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evvlevie · 4 months

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Are you desperate to manifest? Then read my advice.

Hello my sweet followers! It's your favorite shifting/manifestation Blogger Evie again, and today I am here to soothe your nerves.

See, if you are anything like me, I know you. I know the way you have been obsessing over this particular desire of yours, closely watching every single possible hint of this desire arriving in your 3D and continuously over-consuming content on social media regarding manifestation/shifting content.

And since I have been there, I know what kind of advice you are craving. What kind of "hack" you are desperately seeking to finally unlock you having everything you have ever wished for. Coming across thousands of methods, overthinking their legitimacy, doubting everything, feeling like you are pushing your desires away, and then panicking, genuinely panicking, over the fact that you are sabotaging your own self and your desires. All of this ending with asking yourself why you deny yourself heaven.

Let me guide you through this.

First of all:

forget everything you have over-consumed in the last days/weeks/months. All of this extracurricular type of knowledge that you acquired regarding manifestations and all of that. Allow the two of us to start with a clean canvas here.

... you done? Thank you, my darling ♥️

Now let me tell you something about manifestation ...

Key, and I mean 🔑 K E Y 🔑 to manifesting things, is trust and faith.

yes. It's that easy, but also that hard.

Due to the way our society is constructed, we life our lives with the expectation that everything good only comes after a lot of hard work, a lot of pressure and most importantly : control.

There you have reason number one why people get in their own way when manifesting things. They doubt their manifestations can arrive "just because" they wished on it or believed on it. They can not trust into the fact, that that is all it can take, they believe they need some sort of control over their blessings. They want to know how it arrives, when it arrives, maybe even why it arrives. They want to control something, because that would satisfy their belief, that nothing comes from nothing.

Y O U are a spiritual being. Y O U are consciousness. Y O U are also the physical environment that you are in. Your 3D is Y O U.

But your cute little desperate, over-consuming ass knows that already doesn't it? Of course you do. And I am here to reward you with your own little ✨A+✨ for effort, but you need to understand the essence of what it means that the 3D is Y O U.

Your 3D is a direct, and I mean direct, translation of your soul. You and your physical environment are tied together. You are conjoined twins. You might seem like two separate entities, but on every level that matters, you guys are one. Your moods get reflected into the 3D, just like the 3D can affect your mood by presenting you a certain situation. But it is important to note, that everything starts with your assumptions, and ends with your 3D producing the physical version of that. Let me say this again: the 3D is a P R O D U C T of YOUR ASSUMPTIONS. Anything that you see, feel, smell whatever, is old news. It is the physical shape of your PAST thoughts.

So now, when you are affirming that your neighbor is in love with you and is going to ask for your hand in marriage, and he doesn't do it the very next day, do you assume your manifestations have failed? Maybe. Are you panicking now, because you have thought a negative thought and the entire internet has taught you, that this negative thought has now prevented you from ever attaining your desire ever? And do you now affirm against your accidental self sabotage in the way that you are drowning your head in forced positive thoughts that you are not believing a single bit? And are you now back to panicking because you know that you don't believe your forced positive thoughts, and you are anxious that this has now pushed your manifestations further back away?

I have been there. In fact I can only type out this scenario because I HAVE FELT THAT WAY.

But rest assured, because here is where my 🔑 K E Y🔑 of trust and faith ties in.

When I tell you, that you are a spiritual energy capable of changing your physical reality as much as you like, as enormously as you want, I want you to think of yourself like a greek god, or a magician of some sort. As if you had a blank notebook in front of you and anything you write in it happens. 100% Guarantee. How powerful would you feel? That's your exact, and I mean exact, power. The 3D is not your commander. You are like a child with infinite fantasy and the 3D is just play-doh that you mold to your liking. Realize your power. And most importantly: ACCEPT it. Accept, that even the bad stuff that had happened to you, happens BECAUSE of you. Nothing ever starts from anything else other than you. Remember: the 3D is like your conjoined twin. It is not your enemy, because it's delayed production shows you things you dislike, it's simply just you.

✨Now imagine this:✨

Let's say you want to manifest, that you get a brand new car. A MINI. Let's say a red one (totally not suggesting this because I drive a red MINI). And let's say you want that car so bad, you look up at the sky and shout at it : "Please god! Let me have a red MINI! Preferably with a heated steering wheel!" AND TO YOUR SURPRISE a woman right next to you overheard your little prayer there and tells you this: "Lucky for you, I am a fortune teller! And I can see that you are driving a red MINI with a heated steering wheel AND it even has Apple Car-Play!" You jump up and down out of joy and nothing can stop you. Your mother just told you that you guys can't afford another car insurance but you don't care, because the fortune teller already told you about your crazy cool red MINI. Suddenly the every MINI-dealership on the planet is destroyed in a hurricane, but you don't care because you know from your fortune-teller that you will get a red MINI, so why would you bother? Two weeks since then have passed, and out of nowhere your father confesses to you, that he has partaken in a crazy poker-game where a random rich dude has gambled with his brand new, red MINI-Cooper and that your very own dad (who you didn't even know, knew how to play poker) has won this amazing car for you (and it even has heated seats!).

This scenario, is what manifestation is for you, every day. Persisting in a fact that you already have something, despite the 3D showing you different, is trust and faith in yourself as the one and only creator of your reality. YOU are your own fortune teller. YOU know, that your desire is on its way to you, because you decided that it is. Every single time, you manifest things and the opposite is showing up, you need to be your own best friend, your own hero, your own fortune teller and your own creator and remind yourself, that you have all of your desires on their way, because only you can make a decision in your realm. You look outside of the window and there is no MINI in the driveway? Well I guess the translation into the 3D is slow again, because I know I manifested one.

Things have always taken its longest way to me, when I desperately tried to control. Tried to monitor and tried to micro-manage the way stuff happens. And when it didn't come quick enough, I would blame myself and question my powers. But there is no reason to question your powers, when you as the creator are prefect in creating. Your production might be slow, It might be weird and it produces in unexpected ways, but it's for sure reliable. When you put oranges into a juicing machine, you get orange juice. You just have to trust into your own production company that its producing your products (and they are).

There is no reason, no room for anxiety, for overthinking or doubts. The process is simple. You order, you get. Every time. Nothing else. And sometimes you see your old orders before you see your recent ones, but that's okay your recent ones are still on their way. If you were to bawl your eyes out the moment your mother told you, she won't buy you a red MINI, that wouldn't have changed the fact that the fortune teller already predicted you that car. You would just be crying for no reason, but idk maybe you just need to? Who am I to judge the reason someone is crying, bestie?

Manifesting with this anxious overthinking scenario I showed you earlier can feel heavy, but I am here to remind you, that your anxious 3D-reactions are not postponing your manifestations, if you as a creator decide, that you are allowed to react without consequences, or at least without the consequences you would disapprove of. If you panic, and you feel like every single thought matters and manifests, then yeah obviously. The trick is to realize, that there is a cheat code to everything, and in this case, it's deciding that certain things just never happen because you don't want them to.

So finally I want you guys to remember:

be your own fortune teller, and trust into the fact that you always predict correctly.

yours in every reality,

Evie <3

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jymwahuwu · 6 months

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hi! It's my first time sending ask so I am a bit nervous hehehe... What do you think about small breast darling? Will Jingyuan loves them? I want to heard your opinion about this, thank u! 💖

Hello 🤗💓 Thank you for sending. Don’t be nervous, here are Jing Yuan’s thoughts on small breast darling. I really think Jing Yuan will accept darlings of all body types as long as he falls in love😹

-CW: yandere, non-con, abuse of trust, nipple stimulation, overstimulation, mentions and some descriptions about lactation

✧- If this were to describe other people, it might seem disingenuous, and as if they don't have an opinion of their own. But- Jing Yuan's acceptance and worship are all based on love, and his openness is extraordinary. He adores darlings of any body type. This is also reflected in the preference for breasts.

✧- Jing Yuan noticed that your small breasts were small and exquisite, flat, and covered by a layer of fabric. He stopped himself from peeling off the obstructing piece of fabric.

✧- On a quiet afternoon, the raindrops wet your shirt. The clothes absorbed the moisture and clung tightly to your skin, revealing the lines and structure of your bra and breasts to the world. Jing Yuan is your considerate friend, providing warm tea and shelter from the rain. He had a lot of self-control so he didn't start jerking off.

✧- He ordered some bunny and kitty bras in your size from an online store. Don't dig into why he knows your exact bra size. By the way, Jing Yuan ordered matching underwear.

✧- Until one day, the preparation is completely completed. Seize the opportunity and flip your bra up immediately. You exclaimed, covering your nipples with your hands in panic. "Jing Yuan…!? What are you doing?" Firmly but gently fixing your hands on your head, prohibiting you from any resistance.

✧- Poor you, you always thought Jing Yuan was a trustworthy friend/general before this.

✧- Finally get a close look at your nipples. That is a wonderful experience that cannot be replaced by any number of photos automatically sent by the surveillance system. Your areolas tremble, stiffen and bulge under the gaze. Lovely flat hills. "Don't look - don't look at me like this!" You struggled awkwardly, your breathing quickened and your eyes flickering.

✧- Being caught up in a storm of desire without explanation. Your nipples were being caressed, sucked, rubbed and swirled by his thumb, occasionally given a light pinch. Those sensitive nerve endings continuously transmit pleasure to your mind, "Don't-don't…" You moaned, your waist bounced up, your legs rubbed against each other restlessly, and the petals were glowing with water.

✧- Refuse to have any part of your body other than your breasts touched…for now. Like a lion who has found a favorite toy, he teases his little rabbit and attacks. You threw aside your dignity for a moment, letting out some high-pitched moans and your vagina twitching, begging for his cock to come in. Not allowed. Nipple orgasms are the only thing you get for hours.

✧- "Stop touching… no more… can't…" You express your meaning intermittently, desperate and helpless, not knowing why Jing Yuan is so obsessed with your breasts. You feel like there's nothing left to get wet, you're drained - but at the same time the deep, wet marks on the quilt continue to grow.

✧- When that cock invades and expands your soft and warm walls in accordance with your "will", it does not mean that your breasts are ignored. A pair of custom-made bunny vibrators are glued to your nipples, the wet slaps humming along with the mechanical sound. You twitched helplessly.

✧- When sowing seeds, Jing Yuan is daydreaming about the day when your small breasts will secrete milk. By then your nipples will be swollen, and the smooth and sweet milk will be pumped out… The breast pump will be ready now.

✧- For those who don’t understand the charm of small breasts, Jing Yuan’s point of view is: Lost pearls are usually covered in dust. Their ability to see one of these colors is permanently lost throughout their lives.

#yandere hsr #yandere honkai star rail #yandere jing yuan #yandere hsr x reader #yandere jing yuan x reader #honkai x reader #honkai star rail x reader #honkai star rail x you

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fiveloml · 2 years

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five hargreeves x reader. “ 'have we met?' y/n, i've fallen for you in every timeline i've been in. “ [ gender neutral reader. ]

─ ✧ season 3 spoilers ! in the new timeline the hargreeves ended up in, five finds himself facing a familiar face.

─ ✧ WOOOH the first post did really well :)!! thank u everyone ♡♡ also cw for swearing! ( though im pretty sure its like one word lmao )

[ flashback. ]

“ five!- just go! “ you yelled as you ran, knowing he couldn't hold onto you while he had ben on his back. the kugelblitz was getting closer and you couldn't keep up to fives running speed. “ no!- i am not leaving you! “ he screamed back, looking at you for a moment as he could see the kugelblitz was just behind you. as five stopped you managed to finally catch up and tell him one last time;

“ i love you, take care of my brother ben, okay? “

pushing him away as you were taken by the bright light. five instinctively blinked away and gasps when he's safe from danger for just a moment. “ damn it all! “ he yells, slamming his fists onto the ground as ben groggily wakes up from passing out.

“ where are my siblings? “ ben asks with a groan, fully opening his eyes to see five with a defeated look. tears falling to the ground as you and fei were nowhere to be seen.

“ ben.. ben they're gone. “

[ flashback end. ]

its been a few days since the hargreeves went their seperate ways, five has been having his good and bad days and tonight was a bad one. “ those assholes really left without saying anything. “ five mutters, walking towards the coffee place he often visited whenever he felt stressed.

the bell by the door rang as five entered, automatically sitting on one of the seat by the counter. “ black coffee and french toast. “ he says monotonous, “ its you again. “ five looks up to one of the waitresses that handled the coffee place. he never told her his name, but they knew each other decently enough.

“ y'know.. we've got a new member, seems about your age. “ she smiles, handing over a paper with his order to someone who worked in the kitchen. “ that would matter to me.. why? “ five says with his head facing down at the counter, he wasn't interested in love anymore. not after what happened with you in the last timeline.

the waitress smiles, “ they seem like your type. “ she winked, going off to the back as another pair of footprints walked out right after her. “ 'for the kid who comes in here wearing a suit' thats a silly name. “ the voice infront of him chuckled, but five suddenly tensed up the second he heard it.

he looked up and his widened in disbelief, he was looking at you. “ y/n? “ he managed to choke out of his speechless daze, you looked at him and blinked. “ yes? have we met before? you don't seem very familiar.. “ you tell him but five bit his bottom lip to shut him up for what he wanted to say.

“ 'have we met?' y/n, i've fallen for you in every timeline i've been in. “

“ no no we haven't, your co worker mentioned your name “ five forced a smile, taking his cup of coffee into his hands as his reflection looked back at him ever so faintly. “ thank you. “ he murmurs, taking a sip as you give him a smile. one he's missed for so long.

“ you have a nice smile, did anyone tell you?" five blurted out, not even knowing what he was thinking at this point. you blinked slightly wide-eyed at him before letting out a laugh. “actually.. not often do people compliment my smile, so i appreciate it. “ you giggle, five knew this a long time ago, but he wanted to know if you had any similarities to the 'you' he used to know.

the sound of rain falling onto the roof caught the attention of both of you, you sigh at this and look at your watch. “ oh! seems like its about time i head back. “ you say, taking off your apron as five silently watched. “ how will you head home? its raining like the world is ending over there. “ five joked with a chuckle, though the joke was interesting due to the things hes gone through.

“ my... partner.. will be picking me up. “ you say with slight hesitation in your voice. five nodded nonchalantly though his heart shattered quietly. “ partner huh.. “ he looked at you waving goodbye and entered a mans car, driving off as five sat there speechless.

“ no matter what timeline.. i really can't have you, huh? “ he says tearfully, deciding to eat his emotions away as he took a bite of his french toast.

#tua x you #tua x reader #tua x y/n #the umbrella academy x you #the umbrella academy x reader #five x reader #five hargreeves x reader

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compacflt · 1 year

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my apologies if this is too simple or juvenile or personal a question but HOW did you become such a proficient writer? and do you have any tips or pointers to keep in mind? i know you must do a lot of reading and a lot of writing, but your skill is just incredible to me. your prose!! your cadence!! when we get around to talking about it is genuinely one of the best things i've ever read and i'd eat it if i could!!!

this ask was so sweet thank you!! rly made my day when i needed a boost. Hope you don’t mind i took a couple days to think about it cause no one’s ever asked me for writing advice before

idk how i became a “proficient” writer bc I really don’t write that much. something about my fic gave me brainworms and i went into overdrive but that’s…not my usual MO. which is why it’s weird for me too. admittedly i am studying english/creative writing as my second major at uni, but i haven’t learned anything in any of my classes you couldn’t learn by just reading and writing on your own. honestly i should’ve stuck with my IR major instead, i find structured cw classes a complete waste of time. but here are some little tips i thought of that would’ve helped ME:

This is more a “do as I say not as I do” because I’m really bad at habits like this, but keep a diary. You can write about the big events (went to the store, did homework, got laid etc.) but that’s boring—focus on the details (watched someone at west side market throw a glass bottle of olives at a rat, broke a pen and permanently stained my dorm desk and won’t get my deposit back which pissed me off because I move out in a week, this guy’s breath smelled like lemon pledge and it made me wonder if he drank window cleaner before kissing me etc.). Real life is really interesting! How can you write about interesting real life in an interesting way? It’s a good way to practice. You don’t have to do a big reflection at the end of the day or anything. It’s okay to jot down something you saw & then immediately forget about it. It’s the act of figuring out how to translate life into words that’s important

If you type, learn how to type FAST. This is just my experience, but I think typing faster makes your cadence, clause length, dialogue, IDEAS flow better/more naturally. We think in words/sentences, not letters.

This is a super lame tip that’ll make you roll your eyes, but read poetry. Poetry is all about how words/ideas/images sound and interact with each other. Don’t get hung up on one poet—im not really recommending any for precisely this reason—read poetry you love (for me, Ada Limón, Jack Kerouac, Frank O’Hara, ghazals etc) AND read poetry you hate (for me, Rupi Kaur, Emily Dickinson, Whitman, etc)! Read all genres you can get your hands on. (I think there are like “great poetry anthologies” you can find for free online if u don’t know where to start. Also you can’t go wrong with subscribing to/reading a variety magazine like the NYer. It’s pretentious but it exposes you to all kinds of weird topics, ways of writing about them, etc.) Figure out how certain combinations of words and punctuations make you FEEL, and why, and why the writer chose (or not) to make you feel that way. Figure out which literary sounds you like and which ones you don’t. For me, i figured out that I REALLY like alliteration, comma splices, zeugmas, the rule of three, and

“he’s [verb]ing again… yeah compacflt’s characters are [verb]ing again… big shocker”

If you have an idea for a piece, figure out what it is you really want to get out of it—to say something? to experiment with a different style? to see your fav characters do something? to have fun?—and then figure out how, on a technical level, you should write to match that goal (this is where the poetry training comes in handy). If you’re just writing to have fun, don’t listen to any writing advice (incl. mine), because most of it is bullshit and over-generalized and will make you feel bad about yourself. Just take the advice that you think will work for what YOURE trying to write.

But if you’re writing to explore some political idea, then you should think about HOW to best write about that idea. What would be a convincing story/allegory/scene to engage with this idea vs. not convincing. I talk on this blog all the time about how disappointed I am that my very-adult-grown-up attempt to deal with the dynamic of “immovable internalized homophobia vs unstoppable falling in love anyway” is rendered a little childish/immature by some pretty unconvincing plot points like the characters buying a house together—I really should have considered how that plot point would interact with the characterizations I’d built already (hint: poorly). You can think of writing as kind of a military structure if that helps—you have strategy on the overarching campaign (plot/character growth/allegory/theme) level, the battle (scene that advances the above) level, and the tactical (sentence-level construction/syntax/wording) level. They all have to work together. If a scene is failing to properly engage with the idea you’re trying to convey, you’re losing a battle that will weaken the overarching campaign. Same thing if you choose a weird word in a sentence/write in a style or tone that’s weirdly out of place with your idea—it makes your engagement with the theme/idea less convincing. just try to be purposeful and consider your strategy on all levels of your work as you’re writing it!! At the very least it’ll make editing easier lol.

But then again when I read my own writing from just a couple months ago I cringe out of my skin, so like—just also accept that it’s a process and we’re all just making it up as we go along. Be proud of being embarrassed of your old work, because it means you’re growing. Own that shit. When I finished writing WWGATTAI i thought it was the best thing I’d ever written, and maybe it was. But since the day I finished working on it, it’s the worst thing I’ve written since then. That’s a great feeling. Not to be like writing grindset obviously bc it’s supposed to be fun—but if what you want is to get better at writing, the strategy is to WRITE a whole bunch of shit, and then own your embarrassment about how much you’ve grown since you started. And know you’re still always growing and learning. there should never be any “goals” where skills are concerned 👍🏽

#fake it till u make it #the good part about fiction is all you’re really doing is makin shit up #no rules!!!#fiction is just trying to sell a lie right #so it’s all on a sliding scale of convincability (at least that’s how i judge fiction)#and figuring out how to convince people of your lie is where the art is #anyway.#not top gun #asks #writing tips #idk how to tag this #also i love ao3 because trying to get published traditionally genuinely made me hate writing/MY writing #i have indeed had the cliche 100+ form rejection letters experience #unfortunately writing is also one of those things where you can see it as a competition so easily #(admittedly a small part of why i don’t read other TG fics—i don’t wanna read people doing it better than me😭)#BUT you tailor your experience to have a healthy life. it’s not a competition if you don’t make it one. put yourself first

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fyodorloveclub · 10 months

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*cough*…dearest flora, I’m on my knees begging you for more son!fedya (smut) thoughts…spare crumbs, please…

only bc u begged <3

CONTENT WARNING: this is mom/son incest. obvi very dark content. this (+ any other DC i write) has absolutely no reflection on my real life values or desires or anything at all. this is fiction. if you dont like it just block or unfollow and leave the mean comments to urself! ok thanks bye

*another disclaimer: every single sexual/“romantic” thing that occurred between reader and fyodor occurred after he turned 18

here’s a diff ask that asked some good questions i want to expand on hehe

yes fedya and reader have def done things before!! that was just the first time they’d had penetrative sex. i hc’ed that you’d basically done everything except penetrative - in my head it started out as first an innocent handjob, then blowjobs, and you’d eventually even fingered him and used dildos/other sex toys with him, in similar scenarios of the fic: calming him down (whether it was genuine anxiety/panic or otherwise) or just doing whatever to make your boy happy <3 after a while he begged you to let him finger you, eat you out, etc etc

and now i’ll kind of talk about the “lore” that i developed with my lovely friend faraday @verlaines-corner. it’s slightly insane but just hold on dslkfjklsdf

so in this AU, fyodor accidentally killed his dad, your husband, when his ability first developed when he was young. it was a complete and total freak accident, he had no idea about his ability, but obviously this took an incredible toll on both him and you. he required immense emotional support from you because you were the only one who knew without a doubt that he didn’t mean to do it (even his therapists were a little bit on the fence), and you in turn needed fyodor because he was all you had left of your little family. this was how the incredibly unhealthy, codependent relationship bloomed.

you went out of your way to do anything and everything that would make fyodor happy to keep him from feeling the debilitating guilt of killing his dad and your husband, which fyodor slowly realized he very easily could take advantage of. that’s where the reader’s “obliviousness” comes from. it’s not that you’re a fucking idiot, you just have devoted so much of your life to keeping him happy, and he manipulated you into doing so. and the way you ended up coping with your grief was tunneling all of your feelings into protecting and taking care of fyodor.

so when it came to him asking for sexual favors, you were obviously uneasy at first, but it also felt like. just another day, just another task that would make him smile and in some weird twisted way had become a fucked up coping mechanism for you. in short all of this is just an insane trauma bond that spiraled into incest <3

now i know you guys came here for smutty thoughts and not just my unnecessary world building so i’ll provide some of that as well 💀

fyodor loves eating you out. so fucking much. he loves sneaking into your bed and between your legs at night so he can dip his tongue into your cunt and taste you, deep into your hole so he can feel the way you clench around his tongue. he can’t help but feel like every single part of you was made just for him, to feed him, and that obviously included your pussy. it made sense that your juices were one of his favorite things to drink, because again. you were made for him

speaking of drinking. this goes without fuckin saying but he loves nursing more than fucking anything on this planet. he loves being curled up in your lap as you hug him close, suckling on your hard nipple as he whines and whimpers, pawing at and kneading your other tit. this isn’t even sexual for you because he’s done it his whole life. he never grew out of the need for that type of closeness, that type of mother son intimacy. and when he sleeps with you at night, it’s not uncommon for you to have to pry him off your boob after he’s fallen asleep and slip some sort of pacifier in his mouth to not wake him up and upset him, because sometimes the only way he can drift off is by suckling.

once he gets that first taste of fucking you, he goes fucking crazy about it and wants to have sex ALL the time. all he can ever think about is how it felt to have your pussy wrapped tight and pulsing around his throbbing cock, he would beg for you to let him fuck you all the time. you’ll just be on the couch reading a book with your legs spread, either on your stomach or your back, as you let him fuck your hole as many times as he wants, as much while satiate him and keep him happy.

anyway. those are my thoughts on son!fedya. teehee

#sorry for the HEFTY disclaimers i just am so tired of the nasty anons dslfkjals;f #tw incest #incest cw #voices in my head #demons #{ musings; fyodor }

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kamil-a · 2 days

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disclaimer: i don’t know how much passage of time gets referenced in s5, so not sure if there’s anything on that front that instantly disqualifies all of this. but here’s how i’ve been mentally making s5 fit with everything else atm:

floor 13 was a maze long before FUTURE took over, but both the installation tech and young do not recognize that this is still true.

there’s no indication young1.0’s body was ever found

young was killed/disappeared in the middle of the night and 2.0 was ready by the morning

so it’s reasonable to me he’d just go to work and complain at SAYER and live in beautiful ignorant bliss for a bit

FUTURE’s intelligent. it got the idea and necessary access/timing to pull off the 1.0 murder from subentity young (let’s be real, from SAYER), but it likely knows/was warned that if caught it would be deactivated immediately. we know the AIs act in self-preservation, and FUTURE’s already wary of everyone in the “real” world, so i don’t think it would act rashly/risk getting caught immediately

and besides, it likes to take its time

so if the installation tech and young are a representative sample of maze awareness, there’s no reason for anyone to think anything is wrong as long as FUTURE reset—or mostly reset—the floor by morning. even if things were noticeably shuffled around, it wouldn’t be untrue to say additional space was needed elsewhere on floor 13. 1.0’s still alive at this point; FUTURE needs a spot to keep him!

+obviously, FUTURE also likes games. “how long until these idiot humans realize what’s happening right under their noses," is not only a new one, but comes with minigames (pin the kick me sign, talk someone to death, try reaching someone on a different floor...)

actually typing this up rn realizing FUTURE asking “would you like to play a game” at the end has gotta be directed at SAYER. so, new idea to consider, the game is: can SAYER get FUTURE deactivated? obviously this would be easy if SAYER came clean, but that would put itself on the line, too.

i think FUTURE would like this game! SAYER would also be okay with it since it’s been trying to kill that toaster this whole time (and never succeeds)

oooooo. OOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHH definitely need to keep this in mind. thank u i love your analyses!!!!! <3

something about the idea of sayer and future mutually keeping each others secret about That Terrible Night here is really interesting. like both of them being willing to play the game for a while. hatred companionship. even hale doesnt get the full details, i guess bc the full details reflect horrifically on sayer, but still. REALLY interesting wow

#sayerposting spoilers #sayerposting #ask

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uriekukistan · 12 days

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Hi ! 🍊🍐🍈 ? :33

Thank u!

thank u for the ask!!!!

not me deleting the ask post bc i was like “nahh no one wants to hear me yap” believe it or not i do this often if anyone else wants to send it was this

🍊- a character i don’t write for that often, but keep meaning to write more

honestly this could go for so many characters….literally all of the characters. my brain has been in full itafushi mode, so i haven’t been able to write much else besides them 💀 given that im kinda stuck on itafushi rn tho, i think i want to write something for yuuji soon. i always write from megumi’s perspective bc it comes naturally to me, so i want to explore yuuji more. other than that, yuuta, mello & misa from death note, and ofc urie from tokyo ghoul are always in my mind as characters i want to write more

🍐- anything in canon i hate & love to fix in fics

usually i like to write “missing scene” fics when i write within canon rather than changing things about canon, like missing reactions, internal thoughts of certain characters that we don’t get to see, that type of thing.

recently i’ve had an idea for a jjk series that’s just different characters grieving and exploring their hidden thoughts and emotions. like the twins grieving geto, or how megumi grieves yuuji after the detention center when he’s alone, toji grieving mamaguro, etc…so that’s usually the type of thing i like to “fix” in my writing

🍈- my blorbo & headcanons/ideas that recur in my fics / blorbo rant

MEGUMI RANT TIME probably the most recurring ideas that come up when im writing him are internal conflict, difficulty opening up to others, and anger (a lot of it is towards himself, but spills out, usually when i write him getting angry with others, it’s due to some frustration with himself and where he’s lacking).

to be so very honest, when i write megumi, he always ends up a bit like a reflection of myself (especially dancing with a stranger megumi) but no one’s ever hit me with the “he would never say/do that 🫵” so…

most common thing i focus on with him is childhood and how being abandoned by the adults who were supposed to take care of him impacted him going forward. so the biggest conflict i focus on with him is wanting to hold tightly to the people he does have because he’s scared of losing them (through death or them leaving), vs him wanting to push people away so he doesn’t get hurt. also based on this scene, some lingering thoughts that he’s just not good enough or that there’s something wrong with him that can’t be fixed

then ofc his ideas of good & bad people, and who should and should not be saved, including himself….AAAAAAA i’ll stop now or i’ll get carried away

#i could yap abt megumi for HOURSSS

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absolutebl · 1 year

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Hey. Need your help here in understanding something specific.

For a long time, I thought I hated the seme-uke dynamic. And in large part, I do. But I've started critically assessing the shows I watch more and as I try to parse through my emotions and feelings regarding them, I feel my thoughts on it to be way too...unclear.

For a long time, I thought the problem lied on the seme end of the dynamic. I seemed to UNIVERSALLY have a problem with seme characters through VARIOUS beloved shows like We Best Love, Semantic Error, Until We Meet Again, Love By Chance, etc.

I felt something about the semes in these shows were...frustrating for me to watch or enjoy to the fullest. As such, I always touted that I preferred shows with no seme/uke, or a lighter seme/uke dynamic, such as To My Star, Be Loved in House I Do, About Youth, Bad Buddy, etc.

Now, I've come to the conclusion my issues lie with the type of relationship dynamic between the seme and uke, rather than the seme or uke individually (tho they could also play a role in certain cases), or the seme-uke (trope) dynamic itself.

This has come from my recent revelation in my enjoyment of Moonlight Chicken, despite both its lead couples having (atleast) elements of a seme-uke trope dynamic.

I have also now reflected on my past watches and I now have to fight to understand why I really enjoy shows like Cherry Magic, the Kiss series, Theory of Love, Blueming, Tharntype (I hate this BL, but NOT because of Tharn or Type's dynamic once they are in a relationship [which is extreme seme-uke]), or FUCKIN History 2 Right or Wrong, WHICH IS LIKE QUINTESSENTIAL SEME/UKE TROPES. WITH AGE DIFFERENCE.

So yeah. I have NO IDEA why I cannot stand King and Uea's dynamic despite trying SO HARD to enjoy it. Yet I like Oxygen. FUCKIN OXYGEN.

Thus, here I am asking for your help. Do you see ANY through line in the type of relationship dynamic I enjoy? Or at least, what dynamic doesnt seem to click or jive with me? Cause I cannot tell some of these shows apart in terms of dynamics. Yet I still like one and hate the other.

PLEASE HELP. Thanks lmao. Long ass rant I know.

Hum, what a question. Hold on, data analyst, MUST list things

Doesn't like semes in

We Best Love

Semantic Error

Until We Meet Again

Love By Chance

Bed Friend

Likes weaker/absent S/u in

To My Star

Be Loved in House I Do

About Youth

Bad Buddy

BUT also likes

Moonlight Chicken

Cherry Magic

Kiss series

Theory of Love

Blueming

Tharntype

History 2 Right or Wrong

Oxygen

Runs through brain checklist of other elements in play/common: tsundere uke, domesticity, chemistry, cohesive narrative, harshness, slapstick, softness, enemies to lovers.

Nope, I got nothing. No idea what's going on in your BL heart.

Look, I think this is a grape situation.

By which I mean. You kinda get when someone doesn't like cilantro because it tastes like soap, or mango because they are allergic, or cucumber because it's slimy, or spicy food, or durian or what have you.

But when someone doesn't like grapes you're all... but why? Such an inoffensive fruit. And also... wine.

But sometimes, you just don't like grapes.

We like what we like.

We don't like what we don't like.

Sometimes there is no reason there's just taste.

#asked and (not really) answered #honestly I really hunted for common threads in both the like and the dislike #i'm confused too

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forlix · 4 months

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hi! I'm back 🐼 and don't apologize, please, everyone has their hard days and weeks (even years sometimes)! I just hope you are good now and everything worked out fine!

firstly, I'm a real person indeed! and yes you do remind me of him somehow, idk maybe is the bubbly vibe or how sweet you are to everyone? idk, it just gives off lix's vibes and STOP!, you are not undeserving of it! you deserve all the great things that come to you! (also I'm not always the mom friend per say, but I'll def hurt people who hurt my friends type of person 🫣 also, PLEASE! Minho is my bias, this is too much! 🤭 but I wouldn't mind being the Minho to your Felix 👀🫂)

secondly, I'm always happy when people talk about going to international relations, it's so exciting! I finished my course a while ago, but I never actually left, I love it so much! I always loved non-governmental organizations, but after my exchange program I fell in love for real with the whole concept of War&Peace, my thesis was actually regarding how multicultural countries can be a blessing and curse depending on how you manage them, in the end it was about how the multicultural situation affects society, focusing a lot on the internal conflicts before, during and after the whole thing, so i I analyzed the rising and fall of the country viewing the multicultural aspect. sorry I'm rambling, but I just love to talk about it! I loved the course so much and all the people it gave me thanks to it, I honestly have such great experience about it, even after I had one specialization, during an MBA and starting my literature studies I met and became friends with such amazing people doing that course for the first time. I hope you have great memories of it!

lastly, it wasn't really a conversation per say, bc I'm a bit shy with people idk or don't feel completely comfortable (unless they are mean, then I'm their personal nightmare if I want to), but I did ask you to add me to the spy x family au taglist, I think I commented after a while you had posted saying you were gonna write it, and you said you'd add me to the overall taglist, so yeah, that's all, wasn't an ACTUAL conversation, but you were so nice regardless, either way, I'm happy I found you and your tumblr, I hope you receive as much joy and happiness you give us (⁠｡⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠｡⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠♡

- 🐼

first of all, WAHH YOU'RE REAL! AND WAHH YOU'RE THE MINHO TO MY FELIX! application accepted with unbounding enthusiasm hehe LOOK it's us ily and i would hold you in the palm of my hand any day

sticking the rest under the cut bc i wrote u an essay (so NEVER APOLOGIZE FOR RAMBLING i can't hold anyone else to any standards in that regard i am the No. 1 perpetrator of that crime)

you are SOOOOOOOO COOL. oh my fucking god. i've always been curious about ngos and i would love some more of ur perspective on them - what about them did you love? and what do you recommend are the best ways to get involved? that's definitely a bucket list item for me once i find a cause i'm passionate enough about

and war and peace!!! oh my god!! in the least weird way possible my interest in ir has always centered around conflict, so we have that in common for sure! the most impactful classes of my life were about modern chinese history, about how china became the nation it is today and the role it's come to serve in the world over time, and american foreign policy, basically about how the u.s. found a new way to royally fuck everything up with every international conflict it got involved in. both were so interesting and changed my world view in irreversible ways. my specializations are 'east and south asia' and 'social development and human well being' btw

your thesis sounds INSANELY cool. on the note of multiculturalness i've been reflecting on the united states as a country and its citizens as a population a lot recently 1) because of biden's active promotion and enablement of israel's war crimes and 2) because i just came back from spending three months in east asia so there's been a lot of comparing and contrasting to do in terms of lifestyle, culture, society, etc. idk if it would be too much if u gave me the thesis statement or primary argument or maybe even the abstract of your thesis bc i'm so curious about your thoughts on this. but also totally TOTALLY okay if not!!! i feel like i'm overstepping just asking sorry i'm letting my ir nerd get the best of me

and AH. I THINK KNOW WHO YOU ARE 💡 and you're so so fine, bb, you will never receive any pressure from me to come off anon or interact with me in any shape or form that you're not absolutely comfortable with. "unless they're mean then i'm their personal nightmare" LMAOOO AS YOU FUCKING SHOULD THAT'S ON QUEEN BEHAVIOR!!!! make that two. if anyone is mean to you i will Find them and Hunt them like a timber wolf awoo. mark my words

i'm the one who should be happy that the universe brought you to me, lovely! thank you for being you, as always; i'm reciprocating every ounce of your warmth and light in your direction!

#*inbox #🐼 anon

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livingemkayde · 5 months

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Hi Mac! I request “director’s commentary” for Between Blurred Lines and also if u want, Chaser? I loved both fics sm 💘💘💘 :)

hi there anon!!!

thank you for requesting this! between blurred lines and Chaser are some of my favorite fics i've ever written!

directors cut of each under the cut!

between blurred lines

in terms of the director's cut...dbf!joel has always been a favorite trope of mine and it was actually one of the first tropes i wrote for joel.

i wanted to give it another go since ive been writing for a while and though it may not be noticable, i feel like my writing style has changed a bit since summer. i decided to try out a mix of dad's best friend and best friends dad type situation and i think it was a fun play on the trope (thank you bec).

i am super particular about the way i write dbf!joel, and im glad that you liked it. honestly it's personal preference that in an age-gap situation, reader makes the first move and i think a lot of my fics reflect that!

it's always a blast to explore that trope further. thanks for asking!

Chaser

in terms of Chaser, i LOVE writing tommy and joel when set in a pre-outbreak/no-outbreak setting! chaser was actually originally going to be a one shot, but i couldn't help myself and left it off on a surprisingly successful cliffhanger ending which i initially thought was kinda just funny lmao.

chaser was an amalgamation of a bunch of ideas i had sitting in my google docs for a while. i wanted to explore the babysitter x joel trope in addition to the brother love triangle trope that i am still oBESSED with, so i thought no better opportunity than to put it all together!

i have gotten a lot of messages about chapter iii. diced and the way i wrote chapter iv. tacit (thank you to everyone sitting in my inbox the fact that i never finished chaser makes me want to cry, im so sorry).

anyways... diced was SUPER fun to write. i think exploring tommy and joel's underlying relationship from what we have seen in tlou and tlou2 has always been interesting to me. i have delved a little deeper into this in this ask. but, i enjoyed watching the tension between the brothers and the different interpretations of their relationship especially after the show came out. the addition of 'Kin' to the tlou storyline was, imo, such an impactful decision by the creators and sort of solidified their tuly complex relationship (as are most siblings). by no means is chaser a professional nor serious commentary on their complex relationship, but i did enjoy exploring the family dynamics of the Millers.

tacit, to me, was the 'turning point' in their relationship, kind of a very blatant representation of the miscommunications that reader and joel struggle with. they both THINK the other wants different things, whether that be Tommy, Caroline, or each other is never specified which was (hopefully) done in a purposeful and impactful way. it was also the first time (i think) that i wrote a true POV switch and people seemed to really eat that shit up! i hesitated on POV switching because in a weird way, this was a story that felt extremely reader focused to me and I thought the mystery of what Joel was thinking added to the plot building.

thank you for asking about chaser! sometimes i get a little self conscious about the early writing because it was during my fairly new era of being on tumblr so i had a lot to learn in terms of storytelling. though its not finished (update coming soon) im really proud of chaser and its honestly where i got alot of you followers!!

i hope this was a sufficient directors cut for you sweet anon, thank you again for asking!

#mac's asks #chaser #joel miller #joel miller fanfiction #joel miller x f!reader

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bewilderedbuck · 7 months

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26, 28, 57, 74, and 77!!!

oooh thank u ayla!!!

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? nope, i dye my hair pretty regularly and almost never have my natural color showing lol. rn i have arctic fox ritual over my natural brown so it's like a burgundy color but its fading a bit so i need to touch it up!!

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? a tiktok sketch thing of a guy pretending to be an old redneck whos selling a van on facebook marketplace. it was very accurate and also very funny that man deserves to win an oscar for that performance

57. Do you believe in ghosts? i don't believe in them but like. i don't not believe in them. i don't know if that makes sense. like when presented with a story about ghosts or a documentary or whatever i'm 100% a skeptic like "that shit isn't real" but the second i'm in spooky situation im like. there's ghosts there's got to be ghosts i am being haunted

74. What is your favorite book? ooooh actually i don't know?? i love so many books so picking a fave is so hard omg BUT i will say the 3 books i read in the past year that i absolutely loved were the final girl support group, the lost apothecary, & cemetery boys!!!

77. Ever been in love? yeah but it was like. the codependent toxic high school girl best-friendship where at times the lines between platonic and romantic blurred so much that you didn't even really know what you were feeling until you reflect back on it years after the fact and then decide to write a whole bunch of poetry about that particular friendship to get those feelings out bc u will never feel them otherwise and sometimes u still check her instagram just to see how she's doing and u think about messaging her and u type out exactly what u wanna say in ur notes app and end up deleting it bc it doesn't matter anyways bc she moved on and she never loved you like you loved her and it's been seven years since you were even friends anyways and you don't know who she is anymore and she doesn't know who u are and at the end of the day it's better to just. try to forget about the love u felt for her when u were sixteen bc ur about to turn 24 and so is she. and the love isn't even really there anymore well it is but it changed shape it's a bittersweet nostalgic kind of love not that all-consuming kind of love u felt back then. but u still feel it and it still hurts and u dont know if it will ever stop

i went a little off the rails with that last one sorry but thank u <3

ask game

#asks #ayla tag #hi my name is spencer and i've never gotten over my ex best friend can u tell

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harrysballerinahouse · 2 years

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CHASE VIII

Read the previous part here

Wiping tears from your eyes, you look at your own reflection in your now blank laptop screen.

Harry had been away on tour for a month now…the longest month of your life to date. It had been hard on you both, but neither of you wanted to admit that to one another. You would try to FaceTime at least once every few days and text in between, but it just wasn’t the same.

Work had been keeping you incredibly busy leading to several nights like tonight, left in tears missing Harry more than anything, just wanting to talk to him face to face and have him hold you. Staying at Harry’s a few nights here and there was just making you miss him more, but you couldn’t bring yourself to go back to your apartment where the presence of Harry in the décor and furniture was entirely absent.

****

It was quite late on a Wednesday night, not usually a night you FaceTime with the curly haired handsome man because he usually has a show, leading to you spending some extra time at the office to work on a presentation for the following morning. You were just about ready to get up and have a little stretch around your office when your phone chimed next to you with an unexpected text from Harry.

harold :) : ‘Hi gorgeous, awake still? Xx’

You let out a sigh of relief knowing that meant he was either going to call or FaceTime, you quickly type out your reply and push send.

Y/n: ‘Hi baby, yeah I’m still awake, everything ok? Xox’

Within seconds you phone and laptop were lighting up with the incoming FaceTime call you quickly answer to see a mildly damp Harry on the other side of the call, his smile instantly widens seeing your face then fades a little seeing you were still at work “sweetheart, isn’t it almost ten PM, what are you still doing there?” he asks the displeasure present in his voice. You shrug a little “I’ve just been finishing off a presentation for tomorrow, I’m almost done I promise” you grin a little trying to convince Harry that you were almost done, when in reality you both knew that wasn’t the case. “Anyway, how are you? How’s Munich?” you ask Harry couldn’t help but hide his grin “It’s incredible, the show sold out, the band has been amazing, I couldn’t ask for anything to go any smoother… well having you here would make things perfect, but I understand how important your work is” Harry flashes you a quick smile. You blush a little at his words, it was one thing that you found incredible about Harry, he was so accommodating and understanding of you wanting to focus on your career, especially being so early in your relationship you wanted to keep some boundaries, just in case.

“You don’t usually call on nights that you have a show, is everything ok? Did you run out of socks already?” You joke causing Harry to laugh “No, no, plenty of socks still. I just missed you, just needed to see your face, things have been so busy I just wanted to slow down for a moment” you couldn’t help but pout, your legs turning to jelly at Harry’s words, “H, that’s so sweet, you can call me anytime, day or night you know that, I miss you so much Harry” you sigh. You catch up and chat for around half an hour before you hear Jeff in the background telling Harry to hurry up and get organised. You sigh softly knowing full well this is where your call would end.

Harry looks at you with pleading eyes “I’m sorry pet, gotta go” he whispers, you nod “it’s ok H, I’m so glad you called” you smile he starts blowing kisses at the camera causing you to giggle “oh! Wait before I go! The Italy shows are coming up in a few weeks, I thought you might like to come…if you can get the time off work” you feel your cheeks heat up, trying to hide your face you push some loose strands of hair behind your ear “I’d love to Harry I’ll chat to my boss about it tomorrow” you smile “I’ll let you get going babe, don’t want to keep Jeff waiting… I’m proud of you Curly, be safe babe” you say softly bowling kisses to Harry “Thank you sweetheart, talk soon?” Harry asks, you instantly nod “of course H” Harry smiles and begins waving. You say your goodbyes and eventually hang up.

You were holding out on a little secret from Harry. You’d bought a ticket for the first Italy show and had already organised time off before you and Harry had even reconnected you decided to kill two birds with one stone and do some travelling and see your favourite person perform but, now that you and Harry were together you wanted to keep it as your own little secret to surprise Harry.

****

Before you knew it, you were packing a bag and getting on a plane to head to Italy to see Harry. Since Harry had asked you to come to Italy you had to try and avoid the topic and play it off where you could. You felt terrible eventually just having to lie and say you couldn’t get the time off. You felt as though you were manipulating Harry by not telling him but you were excited to see him.

You arrived in Italy on a warm Friday night and caught an Uber to your hotel. You made it up to your room just in time before Harry began calling. You put your bags down and answer quickly “Hi Curly” you couldn’t help but smile knowing that you’d be saying that in person by tomorrow. “Hi sweetheart, how are you?” He asks softly he sounded absolutely exhausted “I’m good H, you alright? You don’t sound like yourself babe” he chuckles softly “I’m ok pet, just tired….I miss you” he whispers softly you couldn’t help but feel terrible about your surprise plan hearing how unsteady Harry sounded. “I miss you too H, so much I promise I’ll try get some time off to come out and see you soon” you hear him smile chuckling softly “I’d love that” he sighs “I’m sorry y/n I have to go we’re about to fly out” you shake your head your brow ceasing “don’t apologise H, I get it, fly safe please and get some rest ok? Text me when you land?” You could hear him shuffling onto the plane “I will love, I’ll talk to you soon I promise, bye pet” you smile softly “talk soon babe” Harry ends the call and you let out a sigh. He sounded so disappointed, you felt terrible that you told Harry you weren’t coming.

You got settled for the night and Harry text to let you know he’s arrived safely in Italy and was heading to bed. You desperately wanted to go and surprise him now but knew he needed a good nights rest first. When you hatched your plan to surprise Harry you’d contacted Sarah to let her know about it all and she offered to help you get into the venue during bump in to surprise Harry then.

Waking the next morning, it took you a moment to realise where you were,slipping out of bed and walking over to the balcony doors swinging them open looking out across the little Italian streets. You smile to yourself knowing in a matter of hours you’d get to experience this with Harry. You get ready in record time and message Sarah letting her know your on your way. You check out of the hotel and get an Uber the arena. Sarah meet you outside the arena greeting you with a huge hug “thank you so much for your help Sez, I hope he doesn’t get mad” you giggle coming out of the embrace “he’s hardly stopped talking about you since the tour started, I think if it was up to him you’d be in his carry on” she laughs taking one of your bags “here let me get these taken to Harry’s hotel room” she leads you into the back taking you through who’s dressing room was who’s. You leave your work backpack in Harry’s dressing room before Sarah takes you out into the arena floor “I’ll leave you with him, good luck” she smiles giving you a brief hug, you thank her profusely before she walks off to find Mitch.

You see Harry across the arena floor talking with someone about the set list, you keep your distance enough to not be seen by Harry. He’s looked…cute and comfortable in a big t-shirt and shorts, a pair of crew socks and vans on his feet a little clip holding back the curls that fall in his face, phone in his left hand. You quickly pluck your phone out taking a quick photo, you glance at it and can’t helps but smile, you end up sending it to Harry with a text attached.

Y/n: ‘Italy suits you xxx’

You watch as Harry glances at his phone and sees your message smiling as he reads it, his smile drops as he looks at it further looking at the photo. His forehead creases as he turns to look behind him. His face morphs with shock when he sees you. He quickly turns his whole body walking towards you which soon turned into a jog which soon turned into a sprint. You couldn’t help but giggle heading towards Harry he slows a little once he’s a foot in front of you reaching out picking you up causing you to wrap your legs around him. Harry smashes his lips to yours in a passionate kiss his lips had never felt better against yours.

One of your hands moves to Harry’s hair the other resting on his cheek. Harry’s strong arms were holding you as close as he could get you, his tongue grazes your bottom lip before he pulls away abruptly “wait wait wait…what are you doing here?” He asks look as confused as ever causing you to giggle pecking his lips “don’t get mad…I bought tickets for the show as soon as they were released before we were together, when you asked me to come to these shows I figured I’d just surprise you instead since I was already going to be here….I’m sorry I didn’t tell you H”. Harry put you down cupping your cheeks “how could I ever be mad? You….you are so cheeky Miss Y/L/N, this is the best surprise ever sweetheart, I missed you so much” his pleading eyes look into yours before connecting your lips once again “does this mean I get to keep you for a few days?” Harry mumbles on your lips “you get to keep me the entire time you’re here in Italy” you respond pecking Harry’s lips several times before slowly pulling away. You look up into Harry’s eyes tears starting to pool in his lower waterline, “no baby…” you whisper, “don’t cry H, what’s wrong?” you ask cupping his cheeks as a few tears spill from his eyes, “I-I just, every time I called and told you I missed you, I missed you one hundred times more, I just wish I could take you around the world with me” Harry sighs, sniffling his sentiment causing tears to brew in your own eyes “You’re too good to me H” you sniffle shaking your head a little , resting your forehead to Harry’s.

Just as Harry was about to lean in and kiss you once again you hear Jeff calling out from the stage “Styles! C’mon you’ve got a setlist to finalise” Harry sighs blowing some of your hair to the side at the same time “Sorry sweetheart, I’d love your opinion if you’d like to help?” he asks kissing your forehead you smile nodding “I’d love to H”. Harry places you back down on your own two feet and takes your hand leading you back to his previous position, he wraps his arms around your waist resting his chin on your shoulder, kissing your cheek softly “What do you think pet? Is it a good set?” Harry asks as your place your hands over his “I think it’s great Curly, will medicine make an appearance?” You ask to teasing Harry. He chuckles in your ear “Maybe, maybe not” you feel him smirk against the side of your head before pecking your temple.

****

A few hours in you and Harry head back to his dressing room to spend some time together while he had some spare time. Harry heads off to shower quickly while you wait on the couch in his dressing room. While your waiting Jeff lets himself in clearly looking for Harry, when he finds you instead he looks you up and down a crease etched in between his brows. “Oh hello Y/n, I wasn’t aware you were coming to visit” He says putting some paperwork out for Harry “umm, surprise visit, I didn’t tell anyone until a few days ago” Jeff shrugs “Maybe next time contact me so we can work out dates that suit everyone. He’s different on tour, I told you that, I also told you he’s not ready for a relationship and you didn’t listen so what would I know” just as you were about to respond Harry walks in with a towel adorning his waist, tattooed torso and arms on full display. “Who’s not ready for a relationship?” he asks looking at Jeff before glancing at you.

It was taking all your might not to give Jeff and piece of your mind right now. But the concerning look on Harry’s face was what was keeping you grounded “Y/n what’s going on?” He asks glancing between you and Jeff. You sign softly, this was going to be fun to explain.

Part IX coming soon…

#harry #harry styles #one direction #harry fluff #harry angst #harrystyles harrystylesimagines #imagine #harry fic #harry smut #harrystyles harryimagines

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literateleah · 9 months

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hi! I’ve always kinda admired you from afar because your blog is so nice and put together and you’re knowledge regarding literature is the type of stuff I wanna achieve! I just wanted to ask for some advice? as a sort of first-gen i struggle with pursuing my passion in literature. I think the subtle discouragement from my family has left me in multiple slumps and taken away motivation. However I still want to improve, and ESPECIALLY my critical analysis skills. I love finding new books, but (aside from lacking motivation to do much as open them) I think my problem is that if it interested me until the end, I’ll say it was “just good” and nothing more. I feel like I’ve never actually thought too deep about what I’m reading and I wanted to know if that was common? I don’t know how to help it. it seems I only excel in critical analysis when a teacher is prompting it. I want to be able to properly review a book instead of just saying it was pretty good 😭 sorry if this wasn’t clear or didn’t make sense, and you don’t have to answer it! I thought I might as well ask rather than never try to. Thanks :)

omg this is so sweet :'))) thank u for sending this message!!! i def get your feelings, i've been in a reading slump for probably like over a year LMAO my pretty looking "literary" tumblr (whtv that means) certainly does not reflect my irl reading habits in any regard. honestly what i always turn to is the root of topics that interest me and prompt me to discuss them with others or channel my thoughts into writing! like my go tos are thrillers that will get me going with a good twist, or something about ballet/fame/celebrity (all topics that interest me) and i know i'll prob have something to say after reading!! also remember that you dont have to feel pressured to overanalyze and critique everything! reading for pleasure is fun and necessary and without it things can lead to burnout very quickly <333 much love

#ask tag #anon tag

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secretsappyabode · 2 years

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Howdy Tiff I adore you so much thank you for your sweet words on my Ozymandias art ;----;✨🧡!!! It's still so stupid hot here so I'm really living in my fantasies with that art piece 😂

I wanted to ask, what season would you assign yourself, Ford, and Stan based on y'all's personalities alone? Please walk me through your reasonings 👀!!!!

Also! I can help you about the readmore situation! I didn't know how either till someone else told me; you just type :readmore: and then immediately, without making a space, hit enter/that arrow key (whatever you have to make a new line) so

:readmore:(immediately make a new line)

I hope that helps and I'm looking forward to reading your answer to my other ask! Happy travels✨🧡

Clover @tex-treasures

CLOVERRRRR UR A LIFE SAVER THANK UUUUUU 😭😭😭😭 IT WORKED

now I can get to work on that ask 😈

now for THIS one, heeheehoohoo this shall be a fun challenge

honestly?? it’s hard to pin point cuz we all go thru a lot of growth and change. but the closest I’m gonna get to accuracy is this:

ford is winter, stan is autumn and im spring

now, my reasons are mainly just “ ✨✨the vibes ✨✨” but I’ve got a couple of solid thoughts (i think)

ford and stan are more colder seasons mostly due to their pasts and attitudes in life. ford held a lot of bitterness and was pretty adverse to letting people into his life, (apart from stan, fiddleford and bill were his only friends.) one cld argue that ford shld be autumn cuz he’s focussed on changing the world for the greater good, but while his intentions were good, what he wrought was quite the opposite (because of bills manipulation)

THUS he blamed himself and drew into himself SO MUCH that he shut most ppl out to fix what he had done, and he suffered 30 years of crazy inter dimensional adventures. u cld say his life was pretty “cold” and “isolating”…..much like winter can be. BUT!!! there’s always time to sit near smth warm and get all cozy, and that alludes to him finally reuniting w his family and defeating bill, going on to live a happy life.

now STAN is autumn cuz that season reflects the “change” from warmer weather to cooler weather. this can symbolise Stan’s change in life when he got kicked out. from being a kid looking towards a happy childhood dream, to being a kid out in the harsh world with a broken heart and an impossible mission.

this also alludes back to the twins being both colder seasons, but autumn is next to warmer weather in the season roster. this can relate to how Stan is secretly a softie and his want/need to be loved by people, and that he’s one heartfelt convo away from opening up even just a little bit. meanwhile ford is a bit harder to crack. a bit colder.

now I’m spring, mostly because of the attitude i aim to deliver. spring is sometimes associated with “happier” things and often gets that praise for ending winter. the days get longer, flowers bloom, it snows and rains less, and warmer weather arrives. it cheers ppl up, and that’s smth my s/i likes to do. it’s a value of hers.

bad things may happen but i try to keep the optimism up, cuz someone’s gotta, right? and spring is all abt change too, but from cooler weather to warmer weather. This alludes to stan and I having a lot more similarities, two sides of the same coin sort of thing, while ford and I can be opposites in certain aspects of our personalities.

but our connection is still very strong and true, because the transition between winter and spring is ESSENTIAL in the rebirth of nature. and our opposites don’t clash, they blend!! like the seasons! speaking of rebirth, it basically means the cycle of life begins anew, giving things another chance. and that’s what my s/i believes in!!! and that’s what she encourages stan and ford to do with themselves and each other!! because there’s never a deadline to reconcile and forgive!! there’s always another chance, a new cycle, a new life!!! and that new chapter in their lives where they sail on their boat together, that’s their endgame!!! fresh and new!!

ALSO ford is blue, stan is red and I’m purple and THOSE COLOURS CAN RELATE TO OUR SEASONS!!!!

whew that was fun. ty sm again for the ask and for the help clover!! i appreciate u so much!!! 🥺🥺

#ford loving hours #stan loving hours #s/i tag #lovely people #my brain was like: media analysis ACTIVATE 📈📉📊

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for the fanfic writer ask meme: 2-4, 30-35, 41-50, and 77!

wheee thank u!! this is so many omg (/pos) definitely putting these under a cut lol

2. talk about a notable time a narrative or character has looked you dead in the eyes and said “fuck your plan, here’s what we’re actually doing.”

when DOESN'T this happen honestly... most recently, steve's mom insisted that she MUST make an appearance in my stranger things wip, but the first instance of this happening on a dramatic scale was wayyyyy back when i was writing my frerard ghost au. frank decided to have more significant Issues than i originally intended which ended up with me rewriting half the fic from scratch (which now i do more often than not)

3. on a scale of 1-10 how much do you enjoy incorporating romance into the average story?

hmmm... 9! i love romance :) i love writing Romance As Exploration. figuring out what makes characters tick, then how and why they'd make each Other tick. i do struggle with writing entirely romance-centric stories though, it tends to be one plot thread out of many

4. what is the plot bunny you’ve been carrying for the longest? optional bonus question: do you ever wonder why you haven’t written it yet and experience deep existential dread?

jeeeez... there are SO many ideas i've written and then abandoned... keeping it to ones i actually intend to finish, it's gotta be my pacific rim chance-meeting fic, but part 5 of magnolia 'verse comes as a very close second! i think about it constantly. i know exactly why i haven't written it yet: it's partially because... i HAVE written part of it (i rewrote the same 20k of the intro 5 fucking times), and also because after those 5 times i lost the hyperfixation and have been caught up in other fandoms ever since. still Thinking About It though.

30. most inspirational quote you’ve ever read or heard that’s still important to you.

i'm not gonna hunt down the exact quote, but there's a post floating around here disparaging the idea of going to an art museum and saying "i could do that!" in an insulting way because yeah - you could! the only difference between the artist in the museum and you is the fact that they Did and you Didn't. that concept was big for me. it's a great reminder that nothing i do has to be perfect, i just have to make it Exist. the first step to being a writer is words on the page

31. tell us about one of your characters who’s an absolute joy to write?

oh that's so tough, i have so many i love writing!! in terms of who makes me giggle and kick my feet the most, though, gotta be eddie in my stranger things wip or newt geiszler. love me a character who is an Annoying Little Shit On Purpose

32. do characters influence your writing style?

i would say less characters and more the source material itself. i'm someone who likes to match character/narrative voices as closely as possible, so the way i write dialogue obviously reflects that and changes from fandom to fandom. it's not always super noticeable, but i think it shows the most when i'm writing pacific rim or hannibal. (writing hannibal fic is its own beast, that's the only one that's really changed my entire approach to writing and not just dialogue)

33. do you start with the characters or the plot when writing?

they inform one another so closely it's hard to separate them! i guess the first inklings of plot are where it begins, and then the characters generate what the rest of it looks like.

34. how do you name characters and places?

most of the time i don't have to bc i'm primarily writing fic ❤️ but on those rare occasions when i'm writing original fiction, it's purely based on vibes.

35. tell us about a character who’s very different than you who you love a whole lot

literally any character i'm invested in. i'm always most compelled by characters who are very much unlike me, especially the bitter angry types. right now it's will graham :3 i love RIGHTEOUS RAGE yay yippeee!!!

41. what is the weirdest story idea you’ve ever had.

hmmm. quite possibly the crack fic i wrote for tma where jon is confronted with the horrors of homestuck. (IN MY DEFENSE: WAS NOT ACTUALLY MY IDEA, WAS WRITTEN AT A FRIEND'S REQUEST, but i did make it exist).

42. describe the aesthetic of a story in 5 words.

ough this is Hard. i can give a bad 5-word summary of a fic, but its aesthetic? let me give it a shot for the hannigram wip: bloody knuckles, sick with yearning

43. how did writing change you?

got me a girlfriend :)

serious answer: i am always thinking about craft when interacting with any kind of written art. i deconstruct, i nitpick, i analyze. sometimes it's criticizing bad writing from a place of love (as with stranger things), sometimes i'm frustrated by what could've been done much better (THE MAGICIANS!!), sometimes i'm just in awe of the skill of the creators (succession, hannibal).

44. any writing advice you want to share?

for fic writers: don't stop reading actual books!!

45. name three of your favorite fanfic writers.

three is too few!! i'll just say i'm currently rockin with emungere and zipegs, and always w my gf @stoplightglow :)

46. what time are you the most productive when it comes to writing?

hmmm. late evening, maybe?

47. what story are you most proud of?

in terms of completed works, moth to light. for my entire body of work including what's yet unfinished, my hannigram wip! (it'll have a title... eventually)

48. do you reread your own stories?

oh absolutely. partially just because it's fun, but mostly as a learning exercise! it's helpful to get some distance from a fic and then go back and see how reading it feels compared to how writing it felt. gives me a sense of whether my intentions came across how i meant them to in the end. also lets me identify some of the flaws i'd like to work on!

49. do you want to be published some day?

i don't really know! i used to want to be a novelist once i'd "gotten good enough" by practicing with fic, but i've since realized that fic and original fiction are very different skill sets and i'm just not as interested in writing original work. i do have a few short pieces that i'd like to finish one day and i hope they'd be publishable but it's sooo intimidating to have a partner who actually is a successfully published author and get a firsthand look at how much rejection and persistence it involves :'D i think i'd like to give it a shot when i'm ready, whenever that is. maybe for poetry too!

50. do you plan or do you write whatever comes to your mind?

i plan obsessively. my planning documents are pages and pages of outlining, character notes, snippets of scenes i want to write, etc. but to be fair the actual act of writing once i sit down to it is whatever springs to my mind, the story often takes off and guides itself into deeper levels of nuance from there

77. how do you write kissing scenes?

ummm. they're kinda formulaic in my work tbh which is smth i want to change... i do think my kiss scenes are improving as the rest of my writing improves, though! there's one in the hannigram wip i'm pretty fond of. will kisses hannibal and then punches him in the face ❤️ for the second time that evening

#thank youuu i love to Think About Writing #time to take this motivation juice and go write!#answered #ask meme #n.txt #magnolia #haunt me

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