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vyloy · 1 year
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Can I request some Sub Johan Liebert with a Dom male reader??
Johan Liebert
Tws: mentions of murder
Dom male reader
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Johan is not the type of submit to anyone, why would he? Well that was until he encountered you, a detective. Though you hadn't been a known detective at the time, he found you very interesting. Your clumsiness despite being a detective was amusing to him, your sense of justice was also what caught his attention. From the moment he laid his eyes on you, he kept thinking about you, you never left his mind, making him so crazy just thinking about you so naturally he decided to lead you to him, how you may ask? Well of course to set up a case that only you would be able to connect the dots to. The crimes would be near you or even at the station you work at, making sure the bodies would always be found by either you or the cops working alongside you. The first time he saw your face when you discovered a crime scene that he had prepared especially for you, he was the most excited he ever was, even if it didn't show on his face. The moment you were on his case, he was ecstatic, it was your turn to be played by him.
"Hm..", you thought to yourself, lost in your own thought as you kept trying to make sense of it all, not even noticing the officer calling out for you from the other room until he had tapped you on the shoulder. "Huh", you jolted a bit, turning to look at officer Orto, "yes?", "sir, there's a mail for you", he said, going back to the other room, returning with a letter in his hands, handing it to you.
Once you were alone, you opened the letter, it read..
"To Detective (l/n),
I am sure you are confused as to why you're receiving this letter. I'm Kenzo Tenma, i used to be a doctor and i need to talk to you about the cases you have been receiving lately, please don't let anyone know you got this from me. Meet me at xxx.
From Kenzo Tenma."
Kenzo Tenma? You've heard that name somewhere before.
You decided to meet up with the man at the destinated location after reading said letter, what did you have to lose? Your life? At least they'd have the letter from the culprit if you did die.
The moment you got to the location, you saw a man with medium length black hair, must be the tenma guy.
You approach him, asking if he's Kenzo Tenma, at first he tensed up but eventually he relaxed upon seeing that it was you, the detective he sent a letter to.
"What type of information can you provide me, Dr Tenma?", you asked in a demanding tone.
By the end of his explanation, you were shocked, Johan, the name of the supposed culprit who has been trying to "get your attention" as Tenma put it, "I understand Dr Tenma, i'll try my best to apprehend him, if you have any information about him, please don't hesitate to call me, here's my number, don't let anyone else get ahold of it", you gave him a firm look before walking away, towards the station.
The next few months went horribly, not only did you discover 4 new crime scenes in the span of 3 months, you were also being stalked, evident by random notes and gifts being left on your desk or at your doorstep, making you visibly uncomfortable. Today was the worst by far, somehow someone got ahold of your number, when you picked up the phone, you heard a soft voice, very soft and gentle, "is this Detective L/N?", "who is this..", you heard a chuckle before the voice continued on, "if you want to know, please head over to...", and that was how you ended up infront of a bar, it was very crowded, making you a bit pissed, having to find a criminal amongst the waves of people. Before long, you found yourself sitting at the bar counter, it had been an hour since you arrived there and you were still unable to spot the man, now you were just tired and frustrated, very unlike you but you haven't been able to get any sleep for the past week so it's reasonable, you swore the man beside you looked familiar but he was always facing the other way so you never got a good look at his face. Deciding to let go a bit, you order a shot and took it immediately. Just as you were about to order your sextuple one, the man next to you grabbed your shoulder, making you face him...God he was gorgeous, blue eyes, blonde hair, gorgeous face..You thought he was an angel, you really are drunk aren't you?.
"If you drink anymore, you won't be able to make it home safely, Detective L/n", he said your title flirtatiously, making you blush a bit, evem his voice was angelic but you knew, he was far from that, "Johan..", was all you could muster out, "Yes, detective?", he smiled, tilting his head a bit in the process, you did nothing but blush, his face up close made you unbearably shy.
A couple moments went by before you remembered, Johan! He's the-
"Finally realizing, detective?", as if on cue, he taunted you and then he grabbed your chin, freezing you in place as he looked at you with lust in his eyes, "detective, will you show me what you can do?", naturally you would accept his offer but your drunken self knew better and declined, swatting his hand away from your chin. You remember being picked up by a co-worker that night after he hadn't heard from you when you told him you would update the guy if anything happens at the bar, thankfully you got home safely.
The next day you woke up, still wearing the same coat you had the night before, on the nightstand next to you there was a cup of water, you drank it down immediately as the thirst inside your throat was unbearable. As you finished showering, you noticed a piece of paper poking out of a pocket on your coat, urging you to open. Wearing just a towel around your waist, you opened the paper and it revealed an adress, huh, it was close to your apartment, what a coincidence.
Not even remembering what happened when you were drunk, you were naive enough to go to said location without a hint of nervousness. Just as you arrived at the door, it slammed wide open, a hand dragging you inside and in a blink of an eye, you were pinning someone to a wall, "oh? So impatient", a visible smirk forming on his face, "J-Johan!", you were flustered but at the same time, shocked. "Let's continue what i planned last night, won't you take me here, Detective L/N~?", his hand slithered their way to hug your neck, beckoning you to kiss him, who were you to refuse now? He looked absolutely delicious pinned by you. You instantly connected your lips to his, not even caring that this individual is a wanted criminal. Strangely, he didn't fight for dominance, he let you take him right then and there, allowing you to slide your tongue inside of him as the two of you made out near the now closed front door, "mmh~", Johan moaned out inbetween breaths he could take. When the both of you finally stopped making out, Johan was a panting mess, his cheeks flushed, a hard-on forming in his pants, you finally snapped seeing him like this, taking him to a bed, you stripped him of his clothes, making sure he was still underneath you while you did it. "Drawer", was all he said, you knew there was some type of lubricant in said drawer, lo and behold, it was a brand new bottle of lube, he must've really been looking forward to this, "don't expect me to be gentle with you", "wasn't planning on it~", god you broke, lubricating your fingers with the bottle and pushing in 2 fingers into him, the moans he let out were delightful as his face contorted, he had never felt this type of pleasure before and he's glad the first one he experiences it with is you, his one and only detective. After a few more fingers, you knew he was ready to take your cock so you lubricated yourself and began pushing into the blonde. "A-ah~ Y/n~", he moaned out your name, making it sound erotic. When you bottomed out in him, he looked down to see a bulge in his tummy, "See this?", you placed your hand on the bulge, "this is me inside of you, a detective inside a criminal like you", you smirked, he was so pretty under you that you couldn't resist the urge to thrust into him, his eyes went wide, a silent moan coming out, the more you thrusted, the more he tried to cover his mouth, to make sure no moans came out, "remove that hand, i want to hear your pretty moans", you say as you removed his hand, taking the other and pinning his hands above him, "you'll be filled with my cum soon", you teased, knowing you were near the end of your climax. Soon after, you came inside of him, he came right after you, both of your bodies sweaty and panting. You then bent down to his ear, "give me a good chase why don't you, if I catch you, you know what will happen", maybe it wasn't a bad thing getting caught by his dearest detective afterall.
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Took so long, writer's block ig😭 i'm so sorry
Taglist: @secretivemessenger @devilswhore-emrys
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secretivemessenger · 2 years
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It really is blessing, people take it for granted sometimes
Honestly fucking Leviathan while he's playing would be amazingly pleasure full if that's a thing, his sweet moans and pleads, him submitting to a mere human easily, bonus points if you're shorter than him by a head, he would at first wonder why a short human would have the courage to go up to him, a demon but oh he would know why as you fuck him dumb, overstimulating him from the front and back, his pleads for more, his semi screaming moans, his adorable face<3
Bottom Johan though, fucckkk it's hot as hell, having Johan wrapped around your fingers, quite literally as you finger him before stuffing your fat cock into him, how wonderful would his expressions be, his moans of pleasure, he never thought someone could ever make him feel this good but ever since having you in his life, he feels like he can go on for days on your cock
Dw about it, you're really kind for responding to everyone's asks🥲
Levi 🤤🤤🤤 , all im thinking about is fucking him while he’s trying to play , pound his little hole so hard that his body moves to the front with every thrust , he would barely be able to focus on whatever he’s playing , if it wasn’t for his immense strength he would’ve lost hold of the controller and long while ago , he’d beg you in between moans to just fuck him properly but just force him to continue playing and fuck him even harder , he would lose so many games and lose all his records , he’d be a crying mess from everything that’s going around him he’d totally pass out at the end , this is a fucking brainrot
Johan- oh johan bet he never thought he’d ever get fucked by someone but there you are completely destroying his insides , bend him over against a desk and just fuck him then and there , stretch his tight hole to its fullest , pound him so hard that his little pink hole would be the shape of your cock , bet it’d feel so good inside of him , having his soft yet tight insides around you it makes you obsessed of the feeling , it’d make you more horny so you just fuck him harder and make him lose his composure , he’ll be a moaning mess and nothing but a ring on your fingers after that
Yeah im so great i know
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niilue · 2 years
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Yooooooo congrats on your 1k!<3
Lemme request for a drabble: male reader with johan(monster) + prompt no.24 + size difference and praise kink
‧₊˚⊹ sub johan liebert x top!male reader
prompt: "you look so cute when you're excited"
cw; dom reader, male reader, size differenxe, praise kink, johan wearing lingerie, mention of kill? words; 564 1k event
johan moved over your bulge, jumping up and down and moving his hips sensually. you could feel the wetness of the two of you penetrating the fabric of the underwear.
johan was wearing thin pink lace panties where you could still see his penis peeking through the fabric as strands of pre-semen ran down the fabric.
the blond's cheeks were flushed, sweat was pouring down his bare chest and he was biting his lips hard trying to silence the obscene sounds that wanted to come out of his mouth.
on top of you johan looked so helpless and small, he was so thin that compared to you he felt like he was disappearing. every time you fucked him and took him by the waist the difference was so big, but fuck he knew how to take you so well no matter the difference in size.
"you look so cute when you're excited" you said caressing his beautiful face, he pressed his cheek to your hand and you could almost hear him purring.
after he was rubbing himself all over you for a while it seemed he was desperate enough to take off your clothes, and start sucking you like never before.
"you always taste so good (name), i love your cock." johan said in a soft tone between sucking and sucking. your cock barely fit in his mouth. but the blond managed to swallow it all even when it made him nauseous.
you felt your cock grow in his mouth. he held it between his lips looking at you seductively as he tapped it on his face. "johan, you always satisfy me so well." you mentioned loving the image of the smiling boy with your cock in his mouth.
after a while of sucking you johan was more than ready to fuck.
he took your cock and without much effort he slipped it inside his pink entrance. he held on to your abdomen to get in and out.
"fuck, you are so wet for me, love." 
johan started to self penetrate harder. now unable to silence his moaning. he was mentioning how big you were and that you were always hitting his prostate together, making him drool so much.
you took him by the waist and helped him improve his erratic movements.
"very good johan, like this, move like this... aahg!" you moaned seeing how well johan's ass was moving on you, moving in circles, not coming out completely and then sinking back in hard on you.
"hmmp... you always get so hard when i ride you (name)."
you felt your cock throbbing, you couldn't do anything about it, johan was driving you crazy and he knew it, he knew how to take advantage of you."
"namename, cum inside me.... i-i need it." he whimpered as he began to desperately thrust, the sounds of their collisions were so obscene, their fluids mingling, and both of them moaning.
johan looked like someone else with his mouth open, tongue lolling and drooling, eyes watering and rolling.
the panties still decorated the side of your ass, he was so desperate he couldn't even take them off, which made it all the more erotic.
"so good, so good." he whimpered, taking one of his hands and locking it around your neck. so sadistic.
“i hope you're not trying to kill me while you're fucking me so good, johan."
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emojellyace08 · 10 months
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Just imagine him fucking you with his long and thick cock and when you're about to reach your orgasm, he pulls out and teases the fuck out of you. He totally loves it when you whine and protest when he doesn't make you cum before leaning into your lips.
"Just a little more baby, you're going to be a good girl/boy if you wanna get what you want right?"
SAMUEL SEO, JAKE KIM, PARK JONGGUN, KIM JOONGOO, JAMES LEE/DG, Yoojin, Eli Jang, Warren Chae, Johan Seong, Kwak Jihan, Gapryong Kim, Taesoo Ma, Jinyong Park, Jichang Kwak, Gongseob Ji, Seokdu Wang
Edited!: Add in Kuroda Ryuhei, Vin Jin, Cheon Taejin and Olly Wang lol
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zaiisaii · 1 year
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PEGGING
love - hate relationship.
theres tears in his eyes and his face covered from your view when you're already so deep inside him, if you hold his arms down and away from his face he might cry :(. he seems to enjoy it despite his protests of 'i don't like!', and 'slow down!'. he'd rather die than to admit he likes it.
:: ZACK LEE, samuel seo, jace park, ryuhei kuroda, yuseong, eugene.
in love with the idea.
oh, he loves it. not ashamed one bit. if he's late or knows he did something wrong, he gets really giddy – 'punishment time...' or 'please be my favorite one, please please!' goes through his head. he isn't ashamed to look at his friends and say, 'hopefully [name] doesn't go too rough on me again.' all this with a huge smile that contradicts his words. as if that's exactly what he wants.
:: vasco, sinu han, jake kim, goo kim, daniel park.
meh.
isn't a big deal for him. he doesn't hate it but he also doesn't like it. it's more like he'll do it if it makes you happy and he'll enjoy it if you seem like you're having fun. he does enjoy when you touch his cock at the same time though!
:: james lee, warren chae, johan seong, eli jang, xiaolong, gun park, hudson ahn.
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kaiowut99 · 2 months
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this is how that conversation about O'Brien and Cobra went right
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heisabanana · 2 years
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70 yugio gx  🤟🤟   🤙  more to come probably, 
the age of these doodles range from blue cheese to cheddar
Part 2 ◦ part 3 ◦ part 4
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romancemedia · 4 months
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Hawke fell in love with Sei at first sight (2x12)
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shitpostingkats · 2 years
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Too much hate about how any and all mentions of love was scrubbed from the american release of GX. Not enough celebration of the fact that, despite being distributed under very strict censorship codes, a lot of the queer subtext made it through alive and thriving.
-  They removed the lines confirming both Yubel and Jesse loved Jaden. Yeah. But they removed most lines that confirmed characters had feelings for other people, whether queer or heterosexual. The closest thing we see to an onscreen romantic relationship is Bastion and Tania, and they basically seem to get together off camera and then never bring it up again.
- Jesse isn’t only allowed to keep his gay stereotypes from Japan, (frills, rainbows, yelling “Come out!” to summon monsters) the dub seems to actively work to localize his queerness for an american audience. For instance, in the original, Jesse was scandinavian; stereotypically loud, friendly, and emotional, with a flair for frou-frou fashion and perhaps more open affection that propriety allows. Now, a western viewer at that time might not have immediately clocked the frills and high pitched voice as making him a bishōnen pretty boy, but you bet your bottom dollar that we have an equivalent stereotype that combines gregarious affection, comical frontier accents, ambiguous gayness: Cowboys. (Jaden’s accent is specifically based on Owen Wilson’s. Gay internet dwellers might recognize him as the miniature cowboy in Night at the Museum.)
- There’s zero to no effort made to deny that Jesse and Jadens’ relationship is queer. Characters are quick to point out how close he and Jaden are getting, seeming to imply they’re asking about the nature of their friendship. There’s no “Ah, well, we’re just guys being dudes!” or “He’s like a brother to me!”
- They actually keep the fact that Jesse calls him “partner” which like. The fact that aibou and partner were perfectly ambivalent terms of endearment but in the time since the show aired have actually been adopted by the lgbt community on both sides of the Pacific? Just. Amazing. I have many gay emotions.
Yes, we can mourn the loss of Yubel’s androgyny, but we can also celebrate the simple gay character that managed to endure 2000′s television restrictions and a wave of censorship. Rainbow on, you funky southern rock boi.
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chrollohearttags · 10 months
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I’ve been watching monster for the past few weeks and this show has changed the trajectory of my life.
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manaosdeuwu · 1 year
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ohhhh he's got one of those traumas !! fun
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ignaciobenedetti · 3 months
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La Vinotinto según Johan Cruyff
La Vinotinto según Johan Cruyff
-. “¿Qué es bien y qué es mal?”, se preguntaba Johan Cruyff ante la atenta mirada de Xavi Hernández, para luego responderse “es distancia”. La Vinotinto sub-23 ha mejorado notablemente durante la celebración del Preolímpico. Uno de los pilares sobre los que se sostiene ese progreso está en la distancia. Basta con observar los primeros partidos y compararlos con los dos más recientes, ante Brasil…
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youchube · 6 months
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Watching Pluto and because I've rewatched Monster so many times, I can instantly pick out which VA's are in this too
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mysticfalls01 · 5 months
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Princesa II
(FC Barcelona x reader)
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Part 1
Alexia never thought about being a mother as her full focus was on her career however that changed the minute, she met you.
You brought out a side of her that she never imagined tapping out. You brought out her maternal instinct, you brought her joy and a new vision of life.
Not only did you brought out all of that to her, but you also brought out a new light for the team. The team was immediately impacted by your energy, your passion, and your ability to feel. As professional athletes they sometimes forgot that they also were humans, that it was alright to cry, to get frustrated and to be happy.
You were one of the greatest gifts that the team had ever received and they couldn’t wait to see you shine.
The first time your teammates heard you call Alexia mama you immediately became the target of jokes and teasing especially from Claudia and Patri however, they were met with Alexia’s glare as she told them that they were going to do two extra laps. The rest of your teammates immediately stopped as they didn't wanted to be the target of La Reina's rage.
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Playing at the Johan was a feeling that you wouldn’t change for anything. The excitement, the fans that had your back and the support of your teammates always made it special.
You and your teammates were preparing for the match against Sevilla. Before leaving the locker room to lineup you heard Frido’s voice.
“Unge come here! You need to put your sunscreen on!”
“Fridoo I already applied on my sunscreen” you said whining.
“Really kid?” She said rising her eyebrow.
“No” you admitted with a defeating voice.
You gave up and walked towards Frido so she could apply her sunscreen on your face.
“Andd it’s done kid, you are free to go” Frido said.
“What do we say frilla?” You herd Alexia’s voice behind you.
“Thank you aunty Frido” you said and gave her a kiss on her cheek
“No problem kid” she answered with a smile.
After that you guys went to the tunnel for the game, you were nervous as it was the first time that you were in the starting 11. Before Alexia reached her spot at the beginning of the line, she quickly hugged you and whispered “Hija, I’m so proud of you. It’s time to show everyone why you are Barcelona’s princess”
“Thank you mama” was all you said before she had to leave.
“Amiga we have your back, so don’t worry and believe it you’ve earned your spot in the team” you heard Aitana say before everyone started walking out.
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The game ended 8-0 with you scoring a hat trick in the first half of the game. You were subbed off around the 60th minute, as you were leaving the pitch to give the entrance to your teammate you heard for the first a chant that eventually would become iconic.
“Con la reina de nuestro lado la princesa brillará y nuestro reino blaugrana prevalecerá” (With the queen on our side the princess will shine and our Blaugrana kingdom will prevail)
You gave your teammate a high five so she could enter. You stayed by the line admiring the fans and the chant that they had created for you and Alexia. You always dreamed about having your chant and the culers made that dream come true.
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After joining Barcelona your skills flourished and everyone could notice it.
You were in the locker room playing with Jana and Bruna as the training session had just ended. While you were running around the locker room escaping from Bruna Ingrid’s voice called your attention “Princess! Your phone is ringing.”
After you heard her words, you ran and picked up your phone, you saw that the number calling started with London’s code. Usually, you wouldn’t answer numbers that you don’t have saved however, your instinct told you to answer the call.
“Hi?” you said with a shy voice.
“Hello is this y/n l/n’s number?” the other voice said, you could identify that voice had accent but couldn’t distinguish from where.
“Yes, it is, how can I help you?”
“Perfect! I’m Sarina Wiegman and I wanted to inform you that I want to call you up for the next international break.”
You couldn’t believe what you were hearing. From the other side of the locker room Ale saw your face and she and Mapi approached you.
After processing what you just you answered “Thank you, thank you, thank you. I promise that I will give it my all.”
Sarina laughed at your enthusiasm and spoke “I’m sure that you will! On the next couple of days, you will receive all the information. Can’t wait to meet you y/n!”
After that the call ended and you felt Mapi giving you a hug, you guys separated, and Ale asked with a soft voice “What’s happening hija?”
You looked at her and said “I did it mama, I just spoke with Sarina Wiegman. I’ve been called up for the next international break! I’ve played with the under 19’s team but I didn’t expect to get the call up for the senior team!”
After hearing those words all your teammates that were in the locker room immediately ran to you and hugged you. It wasn’t until you heard AMC jokingly groaning that you separated.
“England is having a friendly against Switzerland. Ohh you’ll be a headache to play against kid”
“Prepare yourself Ana, la princesa is going to score against you” Leila said with a joking tone.
All you did was smile until you remembered something.
“Mama, I must call Ona to tell her about the call up! I’ll be back shortly” you said before leaving the room.
As you left the room all Ale could do was to stare at you with a proud face, she knew that this was only the beginning of your international journey.
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Olga and Ale took you to the airport.
“Yes mama, I’ll make sure to call you every day!”
“And?”
“If something is bothering me, I’ll tell you.”
“Perfect hija! When you land send me a text and when you arrive to SGP too!”
“I will!”
As she saw you leave all she could think was that la princesa de Barcelona was about to have her international debut and the other countries won’t know what was about to hit them
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Part 3
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outsideratheart · 9 months
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Under Pressure (Alexia Putellas x reader)
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A/N: Chapter 5 of The Legacy Series.  I apologise in advance, it can’t all be sunshine and rainbows.
The biggest thing you feared was that you wouldn’t be able to feel at home in Barcelona but it turns out you had nothing to worry out. After the WICC cup there was two weeks of preseason training and after a day or two you had figured out how to play for the team. Sometimes you would watch from the sidelines during certain plays then go out onto the field and play them like you had been at the club your whole life. It’s safe to say you had settled in well.
When the first game of the season came, you were calm and ready to play as many minutes as Lluis would allow. Alexia had insisted that she picked you up so you two could go over any concerns you had. The woman had been your saving grace since moving to Barcelona. She could pick up when you were starting to get in your own head and managed to pull you out before you went too deep. She understood you as if she had known you your whole life when in reality it had been just over a 8 weeks since you first official meeting.
You had gotten to the ground a little bit earlier than everyone else; the team and fans included. You followed Alexia as you walked through the building but are confused when she walks straight passed the locker room.
“Let’s go the pitch” she suggests.
Now it wasn’t your first time being on this pitch as the team trained here a couple of times but today was different, today you would make your debut for Barcelona.
Alexia let you have your moment as you walked to the centre circle of the pitch. The energy was different today and it was the type you, as a football player, lived for. You take a few minutes to yourself before hearing Alexia calling your name. 
“Time to get ready” 
This time she does lead you into the changing rooms and you can see most of the team have arrived. All eyes are on you but you don’t think anything of it, that is until you see your locker. There hanging in the middle of your cubby was your shirt but what came as a shock is the number that was below your name. 14.
“Aitana” you turn you face her “I can’t accept this. I told you I wouldn’t come in here and take your number”
“You’re not taking it. I’m giving it to you. This is your number”
It wasn’t your number it was his and everyone knew that. Sure part of you wanted to wear your father’s number at this club but it’s is Aitana’s or at least it was. 
You watch the game from the subs bench until the 65th minute mark. Lluis’ right hand man tells you to get ready as you had already warmed up. As you stand on the sidelines you make the mistake of looking back at the stand behind you. Everybody had their phone out ready to document the moment you step foot on the pitch. It only added to the pressure you were already feeling.
When the final whistle is blown you have to take a moment to gather your emotions. You join the team in the lap around the field and stop near the ultras stand. The fans soon stop shouting your name when they realise what you are doing. There above them sits ‘Estadi Johan Cruyff’.
“He’s be proud of you” Lieke joins you and looks up. She sees the direction of you gaze change as you look up to the sky.
“Lieke is right. You made him proud today” Alexia joins in.
You didn’t know what to do so you patted them both on the back and carried on with your lap. The fans had showed you constant support since your arrival so you stop to greet as many as you can before leaving the pitch. 
You had survived game number 1. 
The months that followed proved to be more difficult that your first. The fans, media and the rest of the world were quick to pick up on the fact that you were yet to score. This is a stat you were well aware of and you kicked yourself every time you left the pitch without having your name on the scoresheet. You have several assists to your name but none of them seemed to matter. Your job was to score and assist. You weren’t doing what the club brought you here to do and it was eating away at you.
“Sandra” you pull the goalkeeper aside one day after training “Would you mind staying back so I can practice my shots some more. It won’t be for long, maybe half an hour” 
“Claro”
“Muchas Gracias”
Alexia noticed your absence in the locker room, of course she did. It was almost an hour later when you walked into the locker room where much to your surprise Alexia had been waiting.
“What are you still doing here? Do you have media or something?” You ask.
“I was waiting for you” She has no problem with admitting her reason.
“You want to join me in the ice baths?” You already know your answer. Alexia’s Spanish blood had a strong hatred for the cold.
In an attempt to change her mind, despite her not giving an answer, you take off your shirt and throw it at her before sending her a daring look.
“C’mon Ale, I dare you” 
You walk away knowing that Alexia won’t back down to a dare. You are in the ice bath all but 2 minutes before she joins you. Albeit she enters much slower than you which if you ask any athlete only prolongs the discomfort that comes with ice.
“Now that I have joined you in this hell, care to tell me why you stayed back an extra hour?” 
“I haven’t scored” you ego took a hit as you muttered the words.
“You scored loads today”
“Not today, in games” 
The disappointment you are feeling doesn’t come as a shock to Alexia. She first noticed it after the second game when you had 5 shots on target and none of them went it. 
“They are expecting me to score” 
“Who is?”
“The club, the fans, the team, you”
“This team is a hard one to settle in to, just ask Lieke. All you need is a little bit of time”
“I don’t have time. Everyone’s eyes are on me and each game that passes is proving that I’m not good enough to play here”
Up until this point, Alexia was stuck in her place. The more she moved the more the freezing cold water touched fresh skin but seeing you down on yourself made her forget about the ice as she walks towards you, slowly. 
“I know you’ve been feeling the pressure Y/N and I know it’s different to the kind I get. You leave for international duty tomorrow. Take this time to reset and come back with a clear head”
Although she wasn’t ready to admit, Alexia was dreading the day you leave and go to Zeist for camp. 
“I’m going to miss you Alexia” you don’t hesitate to be honest with your team mate.
“You’re going to miss the team” 
“Yes, I will but I will miss you in a different way. I spend more time with you than anyone else and you’re the one I call when I have my…” you want to say episodes but it sounds too dramatic.
Just as you had thought, being in Barcelona caused feelings you once buried deep down to come to the surface. Alexia found you one day after training when you were feeling too much and she stayed with you until you had calmed down. Since then she was the one you called. 
“You have your friends and I’m sure you’ll see your family but if you do need me then i’m only a phone call away” 
The timer you had set on your phone goes off and you and Alexia are quick to jump out of the ice bath.
“Promise?” You ask her as you get changed.
“I do and Y/N” you turn to face her “I’ll miss you too”
You were gone for ten days and you only had one episode but you called Alexia more than once. In fact you were in constant communication with her. Whoever got up first would text the other good morning and the day would go on from there. Even in different cities, Alexia played a huge part in your day.
Whilst in The Netherlands you did as she suggested, you used the time to clear your head and it worked. You played 90 minutes in both friendlies, one against Sweden, the only against Italy and you managed to score three goals in total. You hadn’t lost your touch but you did learn that the pressure in Barcelona had taken the fun out of the game or at least that is the reason you came up with. It wasn’t until the post match press conference that you realised it could be something bigger and much worse.
“Y/N you have played outstanding in these past two games yet your performances in Barcelona seem to lack the flair that we are used to seeing you play with. You are 9 games into the season and you still haven’t scored. We are so used to seeing you on the scoresheet and this stretch is the longest in your career without hitting the back of the net”
“Is there a question in there or are you simply reminding me of my failures” your tone is emotionless but that is far from how you are feeling.
“I didn’t mean to step out of line. It’s just you come here and put on a world class performance but fail to do so there. I think the question everybody want to know is why. What is the difference between here and there?”
The journalist’s words were running on a loop ‘what is the difference between here and there’. 
You hadn’t asked yourself this question but the answer wasn’t hard to come up with. You always put your career first and your personal life second. You wouldn’t answer the journalist’s question as it was clearly rhetorical but you knew the answer. The difference was Alexia.
Sure she had been a positive impact on your mental health but should you have been training more instead of exploring the city with her? Should you have been getting more sleep instead of staying up to talk to her? Should you be more focused at training instead of stealing glances at her whenever you could? These are all questions that you needed to know the answer to for the sake of your career.
On the flight back to Barcelona you make the foolish mistake of searching your name on twitter. The fans had started to come up with theories as to why you weren’t playing like you normal do in Barcelona. One article popped up and it mentioned both your name and Alexia’s. She has taken part in two press conference whilst on international duty with Spain and your name had being brought up multiple times despite it not being relevant at the time. Maybe you had become a distraction for Alexia too. Sure she was scoring but it wasn’t as much as last year.
When you landed you saw that Alexia had texted you and asked you to come round to her apartment once you had unpacked the little suitcase you took home with you. Now was the time and as you drove over to her place you started to feel guilty about the decision you had to make.
“Y/N” The brunette pulls you in for a hug, once which you wished would never end. 
“Hi Ale. Did you enjoy camp?” You pull away before her warmth makes you change your mind.
“We did ok, a win and draw wasn’t what we wanted but we move on. Did you? I watched your games you played amazing” Alexia walk through her apartment towards her kitchen. It was the area that hosted company the best.
“About that. There’s something I need to te—“
“So I was thinking” Alexia says and you know that she put not have heard you “There’s a new seafood restaurant that’s just opened by the marina. I know we have been spending a lot of time together as friends but I was hoping to take you here as something more. I want to take you on a date”
“Alexia I need some space” 
Those four words had hurt her, the look on her face proved that.
“Did I do something wrong?” She asked.
“No. It’s me and what I am facing. You know about the pressure but the light that has been shone on me needs to stay on me. I won’t bring you into the media scuritiny that I am facing. Everyone is questioning my ability on the pitch and I need to prove them wrong. I need to prove to the club that signing me wasn’t a mistake. I have loved spending time with you Alexia but I need to focus on my performance. I cannot be a failure” 
“I can help you” Alexia tries to bargain but you have already made up your mind.
“Ale, I need to do this alone” you take a couple of steps closer to her but she holds out her hand to stop you. You deserve it but it didn’t mean you had to like it “het spijt me”
Training doesn’t start for another three days due to the club wanting their players to recover from international duty. During this time you workout out 3 times a day; a run as the sun rises, a pitch session in the morning and a weights session in the late afternoon. You kept you body busy but Alexia still remained at the forefront of your mind. You began to think that you made a mistake in asking for space. 
The first day back at Johan Camper is weird. For what could only be the 4th or 5th time since the season started, you had driven yourself to training. Upon arriving there were two people you didn’t want to see each for two different reasons. One of them just so happened to arrive at the same time as you.
“What you’re not riding with Alexia anymore?” Lieke questions as the two of you walk into the facility.
“I’m going to be driving myself for a while” you didn’t look at her, you couldn’t.
“Y/N what have you done?” 
Lieke saw the way your behaviour change after the press conference but only now did she realise how much that man had gotten to you.
“I did what is best”
Sensing that now isn’t the time for an interrogation, Lieke drops the subject and the two of you walk in a comfortable silence.
“Ah dios miso, Alexia. I was only asking if you has anything planned this weekend. There’s no need to snap at me” Patri slightly scolds her team mate.
You know what she had planned this weekend and it included the two of you sitting at a candlelit dinner over looking the water but you had ruined that.
“I just want to focus on training. You understand that don’t you Y/N?”
She doesn’t give you a chance to answer as she walks out onto the field.
“So that’s what you did” Lieke whispers as the two of you begin lacing up your boots.
“You’ve seen what they’re saying. I won’t bring her into this media shit show, you know she hates it and I won’t be the reason for them going after her. I never wanted this for her but I was too late”
“You’re not telling me everything” Lieke knew you too well.
“I need to focus on my career. I can’t fail this club and I can’t tarnish his legacy”
“Y/N” Lieke reaches out to comfort you but you pull away.
“You think I want this? Of course I don’t” Your raised voice gains the attention of the other players in the room but you don’t care. 
During training you stick to the players that won’t ask questions which is Lieke and Aitana but Jenni does make the effort to work with you as well even though she is one of Alexia’s best friends. 
You try your best to focus on the drills that Lluis sets and it seems to work. You play very well and even the coach tells you that he is impressed, so much so that he is going to start you against Real Madrid at the weekend. This was your chance to prove the media wrong and rid the fans of any doubt. You had to score and score you did, twice in fact and you were able to assist one of Alexia’s goals. 
This is how you were suppose to play at Barcelona yet you didn’t enjoy it in the slightest. You dreamed of how you’d celebrate your first goal and you wanted to do so with Alexia but because of your stupidity and need to please people who didn’t matter, you ruined that chance. 
Your good form continued game after game and you could have sworn that things between you and Alexia were starting to return to normal. Of course this was only during training or playing because she was respecting your wishes.
“Y/N can I talk to you for a second?” Alexia asks one evening after a game review session.
“Let’s grab a coffee” 
When the two of you arrive in the canteen, Alexia goes to the table and you get the coffees. This is how is was before and you loved that it was happening again.
“How long will you need this space? I talked to Lieke and she helped me understand your reasoning, I wished you would have told me but I know now. It wasn’t in my head, I know we had a connection and I need to know if there’s a chance of rebuilding that or if I need to move on”
“Alexia I chose my career over you”
“No you didn’t and we both know it. You needed to beat the pressure and you have. You have been amazing these past couple of months but I have hated not having you around, not even as a friend”
“Alexia we haven’t been just friends for a while and you know it”
“I do. It’s why I wanted to take you on a date, I still do by the way”
“I hurt you and I want to re earn your trust. How about we start with coffee on Sunday after the game”
“It’s a date” the smirk on her face was contagious.
“Alexia” you could tell she playing but you weren’t.
“What” she says innocently “it’s a date between friends”
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wannaeatramyeon · 11 months
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Idk If you're ask are open? (Sorry) But can I ask what do you think would happen if lookism reacts to the reader being held hostage?
Hi anon! Thanks for asking! Yes, my asks are still open but I'm about... 6 weeks backlogged right now lol 😅
Lookism Guys reacting to YOU being held hostage
Raze the fucking earth
Do you know who the fuck you've taken right now? The trouble you're in? If you so much as leave a mark- Actually. Doesn't matter. You're going to fucking die tonight anyway. No-one will remember you and your little crew.
Gun Park, Goo Kim, Ryuhei Kuroda, Johan Seong , Eli Jang, Xiaolong
Defuse... and then ultimately raze the earth
Hey man, do you really want to do this? You should let Y/N go and no-one will get hurt. No? [sighs] Can't say I didn't try. You're going to regret this.
Sinu Han, Jake Kim, Zack Lee, James Lee
Rescue with minimal-ish damage
Unlike the maniacs above, they don't necessarily want to rack up body count, but also not opposed to a few broken noses and limbs along the way. Consider yourself lucky that all you're left with is a hospital bill.
Daniel Park, Jay Hong, Jace Park, Warren Chae, Hudson Ahn, Jibeom Kwak
Stealth mission
Why work harder when you can work smarter? Enemy infiltration or be a masked vigilante (no, this isn't Batman). Swoop in and out without being seen.
DG, Jihan Kwak
Send third party to rescue
No need to get your own hands dirty, you have practically an army at your disposal. Rescue Y/N. Make sure they are unharmed. Any cut, bruise or even a hair on their head being damaged - you will personally be responsible for. Oh, and make sure to burn the place to the ground after you're done.
Eugene, Samuel Seo
Sub you with someone else
Goo Kim: Can I interest you in my other partner-in-crime? Sure, they're way uglier than Y/N but- No? Ok then. [whips out sword no, not that one]
Vin Jin: Hey fucko, here's Duke Pyeon.
Logan Lee: Take any one of these J-High shitters instead
Doesn't notice you're missing
Vasco Tabasco: Huh?
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