#srry i just NEVER get to ramble like this to my friends
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OMG OMG TWO OF MY FAVORITE WRITERS TOGETHER I CANT BREATHE!!! can i please req a dark eddie x shy innocent girlfriend reader who always keeps to herself and doesn’t talk to anyone (except eddie ofc) bc she has a stutter and has been bullied by jason but she doesn’t tell eddie because she’s afraid of what he’ll do but at lunch when she’s with him and his friends talking jason makes fun of her even making her cry and eddie just loses it! I LOVE YOU!!! srry for rambling😭😍🥰
WE'RE ALSO VERY EXCITED THAT WE'RE TOGETHER and we also can't breathe cause we keep laughing at stupid tiktoks lmaooo
just a heads up, I know you said dark eddie in the fic but it wasn't giving dark to me so I wrote it more traditional, I hope you don't mind. I was gonna have bex do this one but we realized it's a lot like their fic mighty protector so I decided to try my hand at it instead!
warnings: bullying, fluff, jason sucks
When you first transferred here, everyone just thought you were silent; that was what you wanted, actually, but it never lasted long enough. It was only a couple of weeks before you had to say something in front of them, and the longer you waited to speak, the more anxious you were to finally break the silence-- and anxiety was what made your stammer show up in the first place.
In those weeks of silence, Eddie had found a way to fall for you without getting to talk to you at all. Amazingly, even after you humiliated yourself in front of the entire English class and became the laughingstock of Hawkins High, he still asked you out; you rejected him the first time, actually, convinced it was a joke. Then, when you figured out it wasn't a joke, you rejected him again because you were too nervous to say yes.
Technically, you never said yes to that first date... he showed up at your house, with flowers and a blanket and a packed picnic basket, and you joined him on your own front lawn. And yes, he made you stammer-- and blush, and laugh. From that day on, you had a permanent seat at the Hellfire table at lunch, with Eddie's arm draped over your shoulders.
Of course, not every day could be perfection. There was still Jason.
"Hey, freaks," Jason greeted you all as he walked by, looking incredibly proud of that incredibly low-hanging fruit.
"Keep moving, shitstain," Dustin called back with a roll of his eyes.
"That's rich coming from you, freshman-- did you just get out of diapers or what?" Jason retorted.
For some reason, that really pissed you off, probably because you could remember being new here too. You knew you shouldn't say anything-- you hardly ever did, knowing what would happen if you opened your mouth-- but for once you wanted to speak up for something you cared about. Or, someone. You put all your concentration into the words on your tongue, clenching your fists and praying to any god that would listen to just. not. stutter.
"B-b-back off!" you blurted out. The whole table, and Jason's crew of jocks, went silent. Then, they started laughing.
Your face heated up and your eyes watered as you looked down. "Nice one, d-d-d-d-dork!" Jason imitated with a loud cackle. Dustin and Mike looked guilty, like it was somehow their fault; Eddie started to get up out of his seat at the table, but you squeezed his shoulder.
"D-don't," you whispered to Eddie. "He's j-j-just trying t-to get you in t-trouble. L...Lll--"
You were gonna say 'leave him alone', but 'L's were the hardest. You didn't stammer on this, specifically, but you got... stuck. And you hated it most of all, it made you feel like a complete lllllloser.
"Oh, look-- I bet she's whispering sweet nothings in his ear," Jason noticed you talking to your boyfriend, putting on a mocking impression with a high-pitched voice as he continued: "D-d-d-do me, Munson!"
A hand on his shoulder wasn't nearly enough to stop Eddie after that; he all but leapt out of his seat and pounced on Jason, taking him to the ground.
He got a few hits in, but it was only a few seconds before Jason's douche army was all over him; honestly, they would've probably really hurt him if there hadn't been teachers nearby to break it up.
The other thing about teachers being nearby, though, is that they saw Eddie technically 'start it.' Of course, they'd never give detention to a basketball star like Carver, and they were always looking for excuses to bust the stoner-slash-super-senior.
You tried to sweeten the deal, though, as repayment for him getting himself detention to defend your honor: you wrote him a note that you paid another delinquent to smuggle in to him.
Hey Ed,
I know I should say this to you in person, but I wanted it to be perfect, no stutters.
I love you.
~
Your heart was already racing as you waited for him to be released from detention; when you saw him burst through the front doors and come bounding towards you, you stood up from where you'd been sitting on the steps outside.
"My-- my poor b-boyfriend," you cooed as he wrapped you in a bear hug and kissed the top of your head.
"Didn't miss me too much while I was incarcerated, did you?" he smirked.
"D-d-desperately," you replied. "D-did you... get my note?"
He smiled. "Yeah."
You pouted a little, getting nervous. "D-do you have... anything to... say t-to it? I m-mean, what I said..."
"I won't respond to what you said until you say it," he insisted.
"Eddie!" you whined.
"C'mon, princess, loud and proud," he demanded.
"B-but I wanted it to be p-p-perfect!" you complained, your heart racing as you just knew you would mess it up if you tried to say it right to his face like this. Shutting your eyes, you took a deep breath; praying didn't work last time, so you just said it a thousand times in your head like you wanted it to come out: I love you Eddie, I love you Eddie, I love you-- "I llllllove you, Eddie."
You cringed as you heard your impediment come through, but then you softened when you felt Eddie's lips press to yours. Smiling into it, you wrapped your arms around his neck and embraced him. "Sounded perfect to me, princess," he whispered. "I love you, too."
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What’s the white fang? Srry i don’t watch rwby
The White Fang is an organization made up of an in-universe minority group, the Faunus, who use violent (but successful) means in the hopes of achieving a set goal, being getting basic fucking rights for their people who, up until around the time the show begins if I recall, were being ENSLAVED.
But while in the first 3 seasons they were treated as Team Rocket Grunt: Black People Metaphor edition for our white mains to beat around, around volume 4 things quickly became incredibly sickening for me.
First of all, introductions of characters such as Fennec, Corsac, and Ilia— all of whom are non white characters even outside of their Faunus heritage, the former two being Muslim-coded and the ladder Lakota respectively— and said Lakota girl coming from a not-too privileged standpoint of someone who was orphaned by human doings, when her parents died in a mining accident that was never prevented by the company they worked for.
These characters are BAD Faunus, portrayed as violent and with the two Muslim-coded characters being portrayed as weirdly cult-y? (one basically kills himself/gets himself killed for the cause. I wish i was joking*) and the indigenous girl needing to be tamed by her much whiter friend due to her having been protesting “wrongly.” Indigenous people who protest against their treatment are to this day (as the bigotry and oppression faced by native peoples hasn’t gone away one bit) labeled terrorists.
The White Fang… are written to be terrorists. Terrorists who just want to take over the other and rule because “they (Faunus) are the dominant species.” This straight up sounds like propaganda you’d hear on the news during 2020. Shoot me.
The allusive leader of the white fang is barelt a character because she gets fridged the moment we see her and yet there is something to be said about her allusion. She is based of Shere Khan, a character from The Jungle Book,
written by the same guy that wrote the infamously racist “White Man’s Burden” poem in support of colonization and social Darwinism.
And then we get to Adam. Arguably the character apart of the white fang we saw THE MOST of, who in season 5 is suddenly this cruel, heartless asshole who only wants the Faunus to take over the white people I mean the humans.
And then in the season AFTERWARDS it’s revealed oh he never cared about the Faunus AT ALL HE JUST WANTED POWER BECAUSE HES JUST AN ABUSIVE ASSHOLE CUNT AND BTW you know the scene? The scene the writers included so that the viewers REALLY got just how evil Adam truly was?
They revealed Adam got fucking branded in the eye like a slave would be in 1800’s America. I wish I was kidding I really really wish. Branded with the initials of a human-owned, rich white company with… a German name. Schnee. Why do I point this out?
The name, Adam, is a Jewish name. It’s Hebrew. Fuck this show.
(sorry this is super rambly Anon just this topic makes me really mad in particular. Again, sorry!)
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*I worded this wrongly. He simply died for the cause, not outright offed himself or anything. My mistake. Still not a good look at all, but mistakes are to be corrected when I see them.
And no, this is not me trying to be some… “abuse apologist” for fictional characters. I am simply pointing out the fact the character was written this way, but also, what such a decision reflects onto the rest of the story. Plus… the (frankly poorly handled, that’s another day’s discussion) abuse storyline isn’t what we’re talking about. It’s the fucking racist writing perpetuated in this show.
But similarly to how it went in the show, the abuse storyline was able to cover up the racism for most people, as it nearly did me on an initial rewatch. Just like how Hama’s justifiable feelings towards the Fire nation were covered up by her blood-bending other people. The Flag-smashers’ ideals being covered up by them being terrorists. Killmonger wanting to improve the lives of black peoples globally being partially covered up by… you get the point.
Reblogs are turned of on this post for the meantime because I don’t want to start drama on what is meant to be a fairly harmless poll. Sorry for that.
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nights like these
summary: tommy’s feeling down. how did he get so lucky to have a friend like phil?
C! characrers ler!phil(he/him), lee!tommy(he/xey/they),
strictly platonic, nsfw & shippers leaves.
warnings: none, i believe. All soft & gentle tkls in this :]
word count: 931
this rlly has more of the lead up to the tkling than the tkls itself srry ig ?😭
My Last fic of 2022!
Tommy was scared.
He didn’t know why, he was just scared. It was a gut feeling, something bad is going to happen.
They got this feeling a lot, ever since exile they usually never had a good feeling. They hardly ever smiled anymore unless he was with somebody he fully trusted.
Tommy was usually found wandering the main parts of the smp, often trying to find somebody because he was bored. But today he found himself walking around far off in the snow, despite not really wearing anything warm. They weren’t looking for anybody, and had no plans to find someone. He wanted to avoid everybody, the fear of anything bad happening was strong and he didn’t want it to happen.
Until someone found him.
“Tommy?”
Tommy’s demon tail perked, he was ready to start running. This may not be good. Xey looked up to meet who had called his name.. Phil.
Tommy exhaled; he was safe.
“Tommy, what are you doing out here like this? You’re gonna freeze to death— here, come with me.” Phil spoke, protectively wrapping a wing and an arm around the younger. Tommy never spoke a word, he just shivered. He hadn’t realized he was near Phil & Techno’s cabin, there was an apology ready to leave their mouth whenever they got to the cabin; xey hated intruding. Phil knew this.
“Before you say anything, you’re not intruding,” Phil said, opening the door to his cabin and having Tommy sit on a bed. Phil got blankets and pillows and Tommy immediately wrapped himself in them. Phil sat next to him, wrapping his wing around the younger.
“You alright, mate?” Phil questioned, “you seem off, and not just from the cold.” Tommy debated whether or not he should answer truthfully, bringing his knees up to his chest and wrapping his arms around them. He decided to lie.
“Yeah, I’m alright. I… I can go, now, I’m okay, p-promise.” Phil noticed the way Tommy started speaking quicker as he fidgeted with his fingers, the younger blonde avoided eye contact. Phil could read Tommy like a book and he knew he was lying. He wasn’t okay.
“You can tell me the truth, y’know. I’m not judging. And if I was, I’d be a horrible father, wouldn’t I?” Tommy faced the ground, a small smile forming on his face before returning to more a blank look. He sighed, xey weren’t getting out of this.
“I don’t know, I’ve just.. been living in fear, a lot. A constant gut feeling that something bad will happen. I’ve had this ever since I was exiled from L’manberg, and I hate it! I hate living in fear, Phil..” Tommy rambled. He didn’t mean to start ranting. “S-sorry..” He then leaned closer to Phil, resting xeir head on his shoulder.
“Wh- Mate, why are you sorry? You don’t have to apologize for telling me what’s making you upset.” The older’s words were calm, he spoke in a gentle tone as he placed a hand around Tommy and on their shoulder as a gesture to comfort.
Tommy wrapped his arms around Phil and began to sob softly. Phil pulled the younger into a hug, slowly rubbing xeir back. “You’re alright, mate. Nothing bad will ever happen to you as long as I’m here. You’re safe. I promise. I’m not going anywhere.” Phil spoke softly, Tommy shook in his arms. Phil hated seeing the boy like this, and he swore to himself he was going to murder that green bastard Dream for making Tommy like this. Phil made a promise— he would protect Tommy with his life.
Tommy eventually stopped crying, the shaking ended and he was calm. He didn’t feel scared. He wasn’t panicked. He didn’t feel terrible. He felt safe. They relaxed into Phil’s arms, sighing contently and resting his head against the older’s chest. Phil started to lightly trace shapes— stars and hearts, mostly— into Tommy’s back, around where xeir back meets their side. Tommy flinched, tensing for a second before relaxing again. Phil stopped.
“No.. keep going.. helping..” Tommy mumbled against Phil’s chest, making the older smile as he started tracing shapes again. The sun began to set by then. Phil brought his other hand to scratch lightly at Tommy’s sides, causing the younger to giggle quietly.
“Alright, mate?” Phil asked, Tommy nodded. Xey didn’t talk much, nor did they really even move. It truly was helping xem. Phil moved one of his wings to go under Tommy’s shirt and brush against his bare stomach.
“Phihil,” Tommy giggled, curling in on himself but allowing the tickling to happen. Phil smiled fondly, noticing Tommy’s tail start to slowly sway back and forth.
“What’s up, Toms? You okay?” He carded a hand through Tommy’s hair, using the other to continue the light scratching at xeir sides while his wing stayed at their stomach.
“Ihit tihihickles..” Tommy muttered, hiding his bright pink face against Phil’s chest.
“It’s supposed to,” Phil responded, now playing with Tommy’s hair. Tommy melted in Phil’s arms, xeir soft laughter filled the room. Phil slowed back to light tracing, and stopping the tickling with his wing. Tommy’s tail flicked up, back down, and went back to swaying.
“Thahank you, Phil..” Tommy looked up at Phil. The teen had a shy smile on his face, a pink hue dusted on xeir cheeks and nose. “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome, Toms. I’m always here for you. Always.” Phil’s tone was gentle. The sun had set.
All of Tommy’s fear was wiped away, he felt safe. He finally, for the first time in so long, felt safe.
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Five's a Crowd
Pairing: Jonathan x Reader
Summary: Jonathan can't keep his eyes off you, and Argyle decides to step in. But after a stupid mistake, Jonathan finds out how you really feel about him.1.9k words
Warnings: swearing, one mention of sex but not 18+, drug use, lovesick Jonathan, Mike and Will (idk I just felt the need to tell you)
//i've been so excited to write this, Jonathan is one of my favorite characters, I love him so much but that's not the point. Jonathan is very defensive in this imagine but is also madly in love. He also has a staring problem but that's probably canon and me too tbh. srry I'm rambling. ALSO!! ROBIN FIC THIS WEEKEND I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED.
"Are you serious right now? Just talk to her!" Argyle examined his "weeder"/weed-shaped bird feeder and made some slight edits while Jonathan attempted to focus on the wooden project in front of himself. He couldn't stop staring at you from across the room, the way you stared at your book with deep focus, it was breathtaking.
"You don't get it! I've only been with Nancy, and that was messy enough! I'm terrible at talking to girls." Jonathan looks at his project, semi-satisfied with his creation. Argyle rolled his eyes and sat beside him.
"Sounds like you're in desperate need of a new woman, some well-deserved hanky panky. Cough cough, with Y/n." Jonathan sputtered something along the lines of "gross" and shoved him lightly.
"Dude, I'm not just looking for…that. I'm looking for a solid relationship with her!" Argyle nodded, watching him put his head down on the table.
"So tell her that, man! Tell her you wanna be more than friends. I've seen the way she looks at you when you aren't paying attention." Jonathan just rolled his eyes. How could someone so beautiful have any interest in a lowlife like him? You had so much ahead of you, and he'd be lucky if he graduated at this point.
"You're just telling me these things to make me ask her out! I've never asked anyone out before. I bet you she doesn't even like me as a friend." he held his head in his hands with a heavy exhale. Argyle pats his back sympathetically. "Dude, she literally babysat your little brother a few times. She obviously likes you!" Argyle pushed his long hair out of his face and watched his nervous friend. His eyes were trained on you, the way you twirled your pencil in between your fingers. It made him imagine what those fingers would feel like in his hair, massaging his scalp as he lay in your lap.
"So? She could just like babysitting or something?" Jonathan shrugged it off, watching Argyle jump up. He always was a tad bit dramatic.
"Are you serious right now? Dude no chick would babysit a guy's little brother if she didn't have a big fat crush on him! You need to clear your mind and just go for it." Argyle set the weeder on the table and said his goodbyes right before class ended.
That conversation was long forgotten because not even a week later, Jonathan, Argyle, Mike, Will, and you, were packed into the Surfer Boy van looking for any sign of El. You'd met El before, but you didn't know much about her other than her name and what she looked like. "Why is it so important that we go after her? Why don't we call the police and let them deal with it? I know she's your sister but we don't even know where we're going!" You were very confused and worried that the van would run out of gas and leave you stranded in rural California.
"You don't understand! El has powers and bad people are searching for her. We need to get her back before something happens to her!" Mike was quick to defend her. That sentence made your brain hurt.
"We missed several steps here, El has…powers?" You rubbed your face in exhaustion. You'd been on the road for hours already.
"Y/n, can you just for once accept that there are things you don't know about? The sooner you open your mind, the sooner you'll understand." Jonathan snapped at you, he had been driving for 7 hours. He was tired, but it was rude nonetheless. He'd never snapped at you before.
"Well excuse me for asking. Next time you ask me to go anywhere I'll say no." You didn't want to be involved in the first place, but when Will and Jonathan were upset, it made you upset.
"Yeah whatever, next time I won't ask you to come." he gripped the steering wheel harshly. Argyle was practically tearing his hair out at the argument he was witnessing.
You were cringing at Jonathan's harsh words. You couldn't believe what you were hearing. Jonathan had never said anything like this in your presence, let alone to your face. You turned to face the window, the passenger seat next to your crush becoming your worst nightmare. Jonathan was staring at the road ahead with brooding eyes, his knuckles turning white from the hard grip.
Will and Mike looked between you two, feeling the obvious bad tension between Jonathan and you. Argyle was freaking out in the back, worried that his friend just ruined his chance with his crush. "Stupid, stupid, stupid," he mumbled to himself. As much as he loved his smart, nervous, terribly lonely friend…he was five seconds from smacking him upside his head.
Jonathan pulled over after another hour on the road for a short break before Argyle would take the wheel. Jonathan stood near the side of the van, looking off into the distance. Argyle took this opportunity to have a little chat with him.
"So, how are you feeling?" He tried to gently approach the subject of you. Jonathan shrugged. "Just tired, why?" he ran a hand through his long hair.
"No reason. It's just that maybe you need to apologize to a certain someone." He trailed off, taking a hit from his blunt. "A certain someone who offered to help you with no second thought…" he exhaled smoke into the air. "A certain woman who happens to be staring daggers at you right now…" he chuckled when he saw you struggling to keep your eyes off of Jonathan.
He rolled his eyes. "What do you mean? I didn't do anything." Jonathan was so out of it that he hadn't realized how harsh he had been when telling you off. Argyle looked taken aback.
"Hold up, rewind. This is not you, man. I remember you snapping at her. You told her that you'd never take her anywhere again and that she's a know-it-all. That doesn't sound very "loverboy", does it?" Argyle took another hit and leaned against the van.
"Fuck, I really said that? God, I'm so stupid. Now she'll never want to give me a chance." Jonathan put his head in his hands, ignoring the snickering coming from Mike and Will.
"I doubt it. She's hanging out with Mike and Will and she's been staring at you this entire time. She clearly cares a little bit." Jonathan watched you talk to his little brother, it made his heart soar when he saw how much you cared for him and the people around him.
Man, he royally fucked up.
Before Argyle could get another word in, Jonathan was storming across the street to reach you, Will, and Mike. "Hey guys, can you leave us alone for a second?" They left, beelining for the van.
"Took you long enough," Will mumbled to Jonathan before catching up to Mike. Jonathan cringed to himself and took in a deep breath, his chest feeling very heavy all of the sudden.
You glanced at him, your arms crossed across your chest. "Everything okay?" despite his lashing out earlier, you weren't too offended by his words. He sighed in response.
"Everything's fine I just need you to listen, okay? You don't have to say anything because I know I don't deserve forgiveness for yelling at you earlier. I'm so sorry for getting angry at you today, I don't know what got into me. I didn't mean to upset you, I didn't mean to sound so horrible. I'm tired, it's no excuse but that might have something to do with it. I hope I didn't upset you, it wasn't my intention." Jonathan examined your face for any signs of anger, sadness, or anything.
"No, don't worry about it! I know you're stressed." you put a hand on his shoulder, it felt like second nature the minute you opened your mouth. "Don't beat yourself up about it, I know you didn't mean any of it." You could have said anything and it would have made Jonathan melt. However, he didn't believe you when you told him it was alright.
"No Y/n. You don't deserve this, any of this. I should have left you in California where you'd be safe. And I shouldn't have yelled at you like that, I'm such a dumbass-"
You couldn't take it anymore, seeing him worry and grovel. You kissed him, your soft lips connected with his. He froze up for a second before his hands found their way to your waist. "What was that?" he chuckles breathlessly.
"You're not a bad guy, Jonathan. You're doing your best and you know damn well I would rather be with you than in stupid California. Could you imagine me getting through a school day without our little smoke breaks?" He found himself laughing for the first time since they left Cali. It was true, you both found a spot behind the bleachers in a less populated area of the school to talk and smoke for a little while. It was his favorite part of the day. Hell, he wouldn't even go to school if he knew you wouldn't be there.
"Yes, you were a little mean, but I've snapped at you many times and you haven't given up on me. I'm here to stay whether you like it or not." You watched him smile. Jonathan wasn't the most outgoing guy, but his smile was bright enough to light even the darkest days.
You pulled him in for a longer kiss, your hands holding onto his shirt for as long as he'd let you. "Does this mean you like me?" Jonathan asked, his hopes almost as high as Argyle right now.
"Yes, and I accept your apology. Let's go save El, who has powers and many bad guys coming after her. Still makes no sense." you held his hand as you two walked back to the van, the bright Cali sun burning through your light clothing as your body felt warm and heated from the lovely conversation with Jonathan.
Argyle was leaning out of the driver's side window. "Did you two finally make up or do I have to step in?" You rolled your eyes and pecked Jonathan's cheek.
"Finally, I'm done being your wingman. You're very frustrating, you know that? You help a guy out and then he screams at the lady he loves, typical." With that, Argyle drives off, quickly going 30 miles over the speed limit. It's a wonder how the police haven't pulled him over yet.
"Finally you can stop moping around all day because of her." He laughed when Jonathan got offended. "Really?" he let out a sigh. "Yeah, mopey dick." He turned to face the road again.
"Now, remind me. Where are we going again?"
//so yeah robin fic this weekend, and some billy headcanons sometime next week! Glad to be posting more lol
#jonathan byers#jonathan byers x reader#jonathan byers fluff#stranger things netflix#stranger things#stranger things argyle#mike stranger things#will byers#hawkins#jonathan byers angst
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HI ITS ME CHRONIC PAIN ANON BACK AGAIN... here's my thoughts on who of the human cast is Aware That They Have Chronic Pain Issues. srry ppl were discussing and im like, Wow, Time For Me In Hc Central
june's issues start to really develop and get bad post-game (in my headcanons), so for a long period of time she literally has no one to talk to about it bc she's self-isolating. she eventually tells nannasprite about it when nanna is guilt-tripping her into getting up (nanna voice: Whatever works, hoohoo!), and nanna is like. this is my only granddaughter. i will do whatever i can for her. (i love june & nanna's dynamic. could u tell.) jasprose also is like GIRL!!! You Are In Pain!!! nanna & jasprose team up of the century to get june egbert to Acknowledge Her Problems
dave NO clue NO idea WILL not talk about it. maybe EVENTUALLY tells karkat about it but i don't think she ever seeks out a diagnosis or tries to get one. hes got old ingrained trauma about seeing doctors, which is something he's trying to get over, but like, he already has 4 bajillion other things to unpack about his childhood and healthcare systems are not historically good about chronic pain, a dismissal of their symptoms might set them back in that regard. they're just homebrewing this shit for now.
rose: yeah, she knows. she doesn't talk about it in those terms, though. instead of saying "i have a horrible migraine and cannot get out of bed" she tells kanaya to text the gc that she's afflicted by the Broodfester Woes and cannot join them this evening. theyve sort of picked up by now what that means but she thinks it's funnier this way.
jade: HMMM. i think she put herself through her denial paces but actually i think going grimbark essentially caused her to not feel her chronic pain (a side effect of condy's semi-control over her body), and when she got shunted back into her body she had to face the reality where she DIDNT hurt all the time like wow thats how ppl normally feel? what the fuck????
jane: oh absolutely fucking not does not know. unlike jade, his pain got WORSE during crockertier. yet it still takes literally two decades for him to finally acknowledge that his stuff is NOT normal and the fact that her whole friend group has chronic pain doesn't help, which kind of sucks. jane voice: well sometimes i can get out of bed when i have a headache and rose can't, so clearly its not the same (as if jane doesn't force himself out of bed even when he really shouldnt!!!). roxy has to be the one to tell him.
roxy: yeah she knows it's chronic pain. she's been worried about getting cirrhosis for years, and so has been keeping up to date on her physical health as a result. she figured it out pretty quickly after a couple flareups. trickster mode made it worse for her.
dirk: hal has been telling him for YEARRRRRRRRS that his carpal tunnel is just that, carpal tunnel. and yet. AR: Dirk, if you do not take better care of yourself, you are never going to be capable of building me a body of my own. TT: 1. I'm fine. 2. I'm not building you a body anyways, so the point is moot. anyways he accepts it during the game bc he's like you know what. might as well admit it to myself. good thing, too, because it only gets worse after a couple decapitations.
jake: has pretty much always known, deep down, but like. she lives on an ISLAND. the hell is he going to do about it? no, better not to think about it. someday they'll be able to deal with it, but that day isn't today, and theres so much to do. so he represses it DEEPLY. normal action hero jake english doesn't have chronic pain, of course. she's a heroic manly lead, after all... (the deconstruction of that mindset sort of makes them acknowledge it, though.)
ANYWAYS I JUST RAMBLED AT YOU FOR A COUPLE HUNDRED WORDS HOPE U HAVE, A GOOD DAY/NIGHT/WHAT EVER
YYAYYY no you're so good nonnie thank u forever and ever
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imagine a season 4 drizzle au tumblr simulator lol that's so niche nobody would like that
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One of my roommates is crying in the other room while I'm rehearsing a number for my dance class. Having roommates really sucks! :(
#If they make me flunk out of NYADA #I will never let them hear the end of this. #Rachel rambles
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I think getting scolded by your boss at your job at VOGUE.com is incredibly unfair. I need to keep my colleagues in the know. I should not be punished for this. Nobody tell my boss I said this I'm the only one in my apartment who works.
#so what if it doesn't pertain to the job #these 40 year olds are my friends #and with the life i currently have someone needs to know okay!
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anonymous asked: AITA for cheating on my boyfriend? He was being super neglectful and focusing on his job, which he doesn't even need because I have a lot of money and could provide for him because I'm a great boyfriend. I didn't have any other choice because he refuses tobcommunicate. It wasn't even that serious, and I feel really bad about it, but he won't take me back. He even throws away the hand made cards I make him.
🌆 aita-nyada answered:
what do these acronyms mean?
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🐤 bowties-with-pride Follow
I'm seriouslu goign to do it tjis time he threw away ome of tje notes I spent twenty minutes of class time on,. It even had an origami swan witj it.
#TW suicide threat #TW abusive behavior
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🪽 songbirdpez Follow
Bullying him is so fucking funny like it's unreal
#I cope with my break up like a normal person #By bullying people I know on Tumblr
anonymous asked: Maybe it was the bowties that made him break up with you? I'm p sure he's fine with cheating, just not bowties
🐤 bowties-with-pride answered: Hwo dare yuo. Stop lying abour him he lovesd my bowties okay he Bought me one for Christmas. And he hates chesting that's why he hates me and broke up witj me and wants me to die
#TW bullying #TW anonymous hate #TW lies #Asks!
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I love being the only normal one in my friend group
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🐍 garbageface2 Follow
WHY ARE THYE SO FUCKING HAPPY IHOPE YOU DIE WHY DOES SHE LIKE MY RICHER COUSIN THIS IS THE FUCKING WORST
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🐱 unicat Follow
Date with sugar at breadstix was really nice there was a bug in my spaghetti and his name is Gerald and he tasted really good
💰 spoonfulof Follow
awwww im srry bby :((((( i should have my daddy buy breadstix and also every single bug so that never happens again!!!!!
🐱 unicat Follow
It actually tasted better this way
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i saw you last night (in my dream)
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note: HII I HAD A LONG DAY ! srry for posting this late.. also this might be like a little all over the place ok gn !! enjoy the rest of ur week ^^!!
the girls were tired. after making their way through the bustling and eclectic city of gloss angeles, they expected that saving ken would be easy–yet here they were. they felt like they’d done it all—only to fail at saving ken. instead, they ended up trapped in some so-called “fairy spheres.” god knows how many hours they’d spent trying to break out. carrie and taylor tried everything until their powers gave out.
barbie and raquelle would be stuck together till the end of time if they didn’t figure out how to escape, an idea they weren’t fond of. they sat lost in thought, each examining the ornate design of the orbs in hopes that they’d be able to come up with something.
raquelle noticed how barbie’s expression dropped suddenly. she couldn’t stop staring, furrowing her brows at the way her smile disappeared, taking the light of the room with it. everything started feeling darker and colder. reacting automatically, raquelle got closer to her a little hesitantly. “hey, is everything alright?" raquelle asked, attempting to hide the concern in her voice.
the blonde could only sigh in response. she lowered her head slightly, hiding the red on her face from the unexpected question. a few moments later, barbie looked up, "i can't believe we failed."
seeking to comfort the girl, raquelle sat next to her, “no, you did everything you possibly could, we all did.” the raven-haired girl expressed earnestly, her eyes fixed on the blonde beside her. barbie rambled on some more, going on about how she’d never be able to be with ken again. at this, raquelle frowned–something the other girl took note of–and a moment later, she started giggling. barbie felt her heart stop for a moment, raquelle’s laugh mending her heart ever-so-slightly.
“are you laughing?” barbie asked, confused. “i’m sorry! it’s just… if you told me yesterday we’d be stuck in a tiny cage together for who knows how long, I’d have sworn we would’ve killed each other… but now, i’m not happy we’re stuck, but the being with you part, i actually don’t mind it!” raquelle confesses in an attempt to lighten the mood, a light pink hue dusting her cheeks. the blonde is quick to agree with a slight blush creeping up her face.
“why has it always been so bad between us? i feel like from the minute we met, you’ve always had it in for me.” barbie wonders.
“are you kidding? it’s the total opposite! the minute we met, you decided i wasn’t good enough for you.” raquelle replies with a minuscule hint of harshness, buried feelings daring to show face.
“what, why would i do that?” barbie asks sincerely.
“because you’re the queen of the school! you’re pretty, you’re smart, you’re popular, you’re talented! i totally wanted to be your friend but you weren’t interested! you never said a word to me and you certainly never invited me to eat lunch with you.” raquelle rambles.
“invited you to eat lunch with me? everytime i smiled at you, you’d glare and turn away!” barbie replies, a glint of sadness swimming in her eyes. the two continued arguing, each letting their feelings and insecurities out, aiming to understand each other better.
at one point, raquelle admits “maybe i was a little insecure, maybe i am a little insecure sometimes… so maybe when i thought you didn’t like me i started being mean to you so i’d be the one doing the rejecting.” the blonde gives her an understanding smile as she approaches her, “remember i said maybe.”
“then, maybe i should’ve tried harder to be your friend, i really wanted to! when you first came to school i was dying to get to know you.” and i hoped we could’ve been something more, she thinks, though she’d never admit it. raquelle gives her a doubtful look, questioning the blonde’s words. barbie rambled on about things she admired about the other girl.
as their conversation flowed, they both realized their feelings for each other, though neither would dare to bring that up. after clearing their previous insecurities and miscommunications, barbie felt like everything was falling into place. suddenly, her vision faded into black. she was awoken by her alarm.
dear diary,
i had such a strange dream last night! i was with raquelle (of all people?!?!) in some sort of... fairy city..? i don't remember many details, but honestly, it was fun! Something that stuck out to me is that raquelle was surprisingly genuine (and endearing as always)..! i wish she were as sweet in real life as in my dream. i wish we could be civil with each other, at least. becoming friends sounds good too, though i’d always hope for something more, you know me.
love,
barbie
after jotting down the few things she remembered from her dream, barbie called her bestie, ken, still a little dazed. "ken! yeah, everything's okay! i feel like i just had the weirdest dream! you did too? yeah! wally's! half-hour." the call ends.
while getting ready to meet up with ken, barbie's mind was filled with nothing but raquelle. nothing new, she thinks, sensing a wide range of emotions spark when the girl invades her thoughts. she brushes her hair slowly and gently, saddened because whatever happened was just a dream–no more, no less.
after a few final touches, barbie goes out the door, looking a little brighter–if possible–since she'll get to talk about her dream with ken. once she arrives, she sits at their usual table and is greeted by a familiar face.
"hey, i already ordered for you. how're you feeling? i love your outfit!" the man says, eager to hang out with his friend.
“hi, ken. thank you! i'm... okay? i guess? i don't know..." barbie replies, lost in thought.
"is it because of the dream?" he asks curiously.
"i think so... i can't remember any of the details. it's like- it's almost there, but i can't grab it!" she says with a rather frustrated tone.
as they continue discussing, they realise their dreams featured carrie and taylor–barbie's stylists. at this, barbie takes the opportunity to mention her, "the really weird thing is, i have this incredibly strong feeling that in the dream raquelle and i, we were friends!"
ken laughs at this and questions barbie, "friends?"
"yeah, like she'd ever let that happen!" she replies with a vaguely disappointed tone.
as they continue joking around, they stop talking abruptly when a familiar face appears. raquelle. "hey! mind if i join you? I had a feeling you were gonna be here."
“sure! go ahead.” barbie replied promptly with a cheery tone, trying to keep her cool. at this, the raven-haired girl sat next to her. flustered at raquelle’s sudden action, barbie’s cheeks flushed, her brain trying to conjure up something to say. “really? you’re not gonna sit with ken and flirt with him?” the blonde asked trying to lighten the mood, though she was genuinely confused, she was used to raquelle’s attitude and habits after all.
raquelle sits next to barbie, a little too close for comfort, but she doesn’t mind it that much. “why would i do that? he’s your boyfriend! oh, your outfit is really cute, where’d you get it?” the blonde gives her a questioning look, “what is it?” raquelle asks.
“oh it’s nothing, it’s just, you’re being really nice to me! believe me, i like it! it’s just… different.” barbie speaks earnestly. “i know, it’s weird, i don’t really get it either, but i had this dream last night, and i can’t remember the details, but i woke up feeling like we’re friends! good friends!” raquelle replies, piquing barbie’s interest and drawing a blushy smile from her.
“i had a dream like that too! weird…” the blonde speaks with a giddy tone, and the other girl agrees, they continue noting similarities when their conversation is interrupted by carrie and taylor, “hey, we thought we might catch the two of you here together!”
“you did?” barbie wonders out loud, knowing that her stylists knew of her history with raquelle. “we wanted to stop in and say goodbye, we reconnected with an old friend, so we’re going to spend some time in our hometown. it was great hanging out with you both though, goodbye now!” the stylists spoke, their tone getting higher by the second.
“hanging out with you? but i barely even know you.”, raquelle inquired.
caught red-handed, the stylists quickly ushered out of the restaurant saying their goodbyes. confused, the three friends got up from their seats, chasing after them. once they went outside, it felt like the girls had disappeared. disappointed, barbie went back to their table with ken and raquelle following suit.
“sooo looks like your stylists skipped town! guess we know one star won’t shine as brightly on the next red carpet” mocked raquelle. barbie’s smile was replaced by a gloomy expression, and the other girl immediately responded, “oopise! guess old habits die hard, girlfriend!” she bumps the blonde’s shoulder. they all laugh in response, a sense of comfort fills the air and they all go back to enjoying their meals.
after barbie is done, she pipes up, “guys, isn’t it weird though? i’m really worried about taylor and carrie. they were acting so strange and they left so abruptly.” ken nods in agreement, “i have this gut feeling, like they’re hiding something, i don’t know. i mean, first of all, the three of us had oddly similar dreams, and they were present in all of them. not to mention, they knew about you two being on good terms.”
“you’re right. this might be farfetched, but what if they know something we don’t? aren’t you two at least a little curious?” raquelle adds. “i am, plus i’m still worried, you know. when they go out of town they always tell me ahead of time, plus they’ve always invited me to go along too. i’d like to be sure that they’re okay, you know?” barbie responds with a tinge of sadness in her eyes.
“hey barbie, how about this! we should team up and search for them, i’m interested in knowing if they had anything to do with our dream too. it just felt very real to me, it had to be. i’m certain they must be involved somehow. if we look for clues on their whereabouts we all win!” raquelle suggests, wanting to put the girl next to her at ease. “not to mention when we worked together for our last film, i spent a lot of time with carrie behind the scenes. i consider her a close friend now, and i’m really worried for them too.” she continued.
“wow raquelle, who knew you could be this nice!” ken teases. “i’d like to join you guys too.”
barbie giggles at the two as she pulls out a notebook and pen. she writes something down and she slips the note into raquelle’s purse. “you’re right, i shouldn’t sulk around like that. i hope we can get in touch with them soon. i have to get going now, thanks! let’s get together tomorrow!” the blonde gets up and she waves her friends goodbye.
as soon as raquelle got home, she dropped her purse onto one of the mid-century loveseats that furnished her living room, flopping onto it herself right after. she rested her head for a few minutes, trying to shake off the odd feeling that seeing barbie had left in her., she snapped back to reality once she heard meowing.
“oh cleo, i’m sorry, you must be hungry, girl.” she got up and saw a small siamese cat meowing her. she headed to the kitchen, with the feline running around her frantically. once she fed cleo, she went back to the living room to retrieve her purse. she noticed a pink piece of paper right next to it. huh. she reached for it and opened it gently.
dear raquelle,
i’d like to thank you for comforting me today. i’m very interested in working with you to find carrie and taylor. they mean a lot to me. i’ll leave my number here so we can arrange our next meeting:
XX - XXXX - XXXX
i hope we can meet soon.
yours truly,
barbie.
raquelle felt extremely silly, blushing at the fact that barbie gave her her number. was she shy? is this why she just didn’t say it out loud? what if she wants me? oh, don’t be delusional, she’s just worried about her stylists. hey, we’re friends now though, right? should i text her? i’m gonna text her. she took her phone out
raquelle: hey barbie
raquelle: i saw ur note
raquelle: let’s meet tmrrw, we have to discuss how we want to go abt this.
raquelle: btw if u need help picking smth for ur interview i can help u
barbie: good afternoon raquelle
barbie: yeah, how does la maison rose sound?
barbie: i don’t think i mentioned any interview, how’d you know? r u a fan?
barbie: i would appreciate it tho, js to be sure! (*ᵔ◡ᵔ)
raquelle: shut up, it’s not like that
raquelle: that sounds good. let’s meet there for breakfast. i can help u w the outfit after that. barbie: perfect, tysm (๑>◡<๑)
barbie: see u tmrrw, bye bye !!
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#a fairy secret#barbie#barbie x raquelle#wlw#lesbian#barbie: a fairy secret#lgbtq#cute#girlfriends !!!#gfs#dreamgirl
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LUVULUVU HI I HOPE U DONT MIND IF I GHIBLI RAMBLE FOR A BIT, IK U LIKE ASKS N STUFF LIKE DAT
SO I JUST FINISHED WATCHING THE CAT RETURNS IT WAS SO GOOD I LOVED IT SM I ENJOYED EVERY SECOND MY EYES WERE LITERALLY GLUED TO THE SCREEN I WAS AN IPAD KID BRUH I LOVED THOSE LITTLE CATS ON MY SCREEN AUGH ‼️ IT WAS SO GOOD I NEED A SEQUEL (even tho it technically is a sequel supposedly)
IM ALSO SURPRISED ITS OLDER THAN PONYO?? CAUSE LIKE PONYO IS A CHILDHOOD CLASSIC FOR ME,, BUT PONYO JUST FEELS SM OLDER THAN THIS MOVIE. BUT THIS MOVIE CAME OUT 2002 AND PONYO CAME OUT 2008, THAT SURPRISED ME IDK?! THE TONES AND VIBES R SO DIFFERENT
BUT ANYW ANYW YEA!! ik u like ponyo, which encouraged me to come and yap ab my ghibli thoughts to u rn,, and i too love ponyo it is technically my first anime. have you watched the cat returns as well tho?
BC I RECOMMEND IT AUH IM LITERALLY HAVING A HYPERFIXATION FOR NO REASON ITS SO GOOD 😭 to me at least it was rlly fun i loved the characters it was a pretty movie as always, ghibli is beautiful
but anyw yea IM SRRY IF THIS YAP SESSION IS BOTHERSOME u don’t seem to be bothered by ppl talkin to u but im gonna be hesitant just in case. but no like i don’t have much ppl to ramble about this to bc most of my friends r like “ANIME EW” or wtv so im the nerdy one or wtv and i thought “wait what if i share my thoughts with luvu LUVU LIKES PONYO”
NO WAYYYYYYY OMOGMOGMGGM DUDE I LOVE STUDIO GHIBLIB SOOOOOO MUCH I LITERALLY HAVE WATCHED MOST OF THE MOVIESSSSSS AHHHHH
DUDE ok it sucks sm bc theres only so many friends that kno about studio ghibli PONYO IS MY ALL TIME FAVORITE MOVIE OF ALL TIME AND BRUH I HATE PEOPLE HO ARE LIKE EWWW ANIMEEEEE GROW UP BRUHHHH
actually funny enough im not super into anime myself I JUST NEVER COULD GET INTO IT IDK WHY IVE ONLY WATCHED SOME ANIMES EVER BUT STUDIO GHIBLI IS THE ALL TIME TOP 10 BEST THINGS EVERRRRR
ALSO YES :333 I HAVE SEEN THE CAT RETURNS AND I FUCKING LOVED IT I WATCHED IT WITH MY GF AND WE GIGGLED AT HOW SILLY THE MOVIE WASSSS
Also literally Ponyo is my die hard movie if anyone says they love it more than me theyre AI Discord Bot 100% Trust guys
ITS ACTUALLY MY HBO ICON LOLLL
BUT ANYWWAYY IM SO GLAD YOU LIKED IT I LITERALLY CAN GOMY ENTIRE LIFESPAN HAVING A HYPERFIXATION OF GHIBLI MOVIES AND NEVER GET BORED OF IT
ALSO i highly suggest if you watched Cat Returns watch Whisper of the Heart!! Studio Ghibli never really makes "movie part two" BUT the movie CAN SUGGEST a correlation together! ALSO HERES A VIDEO TALKING ABOUT THOSE TWO MOVIES!!! HIGHLY RECCOMEND WATCHING IT
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#post#ask#kizetherz#I LOVE STUDIO GHIBLI#SO MUCH#THIS MADE MY MORNING I LOVE TALKING AQND WATCHING AND LISTENING TO ALL STUDIO GHIBLI FILMS
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i have. a theory. abt tmc. because cesars still alive. so ik cesars probably not an atheist, but it wwould make better sense bc i am IGNORING CANON!!! anyway this alternate is tormenting cesar and trying to give him MAD (whichdoesnt work bc he isn’t religious) and as its almost taken his form itslike oh wait this guys friend is superinto god and shit . hed be so so much easier to kill. and so the alternate lures him to cesars house to kill him . and it ALMOST works this time except mark shoots himself with a fucking DESERT EAGLE which explodes his face entirely before the alternate can copy him so. cant do that. the alternates desperate at this point and just needs literally ANY human to latch on to, and when it finds thatcher its likeOK!! I’LL TAKE THE EMO WHITE BOY!!! and it stalks him, trying to copy his mannerisms and face while he investigates the mark heathcliff case and the murray family case and then. well. vol 333 happens. but unfortunately it turns out this emo is actually USEFUL in gabes plan so now this alternate has to WAIT (again) to take the place of a guy, so it waits. for 17 years. until thatcher isn’t useful anymore and it can FINALLT replace him . srry for rambling in ir inbox btw i just need someoneto sjare tgis theor ywith
OOOOOOH I LIKETHIS ALOT cringefail alternate cant even kill some guy that wears suits huge L. so funny that this alternate just stays losing for 17 years we love to see it!! also YEAH the whole desert eagle thing just. REALLY puts into perspective how hopeless it is to face down an alternate. i will never stop thinking abt how mark mustve felt when multiple rounds of a .50cal bullet just does *nothing*. a bit unrelated but im going to just. lay down another thing thats been bouncing around in my head. i think six *might* be the alternate that thatcher faces down in vol 333 just bc 1: looks a bit like him 2: in every day gets brighter an image of six appears when thatcher says "seeing a perfect copy of you just walk away". thats it thats all the evidence i have LMAO i just havent really seen anyone else talk abt it. i do think theres also some evidence for it being cesar's alt though (specifically mentions cesar and mark along with ruth, as if its listing the people its killed) im not much of a theory guy i just lose my shit over the different ways the characters can be interpreted lol
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I’m reading thru all ur asks (srry for spam liking) and omfg we were all DELULU!!!! WHY DID I ACT LIKE THAT???? Like some shit drm did literally made me upset!!! for good reason!!!!! And then I just went, “well it’s maybe actually not that bad :))” HUH?!?!? Man if u feel uncomfortable w/ someones actions over and over and over maybe ur not too sensitive, maybe they’re the problem. The way I fought for my LIFE defending him. Fortunately I was never rly outspoken abt it. I would like. Reblog things n stuff but I never made my own posts. Also I’m learning all this shit abt critblr and leaktwt and Jewish George and drms family for the first time and I feel like I’m in the school bathroom and the rly gossipy group of girls came in and started talking like I just wanted to piss but now?? Bitch now I’m inVESTED tell me EVERYTHING. ngl when he face revealed I did think he was kinda. ugly. but I tried to be nice abt it 😭😭 idk he’s not even that bad looking I just Don’t Like him. AND IT SUCKS CAUSE TWO OF MY IRL FRIENDS STILL LIKE HIM 😭😭😭 I asked them to not talk abt him or dteam stuff anymore and they did which was nice but Ik they still like him cause they have merch n stuff like PLEASE TAKE OFF THE ROSE COLORED GLASSES AND PUT UR HANDS IN THE AIR. anyways this ask is crazy fucking long but typing that literally made me remember the asks I sent to a certain dream blog and the asks r still up 😀😀 back on topic, sorry for rambling but I had to get this off my chest and I feel like ur like the gossipy therapist friend. Therapist in that I can vent my deep dark secret of being an ex delulu dream stan but gossipy in that u don’t offer advice we just all scream abt crusty white men together peace and love 🫶🫶 also if u have any fun leak or crit drama pleaseee tell me I know almost nothing and I’m nosy and no longer have a guilt complex abt knowing stuff <3333 sorry for the long ask I hope ur day is lovely
i’m laughing out loud at the part that says i don’t offer advice like Yeah i’m just here to fester and seethe 😭 i think to some degree there was also a culture of one upping each other to see who could be crazier/more delusional/nastier in the name of defending dream which you know made people Act Crazy including me but also in just like that but anyway i think that culture probably got exasperated once the idea of dtblr 2.0 was spoken into existence 🤔 i feel for your relationship w ur dream stan friends i think compartmentalizing is honestly your best answer tbh it’s the only way i can answer asks about him without calling him every nasty thing i can think of and even then 😭😭
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chipspeech rambles so i dont explode
hi this is prolly gonna be a long post that makes no sense srry i just need to brainrot dump. but most important thing if ur not weird and you like chipspeech PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE dm me here so i can give you my discord or instagram where i am actually active more ahhhhhh.
ok anyway blue robots woohoo. these little bastards have been stuck in my brain for like a month now and its just gotten worse. the cool thing about chipspeech is it like doesnt entirely go with the rest of the vocal synth/vocaloid fanbase but rather than being its own seperate things its like this neat little extension of it in like multiple ways. it not only is just a really cool software that tried a lot of new cool things that we dont really see with like vocaloid and synthv and stuff but it also kinda shows the history of how we got to the point of modern vocal synth software in a cool way! even if you dont dive into it like i have you still get the basic “oh well voder was made in like 1939 and it had to be operated by hand how cool” and like through chipspeech you kinda get to see the evolution of how we got to where we are now and i think that thats really neat.
but then if youre a nerd like me you get to have a ton of fun diving into all of the history and cool old tech stuff. liking chipspeech has made me find a new interest in old computers/tech/software/videogames do i fully understand how they work? hell no! do i love looking at them and having them explained to me by some dude on youtube? hell yeah!! and like its just so cool to go in and research the machines/softwares that inspired the chipspeech bots because even though its difficult sometimes you get to see these advances made and how each one differs from each other in how it was made, how it was operated, its function, etc. and thats SO. FREAKING. AWESOME. like dude have you seen the video of one of the tests for the votrax?? (the one that bert gotrax is based on) if you havent basically it was made so that people with disabilities so they couldnt talk could have conversations over the phone. they tested it by trying to order a pizza using only the software. it took like 3 tries before someone took them seriously and they got the pizza. and the moment they were like “yeah deliver that to the msu computer center” i got so excited cuz that just felt so badass!! like put yourself in their shoes, its 1974, you’re testing your new speech program, and it finally worked. a room full of people, a camera, a news broadcast (iirc), theyre all watching you struggle to order this pizza and then you finally do it and get to tell them to deliver it at the lab you just proved your intelligence to and fehjvddsujfs i cant explain my thinking but DUDE its just so cooooooolllllll!!!!!!!
but like yeah i need to rant cuz in one of my lovely friend’s words i need to “GET THESE QUEERS OUT OF MY BRAIN!!” (a silly thing my irl said) also like i love the way the voices sound. like yeah sometimes i have no clue what theyre saying but thats not the point of chipspeech!! like vosim has such a nice buzzy voice and like dee no matter their range just sounds so.... great. i dont even know how to describe it it just makes my brain sooooo happy. like sam to most people would be like static weird... idk man but i loooove the staticky sounds theyre just so neat. but its so hard to find nice chipspeech covers/songs. luckily im starting to find how to discover chipspeech stuff but its still so difficult :(
and like fanart and general fan content toooooo how do i find it?? i think the answer is i dont but that makes me sad. cuz the twitters are no longer active and its never been very popular so it doesnt seem like we get much. and literally the only discord server for chipspeech is run by... not-so-great (from what ive seen/heard) people in the fanbase. even if the main accusations arent true it still seems to be a safe space for proshippers which makes me feel icky sooo. help.
anyway im not re-reading through this so like sorry its so long and makes no sense i just need to get chipspeech thoughts out. if you like it PLEASE TALK TO ME!!!! im losing my mind ahhh
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hi :]! I am awake at ungodly times but! I’ve been thinking about uhh sibilance (sibilant sounds?) recently and I forgot the words for the other ones bc I know that’s only the repitition of s sounds at the start of a word etc etc. But sibilant sounds and all that -> it makes me think of poetry even though I think it’s more often in prose? or at least I think I saw it more in prose back when I was doing classes on that kinda thing. idk. I keep accidentally doing it though (not just with s sounds) and wondering what that makes the sentence sound like since it’s usually used to give off a particular vibe and I’m not meaning to give it any particular vibe o(-(
was wondering if u had any opinions on the whole thing -> I do like it bc it makes the sentence flow nicely like a little waterfall or something. although some of them aren’t supposed to right? I feel like some are supposed to sound a little harsh. just pulling from my memory though so idrk .Some make a little ssss sound like a snake 🐍 that’s fun
anyway hope u are doing well ! wishing u the best as always :]
HI BRACKETT sorry im just now getting to this HAHA but ty for reminding me to respond earlier :>
I've never heard about this but its super super cool!!!! alliteration is something i only really explore in small doses as the farther i push it i feel like the more muddled your intent actually gets, which i think is sort of similar to this! (since it's like... alliteration with s but more specifically that sound of s, like a hiss) i've never seen it as a vibe giver persay but more as something that drives you forward -- if you think about the rhythm of a piece, it's going to fall in a very specific way when you get to words with alliteration (usually quicker in my experience) which kind of stops you in your tracks while reading and then reorients you as you continue. it's the kind of thing you want to use either as you build up to a very near peak (like the next line or two you say) OR at the height of your peak, though i would encourage the first one more or at least write that way. but with everything its like do whatever the fuck you want etc etc this is just ! my takes and stuff
rhythm is so fucking hard, like the recent stuff i've worked on has been a nightmare in a rhythmic sense because it mostly is meant to be poetry writing in a prose adjacent style. as a whole ive been thinking more about the small choices people make in poetry, though; was reading a poem that had a very specific stanza break while also having enjambment at that part and i was reading it like ... why is that where you put the stanza break? etc it's really interesting and can be frustrating but u gotta just trust that people write what they wanna write and everything!
but yeah! in terms of vibes i also think that alliteration and similar stuff like sibilance give off that sharper vibe -- if we're looking at alliteration with b or p or k or t is absolutely feels like the kind of thing you announce very crisply which is mostly refreshing, versus s and f and so kind of slow it down OR speed it up in a way that feels like it has a drawl to it. maybe just bc of where i live and the kind of peotry im TRYING to get into more but it gives me US southern energies a bit.
anyway!!! srry for the delay i hope this ramble kinda answered what u were trying to ask me HAHA,thank u for telling mea bout this bc ive literally never heard of this before but it is so so cool!!!!! <3333 always good hearing from u my friend
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Gurll don't feel bad about feeling bad!! I personally don't usually interact with posts because too shy but GURL your normal posts are just as important as your writing!
Speak your mind all you want and don't feel guilty
GURL
srry gotta gurl it out lmao
Also do share your ocs plz
FGHJHGFD LITERALLY NEVER FEEL BAD ABOUT INTERACTING WITH MY POSTS
it'd actually make me feel a lil better bc I'm sitting here with an alright follower count and then my posts get like. two notes. and I admit it's kinda disheartening fghjhgfd. I really don't wanna bother y'all by just Talking so much fghjhgfd
but okay alright digimon ocs!! I dug through my oc tag here and I don't think I've shared them yet so lmao. and yet again I have picrews bc I'm not an artist fghgfd lmao. I don't have one for my self-insert atm so these are the other main characters!
first we have Satoji!
he's pretty shy and doesn't have much ambition; even after digimon begin appearing and he ends up with a partner, all he wants is a quiet, simple life. he's got no idea why he gets dragged into things when so many other people are stronger than he is, but when he realizes he'll have to fight to have a quiet future with his new friends, he's willing to do it. I'm thinking his main partner is a Kapurimon that eventually becomes a Gokuwmon, but I'm also taking the same angle as the video games and letting these characters have more than one digimon lmao.
and then we have Capucine!
she's an up-and-coming musician with a growing following through the internet; because she's had to fight so hard to really start her beloved career, she's a no-nonsense type, very serious, puts her work above all else. she's actually kinda frustrated by the appearance of digimon in the real world, because it's throwing a wrench into her career,,,, but her partner ends up being a SkullMeramon who can rock the guitar, so maybe she doesn't mind too much.
and then finally we've got Rom, My Beloved
he seems to be suspiciously familiar with digimon, knowing far too much about them while they're still new to the rest of humanity. he runs a quiet little blog about them, and it's that blog that ends up bringing all the main characters together. he's very much the type to avoid answering questions, and he's incredibly tough to read, so it takes a long time for everyone to warm up to him; secretly, he's a digital entity himself, one sent by. whoever I decide the villain is lmao. but he ends up getting attached to the heroes and, after admitting he was supposed to cause the end of the world, he decides to vanish instead.
so there's the characters I have so far!! I'm still in the process of piecing the overall story together ofc, especially given that this is an original fanfic instead of finding a spot in canon, so fghjgfd lmao
sorry for rambling lmaooo
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Oh boy... I don't know but the idea of Caesar being Vegapunk's son seems a little tragic for me. I mean if we see it on Vegapunk perspective, he is one of the greatest scientists the whole word had ever seen, so it's maybe obvious that he had a very lonenly life. Yeah sure maybe he had some people to talk with but consider his status... I don't thing he would be close with them. So one day he desides to make a generic modified clone of a human so he could finally have someone to understand him. And he sucessed, he made a healthy clone of a human baby (with goat horns witch is a mystery even for him) marking it one of the most wonderfull day of his life.
The first years I thing would have been really nice for Vegapunk and bb Caesar (even if Vegapunk had zero clue how to raise a baby and had panic attacks every time he lost Caesar in the lad). He was really happy watching Caesar grow up, calling him dad, showing pictures and drawings or having intrest in science or whatever project he was working on at that point. He was really happy he had a family. But then when he started to work for the Word Gorvement everything change, he was starting to have less and less time for his son to the point it would take weeks to see each other in person. He maybe tried to make up for it but seeing Caesar's sad and angry face everytime he had to live again he knew it wasn't enough.
Eventually the years when by and they drift away even further until Caesar joins the word gorvement as a scientist. Vegapunk saw it as great opportunity to reconnect with him since they'll working together. Sandly it didn't happend Vegapunk was working to project after project and with every experiment he was working on Caesar went into more dangerous experiment.
Until one day some of his colleges was shooting at him that Caesar was working on a project that could destroy millions of lifes and he had to stop him. And so he did, he fired Caesar and arrest him for his action. And he watched as the marines drag Caesar out the room, as his eyes were locked on him mixed with hate and sadness,screaming at him. And Vegapunk stood there feeling nothing as he watched the one person he loved so much leaving him thinking one thing, it was his fault...
I am so sorry it took me so long to write this😣 I just wanted to express my ideas and thoughts about those two. Anyway I hope you have a great day!
anon please my poor heart 💔💔 if u don't mind i'd like to share more thoughts about this bc it's taking over my life ;o(
i imagine what vegapunk had to go through SUCKED! just having the only person u ever loved ripped away from u like that and having them hate u for the rest of their life bc of ur own mistakes. i feel like caesar also felt the same way about vegapunk as he was also the only person who he ever loved and could really open up to, but he lost all of that and hasn't felt love ever since (well except for smiley, but i imagine he gets upset about him too). i also think that caesar turned to alcohol to repress his emotions and a way to just forget about all of it. i think his anger issues also are a result from this.
some other ideas i have about this that really just *clenches fist*:
-vegapunk started being unable to be there for caesar's birthdays bc of how busy he was with work which made caesar start to hate that day bc, well, no one ever showed up. vegapunk still got him gifts, but he was just never there. nowadays, caesar spends every birthday eating a cake he makes for himself and drinking all night (after monet's death. before he would spend it with her.)
-vegapunk didn't tell caesar about how he was born for a long time as didn't want to upset him. he eventually told him and, of course, he got upset. to think that ur not even a real person, but just some clone from an experiment.
-vegapunk had the gas fruit locked away for experimentation, but caesar managed to get a hold of it and ate it in hopes that vegapunk would pay more attention to him. he knew that he wouldn't be able to swim ever again, but it was a risk he was willing to take if it meant that he would be able to spend time with his dad again, even if it was just for experimentation.
anyways, thank u anon for sharing ur thoughts with me. if any of u also have thoughts or ideas about headcanons or anything, please, even though this is an art blog lol, send them here. i could literally talk about them all day.
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! ur art introduced me to herb/werewolf and its sooo sweet and cute ! ^^ i dont play the games that much but i love the little cookies sm still. . . theres something so hopeful abt that ship !! do u have thoughts, what things they could learn from the other? :3
!!!!!WAAA YAY thank you Im so happy to hear that omg🥺🥺🥺💓... hopeful..!! that's a nice way to put it... herbwolf feels healing🥲... as for what they could learn... I've been trying to think abt how to answer ur ask which is why im answering rly late but it's a hard question KFJKSJ... i'm just gonna ramble and hope that's enough mdbfvdn (also tumblr deleted half my reply and i had to rewrite it💀 srry if this is rly repetitive and incoherent im tired)
i think werewolf is someone who's scared of loving and being loved... in the past when he tried to protect someone he cared deeply about, it went so wrong and he lost everything... (its funny how devsis just never revealed who his friend was 💀kshdjd) He's been hurting so much from being cast out and hated and feared, and it still hurts him every time cookies misunderstand him... But he also knows that he poses a real danger to others; it's implied he's hurt cookies before when transformed, and he doesnt want that to happen at all costs. So he's scared of getting close to others...he tells himself he's better off alone, not only to protect others but to protect his own heart... and he hates and fears the dangerous side of himself he can't control, the "monster", and thus sees himself as unlovable... (But at the same time, he has sm love to give and wants deeply to be loved!!😢)
I think werewolf would fall rly hard for herb, but have mixed feelings abt dating him... Of course he's really really happy, but he's also scared... and that thing of feeling sad even tho you're rly happy? bc u feel like u dont deserve it/like this feeling isnt meant to last... But I think more than anything else, he'd be scared of hurting/endangering someone he loves... he'd never forgive himself if smth happened to herb... so if herb loves him back, he's beyond happy, but he's like is this really ok if i have a chance of hurting him...
I would want werewolf to learn from herb's mindset that it's okay to live in the moment and cherish the small things in life that make you smile and laugh or cry... I think herb would tell him that its okay to cry and feel sad, but also that it's okay to let himself feel happy too?? That he wants to cherish every moment with him, and he wants him to do the same🤧 And that he's not afraid of being hurt... bc being hurt is natural and we all hurt others without meaning to, but what matters is what we do after,, and make it abt plants bc hes plant maniac smfhjd smth like how the sun comes after the rain and new sprouts grow, and smth smth trees become stronger and new life grows after being burned in forest fires IDK u get the picture🥲 BUT YEA!! herb thinks small everyday moments are precious and meant to be cherished, and he wouldn't want werewolf to be afraid and dwell on the possibility of hurting him/being hurt and not let himself feel happy and live in the moment, or think he doesnt deserve to be happy... Even small fleeting happinesses are precious, like rays of sunshine, or flowers that only bloom at night, and rather than focusing on their impermanence or letting them slip u by, let urself soak in their warmth and believe that life is full of these moments, just as the sun is sure to shine again after the rain (im just spouting bullshit now snfksfo&3);£|>~) ...and that it's ok to let himself love and he deserves to be loved!! and that it's okay to admit that ur sad and lonely, and its ok to need other cookies... 🤧
As for what herb could learn from werewolf... im sure there a lot of things but my brain is kinda fried after that incoherent wall of text 🤪 so going off topic but one thing i do like abt 🌱🐺 dynamic tho is i think it lets 🌱 get to be more bold and take more initiative?? bc herb is an introvert type but 🐺 is like... has 0 dating experience and wouldnt ever like try to flirt intentionally or advance a romantic relationship... like i think he's the type to do caring and romantic things without realizing/without the intention of being romantic and wouldnt consciously try to get closer... so i think in the early stages 🌱 would be the one to like. make moves... invite him to drink tea as thanks for helping him out or go for a walk together n stuff... i just think herb would have the opportunity to be a bit more active in advancing their relationship dmgnnd (itd def be a slow burn w them tho🤧) And I feel like herb as a partner to werewolf rly brings out herb's strengths... like his outlook on life and his capacity to soothe and heal... i like to see it 🤧
Also semi related but i hc herb as a little older than werewolf.. just by a yr or 2 at most 🥺 it doesnt make a big diff but it's so cute to me... werewolf being the bigger/taller/more muscular one but being (a bit) younger☺️☺️ also i like how its kind of reversed from other dynamics (eg sparkling/herb... sparkling def feels older than herb to me🤧 which is fine ofc but!! herb being the older one in 🐺🌱 is so cute🥺🥰) Also unrelated but... the way herbwolf is literally sun/moon symbolism...... (and both their super epic skins have matching full moon theme... if devsis is going to throw these scraps at me i have no choice but to eat them!😔🤲)
#herbwolf#wereherb#NOT TO GET ALL CRINGE. BUT I MEAN. ITS COOKIES JUST ROLL W IT#its cookies so might as well embrace the ''cringe'' there is everything to gain and nothing to lose <3#its past 4am im so sleepy#ihave no idea if this makes sense or if anyone is even going to read all this LMAOO#ANYWAY TYSM FOR THE ASK!! i rly appreciate u sticking w me and appreciating my art TT <3#whether it be yyh or cr#im just gonna post this now im too sleepy to add more thoughtd#ask#....oh god i just realized how much i wrote#maybe i shoukd edit it down later but also im too lazy to gaf 😩#i dont think anyone is actually going to read this tho mfnffm#herb cookie#werewolf cookie
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Easy lovings(Denki edition)
Denki x Tsundere! F! reader
Y/n sets out to tell denki of her unrequited crush on him, maybe all isn’t as she thought. Slight smut, fluff
Y/n brushes past her unknown peers to sit at the back of the seminar, swiftly submersing herself into her phone in attempt to avoid all human contact with people she didn’t care about. Well, at least she tried to avoid it.
Her former schoolmates/ now friend group all huddle together with Y/n in various rows, chatty and carefree despite their powerful reputations. “Y/n!! how dare you try to find seats without us!! you KNOW we were all gonna sit together!” Y/n jumps as the shrill voice of the pink girl breaks through the voices to harass her ears.
“I’m not your mother, you can find your own way. And besides, Isn’t your dick appointment attending too? Can’t you go fuck with someone else right now?” Y/n sighs, staring at the blonde man she’s loved since their second year, while he’s immersed in a conversation with their shared lifelong friends. “No can do baby cakes, i’m here for you, and besides, i wanna have my pick of seat before Mineta tries to get his slimy hands on a seat next to us.”
Y/n laughs at the thought of their known associate, it’s been a while since she’s seen him but she still remembers vividly his attempts to grope all the girls in the class. She loved those carefree days, she misses the times where their only real worries were being strong enough and what their crushes thought about them.
Y/n never had to worry about what too many guys thought about her, she never really cared what anyone thought, she had enough to worry about, screw juvenile crushes and unnecessary feelings. She never cared about anyone, with the exception of one guy she liked.
The only guy she’s ever really liked
Denki.
Mina noticed y/n lost in thought and staring at him. She knew that her advice for the stubborn girl was always in vain, but it never stopped her from trying. ”You need to tell him y/n. He feels the same, he always talks about you, it’s time for you to be happy.”
Y/n never listened, but something hit this time. She wasn’t a schoolgirl anymore. She was a badass pro hero with a sharp mind and a kind heart, so what if he doesn't feel the same, just means one less thing to worry about. ‘shoot your shot y/n, you can do this’. Y/n hyped herself up before putting on a brave face and looking at her best friend.
“I’m gonna do it, i have to..... right? i mean what if something happens and he never knows, i would hate that, but what if he doesn’t feel the same i-” Mina grabs her shoulders and shakes her out of her ramble. “shut up and do it.” “i can do this” Y/n walks away, not before hearing her best friend shout “YOU CAN DO THIS” from across the hall.
Y/n shakes, alarmed at her show of emotions. She’s never been one to be emotional before getting to know someone. But this is denki we’re talking about, the most kind guy she’s ever met, funny, sweet, smart, reminding her of a golden retriever in some ways. ‘Mental note, don’t compare him to a dog.’
Y/n approaches the leather clad man with a stoic look on her face, but not before giving him a small smile. “Excuse me, can i steal this man away from you for a sec?” The stranger nods and walks away, leaving Denki waiting awkwardly for her to initiate conversation.
“You ok Y/n? What do you need?” “can i talk to you in private?” “Denki blinks a few times before nodding and following the girl into a secluded area of the building. “Is everything alright?” He reaches out to rub her shoulder as a sign of affection but unknowingly making the plush girl more nervous.
“You know how i never dating anyone in school? Or showed interest to any man of woman in any way?” Denki hesitantly nodded, leaning in. “Well that was because i liked you then-” The blonde laughs running a hand through his hair and letting out a sigh of relief,”So that’s what this is about! Y/n I thought you were dying or something, you can’t scare me like that!.... and to be fair, i was very oblivious, so i’m sorry if i hurt you back then in any way. i would have-”
“Oh my god shut up i’m not finished yet!” He went silent and stared with wide eyes. So much for the emotional presentation. “i liked you then-” “i know-” “and i STILL like you now, I don’t expect you to feel the same, but i cant let my unreciprocated feelings for you affect my ability to work. I’m in love with you, and i have been for years. Now if you’re disturbed or disgusted, too bad. I’m a grown woman and i can feel however the hell i want to feel. and if you feel you can’t work with me, i get that too, i-”
His lips were suddenly on hers. Y/n felt electric, she felt alive. Everything fell away while denki shut her up with a kiss. “For someone who doesn’t open up very often, you sure do talk a fuck ton.”
He gently set his forehead against her own while he backed her up against the wall. Y/n set her hands on his chest, stabilizing herself due to his sudden shift of positions. “Halfway through first year. That’s how long i liked you. And graduation is when i realized i loved you. After school you never answered any of my texts and ignored my calls. The only way i saw you is if we both happened to be invited to the same event. you make it really hard to read how you feel, you know that?” “That’s kinda the point, i don’t open up... that’s why it took so long to tell you.”
Denki smiled, and moved to kiss her forehead, cheek, nose, and lips. She melted into the kiss, relishing in his gentleness, ecstatic to experience his love first hand, not just to imagine it.
Y/n wrapped her arms around his neck, allowing Denki to kiss her deeper and hold her closer with his hands on her hips. Y/n moaned into the kiss as his grip tightened. He pushed her farther into the wall, spreading her thighs with his knee.
He Kissed down her neck to the top of her outfit, pulling it down slightly to mark her neck. Y/n moans as he nips and sucks at her collar bone, allowing her to tug at his hair while he ground his knee into her mound. “God i love the pretty little noises you make, but i would prefer if they were louder.” Denki smirked at the girls flushed state, continuing the friction on her clothed privates, listening to her sweet moans.
Denki thanked whatever god was up there that he got to see a goddess in this vulnerable state. He memorized every move of her mouth, the curve of her face, the way her face looked contorted with pleasure. He knew that he wanted to see this sight again for the rest of his life, that his only longing would be to please her.
All thoughts were interrupted as the announcer ordered all pro heros to take their seats. Denki looked her in the eye with a smile so bright it could put the sun to shame. He gave her one final kiss and pulled away. “We will continue this, later.”
And for the first time in a while, the flustered y/n was left with a smile on her face.
OMFG THIS TOOK SO LONG TO WRITE AND ITS SO BAD, IM SO SRRY.
#denki x reader#denki x plus size#plus size!reader#plus sized reader#chubby!reader#chubby reader#bnha x chubby reader#boku no hero academia#mha x chubby reader#fluff#smut
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