the second oldest. i can see her having an older brother and a younger sister. i genuinely cant remember where book-jeremy got the beanie babies from to sell to get the squip, so uhhh i’ll probs update this later w more info haha once i find my copy of the pdf lmao

16. what their phone is like (case, apps, ect!)

jeremy spent fucking years with an iphone 5c (and im slightly projecting here, since i had a 5c until it stopped working :/) that had an black otterbox case. the screen is a little cracked, but nothing bad - phone still works great and the cracks arent too in the way.

as for apps, most of his apps are probably games that he found. just stuff to entertain him whenever he’s particularly bored. cookie run (which he fuckin tries to beat michael at but michael is Too Good and jeremy has the worst timing sometimes so he runs into shit all the time), he still has flappy bird on his phone and protects that app with his life. it shall never leave.

other than that, he probably has like... facebook and instagram, both of which he barely uses, and snapchat - mainly so he can bother michael with dumb snaps.

thank u anon ily im gonna go back to playing life is strange now

Note: this is a continuation of a post // extremely long

101 reasons why Jikook/Kookmin is my ultimate OTP or 101 times Jikook made my heart flutter (Part 2)

PART 1

51) A jikook compilation wouldn’t be a compilation without THE back hugs.

Hands on waist...

Chin on shoulder...

52) Not long after Jimin tweeted a pic of ramen, Jungkook indirectly replied to him by posting FOUR selcas of him along with a message telling him his ramen looked bland. idk about you but i found this interaction cute.

53) The artistic couple.The muscle pig and manggaetteok drawings that were featured in Snow App. They even drew the chicken drawings on the menu at Isac. I can imagine them sitting and drawing random things together. ㅠㅠ 

54) Jimin posted not one but three videos on Jungkook’s birthday, which means he wished Jungkook three times on SNS and made my head spin thrice.

55) Jimin and Jungkook took photos of each other sleeping.

56) When Jungkook thought there was no camera around when they were rounding the corner so he went up to Jimin and slid his hand around his waist. Little did he know they got caught on camera. I’d like to thank Yoongi’s vj for this awesome footage.

57) The many times Jimin has summoned Jungkook for Armys. In simpler words, Jungkook always tweets something after Jimin, and we all know how seldom he appears on Twitter.

58) “hyung has cute toes” Okay but like who lingers around his friend’s photo shoot and randomly blurts out that he has cute..toes????

59) The look! Jungkook’s expression when he’s feeding Jimin earns him a spot on this list haha. Tbh They’re kinda like eyefucking eo when jimin’s being fed. look at Jimin’s eyes. Apart from that I like how Jungkook fed him.

60) Their interactions the whole ISAC. Masterlist 👣

61)  How can I miss this? Jikook in Japan..this one has a special place in my heart. Back in 2016, it had been just a casual discussion between me and my friends on kakao. Never thought jikook would continue displaying PDA every single time they go to Japan. What’s more when they have very strict no-camera policy during concerts.

62) The amount of heart eyes they shoot at each other.

63) When they had a dinner date in the dorm to promote Mala Hot Chicken. What baffled me was that Jungkook mentioned beforehand he wanted to sleep but he still accompanied Jimin. I’m soft.

64) Jimin has made it very apparent, truly obvious that he likes jungkook. Whether it’s liking him as a dongsaeng, or just someone he’s extremely comfortable with, Jimin always, without failing, reminds us who he dotes on. “Why do I like you so much?” Lately, I’ve been crazy because I like Jungkook so much. I think of this as a start of something beautiful, and I am so glad Jimin didn’t even hesitate in expressing his feelings towards the maknae. I think this might have helped jungkook unwind. Look at jungkook now. That’s some character development right there :)

65) Massage. Quoted line from AHL mentor, Tony Jones “They are very touchy feely and to them, it’s nothing. I’d walk into the room and Suga’s massaging V’s neck or Jimin’s giving Jungkook an intimate back massage..”

66) When Jungkook bent down so he would get closer to Jimin and put the rein-kook headband on Jimin’s head. They’re separated a lot of times during fansigns but somehow they managed to get tgt at the end.

67) When Jungkook blows a kiss, then turns to Jimin whose lips are puckered and does the same to him, using the same fingers he used earlier. Okay I’ve been meaning to say this. Realistically speaking, if you pucker your lips and you put your fingers on them, wouldn’t your saliva stick to your fingers? I’m not trying to imply anything here, just genuinely asking haha. 140529 Ameba Studio

68) When a webtoon artist gave Jimin two dolls, but Jimin decided to give one to Jungkook. She even posted a webtoon of them. To be honest who wouldn’t?

69) *screams to the people in the back* ALL-NIGHTER FRIENDS!!! As written by the man himself, “ALL the time, it’s just the two of us doing something at night. I don’t know what we do”

70) Jungkook scribbling hearts all over Jimin’s birthday drawing. He’s one whipped man.

71) Just other instances Jungkook and Jimin flirting on stage. 

//gif above isn’t mine//

72) When Jimin and Jungkook chose each other when asked “if you were a girl, who would you date?”

73) The shocking fact that Jungkook demanded an apartment from Jimin as a graduation gift. Like, apartment? of all things? What kind of domesticity is this?

74) The way Jungkook takes care of Jimin even though he’s the younger one, and how Jimin is there when he’s the one seeking comfort.

75) I will never forget the Gayo Back hug, ever. I’ve mentioned back hug somewhere above, but this is different.This deserves a point of its own.

76) When Jimin took off one of his rings at the airport and gave it to jungkook.

77) When Jungkook stopped in front of Jimin during his part in For You at Osaka concert, and kind of directed the lyrics for Jimin. Jimin just couldn’t stop smiling afterward :((( The lyrics are: It smells like you The road that I walk on I plug my earphone to my status My true feelings lie beyond there

78) When Jimin and Jungkook steered away from the bunch and instead opted for some alone on the cruise. people say you smile the brightest when you’re with someone you love, yes?

79) The fact that Jimin wanted to become napa cabbage after seeing Kook dressed up as a bunny, so he could eat him, albeit choosing to be cheese initially. What even is that statement lol 👣 

80) The morph of their dynamic. I kind of miss their old moments, when Jimin was bolder, more carefree, and Jungkook seemed to be too shy to reciprocate. (on camera). Now they have matured. They have grown up well. A wave of nostalgia sweeps over me. The transition of their relationship is extremely beautiful.

81) When Jimin became Jungkook’s makeup artist for a day, hovering around the set, even drawing a pic of a bird that’s used as a prop later.

82) their size difference might be exaggerated at times, but you really can’t deny that it is cute, even if it’s not much.

83) When Jungkook changed the lyrics in Spring Day to Jimin.                       Like a small piece // Of Jimin // That floats in the air 

84) When Jungkook showed to the world what a sweet boyfriend he is,making jimin laugh, sitting him on his lap, hugging him on his birthday. Sweet sweet jungkookie.

85) Let’s state the obvious- 21CG choreos!!! i love how they evolved, just like their remarkable, legendary nmd lift.

86) Their sensual dance covers.

87) When Jungkook guides and encourages Jimin during games/missions.

88) The many times Jimin has been spotted wearing Jungkook’s clothes, despite the well-known fact that Jungkook doesn’t share clothes. Newsflash: Jungkook wears Jimin’s too!

89) We know Jungkook knows Jimin like the back of his hand, but that doesn’t mean that Jimin knows any less. I think they spend time together way too much.👣

90) How often the word “JIMIN” trips off Jungkook’s tongue- this what fascinates me the most. At one time he even mistook Jin for Jimin.

91) Jimin’s eagerness to kiss Jungkook for his Coming of Age, being the first one to hold out a hand for a game of Rock Paper Scissors. Bon Voyage season 1

92) When Jimin waited over an hour for Kook to finish filming BTS Flower Boy mini drama, even though he’d finished his part. Jimin couldn’t even stay mad at him for not telling, like how fond is he?

93) The fact that Jungkook is more than comfortable speaking in banmal with Jimin.He once said in Idol Party that he prefers talking in jeondaetmal (polite language) with his hyungs but look at the amount of times he’s dropped the honorific and called Jimin by his name. uhm, let’s talk about treating the other as equals?

94) Jimin and Jungkook, the human embodiment of Piske Usagi.

95) When Jungkook’s bro drew Jungkook as Muzi and Jimin as Con, the inseparable duo on Kakao. Bro knows. 👣

96) In Kkul FM 2016, When Jungkook and Jimin nearly intertwined their fingers . Scoffs bh seemed to think it’s okay to abruptly cut off their scene. What intrigues me most is that they weren’t even looking but their hands still somehow managed to find their way around. Also other instances they hold hands. I love how Jungkook’s slightly bigger hands envelop Jimin’s smaller ones. *Jimin’s pinky tho!*

97) How they’re destined to meet. The fact that they’re both from Busan, have matching moles, Jungkook’s bro named Junghyun and Jimin’s bro named Jihyun..imagine what would’ve happened had Jimin not been the last one to enter Bangtan.

98) When Jimin said he'd be looking at the ocean with Jungkook but Jungkook straight up rejected him and chose to go on a trip with his bro instead. It was quite a strong statement but a moment later Jungkook proved it wrong by reaching out and squeezing Jimin’s hand underneath the table, kinda like a reassurance that it’s all part of a joke. He cares. He truly does.

99) During Jin’s birthday prank at MAMA, these two couldn’t keep their hands off each other. The moment they entered the bathroom, they almost shut everything out-talking to themselves, picking on the cake- until the members gave them the signal to stop w/e they’re doing. Months later Mama kindly revealed another footage, this time consisting of just them, in the bathroom, jungkook right in the middle of buttoning up his jacket, wearing nothing underneath. How was I supposed to sit still?

100) When Jungkook and Jimin take skinship to a whole new level, or simply put, the times Jikook makes us question the real intention behind their acts and excessive skinship.

101) Last but not least, Perhaps my all time favorite moment- When Jungkook was caught observing Jimin’s every move, literally had his eyes only on him.

(Mark 1:17 onward)

I super love this video bc the song chosen matched so well with the situation- like they wanted to reach out but couldn’t so they stayed put, could only observe the other from far...

and that’s it! thank you, you made it to the bottom of this post! In short, everything about jikook makes me feel content. I had thought of doing more  but despite my brain literally screaming at me “Include this! You forgot this!”, I had to stick to 101. Anyway, I hope this mends your longing hearts. Have a lovely day! Thank you for reading!

Bonus because I have to:

when the members revealed on BTS KKul FM 2017 that Jungkook bought a birthday present only for Jimin. Am I your favorite hyung?

When Jungkook, the youngest in the group, called Jimin who is 2 years older than him a baby. 애기야가자 !

HI!!! i like to request ALL of the flowery asks! btw i LOVE ur blog and maybe u????? idk 🌸🌸 (jk i love u alot)

who is this????????/ under cut bc i get rambly 

azalea: what’s one word that describes you?

lame lmao

baby’s breath: what did you want to be when you were a kid?

honestly? my answer’s like yours jen because i wanted to be an astronaut but also a vet and then a few years later i wanted to be something else of a whole different profession but now i know what reality is like and i have no clue what i wanna be whoops

begonia: are you a messy or clean person?

i hate seeing my desk/workspace be messy but i cant bring myself to clean it up either???? bc im lazy 

bleeding heart: has your heart ever been broken?

hMMMMm mmm idk i dont think so

bluebell: do you drink tea or coffee?

i drink tea more than i drink coffee but i drink water more than i drink tea i drink water like. everyday lmao obviously but i drink a lot of water its my brand now

buttercup: what are five things that make you apologetically happy?

what does this mean why is the word apologetically there i cancelled it lmao no negativity in this house

my favorite people (u know who + my friends)

when people answer my anon asks and . they respond with a long reply/seem really happy responding thats my fav fam

this is getting real anime but when i get an UR/4* from scouting 

finding an anime/manga/book that perfectly suits my taste

im very tempted to just say water bc idk what else 2 say 

calla: what’s your favorite book?

ive only read 3 whole books this year but i recommend all of them 

challenger deep - neal shusterman (i could go on about this book for days honestly its so interesting and even though its told by the same person it has two kind of perspectives because there are two settings, that didnt make sense but this book is my new favorite)

see you in the cosmos - jack cheng (i love this one too because its just so warm? made me a little emo but its really good and i love how unique it is, text type wise)

a monster calls - patrick ness (this was something i heard from my school first so i didnt know if i really wanted to get it but its actually pretty good?) 

carnation: what are your five most played songs?

i cant really check using the music app bc i added the songs at different timings so itll be inaccurate ill just do most played song from each band/group

again - astro (this is their best song dont @ me)

letting go - day6

all in/stuck - monsta x

death by a strawberry - dance gavin dance

check yes juliet - we the kings

chrysanthemum: what are you afraid of?

i may not b a child but im still afraid of the dark bc my imagination is wild im also afraid of bugs and disappointing others nice oh shit im also afraid of asking for things

daffodil: what’s your astrological sign?

capricorn 

dahlia: what’s your favorite band?

this question was made for me its day6

daisy: which ‘friends’ character do you relate to the most?

ive never watched friends 

dandelion: are you an extrovert or an introvert?

in between!!!!!

geranium: how has your day been?

its been good!!! i managed to ask my mum 2 take me to hair place so i can get it cut finally and im working on updating my tumblr pages and doing all my tags

hydrangea: what’s your dream job?

pass

iris: who’s your celebrity crush?

pass

lavender: what’s one of the best gifts you’ve ever received?

oH FUCK FAM my friends got me a kermit toy for my birthday i lvoe it 2 dEATH

lily: what’s something you’ve achieved that you’re really proud of?

i got first in my class once wow amazing that was 2 years ago i wish i was as good as the me from 2 years ago 

marigold: what would you like to do more of, but don’t ?

well i want 2 b more hardworking but guess thats too late

morning glory: are you an early bird or a night owl?

now that school is over and i have no reason to wake up early ive become neither which is saddening because... i like waking up at 7am on weekends and doing things early but now i wake up at like 9-10am and i still sleep at 11pm  

orchid: what’s the last movie you saw?

i really dont remember?? maybe uh guardians of the galaxy?? i dont remember who i watched it with and when but it was good actually i remember who i watched it with nvm 

pansy: do you believe in love at first sight?

i dont really believe in romantic love anymore 

peony: what does your url mean?

chicken fetus means an egg

periwinkle: what are you thankful for?

god get ready folks im gonna go on my biggest boxy rant ever...

so boxy is my friend who ive been mutuals for over a year and our first common interest is love live and haikyuu so we had that to talk about but im bad at keeping conversations with ppl on tumblr so that ended quickly but earlier this year or late last year i made a twitter and told people on here about it and she followed me and i didnt really mind/pay attention to the stuff she posted/rted uNTIL. until that fateful day... june 25th... at like 8pm? she rted a pic of mister brian kang with dumb minion glasses on and ok maybe i do believe in love at first sight? bc wow!!!!! whos this dumbass with minion glasses and the fluffiest hair ??? so i slide into boxy’s dm.. expecting an explanation and she gives me a good one saying how brians from a band (i would later find out), day6 and im not a fan of kpop, never have been.. ive only watched like some kpop mvs bc i love my friends so i expect myself to listen to them and get over them as soon as im done. boxy my friend, bless HER she sends me all of their mvs from congratulations to i smile and i watch the first one - i smile and me? i start smiling and i can feel myself getting excited because holy fuck theyre a band! they play fucking instruments??? and at this point im already whipped then i move onto how can i say and that shit blew my mind let me tell you.. so because of boxy... i get to where i am now, proudly stanning 3 groups and if it were not for her i wouldve never gotten into mx as well... boxy is just?? really important to me her impact is just that great?? so im super!! sUPER thankful for her and i dont think she’ll ever see this but boxy i love u thank u so much!! boxy gave me more than one reason to live, and not just exist?? without her i wouldve never been able to make so many (like 2 but hEY) new friends and this probably got so long idk im just really thankful for boxy thank u lord for blessing us with boxy (@/youngkwhom on twitter) (kittenma on tumblr) i hope shes happy forever and i also hope she has good days for the rest of her life?? boxy deserves it i lvoe u boxy

petunia: where were you ten years ago?

10 years ago i was like 6 probably watching pokemon or some shit and getting glasses

poinsettia: where would you like to be in ten years?

dead thanks

poppy: what’s your online persona?

i dont understad the meaning of persona but an egg?????? 

rose: who’s the last person you spent quality time with?

all my classmates in an exam hall for 2 hours, quality time indeed

snapdragon: what are your goals?

pass

sunflower: what’s your favorite quote?

i think i had one before but i forgot so maybe it wasnt my favourite lol idk i dont have one now

tulip: if you had three wishes, what would you wish for?

for all of my favourite people to be happy forever

a good future

i want astro, mx and day6 to get an award for all of their hardwork thanks

violet: what’s one thing most people don’t know about you?

i was gonna say smth negative but lets not hm m m i? ?? ill put smth irl ppl probably dont know either uh hhh i guess?? that i eat a lot?? but also get full really quickly but then really hungry right after that idk thanks digestion

zinnia: do you believe in magic?

no ????/ idk is there any evidence that magic exists 

JEN !!! thank u so much for asking even tho u probably asked just to get back at me but this was still fun ask memes will never get boring bro,. i love u and i hope u have a good evening also i love ur blog too moon anon probably already told u

to anyone who actually bothered reading through this mess - thank you and i hope you have a good day/night too!!

ヾ(＾∇＾) hey !! yeaaaaaaaaaaa it’s nico  (◕‿◕✿) i dumped lorcan & now here we are. if u dont know me i use they/them pronouns, live in the est timezone, & i’m 18. click the read more for info about my chara blah blah blah boring boring boring. take a shot everytime i say anyway or blah. i’ll message u for plots & stuff if u like this or something idkidk

that’s not DANE DEHAAN walking around?? nah, but ZACHARY KAVINSKY gets that all the time. HE’S actually from NEW YORK CITY, though they live in THE GASLAMP DISTRICT now.  you’ve probably heard that 22 year old CASHIER of THE DISNEY STORE being referred to as the CATACLYSMIC of this place.you know, i always see them PLAYING HIS BASS or blasting MONEY BY PINK FLOYD on their lunch break..whatever.

CLICK HERE FOR KAVINSKY’S PIN BOARD

**abortion mention tw** k’s biological mother gave him up for adoption because she was a teenager and the pregnancy interrupted her sophomore year of highschool. she was considering getting an abortion because she wanted to continue her education but her parents were highly against it so she came to a compromise with her parents and they let her put him up for adoption.

he was a troublesome child in the foster care system, always fighting with his ‘siblings’ and neighbors. he wasn’t the best kid. anyways, when he was around five, a really frickin’ rich couple adopted him & it was p lit ig

his love for music began when he was around 8 and he started learning bass around that time too

pffffffffffffft ok enter some fluff here blah blah blah anyway now 

several times between the ages of 10-13 he caught both his father an mother cheating on eachother on different occasions. it fucked him up because he thought that ‘oh well u only marry someone if u rlly love them why would anyone ever cheat’ blah blah blah.

it angered him a lot the first few times, but when he was around 14 and he saw it happen again, this time while they were in vacation in like fuck idk some place in the country or smth ok im tired. k lost it a bit and in his anger, he set fire to one of his father’s many cars. parents got angry at him. kavinsky spilled the tea that he knows both are cheating and it was Wild but im 2 lazy to describe it. dad compromised with him that if he doesnt tell anyone else & agrees to go to a boarding school of his parent’s choice, he can do anything he wants. 

the boarding school was in california & k was equal parts happy (bc hes away from his parents) but also severely angry (bc he absolutely despised the education system and school in general)

it’s a miracle that he made it to graduation tbh but he wanted to be able to do whatever the hell he wanted

currently he has no communication with his parents, or more correctly, he never answers his parents’s calls or texts

k moved to san diego after graduation & started working at the disney store in fashion valley a short bit after.

he also started a youtube channel where he does bass covers and occasionally his own music. more recently, he’s started to do more youtuber-ish i guess things ?? idk how to explain it lmao but his ratio of bass covers & other music to ‘funny’ videos is pretty 1:1 

RANDOM STUFF

in case yall didnt notice he doesnt usually go by zachary, just kavinsky or k.

gay af & won’t let you forget it

hated school with every fiber of his being. like legitimately never found anything of interest there other than sometimes music class. had a lot of potential and was surprisingly really good at math but was too apathetic to act upon it.

also he hates his phone ??? he never picks up calls, never takes initiative to call, & rarely ever responds to messages. he only recently downloaded twitter and his handle is ‘ _xXx_EmoCore95_xXx_’ & he’s had an instagram for ages but has never posted anything nor has he ever put up a profile picture. his insta user is ‘satanisgay’. the only thing kavinsky really uses his phone for is the music app, youtube, and subway surfers

will pretend to talk on his phone to get out of talking with someone else irl almost everytime even if that person knows that he’s faking & hates his cellular device

wants to start a band but :((( has 0 friends that want to do the same. tragic

lowkey really into fire 

sometimes steals things

will steal things for you if ur a friend and want something

always angry ??? 

uses sarcasm as a defense mechanism

only reason he isn’t in jail is bc his parents are rich (& also white cismale privilege yikes he’s pretty damn privileged)

he loves cars ????? yeah he street races a lot too

has 2 birds as pets. 1 is a raven named alice and the other is an albino crow named queen of hearts, usually either called queen or hearts for short.

PLOTS ?

ex bf ??? probably didnt last long. he’s got commitment issues, mostly because of the infidelity in his family

cousins. obvi not related bc he was adopted but yknow

destructive friends ay

friends that definitely u would not expect to be friends but they are

friends/enemies with benefits

frenemies

always fighting ? like actual punches and blood and stuff

give k a band,,,, or at least some friends that are into music

know eachother bc rich parent friends or smth idk u get what im saying

youtuber friends

anything yo im out 

goodbye i love u <3 (*○゜∀。)/☆*。*.・+★