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starvity · 9 months
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hi! i really like you work🥺 if reqs aren’t open ignore this but if they are could i please request a taeyoung vity fluff? maybe something like MC’ing with his crush or something! ty and have a good one❤️‍🩹
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— ☆ mc'ing with crush!taeyoung
idol gn!reader x cravity taeyoung
genre: fluff, idol!au // warnings: mutual crushing!! who cheered?! just taeyoung being a flirt, did i forget anything...?
author’s note: thank you sooo much!! <3 took me a moment to get inspired for this one but it was so fun to write!! i'm so sane and normal about taeyoung like, that did not make me delusional at all... (★ω★)/ [requested♡]
you let out a sigh of relief as your promotions for your new album have ended after 3 weeks. the past few months have been particularly tiring for you ; you had to prepare for your comeback while being on tour and record the tracks and film the music video as soon as you were back in seoul.
you were so happy to finally be able to rest as your company announced a two-week break for your group after your hectic schedule. unfortunately (or not), you were offered a 6-month contract to host 'after school club' every tuesday!
you show the staff a mixed facial expression at the sudden news. you knew this was a good opportunity to get your group known, especially since your last title track got popular. but that also meant that you were unable to go back to see your family for the holidays. suddenly, something sparked your interest as they were explaining you what the job consisted of ; "who am i going to work with?". you’ve been training alone for quite a long time, seeing all your friends debut before you, so you thought that it wouldn’t be too bad to make some new friends in the industry. "taeyoung from cravity will be working with you, you will get to meet him next week."
friends, you said? you nod at the staff, finding it difficult to hide the light tint of pink creeping up your cheeks. taeyoung and you had in fact already met, without your company knowing about it. you were promoting your debut album on music shows at the same time and randomly met in the hallways. it was still really early in the morning and all of your other teammates were sleeping in the waiting room. you decided to go get a drink from the vending machine just outside the door when you ran into him. he smiled shyly, two cinnamoroll pins still in his hair as he had probably gotten his makeup done just now. he suddenly bowed down, greeting you "hello, i’m taeyoung from cravity". you bowed back and smiled, hinting with your eyes that you were waiting to get yourself a drink. "can i get you something, i accidentally took too much money." what a weird request, you thought. if he has too much money, can't he just keep it for next time? you don’t know why but you found his question quite endearing and accepted the offer.
finally, the live broadcast for your first appearance as a mc is starting in 2 hours. you try to calm yourself down during rehearsal so you can appear as relaxed as possible on camera. however, that was not an easy task since you could basically feel taeyoung’s knee graze against yours when you were sitting together on the sofa, reviewing the ments for today. he was close enough for you to hear his soft breathing and smell his cologne. "you seem to be quite distracted today. nervous?" he asks softly. without you knowing, taeyoung and you have become quite close, close enough for him to notice when your vibe is slightly off. you sigh "i really don’t want to mess this up." he chuckles, "i’m sure you’ll do great. we’ll do great!" he pats your thigh reassuringly. god, was he trying to make you less nervous? while looking at you with such eyes? you had promised yourself to stay as professional as possible with him when you started working together. you didn't want any stupid rumors ruining both of your new careers. but when you see how his eyes shift to your lips with a small grin growing on his face, you wonder ; does he feel the same way about me?
the show went much better than you expected. you happily thank the staff and head back to the waiting room. "you did great taeyoung! i think you're going to gain a lot of fans." you giggle, taking a sip of water and finally feeling your nervousness disappear. "are you not afraid of me stealing yours?" he asks jokingly but with a somehow serious face and you take notice of the abrupt silence that had settled in the room, as you two were alone. he then turns his phone screen towards you, showing how both your names were trending on twitter. you click on the hashtags out of curiosity and suddenly feel your whole face heat up when you see what the netizens were talking about. "first day on the job and people are already shipping us" taeyoung laughs while you were hiding behind your hands, unable to look at him. a few seconds pass and you feel a pair of warm hands coming to rest on top of yours before forcing them off your face. as you open your eyes, you see that taeyoung is standing ridiculously close to you with a stupid smirk painted on his face. "if we kiss now, how many months do you think it'll take for them to find out?" he blurts out, his eyes serious and teasing. "can you keep a secret?"
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highcourts · 1 year
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Fae Princes reacting to their Human sweetheart asking to touch/play with their wings?
Like they’re a human- of course they wanna touch the big pretty wings. They want to run their hand’s along the prince’s back and run it up the wings >:0!! They just look so pretty!
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"my wings ?" robaire repeated, his lips curving upwards. what an adorable human you are... he can't say no to you. so, he turns and stretches his wings out — and relaxes. "toy with them as you please, firefly."
"I am at your mercy."
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his wings !? why would you want to play with his wings ?! his face faded into a rose red, and it was definitely not because of the snow. It was because of you, his human! how could jesse neglect teaching you more about the fae of ice and snow? their wings are sensitive when paired with the warmth of a hand like yours... he'll be a blushing fidgety mess— " yes. go on." the words so carelessly spilled out his mouth and yet he .. didn't mind. he'd trust you with all of him.
"please be gentle."
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"my wings..." he repeated, eyes widening a slight bit— his wings instinctively stretched themselves out, and as if they had a mind of their own, the nerves glowed a deep red. it suddenly felt... hot. the heat left sweat dripping down your forehead. aaron t could only scratch his neck and bow his head as an apology.
"I'm afraid I won't be able to allow that."
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your question is followed by an uncharacteristic amount of silence, and then an extremely loud laugh— you stand agape at the prince of night's laughing fit. he can only laugh in response, obviously— he's laughing so hard he has to wipe the tears away from his eyes. and God, he looks beautiful. the moonlight hits his face in such a wonderful way and if you weren't the only one taking this scene in already— you'd be fighting to be the only one taking in the prince of night laughing. "you actually are the boldest human in all the lands! is there truly nothing you fear?" aaron z asks, offering a wing to you. "let's start with my right one. his name is airy." you look at him weirdly. "what? you've never seen a fae with named wings?"
"how I envy the fae you've met!"
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"Yes!" he approves, expectedly quickly. it's not common for taeyoung to refuse you— and with how enthusiastic he seems right now, he seems to really want you to touch his wings. they flutter and shine in the sun, and when your fingers run down his glassy wings, taeyoung's reddened face grows redder. sensitive, they are. they are sensitive. he curses himself for having been equipped with such sensitive wings— he was a spring fae after all, their wings werent at all sensitive to touch! so why were his? to have someone touch his wings like this...
"this is an honor only you can receive."
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i took over 3 months off to cut you babies some slack...
tell a friend to tell a friend,
SHES BAAAAAACK !
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@wondero28 hi wonderwonderponderponder <3 u still into these boys?
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bermudas · 2 years
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maybe baby
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↳ prompt: 4. We slept in the same bed for space reasons but now we’re just waking up and there’s something about your bleary eyes and mussed hair (source)
↳ pairing: taeyoung x gender neutral reader
↳ genre: pure fluff
↳ themes & tropes: best friends to lovers, sharing a bed
↳ warnings: profanity
↳ word count: 687 words
↳ notes: i’m not gonna lie, this has been in my drafts for a year and was written during my immense taeyoung brainrot of august 2021 so at this pt i just want it out of my hands. honestly, i’m surprised i managed to write a drabble so quickly for a guy i only found out about, like, a week before (at the time). this is so self-indulgent that it hurts and i don’t expect anyone to read it (considering my blog is primarily tbz/svt), but if you do, thank you <3 again, my apologies for not being very active :( 
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Blinking the sleep out of your eyes, you stare up at the hotel ceiling, indulging in the pleasant warmth surrounding you. You roll over onto your side, allowing your eyes to slowly flutter shut in an attempt to catch a few more minutes of sleep. Instead, you find yourself facing your best friend, his arm draped across your waist and both of your legs tangled together underneath the covers. 
As you attempt to detangle yourself from his embrace, Taeyoung’s fingers curl into the fabric of your shirt, drawing you closer. Your breath catches in your throat, heart beating erratically when he mumbles something in his sleep that you can’t quite catch. Your nose hovers a mere inch in front of his, so close that you can feel his soft breath tickle your cheek, and your brain turns into static. 
You’re not sure when exactly you started having feelings for your best friend, but you do know that once you realized them, you couldn’t help noticing the little things, like the lilt of his laugh or the crinkles in his smile. Glancing down at his slumbering form, you think it’s unfair that someone could possibly look this good in the mornings—and he isn’t even conscious of it! Maybe it’s the way his hair slightly sticks up on one side, or maybe it’s the because his shirt has ridden up to reveal a strip of tan skin above his waist—or maybe it’s the slow smile that spreads across his face as he rubs the sleep out of his bleary eyes, drinking in the sight of you like he can’t believe that you somehow managed to wake up next to him. 
“Good morning,” he murmurs, before promptly burying his face back into his pillow.
“Morning,” you respond, propping yourself up on your elbow. You reach out to prod him in the side, and Taeyoung groans in annoyance, turning his back to you. When you extend your hand towards him again, he grasps your wrist tightly, dragging your hand down to the mattress. Rather than trying to struggle against his grip, you press your palm flat against the surface, swinging a leg across his body and planting your knees on either side. Your free hand attempts to poke his cheek once more, only for him to intercept that one too. He tugs you forward, the sudden momentum causing you to tumble into him, chest pressed flush against his. 
Taeyoung loosens his hold on you and your heart jackhammers against your chest, eyes tracing over his features. 
“You’re so beautiful,” you breathe out before you can stop yourself, absentmindedly threading your fingers through his hair. 
Taeyoung gulps, eyes blown wide in surprise. He bites his lip nervously, gaze darting down to your mouth. 
“Fuck it,” he says, a soft blush dusting his cheeks as he reaches up and pulls you down for a kiss. 
His lips meet yours softly, gently, languidly. Taeyoung kisses you like he has all the time in the world, like he’s waited for this moment his entire life, like he has nothing left to lose. His kiss is a confession, pouring out every unspoken word, every unspoken declaration between the two of you. Taeyoung smiles into the kiss, the corners of his lips pulling upwards against your mouth, and you can’t help but mirror the action. 
(You wonder if there’s any way either of you could adequately define your feelings for each other using mere words. You don’t think it’s possible.)
He pulls away from you slowly, a hand reaching up to cup your cheek. There’s a tenderness to his gaze that makes you feel vulnerable, despite the fact that he’s the one baring his heart to you. 
Taeyoung hesitates briefly, teeth worrying at his bottom lip. “I love you.” 
The phrase is a familiar one, exchanged countless times between the two of you, but never like this. When Taeyoung says those three words at that moment, he says it as your friend, your lover, and your future, all at once. 
You rest your forehead against his, pressing a soft peck to his lips. “I love you too.”
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victoirey · 2 years
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Fae Prince AU where the princes have to protect their S/O from a judgmental royal court?
d.isrespect —
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notes :: alas ,, after a long wait - it's here ! faetown content from the faetown creator ! huzzah ! I combined two reqs for this <3 gave up on scenario building somewhere in the parts !
characters :: robaire ,, jesse ,, aaron t ,, aaron z ,, tae young
disclaimers :: unproofreaded.
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robaire sees the way members of his court look at you – as if they're judging each & every thing you do, from the way you hold a spoon to how you negotiate with someone for the last piece of cake. they see flaws , tons and tons of flaws and you know they do - you hear their whispers , feel their constant gazes on you ... but you remain poised. you pretend you are unbothered, pretend you don't know, but you do! and gods, it is so hard to pretend you don't – pretend that you don't want to scream, to shout at the court about how yes, you know about their gossip! their judgement! and you want them to stop!
it gets to the point you genuinely have to, and you are about to, but robaire; calm, sweet, nice robaire beats you to it.
" cowards ! speaking ill as if you are not speaking ill of your future ruler , my lover ! if you so bravely proclaim that my beloved is not fit to rule when we are not present... then surely you'd have the nerve to do it when we are, hm? "
It leaves you in awe. It leaves the court gaping. and with those reactions, he's satisfied. robaire looks at you and smiles, stretching his hand out.
" beloved , worry not about their sneers & snarls , for you are under my watch , you are given my love , and sooner or later - they will give you the same respect I give you. "
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the winter court's words pierce through your heart , for they are as harsh as ice seeping through one's veins - and as cold as the strongest blizzard. you are sure you won't be able to stand up against them without your voice cracking, without proving your inferiority – for if you can't take their critiques with the expected poise , what good would you be as a ruler ? they call you a harlot. a good for nothing. a feeble minded mortal, not fit for someone as revered as prince jesse.
jesse agrees , you are weak , feeble minded , your mortality making you inferior to the immortals surrounding you.
he knows you aren't fit for him. knows you will not be able to prove yourself worthy any time soon with your humanness.
you are flawed, riddled in imperfections.
however, he pays no mind to that.
he pays mind to the way you love him , keep your tone with him firm but gentle - how you see him as an equal, not a superior. how you treat him as such. the thought of losing you is unfathomable to him.
he's kneeling. kneeling infront of you , looking up at you with pleading eyes - infront of the court. surrendering himself, submitting to you, proving to the court that you have so much power over him, he swallows his pride and drops to his knees. he murmurs proclamations of love as he slowly looks down in shame, an apologetic look on his face for letting the court talk of you so horridly.
" im sorry, im sorry, im sorry. "
" i love you. I love you. I love you. "
you kneel down aswell, your hands in his - and the way he so lovingly looks at you, is enough to reassure you that he won't leave, no matter what happens. enough to convince the court that you are worthy of respect.
a powerhouse of a fae prince on his knees, for a human -
that must be a special human indeed.
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aaron t had never been as serious as right now.
with how he glared at the people who'd been accused of badmouthing you, his lover, why wouldn't he be ? you are his lover, after all. his sun, sunshine, sunrise. so if he noticed your rays dulling ? he'd take care of the reason, but not in the way he was taking care of the reason right now.
sat on his lap with members of his court infront of you, you held your head in your hands as your wonderful boyfriend boldly listed off everything he loved about you, everything he admired, even going as far as to initiate pda with you [ consensual ]. he kissed your knuckles every five seconds, kissed your cheek every ten seconds, and pressed kisses onto your neck every twenty minutes. what did the summer court do ? well, they'd no choice but to watch. watch as their future king proved them wrong, that you were no rebound, that you were no mere human, you were his. his human.
" y/n is beautiful in each and every way, they are the reason I am motivated enough to fulfill my duties, the reason i used to longingly look at the mortal lands whenever we were apart - the reason I am as strong as you say i am now. to protect them. no fae has ever made me feel this way, no fae ever will. so keep quiet. understand? "
the court members nod obediently.
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you'd think even being acquainted with the prince of night, aaron z, himself would keep you an object of respect... how wrong you were.
" a mortal " they whispered. " a mortal winning the heart of one of the most powerful beings in the history of powerful beings ... how unfair. it's impossible , the prince has gone out of his mind. "
of course , he hears these whispers , and he truly does his best to keep his composure, he really does - but it's so hard. it's so hard when you cry to him at night as he reassures you to the best of his ability , it's so hard when you plead for him to not act , because you do not want to make your current situation first, because you feel like youre overreacting. it's so hard, its so so hard.
sooner or later , he snaps. he hears one of the noble men comment on how unsightly you look in that snobby tone of his and the dam breaks. not that it wasn't already holding on for dear life before.
in that moment , he reminds the citizens, his citizens, why he is proclaimed as one of the most powerful faes in history. why he is aaron , prince of the night court. the most feared, for all the right reasons.
his parents look at him, proudly. for all they see when they look at you & him? why, themselves. that's a story for another time, though.
you are treated with civility after then.
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you've never seen taeyoung this angry.
you've never even seen taeyoung angry before.
with you, he is nothing more than a puppy - following you around and obeying your every wish, because he loves you ! he's yours ! forever and ever !! he could never get mad at you, no matter what ! he's kind, he's energetic and approachable to everyone he meets -
but sometimes.. you just need to remind people of just exactly who you are. what your title is. and just how feared you should be.
that's exactly what's happening right now, prince taeyoung holds your hand tightly as he speaks to his court members - his voice, in contrast to the usual soft and welcoming tone he sports - is now dark and threatening. his eyes are narrowed , his teeth grit whenever one of the members, foolish as they are, try to make excuses for talking about you.
" your highness, we - "
" one more word out of that foul mouth of yours , fool , and i will not hesitate to smite you and spit on your miserable grave. "
he takes no disrespect to his future ruler. when you are disrespected , his fists clench and he quakes in anger - an urge to rip apart whoever dared treat you with anything less than respect bubbling in. whether it be with his well hidden silver tongue , or his bare hands.
he may not act like one , but he is still a powerful prince. a future high lord, and by extension- you are his future high liege/lord/lady. so if anyone dares forget of your position ?
he will not hesitate to remind them.
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kpop-kitkat · 1 year
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i’d like to request a fluffy angst (angsty fluff) with taeyoung from cravity please!! 🥰🥰 have a good day!
imbroglio | k.ty
# . this actually took forever please forgive me *cry*. just now starting to write on tumblr again, so i hope you enjoy it!
# . pairing : kim taeyoung x female reader
# . genre/warnings : angst, fluff, moderate language,  attempt of sexual assault 
# . word count : 1.1k
the waves crashed against the shore calmly as a group of high school seniors sat around a warm campfire, under the light of the moon. they sat in silence, voices sore from singing their hearts out together. hyeongjun and his girlfriend cuddled up in blankets together, minhee and seongmin clung to each other for warmth, and everyone else sat on the log benches as they wrapped blankets around themselves. 
y/n looked up and met taeyoung’s gaze through the orange flames. she gave him a small, sleepy little smile. he smiled back. he thought she was the absolute cutest thing to ever walk the earth. 
“imma head in, i’m tired. goodnight everyone,” serim yawned, stretching his limbs before heading to the boys’ tent. 
“me too,” minhee and seongmin said in unison. and eventually everyone was heading in, even all the girls into their own tent. 
but two remained. y/n and taeyoung.
”aren’t you gonna go to bed?” taeyoung raised an eyebrow with a smile.
”not tired,” she shrugged, looking up at the stars. “plus i love looking at the stars.”
”you’re weird,” taeyoung laughed. 
“maybe i am, but i would rather be called weird than normal. normal is… boring,” she explained.
taeyoung shook his head. she was a really interesting girl. that’s why he befriended her in ninth grade, and stayed her friend for three years. she was like nobody he’d even known. she was too special to lose.
”taeyoung?” y/n began.
”yeah?” he tilted his head.
”do you see yourself getting into a relationship anytime soon?” 
the question caught him completely off guard. he swallowed the lump in his throat. “uh… not really, why?” 
“i don’t know, i’ve just been thinking about it lately,” she answered. it went quiet until she spoke up again. “taeyoung?”
”yes?”
”what if i told you that i liked you?” 
this question nearly made him jump, it was so sudden and unexpected. “w-what? you like me?”
she frowned. “uh… y-yes…” she admitted. “what about you?”
he thought to himself. sure he liked her, but he had never even imagined her in any way other than a friend. but he hated to hurt her feelings. he was stuck. and when he didn’t answer her, she got the message very clearly. 
“oh…” she smiled sadly and looked down. she wanted to stay and be brave, but her heart broke, and the tears fell. “sorry,” her voice broke, before she left as quick as she could, going to the girls’ tents. 
“y/n-“ he stretched his hand out, but she was gone. he felt awful. the way his heart hurt when she was gone confused him. he had never felt that way before. it was the effect she had on him that he wasn’t even aware of. 
the next day, y/n refused to see taeyoung. she didn’t want to make their situation anymore awkward, and she didn’t want to break down again. but it was hard, especially since taeyoung was trying to find her, and talk with her.
”where’s y/n?” taeyoung asked danielle, one of y/n’s closest friends.
”i don’t know, but i do know she doesn’t want to see you, so stay away from her,” danielle instructed. “or else you deal with me.”
taeyoung mentally rolled his eyes before leaving. he wasn’t scared of danielle. but he was worried for y/n. he didn’t want to make her feel so heartbroken the way he did. 
y/n angrily skipped rocks into the ocean waters as her eyes stung with angry tears. she wasn’t mad at anyone but herself. she should’ve kept quiet, and then she might not have got herself into this imbroglio. 
just then, taeyoung’s friend, kyungsun, stepped into her area. “hey.”
”hi,” she said just above a whisper before throwing another rock. 
“you look sad,” kyunsun frowned, sitting beside her. feeling bold, he moved a piece of hair behind her ear. “why?”
”I’d rather not talk about it,” she answered, moving away from him, but he only scooted closer to her.
”i can make you happier, you know,” he said, moving his hand to rest on her exposed thigh. 
“stop it kyungsun,” she told him off, standing up. but when she did, he grabbed her wrist and turned her around, quickly kissing her lips with unholy desires. “ahh!” she screamed trying to pull her face away from his, but he overpowered her.
”hey!” yelled a familiar voice in the distance. taeyoung. “get the hell away from her!”
kyungsun looked up at taeyoung in fear, quickly letting go of y/n. “t-taeyoung! this isn’t what you think it is, i swear-“
“sure looks like what i think it is,” taeyoung growled. he quickly pushed him away from y/n and held her close to him. “i can’t believe i ever called someone like you a friend. get out of here. before i tell.”
kyungsun gulped down before sprinting away from the scene. 
taeyoung sighed before turning to y/n. “you alright? did he hurt you?” he glanced over her body.
”i’m okay,” she whispered, moving away from him. she didn’t want to fall even further for him when she knew exactly how he felt about her. 
“y/n-“ he frowned.
”no taeyoung, i don’t want to hear you lie to me just to make me feel better,” she snapped.
”but that’s not-“
”please!” she yelled, looking him straight in the eyes. “i don’t want anything but the truth.”
”but this is the truth… y/n, i didn’t say i liked you back, because at the time, i thought i didn't. but seeing you with another guy like that, it- it sparked something inside me that i’ve never felt before. i like you a lot, i’m sorry it took so long for me to realize it,” he explained.
she looked at him understandingly. “it’s okay,” she smiled. “sorry for being dramatic, i shouldn’t have left like that,” she laughed, looking at the sand beneath their feet. her gaze was raised when taeyoung’s hand came under her chin, their eyes reconnecting.
”so can i kiss you yet or are you going to keep talking?” he raised an eyebrow with a smirk. 
y/n didn't answer and leaned her face towards his. he took it as a ‘yes’ and quickly captured her lips, one hand on her face and one around her waist. she grabbed his face and kissed him deeper, hands beginning to entangle in his soft brown locks.
when they eventually pulled away, taeyoung lovingly gazed down at her. “you’re so cute, you know that?”
”shut up.”
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hisonetrueloveee · 7 hours
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IT'S GONNA BE⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️🗣🔥
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doyozen · 1 year
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nct 127 as dilfs
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4townlove · 7 months
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love these guys such a normal amount. theyre so... they make me so unconditionally happy and hopeful and light and happy and full of glowing sparkling love i can literally not even describe it.
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mikaleialt · 6 months
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MASTERLIST
🩵 - Bada Lee
❤️ - Minah Lee
💛 - Kim Taeyoung/Tatter
Writing for Team Bebe only, request more Bebe members please
Series:
Secret Love Song
Pt.2 🩵
Little Moments
Pt.2 ?? 🩵
One-Shots:
BMW | TATTER VER.
Smut, Suggestive 🩵💛
Caught in 4k
Fluff 🩵
The Reveal
Crack, (made for Eli @/badasgirlfriend) 🩵
Stolen Hoodie|Halloween Special
Collab with Eli @badasgirlfriend , smut 🩵
Captured Hearts
Suggestive, fluff (request) 🩵
Ride it!
Fluff, suggestive, smut 🩵
Coming Back To You
Angst, smut, fluff ❤️
Girlfriend
Suggestive, smut 🩵
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belovedjeju · 4 months
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Hi there Bunny~
It's finally nice to see another writer who writes for SWF2 🥹. May I ask for a Fluffy Tatter X Fem reader imagine? Maybe something like reader gets into a minor accident? (If it's not too much to ask)
And Tatter take cares of you, just pretty much babies you.
-awisespirit 🍵
Omg hiii! I had a lot of fun with this one so thanks for the request bunny🫶🏿🫶🏿. I didn’t know what kinda accident you were referring to so I just took some creative liberties on that part 😁😁
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Word count:~2.1k
Tw: Fluff, slightly suggestive but nothing you need to tilt your nose up at
Note: Any relation to any real person or place is purely coincidental and is not indicative of any real person’s personality or life.
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You should get the award for the clumsiest bitch on Earth.
You’re currently laying on the floor, commiserating in your own misery. Why, you ask? Well, when you’re having the worst day of your life, laying on the floor is really the best thing to do.
First, you had prepared to go to campus to take your final exam for your least favorite class, Math, with your least favorite teacher, Kim Eun Soo, only to find out that it had started thirty minutes earlier, and you only had two hours left to take a 200 question exam.
Then, you get called in by your boss to come in to the shop at the last minute, because one of your coworkers quit and there was no one else to pick up the shift. On the way there, you wasted hot coffee all over your lap, and had to use one of the pants in the store, which is definitely “coming out of your paycheck”, according to your lovely boss. You then proceed to be berated by a customer for not having the size of pants she wanted, because you had taken the last pair just five minutes prior.
As you bowed in apology, your coworker was coming by with the grabber used to get clothes off of the higher racks, and it hit you in the back of the head when you were standing up, causing you to smack your head on the counter in front of you.
So, you proceeded to spend the rest of your shift with a raging headache and once that was done, you had to drive all the way back home with your dirty jeans that were making your car smell like old coffee.
You were so ready to lay down in bed and decompose silently, but of course, luck just wasn’t on your side, because as you entered your kitchen to fix yourself some water, the kitchen sink didn’t want to work.
You would turn it on and off, but nothing would come out, which was worrying because you didn’t feel like spending money to get it fixed, thirstiness be damned. Just when you were about to give up and go about your business, the spout suddenly burst, shooting water right in your face. You screamed as water rushed out, spilling all over the counter, the floor, and of course, you.
Thankfully, you were able to shut it off quickly, but as you were wiping off the counters, you ended up slipping, foot caving in and falling to the floor.
Which is how you got here, entire body hurting and just about the end of your rope.
“Should I just die,” you say, deadpan, as you stare up at the ceiling. Maybe this could be your new career, a stay-on-the-floor girlfriend while your partner goes out and makes money for the both of you.
You could just mold into the floor and Taeyoung can use you as a decoration piece for the living room or something.
That’s it! That’s what you’ll do instead of moving. Taeyoung would understand. Of course she will. If she loves you she will.
You faintly hear the sound of the door opening, and your girlfriend’s lovely voice as it rings throughout the air. Her voice is almost enough to make all of the pain of today go away. Almost.
“(Y/n), are you home?” She calls out, and you can hear the jingle of her keys as she sets them down.
“In here,” you answer, and you hear her footsteps as they get closer.
“Babe, where are you?” Her confused tone of voice makes you giggle a bit.
“Down here,” her head immediately comes around the corner as she spots you. “Careful, floor’s wet,” you warn as she cautiously steps closer.
Tatter takes in the wet floor and your disheveled state, bewilderment clear on her face. You’re completely soaked, hair in shambles and tired look in your eyes.
“What are you… what happened,” Taeyoung says, blonde hair framing her face as she looks down at you with furrowed eyebrows.
“This is my new job. I’m going to become one with the floor so you can use me as a decoration piece for the living room,” you close your eyes and continue to lay there. “Human life isn’t for me, y’know? I wasn’t meant to be a part of actual society, so you’re just gonna have to take care of me from now on.” You say, body deflating even more.
“Okay…?” Is the only thing Taeyoung can say back to you, not knowing what to make out of this. “Do you want to tell me why, maybe?”
You only stay silent, feeling like if you talk about it then you’ll just end up crying.
“Do you want to maybe get off the floor, then?” You shake your head, staying where you are. Your girlfriend wasn’t having it though.
“Alright, get up,” Tatter says, grabbing your arm and pulling you up, only for you to hiss in pain.
Your body does actually hurt, all jokes aside. Taeyoung immediately drops you after hearing you protest, only for your body to hit the floor again, which is just… perfect.
“Oh shit, babe I’m so sorry,” Tatter panics, crouching down but not knowing where to touch you. “Fuck, is your head ok? Where does it hurt–”
Tatter cuts herself off when you start to sniffle, tears forming in your eyes.
“Shit, baby, I really didn’t mean it, ok! I was only trying to get you off the floor and,” Tatter rambles as she helps you sit up, and you immediately push your face into her chest, tears flowing freely as it all becomes too much.
You wrap your arms around Tatter, who immediately reciprocates the affection.
“Come on, baby, let’s get you cleaned up, ok?” You say nothing, letting her try and move you, only for you to wince when you put pressure on your ankle. Tater notices immediately. “Is it your ankle, hun?” You just nod, only for you to gasp as Tatter picks you up with ease, carrying you to the bedroom as you look down at her in shock. “What,” she says, smiling cheekily at you, “why do you think I hit the gym so hard? It’s so I can carry you like a princess!” She bounces you in her arms, and loves the way you laugh, burying your face in her neck as it begins to heat up.
Tatter enters the bathroom and sits you on the edge of the tub, turning on the water after plugging it in. As you watch it fill up, Tatter adds soap to the water and swirls it around with her hand.
She puts your hair in a high bun and then proceeds to peel off your wet clothes, chucking them in a corner with a faux disgusted look on her face.
“There,” she says once all of them are removed, “Now you can relax properly.” She kisses you on the cheek and holds you hand as you get in the tub, warm water immediately soothing your sore skin. She turns off the tub, grabbing a rag to wash you off with. She runs the rag over your shoulders, your chest, your back, and your legs with care and tenderness, and it makes you want to cry. You let it all happen, body feeling heavier and heavier with each passing moment.
Tatter admires you as your eyes flutter shut. She admires your long neck as you tip your head back, the way your chest moves slowly up and down as you breathe so steadily. She admires the way the water glides over you, making your skin glisten in the light. She runs her hands from your shoulders to your chest, giving you a small kiss on your neck as well.
“My baby’s so pretty like this,” another kiss on your cheek, “so peaceful and relaxed,” her lips meet yours, slow and steady. She starts kneading your shoulders, eyes furrowed at the tension there. “Oh, this day must’ve been awful for you. You’re so stressed out…” Tatter watches you nod, leaning into her every touch. Her fingers meet the back of your neck, rubbing her thumbs into it gently. You sigh, craning your head forward.
“Taeyoung,” you whimper, hand reaching up to clasp hers. Your girlfriend grabs your hand and places a kiss on your palm, feeling your pulse beat through your wrist.
“My lovely girl,” she rubs your back in circles, kissing up your arm and on your shoulder. Her hands reach down, rubbing your waist and back up again. “You need a break,” she states, wiping off the soap from your body.
“Can you join me, please?” You ask, looking up at her with hazy eyes.
Taeyoung smiles, never one to deny you much. She strips in front of you, knowing that your eyes will never leave her body. Your hand reaches out to grab onto her hip, planting a kiss on her thigh. You scoot up to let her fit into the tub, and allow her to wrap her arms around you and pull you close to her. Tatter plants a bunch of kisses on your neck and shoulders, squeezing your sides again. You rub your hands up and down her thighs, humming softly.
Tatter tilts your head up, lips meeting yours in sweet bliss. The only sound that fills the bathroom is the sound of lips smacking against each other and the sound of bodies moving in the water, and it’s music to both of your ears.
You start panting into her mouth as Tatter’s hands roam your body, but Tatter pulls away all too soon. She nuzzles her nose into your cheek, cooing at you.
“Let’s just relax for now, ok? We’ll have time for that later,” she whispers into your lips, giving you one last peck before she starts to wash herself off, you helping a bit too.
After the tub is drained, Tatter sits you on the edge of the tub and dries you off first, drying each part of you individually. She wraps you in the towel, lets your hair down, and grabs a towel for herself as well.
“How’s your ankle, love?” She bends down and takes your right foot in her hand, thumb rubbing over your slightly swollen ankle. You huff at the contact.
“I’m sure it’ll be better in the morning. Just a little accident, that’s all,” you say, voice wavering. “Sink attacked me earlier.”
Tatter chuckles, placing a kiss to your ankle and lifting you into her arms once more. “Attacked you? How so?”
“Wouldn’t work when I tried to get something to drink earlier, sprayed me with water when I gave up,” she sets you down on the bed softly. “Then I proceeded to fall on the floor and hit my head for the second time today,” you watch as Tatter goes to grab some clothes for you both, two oversized shirts and underwear.
“What was the first?” Tatter says, walking back over to you.
“Coworker hit me in the head with a pole and I ended up hitting my head on the counter at work,” Tatter winces in response, imagining the scenario now. “No underwear for me?” You ask as she sits you up, putting your shirt on.
“Easier access for later,” she says cheekily, giving you a small wink. Your face heats up and you look away.
Tatter dresses herself, climbing into bed afterwards.
“And not to mention that my boss called me in at the last minute, and so I had to speed from my final –which I was late to–, and I wasted coffee on myself,” you rub at your thighs, happy you didn’t get any burns on you. Your poor jeans, though.
Tatter sighs, hugging you from the side. “Oh, my poor baby, the world had it out for you, I swear.” She kisses you on the cheek, hoping it’ll brighten your mood, which it does.
“I swear, Taeyoung, I must’ve had terrible karma in my past life. Simply terrible,” you pout, curling into her.
“Well, let’s hope you do enough good in this one to not be so unlucky next time,” she gives you a mischievous grin as she places more kisses on your cheeks and neck. “I know I can get a lot of good karma tonight,” she declares, playing with the hem of your shirt.
“Oh,” you quirk an eyebrow at her, wrapping your arms around her neck once she leans over you. “And how do you plan on doing that?”
“By making you call for God all night long, of course,” she kisses you as you both giggle, you playfully tapping her on her shoulder.
“You’re so corny, baby,” you say through your giggles.
“I tell nothing but the truth. Now lay down and let me make you feel better, ok?” She says impatiently, and you do as you’re told, letting your girlfriend take care of you for the rest of the night.
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4townn · 5 months
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I JUST WANNA SEE MY BABIES
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STANDING RIGHT OUTSIDE MY DOOR
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highcourts · 2 years
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Resending this because I had a small grammar issue
Hi, prince Tae young !! I hope this doesn’t come off as rude or disrespectful but, you’re absolutely beautiful! Your hair is like Liliums on warm spring days. Your eyes outdo every chocolate diamond. Your wings shine brighter than the rarest pink fluorite. Your love and dedication to animals is truly heartwarming. You as a whole are like rose quarts- exhibiting unconditional love, trust, and harmony.
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taken by extreme surprise, taeyoung stood still as you continued your speech. his mouth hung open , soft rosey lips so visible. [ and quite kissable. ] it was true, all fae were absolutely beautiful - the fae princes more so, and he knew it except it felt so... indescribable once you spoke of it. how you spoke of him, it was - it got him - it was - he didn't know how to react. his mind was racing as fast as his heart was, he could feel the said organ bubbling up into his throat , and he felt so lightheaded - so , so lightheaded , he loves you so much – he's so dizzy and he needs to lie down —
he gulps. then he smiles, his pearly whites on display as he laughs. " comparing me to rose quartz... how kind of you, pretty human! i- i must admit, I've never had someone so straightforwardly express their love for me. " he scratched the back of his neck, sweatdropping.
"so, may I have your name?"
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reminder that taeyoung knew you were the one the moment you spilled coffee on him in some café he owned lol
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jangsxntiger · 2 years
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[ NCT 127 Being Caught In A Compromising Position ] -
Warnings: 18 + Content
AFAB Reader
Masterlist
➳ Taeil - 
It’s going to start with a huge sigh because honestly, he’s a little mad about being interrupted - he’s almost thirty, he ought to be able to bone his girlfriend without getting disturbed
It’s probably going to be Yuta who opens the doorway unannounced and when he makes some inappropriate comment, Taeil finally blushes and tells him to get out of the room
Taeil is a little flustered about the whole thing, but once he’s locked the bedroom door, he is pretty happy to continue
When he walks into the kitchen a little later, you can bet Yuta has told someone else about the interruption and they send a few teasing comments Taeil’s way, but they bounce right off (seriously, I think Taeil has just learnt to ignore 99% of what comes out of the mouths of his friends)
➳ Johnny -
Johnny’s biggest concern is making sure you’re comfortable and covered so he’ll actually be pretty slow to look at whoever just opened the door
He’s going to sigh quietly and whilst he’s a little annoyed (a lot because it was just beginning to get steamy), he won’t show it - in fact, he’ll probably go after whoever walked in to make sure everything is alright because he does try and be responsible
Once he’s sure though he’ll absolutely end the conversation like: ‘Okay, if that’s all I’m going to go and finish what I started.’ He partly says it as a joke, partly to stop anyone interrupting again and he really doesn’t care how hard they blush. 
He picks up right where he left off as if nothing had happened at all 
➳ Taeyong -
First and foremost he’s going to be embarrassed - scarlet-faced and jumping away from you as if he isn’t a grown man in the privacy of his bedroom, as if it wasn’t the fault of whoever just burst in unannounced
Taeyong is absolutely the sort to feel the need to apologise - he’ll apologise to you for putting you in such a situation (even though you’re more than okay with getting hot and heavy again) before he goes in search of whoever walked in to apologise to them too
He’s shy and awkward and the mood is very much ruined by the time he returns and it’s probably enough to put him off getting down and dirty in the dorm for a while
➳ Yuta - 
Yuta doesn’t care at all, like at all. The only reason he’s stopping is because you’re underneath him slapping his shoulder. 
He’s going to pull away real slow, a frown already set into his features ready for whoever just walked in and the hands that had been wandering beneath your shirt aren’t going to go far 
Honestly whoever was at the door is gone the moment they realise just what they walked in on - they’ve all known Yuta long enough to know that after cursing them out he’ll go right back to what he was doing, whether they’re still watching or not
Yuta really just doesn’t care - he’s got his girlfriend half-naked beneath him and unless the dorm is on fire, or his manager is calling for him, the world can wait
➳ Doyoung -
Doyoung will deny anything less than PG was happening beneath his duvet to the day he dies
He hears the door opening and forces a few inches between your bodies, entirely oblivious to the state of his ruffled hair, the creases your fingers have twisted into his t-shirt
He is calm and collected, cooly laughing at whatever the person says to him and he is convinced they are none the wiser to what they just walked in on
When the intruder leaves once more, Doyoung is a little proud of his performance so you definitely have to swat him on the shoulder, but he doesn't leave you waiting long before he drapes himself over you again
➳ Jaehyun -
This happens after a long overdue date night - Jaehyun somehow persuaded his group mates to give you the entire dorm for a few hours (it’s been a while and he has a lot to catch up on)
It’s almost two am and Jaehyun is soft and slow until he hears the door open
He’s another whose first concern is making sure nothing inappropriate is on display, but he’s going to be caught somewhere between embarrassment and frustration and will probably quietly ask the person if something is the matter (seriously, if you’re going at it, I don’t even think he’d pull out)
Whoever it is, they’re slow to leave, groaning: ‘You’ve had all evening.’ (It’s probably poor Jungwoo who just wants to go to sleep)
Jaehyun replies something like: ‘I know, I know, just get out.’
And whilst the pink flare across his features betrays his fluster, all it’ll take is a look from you and he’ll go right back to it, only quicker and harder 
➳ Jungwoo -
Jungwoo is number one on the play-it-dumb list - someone comes in and he immediately jumps away from you, as if whoever just interrupted hasn’t already seen what was happening - his hands up your shirt, his tongue down your throat
He’ll probably stumble over some excuse as to what was really going on, all the while his cheeks are burning like they never have before
After a moment he’ll run out of things to say and will flee beneath the duvet and all he can manage for the rest of the evening is a cuddle (he even avoids leaving his bed in case he runs into anyone, he is so embarrassed)
➳ Mark -
Mark freezes and you can bet his blood runs cold the moment he meets the eye of whoever just opened the door
Where Johnny immediately flips you over or pulls the blanket over your body so he can deal with it, Mark absolutely leaves you in the lurch, staring at whichever group mate is responsible for the disturbance without saying anything
Eventually, he’ll give an awkward laugh and be like: ‘Yo, uh, can I help?’ (Please no one ever put Mark in this situation, I think he’d die)
➳ Haechan -
Is Haechan embarrassed? Probably a little. But does he show it? Absolutely not.
He instantly turns whiny, calling out whoever just opened the door (Haechan is another one who won’t pull out unless absolutely necessary and you’re both covered so he’s not going anywhere)
He might be the youngest in 127, but he doesn’t care, in fact, it probably makes him care even less
Afterwards, when you’re dozing in his bed and he’s playing a game on his computer, Johnny will walk in and make some comment about the earlier intrusion, but Haechan just smirks
He definitely has the attitude: Yeah I’m Haechan and yeah I just did my girlfriend
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victoirey · 2 years
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What is FaeTown like when they develop a crush? Like it can be on a human or another fae- i dont care- im just curious 👀
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robaire knows when his love is not platonic. the moment he's confident in his abilities to successfully charm and woo such a wonderful beauty as you – he makes a move.
you're too good to lose, after all.
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jesse openly denies it. who would like, let alone love someone as inferior as you ? compared to him, you are nothing. bedding you would stain the entire diamante bloodline...
god, he is going soft.
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aaron t is showered in guilt – what would she think? how would she react ? what was so good about you he fell inlove again ? his guilt eats him whole, merciless as it is... but it's then he's reminded of what she was like. yes, yes – she'd want him to be happy... and if happy was you ?
so be it.
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aaron z is surprisingly calm. he handles his realization quite well actually, it's just - there is a part of him that thinks you will not return his feelings. you are mortal, after all. mortal lives are short , for their life spans past in a blink of an eye for a draconic fae like him.
still, if he gets to love you for those few years you have together? it would be worth everything.
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taeyoung would know the moment he met you.. his heart would beat out of his chest, his cheeks a rosey red as he batted his eyelashes at your pretty face. you're so beautiful ! he doesn't know what to do – should he make a move ? should he brush it off ? –
no, no, no ! he can't possibly brush this off – he must be yours, at once !
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i swear this was supposed to be answered in five sentences. i was possessed by the literature gods and they told me to write.
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may-25 · 1 year
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THIS IS SO CUTE
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taruusmoon · 4 months
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Pairing; Kim Taeyoung (Tatter) x fem reader
Summary: A month after the breakup, Tatter can't help but feel lost, even if it was her fault. Until she see u again.
Warnings; angst, argument. Tatter confused with her feelings for Bada. Themes of cheating but no one cheats (I think so). Grammar mistakes
WC: 4.4k
AN: So instead of post something for my other works here I am writing some angst with Tatter :): But enjoy
The screams outside the backstage area echoed throughout the place; the producers were running around trying to get everything ready, and the teams were practicing for the last time before the presentations that would define the end of the program. It was not a normal night of a normal day. It was finally the end of the second season of the famous Street Woman Fighter program, and everyone was nervous about it. Tatter was one of them. 
     Taeyoung was by far one of the dancers who had attracted attention since the beginning of the show. People started to know her name, and faster than she expected, she became quite popular. However, along with that came the pressure, and the closer the moment of truth came, the more nervous she became. She was distanced from the conversation that her companions were having at her side; she dedicated herself to moving her body, practicing the first choreography that they had to present in the final. However, despite the shouts of the audience and the busy atmosphere that surrounded her, Lusher's sudden words pierced her ears, stopping completely what she was doing.
“What did you just say?” She asked. Lusher, who had her back to her, turned to look at her, along with her other teammates. “Seoyoung, what did you say?”
“I invited y/n to the final," Lusher answered after a few long seconds, "and she accepted.”
     It had been a long time since Tatter had last heard your name. And now that she was finally hearing it again, her heart pounded as hard as the first time you met. She knew that Seoyoung still had contact with you because, after all, you had become best friends; however, she never imagined that Lusher would invite you, let alone that you would accept. 
     All the girls were silent as they looked at the blonde girl. Tatter didn't respond to Lusher's words; instead, her gaze shifted to Bada, who was already scowling at her in anticipation of her reaction. With a slight pain in her chest, she turned and walked in the direction of the stairs leading to the stage. She sat down on one of the steps and bit her lower lip, beginning to feel a little nervous. In an attempt to calm herself down, she brought her hand to her wrist, taking between her fingers the small silver charm that bore the initials of your name. It had been the first gift you had given her on your first anniversary.
“Are you all right?” Bada appeared at her side and took a seat next to her. The girls had moved a little away. 
“If it was all my fault, then why do I feel so bad every time I remember her?”
     Everything was ruined one night a month ago. When Taeyoung opened the door to the apartment you shared and found you sitting on the couch, your legs pulled up to your chest, and you were staring at the TV even though your eyes weren't really paying attention. The clock had barely struck two in the morning, and Tatter was surprised.
     “Shouldn't you be in bed by now?” She asked in a soft tone of voice as she walked in your direction with the only thought of taking your hand and heading to the room you shared.
“Where were you?" You looked at Taeyoung, and she stopped walking and stood in the middle of the room, frowning as she noticed the strange glint in your eyes, wet eyelashes, and puffy eyelids. You had cried, and she knew it. 
     “I was in practice.”
“Lusher said that the practice ended at ten," you replied, pressing the power button on your phone over and over in an attempt to calm the rapid palpitations of your heart. "You were with her?”
“Who are you talking about?” Taeyoung put down her practice bag on the sofa and then sat down on the glass coffee table in front of you.
“You know who I'm talking about." You didn't know if it was the tone of voice you used, but the expression on Taeyoung's face became heavy, as if she knew what was about to come and was already fed up with the fight that hadn't even started yet.
“Can't I go out with my best friend?" The question alone made you frown in disgust. Tatter took a long breath, got up, and walked in the direction of the kitchen in search of a glass of water. 
“You know that's not the problem." With your heart pounding in your chest, you got up to follow her. “The problem is that Bada seems to be owning your time more and more. And it's getting damn tiring...”
“Don't curse because you know I hate it," she interrupted, and you instantly felt tears prick your eyes as you noticed that Taeyoung had ignored all the other things you said. "Why are you making a big deal out of this?”
“This isn't about me, Taeyoung!” You finally snapped, and Tatter looked at you with a confused frown. “You don't even remember?” The blonde swallowed thickly, starting to feel guilty at the disappointed expression on your face. “It was going to be the first stupid dinner we were going to have this whole month; you even invited your mom, and she accepted even though you were coming so late. She left after midnight when I told her you were with Bada after watching all the damn videos on Twitter. Your mother even apologized to me on your behalf.”
      Guilt immediately filled Tatter's body; she left the glass on the sink and walked in your direction, ready to wrap her arms around you. However, as soon as she tried to do so, her arms never reached your body. You held her arms before she managed to do so, and for Taeyoung, the simple action caused a huge pain in her chest. You had never refused any kind of affection from her before, not even if you both had fought or if you were angry about something.
“Are you in love with her, Taeyoung?”
     The question took Tatter by surprise, and her eyebrows furrowed as she looked straight into your eyes in confusion and surprise. However, the feeling of guilt became stronger, and she couldn't help but feel that she had been discovered. The truth was that two months ago she had also begun to question herself about the same thing, but she was too afraid to do anything to find an answer to her questions.
“What are you talking about?” She tried to play it cool by taking your hands in hers tightly. 
“Stop doing this about me!” you shook your hands, pulling yourself out of her grip. “This is about you—about the lies and all your excuses. About what you won't admit to wanting. You think I don't see it?” Taeyong's eyes flooded with tears, and your cheeks moistened. “Everything you do for her and how you act when you're with her. You like Bada, Taeyoung.”
“Nothing ever happened between Bada and me.”
    “I'm not saying that, I know. But it's crossed your mind, hasn't it?”
    Tatter couldn't deny it, even if she wanted to. Even though the thoughts had been so fleeting that she could barely remember them, they were still real. At Taeyoung's silence, more tears moistened your cheeks, and when this happened, the blonde pursed her lips, denying with guilt sown on her face. She was going to hug you again, and this time you didn't plan to refuse; however, the ringtone of her phone interrupted the moment. Tatter looked at you for a few seconds before pulling her cell phone out of the jacket she was wearing, and on the screen, you could both read ‘Bada’.
Why Bada was calling Taeyoung in the middle of the night if they had just met? You didn't know, and although you doubted it, neither did Tatter. She stared at you with the cell phone still in her hand. The first call cut out, but almost immediately a second one came in again. You looked at Taeyoung with crystallized eyes, and in your mind, you could only pray that she wouldn't answer the phone. Somehow, it all felt like some kind of test for you. And if Tatter would let her phone ring and decide to try to fix the problem that threatened your relationship, then so would you. But things lately don't seem to be running in your favor. 
     “Hello?” Taeyoung's trembling voice as she answered the phone warmed your heart, and when she turned away for privacy, you understood everything. She was choosing Bada Lee over you. Again. 
     You didn't realize how long Taeyoung talked to Bada, but the whole time you stood in the same place, standing by the small kitchen island with your eyes fixed on the picture stuck on the refrigerator. It was a picture of you and Tatter on your first anniversary.
     “I have to go” Taeyoung's warm voice caused you to shiver, and the touch of her hand on your shoulder felt strange. But all you could think of was what she meant by having to leave if she had just arrived. “Bada needs me...” and of course, Bada was involved with her decision.
“Do you remember that once, a long time ago, I told you that someday you were going to break my heart?” You said it almost in a whisper, and Tatter's hand trembled on your arm. "But it's my fault. It's my fault for falling for you again and again, even though I know you won't choose me. What does she have that I don't?”
     Taeyoung didn't know what to say. She had no idea why, all of a sudden, the feelings she had for Bada started to emerge. You had everything; she loved you more than she loved herself. But somehow her eyes found themselves looking in another direction when she was with you. And even if she tried to stop herself, she wasn't succeeding. 
     “We'll talk about this when I get back. I promise," Taeyoung spoke with hope in her voice, but she received no response. And without being able to wait any longer, she turned towards the door. 
      “No, we won't," you said, though Tatter couldn't hear you.
Three hours later, when the clock struck seven in the morning, Taeyoung walked through the apartment door again. She threw her car keys on the living room table and walked to the room you both shared when she didn't found you in the living room or kitchen. Yet you were not there, or anywhere else in the house or apartment complex. Your clothes, your jewelry, and shoes were all gone. The only thing that still remained, were the gifts Taeyoung had given you over the years that you had been together. Also on the bedside table was the red bracelet with the initials of your name on it. 
     Tatter tried to call you many, many times and tried to reach you by any way possible. But soon her number and social media were blocked, leaving her with no alternative. She even called Lusher, who in a short time had become your best friend, but when the girl answered the phone, she didn't hesitate to lie about you, even though Tatter knew she was doing it. Within hours you disappeared, and no one seemed to know where you were.
     After a month, Taeyoung ceased her attempts to communicate. She was still texting you, still calling you, and still frequenting your favorite places to no avail. If you wanted to disappear and hide from her, you had succeeded. 
     Until that day. The grand finale of the program.
"It's time to go. Let's go. Let's go!" Sowoen appeared next to Bada and Tatter, interrupting the blonde girl's thoughts. 
     The two girls stood up; Bada walked to one of the producers, while Taeyoung stood next to her teammates in silence. Somehow, the atmosphere had become a little awkward between them. The other girls except for Bada were also keeping in communication with you, but none of them had said it, even though Taeyoung knew it.
     "It's your lucky day, Tata." Lusher rounded her shoulders and whispered in her ear. "She didn't agree to go to the party after the finals, but I'll make her go. So I'm giving you a chance to talk to her again."
     Seoyoung didn't say another word, and when Tatter was about to answer her, she let go of her shoulders and walked to the stairs. It was finally time for the team to perform in front of the audience. Taeyoung took a long breath and followed her teammates. When she was in front of the crowd of people, she couldn't help but scan her eyes through the entire audience in hopes of seeing you. However, it was difficult due to the number of people, so she gave up and took her position to start the choreography.
While Cockiness was full of sensuality, Praise and Run it were full of feelings. But both were performances that blew you away. The girls had done an amazing job, and when their name was mentioned as the winner, excitement ran through your body, so you helplessly shouted their name along with everyone. Although when your eyes fell on Taeyoung, seeing her crying non-stop with her leader and subleader, your heart squeezed a little. You wanted to go to her, hug her, and tell her she had done amazing. However, it was other arms that held her and other lips that encouraged her. 
     On stage, Tatter wiped away her tears. She wasn't sure if she was crying because she had won first place in the final or because she saw you in the crowd chanting her name. 
      The final ended after eleven o'clock at night. Lia Kim had organized a small party in celebration, and as soon as everyone was ready, they left the CJ Entertainment building. Taeyoung took Cheche and Sowoen with her in her car, while Bada was accompanied by Lusher, Kyma, and Minah. The four girls had left a few minutes earlier, as Seoyoung planned to meet you outside the building.
      “I'm sure she's already home, Seoyoung," Bada muttered as she looked down the sidewalk for you. “Why don't you call her?”
“I tried, but she's not answering, and she has her Find My IPhone deactivated," answered the girl typing on her phone.
“Why do you have her location?” Kyma got in the middle of the front seats and asked Lusher with a frown, but Lusher just shrugged her shoulders, trying to call you back. 
      “Wait!” Minah shouted, causing Bada to slow down the car. “Isn't that her?” And Minah was right. Under the dim light of the bus stop, you and five other people were waiting. Bada turned around the corner until she was right in front of you.
     “Hey lover” as soon as you heard the voice, you frowned, looking towards the car that was parked in front of you and the girl who had her head out of the window with a beaming smile. “Get in.”
“What?” you answered sharply. “Of course not and move over because here comes the bus.”
      “If you don't get in, then we won't move.” Lusher insisted. “Right Bada?” The girl in the other seat looked at you with an apologetic expression on her face. 
      “Lee Seoyoung move," you spat but she ignored you. "Lee Bada go.”
Bada looked at you with a shrug of her shoulders, a little surprised that you had addressed her after all that had happened. However, she still didn't move her car, and when you noticed that they were all together with Lusher, you had no choice but to open the back door, finding Minah and Kyma with a triumphant smile on their faces.
     “I have to work tomorrow," you reported as the car started moving.
     “Don't be a liar; you told us yesterday that you were on vacation." As soon as you heard Kyma's words, you rolled your eyes, a little annoyed by the matter.
     “You can at least tell me where we are going.”
     “To the celebration party at Lia Kim's house. 
     You knew it; deep inside, you knew that Lusher wasn't going to take no for an answer, and it was clear that all the others—except Taeyoung—were going to act with her. And even if you wanted to get out of Bada Lee's car at that instant and head home, you couldn't do it. And in fact deep down you didn’t want to either. Resigned, you didn't answer Lusher; instead, you leaned your head against the back of the seat, accidentally glancing at the rearview mirror of the car, discovering that Bada was already looking at you in advance. However, as soon as your gazes met, she looked down at the highway again. With a long breath, you closed your eyes, deciding to forget what had happened. 
     The drive to Lia Kim's house took Bada over forty minutes. When all of you arrived, there was already a line of cars parked at the curb, and when you entered the 1Million leader's house, music flooded through your ears. There were quite a few people—all the contestant girls from the show and one or two companions they had brought along. There was alcohol, but not too much due to the presence of the underage girls. But the atmosphere was still fun. 
    Kyma and Minah slipped through the crowd to where Cheche and Sowoen were. Bada had walked over to where the Jam Republic girls were and circled the shoulders of a person unknown to you, making you a little curious. 
      “Who is that?” you asked, pointing to Bada with your chin as you walked behind Lusher in the direction of one of the sofas in the house.
“That's Bada's partner; they've been dating for about three months.” Lusher's answer surprised you, and the girl seemed to notice it instantly: "What? You thought she and Taeyoung started dating when you two broke up?” The girl giggled at your silence and then extended a glass filled with some strange content to you.
     After the brief conversation with Lusher, none of you brought up the topic again. After all, throughout the time that passed after the breakup, if you didn't ask about Tatter, none of the girls said anything, and you were grateful for it since you wanted to avoid any contact with her. Although it was kind of stupid since, at that moment, you were at the same party as her, and although at the beginning you found yourself looking for her with your eyes every now and then, after a couple of glasses of alcohol and a long conversation with the girls from 1Million and Deep n' Dap, your mind forgot about her.       
But it wasn't the same for Taeyoung; on the other side of the room, leaning against the wall, she had been watching you since you had walked through the door. She was so absorbed in her thoughts that she was completely unaware of the conversation Minah and Cheche were having, not even noticing when Bada approached her. It wasn't until the Bebe leader tapped her on the shoulder that she was able to come back to reality.
“Do you think I should talk to her?” Bada asked hesitantly, scratching her neck as she looked in your direction. 
     “Why should you talk to her?”
      “I don't know; maybe it will help if I'm the one who clears things up for her. Maybe she will talk to you. 
      “I don't think that's the...”
     And with the thought of fixing Taeyoung's relationship with you, Bada headed in your direction ignoring Tatter. Lusher, who was sitting next to you, was the first one to notice Bada, and she would have found it normal if it weren't for the girl's gaze fixed on you as she clutched the glass bottle in her hand.
      “I think we need to talk," she blurted out, gaining stares from the girls and a raised eyebrow from you. “Please.”
     You didn't know exactly what to say, so you simply got up from the couch and started walking to the backyard of the house with Bada Lee behind you. As soon as you were under the moonlight, you stopped, both of you not knowing what to say. For a few minutes, you stood there, looking at the plants that decorated the garden. Until Bada decided she had to say something.
     “I'm dating someone," she murmured with her eyes fixed on you, staring at you as you frowned and then looked at her. 
      “Congratulations?”
      “And I think you should talk to Youngtae," she said a little nervously under your gaze. Even if she was older than you, somehow she felt a little intimidated. "I know I'm not the best person to tell you this, but I really think you owe Taeyoung a chance to explain things. 
     “What makes you think I didn't give her a chance to do so?”     
 “You left that night without saying anything, and you've ignored her ever since, I think...”
      “Look Bada just like you said, you're not the best person to have this conversation.” You interrupted her without wanting to listen to the girl's explanations. Even if it had already been a month since the breakup, you still felt a bit resentful towards Bada, even though she wasn't to blame for anything. “But, give me just one reason to talk with Taeyoung.”
     “Nothing happened between me and Tatter," she took a long breath before continuing. “At least not when you were together.”
If Bada thought the words that came out of her mouth would make you want to talk to Taeyoung, she was very wrong. "Nothing happened, at least not when you two were together." The phrase echoed in your head over and over again, creating all the insecurities and bad thoughts you once had. If you had more courage, you would have surely complained to Taeyoung about the short time it had taken her to go into Bada's arms, but you wouldn't, because if you didn't want to see her before, you didn't want to see her now even less. 
      “Is that supposed to be a reason to talk to Taeyoung?” With the tone of voice you used, Bada immediately understood the result of her words, so she tried to correct it. 
      “It's not how you're thinking about it," she hastened to say. “A week after you left, Youngtae told me the real reason for the breakup. At first, I didn't understand it because, in my eyes, she never showed any feelings for me, but then she kept apologizing for it and I didn't know what to say. I love Youngtae like my baby sister.” Bada took a moment before continuing. “So I kissed her.”
     “It really doesn't interest me...
     “She started crying instantly," Bada interrupted. “Taeyoung cried all night in my apartment because I kissed her and because she got her feelings mixed up. She never liked me, and...”
“How can you say she never liked you? Are you saying that my relationship was ruined because Taeyoung was confused with her feelings?” you asked, a bit stunned by what Bada had just said. You didn't doubt her words, but it was hard to understand that it had all been a mistake. “We could all tell how she was acting with you. You can't come now and tell me that my relationship of three years was ruined by a stupid confusion of feelings.” Bada tried to answer, but her mouth closed as soon as you interrupted her with a gesture. “You don't know how many nights I spent alone because she chose you.”
     “I'm being honest with you..." Again, Bada was interrupted, but this time it wasn't you. Bada's eyes looked behind you, so curiously, you turned around, finding the last person you wanted to see at that moment. 
     Starting to get a little nervous, you turned again in Bada's direction, who, with a pleading look, said a silent "please." Although she didn't even give you time to think about it and respond, she quickly walked back inside the house. Letting out a breath of resignation, you turned again in the direction of Tatter, who was still in the same place, with the wind ruffling his blond hair and his eyes shining.
“I've missed you," was the first thing she said, and then she cut the distance, wrapping her arms around your body and creating a strong embrace that you had been waiting for so long. “I'm sorry for everything that happened that night.”
      You didn't know exactly if sorry was what you had wanted to hear all that time. However, when Taeyoung said those words, you calmed down, even though Bada's words were still deep inside your head. It didn't matter what she had explained because the only thing that kept repeating itself was a constant "Nothing happened, at least not when you were together." And even though the words had only served to explain the confusion in Tatter's feelings, jealousy and some doubts still coursed through your body. 
     If Taeyoung's feelings had been true, then would she and Bada have started a relationship? The answer was clearly no, and you knew it. Bada's relationship and her own words about how she loved Tatter like a sister confirmed it. But still, the insecurity was there. 
     “Is it true what Bada said?” You didn't return the hug in the first instance, but you couldn't break away either. It had been a long time since Taeyoung had last hugged you, and you missed it. With your arms at your sides, you clenched your fists and laid your cheek on Tatter's shoulder. 
“I don't know what Bada said.”
“She said she kissed you." Your voice came out almost in a whisper, and you could feel Tatter hold her breath. “And that your feelings for her had been part of a confusion.”
     “I'm sorry.“
“Did you break my stupid heart because you were confused?” At that moment, your eyes filled with tears as Taeyoung placed one of her hands in your hair, pressing your cheek against her shoulder. “Did we ruin our damn relationship over a stupid thing?”
“Forgive me.”
“Why aren't you scolding me for saying too many curses?”
“You can curse me all you want if it means we'll go back to the way we were before.” Her words made you smile, and by inertia, your arms moved to her waist to reciprocate the hug. “It was my fault for letting my eyes look in another direction when I was with you, and it was my fault for thinking those thoughts meant something else, when they weren't even remotely similar to the thoughts I had when I fell in love with you. I'm sorry for making it seem, through my actions, that we weren't meant for each other. 
     Taeyoung's words hit deep in your heart, and you felt the need to believe her. So you did.
“It's going to cost you a little more than that to fix things.” You pulled away a little, but without breaking the embrace. Taeyoung nodded with a half-smile. Carefully, you brought one of your hands to her cheeks, wiping the wetness on them. ”Please don't doubt your feelings again because I won't be able to bear it again.
“I won't.”
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