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rk1stars · 23 hours
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ONE KISS 𐙚 PARK SUNGHOON
(teaser!) 𐙚 .ᐟ ──── release date : april 29th (playlist)
(taglist) ──── @kookify @yizhoutv @jooniesbears-blog @dimplewonie @miyseung
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IN WHICH.. Being a grumpy high school student who fell in love with a Playboy wasn’t a bad idea right? wrong. Who knew that the park sunghoon who did everything to win your heart would break it into pieces? Guess you’ll have to leave and forget about him.
BUT WITH YOUR LUCK.. of course, he ends up in your college trying to win the heart he broke, back.
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“c’mon pretty, lets just leave this shitty party and make out” Sunghoon tucking a strand of your hair behind your ear while making eye contact with Jay, your guy best friend who has an obvious crush on you.
“Oh please, it's time to give up Park” Sunghoon pouted a bit, why are you so loyal to this Jay guy? Sunghoon could treat you so much better.
“Ahh, c'mon, one kiss?” Sunghoon grinning at you while still holding your face, coloring your cheeks a slight shade of pink. Park Sunghoon, a typical cocky rich kid who always gets what he wants.
Your relationship with Sunghoon is complicated, Sunghoon will be all over you and shower you with gifts and affection but ruin it with his cocky personality and your past with him.
꒰ ୨୧ ─ ・┈ ・ ─ ・┈ ─ ・┈ ─ ・┈ ꒱꒱
“Hoon..? Whats wrong?”
Sunghoon has been different lately, he never hugged you anymore nor even acknowledged you as his girlfriend. It’ll just be him arriving home, dropping his bag, and the two of you sleeping facing away from each other.
“H-hoon..?”
Sunghoon not answering you made you worried, but Sunghoon just grabbed a bag of his and left your shared apartment.
“Let’s end this, i’m sorry” Sunghoon says quietly before looking at you one last time.
From that day, Sunghoon blocked you on all socials and completely wiped himself away from your life.
꒰ ୨୧ ─ ・┈ ・ ─ ・┈ ─ ・┈ ─ ・┈ ꒱꒱
And for some reason, now he's in your college trying to win your heart that he broke, back. He gave you snacks, designer bags, affection, and lastly, he won't leave you alone.
It was weird, he just popped into your life again and acted as if nothing happened, you wanted to smack Sunghoons pretty face so badly.
“Don’t make me smack your face, Park.”
“Please do, I’d enjoy that.”
“Ugh! Can’t you just leave me alone”
As Sunghoon sarcastically puts a finger on his chin, acting like he was thinking, he bends down to your height before holding your chin while grinning.
“Nope.”
“I wish I had a shotgun right now.” you say while moving your teeth against each other.
“That’s hot, gotta bounce babe, see ya” Sunghoon blowing you a kiss.
“Fuck you!” yelling at Sunghoon walking away.
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won4ver · 2 months
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✈︎a poet’s draft
↳ teaser
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You were convinced that Sunghoon was incapable of loving, and he was prepared to sacrifice everything to prove you wrong.
pairing : streetracer!sunghoon x singer!afab!reader
warnings + genre : readers kinda mean. exes to ??. [warnings will be added to the main fic]
teaser wc : 1.1k | fic wc : ~10-15k
release date : ??
a/n : listened to vroom vroom by weeekly on repeat while writing the teaser… been so excited about putting this one out, it’s been brewing in my drafts for a few days. i’m almost done the full fic so it’s coming very soon
playlist [updated frequently]
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“You know, I was in love with you” As the words tumbled from your mouth in a wisp of blue, it travelled throughout his bones drawing red where your words cut. His head snapped to you as his cuts cried, the familiar numbing pain crawling up his throat as it burned, swallowing itself as he attempted to speak. 
“I even thought we were going to get married” His heart raced like an invisible clock, ticking away in his mind as your love grew purple.
Purple, his favourite colour was now nothing more than the venom dripping from the teeth of the serpent wrapped around his fresh wounds, mocking him for his unfulfilled love. The purple streaks that once coloured your hair in the plethora of his love, were now dyed over with a striking blonde.
“You were my everything, Sunghoon”
His absence created a separation like water and oil, the reds and blues pulling apart as he broke your heart in a quick decision. He was red, of course, he took your favourite colour with him.
The comforting red that you once blushed across his cheeks was now staining his firsts as they dripped with blood, the comforting red was nothing but a distraction. You once loved red, but now you hated it more than anything.
“But then I saw that I was nothing to you”
You were red until Sunghoon touched you, until he made you fall in love with him by whispering sweet nothing in your ears under the morning dew beneath the pale blue sky. You were stained purple until the red dripped out like a faucet. 
The path left by your shed tears was an abstract of delusion, Sunghoon didn’t know how to love. He proved the point when he left without a word, the tears now dried upon your cheeks.
“And I foolishly believed that you responded with equally returned love” His mouth filled with the taste of copper, the red landing on his tongue as he bit his lip. The invisible clock froze, his body numbed as your words repeated in a record of self-doubt. 
“But then I realized, you don’t know how to love Sunghoon. I’ve always struggled with forcing myself to believe in a lie.” You turned your head towards him, eyes leaving the beautiful sunset to stare into the void of Sunghoon, his hypnotising eyes blurred with faux tears.
You let yourself scoff, shaking your head as you stared at the man beside you, his palms shaking as they twiddled with each other. “You're nothing more than a poet's draft, your rhythm fell out of touch with the one of the world.”
The invisible clock chimed as the red flames licked at it, unfrozen as Sunghoon’s tears raced down his cheeks. He couldn’t breathe, his chest filled with smoke as the fire of the clock burned him. “N- no that's not true, I loved you more than anything” He stuttered, shaking his head as the salty tears landed like lava on his hands.
“I love you like the wind-” You cut him off, “No you didn’t Sunghoon, you became the wind.” He shook his head back and forth, his lips trembling as his head began pounding, his heartbeat loud in his ears.
“You destroy everything in your path, like a hurricane tearing through my heart. You took everything I had, leaving me with nothing but your destruction.” You looked away from the man who left you in the wake of his timeless parallel of ruining everything he’s ever touched. Sunghoon wasn’t made to love but to be loved.
He found love in you, at one point in time he truly believed that you were the only type of love he’d ever experience, up until he fell into the blinding headlights of his soon to be downfall. He should've known he couldn't have both you and the races. 
Once upon a time, Sunghoon would've chosen you over anything, but now he had his entire career to lose. He lost you as he sped towards the finish line, his black visors blocking the blue waves washing off of him. He was rendered colourblind the moment he no longer had you, his permanent red-coloured glasses staining his vision.
Sunghoon needed you back, but would he risk everything he has now to get you back? He once built you a castle made of cards, long before he was consumed with the storm whistling inside of him. He wasn't always the wind, he was once a delicate flower being held in your palms. But things were different now, your shared clock ticking in your ears as the rest of your castle slowly tumbled down. The cards were scattered, ready for Sunghoon to collect them once again.
But as he looked down he could only see one card, the back side laid against the grass beside his feet. The jack of hearts. A smile rose on his lips as the haunting red colour shone brighter than ever.
“Hey, I have a race in about half an hour” Sunghoon looked up at you from beneath his lashes, a nervous smirk on his face, “can you, uh, come?'' The deadpan stare you sported on your face made Sunghoon sheepishly raise his hand up to scratch at the back of his neck.
“I mean- it would mean the world to me if you showed up” He picked at the grass in the exact same spot where the card was laid out, the long shards ticking his fingers as he held his breath.
“Are you going to win?” You ignored his question, your head tilting to the side as you watched him in a narrowed gaze. A teasing smile kissing your lips as you watched him excitedly nod his head.
“I’ve always won for you.” And Sunghoon did. Every single race you were the only thing on his mind, his scenarios raising with the speed of his car. He would imagine you waiting for him at the end, your arms wrapping around him as soon as his door opened. The loud cheers coming up as nothing as he was cradled in your embrace.
In his mind he would hold you, your soft encouragements softening his batted mind. In his mind he built a life around your absence, creating his own version of you in replacement of his loneliness. 
In his mind he never had to choose between you or his career, he wouldn’t have left you in the middle of the night because he knew he wouldn’t be able to go with your pretty eyes staring back at him.
“Today won’t be any different” But it would be different, Sunghoon knew it would change everything. You would no longer but just a fragment of his delusions, but you would actually be standing there- for him. 
“I’ll have to see if I can make the time” And for the first time ever, you lied to his face.
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jongseongsnudes · 4 months
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twenty nine.
warning; ✨smut✨ 2.1k words. masterlist.
“so how did you do it?”
“does it matter?”
the man’s nonchalant answer makes you turn to him, a frown on your face while it’s the complete opposite on his.
“i’m serious sunghoon, i want to know.”
he smirks and enters the lift that had just arrived, leaving you to hurry and follow blindly behind.
“shareholders. as long as they favoured me, i could do anything. me dating han sooji helped a lot with that, so when the annual company meeting rolled around, i had most of them on my side to kick my father off,” he shrugs, unbothered, “technically he still holds the highest position but i make all the choices.”
“you must’ve had a hard time because of me,” you sigh, hands naturally reaching for his arm, “i’m sorry...”
“i don’t want to talk about work, i’ve done enough of that today,” sunghoon also sighs before turning his entire attention onto you, his body now moving closer towards you, “i want to do something else.”
“what-”
his lips were on yours before you could say anything else, kissing you with so much force that your body slams back into the wall behind. you’re now cornered in with sunghoon’s body pressed harshly against yours, his hands already grasping onto your waist to hold you down.
it’s suddenly so hot inside the lift, the air ridiculously thick and heavy. your entire body feels as though it’s about to burst, your heart beating at a mile a minute. and that's just from sunghoon kissing you.
you’ve missed him, a lot. his kisses, his touches, his smirk, hell even his shitty personality. you’ve missed everything about the man, so much that apart of you is beginning to think this was an illusion. that you’re just going crazy.
his cold hand suddenly grasping the back of your neck brings you out of your delusional thoughts, a soft whimper emitting from your lips at how harsh he was being.
“w- we’re almost there sunghoon…” as much as you wanted him, you were very aware of the cameras and having this somehow leaked was not on your current to do list.
the man stops but doesn’t pull away entirely, his hands resting at your waist. he smiles down at you, something your very weak heart wasn’t ready or even expecting to see. this sight of him was something you’ve come to love so much, an image engraved forever into your mind.
a happy sunghoon.
“it better be me you’re thinking of inside that small head of yours or else you shouldn’t be smiling like that.”
of course the man was an expert at destroying good moments, always has been with that big mouth of his.
“the only head associated with your name is headache.”
“wow. funny,” he says with his signature smug grin, his grip on your neck tightening. it immediately sends a shiver throughout your body, not only because of how cold his touch was but also because of how rough he suddenly was. a complete switch up from the sunghoon a minute before.
he holds you there, your eyes unable to be anywhere but on him.
“i can think of another head associated with me and it starts with you getting on your knees princess.”
gulp.
shit.
“oh? my baby so shy all of a sudden?”
it’s crazy how one specific word could affect you so much, your clenching core being the very proof of that.
luckily for him, you and your panties, his floor was quickly approaching, something sunghoon also caught notice of. he reaches for your hand when the doors open up, pulling you inside the one place you never thought you’d see again. his apartment.
not even two steps inside the home and you’re pushed up against his wall, his body pressed on yours, his hands grabbing at every one of your curves. he kisses you immediately, giving you no time to register what was even going on.
*ring ring ring*
you let your phone be inside your clutch, too busy with sunghoon’s lips to care but it rings yet again, and again. curiosity eventually gets the better of you, your hands pushing sunghoon back a little but the man only pushes forward instead.
“sunghoon let me see who it is-”
“you are so annoying,” the man rolls his eyes a little too dramatically before fishing for your phone himself. the face he makes is unreadable, the raised brows and smirk that follows tells you it must’ve been someone unexpected. “of course fucking choi would be the one to interrupt.”
“wait-” you were quick to grab his arm, stopping sunghoon just as he was about to throw your poor phone, “you already broke my phone once, remember!”
a smile appears on his face as he continues watching you, tauntingly. he doesn’t throw it, instead holding it up to your face, waving it about.
but then he does it anyway, throwing your phone across the hallway floor like trash.
“park sunghoon!”
“forget it, i’ll buy you a whole phone store if you want,” he says it so casually, brows furrowed over as he leans back into you, “now shut up and let me fucking kiss you-”
“no! you don’t get to be a dick then still get what you want.”
despite your yelling, the man begins laughing instead, only annoying you further. the audacity in this man always surprised you but then again... did it really?
pushing him off, you storm away like an angry child, only for him to pick you up just two seconds later. the man has one arm around your waist, easily holding you up as he walks over to the couch where he throws you onto it. like he did to your phone a moment before.
“i’m park sunghoon baby, i always get what i want.”
your next complaint is caught in your throat when he begins to undo his tie, throwing it aside like his suit jacket and white button up that followed soon after. now you’re too stunned to even speak, with your mouth hung opened at the new sight of a topless sunghoon.
he smirks at your reaction, that stupid smirk that you can’t for the life of you explain why you find so attractive. only park sunghoon could ever.
“you’re thinking of me now aren’t you?” he steps closer, one leg kneeling on the couch as he pushes your body into a lying position. the man hovers over you, his face barely an inch away but it’s definitely close enough to drive you insane.
“n- no.”
“you just love to annoy me,” he chuckles but it’s his gaze that catches you off guard. the way he looks at your face all over, with heavy lidded eyes, ones some may label as bedroom eyes. “this face. all the shit i’ve had to do for this stupid pretty face.”
“are you... insulting me or complimenting me?”
“take it however you want because stupid or not, doesn’t change the fact that you’re pretty.”
“hey-”
sunghoon leans right in, closing the small gap, kissing you yet again. his lips feel so unbelievably soft, so smooth moving against yours. you’d kiss him forever if you could.
you’re so lost in the moment to realise sunghoon had undressed himself, the man having done it so fast. he’s now lying on top of you naked, with one hand already grasping your upper thigh, thanks to how high the slit of your gown was.
“you look so good in this... i’m going to fuck you in it.”
and true to his words, his hand is immediately in between your legs, eagerly kneading you through your evidently wet panties. the coldness of his fingers against your core evokes something from you, a different side of you that only park sunghoon could ever bring out. a horny, desperate you.
“sunghoon... please.”
you really needed him and you needed him now.
“please what?” the man grips your jaw as he asks, holding your face still so he could look directly into your eyes, “tell me.”
“sung- sunghoon please- i need you.”
as if a switch went off in his brain the moment you said those words, his gaze instantly going from playful to serious all in two seconds. silence overtakes the room, the only sound being the deep breath he takes as his lips press together tightly.
“you...” he leans down to you, lips just hovering above your ear as he positions himself at your entrance, his tip rubbing you just a little, “you drive me insane.”
the noise that leaves your throat is one you didn’t even know you could possibly make, one so breathy, so sinful. every part of you begins to fall apart when he enters you at a record breaking slow pace.
you know he’s just toying with you, he always does, but god did he always manage to make you feel good. even through frustration.
his name is the only thing you manage to mutter, your voice so embarrassingly whiny as he thrusts right back into you. hard and fast this time. white washes over your eyes at the new sensation, each one of his thrusts filling you more and more.
“you’re- it’s so big...”
you don’t mean to boost his ego but he is big, your pussy never seemingly ready for him ever. you could always feel yourself stretching around him, your walls clenching so desperately to feel more of him, something you knew for a fact he loved.
“but you take me so well,” he says breathlessly against your skin, the ends of his lips immediately curving from the way your body reacts to every one of his words, “baby you were made for me.”
there’s nothing left on your mind, your body completely on overdrive with every one of his thrusts. words are no longer a thing for you both, replaced by moans, groans and the sound of him pounding into you resonating throughout the entire apartment.
it’s so hot, sweat forming in all possible places but you don’t care. hell, you wanted to be as humanly close to this man as possible.
“sung- sunghoon-”
a familiar knot in the pit of your core tells you that you’re almost there but not quite. you needed that last push and thankfully for you, sunghoon knew exactly how to get you there and could so with such ease. like every other time.
your eyes roll to the back of your head when he suddenly angles himself better, hitting you in one specific spot, over and over, edging you closer and closer to your high. you haven’t been with sunghoon many times but the man knew your body so well, even more so than yourself.
“my baby.”
and that did it for you.
you claw at his shoulders, eyes now shut tightly as everything becomes too much. your body shudders beneath him as you finally reach that cloud nine high, your mind completely blank, unlike your heart that’s currently beating like crazy.
it’s not long before the man also comes crashing down with profanity and the low calls of your name on his own lips. he fills you, full to the brim with his load. so much so that you could feel bits of it already leaking out onto your gown and the couch.
seeing him rest his head into the crook of your neck, you naturally begin to thread your fingers through his hair, hoping it’d help in some way. instead of complaining like you fully expected him to do, you feel his heavy breathes on your skin, his lips leaving behind a soft trail of kisses.
“stay here with me,” his voice is so soft, barely audible but you can hear every single one of his words so clearly, “be with me.”
it was no doubt now how much this man meant to you, how much you wanted him to be in your life. but the possibility of that happening now seemed even more out of reach than before.
as much as you wanted to tell him everything, that what you felt towards him now was much more than a simple crush... you just couldn’t find it in you to say it.
and you’re not sure if you’ll ever be able to say it at this point.
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strzlun · 7 months
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HIDDEN LOVE
// park sunghoon //
pairing: brother’s best friend!sunghoon x femreader
word count- 4.9k
genre/cws- fluff, slight angst, 1 year age difference, sunghoon falls hard, forbidden love(?), sneaking around, realization, confrontation, kissing, confessions, two people just falling madly in love
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summary- Sunghoon’s hidden love wasn’t as hidden as he thought
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Your life took a turn when you marched into your brother’s room one time, angrily having to discuss something with him only to find someone else in there.
Sunghoon admired out your brother’s window but upon hearing your arrival, he turned to face the noise. When he looked at you, the world that once spun for you came to a complete stop.
Your eyes never seemed to leave his and you stood at your brother’s front door until you heard the agonizing voice behind you.
Your brother was quick to shoo you out his room before you could even get a word out to him or even in general. Your gaze still lingered on the stranger witnessing the scene be fold over his eyes. You could notice the amused smirk he had as he saw you trying to shoo your brother away.
Your brother was quick to shut the door on your face once you were out, you deeply sighed before groaning loudly making sure he heard. You weren’t angry at the fact that your brother didn’t even acknowledge you.
You were frustrated with the fact that you weren’t able to be introduced to the memorizing stranger in your brother’s room.
When you were first properly introduced to Park Sunghoon, you could practically feel your heart swelling and entering cloud 9, where it would reside for a longer time than you intended.
The awkward but warm smile he gave you as he shook your hand that you offered, you found yourself falling. You weren’t the type to be intrigued by someone so quickly, let alone fall for them.
So, to your surprise when you found yourself falling for Sunghoon with the frequent times you were starting to seem him lingering around your house because of your brother.
However, him on the other hand had never viewed you anymore than his best friend’s younger sister. Obviously he was kind to create conversation with you or interact with you whenever you were forced to tag along with him and your brother because of your parents or simply because you wanted to (which he never minded either way).
Yet, he was oblivious to the fact of how you practically only kept your gaze onto him and not even to your surrounding. Which would explain the amount of times your brother scolds you to focus on your surrounding.
Sunghoon always found it amusing whenever you and your brother argued with each other, especially when he was present. But he knew deep down your brother cared for you deeply, something that your brother would never admit but Sunghoon would were the endless rants your brother had about you.
He was intrigued by the stories your brother told him, so when he first saw you angrily rambling about a situation as you walked into your brother’s room only to find Sunghoon there instead, he couldn’t help but wonder.
When there was the silence between the two of you, he could notice the slight change in gaze that once lingered in your eyes. He didn’t know what or why the changed happened, but once your brother appeared from behind you and shooed you away, he couldn’t help but be amused by seeing the bickering the two of you had.
Once you were kicked out the room, not only your brother but Sunghoon heard your grumble from the other side. He couldn’t help chuckle softly which caught the attention of your brother, his best friend.
“Was that the famous younger sister you always talk
about?” Sunghoon raised an eyebrow to his best friend who heavily sighed and nodded his head
“Sadly that is her” Now he didn’t even know it was possible, but Sunghoon was even more intrigued by you, he wondered about you the rest of the day he stayed at your brother’s house
But he never indulged in any of the wonders, he kept his distant with you. Truly ever interacting with you whenever you were tagging along or he so happens to run into while he was at your house.
The two of you oblivious to the obvious lingering wonder for the other.
“Why do you have to tag along?” Your brother grumbled as he sat in the back seat of the car, you chuckled at his words before shooing him away
Your brother and Sunghoon were going out to go grocery shopping for your family and somehow you got caught in the moment as Sunghoon offered an invite for you to tag along with them.
Saying along the words ‘If I stay a moment longer with him, I’ll lose my sanity’. You wouldn’t want Sunghoon to lose his sanity over your brother so of course you tagged along.
“You’re always complaining as if you never invite her too” Sunghoon rebutted his best friend’s words which only caused your brother to roll his eyes
“I can see you rolling your eyes” Sunghoon pointed out as your simply waved him off, telling him to focus back on the road
You always found yourself laughing at the banters between Sunghoon and your brother. Yet, you were always oblivious to the sneaky glances taken towards you by Sunghoon.
Whenever you laughed, smiled, giggled or chuckled, Sunghoon always found himself looking in your general direction. He didn’t know why or how he picked up this habit but it was something he couldn’t seem to get rid of so he simply stuck with it.
He simply dismissed it as natural curiosity, nothing more and nothing less.
You and Sunghoon were in an aisle together as your brother had run off to another. You didn’t bother to make your brother stay, you knew whenever he had his attention on something he was set in stone with it.
Sunghoon pushed the cart as you searched for what you were looking for. There were times where Sunghoon would jokingly ram the cart into you, which you would glare at him only to have him chuckle at you.
Sunghoon was going to lightly tap you with the cart to get your attention, but you were quicker than that. Before he could do so, you turned and grabbed the cart before it hit you. Sunghoon and the cart bounced from the impact and he looked to you in amusement.
You were too caught up in the moment to realize that you were shopping with Sunghoon alone. Your brother was no where near insight and you caught his eyes with yours. The familiar thumping in your chest reminded you of the hidden emotions you tried to bury deep down for your brother’s best friend.
The two of you continued to look into each other’s with no words being shared. You nervously gulped down while Sunghoon didn’t seemed to be phased at all, you weren’t surprised.
You believed why would he ever look your way when you were just his best friend’s younger sister.
Suddenly, your brother appeared out of no where and wrapped an arm around Sunghoon’s shoulder feeling the awkward tension.
“What happened?” Your brother raised an eyebrow and you and Sunghoon quickly to deny anything that happened, you decided it would be best to excuse yourself for a moment
Sunghoon was going to follow you with the cart but you raised your hand to signal him to stop. You gave a quick smile, saying that you just had to look for something and that you’d be back soon.
You were gone in a mere second and both Sunghoon and your brother were stunned with your change in attitude. Your brother was quick to face his best friend with a raising eyebrow.
Sunghoon raised his hands in defense, muttering the words of ‘I didn’t do anything’. Your brother hummed and smacked lips against his teeth before taking the lead and walking down the aisle.
Sunghoon didn’t follow him as easy as he followed you. He kept glancing around the store in hopes of finding you where you ran off to. He didn’t know why you always seemed to flee from the scene whenever you were with him alone.
The time you returned, they were already carrying the bags out the store and you appeared beside them. Your brother asked where you were, but you shrugged your shoulders and kept to yourself.
The change in your demeanor was noticed not only by your brother but by his best friend as well. Sunghoon kept silence but the worry growing in his heart was settling at a fast rate.
When you sat in the backseat of his car, he was even more surprised. Usually, you sat in the front seat alongside him but not tonight. Your brother tried to get your attention but you shooed him off stating you simply tired.
Both of them knew that wasn’t the case, but neither wanted to persist if you didn’t want to tell them. Sunghoon and your brother created some conversation in the car to get rid of the awkwardness.
You simply looked outside the window to see the passing scenery as Sunghoon drove. You weren’t ignoring them because of something they had done but rather because of your own running thoughts.
After the moment you had with Sunghoon, you needed to escape in order to calm your beating heart. The realization that settled into your heart made it fall to the pit of your stomach.
You were falling in love with your brother’s best friend and you knew he didn’t feel the same way as you.
You knew you liked Sunghoon and with the progression of these feelings, it could possibly lead to something more, but having the realization in a store wasn’t the most admirable place to realize it.
When the three of came home, you were quick to head to your room not wanting to be in the presence of Sunghoon any longer. Your brother and Sunghoon were beyond confused on seeing your sudden change in mood, but your brother brushed you off while Sunghoon couldn’t.
His mind and heart raced a millions thoughts and he wondered was it something that happened that you weren’t telling them. Yet, the worst one that lingered in his mind, was it something that he did to possible upset?
After that incident, you seemed to avoid Sunghoon like the plague. Whenever he was over, you so happened needed to go out or would be in your room until he left. He was hurt by your actions because one moment you were having a moment then the next moment you act as if he doesn’t exist.
You decided asking the internet on how to move on from your love on your older brother’s best friend wasn’t the best mechanism. But, it was either this or facing rejection from Sunghoon by confessing your feelings.
You knew neither of them would be any good but you preferred protecting your own heart by ignoring him and possibly break it by the rejection.
You needed to prepare but for right now, you’re in no state for it.
Sunghoon was sick of this. It’s been over two months since you started ignoring him and he didn’t know why it bothered him so much but he was at his limit. He didn’t want to pressure you, the last thing he wanted to do was make you uncomfortable.
But he simply couldn’t bear the fact that you wouldn’t even acknowledge him anymore.
He tried to discreetly address it to your brother but your brother brushed it off by saying you were fine and that you interacted with him the same way you used to. That was the indication Sunghoon needed to realize, you were ignoring him only.
He was going to be staying the night, so he hopped that he would be able to catch you roaming around the house in order to talk. He simply wanted to clear the air, that’s what he kept repeating in his mind on constant, he wasn’t so sure if that was the case.
Sunghoon didn’t expect to stay up so late at night, but he waited for any faint movement that would show you came out of your room. He knew this was strange even for him, but he couldn’t bear any longer not talking to you.
He knew he was going to be in for a long night.
His eyes never shut once, he simply looked at the ceiling hoping for any type of drowsiness to take over yet, it never did. What lingered in his mind was you and he couldn’t seem to get rid of it.
The moment he walked out of his best friend’s room, he took a lot glance to your door. It still laid shut just like
how he first saw it since earlier that day.
He sighed deeply and was going to go to kitchen but it seemed his body had a mind of its own. It was quick to walk over to your door and before he knew it, he was lightly knocking on it.
He expected you to be asleep and when he realized what he’s done, he groaned softly before turning around to go back to your brother’s room. But what he didn’t expect was for you to be opening the door.
He turned at the sound and when he saw you at the door, both of your eyes widen. Sunghoon remained frozen for a moment, he was awkwardly standing as he had been caught red handed.
“What are you doing?” Your voice was soft, it wasn’t like how it used to be when the two of you talked but he didn’t mind it
“Um sorry, I’ll come back another time” Sunghoon straightened out posture before walking away, you were going to let him go but your mind screamed
You opened the door wide enough and you found whispering out to him to get his attention. When his name fell from your mouth, Sunghoon felt a sudden sensation in his heart.
He gulped before nervously turning to see you. He doesn’t remember the last he fully saw you, it felt years when it’s only been merely two months.
It was still a long time for him.
Sunghoon awkwardly sat on a chair inside your room. This was foreign territory to him, he had only been in your room one time and it was because no one else wanted to deal with waking you up, so he had to be the one.
He nervously played with his fingers and you took notice of that. Normally, this would have swooned you, but you were more focused on making sure your heart didn’t burst out of your chest.
What could have he wanted so late in the night to the point where he was knocking at your door. You hadn’t spoken to him in over two months, so you could only wondered what this would be about.
“So um” You softly began and Sunghoon quickly cleared his throat and raised his head that was looking at the ground
When his gaze landed onto you, it lingered for a moment longer than he expected.
“Why are you ignoring me?” The question came off rather quicker than either of you had expected, you didn’t expect to be addressed on the situation
Your gaze was the first to leave as it landed onto a random place in your room. You could feel Sunghoon’s eyes never leaving you, you shuffled around a little bit. You were debating whether to ignore it or address finally what’s been in your heart and mind.
“I’ve just been so occupied with things, I didn’t realize I was ignoring you” You mumbled, your gaze still facing away from Sunghoon, he obviously took notice of this
He nodded his head, he could tell you were lying. It was one of things he learned the more you two spent together.
“Well you’re lying” His words caught you buy surprise, you knew you were lying but how did he know that, you let out a scoff which was noticed by him
“Excuse me?”
“You’ve been ignoring me for two months straight, not a single greeting, not even a glance my way. How do you think I feel?” The hint of tone in his voice made you freeze, you’ve never heard Sunghoon like this before
When you stayed silent, you could hear the light groan from Sunghoon before getting up from the chair to make his way over to you. You could feel his presence in front of you, but you didn’t dare to look at him.
“Can you look at me? Please” You gulped down the nervousness forming in your throat before finally making eye contact with him
The thumping in your chest, the fluttering and turning of your stomach, reminded you why you steered cleared of him. You loved Sunghoon.
“Why are you ignoring me?” His voice was tender, afraid if he raised it even louder he would scare you away
“Was it something I did? I’m so sorry, I would never mean to harm or hurt you in anyway. I never want to upset you” You could feel the bursting of your heart, you couldn’t take it anymore
The two months you spent trying to get over Sunghoon was in vain. All he needed to do was show up at your bedroom door to have you falling into the spiral of love.
“You can’t say things like this” You groaned as you walked past Sunghoon and his gaze followed you with worry
“What is it? What did I say?” When you turned to face him, the emotion in his eyes made you sure it was over, you couldn’t hold back anymore
“Sunghoon you couldn’t possibly do anything to hurt me. That’s the problem” He looked to you confused, which was expected, but he wouldn’t be prepared for the confession you were going to give
You weren’t even prepared.
“You can’t say things like that because it’s only going to make me fall in love with you more. I can’t have that. I’m trying to get over you”
“I can’t handle having the thought of you linger in my head everyday. Especially when I know you would never look my way”
“It’s to save myself from the rejection. From the stupid heartbreak-“ You couldn’t even finish your sentence until you felt the crashing of his lips onto yours
Everything had happened to quickly, but you immediately melted into his touch. Sunghoon’s lips were almost desperate, trying to savor the moment as if it were a dream.
He couldn’t handle hearing you any longer saying that he would never look your way. That he couldn’t possibly like you, when you were the only thing in his mind ever since he’s met you.
“Don’t say that” He muttered in the kiss, his hands cupped your cheek, never seeming to let you go
He didn’t know how long you and him have been kissing, but what he did know was that he never wanted it to end. Having you in his arms felt right, seeming to forget that your brother, his best friend was just down the hall.
Yet, to him it made sense. He felt like this was his sole purpose, to be with you and make you happy.
“Don’t play with my emotions Sunghoon” You mumbled as you parted from him and Sunghoon could only chuckle, pampering soft kisses onto your face
This was something you would never expect, let alone kissing Sunghoon. You felt like you were in a cloud soaring through the sky, and you never wanted to wake up if this was a dream.
“Can’t play with them, if I feel the same way” Sunghoon was quick to the reconnect your lips together in glee that seemed to form a bubble of just you snd him
That night, Sunghoon had to leave at the crack of dawn to make sure he wasn’t caught coming out of your room before sneaking back into your brother’s room.
You and him would have to be much more hidden about your growing relationship from your brother who so happened to be his best friend.
You jumped when your brother suddenly barged into your room. You stared at him in confusion and his eyes narrowed down at you.
“Have you seen Sunghoon? I can’t find him” You shrugged your shoulder before snapping your fingers
“I saw him leaving, saying how he was going to run some errands before coming back” Your brother looked at you in shock but pushed it to the back of his head
“Oh really?” You didn’t pick up at your brother’s tone and you nodded your head, he hummed before slowly walking out of your room
“Alright, I’ll just send him a text and see if he could get somethings for us” Once your brother left and he closed the door, you let out the breath you were holding and you could heard Sunghoon’s whisper
“Is he gone yet?” You went over to your closet and that’s when you saw your boyfriend crumbled up, you let out a giggle as he walked out
He groaned lightly getting rid of the hanger that stuck to his shirt. You smiled and helped dust off his clothes and you didn’t realize the soft gaze Sunghoon had on you. He watched you in mere awe and when you looked to him, his smile only got brighter.
“Hi” His voice was soft and you rolled your eyes before walking away back onto your bed, as he followed after you
“I said hi” Sunghoon took a seat on your bed and you smiled before waving to him
“Hi Sunghoon” His smile was bright and laid onto your bed as if it was his own, he loved how comfortable he felt that he could feel his eyes lids becoming heavy
You and Sunghoon have been hiding your relationship from practically everyone for over five months now. You know it should’ve came out much sooner yet the two of you were scared.
Both fearful on how your brother would react to the news. He wasn’t overprotective but you couldn’t possible figure out how he would react to this.
Sunghoon was the most worried out of the two of you, which is practically understandable. He didn’t want to ruin the friendship he had with your brother but he also didn’t want to let you go because of it.
So the two of you had to stick with sneaking around and going out every now and then to have dates. It was ideal but it’s what needed to be done for the time being.
You began playing with Sunghoon’s hair as he laid on your bed. He closed his eyes with a warm smile and you could feel your heart swelling, you never thought a time like this would ever happen. You only imagined that you would admire him from afar, never did you expect to be in a relationship with him.
Unexpected things happen, sometimes you just have to wait for them.
“I could lay here forever” Sunghoon softly muttered but you giggled at his words which caused him to open one and look at you
“Don’t get too comfortable, you have errands to run” And right with your words, Sunghoon’s phone pinged and when he pulled out his phone the two of you could see the list your brother sent to him
He groaned loudly and you tried to console your laughter but it was hard when you saw his reaction. He looked to you as if asking if you could come alone with him but you shook your head.
He groaned even louder and you had to shush him before having your brother barge into your room and catch the both of you. He wrapped his arms around you, wanting to sink in the comforts of your bed.
“It’ll be better to be caught now than having to go the grocery shopping”
He shouldn’t have meant those words literally because not even a moment later, your bedroom door opened and in walked your brother.
“Hey I was wondering if you wanted-“ All three of your remained frozen in shock, you and Sunghoon were quick to separate from each other and sit up on your bed
You could feel the sinking of your heart seeing your brother frozen at your front door. He hadn’t even blinked and only looked between you and his best friend with an agape mouth.
“So um Sunghoon, why aren’t you doing your errands?” Your brother finally asked still not taking his eyes off the two of you, Sunghoon was quick to get off the bed and face his best friend
“Oh um well you see” Sunghoon tried his best to ramble on with an excuse but when none of his words were making sense, your brother raised a hand to stop him
“Why is my best friend in your room and not doing errands?” Your brother looked past Sunghoon to you, you looked at him with confusion and slowly got off your bed to stand next to Sunghoon
Your brother’s eyes widen for a moment before clearing his throat.
“I was okay with the relationship but having to see it is something I’ll have to get used to” Your brother mumbled and that was more than enough to catch both of your attentions
“What did you say?” You question your brother and you could see the scoff bubbling in him before he let it out
“You can’t possibly think the two of you were actually hiding your relationship?” Your brother started to laugh at the thought and you and Sunghoon turned to each other with wide eyes
You waited for your brother to come down from his laughter and when he finally did, you questioned him.
“You knew? For how long?”
“Ever since Sunghoon snuck out of my room to go to yours” Sunghoon nearly fainted at the realization, that was over five months ago when he went to confront to you
You and Sunghoon remained silent for a moment and your brother realized that it wasn’t the best time to catch the two of you. He sighed deeply before rubbing his temple.
“Sunghoon isn’t necessarily good at hiding his love for you” Sunghoon was quick to shoot a glare to your brother for his remark as he only shrugged his shoulders
“Only saying the truth, you would always mention her whenever we were at. Saying stuff like ‘Oh she would like this’ or ‘This would be nice for her’. It was easy to put the pieces together”
“I didn’t want to confront you on it because I wanted to wait until the two of you were ready to tell me”
“I let you guys have your freedom and peace pretending I was oblivious to it even though Sunghoon made it nearly impossible, I tried”
“I genuinely thought Sunghoon was running errands hence why I sent him the list. I didn’t expect for him to actually still be here” Your brother explained and you could only shake your head before groaning, you practically feel Sunghoon emitting remorse for being so obvious
“But you aren’t mad?” Sunghoon finally asked the question the two of you have been waited to be answered
“Of course not. I was a little annoyed having to wait and act oblivious but I realized it was what made the two of you comfortable so it was fine”
“I hate to admit it but I actually care about her. She’s my sister before anything, especially before our friendship. So just don’t hurt her Sunghoon, keep her happy” Your brother put out a hand for his best friend to shake and Sunghoon was happy to firmly shake hands
“I wouldn’t dare hurt her” You found yourself smiling to yourself and that’s when you caught Sunghoon’s eyes with your own, the smile growing on his face was enough for you to grab his free hand into yours
“Definitely try to keep whatever this is to a minimum” Your brother motioned to you and Sunghoon’s intertwined hands and that caused you to laugh
“Got it” With that your brother gave a last genuine smile, which was something you don’t really see often so it was rather nice to witness
When your brother left, Sunghoon was quick to wrap an arm around you before placing a kiss against your cheek. You giggled at his actions and you didn’t realize you giggled louder than how you usually would.
“I said keep it to a minimum! And tell Sunghoon to hurry up and get the list!” Your brother yelled from somewhere else and that caused the two of you to laugh
“I think he’s fine with the relationship” Sunghoon muttered and you nodded your head in agreement
“So you talked about me a lot huh?” You teased and he groaned loudly, you giggled before moving some of his hair away from his face
“It’s cute that you couldn’t seem to hide your love for me” You smiled and Sunghoon scoffed before rolling his eyes
“You’re one to talk about hiding love”
You nodded your head, muttering a small ‘I know’. The rest of the moment was settled with a comfortable silence as the two of you just stayed in each other’s embrace.
You never expected to have Sunghoon as yours but it seems that your hidden love was returned by him and he beyond over the moon to be able to be called yours.
Neither of you knew what would be in store now that your relationship was known but for now, you were to experience it to the fullest with each other.
“It was a good hidden love while it lasted but let’s finally be open mhm?”
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parkjayist · 2 months
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TFWILY (psh) ONESHOT
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sum you're a florist at a small flower shop. while the shop isn't the most popular, you've made connections with many regulars who come by to say hello and buy some flowers. park sunghoon, slightly clumsy, enters the shop and accidentally breaks a vase ... and a friendship blooms from there.
pairing park sunghoon x florist!reader
genre soft love, fluff, strangers2lovers, just two awkward people bonding over their awkwardness
an hope you enjoy it, i'm pretty proud of this one hehe
tagged: @jjongscardigan @nxzz-skz
wc 2.3k
i. TFW i trip in front of a cute florist
in the heart of a lively town, hidden between tall buildings and busy streets, stands a quaint flower shop adorned with colorful plants. you were proud to call this place your own, getting support from family and friends to open a floral shop. although it was difficult to juggle both college and work at the same time, you’ve managed to make some friends at school that helped you run the shop when you weren’t able to. to put it simply – you were content and happy with your current life. you weren’t too lonely, visiting your parents by train every weekend, hanging out with your friends occasionally, and talking to regular customers that came in and out of your shop. you even met your best friend and platonic soulmate, yani, because she happened to stumble across your shop one day. you wouldn’t trade this life for anything else. 
“yeah, it was such a weird–” yani stopped mid sentence and looked at the time on her phone. “oh shoot, it’s almost 2pm! i’m almost late for an event. i’ll see you later (___)!” she waved at you as she rushed out of the shop.
you chuckled at her messy state and how she almost tripped over nothing. you decided to get back to arranging a bouquet for a customer, humming a small tune from one of ella fitzergald’s songs. you were so focused on making sure that the bouquet looked visually appealing that you yelped in shock when you heard a loud crashing sound. 
you quickly looked up to see a tall man with a distraught look on his face. you followed his eyes to the ground where you saw the disaster he caused – a vase from your mom shattered into pieces. 
“oh my …” you rushed over ready to reprimand the man for damaging your property, before you caught a better look at his face. 
“i’m so so sorry,” he frantically apologized, his eyes furrowed with sincere worry. “i’ll clean it up immediately … um, i’ll even pay you for the damage … again, i’m so sorry,” he bent down and started quickly picking up the pieces and before you could even stop him, he cut himself on the sharp glass. he let out a quick hiss before trying to wipe off the blood. 
“sir … stop, just stop,” you pulled him up. “you must be a very clumsy person … first you knock over my vase and now you hurt yourself!” 
the man didn’t even have a chance to respond before you pulled him over to sit down, quickly getting out a small bandaid that had a cute flower on it. 
“miss … the broken pieces are still there,” he quietly said. 
“it’s fine, i will clean it up myself,” you responded, still focused on disinfecting his cut. 
he went silent, watching you gently put the bandaid on. once you were done you looked at him – his face flushed pink at the close distance between your faces. you took note of his beauty marks that complemented his face gracefully. 
“a … alright, i’m done. hopefully you don’t mind the bandaid,” you murmured, rushing to clean the shards (and to hide your strawberry face). 
as you busied yourself sweeping up the broken pieces of the vase, you stole glances at the mysterious man sitting on the chair. despite your initial impression, there was something intriguing about him. perhaps it was the way his eyes shined with sincerity, or the faint hint of a smile that played on his lips as you tended to his small wound. 
“thank you,” he spoke, breaking the awkward silence. 
you smiled and hummed in response. once you finished cleaning up the mess, you turned back to him, noticing he was still sitting there, almost as if he didn't want to leave just yet.
"is there anything else i can help you with?" you asked, tilting your head slightly. “did you come here to buy flowers?”
the man hesitated for a moment before shaking his head, “no, i was just curious because i’ve never seen this shop before … i should probably get going.”
you nodded, understanding. "alright then. take care, and watch your step next time," you teased gently, a playful glint in your eyes.
he chuckled softly, his gaze lingering on you for a moment longer before he finally stood up. "i'll keep that in mind. thanks again." with that, he made his way out of the shop, leaving you standing there with a faint smile on your lips.
you stood there, letting his lingering cologne fill your veins before you go back to working – your rants to your friends about this encounter will have to wait. 
ii. classroom at noon
as weeks passed, the memory of sunghoon park gradually faded into the background of your bustling life. your days were filled with the usual routines of managing your flower shop, attending classes at university, and spending time with friends and family. yet …  there was always a lingering curiosity about the man who had stumbled into your shop that day.
one afternoon, after a particularly long lecture at university, you found yourself making your way to the library, eager to catch up on some reading and maybe even get started on your next assignment. as you entered the quiet sanctuary of books, you couldn't help but feel a sense of calm wash over you.
finding a cozy corner tucked away from the prying eyes of other students, you settled down with your books, stretching and ready to lose yourself in the world of academics. but just as you were about to immerse yourself in your studies, a familiar & deep voice interrupted your thoughts. 
"excuse me, is this seat taken?"
you looked up to find none other than the man from a few weeks ago standing before you, a small smile playing on his lips. he looked much more put together – his hair was styled and his outfit fit perfectly with his vibe. surprise flickered across your face before it softened into a warm smile of recognition. 
"oh, hi! no, it's not taken. please, have a seat," you replied, gesturing to the empty chair across from you.
he nodded gratefully and took a seat, setting his bag down beside him. "thanks. i hope i'm not intruding in your studies grind.”
"not at all," you assured him, feeling a flutter of excitement in your chest at the unexpected reunion. “i didn’t know you were a university student.” 
not many people do," sunghoon chuckled, flipping through the pages of his notebook. "i like to keep a low profile."
you nodded, understandingly. "fair enough. what are you studying?"
"business management," he replied, closing the book momentarily to meet your gaze. "and you?"
"botany," you answered, a hint of pride in your voice. "i guess you could say it comes in handy for running a flower shop."
sunghoon's eyes lit up with interest. "that sounds fascinating. i'd love to hear more about it sometime."
for a moment, there was a comfortable silence between you as you both immersed yourselves in your respective studies. but as time passed, you found yourselves stealing glances at each other, a silent curiosity lingering in the air.
finally, unable to resist the urge any longer, sunghoon spoke up. "hey, i never properly introduced myself last time. i'm sunghoon park."
you smiled, feeling a warmth spread through you at his cute gesture. "nice to officially meet you, sunghoon. i'm (___).”
the conversation flowed effortlessly between you as you both delved into your studies, occasionally sharing snippets of your lives outside of university. hours passed in the blink of an eye, and before you knew it, the sun had begun to set outside the library windows.
as you gathered your things to leave, sunghoon hesitated for a moment before speaking up. "hey, (your name), i was wondering if you'd like to grab coffee with me sometime? you know, as a thank you for letting me share your table today."
a warmth spread through your chest at his invitation, and you couldn't help but smile. "i'd love to."
"great," sunghoon grinned, relief evident in his eyes. "how about this weekend?"
"that sounds perfect," you agreed, exchanging contact information with him.
with plans in place for your coffee date, you bid each other farewell, anticipation bubbling in your chest at the prospect of spending more time with sunghoon outside of the library.
iii. please just stay with me
the day of your coffee date arrived, and as you walked into the café, your heart fluttered with excitement. you scanned the room until your eyes landed on sunghoon, who was already waiting for you at a table near the window. he looked up and flashed you a bright smile as you approached, and you couldn't help but feel a rush of warmth at the sight of him.
"hey," he greeted you, his smile widening as you took a seat across from him.
"hi," you replied, returning his smile. "thanks for meeting me here."
sunghoon nodded, reaching into his bag and pulling out a bouquet of flowers. your favorite flowers, to be exact. you couldn't hide your surprise as he placed them on the table in front of you.
"how did you...?" you started, trailing off as you looked at him in confusion.
sunghoon chuckled softly, scratching the back of his neck. "well, i noticed there was a vase of these flowers on your desk at the shop, so i figured you liked them. i did a little research," he explained, a hint of bashfulness in his tone. "are you proud of me?"
you felt your cheeks heat up at his words, but you couldn't help but smile. "yes, i'm very proud of you. thank you, sunghoon."
the rest of the coffee date passed in a blur of laughter and easy conversation. after you finished your drinks, sunghoon suggested going for a walk, and you eagerly agreed. as you strolled along the quiet streets, the atmosphere between you was a mix of excitement and nervousness. you both kept stealing glances at each other, your hands occasionally brushing against one another. each accidental touch sent a jolt of electricity through you, and you couldn't help but feel a sense of anticipation building in the air.
eventually, sunghoon's hand brushed over yours, and this time, neither of you pulled away. instead, you intertwined your fingers with his, your heart pounding in your chest as you shared a shy smile. awkwardness filled the air, but it was a sweet kind of awkwardness, the kind that came with the excitement of new love. 
"you look radiant today," he began, his voice soft but sincere. "not that you aren't always beautiful, but today... you're truly glowing. like, back when i saw you in that flower shop, it just felt right– you belong there. you have this aura, this… this flower aura."
his sincere words caught you off guard, and you felt a rush of warmth spread through you. "flower aura?" you repeated, unable to hide the amusement in your voice.
"yeah," he continued, his cheeks tinted with a hint of pink. "it's like... you're surrounded by this natural beauty, and it's captivating."
your heart fluttered at his words, and you couldn't help but smile. "well, in that case, you're like a prince charming, sweeping me off my feet with your compliments."
sunghoon's smile widened at your response, his eyes sparkling with affection. "i'm just speaking the truth," he said earnestly. "you really are something special."
and with that, the awkwardness between you dissolved, replaced by a newfound sense of closeness and understanding. you continued your walk, hand in hand – you felt something new blooming in you. 
iv. that feeling when i love you
as you stood behind the counter of your flower shop, lost in the delicate dance of arranging petals and stems, the familiar chime of the door announced the arrival of someone special. you looked up, and your heart skipped a beat as you saw sunghoon walking in, a warm smile lighting up his face, his fangs poking out. excitement bubbled within you, and without hesitation, you set aside your work and hurried over to him, enveloping him in a tight embrace.
"hey pretty," he greeted you, his voice soft with affection as he pressed a tender kiss to your forehead.
a wave of warmth washed over you at his gesture, and you couldn't help but smile up at him, suddenly feeling grateful for his presence.
"hi handsome," you replied, your voice filled with love as you rested your cheek on his chest. 
“baby, i was thinking... would you like to go on a date with me?" he asked, his eyes shining with anticipation. "there's a flower garden event being hosted at the nearby park, and i know how much you love flowers. i thought it would be the perfect way to spend the evening together."
your heartbeat soared at his thoughtful suggestion. "that sounds wonderful," you replied, a smile spreading across your lips. "i'd absolutely love to."
sunghoon's face lit up with pure joy, his eyes glittering with delight. but then, as if realizing the weight of the moment, he suddenly seemed flustered and unsure, his cheeks and ears turning a bright shade of red.
"um, yeah, great!" he stuttered, his voice a bit shaky. "i'll… uh, i'll swing by after you close up shop. can't have my girl seeing me like this."
your heart melted at his adorable nervousness, and you couldn't help but giggle at his sweet attempt to play it cool.
"sure thing," you said, trying to contain your own excitement. "i'll be waiting.”
with that, sunghoon bid you a slightly clumsy goodbye, almost tripping over the steps of the shop. had he not learned his lesson from last time, this would’ve been deja vu. you let out a laugh at his clumsiness, and he looked back at you, his smile a mix of excitement and embarrassment as he hurried out of the shop. 
you watched him go, feeling a surge of affection for the endearing man who had captured your heart simply by breaking a vase. 
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bokkura · 4 months
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I WOULD GIVE UP HEAVEN IF I HAD TO . p.sunghoon
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synopsis :: lee heeseung was your first love, if you could count a ghost as a love. he made you feel adored, he made you feel special. all despite the barrier between your worlds. but this all comes crumbling when your death day rolls around, and it’s revealed heeseung had toyed with your heart. being in love with another on the other side the entire time. now you’re stuck heartbroken in the land of the dead, with only a few newfound friends to help you.
and a really beautiful dead ice skater.
pairings :: park sunghoon x fem!reader, brief lee heeseung x fem!reader
genre :: ghost!au, angst, fluff, hurt/comfort
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chapter one. chapter two. chapter three. chapter four. chapter five. chapter six. tba.
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toothfa-1-ry · 9 months
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BLEEDING ME DRY LIKE A GODDAMN VAMPIRE - Park Sunghoon
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Blood sucker, fame fucker. Bleeding me dry like a goddamn vampire
GENRE: Angst, vampire au
PAIRING: Vampire Park Sunghoon x Human gn reader
WARNING: none ;)
A/N: inspired by "Vampire" by Olivia Rodrigo pls reblog!
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It was the early 17th century or was it the early 18th century when Park Sunghoon swore out of love?
What was love? If not just mere silly emotions human beings felt every now and then?
For he was human, Not for a very long time atleast but he once was
He detested humans, mainly because he was once a human or perhaps because he could never be one again
Humans and their silly emotions, their fragile beating hearts and weak bodies.
How stupid
He always thought
And then you came in, a silly stupid human, the very kind Sunghoon detested
And for a very long time the once always empty castle Sunghoon would pretend to care about was filled with a presence other than his very own, and to say the least he couldn't care any less
At first he thought that he'd chase you away from his castle. After all it was his castle, even though he hated it, even though the silence was too loud to bear his pride was even louder
But eventually hatred gave in, hatred to your kind, hatred to what he once was
Heart beating and flesh, a pair of lungs full of oxygen and the warm blood that once coursed his veins as it coursed through yours. He could hear it all too clearly and it was too much for him to bear
He hated you because you were everything he was once and now everything he couldn't be
And what way was there? For a greater revenge then taking away your beating heart just as his was once snatched away?
You were just a frail human, lost and unaware. You lost your way and found yourself in the middle of the forest people had warned you about.
You were the perfect prey who had stumbled inside the predators cave, like a dumb bunny falling into a fox's hole
6 months he gave you and 6 months you accepted to stay in his castle in return for your company to him.
But little did you know, he planned to bleed your heart out after 6 months. It was all his little plan.
Sunghoon was initially surprised, he wondered if all humans were naive as you but as you explained that you had no parents and no home perhaps you were just desperate.
Desperate like him
He told you he longed for company, human company. Someone who lived and can live. Someone with that spark he lost, and that beating in your chest which he longed to listen to again
And you unsuprisingly believed him just like how Sunghoon imagined you would
After all won't anybody feel less then alone living in isolation? You might have thought that. How adorable
It was but a little strange, Sunghoon wonders if you ever realised that something was a little odd or that maybe you were a little suspicious but the least
He was hardly ever there during the day and would appear only at night but one time he heard you murmuring to yourself about how you thought that he must have a disease or something, nodding to yourself as you say those words not realising that he was just near by
He smiles to himself as he hears those words
It's so funny really, it's so humanly
You had no idea what he was thinking did you? after all you were but a human. And what was the capacity of a human's brain? Especially someone like you
Anybody would be mesmerised by someone like Sunghoon. A voice as enchanting as his and a face as alluring as his.
Porcelain skin which seemed to shine as the moonlight seems to reflect off his skin and hair which would slightly bristle when the night breeze would past by the both of you as you both take night walks
And as the months went by, the walks grew longer as your conversations did too. So did the space between the both of you closing in an inch almost everyday.
Sunghoon's sinister plan was going accordingly and yet something felt off.. very off
Maybe it was the way he would often look forward to those walks or the way he would find himself longing for the day to end just to come out of his room and see you
But sometimes when you bade him goodnight or "goodmorning" as you would correct yourself as the both of you would watch the sunrise and he locks himself in his room again,
Sunghoon could almost swear that he heard what could have been a heart beat and it didn't seem to be yours.
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When Sunghoon swore out of love it wasn't because he got his heart broken but it was because his heart was stolen and all the love he once had was also taken away from him
You on the other hand was full of love and radiated it exceptionally. Especially to the heartless monster you had no idea of
To you, Sunghoon was someone you held very dear to, a kind gentleman who showed you kindness in the time of your need.
Those were the very word you told to Sunghoon one night as the both of you walked past his rose garden.
He stoped his track and bend down causing you to turn around and watch as he picked up a lone rose and gently laid it in your hair.
Sunghoon could hear how fast your heart was beating, he knew that if he still had his heart it would have been beating even faster
He enhales your sweet scent as he swiftly takes off his jacket and puts it on you. He watches as you try to refuse it, claiming that he'd catch a cold but he softly shakes his head
Oh, if only you knew
It was that moonless night that Sunghoon realised that he had unwilling fallen for you. And the love he once swore off of, was right infront of him
He couldn't steal your heart away like how his was, or sink his teeth into you like he originally planned.
Oh no, because he realised that his heart wasn't stolen, or lost. It was with you this entire time he just had to let you take it
He couldn't turn you like him, or steal your life away. He loved the way your warm hands would find a way into his icy cold ones
He loved how he could feel the warmth he once felt as a kid again.
He loved how his missing heart would beat around you again.
Perhaps it was true love even though he didn't have a heart, for his heart was yours. Fully and entirely yours.
-
Your fingers interlace with his and it's a perfect fit.
Sunghoon feels the way you slightly shiver for a second as you make contact with his pale ice skin but then get comfortable in his hold.
6 months had past and no words of confessions or proclamations were said. And yet the air was heavy and the moon shines in all its glory
"it's a full moon tonight" you tell him as you look up to the bright moon as it illuminates your face
"the moon looks beautiful" Sunghoon says as he gives your hand a light squeeze.
You smile
"when we first met-" you pause and turn to look him in the eye unable to say anything further more.
Sunghoon knew what you were talking about, it was almost time for you to go back home like you it was discussed
"I know" he whispered "but-"
"but?"
"i- I can't do this" Sunghoon's eyes shine in a way it only shone for you "I need to tell you something. Before it's too late"
Sunghoon slightly trembles, it's been such a long time since he's felt this way. Was it fear? Longingness? Love?
"what is it Sunghoon?"
Oh he loves the way you say his name, without any malice or anger or even disgust and hatred. The way you look at him, he wonders if it was even possible for him to feel this way. It feels like love.
"it's alright. You can tell me whatever it is" you gently encourage him looking at his apprehensive face "you know I won't judge you"
He feels the squeeze of reassurance you give him, and he feels safe. He always felt safe with you, only you.
"I'm not alive. I've been dead since the 15 century" he watches you face carefully, looking for any sign of fear or destain
"I.. I'm not a human y/n. I once was but I'm no longer flesh and blood. I have no heart and no warmth inside of me"
"so..are you saying that your a..vampire?" You carefully say, slowly and quietly
Sunghoon tries reading your face. Even if it's just a small sign he needs to know how you feel right now but yet you face remains quiet.
"Sunghoon" your other hand clutches his left hand
"yes" he says breathlessly and hopelessly "I'm a vampire"
"oh"
Sunghoon watches as your face remains stoic and emotionless, your hands remove from his and now there's a space between the both of you that was never there before
"y/n I know this is too much to get in but please listen to me..please" he tries to ramble in quickly, scared that you might run away from him not that he wouldn't be surprised
But instead you take a step closer to him and bring your arms around him taking him completely by shock.
Your hands around his body, your warm body pressing agains his. He could feel the way your flashed flushed and the your heart was almost hammering out of your chest
"y/n I love yo-" he feels flushed, like a teenage boy with his first love, or a kindergarten kid winning first prize in a game.
Sunghoon's arm reaches over your body, his arms try to embrace you but then he was struck with a indescribable pain in the left side of his chest.
You slowly take a step back, your face remains stoic and unrecognisable to Sunghoon.
He noticed the way your hands shook and the way your body trembled slightly as you walked away from him
He looks down at his chest and sees a wooden stake right across his so called heart.
"y/n- what..what is this-" Sunghoon falls on the ground. He see's a black liquid seeping out if his chest and his mouth as he struggles to form words
"I'm sorry Sunghoon" he hears you say from a distance. Your voice was so cold he couldn't recognise it
He feels his insides squeezing, he feels so cold, it's so cold
"please- y/n..why" he gasp for air as he struggles to speak
Sunghoon watches as your eyes falter lightly and as your lip trembles but you don't come closer and you don't look away
"my parents.. everyone I loved and care for.. you took them away Sunghoon. Your kind took them away" you say with distaste in your tone. You sneer at him as he lays on the floor, struggling to even sit up straight.
"I had to do this for my people. You don't understand. I had to do this for myself" you say coldly as you ball up your fist tightly.
Sunghoon'd vision gets hazy as he looks down on the ground, the black liquid dripping on the marble foothpath which seems to be illuminated by the moonlight
"but- but I love you- I love you y/n" Sunghoon says "I'm not..I'm not-"
"don't be so naive Sunghoon.. do you think I really didn't know your true intentions with me?" You cock your eyebrows at him as he watches you in disbelief
"I..I wasn't gonna do it " Sunghoon shakes his head lightly "I couldn't do it anymore- not when" he coughs out the black liquid on the ground "not when my heart finally beats around you"
Sunghoon could feel the way you faltered even though he couldn't see you. He knew that what he felt wasn't all one sided. A part of it was real and he knew that you knew it too.
"you don't have a heart Sunghoon" you struggle to remain cold, it comes of sympathetic instead and Sunghoon hates the way you said it
"I don't have a heart.. because it's with you" he groans out, his arms giving up on him as he lays on the ground "you took my heart y/n..- its- it's yours"
Sunghoon hears your footsteps walking closer towards him, you bend down to him and fix his bangs which was covering his face
He flinches, what happened to your hands which always carried so much warmth? Why did it feel so much like daggers to him?
"it's true love" you murmer to him "it's nothing but true love..so sleep"
He feels your fingers force his eyes close, he struggles to open them again.
Sunghoon hates himself for being so naive, he couldn't believe that he thought he was smart.
You said it was true love and yet between the you and Sunghoon, you were the one without a heart the entire time.
Sunghoon made many mistakes in his entire lifetime which consists of centuries a d centuries and yet, you seemed to be the biggest mistake of all.
And so the last thing Sunghoon felt, as he ended his long and endless lifetime of loneliness was the cold marble ground, the moonlight.
He could almost swear that he felt something soft and warm on his cheek, followed by hot wet drops of liquid, but then again he also swore that you were the one,
And yet you bled him dry, like a goddamn vampire
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hsgwrld-archive · 10 months
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[9:54PM]- PARK SUNGHOON
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->sunghoon x gn!reader ->angst with fluff ->778!
-> I know I'm on hiatus but I WRote this while I have free time..Enjoy
“ He hasn't read it” sign left your lips, putting your phone beside you on the bench and waiting for the train to come. The hope hasn't died in you yet. The promises you both made before separating apart, before Sunghoon needed to move to another country for studies letting you here, just with promises “ We will find each other again”
One year has fully passed. You slowed and moved on from Sunghoon. Looking at the friendship bracelet you both made before he confessed having feelings for you.
Tears coming to eyes, memories, and everything slowly coming back but what is the point even? 
Sunghoon probably has moved on, find someone better while you are still here hoping for something you shouldn't.
Looking up you saw your train finally came, getting up and securing your backpack.
Looking across, you and Sunghoon found yourselves standing at opposite ends of a bustling train station. The year apart had been a torrent of longing and unanswered questions, but fate had finally granted you both a chance at reunion.
The moment the doors opened, you caught a glimpse of Sunghoon, standing amidst the crowd. He had changed, but the essence of his being remained unchanged. His eyes, filled with a mixture of hope and uncertainty, searched the platform until they met yours. Time seemed to slow as your gazes locked as if the world around you faded into insignificance.
Without hesitation, you rushed towards each other, forgetting the passing year and the reasons that had kept you apart. As you finally embraced, tears streamed down both your faces, an emotional torrent of relief and joy. The world stood still as you held each other tightly, as if afraid that letting go would make the moment disappear.
With trembling voices, you both began to speak, “Why are you here? “ you asked in his embrace, slowly pulling away, looking up at him with tears streaming down your cheek. 
“I- came here to see you y/n” Sunghoon answered, looking into your eyes. Tears have dried on his face. 
‘Why? After one year, without talking to me, you came here?” you furiously asked. You were mad, why did he come to see you without answering your messages and calls in the first place? Sunghoon is guilty and chuckled, he knows you will not forget. 
“Let me explain, first of all, my phone went missing after a month in America, secondly I sent you envelopes!” 
With questioning looking you looked at him. Envelopes? You remember getting them from some guy called Benjamin and never opening them and throwing them out.
“I was Benjamin,y/n,” Sunghoon said with hope if you had ever read them. But by your look, he understands you didn't even read them.
Sunghoon reached into his pocket and pulled out a small, worn envelope. It was the letter you had written to him a month ago as an anniversary gift when he was in America already for a month, a letter he had kept close to his heart. With a tender smile, Sunghoon looked to you, "I've carried your words with me, cherished them even when we were apart."
“But I thought you left me and moved on,'' you exclaimed looking at him. Sunghoon's eyes softened. caressing your cheek, and smiling bitterly.
“I would never leave you y/n, never”
In that moment, as Sunghoon's words washed over you, the weight of doubt and uncertainty lifted from your shoulders. The misunderstandings and miscommunication that had plagued your time apart seemed insignificant compared to the love that still burned between you.
As the train station buzzed with the chaos of travelers, you found solace in each other's presence. Sunghoon's touch reassured you of his unwavering commitment, and you realized that your love for each other had never wavered either.
Together, you found a quiet corner of the station where you could talk, share, and truly understand the challenges you had faced individually. Sunghoon explained how his phone had gone missing, and how he had desperately tried to reach out to you through the letters sent as Benjamin. You shared your own struggles, the pain of feeling abandoned, and the slow process of healing.
With every word spoken, the wounds of the past began to heal, making room for forgiveness and renewed hope. The promises you made before parting ways were still alive in your hearts, and you knew that you had been given a second chance to fulfill them.
In the following days, you and Sunghoon rekindled your love, rediscovering the joy of shared moments and building new memories together. You laughed, you cried, and you celebrated the reunion that felt like a miracle.
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nvertheless · 1 year
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giddy — park sunghoon smau
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sypnosis — park sunghoon turned into someone who is what people like to call a hopeless romantic (or simp..), and with that, he unexpectedly gets “heartbroken” by someone who he wasn’t even dating. but he ends up getting set up with someone who he never expected to be with.
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genre — strangers to lovers
ft — enhypen’s jay & jake, le sserafim’s yunjin, ive’s gaeul, aespa’s ningning & justb’s dy
contains — fluff, angst, sunghoon’s hopelessly in love era, swearing
taglist (open!): send an ask or message me if you would like to be apart of the list! (perm taglist will be tagged!)
quick authors note — hi.. hello.. so i’ve been gone for awhile 😨 and it’s because i’ve just been really busy w school and i’ve just had lots of stuff go on in my personal life where i just haven’t touched this app in forever which i apologize for, but in return i’ve decided to start making this short smau as an apology gift!! this is also kinda based on how me and my bf met so i hope you all enjoy!! much love, shy 🤍
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profiles — 1 & 2
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jongseongsnudes · 7 months
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twenty six.
warning; 💌 1.6k words. masterlist.
“all this back and forth is so tiring. just have angry make up sex and get over it already.”
“leo! you can’t say that around all these people!”
the last thing you expected to happen tonight was to run into leo of all people and of all places too.
you were so close to not showing up tonight, to this place full of upper-class kids, dressed to their best, all gathered to celebrate sooji’s grand birthday. but you couldn’t say no when she invited you personally, out here onto her parent’s private island resort for a two day birthday bash.
it was a beautiful place. the fresh air, the breath taking view of the sea, the place was a complete opposite of the city life you’ve become accustomed to but it’s a nice change, one you really needed to clear your mind.
but despite so many others in attendance, and how hard you tried not to, you ran into sunghoon. the man was dressed to his best, standing out like the main character of the night. he had barely even looked at you, only greeted you with a side glance before diverting his attention back to sooji. to be fair, you didn’t even blame him. it was better that way anyway.
but somehow during it all, leo randomly appeared, keeping you company, listening to you spill about your boring life revolving your step brother. also known as, the park sunghoon chronicles, according to leo.
“i’m happy for him,” you can’t help but sigh, downing the rest of your champagne at the sight of sunghoon and sooji not far away, “he’s so... happy with her.”
“if i’ve learnt anything from being his best friend for 15 years it’s that, that man is as cunning as his father,” leo chuckles, sarcasm coating his tone, “the only time i’ve seen him genuine is with you.”
“yeah. genuinely hate me.”
“alright enough of this bullshit. either you guys get together or i’m setting you up with someone. screw sunghoon and beomgyu, you deserve better anyway,” the man throws his arm over your shoulders, squeezing you reassuringly, “i am putting an end to this. once and for all.”
though slightly hesitant, you allow the man to pull you towards sunghoon who was now standing alone. his eyes are immediately attached onto how you’re standing in leo’s hold, his brows lowering at the sight.
“my dear bestie~” leo coos, evidently in an attempt to provoke your step brother, “since you’re so busy with your lover, me and my hot date are gonna head upstairs to my room. send up a few bottles?”
the change on sunghoon’s face is one you don’t miss, the way his gaze zooms into you for a split second, like an indirect warning. it has you unknowingly take a step backwards but leo holds you still.
“don’t make a fool of yourselves,” is all sunghoon replies with as he walks away, his words seemingly more so at you than his best friend.
“give it... 10 minutes little one. trust me. that man is going to come running.”
and true to leo’s words, there is a knock not even ten minutes later on his room door with none other than park sunghoon standing on the other side looking grim as ever.
“i need to talk to her,” sunghoon says, his low voice threatening. the man enters the room as if it’s his own, while leo is quick to take his leave, giving you a cheeky wink before closing the door behind him.
the last thing you wanted was to be alone with sunghoon tonight, yet there he was, standing not even a metre away from you. the atmosphere inside the room is suddenly ten times heavier with his presence, your mind already mentally preparing for the fight that was to come.
“what are you doing in leo’s room?”
“it’s none of your business,” you hoped that your blunt tone would be enough of a hint for him to realise you didn’t want to talk, a hint for him to leave. 
“he’s my best friend so i know him. he’s not interested in you.” 
“okay and?” you know for a fact that he’s irritated, he had been since entering the room and your nonchalant response was only adding to the fire but you weren't going to back down, “can you just go, i want to rest.”
“rest in your own room.” 
sunghoon reaches for your wrist but without hesitation, you step away, yanking your arm away from him, “don’t touch me.”
“i’m sorry.”
you pause for a moment, your mind trying to process what you just heard. you had fully expected him to either spit hurtful remarks at you or even cuss at you but apologise?
“i didn’t mean what i said the other night.”
“uh...” perhaps it’s the alcohol in you but your one word answer came off more sarcastic than you had thought. you weren’t being a bitch, you were just genuinely caught off guard.
“i’m not going to repeat myself. take it however you want.”
it really does take some time for you to process it all, that he had just apologised to you. the words park sunghoon and apologise were ones that rarely coined together so to hear it tonight like this, shocked you more than it should’ve.
you know it’s literally the bare minimum but this was park sunghoon you’re talking about.
“can you stop making this harder than it is?”
“hard? no one is forcing you to apologise sunghoon!”
although you’re the one screaming at him, sunghoon had somehow pushed forward, cornering you in against the wall. he’s now staring down at you, his face so unnecessarily close that you could feel his heavy breaths against your skin.
and you knew exactly how dangerous it could be being this close to him.
“look. i shouldn’t have said that to you, i didn’t mean to hurt you,” for once the man seems lost for words, his breathing uneasy like he’s carefully choosing his next set of words, “i’m sorry.”
“okay... i accept your apology. you can leave now. your girlfriend is probably looking for you.”
“girlfriend?” he sneers, as if he had just heard you say the funniest thing, “she is not my girlfriend.”
“she’s not? then what? what are you even trying to do?” you say with your brows furrowed together, your words direct and curt, “but whatever it is, whether it’s to stop the marriage or to prove something to your dad... i don’t want to be apart of it anymore. i’m tired and done with it all sunghoon.”
“i don’t want to prove anything to anyone,” sunghoon’s voice is as soft as you’ve ever heard it, almost inaudible in the quiet room. like the complete opposite to the him a moment before. seeing the lack of reaction from you, the man grabs onto both your hands with his, holding them like he was scared you’d run away.
“then what do you want?”
“you.”
it feels as though your head is spinning at high speed, your poor heart going on overdrive with sunghoon’s word. dramatic seems to be the right word to describe you right now because his apology already startled you enough but now a damn confession?
“i said what i said. i want you,” his words are now in whispers, as if just loud enough for your ears, “i can’t explain it right now, but just- just trust me. give me a little bit more time.”
“i... i don’t know sunghoon.”
“please.”
you’re slightly hesitant but the look in his eyes, that hopeful, pleading look was enough to persuade you. you know you may become the stupidest person alive by the end of this, but you can’t for the life of you say no to park sunghoon.
“okay.”
he lowers his head as that answer leaves your lips, as if he was relieved to finally hear so. his eyes are closed, a deep sigh emitting from his lips as he moves to the side of your face, covering your skin with soft kisses.
“i don’t know how you do it, but you drive me insane.”
“i think that’s just your anger issues though sunghoon...”
“you think you’re funny now?” his hand is quick to grasps your jaw, tilting your head up so he could glare specifically at your lips. your lips that were currently in a pout. “what did i say about this?”
if you weren’t listening properly, you would’ve thought he was being threatening but once the words actually hit you... you could only chuckle. the memory of that one night at his little house in japan flashes in your mind, that one night you were daring enough to talk back in your drunken state.
that night he kissed you. over and over.
“and what sunghoon?”
his brows raises at your daring question but instead of a cocky response like you had expected from him, the man reaches around to grab the back of your neck, pulling you in without hesitation. kissing you like you had hoped he would. you could feel his growing smile through the kiss, the rare sight almost too much for your poor heart to bare.
you sink further in his hold, wanting nothing more than to live in this moment a little longer. where nothing else matters. where mr park, sooji, beomgyu... or even your wedding, don't matter.
because right now, he’s holding you and he’s kissing you.
because right now, there’s just you and him.
and as impossible as it may be, a part of you still held onto the very small possibility that there’d be just you and him by the end of this too.
“this,” his voice is in whispers as he pulls away just slightly, his forehead now gently pressed against yours, “this was what i was afraid of.”
“what... are you afraid of?”
“finding you.”
end.
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slytherinshua · 1 year
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HYPROCRITE
genre. fluff. ice skater au. warnings. kissing and flirting. pairing. ice skater!sunghoon x ice skater!reader. wc. 592.
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Harsh scrapes of your skates on the ice and your heavy breathing was all that could be heard in the empty arena. You knew you were insane at this point. Who would come to practise at 5 in the morning? You were tired, sore, a little grumpy, but very determined.
Your motto for as long as you could remember was “practice makes perfect”. As you grew older, you realised that nothing could ever be truly perfect, but if you at least got as close as possible to perfect, you would have no regrets.
The satisfaction of pulling off a skate knowing you did as good as you could was something you craved for every single day. That feeling you got after a performance, with the crowd’s deafening cheers and your smile that you couldn’t fake was priceless.
All of your friends always said you were the hardest worker they had ever met, and you took that description with pride.
You glided along the ice till you reached the edge where your water was. You drank some, gathering back your stamina. You breathed, deciding to practise your combo of a extended Biellmann spin, butterfly jump, fan spiral, and long-held arabesque. 
As you were spinning effortlessly, the sound of another pair of skates hitting the ice broke the steady sharpness of your skates. You let go of your leg that you were holding up behind your head, and stopped spinning.
“You’re unbelievable. 5 am? Really?” Your boyfriend called out with an astonished smile.
“You’re here too.” You quipped, but you were glad that Sunghoon had come to join you. You performed even better with him beside you.
“I am. At 5 am.” He laughed, skating over to you elegantly. 
“5 am gives us lots of time to practise, and then we can get breakfast together.” You explained, arms crossed and a smile on your face.
“That does sound like a good plan. You have great time management skills, you know that?”
“Don’t flatter me. You’re breaking the rules for on the ice.” You said whilst a blush spread on your cheeks.
“And what were those rules again?” Sunghoon asked innocently, inching closer to you.
“1. Don’t flatter me, cause I’ll mess up thinking about it. 2. Don’t flirt with me while skating, or I’ll get flustered and you’ll wear that smile- Yes, that smile! The one you’re wearing right now.” You said, going even closer to Sunghoon just to point out his lips that were spread in a cheeky smile.
“I swear, I don’t know what you’re talking about~” He continued, biting the inside of his cheek to stop from smiling wider or laughing at your face.
“Yes, you do.”
“You’re blushing.”
“I am not- it’s just because it’s cold.” You defended, but you knew that excuse wouldn’t work.
“I thought you never got cold, Elsa.” He giggled, teasing you more.
“You little-” You pushed him back, still pretending to be annoyed at him instead of laughing with him. You secretly enjoyed his teasing. You knew it was a love language of his.
He skated backwards, and you skated towards him at equal speed until he hit the edge of the rink. You were right in front of him, stopping just before you crashed into him. 
You trapped him with your hands, watching satisfiedly as his own blush appeared on his cheeks.
“Who’s the one blushing now?” You asked, raising your eyebrows in question and smiling at him.
“It’s cold-”
You pressed your lips onto his before he could complete his lame excuse. 
“Hypocrite.”
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hoonieswhore · 5 months
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10. Pinkie Pie
Previous / Masterlist / Next
Warnings: Jealous!Hoon. The usual curses. Dirty jokes.
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Sadie's note: Soooo, it's been a long time, I know and I'm sorry about that but I was going through a big writer's block🤕 Hope you guys like the new chapter! I love you all and thanks for reading🫶
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parkjayist · 2 months
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NEW FIC SOON!: TFWILY (psh) OUT NOW
sum you're a florist at a small flower shop. while the shop isn't the most popular, you've made connections with many regulars who come by to say hello and buy some flowers. park sunghoon, slightly clumsy, enters the shop and accidentally breaks a vase ... and a friendship blooms from there.
pairing park sunghoon x florist!reader
genre soft love, fluff, strangers2lovers, just two awkward people bonding over their awkwardness
wc 1-2k?? we'll see
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bokkura · 4 months
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I WOULD GIVE UP HEAVEN IF I HAD TO . chapter five
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synopsis :: lee heeseung was your first love, if you could count a ghost as a love. he made you feel adored, he made you feel special. all despite the barrier between your worlds. but this all comes crumbling when your death day rolls around, and it’s revealed heeseung had toyed with your heart. being in love with another on the other side the entire time. now you’re stuck heartbroken in the land of the dead, with only a few newfound friends to help you.
and a really beautiful dead ice skater.
pairings :: park sunghoon x fem!reader
genre :: ghost!au, angst, fluff, hurt/comfort
masterlist.
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the next morning you set out to find sunghoon, going to the diner he visits every morning for breakfast. when you walk through the door he’s already looking in your direction, as if expecting you.
“looking for someone?” you tease him, sitting across from him at his table. you hear him let out a small chuckle,
“i’ve just gotten used to your antics by now.”
you hum in acknowledgment, “really now? i think you’re obsessed with me.” he looks up from his coffee, squinting his eyes at you. he’s certainly obsessed with the attention, that’s for sure. something about it being yours has him hooked. he’s not sure why, but getting close to you sure will help him find out.
“just order.”
sunghoon was still keeping his ‘mysterious boy’ front. you wanted him to drop it so badly. you just knew he was sweet when he acting being so heartless all the time.
you gaze over the menu, “ghosts don’t need food though?” you awaited sunghoon’s response but nothing came. “sunghoon?” you look up at him, just to see him looking behind you. his stoic face had shifted to one of anger.
“what?” you go to turn your head but he grabs your head with his hand, turning it back towards him.
“don’t. you’ll ruin your mood.” you quirk a brow at him and try to say something, but his grip on your cheeks leaves you unable to. he lets go and you rub where his hand was, sending him a faux dirty look before turning around anyways.
and boy did you wish you hadn’t. of course it was heeseung, heeseung of all people in a booth behind you two. sitting there with another guy, no girl in sight.
you swallow thickly and turn back to sunghoon. “where’s his girlfriend?”
“they broke up when news got out about you.” you laugh dryly, at least she has decorum. you can’t say the same about him though. “and you’re not very bright, you know? he’s looking this way now.”
you give him wide eyes, picking the menu up to block your embarrassed face. even if he can’t see you, your face was hot and your first instinct was to hide. “i’m a curious person…”
“so i’ve noticed,” sunghoon pushes the menu down below your eyes. “don’t hide from me.” your face burns even more,
“i’m not hiding from you, i’m hiding.”
“he can’t even see you.” you glare at him and slam the menu down in frustration.
“happy?” you lean back in your chair and cross your arms. sunghoon nods and you swear you see a smile creep up on his lips.
“i am actually, now everyone’s staring at you.”
you look around the diner and see the few people in there are indeed staring, including heeseung. so much for not drawing attention to yourself. but you can’t help how sunghoon can get under your skin. he makes you so annoyed, so flustered. but not in a romantic way.
“you’re a bully.”
sunghoon’s smile drops and he leans closer to you, “or maybe you have a little crush on me, hm? is that what has you so obsessed with me?” oh if you could you would smack the little smirk off his face. you got him to show his emotions like a real person at what cost?
“y/n?”
oh god it’s his voice, the one you could have gone eternity without hearing. you don’t even want to look but sunghoon does. the small distance between you still present as all he does is turn his head slightly. you keep your eyes on him, his face going from amused to annoyed.
“sunghoon?” there’s evident shock in heeseung’s voice. you like it. did he not expect you to move on? or is it the shock that you’re with park sunghoon of all people?
sunghoon leans back in his chair, giving heeseung one last look before turning to you and smiling the brightest smile you’ve seen on him. it makes you do a double take. his teeth are very pretty, is that weird to say? his smile made him look so much more gorgeous, how that was possible you didn’t know.
just observations. nothing romantic.
sunghoon gets closer to you again, grabbing your hand delicately. “do you know him?” he’s playing innocent, he’s trying to get under heeseung’s skin. he knew heeseung had some sort of attention thrill. good or bad attention he craved it, someone not knowing who he was to you, who he is, made him angry.
but you go along with it, smiling back at sunghoon and giving heeseung a clueless look. “no idea.”
heeseung’s look turns cold, you hate how you can’t rip your eyes away from him. the hurt was still there and you think he could see it. his face turned cocky quickly before he walked away.
“you blew it at the end.” sunghoon sighs and drops your hands. you pout at the loss of his touch, but you’re just touch starved it’s nothing romantic.
you give sunghoon puppy dog eyes, “oh i’ll miss your pruny little hand on mine.” his mouth falls agape and he scoffs. wow, you’re insufferable. but he still finds himself fighting a laugh.
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lowkey a filler chap :( imma be busy very soon but i’ll try to write some🤍
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xuxibelle · 2 years
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Just Breathe
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Pairing: Park Sunghoon x Reader
Word count: 4,316
Warnings: slight swearing, FLUFF
Summary: It's been too long since Y/N has been in a relationship and her best friend wants to help her with that... but it's not what you think
“It’s been almost 2 years, Y/N… I think it’s time for you to start dating again… or at least maybe make an online dating profile and see what’s out there for a start. That doesn’t necessarily mean you HAVE to go out with one of them, but it would be a start, you know?” your roommate and best friend Paige tells you as you’re watching a movie one night. 
“I don’t know… I’m still not comfortable with the idea,” you tell her as you keep your focus on the movie. You know she’s still watching you, waiting for a reaction.
“You’re gonna have to get back out there sooner or later, and the longer you wait, the more difficult it’s gonna be,” she tells you. You look down at your hands in your lap as you feel your anxiety start to rise thinking about what she said. You know she’s right, but you really don’t want to take that chance again. The only good experience you had was your childhood “boyfriend” when you were 6 and you couldn’t really even call that a true experience. However, you two were inseparable when you were kids. Sunghoon and his parents lived beside you growing up and you were forever at each other’s houses. Everyone could tell he liked you because he NEVER shared anything with anyone except you. If someone tried to play with his toys, he would fight them. If you came over while he was playing, he would give you the toy he was playing with and pick up something else for himself. If it was snack time, he would give you some of what he had. Both of you were devastated when they had to move because of his Dad’s promotion. You had barely gotten 3 years with Hoon. You were 9 when he moved, he was 10, yet you both cried… you understood what was happening though. You both promised to keep in touch. And you did for a while, until things faded away… Sunghoon had gotten caught up in figure skating and had less and less time to stay in touch which made you sad, but things happen for a reason right? You reach up and wipe a tear from your eye before it can fall. “Hey… I didn’t mean to make you cry… I’m just worried about you… I want to see you happy,” Paige tells you as she puts a hand on your shoulder. You shake your head as you smile at her.
“You didn’t make me cry,” you half laugh. “I was just remembering things,” you confess.
“Bad things?” she asks.
“No actually… Good things mostly… The only good experience I had with the male form,” you laugh. “When I was a kid,” you tell her and then explain about Sunghoon.
“He sounds sweet… Did you ever talk to him again?” she asks curiously.
“No,” you say sadly. “He just kind of disappeared when he started skating.” You shrugged your shoulders as you looked at her. “I never thought of looking for him again.”
“Maybe you should…” she says as she tilts her head, biting her lip with a smile. You thought about it for a minute before you looked back at her.
“I don't know, Paige… That was like… almost 10 years ago… I doubt he would recognize me now,” you tell her. You didn’t know if you would even recognize him for that matter.
“You never know,” she says plainly. “I would try if I were you. It sounds like he really liked you.”
“We were kids…” you say with a roll of your eyes.
“True… but how many 10 year old boys do you know that willingly cry in front of anyone?” she asks you with a raise of her eyebrows. You bite your lip as you think about what she says. 
“I’ll think about it,” you tell her to make her happy. 
“That’s all I ask,” she says with a smile. And truly you would think about it because now that you had talked about him, Sunghoon was all you could think about. You were curious to see what he had been up to, if he was still skating, what he looked like… Later that night when you went to bed, you decided to start your search just to see what you could find, if anything. It didn’t take long, to your surprise. As soon as you typed his name in, there were over 1 million search results. You were in denial that it was him even though it did favor the boy you knew a little. When you clicked on one of the pictures and saw the mole on his nose, you sat straight up in your bed and screamed. “What is it? Are you ok?” Paige asked worriedly as she ran into your room.
“I’m… no…” you say as you look at her with wide eyes starting to blur with tears. She walks over to sit beside you on the bed.
“What? What is it?” she asks as she looks at your phone to see what’s made you upset, seeing the picture of Sunghoon you had clicked on. You backed out of it and showed her the others. “What’s wrong?” she asked, confused.
“Sunghoon…” you say quietly.
“THAT’s him?” she says in shock. You nod as you watch her face. “You’re sure?” You clicked back on the picture you had pulled up before and pointed to his nose.
“I know it’s him…” you tell her before you pull out a photo album from your book shelf and flip to a page that has a picture of you two on it. “See?” as you point to him. “Same…” you say as you look at her with wide eyes.
“Holy shit… Y/N,” she laughs.
“This isn’t funny.”
“No… This is amazing,” she explains.
“How so?”
“Because he’ll be easy to find… Let’s see…” she says as she looks at a website. “Oh look! He’ll be in the next town over in two weeks!” Your eyes go as wide as dinner plates. “Okay… breathe,” she laughs. “It’s okay.” You shake your head.”
“I don’t… I don’t know if I can do this…” you tell her. 
“Of course you can… I’ll be right here with you,” she tells you with a smile. She makes a few clicks on the website on her phone and looks at you. “There! We’re officially going.” You couldn’t believe the little boy you knew growing up, the one that disappeared to ice skate was in a band now… A famous  band at that…. You could feel your anxiety grow over the next couple of weeks. It was the day of the show, so of course you were extra nervous now. “Just breathe,” Paige tells you as you are walking to the venue. “Do you trust me?” she asks you.
“Absolutely not,” you reply, making her slap your arm playfully and both of you laugh. “Of course I do. You’re my best friend… You know me better than I do.”
“Then don’t worry about anything… It’s all gonna be okay. You’ll be fine and you won’t need me for this,” she says as she slips something around your neck. You look down confused as you pick it up and look at it, then look at her with wide eyes and shake your head no. “Stop. Breathe. You can do this,” she tells you as she sees your eyes start to water. “Remember to just breathe. Now you need to go over there,” she says as she points to a small line of people. “There won’t be a lot of people because of the package that it is and that’s why I got this one, so it would buy you more time,” she says with a wink.
“I will get you for this,” you tell her with a shaky breath, making her laugh.
“You love me and you know it. Now go,” she says as she gives you a small nudge. “I’ll meet you at our seats.” You can’t stop your mind from racing while you’re waiting in line. Luckily, while the line moves to go in, you notice that no one else gets in line behind you. You thank the stars for that because you would hate for someone else to have to witness whatever was gonna happen or to hold up someone else with your actions, whatever they may be. You prayed that you would be able to keep yourself together through this. When you made it through the door, there were 4 people in front of you engaging with the 7 members of the band. That gave you a little relief. You kept your head facing down, not taking the chance of him seeing you yet. Taking a few breaths, you glance up and look at the members one by one and notice that he is last. This also gives you a little bit of relief, knowing that he will be engaged with the other fans in front of you for a few minutes before you can get to him so he will be distracted. You go down the line meeting everyone and taking pictures before you get to him. The other members have sat down around the room and are relaxing, you've noticed. He’s just finishing taking a picture with the fan in front of you and giving them a hug before he looks up at you and squints his eyes, tilting his head. 
“Hoon…” You say quietly, biting your lip as you look down at the floor and back up to see him smiling, before he crushes you in a hug.
“I can’t believe you’re here,” you hear him say into your hair as you wrap your arms around him. You feel the tears begin to stream from your eyes.
“Me either,” you confess. 
“How?”
“It’s a complicated story, so I’ll shorten it a bit and tell you everything later,” you tell him the short version so he could understand how you found him.
“Remind me to thank Paige when I see her,” he tells you, making you laugh. 
“Of course,” you nod.
“We don’t have much time to talk now cause we have to go on soon, but put your number in my phone. Where are you sitting so I can find you?” he asks you. You pull out your ticket to look because you hadn’t even checked.
“I don’t even know. Paige bought the tickets and I haven’t looked yet because I was scared to death on the way here,” you laughed. You both looked at the tickets together. He smiled at you as you looked up at him with wide eyes. “Pit?” 
“Well at least you’ll be easy to find,” he tells you with a wink. 
“Hoon, it’s time to go,” you hear one of the others say from across the room.
“I’ll see you after, yea?”
“Of course,” you tell him with a smile.
“Dude, let’s go.” you hear them trying to rush him.
“It was so good to see you,” he returns your smile before pulling you into a hug. When he pulls back, he surprises you by pressing his lips to yours. You make a surprised noise against him but return the kiss by moving your lips against his making him smile into the kiss. You see the other members behind him with wide eyes, making you pull back and bite your lip and look at the floor. “I’m sorry… I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable…Shit… I didn’t think about if you had a boyfriend…” he started but you shook your head.
“No, it’s ok. It’s not you… and no I don’t have one, I just don’t like an audience,” you half laugh as he turns his head to see the rest of the band still with wide eyes.
“Oh right. Sorry. They just weren’t, well none of us were expecting it,” he laughs.
“We really have to go now,” you hear one of them call.
“Yea I’m coming,” he calls back. “I’ll see you soon, yea?” You nod at him with a smile before you watch him walk towards the band and out the door. You let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding once the door closes. The staff outside the door helps you find your way back to the inside of the venue and you go find Paige in the pit.
“Pit tickets… really?” you say with narrowed eyes as soon as you find her.
“Yea… I wasn’t gonna let you pass this up,” she laughs. “How did it go?” You looked at the floor before looking up at her and smiling. “Wait a second… Something happened… What happened??” she said as she shook you, making you laugh.
“Calm down,” you said as you pulled out your phone first showing her the pictures with the band and then pulling up your contacts and showing her the newest saved one.
“So?”
“So what?” you asked, playing dumb.
“Don’t do that,” she laughed. “Did he?”
“I don’t know what you're talking about?” you say as you turn to face the stage as the lights go down and the crowd screams. She knows there's no hope in talking to you about it at this point because neither of you will be able to hear, so she waits. The band comes out and does their first couple of songs before they stop and talk to the crowd. You notice while the others are talking, he’s walking around and looking in the pit and she does too. She turns to look at you and back up at him. When he reaches your side, you look up at him and wait. He kept back with the band so it wasn’t too obvious what he was doing until it was his turn to talk. When he found you he smiled really big and waved. Being who you are, you bit your lip and looked to the floor before looking up at him with a smile just as big. You felt Paige nudging you before you looked at her. “What?”
“He did, didn’t he?” she said into your ear before you nodded yes and looked back in his direction and mouthed her name as you pointed at her. Sunghoon looked at her, putting his hands together in the ‘Thank you’ expression and closed his eyes for a second before opening them and smiling at her.
“He says thank you by the way. And he wants to meet you,” you tell her. You heard him start talking so you both turned your attention to the stage.
“We all want to thank each of you for coming tonight. Really, it means a great deal to all of us that all of you are here. But tonight is extra special for me and I didn’t know it was going to be,” he begins and you turn to Paige and you shake your head with wide eyes.
“Just breathe” she mouths to you. “It’s ok”
“Tonight before the show we had a small fan meeting where I met someone special…” he says as he walks towards your side of the stage. You put your hand over your face as Paige reaches to pull it down, making him laugh. “You see, I had a best friend when I was growing up. We were what, 5-6 maybe when we met? And then I had to move a few years later when my Dad got a promotion and eventually we lost touch.” You hear the crowd awe at his words. “Yea, it was a sad time for us both. And I never thought I would find her again. But I did tonight… I’m not gonna put a spotlight on you or anything because I know how you are, but I’m so glad you’re here. You have no idea how much I’ve missed you. And I am truly sorry that we lost touch, And to you, Paige, thank you for being the friend you are to her. I know she’s needed someone like you in her life. And thank you for bringing her back to me tonight,” he says to the crowd and you and Paige. And you let your tears fall as he finishes talking, smiling back at him. 
“So much for staying under the radar,” you laugh at Paige as you wipe your tears away and she hugs you.
“But it was worth it, right?”
“Of course,” you nod. At the last break you get a text from him telling you to wait at the right of the stage and someone will come to get you after the show. Once you were walking backstage, you texted him that you were on your way. When you got onto the hall that there room was on, he saw you coming and yelled your name making you look up from the floor. 
“Y/N!” You both giggle at how cute he is being so excited. He runs up to you before you even get to the door, wrapping you in a hug and lifting you off the floor and spinning in a circle.
“Gosh, you two are adorable… this is so perfect,” you hear Paige say just as Sunghoon sits you down. 
“Please stop,” you tell her with a laugh before you look at him. “Sunghoon, this is Paige. Paige, Sunghoon.” He smiles widely at her as she does at him. 
“It’s nice to meet you. And I have to thank you for everything you did to get her here tonight. I know she has a lot of anxiety issues. She did when we were growing up, too, so thank you,” he tells her all with a smile on both of their faces. Paige puts her hands on her hips and looks at you and then back at him.
“Well, I don’t know what she was talking about, but you are just the sweetest person ever…” she tells him, making him look at you with a confused face. You look at her with your mouth dropped open.
“I never…!” you start as she laughs.
“I’m totally kidding. I’m just making sure she breathes. She has never said a bad word about you. Actually, she said you were, and I quote, ‘the only good experience I had with the male form’,” she tells him.
“Paige!” you exclaim, making him laugh. He takes your hand in his and begins to walk.
“Okay, let’s go,” he says. “We’ll go introduce you to the guys properly.”
“Oh god…”
“Just breathe,” Paige and Sunghoon say at the same time, making you laugh. He opens the door to the room and walks in first. 
“Guys, this is Y/N and her best friend Paige. I know you saw Y/N before the show but I wanted you all to meet her properly and I also wanted you to meet Paige,” he says as you both walk into the room behind him. You wave to them as you walk up beside him.
“Hi again,” you say with a small smile.
“Don’t be shy now,” one of them says.
“Jake, don’t start,” Sunghoon tells him, making you laugh. He goes through everyone, introducing them all to Paige as you sit to the side for a minute. Jay sits beside you and smiles. 
“You okay?” Jay asks.
“Yea, I think so.”
“Don’t let them get to you. They like to tease everyone. Just tease back when you can,” he explains.
“Got it,” you laugh as he gives you a side hug. 
“I’m glad you’re here,” Jay tells you.
“Yea? Why’s that” you ask.
“He’s talked about you before.” he explains. You stare at Jay with a blank expression. 
“I’m sorry. I think my hearing went out. You said what?” Jay laughed at your response.
“You’re learning already. That’s good,” he laughs. “But no, he’s really talked about you before. More than once. I’m sure he’ll explain everything later. Just don’t hold anything against him for the past,” Jay tells you.
“I don’t,” you tell him.
“Good… that’s good. I like you already,” he smiles at you, giving you another side hug before getting up to leave just as Sunghoon is walking up.
“Jay…” he says, eyeing the member before he walks off smiling. “He wasn’t bothering you was he?”
“No, of course not. He was very nice actually.”
“Good,” he smiles at you. “Cause there’s something I want to ask you.”
“Okay, shoot.”
“Willyoucomeontourwithme” he rushes out all at once so fast that you can’t understand him. You had to laugh because you’ve never had to say it to anyone else.
“Okay… breathe,” you tell him. “Now, what?” You watch him take a breath and look at you again. 
“Will you come on tour with me?” he repeats much slower and your eyes go wide. 
“Wait, what? Why?” you ask stunned. He smiles wide as he takes your hands in his, rubbing his thumbs over the back of your hands.
“We just started the tour less than two weeks ago and it’s not gonna be over anytime soon, so I have no idea when I'll be able to see you again…” for once it’s him that looks at the floor before looking back up at you. “I can’t lose you again,” he says as he pulls you into a hug, pressing his nose into the crooks of your neck.
“You know I want to,” you say quietly.
“What's stopping you?”
“I’m taking some college classes…” you tell him as he pulls back to look at you.
“You could take them online…” he tries to reason out. You shake your head.
“All but one… There’s not an option to take this one online,” you explain as you watch his smile fade. You shake your head as you look at him. “Don’t do that…” you reach up and cup his face in your hands. “You’re gonna put wrinkles on your face.” At least you got him to laugh. 
“I’ll be right back,” he says before he walks off. Paige comes to sit with you when she sees him walk off.
“What’s wrong?” she asks you, seeing the look on both your faces. You tell her about the talk you just had with him. “Well, why can’t you?”
“That one class that I can’t do online,” you tell her.
“If I remember from when you signed up, it wasn’t a core class for your major. It won’t affect you as much as a core class would. Just drop it and take it again when you get back. If you come back,” she laughs as you roll your eyes.
“Of course I’m coming back,” you tell her.
“Hey… you never know… You said you would never find him and look where we are…” she reminds you. 
“Should I really?”
“Are you really asking me that?” You both laugh at each other before you hug.
“Thank you for everything,” you tell her just as he comes back and sits on the other side of you. 
“I think Y/N has something to tell you,” she tells Sunghoon as he looks at you confused. You bite your lip as you look at him.
“I can’t neglect my course work… I have to keep up with it,” you tell him as he tilts his head in confusion. “I don’t think he understands, Paige… You wanna tell him?” Paige giggles as she watches his brain try to work before she speaks.
“She’s coming with you…” Paige tells him plainly as you both watch his eyes go wide and light up.
“Wait… really?” he asks. “What about your other class?”
“Paige reminded me that this one class isn’t a core class which means that it doesn’t hold as much weight as the others do, so she suggested that I just drop it and I can retake it later,” you explain with a smile. He quickly pulls you into a hug, smiling into your neck. 
“I can’t believe you’re coming with me,” he says with a laugh. He looks up at Paige just behind you. He reaches out and pulls her into the hug as well, making you both laugh. “And you! Thank you for everything. I don’t even know what to say,” he tells her before he kisses her forehead and lets her go, making you both laugh again.
“Well… as repayment, you can just take care of our girl here… I know that you know how special she is,” she tells him as she notices him watching you.
“That I do... I have known that for a very long time,” he says before he presses his lips to yours softly, making you smile against him. He bites your bottom lip as he pulls away, making you whine. 
“And to think… at first you didn’t want to come tonight…” Paige says quietly behind you before she gets up to go talk to the others as Sunghoon looks at you.
“Why didn’t you want to come?” he asks you softly. You look down at your lap as you play with the hem of your shirt. He reaches a hand over and takes yours in his, gently rubbing circles on the back of your hand with his thumb, knowing that helps with your anxiety. You slowly look up at him.
“I didn’t think you would know who I was…” you confess as he laughs.
“Y/N… really…” he asks you. “Of course I would know you… I’ll always know you… You were my first love.” You look up at him in shock.
“I what?” 
“You didn’t know?” he asks as you shake your head. He laughs as he reaches to hold your face. “Y/N… I’ve loved you since we were 5… I still do… I  always will. I love you,” he tells you as he leans forward and presses his forehead to yours. You let yourself sniffle before you wipe away the tears that haven’t fallen yet. Opening your eyes, you look back up to meet his eyes and you smile.
“I love you too… I always did… I just never realized you did,” you confess. He smiles at you. Pulling you into a hug, he leans you both back against the couch you’re on and you relax against him. “Please don’t leave me again,” you say quietly. You feel his finger under your chin, tilting your head up to look at him. He shakes his head no as he smiles at you. He presses a soft kiss against your lips and pulls you into his chest before he speaks.
“I’m not going anywhere.”
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