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katyspersonal · 5 months
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Thoughts about Crucible and conceptual corruption of religion
I've started trying to figure out what Crucible is exactly today while playing Elden Ring and I need to put down my thoughts about it before I forgot 🤔 I think basically it is what happened when the divine met the natural, the lifeforms on the setting's earth. In a way, the original Greattree is somewhat of a Crucible itself! Conceptually it is a very primordial faith that was yet filling life with meaning beyond just survival in a very good sense, but in ER the divine needs us as much as we need it, if not more so. Elden Ring hasn't always operated by Golden Order / Marika obviously; it was initially just a cool thing that fell from space and kind of accelerated everything, especially life itself! Presumably the result of Greater Will wanting to manifest itself in some sort of personality and coherent shape, but before the decision of what the order would be got handed to mortals (Empyreans first of all)
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^ In Farum Azula there is a depiction of Elden Ring in more abundant form, very overflowing with life, so alternatively it'd rely on (ancient) dragons, the lifeform of whole other level back then for "order and personality"!
But yeah, uhhh like how do I put it...? Crucible is the result of the divine growing within the earth full of nature, primordial matters and mortal life. The initial Greattree "contracted" it like an influence, nature of life itself crept into it, it became the divine matter turning imperfect but alive! And the way Misbegotten, Omens and alike have animalistic features placed without any logic (and at times these features are useless) is a reflection of how chaotic life in its nature is brought from a concept to a display! Also the evergrowing "horns" were already a thing in simpler times, like what Ancestral guys are associated with! That's why Crucible used to be seen as a sacred thing - it was like a display of the divine matter wiling to live through you! But also Greattree wasn't meant to last forever and would one day die and in turn give the way to new life to replace it (Erdtree). It is a principle the divine naturally adopted upon becoming alive in the way nature knows it through the first big tree; life sprouts from death as much as it sprouts from birth!
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So yeah, the problem began when the mortals (Marika?) pulled an ultimate purity wank and wanted that eternity, divinity and "perfection" forever rather than this new Erdtree once likewise dying (even if in turn it would give way to new life and so on forever). The whole DS3 is just Miyazaki being salty about how some people just won't let things die after their cycle expired, why not use what works again? XD But ALSO in these terms, the beastly idiocy nature of life started being seen not as simply something that MAYBE needed discipline to get the best out of it, but as a "disease" or a curse that "dirtied" the divine essence. So the divine in their eyes needed to be protected from being "sullied", from being pulled down to this level, the imperfections that make the life what it is started to just being liability - a bad mistake forms of civilizing (especially religions) keep making.
So Erdtree eventually ran out of its blessed sap and became ephemeral, useless as the holiness that only preserves its "purity" and doesn't sully itself for anyone can be. How it could give the world any more of the sap that was good for it without subjecting itself to it? It is like sharing advices without ever listening to what people's struggles are to BEGIN with. Age of Plenty was over because of obsession with the purity and defending the divine from "lowly" life, Crucible was an evidence that it once got "dirtied" but now never again, when in reality the very worst thing that could have happened with Erdtree is it dying like Greattree once did but giving life to the next tree in turn. I do think that fixation on the idea of eternity is still a larger part of it but I just can't ignore the thing about purity and control in it
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^ @val-of-the-north also showed me these shapes when I shared my thoughts with him, to illustrate my point back to me (basically he said he agreed with my thought process). He pointed out that progression of the symbols shows the same thing - modern Erdtree and Fundamentalist incantations notably lack "life" in them in the form of branches and leaves. It could be not just what the Erdtree stopped doing, but also what they wanted to remove from the divine (Floral Crucible is only mentioned in cut content, but still). The latter two are "trapped" in concrete geometrical shapes, reflecting an actual order like what Greater Will wants in the end; it wants some organization, no matter which one. ...but also doesn't, there are enough implications that Frenzied Flame is just another side of the same coin. It even also has the hand as a conduct of the GW! And makes it funnier how they've sealed the Frenzied Flame away too, removing the alternatives- For sure, a decision that is understandable, but what does life mean if you don't have to fight against the essence of existential despair for it?
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Hhhhhh I went on a tangent but I was trying to say that I think Crucible didn't "come from space"! Elden Ring fell in this world cold empty and without self-comprehension like the cosmic void it came from, but initially assimilated with what life is here and Greattree was the manifestation! But Crucible also wasn't fully natural for this world too; it reflects aspects of life forms here but they get taken through this assimilation and then boosted with the blessing and given new meaning! Life for the sake of itself and next level magic for the sake of itself both are far from being meaningful but it is when low and high matters meet everything becomes full and complete! But in chasing to make the good things that come from it last forever people will end up demonizing and trying to exterminate natural things and prioritize only the divine.
Looking back at real humanity history, yeah I can see the relevance with how religion has been developing as a concept. How it started simple and fulfilling as a (successful) attempt to add higher meaning in existence than just surviving, was full of joy and wonder and freedom. And how in the end it came to incredibly suffocating and corrupt systems of control, purity wank and denial of normal parts of life 🤔
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heyitsyn · 3 years
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Manager!Inarizaki
a/n: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i would put in all the reqs but there were so many people who requested for our fox babies that it would literally take up every space :”) and im happy to comply so here it is
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AAAA LOOK THEY’RE SO CUTE OMG LIKE BLS BUT IM A RIN SIMP :’)
alkdfjlsdfi
sunarin simp is typing😍🍃💞..........
ogeiogeiogei
hehehehehe
so im actually just going to include the starting lineup like i knowwwww theres subs but im only most familiar with the regulars :(
okay so anyways!!
now
you might be wondering
how in the hell did you become the manager of these crackheads
from calm papi kita to psycho tsumu,
why are you their manager
you, the cute and shy and innocent not wittle first year, somehow became the manager of the powerhouse volleyball team of inarizaki high
it all started with our dear lovely samu
hehe bet you didnt see that coming
now we all know baby samu literally is the biggest foodie in the team and he constantly thinks about food 24/7 therefore there isnt much room in there for anything else except for volleyball
basically, 
the dude loves to eat
it just so happens that you made food
your family owned a cafe down the street from the school and you worked there after school to help your parents
now how does this tie in with samu you ask
this chile was so hungry that he had to skip practice
sending kita a quick text about doing a quick errand, he walked down the street on the hunt for a quick place to grab a bite
he totally ignored kita’s warning of cramps if he ate a lot then practiced but whatever food is life
it just so happens he stumbles upon your family’s cafe
when he entered, the smell of bread and food entered his nostrils causing this baby to just float right in
you were manning the register while your brother was at school so you smiled at the incoming figure of this familiar boy
and because you recognized him, you couldnt help but grin and gasp a little
‘oh! miya-senpai!’
you exclaimed and osamu was confused because he’s never seen you before but he thought you were probably a kouhai in school
you looked young and definitely not a face he’s seen before so he concluded you were most likely a first year
and you were really cute
like really
really
cute
that thought caused this babe to blink awkwardly and nod at your direction
‘uh, hi’
he greeted and you smiled at his awkward nature
‘what can i get you today, miya-senpai?’
he must’ve been busy looking at you to actually look at the menu behind you and he fumbled, rushing to find a food to get
‘wh-what do ya recommend?’
he asked and you paused then thought deeply
‘hmm, we have onigiris freshly made! and we also have milk bread thats really good!’
did you just-
did you just say onigiri?
‘yea ill take some onigiri’
he decided and you lit up
‘perfect! the total is-’
he completely blanked out because wow your smile was really pretty
‘miya-senpai? miya-senpai?’
you called out and he snapped out of it
‘oh, sorry, here’
he gave you the cash and you gave him back his change before wandering to the glass case where the savory foods were placed
you seemed to glide over and osamu watched you with fond eyes, interest bubbling in him
there was something about you that made him curious
but he just didnt know what
it confused him because maybe you were just someone he hasnt seen before and not the same fans he sees all the time
‘you’re really lucky, miya-senpai. i just finished making them minutes before you walked in’
you commented
this took him aback
‘you cook?’
he suddenly asked and you chuckled, soft and airy laughs filling the air
‘of course, senpai! learning to cook is an essential for a business like this’
and thus created a beautiful friendship
he would come over to eat nearly every day of the week while you would happily serve him
sometimes, he would even buy extra so you could eat with him
while you were talking, he noticed you lacked the accent others from there had and he thought you were not originally from hyogo
he learned that you were actually from miyagi and you moved here just this year
‘so, how ya liking it ‘round here?’
he asked one day, after swallowing his food
you thought about it before shrugging
‘i mean, its still the countryside so i guess everything’s the same. maybe the dialect? my neighbors have strong accents, haha’
samu chuckled
‘its common over here. ya sound a lot more from tokyo. my best friend’s from there, ya see’
you raised an eyebrow
‘hm?’
‘rin. suna rin is in the team and hes from tokyo so he sounds like a standard city boy. ill take ya to meet him sometime’
nah he really wasnt
he wanted to keep you away from the others as much as possible, especially his brother, because he was a greasy mf
but that didnt really work out into plan because you approached him in school the other day
you saw him and you hurriedly ran to him where he stood with his twin and some guy
tsumu saw you coming from behind his brother and he smirked before nodding at you
‘samu, ya got a girlie running for ya’
samu turned, confused, until he saw your adorable face
‘y/n. whats up?’
you grinned
‘you left your team jacket, miya-senpai’
the red jacket was clutched in your hands and the two boys behind him shared a surprised look because osamu never mentioned a girlfriend
and with the way you were holding his jacket, the two boys immediately jumped into conclusions
well
more like atsumu started whining at osamu for not telling him he had a girl
‘i thought we were brothers! brothers for life!’
samu just awkwardly stands there and he has a sheepish look in his eyes that were looking at you apologetically
‘sorry about him, y/n. but thank you for returning it’
you handed him the fabric before smiling
‘it was a good thing you had a spare one for me, miya-senpai. who knew the rain would come so suddenly’
osamu sighed then playfully poked your forehead with his finger
‘how many times do i have to tell you to call me by my first name? i really dont want to hear anything that associates me with this bastard’
atsumu socked osamu at the shoulder causing the gray-haired boy to look away from you and start yelling at his brother
‘touch me again! see what happens then!’
‘yer just showing off for yer girlie! ya aint doin nothing!’
suna shook his head before turning to you with a sympathetic look
‘you really want to be with this guy? him and this idiot are practically a package’
you tilted your head
‘im,,, not with miya-senpai?’
suna blinked
‘but he gave you his jacket. he doesnt even give it to me. i guess its not part of best friend privileges’
at the mention of best friend, you lit up
‘oh! you must be sunarin! the tokyo boy!’
baby rin choked a little at the sight of your grin and he scrunched his eyebrows while awkwardly raising the corner of his lips to a smile
‘you,, uh,,, you know me?’
like it was the most obvious thing in the world, you nodded
‘at first, when miya-senpai told me, i didnt know who you were. but! youre actually very popular, suna-senpai! too bad i never saw you until today, though, because we’re in different floors. but! a lot of girls talk about you!’
poor rin didnt know how to react to that because he didnt want to look flustered but he didnt want to look cocky either
so he just opted to smile gently
‘oh. well, in that case. let me introduce myself to you. suna rintaro’
can we normalize suna being an actual nice guy instead of the cold stand-offish player bastard?
you shook his hand and said your name as well
like samu, he asked you to call him by his first name too since you were close to his friend therefore should try being close to you too
speaking of samu, him and atsumu reduced the violence to just bickering and they were still teasing each other even after you and suna talked
the coochi bangs boy rolled his eyes then slapped atsumu’s arm to gain their attention
‘yo. theres a girl here. try and be nice and civil’
atsumu seems like he forgot your existence because his eyes brightened at the sight of you
‘oh! heya!’
you nervously smiled at him because his hyperness and overall atsumu-ness was quite overwhelming
‘h-hello, miya-senpai’
atsumu pouted at how apprehensive you sounded
‘eyyy, why are you being nervous, girlie? im just samu, yanno! same face and everything!’
osamu knew you well enough that you were kinda awkward and you didnt know how to approach a hyper person like his brother so he naturally saved you
‘hey, y/n, the bell’s about to ring any moment now so try to not be late and ill be sure to see you later. do you want me to pick you up from your class and we can walk together?’
to you, it was just a simple offer from a friend but to the two, that was the confirmation of your relationship with the wing spiker
‘wahh, atsumu, your brother really is better than you. he knows how to treat girls good’
atsumu took offense to this
‘excuse you! i would be too if there were genuine girls in this school!’
osamu’s aggressive blinking was his signal for you to hurry along and you noticed causing you to chuckle before bidding goodbye
‘it was nice meeting you, rin-senpai. and,,, you too, miya-senpai. samu-senpai, later at 3?’
osamu softly smiled while nodding
‘later at 3’
the TEASING HE FACED from the two was unbearable and despite the amount of times he denied it, they were still teasing him
‘samu’s got a girlfriend~! samu’s got a girlfriend~!’
‘tsumu, i swear to god if you dont shut your trap’
‘imagine having a girlfriend’
true to his word, osamu was waiting for ya at the bottom of the stairwell from the one that led to the second floor, absentmindedly kicking some invisible thing in the floor
you were fixing your bag straps on your shoulders when you saw him at the end of the hallway and you couldnt contain your excitement seeing the grey haired boy
‘samu-senpai!!’
you shouted, getting his attention that made him whip his head up
the blank face contorted into a small smile and he raised a hand
‘yo’
when you made it next to him, you were grinning really big and samu felt flustered at your happy face
so he cupped your chin with his large hand that allowed him to squeeze both cheeks
‘cutie’
he mumbled but you didnt catch it, too busy trying to get him to stop squishing
you were originally supposed to go walk over to the cafe but you didnt know that osamu was actually trying to skip practice and he was trying to hide from the members
okay first off, i dont think samu would ever skip practice willingly bc he has the same drive as miya atsumu but he also just wants to spend time with you asklfjldfjdlk
but the loud mouth tsumu saw you guys as you turned a hallway
you were busy talking to osamu about some cooking chef guy gordon and he was nodding and talking but then he heard a loud shout
‘SAMU!’
osamu babie didnt know what was happening so he protectively placed an arm in front of you and hurriedly shoved you behind him in case something happened
duh you didnt know what was happening either so you were clutching his jacket and peeked from his arm to see atsumu stomping over with suna trailing behind him, seemingly texting on his phone
osamu lazily glared at his brother
‘what’
atsumu blanched and sped walk faster until he was right in front of him to yell 
‘IM TIRED OF YER EXCUSES! JUST CUS YA GOT YASELF A GIRLIE DUN MEAN YA GET TO SKIP PRACTICE!’
you furrowed your eyebrows
you tugged at his jacket and osamu turned to peer down at you and he gulped, preparing himself to hear your scolding
it wasnt the first time you scolded him as you just told him off the other day for not eating enough vegetables and fruits to balance out his unhealthy love for onigiri and sweets
‘samu-senpai,,, you told me you guys were taking an off week. why are you skipping practice today’
you were genuinely worried and you didnt seem to understand why he did that but the other two did and atsumu didnt hesitate
‘CUS HE WANTS TA SPEND TIME WITH YA, Y/N! BASTARD CANT EVEN BOTHER TO TELL ME THE REASON! YER SICK?! WHAT THE HELL EXCUSE IS THAT! YA NEVER GET SICK!’
poor suna is just watching this go down and he felt bad that you were caught in the middle
so he suggested a compromise
you watched sunarin push atsumu’s chest to make him back off and he gently smiled at you before looking at the two
‘how about we all go to practice and if y/n-chan wants, she can wait and osamu can spend time with her when hes done? besides, atsumu, you know osamu has been doing good on his spikes. maybe we can persuade coach and kita to let him off early since hes,,, quote unquote,, ‘sick’’
osamu debated but you emerged from behind him
‘sure! samu-senpai would love to go to practice! right, samu-senpai?’
you smiled at him but it was a stern smile
you just wanted him to go to practice because you knew now of how important volleyball was to the school and they needed to get all their time and energy to win the sport
atsumu agreed to this plan but osamu was forced to accept it
simp
just for extra measure, sunarin and tsumu walked behind you guys to the gym so you and samu had time to talk
you were chiding him of course because why would he waste time with spending time with you
‘just wanted to see ya, y/n-chan’
he winked but you pouted and wrinkled your nose
‘you cant weasel yourself out of this, samu-senpai’
osamu has never heard you scold him before so he was like o.o but inside he was like,,, hot
the gym was already on full practice and kita saw the second years from the door
aran LAKDJFLAKSFJLASDKF ARAN AAAAAAAAAAAAA nudged mimi with a smirk
as much as they loved the underclassmen, watching them get told off by kita was too funny to not watch
but what caused them to curiously peer behind the three was the appearance of a girl
a girl?
‘why’s a girl with them?’
aran mumbled and mimi shrugged, but also intrigued
you were behind osamu and he could tell you were nervous because youve heard of the reputation of the team
they were seen as practically as popular as the basketball team and everyone worshipped them
they were who put the school’s name in the map and you were about to meet the legends of inarizaki
thankfully, atsumu and rin walked to the front of you two so you and samu were at the back
samu didnt look at you but he reached behind him to open his palm as a signal for you to take it
you gratefully grabbed it and leaned closer in case something happens
‘KITA-SAN! WE GOT EM!’
atsumu shouted and suna chided him for being really loud
‘you’re late’
an even voice said in front of them and you leaned over to the side to see who it was from
your eyes bulged out of your head because one, wow he was handsome, and two, he looked like someone from miyagi
YALL KNOW WHO IM TALKING ABOUT BYE-
‘oh wow’
you mumbled absentmindedly and samu looked at you at the corner of his eye before scoffing
your face was totally bright red and your eyes were super wide
kita? really? of all guys? it was kita?
‘SORRY! was samu who took so long!’
atsumu lowered his voice down but he didnt tell the captain of his brother’s plans to skip
‘he has a stomachache and he was at the nurse’s office’
suna smoothly came up with a lie and he might look cool and calm, his hands were clasped behind him with it clenching his phone
your eyes left kita to notice that habit and you had a small smile because it was another reassurance that these boys werent as high and legendary as everyone made them to be
in the end they were still just students and boys
they were still human
‘oi, osamu, who’s the girl?’
aran finally bit the bullet and asked the question everyone has been wondering since the beginning
both you and samu stiffened at the direct question to you but he nodded
‘this is l/n y/n’
he introduced and you raised a shaky hand as a greeting but let go of samu to bow slightly to your seniors
‘hello, my name is l/n y/n, i’m a first year’
a few players also raised a hand but it was mimi who spoke at last
‘nice to meet you’
kita nodded at you but turned to the three
‘why is she with you? are you skipping again, osamu?’
again?
osamu inwardly cringed 
obviously, kita was sharper than they would think because he easily saw through suna’s lie
he also knew that samu never really got sick
he watched the younger shovel 5 bowls of ramen and still have enough room eat a plate of mochi and he was perfectly fine
it was silent between the four of you and atsumu and suna were looking at each other as they ran out of lies
dang they even planned the entire walk of what to say to kita
you looked between the twins and their friend before speaking up
‘samu-senpai really did have a stomachache. i was-uh-helping the nurse! um, i want to be a doctor or a nurse when i grow up! and-’
you started to ramble but because you were trying to lie and it was never your forte
ALKESDJFLKD Y/N I NEED TO TAKE YOU UNDER MY WING WE NEED TO TEACH YOU THIS IMPORTANT LIFE SKILL OMG
‘we were tryin to convince y/n to be a manager. thats why we took so long’
atsumu huffed
you froze
a what?
a manager?
you were genuinely truthful about wanting to go into a medical profession but not a manager
you were already a manager before and you didnt really want to do it again
kita was inspecting suna’s and atsumu’s and osamu’s faces to see a trace of dishonesty
you saw him raise a dark eyebrow and you knew then that these three cannot tell a lie to save their life
so you nodded frantically making kita look at you
‘mhm! they asked me! miya-san wanted someone they knew already so they asked me because i’m samu-senpai’s friend! so here i am!’
your awkward smile and stiff outstretched arms might’ve seem suspicious but kita moved his gaze from you to atsumu and the blonde nodded
‘yea! ya’ve been talkin bout bein worried of next year cus yall aint here no more so i got sum person responsible enough fer us!’
STOPP I HATE IT HERE I CANT SEEM TO WRITE OUT ATSUMU’S ACCENT LIKE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
after the longest 3 seconds, kita finally nodded and closed his eyes warily
‘alright. l/n-san, come here’
you froze at the way he said your name but suna was kind enough to walk over to your place beside samu to gently push you forward to kita
‘its okay’
he mumbled and you were so thankful because that gave you enough motivation and strength to keep going
your height was staggering between these men and kita seemed to tower you
but you kept an even and calm face 
‘yes?’
you asked
kita looked at you and he stared at your face, pupils moving as a sign that he was inspecting your eyes and every feature 
oh my god you shouldve plucked your nose hairs this morning
before you could feel more self-conscious, he spoke
‘you said you want to be a doctor?’
‘well, more like a nurse but um same thing’
‘you know medical stuff? know how to treat injuries?’
‘yes. i was a manager back in my hometown so i have experience’
‘where are you from?’
‘miyagi’
‘ya familiar with shiratorizawa?’
you cringed but nodded
‘yes’
‘are you from there?’
‘yes’
the three stooges from behind you had wide eyes at this sudden revelation because that was a school theyve played before
even the last interhigh, they were familiar of how strong that school was
the eagle and the guess monster
and you were their manager before? 
must’ve been during middle school as you were just a first year
‘so you know how plays and stats work?’
‘yes. anything you want me to do, im familiar and capable to do it’
god why are you saying this
you didnt even want to be a manager in the first place
yet here you are again
you were getting flashbacks from the war ajkfdfd
kita looked at you silently once more before finally standing up straight and pointing you to their coach who was watching the whole thing with crossed arms and furrowed brows
‘there. talk to him and you can finalize everything. i think its too early to say this but nonetheless, welcome to the team, y/n’
AND THUS STARTED YOUR JOURNEY WITH THE BOYS
akldjklfjsdlakj
IT WAS ALL BUILT ON LIES BUT WHATEVER
AS LONG AS NO ONE DIED ISSOKAY
no but really dont tell lies in general yall, maybe white lies, but try not to do that
OKAY MOVING ON
MOMENTS WITH THE TEAM
duh you are much much closer to samu than the rest of the team so you tended to stick to him more
like you would go to him first if you needed something or if you wanted someone to help you with the crate, he would be your go-to
that would make atsumu whine because he felt that samu was better than him
‘oi, y/n! im really good with ma arms! i can bench 300 yanno?’
you politely smiled and nodded
‘thank you for telling me, miya-san’
then you would proceed to nudge samu’s arm yum to ask for help
butbutbutbut
dont worry!!!!
you do end up warming up to him
for my atsumu stans, yall tend to go to him when samu is either busy or you just need a good laugh
this mans will embarrass himself both on purpose or accidentally to make you laugh lmao
you also have extra bottles for his medicine because he has adhd and the guys are like,,,, yo chill
and duh atsumu would forget to take them so youre practically his reminder
we all know how tsumu was practically attacked that one time when he insulted those girls, right?
yall may have forgiven but i will never forget >:(
well, during matches, you as their manager, always have to tell the stands to be quiet when atsumu is serving 
but no one told you this
you kind of figured it out during your time like when his eye would twitch if samu was talking to suna too loudly or when he would close his eyes to shut off his hearing because of the loud spikes on the other side
you noticed it
so you would go to the stands and nicely tell them that if they see atsumu serving, to be quiet
‘i understand you are all excited when he does his serve but we would all benefit more you could release that excitement inside and silently’
*cue atsumu pretending to faint in sunas arms*
OH SPEAKING OF SUNA
YES I SAID THAT I DONT REALLY LIKE FANON SUNA BC,,,
WEED
AND DRUGS
AND RUDE 
JUST OVERALL
NOT RECOMMENDED
but canon suna :”)
as a player, suna is seen as really manipulative and snarky and witty
he loves to poke fun at the other team, even his own, and just all-around annoying
but off-court
suna is a very quiet and reserved person
totally different from the one who talks and yaps constantly to the other side of the net
and hes a really pure person in some topics
like he would turn red when you would compliment his new picture that he posted in inasgram 
PLEASE SUNA IS TOTALLY A PHOTOGRAPHER LIKE HE TAKES PICTURES OF SUNSETS AND STUFF
or when you would offer to bandage him up for him because it’s hard to do it himself and your hand would touch his
dont tell anyone this but suna is very relieved that you and samu weren’t dating
thats all
thats all for now
;)
OOOO kita!!!
okay so kita is the captain, right?
but he doesnt play
like he plays rarely and aran is usually the on-court captain
this causes you and him to be at the sidelines a lot
he would tell you what he thinks would happen next or what the next plan should be and you would provide your own input
in a way, he was the one who really taught you the mechanics of volleyball and he would tell you the different tricks that techniques that the twins came up with 
what makes you really soft and fall for him is when he starts to compliment his players
his pride in aran for being one of the top aces that has led them to nationals
his pride in mimi for being able to go on the longest on court and not be tired
his pride on akagi for being able to receive each ball and successfully give it to their setter
his pride on hitoshi for being the one who could handle the team personality wise and his plans for him to be his successor
his pride on ATSUmu for being the best setter he’s ever seen and his drive to get better no matter what
his pride on samu for being so strong and still getting stronger despite his dream career to be something not volleyball-related
his pride on sunA being motivated enough to help the team and make sure everyone knows that every ball can be stopped
like pls you almost cry all the time when you hear kita saying that because he seems to not say it to the others but only to you
it makes you happy that kita relies so much on these guys as much as they rely on him
OH MY GOSH OMIMI
okay
so omimi ren is a very quiet and calm character
hes kinda like suna where they dont really say much but when they do, its usually important and not irrelevant like atsumu
and he didnt say much when you got inducted in the team as a manager
like he just stared at you and you were just like o.o
ngl he did scare you a bit bc of his tall height looming over you and the way his dark eyes just pierces you through your soul
hes the type that you cannot willingly tell a lie to him bc you know he will find out one way or another
he can see right through you
maybe thats what makes him such a good middle blocker
but you started to warm up to him really quick and he would sometimes walk you home if the others cant mainly bc he knows his appearance will make anyone back off
its the simple things that make you appreciate him
two words: ginjima hitoshi
he is so two-faced
NO LISTEN BEFORE YALL BEAT ME UP JUST HEAR ME OUT
you know how like the 4 second years (PLEASE I KNOW THERES A GUY NAMED YUTO BUT LIKE I DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT HIM AAAAAA TELL ME IF YOU WANT HIM IN HERE)
like suna, the twins, and hitoshi
the twins are the annoying ones who causes trouble, suna is the one taking pictures and evidence while cheering them on, and hitoshi is the one trying to break it up
BUT
i think that hitoshi is really the worst out of the 4 and he keeps in because who else would be the responsible one of the bunch
hello? they were about to be third years next year like are we really gonna go on with possibly a miya twin or suna being captain?
no
so he tries to force down his inner chaos to take on the role of the responsible one
BUTTTTT
you try to release that inner chaos
you sometimes hear him egging on atsumu under his breath like ‘do it’ but quietly so no one hears him
and youre like
?-?
please? we’re not? supposed? to allow? atsumu? to eat? and swallow? a whole? raw egg?
at first, duh he was also like that with you but you want him to be himself and be comfortable with you so you work hard to make him open up
now
you kinda regret it
because he now wants to go through the mcdonalds drive-thru, with no car, just to get mcflurries
you stared down at hitoshi from your bedroom window with a confused expression
‘but? you dont have a car?’
he grins up at you
‘but i got a CART! they said as long as it’s a car and car is in the word cart and the extra ‘t’ is just a bonus!’
‘hitoshi no-’
AAAAAA MICHIMICHI BABY
so akagi is the libero of the team and he is the one responsible for the make sure the ball doesnt touch the ground type of thing
you get really worried about him bc he does a lot of flying saves and his knees always get roughed up and such
so you try and stitch him up as much as you can like you even send him sites for good warm packs to buy
something that isnt known about akagi is that he, like atsumu, really likes to cook
but more like
he bakes
he bakes as a stress reliever and its like his meditation time
you go over to his house a lot to go bake something w him and share it to the guys later on
during ina get-togethers, him and samu are in charged of the food while youre the sous chef
SPEAKING OF SAMU
we forgot about him for a sec aldfjklkfdjlk 
it was all thanks to him
because of him, you became a manager despite your initial refusal to become one again
you made friends with more people and you were able to have a fun high school life because of it
because of him
osamu does get a little sad or irritated whenever the guys start to hog you up
like he has to push down the tantrum of ‘I SAW HER FIRST!’
he wants to be the better twin lmao
he gets really butthurt when you would go to someone else even during the middle of your conversation
like he would be talking to you on the side but suna calls you over for tape and youre going
he pouts and atsumu teases him about it causing him to bark at him
LOL HE BARKS
okay so training camp
i think therell be an imagine for this so ill try to not make it as detailed
lets just say its a mess
suna really wants to go hiking bc he wants to go the top of the mountain for pictures of the stars and stuff
but atsumu whines of the bugs and possible creatures in there
this causes osamu to tease him and call him a coward and a wimp
and leads to a fight which aran tries to break up but gets sucked in anyways
and omimi just stands by and watches but he intends to intervene if it gets too much
then akagi gets taken by suna to go the hike with him even though hes scared of bugs so hes whimpering and complaining
while kita and hitoshi are off in the kitchen talking about new grains of flour and stuff
where are you?
youre at the lodge, drinking your f/d (favorite drink) and watching all this go down bc at training camp, it’s every man for themselves
there is a lot of bonding times as a team bc these boys may seem like all they think about is volleyball but they like to do something else outside of that
what they love the most is going to the beach
not only do they get to have fun, they get to relax and see you in a swimsuit alkfdjkfj
especially when kita accidentally falls asleep? they bury him with sand and make him look like a mermaid
because they are players who work out so great bodies duh
and they get so much attention for that
but they all mainly pay attention to you and oh my
youve expressed not being comfortable in wearing a swim suit and watch these guys absolutely start throwing compliments at you
but the third years would softly tell you that it’s okay not to wear one bc all that matters is if youre comfortable or not
HELP I WANT AN ARAN AAAAAAAAAAA
OH SO
we know how kita’s family are rice farmers, right?
well
he farms to help his granny and sometimes, youre the only one who’s free enough to go and help him 
so you go over there all the time and granny really loves you bc one, you take care of her shin and thats beyond everything, and two, youre reliable and make shin laugh and such
like one time, you were carrying a basket to the back deck and granny saw you from the kitchen
she smiled before waddling over to the door so she could talk to you
‘y/n-chan!’
you whipped around quickly at the call of your name before grinning and hurrying up to her
‘yes, granny?’
she gave you a bottled water then gestured down to the field where shin was tirelessly tending to the rice
‘please give that to shinsuke. poor boy has been pushing himself too hard with the field and his sport and not taking care of himself’
she chided but there was a certain hint in her tone that made her sound so proud of her grandson
you looked down at the bottle and squeezed it
‘kita-san works hard not for himself, but for everyone else. it makes me sad when he neglects his health and tends to the team instead. so dont worry, baa-chan! i’ll take care of kita-san for him! for you!’
nah bc granny was already gossiping with her neighborhood ladies about this beautiful girl that shin got and how they should be jealous their grandsons don’t have someone like you
OOOOOOO 
since your family owns a cafe, the guys goes there all the time
its kinda like the ramen shop for the seijoh boys
they go there mainly to see you even outside of practice ANDDD
they wanna look good in front of your family
like tsumu suddenly knows cleanliness bc he cleans up the mess on the table or kita is no longer an introvert as hes now talking to your mom about the benefits of rice water and her not needing one bc her hair is already beautiful
PLEASE WHAT
and even during the summer, theyve helped out a lot when it was busy lunch times and you couldnt handle it yourself
GOSH IMAGINE SAMU BEING YOUR MOM’S APPRENTICE AND HANDSOME BOYS TAKING YOUR ORDERS WHILE SOME ARE CARRYING HEAVY TRAYS THAT MAKE THEIR ARMS POP
okay imma stop now
OH DONT GET ME STARTED DURING THE DEFEAT WITH KARASUNO
I DONT CARE YALL CAN HATE ME FOR SAYING THIS BUT KARASUNO SHOULDNT HAVE WON LIKE INARIZAKI WERE LITERALLY THE SECOND PLACE IN NATIONALS AND COMPETED AGAINST I T A C H I Y A M A
LIKE WHAT
OKAY ANYWAYS
everyone was already down and moody bc of the loss
and you wanted to be at the back bc you didnt know how to handle the situation
in your time as their manager, not once have you seen them lose
during those 10 months of being a manager, you have not once seen them be defeated during a game even with practice matches
then with those nobodies?
karasuno?
last time you checked, karasuno went down under when coach ukai retired
so having them lose was a real shock
and a really bad event
there was a certain air around you all during the bus ride to the hotel which made the entire time very uncomfortable
everyone finished their crying either in the locker rooms or the bathroom so all that was left was their red eyes
the coach sent everyone off to bed and although they were allowed more days to stay, they all collectively chose to just go home and keep those excused days as a rest day
‘we all would like to just stay at home and recharge’
kita’s request was everyone else’s, even yours, as you were both worried and tired for the boys
so that night, the coaches were able to book train tickets for everyone the next day back home
you stayed up, watching tv in your own room out of boredom because the group chat was quiet and you were too tired to do anything else
the next day, everyone 
osamu claimed your shoulder and he held your hand tight with his
his breathing was ragged and even with his closed eyes, the redness around them made it obvious he had been crying
the bus that was filled with excitement before, became quiet and the sound of the engine and wheels took over the silence
you thought samu had fallen asleep so you raised your free hand to stroke his hair
‘hey y/n?’
you flinched at the surprise but hummed 
‘imma tell him today. later, but today’
his voice was low and he was murmuring to hint that this was the extra sensitive topic you both discussed a few days ago at the cafe
you nodded but made sure he knew that no matter, he still got you
the coaches were upset and mad at the loss
but in the end, they all realized that this was the last game the boys would play as a team
sure, they could have practice matches and they could play again together in the future but nothing would change the atmosphere and feeling of playing the important matches 
this was the team that brought them closest to nationals with placing second out of the entire country
they were a good team that somehow got defeated
but the coaches were still proud
they didnt even yell at the boys to take laps and instead brought them into a team meeting
you stood beside the coaches, your own sniffles with everyone else, and listened to them talk
‘-year has been the most productive this school’s team has had in decades. i hope you all are proud of yourselves as we are proud of you. you lost so you are no longer in the competition and we talk about it tomorrow. but for now, go home and take a rest because tomorrow, we will be running laps and drills and miss y/n will be timing you until you pass out from exhaustion’
you blankly looked at the coaches bc you thought this would be a heartwarming talk but quickly turned into a threat
‘but thats for tomorrow. so go home and rest up. expect what is to come’
you were just wanting to leave lmao
like you wanted to hurry home and make something for the guys to eat tomorrow
just do something to make them at least smile
the guys were quietly packing up and you watched them with trembling eyes at their dismissal
you wanted them to stay longer
stay here and laugh and mess around
like tsumu poking kita and pretending he didnt
or mimi talking about something and aran staring blankly at him but he’s really sleeping with his eyes open and startling him awake
‘guys!’
you shouted
they all stopped and turned to look at you
‘hm?’
hitoshi asked
you hurriedly looked around to find something to stall them here and you noticed the cherry blossom tree that’s blooming 
must be the time of the year
‘l-lets! have a-take a picture! outside! by the tree!’
you pointed and they looked at each other
you were acting strangely
but they were simps for you so they just nodded and went outside
they didnt even complain and went to stand out in front of the tree
you had your phone and pulled it to the camera app to raise it to get the team in the frame
they looked sad and tired and worn out but they were still trying to joke around and have natural smiles
‘closer, you guys! bunch in closer!’
you motioned with one hand but they stopped
‘um? y/n? aren’t you gonna join us?’
ren asked but you shook your head
‘its? for you guys? besides, no one will take it for us, silly’
the boys insisted on you prop it up on a bench over there because they wanted you there with them
‘hey, come here! lets all be in it!’
aran shouted and you had no choice but to follow them
the boys had to stand closer to the camera as the bench was a ways ahead of the tree but dont worry, the tree is still there
they wanted you in the front bc they were all taller than you but they really wanted to showcase you
you were their manager and the person who took care of them
they treasure you so much
‘smile!!!’
someone shouted and the timer hit zero and the picture was taken
sure, their school’s motto was that they didnt need things like memories
to not have anything tying you down to the past and to challenge yourself with everyone focusing on the future ahead
in years from now, you could just be another thing from their past and nothing else
but they would be damned if that happened
any fragment of you to remind them of the best time of their youth and the person who loved them more than anyone else did
so yea, sure they wanted to represent their school’s motto
but this time
they can make an exception
a/n: HII!!!! IM BACK AND SUDDENLY IM ABLE TO WRITE AND FINISH THIS I SWEAR I CANT BELIEVE IT TOOK ME THIS LONG TO PUBLISH THIS I CANT WITH THIS YALL IM LOWKEY DISAPPOINTED IN MYSELF AND IM ASHAMED IM SO SORRY
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sensualsicheng · 5 years
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fuckboy!au — s. changbin
( she/her pronouns, i’m sorry )
→ GENRE: not fluff, not angst, not smut,, idk neutral what other “”genres”” should i put this iN SOJDJD
→ WARNINGS: intense makeouts n everyone of skz’s a senior in high school aka they’re all in the same grade, cussing, hella long,, halfway proofread
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okay so you know changbin’s literally the world’s most softest most energetic most diligent rapper right ,,,,,, and you know how people like to make high school fuckboy scenarios where the fuckboy is soft
okay no ma’am. fuckboy changbin is THAT fuckboy that people don’t want to be around. but then they somehow end up befriending him.,,, and then being dropped in the next few days by him unless he’s expected into his friend group (which only happened three times)
he has an ear cartilage piercing, lip piercing but rarely puts it in and in his words,, “he keeps it in when he’s kissing bc it feels cool” , wears stylish yet somewhat baggy clothes, and yeah
changbin is the hottie, all the girls know it, all the boys know it, and even he knows it
but he still kinda has this empty void within himself that gets filled with his humor to make himself feel better about himself how many more himselfs do you think i could put jfc
he likes the way he looks, that has nothing to do with that wkfjxkej poor baby doesn’t feel like he’s proud of who he is as a person right now. and he wants to change that aww bABBe
so onto the story ekxjskd today, saturday,, was the biggest party of the whole year. everyone knows about it, and sO many people go and of course your buddy was willing to drag you along for the first time
“y/nnnnnnnNNNNNn” your best friend of six years aka lee minho 🤑 grabbed you by the ankles and fuckin SHOOK you so that he could get you to get ready for this party
“all anyone does is drink and have incorrect sex because they’re all dumb it’s all stupid let me slEEEEP“ you stuffed your face into your pillow which was v comfortable
“bITCHASS that’s not what normally happens there you never go to these just come with me once pleeAAAASseee ):” “what do you do then play bingo because if so i’m down”
“y/n i hate u i swear to god if i have to pick you up like a DOG i’m going to do it to make you get dressed”
“do it. i dare you” two seconds later you were being lifted and you just ??? you didn’t know that he could do that
“what the hELL MINHO” “YOU TOLD ME TO” and suddenly that’s how you were forced to go to this dumb party
and that’s also how a whole big mess began (((((((: you walked inside with the most miserable look on your face and minho had already left you the second you walked into the massive house so you were sad lol
you found your way to a couch but you bumped into three people on the way ,,,,,,embarrassing yourself how fun!!
then when you finally had calmed down, there was an extra pressure down how do i describe what’s happening lol on the couch next to you and in the dim light you saw the most kind looking face you’ve ever seen like wow ?? it was a boyo and he was smiling and fixing his messy hair
“hey, pretty, how come i dont know you?” the boy smiled even wider at you and you just went sowuzAkbdmxj and got all flustered once again
“i’m y/n, my friend minho brought me here,, i don’t know anyone else though. he tries to drag me to things like these, but i don’t like to— eofhxkKSBDMZHS too much info sorry” you tried to cover your laugh and stayed quiet and just kept looking him in the eyes (((‘; he giggled and called you cute )))))))): get it y/n
“minhoOO love that guy i’m changbin by the way” and instead of holding out a hand he hugged you and now your heart was going 1974927 miles per second “he’s one of my best friends too, i don’t know why i didn’t know you before” he sat there and pouted poor bb
you knew of him and people said to stay away, but he didn’t seem so bad of a guy. he was being suUUper sweet to u,, aaaand that’s how everyone knew you were his next target
“do you know where minho went?” you said quietly ?? “someone has an interest in their friend, huh?” he started to smirk which kind of scared you hekxjsndh his face and a smirk aaAA hot & scary lol
“no i don’t i just don’t know anyone and don’t want to be alone.” you awkwardly laughed because you legitimately didn’t have feelings like that for minho
he laughed and your face turned red and you wanteD to slap yourself because that’s obvious that you think someone,. whether it’s minho or cb,, is cute
“good because i want you to have an interest in me. you won’t have to be alone while i’m here.”
jesus christ that was so weirdly cringey ((((or maybe i’m just bad at writing)))) that you wanted to lay on the floor and be stepped on but at the same time you liked it
“who knows, maybe if i talk with you more i may or may not be interested,” you played back and he smiled, completely turning and throwing his arm on the back of the couch
“that was good i like it.” AlfjzKajfmxnhs your face was now as red as a tomato && he scooted closer to you. he doesn’t seem like the person to say those confident things oR do what he did next
he leaned in quickly and grabbed your hand in one hand and cheek in the other. he kissed you hard, mking your brain just go WEE WOO !! BOY ALERT ya know but if a cute boy kisses you i think you may kiss back
it continued on for a long time until somehow you were hovering on top of changbin, his hand on your lower back and this was now a full on make out session.. it kept getting rougher and rougher aka hair pulling and tiny ass grabs until something was definitely gonna happen
y’all he was moaning into the kiss as you were taking over and kissing his neck skdhxkhs he was loving being underneath ( which he never is B) ) biiiitch his best makeout session 100% all thanks to you
“wow.” he had like heart eyes wkdjxmsnd all you needed was a good makeout session for changbin to consider playing you but hEck yours was too good
he held a grip your legs once you finished kissing and sat down on his thighs (๑╹◡╹),, your face becoming all flustered and red while your brain was having a seizure
he slouched and rested his eyes aka closing them which made you want to kiss him more and then bAm the split second he opened them, you did one last kiss, bodies touching this time cool
it lasted a short while that time, he probably spanked your ass unintentionally once or twice
“woo y/n and changbin! a match made of two somewhat nice assholes! how perfect!!!” “shut it, twat,” changbin spat. minho laughed and held out his arms in a t with palms up and a fat smile on his face !! look at his girl get a boy !! and that boy is his friend !!!!!
you stumbled to get up from changbin’s lap, but he held your legs once again so he gave you the sign he didn’t want you to leave
after minho left you two alone, you got up and brushed your jeans, looked at him and he had a saddened look on his face now. you became scared for no reason, so you gave a side half-assed smile and walked right out the front door without telling minho and AKEJCMSHSMHD still going through your brain. and he was all you could think about.
the next school day, your ass wanted to be back in bed but sadly you could not be
so you walked through the doors, ignoring making eye contact with others, putting on earbud in your ear and you were all ): because you sTILL hadn’t stop thinking about changbin
and suddenly: “y/n!” you turned around and your heart just went GOODBYE and dropped to the floor when you saw the one and only changbin! he had a smile on his face, but his eyes weren’t smiling, they were like a half closed look yknow skdhxkhs i forgot how to describe it h sorry lmao it’s late rn
you stopped kind of just like ,, tensed as everyone around you walked slower and eyeballed you
changbin quickly walked up to you, grabbed your hips and fuckin slammed his lips into yours for like mmm about five seconds and pulled back and hugged your neck wow what a cutie
“do you want to go out with me later?”
“changbin, you ask that to every girl you see, it’s enough. y/n, don’t do it.” felix said, rolling his eyes and it made you pout. he walked away, all 7 other boys following behind, a few parting in a different direction for first period autobots roll out yknow
but changbin stayed with you. “i’ll think about it.” you walked away with the image of the people around you two whispering. it scared you knowing people who didn’t know you now know you because of a guy who just likes kissing a lot
after school !!! all the boys walked to each other’s houses like normal “changbin what the fucK BRO,” seungmin agressivly ? yet ? softly ? slapped him across his head
“do you just like her for her makeout s or something pls say no we need valid reasons” hyunjin said quiet !! he was scared to speak up in front of changbin,, sometimes changbin has mood swings and gets salty so that’s fun
“,, she’s a good kisser.” everyone yelled “CHANGIN” in unison and it was fucking hysterical okay i’m imagining this and i’m actually laughing
“okay, changbin, y/n’s my mofo GIRLIE if you hurt her i’m coming for you. just because you’re going for her doesn’t mean i’m gonna let this slide.” minho was ready to FIGHT for you as well as jeongin since you three were the buds! “ʸᵉᵃʰ” jeongin went all ):< CUTIE
he rolled his eyes and sighed “fine. but if i don’t feel anything for her you can’t come for me.” “,,, fair enough.”
you squealed into your pillow once you got home ,, calling minho to squeal to him even more
“HHHHHHH MINHOOOOOOOOOO hes so wkcjskhdkhd heck he’s gonna dump me isn’t he” “,,,,,, i mean he’s right next to me if you want to talk to him”
WKJDKXHS you ended the call right then and there no ma’am no way were you talking to him
so you reached level 1 of getting his number and y’all set up a cute little lunch date at around 4 !!
changbin was being extra sweet to you, he payed, looked at you all 💘💓💖💝💞💕💓💞💘💝💗💓💞💘💓💞💘💝 and not like you were just some random girl, he walked you home, all cute lil couple stuff
and you two made it official!! you guys are a thing (((((((;
it’s been two weeks, you were over changbin’s house (: he invited you for a little movie date even though he wanted it to just consist of kissing. but that’s all he wanted. he didn’t feel anything for you. right? yeah.
he normally just plays a few girls, leaving them when they’re uninteresting to him aka maybe like two weeks or something. you were different. every time you guys kissed, a spark would go off in his head and he didn’t know why
your kissing was the best he’s experienced !! it put him in some kind of trance and he lOved it
he let you put on a movie and you put on mean girls bc i can’t think of any other movie right now kenckencmdh anywAy
but you didn’t want him to see what you were choosing at he did, you saw his eyes peeking through his hands ))):
“close ur eyes that’s cheeting changbin ):<< “ “,,,cute” KWFKZNWMCHD
the he saw you laying on the end of the bed and wiggling your eyebrows as the beginning became to play and he didn’t know how to react so his cute lil laugh came up and your heart stopped he’s so cute
halfway through the movie, binnie was getting bored bc half of the girls and a few boys he’s been with made him watch this movie,,, he still wanted to kiss u but you weren’t catching the hint when you turned around to comment and he was staring at your lips ??
he had enough ): so the boy scooted closer to you until you were laying on his chest in his lap how cute (‘:
he felt his heart flutter once you were in his lap all squishy and pretty and he didn’t know how to react !! that was the first time he’s felt that !! little miss y/n scoring it
he smiled to himself and embraced you into a hug but decided to ignore it and force it down his throat bc seo changbin doesn’t have feelings for ppl 😎
he started to kiss the side of ur face to distract himself, and boy it did
he tried to take your attention off the tv and hell once he started kissing down your face and onto your neck, he melted and so did u !
you turned around and sat face forward on his lap and denied his kiss to the lips (: instead you brushed your fingers over his lips and told him how great he is while you also ran your fingers through his hair and maybe his heart rate was increasing heck he thinks he’s catching feelings too quick
he pouted when you wouldn’t kiss him, his cheeks turning a slight shade of red making you giggle!! you pressed your hands against his cheeks and squished them, earning a small smile from the boy in front of you
your thighs have always been his favorite place for you to sit, he loves seeing you all happy and huggable u didn’t hear that from me
all he can think about is you since that first day you met, and he knows when you sit in his lap,,, it completes him to see his gf in lover mode (:
he didn’t know he could have feelings for a girl as wonderful as you
you turned around and once the movie was finished ,, you fell asleep on top of him laying down <<<3 and maybe changbin couldn’t handle how cute you looked asleep, maybe he loved the way you clenched your hand around his in the middle of your sleep,, maybe - just maybe he had mega feelings for u
he fell asleep soon after you with a big smile on his face
“shit, y/n, it’s monday” his croaky voice said and woke you up
“fuuuUUUCK i gotta go” “nono y/n stay! issok you can just wear one of my hoodies” “,, i need my backpack” “i’ll drive you back then to get it,, we can be late”
you didn’t say anything in return,, just smiled to yourself and found the drawer his hoodies were in while he washed up ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡
he came back out and saw you in his favorite black hoodie and your shoulders scrunched up HELL did it look cute on u
he smiled,, without a word,, walking back into the room and opened his arms out for you to come hug him
“.. are you okay u never do this..?” “i’m 1000% fine it’s just that i happen to really really really like my gf ,, now hug me”
once you got to your house to get your bag,, you said hello to your doggie and took your back from next to the door and yelled out a “hi mom sorry mom talk to you later mom love u gotta blast”
when you get back in the car changbin has a really weird look in his eyes,, but he was smiling !! he started the car back up
and with his eyes back on the road he spoke skdjdk “y/n, i thought you would just be a fling or something because that’s just how i go but . something about you. makes me. go nUuUuuUTTTts and i love that feeling!! i just ,, wanna squish you all the time now and it’s been not even 24 hours since i’ve first felt that”
“half of me wants to slap you and half of me wants to bring you into a tight hug”
“do both i deserve both”
when he saw you in the hallway,, he was with minho and felix, and they both widely smiled at you while changbin grabbed you and pecked your lips and then walked away
we love a confident couple
a few weeks after he told you that ,,, and when the school day was over ,, and he dropped you off at your house,, when you got out of the car,, he followed you ,, ))): and wrapped his arms around your waist from behind. he nuzzled his nose into the crook of ur neck and you felt his lips curl into a smile
“y/n i think i may love you. you really make me happy and i keep getting these butterflies when i see you. uGh i want to smooch you all the time pls stop being so cute” you did it y/n. you helped him fill that void
“may love me?”
“i love you.”
“that’s more like it (((: i love you to baby”
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gaybabymisfits-blog · 7 years
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aaaaa, do you think you could write something based on your "Partners in Crime" Jackeoff headcanon? because holy /shit/
heck yEAH I CAN AAAA
Pair: Jack x Geoff {Jackeoff}
Prompt/My Headcanon: “Partners In Crime” by Set It Off ft Ash Costello is a good Jackeoff song. Imagine them just starting out, trying to rob a bank. Their first heist together and of course the cops get called. They get cornered and yell that they’ll never take them alive because, well, they’re partners in crime.
Word Count: 1,740 (whoops i got carried away)
Title: Partners In Crime (wow what a shocker)
Jack was kicked out of her house at an early age and lived on the streets. Over the years she learned to fend for herself and how to survive on her own. Until one night she couldn’t defend herself.
A group of large men had cornered her in an alley, throwing transphobic slurs and other insults at her. One of them pulled out a knife and the others followed suit, grabbing their concealed weapons. Jack closed her eyes and accepted her fate. This was how she was going to die.
But death never came. She didn’t even get stabbed or hit. Instead she heard five gunshots and then there were a pair of arms around her waist. Jack looked up at the random stranger who had saved her life.
“Holy balls, are you alright?” The man had quite the mustache on his face and he was wearing a suit. She gave the man a shrug in response. She didn’t like talking much since her voice wasn’t very feminine at the moment. One day she hopes she can start transitioning, but a girl can only dream.
The man didn’t seem satisfied with her answer so he lifted her up off the ground and carried her to his car. He put her in the passenger seat and buckled her in, getting in the driver’s seat shortly after. No more words were exchanged as they traveled to what Jack could only assume was this mystery man’s apartment.
Once inside the building the two finally introduced themselves.
“So, uh, I’m Geoff. Sorry for kinda just taking you to my place without asking. You just looked like you could need some help.” Geoff awkwardly scratched the back of his neck.
Jack cleared her throat and attempted to make her voice sound as feminine as possible. “I’m Jack. Well, thanks for looking out for me. No one’s ever done that before.” Her voice got distant and she tried to push her thoughts of her parents away and focused on Geoff again.
She noticed the confused look on his face but it quickly changed to what she could only describe as realization and he smiled. It was nice to not have to explain herself for once. She gave a sigh of relief and chuckled.
“So, Geoff. Do you have a spare room? Or like a couch? I’m exhausted and would really like to sleep somewhere that’s not an alley.” She quickly put her hand over her mouth, she said more than she wanted. The look on Geoff’s face hurt her to look at and she nearly bolted out of the front door but something inside begged her to stay.
“Are you trying to tell me you’ve been sleeping on the streets? For how long? No, that doesn’t matter. You live here now. I have a spare room you can crash in, Jack. Please stay here, I couldn’t bare seeing a pretty girl out on the streets of Los Santos by herself, especially not now. The crime rate is ridiculous.”
Geoff was complimenting her looks and was pleading with Jack to stay, so she did. And that was the best decision she made in a long time. the next morning she woke up to a gunshot and a string of curse words from the kitchen.
Turns out her new roommate had been cleaning his gun that he used last night to protect Jack but he forgot to empty the clip and turn the safety on. Now there was a hole in the hardwood floor. Jack tried her best to pissed at the man for waking her but all she could do was laugh.
A few months passed and the two finally realized they had been sneaking off to do small thefts here and there. They decided they could work better as a team. Geoff still snuck out at night when Jack was sleeping to rob some people. He was trying his best to get some money saved up so he could surprise Jack with the estrogen shots she needed to help transition.
That had been going on for a couple of weeks and Geoff realized he was screwed. He had fallen head over heels in love for this fiery redhead he saved off the streets. She was the person that kept him stable when he got out of control on their little heists. Geoff absolutely adored how she looked in his old Hawaiian shirt she stole because she needed something to wear. It was big on her so she tied it up in the front and it showed off a bit of stomach.
That night at dinner Geoff made her favourite food and decided he was finally going to tell her how he felt. Jack looked lovely as always and it made him even more nervous than before. If he didn’t tell her now he was going to end up blurting it out on a heist and that would definitely not be good.
“So, Jack. I’ve been wanting to talk to you about something… something important to me.” Geoff spoke with a shaky voice and Jack tilted her head to the side. A piece of hair fell into her face and it took everything in Geoff to not reach over and put it behind her ear.
“I’m not good with words but, well, I like you Jack.”
She gave him a sweet smile. “I like you too Geoff, now can you hurry up and ask me out? My steak’s getting cold.”
They both laughed and the rest was history. Jack and Geoff quickly became one of the most powerful criminal duos in Los Santos. The news reporters even went as far as calling their crimes works of art, in a sick and twisted way.
Their heists got bigger and better and with more money meant they upgraded everything they could. Plus, Geoff finally had enough to get Jack her shots just in time for her birthday, it was a very emotional day.
One morning over breakfast, Geoff came up with the brilliant idea to rob the Maze Bank. Jack nearly spit her coffee at him.
“Geoff are you fucking serious? Some of the biggest gangs can’t even successfully rob that place, and you expect us to do it?”
He just smirked at her and fuck, she can’t resist that smug motherfucker. “Let’s do it.”
After a week of planning they finally had everything they needed to do possibly the biggest heist either of them will ever pull. Covered from head to toe in weaponry and body armour, they entered the building.
Geoff was the one to make his little speech as he called it in planning. “Everybody freeze, nobody move! Put the money in the bad or we will shoot. Just, empty of the vault and then me and my doll will be on our way.”
Of course everything goes to shit but they expected it to happen. Two criminals trying to rob the biggest and most powerful bank in the entire city was a disaster waiting to happen. Jack made a run to the vault and attempted to get even just a little bit of cash but the cops were faster.
They had the building surrounded and they had to scream to communicate over the sirens outside and the alarm going off inside the bank. The redhead quickly returned by her lover’s side and pulled out her weapon.
“Geoff, I’m scared. What if we don’t make it out? What if they catch us? What are we going to do?!” Her voice - which was much more feminine than when they first met - was shaky. She’s never been in a situation like this before but Geoff has.
“Babe, don’t worry. It’s gonna be okay, now don’t you quit on me! We can make it out of here.” His words helped calm her down. For a bit there, nothing happened. No cops entered the bank and it was eerily quiet now. Suddenly the radio from the police car burst to life in a fit of static and there was a cop talking to the couple.
“This is the Los Santos Police Department. Put your weapons down and come out with your hands up, we have the place surrounded!”
Neither of them dared to move, their feet were glued to the floor. Jack was too terrified to attempt to say anything so she looked at her boyfriend.
“You’ll never take us alive! We’re the best damn criminals in the city! We’re partners in crime and you can never destroy us.” Geoff’s voice was stern and cold, Jack wasn’t sure if she was scared of him or attracted to him more in that moment.
The radio spoke again. “Alright, ready men? Aim..Fire!” The sound was horrifying. Bullets shot through the doors and windows and one of them ricocheted off the wall outside and hit the gas tank of the police car parked next to it. The building was quickly engulfed in flames.
Geoff quickly got on the ground and pulled his girlfriend down with him. He layed on top of her to try and protect her but it was no use. The building was a lost cause. It was crumbling and no one was doing anything to stop it. Almost as if the police were trying to say ‘if we can’t arrest you, we’ll just kill you.’
Jack was crying at this point. She didn’t want her life to end like this, burned alive in a bank. But she was with the love of her life and that fact comforted her a bit. She finally managed to get enough strength to talk to Geoff.
“So, guess the papers are gonna say this is the night young love died but hey, at least we’re gonna be buried by each other’s side. “ She laughed and it was the kind of morbid humour she used when she was trying to hide her feelings. Everything was written on her face though.
“Yeah, maybe I bit off more than I could chew with this. I didn’t want it to end like this Jack. I’m sorry. I love you so much.” Geoff reached down for his lover’s face and cupped her cheeks that were now smeared with tears and mascara.
“I love you too, Geoff. Here’s to the best damn crime duo Los Santos will ever see.” She kissed him roughly and closed her eyes as the beam above them broke and fell on top of them.
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HNNNGGGG I AM PUMPED, GUESS WHO’S BIRTHDAY IT IS???? MY FAVE KAEDE AKAMASTSU OR AS I REFER TO PIANO JESUS!! HNNG PUMPED
Something was wrong
Something was tremendously wrong
Kaede the leader of the class the optimistic leader of the class
Was sad,Sad to the point of playing piano a bit duller than usual, Sad to the point for her to frown during playing the thing she loved most
And Shuichi couldn’t tell why
He thought and thought but he couldn’t figure out what the heck was wrong nothing happened to her today she was just …Sad
So he decided to ask, Walking towards the girl he slowly asked her the question,He didn’t even freeze just he just..Said it
“Is something the matter?”
She froze for a second before awkwardly smiling and turning her head to him
“Ha…Ha I guess I’m kind of sad my old friends aren’t here to celebrate my birthday” She said rubbing the back of her head that awkward smile still on her face
With that he froze panicking ‘slightly’ on the inside
Bir..th…day?
Birthday? He had no idea it was her birthday!! How could he forget? HOW,HOW,HOW??? HE’LL NEVER FORGIVE HIMSELF FUCK FUCK FUCK
As he kept internally panicking Kaede stared at him awkwardly confused by how much he was sweating
“…Er? Saihara-Kun? Are you ok-?” Before Kaede could finish Shuichi ran out of the room leaving her alone with her piano
“…Okay?” Kaede said finishing her sentence
“……Chabashira-San did say how rude boys were” Kaede sighed
“…Oh well” Kaede slowly lowered her head and waited a second before playing the piano once more
-[Later]-
What has he done so far?
Freaked out about the fact he forgot about Akamastsu-San’s birthday check,Got a horrible idea check,Called everyone here Check,Told everyone what he’s doing…Nope
Now to make that ‘Nope’ a ‘Check’
“Saihara-Chann~? What’s going on~?” Ouma whined “I’m busy ya know! A ninja is chasing me see!” Ouma said pouting while obviously lying Shuichi looked away a deadpanned expression on his face
“Ouma-Kun please be serious we’ve all forgotten something truly important today!” Shuichi yelled hitting the podium everyone looked up at him confused
“Eh? Shuichi? What are ya talkin about?” Kaito asked confused Maki suddenly hit him telling him to ‘Shut up’ Shuichi stared at the scene before going back on topic
“..You see… It’s” He froze once more sweating slightly but he kept going
“…Akamastsu-San….Birthday” He slowly said looking away and with that one word preparing for the impact but Nothing happened?
“Um…? Guys this is seri-!” Shuichi tried to tell but before he could panic erupted in the room
Kirumi got out a broom from somewhere and started cleaning,Ryouma started roasting himself for being a horrible friend,Angie started praying for some reason,Tenko said it was the boys fault,Yumeno slept though the chaos,Kiibo and Gonta who don’t even know what a birthday was,Kaito Yelled saying he had no clue while Maki said he was a idiot for it,And Ouma… Was Ouma
And Shuichi knew at that moment.. He fucked up And boy did he fuck up bad
He tried to stop the chaos yelling while being sweaty mess,While still Not even stopping the panic slightly
“G-GUYS!!! WE HAVE T-!!” Shuichi yelled but before he could finish he was interrupted by Amami
“You all forgot..I thought that was the case” Amami said looking away everyone stared at him confused
“Wait.. You didn’t forget?” Shuichi asked him confused
“…..“Amami slowly sighed before pulling out his e-tablet pointing to a spot that said March 26
”…Oh”
-Even ‘Later’-
[I Put this in Shuichi’s point of view]
I had prepared everything and everyone
Yumeno would do a magic show to entertain Kaede while Tenko gladly helped with stage ‘stuff’
Kirumi was cleaning everything up and setting up most of the part decorations Maki and Kaito helped but Kirumi did more work than the both of them combined, I wasn’t surprise in the slightest of course
Ama'i said he knew to cook so he did the cake Kiibo said quote on quote “I’ll try to help to with the fullest of my ability!” with pure optimism I didn’t stop him
Angie and Iruma said they make something for Kaede, I asked no questions but I asked Gonta and Korekiyo to watch the two of them for 'reasons’
And Tsumigi was set on wrapping the gifts I prepared she seemed to be over-joyed when I asked if she could make Kaede something
And Ryouma’s job was the hardest… Watch Ouma,I knew Ryouma was strong… But I still felt a weird feeling like I should have done more
-Time Skip AGAIN- Mod Kaede sucks
After a while we finished with enough time to spare to bring Kaede
And nothing bad happened,Iruma and Angie made something that was appropriate,Ryouma even stated Ouma did nothing I was in relief, Everything seemed to be perfect…
“Jeezzz we done yet?” Yumeno complained yawning a bit
“Yes! Tenko wants to know as well!” Tenko yelled almost hitting Yumeno in the face
“Aaa…” Yumeno said dodging somehow she didn’t seem to care though
“Yep now all we need is to surprise Akamastsu-Sa-” Before I could finish it happened
Of course it happened, One thing had to go fucking wrong,Nothing will ever go right for me will it?
“Yooo Saihara-Chan! I brought Akamastsu-Chan~!” Ouma yelled holding Kaede’s hand she seemed to be confused all I could do was internally scream while staring at him,Thinking one thought
“GOD DAMNIT OUMA IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A SURPRISE”
Kaede looked around the room confused she seemed to be in the same dull mood as before though
“Um…? What’s happe-” Before Kaede could finish Amami came in the room at the worst moment
“Guys I’m back from the bat-” Amami then stared at Kaede before muttering a 'Shit’ he seemed to understand the situation
“Akamastsu-San~! How’s your day? Actually don’t answer that lets go outside for a MOMENT” Amami said sweating a bit get a smiling expression on his face he than dragged the confused Laede out of the room
I sighed in relief before staring at Ouma but I knew we had other priorities at hand
“Everyone! Hide!”
-TimeSkip YET AGAIN-
I stared at Amami confused I know he has good intentions since he’s my friend but…? Why was he asking so much? Was he distracting me from something?
“N-No he’s my friend…Yep my friend! I should trust him!” I thought smiling to myself
And so we kept chatting about random topics he seemed to be worried about something but I kept that to myself
[I think we’ve even bonded a bit!]
….
….
Okay he’s gone quiet…
Amami seemed to mutter to himself for a bit after I couldn’t quite make it out either but he seemed to be important
“Um…Rantarou-Kun is something wrong?” Kaede asked tilting her head the boy shot up before smiling
“N-No!! Of course not…Hey um…Could you follow me?” Amami asked grabbing Kaede’s hand but before she could reply she was dragged off yet again and why were they headed for the gym?
“Hey R-RANTAROU-KUN!! Why are we going towards-!” Before she could finished Amami pushed her towards the gym doors
“KYA!” And she hit them opening them wide
She saw 'it’ though all of her friends lined but yelling “Happy birthday!” she couldn’t help but smile
She than hit the ground
“…Ow” Kaede said raising her head from the ground
“..Hehe..Sorry about that Akamastsu-San happy birthday though I hope you enjoy this”
“…Yeah…Your a good kid hope you have a good life,Happy birthday”
“Agreed, Akamastsu-San I hope to serve you even more for days to come,Happy birthday”
“Angie thinks so too!! Angie wishes you a happy-happy birthday!! Ooh~? What’s that? Oh! Kami-Sama wishes the same! Angie is proud of you Kaede!”
“Tenko wishes the same! You are truly a great friend,No..Sister to Tenko! Tenko wishes you the happiest birthday!!”
“Kukuku…Truly I wish you a happy birthday as well..Onee-Sama says so as well”
“OI! Bakamastsu better enjoy the party! Happy birthday slut!”
“Gonta isn’t quite sure on what a 'birthday’ is but he hopes for you to be happy So…Happy birthday!! D-Did I say it right?”
“Nishinishi~ I don’t care if it’s your birthday I just got bored and came here *wink* Stilll it be rude not to say it so,Happy B-Day Akamastsu-Chan!~”
“OI! Shut up Ouma!! Oh yeah my turn right? Your a good friend ya know that? So happy b-day!”
“Um…I don’t have anything to say… I..Um I truly like you as a friend Akamastsu-San so happy birthday….”
“Akamastsu-San I don’t have the slightest clue on what a 'Birthday’ is but I wish you 'it’!!”
“…Jeez my turn…Happy birthday Akamastsu…J-Just so you know I Don’t care, Kaito the idiot forced to participate..That’s a-all!!”
“..Naa…aaaa so sleepy,….A-A…All I gotta do is say .. Happy birthday Akamastsu-San? That’s too tiresome~“
“Akamastsu-San…”
“I-I hope you like this birthday party we’ve prepared because we all truly wish you a happy birthday” Shuichi said lending Kaede his hand
“..Everyone…” Kaede said staring at the 15 others in front of her
She slowly smiled before grabbing Shuichi’s hand
“Thank you all…”
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