#paula writes ✨
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Sir, Please.
Pair: Wonwoo x f.reader
Genre: Fluff, Smut. 18+ only (MDNI).
Summary: Wonwoo doesn’t mind keeping you at the edge if it means watching you fall apart.
Warnings: Dom!Wonwoo, Sir! kink, edging, cockwarming, unprotected sex (stay safe, children), squirting, clitoral stimulation, lots of making out, creampie, pussy slapping (like once), overstimulation, dacryphilia, breast play, wrist pinning, dirty talk, use of pet names (Sir, good girl, darling, love, baby, sweetie), glorious aftercare (Wonu is the best), fluff. Please let me know if i missed something. Not proofread, might come back to fix up errors.
WC: 3k
Author’s note: First smut piece for Wonwoo my love. This was only supposed to be post-sex cuddles fluff but thought it was the right time to finally write smut for my favorite boy. As is the plot of this piece, good things come to those who wait 😏 Enjoy!
Tagging fellow Wonu lovers @multi-kpop-fanfics @playmetheclassics for the chaos.
“What’re you doing?” Your boyfriend quizzed, your bare body still on top of his, a cheek resting against his bare chest.
“Doodling,” you mumbled casually as your finger continued to draw lazy patterns on his side.
“Darling, it tickles.”
“I don’t see you flinching.”
“You’re on top of me. If I flinch, you might fall.” He stated matter-of-factly.
You craned your neck to look up at him, flashing a wide grin momentarily, “then suffer.”
You shook along with Wonwoo as he laughed at your reply, a strong arm secured tightly around your torso, while his free hand cradled the back of your head.
A large smile was permanently etched on Wonwoo’s face as you both laid in comfortable silence. When he had collapsed onto you just minutes ago after reaching his climax, he had asked so nicely if he could stay inside a little longer and who were you to complain? You’ve craved for this kind of intimacy with him for awhile now after being both so busy with work.
“You’re lucky i love you,” Wonwoo declared as he kissed the top of your head.
You hummed in response, trailing your fingers again on his side, nails lightly scratching on his skin, “did you just write ‘i love you too’ on my ribs?” He laughs, and you nod an affirmative.
You took a deep breath, closing your eyes and snuggling more into your boyfriend’s chest. Now would be a good time for time to stand still. The setting sun casted warm hues of light inside your bedroom and while the airconditioning was cold, Wonwoo was radiating just the right amount of heat to keep you from shivering.
“I’ve missed you,” you blurted out.
“I know, sweetheart. I’ve missed you too. I’ve missed this,” another kiss was placed on top of your head, “i’m sorry i’ve been so busy.”
“I’m sorry too,” you sighed, resting your chin on his pecs to face him. “I wish i had more time to visit you in practice, or even just see you for lunch.”
“That’s okay, darling. We’re both just in our busy season. It will be over soon, yeah?” This time, Wonwoo’s palm was rubbing circular motions on the small of your back. “I was thinking we should go on a vacation when this all boils over.”
Your eyes grew wide, excited at your boyfriend’s suggestion, “really?”
“Yeah, maybe the countryside? Or out of the country? Where do you want?”
A blush crept up your cheeks at Wonwoo’s gesture of letting you choose, but honestly, you could’ve just stayed at your home and it would be okay. The last time you had a vacation, he made you choose the place too but this time, you didn’t really have a shortlist of destinations. You craned your neck to kiss his lips shortly, “surprise me?” You smiled shyly, “maybe somewhere peaceful and with fresh air? Anywhere as long as it’s with you is all I want, darling.”
“Okay, i’ll plan it out.” He confirmed before rolling you both over so his body hovered above yours
“Where are you going?” You pouted when he made a move to slip out of you.
“I need to clean you up, sweetie.”
You hooked a leg around his waist in retaliation, not at all ready to feel empty just yet. You attempted the most doe eyes you could muster, looking up at your boyfriend through your lashes and clenching your pussy as you did so, “Don’t you wanna fuck me one more time?”
Wonwoo scoffed at your question, the corner of his lips pulling into a devious smile at your sweet tone, “can’t get enough, darling?” His voice was lower by a few octaves, enough to send a shiver through your spine and a gush of wetness in your cunt.
“N-no, sir.”
Wonwoo smirked at the nickname before doing an experimental thrust. When your eyes rolled to the back of your head, he simply chuckled before dragging his cock out slowly and then swiftly burying himself to the hilt, rendering you even more speechless than you were. He could feel the rhythmic spasming of your walls, causing him to grow harder and harder.
You cupped his face to bring it closer to yours, kissing him and sucking at his lower lip. Wonwoo smiles in the kiss, amused at your neediness especially when he feels you lift your hips and roll them on his.
“Eager are we?”
“Wonuuu,” you whined pathetically, clawing at his back.
“Wonu?” he questioned with a glare, pinning you to the mattress agressively, “that’s not what you called me minutes ago, darlin’”
“Well, I don’t know where he went. Maybe if you give me what I want then I’ll start calling you it again,” you smirked, dragging your nails a little more harshly on his skin making him hiss.
Wonwoo rolls his eyes, only to dive into your right breast and suck harshly at the bud, eliciting a loud moan from you. He snakes his hand in between you both, thumb finding your clit and rubbing it in circles, immediately feeling you clench around his dick again.He mutters something about you being responsive but it flies over your head as he picks up his pace. The slide is much easier given your mixed cum and your new arousal so it takes him record time to hit your sweet spot. Every ridge and vein on his cock drags against your walls in a way that’s more delicious than awhile ago.
“S-sir, pl-pleaasee,” you shake, the pit of your stomach tightening as you arch your back.
“Does my darling want to cum?” The nickname sounds sickly sweet as it rolls off his tongue and it only helps you get closer to the edge.
You nod your head repetitively, chants of ‘yes’s’ and ‘oh’s’ spilling from your lips, but then Wonwoo withdraws his hand from your sensitive bud and stills inside of you, a vice grip around your body as he licks the shell of your ear, “you don’t get to cum until I say so.” The words were loud, clear and firm, in a tone you knew all too well.
“But Won—“ you cry out loud, tears forming in your eyes as you feel your climax painfully float away.
“Nuh uh,” two harsh thrusts are delivered straight to your gspot as your boyfriend hooks one of your legs on his shoulder, “Call me wrong again and I will not let you cum at all.”
“Fuuuuck,” you mewl from the way his cock rams into you with the new angle, following it up with whines at the thought of getting no release, “S-sorry, sir! ‘M sorry!”
“There it is. Now that wasn’t so hard, was it?” Wonwoo mocks, “now be my good girl and hold it out for me, yeah?”
You’re a incoherent mess as you try to obey him, but it isn’t so easy when his large cock is abusing your sore, sloppy cunt. Words of filth pair each one of his powerful thrusts.
“My dirty little whore”
“So fuckin’ needy for my cock.”
“Can’t get enough of this pussy.”
“Your pussy is mine.”
“All made for me.”
You were letting out moans of pleasure as Wonwoo pounded into you mercilessly, the knot in your stomach making itself felt again.
“Fu– ah! Fuck, s-sir! Please!” You asked, but it only fell on deaf ears. Both your wrists were tightly pinned with just one of your boyfriend’s large hand above your head and his blown out pupils were looking right at you.
“Make me cum, make me cum, make me cum, please!!!” you begged shamelessly, voice shaking and legs closing in as you teetered on the edge of your orgasm.
“Not. Yet.” Wonwoo withdrew fully from your hole and you shrieked at the loss, your hips lifting to chase after his dick only to have it slammed down by his free hand.
“Sir!!!” You scowled, eyebrows scrunching and eyes wide, anger and pain washing away yet another failed orgasm.
A proud, lopsided smirk appeared on your boyfriend’s face. He licked his bottom lip, enjoying the torture he beset on you despite his painfully hard cock.
“What?”
It wasn’t a question. He wasn’t asking, you knew that much.
“Nothing,” you cowered and blinked back your tears, erasing the anger in your face much to your dismay.
“Good girl.”
You swallowed thickly, squirming once more when Wonwoo tapped his heavy length on your pussy, coating himself with your slippery wetness— not that he needed any more of it— before purposely slapping your swollen clit with his angry red tip. The stimulation from that alone already had your toes curling and it took every fibre of your being to not just unravel right there.
You should’ve known calling him ‘sir’ would lead to this, but behind the tearful denials, you knew immense pleasure awaits.
“Siirrr, p-please! I n-need it.”
“Shhh. Patience, darling. We’ve got lots of time.” The demonic chuckle Wonwoo let out had you whimpering pitifully, your hands fighting to break free from his hold.
It seemed your boyfriend was hell bent on prolonging your agony when he simply continues to endlessly tap his shaft on your clit as he pumps himself.
Wonwoo was not usually loud in bed, save for his occasional grunts and broken groans when he falls into bliss. However, he’s decided now would be the perfect time to make matters all the more worse for you. He was being loud about it all, no holds barred. The squelching noises of his dick against your wet lips is now easily drowned out by the guttural moans Wonwoo has let slip past his mouth. You thought his dirty talk is music? Well, this was a symphony.
You had thought you wouldn’t get close this time around since he wasn’t inside you but the relentless knocks on your clit and the obnoxiously loud moans of your boyfriend have proved you wrong. Your hands balled into fists and you squeezed your eyes shut, mentally fighting off the ball of pleasure in your lower abdomen.
“Look at you, fighting so hard,” Wonwoo snickers, pressing down the tip of his cock to your clit in slow circular motions, “show me how good you are yeah?”
“Yes yes yes! ‘M good! Your good girl, promise!” You were so far gone, pliant to each one of your boyfriend’s requests.
“So wet, you’re soiling the bed,” he points out the obvious, “what a fuckin’ mess.” Wonwoo saw another shiver run through you, indicating you were seconds away from release. So for the third time that day, he denies you of the very thing you crave for, letting go of your wrists and then landing a sharp smack to your pussy before completely backing away to watch you spasm and curl up into a ball of needy tears and pathetic whines.
Your head was spinning and your senses were more than heightened. The slippery feeling of your arousal between your thighs were making it harder for you to squeeze them shut and stay still. Wonwoo simply loomed over you, giving you enough time to stabilize your breathing and let your failed orgasm ebb away. He knew that if he’d put so much just as one finger on your skin, you’d cum right away. Contrary to his actions, he wanted you to cum, but that didn’t mean he wanted to see you cry for it first.
“S-sirr,” you sobbed.
A gentle touch carefully landed on your calf and when you didn’t flinch away, Wonwoo let out a sigh of relief, “Yes, baby?”
“Please,” your voice barely above a whisper, “n-need you…”
Whatever other words you had planned were swallowed by Wonwoo in a searing kiss. It was sloppy and messy, his skillful tongue darting to yours, teeth biting at your lips. You both moaned in unison when he impaled you on his cock once more.
“So big,” you groaned, initially amused at the delicious stretch until you realised, he’s had to hold off his own orgasm too.
Wonwoo gives it his all, jackhammering into you like it would be the last time. The sound of moans and skin slapping skin reverberate around the room. And then, there it is again, a coil so tight on your stomach, you fear you’re going delirious to the point of no return.
“Wo— Sir!” You quickly correct yourself, losing the least bit of dignity you had, tears drenching your cheeks, “i’m b-begging, p-please…”
The gentle kiss on your nose set a stark contrast from how his cock abused your sopping cunt, but relief finally took over you at the words whispered in your ear, “so good for me. Let go, baby. I got you.”
A strangled cry ripped out of your throat, your orgasm gloriously hitting you like a tidal wave. Wonwoo continued to talk you through it while holding down your convulsing body and slamming his hips into you, the sight of your pussy creaming his cock eventually producing broken moans from him.
“B-babe, too– ah! Too m-much!” More tears fell on your face as Wonwoo did deep snaps, his pelvic bone grinding on your clit.
“C’mon baby, m’ close. S-so close!”
Incomprehensible noises tumbled out of you when your boyfriend buried himself deep, pushing onto your sweetest spot and stilling there. Between his guttural groans, the perfect ‘O’ shape of his mouth and the thick loads of hot white cum that flooded your velvety walls, another coil snapped within you, a new round of arousal seeping out of your spent hole, except this time, much wetter and hitting you like a ton of bricks.
“Fuuuck, darling,” Wonwoo trembled as the last of his nectar oozed out, “did I just make you squirt?”
“Fuck off,” you scowled, wishing you had more energy to wipe the smug look plastered on your boyfriend’s face.
“So I did?” Wonwoo pursed his lips and scrunched his nose, a look you very much love but absolutely hate right now.
You let your bottom lip jut out in a pout, your brows drawing to the center of your face, “how could I not when you edged me like that!”
“You’re cute,” was his only response, very slowly slipping his softening cock out of you. Your sweet boyfriend peppered kisses all over your face, replacing your frown with a smile. “Did I make you feel good, darling?” He asked genuinely, not wanting to ever subject you to something which you didn’t enjoy doing.
You gave him a shy nod, pulling him closer by his neck to close the gap between your mouths and share a loving kiss, much like how it was way earlier. It didn’t take long for you to part, your lungs still recharging to full capacity after having all the air knocked out of you.
Wonwoo gave you more time to recover, resting his head on the crook of your neck to leave soft kisses on your skin, especially on the blooming bruises he left in his wake.
“Darling, you can’t sleep yet,” he shook you gently when he noticed your prolonged stillness.
A small whine escaped your lips, “but Woo… i’m tired.”
“I know, i know,” he hushed softly, “but we need to get you cleaned up and also, change the sheets. I’ll make it quick.”
You had no time nor energy to protest. You were simply being carried bridal style into the bathroom, your boyfriend making sure you peed before he went on to wash up yours and his sweaty body with warm water. He was so so tender with his touch, especially in all parts between your legs. He’d keep an observant eye to every reaction your face made, careful not to cause any pain.
“Can… can you be mine?” you squeaked, and Wonwoo giggled at the drunken look of love on your face. Every time you think nothing can top sex with your boyfriend in your own little list of World’s Most Wonderful Things, you’re reminded that aftercare by him exists.
“Darling, i’m already yours,” Wonwoo chuckles.
You noded with a grin, brain really starting to drift off into slumber, “I like that.”
He fixes his glasses by the bridge of his nose after giving you a once-over, now dressed in cotton panties and one of his large navy blue shirts which hung mid-thigh on you.
Wonwoo lifts you up to sit on the bathroom counter before cupping your cheeks to meet your eyes, “baby, can you sit here and wait for me for about 10 to 15 minutes, please? I need to change our sheets.”
He had expected you to whine and retaliate, knowing you were always extra clingy after sex, but you simply nodded and smiled. You think you felt his lips on your forehead but you aren’t too sure.
The moment Wonwoo slips out of the bathroom, you’re fighting not to fall asleep, but 15 minutes is long, and maybe you can just lean your head a bit on the cold marble tile—
“Let’s get you to bed, love,” the tall man chuckles as he lifts you in his arms. You swore it hadn’t been fifteen minutes, not even ten! But then he walks past your bed and out of your shared bedroom. The light of the hallway enough to stir your brain awake.
“Where are we going?” You ask, nuzzling your face on the crook of his neck as he cradles you into another room.
Wonwoo laughs at your question, “We have to take the guest bedroom for the night, darling. You’ve soaked through our mattress.”
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(✨I decided to make Carson some minions cuz why not ✨)
(bonus: there is a new recruit ✨)
✨Meet Gordon the silver hour watch!✨
Info: growing up with his nice whole family in his beautiful home. Everything was perfect until that one incident change his life forever. Gordon is the second member of the time gang(Carson's bodyguard and advisor being Carson's favorite) Gordon is the grumpy not so happy type being serious and grouchy and having some anger issues. Gordon is the strongest and the tallest (wonder why Carson is using a chair but it's actually a store lol) Gordon is a great cook and in his free time he likes playing mini golf!
(spider species:funnel web spider purple-gold jumping spider, tarantula)
Fun fact: Gordon shorten his hair he actually puts it in a ponytail but not only to really see it. And he gets called grumpy fluff head by his friend!
✨next meet Katie Kitty The Cat clock!✨
info: being the fastest stealth acrobatic of her circus Katie Kitty is the third member of the time gang she's able to run fast without being caught once! Katie Kitty loves being around her best friend Gordon and she loves drawing and loves playing her favorite game shell' game!
(I decided to change her the design up a bit)
(spiders species:cat faced spider or Jewel spider for short.)
Fun fact: Katie has a Garfield plushie a Nintendo switch and her whole room is cat themed! She also loves drawing Fanart!
✨And next we have Wilson the cuckoo clock!✨
info: growing up in his village in the sunflower fields and being The villages favorite Wilson has always been the smartest one in the time gang being the fourth member (and being clumsy :) ) Wilson loves playing chess and writing stories! When things are good he's just a clumsy joking adorable nerd we all love but one things take a serious turn that's a different story with him.
(Spider species: Bunny Harvestman spider)
Fun fact: Wilson has a fork tongue and sometimes when you pet them you can hear hissing noises coming from him!
✨lastly we have starry triceratops the Star clock!✨
(I decide to make her more of a dinosaur than a spider)
Info: Starry triceratops is the new recruit Of the time gang. Starry is a train conductor and owns her own train! She's a chubby fluffy triceratops! She's really silly and sometimes forget what she's doing but she's trying her best!
Fun fact: starry triceratops has star powers but she forgets she has them and sometimes she likes making arts and crafts!
Also Susan Sea star Sally seaurgent Paula pufferfish Carson caralpolyp Stewie seaCucumber Stefan seahorse wanny wahoofish and doodlenit All belong to @krislgfox
#kinito pet oc#art#Carson clock#Gordon hour watch#Katie Kitty cat clock#Wilson cuckoo clock#Starry triceratops#the sillies#i love them#their so silly#kinito fanart#kinitopet
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Misc. Tag Game! ✨
thank you for the tags @1waveshortofashipwreck
Made by the amazing @ronald-speirs 💖
Favorite place in the world you’ve visited?
Just went to Japan and Korea and it was so fucking amazing.
Something you’re proud of yourself for?
Finishing my nursing, getting a job. Like go me, get that big girl job!
Favourite books?
Trial by Fire, I will never not brag about it!
Something that makes your heart happy when thinking about it?
This one person I'm getting to know at the moment. Ah they are the best, literally makes me feel so good.
Favorite thing about your culture? About being American?
Um I am not an American. But NZ is so cool, we are super chill, such a vibe. I'm here for bringing back Māori culture into New Zealand!
When did you join the HBO War fandom? What was the first show you watched?
I think it was August 2023. Band of brothers was the first show I watched with my friend.
Have you read any of Easy Company’s books? If so, which ones were your favourite?
No I haven't. I want to, but im so busy rn. Maybe later.
Favorite HBO War character and your favorite moment with them?
Ah all I have to say is Malarkey, and just all Malarkey things ever. Please and thank you.
Do you make content for any fandoms, if so; what sort of content?
A little, only a teeny tiny amount, only small, not much, hardly any, it doesn't fill my whole brain all the time. I don't constantly live in a fictional story i am writing, I don't know what you're talking about.
Favourite actor/actress and your favourite film of theirs?
Sebastian Stan, The Winter Soldier. like why he so hot. He also scared the shit out of me in Fresh, but that was also a good movie.
Favourite quote/s that you wish to share with others?
"I'm tired of this Grandpa!"
"Well that's too damn bad!"
Holes, 2003.
Random fact your mutuals/followers don’t know about you?
I have no filter on here so there is nothing I don't think people know about me.
If you’re a writer, do you need a beta reader (say yes so I can be your beta reader 🤭)?
what's that? I'm confused.
Three things that make you smile?
My friends
BoB
A really special person
Any nicknames you like?
Kate doesn't have any nicknames, but because of my hair my dad calls me Floss, like candy floss!
List some people you love to see around on tumblr!
@panzershrike-pretz @ithinkabouttzu @executethyself35 @ronsparky @venus-haze @joetoyesbrassknuckles101 @footprintsinthesxnd @mutantmanifesto @jump-wings @mads-nixon @blueberry-ovaries @b00ks1ut @next-autopsy @1waveshortofashipwreck @paula-912 @brassknucklespeirs
What would you do during a zombie apocalypse?
Be a zombie
Favourite movie?
All movies, any movie, I'm good at entertaining myself with bad movies.
Do you like horror movies?
I do, but I'm still scared.
No pressure tags:
@georgieluz, @b00ks1ut, @blueberry-ovaries, @next-autopsy @land-sh @grumpy-liebgott @venus-haze @goneandbackagain
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liveblogging "Dornröschens Rache" (tatort berlin)
second time I'm watching this.. :3
wtf even is this beginning
omg jaaa ich lieb's wie Deutschland literally fuckin 5 schauspieler hat und ich sie alle schon 50 Mal gesehen hab, weil die einfach in jedem film mitspielen
Die Musik killt mich irgendwie
Not again.. also die Musik hat ja schon irgendwie was, aber irgendwie halt auch nicht
Und deswegen öffnet man nie die Tür, wenn man zuhause allein ist
Endlich Felix my beloved🥺 I love your hair <33 and the clothes :3
Felix just standing there like a fuckin npc but still looking handsome and cute I can't
Kann ich einfach nur über Felix reden? Nein? Oke..
Love his analytical skills tho✨✨
Tills Hemd wtf is going on here again, aber ist ja auch nicht neues lol
Ey also als ob die den Typen nicht sieht Mädchen bist du blind?? Und der denkt auch er ist übertrieben smart nh also sorry aber wtf
Luuuutz
Btw, I'm only watching this for the fell scenes and felix (who would've guessed) der Fall ist nicht so meins..
Felix und Till auf einer Beerdigung.. - no thoughts, just this.
*Der Typ schmeißt einfach die Waffe ins Grab, als wär's nichts* - okay okay (vor allem, Felix sieht es halt noch)
YES YES YES FELL AT A CAFÉ IK ITS ONLY FOR THE CASE BUT THIS REMINDS ME OF THE FICS I'M WRITING
Och ne ich hasse es, wenn Till alleine mit Frauen redet auch wenn dieses Mal nichts passiert es nervt einfach hilfe
Till kauf das Haus für dich und Felix <3
"die haben ganz vergessen mir zu sagen, dass sie tot ist" - super Job, den ihr da geleistet habt. Jetzt ist noch traumatisierter (??)
Mad feeeelix🥺
Felix how often you want to say "nein" today? Felix: nein (jaja ich weiß witzig, aber is halt so)
Ja, die fehlende akte halt nh.. Standard eigentlich
Dieser Fall ist so ey keine Ahnung someone kill me ;-; fuck you klaus and paula, you annoy me so much
Till, du solltest kinder niemals unterschätzen
JA TILL MIT ÜBERNACHTUNG (in einem Bett <33) - Till, what Felix tried to tell you was "I want to cuddle with you all night pls"
felix smile c:
Felix, admit it. Du bist nicht nur da, um die Leute dort zu befragen. I can see it - you're way too excited
"Das wird das Golfhotel mit Wellness, Tennis und einer 5 Sterne Küche" sure. "Sie halten mich für einen Träumer?" Yes I do, klaus. I do. I mean, you ruined it and now it's only a dream lol
He screams at till, I love that. But boy, I'ma tell you this: Felix is gonna kill you, if he finds out about this.. be aware of that (I hope Felix kills you tho, no hate, but kinda yes - I hate this Klaus guy)
Felix' clothes🥺
"Du hast doch auch keine Frau, obwohl du smart, wohlhabend und erfolgreich bist, oder?" Stimmt, aber das ist ja auch gut so, denn er hat dich Felix <3 mehr braucht er gar nicht
Ugh, another two idiots in love. Guys!!! I don't need more idiots in love, felix and till are already stressful enough. Just kiss.
Falsch, es geht um fell. Only fell.
Ach der Brief, der einfach ganz am Ende viel zu spät ankommen wird, weil die am Anfang des vergessen hat ihn abzugeben - hätte till und felix das ganze ermitteln ersparen können und die hätten dort einfach fr so Urlaub machen und die ganze Zeit nur kuscheln können (I should write a fic about this - colin, I promise you I will write this sometime.. da sind nur noch ein paar fics, die ich auch noch schreiben will.. irgendwann, colin, irgendwann)
"Ich bin auf der Suche nach nem Coffee Shop" bro, du bist in nen fuckin Dorf. Face reality.
DIE NERVEN ALLE SO OMFG
Felix + newspapers, I like. Omg yes die Szene wo sie literally zusammen in einem Bett sitzen. Cuddle. Cuddle. Cuddle. I shall write a fic about this too. Cuddling in the morning in a hotel in a village. Yes. We want that (at least I do)
OMG FELIX IS SO CUTE <3 how he walked there🥺 und alles einfach. Die Hände in den Hosentaschen, die Haare *perfekt*, die Klamotten beautiful. I love him <3
OMG YEP HIS HAIR
(I know this is actually about the case but I'ma rip it out of context, yes) lieb's wie einfach jeder mit felix reden will, er ist halt einfach anziehend und macht alle in dem dorf gay lol - I like to imagine this in general and the best part about it is the fact that it's true.
Felix ist so ruhig und liebevoll und geduldig und vertrauenswürdig und perfekt <3
und schlau und vorsichtig und einfach cute. :3
OMG JA DIE SZENE MIT DEN FAHRRÄDERN. felix sieht so cute aus mit dem helm <3 so lovely die Szene einfach affsgsgdhbx
"Ich würde mich nicht wundern, wenn hier plötzlich ein Knusperhäuschen stehen würde." - Till "Na, zeig mal deinen kleinen Finger." - Felix *their hands/fingers touching* "joa, lohnt sich." I LOVE THIS LIKE HOW UNNECESSARY WAS THAT TOUCH BUT THEY STILL DID IT AGAGSGSH
Felix back with his analytical skills again✨✨
DIE SXHÜSSE OMFG MEIN LEBEN IST GERADE AN MIR VORBEIGEZOGEN HILFE ICH DSHCTE ICH STERBE-
fell spielt mühle🥺 Idk something about this is just so fascinating + felix' smile
felix being sarcastic af is something.. something I like
Ach man, ich bin so müde und diese Kopfschmerzen plagen mich schon den ganzen Tag.. könnt ihr den Fall jetzt bitte endlich aufklären??
Die Emma, die.. hat er sehr sehr sehr gemocht🥺 - bish Idgaf
felix zieht halt wirklich jeden an.. ;-;
They finally get it. Finally.
I think it's so funny when people say "I'm gonna call the police on you" to someone that's actually from the police, like. good luck on calling them. (It's not funny at all, I'm just tired)
UND OMFG SIE HAT DEN BRIEF BEKOMMEN!! Ja, der Brief, der einfach alles erklärt und der fell die ganze Arbeit hätte ersparen können - aber der kommt natürlich erst 5mim vorm Ende an
"Paula du bist nh bisschen spät, setz dich doch." *meanwhile her thoughts be like: bish, jokes on you, I'm about to completely destroy you - idgaf about the fact that I'm late*
Siehst du, Klaus. War doch nur ein Traum. :)
Jajaja halts maul bitte ich hasse dich Klaus
Till am Ende noch: "ich fand unseren kleinen Ausflug gar nicht so schlecht" 😏
Okay, Fazit: Beschissener Fall, wirklich.. Also beim ersten Mal schauen geht's noch, aber danach ist's nicht mehr so nice... Aber die fell scenes machen's wieder 1000x besser!!! (Allein der Fakt, dass ich zwei neue fics geplant hab..) War einfach nur fertig, während dem Schauen.. ja eh keine Ahnung die Charaktere sind halt auch nur so naja. Weiß nicht was ich noch sagen soll, ich will eigentlich nur noch schlafen.. das mach ich jetzt auch :3
(also: thanks to @boerne-enthusiast for giving me the download for this wonderful ep - ty very much <3)
#this was interesting tho#was my first time#liveblogging#tatort#tatort berlin#ep: dornröschens rache
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💌about me
steadyobservationrunaway-blog
🐰- do you believe in soul mates?
Idk atp
💌- diary or journal?
Diary 4ever
✨- which fictional character (book, show, or movie) do you relate to most?
Cher Horowitz (clueless)
💕- are you crushing on someone?
YES YES YES
💋- kissing in the dark or kissing in the rain?
darkness if it is w pation, rain if it's sad
🐝- describe your aesthetic in emojis
👑🍭🌷💌🔪 ig
🍼- what is your favorite memory?
My first kiss, the day I met that one guy, Ruede Pues
🌸- what is your favorite flower?
Lavender
💖- have you ever been in love?
Too many times
🍰- strawberry or vanilla?
Vanilla but not in bed lol
🍯- describe your favorite smell
Idk just lavender or a guys sweet perfume
🎂- if you had 3 wishes, what would they be?
Have my 4th dimension bubble, to be good at maths, money
🍪- cookie dough or cookies?
Cookie dough!!!!
☕- coffee or tea?
Capuccino
🍃- would you rather live in a sea with mermaids or a forest with fairies?
FOREST WITH FAIRIES I LOVE FAIRIES
🍂- what’s your middle name?
Paula
💫- what is your sun, moon, and rising sign?
Libra (sun), gemini (moon), Virgo (rising)
🌧️- favorite thing to do on rainy days?
Write, cry, have videocalls
🍭- how tall are you?
1,65? idk
💒- which show would you want to live in?
Sylvanian families
🎄- what is your favorite holiday?
Christmas
🍦- what scented candle is your favorite?
Lavender
🎶- favorite song right now?
Sweet boi - Chevy
💘- 3 ways to win your heart?
Food, princess/baby treatment, making me nervous
🍩- current mood?
Confused, a little sad
❄️- what is your favorite season?
Spring
💍- your current relationship status?
Single
📷- a photo of yourself
💅🏻- do you like being spoiled?
YES YES YES YES YES
🕊️- 3 habits you have?
Drink water, write on my diary every important message I have to send, calm the little kids when they are crying
🦄- how do you perceive yourself?
I'm a lover girl who is very sensitive and has a really big inner child, i'm demanding until I realize that I can lose someone, i'm very special with everyone and I love that
🦋- how do you think others perceive you?
Cute but difficult to manage
🌈- things I find attractive in girls/guys
curly or long hair, red cheecks, appearing innocent but not being it
🍓- one secret about yourself
I like to shoplift
🍒- how do you act when you have a crush?
Obsessed
💔- the reason behind your last breakup?
ask him lol @surrrf
💬- what your last text message says?
"Yo quiero ir"
🎥- what show are you currently binging on?
Last season of brba, blue lock w/ @estupideces-varias
⛅- what is your morning routine?
Cry, maybe eat talk to @estupideces-varias and that's all
💗- who do you miss?
He knows
🥀- last time you cried?
like half an hour ago
🎁- when is your birthday?
10/10 just like me
🔪- scariest/creepiest experience?
Not felling real on a panick attack while my dad was screaming behind the locked door of the bathroom where I was with a lot of blancox on the floor lol
💤- date someone younger, older, or same age as you?
on fantasies much older, in real life the same age
🎀- any question you want
~~Not mine
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Extended authors' note: Lost Wardens bits from the bins
I saw making the rounds this one post about the secret lore authors have about their own stories/fics, so I feel like sharing some stuff about the longfic/novel that finally crossed that AO3 line to Completed yesterday. Just some behind the scenes stuff, if anyone's so inclined. Big spoiler-y things are after the cut.
Here's the fic.
Here is a playlist, and here are the playlist notes with tiny spoilers.
Here are some videos of influencer crabber (! — feel like that's something Alex would have enjoyed, lol) Luke McFadden that I watched for some references. I also watched a whole bunch of FV Miss Paula content, and that's where I learned about the crab tagging Alex does with the scientists. Pretty sure I still got some details wrong; feel free to correct me 'cause I ain't no crabber! They use "hawk" to refer to what I called a "marker buoy" in my fic, for instance, but I wanted to avoid confusion with another type of crab trap called a crabhawk.
By happy coincidence, it was actually Stardew Valley's seventh anniversary yesterday. I wasn't aware when I hit post on those last chapters, but I'm very glad. Wouldn't have made any of this without ConcernedApe's own labor of love.
Sections:
Origins
Wardens of Magic, Go!
Jonathan
Cathy
Mr. Qi and Sandy
Calendar math
Personal/other writerly stuff
Origins
The first chapters of The Lost Wardens went up on AO3 on 03 Nov 21, but I definitely started working on this a lot earlier — 07 June 21, according to the file details in Docs. The original title was A Comparative Study of Southern Ferngill Crab Trap Designs. There were a bunch of attempts to get this going before I finally knew where I wanted to go:
Crabber Mullner - 07 June 21
Comparative Bins - 01 July 21
The Lost Wardens 0 - 05 July 21
The Lost Wardens - 28 Aug 21
NaNoWriMo prep doc - 16 Oct 21
Wardens Annex - 04 Jan 23
I like to keep a "Bin" file of scraps, scene drafts, notes, etc. that I cut or revise but don't want to delete entirely. Lots of frozen darlings in there, lol. Looks like I finally figured out the direction I wanted to go at the end of August, when my third draft document became the main working one. Wardens Annex was set up just this year only because the main doc got too unwieldy for my phone's memory.
Anyway, I just wanted to write a love story in the style of cheesy TV movies. It was supposed to be about 3-5 chapters long; I thought my Seb fic was kicking off a bunch of these short fluffy pieces about different characters in the Valley.
So, in "Comparative Study", Alex was supposed to get hit by a truck and break his arm right before his big tryout, and as he processed how much this was going to change his life, he was supposed to learn that what he wanted was ✨💖right there all along💖✨. Leslie is surprise pregnant, Alex proposes, the end.
But, as you maybe know by now, another idea crept in, and I started thinking about the not-so-secret magic in the game and the little bits of lore we glean from stuff like that one Lost Book in the Pelican Town library. I liked the idea of a magical ensemble of some kind, too. I've always loved stuff about superpowered/magical teams, so I started to think about what kind of group would make sense in the world of Stardew Valley.
Originally, Rasmodius in crow form was supposed to cause the truck crash in an attempt to keep Alex from leaving the valley and not becoming warden. Jonathan, on the other hand, was all for letting Alex decide his own fate. In the final story, we only hear from Rasmodius in the penultimate chapter, but he figured a lot more in the early drafts, haha.
Digging around in the bins, I see the original group of younger wardens was going to include Abigail on the mountain, Leo in the forest, Jas with magic, and Vincent for memory. I wanted to end with Alex now in the role of mentor, as Jonathan had been to him. But as I got into Abigail's hidden ancestry and thought about Leo being raised by Linus, I felt that putting Abby on the mountain didn't really make sense. (She can still have a sword if she wants, though.)
The next group of younger wardens I had in mind was Alex, Leslie, Sebastian, Abigail, and Leah (forest). I also had ideas of Leah/Sebastian going on in the background. That didn't pan out once I decided to drop Leah from the group (sorry, Leah fans).
Anyway, I'd written about seven chapters out of these beginnings and then decided that the stakes didn't feel big enough. Alex's choice didn't feel like a real one. What was going to stop Alex from ultimately getting over what Rasmodius did and choosing to be warden, when it was basically the only good opportunity in front of him? I realized that the crash couldn't happen, and it was starting to feel too melodramatic for me, anyway. Gridball had to be back on the table. I had to start again.
Wardens of Magic, Go!
I am not kidding about the magical ensemble thing. I had them associated with different weapons and bird avatars but decided the weapons weren't really going to come into play.
Leslie - lowlands - black-naped oriole - golden scythe
Alex - sea - osprey - trident
Abigail - mountain, later memory - mockingbird/whip-poor-will - galaxy sword (gifted) or dagger
Sebastian - magic - crow - wand/staff
Leo - forest, later mountain - parrot - slingshot/bow
Sandy - desert (kinda; it's unclear just how much Qi's handiwork has distanced his domain from the rest of the Circle over the years) - red-tailed hawk - ? (whip, lol)
Boon Kiat - lowlands - [Eurasian] tree sparrow
Jonathan - sea - osprey
Joanna - memory - mockingbird
Cathy - forest - horned owl
Rasmodius - magic - crow
Qi - desert - vulture
Linus - bald eagle
Jonathan
In the early versions, Jonathan was a more benign figure who simply encouraged Alex to make his own choices. He even supported Alex and Leslie's relationship; he just wanted to make sure Alex could freely decide what was best for Alex.
But as the story shifted, I started to feel Jonathan needed more to do. I thought more about what would drive Jonathan's interest in Alex's life. I hit upon the idea that it should be Jonathan, not Rasmodius, who is responsible for Alex's troubles. Next to Cathy, Jonathan was the most hurt by Raul and Joanna. So, who was he, really? And how far was he willing to go to keep Alex from going through what he did?
It was also probably around that time that I stopped calling him Samuel and his boat the Amaranth, lol. I was still kind of fresh from a Dishonored kick and wanted to maintain a connection. But as Alex's skipper became more his own character, he and his boat needed their own names.
I'd always planned for him to be the old mariner, and a good number of people guessed that early on. The thing is, though, the old mariner is a spirit. Jonathan was not yet a spirit, and he had stuff to do before that happened.
As a consequence of these changes, Alex spent a lot of the fic avoiding Jonathan and being mad at him. I realized that maybe too late; it became a problem when I had to write the final chapters. I started to worry that I'd only told people how much of a father figure Jonathan had been to this boy; maybe I hadn't shown it enough. The first drafts had more scenes of the two of them working together, joking around, having heart-to-hearts, etc. — stuff, I feel, would have strengthened the impact of Alex's conflicting feelings about the skipper once he found out the truth. This was the main reason for the flashback in Ch. 25; I hope it worked.
As for the big challenge showdown that never was, Rattle said something somewhere about how there doesn't always have to be a big fight with the "villain"; sometimes the villain turns out to be not bad at all, and sometimes the real villain is just trauma or indecision or life. Jonathan is sometimes an antagonist, but I never really saw him as a villain, just as someone who made questionable decisions in the name of protecting someone vulnerable and young. I wanted Alex's future to always end up in his own hands and for his heart to lead him there.
Cathy
I had also planned to write something to fill in the gaps about Cathy's life. We would actually see the "movie" in Ch. 24. Maybe Alex deciding last-minute that he didn't need to see it was a cop-out, but I just decided I didn't want to write this part anymore. Maybe it would've been too much of a detour from his own story, and I was already setting up a lot of pins to knock down as it was.
So, for those who're wondering, Cathy and Joanna had always been competitive. They were both cunning and charming, but Joanna was older and prettier and definitely got more attention. Cathy was open to Raul's advances, partly because the young wizard could get it, and partly because it would get one up over her sister. Soap operatic, maybe, but also human, maybe.
The reason for her "academic drift" away from forestry and her ending up at Fish and Wildlife after the big blow-up is Jonathan. His stepping in to shield her from Joanna left a faint magical imprint or echo, and part of the "drift" was driven by her own subconscious reaching for something familiar.
A while back IRL, there was a bunch of news stories about spies being outed, and for some reason they were all professors. My SO (works with some international academics) reasoned that it was because they can come into contact with and influence powerful people under the guise of advising and research. I entertained ideas of some intelligence agency using Cathy's memory problems, conference trips, and government ties to cover up the smuggling of documents and data. She could even be aware of it; she was cold enough when it came to JojaFish. But, as I'd already decided not to fully write out her story, I didn't develop these ideas more.
This might also be a good place to mention that I'd thought of having the war with Gotoro be one of the ripple/butterfly effects of the older Circle breaking apart. But I abandoned that idea, too.
Mr. Qi and Sandy
I love them. I hoped to get into their backstory at some point, but I never did work it in. Mostly because I was a coward and didn't want to get hate about their age difference.
Sandy was one of Joanna's first doves. Qi found her and kept her for a while, out of curiosity. As he grew attached and then concerned about how brief doves' lifespans are, he asked Joanna to un-dove the kid, and then he placed her with some business associates who were having trouble adopting. He barely saw her after that; he was too busy with growing his empire and was content to be a distant godfather who sent birthday and Winter Star presents.
When Sandy, strangely drawn to the desert and the Oasis, came looking for a job, Qi recognized her as his successor. He trained her in all the ways of hotel/hospitality management, and in magic. They developed an excellent collegial friendship. Qi suspected he might have even stronger feelings but kept them to himself, told himself to focus on business. He was about twice her age and blue; it wasn't gonna happen.
Even if he had (has) no plans of dying at a normal time, he decided to bring up his succession plans to Sandy at some point. She was the one who said it would be more fun if they got married.
Calendar math
This fic received the most planning I've ever put into a fic. You might have seen my map and notes on geography. I also downloaded a blank calendar and worked out where some dates would land if each season lasted three months instead of one. Here's a glimpse:
Of course, this makes Alex a Cancer. 🦀
I also read up on fetal development and pregnancy in case anything Leslie was experiencing might be good to mention. Admittedly, I could have done that more. But after Alex went to training camp, he was around her less, and I also just focused on him more.
Personal/other writerly stuff
As you can maybe tell, I really love the sea. I think working on this fic helped me reacquaint myself with that love. There's so much focus on farming and the farmer in a lot of SDV fan work, but I really enjoyed digging into the fact that Pelican Town is a seaside town — and in the process, I got to think about all the things I loved about growing up close to the sea myself.
I know I also resorted to a lot of figures of speech related to music. Maybe they're crutches for me at this point, but explaining things the way I'd describe music or moving through water or water moving (plus weather, especially storms) is maybe the best way I know how to verbalize the thought or feeling I want in the story. Under the ecliptic zodiac, I'm an earth sign, and under the Chinese zodiac, my element is fire. But water and being in or close to the water gives me a sense of equilibrium and clarity; maybe it's a balancing thing (says the person who also says she doesn't believe in astrology). Outside of the water, the next thing that gives me that is music.
This fic also saw me processing some personal stuff about life stages and getting to move forward to the next one. Alex and Leslie's happy ending/beginning is a bit of wish fulfillment for me. They channel magic through their work, which means they will still go through all the mundanity and struggle of farming/crabbing/fishing, but they will have a home together at the end of every day. I am working toward the quiet magic of love in my everyday, too.
I have some ideas for the next thing I want to write, but they need to simmer a bit. In the meantime, I'll go back to actually reading fics and seeing what else other people are writing (I try to avoid the AO3 feed during a big WIP to prevent idea osmosis).
Thanks for reading (especially if you got this far, lol). Leave a note or a comment if you like. :)
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Pokémon Players that I interacted with in Pokémon Sword/Shield in the Wild Area, Isle of Armor, and Crown Tundra on February 18, 2024!
I will be putting the name shown to me in game, and only put names in English so I apologize to any foreign Trainers I had to leave out due to unable to write your name in your language, but I love you all the same! Names have been wrote down EXACTLY as I saw them in game, so yes, these are what people names themselves. Enjoy! ✨
NAchos
Beau
Nyrus
doddsy
Monii
SWSH
Robin
Miku
Hasana
Fabien
Kaibs
qee?
monster
Redtvgs
Jensen
keke
Nick
Kevin
Unidentified
???
joshua
Xiiaaoo
Shadow
Kevin
jayden
Fer
Leon
Lance
Claude III
tristan
Cassi
Tengu
Goblin
Kedar
SphinxDarrell
tretops
WXP
Poten
malik
Alejandro
metehan
Lucifer
Ivan
Dax
Lexi
pvtlorde
Max
Xaiden
Christina
Tails-X
Evo
Chris
AlphaHD
Isaiah
logantheGOAT
bobby
Davina
nico22
Riley
Jon
Correnyan
Moka
yt
Klaus
Aimee <3
everett5109
X-Alexa
Maako
Rufus
Raya
Maisie
felix
John
Lecinēna
beto
wolf
david
Lela
cap
Bossmo
nanat
Iker
GodHatesMe
Mauve
KC-Reno
Prim
gibo
Lloyd
jose silva
Loz
Samuel
Ragnar
Hate
✨⭐OG_Gamer⭐✨
Fabin
Izzy
SloppyJ
ash ketchup
EMAN
ash
Caysen F
micky
Hamza
Mlsw
Emma
Tippy
Stefan
kaysen
Deathkiller
jacob
Rodders83
Max
Pharynx
Joeru
Beth
Jay
Cristian
Krayola
Kelligy
Rain
Lieb
Zacian.net
colton
KingTenz0
Dennis
pokecollcRA
Azura
Sceptor
Leo
Caleb
Charlie
Briare
Moon Mermaid
Morgan
wwe!
Michael
Marios
Adam
Garrett
Paula
8 Bit King
Snowman
philliphoph
Uzay
Grey
liam
razzy
Ryan
NakedRaider
Rage
Lisa
fizzy
MOK
jhalex
Luis Hansel
Ape
Fire
Aragorn
Raynare
Paulie
andrew
Osmar
q
melira
Lars
Kaden
Cola
emir
MasterLuCaZz
Ben
sonic
nigaloadeon
Lucas
Dee
Jen
Caleb
Rebellious
Luce
Hannah
Roo
Nyx
Blue
Neffy
Cummies
Edward
Giselle
Mike
Daniel
Dusty
honey
Marcus
Luna
keren wolf
Ayden
Devin
#pokemon sword and shield#pokemon sword#pokemon shield#pokemon#free the congo#free sudan#free palestine#free hawaii#free gaza
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waIT WAIT WAITㅡ My eyes could be trippin but did I just read that there's an upcoming work for Naozumi? Like Overdrive - THE Naozumi Hiyama???
Paula, Paula, PauLA, I don't know what it is you're trying to do but whatever it is i'M EATING IT ALL UP BECAUSE MACKENYU? AND YOUR WRITING??? 😭
✨Perfection✨
Personally I'm more of an Akira girl because Takumi🥹, bUT SHOULD THIS EVER PUSH THROUGH BE PREPARED BECAUSE I'M GOING TO CRY AND SCREAM IN YOUR ASK
ㅡ 🌻
hiiiiii! i just knew you'd come by if i fished it out hahaha. to answer in short, yes there is naozumi hiyama in the works. i'm a huge racing fan and i loved macken's acting in overdrive so much that i couldn't just overlook that.
in the macken sense there are a bunch of wips in my notes, some of them big works, that i am trying to work through and get to you soon.
YOU'RE TOO SWEET JDJDJDJDJDJDBDB no one's ever complimented my writing this much and i'm just glad i can share the visions with you.
in the spoiler sense, akira will be detrimental to the story in one way or another 👀 and i'll keep it at that. i know a lot of people are waiting for naozumi and i hope i can deliver 🫡
it WILL push through! it's one i really want to put out and i hope you're gonna love it. will be waiting for the crying and screaming 🤣
slight ask to you: how was addicting taste chapter 9? i am curious of how it was received 😇
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hello, I really really would love if you made head cannons for when 2-D has a crush on reader, butttttttttttttttttttt…
it’s phase 1/before phase 1 so Paula is in the picture. So when Paula leaves the picture *cough* *cough* what happens?
I really enjoy your writing, love you ❤️
-💜🤍✨ anon
Ah 💜🤍✨ anon, nice to hear from you again! And you brought a potential gem !! Of course I will write this! And thank you for the compliment!
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20, 27 and 36 🥰✨
ahhh hello Paula 🥰
20. What feedback makes you the happiest to hear?
literally all of it.
but I love it when someone tells me what they felt while reading a line or a paragraph.
it is also a huge bonus when someone comes to me with theories or ideas on what happened, or what could happen if I were to take it in another direction.
that, that makes me smile because someone felt as much passion as I did to even come up with something. I love it.
27. What time of day do you prefer to write?
Afternoon to late evening! it’s when my brain seems to work best. if I get sleep I normally start late morning and go from there.
36. What fanfic of yours has the symbolism you’re proudest of?
it’s not out yet, but A Different Affliction. there is so much hidden stuff in there that I am so proud of. there’s some golden nuggets in The Outlaw’s Heart too!
thank you, sweetheart! 😘
come ask me about my writing!
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MINI-CELEBRATION FOR 500 FOLLOWERS
[NAVIGATION]
STATUS: CLOSED. Thank you to everyone who participated! All interactions are under the tag #vesuvia’s 500 followers beach party. I love you all!!!
writing this at 495 followers because i’m hyped af <3
ANYWAY, i’ll take you guys following me as a sign that you all think i’m cool 👀 so thank you!!! i’m at half a thousand omfg i love u all thank you for reading my stories and being fun people to be around with. i enjoy interacting with each and everyone of u and it makes my heart swell (in love, not cholesterol buildup) :’))
July 2, 2021 05:50 to July 9, 2021 11:59
A C T I V I T I E S
🍉 munch a bunch » ask me anything.
☀️ under the heat » send me something to cast my mutuals as. (you may take inspo from my fandom list here.)
🏐 over the net » i’ll tell you a random story from my life. (bonus points if you tell one of yours.)
🐚 shell collector » send me this emoji and i’ll show you some cool/random object that i own.
🌊 dance with the waves » just send me 2-4 facts about u + ur gender + angsty or fluffy + a character and i’ll give u a song from my playlist that’ll serve as your theme song with them! || AVAILABLE FANDOMS: Harry Potter (Marauders and Golden Trio), The Lunar Chronicles, The Maze Runner, and Stranger Things
⛱ shelter shade » tell me your first impression of me and i’ll tell you my first impression of you! (moots only!)
tagging my beloved moots under the cut and writing them a little something! <3 this is a long list so im sorry omg i probably should have made a separate moot appreciation post but i didn’t expect it to be this long and i’m too lazy hshshs anyway thank u!!!
@mauvea, thanks for interacting. jk that’s not all ilysm!!! you’re hella fun to talk to and i enjoy ✨interacting✨ with you mwah <3 PAULA HNGGGG dobby simps unite
@selenesheart, i still haven’t forgotten you scripting draco to call you spanish pet names 😭✋🏻 i’m sorry nsndjww aside from that, ily! u cool af like- hnggg
@elevatorsdoor, DANIELAAA!!! no i still have not forgiven you for bombing my ships but you’re an effective person to be with in the diner so ig you’re alright 🙄 jk ily mwahhh
@railmeharrypotter, your url alone is *chef’s kiss* and omfg i love simping over harry w u hehe more simping days to come <3 iloveu sm omg you’re chaotic too and i love that (even tho u do me so dirty in cyms)
@lovegoodsgf, bestie you’re one of my first moots here i still remember the tongue twister days iykyk skskdnx i love you and your headcanons oml
@just-another-multifangirl, EMMA JAM EMMA JAM BABYYYY you’re literally so sweet??? and fun??? what a perfect combo ilysm my beloved chaotic, chaotic bestie!!!
@holden-caulfield, lia jfc i haven’t been reading a lot of fanfics lately but your works are literally so immaculate and perfect and immaculate and have i said perfect? i’m in love with your writing ilysm you’re like an older sister to me ily mwah <3 adding emojis for spice: 🤪😍🥵
@mendesxruel, one o my first moots!!! you’re like an older sister but also a baby sister at the same time??? like i want to protect u but i want u to protect me too hSHSHS i love talking to u sm oml
@gothboutique, your url is so pretty like??? and you’re like one of the cool kids™️ no actually you are hAHSBSA your posts are chaotically pleasing and that’s a fact. ily holly!!! :*
@romqnticizer, i’m low key scared of u sometimes because u have this intimidating aura but omfg when we talk you’re literally so cool and chill aaaaa 👹👹👹 <this is the trademark of our friendship
@prettygirlkay, AYYYEEEE IT’S MY ANGST BESTIE AHAHAHAHA pls you’re so relatable and your writing is so pretty??? like??? i love u hnggg
@meiitanoia, you’re the sweetest person ever. there, i said it. you hype me up so good omg and you’re a literal sunshine ily <3
@shadesofvelma, i stand by vel&ves supremacy. we’re only either a comedy show because we’re a joke or a dramatic soap opera because…well, drama. jokes aside you give off cool kid energy i’m so honored to have u as a moot oml mwah bestie love u
@oeuryale, yep yep yep never forget cotton eye joe. ma’am you’re a ray of sunshine 🤧 ilysm and i enjoy interacting w u A LOT.
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Slowly; All At Once
Pair: Mingyu x f!reader
Genre: fluff, best friends to lovers with Mingyu, boyfriend material!Mingyu, slight angst.
Summary: Kim Mingyu fell in love with you slowly, but you fell in love with him all at once.
Warnings: short hair Mingyu (yes this deserves a warning. He looks too good), rowdy house party setting, mentions of alcohol, angst (but not with Mingyu), mentions/allusions to a panic attack/sensory overload, kissing, fluff because mingyu is so sweet and protective 😩 Half proofread.
WC: 5k
Author's Note: listen, short hair Mingyu is SO boyfriend coded okay, it just does things to me.
“Gyu?” You spoke as loudly as you could.
“What’s up?” Your best friend answered through a yawn and you would’ve regretted disturbing him so late in the night but you really needed him now.
“Gyu, i’m so sorry..”
Mingyu sat up from his position in bed, the drowsiness in him suddenly gone at the sound of your voice trembling. “What’s wrong?” He asked, his senses heightened, suddenly now hearing the loud music in your background.
“Could.. if you’re free, c-could you come get me?”
Mingyu was already slipping his shirt on and turning off his tv right after you asked. “Where are you? Are you okay? Are you in danger?” He quizzed, rushing down the stairs to grab his car keys and the hoodie hanging off the hooks.
“I’m at Jamie’s house. So many people, I jus’ wan’go home,” you slurred, stumbling into a corner of the house party you were at.
You could hear the sound of his engine rumbling to a start and somehow, that made you breathe a little easier. That was the thing about your best friend, when you needed him, he would be there, any time, any day, no questions asked. “Ok hang tight. I’ll be there.”
The line went dead as you cowered a little more to the corner of the house party you were at. The more the crowd grew, the more out of place you felt. Sure, most faces were familiar to you as they were the same ones that walked around your school building but no one was really close enough to you. Jamie, herself, was nowhere to be found. You weren't a stranger to house parties, you actually enjoyed them but this one really made you feel like you didn't belong. The crowd was quite rowdy, noise was obnoxiously loud, people were shoving drinks to you left and right, frat boys— both those senior and junior to you— were hitting on you, and, well, the sight of your ex-boyfriend's tongue down your ex-roommate's throat just wasn't exactly what you expected to see tonight.
You wished you had stayed home instead or spent your Friday night with your best friend watching Shark Tank episodes and talking about all the inventions you both could make and would definitely get invested on. But no, you had begged off from Mingyu this one time, telling him that you wanted to let loose a little bit and hang with some of your girl friends.
The night started fine, you and the girls having cocktails after dinner at a bar nearby, until one of them had all but dragged you guys to the house party a common friend was throwing. What you didn't know was all their boyfriends had already been there, eventually leaving you alone as soon you all walked in the doors.
You wanted to get out of there but as you looked at the volume of people in front of you, you were sure you wouldn't be able to push through them without getting pushed around. You felt trapped, your breaths becoming shorter whilst you tried to calm your heart. You were in need of air and of water real bad.
"Hello?" you picked up your phone at first ring.
It was Mingyu. "Where are you?"
"I-i'm by the end of the hall towards the kitchen at the back."
Mingyu grimaced at the mixed smell of alcohol, cigarettes, sweat and weed in the place, not to mention the huge crowd that the party had gathered. He spotted numerous acquaintances and friends who all excitedly greeted him, offering him shots and beers but he ignored all of them, brain laser focused at finding you. It took him about five minutes before he reached the hall you were in and immediately spotted you thanks to his height which allowed him a “bird’s eye view.”
"Y/N," you felt a towering presence stumble in front of your crouched position, but was immediately comforted at the owner of the voice. It’s a really good thing you knew his voice well because you were still getting used to his new and much shorter haircut.
"Gyu!" You sighed in relief, hands immediately gripping his forearm as you steadied yourself against him. He kept a protective hand on your waist, caging you in between him and the corner to shield you from the crowd. He noticed the natural blush on your cheeks from the alcohol and the slightly far away look in your eyes. He could tell you weren’t exactly drunk, but he could also read the fear and sadness in them. He gave you a little bit more time to steady your breathing and comfort yourself in his presence, whispering "it's okay's" and "you're alright, I'm here."
"Gyu, I'm dizzy," you declared. You weren't drunk, just slightly tipsy at most, it was the stuffiness in the room that had you wanting air.
Mingyu glanced back at the amount of people in the hall, mentally mapping the fastest way out to the closest door, before turning back to you. "Y/n,” he cupped your cheek to guide your eyes to his, "We'll make our way out, okay? Hold on to me?" He laid out his large hand for you to take and you gripped it like a vice as you gave him a small nod.
There are many reasons to be thankful for Mingyu's height and build, and tonight, as he pushed through the crowds with one hand tightly intertwined with yours, was one of them. You were only but a few steps away from the door when your face collided with Mingyu's back. Someone had blocked his way and you were too slow to stop yourself when he did.
"heeey leaving so soon?!" A very familiar but very drunk voice slurred. It was Jung, your asshole of an ex-boyfriend. "You just got here,bro."
"Not here to party. Just—"
"Oh come on, Mingyu! At least take a shot!"
"Yeah!!" another party goer whom you recognize to be from the same frat as Jung cheered on, "In fact why don't you and y/n take a shot together!" Two shot glasses filled to the brim with tequila were suddenly raised at you both. You made a face, hiding yourself behind your best friend’s broad back, hoping it would be enough to make you disappear.
"Y/n!" Jung sang-song in a way that had Mingyu gripping your hands even tighter, "Why don't you take a shot for me, baby? It's still too early to call it a—"
"Don't touch her." Mingyu growled at your ex who was attempting to bypass him and snake an arm around your waist, "Let’s go, y/n" Mingyu pulled at you, desperately hoping to just get the both of you out of there.
As you stumbled past your ex, you yelped when you felt his hand pull on your free wrist, almost yanking you away from Mingyu's hold. "Cmon, baby. Just one more shot. Like old times." A disgusting smirk was plastered on Jung's face, one you wanted to wipe off with a punch.
“I said. Don’t. Touch. Her.” Mingyu repeated louder and firmer this time, pulling your caught wrist and now purposely standing in full height to tower over your drunken ex.
“Gyu, let’s go,” you whisper, noticing that the exchange between both boys have suddenly gained the crowd’s attention.
“Oh come on Mingyu, it’s just a shot!” One of the other guys pushed.
With a roll of his eyes, Mingyu took the shot glass and downed the liquor easily. But it wasn’t until he took the second shot of tequila— supposedly yours— and poured it down his throat that the crowd erupted in cheers. “Happy?” Mingyu sneered at Jung, “now, let us go.”
“Still her savior, huh?” Your ex called out, making Mingyu freeze in his tracks as he tried to navigate through the crowd, “you still the best friend? Or are you finally the boyfriend now?”
You felt your breath get caught in your throat at what you just heard. But nothing could have prepared you for the next thing that tumbled out of your best friend’s mouth.
“So what if I was?” Mingyu looked back at your ex bitterly, eyes filled with anger, “At least I know I’d treat her right.”
You had no chance to see the sour, defeated face Jung sported, but the crowd’s ‘oooh’s’ were enough to let you know that Mingyu definitely had the last laugh in that exchange. Everyone had even made space for you both to successfully exit, not wanting to mess with the 6 foot 2 man.
Mingyu watched you carefully as you stabilized your breathing, the fresh air paired with the water he had just given you was slowly erasing the dizziness you felt earlier. He had his hands in his pockets while you looked up at him, your back leaning on his car, and a thick silence in the air. You wanted to say something, you wanted to say a lot of things actually, but didn’t know how to start.
“Here, put this on,” Mingyu said softly, grabbing his hoodie from the back seat and pulling it over your shivering frame since your dress did little to protect you from the cold. You hummed in satisfaction, the warmth of the cotton shielding your exposed skin and the smell of him grounding you even more.
“Thank you, Gyu. For saving me. And for taking that shot.” You squeaked, looking down at the ground, wanting to say many other things but it’s all you could put together for now.
Mingyu’s mind however, wandered some place else. Like how you were still so beautiful right now? Looking so tiny in his hoodie, cheeks flushed and your makeup a bit smeared. To him, you were still the prettiest thing his eyes had seen. God he just wanted to kiss you. If only you were in your right mind, no alcohol in your system and not reeling back from what could’ve been a panic attack. And maybe, if only it didn’t ruin the friendship.
‘I’d die for you,’ is what Mingyu would’ve wanted to say. “Hey, it’s fine. Don’t worry about it… as long as you’re okay. I mean… you are okay, right?”
He stood closely in front of you, watching intently as you tried to form words but your growing silence did nothing to quell his worries.
“Y/n,” your best friend’s voice firm, “did something happen back there? Are you hurt? You think your drink got spiked? Did someone harra—“
“No, no!” You confirmed, sensing the agitation in his voice, “nothing happened to me. Was just really overwhelmed with the crowd… the boys were annoying, the girls left me, and I… i didn’t even know Jung was dating Cass now.”
Ah, there it is, Mingyu thought. It always has something to do with your stupid ex.
“Cass? Your ex roommate, Cass?”
“Yeah.”
“Dating or not, they were definitely making out,” Mingyu could hear both the pain and disgust in your voice, “i just don’t get it.” Yeah, neither does Mingyu, why were you still so hung up on this—
“I’m over him, you know?”
“What?” Mingyu looked at you so quickly, he might’ve gotten a whiplash
“I’m over him.” You confirmed and Mingyu would be lying if he said he didn’t want to just jump in joy right there and then. But your face still looked sour, angry even, like you had just been forced to chew on a whole lemon. “I realise now I was such an idiot for even loving him. But Cass? Really? My ex-roommate? I don’t know.. I know we’ve broken up months ago but it just feels weird. She knew how much he hurt me.. she even wanted to, and I quote, ‘stab him in the gym,’ but now she’s practically dry humping him in the middle of the worst house party known to man?!” You frustrated, your voice reaching a higher pitch than you had expected only to fall down to a very quiet whisper, “i just… I can’t help but feel betrayed.”
Mingyu noticed a lone tear roll down your cheek, the back of your hand immediately wiping it away. He knew how close you were to Cass, he still remembers how you cried to him when she suddenly cut off communication with you and moved out of your apartment. For the longest time, you had thought you did something wrong and had beaten yourself up over it. But now it all just made sense.
Your best friend pulled you in for an embrace, mumbling about how you deserve better and how he’s sorry this happened to you.
“God,” you scoffed, “i’m sorry, i’m such a loser… everything about tonight just makes me feel so… alone.”
“Hey now!” Mingyu pulled back harshly, holding you firmly by the shoulders, an arms length distance between you both. “I take offense to that. I’m literally right here, you know.”
“Exactly. When you really could’ve been sleeping peacefully, or maybe even be on a date with some pretty girl. Instead you’re here, rescuing your pathetic excuse of a best friend.”
“Well.. you know what?” Mingyu challenged, pulling you in again into his arms for a warm hug, “there’s nowhere else i’d rather be. Now let’s get you home, yeah?” He assured instead, opening the door to the passenger seat of his car. You slumped into the seat and Mingyu went as far as strapping your seat belt for you, your lips just mere centimeters away from his. He stopped to look at you, eyes scanning yours before dropping to your lips momentarily and then back to your eyes again. You could feel the tension in the air and you didn’t even realize you were holding your breath until he finally moved away and closed the door gently.
Mingyu couldn’t help but notice a few tears escaping you as you looked out the car window, lone tears slowly falling on your cheek. You couldn’t really shake the idea from your brain of your roommate and your ex getting together, the betrayal just squeezing your heart in pain. Maybe the alcohol also just heightened your sensitivity too. When the car stopped at a red light, a gentle squeeze on your left hand had you looking up to your best friend, soft eyes matching yours as he flashed you a lopsided smile. He didn’t say anything, he didn’t have to. You knew his action was that of comfort, as if to tell you you weren’t alone.
Mingyu kept his hand tightly on yours throughout the ride, his thumb rubbing circles on the back of your hand and that small action really helped keep the sad thoughts away. It wasn’t until you reached the exit of the freeway when you noticed Mingyu suddenly take a left turn.
“Where are we going?” You squeaked
“Mine,” Mingyu confirmed, “is that ok? I just don’t wanna leave you alone for now, and i don’t think the sight of Cass’s empty room is something you’re ready to see either.”
You pondered on his suggestion quickly and knew it made sense. If anything, your best friend’s comforting presence is exactly what you needed right now.
The moment you got to his place, everything was like clockwork. He let you shower and freshen up, then handed you one of his large shirts and one of your old shorts you kept at his place for sleepover nights like these.
A bottle of water was left by the bathroom door when you had finished. Drink this all before you go back down, Mingyu had written in a note and you cooed at the thoughtfulness of your best friend. As you got to changing, you couldn’t help but notice just how much comfort his place brought you. His bedroom— and the rest of the apartment— was littered with photos of the both of you through the years. Your favorite conditioner was in his bathroom. He had a little basket in his closet that had things for you— hair brush, your favorite makeup remover, a few of your skin care items (which he bought himself), some old clothes, and even sanitary pads. You smiled at the sight of the little disney nightlight he had bought especially for you last year because even though he liked his lights off when he sleeps, he knew you hated the dark. You knew he kept some of your favorite snacks in his pantry, and he always had a pint of your favorite ice cream in his freezer. You were grinning by the time you had thought of all these things. You were feeling way too giddy and and then it hit you, those are butterflies you feel in your stomach. You felt like a tidal wave just hit you, your brain suddenly replaying every encounter with Mingyu and the longer it went on, the more you felt your heart being squeezed. You’re reminded how he didn’t even hesitate to pick you up tonight, or take that shot for you, or how he might’ve just thrown a punch at Jung if he so much laid another finger on you. You remember the tension in the car when your lips were inches apart. Yup, definitely butterflies. You simultaneously cursed yourself for not seeing it sooner. For not feeling it sooner. Do best friends really go this far? Could Kim Mingyu be in love with you? Better yet, did you just fall in love with him? There’s no way. Right? Mingyu was simply a really nice guy, and he would be especially kind to you, his best friend, and you are just very, very appreciative of it.
Yeah, just best friends.
That’s all.
So why do you suddenly want it to be more?
Mingyu, on the other hand, was a ball of nerves in his living room. The events of tonight made him feel like he might not be able to hold back his feelings any longer. Seeing you tonight, your helpless self in such a huge crowd of people and then silently crying in the car just awakened something in him, like a very strong urge to protect you and embrace you in so much love that you won't ever remember the feeling of being hurt. He loves you very much, for quite some time now actually, and not just in the best friend kind anymore, he knows that much. But he can't quite figure out when it happened. There was no specific moment or grand gesture that made him think "i'm in love with my best friend." Your friendship certainly began platonic, no hidden intentions or attraction. It started when both your chaotic selves ended up paired for a group work in freshman year and you just haven't been separated since then. Over time, he's unconsciously made more space for you in his heart. What started as him giving you food every now and then so you could test his culinary experiments eventually turned into packed meals every Tuesdays and Thursdays when your classes stretched until 8 in the evening. He began omitting mustard in the dishes he cooks for you because of your allergy, even though he personally loves it. He once helped you do groceries and noticed you liked to buy your juices and milks in large cartons, and so he eventually scheduled his grocery days the same as yours so you wouldn't have to carry everything by yourself. You brought out the best in him. He witnessed your thoughtfulness and kindness and that made him want to be a better person for himself. One day, when he cracked a lame joke, he realised nothing sounds sweeter than your laugh. Mingyu always listened to you, even when you spoke nonsense most times. Your crazy ideas were something he questioned a lot before but now it's what makes him laugh the most. Kim Mingyu fell in love with you slowly, he never stopped himself from it because he's learned it was simply impossible. The joy you brought to his life was unexplainable. So he just let it happen, but he'd never tell you that, not when it could mean losing the single most important person in his life. But tonight, it seemed his heart was bursting at the seams and he wasn't so sure how long he could control his mouth from vomiting the words. Maybe it wasn't such a good idea to have you sleep over tonight.
"Gyu? you good?" you asked, sitting beside him and getting under the same throw he had placed over him. He looked so soft and cuddly in his dark gray sweatshirt he changed into. God, he looked every bit of boyfriend right now.
"Huh?"
"You were spaced out," you giggled
"Oh. Yeah, i'm ok, just waiting for you… Was the shower ok? Did you drink your water?"
You nodded and pointed to the empty water bottle you had placed on the coffee table in front of you, "I'm alright, Gyu. Tired but feeling much better." You punctuated your words with a small thank you and a kiss on his cheek and Mingyu tensed. The scent of your shampoo washed over him and even though it was only a few seconds, it's like he could still feel your lips on his cheek. You saw his eyes grow wide and his shoulders slightly square up but whatever it was, he chose to stay silent.
"okay!" he announced, trying to break the awkwardness he was feeling. "movie?"
"about that... could we... maybe talk first?"
An ice bucket might as well have been thrown on top of Mingyu's head, either that or have the ground open up to swallow him whole. He seriously might not keep his feelings at bay this time around. "uhhh... a-about what?"
"About what happened in the party."
"Oh," your best friend relaxed a little, "I thought you were fine? You said no one hurt you right? I mean, of course aside from seeing Cass and—"
"Gyu," you interrupted him with a hand on his forearm, turning to the side so you could face him, "I don't mean that."
"Then what?"
"About what you said to Jung," your voice barely above a whisper, "about being my boyfriend..."
At that very moment, the both of you paused, the same thought in your brains: will my heart actually start beating out my chest?
"Oh. What about it?" Mingyu played it off and you gulped hard, maybe you shouldn't have brought it up. You normally thought you could see right through your best friend, but this time, he seemed so nonchalant about it all and if you were being honest, it broke your heart a little.
The tanned boy waited for your answer, eyes holding a glint of fear as he watched you look at everything else in the room except his gaze, "I just... I don't know. You said if you were my boyfriend, then you'd be treating me right."
"I would." Mingyu responded a little too fast, making your eyes find his immediately. He cursed himself for the lack of self control, now literally biting his tongue to stop from spilling the rest of his feelings.
"Then am I crazy for thinking that... that all you've done tonight was treat me right?"
You watched your best friend swallow hard, eyes boring into your soul. You waited in bated breath for a response but Mingyu opened his mouth only to close it, and then open again. Mingyu steels himself, genuinely wanting to run away from the conversation. If he spoke any further, he just knows he'd lose his best friend and get his heart broken, so he chooses to point out the obvious instead. "Well, you are my best friend."
"is that all you want me to be?" There it goes. The million dollar question. It's now or never, Kim Mingyu, he hears the subconscious in his brain. He could feel the sweat on his back, his hands fidgeting under the throw. Mingyu was not fond of how straightforward you were being. It's like you were ready to catch him red-handed and then tell him to start acting like a bestfriend instead of some love-sick puppy, or worse, stay away from you altogether. This is it. The end of a friendship he so carefully protected even if it meant it will never be more.
"What do you mean?" He croaked, his throat feeling drier more than ever. Oh, if only Mingyu knew just how nervous you were too.
You closed your eyes shut, inhaling sharply to muster up some confidence as you carefully place your heart on your sleeve.
“Because I look at your place and your life, and though I see a lot of you in it, I see me too. Pictures of us, my favorite food always in your kitchen, my number in your speed dial. I think about the past and all that you've done for me, laughing at the stupid shapes I think the clouds are forming, listening to me vent about all my frustrations, holding me when i cry about a broken heart, you’re there. You're always where I am. And it might have taken me long to realize this, but maybe you do love me more than just your bestfriend. And I just I hope i'm not too late to tell you that when I think about all of it, it hits me like a truck that I'm in love with you too."
If Mingyu was deaf, then everything you just said is probably the one thing that would help him regain his hearing. Every single word was loud and clear, your last sentence obnoxiously ringing in his ears, yet all this six foot something man could reply was an awkward “huh?”
You blinked hard at his dumbfounded expression, the back of your eyes immediately stinging with tears. Your efforts of confessing dying together with your heart. You felt the blood rush to your cheeks in embarrassment, hands flying to cover your face because wow, you seriously just misread the whole thing. “Fuck, I’m sorry. I- i must’ve misread. For—forget I said anything.” You mumbled, your voice shaking towards the end.
“No, no!” Mingyu panicked, his large hands prying yours away from your face and then cupping your cheeks, “i’m sorry. I love you. I heard you, loud and clear. And I love you, more than just a best friend. I’m so in love with you, have been for a while now.” He inched closer to you, the shyest smile on his face.
His eyes glanced at your lips before looking back at you again, asking softly, “Can I?”
With a small nod, he slotted his lips to yours and you immediately hummed in relief. Your eyes fluttering close with how gentle he was. His lips were slightly chapped but they were so pillowy against yours.
“I love you,” Mingyu mumbled in between a kiss, not being able to contain the smile that was breaking on his face. He swore he saw fireworks explode, his stomach churning in the best way possible.
“I love you too,” you responded as you broke apart for air. Both your eyes were twinkling, pure happiness just flowing through your veins.
He couldn’t quite believe it. Just moments ago, he was certain he’d end the night without a best friend. “Could you say that again?” He asked shyly, and if you weren’t just so whipped for the man, you wouldn’t have indulged him.
You climbed onto his lap, grinning as you placed your hands by the sides of his face. “I love you, Kim Mingyu. I’m so in love with you,” you obliged, peppering kisses on his cheeks and nose and lips.
Mingyu let out that tiny giggle he does when he’s really happy, the crinkles in his eyes appearing and his canines showing. “I love you,” you said one more time before properly latching onto his lips again. This time, your kiss was slightly deeper. He continued to mumble i love you’s to you in between before finally slipping his tongue into your mouth. Mingyu let out a low hum of sayisfaction when he felt you run your fingers through his short hair. His large hand stayed firm on the small of your back while the other was on your neck, making sure you couldn’t pull away too far or too fast, not that he should worry, the warmth of his body alone was already drawing you impossibly closer to him.
You rested your forehead on his when you broke apart the second time, matching grins on your faces as your eyes looked deeply at each other.
“You scared me, you know?” You scowled out of nowhere, your fist hitting his chest playfully.
“What?”
“I thought I really misread. Thought you didn’t actually love me.” The pout that appeared on your face was one Mingyu had seen before, but this time around, it pulled at his heartstrings even harder.
“Well I thought you saw right through me and didn’t want any of it. Thought you wanted to stop being best friends even.”
You raised a brow at him, tilting your head to the side slightly, “well now you’re not just my best friend, you’re also my boyfriend.”
The squeal that came out of Mingyu’s mouth was definitely one you wouldn’t expect from someone as large as him, but you loved it nonetheless, even though he paired it with a bone crushing hug that had your face uncomfortably smushed on his hard chest.
“G-gyu… c-can’t br-breathe.”
“Oh sorry,” he pulled back, still giggling from the thought of being called your boyfriend. You don’t think you’ve ever seen him this happy before and it makes the butterflies in your stomach flutter even harder.
You felt soft lips on your forehead, another “I love you” rolling past Mingyu’s mouth.
You responded back with the same three words, allowing yourself to look into his eyes intently, marking this important moment in your brain. You’ve heard of best friends falling in love and then falling out of love, the friendship sinking together with it. You knew there was no certainty that you and Mingyu wouldn’t meet that same fate, and it scared you for sure. But there was something about being in your best friend-now-boyfriend’s arms that just felt right. Like you were home. And somehow, that was more than enough to take away all the fears. It took a while, but you’ve never been more sure of something than you are now of loving Mingyu.
“So… we’re really doing this?” Mingyu asked as he tucked your hair behind your ear. You looked beautiful with the light pink that dusted your cheeks and the deeper crimson on your slightly swollen lips.
“As long as it’s with you.”
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FIONA MY BELOVED — AN ESSAY
How I feel about this character
okay buckle up you’re in for a ride my dear. hi I’m Paola and I am in love with Fiona Gallagher. everything started one uneventful day back in 2014, I was watching a pilot for this series—Shameless, have you heard of it? and these big, fierce brown eyes stuck with me from day 1 and never left me ever since. now that the Joycean intro is over, let me tell you: I love Fiona’s spirit so much. she is the definition of selfless—so much so that even when the authors clearly wanted us to disagree with what she was doing I was like BUT SHE DESERVES THIS!!! she gave all of herself to her kids and she deserves nice things too!!! (although that storyarc was Ian vs Fiona so let me tell you I was conflicted and my brain was mush). you just gotta love her. she’s so intense and loving and badass I don’t think I can convey how much admiration I have for her—how much love I’ve had for every single one of her storylines. even the fucked up ones! even when she was lost and fucking up left and right, I was always rooting for her because, again, she deserves it. she’s amazing, she’s incredible cue the Lady Gaga meme I LOVE HER SO MUCH 🥺🥺🥺
All the people I ship romantically with this character
there’s this character nobody ever talks about in Shameless—her name is…Paola I think? not the PO, that’s Paula; I’m talking about Paola. yeah I ship Fiona with her so much omg
no ok dnsosnsk you know that meme I’d make her better/worse? I’D MAKE HER HAPPY GRRRR I don’t think I ship her with anyone!! I think she’s too good for every single person on this planet, let alone the people she got with during her time on the show. yuck! but if I have to say someone, here’s my toxic opinions quota for the day: Jimmy/Steve/Jack/Andrew/Jennifer whatever his name is? yeah. I kinda ship them. A LITTLE BIT don’t judge me 😔
My unpopular opinion about this character
that she did nothing wrong ever? like I am the chairman for the Ian Gallagher Never Hurt Anyone committee but even with him I have some nooo sweetie ahah 💙💙 what are you doing ahah you’re so sexy noo moments, but with Fiona? if we forget the Liam storyarc (because that’s not even on the table of things that could be excused, of course), I don’t think she ever did anything out of spite/with bad intentions. I’m a simp I know ssshhh
My non-romantic OTP for this character
ok hear me out. Fiona/V. I mean it’s kinda obvious lmao those two are amazing as standalone characters and together, duh, but I just love their dynamic so much. just two best judies supporting each other through everything no big deal. I remember when they had an argument/didn’t talk with each other for whatever reason I would look at the screen like this 🥺 until they made up lol THE definition of BFF girlpower girlboss gatekeep gaslight gorgeous gals!!
One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon.
this is gonna be the same answer for every character: NO S11 HERE. no!!! NO! forget about that. and HOS? LALALA I CAN’T HEAR YOU THAT NEVER HAPPENED LALALA. I wish they’d given her more credit. I wish she’d stuck around more. I wish she’d teared up at Ian’s wedding like the mom she was and is to him. I wish they’d loved her as much as she loved them unconditionally; I wish they’d want the best for her like she gave all of them the best of herself for so long (I am, in fact, crying rn)
#sorry this got way too deep#and way too long#but you know how it is here#fiona my sun my one my everything#pomeldoro 🍅#💙💙💙💙#ask gamez#ask
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People i'd like to know better
i was tagged by @danvercarols thank you!! ✨😍🌻🌟 this is cool bc i also wanted to get to know you better!
Birthday: april 14th
Zodiac: aries
Height: 1.72 m
Last song listened to: her sweet kiss from the witcher soundtrack
Hobbies: reading, sometimes writing or drawing. i also like baking and cooking
Last movie you watched: i haven't seen a movie in ages, i'm just watching shows tbh. was it the new star wars? maybe
Dream job: archaeologist (working towards the dream every day...)
Meaning behind url: that one vine with the guy going "i'll have you know i am a sweet treat! i'm a fucking delight to be around!!!"
and i'm tagging @ethylenee @paula-li @azorell @swordwieldingeowyn @umbrellanumber5 @chief-of-blood if you feel like doing this 🔆
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Down Bad
Pair: Mingyu x f!reader
Genre: fluff, inspired by soft Mingyu during that GyuHan live
Summary: Clingy, lovesick Mingyu just wants your undivided attention
Warnings: tipsy! Gyu, mentions of alcohol, use of pet names, so much fluff, barely proofread
WC: 1.7k
Author's Note: look at me actually publishing something. This is once again very self-indulgent because Gyu was just so so adorable in that live and it had me in shambles. Shoutout to my sweet Cherry @shuadotcom for listening to me fawn over Mingyu when this live happened and building ideas of the scenes with me! I love you darling!
Author’s Note 2.0: LISTEN, SHORT HAIR MINGYU IS HANDSOME OKAY. I DON’T UNDERSTAND WHY SOME DON’T LIKE IT ON HIM??? LIKE BRO GET YOUR EYES CHECKED. But seriously, it does kill me when I watch Gyu kinda second guess his new hairstyle. Like I know he just laughs it off most times, but I hope the self doubt doesn’t eat him up. I will die defending his short hair. idc.
“Is it bad?” You grimace as soon as Seungcheol releases you from his hug and leads you through the hall.
Cheol laughs, “well…” he stops walking to look at you, “he’s not drunk… yet. But he did get tipsy quite fast.”
“That’s cause he’s also tired,” you reasoned, “but thanks for calling me, I don’t think I’d want him to drive home by himself and—“
“Oh no no,” the leader interrupts, resuming his steps towards the dining area where you could already faintly hear your boyfriend whining, “he asked us to call you. Besides, you know that if he did get drunk, I’d force him to crash here.”
“Oh.”
“Babyyyy!” Mingyu shoots up from his seat and rushes to you with arms wife open when you surface in the room. He was beaming at the sight of you, puppy senses fully kicking in. A faint smell of alcohol and his cologne hits your nose when he bends down and engulfs you in a hug, his face nuzzling deep into your neck.
“Miss you,” he mumbles with a tight squeeze and you run your fingers through his short locks.
“Missed you too, bub. Should we get you home?”
Mingyu pulls you off him to hold you by your shoulders, his lips pursed and eyebrows scrunching, “no no, not yet. Comeeee, join usssss.”
You’re dragged by your tall boyfriend to the dining table, both Seungcheol and Jeonghan giggling but also sending you an apologetic look for the state that Mingyu is in.
“What are we doing?” You question when he offers you chopsticks and shows you all the food on the table.
“We’re celebrating Minghao’s birthday so we have to stay first, okay?” Seungcheol laughs at your boyfriend’s justification.
“Aaaand Hao is where exactly?”
Mingyu shrugs, “dunno. But that’s okay, we called him awhile ago already and we even sang for him on live. Do you want a drink?”
You reach out to stop his hands from pouring the alcohol on the glass, “no i’m good.” He looks at you intently and then decides against convincing you to drink. Instead, he sits back down and wraps his arms around your waist, sighing softly when his head rests on your shoulder.
“You okay, my love?” You ask after kissing the top of his head. “Tired?” He nods against your shoulder and hum an affirmative. “Maybe we should go—“
“Noooo,” your gentle giant whines, a full pout on his lips, making both his hyungs laugh at him.
“Okay, okay.”
“We’re still having fun… well, they’re having fun,” Mingyu gestures towards his two older members with scrunched brows.
You reach your arm up to touch his cheek, caressing his soft skin, “And you’re not?”
“They’re making fun of me.”
“We are not!” Seungcheol denies with a laugh.
“You laughed when the fans called me a potato on live.” The two boys start giggling again, recalling the conversation on the many forms of potatoes Mingyu could represent.
“I also said you were handsome with your short hair,” Cheol added, “the potato comment is just funny!”
Jeonghan, who was seated on Mingyu’s other side, now pokes at your boyfriend’s fingers before snorting with a laugh, “heh. french fries.”
Seungcheol and Jeonghan erupt in laughter much to Mingyu’s chagrin, and you yourself couldn’t help but giggle at the antics of the two boys. Mingyu crosses his arms defiantly, sulking like there’s no tomorrow.
“Oh cmon, Gyu, it’s funny!” The group’s resident trickster calls out.
“Babyyyyyy, protect meeee,” your boyfriend whines, hiding his face on your shoulder. Mingyu was no stranger to being teased by his members, and almost always, he’s a very good sport at taking it all in and staying calm and collected. But the facade easily drops the moment you’re around. He gets to be his true self, a big baby. Your big baby. Luckily for him, the boys listen to you.
“Okay, cut it out, guys,” you call, earning a smile from your boyfriend which immediately drops the next second when you say, “the potato is sad.”
“HEY!” Mingyu’s bottom lip juts out as he scowls at you, not at all impressed by your joke. You leave a kiss on his lips and he tries hard to hide the smile.
“I’m kidding, I don’t even know why they think that. You’re my puppy,” you quickly correct, cupping his cheeks and pecking his lips, “my handsome puppy.” That was enough to have your boyfriend unravel his arms and wrap them around your waist, a huge smile on his face as he leans on your shoulder. He was flustered beyond words. If there was one thing Mingyu agreed on, it’s that he was a puppy.
“You’re so whipped,” Jeonghan states the obvious and while you knew it was directed to your boyfriend, it also felt like it was a jab at you. Eitherway, neither you nor Mingyu denied it. Especially Mingyu. He was deeply in love with you and it was written all over his face.
You settle in nicely to a conversation with the boys, discussing the new cafe that just opened near the Hybe building and talking about the recent broadcast shows they’ve done for the comeback.
With each passing minute, the more Mingyu clings onto you like a koala. Mostly smiling and staring at you with lovestruck eyes that would immediately change into a silly face if you looked back at him. Eventually, his head constantly leaned on your shoulder or his face buried in your neck, relishing in the way your hand would subconciously reach up to run your fingers through his hair or scratch lightly at his scalp. You really loved his shorter hairdo, never missing a chance to compliment him about it. When he had cut his hair, he worried you’d stop running your fingers through them, which is why moments like these, even with his shorter strands, always made him sigh in content.
“What’s wrong?” You quiz when he pulls on your shirt sleeve after you laugh at one of Jeonghan’s jokes, your hands detaching from his hair to give the older member a high five. When you look at Mingyu, his eyes were even more half lidded than earlier, and the bags underneath a little more red and puffy.
“Nothin’,” he feigns but you know what he wants.
“Hmm… you sure you just don’t want my whole attention?” Mingyu scrunches his face in shock, like he’s trying to deny the way you just exposed him. But he doesn’t say anything, and instead, juts out his lower lip for his biggest pout of the night.
You decide to tease him a little bit more and roll your eyes playfully, putting your attention back to two of his brothers who were currently going through funny videos of Minghao.
Mingyu huffs loudly and tugs you closer to him, earning a giggle from you. “Okay big boy, I was only kidding, you have my attention,” he tries to maintain his sulking but fails badly when his lips quirk into a smile after you plant a kiss on them.
“I love you,” he whispers, blushing wildly at his own confession and hiding behind your shoulder blades.
“I love you too, Gyu. But can I bring you home now? You look like you’re about to fall asleep any minute.”
“Nooooo,” Mingyu whines loudly.
You were about to reason but Seungcheol beats you to it, “Mingoo, my hyung’s about to come home now. You guys have to leave soon.”
“See, baby? Cheol needs us out of the house.”
“That’s rude,” he complains, “but his hyung likes me. We can stay.”
You flash Cheol an apologetic look, letting him know you got it under control. Just then, you stand up and bend down to cup Mingyu’s face, forcing him to look at you. “Baby, we have to go. If you fall asleep on me here, you bet I won’t be carrying you home. So choose, big guy, do you want to be beside me in bed tonight? Or beside Seungch—“
“OKAY! BYE HYUNGS!” The 6 foot 2 man shoots up from his chair in full height, not even giving you enough time to process things before he’s pulling at your hand and dragging you out of the dining room, “We’re going. Thank you for the food, Coups hyung!”
“YAH!” Jeonghan scolds, “you said you would bring me home!”
#the title of this fic is actually me to Gyu#svthub#svt#seventeen#svt x reader#seventeen x reader#svt fluff#seventeen fluff#svt one shot#svt imagine#svt fic#mingyu fluff#mingyu imagine#mingyu fic#mingyu one shot#paula writes ✨#Attention
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