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jaarijani · 7 months

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the girl next to me in Antwerp called Emilia the main character of the europe tour which, yeah she is

#käärijä #shess amazing #and so nice!!!!!!#she was so good at the crowd control there were some assholes trying to cut in line and nahh she shut that down real quick #her energy with k on stage during icip was so fun #so im glad shes there again today :)

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bunnihearted · 18 days

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#im glad i went today to hang out with my friend c:#it was nice to just hang out with another person and talk and stuff #i also just like how considerate she is #and she's accepting and chill. i can like tell her that oh im sorry if im low energy now im just overheated bc of the weather and im feeling #sad. and she'll be like dont worry thats ok! and it also is ok she doesnt get annoyed or anything #plus she doesnt look at me weird when there's awkward pauses and i cant express myself properly lol #i overanalyze too much i know :c but anyway it is always nice talking w her so it was nice today #we walked to a sushi place and then to the library #i only stayed for like 30min at the library even if i wanted to stay longer #i realized that it's bc like she had sushi which gives her energy #but i cant afford to buy things out lol so i never eat and refresh my energy #so after 3hrs i got so low energy and just wanted to go home #i should try to find smth easy and cheap i can bring to snack on so i can stay longer!! T-T ugh.. next time!!#we also met a dog! :o she was just standing alone outside a house and stared at the gate #and we came by she walked up to us and looked at me and was like 'get me inside :)'#so my friend went around the house and the owner came and was like omgggg she ran away again!!!#im glad it was so easy to help the dog bc i could not have left her alone by a street w cars and stuff #but she was so sweet and cute and let me pet her 💗#hmm yeah! then i walked home in the heat that killed me... and now im sitting in front of the fan ^-^#im not cut out for summer!!! anywaysss it was just a nice time #i wish i could've stayed longer. i'll make sure to bring a cheap snack next time so i can hang out more

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lovesickeros · 26 days

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This is a little out of the blue, but I genuinely really enjoy hearing your tsaritsa lore and character breakdowns. She's hasn't been someone I'm terribly invested in getting to know as a character, but reading your thoughts on her has really piqued my interest. I've never considered what being the goddess of love could mean I guess

Anyway, all this to say I've been really enjoying your tsaritsa/fatui hype :) it's contagious

THIS IS SO GOOD TO HEAR i love going into deep dive breakdowns of characters especially ones who don't really have a lot of content, because it provides wiggle room for a lot of interpretations. not that i can blame you for not being too invested in her, considering we've never actually seen her, and only hear about from a few sources (venti, who doens't really say much, and childe + arle who also technically dont say much in the grand scheme of things but understanding their characters to see how it changes their view of the tsaritsa and where it overlaps is a good chunk of it)

so its my job to do what hoyo doesn't and hype the hell out of her /j. ive been writing her since i joined sagau around when it first started snowballing into popularity i dont think i could leave if i tried

#asks #Anonymous #not a fic #the tsaritsa is one of my faves and frankly the fatui as a whole. top 3 faves is something like tsaritsa arle&furi and bina #its the harsh contrast of “goddess of love” and tsaritsa that just. chefs kiss. i keep saying it but its true.#a lot of harbingers core themes are about love too like okayyyyy im listening. im seated.#the goddess of love also being the cryo archon. being in snezhnaya. the coldest nation yet and will prob have the dragonspine mechanic..#i think its shown especially with arlecchino and her entire story. i wont say much bc. yknow. spoilers. its been like 2 days since release #bc while arlecchino is better then the old knave she is not a good “father”. i mean shes still raising child soldiers. knowingly.#and i do not think she “loves” them. i think she CARES about them. but she does not love them.#she is the cold unfeeling “father”. that is her role. it is her purpose. she refuses to be like the old knave in that manner #she will not pretend to love them to make them loyal. she will not put up a facade of kindness to make them listen #but i also find it interesting that after arle took over at some point “mother” was attributed to the tsaritsa #i cant recall where the line is from atm but its such an interesting bit that says so much #all children of the house of the hearth are children of the tsaritsa and thus. “mother”.#looks at the wall of text in tags ah fuck i did it again. SHUT IT DOWN #someday i wont get distracted and write an essay in tags. today is not that day!!!#glad u enjoy my ramblings though its fun 2 write and nice 2 know ppl like them :]

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minglana · 8 months

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just got my hair cut (good. they fixed the bottom part of my hair) by a hairdresser (bad. they straight-ified the top part of my hair)

#what is it w ppls obsessions w straight non fluffy hair #she wants me to style it on the side. where it makes me look like a stereotypical karen😔#she also said tho that i can come in again if i want to wear it all in front so she can cut it so it doesnt get in my eyes #so idk we'll see. im kinda glad i cut it bc it was looking a bit wild already #but at the same time it doesnt look dykeish enough. n im going to the dyke thing today😔#z xarre

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skyburger · 2 months

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"fnaf is the scariest game ever" "no its silent hill" "well i think its resident evil" everyone shut up!!!!!! youre all wrong. its actually zack & wiki quest for barbaros' treasure (on the nintendo wii) but only the level "keeper of the ice". that level scared me so bad as a kid and you can tell because its the only individual level i remember the name of off the top of my head. like there is nothing scarier than a) being chased and b) being on a time limit. and you know what this level has? BOTH OF THOSE. this level is still scary to me im like AHHHHH!!!! and then i die

#i had to google horror games after i thought really hard for silent hill and fnaf #because like. resident evil is just not a horror game in my mind... its just cool zombie game...#to be fair though. the only one i actually played a portion of was re6 which is probably the least scary one in the whole series #anyway do the kids still find silent hill and fnaf scary. i dont know.#well the former id say yes given how prevalent ps1 horror has been in recent years #fnaf i have no idea. im a massive wuss so its scary when i play it for myself #but watching someone else play them especially when i know them well isnt scary #and ive watched fnaf videos for YEARS #so i dont know. (old man voice) these damn kids... back in my day we watched markiplier scream at freddy fazbear and we LIKED it!#anyway its objectively a horror game and thata literally fine thats all i needed for this post #MY POINT HERE. my point here #IS THAT HIT ZACK AND WIKI LEVEL KEEPER OF THE ICE. IS SOOOOO SCARY #its not that scary but i see tjat level and im like 3 years old making my mom play this level for me again #and for the record yes me and my sister really did make our mom help us with z&w #she remembers helping us with frost breath the most because we like did notttttt get that one at all #and she could never remember how to do the mirrors based on what combination of stands is there (because tjeres like a few variations)#so she always had to look up a guide 😭😭#my poor mother on fucking gamefaqs or something in like 2010... legends only #anyway if you have no idea what level im talking about (any of my oomfs reading this that isnt end) (hi end) PLEASE look up this level #and i need you to think of like a 5(?) year old making her mom play this game.#this aforementioned child is still a massive wuss as an adult btw. some things never change #anyway watch that level and think about how someone like me. whos already a scaredy cat!#imagine how someone like me felt at age 5 possibly younger playing this level #I WISH I COULD LIKE CONVEY EMOTIONS OVER TUMBLR. why cant i attach a .emotion file to this post #anyway ramble over <- hes said that like a million times today #scariest level in a game ever...!!!!! FUCK that keeper of the ice bitch im GLAD he died #muffin mumbles

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be-good-to-bugs · 8 days

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you would think considering how much it loves sleeping that my body would, yknow, sleep when i ask it to. or even just when it has barely slept in days and im trying so hard to sleep

#the bin #uugghhhh i woke up at 1pm today bc my stupid idiot body refused to go to sleep at a reasonable time even tho i was alreday so sleep #deprived. i have to work at 6:30 tomorrow morning :/ so i guess i wont be sleeping till then bc i still have to clean stuff and shower #maybe maybe maybe ill get a nap in but idk. bleh. i hope after i get home my stupid body will sleep. its gonna have to bc i work 7 hours the #next day so i cant do that too sleep deprived. i really really hope i dont have to :( hhhh #i wanted so bad to get high last night mosty bc my body has been refusing to sleep this past week but my sister n her boyfriend didnt come #over so i wasnt able to get more edibles :( or boxes for packing. hhh. i need to move so soon! i have no idea what day its even gonna be yet #i badeky have an idea of how much its gonna cost either. they finally gave me a gas cost estimate afeyr ive been asking for 3 weeks #hhh. well. whatever. i only have 4 more shifts. im kinda sad tbh. i really like working here. my coworkers are so nice #tomorrow is probs the last time ill ever see my fav coworker. shes so nice. shes so nice she used he/him for me and calls me orb #i just mentioned the name in passing once after i changed my pronouns on my nametag and she noticed and she remember!#and before she used it for me she stopped and asked if i was comfortable with it or if i wanted to keep it private. i have never EVER met #another cis person who would even think to ask that. most cis people dont understand why you would care. shes like. the nicest person ive #ever ever met. why did i have to find such a great place to work in minnesota? well. even if i am super tired tomorrow morning itll probably #be ok. butbi really would prefer not to be.#i dont know why i havent been able to sleep properly. bleh. i do liek what edibles do to me its a fun time but its kinda annoying that i #cant use them very casually for sleep or pain. they incapacitate me for 14 hours minimum.#well. at least no matter how stressed i am abt everything. i will definitely be elsewhere in 18 days max. should be less than that.#i will miss this job and these coworkers but i am relived that i wont have to go to work for awhile. esp with this tooth pain.#and im so excited to be able to draw again! im glad im moving a month before artfight bc itll give me time to get shit prepped #i wanted so bad to participate last year but i wasnt able to come evn close to finishing any attacks bc i was too tired from working

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toastsnaffler · 13 days

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I'm so annoyed and unable to concentrate at all I fucked up the trial I was doing so I'm gonna have to redo it ARGHHHH. its fine it's FINE

#my boss was like thats ok take ur time im glad shes nice im just feeling so strung out today. and it doesnt help that its so HOT #they should let me go home rn and try again thursday....#.diaries

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seaweedstarshine · 4 months

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Eleventh Doctor Chronicles: Sins of the Flesh is really good. Really really good. Experience with certain attitudes can be so isolating, surrounded by people who won’t bother to understand the impact of growing up in that environment (because the world's so progressive now, right), and so — I'm so glad it exists. I also liked the discussion in the interview commentary about how being a monster and doing monstrous things are not mutually exclusive. Like most things, homophobia is pervasive because it is structural. Religious fervor is not inherently bad — “your god is love,” Valarie says to Lily — but as soon as hellfire is brandished around, it's used routinely to empower monstrous things, in a way that becomes unsafe to debate. Especially for young & dependent people who can't escape it.

Conditional love. Moral panics. Purity culture. Self-hate. Mob mentality. This audio. It's timely.

I appreciated what they said in the interviews about not only about the research, but the four rounds of sensitivity readings. I wish the TV show had that level of care sometimes…

#actually the whole Everywhere and Anywhere boxset is excellent #tw homophobia #valarie lockwood #eleventh doctor #so I listened to the second audio in a muggy headspace when it came out and comprenhended none of it and thought what.#then I listened again today and understood it perfectly and cried the whole way thru. I love Valarie's husband ngl #they SHOULD have a poly marriage with Roanna on Medrüth to add to the timey wimeyness. totally normal to the Doctor #the Doctor emotionally saying Rivers death breaks his hearts in the same episode where he says-#'she looks drained. I guess marriage does that to you'. honestly all of the yowzah refs in eleventh doctor chronicles are kind of gold.#and the first story!!!!!! Valerie's dead mother!!!!!! the Clara mention in the summary was fully clickbait tho #oh and the Doctor telling Valerie about the Ponds at the end? SCREAMING- he didnt tell Clara about the Ponds!#in other audio news im slowly gettin thru eighth doctor audios while working. Neverland/Zagreus/Scherzo were as great as ppl say!#the anti time arc made me finally love charley (and find her interesting)#words by seaweed #this post just lowkey a subtweet at rtd. no offense to rtd for always thinking hes right without consulting the groups he talks about #in ADDITION to the story being cathartic. Cybermen running gay conversion therapy is a *chefs kiss* concept. I'm so glad it exists #I might delete this post later its making me feel low key vulnerable *ramble ramble*#by the way I don't think religion is mostly or uniquely responsible for homophobia.#I think it's like any bigotry or hatred. plus religion is an easy way to claim that god is on their side for ANY hatred they have #which means religious homophobia is a form of homophobic abuse that's not only mental and emotional but spiritual as well #it hits different when they invoke god. the entity who made you the way you are #finally watched Barbie and cried because even tho the message was simple my parents will never understand it #my dad who thinks patriarchy is exaggerated and my mom who thinks god made women to serve men #I’m in my mid 20s now it’s fine. I feel so alone its fine #im fine :D or I wouldn't be subtweeting RTD :D :D :D #I should sleep I have work in the morning ~time to listen to some eighth doctor and charley in the divergent universe~#why is 2024 busier than 2023 #anyway sins of the flesh was kinda surface level ngl but I don't think anything deeper would've worked as well #it got the emotional beats (and it doesn't need to be a complex argument to point out the hypocrisy long as the listener aint brainwashed)#the doctor telling the homophobe his hatred killed his daughter and he'll never be forgiven

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melto · 1 year

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i'll stop feeling like everyone is mocking me once i actually spend time with my friends everything will be ok then

#literally going through every single day feeling like i am being mocked every single second is taking an insane toll!!#i feel like im in highschool again and it SUCKS and ik once i spend time with people who i feel secure with it wont be like this #but it has been bad. i would rather literally anything else im so miserable and sad all the time #and the longer i feel like this the harder it gets for me to reach out to my friends #my thearpist and i talked about it today and she was like yeah no it makes sense why youre feeling like that.#so im glad she wasnt like. Yeah no isaac this is actually stupid of you.#i feel so small and worthless and like im walking around with this just huge target on my back. like im just some freak who no one respects #Full of so much paranoia and misery rn. it is so isolating.#news with isaac

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nerdie-faerie · 7 months

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Being an adult is so fun you get to tell TV licencing to fuck off, register for pension schemes, chase up IT issues, make returns, figure out what you're gonna eat this week so you can actually go grocery shopping an- *is laid face down on the floor*

#adulting #ace is grumpy bean #im having a great morning what about you? love spending my only day off catching up on chores and errands #tbf i did finally receive all of my packages that were being held hostage at reception so it hasnt been all bad #but one of my packages needs to be returned and i gotta exchange my hair dye before i buy groceries today cus i grabbed the wrong shade #i have sent more emails than i would like to have today had to email my professor cus of my student account not working chase IT services up #about that again email about sorting out a refund email the pension scheme i got enrolled in cus the registration wasnt working #then deal with tv licencing 'youre under investigation' shut up 🙄 as if anyone watches live tv anymore anyway #i also forgot to speak to my mum while tryna sort stuff out lately so she texted me worried that something had happened this was after shed #apparently called me while i was sleeping but i ignored cus it ended too quickly and i already got woken up by them testing the fire alarm #its felt like a lot of admin today and i still gotta get groceries but i dont know what im gonna eat or rather what i wanna cook this week #so my shopping list is slow going and i dont really wanna leave my flat anyway but the kitchen needs sorting too cus my flatmates are vile #anyway most of my stuff for Halloween came and lets just say im really glad to have next weekend off for it

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pepprs · 1 year

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at around this time 3 yrs ago i was having my first panic attack after which i would barely leave my bed for 2 days <3 happy february 8 to you and yours

#purrs #i was in brighton on a field trip w my cohort and i was sooooo fucking homesick and we went to the seven sisters cliffs and i was looking ou #out over the water feeling depressed and then we went to alfriston and ate weird food in a creepy cafe and THEN we went to battle abbey or w #whatever it was called and all of my friends went off without me and i was alone wandering the grounds and the sun was sickly bright and i w #went into some of the shops but couldn’t find the things i needed and then my stomach started hurting and my heart started pounding and i go #got on the bus early and the other girls in my cohort were being mean to me and then we went back to campus but got dropped off super far aw #away from the dorms and i was feeling worse and worse and i collapsed in bed and ummmmm. it got worse and worse and then i redacted and then #i barely left my bed for 2 days and scared my entire family and almost went home 🤠 i will never forget how helpless and wretched i felt #and i am not glad that it happened but im glad i decided to stay bc 10’days later i met one of my best friends and she was the reason i #suddenly started feeling at home and finally safe and like.. actually becoming this fully realized / independent version of me. until covid #ripped it from my hands and smashed it on the ground 😻😻😻😻😻😻😻 but yeah. the harder you fall the higher you fly or whatever.. and 3 yrs ago #today i fell hard and hopefully i will never fall that hard again bc i have never been so scared in my life lol #brighton

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lilgynt · 10 months

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#personal #my mom told me yesterday my brothers paying to have my door replaced today or tomorrow bc he misses me and thinks is affecting our #relationship badly #and she wasn’t supposed to tell me but i’m glad she did cause like #she tried saying she’s getting it replaced immediately grilled her on where the fuck she got that money since i know we have more important #issues and she IMMEDIATELY snitched #anyway i feel complicated. thank you for the door. that you already said you would do. what was the point of all of this #and i’m re reading the messsges maybe i was too mean but also 8 months no door and everyone being mean to me about it #he told my mom he misses me and she said how sweet it was to hear that and i should consider just. letting this go #and she doesn’t want to minimize the door or what it represents beyond just the door #but didn’t really get it when i was like it matters if he’s doing this bc he misses me or bc he thinks he did anything wrong #like he can do both but. i just want to know he’s not thinking i’m some brat for asking for something? normal? or that this won’t happen #again cause this always happens.#she was like isn’t it more romantic that he misses you so much he doesn’t care if he’s right or wrong? girl what the fuck are you on #anyway i feel weird bc like. it’s nice but i didn’t need him to shell this out #and i feel oddly like a brat to get this expressed done from when i said im upset with him #like 20 days later but feels fast. and i wish he could have reached out and talked to me #but also i’ve been so angry and resentful i don’t know if i’d want to talk especially if it’s just the same convo over and over #i don’t need grand gestures i just wish this stuff wouldn’t happen in the first place #and i’m worried that after the door my mom will get upset if i’m still upset with my brother after #and i’m not sure how he thinks we’re gonna get back to talking if i can’t acknowledge he got the door.#like can’t be like hey thanks! also we need to talk about how you use money instead of ur words.#like in this case i genuinely really needed the door but also it’s just hard to be like hey you did this thing that was unacceptable #also thanks for the full tank of gas dinner and 100 bucks. unprompted. anyway it’s unacceptable-#like it sounds stupid right? anyway i don’t know if he’ll tell me or just try to slide back into talking without ever talking about it #i don’t know and i feel like an asshole no matter what route i go #but will say funny i hid that he broke it from him and he’s hiding that he’s fixing it for me something something #i just feel weird about it. i miss him but also don’t miss getting shit from him or the other one lately i’m just #honestly doing my own thing and just getting through the day or enjoying it too much to think about him sometimes #but i do miss him and i don’t want to be constantly fighting or arguing with my family. it’s not a nice feeling.

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woozi · 2 years

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no bc the svteenies were insane for debuting with a mini that includes adore u and 20 in it

#special mention to shada too she’s a classic for a reason #adore u on the other hand....... the guitar riff.... the whole composition actually... THE VOCALS #very unique color to them #she GAVE #ANYWAY #20’s still one of the vocal u songs im so fond of #dont love the rest of the songs there BUT it was a product of its time i cant find fault in that #their discography is SOOOO good tbh #obviously there r gonna be some snoozers i havent seen any artist without em but over all???? holy fucking shit #im laying eggs #im so so in awe of these men #and im so glad circumstances allowed them this much creative freedom #lich rally have not liked a group this much in so many aspects but what can i do we’re literally talking about seventeen here #wish i got into them sooner though icb i’ve known abt them since their 17tv days but only got into them in 2020 #also stopped my kpop era in 2014-15ish so i also wasnt there for their debut </3 #but yeah </3 love these men so much i have SOOO much to say abt them today my brain feels like it has rock pops from all the crazy things-#-happening inside as i think abt this group #feel extra insane today so im super chatty and making sm gifs NFNDJDJ SORRY i havent been like this on here in a while #and u hopefully wont see me like this again any time soon 😋#y.txt

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robotpussy · 1 year

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every 3 months i find out my mum has been chastising me to do smth because she wants to live through me

#she used to get so angry at me for never taking the money i got in my savings and going to buy a plot of land.#then today she was like 'well i want to be a landlord' now it all makes sense #she wants to be a landlord but shes been trying to pressure me into doing it for some reason. she would get so upset #i had to spend all my savings on stuff like food and bills instead of buy a plot of land like why cant you just do that on ur own????#why are you making me do it? anyways im glad i figured it out. once again

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toastsnaffler · 3 months

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my roommate said she finds jobhunting fun bc it gives her the illusion of feeling wanted when they call her back. do I need to intervene

#babygirl i can want u instead...... put down the phone #im paraphrasing a little. and joking like im glad its not just a miserable chore for her..#shes staying at her current job rn so theres no pressure but itd be rly good if she can find somewhere better. keeping fingers crossed #i caaaannot imagine going back to jobhunting rn like i found it so painfully difficult. but ill probably tentatively start again -#in a few months. even if i dont rly actively wanna leave my job its good to put myself out there in case smth better comes up #ahhhh.. anyway. hope i dont get in too late today #bus stuck in traffic sighs..#.diaries

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maraeffect · 1 year

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pt got canceled today bc of technical issues, so i spent the day deep cleaning. let me just say i did SO much that i haven't had the energy or motivation to do in MONTHS. i am so fucking proud of myself ahhhh

#tbh the only reasons im scrambling to clean rn are 1) the fact that we're moving in march and #2) a moving company is coming on thursday to give us an estimate. and i dont want the house to be dirty #HOWEVER a w is a w in my book!!#today i vacuumed and mopped the laminate. SCRUBBED the wall and floorboards where lucky eats #bc she flings food around and splatters watter IDK WHY. but food was stuck to the wall and stuff #that hasnt been done in probably 8-10 months #decluttered my side of the bedroom and deep cleaned the carpet #last year during the hurricanes our master bedroom window leaked brown water EVERYWHERE #and the blinds got splattered and stained. we never cleaned them bc we were waiting on maintenance #to fix the window. they never did lol. so now i FINALLY cleaned them and theyre white again!!!#plus other little things i thought of while moving around!!!#i feel fucking amazing and SO much less stressed out bc my house is CLEAN #u get used to the mess/clutter after a while and dont realize how much it stresses u out #but now i must have thrown out at least 4 bags of garbage or clutter that we dont need #AND packed a full box of stuff for the move #its been so fucking satisfying and helpful too w my depression. bc i actually feel productive #anyway i love cleaning i love having a clean house #and im glad im finally getting some energy back post surgery & chemo #chatter

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