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shivgirly · 4 months
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PSYCH | 1x01 Pilot
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rowdyslove · 9 months
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𝐅𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐋𝐋 𝐈𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔. | jack hughes
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jack has not moved a single inch of his body for an entire hour straight, and neither have you. the only difference here was that you were peacefully asleep on his chest while he tried his best to not wake you from your soft slumber.
he could have sworn it had just started with him explaining the events of his previous game that took place earlier that night. the complete details of his explanation he couldn’t quite recall exactly, but jack did remember so vividly how you would nod and hum in approval to show that you were still intently listening to the conversing. you were as comfortable as one could be as you slid into his bed. you immediately scooted yourself closer towards his side, where you threw one leg over his and wrapped a loose arm around his torso.
jack wasn’t surprised with your actions. you two have been dating now for way too long for his heart to thump and race at every little move you made, much unlike the ways it used to be when he was still pursuing you with every amount of affection he could think of.
but there was always something about the way you and him have gotten so used to things being like this—this kind of closeness, this kind of intimacy, this kind of comfort where you could wrap your arms around him at any given time.
and he would just accept it all with a smile and lean himself against you comfortably, instead of feeling stuck in place and hesitant to the idea of your bodies being this close.
he enjoyed it though. the fact that the two of you have reached this strong point in your relationship. the thought never failed to make his chest swell up with utter pride and adoration.
he hadn’t even realised that you fell asleep until you had stopped responding to him. and then it was just silence. it was a kind of steady silence in the room that felt all too familiar, mixing itself with the turning of the ceiling fan and the occasional loud snores heard from his brothers just across the hall.
and even though he could tell that you were asleep from the slow nudging of your cheek up against his shoulder and the gentle rise and fall of your chest pressed up close against his side, he still glanced down at you from time to time anyways to make sure. it was simply just another excuse to steal looks of you as well. he could hear your faint breaths, coming in and out as his chest heaved along; the more he focused on you, the more his breathing started to match up with yours, like he was dependant on your breathing to help his own. and your body felt as light as a feather over his, warm and subtle within his protective hold. he could tell you were safe, and he felt safe having you with him in this moment.
looking at the space around him in his room to the lovely curves of your figure—it was all something that jack could recognise as home to him.
what had initially started as a fond feeling slowly turned into one of exhaustion as the clock ticked with time. an hour passed slowly with him scrolling mindlessly through his phone, his other hand draped over your back to keep you close. but god, was his body ever starting to feel sore from not moving an inch for this long.
he glanced down at you once again after finally mustering up the courage to give your body a light shove, all in hopes to gently wake you up from your slumber. but he suddenly paused, his eyes rounding in soft lust at the sight of your small pouty lips that had unknowingly displayed themselves to him.
your head had readjusted itself from pressing against his chest to facing more upwards, in a way that jack could see a perfect view of your facial features for as long as he looked down at you. it caught him slightly off-guard. he was not expecting to see your lips so up-close like this, faintly agape but just enough for him to feel your warm breath fan over his skin.
and then it felt like he was relearning this kind of closeness all over again. he felt hypersensitive as his mind was once again introduced to the close proximity of your bodies, but seeing it in a more alluring way than before. your leg moving closer towards his lower abdomen, your hips stuck to his own, your chest pressed deeper into his chest, and your lips now brushing past the sharp skin of his jaw whenever you stirred.
jack could feel the shape of your body, just faintly, but it was enough to be the death of him. he wanted more than just the faint feel of you. he wanted all of your touch.
your eyes groggily began to open when you felt the sensation of lips softly grazing across your lips. it was clear to you that it was jack claiming the spot of your lips with his, so you were quick to shut your eyes again and respond to his slow movements. unlike the rough ways he acted when he was on the ice during a game, with you he was always very careful, and that was a trait of his that you always adored. his hand gingerly threaded its way through your hair and brushing back the strands by your ear, his body shifting to pin your back to the mattress causing your hands to raise and grip his arms for support.
the kiss was sweet and sensual; you could trace every part of his plump lips with your own, completely mesmerized by the way he pushed himself so perfectly against your frame. air built its way into your lungs as you steadily huffed through your nose, feeling as if jack was stealing all of your oxygen little by little both through your mouth and through the way his hands skillfully slid across your sensitive skin.
a whisper of a whine left your lips when he gently wedged his knee between your legs, your grip on his arms tightening. and your actions just riled him up in even more ways than one, a smirk slowly creeping its way onto his face. in response to your soft noises, jack decided to make a change in position, pulling away to sit himself up against the headboard of the bed. the air from your lungs was quickly pulled away again as he grabbed you by your hips and swiftly pulled you onto his lap with such little effort. bringing his hands up, they didn’t once leave your body as he trailed them up your sides until they met your soft cheeks, and he was quick to pull you back into him.
you held your breath, your hands flying up to his wrists and you weakly held onto him. any strength or willpower you had in you, left your entire body the second jack’s pillow soft lips pressed themselves upon yours in a harsh, bruising kiss. your lips worked together in rough harmony, sighs and whimpers leaving you all in one when jack caught your bottom lip between his lip before pulling away.
his hands slowly left your cheeks, the only warmth you felt being the heat that radiated off of his body. you looked at him with such admiration as he touched you with such gentleness, how soft he was with you despite the feverish kiss you two had just shared.
when his hand dropped down to fiddle with the hem of his oversized t-shirt that covered your frame, you furthered the space between your face and his. you could see much more clearly now, and although jack still held a tight lipped smirk across his face, his eyes were lightly hooded with a kind of tender shyness.
“care to tell why you woke me up?” you asked with a grin, letting your arms wrap over his shoulders and your fingers card through the long tufts of hair on the back of his neck. your cheeks definitely had a deep red blush spread across them, but you doubted that jack could see it through the dim lighting that engulfed the room.
“i just felt like kissing you,” he replied honestly, bringing his hand up to remove some strands of your hair away from your face and tucked them behind your ears, his gaze still weighing strong and heavy on you. his voice was low and raspy, tiredness starting to become evident in him.
jack’s lips would always be the death of you. like a poison that you would keep choosing over and over, you would always let him drown you in them whenever he wanted to without ever having to ask.
“you know, you were sleeping on me for a whole hour,” he exclaimed. “i could barely move, my body started getting sore.”
“it’s looks like you’re moving just fine now.” you hummed.
jack licked over his lower lip, his hands now moving up so his fingers could find the soft skin of your stomach under his shirt. “i can still move pretty well.” he uttered out in a seductive tone of voice.
a light knocking rummaged within your ribcage at his lustful words. you couldn’t help but grin, the corners of your lips turning up as his suggestive idea popped into your mind. jack already had his hands on your hips, keeping you still on his lap. you brought your torso forward, getting closer to him than before while also nudging your hips closer to rest on his lower abdomen. you could feel him so vividly underneath you and his breath hitched.
“you’re such a tease j,” you whispered, your eyes hooded and gazing right into his, lips tauntingly brushing past his igniting the burning heat between you both even more.
“i can change that.” he mumbled, licking his lower lip briefly afterwards.
jack slipped his hand further up underneath the fabric of your shirt, touching every bit of your torso. his fingertips grazed and burned your flesh with every touch, sending shivers running all down your spine. a breathy chuckle left his lips as he felt your back straighten up in a small arch, the husk in his voice pushing your sanity over the edge to nothing. he was looking into your eyes so deeply, but the intensity of his gaze could have been felt from a mile away.
“is this okay love?” he asked in a hushed voice, his palms grabbing a firm hold onto your waist.
you brought your lips to his for one kiss, then another, until jack finally leaned himself forward to take in the moment. your hands rested on the bare base of his neck, gliding between his jaw and his shoulders. your mind focused itself on the sweet desparastion that was evident through his kiss, paired along with the familiar possessiveness he always held for you.
when you pulled away from him, he could see your eyes sparkle with a slight bit of submission for him, and when he furrowed his brows in question to you one more time, you gave him a quick nod and a gentle smile.
in that moment, jack knew that every night he could spend with you like this, he would never want to waste a single minute of it. everything about this moment felt right, falling more and more in love with you by the second.
yet, the one thing he could ever wish for in life, was that if this lifetime with you was all just a dream, he would never want to wake up.
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chirpsythismorning · 1 year
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Shawn Levy on set for these scenes even though he didn’t direct either of the episodes… aka these must have been scenes he felt were important enough for him to be there, in person, so that he could make decisions as an executive producer hmmm
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cashmeremars · 10 months
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𝐚 𝐜𝐮𝐩 𝐨𝐟 𝐜𝐨𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐞... 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐧𝐮𝐦𝐛𝐞𝐫 || 𝐬.𝐦
pairing: shawn mendes x reader
summary: shawn stumbles upon a coffee shop while on tour and becomes infatuated with the waitress
word count: 1.7k+
a/n: this has been in my drafts for so long... but i promise you’re in for a surprise... 
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The heat of Amsterdam was relentless as Shawn continued to roam the unfamiliar streets of the city. Crossing bridges and tripping over loose rubble, Shawn sighed as his eyes scanned the stores lining the streets, hoping to find a place to settle down before heading back to his tour bus. He watched as a bicycle rider rode past him before slowing down and stopping at what seemed to be a cafe. He adjusted his jacket before reaching for his phone and checking the time. He had around 2 hours before he was expected to be back on the tour bus. Shawn smiled to himself as he followed the path the bicycle rider had just taken to get to the cafe down the street. 
As Shawn approached the front door of the cafe, he snapped a quick picture of the shop name just in case he needed to send his location to his manager. A mellow bell rang throughout the cafe as he pushed the door open. The smell of cinnamon and warm coffee danced through the air as he inhaled. The cafe was quaint, with landscape paintings lining the walls. Jazz music whispered under the sound of clanking dishes. 
Shawn sighed as he sat himself down at a booth nearest to the corner of the cafe, to ensure that no potential fans could spot him. The cafe was quite empty, as it was 2 pm on a weekday. A stained menu on the side of the table caught his eye. He reached over with a sigh, grabbing the corners of the menu to avoid touching the brown stains. A frown etched itself on his forehead as he flipped through the menu, the words splattering the page were close enough to English to follow along, but not enough to fully comprehend. Dutch, Shawn whispered to himself. He was in Amsterdam after all.
Shawn dropped the menu, opting to fiddle with the slightly tattered fabric of the booth, watching silhouettes walk past the cafe window. He closed his eyes, bopping his head along to the music flooding the cafe. 
“Are you new here?” A voice intruded Shawn’s entrancement.
“Uh, yeah,” Shawn spoke. He felt his breath constrict as he made eye contact with you. He’d truly never seen anyone as beautiful. “How could you tell?” Shawn spoke with a soft smile. He felt his heartbeat begin to pick up. 
“I’ve never seen you around here before, and you also looked a little clueless,” You point out with a laugh. 
“Oh, uh, sorry. I’m just here on tour. I’m a singer,” Shawn explains. 
“That’s cool,” you reply, raising your eyebrows. 
“Yeah. Grammy-nominated,” Shawn stammered. You nod, and his face flushed as he acknowledged his failed attempt at boasting. 
“Right,” you smile before pulling out a notepad and pen from your waist apron, “So, what would you like to order?” you say after a beat of silence. 
“Right. Right, of course.” Shawn stammered, “I don’t really know what’s good here, and I can’t really read the menu,” He says, scratching the back of his neck. 
“Ahh. I’m assuming you want me to tell you?” you question. 
“If that’s what you want, then sure. Tell me what’s good here.” Shawn spoke as he leaned forward on the table, leaning his head on his hand. He watched as you twirled the pen between your fingers. You were mesmerizing to him. You had an aura that was carefree yet so captivating. 
“What do you like?” you ask, quirking an eyebrow. 
“Something sweet,” Shawn spoke, “like you,�� he continued with a speck of confidence.
“Oh. I see.” You hesitate to laugh. 
“Sorry, was that a bit much?” He asked as his confidence crumbled. 
“Yeah, it was a little cheesy,” You reply, tapping the notepad with your pen. 
“Right.” Shawn’s could feel the blood rushing to his cheeks. 
“You still want something sweet?” You asked. He perked up as he sensed remnants of a flirty subtext.  “On the menu, I mean.” You clarify, now just as flustered as Shawn was just a moment ago. 
“Yeah for sure. Maybe a brownie?” he fumbled with the menu once more, hoping that he’d ordered something that was an actual option. 
“Anything else?” You ask keeping your eyes on the notepad as you scribble Shawn’s order. 
“A cup of coffee,” Shawn took a deep breath in, “And your number?” he exhaled, squinting slightly to gauge your reaction. Your pen halts as your eyes pan to his. 
“Uh, coming right up.” You tilt your head before making your way back to the counter.  
Shawn sighed deeply once you were out of sight. He hadn’t realized that he wasn’t breathing properly until you’d left, leaving him to stew in his own embarrassment. He’d never behaved so awkwardly in his life, and yet you didn’t seem to mind in the slightest. He could’ve chalked it up to your food service hospitality, but he sensed a glint of something unfamiliar in your eyes. She was charmed, he thought to himself.  
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“Your order, sir.” You carefully place the coffee in front of Shawn before positioning the brownie a bit off to the side. The smell of fresh cocoa from the brownie melted his senses as he eyed the careful foam art floating on top of his coffee. He’d definitely have to visit again. 
“Shawn,” he said, “Mendes. Shawn Mendes.” He continued, placing his hand on his chest briefly. He watched her carefully in hopes that she’d recognized his name. 
“Already skipping the formalities?” You say as you wipe your hands on your apron. 
“Sure are.” He replies, “You don’t have a name tag?” He asked, eyeing the spot on your shirt where your name tag should be. 
“Yeah,” You took a quick look down at your uniform and shrugged, “It keeps me mysterious,” You continued. 
“Mysterious. That’s cool.” Shawn nods once, pursing his lips.  
“Very,” you reply, glancing around the cafe briefly. 
“Do I get to know your name?” Shawn said as you began to walk away. 
“But then what would happen to the mystery?” You quipped before disappearing behind the counter once again. 
The soft music tangled with the saccharine aroma of the coffee. He closed his eyes, as he revelled in the serene atmosphere of the empty cafe. There were no fans to bombard him, and no cameras to observe him. Nobody to perform for, or to pretend for. Just him, a cup of coffee, a brownie, and a girl who made his heart spring. 
Shawn scrolled through his phone as he gradually made his way through the honeyed meal. He watched his DMs flood full of Instagram models and influencers, but none of them compared to the waitress whose name he didn’t even know. 
“Here’s your bill, Shawn.” You lay the piece of paper in front of Shawn’s empty cup, and crumb-filled plate. 
“Thank you.” He looks up with a smile that crinkles the corners of his eyes, “So, when can I get your number?” He asks. 
“It’ll be a surprise.” you shrug.
“So, are you always working here?” Shawn asks as you’re about to walk away once again. 
“I work on weekends if that’s what you’re asking” you reply, “Is there a reason why you need to know, Shawn?” you asked.
“Well, I’m only here this week for my concert, so-”
“You’re gonna try to woo me over during the short period of time you’re here?” You squint your eyes at him.
“Precisely,” He quipped.
“Well, you’re very persistent, Shawn.”
“I usually am.” Shawn knew that wasn’t true. Truthfully, he was always nervous whenever he had to speak to a girl he was fond of. He was already quite introverted as is, and speaking to you made him feel like he had frogs in his throat. 
“Charming. Well, we’ll see how your quest goes,” you laugh.
“When do you get off work?” he asked.
“Later tonight,” you said. 
“Then, I’ll be waiting right here.” Shawn folds his hands together, placing them on the table.
“Of course, you will, Prince Charming,” you raise your eyebrows in amusement as you lean over to collect the empty cup and plate.
“Does that make you my Cinderella?” he asked.
“I see the wooing has begun. Too bad I have to get back to my shift,” you turn, leaving him with the bill. 
Shawn grabbed his wallet from his back pocket, paying for the bill before texting his manager that he might be back a little later than expected.
“Excuse me? Are you Shawn?” A man with bulky glasses and a thick accent approached the table with a stone-cold expression. 
“Yes, I am.” Shawn’s back straightened instinctively as he felt himself start to tense.
“Well, I’m going to have to ask you to leave,” He gestures to the door and sends a single nod of his head in Shawn’s direction. 
“Pardon?” Shawn locks his phone, placing it on the table. 
“Well, it seems that your excessive flirting with one of our employees has made her quite uncomfortable, to say the least,” The man explains. Shawn looks down and notices the similarities between the man uniform and the waitress’s uniform. He also notices the name tag sitting neatly on the man’s black shirt. 
“What?” Shawn’s eyebrows furrow together. He was hoping that he’d misheard due to the man’s accent.
“You asked for her number, what days she worked, what time she gets off, and then said that you would stay until she was done working. I mean, that’s a bit much don’t you think, sir?” The man folded his arms as his face remained stoic. 
“I was just trying to-” Shawn hesitates to explain. He knew that he was awkward and nervous at times, but he didn’t expect that he could misread a situation so incorrectly. 
“It doesn’t matter what you were trying to do. It very clearly did not work,” The man said. His gaze bores into Shawn’s. The longer the man stared, the more Shawn felt his own composure falter. “Will you be leaving?” The man asked. Shawn snaps out of his fear-induced trance, scrambling for his phone as he shoves his wallet into his back pocket.
“Oh, sorry. Yeah, I’ll get going. Tell her I’m sorry about all of that.” Shawn’s hands flail wildly as he tries to explain while struggling to get out of his seat. 
“Thank you for visiting our coffee shop. You probably shouldn’t come back.” The man pats Shawn’s back as he escorts him out of the cafe. 
“Yeah, uh… yeah, thank you for the experience,” He mumbled. 
Shawn left the shop with a belly full of coffee, a half-eaten brownie, and the urge to throw it all up.
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nowhere else to turn ~ shawn hunter;boy meets world
word count: 1567
request?: yes!
“I will take literally anything Shawn Hunter. Smut, fluff, angst, hurt/comfort. Anything. There is a severe drought if Shawn fics🥺”
description: after being abandoned by his parents yet again, he goes to the one person he can think of
pairing: shawn hunter x female!reader
warnings: swearing, mentions of a rough homelife, abandonment
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I was surprised when I opened the door to find Shawn on my doorstep, soaked from the pouring rain.
“Shawn? What are you doing here?” I asked. “Wait, don’t answer that yet. Come inside.”
I quickly brought him into my kitchen and sat him down at the table. I put n our kettle to make him hot tea and ran up to grab him a towel and a blanket. Once two mugs of tea were on the table in front of us, I asked again, “What are you doing here?”
Shawn sighed and looked at the mug in front of him. “Dad...is gone.”
“Again?”
He nodded. “He’s looking for mom, or gone off with mom, or...I don’t know. He just left again. Not even any warning this time.”
This wasn’t anything new. I think I lost count of how many times Shawn’s dad had up and left him. He bounced from place to place, pretty well raising himself since he was old enough to walk and talk.
“Oh Shawn,” I said, reaching out to put my hand over his.
“I’m sorry for showing up like this. I have nowhere else to go.”
“What do you mean? Of course you do. Honey, you have Cory and his family. Not that I’m trying to say you can’t be here, you know you’re always welcome here.”
“I can’t go back to Cory’s place. Things didn’t go well the first time. I don’t think they’ll let me come back.”
I decided not to remind him that wasn’t true. He had a rough go staying with the Matthews family, but I knew they still loved him and would gladly take him in if he needed a place to stay. But this wasn’t the time. Right now Shawn just needed his girlfriend to be there for him right now.
After he was dry and had finished his tea, I took Shawn up to my room. Normally he wasn’t allowed up there, but my parents weren’t home, and I didn’t plan for anything suggestive to happen. I figured Shawn just needed somewhere to lay down for a while.
I grabbed him some of my brother’s clothes to change into, even though I knew they’d be a little too big. It was dry clothes, though, and he definitely needed some of those. Once he was changed, the both of us laid down on my bed. Shawn kept a respectable distance at first, but I closed it by moving closer and burying my head in his chest. He wrapped his arms around me and I was enveloped by his scent.
We laid in silence for a while. Shawn’s breathing was so even and heavy that I wondered if he had fallen asleep. It wasn’t until I felt his beathing hitch and stutter a little that I looked up to see him crying.
“Oh, baby,” I said, quickly switching positions so I was the one hold him.
He cried into my chest, his tears soaking my shirt. I ran my fingers through his hair, hoping it felt soothing for him.
“I’m so tired of this,” he said, his voice breaking from the tears. “I don’t care that we live in a trailer, I don’t care that Virna isn’t my mom, I don’t care that we don’t have money. I just wish my dad wanted to actually be a dad. I wish...I wish I was enough for him.”
“Don’t say that!” I chastised. “Shawn, that’s not true. If anything he’s not enough for you. You deserve a much better father; one who isn’t going to let you down like this all the time.”
He tightened his grip on me and buried his head further in my chest.
My heart ached for him. Shawn didn’t deserve the shit he went through. He had a kind heart, he cared so much for everyone he loved even when they didn’t deserve it (namely his father). He was just all around good, and yet bad things always happened to him.
“I wish I was better for you,” he mumbled into my chest. I figured he thought I couldn’t hear him, but he was extremely wrong.
I pushed him away so I could look in his eyes. “What?”
His face turned pink and he seemed flustered. “Just...there’s so much...difference between us. I know what people think of us together. I just...I want to be someone you deserve.”
I had heard the way people talked about Shawn and I, too. We weren’t exactly polar opposites - my family wasn’t rich and I wasn’t the super popular girl in school (not that Shawn wasn’t popular either). But after my sudden puberty spirt between middle school and high school, I suddenly gained a lot of attention. When I started dating Shawn that same year, there was...less than ideal comments made about him. Namely about his home life and financial situation.
I cupped his face in my hands, squishing his cheeks together to make a kissy face with his lips. “Now you listen to me, Shawn Hunter. I don’t care what anyone else says about you; about us. I love you, and I’d love you if you were rich and living in a mansion, or if you were a middle class nobody like me and Cory. It’s who you are that I love, not what you are. Never feel like you have to be someone you’re not for me, and especially never apologize for coming to me when you need somewhere to stay.”
Shawn smiled at me, or rather he tried to while I was still squishing his face, and tears welled in his eyes again. I kissed his nose before releasing his face, which he then buried in my neck.
Within moments, Shawn was asleep. I knew rest was what he needed. I knew him well enough to know that he probably hadn’t slept at all in the last 12 hours or so.
I wasn’t sure how much time had past when I heard the front door open. Shawn was still sound asleep, so I didn’t worry too much about moving out from under him and leaving him in my bed as I rushed down to meet my parents.
I was so quick running down the stairs that I nearly stumbled and fell, causing my dad to chuckle and ask, “Where’s the fire, kid?”
Without thinking, I blurted, “Shawn is here.”
My parents shared a confused look before realization crossed on their faces. I quickly cut them off before they could lecture me for not only having him over while they weren’t home, but also having him in my room during that time.
“He’s asleep right now. He came over a while ago because his dad left him again and he didn’t want to go to Cory’s. I brought him up to my room so he could rest once he had calmed down until you guys got home and I could ask you if it was okay for him to stay with us for a while until he figures out another situation.”
“His dad is gone again?” my mom asked, her eyes filled with concern.
Both of my parents loved Shawn, even if my dad always tried to act like a tough, protective dad when he was around. They were both also well aware of his home life as I had spent more than a few nights with Shawn, Cory, and Topanga after Shawn’s dad had run off the numerous times before.
I nodded. “And his mom. He has no one at home.”
“How can someone do that to a child repeatedly?” my dad asked, his face red with anger. “He’s lucky no one has called child protective services on him yet and gotten Shawn taken all together.”
“Can he stay with us?” I asked again before the two of them could go off on this rant again. “Please?”
“Of course he can, sweetheart,” mom said. “But you know our rules, he can’t be in your room. We’ll make an exception this time, but just once. Does he have anything with him?”
“No. I think he came right here after his dad left.”
“We’ll take him to get his clothes tomorrow,” mom decided. “For now, he’ll stay in the guest room.”
I hugged her tightly, then moved to do the same to dad. “Thank you thank you thank you thank you!”
I rushed back up to my room to tell Shawn the news. To my surprise, he was already awake when I walked in.
“Are they mad?” he asked.
I shook my head. “No, not at all. They’re letting you stay as long as you need. We’re going to take you to get your clothes from the trailer tomorrow.”
Shawn smiled and engulfed me in another hug. I lifted my head from his chest to capture his lips with mine.
“Thank you for always being here for me,” he said.
“You don’t need to thank me, goofball. That’s what a girlfriend is for. Which  reminds me - ” I wriggled out of his embrace and stood up from my bed. “ - you gotta go to the guest room.”
He groaned. “Really?”
“You know the rule. I only got one exception. Go before they change their minds.”
He reluctantly got up and trudged towards my bedroom door. But not before grabbed my face and giving me another quick kiss before disappearing through the door.
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smartycvnt · 5 months
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Dirty Little Secret
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Title: Dirty Little Secret
Pairing: Shawn Michaels x Reader
Summary: Shawn nearly blows his chances with Y/n.
Word Count: 638
Shawn turned to bury his face in Y/n's chest. She let out a lighthearted giggle as she pulled his face away. He could try as hard as he wanted, but Shawn wasn't going to manage to distract Y/n from their earlier conversation. Things had been getting sort of serious, and Y/n still had things that she wanted to say to him.
"Shawn, come on," Y/n said as she took a step away from him. "We weren't finished."
"Sorry, I just got distracted," Shawn chuckled sheepishly. "Maybe it's for the best that we don't see each other in public. Wouldn't want to be arrested for indecent behavior."
Y/n's face fell as she took Shawn's joke as his true feelings. It was hard to believe he felt any other way because he never said it. Whenever Y/n brought up the two of them going public with their relationship, Shawn had a new reason why he was against it. None of the reasons were ever particularly solid, as if he was just trying to pull something out of his ass on the spot.
"Okay then, I guess we're done," Y/n told him. Shawn watched dumbfounded as Y/n walked away from him, obviously pissed. He didn't understand how things had flipped so quickly. A couple of moments passed with Shawn just standing there before he realized that Y/n had genuinely been wanting to talk about moving things forward.
By the time that Shawn had started chasing after her, Y/n was already inside of the women's locker room. Shawn stood outside of the room, just hoping that Y/n would talk to him whenever she got out of there. Shawn wanted to apologize for not taking their talk seriously. He had a pretty bad habit of doing that and ruining his relationships. Y/n was different than anybody else he had been with before, and he wanted to make things work with her.
"Chyna, is Y/n in there?" Shawn asked. The dark haired woman glared at Shawn, which made him visibly shrink back. "I need to talk to her."
"You need to do a lot more than that. She's been a saint for putting up with your stupid ass. You'd better hope that she doesn't tell Billy or Pac what you said to her. God Shawn, how can you be so dense?"
"I don't know. I thought things were good. It didn't occur to me that she'd want so much more," Shawn sighed. He sounded stressed, whcih was enough for Chyna to open the door a little bit for Y/n to step out. "C-can I start?"
"No," Y/n answered curtly. "Shawn, I'm sick of being your dirty little secret. You spend every night out there flirting with every other girl on the roster, and then when it's our time to be together, you shove me in a dark little corner where nobody can see us. I want more than that, I deserve someone who will give me more than that. If you can't give me that, then I just have to find someone else who is willing to at least try."
"I thought it was fun being a secret, but I don't want you to feel like that's all you are. You're not my dirty little secret. And I-I never want you to think that. You're the light of my life, the woman that one day I think I'm going to marry," Shawn said. He opened his arms and pouted at her, causing Chyna to roll her eyes. She hadn't wanted Y/n to go out there immediately, but Chyna did want her friends to be happy. Even if she did think that Shawn should have squirmed for a little while longer to really get the point across.
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justalitlecreacher · 1 year
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Post-Shawn takes a shot in the Dark idea where someone asks Shawn how he got out of the trunk the first time and Shawn casually explains that at the ripe old age of eleven, Henry taught him how to break out of a car trunk by locking him in one
Like there are three options for how this scene plays out
Shawn spouts some bs about the spirits helping him
Shawn tells the truth and no one believes him b/c they know Henry can be intense at times, but surely he knows where to draw the line
Shawn tells the truth and everyone believes him/ suddenly realizes why he is like *that*
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violetsandfluff · 1 year
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yourinstagram new releases at midnight💋
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florencepugh isn’t it illegal to be so beautiful?
⤷ ynfan1 queen flo said the quiet part out loud
glamzilla girl you are glowing!!!!!
yourbestie love youuuu 💞
darcyrosebyrnes blinded by a glorious light from the heavens
⤷ ynfan2 y/n is our angel
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shawnmendesupdates shawn spotted at an LA airport today, presumably waiting for a flight.
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shawnfan1 he looks so smol just sitting there waiting
shawny/nstan it jars me to realize that he knows what a phone is
⤷ shawnfan2 it’s the 21st century though
niallhoran hope he’s not too hungover
⤷ shawnfan3 give me the details, all the details, and nothing but the details.
shawnfan4 I wish he was coming home to me 🥲
⤷ shawnmendesupdates don’t we all?? 😭
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bellahadid i love this girl and all of her releasesssss
⤷ ynfan3 join the club :’)
sahardahi everything about everything is a yes from me
lennonstella I’m in love with that lip shade!!
⤷ ynfan4 it’s called rosebud. it’s a lip and cheek tint and it’s transfer-proof. perfect for kissing her model pop star boyfriend 👀
shawnmendes my girl.
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zendaya they are so wholesome 🥹
harrystyles I feel single…
⤷ ynfan6 let’s be single together in the wake of their romance
yourbestie i thought we decided that you’d be the maid for me and my man, but cute picture I guess
karenmendes so immeasurably proud to call you both mine
⤷shawnfan5 here’s one proud mama
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You cover him with kisses (Shawn, Craig, Joey, Sid & Jim)
Part 1
Words: 716
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Shawn:
- he's trying to protect you from all evil
- you want to thank him
- he interrupts you. "Y/N you don't have to thank me. I just don't want you to get hurt. You're too important to me."
- You smile at him, thinking how cute it is that he just wants to protect you
- "I still want to return the favor." you say and sit on his lap
- he puts his arms around you
- Your hands are on his shoulders, moving to his cheeks and holding him in place
- "Thank you honey for protecting me." After each word you kiss him on the face
Graig:
- he stands awkwardly in the corner
- you sit on a couch and look up at him at some point
- you grin, he is so shy
- you stand up and take his hands
- "Why are you standing here alone? That's weird. Sit with me." You kiss his hand
- he responds with an "Okay."
- you pull him to the couch
- "Sit down." You command
- You sit down next to him and look at him
- he looks like he is sitting for the first time in his life
- you laugh and kiss his cheek, "I love you."
Joey:
- After a concert you wait for the others so you can all go to the hotel
- you sit on his lap and snuggle up to him, your head resting on his upper arm
- his arms are around your hips, protecting you from the fall
- you scroll through your phone
- suddenly you realize how happy you are to have met Joey and to be with him
- You lift your head, "Thank you for being in my life."
- he looks at you in wonder, "I'm glad you're in my life."
- you put your phone away and bring your hands to his cheeks
- "You're so beautiful, you know that?" You ask him, brushing a strand behind his ears, he grins. "Thank..."
- you interrupt him and press a kiss to his lips stormily
- "Babe, not here. The others could come in anytime. There'll be plenty of time for that later at the hotel." He winks at you
- you roll your eyes, "No, can't I even kiss you?"
- he grins, "Do I get that after every performance now then? Or was that a one time thing?"
- you grin and kiss him again. "I don't mind if it becomes a ritual."
- you snuggle against his chest, he tightens his embrace
- "I'd love it." he whispers in your ear
- you kiss his shoulder and shortly after fall asleep with a grin on your lips
Sid:
- it doesn't make any difference to otherwise
- you always cover each other with kisses
- at some point you break away from each other, your hands are intertwined
- you want to go further but Sid stops
- "You have something there." He points next to his mouth
- you touch the spot in your face. "Is it gone?"
- he shakes his head. "Wait."
- he loosens your hands and comes towards you
- his hands rest on your cheeks, he kisses you passionately
- he detaches from you, you grin at each other
- "You're messing with me to make out?" You slap his arm
- "All I need is your love." He replies
- "You can get that too if you ask me nicely." You take his face between your hands
- "Here's a little taste. Just ask me next time."
- you kiss him once, twice, three times... to make a long story short, it ends in making out
Jim:
- After a restful night you wake up next to your boyfriend Jim
- you watch him sleeping peacefully
- After a short time you look at the clock and realize that it's already very late
- you slide closer to Jim and lean over him
- you gently kiss his nose and lips, "Wake up honey."
- he opens one eye, but quickly closes it and pretends to still be asleep
- You grin, "I know you're awake." He shakes his head
- you kiss him and want to get up
- suddenly an arm wraps around your waist and pulls you back
- you lie on Jim's chest
- He kisses the top of your head, "Just a few more minutes." You agree
- at the end you stay lying there longer than a few minutes
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FREE CARD (Shawn Mendes & Harry Styles AU)
WARNING, this story contains:
Sex (in public)
Dirty talk
Mfm threesome
Adeline attends a Harry Styles concert with her boyfriend Shawn Mendes and the two of them catches the superstar’s attention while kissing during one of his slow songs. Feeling a little adventurous, the couple decides to have sex in the middle of the crowd but what happens once Harry finally sees them?
Aka
Harry Styles invites Adeline and her boyfriend backstage for a threesome.
”Are you excited baby?” My boyfriend asked as we stood by the barrier surrounded by people. It was hot outside, whoever thought it was a good idea to have a music festival in the middle of a large field with no shade probably didn’t think the temperatures could get above 90 degrees in Canada. I deliberately chose a short, thin, flowing sundress to wear for the occasion but that didn’t make me sweat any less. The sweat constantly dripped down my forehead, neck and back, forcing me to reapply the 50 spa sunscreen over and over again every half hour.
”Yes!” I squealed in excitement as I leaned against the metal railing of the barrier. We’d been waiting since early morning to get this close to the stage and it was totally worth it. The crowd around us was equally as hot, sweaty and excited. I’ve seen people give up halfway throughout the day, not thinking it was worth it to be up front while others simply were forced to leave after nearly fainting. Once the opening band started playing people began to push closer towards the stage and now here we were at 8.30 pm, a crowd of 50 000 people, huddled up like a vacuumed sealed pack of sardines.
”You want some water?” Shawn asked as he handed me the large bottle of water that we’d refilled at least five times throughout the day. 
”Yes please.” I instinctively reached for the bottle. Shawn and I had refilled the same water bottle at least ten times today. I was so thankful that he was with me because none of my friends were able to go and if I would’ve gone alone, I wouldn’t have been able to leave my spot in the crowd to go get water, food or use the restroom. I’m also extremely thankful that he actually agreed to come with me because not everyone’s boyfriend would sacrifice a whole day in the scorching hot sun to go with their girlfriend to see her favorite singer whom she’s had a crush on since she was 18. Some boys would even get jealous but not Shawn, he even gave me a free pass, as if I would ever be lucky enough to sleep with Harry Styles.
Shawn’s not a huge Harry Styles fan but he has gotten used to me playing Harry’s music in the car and he doesn’t mind my obsession with Harry which to be fair has gotten less severe as I’ve grown older. I used to have posters all over my room with Harry’s face on it but now that I live together with my boyfriend it seems a little inappropriate to have another man’s face plastered across the wall and besides that, it would make our bedroom encounters a little more awkward if I had pictures of another man on the wall. Since none of my friends are Harry fans, Shawn’s gotten used to me ranting about my love for harry and it doesn’t phase him at all, probably because the chances of me getting with Harry is below 0 at this point and he knows that. It’s not like I’m unhealthily in love with an absolute stranger, I just happened to be a very passionate fan who appreciates a man with a pretty face and a great singing voice.
It’s not like I’m the only one obsessed with a celebrity in the world. I think it’s fair to say that the 50000 people here are equally as obsessed with Harry as I am. Honestly, being obsessed with a celebrity isn’t that different from boys being obsessed with sports like I hate hockey but I’ll happily come with Shawn to watch his favorite team play hockey because I know it’s a similar obsession, except he probably doesn’t wanna sleep with his favorite players but who knows, if he did, I’d probably give him a free pass in return. 
Going to a Harry concert is an experience on it’s own, the crowd is always incredible and it’s an amazing feeling to just be around people that are so full of happiness, excitement and love. I can easily see how this can be thrilling and addictive to a singer because the high you get from 50000 people singing and cheering for you must be insane.
Suddenly the screen flashed to black and a sixty second count down began. The crowd went absolutely wild and everyone quickly got on their feet. The numbers flashed up on the screen, 40, 39, 38 and we all continued to scream and shout in pure bliss, in less than 30 seconds our favorite singer would be up on that stage, less than five feet away from me. Holy shit!
”One last sip!” Shawn forced the bottle back into my hand to make sure I was well hydrated. I couldn’t think straight as I poured half the bottle over my face before chugging the last drops of it down. 20, 19, 18, the screen kept ticking down and everyone around me was jumping up and down, screaming in pure ecstasy.
”Take it!” I forced the metal water bottle back into my boyfriend’s hand as I flashed him a large smile, I couldn’t contain the happiness on my face. It had been four years since I last saw my favorite singer and I was finally able to be up front by the barrier, last time I’d been way back in the general admissions section but this time I’d gone all out and bought the most expensive ticket possible.
Shawn laughed softly as he put the water bottle into his backpack. He was probably the only one by the barrier than wasn’t jumping and screaming out of excitement because the rest of us were definitely going absolutely wild as the clock finally reached 0 and Harry’s tall figure revealed itself at the top of the stairs on stage. I feel bad for the people who’d fainted throughout the day because this was definitely a sight to be seen upfront. I couldn’t believe that I was less than ten feet away from the love of my life as he slowly walked down the stairs, taking in the loud crowd in front of him while the band played the intro to his first song.
Shawn stood behind me as I jumped up and down, the people were pushing from every direction trying to get closer and closer to the metal barrier. The security guards had to stand by the railing to make sure no one pushed the barrier over and for a moment, I started panicking as people all around me tried to squeeze in front of me - as if that was physically possible, I was literally hanging over the railing. Thankfully Shawn stood behind me, protecting me from getting squeezed up against the metal fence. Shawn’s quite tall and I could definitely tell that the people behind us weren’t happy about him obstructing the view.
Harry played a couple of upbeat songs to get the crowd hyped up with excitement, his stage presence was amazing and I’m pretty sure he managed to get the entire crowd to jump at one point and I’m pretty sure I could feel the whole ground shaking - unless that was the heatstroke getting to me.
”Canada, how are you feeling?” Harry yelled out into the mic as he reached for his water bottle. The crowd screamed as loud as it possibly could, myself included. ”I hope you’re having a great time-” Harry paused to take a sip of his water. ”My name’s Harry Styles and I’m going to entertain you for the rest of the evening-” He continued to introduce himself as if everyone on this giant field outside of Toronto didn’t already know who he was. ”Toronto are you ready?” 
The crowd shouted ”Yeah” back as loudly as it possibly could as Harry put his water bottle back down. The band started playing Late Night Talking and Harry gave it his all. The sun was still up and it was still hot outside yet Harry managed to skip, jump and run across the entire stage filled with energy. He did his usual signature moves while singing and charming the entire crowd. I was mesmerized by his appearance and presence and I couldn’t even believe that he was real at this point. I couldn’t comprehend the fact that he was less than five feet away from me, breathing the same air and even occasionally looking down in my direction. I was starstruck to say the least.
”Toronto, I want you to sing along with me as loud as you can!” Harry’s breathless voice echoed through the speakers as the band got ready to play the chorus again. ”We’ve been doing all this-” Harry held out the microphone for us to finish the sentence. 
”Late night talking!” I screamed at the top of my lungs. I could hear Shawn sing too, maybe not at the top of his lungs but he was definitely vibing along.
”Again!” Harry screamed into the mic. ”We’ve been doing all this-” He paused for us to fill in the blanks. ”Toronto, let me hear youuuu!” Harry chimed as he ran across the stage, waving his arms in the air, encouraging us to get even louder. ”’Bout anything you want until the mornin’” He continued to sing and the crowd sang along as loud as we possibly could.
My eyes followed Harry’s every move as he skipped across the stage. I was silently begging for him to lock eyes with me as he scanned the crowd, I was literally there, right in front of him at the center of the stage, if he could just look down at me once, I could die happily. I was a sweaty, breathless mess at this point and I could barely catch my breath between the screaming, jumping and cheering but it was so worth it. I’d forgotten about the scorching heat and I was now having the time of my life as I watched the love of my life jump across the stage, having the time of his life.
”Babe!” The other love of my life called out loudly behind me. ”You need to drink!” Shawn once again reminded me as he forced the water bottle into my hand. I took one quick sip, not wanting to miss a single lyric as Harry continued to sing. ”One more!” Shawn ordered me as he watched me take a real sip of the water. ”Good girl.” He cheekily praised me as I pushed the water bottle back into his hand. I refused to drink more water now because I didn’t want to have to go to the bathroom during the concert. I refused to miss a single second of Harry’s performance, I’ve been waiting for this since last year and I refuse to miss out on anything.
”How’s everyone doing tonight?” Harry yelled into the microphone. ”It is hot out here!” Harry’s British accent echoed through the speakers as he looked out at the large crowd. ”You good?!” Harry called out as he noticed a group of girls at the edge of the barrier. ”Good!” Harry continued to talk to the crowd, his eyes scanning the people in the front row as he walked around the stage and I swear to God he looked at me at one point. I could just feel it.
”Before we play this next song, I would like to introduce you to my band.” Harry motioned towards the people behind him on stage. The crowd continued to cheer equally as loudly for every single person in Harry’s band and I loved that, I loved that this wasn’t just a one man show and that people actually appreciated and loved Harry’s band just as much as they loved Harry.
The band started playing the tune to Love of my life and the crowd sang along just as loudly as before. People raised their hands to wave along to the song as Harry continued to sing the first verse, it was a nice change of pace to the previous wild songs. I turned around to look out at the massive crowd behind me, people were waving their arms in the air, holding their cell phones up to capture the moment. 
Shawn flashed me a soft, cheeky smile as he looked back at me, noticing the joy in my eyes and the pure happiness on my face. I’d almost forgotten that he was there with me, I’d been too consumed by the energy around me and too desperate to catch Harry’s attention as I sang at the top of my lungs. As Harry continued to sing the lyrics ”Baby, you were the love of my life” and I stared up into Shawn’s soft brown eyes, I was reminded that he was in fact the real love of my life. No matter how much I would love Harry, he was still a stranger to me and my obsession with him could never overpower the true love that I have for Shawn.
I smiled as I wrapped my arms around Shawn’s neck, briefly turning my attention away from the man on stage to the real love of my life. Shawn’s soft brown eyes stared into mine as we swayed along to the music in each other’s arms. His soft pink lips formed into a lovable smile as I struggled to reach up around his neck, my fingers gently playing with the soft curls at the back of his head as he leaned down slightly, allowing my fingers to entwine behind his neck.
”I love you.” I mouthed loudly as I was completely distracted by his beautiful brown eyes. I’d forgotten about the entire crowd around us as I leaned in to kiss Shawn. Harry’s soft voice continued to boom through the loud speakers as I pressed my lips against Shawn’s. His soft, wet lips brushed gently against mine as we continued to embrace each other against the barrier, our bodies still swaying along to the music in the background.
”I love you too.” Shawn hummed gently against my lips as he continued to kiss me softly. I closed my eyes as his mouth continued to devour me. It was like a dream, the people around us, the loud music, Harry’s real voice and presence, Shawn’s soft lips, everything was like a dream and I was completely lost in it.
Suddenly the crowd started cheering loudly out of nowhere and I opened my eyes and turned me head only to see a camera right in front of me and my messy face plastered across the huge screens on the stage. 
”Oh God!” I squealed as I realized that the camera man had zoomed in on our kiss. I tried to turn my head back and hide my face against Shawn’s face but the camera man refused to pull away no matter how embarrassed I was. 
”Kiss her again!” Some loud mouth yelled in the middle of the crowd and I could feel my cheeks turn into a bright red color as my heart pounded loudly inside my chest.
”Wooooo!” Some other girl called out loudly, encouraging the crowd to join them and soon they were all waiting for Shawn to kiss me again as Harry started to sing the second verse.
Shawn let out a chuckle as he forced my face out of its hiding spot. He pressed his soft fingertip against my chin, tilting my head and forcing me to look up at him as he flashed me a cheeky grin. I shook my head at him, my entire body filled with embarrassment as I thought about the 50000 people who’d just seen us kiss on a giant screen. Shawn raised his eyebrows playfully at me as he slowly reeled me in for another kiss.
”Wooooo.” The crowd cheered as Shawn pressed his warm mouth against mine and I couldn’t help but to smile into the kiss. The people around us whisked cheekily as Shawn continued to devour my lips with determination. Shawn refused to let me go, determined to give the crowd something to really cheer for as he slid his tongue into my mouth. My cheeks were burning hot at this point but I wasn’t about to just pull away and leave him hanging, might as well savor the moment.
Shawn slid his tongue against mine in a playful manner, I let out a soft giggle as I pushed my fingers into the messy curls at the back of his head, pushing him closer to me. His tongue explored my mouth, tasting every inch of it as if it was his first time. The combination of his soft lips kissing me, the crowd cheering us on and Harry singing got me filled with euphoric excitement, it was like I couldn’t contain myself anymore and I didn’t know what to do with myself, resulting in me just leaning into Shawn for support as I tried my best to kiss him back.
The camera finally panned away from us and I sighed in relief as I realized the song was over. Thank God! I do not like being the center of attention. Shawn grinned cheekily as he pulled away from my lips, his eyes staring deeply into mine as I was unable to contain the bright smile on my lips. He looked at me with the cheekiest grin on the planet as he gently caressed my hot pink cheeks.
”I hate you.” I muttered defeated as Shawn playfully winked at me. He knows I hate being the center of attention and 50000 people just watched us make out at a Harry Styles concert.
”Sure.” Shawn replied cheekily like he always does whenever I sarcastically hate him.
”I do!” I argued as if he didn’t believe me. I came here wanting to get noticed by Harry Styles not have 50000 strangers watch me make out with my boyfriend but I guess beggars can’t be choosers.
”Mhmm.” Shawn hummed dismissively as if he didn’t care while I turned around to face Harry again. Thankfully the cameras were back to focusing on him and I was spared any more embarrassment. 
I released a soft sigh of relief as I felt Shawn’s arms slip around my body. He pressed his body tightly against mine as his hands rested on top of my lower stomach. He leaned his head down and rested his chin against my shoulder as Harry finished up the song on stage.
”Too bad I still love you.” Shawn whispered sweetly into my ear and I could almost hear the cheeky grin form on his lips as he pressed a light kiss against my earlobe. A soft smile crossed my lips as I felt his warm breath against my skin, his soft delicate voice was like music to my ears.
”Hold on! I wanna talk to this couple!” Harry called out to his band as they began to play the intro to sweet creature. The camera man wasn’t the only one who’d noticed me and Shawn kissing in the crowd, suddenly Harry stood right in front of us, looking straight into my eyes and I was mortified. ”What’s your name?” Harry stared straight into my eyes and even though this was exactly what I wanted and had longed for ever since I first bought my tickets, I was speechless and mortified. I tried to get my name out but it was like my voice gave up on it. It was like my brain was trying so hard to make my mouth speak but the signals couldn’t reach their final destination.
”Adeline!” I finally snapped out of my trance. 
”Madeline?” Harry called back questioningly.
”No, Adeline!” I called out as loudly as I could.
”Adeline?” Harry asked and I nodded swiftly. ”Adeline, is that your boyfriend, are you guys on a date?”
”Yeah!” I replied as I silently pinched myself. I couldn’t believe that Harry Styles was right there in front of me, talking to me. If Shawn didn’t already have his arms wrapped around me and his body pressed against me I would’ve fallen to the ground, screaming and sobbing at the attention Harry was currently giving me.
”Boyfriend! What’s your name sir?” Harry continued to question us and all I could do was nod in agreement to his questions.
”Shawn!” Shawn called out loudly as he held me in his arms.
”Shawn-” Harry pronounced Shawn’s name with a thick British accent. ”How long have you two been dating?” Harry continued his questioning and at this point I was a mess and it was up to Shawn to answer any questions.
”Two and a half years.” Shawn replied as Harry squatted down in front of us to hear us better.
”Two and a half years.” Harry repeated the answer to the audience. ”Not one doubt!” Harry joked and his soft, vibrant chuckle echoed through the speakers. ”Is she treating you good?” Harry asked teasingly.
”Mhm!” Shawn swiftly agreed as he squeezed me in his arms.
”What about you Adeline, is he treating you good?” Harry asked and I was still speechless so all I could do was nod.
”Good!” Harry chimed loudly. ”You guys having a good time?” Harry asked and I was finally able to speak properly. I yelled yes as loudly as I could and Harry’s eyes widened in surprise at my loud voice. ”Alright…” He laughed as he stood up again. ”Let’s give it up for Shawn and Adeline everyone!” Harry called out and the crowd once again cheered as the camera man shoved his camera into our faces one last time. ”This our is called Love On Tour and here we celebrate all kinds of love! Now, here’s Sweet Creature, sing along if you know the words!” Harry introduced his next slow song and the crowd continued to go wild as the sweet guitar intro began to play.
”OH. MY. GOD!” I turned around to face my boyfriend in disbelief. Not only had Harry noticed me or looked into my eyes but he’d talked to me, like a normal person. He knows my fucking name! I couldn’t contain my excitement as I squealed in Shawn’s arms. It was like a dream come true and all that waiting since early in the morning, all the queuing, all the sweating and everything else was totally worth it. ”I’m gonna die!” I exclaimed loudly to my boyfriend as Harry began to sing the first verse of Sweet Creature.
”Please don’t die.” Shawn chuckled as he watched me struggle to contain my composure. I had never been this excited in my entire life and I had no idea how to handle it. It was like all my emotions were flowing freely through my body and I could barely contain myself at this point, it was like one of those earth shattering orgasms where you just couldn’t control your body or it's movements.
”Help me! I’m freaking out!” I called out as I tried to phantom what’d just happened and the fact that my favorite singer not only noticed me but also talked to me and knew my name. Shawn laughed softly as he watched me crumble against his large frame. He hugged me tightly in his arms while simultaneously laughing at my struggle.
”You need to calm down.” Shawn chuckled teasingly as he pushed the hair of my ponytail back over my shoulder.
”I can’t!” I laughed softly as Shawn gently pressed his chin against my shoulder and smooched his face against my neck. His mouth gently pressed a light kiss against my neck in an attempt to calm me down but my heart was still beating at a million beats per second and I could feel the blood course through every inch of my body. I bet Shawn could feel it too as he gently pressed his mouth against my warm neck. ”I literally can’t.” I defended myself as I felt his lips press soft, tender smooches against my sensitive skin. ”My heart is beating so hard right now!” I exclaimed loudly. I couldn’t control my heart or my heartbeat. It was just doing whatever it wanted at this point.
”Have some more water.” Shawn ordered with a chuckle as he handed me the bottle. I chugged the last drops of water down into my system before handing the bottle back to Shawn. He released a soft chuckle against my ear as I stood swooning in his arms. Harry continued to look in my direction as he sang the chorus to sweet creature and I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. I couldn’t believe that he was real and that he knew I existed.
Shawn released another chuckle, finding my panicking state amusing as he held onto me. Thank God he kept holding onto me because otherwise I probably would’ve fainted against the metal railing from the chock of Harry acknowledging me.
”Baby, you need to calm down or you’re gonna faint.” Shawn whispered into my ear. It was still burning hot outside and I was sweating all the way down my back at this point. Shawn could definitely feel my pulse against his lips as he continued to calmly press a few gentle kisses against my neck. I tried my best to calm down knowing that he was right, I would end up fainting if I didn’t figure out a way to stay calm.
”I can’t.” I squealed softly. 
Shawn slowly slid one of his hands over my side while the other one kept me steady in his arms. I could feel his hand gently caress my lower back in a soothing manner.
”I think I know something that’ll distract you.” Shawn whispered teasingly into my ear as he slid his hand lower and gently grabbed my ass through the thin fabric of my sundress. I let him grope me through the short skirt of the dress as he continued to press gentle kisses against my neck and ear. His touch was distracting to me, it helped me focus on other things than the fact that Harry Styles was right there in front of me.
Shawn gently pushed the short skirt of my dress up between us. His hand gently squeezed my bare ass beneath the squirt and I let out a little squeal in surprise as I felt his fingers dig into my soft, fat tissue. Shawn stood behind me, his body pressing as tightly against mine as humanly possible. His large body shielded me from the view of people around us as he kept the back of my skirt hitched up against my lower back. He gently squeezed the crease of my butt as his hand down my inner thigh and back up against the soft fabric of the panties between my legs.
”Babe!” I tried to protest knowing that we were surrounded by 50000 people and that camera man could pop back up in our faces at any moment but Shawn was determined to keep going. His hand gently caressed me through my panties as I leaned back against his firm body. 
Harry continued his set list, playing yet another slow acoustic song for the audience to sing and sway along to. We swayed too as Shawn teasingly pressed his fingers against my slit. I could feel his fingers grip onto the thin edge of my panties as he pulled them to the side, even though I knew it was a risky game, I didn’t object. I knew how good his touch could make me feel and at this point, I was curious what the combination of him touching me and the current bliss that I was experiencing would feel like. My body could barely function after my interaction with Harry yet somehow I was still curious what it would feel like to have an orgasm in a state like this.
I could feel Shawn’s soft fingertip gently tap against my bare skin. His other hand gently pressed against my stomach to keep me stable and close to him. I tried to focus as much as I could on the song playing in the background while Shawn continued to explore me with his fingers.
Shawn gently tapped my clit with his fingertips. He pressed two fingers against it and rubbed in gently in a circle, making me melt into his arms. If I hadn’t been speechless before, I definitely was now. He continued to slide his long, thick fingers down between my slit in a slow teasing manner.
”Are you wet for me baby?” Shawn’s hoarse voice entered my ear as he continued to slowly slide his fingers down my wet folds. His index finger tapped gently against my entrance and I let out a soft gasp, knowing that I was already wet down there. He had that effect on me.
”Yes!” I gasped in response, I wasn’t sure if he could hear me over the music but it didn’t matter, he already knew the answer. My mouthed form a tiny O-shape as I felt Shawn slide both his index and middle finger through my entrance. I was hot, sweaty and felt over all like a mess yet somehow this was the hottest thing I’d ever experienced. We’d never done anything in public before but considering we just heavily made out in front of 50000 people, we might as well keep this adventure going.
”Mmm, you’re so wet for me.” Shawn hummed against my ear as he continued to explore the insides of my pussy with his long, slick fingers.
”Baby!” I tried modestly object knowing that this was some risky business but Shawn refused to listen to me. His fingers slowly slid in and out of my pussy and I let out a heavy breathe as his fingertips danced across my wet slit and over the sensitive skin of my clit. While all this was happening beneath the skirt of my sundress, people around me kept chanting and cheering while singing along to Shawn’s slow songs.
I leaned further back against Shawn’s firm body as he swirled his fingers over my clit in a teasing manner. I could feel his heavy body against mine as his hot breath continued to tickle my ear and I could also feel his cock harden beneath his black nike shorts as I pressed my butt back against his hips. I moaned at the thought of his hard cock, my mind drifted off into a different place as I thought about how good he usually makes me feel when we’re alone in bed together. I wanted to feel that good right now but I had no idea how to physically make that happen.
Shawn continued to draw sweet circles all over my clit before sliding his fingers back down to my hole, his two fingers inching slowly inside me before pulling back again in a teasing manner. I pressed my butt up against Shawn’s crotch, the fabric of my sundress getting in the way as I tried to grind up against his Nike sports shorts. It was hot outside, we were both sweaty, tired and god knows what else but in that moment I’d never wanted someone more in my entire life and maybe it was the euphoric bliss of my previous encounter talking or the heatstroke was getting to me but I was desperate for my boyfriend in a whole new way, I wanted to have him right then and there, the way his touch made me feel was absolutely incredible and definitely distracting in the best way.
”Fuck, you’re so wet.” Shawn huffed in my ear as he slid his fingers inside me again, this time pumping them in and out at a slow pace as I stood in front of him. I squinted my eyes shut for a second while silently imagining how good his cock would feel inside me. I couldn’t shake the image away, the last time we’d had sex was a couple of days ago and my body was already craving him. For a second I got lost in my own fantasies as I thought about Shawn’s thick cock stretching me out. I instinctively pressed my butt back against his hard-on as I continued to fantasize about him fucking me while pumping his fingers in and out of me. His soft voice kept whispering dirty things into my ears as I leaned further back into him. ”Am I making you feel good baby?” Shawn asked and I nodded in response.
His long fingers slid out of me and back up over my slit. He pressed his fingertips just hard enough against my clit and I’m pretty sure I moaned out loud at this point. Luckily the crowd was loud enough to drown out any sounds I was making but I was also convinced that Shawn could hear me because of the way he reacted to me.
”Use your words Princess.” Shawn teasingly cooed into my ear as he leaned closer to me in order to hear my response.
”It feels so good.” I moaned as I tilted my head to look at Shawn. A cheeky grin spread across his lips as he leaned in to steal a quick kiss from me He abruptly broke away from it, not wanting to catch anyone’s attention or draw attention to us again.
He continued to rub his fingertips against my clit with just the right pressure to keep me on the edge. I could feel myself swoon as I stood squished between the metal barrier and Shawn’s heavy body. I couldn’t help but to grind back against his body in response to his touch, I could feel his hard cock straining against the thin fabric of his shorts and my mouth instantly water at the thought of having him inside me. 
When it comes to sex I’m a needy little whore, I want everything and will do anything to get what I want. I will worship his cock with my mouth for hours if it means I’ll get what I want in the end. Our relationship is a very giving and taking relationship so I definitely don’t mind sucking cock for hours on end for the sake of sucking it, because I love sucking cock, but getting a reward in return is always a nice surprise.
Shawn pushed his fingers deep inside me and I let out a soft mewl in response. ”Right there baby.” I squealed lightly as I swooned against his touch.
He curved his fingers slightly in order to hit my G-spot and I could barely stand up at this point. The barrier was so close to me that it was preventing me from falling over thank God, over wise I might’ve hurled over from his fingers stimulation. I kept grinding against Shawn’s body, desperate to feel something. If I couldn’t have his cock inside me, the least I could do was have it as close to me as possible.
”You’re gonna make me hard baby.” Shawn murmured into my ear.
”You’re already hard.” I argued with a giggle as I looked back at him while slowly reaching my hand behind my back to caress him through his soft pants.
”Touché.” Shawn shrugged in defeat as I let the palm of my hand trail over his thick cock.
”Did my pussy make you hard baby?” I tried to keep my voice down so nobody around us would hear me but it was hard considering Harry was singing loudly just a few feet away from us. 
”Mhmm…” Shawn groaned against my ear, his heavy breath tickling my warm skin as I continued to stare into his brown eyes. 
Shawn continued to slide his fingers in and out of my pussy, his long thick digits curved just the right way inside me, making me curl my toes in my sandals as I stood in front of him. My pussy tingled at the thought of Shawn’s cock being inside me, I could feel how big he was beneath my caressing palm and at this point I was desperate to feel him inside me. 
Shawn’s distraction definitely worked, I’d managed to calm down from my previous interaction with my favorite singer but now there was a different kind of excitement coursing through my body and my heartbeat hadn’t slowly down one bit. I could feel my face get flustered as I shamelessly thought about how good Shawn’s cock would feel inside me and I could no longer hide the desire from my face.
”Your touch feels so good.” I whined softly, desperate for more. Shawn knew I was desperate for more, he knew everything about me and he definitely recognized the needy tone of my voice. It was the kind of stubborn whining tone that a three year old would also have any time their parents refused to buy them a toy at the store. ”I want you inside me.” A soft pout formed on my lips knowing that it was practically impossible for us to have each other right now.
Shawn wiggled his eyebrows at me teasingly as he refused to slow down his pace. His fingers kept sliding into me with ease, at this point they were covered in my juices and managed to stretch my walls out with ease. I tried my best to contain myself but it was hard to do so when he was making me weak at my knees.
”I want your cock baby.” I mewled equally as needy as before. I wasn’t sure if I was silently begging for him to make the first move or what I was doing. I knew the risks we were taking but I was willing to throw it all out, just for him.
”Hmm, I bet your pussy would feel so good right now wrapped around my cock baby.” Shawn teasingly hummed into my ear as I stood in front of him. He pressed his wet mouth against my neck as I turned my head back to the stage, directing my attention back to Harry who was now preparing to sing another slow song.
”Mhmmm.” I hummed in response as he continued to assault me with his long fingers. They kept thrusting into me, hitting my G-spot over and over again as I continued to push my ass back against his hard-on. ”I want you.” I moaned again. ”I want you so badly, baby please.” I moaned as I continued to grind back against Shawn’s cock. 
”I want you too baby.” Shawn softly groaned into my ear as he playfully pressed a light kiss against my earlobe. ”My cock is so fucking hard for you Princess.” Shawn spoke in a low, sexy voice as if I hadn’t already felt his hard-on rub up against my ass.
A cheeky smile spread across my lips as I felt him grind back into me. I could tell that he was desperate to have me too and the two of us were playing a dangerous game right now, knowing that it would be at least two hours until we could actually get out of here and fuck each other’s brains out.
”I want it baby.” I whispered breathlessly as I leaned back against Shawn. ”I need it.” I added with a soft moan as I playfully wiggled my butt against Shawn. ”I want you inside me.” I begged softly as I tilted my head to look at Shawn. His brown wild eyes searched my face to examine whether I was serious or not and I wasn’t even sure myself if I was serious or not.
”Right here?” Shawn asked as he was unable to figure out if I was serious or not.
”Mmm yeah.” I nodded. ”Do you think we can make it work?” I asked with a soft, pleading grin on my lips. 
”Maybe.” Shawn smiled cheekily.
”Wanna try?” I asked with a devious grin on my lips. Shawn looked a little skeptic at first so I tried my best to persuade him. ”Please baby…” I mewled sweetly. ”My pussy’s dripping wet for you baby, I just need to feel your cock inside me.” I begged as I felt his fingers push into me in a thrusting motion, just like he would thrust his cock into me. ”Please, pretty please.” I begged softly, well aware of the risky game I was playing.
”Are you sure?” Shawn asked as he questioningly raised his eyebrows at me.
”Mhmmm.” I nodded swiftly. ”You don’t have to move, just put it in me.” I tried to negotiate with a cheeky grin.
”You expect me to stay still when your pussy’s already soaking wet and clenching around my fingers?” Shawn looked skeptically at me as I nervously bit the corner of my lip. 
”You can do whatever you want as long as we don’t get caught.” I continued to negotiate as I batted my lashes innocently at Shawn. 
”Right…” Shawn still seemed a little bit skeptic but he wasn’t going to argue any further with me. His cock was already straining against his shorts and I was getting wetter and wetter with every stroke of his fingers. 
I reached back with my right hand to rub it over his cock. I could feel his thick length against the palm of my hand and after a few long strokes, I reached back for the little zipper on his shorts. I tried my best to open his zipper up but blindly maneuvering a pair of shorts and boxers was kind of hard and it took me a minute or two until I finally managed to get his cock out of his pants.
My palm slid over his soft, delicate skin as I slid the tip of my thumb over his soft, wet head. I fumbled in the dark as I tried to guide his cock to my entrance. Shawn quickly pulled his fingers out as I tried to direct him towards my wet entrance. It was hard when I couldn’t look back, the fabric of our clothes didn’t make it any easier either but then again it was the only thing protecting us from getting caught at this point.
Once Shawn’s head finally reached my entrance we could adjust ourselves and our clothes further to cover up what we were actually doing. Since the crowd had already been packed from the beginning, the two of us standing extremely close wasn’t anything abnormal. 
I let my hand trail over Shawn’s cock a few times. My small delicate palm examined every inch of his soft skin as I continued to teasingly rub his head against my pussy. I could feel every little bump and crease as I continued to caress him teasingly with my hand. 
Shawn let out a soft groan as I pressed the tip of his cock against my soaked entrance. I tried my best to adjust myself in front of him as I slowly let him slide into my inch by inch.
”Yessss!” I moaned loudly as I felt his thick length slide into my wet, needy pussy. ”Fuck Shawn.” I cussed as Shawn slid as much of his cock as he possibly could inside me. ”You feel so good baby.” I praised him as I felt his cock force my tight walls apart.
Shawn wrapped both his arms around me and I let out a soft giggle as I noticed that he’d cleaned his fingers off with his mouth. My hands reached towards the metal railing in front of me as I tried to discretely bend over slightly in order to be able to push further back onto his cock.
”Always so needy.” Shawn cooed teasingly as he watched me try my best to take every inch of him inside me. 
”That’s me.” I chanted proudly. ”I’m always gonna be needy for you baby.” I flashed him a cheeky smile as I playfully wiggled my butt at him.
”That’s my babygirl.” Shawn praised me as he slowly moved inside me. We tried our best to keep our composure as we swayed along to the music while Shawn was secretly grinding into me. 
”Always your babygirl.” I replied with a cheeky grin on my lips as I looked back at him to steal a quick kiss from him.
”Fuck, you feel so good wrapped around my cock baby.” Shawn continued to praise me as he continued to slowly grind into me. His hips swirled gently against my butt as I held onto the metal railing in front of me. I tried my best to push back onto him but it was hard to move in general with everyone around us and I definitely didn’t want to get caught at front row. ”I can’t wait until we get back home so I can fuck you senseless.” Shawn cooed into my ear, making me purr like a kitten.
”Can’t wait baby.” I released a soft giggle as I noticed the pure desire and excitement in his innocent brown eyes. ”Fuck, you feel so good.” I mewled sweetly as he slid his cock into me. I was desperate to go faster and harder and it was taking every inch of my self-control and patience to not do so.
”You’re lucky if we make it through the door before I have you on all fours.” Shawn threatened into my ear with a low growl and I kept purring like a kitten in excitement. 
”Mmm, I like the sound of that.” I mewled softly as I felt the tip of his cock hit my most sensitive spot. ”I love it when you fuck me on all fours.” I moaned as I looked back at Shawn through my black lashes. 
”By the time I’m done with you, you’ll be begging for me to stop babygirl.” Shawn promised and I could only imagine the things we would do once we finally made it through the door to our apartment.
”Yeah?” I gasped as I felt him push roughly inside me. One thrust was all it took to drive me absolutely mad and that single trust almost sent me over the edge on its own. ”Do you like hearing me beg for you Shawn? Like a good girl?”
”Mmm yeah.” Shawn’s hoarse voice echoed through my ear as he once again slid his entire length into me with one swift push.
”I’ll be such a good girl for you baby.” I promised as I leaned back against Shawn, desperate to be as close to him as possible. ”I’ll do anything you want baby, as long as you promise to fuck me hard all night long.” I moaned the naughty words into Shawn’s ear. His eyes widened as he looked down at me. I loved the effect I had on him and I loved turning him on like this even thought we were already fucking. Even when I do get his dick, I’m needy for more. I need to hear him say all the dirty things he’d gonna do to me and I need validation that he’s just as fucked for me as I am for him.
”Promise baby.” Shawn released a soft chuckle as he stared at me with his wild eyes.
”I can’t wait.” I felt my stomach tingle at the thought of Shawn fucking me on the floor from behind. The idea of hot, rough sex makes me purr like a kitten in delight and I love it. After two and a half years of dating we still haven’t hit a wall, somehow we manage to keep it spicy in the bedroom and even when we fight we end up fucking each other like bunnies afterwards. ”God, I love it when you take me from behind.” The pure bliss coursing through my body made me roll my eyes back into my head as I felt Shawn thrust into me. I always feel like such a dirty girl when he fucks me from behind, it makes me feel naughty in just the right ways, like I’m his personal little fucktoy. He knows I love this and he knows I love it when he manhandles me. I like my men dominant and caring all at once.
”Kinda like how we’re doing it right now?” Shawn asked cheekily.
”Yeah.” I whimpered softly. ”Kinda like that, but harder-” I licked my lips as I stared back into Shawn’s eyes. ”And faster.” I added with a cheeky playful grin.
”Think you can come for me Princess?” Shawn asked as a smug grin crossed his lips.
”Mhmmm.” I nodded, promising that I would do my best to try to come for him. ”Are you gonna come too?” I asked softly as I felt my walls squeeze tightly around his thick length.
”Yes.” Shawn promised as he pushed his cock deeply inside me. 
”Mmmm, I want your come inside me baby.” I mewled as I thought about his come dripping into my pussy. I was already hot, sweating and an all over mess and this sure wasn’t going to make things better but at this point, who fucking cares. 
Shawn thrusted into me hard and in attempt to send me over the edge. He pulled his cock back all the way to the tip before roughly pushing back into me, forcing my slick walls apart to make way for his thick cock. He couldn’t go as fast and hard as he usually did but it was definitely enough to send me over the edge. I could already feel my stomach clench in excitement as my toes curled up against the bottom of my sandals. 
Shawn pushed into me again, his rough hips clashing against my butt as we stood wrapped around each other in the middle of the crowd. I’d forgotten the lyrics to every song Harry was singing at this point and the only noises coming out of my mouth was my sweet moans.
”Yes baby!” I moaned encouragingly as Shawn hit my G-spot from behind. His cock buried itself deep inside me and I was on the edge of coming as he pulled back only to slam back into me with force. ”I’m so close baby.” I swooned as I felt my walls squeeze tightly around him. I could feel his cock twitch inside me and I knew he was holding back until I was finally able to come. 
”Fuck!” Shawn released a rough groan into my ear as he buried himself inside me once again.
”One more baby.” I groaned as I felt sweat dripping down my forehead, I was so close. I wish I could’ve just pulled my skirt up and reached for my clit to finish things off but that would definitely alert the audience to what was going on. ”Right there baby, right fucking there.” I moaned almost too loudly as Shawn kept thrusting into me.
Suddenly, I was completely consumed by waves of pleasure inside me. I could feel the tingling, sensational feeling take over my body as I leaned up against the metal railing for support. My toes curled as hard as they could against my wooden sandal and my stomach painfully clenched before finally releasing beneath the thin fabric of my sundress.
”Fuck, I’m coming.” Shawn growled as his cock twitched inside me once again and I could feel his warm come in me. I let out a soft groan as I felt him push as deep into my pussy as he possibly could, burying himself inside me as I continued to pulse around him.
”Mmmm…” I hummed as Shawn slowly pulled out of me and tucked his cock back into his pants before anyone could notice. ”I want more.” I whispered as I turned around to wrap my arms around him. A soft, cheeky pout formed on my lips as I looked pleadingly into his soft chocolate brown eyes. 
”Always so needy.” Shawn scolded me with a cheeky grin as he leaned down to press a light kiss against my lips. I was eager to taste him but he managed to pull away before I could actually slide my tongue into his mouth. I guess it’s for the best, we don’t need another camera man up in our face.
”Mhmmm.” I hummed as I snuggled up against Shawn’s body. ”You’re a great distraction by the way.” I laughed softly as I realized my body had finally calmed down enough for me to function properly and my heart was finally beating normally again.
”Always happy to help.” Shawn chuckled as he embraced me tightly. 
”Love you.” I whispered softly as I leaned up against him and pressed a light kiss against his neck. ”I can’t wait until we get home.” I added with a cheeky grin.
”Love you too.” Shawn chuckled into my ear.
I could feel Shawn’s warm come dribble down my leg as I turned back to face the stage. Shawn adjusted my panties beneath the skirt and patted my dress to make sure the skirt draped properly down my butt.
Even though sex with Shawn usually leaves me breathless and spent, I managed to jump along to the rest of the songs during the concert. I was living off the thrills of Harry acknowledging me and the pure sexual thrills Shawn had given to me earlier. Time went by way too quickly and before I knew it the show was over and people were getting ready to leave.
After Harry exited the stage as Shawn and I got ready to leave, a security guard walked up to us. ”Excuse me ma’am-” He called out and I came to a completely halt as I turned back around to acknowledge him.
”Yes, me?” I asked confused.
”Yes, Mr. Styles would like for you to accompany him backstage.” The guard spoke with a firm voice.
”Me? Are you sure?” I asked as I narrowed my eyes at the guard, was this some kind of joke or what?
”Yes ma’am.” The guard said as he stared at me dead serious.
”Can my boyfriend come too?” I asked confused, why would Harry want to meet me backstage, what is going on? If this is some kind of joke I will flip out because right now the only thing I wanna do is go back home and have Shawn do all those nasty things he promised to do to me and if the only one stopping me from doing that is this random security guard then I’ll be pissed.
”Of course.” The guard stated firmly.
”Uhm okay, should I just walk around or?” I asked confused as the metal barrier was clearly going all the way around the stage.
”I’ll lift you.” Shawn chuckled behind me as he grabbed a hold of my waist and lifted me up so I could climb over the barrier.
”Did he say what this was about?” I asked confused as the guard caught a hold of me and pulled me over the giant railing.
Shawn swung his long legs over the fence with ease and soon the two of us were on the other side of the barrier.
”No ma’am, just to bring you over.” The guard replied as he walked ahead of us. The guard walked swiftly as if he was in a hurry and I followed him like a lost, confused puppy. What’s this about? Am I about to meet my favorite singer live? I’m not sure I can handle that considering how much I freaked out before and besides that, I’m sweaty and look like absolute shit not to mention the fact that there was literal come between my legs. This is not how I imagined myself meeting my idol.
”Okay.” I shrugged as we continued to follow the guard beneath the stage. The whole place was like a culvert beneath the ground, I’d never been backstage before and this looked nothing like it does on TV. 
The security guard finally led us up to Harry’s dressing room door. He knocked on it three times as if doing some kind of secret code and Harry swiftly opened the door, leading me to always faint right there on the spot.
”Adeline!” Harry cooed as if I was a long lost friend to him.
He remembered my name! Was all I could think as the security guard left the three of us alone.
”Come inside, please.” Harry said as he opened the door to let the two of us in.
”Hi.” I nervously spoke as I walked into the dressing room, I wasn’t sure whether to put my backpack down or take my shoes off or what to do. I had no idea what the customs were at this point. 
”Sit down.” Harry motioned towards the leather couch in the middle of his dressing room. ”Can I get you two anything to drink? Water, coffee, tea?” Harry asked as he watched me and Shawn sit down. At this point I was shaking and I’m sure Shawn could feel it by the way my hand was holding onto his.
”Water would be nice.” I tried to be as polite as I possibly could.
”Anything for you Shawn?” Harry asked with a polite smile as he retrieved a water bottle from the mini fridge.
”Water’s fine.” Shawn responded. He was so calm about this whole thing meanwhile I was freaking out on the inside and outside.
”So, you’re probably wondering why you’re here-” Harry said as he walked back over to the couch, handing us a water bottle each.
”Yeah!” At this point, my voice was shaking too.
”Is this your first time at a concert?” Harry seemed to stray away from the subject at hand.
”No, I’ve been to all of your concerts in Toronto.” I realized I’d replied a little too quickly and a little too excitedly as the words spilled out of my mouth at an uncontrolled fast speed. ”I’m a huge fan!” I exclaimed excitedly like a teenage girl when in fact I was 24.
”Thank you!” Harry laughed softly. ”The reason I brought you back here was to have you sign this contract-” Harry paused as he put a piece of paper onto the table in front of the couch. ”We’re filming a concert movie for Netflix tonight and since you were on the big screen we just need to make sure we have your consent, should it be included in the movie.” Harry explained as he kneeled down on the opposite side of the table while explaining the contract. ”The contract basically covers all the legal grounds when it comes to any material portraying you that might be used in the movie. If you do not wish to participate it’s totally okay for you to not sign anything.” Harry added and I looked at Shawn with a shrug. 
I mean 50000 people just saw us passionately kiss and now Harry wants the entire world potentially see the same footage, I’m not sure if I’m onboard with that but at the same time, who cares? How cool wouldn’t it be to be in a concert movie with Harry fucking Styles and the fact that he’s sitting right across from me right now looking beautiful as ever definitely made it hard to say no to him.
”Can we have a moment to think about this?” I asked, my voice still nervous and shaky as I tried to not be rude and break eye contact with the beautiful man across the table.
”Of course. Take your time.” Harry smiled. ”This is also just a formality but I’m gonna need both of you to sign an NDA to make sure everything said between the three of us is kept private.” Harry added as he slid another two pieces of paper across the table for me and Shawn to sign. 
We signed the NDA’s promising to not disclose anything said between these four walls and I wasn’t how I was gonna do it but I would have to force myself to keep my mouth shut about meeting Harry Styles. 
”So, are you guys from here?” Harry asked as me and Shawn contemplated what to do. It was mostly just me contemplating since Shawn didn’t really care about us smushing faces on the big screen.
”He is.” I replied with a soft smile.
”Where are you from Adeline?” The use of my name made everything feel so much more personal, like we’d known each other for a life time. It made me swoon and panic all at once.
”I’m from Vancouver but I came here for school.” I replied. Every time I said something out loud I felt embarrassed about myself, like I’d said something stupid or told him too much shit that he probably didn’t care about.
”Nice, nice, what are you studying?” Harry continued to carry the conversation as I tried to skim through the contract.
”Uhm psychology.” I replied as my eyes tried to focus on the document in front of me.
”Fun!” Harry chimed excitedly. ”I probably would’ve studied that too.” He was good at making conversation, even though we’d just met him and he’s literally my biggest celebrity crush and I was freaking out inside, he managed to make me feel at ease. He managed to make it feel like we were just three old friends catching up on each other’s business.
”I guess I’ll sign…” I said as I reached for the pen to get ready to sign the contract. ”Where do I sign?” I asked as I looked for an empty spot on the paper. 
Harry released a soft chuckle as he turned the paper around to reveal the spot where I could write my signature.
”Great!” Harry cooed as he watched me scribble down my signature. I handed the pen over to Shawn so he could sign too before I reached over to take a sip of water. I needed to calm my nerves somehow otherwise I would probably start freaking out again and at this point I don’t know if I can stop myself from fainting.
”How’d the two of you meet?” Harry pretended to take interest in us as I put the water bottle back on the table. I’m sure he meets plenty of people every day and he probably doesn’t even listen to what they’re saying at this point but it was still nice of him to make conversation even if he only pretended to care out of politeness.
”We met in school.” I explained with a soft smile as I looked over at my boyfriend. He sat, leaned back on the leather couch looking relaxed as ever meanwhile I was nervously fiddling with my own hands and leaning over the table like I was getting ready to leave at any second.
”Right…” Harry chuckled. Like I said, he probably didn’t even care and probably wasn’t even listening to the answer.
”Can I use the restroom?” Shawn asked as he leaned forward on the couch.
”Of course, it’s right there to the left.” Harry pointed towards the door.
”Thanks.” Shawn said as he stood up, meanwhile I was silently and desperately begging for him to not leave me alone with Harry. I was too nervous to function at this point and I could feel myself getting ready to faint at any second. I tried my best to telepathically contact Shawn by silently repeating the words please, don’t leave over and over again in my head but it didn’t seem to work.
Once Shawn was gone, out of hearing and visual range I let out a loud sigh as I leaned back against the couch in an attempt to come off as more relaxed than I was. Harry smiled politely towards me as  he looked across the room towards the locked bathroom door.
”Adeline!” Harry called my name out once again and it startled me just as much as it’d done the previous times he’d said my name.
”Yes.” I replied as I noticed Harry getting up from his squat and walking around the couch. My eyes followed his movements as he rounded the corner and placed himself behind the leather couch. He inched closer and closer to me and I could feel my heart beat louder and louder.
”You seem like a good girl…” Harry trailed off as he placed his hands on the back of the couch, right next to my shoulders. He once again kneeled down until his mouth was at my ear level. ”And  honestly, I’m a little surprised, I don’t think anyone’s ever been brave enough to fuck at one of my concerts…” Harry whispered into my ears.
”Excuse me?!” I squealed in shock as I stared back at Harry in disbelief.
”Yeah, I saw what you two were doing.” Harry explained, his voice hoarse and his tone firm as if there was no reason for me to deny anything.
”I don’t- We didn’t-” I tried to deny the fact that I’d ever done such a thing when we both knew the truth at this point.
”Honestly, I’m impressed you managed to do something like that in a crowd full of people…” Harry began to trail off. ”Do you wanna know the real reason I brought you back here?” Harry spoke in a low, seductive voice. I could feel his hot heavy breath against the nape of my neck as he whispered lowly into my ear.
”Yes.” I whispered quietly. I was absolutely terrified at this point, not only was Harry Styles breathing down my neck but he was also confronting me about having sex in public, during his concert while my boyfriend was nowhere near me to defend me. 
I’m a big girl, I can handle this. I tried to persuade myself that I could handle this but really I was desperately begging for Shawn to get back from the restroom so we could get the fuck out of here.
”I saw the way you looked at me throughout the night, even when your boyfriend was fucking you from behind and-” Harry begun to explain and I interrupted him with a loud audible gasp.
His sweet, polite tone was long gone and I couldn’t believe how comfortable he was saying such inappropriate things to me. I know he’s my celebrity crush and if I wasn’t already taken, I would totally be down to fuck him but right now I’m obviously taken and the fact that Harry’s bringing any of this up and speaking to me like this is absolutely appalling and inappropriate on so many levels but I’m also still freaking out and low-key turned on.
”And?” I asked as the bathroom lock made a noise, indicating that Shawn was on his way back. It wasn’t just Harry’s words that were inappropriate but also the fact that he decided to confront me about this while my boyfriend had left the room as if he was trying to make some kind of move, hoping that I would just toss Shawn out the window so the two of us could have a go at it.
”As much as I like a good view, I’m a little sad I wasn’t invited.” Harry spoke suggestively.
”Are you saying you want a threesome?” I asked for clarification as I stared at my celebrity crush in shock.
”I mean, if you two are up for it.” Harry shrugged.
”I don’t know, I’ve never had a threesome before, I don’t know if I can do it.” I shrugged insecurely. Right now would be a great fucking time for my boyfriend to exit the damn bathroom and save me from this whole situation.
”I mean you seem pretty into me-” Harry tried to argue.
”Yeah but-”
”And I’m pretty sure you’re into him.” Harry added as if I just needed to do the simple math and add the two of them into the equation. Shawn always jokingly said that Harry could be my free card as long as he got Selena Gomez which is fair but that was just a joke, I don’t know if there’s actually free cards being handed out here.
”Yeah, true.” I didn’t know what else to say at this point. Harry’s hot breath was tickling my neck as he squatted down behind me. My eyes kept shifting between the large TV in front of me and the bathroom door to the left where I was hoping Shawn would make an appearance at any time now.
”So…” Harry cooed.
”I mean- uhm.” I stuttered not knowing what else to say. ”I’ve been a fan since I was 17 and I love you but my boyfriend-” I tried to form some kind of response to Harry’s suggestion as I nervously shifted on the couch. “I can’t just-” I tried to figure out what to say as I continued to desperately look over at the bathroom door hoping that Shawn would reappear and save me from this crumbling anxity.
I know this is a once in a lifetime thing and I probably will hate myself for the rest of my life if I say no but at the same time I don’t wanna ruin anything that me and Shawn already have. Shawn’s not the jealous type and he’s been super supportive of my obsession with Harry but this is different, this is real. Harry’s actually here, asking me to sleep with him.
Right as Harry was about to make another convincing argument the door finally unlocked and Shawn appeared in the doorway. I released a loud sigh of relief as Harry swiftly got up on his feet.
”I’ll leave you two to discuss it.” Harry said as he swiftly exited the room. He stopped in the doorway and looked back at me as he spoke. ”I’ll be back in ten minutes and if you’re not here, I’ll know the answer.” He flashed me a soft smile and the polite, charming as ever version of Harry was back again. He shut the door behind himself and I sat back in the couch, confused by this entire thing as Shawn walked over to me.
”I think we need to go!” I exclaimed, I wasn’t sure if I wanted to even tell Shawn what Harry had suggested because it was inappropriate and absurd even though a huge part of me wanted to go through with the offer.
”What, why?” Shawn asked as he looked at me confused.
”I don’t know, I think we just need to sign the papers and go.” I said as I looked at the copies of the contracts resting neatly on the coffee table in front of the couch.
”Baby, what’s wrong?” Shawn asked as he noticed the distraught look on my face.
”Nothing, I just- I don’t know.” I tried to shrug everything off in a careless manner but Shawn knew me too well. 
”No, tell me before we go!” Shawn ordered as he sat down next to me.
”Okay, but it’s weird.” I warned Shawn.
”What is?” Shawn asked as he tried to search my face for a clue.
”He wants to have threesome with us.” I explained it as simple and plainly as I possibly could while silently begging that Shawn wouldn’t get mad at me. I know Shawn has quite the temper and he’s a large guy, he can get quite loud when he gets mad and I just don’t wanna cause a scene right now.
”What?” Shawn asked in shock. His reaction was about as close to mine as you could possibly get.
”Yeah, he saw everything.” I explained as Shawn stared at me in shock. I was just as shocked and confused as he was but I was also surprised that he wasn’t entirely against it. He seemed to be contemplating the idea as his eyes shifted around the room.
”Well, what do you wanna do?” Shawn asked me with the same soft, comforting voice he always uses when I’m in a desperate, panicking mode.
”What do YOU wanna do?” I returned the question as I stared at him cluelessly.
”Don’t ask me, he’s your celebrity crush, I’m not the one who wants to fuck him.” Shawn shrugged as he jokingly made fun of me.
”Are you sure?” I retorted with a giggle. 
”I mean, he is good looking but I’m pretty sure.” Shawn chuckled. I could feel a wave of relief exit my body as I leaned back in the couch. Shawn always knew how to lighten the mood and right now I definitely needed this. ”If you want to, we might as well…” Shawn shrugged like it was no big deal to him.
”What if it ruins things between us?” I asked as I stared at Shawn a little bit worried that it would put a strain on our relationship.
”It won’t.” Shawn reassured me. ”There’s nothing he could possibly do to make me love you any less.” Shawn smiled reassuringly towards me and I could feel my heart fill with warmth and love. I stared back at Shawn still a little doubtful of this entire thing, the clock was ticking and Harry would be back in less than ten minutes so I needed to make up my mind, it was now or never.
”Are you sure? I don’t want you to get mad or jealous.” I added as I looked questioningly at Shawn. If the roles were reversed and Selena Gomez was trying to sleep with my boyfriend I’m pretty sure I would get at least a little bit jealous and possessive at that point.
”I mean I did give you a free card to fuck him so if that’s what you want-” Shawn chuckled, once again lightly joking about the situation.
”I kinda want to but-” I admitted as a soft blush creeped across my cheeks. ”I don’t know if I’m comfortable with it, I’ve never had a threesome before.” 
”Neither have I but now’s as good of a time as any.” Shawn laughed softly. 
”You swear you’re not gonna get jealous?” I asked as I narrowed my eyes at Shawn.
”I swear.” Shawn reassured me. ”Honestly, I can’t even blame him for wanting to fuck you because you’re fucking gorgeous.” His compliment made me smile and blush all at once.
”So I guess we’re staying?” I whispered still a little unsure of everything.
”I guess we are.” Shawn grinned as he looked over at me. 
He motioned for me to move closer to him and I quickly climbed onto his lap. The feeling of his large, warm body beneath me was comforting enough to my soul, it was like his mere presence took all the nervous, panicking feelings away and I could finally think clearly about everything. This situation was definitely something I never could’ve imagine getting myself into but now that I was finally here, thinking everything through, I realized that this was definitely a once in a life time opportunity and I was definitely into it.
Seventeen year old me would’ve killed to get the opportunity to fuck Harry Styles and being here, at twenty-four and finally having that chance is fucking insane, something my brain could barely phantom. Not only did he want to have sex with me but he wanted to have a threesome with me and my boyfriend and I honestly could’ve never in my wildest dream imagined this but alas, there’s a time and place for everything.
”If we do this-” I whispered as I inched closer to Shawn on his lap. ”I’ll owe you for a lifetime.” I released a soft giggle.
”Hmm, I can think of a few ways for you to make it up to me.” Shawn hummed softly as his eyes shifted towards my plump, wet lips.
”Nothing that’ll compare to this though.” I whispered as I inched my lips closer to his.
”Trust me baby, spending a lifetime with you will be enough to make it up to me.” Shawn promised as he playfully tugged my ponytail as he pushed it towards my back. My teeth gently sunk into my bottom lip as I tried to contain the bright smile on my face.
”I love you.” I whispered softly as I leaned in to kiss Shawn. His soft, tender lips rubbed gently against mine as I engulfed his lips with my own. Shawn let me dominate the kiss as I gently grinded my hips against his. His mouth was warm and his tongue wet as I brushed my tongue over it. His mouth was comforting to me and it was at moments like this, when I’m an actual nerve wreck that I’m once again reminded of how much I love him.
”I love you too.” Shawn reassured me as he conquered my lips and took over the kiss. I scoot closer to his lap, my hips swirling gently on top of his thick thighs as I leaned further into the kiss. 
”Can’t believe we’re doing this.” I whispered to myself as Shawn slowly pulled away from my lips.
”To be fair, I’ve always low-key wanted to see you fuck another man. I bet you’d look hot.” Shawn admitted and his smug grin made me giggle and smack his shoulder at the same time.
”Shut up!” I squealed as Shawn admitted his secret fantasy to me. For some reason I couldn’t take him serious with that taunting grin on his lips.
”It’ll be like watching you fuck from a different point of view.” Shawn argued cheekily.
”It won’t, because I don’t wanna fuck anybody else but you.” I argued with a giggle as I tried to wipe that smug grin off his face by smacking his shoulder again.
”So you’re not fucking Harry Styles, THE Harry Styles from One Direction who you’ve wanted to fucked since you were seventeen?” Shawn taunted me as he embraced me on his lap. I covered my face in embarrassment, unable to contain myself as his words echoed through the room. 
”No!” I squealed as I hid my face against his neck. ”There’ll be no fucking.” I tried to reassure both Shawn and myself.
”Why?” Shawn asked teasingly, it was almost like he was disappointed by the fact that I wasn’t gonna fuck Harry.
”Because, that’s-” I tried to say the words out loud but got too embarrassed to actually admit it. 
”That’s what?” Shawn tried to teasingly force the words out of me as he tried to pry my face away from his shoulder. ”That’s what baby?” Shawn continued to interrogate me.
”That’s…” I paused as I tried to find the right words. ”For you.” I whispered as I tried to hide the burning red cheeks behind the palm of my hands.
”For me?” Shawn pretended to sound surprised as he teasingly squeezed me in his arms.
”Yeah.” I squealed quietly. ”It’s yours-” I tried to verbalize out loud but when I heard myself say it, it sounded awkward and weird.
”What is?” Shawn asked, taunting the words out of me. 
”My pussy.” I admitted shyly as I refused to undercover my face with my hands, instead I peeked through my fingers to see Shawn’s reaction. The satisfied grin on his face said it all, he was definitely doing this on purpose to reassure me and himself that my pussy was exclusively his to fuck.
”What?” Shawn continued to taunt me. ”Are you saying that sweet little pussy of yours is mine and only mine?” Shawn grinned teasingly as he whispered the foul words into my ear.
”Mhmm.” I whispered still embarrassed by my own words.
”You’re so fucking cute.” Shawn chuckled as he forced my hands apart so that he could get a good look at my embarrassed face before he could reassuringly kiss me again. ”It’s whatever you want baby, okay.” Shawn whispered reassuringly as the door knob twisted and Harry slowly revealed himself in the door frame.
”I see you’re still here.” Harry exclaimed, his voice equally as charming and polite as before. The man who’d inappropriately whispered into my ear that he wanted to fuck me was long gone and the only hint of him still being somewhere inside was the little smirk covering Harry’s lips.
”We’ve talked about it and uhm-” I tried to explain as I nervously shifted on top of Shawn’s lap. ”We’re willing to give it a try. We just have a few rules.” 
”Great.” Harry seemed excited about our decision to stay.
”Have you done this before?” I asked out of curiosity.
”A threesome, yeah but not like this.” Harry responded with honesty. ”Not with a couple.” He added to explain himself.
”Right… Well uhm we haven’t done this before so I don’t know if I want to you know-” I tried to form a coherent sentence but it just wasn’t working out, my brain wasn’t working at all. ”To uhm-” I struggled to get the words out there properly. I was trying to tell Harry that I didn’t want him to actually fuck my pussy but saying it like that sounded very vulgar and inappropriate for some reason. Me and Shawn dirty talk on a regular basis but Harry made me feel way too modest about myself. I just feel like you don’t talk to a celebrity like that but then again I’ve never talked to a celebrity before so who knows.
”Uhm I think what Adeline is trying to say is that she doesn’t feel comfortable with having actual sex with you.” Shawn tried to explain in his soft, calm voice. 
”No offense!” I added sounding like a complete moron. Why the fuck would Harry be offended by that?
”That’s totally fine, I respect that.” Harry smiled reassuringly towards me.
”And uhm, no kissing.” I added as I nervously bit the corner of my lip. Shawn flashed me a soft reassuring smile as I stated my demands out loud. ”If that’s okay?” I added as I looked over at Harry.
”Yeah, no I totally understand.” Harry smiled, his smile equally as reassuring as Shawn’s. It made me feel comfortable and safe knowing that he was willing to respect my boundaries rather than to exploit me as some kind of rockstar groupie.
”So like, what now?” I asked confused as my gaze shifted between the two of them.
”If you guys just wanna start, I’m totally fine with that.” Harry suggested with a shrug as he sat down next to us on the couch. I nervously shifted my gaze back towards Shawn, I wasn’t sure if I could concentrate knowing that someone was just watching us get down with it.
”Okay.” I shrugged, it was now or never. There’ll never be a time like this again.
I leaned in to kiss Shawn again. His lips had a comforting effect on me and I could feel my entire body relax as I leaned into the kiss. His tongue brushed against mine as I grabbed a hold of his face, pulling him closer to me as his mouth continued to wash all my anxiety and troubles away.
I let out a soft moan as my hips gently grinded on top of Shawn. I could feel his thick thighs rub against mine bare thighs and I closed my eyes as I thought about how good his cock had felt inside me before. The memories washed over me as I thought about the way his body had felt pushed up against mine in the middle of the hot, sweaty crowd. 
I could feel Shawn’s cock once again harden beneath the thin fabric of his shorts and I let out another moan as I felt him brush against my inner thigh. Shawn playfully sucked on my tongue before sliding his lips over to the corner of my mouth and all the way over my jawline and down my neck.
My hands gently roamed through Shawn’s soft, curly hair as my eyes shifted their gaze to the gorgeous boy sitting next to me. I couldn’t help but to notice the fact that Harry was slowly getting hard too, his hand resting on top of his black high waisted pants as he watched me grind up on my boyfriend.
My eyes couldn’t believe what they were seeing, I almost had to pinch myself as I watched Harry, THE Harry Styles rub himself through his slacks as he watched my boyfriend continue to caress me with both his hands and lips. My eyes widened as I watched Harry palm himself through his pants, I’d seen so many different pictures of him from every angle that I just knew he had a big cock and seeing him get a full on hard-on in real life I was definitely convinced that it was bigger than I thought.
Shawn pulled the fabric of my dress down, his hands forcing the halter neck fabric to the side, causing my breasts to spill out in the middle. Shawn grouped my bare breasts with his hands before he could lean down to continue his trail of kisses all over my chest.
I bit the corner of my lip as I shyly reached over to where Harry’s hand was. A little hesitant about everything I carefully placed my hand on top of his. He swiftly removed his hand, urging me to feel his hard-on through his pants and he leaned back on the couch.
Both Shawn’s and Harry’s eyes were focused on me as I released a series of soft, gentle moans. I pressed my hand against Harry’s cock, examining it carefully with the palm of my hand as I continuously caressed him. The three of us all stayed silent except for my occasional moans of pleasure. I didn’t know what to say or do at this point to be honest.
Shawn reached for my neck, his fingertips tugging gently at the little knot as he untied my dress. The top of the dress fell onto my lap and I let out another soft moans as my breasts were finally completely exposed to the cold air. Shawn leaned his head down to wrap his mouth around my nipple, his tongue swirled in circles around my hard nipple as he used his hand to squeeze my other breast.
”Yes!” I gasped softly as Shawn sucked on my nipple while I continued to press my hand over Harry’s hard cock. 
Harry slowly reached his hand over to touch my exposed skin, his eyes looked at me questioningly as he slid his hand over my shoulder, down my collarbone towards my breast. His eyes silently asked for my permission as Shawn removed his hand so Harry could grab a hold of my breast and flashed Harry a gentle smile, granting him permission to touch me.
Harry’s touch was different. It was the only way I could describe it. Shawn’s warm mouth was like a comforting, snug hug while Harry’s touch felt foreign at best. It wasn’t like a turn off or anything, it just reminded me of how different sex can be when you don’t know a person as well as I know Shawn.
”Fuck baby.” I whispered as I continued to grind my hips hard against Shawn, my hips desperately swirling over the swollen bulge in his pants as I grew more and more needy for him.
Shawn flashed me a cheeky grin as he playfully nibbled on my nipple. He continued to caress my  breast with the tip of his tongue, making me go crazy on his lap as the butterflies inside my stomach consumed me.
”Spread your legs-” Shawn ordered with a deep, seductive whisper. ”Let me see your pretty little pussy.” His dirty words consumed me, making me feel at home even with the foreign man sitting next to me.
Harry was as familiar as you could get, I’d seen his face on every fucking poster, from every possible angle and in every type of video quality but his touch was still foreign to me and even though I knew everything about him, we were still strangers. 
”Good girl.” Shawn hummed as I spread my legs for him, revealing the thin dark blue panties I was wearing beneath the short sundress. Shawn pushed my panties to the side revealing my soft, smooth skin to his touch as he gently slid his fingers over my hidden clit. I let out a soft gasp as I shifted my eyes from Harry’s bulging cock to my boyfriend’s beautiful brown eyes.
”Are you wet for me baby?” Shawn whispered loud enough for the three of us to hear. 
”Mhm.” I nodded my head obediently as I looked back at him, refusing to break away from his comforting brown eyes. 
”Let’s see just how wet you are.” Shawn whispered as he buried his hand between my legs. The thin fabric stayed to the side as Shawn explored my wet folds with the touch of his hand. I let out a soft gasp as I felt his two fingers slide through my wet folds and poke against my entrance.
Consumed by Shawn’s touch, I leaned over slightly to unzip Harry’s pants. My hands were curiously making their way down his pants as I tried to get a feel for his cock. Harry released a soft groan as he lifted his hips up, scooting slowly out of both his pants and boxers to give me easier access to his cock.
I let out a soft gasp as I felt Shawn’s fingers slide slowly into my wet hole. His familiar touch made me feel safe as I explored Harry’s foreign body. My hand slowly caressed the soft skin covering Harry’s cock. His cock was just as big as I thought. Even though Harry wasn’t Shawn and we would never have what Shawn and I have, I still felt a deep desire to please him within it. I wasn’t sure if it was the submissive side of me aching to please Harry or if it was my teenage self living finally living out her fantasies that made me desire Harry. It was a different kind of desire than what I had for Shawn, this was purely sexual, I wanted to do a good job and make sure Harry had a good time.
I gently explored Harry’s cock with the palm of my hand as Shawn continued to push his fingers inside me. His touch made me swoon on top of his lap and I tried my best to keep grinding onto him while simultaneously stroking Harry’s cock. It was hard to keep my eyes focused on one hand I felt safe and comfortable while looking into Shawn’s eyes while on the other hand I couldn’t help but to look down at Harry’s big cock.
”Baby, please.” I whimpered softly as I felt Shawn curve his fingers inside me. 
”What?” Shawn cooed teasingly as I swirled my hips against his fingers, needy as ever for a release.
”You’re being a tease.” I moaned in objection.
”No, I’m giving you exactly what you want.” Shawn argued back with his soft yet dominant voice.
”Noooo.” I whined in objection. ”You’re not.” I whimpered as I felt his wet fingers slide over my hardened clit.
”Okay then, what do you want?” Shawn asked teasingly.
”I want your cock.” I admitted with a soft pout. ”Now.” I mewled like an impatient kid.
”Baby we’re just getting started.” Shawn cooed reassuringly.
”I know.” I argued with a soft, pleading whine. ”But I want it.”
”You’re gonna have to be a good girl first!” Shawn ordered. ”Think you can be a good girl for us baby?” Shawn asked as he continued to rub his fingers over my clit while stroked Harry’s cock with the palm of my hand.
”Yes!” I gasped as I felt Shawn flicker his fingers roughly over my clit.
”Good.” Shawn responded firmly. ”You gonna do as I say?” Shawn asked, his voice soft and tender while his tone was firm and dominant.
”Mhmmm.” I promised with a soft moan as my eyes drifted across the room.
”Look at me baby.” Shawn ordered and I instantly shifted my gaze towards his face. ”Show me your pretty mouth.” Shawn whispered as he used his free hand to caress my face, his thumb pressing gently against my lower lip as he ordered me to show off my oral skills.
I slowly parted my lips allowing him to slide his thumb into my mouth. I playfully caressed his thumb with my wet tongue as I looked at him with my soft, doe eyes, my mouth forming an innocent pout as Shawn pulled his finger back and pushed it back in. My mouth treated his thumb the same way it would treat his cock and this definitely sparked a memory inside Shawn as I felt his cock twitch in his pants.
”Fuck!” Shawn huffed as he watched my mouth devour his thumb. ”You know what that pretty little mouth of yours is missing?” Shawn hummed as he watched me put on a show for him with my tongue swirling all over the base of his thumb.
”No?” I whispered softly as I flashed him a cheek innocent grin.
”A big cock.” Shawn hummed as he watched my eyes widen at his dirty words. 
”Mmm is that so?” I purred softly as I squeezed my hand around the base of Harry’s cock, my mouth watering at the thought of him pushing it inside my mouth.
”Yeah, you’re such a good cocksucker baby, might as well show him what you’ve got.” Shawn continued to whisper his dirty words loud enough for all three of us to hear. 
”You want me to suck his dick?” I asked for clarification just to make sure that he was good with me doing that.
”Mhmm, show him what that pretty little mouth of yours can do.” Shawn encouraged me with his soft gentle voice as his thumb once again caressed my bottom lip, coating it with my own saliva before he withdrew it.
”Okay.” I obeyed as I shifted on top of the couch. Shawn scoot over to the side to make room for me to kneel in between him and Harry. I leaned over towards Harry as I placed my feet on top of Shawn’s thighs. 
Shawn continued to touch me with his fingers as I kneeled beside him. His large palm grabbed a hold of my butt and squeezed me hard as I leaned down to wrap my lips around Harry’s cock. His head was dripping wet from the precise forming on his tip and he tasted salty like the ocean water. 
Harry let out a soft groan as he felt my wet tongue lick a stripe down his cock. His skin was soft and sensitive to my touch as I continued to lick my way all the way down to his base. His cock was big and thick and he had a prominent vein on the bottom side of it which my tongue managed to find quite easily.
”Good girl.” Shawn continued to praise me as I continued to explore Harry’s cock with my mouth.
After licking every inch of Harry’s cock and teasing the tip of his cock with my tongue, I finally began to take him into my mouth inch by inch. Shawn adjusted himself on the couch and before I could look over to see what was going on, I felt his tongue gently lick at my entrance.
”Mmmmm.” I moaned loudly, my voice sending vibrations around Harry’s sensitive skin as I took him further into my mouth. It was hard to moan and suck at the same time but I tried my best to do it.
”Keep going baby.” Shawn ordered me and I hadn’t even noticed that I’d stopped in my tracks with Harry’s cock halfway down my throat.
I began to slowly bob my head back and forth, working my mouth all the way around Harry’s cock while Shawn continued to devour me with his mouth. There was something about the way his tongue swirled over my soft sensitive skin that made me go absolutely insane. 
”Fuck!” Harry groaned as he ran his fingers through the messy curls on top of his head. His eyes watched me with an intense gaze as I continued to bob my head up and down his thick length. 
”You’re doing so good Princess.” Shawn continued to encourage me, making me feel comfortable and confident about my own actions. 
I tried to focus on the cock inside my mouth but Shawn’s lips were roaming all over me. His mouth was dribbling all over my already soaking wet pussy and I couldn’t even think straight at this point.
”Fuck, it feels so good.” I moaned as Shawn’s tongue dipped inside me, swirling over my entrance a few times to lap up my juices.
”Keep sucking like a good girl.” Shawn reminded me and I swiftly shifted my focus back to Harry’s cock that was still resting halfway down my throat.
My eyes shifted towards Harry’s green eyes as I continued to slide my mouth up and down his cock. I swirled my tongue over the tip of his cock in a teasing manner as I tried to catch my breath while Shawn continued to lap against my entrance. 
”You really do know what to do with that mouth.” Harry groaned as I kept lapping my tongue over his wet, swollen tip. My eyes refusing to break away from his as he watched me devour his cock with my mouth. I was really warming up to everything and feeling both brave and confident about my choices, I was finally able to verbally respond to both of them.
”Yeah? Do you like having my mouth wrapped around your cock?” I moaned softly as I looked straight into Harry’s green eyes, feeling like a real dare devil. 
”Fuck yes!” Harry cooed in excitement.
”Mmm.” I moaned as I dipped Harry’s cock back into my mouth, my lips staying wide open allowing the tip of his cock to hit the back of my throat for one brief moment before I pulled back. The inner slut was starting to awaken inside me as I felt confident enough to pull off my best moves, this was one of many. ”Your cock tastes so good.” I moaned as I covered Harry’s sensitive skin with my saliva.
Harry released a soft growl as he watched me dribble all over his cock with my lips rubbing over his sensitive tip. I took him back into my mouth inch by inch sucking him off and cleaning him ups from my messy saliva as I went lower and lower towards the base of his cock.
”Fuck, just like that Adeline.” Harry moaned my name as he gently tugged on my ponytail. I was doing wonders with my mouth at this point, my tongue was caressing the bottom of his cock while I continuously bobbed my head up and down his shaft.
I moaned with Harry’s cock halfway down my throat as Shawn continued to sloppily eat me out from behind. I could feel my toes curl on top of Shawn’s lap as he reached between my legs to rub my clit while he was simultaneously dipping his tongue into my wet entrance.
”Are you having a good time baby?” Shawn asked as he caressed my butt with the palm of his hand.
”Mmmm yes.” I moaned loudly around Harry’s cock.
”You like sucking his cock don’t you?” Shawn continued his dirty talk which was like music to my ears.
”Mhmmm.” I moaned still filled with pure bliss. 
”Makes your pussy dripping wet huh?” Shawn continued to force me to be vocal about my own pleasure which was a great way to distract me from my nervous, anxious self.
”Yes.” I purred like a sweet kitten with Harry’s cock still halfway down my throat.
”Such a naughty girl.” Shawn tsked at me teasingly as he smacked my ass.
”I am.” I moaned in agreement. I let out a soft whimper as I felt Shawn press two fingers inside me, my walls instinctively wrapped themselves around his long digits as he penetrated me with his hand. 
I pushed my butt back against the palm of his hand as I arched my back and leaned further down onto Harry’s cock. I felt naughty, like a real pornstar or something as I kneeled on the leather couch in the foreign environment that was Harry’s dressing room.
”Fuck babyyy.” I whined out loud in sexual frustration as Shawn’s fingers thrusted into me. I tried my best to keep my composure as I continued to suck on Harry’s cock, my eyes shifting between Harry’s green eyes and the thick cock beneath me.
I closed my eyes for a moment, savoring the taste of Harry’s cock while Shawn continuously slid his fingers in and out of my dripping wet pussy. I couldn’t believe this was happening, this was a once in a life time exception and it was all I could ever dream of. I better savor this moment right now or I’ll regret it for the rest of my life.
The short moment with my own thoughts made me realize that there was no time for nervousness or anxiety. I should just go all out at this point. At best, I’ll have a great story to tell when I’m old and grey and at worst I’ll completely embarrass myself and we’ll never speak of this threesome ever again.
I straightened my head up from Harry’s crotch and looked him dead in the eyes as Shawn continued to pump his fingers inside me, making me whimper in delight as I tried to form a coherent sentence in my head.
”I want you to fuck my mouth.” I stated my demand out loud as I looked up at Harry. He was being gentle and I could tell he was holding back to respect my limits but at this point I didn’t have any more limits. I already felt like a naughty slut so I might as well act like one.
”What?” Harry sounded like he was a little caught off guard.
”I want you to fuck my mouth as hard as you want with your cock.” I ordered. Shawn’s encouraging words made me realize that I was in control of this entire encounter and that either one of them would do whatever I wanted or needed them to do. This was such a liberating feeling and definitely a huge turn on. Just like that, I had both of them wrapped around my fingers.
”Are you sure?” Harry asked as he skeptically raised his eyebrows at me.
”Do I look like I’m not sure?” I retorted back with a cheeky grin.
”Alright, as you wish Adeline.” Harry sing-sang as if he was going to make me regret what I’d wished for.
”Baby-” I moaned as I turned my head to face Shawn, his mouth was still working hard around my clit as his fingers continued to bury themselves deep inside me. 
”Mhm…” Shawn hummed as he looked back at me with my wet juices dribbling down his chin. 
”I want you inside me.” I mewled softly like the needy bitch I am.
”Now?” Shawn asked as if he was a little disappointed that I was interrupting his sweet feast between my legs.
”Mmhmm.” I confirmed as I looked at him with soft, pleading, innocent eyes. ”I want you to fuck me good baby, just like you always do.” I moaned as I jumped off the couch and kneeled down in front of Shawn. My hand slowly caressed the hard cock beneath the thin fabric of his shorts. He was already worked up and I knew it wouldn’t take much for him to give into my demands. ”Mmm-” I hummed as I pushed his shorts down over his crotch. Shawn willingly lifted his hips up allowing me to slide his boxers down as well, finally freeing his cock from the restraint of the cotton fabric. ”Remember, how you promised me earlier today that you’d fuck me senseless on all fours?” I whispered as I ran my hand over his hard cock. My mouth was already filled with saliva and I was basically drooling for him at this point. ”I want that baby and I want it now.” I moaned as a sultry pout formed on my lips while I gently brushed them against Shawn’s sensitive skin.
”Fuck, you’re driving me insane.” Shawn groaned as he watched me dribble some of the saliva inside my mouth over the length of his cock.
”Yeah?” I moaned cheekily as I continued to run my mouth all over his sensitive skin. ”I’ve been a good girl, haven’t I?” I continued to dirtily talk just like we do at home. ”I deserve a good fuck, don’t I?” I refused to break away from Shawn’s brown eyes as he looked down at me. His cock twitched against my grip as I ran my wet lips up and down Shawn’s cock, treating him with soft, wet kisses and marking him as mine.
”Okay, get up.” Shawn stated firmly as he reached for my upper body pulling me back up to my feet. ”On your knees.” Shawn ordered as he pointed towards the couch, he pressed his hand against my back, directing me to kneel against the cushion as I leaned over the back of the couch. I gripped onto the edge of the couch as I waited for Shawn to stand up. 
He brushed the tip of his cock over my wet slit and I could feel my lips form a soft grin as I finally got what I wanted, just like I always do. ”Don’t hold back baby.” I moaned as I titled my head to look back at Shawn with a devious grin on my lips.
”I won’t.” Shawn stated firmly.
”Good, you know just how I like it.” I moaned as he continued to tease me with the tip of his cock.
”God, you’re incredible.” Shawn groaned as he realized just how confident I was getting with this whole situation. 
”So, do you want me to just watch or?” Harry asked confused as he looked at me.
”I already told you what I want didn’t I?” I asked Harry, my devious grin still coating my otherwise innocent face. Harry seemed a little confused. ”I want you to fuck my face.” I clarified once again. ”I want both of you to fuck my holes any way you want.” I instructed the boys with confidence in my voice hoping that they were willing to fulfill all my wants and needs as soon as possible. ”Any questions?” I asked as I shifted my gaze between the two boys. ”No? Great. Let’s go.”
”Is she always this demanding?” Harry asked as he stood up from the couch to do as he was told.
”Always.” Shawn released a chuckle and I swiftly turned around to frown at him.
”Liar!” I moaned in defense.
”I mean, it’s hot!” Shawn shrugged in his defense. 
”Still a liar!” I argued as I waited for Harry to take his position in front of me. 
”So feisty.” Shawn rolled his eyes at me. ”We’re gonna have to do something about that feisty mouth, don’t you agree Harry?” Shawn grinned as he looked over at Harry who was now standing in front of me with his bare cock right at my eye level.
”Definitely.” Harry agreed as he grabbed a hold of his cock and pressed the tip of it against my mouth. I parted my lips willingly and stuck my tongue out just to lick gently at his tip.
”Do something, I dare you.” I moaned as I turned my head to give Shawn another challenging gaze. 
Shawn grabbed a hold of my hips and squeezed me tightly in his hands as he adjusted his body behind me. I could feel my pussy drip down the inside of my thighs as the idea of these two gorgeous men fucking me consumed me. I couldn’t even properly imagine it inside my head because my brain still had a hard time processing the reality of things.
”Careful what you wish for baby.” Shawn threatened as he lined himself up with my entrance.
”Mmm kay.” I rolled my eyes at him playfully before turning my attention back to Harry. His hard cock was already twitching as I grabbed a hold of him with my hand. His cock was already wet from my dribbling cold saliva and it slid perfectly in my palm as I continued to jerk him off. ”Just put it in already.” I whined as Shawn kept pressing the tip of his cock against my entrance in a teasing manner.
”Always so fucking needy.” Shawn groaned as I impatiently wiggled my butt against him in a playful manner.
”Always needy for a good cock.” I retorted.
”Mhmm, that’s why you’re my favorite girl.” Shawn reassured me. 
”And your favorite slut.” I grinned as I looked back at Shawn one more time just to see his reaction.
”Always.” Shawn replied reassuringly as he grinned at me. 
”Can’t believe I finally get to enjoy two cocks at once.” I moaned as I shifted my attention back to Harry’s hard cock, my hand wasn’t enough anymore, I needed to taste him again. ”I used to fantasize about this when I was younger.” I admitted as I looked up into Harry’s green orbs. 
”Bet you used to fantasize about a lot of things baby.” Shawn added cheekily as he smacked my ass for being a naughty girl.
”Mhmm.” I moaned as I licked the tip of Harry’s cock while pumping the rest of him with my hand.
”Did you use to fantasize about me too Adeline?” Harry asked and I nodded shyly as I looked up to examine the reaction on his face.
”Sometimes.” I admitted. 
”Oh really?” Harry cooed teasingly. ”I sure hope I’ll live up to your expectations.” 
”You already have.” I moaned as I licked my tongue down his shaft, once again tracing it over the vein at the bottom of his cock.
Shawn finally grabbed my hips and pushed himself inside me. His thick cock made me whimper out loud as he slid his entire length deep inside me from behind. This was my favorite sex position because of how deep he could get inside me. 
”Fuck that feels good!” I moaned as Shawn filled me up properly. My eyes shifted from Harry’s face as I tilted my head to look back at Shawn. ”Fuck me hard baby.” I groaned as I looked back at Shawn’s pretty face. I could see the desire inside his chocolate brown eyes and he was more than ready to fulfill my request.
Once Shawn had reassured me with his eyes that he was willing to fulfill his promise I turned my attention back to Harry. His large cock was aching for my full attention and I wasn’t going to let him down.
”God, your cock is bigger than I thought.” I moaned as I wrapped my lips around the tip of Harry’s cock. I let him slowly slide into my mouth as I looked up at him with batting eyelashes. ”And you taste so good.” I moaned as I allowed him to fill my entire mouth. 
Harry’s cock drowned out the sound of my moans as Shawn gripped onto my hips. He wasted no time as he began to thrust into me from behind, my skirt still hanging loosely around my thighs as the upper half of the halter neck dress draped down my stomach. My panties were pulled to the side with such a strain that it felt like they would rip at any second and I honestly didn’t mind, Shawn was fucking me too good, I could waste a pair of panties or two.
”Fuck, you really know how to work that mouth.” Harry groaned as I continued to slide my lips up and down his shaft. His soft skin tickled the tastebuds on my tongue as it kept sliding up against the vein of his cock. I could feel him twitch inside my mouth as Harry already struggled to hold back his orgasm.
”I’ve had plenty of practice.” I chimed proudly as I broke away from his cock only to replace my mouth with my hands, using both of them to pump him hard.
”Yeah, you like sucking cock don’t you?” Harry asked teasingly as he noticed the cheeky smile on my lips. His hand gently caressed my cheek as he mimicked Shawn’s previous move by putting his thumb inside my mouth.
I treated it with the same treatment as I’d treated his cock and Harry watched me with intense eyes as I sucked on his thumb. 
”Fuck!” I cussed out loud as Shawn thrusted his cock roughly into me, the sound of our hips colliding echoing through the dressing room as my knees rubbed against the black leather of the couch. ”You fuck me so good baby.” I moaned as I directed my attention back to Shawn for a minute. ”I love it when you fuck me roughly like a slut.” I moaned out loud as I pushed my hips back to meet Shawn’s thrusts. His thick swollen cock forced my tight walls apart with every stroke and I could barely contain myself while kneeling on the soft cushion. I could feel my stomach clench as I curled my toes against the bottom of my feet in anticipation. 
I turned my head back to give Harry’s cock the attention it needed. My mouth sucked roughly around the tip of his cock as I continued to push back onto Shawn’s cock.
”Fuck, just like that Shawn.” I moaned as Shawn buried himself deeply inside me, hitting the perfect spot. ”Take it baby, it’s all yours, just take it.” I whimpered as I encouraged Shawn to keep pounding into me. ”My pussy’s all yours baby.” My moan was stifled as I took Harry’s cock back into my mouth. 
I let Harry completely fill me up with his cock before I pulled back again. I felt rebellious, naughty and completely ruthless as the two men filled up both my holes. I could’ve never imagined anything like this happening in my entire life yet here I was, slutting myself out on a leather couch in the middle of Harry Styles’ dressing room.
Harry kept one of his hands at the back of my head and I let out a moan as he grabbed a hold of my ponytail.
”Yes, pull my hair!” I ordered as I stared up at him with doe eyes. Not only could I not believe that two men were pounding into me from both directions but I also couldn’t believe that one of them was Harry fucking Styles, a man I’d loved and admired ever since I was seventeen. This was insane and I was loving every minute of it. ”Fuck yes!” I moaned as Harry wrapped my long ponytail around his wrist and forced me down the shaft of his cock. ”Fuck my mouth Harry!” A strained moaned escaped my lips as Harry’s cock filled me up all the way down my throat.
I could feel his soft, wet tip press against the roof in the back of my throat triggering my gag-reflex and causing my eyes to tear up slightly as he held me in place. They both held me in place. I loved being manhandled like this, it was such a huge turn on, I’m pretty sure I was soaking wet and dripping all the way down my legs at this point.
Everything felt so fucking good and if I hadn’t fainted before, I sure wasn’t about to faint now while having the time of my life.
Harry fulfilled my request. He kept his hand wrapped roughly around my ponytail while forcing his cock down my throat. I knew I wouldn’t actually gag but so I allowed him to keep going even if it triggered my reflex. 
The way he had me wrapped around his fingers, literally, was such a turn on to me. My head was tilted to a 45 degree angle as he pulled on my hair, forcing me to look up at him through my teary eyes as he fucked my mouth with his cock. My loud moans and whimpers were stifled by his cock but I knew both of them could tell that I was really enjoying myself.
Shawn thrusted his cock into me with full force, he slid perfectly at ease between my slick, wet folds and it felt amazing as always. My body had gotten so used to him that whenever he was inside me, my walls just instinctively held on to me and my pussy just instantly ached for him in all the right ways.
”Such a good girl taking both of us in your pretty little holes.” Shawn praised me as he squeezed his hands around my hips, pulling me back onto his cock. ”You look so pretty like this baby, all filled up while on your knees.” Shawn continued to speak, making my pussy clench even harder around his cock. ”Are you having fun?” Shawn asked me as he smacked my ass one more time.
”Mhmmm.” I moaned, my mouth still filled with Harry’s cock as he continued to roughly fuck my throat.
”Do you like taking two cocks at once Adeline?” Harry asked as he looked down at me and I nodded in response to his question.
”I do.” I moaned as he pulled his cock back, allowing me to give them a proper answer. ”I like it a lot.” I moaned before Harry could push his cock back into my mouth.
He continued to thrust into me just as roughly as Shawn was thrusting into me from behind and I was honestly so surprised and proud of myself that I could handle both of them. It was a little bit of work and quite exhausting but it felt oh so fucking good. 
”Fuck, I’m so close baby.” I whined as Shawn reached over to rub my swollen clit.
”Me too.” Shawn hummed in agreement.
”I want you to fill me up with your hot come baby.” I moaned as I looked back at Shawn, needing to feel both physically and emotionally connected to him. ”Damn, I want both of you to fill me up with your come.” I corrected myself as I looked back at Harry. 
”You sure?” Harry asked as he looked down at me.
”Mhmm. By the time we’re done, I wanna be covered in come like a real slut.” I bravely exclaimed as I looked up into Harry’s eyes with mercy.
”Well you heard the lady.” Harry shrugged as he looked over at Shawn who seemed to be equally as cool with this as I was. ”Time for us to make her dreams come true.” Harry grinned cheekily as he once again pulled me down onto his cock.
The two of them managed to sync their movements as they both thrusted into me. They moved in sync causing my body to rock back and forth in response to their rough thrusts. My pussy was soaked at the idea of being manhandled like this and I wasn’t even sure if I was coming or not at this point. 
Shawn pressed two of his fingers harshly against my clit. He rubbed it in circles at a ruthless speed and I could barely keep my knees from wobbling against the cushion at this point. My stomach was twisting, my muscles were clenching and my mouth was soar from being fucked by Harry’s hard cock. It was painful but oh so fucking good.
”Fuck, I’m gonna cum.” Harry groaned as he thrusted into my hard, his wrist pulling at the hair wrapped around his fingers as he forced me to stay all the way down around his cock. I could feel myself struggle around him as my tongue involuntarily wiggled against his soft skin. My mouth involuntarily filled up with saliva as Harry continued to force his shaft down my throat. Just as it felt like I was about to choke to death he finally released his load inside my mouth. His hot come tasted just as salty as his precome. 
Harry pulled back as he realized that I was about to involuntarily choke around him, finishing the last of his load on my face as I tried to catch my breath. Normally, I’m not much for facials but this was probably the hottest thing ever and it definitely made my pussy clench ever tighter around Shawn.
”Harder baby!” I begged as Shawn rammed into me at full speed, his large hands squeezing me tightly as he rocked my body back and forth to fulfill both our needs. ”I’m so fucking close, please baby, please.” I moaned as I felt him hit all the right spots inside me.
”Fuck I can’t get enough of your tight little pussy.” Shawn moaned out loud as he felt me clench even harder around his soft skin.
”I’m coming.” I whimpered as I reached down to clench my hands around the edge of the couch. ”Fuck baby, fuck!” I cried out loud as I felt the waves of pleasure course through every inch of my body. It was like a tsunami ripping through me as Shawn continued to fuck into me. ”Don’t stop.” I whimpered, choking on my own breath as the waves continued to pierce through me. Shawn spanked me with his palm as I instinctively pushed my ass back onto his cock.
”I need to feel your hot come inside me baby, please.” I whined as I looked back at Shawn. His eyebrows furrowed in anticipation and I could tell that he was right on the edge by the way his eyes were squinting at me and the way his abdominal muscles were flexing at me.
”Oh fuck!” Shawn moaned as he buried himself deep inside me, his hips slamming hard against me as he grabbed a hold of my back, pulling me up close to his body as he emptied himself inside me. 
I let out a loud moan as I felt his hot come slide into my already soaked pussy. I purred like a kitten as Shawn kept squeezing me tightly against his body, his hips grinding desperately into mine as my walls milked him of every last drip of his come.
”Fuck me.” Shawn growled in defeat as he pulled out and watched his come dribble down the insides of my thigh.
”That was fucking amazing.” I moaned as I fell back onto the couch, defeated by my own tiredness. This entire day had been exhausting and these two really knew how to wear a girl out.
A smug grin covered Shawn’s lips as he looked at me on the couch, his head swiftly leaned over mine and I was too tired to even kiss him back at this point so instead I just let him press his lips gently on top of mine.
”If you guys wanna stay and wash up that’s fine.” Harry noted as he looked down at me stained face. ”I’m gonna head back to my hotel, but feel free to stay as long as you’d like, I’ll have someone wait for you to show you the way out.”
”Thanks.” I let out a soft giggle as I stared up at the ceiling above me. Holy fuck, I can’t believe that just happened.
”Also, don’t forget to sign the copies.” Harry added as he was already getting his pants back on. I let out another giggle as I looked over at the white papers on the coffee table. ”Oh and if you’re up for a rendez vous the next time I’m in town-” Harry paused as he stood by the dressing room door. ”Feel free to leave your number.” 
”Right…” I laughed, still unable to phaeton what had just happened.
”Anyway, it was so nice to meet you and I hope you had a great time.” Harry was back to his polite, charming old self and I wasn’t sure whether he was saying another one of his rehearsed lines or if he actually meant what he was saying. Either way, I had a feeling we would definitely end up leaving our number.
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She was cutting up the watermelon when she heard his voice. Raspy but soft like sand under your feet. His laugh was bubbly and crystal clear like the ocean water. She didn’t want to look up and out the window because she didn’t want to see him. Hearing him was enough torture. She didn’t even know he was coming. 
“Who invited him?” Her best friend, Melanie, scoffed from next to her. She was putting all the precut fruit into a bowl. Y/N didn’t know who invited him, but the fact was, he was here. “Do you even see him?” Melanie elbowed her arm, causing her to cut the piece of watermelon crooked. 
“Look what you just made me do,” Y/N whined, setting the knife down on the cutting board and wiping her hands on her apron. “And no, but I hear him.” She sighed and looked over at her friend. She could hear him greeting all their friends outside. She didn’t know he was coming. Of course, why wouldn’t he be invited? They shared all the same friends. She just didn’t know he was in town. 
“You look so pretty. Pretty enough to make him regret dumping you,” Melanie gleamed, pulling at the ends of Y/N’s hair. It used to be perfectly curled until the humidity set in and she got splashed with pool water when her brother cannon balled into it as she sunbathed. 
“He didn’t dump me. It was mutual,” she corrected, turning back to the fruit on the counter. That was mostly the truth. One that Melanie knew was something Y/N said to herself late at night to convince herself that she wanted this too. But really, she never wanted this. She didn’t want to feel like her heart was being ripped out of her rib cage just because she heard his voice. How would she feel when she saw his face? Probably like a million little stabs hitting her all at once. 
“Y/N,” his voice came from the patio door. She didn’t even hear it open, but then again, maybe it had been open the entire time and she just forgot. The knife in her hand hovered over the watermelon, juice dripping on her fingers as it condensated from the heat outside. “Y/N,” he said again. This time firmer. Desperate. Like he needed her to look at him. So she did. 
“I’ll let you two talk,” Melanie said, excusing herself. Y/N had tunnel vision. She couldn’t see anything except him. His curly brown hair, flopping loosely in front of his face. There was enough product in it to keep it standing but the way it covered his eyes just a little bit reminded her of when he woke up too early in the morning. 
“I didn’t know you were coming,” she said softly. Barely above a whisper. She wiped her hands again on her apron, suddenly too conscious of how sticky her fingers might be if he were to try and touch her but then she thought how fucking ridiculous is that? 
“Iwasn’t planning on it. But then I heard you were going to be here, so, I figured,” he trailed off, looking at everything except for her when her eyes were glued to him. The pink of his lips looked the same. She wondered if he still had wrinkles in the corner of his eyes when he laughed. She should have looked out the window. 
“Figured what? You haven’t tried to contact me in the last three months. So what’s different?” Her voice shook and she tried to steady it but the more she tried, the worse it got. He stepped closer to the counter and the wind blew in from outside and she could smell his cologne and she was never more thankful for the giant slab of wood and granite that stood between them. 
“I just, I don’t know what to say,” he breathed. His breath smelled like mint. Like he was chewing gum the entire way here. “Did you get my letters? I tried. I know that I still love you. I know that I shouldn’t have been so stupid. I know I want you back. I just don’t know how to say those things.” 
“Shawn,” she mumbled. She looked down at the ground instead of into his brown eyes. The tile was pure white that now had sticky red juice on it and she tried to wipe it away with her sandal. She did get his letters. She got all of them. The postcards from his travels around Europe and his handwritten letters on printer paper, yellow-lined notepads, and sometimes when he had a really important thought, he wrote it down on post-it notes or napkins and threw those in the envelopes, too. She got them all. 
“No,” he stopped her. “Please look at me,” he begged. He put his hands on the countertop, his fingertips turning white from the pressure. She didn’t have to look at him to know his eyes were pleading and he was chewing on the inside of his cheek. “Please.” 
She looked up, trying to avoid picking out all her favorite things about him. He didn’t speak. Everything he was too afraid to say, he was saying with his eyes and Y/N was just too stubborn, or scared, to try and listen to it. 
She didn’t know how long they looked at each other before Tinsley burst through the door. “Where is that fruit salad?” Y/N cleared her throat and picked up the knife. She tried to finish cutting the watermelon, but Tinsley cut through the kitchen and added the already cut-up pieces to the bowl. “Don’t worry about it, Y/N. We have plenty.” Y/N stopped cutting and looked at her friend. She was beautiful. Blonde hair, bright blue eyes. The host of all hosts. “Thank you.” And then she disappeared. 
Y/N put the rest of the fruit in a container and the cutting board and knife in the sink, scrubbing her hands under warm water. She tried to pretend that Shawn wasn’t still standing a few feet away but it was hard when she could smell the way he was sweating. “I got them.” Shawn wasn’t sure he heard her right. His mouth fell agape but no words came out so she looked over at him. “I got them all, Shawn. Of course, I got them.”
“You never wrote back.” 
“What did you want me to say? Hope you’re having a great time in Europe without me? You look so happy and tanned without me? We were supposed to go on that trip together,” she hissed. She remembered planning it. She remembered surprising him with the tickets for his birthday last August. He was so happy, she had never seen him smile so wide. They picked out the Air B&Bs together, which train routes they would take and what attractions they would see. He suggested going to Positano to end the trip and that was what she was looking forward to the most. 
It was bad enough that when they broke up she let him take the tickets and the trip with whoever he wanted but he didn’t have to rub it in by writing her letters detailing everything he did and he didn’t have to add photos of himself and the scenery. Sometimes he just didn’t think. But he was thinking, he was thinking that maybe she would reply to him because he was blocked on everything else. Maybe he would finally get some sort of reaction out of her. This was not the reaction he wanted. 
“I-” Shawn stumbled on his words. His eyes were searching her face but all he saw was anger. Pure, unadulterated anger. “I just thought-”
“You don’t think!” She yelled, throwing her hands up in anger. “That was always the problem, wasn’t it?” She was seething now. She didn’t know when it happened. Somewhere between him telling her he still loved her and her remembering his sandy feet on the beaches of Italy. 
She stormed off, her sandals slapping the hardwood floor behind her. The end of her dress grazed his bare leg and he could have sworn he felt it leave behind a trail of heat. He watched her walk away, smiling at the other party guests like the last five minutes hadn’t happened. He wondered, how can she pretend like that? It was always so easy for her. 
She picked up a margarita from the drink tray on the patio table and took a sip. She was planning on staying mostly sober today, considering she would have to drive home, but with Shawn standing in the other room she may not have a choice but to drink to get through this. 
Melanie came over, giving her a knowing smile and asking her silently if she was okay. YN gave her a small nod and soft smile and pretended like everything was okay but it was not. Everything was not okay. 
YN paced around her kitchen. Her cat meowed at her from the big window in the living room, probably wondering what the hell was wrong with his mother. She ignored him and kept pacing. Her thumbnail was chewed to a nub and she could taste old nail polish on her lips. Shawn was on his way after a very ominous ‘we need to talk’ text and YN’s nerves were on fire. 
He was on edge all month. Blowing off plans, showing up late to dinner, not replying to texts. She didn’t know what was going on but a breakup seemed to be on the horizon. Melanie said she was crazy. That there was no way Shawn would dump her. “He is so hopelessly in love with you, you have nothing to worry about,” she told her. 
YN tried to listen to her. She tried to swallow her fear, bury it under her fingernails and pretend it didn’t exist, and then she received the text. Her doorbell rang and she clicked the buzzer to let him inside and then she waited. She moved from the kitchen to the living room and sat on the couch. Her cat walked over and settled into her lap. He jumped up when there was a knock at the door. 
“Hey,” she said when she opened the door, revealing a disheveled Shawn. 
“Hey,” he replied. She moved to the side to let him in and he moved to the couch like he lived there. He basically did. She wanted him to but she never had the courage to ask. And isn’t the girl supposed to move in with the guy? She didn’t know what to do anymore. All the usual things you were supposed to do in relationships went out the window with Shawn. She asked him out first. She accidentally said I love you first. She usually planned the dates. He should be the one to ask her, right? 
“What’s up?” She asked when he didn’t say anything. He looked at her and rubbed his palms on his jeans. “Are you okay?” 
“I don’t know.” 
“What?” She choked. She wasn’t prepared. She should make him leave. She should have told him that she wasn’t home and that she didn’t have time to talk. She wanted to take it all back. “Is this about our fight the other day?” She blew up on him when he was late for dinner with her parents. He promised and promised he wouldn’t be late but lateness was his newest trait, so she didn’t expect much. 
She was still pissed when he was late. Mostly because her mom was making snide comments about how hungry she was and how she wishes all the people attending were here so she could order. YN told her just to order some appetizers and be quiet, but her mother was her mother and that was it. When he finally showed, YN pulled him into the hallway with the bathroom and chewed him out pretty bad. He kept apologizing and trying to kiss her but she kept pushing him away until eventually he left and her mom could finally order her food. 
“No,” he said, shaking his head. “That was my fault. I fucked up. I don’t know why I’ve been acting so shitty lately, I deserved it.”
“Then what’s wrong? You’ve been pushing me away for months.” Shawn let out a shaky breath. It was all she needed to know. This was it. “You’re breaking up with me, aren’t you?” Shawn looked surprised. His eyebrows raised and his shoulders straightened. She almost had half a mind to think that that wasn’t what he was doing. She had a little bit of hope. 
Then, the hope dissipated and Shawn said, “yeah. Yeah, I guess I am.” 
She couldn’t move. Her feet were nailed to the ground. She couldn’t make them move even if she put all her strength into it. He didn’t say anything else. He tried to hug her. He tried to ask her if she was okay. She didn’t notice the tears in his eyes because her vision was blurred with tears of her own. There wasn’t anything she could say. He had said it all and said nothing at all at the same time. 
The sun was setting now. YN had spent the rest of her afternoon lounging in the pool chairs, reading a book and sipping margaritas. The occasional person stopped to talk to her but it was all formalities. How have you been? We miss seeing you around! Is your mother doing alright? No one asked her about Shawn. There wasn’t anything to ask. He had pretty much disappeared after their conversation earlier. She saw him flying around the groups of people and chatting but he never stayed in one place for very long and YN refused to give him more than a glance. 
When it was time for the fireworks, YN put her book away and found her way to the bathroom to change back into her dress. She knocked once and waited for a response. “Occupied.” The voice didn’t come from inside the bathroom, though. And it was one she knew all too well. 
She turned around to see Shawn leaning against the wall with his hands in his shorts pockets. “Are you waiting?” She asked. 
He nodded. “You can go first, though.” He tried not to look her up and down but how could he not when she looked like that. Her one piece was plastered to her body and hugging all her curves that Shawn had loved to touch. Kiss. He couldn’t help but look. YN didn’t answer him, just stepped to the side of the bathroom door to let whoever was inside out. “You don’t need to stand that far away from me,” he said.
“I was safe before. With the counter in between us.” 
“You’re safe now. Always safe with me,” he whispered. She looked over at him and he stepped closer without asking. He was always doing that. Looking at her like that. She had to shake the memory of the morning sun on his face out of her head. Forget the way his lips tasted because if she thought about it, she would kiss him. And she shouldn’t do that. 
A pretty girl with shoulder-length black hair and bright red lipstick came out of the bathroom. She apologized for making them wait and slipped out of the hallway and then they were alone again. “I’m gonna change,” YN said. She headed into the bathroom and locked the door behind her, leaning against it for extra support. 
She tried to breathe as she stared at herself in the mirror, but she couldn’t. She heard a knock at the door. “Can you let me in?” He whispered on the other side of the door. She hesitated, but let him in even though she knew she shouldn’t. He shut the door behind him and now they were only inches apart. She could feel his breath. “I wanna tell you what I should have said that day in your apartment.” 
“You don’t need to do this,” she said. Was he going to just break her heart all over again? Was ending it not enough that he wanted to detail every single reason he didn’t want to be with her? 
“I do.” He put his hands on her face. The way he always did when he needed her to
really listen to him. His palms burned into her cheeks and she wanted to flinch away. The feeling was too familiar and it made her nauseous thinking that she hadn’t felt this in the last three months. How could she have survived not feeling this? “I didn’t come over that day to break up with you. I don’t know why I said I was. You caught me off guard and you were so hurt and mad about how I had been acting and I thought that was the right thing to do. Because you were right. I was being a dick but I had a reason, YN. You gotta believe me.” 
She sucked in the air between them and she didn’t really care what he had to say anymore, only that she wanted to kiss him but she didn’t do that. She pushed him away instead and threw on her dress over her swimsuit. “You had a reason?” She scoffed. “A reason to treat me like a second-class citizen and then what? Lie to me? It’s my fault you broke up with me?” 
“That’s not what I said,” he pleaded, reaching out for her again. He just wanted to feel her skin once more. “Please, let me explain.” She wanted to. She really, really, did. But was too scared and too drunk to stay in the bathroom. She felt like the air was thinning anf she couldn’t breathe anymore so she ran out of the room, leaving the door open behind her. Instead of running through the back, she ran through the front. Where no one could see her hyperventilate. 
She kneeled in the grass, trying to catch her breath. Blades of grass spread between her fingertips. She dug them so deep that when she went to wipe the tears she didn’t know were falling off her cheek, there was dirt under her nails. She heard his footsteps.
“Go away,” she cried, saliva and tears choking her words. “Please.” 
Shawn’s heart broke for her. Broke because he did that. A firework went off above their heads, shattering in the sky like broken glass. Like broken hearts. That was more symbolic of what was happening. “Please look at me.” 
She was sure her mascara was running and her blush was all gone and maybe the pimple she tried to cover up on her cheek was showing now, too. “No.” 
“I need you to look at me,” he begged. He never begged but he was begging for her. Shawn had never loved someone so much and he didn’t think he would ever again if she didn’t just fucking look at him. 
When she turned around, her knees had imprints of grass on them. Some blades stuck to her sticky skin. She didn’t care because he was on one knee, tears streaming down his face and a ring in between his fingers. “I was gonna ask you to marry me that day. I was gonna wait until we were in Italy but I couldn’t be around you without wanting to spill the beans. I couldn’t wait and then I- I don’t know. I came over with this whole speech prepared. The ring was in my pocket. And I left without my girl.” 
He was crying so hard he could barely get the words out. She didn’t even look at the ring. She didn’t know if she even believed him. But when she didn’t say anything and he sobbed even harder and fell back on his butt, burying his head in his hands. He had lost her, he thought. She was gone for good and it was all his fault. 
YN crawled through the manicured lawn, fireworks going off above her. One after the other after the other. They sounded like her racing heartbeat. She wrapped her hands around his wrists and exposed his face. He looked at her with red cheeks and sad eyes and she wiped a tear away from the corner of his mouth. He wanted to kiss her finger. He didn’t. 
“I’m so sorry,” he whispered. YN shook her head and wrapped her arms around his neck. Shouldn’t she be the one crying? She decided she would cry, too. So they both were in a puddle of tears and grass and there were the damn fireworks. 
“Do you mean it?” She asked. He pulled away just enough to look at her. He furrowed his brows like he was confused and she clarified. “Do you mean it? That you love me? Wanted to marry me?” 
“Did you not read my last letter?” He asked, slightly heartbroken. He thought it couldn’t shatter any more than it already was, but then she shook her head. She didn’t read it. She had had enough of the letters that she just tossed it in the garbage. “Of course I mean it.” 
As she prayed that it was still in her trash car, she kissed him. She kissed him so hard she could no longer hear or feel the fireworks. 
YN, 
The travel sucked, but Vienna is beautiful. It’s everything I thought it would be. The coffee is great. I know that’s what you were most excited about. I wish I could pack up every coffee shop and send it home to you. I wish I could pack you up and bring you here. I shouldn’t have come without you. Why did I do that? I see your face in every sculpture I see. I hear your voice in the birds chirping. I love you. 
YN,
We’re leaving Vienna now. I don’t need to tell you what’s next. You wrote the itinerary. You planned too many travel days. We would have bickered the entire time, you know. You would have been too tired and hot to sit in the airport for hours and then on the plane. No wonder you paid extra for first class. Let me pay you back, okay? I know you said I could have it since it was my birthday present, but I want to. I’ll Venmo you. If you unblock me. Is it because I tried to send you money to get a response? I’m sorry. Anyway, the flights are long and my back really hurts so I wish I had your hands to massage them. You were always so good at that. 
I smell you inside this restaurant
All these couples kissing on these boats. Fuck I wish you were here. 
YN,
I know it’s been a few days since I last wrote a letter. I hope that they’re not bothering you. They probably are, which is why you haven’t written one back. Or unblocked me. I don’t know. Sweden was cool. Would have been better with you. Why did we break up again? 
We landed in Paris. I’m writing this on a napkin of a French coffee shop. It’s too pretentious for you. 
The Eiffel tower would look better with you under it. 
YN,
We’re going to Italy now. I’m writing this on the plane. It’s the last stretch of the trip, as you know. I hope all my pictures are finding you well. How are you? I don’t know what to say, anymore. I don’t think I ever knew what to say. Even when I was breaking up with you, you know. I didn’t know what I was saying. How can I take it back? It’s too late. I should have made a grand gesture and asked you on this trip with me. Together or not. I should have stood outside your apartment with a boombox and sang your favorite rom-com songs until you came down to shut me up and then we’d kiss or something. Your apartment is too high up, anyway. You’d never hear me. I could ask one of the window cleaners to let me on their thing maybe. Then you’d see me. Then I’d have to get down. You don’t like big romantic gestures, anyway. I know that. I love you.  
YN, 
This is the last letter I’m going to write. You’re not answering me and I’m in Positano right now and all I can think about is how this was where I was planning on asking you to marry me. That’s why I pushed so hard for us to add it to the trip. It’s so beautiful here. The sun is so bright and the beach is so clear. I wanted to bring you to the beach, set up a picnic, and pour you champagne. Not too much, because I want you to remember the way that I tell you that you’re the girl of my dreams. I wish I hadn’t jumped the gun and come over that day. In your apartment? How fucking dumb. You don’t even have the best view in the building. Maybe if I hadn’t been so scared to accidentally slip up my plans, I wouldn’t have been so avoidant. Then you wouldn’t have thought I wanted to break up and maybe we’d be engaged. When I get back I’m going to find you. Please tell me you’ll say yes. 
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neglected ~ shawn mendes
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request?: yes!
“hiii, here’s a shawn mendes x reader request i had since you’re requests are open now…
so what if the reader joins shawn on tour but starts feeling left out because shawn is only paying attention to his friends and then eventually the reader gets fed up of it and just snaps at shawn. then they have a fight about it, but at the end it’s all fluffy.
love u, stay safe :)”
description: when he starts neglecting her while on tour, she has enough and decides to voice her frustrations
pairing: shawn mendes x female!reader
warnings: swearing
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Going on tour with your boyfriend for the first time should’ve been a magical experience. Getting to watch him perform every night, getting to go to the after parties with him to celebrate, spending a lot of alone time together in hotel rooms and the tour bus. How could it not be the time of your life?
That’s what you expected anyways. Reality was not as amazing as you thought.
You knew that Shawn would be busy. You didn’t expect him to drop his work to spend time with you. You didn’t want him to do that anyways; you were actually very excited to watch him perform and to be there for his shows and soundchecks.
No, it wasn’t the work that was making this experience less stellar than you expected. It was Shawn’s friends and his attention towards them.
You loved Shawn’s friends and you were glad they agreed to come on the tour for a while as well. Shawn had been having a hard time mentally on tour so you suggested that he bring some of his friends with him to help him feel more at home while on the road. At first, you were glad to see that it was working and to see how happy Shawn was. But then you started to notice how much more time and attention he was giving his friends versus how much he was giving you. It got to a point where he wouldn’t even notice you weren’t there.
Like the night that everything finally came to a head for you.
You had been to Shawn’s show, cheering for him from your VIP section. When the show finished, you went backstage to meet up with everyone. You were almost shocked when Shawn immediately ran up to you and gave you a big kiss.
“We’re going out for after show drinks,” he told you. “You’re coming with us, right?”
“Of course,” you said. “I gotta go to the bathroom first. I had one too many sodas during the show.”
Shawn chuckled and kissed you again before letting you go.
You were buzzing with excitement as you quickly did your business and washed your hands. You were hopped up on post show adrenaline and the excitement of being invited to the night out. You didn’t want to leave the guys waiting for too long.
Once you stepped out of the bathroom, though, you found the backstage area empty except for Shawn’s manager. He looked at you in shock when you appeared.
“I thought you were going to the after party,” he said.
“I am,” I said. “I mean, I thought I was. Are they all gone?”
“Yeah, they left a few minutes ago.”
You bit back the hurt you were feeling. You were sure this was a misunderstanding. Maybe they were waiting for you outside.
But when you went out back where the car had been, all you saw was the tour bus and the stage crew carrying the equipment out. A lump was forming in your throat as you dialed Shawn’s number. You let it ring until it went to voicemail, then tried again to the same results.
Suddenly, your sadness washed away and was replaced with anger. You couldn’t believe that he left you! He invited you to go, he was the one who brought it up to you, and for the quick five minutes you were in the bathroom, he left!
You were fuming as you ordered an Uber to the arena. Most of the fans had cleared out by now, so you were safe to stand in the front of the arena as you waited for your Uber to arrive. You hoped your driver wasn’t very talkative because you truly were not in the mood for small talk.
Your driver gave you a small smile as you got in. “Coming from the concert?”
“Yeah,” you deadpanned.
“Oh, that doesn’t sound good. Was it not a good show?”
“It was a good show until the end,” you muttered, turning to look out the window to signify to your driver that you were finished with the conversation.
You uttered a small “thank you” as you got out of the car at the hotel you were staying in. Your anger had started melting away in the car ride over, so now instead of the angry stomp you had planned, you were just barley dragging your feet to the elevator. You watched as the numbers ticked upwards until the soft ding filled your ears and the doors opened on your floor.
Your and Shawn’s shared hotel room wasn’t too far from the elevator, luckily, because all you wanted to do now was lay down in bed and cry. You couldn’t believe Shawn had so easily forgotten you, and now he wasn’t even answering your calls. This was supposed to be the time of your life, and instead all you felt was sadness. Part of you just wanted to pack your things and go home. It wasn’t like Shawn would even notice you weren’t there.
You were debating booking the next flight out of there and back home as you laid down in bed, but the minute your head hit the pillow your tears were unleashed. You curled up into a ball, allowing the tears to flow freely down your cheeks and soak into the pillow beneath you until you eventually cried yourself to sleep.
~~~~~~
You were awoken to the sound of a loud bang. You jumped awake, thinking someone was breaking into your room or something. It wasn’t until you heard a familiar laugh that you realized it was just Shawn finally coming back from his “after party”.
You looked over at your phone to see it was 3am. About time he got back.
Shawn switched on the light in the room without warning, causing you to yelp as you quickly covered your eyes.
“Shit, I’m so sorry baby,” he said. “I didn’t think you’d be awake.”
“Hard to sleep when you’re banging around the room and laughing at the top of your lungs,” you grumped. You blinked your eyes, trying to adjust to the bright light and to get rid of the spots currently in your vision.
You looked up to see Shawn had that goofy smile on his face that you normally loved to see. You knew this meant he had had a good night, which usually you’d be happy about. But the events of the night were still fresh on your mind and you weren’t about to let him get away with neglecting you this time.
“Did you have a good night?” you asked him.
“Oh yeah, it was great! We went to this local bar that had a local band playing. We drank a bunch, played some pool. One of the guys in the band recognized me and let me get up on stage with them. I actually followed all of them, I’m gonna post a video of them performing on my story and hope it helps them gain a bunch of followers.”
“Sounds awesome. Thank you so much for including me in your oh so fun boy’s night.”
Shawn looked up at you, a confused look on his face. He was finally registering the sarcasm dripping from your tone.
“What do you mean? I invited you to come, babe.”
“Yeah you did, and about five minutes later while I was in the bathroom, you fucking left me at the arena!”
“What? No, I - ”
“Yes you did, Shawn! I went to the bathroom, I told you I’d be back and I’d be down to going out after your show, and then when I did come back from the bathroom you had just up and left me! No texts, no calls, no telling me where you were going. Just gone without a trace. You didn’t even text me to see if I had gotten back here safe from the arena.”
His face was turning a light shade of pink. “I just thought...I mean I knew you would’ve - ”
“Don’t lie, Shawn,” you cut him off. “You didn’t think of me at all. You just wanted to go out and have a good time with your friends. Who gives a fuck if your girlfriend is there or not, even though you were the one who invited me to come along with you guys.”
“Hey, you were the one who told me to invite the guys on the tour with me.”
“Yes, I did. I’m not claiming that I didn’t. I did that because I knew you were having a rough time mentally on the tour and I thought it would help to have your friends here with you. But what I didn’t think would happen would be that you were spending all your time with them and none of it with me!”
“That’s not true! I do spend time with you!”
“When? When was the last time we hung out without your friends, Shawn? When was the last time we did something outside of the hotel rooms and the tour bus and the backstage areas, just the two of us, without your friends? Tell me.”
You crossed your arms and looked at him, expectantly. He was silent and you could tell by the look on his face that he didn’t have any response.
“That’s what I thought,” you said.
“Okay, maybe we haven’t been spending much time together lately, but you’ve been on tour with me longer than the guys have. I spent time with you before they were here, and now I should be spending time with you while they’re here? That doesn’t seem fair.”
Your anger came to a boil. You got up from the bed and got so close to Shawn that you were basically in his face. He had to take a step away from you because you were so close, your anger radiating off of you.
“I was on tour with you a whole week before the guys came! So don’t pull that shit on me! I have every right to be upset about the fact that you have been neglecting me in favor of your friends. I love them to pieces, and you know that, but I do not love you shoving me to the side because of them. If you don’t want to spend time with me, just tell me so I can pack my shit and go home.”
You didn’t realize you had started crying again until Shawn reached out and wiped the tears from your cheeks with his thumbs. He held your head in his hands, sadness written on his face.
“I’m so sorry, (Y/N),” he said. “You’re right, the way I’ve been treating you is unfair. I’ve never gotten to take my girlfriend or my friends on tour before. I was so excited to be able to spend this time with everyone that I forgot I should be dividing it equally, not just expecting you to want to spend time with me and the guys all the time and not having alone time together.”
You sighed and moved closer to him, burying your head in his chest as you wrapped your arms around his waist.
“I want you to be happy while you tour,” you told him. “I just want to be able to spend time with you, too, and to make memories while we’re seeing the world together. I don’t mind if the guys tag along sometimes, but other times I do want it to just be us.”
“I know, babe. I promise from here on out I will spend equal time with you and with the guys, and I won’t leave you alone in arenas when we’re going out ever again. I’ll wait for you, even if that makes us the last two people in the building and they’re forcing us out so they can lock up.”
You giggled. “I won’t make you take it that far. That’s not fair to the custodians then.”
Shawn chuckled as well and kissed your forehead. The two of you got into bed together and you settled into Shawn’s arms. You were starting to feel the tug of sleep pulling you into the world of dreams when you felt Shawn’s lips against your forehead again.
“I love you,” he whispered.
“I love you, too,” you mumbled back. “Go to sleep, I’m tired.”
His chest vibrated as he chuckled and you felt him stretch out towards the nearby light switch before the room was plunged into darkness and you finally drifted off to sleep.
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