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vivaladicamillo · 1 year

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I 10000% need some fluff and smut for Ryan Dunn!!!

RYAN DUNN X GN!READER HCS

okok more ryan dunn content bc lord im so whipped for him its not funny anymore, i also think there NEEDS more content of him on here i’ve scrolled to the bottom of the ryan dunn tags and im in need of content tbh, so might as well make my own for other ryan lover like me out there !

WARNINGS: nsfw elements towards the end

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SFW:

oh this man is crazy for u

we’ve seen and heard of stories of ryans past relationships

we all know he would literally bend over backwards for u

i feel like hes not to big on romantic things though

like fancy flashy type romantic stuff

date wise he would probably take u either somewhere public like the movies or an icecream shop or like somewhere u genuinely really wanna go

in public though he always had one arm wrapped around u

either around ur waist or ur shoulder or even just holding ur hand

he wants everyone in that mf to know ur his

LOVES TO SHOW U OFF

keep a little photo of u in his wallet

“yah my girlfriend is super hot.”

the guys totally dog on him for it though

everyones just praying ur not like his past relationships

he just has a habit of letting people step over him bc he care abt them too much

but ur not like le that, ur different (hopefully LMAO)

when he started growing his hair out he definitely let u brush it and style it when u could

that man barely knows how to shower on a regular basis hes definitely not brushing his own hair regularly

SPEAKING OF SHOWERS

oh lord jesus christ ur gonna have to make him shower

hes gonna be smelling like a whole can of bounce that ass sometimes

u will probably have to make a deal with him to shower

or just lock his ass up in there and tell him hes not coming out untill he does shower

but honestly if u just ask him politely and nicely he will start trying to smell better and shower more often

anything for u

he loves to kiss u

like all the time, no matter where

in public, in front of the guys, in front of a old persons home, u name it and he’s probably gonna kiss u there

also he loves kissing ur nose, forehead, cheek and ofc ur lips

he also doesnt mind kisses back (lord please kiss his nose he secretly loves it when u do that)

any joke u make will make him do his little goofy laugh

oh and he will do anything to see u laugh or smile

he adore ur smile

he could just admire it for hours on end

i feel like his mom would love u too

ur just his perfect match !

NSFW:

hmm where should i start

i feel like hes a switch but hes more on the dom side

but not like rough and mean

he’s definitely a soft dom

he loves to take it slow, gentle and calm

he wants to enjoy every minute you guys spend together

slow pace but just right yk?

but he also loves it when ur dominant

seeing u above him and seeing u have all the power when it comes to the bedroom just does something for him

he don’t discriminate

LOVESSS when u give him hickeys

he will also give them to you yes ofc but only if hes feeling a bit jealous

he does not like sharing his sex life with anyone

maybe bam but thats a bog MAYBE

ik hes stated before he likes to keep things private

so no risky public sex or threesomes

maybeathreesomewithbambutthatsnot100%

oh he loves to give u head

and hes damn well good at it

he wont stop till u at least have came twice

SPEAKING OF CUM (hehe cum)

his favorite place for him to cum is either on ur thighs or in ur mouth

SHOWER SEX!

probably one of the only ways u can get him to shower

he likes using handcuffs on u though

thats on super rare occurrences

kink wise i think hes not into a lot

maybe hair pulling, spanking but not much else

hes always down to try some stuff though if u really wanted too

just nothing that involves him hurting u or u hurting him

i also feel like hes not one to joke during the deed

unless u both are in a silly mood then maybe theres some giggling and jokes

but otherwise he wants it to be more intimate and loving

PRAISE PRAISE PRAISE ALL DAY

“ah yes ur doing so good for me baby.” “u look so good with my cock inside u darling”

i feel like hes into being called a title

like sir or master (maybe)

i feel like he would be icked out by daddy though

his after care is amazing though

you want him to run u a bath? get u food, drinks? a magically gay unicorn? hes getting it for u no matter how tired he is

LOVES TO CUDDLE AFTERWARDS

he thinks its so cute when u fall asleep in his arms first

he just loves u so much and wants to see u happy

if ur happy and satisfied hes happy and satisfied

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hope u enjoyed!! i kinda just did a bunch of cute and spicy headcanons for this bc i just wrote another ryan fic abt a similar topic sooooo yea!

#HEHHEHE I LOVE HIMMM #RYAN BABYYYY #SCREAMING #jackass #cky crew #cky x reader #cky4 #cky2k #cky clip #cky3 #ryan dunn x reader #ryan dunn x reader smut #ryan dunn #ryan is so cutie

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chocominnie · 3 years

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One Last Time — 05

⇢ pairing: Jimin X Reader

⇢ Genre: Idol!Jimin, Exbf!Jimin, model!reader, sad au, fluff, tons of smut, angst

⇢ Synopsis: Your idol ex boyfriend Jimin cheated on you. You two have been broken up for a while now and the media has been keeping track of you and him. You’re trying to get over him, but the things that happen inbetween makes you re-think the entire breakup, and so does Jimin…

⇢ Song : xxxxx

⇢ Previous : 00 01 02

⇢ Word Count : 3k

⇢ Warnings: dominant jimin, makeout sessions, this is honestly a sad angsty au, cheating, pregnancy, unprotected and protected sex, a bunch of sex, no really a LOT of sexual themes too, I know I’m forgetting some but sorry in advance!

⇢ Copyright: please do NOT repost, translate, or modify my works in any way, shape or form, on any platform. If found doing so , it is considered as plagiarism and appropriate LEGAL action will be taken

⇢ Authors note: This is my mini series for the summer! Get your tissues, things to take your anger out on, and sit back and watch the drama unfold. Shall we begin?

The scent of vanilla with a hint of cinnamon is what wakes you up from your sleep. Hair and body tangled in-between the blankets, which lets you know you you had tossed and turned once again. The frizzball on your head is definitely going to be a challenge to work with. Stretching your limbs, you let out a small yawn only for your hands to drop back down and feel nothing but cold emptiness.

Was it a dream? Dream? You didn’t even have one of your night terrors for the first time in a year. The dream to you seemed rather pleasent. Jimin tangled up in your arms as he holds you tight while you breathe into his bare chest. The warmness is something you had longed for once again and it all felt surreal.

‘‘ You awake yet?’‘

The voice startles you, making you drop your phone onto the comforter and turn your head towards the bedroom door where it came from. His blonde hair and small smile peep through the door, hoping to atleast get a better reaction out of you.

So it is real.

“ You’re really here? Did I bump my head too hard to where im imagining things?” You pull the covers close to you for security. Just as in your dream, there he is barechest and all.

He lets out a squeaky laugh followed by a smile as he comes towards your bed, tapping them to give you a signal to open. You raise an eyebrow but oblige, spreading them a bit only for him to sit inbetween them. It feels as if you’re heart might explode with the sudden flirtacious moves from him. Something you have been wanting but still aren’t used to.

‘‘ You slept so good that you don’t remember last night?”

You look at him eyes wide and then down to your body, “ Please tell me we didn’t-’’

‘‘ As much as I would of love to, No.’‘

A shot of relief flows through you but sadness soon comes over. He isn’t yours to be thinking these sorts of things. He isn’t yours in general. It wouldn’t be right for him to say things like that to you, while still entangled with another female.

‘‘ Why so sad?” His hands comes to your face to caress your cheeks. You shake your head softly then grab his hand to slowly lower it back down.

Jimin sighs, “ Baby just tell me whats wrong.’’

That word. That word you know always messes things up with your thoughts. Your emotions, hell everything in your body too.

You slowly make your way off of the bed, not interested in the conversation anymore. It’s not like you don’t want to continue, you do, but the guilt of everything that comes with it is enough to stir you away.

‘‘ Jimin don’t use that word. You technically still belong to Isabel.”

‘‘ Is she here at this very moment?” He cocks his head to the side with a smirk. You roll your eyes in response to his cockiness.

‘‘ No. That doesn’t change the fa-”

‘‘ Alright then. Now are you going to tell me what’s really on your mind or do I have to force it out?” He raises his hands and scrunches them with grabby motions. You don’t fall for it though.

You make your way to the doorway, “ That’s all Jimin. I promise. Just call me by my real name okay?’’

But that’s not what you want. What you want you know you can’t have. It’s not because you can’t have it because you want too. It’s just that it would make you feel like a terrible, horrible person. The look on his face when you say those words almost make you give in. Those puppy eyes caught yours and for a split second you almost consider it but don’t. It’s hard for you, it really is. Having something dangling in your face but you’re too concious to have it.

He’s still not yours.

With the morning being spent eating a good breakfast Jimin made your favorite pancakes. You watched him carefully, the way his hair bobbed up and down a bit while his right arm whisked the batter quickly. He seemed so natural and comfortable as if he was used to doing this for you. With your elbows on the island counter and head in your hands while you’re seated, you can’t help yourself to stare at the back of him and let the memories float in your mind.

Memories that never fade from you. It’s cute of him to steal glances of you here and there when pouring the batter into the pan. The small winks he gives you makes your heart flutter and the blood rush to your cheeks. It feels rather good to you to have his presence here. Despite the guilty feeling in the pit of your stomach.

The rest of the day you two decide to lounge around. Endless movies and tv shows throughout the day as you’re cuddled up next to him with a pink colored blanket for the two of you to share. Clara seems to enjoy her time with him too since she won’t let him put her down. She meows loudly with every movement of him. Such a drama queen.

‘‘ Jimin it’s getting late..” You pause, looking up at him. He gives you a small frown when he sits up in hopes you won’t finish your sentence. “ She might begin to worry you’re not home yet.”

Jimin ignores your comment only to latch onto your body a little more rougher, arms not wanting to let go. You giggle before running your fingers through his hair as his head lays softly onto your chest. You wan’t him to leave mentally, but your body wants to hold on to him for way much longer.

‘‘ Your heartbeat is soothing to me.”

It always has been. Anytime he just wanted to talk when you were in a relationship, he would lay you down and then lay himself on you with his ear pressed against your chest. Some days he would have been happy to talk, others, he just wanted to lay there to fall asleep.

‘‘ Seriously Jimin. You should leave.”

He shakes his head, ‘’ Shhh. Jungkook is coming soon and I would love to sit here and have you to myself.’’

You raise an eyebrow is confusion, “ Why is he coming here?’’

‘‘ I kind of sort of lost my keys to my home. Isabel came yesterday to give the copy’s she went and made when we were at Ryan’s office. I left the house key with Jungkook while going after you instead of putting it on my keychain right away.”

So that explains why she came. It also would of been better to have touch pad, or even facial recognition to enter the home. Anyone can just copy the key to your home. The fans are already crazy enough after that time you two saw one trying to follow you into your used-to-be shared apartment. It didn’t end so well either.

“ Why don’t you have touch-pad?” You say, sitting up with a disappointed look.

‘‘ Funny story. When the house was made I thought keys would be better than touch-pad on the outside because any paparazzi who manages to get through the front could snap pictures of the code. So why not use a key right?’‘

You just sigh and shake your head in disappointment, not even wanting to explain why that would still be a dumb idea. “ Whatever makes you happy.”

‘‘ But if you were there you would of stopped me.. right?”

Your eyes shoot down to him only to see him staring right back up into yours. The butterflies in your stomach begin to flutter once more. It’s been so long since you felt those.

‘‘ Yes. Yes I would have told you it was a dumb option because nobody can make it past security without calling you first.’‘ You whisper, both of your faces inches away from each other.

‘‘ I thought so. Can I make another dumb suggestion?’‘ His voice says, faint enough for you to hear making the hairs stick up on your neck.

You swallow slowly as chills run down your spine out of anxiety, ‘‘ What?’‘

‘‘ This.’‘

It all feels surreal to you. His lips against yours moving in sync together it’s all just surreal. Within seconds his tongue is swiping against your lips begging for entrance in which you comply. The way his hands rub up and down your thighs is sure to make you moan against the kiss, grabbing them to lead it to your core. He obliges and traces the outline of it outside of your clothing, laying you down gently on the couch in the process.

Until that painful doorbell rings loudly causing you both to groan. Jimin pulls away with a plop noise and give you a wink before lifting off of you to go see who is at the door. Your clothes are ruffled up a bit and that small wet spot between your legs seems to not too noticeable when you fix yourself up quickly.

Sex with Jimin. You almost had sex with Jimin. You feel wrong about it but at the same time you want nothing more to have him make you a screaming moaning mess. You miss him, the way his stroke game is, and everything about him dominating you in the bedroom.

He’s still not yours though.

‘‘ Who is it?’‘

You sit up and fix your hair to at-least look presentable. That kiss meant everything to you. Your feelings and body enjoyed it but your mind did not. It slipped your mind that you should of pulled away. Nothing can replace how it felt to have his lips on yours again.

The door opens revealing Jungkook who’s face is a little red and breathing hard. He runs inside and shoves Jimin out the way before slamming the door shut and locking it with his back against the wall. You furrow your eyebrows and get up from the spot you’re sitting in.

‘‘ Jungkook what’s happening? Why are you run-”

Bang! Bang! Bang!

‘‘ Open the door now! I know you guys are in there! Jimin get your ass out here now!’’

Bang! Bang! Bang!

Your eyes go wide. That voice. That oh so familiar voice is standing right outside your apartment door.

‘‘ I tried telling her you went to practice with Seokjin for some new choreography but she knew I lied. Im sorry I tried to run as fast as I could to my car to get away from her. She followed me here in her car and then I had to run some more up to your apartment.’‘ He breathes hard, handing the new set of keys to Jimin.

Shit! You have no words to say. This wouldn’t of all started if you wouldn’t have been so stubborn yesterday to just take a taxi. You wouldn’t of passed out, he wouldn’t have been here with you all day today.

That doesn’t excuse the fact that this girl is batshit crazy for following Jungkook and showing up at your actual fucking apartment. Jimin looks at you with sorriness in his eyes. You look at him with anger and cross your arms to prove your point as to why he should have left in the first place.

‘‘ Im going outside to talk to her. I’ll be back in a couple of minutes.”

Jimin’s hand pushes down the handle to the door and as soon as he cracks it open, the force of the door pushes open harshly hitting the wall next to it, making him stumble back a little.

‘‘ So you think it is okay to go to your exes apartment? I would never disrespect you like that Jimin, you know that!” Rage has taken upon her, face red and it doesn’t already help that her facial expression is beyond pissed.

Slap!

You watch in horror as her hand connects with his left cheek. Jungkook’s eyes go wide, but then frown into anger before walking over to her. Stomping with each step he takes.

“ Watch what your fucking doing okay? That’s my brother and I certainly do not hit girls but with one click of a button Ryan will be on her way to beat your ass got it?’’

‘‘ Jungkook stay out of this! This isn’t your battle. Now you, you have some nerve letting him inside here. Obviously you were not enough for him to go cheating on you.” Isabel says, stepping away from Jimin and leaving him there at the door.

That one hurt. She does have a point though, you should of made Jimin leave regardless of what he said to you. You got caught up in the moments that weren’t meant to be yours. Its true, she has every right to be mad.

‘‘ I don’t appreciate you being around Jimin..” She inches closer to you, hands on her hips. You begin to back up, eyes to the ground of guilt. If only things wouldn’t have unfolded like this.

‘‘ Your relationship to him is starting to be inapropriate.” Isabel’s eyes make contact with yours when you look up. She looks at you as if you’re disgusting, and you can’t blame her.

‘‘ Isabel..’‘ Jimin warns, coming behind her.

On the heel of her feet, she turns around shaking her head. “You don’t deserve to talk. You care so much about her, but did you forget we are a couple? We may just be cooling things off between us, but you are still mine as I am to you.’‘

Jimin sighs, stopping just behind her, ‘‘ Isabel look..”

“ Jimin..” Jungkook starts, uneasy of what his brother is to say next. You know what’s coming and you know that tone of Jimin’s voice all too well.

The same one he used when breaking up with you. You see the tears well in her eyes. Some part of you feels bad for her because you know those words well. You know that feeling all too good.

‘‘ Are you really breaking up with me because of her? We were doing just fine until she showed back up in the picture. Are you seriously doing this?” Her voice cracks on the last words. That made your heart sting a bit. This isn’t right.

Jimin sighs looking at the two of you back and forth. You are the one for him, it’s no doubt. It was a stupid choice for him to cheat on you. It was a stupid choice for him to leave you in the dust like that. You gave him everything. A loving relationship, a home, happiness, you are the highlight of his days. He misses you just as much as you miss him.

“ Isabel we are through. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the man to your expectations. It’s my fault. All my fault and I shouldn’t have let you belie-”

“ Fuck you. Fuck you Park Jimin.” Her words slice through the air, piercing Jimin right in his heart. It hurt for him to hear that, but he deserves it.

Jungkook doesn’t look so shocked, but he does wish Jimin would have did this else-where other than your apartment. Isabel looks at you with envy, reaching into her small chanel bag for something. Jungkook gives her a warning look to just leave before grabbing your arm to make you stand behind him.

“ Isabel I’ll walk you down. It’s best to just leave it be. Please.” Jimin begs from behind her. You watch the tears roll down her eyes and you still can’t help but to feel guilty.

You are the cause of their breakup. Maybe you really should have minded your business about Jimin. Maybe you shouldn’t have entertained his charming ways at all. Looking back down at her hands, you see a small pocket knife she grips tightly. You tap Jungkook and point which makes him push you behind him even more.

“ It’s a bad idea. You can hurt me but you wont hurt my brother or her.” He says, daring her to make any type of movement towards you.

Jimin comes behind her and attempts to grab the knife in which she slashes his palm on accident trying to push him away. In that quick second, Jimin hisses in pain while pulling away giving Isabel all the time she has to get to you while Jungkook is already across the room for his brother, forgetting you hiding behind him.

‘‘ Shit! Jimin are you okay?” He asks, but then quickly turns to you, “ Quick! Go hide! Hurry! “ Jungkook screams.

‘‘ Isabel this isn’t what he wants. He wants you to be happy and getting back at me will only upset him more!” As if your words would even convince the crazy girl in the slightest.

She just laughs as your words, fastly walking to you who’s, running towards the living area thinking it would cut time shorter if you cut through there to your bathroom.

You aren’t fast enough. She tackles you to the ground where you two rumble around trying to get away from her until she putting all her weight on you as she sits directly on your chest making it hard for you to breathe.

“ Maybe a little mark on your face will tell you to stop home-wrecking people’s relationship.” She raises the knife up high and you watch in horror before she raises it back to in attempt to make a slash on your forehead.

You block each attempt at her trying to slash anything on your face. Your dad always told you to protect your face in self defense and fighting and thats what you do. Only until with one last thrush, the knife connects with your forearm, making a nice sized gash on it.

‘‘ Fuck!”

The voices in your area fade in and out. You look to your left to see Isabel being dragged out by a pair of cops. But the puddle of blood forming around you rapidly sends you into panic. Only you cant panic. You cant speak. Your vision is slowly loosing faith in you.

Open.

Close.

Open.

Close.

Open.

Cl-

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pucksnsticksnhockeyboys · 3 years

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there for you

summary: your best friend Bowen can’t help but draw some connections between you and your favorite show.

word count: 2k

warnings: heavy spoilers for New Girl. like, its basically the premise of the fic

note from the writer: here’s a link to a tweet with the scene im talking about in this fic, its from the episode “Oregon” (season 4 ep 16). shoutout to @bqstqnbruin for finding it for me

Bowen had long since stopped asking to come over before showing up on your doorstep. Usually, he’d send a ‘are you home?’ text to make sure you were around, before heading to your apartment for whatever reason he had in mind.

The latest text had come in twenty minutes ago, so you knew he was going to show up soon.

Like clockwork, you heard a knock on your front door and Bowen greeting your roommates before your bedroom door opened. He was grinning, wide as ever, and you opened your arms for a hug from your position laying in bed, under the covers and in the middle of a New Girl marathon.

“Scoot over.” Bowen grins, barely giving you enough time to react before dropping on top of you, arms wrapped around your middle and his head nuzzled into the crook of your neck. You paused the show, not wanting to miss anything despite being on your third rewatch.

You wondered if he could feel how fast your heart was beating. If he knew just how much his touch affected you, how many feelings you were harboring from him.

“What’s up?” You asked, pushing away any thoughts about your massive crush on your best friend as you tried to get to the bottom of why he showed up out of the blue. It wasn’t the first time he had done so, but he always had a reason.

“I wanted to see you. Practice was rough.” He mumbled in the crook of your neck. Your heart skipped a beat at his words, how they fell past his lips so easily. Those words made you think that maybe your feelings weren’t so one sided, that there was a chance for you to be even happier than you already were with your best friend.

“You’re going to make me blush.” You teased, downplaying the fact that he really did manage to fluster you. Bowen snorted, squeezing you tightly once more instead of responding to your comment. An easy moment of silence passed, one that wasn’t stifling or awkward and it reminded you once more just how much you enjoyed being around Bowen. Subconsciously, one of your hands threaded through his hair. “I like it when your hair is longer like this.”

Your words were punctuated by a tug on his roots and though he didn’t say anything, he hummed contentedly. You worried that maybe he’d be able to hear the hammering of your heart or he’d know that the smile on your face wasn’t because of your platonic love for him. You feared that he would know—know how much you loved him and know that you had been hiding your feelings for so long. But you couldn’t let yourself think too much about that, you couldn’t let yourself overthink and ruin one of your closest friendships, so you tactfully changed the subject.

“Are we napping or watching my show?” You asked, though you had a pretty good idea what his answer would be.

“Nap, please.” He mumbled, and you could never deny him, especially when he was acting so sleepy and adorable, so you agreed easily. You both shifted your positions slightly, you trying to find the comfiest spot and him climbing under the covers with you, but eventually you both melted into your mattress, Bowen’s head still buried in the crook of your neck.

Bowen tried to stay awake a little longer; to tell you about his morning and the practice he had just come from that had drained his energy completely. But before long, his words were slurring together and when he stopped mid sentence, you knew he had fallen asleep with his arms wrapped around you and your fingers carding through his hair.

You tried to stay up too, to relish in the feeling of being in his arms. But you knew that pretending like it meant something more than it did was only going to break your heart more, so soon after he dozed off you closed your eyes and followed suit.

You were the first one to wake up, a combinatin of Bowen’s weight on you becoming slightly uncomfortable and the need to use the bathroom, so you did your best to climb out from underneath him without waking him. You thought you had made it out clear, but the moment your feet hit the floor Bowen was stirring from behind you.

“Where are you going?” He mumbled, causing you to halt your movements. It was far from the first time you had heard his gravelly voice just after he woke up, but it never failed to make your heart race. You swore you could listen to him talk forever, which was a good thing, since he never seemed to be able to stop talking.

“Bathroom. I’ll be right back.” You told him, finally standing to your feet. When you turned back around, Bowen was already watching you with tired eyes that made your heart clench. God, you were so gone for him.

You slipped out of the room without saying anything more, not trusting yourself to not blurt out just exactly how his smile made you feel. When you returned, he was sitting up against your headboard, your laptop open on his lap as he queued up the episode you had been watching before he arrived.

“New Girl again?” Bowen teased when he spotted you enter the room. You playfully rolled your eyes at him, climbing back into your spot beside him on the bed. You mirrored his position, though you dropped your head against his shoulder.

“It’s a good show. Plus, Jess and Nick’s relationship is my favorite.” You told him decidedly, like you had a dozen times before. The relationship between Jess and Nick truly was somehting you strived for—friends that were always in love with each other, no matter the problems that arised and even when they were broken up they did their best to keep the other happy.

“Fair enough.” He chuckled, shifting slightly so that his arm was around you and he could hold you closer to his side. “What episode are we on?”

“Oregon.” You started, knowing you’d have to catch him up on more than just the episode name. “Jess, Cece, and the guys go to Portland because Jess’ dad is getting married. Jess’ boyfriend, Ryan, was supposed to show up but since he lives in England he said it wouldn’t make sense for him to be there. So, Nick’s trying to make Jess feel better because he secretly loves her and I just need them to get back together.”

“Don’t they end up together though?” Bowen asks, trying to recall as much about the show as he could. It might not have been one of his personal favorites, but he knew you loved it, so that was enough for him to try and follow along.

“Yeah, but they aren’t right now.” You confirm. Before Bowen could ask anymore questions, you pressed play on your laptop and continued where you left off. Jess and the group had just arrived at her childhood home, only to find her mom ready to greet Ryan, who wasn’t there. The scene played on, with Nick telling Jess the hard truth that Ryan bailing wasn’t okay.

You could feel Bowen’s eyes on you as the scene changed to Nick comforting Jess in her room. Giggling at the Jordan Catalano joke, you tried your best to focus on the screen and not the piercing blue eyed gaze that seemed to be studying your face. And, like you always did when you got to this scene, you bit your lip to supress a grin as Nick delivered his next line.

“The only thing that matters is that the guy is there for you when you need him. Otherwise, you’re dating a wall.”

“Are you even paying attention, Bow? That’s like, my favorite line. What I wouldn’t give to have someone love me the way Nick loves Jess.” You sighed, settling further against Bowen as the episode continued on. He didn’t say anything in response, other than a quiet hum, but for the rest of the episode you could practically hear the gears turning inside his head as he turned his attention to the screen.

Netflix automatically continued on to the next episode, but as soon as the intro started Bowen’s hand shot out and paused the show. You looked at him curiously; the two of you usually got through at least a couple of episodes whenever you hung out like you were then.

“You know…” Bowen started, trailing off before he finished his thought. He wasn’t meeting your gaze, and it was clear that what he wanted to say was on the tip of his tongue so you stayed silent while he found his words. “I’m always there for you.”

You felt your heart stop beating and skip three beats all at once. You weren’t sure where he was going with his train of thought, but if you had to guess you would be getting your hopes up. Because there was absolutely no way that he felt the same for you that Nick does for Jess.

“Yeah, you are…” You breathed, trying to get him to meet your gaze but instead he stayed focused on your comforter pulled over both of your laps. The hand that wasn’t around your shoulders was toying with the fabric, and in a bid to calm him down enough to get him to say what he needed you slipped your hand into his. Bowen drew in a steadying breath and finally met your gaze, a dozen and one emotions swirling behind his eyes.

“I love you, you know.” He said firmly, like there was no question about it in the slightest and not the very words you had been dying to hear from him for years. You nodded, unable to form words but not wanting to leave him hanging.

You supposed you did know that he loved you. He showed it in his blatant affection and the frequent texts about how his life was going. He cared for you, there was no doubt about it, but you had never let yourself believe that he meant anything more than friendship. And now he was offereing everything you’d ever wanted on a silver platter.

“Bowen,” You started, but you couldn’t find the words to tell him just how much you loved him back. Instead, you moved the hand that wasn’t wrapped up in his to rest on Bowen’s jaw, turning his head just slightly so that you could press your lips to yours in a long awaited kiss that stole your breath.

Kissing Bowen felt so much better than what you imagined. The angle was a little odd and your neck was craned to face him, but you wouldn’t trade it for the world. You’d share a thousand more awkwardly positioned kisses if it meant you got to be with Bowen.

You were the first to pull away, but you didn’t move far, wide grins on both of your faces as you took in the events of the past few moments. Your friendship was definitely changed, and in place was a relationship that you had been hoping for.

“I love you, too.” You finally mumbled. You wanted to tell him how you had loved him from the moment you met, how he made you fall in love with him with each and every day, but for the moment all that mattered was he knew you loved him just the same as he loved you.

“I hope, or else this is going to be awkward.” He mumbled playfully, leaning in again to close the distance between the two of you. You couldn’t help but chuckle against him, your hand slipping from his jaw to curve around the back of his neck in order to deepen the kiss.

Bowen was the Nick to your Jess, and not a day went by that you weren’t greatful for him.

#bowen byram #bowen byram fic #bowen byram imagine #bowen byram x reader #Colorado Avalanche #colorado avalanche fic #Colorado Avalanche x reader #Colorado Avalanche imagine #hockey fic #hockey imagine #nhl fic #nhl imagine #hockey x reader

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bvckleydiaz · 3 years

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400 Follower Celebration 🍾

I’m finally getting around to do this post (hold for the applause 👏🏼 ) I’m currently at 423 ha. I’ve been trying to figure out what to say and what to post about this.. I mean it’s taken me almost a week to finish it. That being said, I think I’m going to take a page out of @burzekbrettsey’s book and share some of my favorite blogs who’ve helped me get to where I am and ones that you should be following too!

@kelly-severide: Nikki! Oh my sweet sunshine. I could go on and on for hours talking about her. You are the definition of a soulmate best friend. She’s been such a supportive person from the very beginning. She doesn’t believe it, but she’s an artist is every aspect of the word. The content she makes continues to blow me away every time something new gets put out. She’s legit one of my favorite people on this planet. I don’t know what I’d do without you. I love you🧡

@loveyourownsmiilee: Juju! Oh lord where do i even start. I swear you are my other half. She has the “oliver sense” that comes into play whenever Oliver posts something and deletes it. I mean she snatches those ig stories like it’s her job! We constantly talk about Oli and Ryan. Those are our boys and no one can say any different. She has one of the most positive blogs out there! She has such a bright, beautiful, and kind soul. I’m so glad we found each other 🤍

@burzekbrettsey: Sky! My bestie. We haven’t known each other for long, but I feel like it’s been ages! You are my favorite person to freak out with over Jay Halstead and his thigh holster. I mean that’s such a beautiful sight! Secondly, you are an AMAZING baker!! Have y’all seen the things she can make?!! When she opens her own bakery later in life I’m going to be her number one supporter! I have a feeling it’s always going to be you, nikki and I against the world. Forever homies 🧁

@matan4il: Alice! First off, if you aren’t following her, you are MISSING OUT! Her stories are everything! Since day one I’ve called her the smut queen and she has never disappointed. Her friendship is something I cherish so much in life. She’s the absolute sweetest. If I’m ever having a bad day, she somehow knows it, and helps talk me through it. I’m so grateful for you! ❤️

@fernnette: Fern! We go WAY back! You’ve seen me at my worst (aka the twitter fandom) and yet you still wanna be friends with me.. I don’t know why, but I’m grateful! I can’t even put into words how awesome you are. I’m so glad you made the discord when you did. I feel we’ve grown closer and we’ve made some amazing friends out of it. You are SUCH A TALENTED WRITER. I’m forever stuck on you and your writings. legit the first thing that comes to my mind when i think of you is #horny-jail. Also, as I’m typing this up you are in the discord writing your ass off and it’s v inspirational. like i wanna hop on over and write some. i can’t wait to see what’s coming up next from you 💛

@kenroczen: Jamie! My twin. Eddie Diaz simps unite! Although we get sad when we get someone new in the discord and we lose them to the evan buckley simps, Im glad we got each other! I love being able to talk all things ryan and eddie with you. Oh and don’t even get me started on the big bird gif! I die of laughter every single time someone is talking eddie/ryan with me and you come in out of nowhere. You are the best! ❣️

@doctornineandthreequarters: Jaime! My GGG buddy!! I never would’ve thought I’d bond with someone over buddie and that lead me to bonding over Guy’s Grocery Games. You’re writings are phenomenal! I don’t know how you do it, but you get those fics out so easily. You put so much into your fics and it shows! You’re such a talent! 🖤

@ineedapuppyandsomevodka: Mikayla! I truly didn’t think I’d ever find someone else who has the same inappropriate mindset like me, but here you are! You are relatable in every aspect. Your writings are some of my absolute favorite! Even the same drabbles have me weak. You’re so supportive of me in the discords and I hope I’m at least half as helpful as you are. I’m super grateful for you 💙

@buddie-buddie: Ella! First off, if you don’t know Ella, she’s the mastermind behind the White House AU universe!! She’s BRILLIANT! Whenever I see you in my notifications I can’t believe it. I’m sorry but this amazing writer and human being is in my notifs?!! What even? I know we’ve only become mutuals recently, but I’ve been following your writings since the beginning. I can’t tell you how excited I get when I see an email saying you updated. You are the absolute best! I hope we get to know each other more in the future! 💗

@sneetchestoo: You are so freaking supportive! I can always count on you to be in my notifications. You give me opinions, advice, and help me through hard time. You’re such a sweetheart 💚

@woodchoc-magnum: Felicity! We don’t get to interact very often, but let me tell you when you followed me?!! OH MY LORD I WENT OFF THE WALL. You are in my top 3 favorite writers of all time. You are such a glorious writer. Like all props to you my love! I swear I fangirl a tad bit whenever I see you in my notifs. Thank you for sharing your talents with us 🤎

and the honorable mentions: there’s so many others that I’m grateful for. I say it often, but i don’t know how I have this many followers! Thank you all for being so kind and supporting this, all over the place, blog 💝

@maygrant @trkstrnd @sixringss @siriuslyjamie @seik-o @shameless-aquarius @sometimesimfandomtrash @princessfbi @javachik @imaginebuck @captaincasey @gins-potter @thisissirius @hotchsbabygirl @jayhalsteadfan-2417 @blakestrand126 @selenaurrr @sunshinestrand @tkandbuck

Cheers 🥂

#400 followers #bvckleydiaz #mutuals

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wild-aloof-rebel · 4 years

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Im not the Noah anon youve been getting all month but Im curious what your favorite Noah roles are

well patrick is obviously an absolute given, right? so here’s my other-than-patrick top 10...

10. dan || street series - the legend of dan || why wouldn’t you love noah looking directly into the camera and giving you gentle compliments before disappearing into the ether like the world’s nicest cryptid?

9. jj dahl || buffaloed || jj just wants to run his bar and help his family, but his sister has a way of making both of those things difficult for him. he’s a sweet bb trying his best, and there’s not nearly enough of him in this movie

8. kevin daly || kevin from work || this show isn’t perfect of course, and we all know noah didn’t exactly have the time of his life filming it, but in spite of all that, i do enjoy him in this role. a lot of times i find guys who continue to chase their dream girls after being rejected to be pretty off-putting, but kevin [mostly] isn’t actively pursuing audrey so much as just trying to survive his days with as little awkwardness as possible, which is much more endearing. he’s a good guy, infused with this little undercurrent of sadness that noah plays really well. now if he could just figure out that brian is actually the person he should be with, we’d be golden

7. farley gordon || score: a hockey musical || how can you not love this nerdy, singing, organic wool sweater-wearing, seventeen-year-old, hockey-playing pacifist?

6. sam || house of lies - tragedy of the commons || sam’s in a boy band, wants happiness more than money, and gets as romantic as a dave & busters will allow. he’s upset that conner, one of the other boy band members, has become a giant asshole, and tbh i’m pretty sure it’s mostly because sam’s secretly in love with him. also, he gets to wear this floral bomber and kiss kristen bell, which... #goals

5. owen || lay over || 10/10 would spend the night exploring any layover city with this cute and amiable accordion player (and be very tempted not to leave in the morning)

4. marshall wheeler || strange days at blake holsey high || this is where i originally know noah from--my college roommate, my boyfriend, and i would watch this show in my dorm room between afternoon classes, and marshall was always my favorite. he’s actually kind of like a young patrick brewer--smart, caring, musically talented, sometimes not as open with the people he cares about as he could be, at one point attempts to start his own business... bb noah is a cutie, and it’s a fun time if you’re into shows about teenage canadian science club members at a boarding school built on top of a wormhole, lolol

3. matt || people hold on || matty is... a bit of a mess. he wears 6 different shirts in less than 48 hours, and aside from just trying to have a good time with his friends, he doesn’t really know what he’s doing or what he wants out of life, which is honestly so very relatable. yes, he’s a bit bro-y, but he’s also emotionally vulnerable in that way noah does so particularly well. also, matt and dan def used to date, and no one is gonna convince me otherwise

2. ryan || backpackers || ryan is an aspiring writer who’s a bit anxious but also funny and charming and in the process of learning to be more adventurous, and he’s much more of a romantic than the premise of s1 might suggest. and look i know i have said this same basic thing about several of these characters, but he is definitely in love with his best friend in this one. s1 gives us great curl content, and s2 gives us... well... the scene in this gif, which is more than worth the whole watch, but the entire season is a pretty good time and noah looks so beautiful throughout it

1. stock burton || old stock || where do i even start? stock is so very polite and gentle and kind, while also still so haunted by his past. he’s endearingly anachronistic and loves a good sweater vest. he wants to fix the things he can and hide away from the things he can’t, and he’s so accepting of other people and their mistakes but so much less accepting of himself and his own, and he doesn’t realize how badly he’s in need of a friend or a push out of his comfort zone until both come along, and i just have a LOT of feelings about him and have honestly cried about it multiple times. i love him so much. he deserves the entire world

#anon #replies #noah reid #rebel made #long post #this was fun thanks for asking!#if only they would release hq versions of blake holsey somewhere #so i could make gifs that don't look like shit lolol #rebel thoughts

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hey zira, what are your hot takes on all of the fo4 companions?

Haha, I don’t know how hot they are, but I can give you a speed run! (Also I am very excited to get this. FO4 was the first open world game I ever played and just the concept of that and the hugeness of the world and branching story & sudden feeling changes towards me in companion characters totally blew my mind, & it still lives rent free in my heart).

Ada, Old Longfellow, and Strong I /still/ haven’t maxed despite having too many hundred hours to want to list on this game—the former bc they were DLC, Strong because honest to god I left him at a nice settlement and then completely forgot about him and remembering that I am the energy in this Ryan O’Flanagan video but abt leaving my super mutant in a tiny settlement alone. I will get there! To max affinity I mean. But anyway, I don’t truly know those three, so my takes are incomplete. So far though, I really like Ada. She is a good girl just trying her best. Fucks me up I can tell her to self destruct. Even though I feel sure she would ignore me, I cannot imagine ever saying that to her. It was really sweet she was willing to forgive the Mechanist and move on with her life. A good girl. Longfellow I am maxing rn (was last time I played anyhow). I enjoy him. Gruff grumpy old man but he seems quite decent and I like his idle banter and when he sings to himself a lot. Seems like he’s had it rough. Strong I liked. He’s wild, and I loved how insane meeting him was, and am worried about him eventually understanding poetry and how that might mess up his sense of world understanding. But he’s a chill dude in his own way and I am glad they gave us at least one nice super mutant.

For the companions I actually do know like the back of my hand, the speedrun:

Nick Valentine: Best man on earth. One of two fictional characters I ever called husband. I would die kill or live for him. I want to be 1/4th the man Nick Valentine is. One of the best characters ever period and I adore literally everything about him. It fucked me up early in game where right after he offered to basically risk destroying his mind to help a stranger look for her son, he asked me how I was doing. First character in the entire game to do that. His first companion dialogue is abt how you’re doing TuT. The man is very kind and forgiving and fair, but knows when the draw the line and take no shit. Emotionally mature, kind, caring, longsuffering. Incredibly damaged and broken by life, but holding on and living kindly and to help others anyway. One of the four most marryablen fictional men I’ve ever seen.

Preston Garvey: Brave, kind, sweet man. I would defend him with my life. He really just wants so bad to make the world better and life has been so hard, but he’s still trying. A beautiful and underrated companion and I would throw hands for him on sight. I adore how he whistles. A true and gentle and loyal friend. Take him to Quincy and let him get his justice it’s what he deserves. People who hate him because he tries to get help helping civilians in that game are weak. I love him so much... please give him enough time to reach max affinity he’s so worth it.

Deacon: *To the tune of You Are My Dad* You are my friiiiend! You’re my friend! (Boogie woogie woogie). Initially, he pissed me off bc he lies all the god damn time, but after we got close enough he actually trusted me, he stole my heart and I would also die for Deacon. He’s a really good person who thinks he’s shit because of who he was on his past. Also him 🤝 Preston: massive survivor’s guilt. They should be friends. Poor Deacon has been the last member of the Railroad like four times, and it’s awful. Help him. Give him love and support. He’s one of my all time faves. Also, Railroad hands down best faction and if you kill them for any reason other than like a walkthrough route video and I ever get the chance I would 100% clock you in the face as hard as I can, like going for losing teeth, and feel no guilt. I know it’s a game and that’s wrong, and I’d be wrong, but I’d still do it. Also, Ryan Alosio (his VA) saw me do cosplay for Deacon once and told me it was great and it filled me with even more love. Anyway Deacon is great. Also, his whole “There are other organisations out there. And, in time, I'm sure they're going to spoon-feed you their own patented form of bullshit. Ignore the verbage and look at what they're doing. What they're asking you to do. What sort of world they'd have you build and how they're going to pay for it.” Is one of the like, two most iconic quotes in all of FO4 & just super good in general.

Hancock: Hardcore badass man but also a good dude and a champion for the people. Man really puts his money where his mouth is and you gotta respect that; another favorite companion for sure. Big fan of the way he stabs a guy for you upon meeting, and is a cool leader who organized his crime and does a decent job actually leading. He works hard to help people and bites back hard. Social justice advocate, dangerous man about town, not afraid to cosplay a revolutionary war hero 24/7 & u gotta respect the no fucks given attitude. A chill dude. Like that he fights the institute, hates the Brotherhood, helps the Railroad, and is friends with Nick. He’s legit af. Also, his VA gives a different answer every time someone asks him about the voice he did for hancock and they’re funny af.

Piper Wright: A cool spunky lady. Lois Lane on the case, kicking butt, and taking name. She’s nice but also hardcore and smart, supportive, fun. A good person. You always get points if you like Nick (which most companions do), and they’re good friends. She’s funny and I love her. A good heart.

Codsworth: He’s great. He’s family. He’s like my...weird brother. Getting to max affinity is heartwarming and also makes my heart go :’-] . Great early-game companion bc he kicks ass and doesn’t need stims to heal. I love getting called by my name and think that was a great feature (well, my PC’s name). He’s a wonderful funky little robot dude and I am so glad he likes me.

Dogmeat: Amazing. A good boy. Doggo of the year. His actor deserved the game award she won. Cute, full of love, and plays with a teddy bear if you give him one. 100/10z

Cait: I like her a lot. She’s been through so much shit, and it makes sense she is how she is. I like they actually gave her an emaciated and messy (though still pretty) design, since she is a drug addict. And that they make her main quest about taking that seriously and wanting to get help, and that she’ll call out the player if they fuck around and do drugs in front of her after she gets rehabilitated. Her relationship to the PC if good is really sweet, and I am a fan. I like that while she’s not sympathetic to synths and thinks they aren’t people, she forgets that every time Nick walks into a room and is like “Oh hey Nicky : )”. She’s a good girl who has been through a lot and still needs time to heal and find herself, but she’s making great strides.

Robert Joseph MacCready: Human disaster (loving). Homeboy a goddamn /mess/ but I love him. He tries so hard to be cool. I love he makes you pay him to come with, then chickens out and gives it back lol. A fool ball of anxiety and bad decisions and what he thinks brovado is. I wish he, Preston, and Deacon would quit fighting, bc I am always like “ :’-] </3 Boys Please” when they swap out, but I love them just the same. He’s doing his best, he’s just stupid and a fool. Like Philip J Fry. Keeping his goddamn soldier toy, which somehow is listed as junk instead of sent to Misc with quest items where it would be fine, safe?parylizes me with fear. I’ve lost 2 hours of gameplay reloading an old save bc I accidentally lost it.

X6-88: A more complex one to answer about. He’s bad, but like, I’m pretty sympathetic to how he got that way. He was created in a lab and had his emotions mostly dragged out of him in intense psychologically damaging training so he would be a weapon and view himself as an object. I was relieved he chose me over the institute even if he wasn’t a fan of the chocie, and think that means there’s a lot of hope for him. Wish he’d chill the fuck out and quit intimidating civilians for 6 god damn seconds, but I like him. I bring him fancy lad snack cakes home from travels all the time, bc Synths are supposed to like them. Really like that he’s the /most/ sympathetic companion towards Danse in Blind Betrayal, even though he should not be programmed for that, and Danse hated him and made it clear any time they interacted.

(EDIT) Curie: I FORGOT HER BABY IM SO SORRY. I like Curie a lot, despite the fact I temporarily forgot she existed. I stg I thought she was in here. Uhhh, okay. Curie: like her character and personality, HUGE un-fan of both the way her desire to get a synth body is to be ‘more real,’ as if Codsworth isn’t a fully realized person while the same robot type she is, instead of just like. Because it would make her happy. ALSO hate how much of a Born Sexy Yesterday she is, even intentionally in not-determinate affinity talks. It’s gross. But her herself, I like a lot. She’s my daughter and I will protect her. She works at The Castle right now as their on-site medic.

Paladin Danse: I know I’m gonna take heat for this but honestly? He didn’t do much for me. I like that he looks and sounds kinda like Buzz Lightyear, and that’s fun, but idk at all why people think he’s so hot. He’s very boring & generic looking to me. Like you’re valid! Taste all be different. But he doesn’t do it for me personally in looks or personality. I don’t at all like, hate him. Or even dislike. Tbh I am fairly neutral on him. It was funny making affinity with him though. Every other companion I had maxed, I liked more and more with each affinity talk. They’d be like “So my dad was a minuteman and died and I want to honor him” or “I just want to really feel like I’m a person, for real, myself, and I am glad I met you, because the good we have achieved together is ours, even if I can’t be sure of anything else,” or “My brother threw the cultural minorities out of our city for clout bc the rich citizens were all racist, and I tried to help—I snuck them food to the unsafe ruins they set up in for weeks, but eventually, they just vanished, and I still bear immense guilt and self-hatred over not having stopped that.” And Danae’s would be like “One time a buddy of mine got kidnapped by super mutants. They turned him into one of them, and they’re all abominations, so I killed him and it made me really sad.” And I was just like “...Oh danse. I really wanted to like you more. But what the fuck.” His relationship to Haylen is sweet though. And ofc I saved him in Blind Betrayal. I blew up the Prydwin so he’s safe now too, and he lives in the garden by my house and tells me how glad he is we’re friends, and I’m p into that. Overall, my feelings on him are not strong at all though.

Porter Gage: Not a fan. Like, I appreciated he helped me kill the old boss, sure. And bc I owed him for that, I went to max affinity to see what there was to him as a person. And like, as far as raiders go, he was okay. But he wasn’t deeply sympathetic, and he’s a slaver, and if you try to liberate the slaves he and the others own, he /will/ turn on and attempt to murder you immediately, no matter how close you were, so he made his choice, and it was to be a bad person and an asshole to the last. Really enjoyed the VA’s work a lot on him tho.

And there you have it 👈👈😎. Thanks for asking!

#ask #anonymous #fallout 4 #fo4 #god I love them so much. I was really proud I kept all the OGs too. everyone but Gage. who had to go but it’s his own choice and fault 🤷🏻‍♀️#GOD far harbor was a good dlc. it’s like the main quest choice again but way more condensed and twice as f ked up. my poor MC had only #come to terms just before with all the lives she took & started healing #doing bad things she did not want to do & knew he would know about and think less of her for doing. but she did them. 😔 bc of course she did #then she had to choose between letting the dude she loved be hurt in a way he wouldn’t recover from & torpedoing her relationship to him by #she loves Nick and if it’s him or her it’s always gonna be her #I was SUFFERING. a lot. but I also loved it #don’t come into my inbox and clown about liking Danse please or Gage. idc at all #like you are welcome to your opinion I’m not gonna try to convince you /not/ to like him. plz do me the same courtesy & respect my right to #have an opinion u may not like

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richietoaster · 5 years

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Review/Reaction of IT Chapter Two

Let’s just start right off the bat and let me just say that Bill Hader better get a fucking award for his performance.

Alright. Here we go y’all. im trying to stay in order with what happened but so much happened in the movie that my brain is just all over the place so excuse me while i try to form words

UNDER THE CUT CONTAINS MAJOR SPOILERS

• first opening scene is a fucking LOT okay like i sobbed my eyes out and it was just not cool. adrian and his boyfriend? CUTE AF. Him getting brutally beat up and then killed by Pennywise while Don just watches? NOT CUTE AF

• Mike is a precious boy and I love him so. He cares about his friends so much holy shit. they all get mad at him for lying to them tho.But he only did it to protect them. Mike knew some SHIT(tm) our boy is so smart?? I’m glad they kept to his original storyline

• Older Bill gave himself so much shit this film and i just felt so bad. like we know it isnt ur fault okay?? We know you loved your brother, stop putting yourself down. also?? him becoming protective over dean? please stop my aching heart.

• Jessica Chastain owns my whole heart and she can kick my ass anyday. She plays Bev so well and captures young bev’s personality so well. her scene with mrs kersh was very weird. i knew the second she ran naked in the hall i’d be seeing some weird fucking shit okay

• Jay Ryan could kick me and I would personally thank him like?? wow what a man. He immediately recognizes bev when he first sees her and im just?? im happy. so many hidden new kids on the block reference and it had me fucking rolling in my grave

• JAMES FUCKING RANSONE MY DUDE OH LORD okay listen. he gives off young eddie’s panic and chaotic energy so perfectly i felt like i was watching him as an adult, who just never grew up. I think thats what he was going for honestly. He played eddie SO FUCKING WELL

• I’m so sad about stan. THats all you need to know okay. I’ll talk about his letter later on in this. Stan deserved better. that’s all.

• if you are not a fan of vomit you’re not gonna enjoy richie tozier. literally any time something bad happens hes just like ah shit here we go again *vomits* and honestly? that made me laugh. like hes just like oh shit something is happening let.. let me just.. no no its fine guys ill catch up.. EHBWFIJHDFSIJ no okay but bill hader stole the fucking show. his acting was phenomenal and,, again,, i’ll add more onto that later.

• richie scares the shit out of dean. because he thinks hes pennywise. but can you blame him? the kid just. stared at him all creepy and shit. but its so funny. the losers make fun of him bc he doesnt know his own lines from his acts and richies just like “I dont write my own material” and eddies just like “I KNEW IT! I FUCKING KNEW IT” dead. goodbye.

• Young losers were still my favorite part honestly. Eddie kept bouncing that stupid ball in stan’s face in the clubhouse and i was waiting for him to get punched in the face tbh. That didn’t even seem like eddie, that was Jack’s energy bursting through the seams lmfao

• young eddie runs into a fucking box and shrieks and if that isn’t me idk ewhdfiajksjdoi

• THE FUCKING. HAMMOCK. SCENE. okay listen to me. thats gay. hammocks are now gay. gays only. gay interacts only. the bickering between reddie had me in TEARS. eddie kept kicking at his face and just?? casually??? lays on him when richie wont move??

• stan’s fucking shower cap ehfdiujasdiosa and then richie being like “nobodys afraid of spiders stanley okay” and eddie slowly removes his because he cares what richie thinks more than spiders ok

• a flashback from after they defeated IT in the first move with reddie “eddie youve been gone for 24 hours your face is most likely on a milk carton by now” “shut up richie”

• yong Richie has me weak af this whole movie, like always. just getting on Eddie’s case. HE PINES SO HARD OH Y GOD Like wow my sweet boy is so fucking in love ouch. which?? BRINGS ME TO MY NEXT POINT??

• THE ARCADE SCENE?? he checks out the kid standing next to him and tries to get him to hang out more and then the other kid tells him to stop being weird because he’s not gay, too, and then uses the F slur. richie was just so hurt. paul bunyun scene happens after that and hes just like “I just shit my pants” and i cried.

• pennywise screaming “lets play truth or dare, you wouldnt pick truth! you dont want them to know your secret” gave off the same energy as eddie’s leper blowjob scene from the book. same energy. do with that as you will.

• they had some flashbacks that included pennywise and im not sure if this was before or after they had defeated IT in the first movie but i interpreted it as after and if thats the case... hes supposed to be dead. but now thinking back on it, it was probably just more scenes before they put pennywise to rest for 27 years.

• young richie went to the kissing bridge after that and we ALL KNOW WHAT HAPPENED THERE. fucking.. r + e :((( although we don’t see him carving the E. but reddie is canon so suck toes antis

• stephen king pretty much being like “I know u and ur endings really do suck” to bill when he comes to buy his bike was so fucking funny. it almost felt like a self insert lmfao. ALSO HIM MAKING BILL PAY 300 BUCKS FOR THE BIKE BC HE KNEW HE COULD AFFORD IT? iconic.

• richie and eddie opening the door to the dog had me laughing. pennywise was just mocking them at that point. they’d be such good dog dads and now im sad

• i was really confused because they added part of stan’s bar mitzvah?? like it wasn’t even the same from the first movie. like they should’ve just put the deleted scene in from ch. 1 and then added that part. thats one of my very few complaints. im slowly hiding them in here.

• henry bowers was kinda irrelevant in this honestly but thank you eddie for stabbing him and richie for killing him for trying to kill mike yall heroes

• BEVS BLOOD SCENE ?? CORRESPONDING WITH BENS BURIED ALIVE SCENE? poetic cinema. 10/10

• the big fight really disappointed me in all honesty. but i think thats because andy said he cut so much from there. i expect it to be better with the director’s cut

• eddie saving richie and then immediately being stabbed by pennywise’s claw? IM DEPRESSED.

• “Rich! rich, i did it! i think i killed him!” Our boy was so happy with himself :(

• eddie’s last words WERE NOT “i fucked your mom”. he was talking to richie and you can hear them talking while the rest are preparing to end pennywise. so im hoping we get that as a deleted scene.

• richie goes back to help finish pennywise but when he goes to check on eddie.. he’s dead. ://// and bev is like “richie, come on, honey.. im sorry” and richie does not want to believe him. he grabs and hugs eddie so tight i swear i could feel that hug from the audience.

• another thing im disappointed in and am sliding in is some of the animations? Like. fucking weird. but okay. luckily i didn’t care too much.

• THE SOB that richie lets out when he holds eddie really hurt my fucking soul jesus christ just kill me

• the losers try cheering him up after and like. thats their friend too but you can just totally tell he’s crying in a different type of grief. THAT WAS HIS FIRST FUCKING LOVE.

• they all remember after and thats really important to me okay

• stan writes letters and its spoken outloud while the other losers get little montages of what theyre doing with their life after the battle. Richie goes back to the kissing bridge and recarves- YES RECARVES AND YOU CAN CLEARLY SEE THE E BEFORE HE DOES- he recarves the E and while doing it, stan’s voice says “be proud of who you are” and im fucking cry ibg okay

• in the end, i give this movie a 7/10 rating. although some of the animations were weird and some of the flashbacks had pennywise in it (like hes supposed to be currently dead but ok... maybe nightmares??) the actors were PHENOMENAL and the chemistry between older richie and older eddie made me so happy. my ship is canon. but im still sad about stan and eddies death.

• ignoring canon in 3.. 2.. 1.. now

#it chapter 2 #it chapter two spoilers #IT CHAPTER TWO #it chapter 2 spoilers #IT SPOILERS #reddie #richie tozier #eddie kaspbrak #bill denbrough #mike hanlon #beverly marsh #ben hanscom #stanley uris

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msf-diamond-dog · 3 years

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I SAID ANSWER ALL THE MF QUESTIONS BEECH DONT MAKE ME COME OVER THERE

Okie dokii

1. What’s one animal you wish you could have as a pet but can’t?

jellyfish

2. Favorite thing to wear to sleep?

Usually just shorts and a tshirt

3. What song really gets you going?

Right now, Lights Out by 3Teeth

4. Where do you usually eat your meals?

In my bedroom

5. Favorite meal: breakfast, lunch, or dinner?

I dont eat breakfast or lunch so

6. Most embarrassing habit?

Bein an asshole

7. Chocolate or fruity candy?

Fruity

8. Soft or hard tacos?

Depends on the taco, man.

9. Worst way to break up a fight?

/ryan stiles voice/ you guys wanna stop a fight

10. Best thing to say in an elevator of strangers?

I aint talk to people

11. What color/design are your bedsheets?

Just gray flannel

12. Any hidden talents?

I aint even got any obvious ones,

13. Favorite thing to drink out of (mug, glass, etc.)?

I love a good pint glass.

14. Socks or bare feet around the house?

Barefeet

15. Favorite board game?

Candyland bitches

16. Do you sleep with the fan on or off?

Always on

17. Heat on or keep it cold with lots of layers?

Cold with lots of layers.

18. Do you sing in the shower?

Always

19. Favorite song to belt out at the top of your lungs when you’re alone?

Grave by Hellyeah

20. Last thing you cried about?

Anxiety attack a couple weeks ago

21. At what age did you first have alcohol?

21, didnt have any before then

22. Relationship status?

Single but into someone

23. What’s the most amount of money you’ve spent on a single item of clothing?

I dont spend a ton on clothes but I think I payed like 60 dollars for a band shirt once

24. What do you typically wear to formal events?

Nicer clothes than usual?

25. Favorite memory?

Just bein a chill happy kid honestly,

26. Gum or breath mints?

Gum

27. Favorite shoes?

Mah boots.

28. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?

This whole how I look situation.

29. What is the natural state of your hair?

I gots a shaved head

30. Have you ever had braces?

No, wish I did though, I hate my smile

31. Most dangerous thing you’ve ever done?

Overdose.

32. Most embarrassing thing your parents have caught you doing?

I dont know really. I think I embarrass my parents more than the other way around

33. Last time you had an orgasm?

A couple nights ago

34. Celebrity crush(es)?

Legit dont have any. I have no connection with any of them so

35. Windows or Mac?

Windows

36. How old were you when you learned to ride a bike?

Uhhh 7. Our neighbor taught me.

37. Makeup or natural?

Both. Both is good.

38. What color do you wear the most?

Black!

39. Favorite season?

Winter all the way

40. Umbrella or rain coat?

I live in the desert and it hasnt rained in like 6 months so neither. Whenever it rains I just stand outside.

41. Have you ever fallen out of a tree?

Prolly happened as a kid but I dont remember. We had a tree we all used to love climbing at the house I was a youngin at.

42. First car you ever owned?

Same car I have now, my 91 Nissian Pickup.

43. What time do you usually go to bed?

Anywhere from 12 to 2 am.

44. Are you a competitive person?

Not really no.

45. Least favorite color?

Yellow

46. First pet you’ve ever owned?

A fishy

47. Sweet or salty?

Why not both

48. Favorite pasta dish?

Anything with basil and olive oil 👌

49. Favorite kind of chips?

Nitro Takis are the shit

50. Talk about something you’re passionate about.

Music. Nuff said.

51. What are some of your hobbies?

Music, video games, gunpla, legos, anything that kinda creative really

52. Caffeine? If so, what kind?

Monsters

53. Favorite kind of pizza?

Extra pepperoni with anchovies 👌

54. Fast food or sit-down restaurant?

Fast food. I dont like eating around people

55. Lots of acquaintances or a handful of close friends?

Close friends.

56. Something that ruins your appetite?

Being in a bad mood

57. Favorite labels about you?

58. Are you a religious person?

Not anymore. I grew up that way but organized religion always pisses me off. Im much more spiritual

59. Night out with a bunch of friends in public or night in with one friend having deep conversations?

One friend

60. What size shoe do you wear?

11 1/2

61. Favorite thing about yourself?

The fact most people cant read my sarcasm

62. Have you ever told someone you loved them first?

I dont think anyone has ever told me first

63. Have you ever had sex on the first date?

Kinda sorta?

64. Heroes or villains?

Maximals all the way.

65. Favorite fruit?

Prolly mangos or strawberries

66. Least favorite fruit?

Unripe melon.

67. Favorite vegetable?

Potates

68. Least favorite vegetable?

I like all the ones ive had Im not picky but the lowest prolly be carrots?

69. How many plates can you eat at a buffet?

Usually 2 or 3

70. Favorite dessert?

Whiskey

71. Do you play any sports?

No, never been my thing

72. Age you learned how to swim?

7 or 8 I think.

73. Tell a funny story.

My boss keep salt lamps in every room of his house "just in case" of rfid waves (???) but refuses to wear a mask when he goes out cause "theres no proof it does anything".

74. What’s one interesting thing about your culture?

How much closer the brown side of my family is compared to the white side

75. What’s one annoying thing about your culture?

All the gossip, man.

76. What job would you be terrible at?

Math teacher.

77. Would you rather watch a TV show or a movie?

TV shows

78. What’s your favorite compliment to give?

Anything that makes someones day a little better!

79. What’s your favorite compliment to receive?

I do not like receiving compliments i always feel awkward

80. Has your opinion changed on something recently?

Not that I can think of off the top of my head

81. Do you always order the same thing at a restaurant or order something different each time?

Usually the same thing

82. What’s something you’ve always wanted to try but haven’t yet?

drug

83. If you could learn to do anything right now, what would it be?

Record

84. Favorite physical feature about yourself?

85. Least favorite physical feature about yourself?

The whole the things

86. What’s one amazing thing you did that nobody was around to see?

Survived 👈👈😎

87. If you could change your height, would you?

Maybe, I feel pretty short

88. What’s something you would rate 10/10?

Holding hands

89. Heels or flats?

Why not platform boots

90. What’s something you wish you had more knowledge about?

Music

91. Would you want to be famous?

92. What’s something you would get arrested for?

Prolly trespassing

93. What’s your spirit animal?

Water bears 🤔

94. What’s the luckiest thing that’s ever happened to you?

Won tickets and got to meet Jonathan Davis so that was pretty cool

95. Are you the type to have an organized mess, or no mess at all?

Organized mess

96. Do you tend to make decisions based on the past, present, or future?

All of the above if able

97. Are you a planner or a more spontaneous person?

Planner

98. Thoughts on the oxford comma?

Important

99. What do you hope never changes?

How close the sun is to the earth

100. How would you celebrate your 100th birthday?

I aint ever wanna be that old.

Thank you Audi!!

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thebrochtuarachs · 5 years

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The latest “Are Sam Heughan and Caitriona Balfe Dating?” article is up and today, it’s from The Oprah Magazine! 😝

So I was looking for more details about Sam’s honorary degree and naturally, I searched his name in google and this is the first article that came up - and it coming from The Oprah Magazine kinda surprised me (cause I thought they’re more “journalistic” than this) but here we are. The way the article’s written is kinda funny, to be honest, with the writer adding some details that only, erm, “in the know”fans are aware of.

[Here’s the link to the article] - but I thought I’d post it below too cause details!! (Going to [comment] on my favorite parts! Super sorry in advance but this was too good to pass up!)

Are Outlander's Caitriona Balfe and Sam Heughan Dating?

Their chemistry is undeniable. By Samantha Vincenty

[Another day, another IS SAM AND CAIT DATING article which we all know how would end but let’s see if this one is different. And oh yes, Samantha Vincenty, their chemistry is UNDENIABLE!<3 ]

Sam Heughan and Caitriona Balfe's chemistry onscreen has sparked dating rumors since Outlander first premiered in 2014.

The two actors have long maintained that they're just "incredibly great friends."

Though Caitriona Balfe has confirmed her engagement, wedding details are scarce.

Outlander is chock full of action, suspense, and wild 18th century world history lessons. But the white-hot love scenes between Jamie Fraser (Sam Heughan) and Claire Randall Fraser (Caitriona Balfe) are one of the biggest reasons people are hooked on the Starz series, which is based on Diana Gabaldon's books. As any fan of the show knows in the rational part of their brain, Heughan and Balfe are simply gifted actors playing fictional characters, and it's their talent that makes their relationship so convincing on TV.

[Hehehehehe 😝]

However, one could be forgiven if their small screen chemistry and adorable real-life photos—such as this one—spark occasional thoughts like: "Wait—Are they dating, though?"

[The linked photo is Sam and Cait from BAFTA 2018 with the Audi - honestly, we got more “small screen chemistry and adorable real-life photos that are more “sparky” than that]

So, are Outlander's Sam Heughan and Caitriona Balfe Together in real life?

Despite their body language, flirtatious looks, and countless wishful Tumblr posts that would have us so ready to believe it, the Outlander stars are not a couple in real life. In fact, Caitriona Balfe is engaged—possibly even married.

[This writer has scoured through Tumblr and probably that’s what birthed this article. She must’ve seen the hundreds of posts from the 20 (ehem!) shippers around here and decided to give us a shoutout]

"We've always said from the get-go that we're incredibly great friends," Balfe told E! in a joint 2016 interview with Heughan. "We're not together, sorry to break people's hearts! But they like to try and, I don't know, maybe replicate the Claire and Jamie story. I think it would be difficult for us to work together and be together." (Heughan then jokingly chimed in with "we could try," just one of the many times he's done nothing to dispel the rumors and theories some imaginative fans still cling to.)

[”...Heughan then jokingly chimed in with "we could try," just one of the many times he's done nothing to dispel the rumors and theories some imaginative fans still cling to.” - omg, even this detail is IN, hahahaha! I mean this info is kinda “deep shipper” level findings and it found its way up! And of course, the fact that Sam has done things that “IMAGINATIVE” fans still cling too, ugh - HAHAHAHAHA! IMAGINATIVE - a more friendly term for “delusional” I guess - thanks for trying.]

Who is Caitriona Balfe's Fiance?

The Irish actress is engaged to longtime boyfriend Tony McGill, which she confirmed at the 2018 Golden Globes. (Balfe was nominated for Best Performance by an Actress in a Television Series–Drama, as she also was in 2016, 2017, and 2019.)

[No, she did not confirm at the 2018 Golden Globes - she announced it in People Magazine a few days BEFORE the Golden Globes. And she just wore a ring in the red carpet but HARDLY SAID ANYTHING in interviews (I mean did anyone even ask in the red carpet, I can’t remember?) in the GGs that “confirmed” she was engaged”]

"It happened over the break," Balfe told People. "I'm very happy."

The two have been together since at least 2015, as evidenced by this Instagram video of Balfe sitting on McGill's lap while she dazzles some friends with a tin whistle solo. (Playing the tin whistle in a pub might just be the most Irish thing...ever.)

[THEY POSTED DONAL’S IG VIDEO OF CAIT AND THE MAESTRO IN THE PUB WHERE SHE’S BLOWING A TIN WHISTLE as evidence. AND THE FACT THAT THEY FOUND IT, AGAIN, IS DEEP INVESTIGATION HAHAHA]

Tony McGill is, by most reports, a music producer—but it's a little confusing, since he's also been misidentified online as founding producer of the Australian caberet trio Combo Fiasco (FYI, that's a different Tony McGill).

[”...Tony McGill is, by most reports, a music producer—but it's a little confusing” - IM JUST GOING TO LEAVE THIS HERE]

"He's a very shy person and he doesn't like much talking about him," Balfe told host Ryan Tubridy on Ireland's The Late Late Show in February 2018, according to The Independent]. "I met him through one of my best friends, which I think is the best kind of introduction you can get."

Here's the couple one month after their engagement news broke, at an afterparty for the 2018 BAFTA Awards in London. Cute glasses, Tony.

[THEY POSTED THE LOVED UP PICS OF CAIT AND THE MAESTRO FROM 2018 BAFTA AWARDS LONDON and 2019 BAFTA PARTY LA]

In November of 2018, Balfe told Marie Claire that she and McGill will get married "as soon as I plan it." The deeply private couple has yet to confirm whether they've officially gotten hitched yet.

[Again, just going to leave this here...]

So Who Is Sam Heughan Dating, Then?

As a perusal of Heughan's social media accounts will tell you, the Scottish actor may be even more secretive about his love life than Caitriona and Tony are. He shares little-to-no evidence of a lady in his life. Since 2018, Heughan has been romantically linked to Irish actress Amy Shiels, who Twin Peaks: The Return fans may recognize as Candie, one of the Mitchum Brothers' identical cocktail-dress-clad assistants.

Shiel refers to Heughan as "big brother" in this April 2018 birthday greeting, which...you know...isn't super girlfriend-y.

[THEY POSTED AMY’S BIRTHDAY IG POST FOR SAM WHERE THEY’RE HOLDING A DOG. Hahahaha, “isn't super girlfriend-y.” is right on the money.]

Her attendance at various Heughan-related events, such as The Spy Who Dumped Me film premiere in July 2018, had fueled the rumors, as did this dubious US Weekly "confirmation" that cites "multiple sources."

Heughan also previously dated American actress and singer MacKenzie Mauzy from at least 2015 to 2017. The two met at an "industry event," he told Harper's Bazaar in October 2017, and Heughan revealed that their relationship made Mauzy the target of trolling on social media.

"Initially, it is upsetting but, ultimately, it doesn't mean anything. It feels like a schoolyard thing," Heughan said at the time. That's a valid and likely reason he keeps his love life so under wraps. So bottom line? Outlander fans who want to see Heughan and Balfe together forreal will just have to make do with the dozens of times they've flirted on-camera.

[Alrighty, then. 😊]

FIN

#outlander #caitriona balfe #sam heughan #sam x cait #samcait #sam cait #dating articles #the funniest and cringiest one ive seen #seems like a starz intern went to the Optah magazine

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long-live-the-castaways · 6 years

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Bandito tour-Nashville

So this is later than usual but here it goes, my experience of the first show after Twenty One Pilots had been on hiatus for over a year.

Getting there:

So i had to work a closing shift that let out at 9:30 on monday but right after i booked it to get Kaylee and then we booked it to nashville. The drive was honestly great. It was so much better than the drive last month and me and K rolled the windows down and blasted Trench. It was so peaceful. Also, if people heard some of the things we say out of context things would get very awkward.

The line:

wowowowow i actually missed camping out i hadnt done it since TDC. But we got there about 3am and it was so cold!!?!??! Kaylee ended up going to my car to sleep. So when we got there we set up her little brothers tent which was way to small for the both of us but we made it work. But like after 30 mins they moved the line and we were trying to get everything so we threw the stuff in the tent and just picked it up and shuffled our way. About 6am us and this dude named Ryan(?) went to starbucks. It was pretty chill the rest of the day i forgot the other dudes name but i painted his nails yellow and he let us have some duct tape so hes cool. And there were these people next to us that are my new best friends. Me and one of them went to get pizza for them and they let us have some. Despite me shivering the entire time i absolutely loved it. Me and Kaylee got 211 in line until they started scrunching for the show then we got 1163 i think? (163) im not sure how but it was really weird how they did everything. bUT bridgestone was super nice. There was a guy helping set the merch booth and when he saw how excited we were getting about the new merch he said "GA is gonna be blown away" and when they said that it wouldnt open till another 30 mins someone asked if we could still watch what was being put up and another guy said "of course!" then when we got in they made us all get in a line and told us that when we get in to sit down in our spot and they were gonna bring us water bc they didnt want anyone to pass out during the concert. It was so nice and every single one of the workers made it such a good experience for everyone. During the show they passed water around and made us waterfall it so other people could drink it too then near the end they just started handing out the bottles. Ive never seen an arena care so much it was amazing.

Max Frost:

What a dude! I had been listening to him for a tad before the concert in preparation but nothing could prepare me for how hyped he was. I didnt know he was doing everything so that was super cool to watch and uh Money Problems is my favorite and was so great live. Those high notes? He hit them. Love this guy and cant wait to see what the future holds for him.

Awolnation:

Um ok the guitarist didnt have to go THAT hard. i could lay on the ground and be at peace listening to them but i could also mosh like hell. They're super fucking good???? Like idk what i was expecting but they exceeded it. Really wanna go see them again...multiple times.

Twenty One Pilots:

Oh goodness i have so much to say. I didnt know that they could step their game up even more but they did. By a lot. This was my 10th concert and 2nd time seeing them and by far the best show i have ever seen. (Ive always loved fire so this next part is multiplied by like 986) the curtain dropped and it took me a second to see what was going on but when i did oh bOY. Josh was up there lookin like a fierce ass bandito holding a tORCH WITH FIRE. we were on his side second row (pretty much barricade) so he was super close when he walked toward us i was yelling. tHEN I NOTICED TYLER coming up through the stage oN A BURNING CAR OKOKOKOK. I knew the burning car was gonna be there but that entrance??? Didnt have to be that amazing.but it was. During jumpsuit when all the flowers fell and some of the fans were throwing their own flowers to and it was so breath taking. The transition into levitate was better than anything i could ever do. I wasnt expecting him to do the death drop or go into the stands again but gUESS WHAT????? There are just so many moments and its so hard for me to put it all into words. NATN? My favorite song off the album? The one that means a lot to me? Him walking on a bridge through the crowd during it? I was gasping for air. Pet Cheetah? Incredible. Bandito? Beautiful. Neon Gravestones? Wow i love this song so much because its so raw and powerful and the fact that he put it on the setlist means he wants us to hear it. He wants us to LISTEN. Me and k were a mess. Of course it didnt help that it came right afteR MOTHER FUCKING TAXI CAB ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME. You cant tell me for one second that this band does not listen to their fans. I cant believe i hears that song live wow. Leave the City was one of the songs on the record that i had trouble connecting with because i think i was trying to search to much into its meaning but seeing it live really just made it so special and i found the meaning of it, or at least what it means to me. WDBWOT was amazing as always and when we first yelled Yeah Yeah Yeah he was a little shook. He was not expecting. Idk what they were expecting this crowd to be like for the first show but you could tell by their smiles they were happy with how it played out. During Morph Tyler messed up and later called himself out on it but tbh we all did...we just kept singing with him and when he realized he messed up is when i did lmao and he also looked at josh and said Whoops and thats a whole ass mood. There are so many other moments that im sure im forgetting but if anything was taken away from this it was a little bit of love. Seeing everyone in yellow bandanas and duct tape, seeing myself in that, makes me feel fearless. I keep the term "they cant see yellow" very close to my heart. And i keep the term "east is up" even closer. Seeing everyone in yellow, and hearing everyone say that, none of us are alone. We all have each other's back. And tyler and josh? They have our backs too. Maybe not in such a personal way but they created this. All of it. They created something that has brought all of us together. They created something so interactive we truly feel like we area part of it. They tell the truth about fear and then they bring hope to life. They're Twenty One Pilots and we truly are too.

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vivaladicamillo · 1 year

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hi, can you write a dico x fem!reader who is just like him. they are best friends but also a couple. they are always laughing & joking around, doing skits, having rap/roast battles, doing stunts, etc together. the others constantly teasing them about how they are same person and outsides would never be able to tell they are a couple.

that’s so fucking cheesy I’m so sorry AHHHH 😟

BRANDON DICAMILLO X FEM!READER

THANK U SO MUCH FOR REQUESTING THIS IM A LITERAL SUCKER FOR DICO AHHHH and trust me nothing is ever too cheesy when it comes to me, i fucking loves cheese little romantic things like this, especially for someone who acts just like him. this is fueling my crush for him more and more 🤭🤭🤭🤭

WARNINGS: none

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u always had a little crush on dico

come on the guys funny and cute whats more there to love??

when u guys finally got together though its like u guys were just best friends

i mean u two were together CONSTANTLY

the guys started to get suspicious

“dico are u banging her or are u too just friends?” -bam

everyone genuinely couldnt tell if you were dating or not, hell ur the spitting image of eachother personality wise

when u too finally tell the guys the teasing begins

constant “oohs” and “aaahs” when u two would show anytype of affection towards eachother

the guys finally having something to tease brandon abt was a huge win for them

it was all fun and jokes

at first

then it started to be annoying so you and dico get together and start scheming

then it hits you two

to get back at the guys u decide to give them all their own little “hell days”

for bam u definitely wash all of his skateboards with soap and water on the grip side, hide some of his him cds, maybe even take the lambo out for a spin (for hours without telling him) u guys also fuck up his favorite shirts just for the hell of it

with ryan he really never picked on u guys a lot but just to make it equal u guys just do little psychological pranks on him, yk the whoopie cushion, fake shock gum, corny shit like that

with raab, dico and u probably just smack him in the face throughout the whole day, maybe take key key with u for a joy ride just to scare him a bit or burn his favorite beanie

oh god rake gets it the worst

being dicos best friend and all he made fun of yall CONSTANTLY ( prob to get back at dico for always bullying him)

dicos gonna get ruthless

woo de wolf impression all day, gay jokes upon gay jokes, probably tries to cut his hair and to top the day off, a gallon of yellow mustard on rakes head (DICO U BETTER RUN BITCH)

dico really wants to do rakes hell day by himself bc he loves fucking with him

you guys will get the nickname “diablos” (the devils twins) after all this

he probably is gonna get murdered for doing all this but hey nobody can stay mad at dico

hes too cute fr

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BONUS HEADCANONS BC I DIDNT KNOW WHERE TO PUT THESE!

will put u in his homemade video projects

imagine cudding with him while u too just crack jokes and hold eachother

WATCHING OLD TIMEY WESTERN MOVIES WITH HIM

“hey babe ive been working on this impression and i need your opinion on it”

you will try and kick his ass at mortal combat, and ultimately fail “they dont call me the record holder for nothing babe”

BUY HIM ACTION FIGURES HE WILL LOVE U FOREVER

does like to take u out on sappy romantic dates sometimes but also just likes to hang out with u, just ur presence alone calms him

his his nose and watch his fave turn red ‼️

ROAST BATTLES TO THE MAX, put on a beat and you two will go at it for hours, constant back and forth of you guys dissing eachother then having it turn oddly sexual then having it turn into roasting rake then back to the beginning again

putting on masters of the universe and cuddling to sleep 😩

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HOPE YOU ENJOYED!! i have no clue if u wanted a actual fic or not but im shit at writing so this is the best i got, and im not turning down this idea bc it makes me giggle and get all giddy tbh 🤭🤭🤭

#god hes so silly #i want him so bad #hes literally so silly #ARUAHSJKS #jackass #cky x reader #brandon dicamillo #cky crew #dico cky #cky4 #brandon dicamillo x reader #cky2k #cky3 #cky clip

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alippy711 · 6 years

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Falling Away With You Ch.3

Alright here is chapter 3. I have been working on the ending to this for legit months and rushed it today because the 6th graders I'm subbing for are off the wall.

Warnings: Just the usual swearing.

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Chapter Three- My Favorite Swede

From the day I met David we had this incredible connection, an undeniable chemistry. I fell hard and fast for him and it terrified me. David lived in a completely different world than me but most of the time that didn’t matter. When we met I was your average 26-year-old trying to figure out my place in the world. I was finishing up grad school and working towards landing a job teaching history. Where David’s life was exciting and flashy mine was normal and boring. At only 20-years old he was a rising NHL star living in an exciting city like Boston where he was able to capitalize on all the benefits that came with being a professional athlete.

We met in November of 2016 putting him at the start of his season while I was venturing into my last year of grad school and despite our hectic schedules we became pretty inseparable. From the first time we went out I knew I was a goner. He won me over instantly. Im pretty sure I would have said yes to a marriage proposal the first time I laid eyes on him, but that’s neither here nor there. David’s the type of person that consumes you. He draws you in, making you crave more while never getting enough. He had this way about him, a swagger if you will, but not in an arrogant way. His swagger was this happy carefree confidence that hooked me from the moment I talked to him. He was my beautiful Czech storm that took me by surprise and changed my life forever.

Unfortunately for me we did differ on one big thing, relationships. From the very beginning we both knew we had something special, but David was 20 and what 20-year-old hot shot NHL player wants to be tied down to one girl? Not too many. Despite our obvious connection he wasn’t really in the market for a serious relationship, while I on the other hand had always been the relationship type. I was a one guy type of girl, but when it came to David he could usually get me to agree to almost any scenario. Fast-forward a year later and here we are, glorified friends with benefits.

David had always been clear about what he wanted, there was never a time when he led me to believe we were more. He knew he had the freedom to do what he wanted with whomever he wanted, but he knew once he really started to stray our benefits would end. I had too much respect for myself to become one of many girls he was sleeping with and he knew that. To some our arrangement might sound ridiculous, but we had a connection that neither of us were willing to give up so we made a compromise. It wasn’t the most ideal situation but I had fallen too hard for the sweet Czech boy with an accent that warmed my heart to care about any future repercussions. Looking back, I know this was a recipe for disaster, and by disaster I mean total and utter heartbreak. Deep down I knew it would come to a head, but I had been holding out hope that things would change and David would want to commit.

****

Today was the day. Game one of two home games being played against Toronto that I circled on the calendar since before the season started. Playing Toronto meant one very exciting thing, William Nylander would be in the building playing opposite David and I couldn’t fucking wait. Willy and David met years ago when David moved to Sweden to play in the SHL and they had been close ever since. Unfortunately, we weren’t meeting up with Willy before the game due to David’s superstition stemming from last season’s game. We had gone to dinner with him the night before the game so I could meet him and the next day the Leafs kicked our ass and Willy scored a hat trick, so this time I have to settle with a five-minute chat after the game.

“You are entirely too hype for this game” My younger sister Addie said looking up from her studying as I skipped into my living room.

“Well I’ve been looking forward to this game all season” I rolled my eyes at her plopping down on the couch across from her.

“All season? It’s barely a month in...” she said sarcastically.

“Fine, I’ve been looking forward to it since they released the schedule months ago.” I said mocking her tone. She just shook her head and went back to whatever homework she was doing.

Addison was the youngest of us as she turned 22 in August and was in her last year of undergrad at Boston University. She had a place in Boston but could usually be found at Matt and I’s place at least once a week and tonight she would be my plus one at the game since Sam, Matts fiancé, had to work.

“Are you almost done? I’m starving and we have to leave early enough so I can see warm-ups” I whined watching her make the millionth note card of the night. She sighed, put her pencil down and shot me a look.

“You’re fucking ridiculous, but yes, that was my last one. Just give me like 15 minutes to get ready” she said putting her stuff in her bag. I smiled and hopped up from my spot taking the stairs two at a time as I went to get ready.

“Ad is my outfit acceptable for you?” I called out into the hallway.

“Yes. Basically anything is acceptable that you wouldn’t wear to work” she remarked not looking at the outfit I had laying on my bed. I was tempted to tell her about the work outfit David liked, but figured I would spare her the details.

“Good, the bodysuit is new, I waited to wear it tonight” I smiled over at her and her eyes grew wide when she finally looked at the outfit.

“Wait that’s a bodysuit!? Oh my god. I’m so proud of you Ash!” She patronized patting my shoulder.

“You are a bitch. Figured I would try something new” I said referencing the long sleeve black bodysuit with a low strappy V-neck that I paired with my favorite black skinny jeans and black booties. I went into my closet and grabbed my long tan cardigan outfit to break up all the black.

*********

"Which one is Willy?" Addie asked as the Leaf players filtered onto the ice.

"The incredibly gorgeous Swede" I said matter of factly.

"Sooo that would be number…?" She asked eyeing me. I released a short laugh before answering her.

“29, right there" I smiled pointing to Willy as he skated past us after sending a shot on net.

"Mmm he is beautiful" Addie mused following his movements along the ice.

"Damn Swedes, they're all beautiful. It's honestly not fair that an entire country can produce such gorgeous human beings"

Addie quirked an eyebrow shooting me a you’re-fucking-weird look, one I was very familiar with and I just laughed. We watched the Leafs for few minutes before switching sides so I could watch David for a minute before warm-ups ended.

"Ki you're here!" Addie squealed as we walked into our section. I laughed watching her race over to Charlie McAvoy's girlfriend engulfing her in a hug like they hadn't seen each other in years. Yet I'm sure it had only been days as they both went to BU.

"There you two are, I was wondering where you disappeared too." Kiley said making her way over to me and pulling me into a quick embrace.

"This one had to go down and watch warm-ups."

Addie shot an eye roll in my direction as we settled into our seats. We chatted with Kiley for a bit until Peyton, Ryan Spooner’s girlfriend got there. Peyton was from Ryan’s hometown in Ottawa so she was only in town some weekends, this being one of them.

"So anything new with you and Pasta?" Peyton preyed dropping into the seat next to me as she sipped her wine.

"Nope, same shit different day"

“Well hang in there, girl. I know he cares for you and I really believe he will come to realize that he can’t be without you.” She placed her hand on my shoulder giving it a small squeeze to go along with her warm smile.

“Thanks Peyt, I appreciate that”

“And if he doesn’t I will give him a world of shit and make his life hell” She flashed a devious smile as I laughed. If there was one thing I loved most about Peyton it was her feistiness.

“That is something he definitely doesn’t want to deal with”

When the game started our group settled into a silence as we took in the game our only comments being directed at what was happening on the ice.

Unfortunately, the outcome wasn’t what we were hoping as the boys lost 4-1. David played pretty well but couldn't cash in on any goals, same went for Willy and considering his luck last season it seemed that David’s decision to not meet up sort of helped, as Willy didn't score.

Once the game ended I hightailed it to where I would meet the guys even though it would be awhile before they came out. I had enough to keep me busy with a few weeks before my last grad paper was due. Addie left after the game to head back to her dorm leaving me and the other girls. I took my MacBook from my bag, plugged in my headphones, started playing some Florence + The Machine and pulled up my paper and went to work.

I was pulled from my trance when someone grabbed my shoulder causing me to jump a foot off the chair where I was sitting. I looked up and saw David in front of me laughing his ass off. I shook my head placing my hand over my heart and paused my music, before closing the laptop and dropping it back into my bag.

“You are such a jerk, you scared the shit out of me.” I scoffed feeling my racing heart in my chest. He had his hands on his knees as he continued to laugh at my expense.

“Im sorry, you didn’t see me I had no choice”

He shrugged his shoulders trying to stifle a laugh. I looked around room taking notice that it was nearly full as the majority of the players had exited the locker room. It was surprising that I didn’t notice him, but not unlike me.

“Oh of course.” I said rolling my eyes. “sorry about the loss, now where is my favorite Swede?” I said excitedly looking out into the hallway.

“Thanks, said he would be out in a minute” David answered looking down at his phone. “We can head out in the hall to meet him.”

He placed a hand on my lower back guiding me out of the room and out into the hallway. He dropped his bag on the floor then pulled out his phone to send off a message.

“Hey, don’t I get a proper hello?” I asked stepping up to him placing my hands on his chest.

“Of course you do” He smiled down at me sliding his phone into his back pocket before placing both hands on my hips to pull me close. I raised myself up on my toes and wrapped my arms around his neck as his lips met mine and I melted into him. When we pulled away I had to lay my head on his chest to gather myself.

“I missed you today”

His voice tickled my ear sending chills down my body. I lifted my head from his chest and looked up to find that goofy smile plastered on his face. That smile made my heart skip a beat every time. It was those two chipped teeth of his that made his goofy smile even better.

“Well aren’t you two just adorable”

I poked my head around David’s body to find Willy standing a few feet behind us looking like a snack with a bright smile on his face as he watched us. I let out a small squeal as I all but pushed past David making my way towards Willy who had his arms open ready for my hug.

“It’s so good to see you Will” I spoke pulling out of our embrace.

“You two Ash, you look lovely tonight”

I blushed at his compliment as I stepped back to admire him in the perfectly tailored grey suit he was wearing.

“Right back at ya” I said with a wink as David finally joined us.

“Alright you two, calm down” He rolled his eyes and the two guys had a quick embrace and exchanged greetings.

“Baby face Nylander, I can’t get over the clean shave” I teased reaching out to pinch one of his cheeks causing him to blush.

“Aww yeah, Babs likes us clean cut and clean shaved” Willy shrugged.

“Thank god Cassidy doesn’t have that rule.”

“Why?” David questioned from beside me.

“There’s no way I could sleep with you clean shaven. I would be too afraid I would get hauled off to jail because you look like a child.”

Willy broke out into his signature laugh and it was probably one of the greatest sounds I have ever heard and very contagious as I joined him. While David scowled from beside me.

“I don’t look thatyoung” He attempted to defend himself but Will stepped in.

“Dude you do. If you shave and cut your hair short you absolutely look younger than Alex”

Will and I laughed as he huffed and gave up.

“On another note you both played well! I especially liked when you took each other out” I noted referring to a puck battle where both guys ended up strewn across the ice.

“Well someone took me out first, so I just returned the favor.” Will eyed David who chuckled lightly.

“Yeah my bad.”

“Hey pasta come here a minute” David and I turned around to where a teammate was beckoning him.

“Be right back”

“So how are things between you two?” Willy asked once David was out of ear shot. I let out a sigh as he watched me intently waiting for my answer.

“Were good, in the same place we were when I saw you this summer” I shrugged and looked over my shoulder to make sure David was still occupied.

“Hey, stick with him, yeah?” He placed a hand on my shoulder and I looked up at him.

“I’ve known him awhile Ash, he likes you, a lot. I know it’s hard, but you just have to be patient with him. He’s young and still needs to figure out what he wants.”

“Will, you’re literally 24 days older than him” He laughed again and nodded. “but thank you, that means a lot coming from you”

“Trust me, if he screws this up with you ill fight him on the ice, now come here”

He reached out and took my arm to pull me into a tight embrace.

“Fuck Willy I walk away for five minutes and you’re stealing my girl?”

“Sorry Pasta, she needs an older man”

I let out a loud laugh as the two bantered back and forth for a few more minutes while I stood back watching them interact. It was a shame they didn’t see each other very much during the season as they were always entertaining to be around.

#david pastrnak imagine #david pastrnak #hockey imagine #hockey fic #nhl imagine #william nylander #falling away with you fic

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i’m back.

hi mare! hope you’re doin alright <3

I dont know if youve ever seen buzzfeed unsolved true crime/supernatural so you might not understand this but every time i write one of these i feel like ryan bergara when he’s about to open up the folder to explain the case/location and he says “lets get into it” like thats me im ryan welcome to buzzfeed unsolved lets get into this case

i thought i would start by saying we’re 14 chapters into this fic and even though i always know its going to happen beforehand, every time you update cs i literally feel like one of my favorite published authors just released a new book. it brings me so much joy

I really really enjoyed how you wrote the dissociation stuff with ranboo. I resonate with all of it so much. the back and forth and constantly having to work through things to prove to yourself that whatever you have to do is something that you actually have to do but then forgetting what you’re trying to work through and thinking of something else that’s way too distressing only to loop back around to the first thought you had is so accurate. I’ve been thinking about that part a lot today and just wanted to add that even though that’s just how cs!ranboo is, representation like that means so much to me and makes me feel a bit less crazy when i have days like that :)

holy shit the entire part with the brothers and ranboo was so fucking funny like i was dying oh my god. here are some of my favorite parts:

“Meaning that they locked Techno outside.

He can handle it.”

mare how does it feel to be the funniest person alive?

“I would like a bit of quiet, I will admit,” Niki says.

Wilbur exhales sadly. “Niki hates me. Niki wants me dead.”

“That wouldn’t be a real shocker, I’ll be honest,” Techno points out nonchalantly.

“Fuck you, Technoblade.”

“Thanks, Wilbur.”

“How is your day going today, Tommy?” Tubbo asks.

“Well, you see,” Tommy perks up, a grin starting across his face, “I’ve been thinking about murder recently-”

“Oh, come on!” Ranboo says from the front, making Wilbur and Tubbo laugh.

In both of these parts i can literally hear each of their voices in my head reading this

“Ranboo came from the goo.”

what the hell does this mean?? i’m still not entirely sure but god this bit was so funny, i dont know how you come up with this shit but i imagine the spirit of c!tommy possesses you and just hands you lines for cs!tommy, its incredible.

“Tommy, don’t call Ranboo a pussy,” Wilbur scolds.

“Wilbur, you’re a pussy,” Tommy responds.

Wilbur nods. “I don’t know what I was expecting, honestly.”

Tommy pouts. “Awh, don’t say that all- all disappointed, Wil, now I’m hurt!”

if you told me they had this conversation irl i would believe you. also they’re brothers and i love them

I won’t include the excerpt here it but the mcr bit was so funny i loved it very much

anyway now that ive included way too many quotes, moving on!

I have no idea whats going on with dream or where that whole thing is going to go storywise but i hate him, wish i could step on him and crush him with my shoe like a bug <3

I know i already included so many lines from the actual fic but these two are my actual favorites.

“And he can feel normal. And he can be normal. And he can be loved.

Even if everything he works for and everything he’s become defies that very concept. Even if it’s an effort in the futile.”

hi yes cs!ranboo means so much to me, not because i’m just like him (lie) but because he just does. I am holding him so gently. he deserves the whole entire world.

thats all for this chapter!

you likely don’t need this reminder but i’ll include it anyway, remember to take care of yourself, drink some water, take breaks, and rest when you need to :]

i’m looking forward to the next chapter as always :D

liv the beloved /p hello :D

HELP THAT'S SO FUNNY 😭LIV RYAN BERGARA REAL???? HELPPP

that's the sweetest thing ever what the literal hell that's so nice??? thank you so much i'm so glad that my silly little fanfiction can spark joy :D means everything to me tbh

i keep replying to comments rambling about this so i will restrain myself BUT dissociation is such a fascinating thing to write and i've found it very complicated and delicate, but also cathartic and almost second-nature to write simultaneously. i'm really happy to hear that it resonated with people and that they found it accurate, and am especially glad to hear it made you feel represented! for the reassure that it gives, cs!ranboo struggles dissociation very frequently but he has people (especially after the events of cough syrup) there who want to reassure and try to ground him, and he's not made any less unlovable for his struggles with derealization. <3

TECHNO BEING LOCKED OUTSIDE IS MY FAVORITE THING I'VE EVER WRITTEN HANDS DOWN like it's at LEAST top 5 cough syrup moments. i love it so much. the mental image is unbelivably potent to me.

somehow i can usually hear everyone's voices like in my head as i write their dialogue but i've recently found that sometimes cs!ranboo just doesn't sound like c!ranboo??? i don't know why that is. it's not even really a matter of me writing ooc dialogue i don't think, i feel like if that were the case i would have been told about that and everything but like. no i just forget what he sounds like i guess anyway

don't worry! i don't get the goo either!

they are literally brothers i . them <333333

people enjoying the mcr bit makes all my pain worth it

now i can't promise that cs!dream gets canotically squished by a massive shoe but i do know that i wish that were the case personally

i'll be honest liv i. those lines you quoted. i wrote them, like, as i was editing because i hated the ending lines i used. so i am SO GLAD that you liked them because those were a complete fucking gamble.

he DOES deserve the entire world WHY do i TORMENT HIM!!! god bless he'll be happy some day i just. gotta hurt him a lil yknow gotta rough him up and everything. that's a lie i don't technically have to do that but it is for plot purposes but also i do want to put him in a blanket and kiss his forehead and all that.

ugh you're literally the nicest thank you so much i will do that :D so so happy to hear you liked this one!!!

#nightmare.ask #nightmare.cough-syrup #liv tag <3 #cough syrup spoilers #long post

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benbarnesescape · 7 years

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Wishful Thinking

Wednesday

Ryan Brenner x Reader

Warnings: Get your tissues out! All the fluffy love and suggestions of SMUT but pretty PG-13

A/N: I love Ryan Brenner from Jackie and Ryan. I love the purity of his character and how he lives each day relishing the moment without getting too caught up with the present and the past

Also I ended up rewriting this...don’t know anymore if the title matches the story but I hope you love it nonetheless - this might be one of my favorite pieces I’ve written I have to admit

Need to catch up on Ben’s Birthday Countdown? Catch up below:

Sunday with Logan, Monday with Alejandro and Tuesday with Josh

It hurt. The heartache from before, the aggressive realization of not hearing his voice or seeing his smile had you wrapped in a ball of sorrow. You stopped smiling, stopped laughing. Stopped going out.

You just stopped.

Your friends were worried. They didn’t understand this new person you had become. Didn’t understand how you no longer could taste food or the soft tickle of a summer breeze. That wine tasted the same as water, that sleep was a slow passing of time until you had to go to work and be reminded of the loneliness. That tears had dried up like sand in your sockets and your voice had cracked like old pottery, left out in the sun for centuries to crumble into dust.

And then it happened.

It was a day like the days before. The sun was shining and people were smiling, recovering from winters drabness when, in a zombified state, you tripped. You didn’t even brace yourself as you fell sideways, your arms colliding with hard concrete to be followed by your head. Luckily, your arm helped cushion some of the fall, your head barely ricocheting off the hard concrete. You were aware that it was painful but you weren’t in pain. Aware that you were bleeding yet you couldn’t say from where.

Then his face was over yours and it all shifted.

Dark brown eyes took you in worried and you were half aware of his voice as he softly checked your arm. More people were pooling around you and you blinked, trying to focus on the man with the short beard as he asked you again calmly, a slight twang of a Southern accent asking,

“Ma’am - are you alright?”

You narrow your eyes, shaking your head slowly before trying to lean up. You groan, falling on your back and his eyes scrunch together in worry.

“Can you feel this?” he asks, poking your arm and you nod. A woman who also saw the fall hands him something small and white, a handkerchief and he places the fabric on your forehead, pressing into searing pain. Your face contorts and he gives a relaxed sigh, worried as someone else says.

“I’m calling an ambulance.”

You try to assure them that there is no need but the man whose cool hands were seeping through the sheer cloth nods a thank you, looking down at you and giving you a sad smile for the first time.

“You’re going to be alright.” he assures you and you nod, falling back closing your eyes. He stops you, pulling you up and holding your face in his free hand, his leg propping you up.

“Don’t fall asleep ma’am. That’s the last thing you need right now.”

“I’m just so tired…” you manage out, your voice weak and he nods, trying to warm your body from the cold spring air.

You watch him, trying to make sense of the words falling out of his mouth again. Weariness falls on you and he begins to sing softly, his melodic voice falling on your ears and for the first time in a long time you smile. It's a slow tune but the meaning of the words don’t fail you.

I'm headed southbound Long way to go

Down where the weather

Don't suit my clothes Police can't catch me Lord how they tried They always miss me When I'm passing by I'm passing by

The ambulance arrives soon after and, with his guitar case in tow, he rides with you to the hospital. You never ask him why, will never know the reason he felt compelled to ride with you, his hand lightly clasped with yours. He sits with you in the emergency room as they put 50 stitches in your forehead and sings a song to distract you, his hands playing craftly over the well polished wood and string instrument he holds in his arms like a gift.

You find out later that it was his guitar case you had tripped over while he was singing with his friend outside the coffee shop that you alway frequens. That he tried to warn you but you were...distracted. He never says that you looked like you went through hell and back and it's a miracle you were able to walk away with the few stitches you did have.

When you try to offer him dinner as a thanks he politely - insistently - declines. You part ways and you think it's the last time you see him, the strange man with the voice of an angel and kind eyes. You go home to check the damage of your fall and you notice the dark circles under your eyes, how your skin has lost the color from lack of sunlight, the drab color of your lips. The way your hair is dry and pulled back. How dead you look on the outside as you felt on the inside.

You take in your small brownstone, take in the barren fridge and dirty room, the photos of him still neatly hanging on the walls and you snap. You grab a box, dumping pictures and shirts and mementos in it all. You place the box by the dumpster outside and never look back again.

When you see him again the heat of the east coast has surfaced leaving no one prisoner. You’re wearing a flowy skirt and a tank top, your wedged sandals guiding you with your group of friends that you’re visiting for the weekend as you laugh, an ice cream cone in hand. You’re different. You’ve found your smile again, found your humor. Found the insatiable hunger for life. Your eyes are bright and your laughter is carefree.

You’ve found how to love yourself again.

He’s coming out a store, laughing with a friend. Shed free of his tan hat and worn jacket with a simple cotton T shirt and jeans to his name you barrel into him, preoccupied with the words your friends have been saying. Your ice cream cone falls to the ground beside his case and cup of coffee and he catches you easily, those large gentle hands circling around your waist as your own hands fall on his shoulders.

“Are you okay there ma’am? I didn’t mean to….” he stops, his eyes taking your face in. You’re different - you know - the dead look you had been wearing unashamedly banished to be covered by a happier, brighter you. His eyes flick to your forehead, taking in the left over scar from your early spring tumble and he smiles at you, bright white teeth peering through his full lips before saying,

“Didn’t think I’d run into you again ma’am.”

You smile up at him, wanting to hug him because he had help break you of your spell with just being a kind stranger looking out for a lost. Instead you manage out,

“My name is Y/N.”

Not thank you or how have you been or what is your name. Just yours, an exchange for something more meaningful.

“Ryan.”

You’re able to convince him this time to join you and your friends for lunch, though there hesitant at first. Because even though you don’t notice his worn out shoes or the leather bag he watches diligently, ensuring its as close to him as his guitar case, all you can see is him. You lean in on his stories of where he’s traveled, this drifter, how he plays for his living and goes by each day not knowing what to expect. His friend chimes in occasionally though he watches you hesitantly, like your a cancer ready to take Ryan as your prisoner.

Doesn’t matter.

You like the way Ryan watches you as he sips on water, his grimy hands with the tattoos marked on each finger rapping against the glass as he takes you in. Likes the way your name falls out of his mouth or the way his legs rub gently over yours.

All too suddenly you're being pulled from him, your friends enthusiastically insistent to remind you that you have a movie to catch as his friend is reminding him of a meeting they’re due for and you both depart hesitantly. You give him a hug this time, your arms wrapping around him as you take him in - the smell of Irish Spring soap and that industrial smell of oil mixing in your nostrils before he pulls away.

“Stay out of trouble. You don’t need to be marking anymore of your pretty face.” he brushes his hand over your forehead, a soft smile placed on his lips as his finger lingers, before he shakes his head and turns away.

Leaving you again with the memory of him.

Some got religion and they just can't win Well i take to hard drinking and i push my feelings in Im leaving town and all people that i know Well I'm drunk as hell and i and that freight trade my home Im headed southbound Long way to go down

Where the weather don't suit my clothes Police can't catch me Lord how they tried They always miss me when I'm passing by I'm passing by

Its when the leaves crinkle underneath your boots, the late October wind pulling through your hair that you encounter him again. Its for work that’s taken you to Portland, miles away from your home for the week, and you explore the city one night feeling bold and adventurous. You’re looking for dinner and a fun place to listen to music when you chance hear a voice that reminds you of him.

Then you turn the corner and he’s there, his hands drumming over his guitar as he plays along with someone new on the violin, his talent gathering a small crowd in the twilight of Tuesday night. You smile as you make your way to him and watch him in the shadows of others, waiting until he’s finished his song before you get closer and say,

“That’s a very nice voice you have.”

He knows you, has dreamed of your voice and those legs and the way you smile at him, and he can’t bite back the large grin that spreads on his face before he’s on his feet, pulling you in for a hug. Your arms find his neck home as you draw him closer, before he slightly pulls away to introduce you to his friend.

You’re convincing him again to dinner, you’re company’s treat, and dragging his friend along for the ride. You catch up on his journeys, how he’s traveled from one coast to another just on the backs of trains and the people he’s encountered - the people that the’s he’s met. He tells you about the songs he still records and how he’s now restless with writing. Tells you of the friends he’s lost and those he’s gained.

Its later at your hotel that he lets you know that you’re the only one he’s ever hoping to get back to.

It was the wine over dinner that had you both sloppily putting your hands over each other, your mouth mingling with his as he pushes you to your bed. Undresses you and worships your body with his fingers and his lips. Whispers your name in reverence as he has you flying, his dark eyes looking into your own like he can peer into your soul and you know your trouble. You try to push the feelings to the back of your mind, make them a ghost like the moment of tonight.

You don’t expect a goodbye in the morning but he’s there, limbs wrapped around your own and he admits how much he thinks about you. How you’re the first face he see’s in the morning and the last he dreams of at night.

How all the songs he writes now are full of you.

You both know it can’t work - he’s too restless for your unrelestless soul. You wouldn’t ask that of him. He wouldn’t of you.

But the thought still lives there.

You spend the rest of the week wrapped up in him in your free time, dancing and singing and laughing with him and when he kisses you softly goodbye at the airport, your number tucked safely in his pocket, you try not to allow it to break your heart.

You were meant to love a man like Ryan.

He calls all the time. Calls to tell you he’s safe. Calls to tell you he misses you. Calls to tell you how the sun sets in Texas, or the way the first snow fall feels in Wisconsin. Calls to sing you songs to sleep and to check in on your day. Calls just to hear your voice as he looks up at the stars, the cool steel freight car soothing his back with the uncertainty of his tomorrow knocking at the door.

You know its unrealistic to love him. Unrealistic to think you can have a relationship with him. He knows that too and you both speak about like a dance - he urges you to love someone normal. You urge him to love someone like him.

You both try but it always fails. It fails because despite being different you were both the same - both always looking for something that you’ve found in the other.

So you play this dance through winter, bleeding into spring. You don’t expect to see him outside your home one day, walking back and forth, his guitar case tucked by his bag on the stairs, hands running through his hair. Don’t expect those dark eyes to look up at you unexpectedly before he’s barreling at you, arms winding around your waist as you jump into his arms.

“I know you don’t need me to be whole,” he whispers in your ear. “But I do. I don’t know know how we’re going to do this but I’m willing to try.”

You pull back as his lips find yours, the words to the song he always sings you to sleep echoing in your ear.

Rains' pouring hard makes no stearin sign 900 more miles And I'll be doing just fine And if the moon and the stars are the only shelter that I know I guess i got this whole world and you to call my home call my home

#ben barnes #ryan brenner #jackie and ryan movie #bens birthday countdown

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