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raiain · 9 months
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pov the girlies are being unhinged in the whatsapp gc
(original insanity goes to @tenfluenza and @honestlyprettynotsomuch n their intriguing gc behaviour)
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It's story time with Spirit ig.
This happened several months ago by now. And I spent a lot of time off Tumblr so I didn't bother to talk about this on here. But now I'm just gonna share it here just so that any of my other NRC peers can get some kicks out of this.
If you're a Scarabia student, you might already know about some of this because Kalim can't keep a secret to save a single hair on his head. But a while back, I had this big crush on Kalim. And I suck ass at verbalizing my feelings without it coming off as rude or awkward. So I decided to write down my thoughts and feelings in the form of a (cringy) love poem. I initially wasn't going to give it to him. But then my roommate (at the time, she has her own room now) named Alice saw it and gave me a wave of praises for how it was written (despite it being absolute garbage). So I ended up getting this surge of confidence and I sent it to him anonymously, thinking he would've just appreciated the note and that would be the end of that. Oh how wrong I was.
Instead, he got a little too excited about the note and showed it to literally everyone he knew. Based on pictures he sent in a group chat, the poem apparently brought him to tears of joy. I think he might've recited that shit at a banquet at some point. I was. Beyond embarrassed. Alice teased me to no end. And then Kalim INSISTED on trying to find the author of the poem (aka me) in the style of those stories of the glass slippered princess. Jamil was getting tired of Kalim and resorted to asking Azul of all people for help on tracking me down. That did not work in his favor.
I spent a good week trying to avoid getting found out as the note's author out of embarrassment. And I did a piss poor job at doing so because it eventually got to the point where literally everyone EXCEPT Kalim and Jamil knew it was from me. And all my efforts fell flat when I sent a picture of something I wrote on a post it note into a gc. And somehow Kalim managed to recognize me BY MY HAND WRITING. Fucker slid into my dms with just a "YOU!!" And I never felt my nonexistent soul leave my body so fast before.
And then he came down to Ramshackle, we had a conversation, yadda yadda, confession, kiss, and the rest is history. It was horrifying how he memorized my hand writing like that at the time. But nowadays it's a kinda funny story to tell and occasionally wildly exaggerate. I sometimes tell people that he tore the door off my hinges (he didn't. But you can't tell me that isn't a funny mental image)
So yeah. Tldr: Had a crush, sent him an anonymous letter, got hunted for a week, got my handwriting recognized, had a heart attack, happily ever after.
And to this day he still has that damn poem framed in his room somewhere. It kinda makes me cringe now since it's kinda old and my newer writing is much better by comparison. But I may post what the poem said on here if anyone is interested.
Anyway, that is all. Gonna go chug some orange juice straight from the carton and try to forget about the future now. Peace out xx
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pineappleciders · 1 year
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Hello! Can I request an Omori Headcanon with the REAL WORLD Casts with a Golden Child Syndrome Reader? If you can add, The Reader has a passion for Dancing and They can be quite sassy and brutally honest but still very kind and protective of their friends. Thank you!
A/N: this is based off of some quick research i did on gcs, so i'm sorry if i missed anything or misinterpreted it
RW OMORI GANG with a reader with Golden Child Syndrome headcanons
includes: SUNNY, AUBREY, KEL, HERO, MARI, and BASIL
WARNING: mention of MARI incident
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SUNNY
SUNNY is definitely somewhat aware of the standards and pressure put on his older sister MARI. he always kind of felt like he was stuck in her shadow
in fact, it was indirectly reason for her untimely death, and what caused SUNNY so much stress
he'll always try his best to encourage you in what you do and remind you you don't owe your parents or anyone else anything
he might get a little frustrated sometimes if you're a perfectionist, like sighing when you're angry at yourself (he doesn't mean to be rude, he just thinks it's unbelievable)
resists the urge to go 'ooooo' whenever you sass out on someone, and is your biggest cheerleader
SUNNY has a hard time accepting his flaws, and often beats himself down for it, so he understands any self-hatred you feel and tries to distract you from your thoughts
he really appreciates your kindness, and it honestly breaks his heart to see you suffering so he'll try anything he can to make your day a little better! whether it be little doodles or notes, or just listening as you ramble
you guys r kind of, healing together?? you both have some serious trauma and he's determined to help you get through it!!
AUBREY
she somewhat relates due to the lack of attention from her parents and expectations to act fine when everything wasn't,, but she also doesn't relate?? like she is held to standards but she makes it a point to break them
kinda encourages you to step out of your comfort zone
always gets awkward and tries to cheer you up and give you words of encouragement if you're sad about messing up something
kind of has to hold herself back from trash-talking your parent/guardian once you open up about it
AUBREY can be brutally honest if she feels it's necessary, but she doesn't just say whatever she's thinking. unless she's trying to get a point across or nail something in your head
AUBREY hates dancing, but she'll comply if it's a slow dance with someone she's close to; like you!! at prom or something, even if you didn't go together you still dance together and laugh about it
she has a lot of sass, but had more when she was younger!! used to always leave quippy or snarky comments (specifically towards KEL when they would fight) and she still does it to this day, but only if she's full of resentment
asks you to help her out with her homework if you're studious (she does need help with studies, but it's mostly to distract you from overworking yourself and your own work)
AUBREY tries to encourage you to say no to her and pay attention to yourself and your own needs
KEL
he tries his very best to understand
the back of his head wants to be resentful of it, as he lived in HERO's shadow for years, always the problem child
but, he shakes away the selfish thoughts and remembers it wasn't HERO's fault
"c'mon, everybody makes mistakes! me especially!" he laughs, trying to cheer you up if you're upset. KEL's always had a habit of saying self-deprecating things in hopes of making others feel better
tries to make you feel better about yourself by giving you little compliments, taking selfies with you, etc. even if they help only a little, he wants to do the best he can!!
when he was younger, KEL had a habit of blurting whatever he thought, and while it's gotten a lot better, he still does it sometimes and he appears too honest to some people!!
he appreciates your honesty
KEL isn't one for any romantic or slow dancing. the only dancing he would do is like,,, breakdancing at a party or hitting the griddy or something idk
KEL always stands up for his friends, he is incredibly loyal!! and he loves that about you
he's hypocritical in the sense that he tells you to stand up for yourself and to not set boundaries, but tbh he isn't the greatest at doing that himself
HERO
HERO also has GCS, more prominently in his childhood. always the perfect child, a 'pleasure to have in class'.
despite being a total hypocrite, he'll always cheer you on and reassure you in anything you do
he's always been held to a 'charming, kind guy' facade by his family. and while he is kind and charming, he gets frustrated a lot with himself and his parents and often has to take a breather, and he'll help you out if you do the same
sometimes he has to hold back his laughter and remain serious if you make a sassy quip towards someone,, he doesn't want to be rude but he thinks it's hilarious
if you two meet each other at high-school prom, he'll bend down, with one hand extended reaching for yours and asking to slow dance because he thinks it's funny
you two end up giggling and losing your shit halfway through the dance
gives you massages to relieve stress and pampers you if you're burnt out; bringing you hot chocolate, putting on your favorite show, etc.
MARI
similar to HERO, except she's much more of a perfectionist
she gets really angry when she makes a mistake, but she'll always tell you it's okay and be there for you if you do the same
over and over again she'll deny that she needs help too, always putting you first
MARI also has a bit of sass to her, and she always takes your side and snarks along with you if someones picking on you or someone else
she dreams of playing the piano and you dancing to it. she doesn't mind if it's in public or in your room, she'd just love to have a moment like that!! MARI enjoys slow dancing, but she isn't the best at it (play romantic music and slow dance with her and her heart is yours)
MARI has an intense need to do her best and gets frustrated when she can't. if you're both burnt out or something the two of you will often just lay in her bed watching movies and chilling to relax
she tries to help you out by accepting every part of you, the good & the bad. after all, how can you learn to love yourself without acknowledging you can't always be perfect?
BASIL
BASIL relates in the way that he gets incredibly anxious and hates himself for it if he screws up, especially while speaking or in front of other people
he'll always tell you that everybody makes mistakes, and it'll help him accept that himself if you remind him the same
BASIL is also an intense people-pleaser. he'll put anyones needs before his own, and holds his friends very dearly, including you! you'll need to remind him to take care of himself
he leaves little flowers and notes on your doorstep when you're feeling down in hopes of making your day a little better :)
always your biggest supporter; let's say you want to pursue dreams of dancing! he'll always be the one in the crowd with a huge sign and a #1 glove, shouting "GO Y/N!! WOOHOOO"
similar to HERO he finds your sassiness kinda funny and might chuckle before slapping his hands over his mouth and apologizing
if you're struggling with emotional unavailability, he'll stick by your side and help you out every step of the way, even if you can't show affection or emotions correctly.
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taegularities · 2 years
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Heyy! So, I really dunno if I’m the one who’s lagging on some brain cells but just hear me vent something out. {idk what tw is exactly applicable but ig toxic fandom?tag should be okay}
So, I have a couple moots who are all bookworms like me, and since we’re dedicated armys, we usually lookout for fanfics and basically recommend fics of our choice on an ig chat(sort of a book club activity you can say). Now here’s one thing: a moot shares a profile of <mystical princess> user from wattpad and it creates a sort of havoc in our gc: mostly as in, it’s hyped as if it’s a breaking news or something. Later I get to know that this user happens to be an account owned by aespa’s giselle in her predebut years. It recently got much attention because somebody leaked it apparently, and here’s where the actual problem is. I know some moots on that gc are toxic armys - the army who shared the profile happens to be one too. She said very demeaning stuff about giselle and even said it’s such characterless attitude to maintain wp account if you’re a celebrity - like??? I don’t stan aespa alr, but I’m pretty sure giselle never knew she was gonna become an idol from the beginning. Also, what’s wrong in maintaining a writing page? She did that stuff as a child, and leaking away this info about her account is like breaching her privacy. Moreover, using this as a means to spread hate only because of that one controversy for which she apologised (the racist slur one) is ridiculous imo. I can’t really say anything to them because most of them happen to be older than me but I think what that moot pointed out was blunt hypocrisy. Someday some fanfic writer from tumblr happened to become a popular writer and their tumblr profile is leaked without their knowledge, won’t they face hate too? What’s the point of spreading such hate when you could be peacefully binging on fics instead?😕 I think I spoke a lot anyways, it kinda feels better to have written this out because I was feeling heavy the whole time with this piling up in my head 😅 you’re a good human who listens to others rants without being much judgemental so I just blurted stuff out here, sorry if I had been rude at some point!!
the tw is okay !! thank u so much for adding one <3
hmmm, yeah that does not sound healthy. judging celebrities – or people in general – bcos of such a thing is definitely unsolicited. fanfic writers are just people, too 😭 no one would criticise professional writers either – i don't know aespa or giselle, or anything about the slur controversy (have just heard of aespa), but the fact that her wattpad account caused such a controversy is such a stupid thing lmao that's as if they're cancelling her for being a celebrity's fan pre-debut.
i agree with u, one should just read fanfics in peace 🥲 and ahh, honestly, that's probably just me, but in such a situation i just say nothing; bcos it's a conflict that can be avoided! unless it derails !! 😐
but i mean the main advice i can give u is to definitely leave the group – sometimes, when u feel bad about smth, things just get worse and then blow up someday. i bet it'd be better for u if u didn't have to deal with those things anymore, since i can see that it's affecting u. i hope u do what's right for u tho; and i hope things get better in that group soon 💕
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borderlinebeauty · 1 year
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This is probably random but sometime last week my sisters and I were supposed to hang out. We have our own gc so one of them was messaging me in there and personally, then called me multiple times. She did the same through fb messenger.
I have bpd, ptsd, depression and anxiety. When I have my extreme depressive “episodes” I want to be alone and do nothing, I don’t want to hangout with friends or family. I have explained this to my sisters when this happens it’s not my intention to be rude or come off as mean or uncaring I just need to be left alone but one of them decided after those messages and phone calls after 30 minutes she decided to come over to my apartment unannounced knock on the door and put her finger over the peephole. It made me extremely upset, anxious, uncomfortable and embarrassed because my apartment wasn’t clean and I felt bad about myself, my hair looked like a mess and my face wasn’t washed.
My boyfriend decided to let her in of course he was just being polite but honestly it made me even more upset, not at him just at the situation and her because I felt like she didn’t respect me, my boundaries or my home. Plus we all have Snapchat so she could’ve easily looked at my location up there and would’ve seen that I was safe and at home but she decided to be rude and petty, also who in the hell puts their finger over a peephole? Especially her knowing how bad my anxiety and my paranoia can get she still did that.
I shouldn’t have to feel such anxiety, paranoia or discomfort in my own space. No one should be coming over to my home unannounced like that family or not, it is so disrespectful and my anger when she did that was overwhelming. I held myself back from saying anything to her that day because I didn’t want to say the wrong thing to her but I wanted to yell at her and tell her she’s not allowed back for a while. I don’t even know how to talk to her about this because I feel like she’s going to take it to another level, take it too personally and turn it around to the point that I’m gonna be made out to be the “bad guy”.
Okay I had a really nice message but tumblr decided to trip so hopefully this will be just as good. First off, I’m so sorry I didn’t see this sooner. Please forgive me. I hope that you two have been able to resolve the situation, but just in case here are my thoughts. I’m sorry that your space was violated like that. I know it caused you more distress than you already had. And the peephole thing is really weird. I admire you for being able to have your own boundaries and acknowledging when they’re violated. If you haven’t already, I would really encourage you to voice them to your sister. And if that makes you the bad guy then so be it. Someone has to be, and you don’t deserve to have your rights infringed upon.
However, as someone who struggles with boundaries historically, I would be fake to act like I’m not often on the other side. If you could work on communicating with your sister in moments like those that you need space I think that could really be hopeful to both of you. It sounds like she’s likely just as anxious. Communication can really help y’all work things out. And if you continue to be violated that leaves room for a different conversation. I know it’s hard. I hope that things will work out for y’all in the long run. Sorry for the delay again xx.
P.S. thank you for trusting me to write in, this really gave me perspective on the other side!
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diabolicalacid · 1 year
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this is going to be long….but i have to let this out my chest because i am going to combust just thinking about this:
if ms. self destructive is gonna end up mr. sakusa im going to screaaammm !! i don’t think it would be a wise decision if they decide to rekindle when their past barely even has a foundation. it was literally just a fling that happened in their teens, like it’s so petty!! who in their right mind would go to that extent just to have a “sloppy revenge?” also, made my blood boil when reading how she’s just shirking off her responsibilities and goes back to her “woe is me, i‘m the only one suffering in this world so all of you should have sympathy for me and be there for my every beck and call” attitude and mentality, e.g. when she went off in the gc for the first time without warning and put someone on the spot with personal details, when she doesn’t have an ounce of professionalism, passion nor dedication to her career (literally made me scream because the job market is very competitive and she’s just wasting it like she was born with a golden spoon in the mouth, hello!!), when she repeatedly never listens to her friends and blows them off, her constant mean and derogatory comments about reina (calling her a bitch and a wench…it did not ate as she wanted it, just made her pathetic honestly 🫤), and when she turned the situation around and basically told shoyo (non-verbatim) that her feelings were more important than “a bunch of games that’ll never lead up to the future/amount to anything” or something like that. the nerve of her to just say that to a person whose life revolves around volleyball!!! whose career is being an athlete!!! whose income would be determined by whether their team wins or loses!!! how dare she.
literally never hated a reader so much which is a double edged sword because i love when the roles in the story are reversed from the usual, like the character is the one hurting and the reader is the a-hole. your characterization and ability to make a character so insufferable, unlikeable, and hateable is amazing btw. i wouldn’t be surprised if kenma and kuroo leaves her in the dust. i wouldn’t be surprised when she just gets fired because behaving like that and not doing your job properly only because of your personal problems is a big no no in japan, and it will literally lessen your chances of getting rehired in another company once they do a background check on you and find out your incompetence.
the reason why im so fired up with boarding the hate train against reader is because this particular situation hits too close to home, because i know someone like this irl. well, knew, since both my friend who is involved with this particular incident, and me, cut off ties with the messy ex-friend. in this situation i was like kenma and kuroo in one. it was very emotionally exhausting and draining, and it’s really not worth it to save a friendship when you know they’re headed to crash and burn but they don’t want to change because of their singular goal. that, and having tunnel vision, only seeing what they want to see, the whole shebang. i don’t mind telling you the background story behind it, but idk if you want me to blow up and rant in your askbox though lmao.
to reader in the story, only thing i can say is: f*ck around and find out. 🥱 play stupid games, win stupid prizes 🥴
i appreciate the fact that you took your time to write this all down. like wow 😭 i’m really glad that you were able to cut ties with your messy friend and start clean. as for kuroo and kenma, they’re pretty used to yn. they shouldn’t be, but they are.
everyone will get their happy ending, but happy ending doesn’t mean yn and sakusa will end up conventionally. clearly they’re both very toxic in their own ways right now, so there’s a lot they need to work on.
and yn being rude to her friends, saying things she knows she’ll regret— that’s such an everyday thing, it’s truly sad. i hope she gets better, cuz sunshine sho didn’t deserve all that she said to him 🥹😭
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bakugotsundere · 3 years
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Hating Him - Bakugou Katsuki (1)
bakugo x (black) fem reader
( still can read if you’re not)
sorry if it bothers you, i just felt that my black readers weren’t feeling black as they were reading y/n stories cause i for sure wasn’t.
Warning: none
Summary: Bakugo and you have hated each other ever since you met, being on the same track team and having the same friend group didn’t make things any better. you 2 have to act like you like each other for the benefit of the friend group until one day you and him are forced to have movie night with the others and you both have had enough of each other’s shit.
in this chapter: you get invited to the movie night and bump into bakugo
The morning smell of outside filled your lungs as you stepped out your house. It was exactly 5:30 in the morning. The streets were not busy and there was barely any noise, just faint sounds of dogs barking and truck drivers in a distance. It was the perfect time to go for your daily run. The chilly air made you happy, it gave you more of a challenge. you zipped your nike training jacket up. It fit you tight, tugging at every curve of yours. The sky was a foggy blue, a few clouds started coming in, along with the sum.
You walked down the steps of your house, stretching your legs when you got to the sidewalk. You looked ahead and yawned as you walked onto the street. Your neighborhood was fairly nice to say the least. Everybody minded their business, especially since your house had been secluded. After your grandmother died, she left one of her houses she owned to you, making it easy for you since you dreaded the idea of having to share a dorm with someone, let alone having to get an apartment.
you placed your airpods in your ears and played Apparently by J.Cole. J.Cole had been your favorite rapper since you were 12 years old, you missed the days where your 12 year old self would dance around your room to his music, now you’re grown and responsibilities are becoming more than just making sure your chores were done. You stretched one last time before taking off.
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Once you were done, sweat dripped from your face. your breathing was heavy and the cold water bottle in your hand had been long awaited. The sun was now out. The birds chirping got louder and the old lady from across the street was sitting in her chair with her small cat in her lap, you quenched your thirst, swallowing every last drop of water. “Good morning Y/n” She chirped. You wiped your mouth with your wrist smiling, turning towards her, “Goodmorning Ms. Rodriguez.” you reply as you waved.
You finally go back inside your house, feeling at ease. you take off your black vapor max at the door and go to your kitchen, grabbing a nutrigrain bar, you ate it before going upstairs to get ready for your classes. you took your curly hair out of its messy bun. the roots of your hair were finally breathing and it felt good. you scratched your scalp in satisfaction. you looked in the mirror, loving your features and your brown/caramel skin. you never felt the need to put yourself in the 3 categories because to you there was no need to, everybody in the community was black so why separate it into groups.
you placed the shea butter your mother made for you on your face. you took off your semi-sweaty clothes throwing them into your dirty clothes hamper and looked at yourself in the mirror. your body was perfect to most but you didn’t see what everyone saw. your thighs were too thick for your liking, especially since you did track. your breast were too big to you, they sometimes got in the way while working out. you had a 4 pack from the working out, everybody told you that you had an hour glass body but you hated it. if this what a hour glass body was, you hated it.
you took off your panties, replacing your old ones with Tommy Hilfiger ones. You grabbed a pair of black nike sweatpants that fit your thighs perfectly. You took off your bra, letting your breast breath and put on another sports bra, putting on a white t-shirt fresh out the pack. you ran chap stuck along your plump lips, they were more than plump actually if you like them so it didn’t matter. you picked out the roots of your hair leaving it’s on it’s curly state. you had dyed your hair a ginger color, which made you look like sza a little. your fro was like hers too, very big and curly.
You wrapped your apple watch around your wrist and put on some whit nike socks, along with your white air force ones. Your phone started dinging and it was the gc, you had been in with your friend group.
Mina :) > goodmorning whores. Time for class before you become drop outs.
Denki ⚡️> good morning Mina ;)
Midoriya🥬> Goodmorning everybody, i have a big test in Mr. Aizawa’s today so i have to get to studying, talk to you guys later.
Kirishima> Mornin. It’s beautiful out today, isn’t it and i’m not a whore mina.
You> yea, kirishima i’m pretty sure you got caught with cami in the janitors closet.
Iida> Mine was too, you guys need to stop texting and get to class.
You> sure, see you on the track field lida. this gc is getting deader by the day and it’s embarrassing to watch.
(seen by kirishima, Mina, and Bakugou)
lida> typing...
You shut off your phone with a smile, knowing that got him heated. You didn’t even care for his response. you loved messing with lida, it was funny, you sprayed a little vanilla perfume on your body and you were off to a place you dreaded.
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You were now in the library studying with Mina. Mina was like your best friend, you told her everything and she told you everything. “Have you seen that picture of trey songz you know what?” she asked and your eyes went wide, in shock that she was talking about this in the library. “yes, but i can’t go crazy over it, he made the shit so corny. the whole post he made afterwards had me cringing at my phone so hard. i was like “boy what the fuck” he too old for that shit.” you told her and she giggled.
“I’m having a movie night with the rest of the group this saturday, you have to come. you never come to things with us anymore. Ever since bakugou started hanging out with us, you’ve been avoiding us. i’ve noticed some type of tension between you 2, i hope it isn’t sexual?” she stated and your stomach churned at the thought of that stuck up dummy.
“No, i just like staying to myself, that’s all. i think i’ll come Saturday as long as it’s not going to be a lot of people you know how busy i am with track and stuff.” you stated in reality you hated being around bakugo. especially since he always felt to make rude remarks towards you when everyone wasn’t around. He was normally mean to everyone, but you got it the worse since you had the shortest running time on the team. When track practice would come around you and him would argue with each other every second. you hated being yelled at or talked to badly and your mother sure didn’t raise a bitch so you talked to him just as reckless as he did to you and he hated every second of it since you were the first to ever test him. your personalities didn’t mix well at all.
“it’s only gonna be, denki, bakugo, kirishima, todoroki, asui, uruaka and deku but that’s if bakugo doesn’t mind.”
“yea, i’ll think about it.” you said softly.
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you were now at practice and the death stares you received from bakugo made you just wanna slap the fuck out of him. His eyes followed you as you warmed up. You could see him start to come towards you and you sighed. His tall figure stood in front of you, blocking the sun, his body shaded you. “You draw too much attention.” He stated as the boys that were on the team stared at you. You were the only girl on the track team so you learned to get used to it. “I know, why are you telling me this?” you asked and he gritted his teeth, “All of those boys are practically eye raping you.” he states, taking in your appearance and you sighed, “I don’t know what to fucking say. these are the only sizes in shirts they have and if my curves happen to show then so be it. it’s not like the whole thing is out.”
Sweat dripped from the side of his head, he had on a white tank top and some nike shorts with some white vapor max. a towel hung over his broad shoulders. your eyes scanned his body, you never thought bakugo was ugly, he was perfect when it came to looks. He was very tall with a slim, muscular build, and a fair skin tone. He had short, spiky, ash-blond hair that looked soft. His eyes were a sharp and bright red in color that showed his hostility. his looks fit his personality though, very cocky.
“Why do you care?” You asked and his cheeks turned a bright pink and anger came upon him, this line made him mad, “I don’t.” he replied angrily. “Well then stop telling me things i already know. All you do is bother me.” you told and his lips curved into a smirk, “Your existence bothers me, imagine how I feel.”
You rolled your eyes, pushing past him aggressively. He can be so fucking annoying. Imaging having to be on the same team as someone you hate. It’s really irritating, especially when the person is somebody as arrogant as he is. He needs to be humbled.
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You and Bakugou were the only 2 left after practice, your coach was mad at the both of you because of what happened last week with the sub coach. Bakugou had been bothering you that day and you snapped and then you two decided to have a race on your own which didn’t turn out so well since bakugou got mad that you won in the end.
So now you and him were being forced to do “after practice workouts” with each other. You were now lying on the ground of the track floor, exhausted. Bakugou was right next to you, your chest rose up and down, your breathing heavy and your legs worn out. You looked over at him, and he looked over at you. “This wouldn’t have happened if you just wouldn’t hate me so much and accept that i’m faster than you.” you stated and his red eyes stared at your light brown ones. “Can’t blame this all on me. You hate me as well and you don’t know when to shut up. You don’t have to respond to everything i say but you do.” He said and you placed your hands at your stomach, “I’m not about to let you walk all over me like you do everyone else. Your ego is too big and i’m doing nothing but lowering it.”
“Is that what you think?” he asked and you sighed softly looking him in his eyes trying to search for anything but anger but there was no other emotion but that, his pupils did dilate once he noticed how hard you were staring into his eyes though, “It’s not what i think, it’s what i know.” you said. “i don’t understand why you are always so angry all the time. I don’t even know how you have the friends that you have. obviously that means they see past it but i refuse to. i can’t. sorry but that’s just how i am.” you stated sitting up, he sat up with you staring at you, “i don’t understand how you have friends, you are very competitive and just avoid me then. We can always hate each other from a distance.” he stated and you smiled shaking your head as you stood up.
“Can’t do that when we have the same friends and are on the same team and i’m only competitive when it comes to track. So i’ll just hate you regardless and plus you always keep your enemies close. It doesn’t matter though, i’m still faster.” you added on that last part trying to make him mad and you could hear him start to yell as you walked off and a smile came upon your lips.
There’s no way you could ever be friends with him so why even bother trying. Something about him makes your blood boil.
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thebooki3h · 3 years
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Lukadamianette Au Part 2
First Here Next
We begin where we left off, with Luka and Marinette on one of the dates Luka Planned. Just because it makes sense in this, Luka and Mari arrive a week early
Because Mari is emancipated and excused herself for the first week of school before the trip during which the class is still in France bc they just ended summer and all that jazz. also I have decided that the trip has turned into a half semester exchange program even though this doesn’t make the most sense, but the French school thought the class could use a reward and tbh they just wanted to get the Akuma class out for awhile. Also this way they aren’t in Gotham for a whole semester of senior year. The trip is planned for the first half of the first semester of senior year. I know that this doesn't make a whole lot of sense but just stick with me.
They go sight seeing and basically on a week long date bc the following week begins the Wayne sponsored exchange program and when Luka has to work for Jagged. One day they go to museums, the next the go to famous parks around Gotham (which are thriving thanks to Poison Ivy), the next they see all of the famous villain spots (which are surprisingly popular tourist destinations bc for the most part they don’t get hit twice in short periods of time) which is a good cover for studying past bat battles. They take days in between to rest and use the inspiration they gained to make new songs or clothing designs. 
They share hotel room bc Mari’s parents stopped being her parents a long time ago and lost their say and bc Jagged says they are grown up enough to be responsible for their actions (which brings a blush to their cheeks every time bc “daaaaaddddd” “uncle jaggeeedddd”)
Mari also makes it her mission to visit all of the non chain coffee shops at least once while they are there bc coffee became her best friend when she was active as ladybug. She meets Tim in almost everyone because Tim also drinks coffee obsessively. Luka is more of a tea drinker because coffee interrupts his musical thought process and tea is less harsh. Marinette drinks tea when she wants to relax but coffee is the fuel of the gods. She expresses this to Tim and that's how they become acquainted bc finally someone understands his love for coffee. They exchange numbers after they run into each other for a fourth time. (Luka silently thinks that he might have to talk to Mari about her obsession of coffee again and if there is a rehab center for coffee drinkers) Tim learns that Mari is from the exchange class very quickly based off of Luka’s French accent as well as her light French accent that is mixed with a couple things he can’t quite place.
The class arrives, Lila ofc tried to pull something to leave Mari behind and she thought she was successful so she was gloating. She ofc took credit for the whole trip claiming that she was super close to the Waynes and that she helped Damian acclimate to his new school (she actually knows that Damian didn’t start living with his father until 10 bc why not). Mrs Bustier tries to check in under both her name and Lila’s name, both of which don’t work because they are A) an hour and a half early and B) all of the reservations are under the contest winners name (they have to ok their chaperones to use their name) C)Mrs Bustier told Mari to make all of the reservations under Mari’s name anyway and she totally forgot that. 
So the sit in the lobby for an hour, Lila has the whole class riled up bc Marinette isn't there and it is al her fault that they can’t get in to their rooms. Marinette shows up with Luka 15 mins before the class was supposed to show up (they had just gotten lunch at a cafe that jagged had recommended) and she is laughing and happy, which causes the class to BLOW UP in her face. She ignores them and checks everyone into their rooms. Kagami and Chloe share a suite bc they are rich in their own right and upgraded their shared room bc they are dating and signed up to be roommates. They got this okayed by Buister in writing JIC. Marinette as the contest winner also got a suite (the room she had been staying in with Luka that she just extended the booking for)
Lila and Alya obviously make a big fuss about them getting special treatment but bustier can’t do anything because Mari won’t let her. She secretly thinks Mari is a lost cause now but she tries her best to get her to see that she has to be a role model. Mari actually planned the whole trip and she did a fucking fantastic job bc its Mari and planning something is what she is great at. She has all of the bases covered including iternerary, bookings for food, emergency contact info, health info, info on Gotham, safety procedures and the whole shebang. All of which had to be approved by  Bustier and that Bustier has copies of but totally ignored.
The next day they try to pull the let’s leave an hour early to leave behind Marinette stunt. Not only does that fail because the tour can’t start until the contest winner is there, but they arrived before Wayne tower was even open to the public. Because jagged is extra he shipped Luka and Marinette motorcycles to Gotham bc they were going to be there for a couple months, they also got special permission from Wayne enterprises to park their bikes in the employee parking structures from Tim once he heard that they rode bikes as expensive as Jason’s. So she left early from the hotel with Luka(bc she knew that Bustier would leave her behind somehow) to go meet up with Tim at a new coffee place (one of his favorites). They end up riding on their respective bikes to WE together so they can hang out before the tour. Luka goes to a recording studio to meet up with Jagged, but not before a very passionate kiss goodbye, which makes Tim blush. (Tim may not seem like the biker type but he is a bat and he lives with Jason so he not only knows how to ride a motorcycle well has one, so it may not be his favorite mode of transportation but he’ll live)
So he and Marinette walk to WE about a half an hour before the class is supposed to be there in the middle of a debate on how best to brew coffee (Mari insists its French press) and low and behold they are there yelling at the receptionist. Mari gives Tim a look that says I’m so sorry you have to see this and yes I was not exaggerating walks up to the receptionist and apologizes for what she is about to do (not for the classes actions bc fuck them they can apologize for themselves she has learned to not take responsibility for others actions and she won’t let all that work go to waste). She then proceeds to yell, much louder than someone of her stature presumably should “SHUT THE FUCK UP OR I STG I WILL BREAK JOKER OUT OF ARKHAM AND LOCK HIM IN A ROOM WITH ALL OF YOU WITHOUT FLINCHING” this is shocking to everyone, especially mrs bustier who is  scandalized  that her role model student would do something like this.
Tim had a feeling that something video worthy would happen so as soon as she walked away he started recording, and he was NOT disappointed. The video gos straight to the batfam gc and Luka immediately. He powered off his phone then he proceeds to start laughing and applauding. Upon seeing the CEO’s reaction the rest of the employees start applauding as well bc damn those kids were rude. Tim then walks up to Mari talking at a speed no one but Mari, Chloe and Kagami could understand (bc the class is not fluent in English no matter what they would tell you). Mari proceeds to blush once he informs her that he sent a video to Luka (he does not tell her about the batfam gc)
Chloe and Kagami are immediate intrigued bc this is NOT what they picture when Mari said she met someone who loves coffee as much as she does. they may be hella gay for each other but damn that man is ripped. They join the convo while the class remains befuddled bc who knew Mari even swore. in the back of his mind Nino is reminded of a young blue-eyed girl who lost playground privileges for a week bc someone made fun of his glasses and proceed to punch said someone in the nose. But he shakes it of because Mari hasn’t been like that in years. 
Bustier eventually collects herself and gently, so as not to cause an Akuma (apparently she didn't get the memo), reminds Mari that they are here for a tour and she needs to get the class their passes.  So Mari leaves her friends to get acquainted and goes up to the receptionist, to whom she apologizes for her actions again, and the receptionist replies with a laugh and a “honey, you just made my week, there's no need to apologize I should be thanking you” (she does thank Mari). Mari gets a special pass bc she’s the contest winner to which Lila and Alya (then the rest of the class for the most part) proceed to throw a hissy fit over. The receptionist is so over them though and doesn’t even blink. 
Then their tour guide shows up. (its Dick and his assistant Damian). Damian proceeds to scold the class for a solid ten mins (which coincidentally leads up to their scheduled time to start the tour). Dick slides off to talk to the receptionist and his brother who isn't working and is talking to real people for once. Just for that they are his favorite out of the class. Tim unfortunately has to go to work so they talk to Dick to get acquainted until the tour has to officially start. 
Los tres amigos are the only ones who pay attention to Dick at all (he leads the tour bc he’s been there the longest but Damian throws in a comment here or there mostly related to shenanigans his family has gotten into but overall useful facts. for example these windows are reinforced because our CEO (Tim) leaned up against one, fell asleep and fell through the window to the office below.)
The rest of the class is focused on Lila who is talking a whole bunch of nonsense about the Wayne family and how she has helped them with their business. Some things actually sound kinda legit, but Mari and Co. know that it is BS. Dick tries to bet bustier involved but she makes an excuse for Lila and goes on her phone and doesn’t really pay attention. 
Eventually the class tour turns into Dick talking to Mari, Chloe and Kagami while the class vaguely follows them. Damian doesn’t really say anything because he generally doesn’t do well talking to strangers and these girls seem ok and he is still insecure (not that he would ever admit it to anyone ) about social interaction now that he has figured out how people who weren’t raised as assassins act. That is until Dick starts talking about shenanigans that his brothers get into, and Damian jumps in correcting him because  I did not try to tackle Todd, Grayson I did tackle Todd quite successful and also Alfred won’t let you into the kitchen anymore because you almost burned down the east wing of the manor not  because he is territorial over the kitchen. And Mari hadn’t really paid attention to Damian until now but OH MY KAWAMI he is hot, and how did she talk so long to notice that. 
She ends up taking a pic of Damian without him noticing (he really doesn’t notice which is a feat in itself but Dick does and he will  be teasing Damian about it later bc obviously) and she texts it to Luka bc if she is going to freak out over his hotness she wants Luka to do so too. ( he sees the pic in the middle of recording and he ends up needing a water break bc gay panic and he really is extremely handsome. Recording gets delayed even longer bc jagged cannot pass up the opportunity to tease him son and he does so mercilessly and Mari totally knew what she was doing when she sent that picture) Luka ends up demanding that she gets Damians number or he will because that man is fine.  
Mari now knows that the stuttering idolization that she had with Adrien wasn’t really healthy and Luka likes to remind her all the time that she can be smooth when she wants to be (sometimes unintentionally but she practices on Luka because she loves to see him blush). Mari then makes it her mission to compliment Damian as much as possible so that it is crystal clear and very obvious that she is flirting with him. If he even shows a little discomfort in a negative I don’t like this kind of way she will stop because she will not make someone go through what she went through with Chat Noir and unwanted advances.
Chloe, Kagami and Dick immediately notice that she is flirting with Damian. Chloe takes a video for Luka bc she knows that he would want to see this and Dick takes a video for the Batfam gc. 
Just to be clear Mari and Luka have talked about seeing other people and maybe adding a third person to their relationship as long as they talk about it. that line of communication was opened when Mari sent a pic of Damian to Luka and when Luka asked for his number that was his “go ahead” for her to flirt with Damian. Lila doesn’t understand how that works and neither do the rest of the class so that is a point of contention between the class and Mari. She would NEVER cheat on Luka, she loves him and he is the most important person to her in the world. Something that Juleka understands (she just doesn’t like Mari bc of Lila she knows how polyamory works this is why her and Luka aren't as close as they used to be)
Moving on... the batfam gc blows up for a second time that day and so when the class goes to the cafeteria Tim just has to see this for himself. Mari tries not to be obnoxious in her flirting so she compliments Damians intelligence by asking him questions that weren't included in the tour, and she asks him about his interests and is like that must have taken a lot of time to perfect you must be very dedicated. Damian isn’t used to genuine compliments especially from strangers so he is very flustered by it but he makes no indication for her to stop. 
The day winds down and the class has some free time before they have to go to dinner but the do have to leave the tower. Mari does actually get Damians number (he thinks she must be very well trained to get his number that quick bc he refuses to accept that he gave it to her because he likes her) Mari promises to ft him later bc he promised to let her meet his dog and she doesn’t want to wait until the class has dinner at the manor to see Titus.
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Also I’m not very sure about how to go back and edit posts to link new parts so if anyone knows how to do that please comment or message me because I would love to learn!
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hello :)
would you ever consider doing a fic outline or basically summarizing how you say ‘the things I never told you’ ending? I understand if not but I was just curious for those of us stil following the story!
sorry if this sounds rude or demanding I don’t mean for it to be and will understand either way
no its not! let me do it rn actually! note: this is me rambling not an actual plot outline (this is v bad btw)
the fic starts with oc (nurse major!) and namjoon studying in the library where taehyung promptly barges in and invites them to a halloween party, which he insinuates is their last night of freedom which makes oc go????? and then tae explains the whole concept of no nut november and how the gc made a bet on who could last the longest
the penalty for losing?? an ahegao tattoo
oc is obvs like wtf cause ew gross men but then taehyung tries to convince her to make jk lose. at first she's like no that is my BESTIEEE never!!
but then! later that night oc and jk go for ramen and the cashier (who is a v hot and sexy girl named nayoung) starts flirting with jk and oc starts to feel weird
mind u jk is like sex god on the campus people love him!! and oc is just like damn really everyone? (but really she has a crush and she feels like she'll never have a chance with jk)
(also while this is happening jk is giving bricks and focusing solely on oc... take that as u will)
the point here is that girls throw themselves at jk and that he would never last that long in NNN
but the real point here! is that jk is in love with oc and stopped doing casual hookups cause all he thinks about his her and nothing feels good anymore
and the second real point is that taehyung knows this and he knows if jk saw oc was with someone else it would force him to own up to his feelings!!!!
now this prompts oc to text taehyung and agree to help him which leads to her arriving in a sexy nurse costume at the party while taehyung is a shirtless doctor (doctor vagina in specific, i have no idea if you'll get that joke)
jk comes a vampire obvs he's sexy (he actually wanted to match with oc but! she was ignoring his texts)
at the party nayoung is there (in a jessica rabbit costume... she is also sexy - everyone is really)
and obvs starts flirting with jk but hes just there starting at tae and oc real hard because why r they in matching costumes?? which nayoung notices and then she opens her big fat mouth and says (to oc and tae) "wow your couple costume is sooo cute!"
which??? taehyung starts grinning and shit and answers mhmm yeah! before oc can deny and jk is just there going ....couple...costume????
but then jk gets dragged away by nayoung and oc is like :/ cause nayoung is so sexy and jks type
which leads to her grinding on taehyung on the dancefloor and him biting her neck which jk watches
which leads to jk kisses nayoung cause hes MAD but oc doesnt see that she just sees the kiss
and that makes her ://// so she leaves to hid in the bathroom where her bestie chaeyoung (gay and cool) comes to get her before tae shows up and ruins the whole thing even more by asking oc to come out
now... oc doesnt know this but jk has ditched nayoung and looking for her (v drunk) and even the texts he is sending is borderline love confession kinda
but she shuts down and ignores him for days
until tae intervenes and forces her to talk to jk (which they do in this cute park scene i partially wrote out) and they discuss all the funny feelings they are having (NO LOVE CONFESSION)
i have no idea what happens in the middle (hence the story being discontinued)
but overall, jk starts to assume oc and taehyung r dating which makes him so uncomfortable because hes had a crush on oc for the longest time ever
and even nayoung notices that
theres one wonderful scene where oc sees nayoung at jks practise (he's a baseball player in this au) and jk is watching from the field but oc thinks he's watching nayoung (hes really watching oc)
and then nayoung sweetly mentions to her that maybe she needs to look a little close at whats in front of her (basically a sweet girl talk moment where she encourages oc and tells her she means a lot to jk)
and then oc finds out nayoung is actually dating hoseok now (also on the baseball team)
and then oc starts thinking.... does jk like me?
more needs to happen to create build-up but i had no ideas to write so moving onto the ENDING!
it all comes to climax at the December christmas party where oc and jk r each others secret santa and then during the party they end up going to the back balcony and talking and jk just kisses oc which makes him!!!! and he starts apologising but oc takes it wrong (like jk was ashamed to kiss her) and runs outta the party
jk follows cause he feels so bad and he cant be around tae cause hes :/ that he kissed hes besties gf
taehyung is gay and dating jimin btw!!! just secretly so...
and then under the soft amber glow streetlights and lightly falling snow oc confesses her feelings cause she cant take it anymore and jks is like O_O
"u're not with taehyung??"
"n-no? wtf why would i-"
and jk just kisses her and doesnt stop and in the middle of those kisses he tells her hes been in love with her too... for like forever
and then they go home and nsfw stuff happens
END
very messy and confusing i know
also nobody gets the ahegao tattoo everyone fails within the first two weeks
but! jk does get a lily tattoo because that reminds him of oc (she doesnt know this until like 7 months later)
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haikyuuvbc · 4 years
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Chapter 10: Sibling Day
It’s About Time!
Taglist: @jasminedesu @elianetsantana @thefangirl54
     Growing up, you and your siblings had a deal: if any of you, for whatever reason, needed a day off from something, the others would make sure that it happened, no matter the situation. Miwa cashed in her “getaway” card a few times in high school, resulting in you begging Asahi to call her school and pretend he was the dad of the family (he had a relatively deep voice for a middle schooler), and this time it was your turn. You texted Miwa during class when Daichi thought you were finally replying to the GC. (you weren’t, and you refused to check the messages). Within the remaining 30 minutes of class, you see a teacher come into the doorway of the classroom, distracting your classmates. The man gestures to your teacher, interrupting his lecture. You’re already packing up your stuff because you know what’s happening. 
     “Miss Kageyama?”
     “Yes sir?”
     “You’re dismissed from school, we received a call from your sister.” You nod, and silently thank Miwa for being so dang quick with the follow-through. It was easier not to turn back to see the four pairs of eyes boring into you from your friends and instead head towards Tobio’s classroom, pulling him from school too, otherwise it would raise suspicion. Your brother raised his eyebrows but didn’t verbally question the event until off of school property.
     “What’s going on?”
     “I need a sibling getaway day,” you explain, “I’ll explain further but I need to leave school.” He nods, processing the information. You had never called for a “getaway card” before. Both he and Miwa had, but this is the first one you called. He knew something was wrong and his main feeling was grateful that you insisted he come with you. After dropping your bags off at home, you suggest going to a cafe that was a few blocks away. Tobio didn’t argue and let you lead. Along the way the setter messaged his captain and apologized, explaining that he wouldn’t be at practice.
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     Even after arguing with your brother you both enjoy your dessert immensely. After each of you has eaten your fair share, he looks at you expectantly. The seats at the café are comfortable, which you’re grateful for because the situation is far from comfortable. Sighing, you knew this was coming. You promised to share what warranted your first ever getaway day, and it was time to own up to that. He was missing practice, for god’s sake, and this was a boy who was serious about his practice. But it was also a boy who was serious about his sisters, which is something you and Miwa were always grateful.
     “The background of this starts in middle school,” you start, and he gives you his full attention. “When Tooru and I were dating,” he cringes at this, wanting to forget you ever dated his senpai, but doesn’t interrupt, “His fan club was growing more and more every day. At first they didn’t mess with me because anytime I was near them, I was near Tooru and none of them wanted to seem ugly or rude in front of the person they admired.” The weight in your chest that had been haunting you since the movie night grew bigger as you continued your explanation. “For the most part at the beginning, they didn’t mess with me. When they found out that you were on the team, also a setter, Tooru’s fan club made a nasty accusation that I was only dating him because he was your senpai.” Tobio’s eyes widen, but he still stays silent. 
     “So they started calling me names, sending me nasty messages on social media, so on and so forth. At the beginning, it didn’t bother me too much. Later on, though, they started to say things like that you were only getting so much playing time because of my connection to Tooru, which of course was false because you’ve always been talented enough to stand on your own. But the words and insults started happening at my school. They made friends and connections with fellow students and I started getting bullied in my hallways. It was overwhelming.” You feel a sense of relief as you finally share this with your brother, and a sense of dread. You never wanted to drag him into this mess, but in a way, you’re protecting him with the knowledge rather than from it.
     “What really pushed me over the edge is when they assumed that it wasn’t getting to me and they started to threaten to go after you. That’s when I decided a break up needed to happen no matter what, so I went to talk to Tooru about it.”
     “Was that when you walked in the gym after he tried to punch me?” You take a deep breath, glad you didn’t have to be the one to voice that incident.
     “Yeah. I had already planned on breaking up with him, but that gave me a better reason to do so. I was actually a bit grateful when Iwa informed me of it. I told Tooru’s fan club that we had broken up and they had backed off.”
     “Wait, had?” This was the part you were really not wanting to explain, but you needed to. 
     “You picked up on the fact that I like Daichi,” you rush out, avoiding eye contact as you cheeks flush. Tobio takes a moment to process what you said, and he goes, nonchalantly,
     “Yeah, you’re not super secretive about that.” 
     “Thanks. Mei, Asahi, and Suga agree with you on that, and they planned a get together on Sunday at the mall with the five of us and completely bailed on Daichi and I for the sake of an ‘impromptu date’.” Tobio is following along still, not surprised there’s so much info to catch up on. You’ve never been one to share. In fact, this situation has taken longer than you had anticipated, your drink melting in the process. Customers have come and gone, but you and your younger brother have remained in your seats. You continue on with the story, nearing the end.
     “While it wasn’t an actual date, one of the fan club accounts saw us having fun and started sending me hateful messages about it. Pretty much saying the same things they said back then, that I’m only interested in Daichi because he’s your senpai, that I don’t actually have real feelings or anything, and the accusations hurt even though I know they aren’t true.” Tears start to well in your eyes and it’s obvious that it’s affected you more than you’ve ever let on. “I don’t want to deal with this again, and I don’t want anyone dragged into the mess, so I needed this day to process and accept that nothing’s going to happen between me and Daichi.” You say with such a finality that Tobio knows he can talk, although, he’s not sure how to share his thoughts kindly, so he does it how he always talks. Bluntly.
     “That’s unfair to Daichi, Y/N, and you know it.” You give him a quizzical look, thinking your brother would be on your side. He continues in his normal agitated voice, “This doesn’t just involve you. He has feelings for you too, and I’m sure he’d be hurt if he knew you weren’t going to pursue something, even though you really want to, solely because of the fact that you’re scared.” This sinks in for a moment.
     “You’re scared, Y/N, and that’s okay. Those fangirls were mean to you, are terrible to you, and I know it’s easier to run away, but since when are you someone who does something because it’s easy? Why are you trying to protect people without asking for their input?” He stares you down as he adds, “I appreciate you wanting to protect the people you care about. I’m so lucky that I fall into that category, but I’m not in middle school anymore. I’m not incapable of defending myself, and neither are your friends. If some Oikawa fan wants to say that I got where I am because of who you’ve dated, let them. We know the truth and that’s what matters.” Tobio may be the least emotionally intelligent one of your siblings, but it’s moments like this that remind you he is an expert in you and Miwa.
     After the emotional talk was over, you both switched back to topics like school and volleyball, with you promising to help him study, learning that Hinata isn’t doing so great either. You offer to do a study group for both of them together, and he agrees, saying he’ll bring it up to Hinata the next time he sees him. Eventually, it was time to go home and explain what happened to Miwa, not because she would pry, but because you were tired of keeping this from the people you loved. On the walk home, Tobio brings up one more thing.
     “Y/N?” 
     “Hm?”
     “I really think you and Daichi would make a good couple, but either way, he deserves the truth.” 
     You sighed, but you know it’s the truth.
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oblxvion · 3 years
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quick rant
so recently with my friends i've been feeling super left out, along with 2 of my other friends (3 of us in total) we had a group chat with all 6 of us and the other three were extremely cliquey and have been this whole year and they even had a gc without us. they would always go out into the city, and hangout together the three of us and it made us feel so worthless and like we didn't matter. and when me and my other two friends addressed it and said we couldn't do this anymore, they got all defensive and played the victim and made us feel like absolute shit for sharing our feelings.
we didn't really talk the week after that (this was last week from like 2 fridays ago to last friday) but we have a convo in person last friday to talk about all of us and how we wanted this to work and how we missed each other and i was hesitant but i loved them, yk? so i was really hoping that this was going to workout after the conversation and that they were going to include us more.
but then to fucking find out that they were texting each other the whole time on friday saying that our convo was sooooo fucking fake and that it was stupid was fucking rude, first off. and then to hear that one of the three of them was SHITTING on me and my other friend when we went home because i was exhausted and i didn't wanna drink. she was saying things like "they're so fucking annoying, they don't even go out and drink with us or even hang with us anymore." okay like yea, we were on a break ?? shut the fuck up?????
so then the three of us left the gc and now they're texting us saying all this shit like whyd you leave?? what'd we do??? like bro if u don't-
ugh sorry i needed to rant u can disregard this
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mrsdobrik · 4 years
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CHAPTER 7:
WARNING: Abuse of power in the workplace.This chapter is quite a bit angstier than what I’ve posted this far. It picks up on the situation from chapter 2, if you haven’t read it you should before reading this one. Please if you are sensitive to this topic skip this chapter. 
As David pulled up to the back entrance of the diner Y/n could see Bob, her horrible boss smoking a cigarette leaning against the wall. She could feel his eyes on her, Dave noticed too and clenched his jaw. 
“Welcome, princess, to the faraway land of reality.” he said with a grin extending across his face.- the place where you belong.- 
“Hey Bob” Y/n said looking down at her lap. She looked up at David and saw him gripping the steering wheel a little too hard. 
“I’ll call you later okay?” She said. He looked at her for a moment and then nodded. She leaned in to kiss him on the cheek and whispered “Don’t worry, I can handle him.” before giving him one last smile and getting out of the car. 
But David never was one to listen.
Davids Bitches GC:
The Boss: Hey! Who’s free to grab dinner?
Y/N’s POV
As soon as Y/n crossed the door she heard Bob say
“Well played princess, fucking the rich guy. I’m sure he’ll have fun with you before moving on to the next stupid girl.” he said laughing. 
Y/n just ignored him and went into the restrooms to change into her uniform.
… 
The night was tough, Bob was going in hard on Y/n, trying to get a reaction out of her. But she managed to keep her cool, that’s until she saw David and the squad taking a seat at one of the tables.
No, no, no, no, no. Please don’t. It’s hard enough already. 
She felt her eyes stinging a little and ran to the restrooms. 
Fuck! What is he doing here?!?
She quickly collected her thoughts. Maybe she wouldn’t have to take that table and all would be fine. Maybe Bob wouldn’t even notice...
But he did, as she walked out of the restrooms he grabbed her arm tightly and discreetly took her to the back and into his office.
“What the fuck is he doing here princess? Is he so in love with you he can’t wait till you’re done with work to fuck you?” he spat out.
Y/n winced and replied  “I didn’t know he would come, I swear. I won’t serve his table.”
“Oh, yes, you will. Maybe if I embarrass you in front of his friends you’ll be sure to tell him not to show up at your workplace again.” He said smiling fakely. 
“Bob, stop. I’ll ask him to leave.” Y/n pleaded, looking at him for the first time since the conversation started. 
“Go out there and serve his table now or hand in your uniform, whichever you prefer.” He said walking up to her, still keeping his fake smile and tucking a strand of hair behind her ear. This made Y/n shiver. She just turned around on her heels and left his office. She knew she didn’t really have a choice. 
Welcome to reality
She made her way to David’s table discretely wiping a tear away. 
“Welcome to Lulu’s!” Y/n said putting on her fakest smile. “I hope you’re all having an amazing day today! Should we get started with some drinks?”
“Hey! You’re Vardan’s teacher aren’t you?” Heath said. “David introduced you when we were here last time.”
“Yes, I am. How have you all been?”
“Great, and you? How are you doing?” David said, looking at her with intent. She knew what he was really asking but her job was on the line, the same job that kept her fridge stocked up and her lights on. 
She looked down at her hands and just said a quick  “Great.” Then she looked up avoiding David’s eyes and asked for everyone’s drinks. She wanted to be at their table as little as possible. 
But Bob had made her a promise and he turned out to be a man of his word.
As she returned with everyone’s drinks he just tripped her causing her to spill every single drop of every single glass on herself and on Jonah who was sitting in the corner of the booth. She landed on her hands and knees, her whole dress was soaked letting her bra show from underneath. David got up to help her stand up.
“You stupid bitch” Jonah said. 
“Jonah! Stop being so fucking rude, it was an accident!” Natalie yelled at him. 
“I am so, so, so, so sorry!” Y/n started mumbling.
“I am sorry that I have such a clumsy employee” Bob said now standing besides Y/n “She will be right back with a new set of drinks on the house to make up for her little accident. I knew she wasn’t the brightest when I hired her but you know, I just thought how hard can serving a few drinks be?” Bob said, smiling at the group. 
Y/n’s eyes were red, she was choking back the tears but she was so embarrassed and angry at the whole situation. 
“It wasn’t an accident, was it though? You tripped her.” David said, you could tell by his voice he was fuming. 
“Now why would I do that? Waste a perfectly good set of drinks?” Bob said, smiling at David, taunting him. “Why don’t you tell him, princess? Tell them how you are just too clumsy for your own good.” He said looking at Y/n with piercing eyes. 
“It was my fault, I’ll bring something to clean this up. I am terribly sorry, please excuse me.” She said looking down at the floor, feeling every pair of eyes on her. She went into the cleaning supplies cabinet and as soon as the door closed she just burst into tears, unable to hold them back any longer. 
Two minutes later, Bob opened the door and told her to go back and clean and that those drinks and the new ones would be coming out of her paycheck. She just nodded and went back to do as he said. 
Dave’s POV
Natalie was trying to get David to calm down.
“Fuck that Natalie! He tripped her, I saw it!” David whispered. 
“Yeah Nat, it’s true, I saw it too.” Heath said.
“I am not saying I don’t believe you, I am saying that by causing a scene here you’ll only make it worse for her.” Natalie whispered. “She is coming so stop now.”
David looked up and saw Y/n coming up to their table. It was pretty obvious that she had been crying, her face was still red and a bit swollen. David wanted to kill her boss. Her uniform was still completely soaked and her knees looked rough from the fall. 
She cleaned everything up quickly and apologized to all of them, especially Jonah, about eight more times. Then she came back with their new drinks and took their orders. 
As soon as she left Erin said
“I feel so bad, she seems like a very sweet girl and he is a fucking asshole. No one should be treated like that.” 
“I don’t think she is here for fun, she must really need the money to put up with his bullshit.” Jeff said.
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* AMANDA CAMPANA, NOBINARY + SHE/HER/THEY/THEM  | you know RAMONA GALLO, right? they’re TWENTY-THREE, and they’ve lived in irving for, like, TWENTY-THREE YEARS? well, their spotify wrapped says they listened to CRYING ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR BY MUNA like, a million times this year, which makes sense ‘cause they’ve got that whole COLD PIZZA AS A HANGOVER CURE, TALKING SHIT ABOUT CUSTOMERS IN THE BREAKROOM, LONGING FOR WHAT COULD'VE BEEN,  thing going on. i just checked and their birthday is AUGUST 17TH, so they’re a LEO, which is unsurprising, all things considered. ( claire, 22, est, she/her )
HEY , BESTIES ! happy new year (the way it’s 11:55pm here so barely) !! my name’s claire and i’m 22. i’m livin in the est timezone, and my pronouns are she/her. i’m bringing y’all a mess of a muse 😈 because well  ,,, it’s what i’m best at. if you’re feelin ramona & wanna plot, just go ahead and like this & i’ll hit you up. i usually plot on discord, but if you prefer the tumblr ims, that’s no problem at all. anyway, lemme stop waistin time and get to introducing you to ramona. * tw: mentions of cheating & alcohol. 
𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬 .
full name: ramona gallo.  nickname(s): anything your muse wants to call her tbh. age: twenty-three. date of birth: august 17th. zodiac sign: leo. gender/pronouns: non-binary, she/her/they/them. sexual orientation: bisexual. romantic orientation: biromantic. hometown: irving, north carolina. current residence: irving, north carolina. occupation: employee at zoinkies currently,  a lifeguard during the summer. eye color: brown. hair color/style: had long hair up until her breakup then had one of those breakdowns and cut her own hair into a bob and then her own bangs. i bet it was a mess lol so she probably called her friends or went to a salon the very next day to get it fixed. also highlighted the ends red but her natural color is brown. height : 5′5″. clothing style: simple and comfortable. t-shirts, croptops, turtlenecks, all usually paired with either jean shorts or jeans in general. she prefers to feel cozy rather than cute. tattoos: yes. a small one on her wrist. wants more eventually. piercings: both ears peirced & a navel piercing that she did herself against better judgement lol.
𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 .
you were born on a scorching hot day in irving , your father says so, anyway. you’re convinced he’s being dramatic. your birth went smoothly; after two previous children, your parents had become disillusioned by childbirth. just another one to add to the bunch, and one that was meant to save a dying marriage. still, they loved you nonetheless. your father, to this day. your mother, until you were ten, and then she up and left without a warning. 
your father keeps food on the table by fixing cars. you spend your days in the hot sun watching him replace parts and continuously try to crank vehicles until they run. he fist pumps every time one does. ‘ how lame, ’ you think, but it’s inspiring how hard he works to take care of three kids. and he does a good job. 
therefore , you spend much of your early life trying to make him proud. you’re smart as a whip, and all your teachers have good things to say about you when it comes to academics. you’re a bit of a troublemaker, though. your father doesn’t mind that too much; he was the same at your age. and he’s proud  —  proud to see you work so hard. 
you spend your teenage years doing much of the same. though , you begin to come home a bit later than usual, and your excuse is that you’ve been at ashley’s or samantha’s, but really all three of you were out partying. you don’t think your father would care (your grades are fine & he wants you to live like a normal teenager) ,  but you still lie about it. why ? well, who knows, maybe you like the adrenaline rush it gives you. like most things, you do them for the thrill. 
you join the swim team. you’re kind of bad , but that’s okay. just like always , you work hard, and you realize that you’re kind of a natural. your father cheers louder than anyone else in the stands. it pushes you to do better. with your good grades and athletics , your guidance counselor tells you you’re a shoo in for a scholarship from whatever university you want. you apply to several. if it’s one thing you hate, its this town. you can’t wait to make it out, and you figure, this might be your only way. 
you’re eighteen, and you’re in love. it’s crazy how love can make you see things differently. suddenly , this town doesn’t seem half bad. all your friends find it cute , and you tell them everything. the things he tells you or the way he makes you feel. it’s a crazy feeling; you never want it to end. 
you throw your cap in the air. finally , high school is over. college is looming. you’ve been accepted to several & received scholarships from at least a few. you lie in bed thinking about it. now, you suddenly don’t want to leave so bad. don’t want to leave him behind. how could someone leave another they love so easily? it makes you hate your mother more.
for the first time, you disappoint your father. you don’t go to college. you don’t give a damn. you want to stay where love is. you’re addicted to the feeling. this lasts for three years. now, you’re twenty-one; you’ve gotten a job at zoinkies, and that keeps you away for most of the day. you randomly decide to visit your boyfriend during a lunch break one day. you find him in bed with someone else. suddenly , you realize love isn’t as addicting as you once thought. what once made the world beautiful now made it hideous. what once made you feel so high had somehow made you feel so low. it was horrible, and you’d realized your mistakes. 
you threw away your future for love. something as rotten and twisted as love. something you swore you’d never let yourself feel again. something that you put away in a locked box with no key. irving was the same place you’d always known it to be. boring, drab, familiar. at least you had your family. that was barely enough to keep you sane, though, and it was hard to feel normal.
you turned to the thing that help. alcohol, partying, any escape at all. you lacked coping skills   —  that much was clear, but you didn’t care. you blamed it on something else entirely. just as your teachers had said, you’re a bit of a troublemaker. you do anything to make yourself feel alive, to make yourself feel free of the hurt. 
it’s two years later now. you’re still not over it in some ways, as regret turns to anger and resentment. you’re bitter. who wouldn’t be? but you feel like you’ve had time to mourn. maybe it’s because you never acknowledged it in the way you should’ve ( it’s still locked away in that box. ) you still have your bad habits. you still work at your stupid job that you hate. you’re lost, but you’ll figure it out. you always do. so, you continue to float , seemingly stuck in the town that you never let go of, and you wonder what comes next. only time will tell.
𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐞𝐨𝐮𝐬 .
still swims but doesn’t have as much time for it. probably not as good, but since she spends the summer lifeguarding, she uses that time to practice & try to get back to where she was. also kinda jaded asf so even if she says she wants to get back into it, she probably won’t lmaoo.
is a horrible driver. how did she get a license ?? not even she knows. def the type to like have a leg up on the dash board, hand out the window, and only one hand on the wheel while speedin idk how she makes it out alive
can take a car apart and put it back together again thanks to her dad. also changes her own tires so let her change your tires. im just sayin 
stays up way too late & would sleep until 2 pm everyday if she didn’t have to work. should probably work on being an adult and going to bed at a normal time but just half the time doesn’t give a fuck so she’s probably sleep deprived a lot. therefore also has a 
character parallels: alice ayres/jane jones (closer, 2004) , clementine (eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, 2004) , fiona gallagher (shameless, 2011-present) , more to be added.
𝐈. ━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 .
ok but plots really do be making my world go ‘round. 😳 i love em, so literally hmu with anything you’re feeling, and i’ll be down. just wanna plot & write with everyone 💕 but here’s a couple of wanted connections for y’all. i’ll prolly have a most wanted tag sooner or later & i’ma be make a plot page soon.  
* the unholy trinity  — these two are the friends she cherishes most. i’m assuming they’ve been friends since at least early high school , maybe earlier. they went through a lot together. these two were with her through all her relationship troubles. true ride or dies. she’s do absolutely anything for them, and she trusts that they feel the same way. they’re rowdy & wild, do whatever they want, and have a damn good time doin it. also have a gc where they just talk shit and send tiktoks idk just gimme this plsss 🥺
* friends with benefits / one night stands  —  this would probably be the extent of ramona. clearly not over what happened to her the last time 😭, so she’d have plenty of these tbh. she probably wouldn’t think too much about it, but it could be awkward for you muse maybe, etc. 
* unrequited love / crush  —  here’s a toast to the ones who crush on ramona. it would be an absolute tragedy lmaoo. she’s not really mean about it, but she is 100% certain she’s not looking for any type of relationship. could be really dramatic and messy and those are tha best kind. literally this
* former friends / enemies  —  she’s lived here her whole life, so she’s at least got one. these two just don’t get along/no longer get along for whatever reason that can be plotted out. 
* coworkers   — she works zoinkies throughout the year and picks up shifts as a lifeguard during the summer so your muses could know her from that. could delve into a close friend territory too lmao. they probably just sit in break rooms and talk about rude customers or bossy managers lmaooo.
* literally anything your heart desires — a lot could work. we could even just start from nowhere & have them meet for the first time if they’re newer/just to town. 
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Hey! I read your post about the ask Emily got from a ziammie and I wanted to say I completely agree with what you said+I would like to add that I don't get why ziam shippers can't just leave us alone the way we larries leave them alone. Regardless of what the truth about ziam is, spamming larry blogs about ziam is unnecessary and uncalled for. Especially when the person in question has already done their research on the topic and has taken a stance.(also don't feel obligated to answer my ask :D)
Hi thanks for the ask and yeah I completely agree it's even more wtf when these ziams claim larries are being rude and anti like to them [were not] It's legit toxic solo liam stans and zsquad members hating on them not us but everyone hates larries so surprise surprise we are always blamed for everything. This supposive hate from larries includes Emily but these ziams are from twitter not even on tumblr but made a tumblr to send @lovemylarents an anon hate ask to say larries are hypocrites yet again umm what you came to an app to HER acc and constantly drag us into your lane.
I've said this before both here and on twitter but if they were ACTUALLY calling larries hypocrites bc larries are calling them delusional or saying their favs would hate them that would be fine but their not their just trying to shove ziam MPs and proof down larries throats every minute and calling larries who say they don't believe in ziam hypocrites. Even calling larries like @lovemylarents who have been in this fandom for a decade and DID read the MPs or YouTube videos they recommended and still doesn't see it hypocrites.
If they want to go there since they keep calling us hypocrites for not believing in ziam, we will. Their BG proof/reasoning for saying it's a BG is inconsistent with not all ziammies believing the same thing, some of their MPs are legit just comparing ziam to larry going larry did this well so did ziam and half their proof is larry proof/songs going it's also ziam related. Ziammies need larry to be real for ziam to be real larries don't need ziam. Larry had a concrete foundation that makes the house of larry stable ziam only has an unstable house with no concrete foundation bc they just stole extra parts lying around from the larry house to make a ziam house.
I'm tired of it I use to be believe what you want and I really don't care what you believe but when they constantly go LARRIES YOU SEEING THIS OR ARE YOU A HYPOCRITE I'm going to say something. I'm not kidding tho they steal a bunch of larry proof and say it's for ziam [examples: warning selfies for BG, triangle from louis, Home, Alive, RBB&SBB,"this specfic shade" ext.] The triangle necklace fron liam can possible be linked to liam not being straight but there is no link to zayn. For example for larries in the Miss You MV we not only have the triangles but the word styles written meaning it's Louis saying I'm not straight AND I'm with Harry. Or another one we have not only Louis triangle tattoo [permanent unlike a necklace] BUT also Harry tweeting the same week Louis got the tattoo "you can tell a man by his ankles." Which once again is proof Louis might not be straight AND proof of Harry being his lover.
Funny tho all this hate to @lovemylarents started when she debunked their popular most stable proof to link the bears to ziam on twitter. The proof is the Ziam Levine Stylinson sticker on the bear one night which turned out was/is a tumblr fans url and they gave the sticker with their utl on it to a tech person who found it funny and put it on the bear during the concert but it was only on once so it had nothing to do with the boys. Emily like all veteran stans debunk/make it known when well used proof is fake [example: 2013 larry marriage theory] it's what they do and the sticker had STYLINSON on it so wouldn't Emily want it to be real?
They claim these things especially the bears have always been linked to Ziam to or that Ziam has been as big as Larry since the beginning but any old time veteran fan I talk to [plus from my own knowledge of being a 9 year fan] ziam wasn't really gaining traction until late 2014/early 2015 and any major 2015 bears MPs ziam is not mentioned. For me the thing that pisses me off the most is when they say "larrys closeting didn't worked and ziams did thats why less believe in ziam over larry."
IF LARRYS CLOSETING DIDN'T WORK YOU WOULDN'T HAVE SOME LOCALS SAYING THEY WON'T JOIN THE FANDOM BC THEY THINK LOUIS IS HOMOPHOBIC OR GP THINKING HARRY IS A QUEERBAITING WOMANIZER! This phrase invalidates everything larry has been put through I hate it so much. And @lovemylarents made a good point if they believe larry and ziam are genuinely real this phrase makes it seem like ziam didn't fight hard to show the fans the truth of what they are being put through the way larry did.
This response is getting long haha sorry but my last statement is Emily like other veteran larries don't believe in ziam they have been here since the beginning and Emily along with myself and the rest of our GC have looked at ziam info and don't see it so PLEASE stop calling us hypocrites all the time for not believing in it.
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Capture the Wind (3/5)
Chapter 3: Kriegspiel 
 At her next visit, the Seer doesn’t mention posters or Sylphs. You don’t bring it up. Why bother? She must already know. She has to know. She knows when you think about it. You’re thinking about it. Stop thinking about it!
“John,” she says, snapping you out of your distraction and back to your lesson. "Look at the board."
You sigh and roll your eyes. "What, am I in checkmate again?” you drawl sarcastically. And then, you stop, mouth open. Because you're not in checkmate.
She's in checkmate.
You don't understand. How is this possible? You hadn't even been thinking about it. “No way,” you say.
The Seer is all grins and teeth. “Yes, way. It's not that hard, is it, to beat a blind woman at chess?"
"But, you're not..."
There is no fanfare. She simply resets the board, into a new setup. “Again.”
This time, you lose again, as you try to somehow do what you did before without fully remembering what it was that you did. As she wins, she flicks the white king off the board like she would one of her ever-present coins. Rude. You sigh, and get ready to reset the board.
“John. It’s your move.”
You blink at her. “You took my king.”
She smiles. “The white king. When the white king dies, the game doesn’t end. It begins.”
And she takes a set of blue pieces out of that nowhere space where she keeps everything. They don’t look like any chess pieces you’ve ever seen, and she sets them up in an unfamiliar configuration.
“John. Move.”
Your new pieces move strangely. They teleport, they revive, they control the opponent’s pieces. You are not even sure you’re controlling them completely. “What is this?”
The Seer just keeps grinning. “Nyrblish 5th dimensional psion-chess. Much more fun than the human version.”
The board changes. It becomes three dimensional, spins into odd shapes, tesseracts, and you can’t quite make sense of what’s happening. “I don’t think I can play this.”
“Try.”
You try, but the board looks like something Escher would sketch in his spare time. Your head hurts, looking at it. “I can’t.”
“Do it anyway.”
“Look, Lady Justice, maybe you can do this kind of thing, but I’m only- I’m a kid! I’m a human, I can’t play chess in five dimensions!”
“Are you sure, John Egbert?”
“Yes, I’m sure I can’t-”
“Are you sure that you’re human?”
You stop at that. Your mouth goes dry.
“Well… well yeah, I-”
“You might want to think, John, about what is holding you back.” And the Seer packs up her chess, all five dimensions of it. And she leaves.
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Your dad ruins everything.
Why did he have to clean your room? Make your bed? You can do that yourself, you’re fourteen for godssakes!
When you return home from coding summer camp, your poster, your poster signed by the goddess of Space, is lying on the kitchen counter, open for the whole world to see. There is a post-it note attached.
Son,
When I get home, we will Talk.
Shit shit SHIT. He found the poster. He found the poster
You are so dead. Should you destroy the evidence? No, it’s too late for that.
Maybe you should run away. No, that’s stupid, where would you go? Anna’s? The Church? That idea is stupid, so stupid, squawking-like-an-imbecile-and-shitting-on-your-desk-level stupid, and you are not going to do that.
You pace back and forth, trying to think what you are going to say. You don’t know what to do or who to confide in.
Anna can’t help you. The Seer probably won’t, since even though YOU didn’t write the name or ever speak it aloud, you’re pretty sure keeping the autograph of another god in the house breaks her rules.
But… she never got mad about it. And she must have known, right?
You decide to risk it. You sit on the floor in a meditative position, take a deep breath, and say aloud: “…Hey, Seer of Mind? I know I don’t usually ask you for anything, but… my dad found a poster with the name of the S- the Godmother on it. Do you have any advice?”
You wait for a while. Nothing. The house is empty and silent.
Then, your computer, from upstairs, makes the faint beep can only mean you’re being IM’d.
Anna?
You go upstairs and look at the screen. The chum-handle is unfamiliar.
-- gallowsCalibrator [GC] began pestering ghostlyTrickster [GT]at 17:43 --
GC: JOHN, YOU H4V3 TO T4K3 R3SPONS1B1L1TY FOR YOUR OWN 4CT1ONS.
GC: TRY TO T4K3 TH1S 4S 4NOTH3R L3SSON.
GC: JUST L1K3 4LL TH3 OTH3RS.
GT: wait
GT: are you the seer?
GT: you use pesterchum?
GT: weird
GC: 1 US3 WH4T3V3R 1 N33D TO US3
GC: 1T’S T1M3 TO ST4ND UP FOR YOURS3LF, JOHN.
GC: YOUR F4TH3R 1S HOM3.
GC: DO YOU HAV3 WH4T IT T4K3S TO F4C3 H1M?
You can’t believe this. You can hear your dad’s car pull into the driveway.
This is what, another test for you to fail? Another opportunity to get beaten up? Did she ignore the poster just so that your dad would find it later?
Another lesson, just like all the others. Sure, another lesson in pain and bullshit.
You are sick of this. You are so, so sick of this.
You hear the door downstairs open, then close. You don’t want to do this, so you delay the inevitable by straightening your bookshelf and re-sorting your DVD collection.
It’s six-thirty by the time you head downstairs, every step feeling like you’re ascending a gallows.
Gods, you really don’t want to do this.
Your dad is sitting at the table, next to the incriminating poster, reading a newspaper and smoking his pipe. You know it has to be bad, when he’s smoking.
“Son,” he says, not looking up from the paper. “Have a seat.”
You sit, and he slowly, methodically folds up the newspaper, still puffing on the pipe. The sitting and waiting is like torture. Like that Chinese torture thing where they drip water on your head. You stare fixedly at your knees.
“Son,” he says again. “I know it can be hard, to be different from the other kids. And it can feel like no one understands.”
That was not what you expected your dad to say. You expected him to berate you about the poster.
“I know that there are some kids who will pick out anything that makes a person different from the crowd,” your dad continues. “And atheism makes you very different.” He sighs. “I wish you had come to me about this.”
You realize that your dad is giving you a very convenient excuse.
Your dad leans forward, resting his forearms on the table. “I do not want you to be pressured into being something that you're not.”
You decide to take the proffered ‘out.’
“Oh,” you grunt. “Okay. Sure.”
Your dad taps the poster with his index finger. “Son,” he says, but you interrupt him.
“I didn’t ask for the poster, Dad! It was a gift. I didn’t ask for it.”
Your dad smiles thinly. “At least now I’m getting more out of you than monosyllables.”
You lapse back into a sullen silence.
“It’s not the poster, John. It’s the letter that was with it.”
You blanch. Shit. You didn’t even think of that.
“It seems to be implying that you’ve gone to church, and that you are grounded. Which is not, currently, the case.”
You try to breathe deeply. Calm your thoughts, and lie through your buck teeth.
“I didn't go to church, but she wanted me to go to church... I mean, I might have gone once or something, but I had to make an excuse not to. I had to not go, so I said I was grounded.” You try to look your dad in the eye as you speak.
“Son, you just gave me two different stories about church in as many seconds.”
Wow, you’re just digging this hole deeper for yourself, aren’t you?
Your dad shrugs. “She sounds like a good friend. If she really is, then she will understand that you simply don't worship any gods, and it won't matter.” There is a pause, during which time you say nothing. “You should tell her the truth. If she cares, then I don't think that she is really such a good friend.”
You try to think of a good excuse, before you respond. “She is a good friend, Dad. I did not ask for the poster. She... she went to this event and I guess she thought it would be a nice thing to do, that's all.”
“Be that as it may. I think that you should tell her, but that is your decision to make.” Your dad takes a long drag on his pipe. “But there is something else we need to talk about. They did not stop beating you up, did they? The bullies from school?”
“No,” you mumble. “School was fine.”
“Your old man isn't blind, Son. I know what a bruise looks like.”
You sink into your chair. “I can handle it.”
Your dad fixes you with a very Stern Fatherly Look, and you sink down even lower, trying to disappear.
“How many months has it been? I should have spoken to you sooner.” He reaches across the table to put a Solid Patriarchal Hand on your shoulder. “Son, it is okay to admit that you need help. Real men know when the situation is too big to handle. It is not a sign of weakness. Do you understand me?”
Your dad still has no clue. But you don’t want him to think that you’re being beaten up, when you’re not, not really. You suddenly have an idea.
“It’s not like that,” you say, shaking your head. “It’s not bullying. It’s like, you know Fight Club? It's kind of like that. Only without the anti-government conspiracy and the multiple personality stuff. And I don't have a Brad Pitt. I'm just learning how to defend myself and stuff. I am getting tougher! It's not too big to handle. I am fine. I don't need help.”
Your dad gives you a Stern Fatherly Look, and you realize that he doesn’t buy it.
“Son, we are not leaving this table until you tell me the truth. I have already left this alone for too long.”
The truth? Well… what if you tell a partial truth? "Okay so there's this... girl. And she is really religious, and she thinks that she will help me find the gods if she teaches me how to fight and stuff. Martial arts."
Your dad sighs. “Do not tell me that my son thinks that he has to be beaten up to catch a girl's eye.”
What? Does he think you feel that way about the Seer? “No,” you state emphatically. “I don’t like, like her! And I do not think she likes me, either. At all, really.”
Your dad raises an eyebrow. “Well, at least I understand why you went to church, now.” Your dad sighs. “I don’t even want to know which gods this girl favors. If my son likes a girl that beats him up and calls it devotion, then... well, I may have to live with it. But you, Son, should not have to pretend that you are something that you’re not.”
“What? No, I’m not talking about Anna! Two different people.” This whole conversation is a mess. “And anyway, I don’t like them! I mean, I like Anna, but as a friend!”
“I see,” says your dad. “There is this one girl that you like enough to go to church for, and then there is this other, completely different, girl who you are willing to get beaten up by.”
“Yes, that is what is happening!” You are getting angry, now.
Your dad sighs and closes his eyes. “I am unsure whether to be proud or annoyed that my son is such a poor liar.” He leans forward, and takes another puff on his pipe. “You need to come clean with this girl, whether there is one of her or two. You are an atheist. If they really care about you then they will accept that.”
You count back the weeks. It’s been exactly four months and one week and two days since you first spoke to the Seer. Is your dad going to find out? You don’t want him to find out. You want deeply to prove that the Seer can be wrong, that you’re not as pathetically bad at keeping secrets as she thinks.
But it's been exactly 4 months, one week, two days. And, you realize that you have a choice. The Seer could be right… but it’s in your control.
You could say, “Yes, okay Dad.” And that would be that, for now. But it would just delay the inevitable: your dad would find out about the Seer tomorrow.
Or… you could make sure the Seer was wrong, for once.
You squeeze your eyes shut tight, and say, very quietly, “I’m not.”
Your dad pauses mid-puff. “Excuse me?”
You have to be brave. You have to do this. You twist your fingers into the fabric of your shirt, and say more clearly; “I’m not an atheist.”
Your dad takes his pipe out of his mouth, and lays it on the table. He looks grave. “You do not know what the gods are like, John. I am trying to protect you. Religion is dangerous, and you should stay away from it. I do not want to see you get hurt.”
This isn’t making any sense. “But Dad, it's not like pretending that the gods are not important makes them not exist. If they're dangerous, shouldn't we pay them respect? I mean, not make them mad, but just... you know, be normal about it? I mean, a lot of people are religious, Dad! Like, everyone! The only atheist I know is you!”
Very suddenly, your dad slams his fist into the table, making you jump. “We are not like other people!” Then, he abruptly slumps, and seems to try and compose himself. “I am sorry. I am not angry with you, John. I am scared.”
That takes you by surprise. You did not expect him to say that. “Dad? What are you talking about?”
Your dad looks haunted. “John, when you were an infant…” He swallows. “When you were an infant, I received a visit from the Flaming-Eyed God.”
And your dad tells you. About the warning, the threat, the gods made on your life. About how they told him not to pray, just like the Seer told you.
“John, the Mage told me that the other gods would do anything to keep you from doing… whatever it was they did not want to see happen. Do you understand what ‘anything’ means?”
You don’t want to hear this. “Yeah, but... I mean, what if some of the gods are protecting me from the others? Like the Flaming-Eyed God, and the Calibrator of the Gallows? I mean, I... I didn't know about any of this. But if I have this destiny or whatever, shouldn't I do what I can to like, fulfill it?”
“John.” Your dad sounds incredulous. “We are talking about the living gods. If they wanted to kill you, you would be dead before you could blink.”
You roll your eyes, but he continues. “The gods don’t mind atheists. We don’t draw their attention. They only hear you when—John, if you have been praying…”
You don’t say anything, but you know your guilt is written all over your face. You stare at the table, but can feel your dad’s eyes boring into you.
“John,” he says. “What have you said while you were praying?” You look up at your dad. He looks pained, like someone just stomped on his foot.
“Not much,” you say. “I usually couldn’t think of anything to pray about, really…”
He sighs. “Thank goodness.”
“But Dad…” Too late to go back now. “You’re wrong, kind of. About gods and atheists.”
“What do you mean?”
You interlock your fingers and look back at the table. “The gods do pay attention to atheists.”
You see your dad’s eyes widen. “John, have they spoken to you?”
Your stupid dad. You don’t look at him. “Yeah.” And then, because that doesn’t feel like enough: “I’m sorry. She told me not to tell you.”
“She…” Your dad’s voice is hollow, his expression fearful. You hate it. You hate seeing your dad looking so frightened.
“Lady Justice,” you clarify. “She said she’d be training me for some kind of destiny, or something.”
Your dad closes his eyes, and rests his forehead in one of his hands. When he speaks, his voice is breaking. You hate the sound of it. “I am sorry, John. I am so sorry. I should have told you sooner.”
Several long moments pass in silence. This is so uncomfortable. That the Seer’s prophecy is off by one day is a cold comfort. “Dad…”
Then, your dad looks up, and gets to his feet. There is something steely in his expression, something that wasn’t there before. “Son. Pack your things. We’re leaving.”
“What?”
“No questions, John.” His tone books no room for disobedience. “Do it.”
You don’t want to do this; this is crazy! But you've never seen your dad talk like that before. It’s kind of scary.
So, you get up, and pack your things. You don’t know how much to pack, but you figure a few days’ worth of clothes is probably fine. By the time you finish and come back downstairs, your dad has already packed his own possessions into the car.
“How long will we be gone for?” you ask.
“I don’t know,” he answers, and you worry a little that you didn’t pack enough.
Before you both drive off, you check the pesterlogs on your desktop. You don’t have any new ones from the Seer, but you do leave one for Anna:
GT: i’m leaving town for a few days
GT: so i will be afk
GT: but i will be online again soon.
GT: i have a lot to tell you.
And who knows? Now that the proverbial cat is out of its bag, maybe you can even tell her the truth.
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I wanted to share experiences with echo too. I don't usually want to get involved in any of this kinda stuff but she really hurt me and a lot of my friends and she doesn't seem to understand that.
I was almost an ex, to put it simply. Echo approached me in pms but idk why, and the first thing she was asked if I wanted to be her friend, platonic gf, or "first"? still don't know what she meant by the last one lol. I'd never met her or seen her around before so I was like hell yeah platonic gf that'll be funny!! So we became amino "wives", and she introduced me to a bunch of her friends and it was a pretty fun first day lol. After knowing me for a day she pmed me me saying she loved me, that I was "the best she could ask for" and yada yada
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And i was like yeah cool nice bc at the time it was all harmless fun lol.
Later one she started to get incredibly overprotective, despite it being "platonic". She would leave chats or act upset/angry if I joked around with my friends, fake flirting or anything "too friendly". It made me uncomfortable because I felt like i couldn't talk to my friends how I usually did or she'd get angry or upset at me.
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I know she left because of this because she told me in pms. (after I had already said no to dating her)
And then there's when she actually asked me out. Just before this she had talked about how much she was scared of rejection. (I don't have screenshots for everything, most of it happened in gcs with friends that are now deleted.) She asked me in a huge message, saying I was "the light of her life", ect.
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And i was incredibly stressed out at this time,, because I had no clue what to do. If it wasn't for a friend helping me out, I would've said yes despite not wanting to. I felt so bad saying no because of course you would after a message like that? Keep in mind I'd known her for around week or two. I sent back a long message of my own, explaining why I was saying no while trying to keep her happy at the same time. I said we might be able to try again in the future. I was crying through this because these situations make me super nervous and I felt so so bad for saying no after she had showered me with affection.
We sorta returned to normal after this. Still being platonic gfs because I didn't want to loose her or others over it. She got more overprotective though, like when my post was featured (💖💞ty whoever featured it) she would reply to any slightly negative comments incredibly rudely, swearing and insulting people. This was done mainly while I was offline so I couldn't do anything about it until later. She told someone to "shut your dirty ass mouth", and I ended up getting two hate pms over it which rlly sucked because it made me feel like it was my fault again. She kept up with leaving chats when I joked with friends, so eventually a friend stepped in and told her she was making me uncomfortable.
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The 2nd ss was the friend telling me what she said after ^. Echo then posted rants on her wall, left chats, and ignored my pm. She later pmed me herself asking if she made me uncomfortable, and I explained. The next message I got was her explaining she didn't want to be "wives"
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Removed personal info for both of us. I explained to her that was OK, I understood, and wanted to stay friends. She apparently shared that want. However, 2 days later, a mutual friend was banned, and when I reached out to her she said she wanted to be left alone. About an hour later she left the conversation and cut all contact.
I felt like it was my fault that she was upset, that I ruined our friendship, and I was confused to why she would just cut me off after everything. I felt like it had all been fake from the start. If she had really cared she wouldn't have done that. I didn't tell anyone except the friend that helped me previously due to fear of them being angry, or ditching me for echo. Later, echo briefly talked to me again about loving a mutual friend (star) and that's the last of it. I'm sure you know what happened with star already so I don't need to fill that in.
Before you say "why not confront echo instead of talking about it here", I did. I messaged her on discord yesterday after the star drama came up and I'd told my friends what happened w me (they were lovely and supportive and I love and appreciate u all so so much💖💞). Echo replied, trying to guilt me (again lol) by saying I didn't care about her, and I was only there because she upset star. I responded with
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Blocked out is a personal message from star she wanted me to send through.
I don't know what to think of the whole situation now, and I'm sure I missed a lot out, but I feel that I was manipulated and used. Thank you to: star, shiningsnow, shelly/eth, suki, songbird, minnow, swrmz, all of my friends, worm disco, tplt chat, star's amino staff. Ur all awesome and ilyall sm 💖💖💞
And echo, if you're reading this, stay away from my friends.
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