thoughts on nightbane cuz i can’t rlly remember lightlark
spoilers ahead!!!!
okay this book was Interesting. i don’t really know how to feel abt it.
first of all, too much sex. maybe this is bcuz i hate reading smut or even slightly sexual scenes, but there was WAY too much unnecessary sex in this book. there are ways to show grim n isla’s bond(?) with eachother without using sex!!! sex ≠ love guys
+ the entire conflict of nightbane could have been avoided, or at least resolved much easier, had the characters just COMMUNICATED. i’ll elaborate more later.
also, i hate grim. i DESPISE him. fuck u grimshaw.
i feel like this book REALLY tries to get u to like grim, or at least not despise him. bcuz he’s Broken Boy!!!! he’s Misunderstood!!!! he’s Not Really A Villain, he’s Morally Grey!!!! and sure, some of these may be true. but in my humble opinion, grim is an irredeemable prick.
maybe i’m being too harsh. im gonna break down my thinking.
first of all, grim/isla and the general love triangle(?) between grim, isla, and oro sucked. i’m sorry, it was so bad. oro is OBVIOUSLY the better option. like, come on. he’s a MUCH better person. easily way better than grim.
another thing i DESPISED abt this book was the characters and relationships.
first of all, THE FUCKING AGE GAPS. ik, ik, WILD, 100s of years of age gaps r extremely common in fantasy books, and they always make me feel weird. but these ones seemed especially creepy, especially grim/isla
to put it simply, i HATE grim/isla. worst pairing in the entire series. its so unhealthy that reading them HURTS.
first of all, the imbalance of power is WILD bro. grim is SO MUCH MORE EXPERIENCED than isla at everything. bros been alive for 100s of years. ISLA IS LIKE 20. grim has seen wars, fought countless battles, seen countless deaths. isla, however, is 20ish and SHELTERED AF. girlie has barely even seen her own realm. before grim, i don’t think she’s fought anyone before, and certainly hasn’t killed. isla is young, she was naive. i have more thoughts but i think u get the idea.
oro/isla is WAY better once you get past the also horrendous age gap/power imbalance. bcuz oro cares SO MUCH. almost too much. you can tell how isla is everything to him. and sure, grim was the same way. but he doesn’t go about it the same way. oro is gentle, kind, and patient in a way grim was not. not only that, but he was morally a much better person than grim. wtf.
now, cleo’s character. cleo’s character had SO MUCH POTENTIAL. deadass i was ROOTING FOR HER at some points. but then she goes and joins the bad side(?) and she’s forgotten abt. she could have done/bee sm more, and she was, for a bit. but then it felt like the author just forgot abt her, and she was cast off. I LOVE CLEO.
finally, the main conflict. i wanted to slap the characters half the time. 99% of the conflict could have been solved through communication. this is bad on its own, but for a fantasy book this is HORRIBLE. honestly, i was confused af. i couldn’t even keep track of why the war was happening half the time. so, grim wanted to open the portal to the other world? i bet if he’d sat down with the rest of the rulers and talked he could’ve easily convinced them. and the whole “no isla im doing this for u bcuz i love u sm!” was POINTLESS. just SIT DOWN AND TALK IT OUT. these characters r killing me :(
i have so many more thoughts but i think this is way more than enough for one post.
ik these are all negative but the book wasn’t THAT bad. i actually enjoyed reading it for the most part. it just wasn’t anything even remotely phenomenal.
byebyeeee
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I made a silly poem to make me feel better about executive dysfunction
A little bit done is a little bit more than before,
And if you do a little bit again then there's a little bit more,
Do this over and over, again and again,
But the list is so long, and you panic, and then-
You see, sometimes we see so much stuff there to do,
And when we're choosing a start, we haven't a clue,
So then we stop still, overwhelmed and defeated,
Day after day until we're fed up of this repeated.
But instead of seeing forest, what if we concentrate on one tree?
See the trunk, branches, leaves and the roots for what they be,
Just one single tree standing tall, strong and still,
What if you start at the base, just one chop, chop, until-
A little bit done is a little bit more than before,
And if you do a little bit again then there's a little bit more,
Do this over and over, again and again,
And eventually you'll have all your tasks done in the end!
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Which do you prefer, Super Sentai or Kamen Rider?
that can...really depend on what the current series are. :') but I think overall I'm more into Rider! Sentai tends to be more consistent quality-wise, but Rider has much more variety in terms of narrative structure and what it tries to do, if that makes sense. not necessarily in terms of theme, but in, like, story beats and pacing and character arcs and things like that. it doesn't always hit (and when it's bad, it's...pretty bad) (stares straight off into middle distance) but usually it's at least making an earnest attempt at doing something interesting. and when it does hit, it hits.
they are both very close to my heart though! :> plus Sentai's been doing some serious shakeups to the formula with Donbros and Kingohger, which I'm very very into. lately it seems like they've been messing around with some of the foundational stuff of both franchises in an interesting way, and I'm excited to see where they go with them!
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hello helloooo! can i see what goin on behind curtain(untitled) number 3? :)
this is an old palette work 4 someone who asked 4 g5!!!
I feel like this ask is still rotting in my inbox somewhere, so imma try and finish it after i finish the other one bc I think past me was cooking w/ this
the idea was that it was going to be luffy/nika in panel laying on a bed of coral? colorful plants? idk and blowing through a little bubble wand. but the twist is that he’s actually giving life to a sentient star as a present to a lone star person :] he’s just doing it in a goofy way
this is the last palette wip I have, so applause 4 unlocking this b4 I head out 👏👏
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what do you mean by “adhd paralysis isn’t real?” like in what way? this is a genuine question and i’m trying not to let my hurt feelings affect this bc i’m trying to learn and i don’t know everything.
if you don’t feel like answering that’s cool too, but can you direct me to who was talking about this?
Hi! Paralysis is a permanent state. When used in terms of bodily functions, it means "loss of [muscle] contraction due to interruption of one or more motor pathways from the brain to the muscle fibers." Paralysis/plegia (e.g., hemiplegia) is used to refer to complete or severe loss of muscle strength, while paresis is used to refer to partial or slight loss of muscle strength. (source)
ADHD does not include loss of muscle strength (paralysis), and if you're attributing paralysis to ADHD it means you really need to see a doctor. What ADHD does include (that many people seem to confuse for paralysis) is executive dysfunction, which can make it difficult to move at times but never causes permanent loss of muscle strength. Another thing that people are confusing for paralysis (which very much isn't) is catatonia, and I've seen people describe catatonic episodes as paralysis. Catatonia is a feature of schizophrenia spectrum disorders (most often schizoaffective, schizophreniform, and schizophrenia) and can occur alongside autism spectrum disorder, but does not occur as part of ADHD.
Claiming that you are experiencing "ADHD paralysis" is offensive to those who actually are paralyzed, especially with what I've been seeing on actual paralyzed people's blogs from people with "ADHD paralysis."
Additionally, if you search "ADHD paralysis" here on Tumblr you'll get a whole bunch of posts about people talking about their executive dysfunction. This is fine, in general, but they're misusing medical terminology and it is harmful.
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SKULMUST is for the chronically exhausted, for everyone stressed the fuck out and too busy or burdened to enjoy the moment. For everyone with executive dysfunction and time blindedness, who feel like fun things just keep passing them by.
SKULMUST begins and ends when you want it to. Whenever you need a moment of spooky gay mirth, even in the middle of summer, SKULMUST is for you.
May the Spirit of Executive Function find You and Yours, until then: a Gay SKULMUST to ALL. <3
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