Upriver

pov it’s the night of December 2nd 2013 and you’ve just burst into your grandsons room to pick him up so he’s not down there when you blow up the world the guy who ruined your life is from because you wouldn’t be able to live with yourself if you let him stay down there with everyone else which is Really fucking weird because you thought even coming back here in the first place meant giving up forever on anything for the rest of your life but this goddamn kid stops you from blowing up the planet and now you’re basically permanently fucked because now you’re just gonna have to keep on living and it’s because you love him. and tomorrow morning you will be running from alien police with him

Ok so I might by chance be dumb? But um.. Volo as Barry's ancestor?? Idk if I haven't seen other people mention this because it's a stupid idea, or i just have missed it somehow. But like you can't tell me these two hairstyles aren't even a little similar.

And then there's the whole thing of Volo kinda acting like a rival how he just sorta pops up to talk with/fight u from time to time.

I mostly find this idea amusing cuz imagine if Barry ever let's his hair grow out it would continue to do the stupid reverse gravity thing Volo's does.

Funniest part about having an hyperfixafion on Sandman so far is the multiple instances of me waking up in the middle of the night half delirious(ha) and saying some variation of 'what the fuck is that about??' into the darkness of my room after an out of pocket dream as if the man has personal beef with me or something

that scene in which lupin tells harry he recognised him on the train because of his eyes being the exact same as lily’s always comes off as so ridiculous to me because harry is the spitting image of james, right? he looks remarkably like james, everything about his physical appearance is a carbon copy of james potter, especially his messy black hair that grows all over the place. harry looks so much like james that it results in snape thinking of him as his dead father and taking out a decade worth of resentment on him. and remus, who was one of james’ best friends, who spend the entirety of hogwarts by his side, who “watched him disappear behind that cloak more times than he can count”, who was part of his inner circle of friends, looked at harry on the hogwarts express and recognised him because of his eyes? not his uncanny resemblance to the man who was by his side for his entire hogwarts career? the uncanny resemblance literally everyone talks about? i’m sorry but like. he straight up lied LMAO

ough your nightmare sounded so scary i hope youre feeling better!! it also sounded so much like a covid metaphor im crying

OH LOL IM FINE THANK U THO. Honestly I definitely had it bc I was thinking abt my history with OCD last night! Ive spent my whole life being freaked the fuck out by things that are real to me but no one takes me seriously on lmaoooo. I didnt even think of covid specifically when I woke up but yeah it works

men will simply experience sleep in such strange and confusing intervals that the term "schedule" has ceased to apply to them (i'm men)

Did I ever complain abt that publicly idk anyways I need to get to the big city (2h to and 2h back, not much for the states but sure for me) and next to not wanting to bc cold, they gonna stab bc blood test and my body hates making that easy to locate (dif place but I will never forget the time I got stabbed like three times and still no blood so new appointment had to be made, I have a fear of needles otherwise it would be whatev), and even more risky bc gatherings were recently do I prob hate the most that like. I'm hungry.

I'm hungry and I suck at eating enough so I often go out w not much in my stomach. I survive but it sucks really bad that I can't either buy smth once I arrive to eat on the way back or pack smth to like eat on the journey bc no-one wears a mask and the virus stays rampant so I can't take my mask off until I'm back home. At the inbetween stop I maybe could but I rather won't risk anything. Esp in winter I could bring smth warm to drink w me at least but I rather don't in the crowd I gotta walk through. Least people are when I'm only a few mins away from home and at that point I can always just wait a bit longer.

Tbh I dread going outside and limit it to only shopping and appointments bc even if I could walk here prob somewhere without many people do I rather just stay indoors and try to limit irl reminders of how many people can't be bothered to care bc that just nosedives my mental health. It doesn't help that I still try to nudge my irl friends to care more.

sorry i disappeared for a second there but i’m back 🫶

djchhdjabcbaj I'm awake

it's half past 3am

I need to get up and get food cus I'm starving. hm

Me lately: wow I can't believe me moving out and having my own place is like somewhat on the horizon now :)

Also me: [has massive panic attack for 0 reason]

Me: Ah I forgot I. Have Moments sometimes. nvm

*looks up pots symptoms for the 75th time in a week*

🎉🎉🎊🎇🎆 WAHOOO 🎆🎇🎊🎉🎉

IM FUCKING BACK OMG!??!?!!?!??!??!?

thank you [tumblr] but also PESTENG YAWA NIMO [tumblr]

my dream last night😭😭😭

got SO wasted last night i have NO memory of what i did after i started playing mario party with some friends and the only context clues im left with is i woke up naked, missing an earring, my shirt completely soaking wet in the living room, and my pop socket removed from my phone (which was completely dead)

all i ask is for one night of a full six to seven hours of uninterrupted sleep 😭

literally all i ask