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Random fun facts about Chili part 1

I have three phobias that I'm aware of, I have many terrors but that's from never going out and living life

my phobias in worst to less worst are

scopophobia (fear of being watched)

parasitophobia (fear of parasites)

claustrophobia (fear of tight spaces)

though my most encountered one is unfortunately the worst, the other two are less often a problem

below this is a description of what my phobias are like, if you already have paranoia surrounding people watching you or are bothered severely by those posts that say "I am in your walls" please read with caution, because while I am not writing one of those, I am describing internal monologue and in depth images in my mind of what my paranoia says is in the shadows, proceed with relative to your situation caution, the other two are unlikely to cause issue

scopophobia isn't an issue until it's late at night and I'm the only one up, and if I'm unlucky my paranoia spikes and I can feel something (or many somethings) watching me, I often picture a Jeff the Killer esc creature, never human, though. I can feel eyes and if I am unfortunate enough for my glasses to be off the things in my peripheral view often become skewed... and if I'm really unlucky they'll become skewed while I'm looking directly at it, I know it's not a hallucination necessarily, though I do not have a better term for it, but it's like I can see them materializing, standing at full length, staring at me, unnaturally large and straight teeth bared at me, frozen, unblinking... it is by far my most paralyzing fear, despite in any normal situation I would think the creature was cool and want to be buddies... this looks the kind of hungry that flowers and food won't fix

parasitophobia rarely messes with me and only usually messes with me via reading about parasites, this is due to a traumatizing medical event that strangely enough never involved parasites; worms are the most horrifying kind (@xxappendixxx you suck (not really) I was too curious about the "ass worms" to not read bout them), as they tend to fill my mind with horrifying flashes of maggots and worms eating my skin in a specific place

claustrophobia doesn't bug me too much, since I'm never really in a tight space without my consent, if I'm allowed to make the choice I love I absolutely love being in tight spaces, it's soothing and safe.... I don't honestly know what freaks me out about tight spaces all that much, this one makes the least sense to me

E̶̡̢̢̛̬̳͎̬͎͓̲̯̯̤̠̱̳̗̮̲̣̙̹̬̝̘̞͙̝̺̝͚̐̌̅̐̒͗̈́̓̈͑̍͂͛́̒̈́̅̆͒̾̈́̏̈͋̾́͌̒̈́̉͂̏̉̋̿̃̚͝͠͝͝͠ͅͅͅn̷̢̧̛̯̟̙̤̺͙̘̭͇̯̺̻̦̠͔͕̺͓̙͉̥̮̭̞̞̝̗̜̱͕͙̠̭̦̞̦̻̭̥̖̖͍̩̂̈́̉̐͗͑̿͗̌̃̎̑͑̓̾̉̊̌̑̒̾́̅̄̔̓͛͗̆̕͘̚̕͘̚̚͜͝ͅẗ̶̡̢̧̧̞͕̭̗͎̼͙̮̮͔̳̭̭̭͕̭̯̻̺̣̥͖͔́̓̿̌̓̉̐̄̋̈́̀̆̚͘̚͜͠ơ̶̡̢̼̜̣͚̥̹̮͓͈̬̞̝̝̘͚͈͈̳͙̞̦͎̩̰̱͎͔̘̮͖̤̯̦̞̪̼̰̼̹̍̔̅̀̈́́́̂̄͌́̊͂͒́̌͒͑͒̓̾͛͌̈́͛̈̐̑̂̓̐̾͛̉̕͘͘̚̕͝͝͝͝ͅm̸̻̹̓̓͌͋́̎̎̅̂̂̆̔͂̏͘͠͝͝ö̸̧̨̤̪̞͓̱̯̫͙̖̞̩̝̭̦̥͚̰͎̱͙̘͖̻͈̮̝̹̜̣́́̍̇̇́͑͂͝p̷̛͖̭͚̮̺̞͇̮̰͕̘̟̩͐̀̀̾̎̂̑̾̒͛̐͋̾̀̅̓̆͗̽͐͑͋̉̽̉̃͋̅̕͘͘̚̚͝ḩ̴̡̡̡̳̯̝̣̱̜̬̻͇̪͍͚̞͒̆̋̉̾͗͌͘͜͜͝o̷̡̩̠͕̻̼͍̙͙̳̼̻͉̬͓̲̠͊̀̓̌͆̔͂̍͌̿́̾̀̋͆̿̾̑̐̓͒̽̆̈̃̃͘̕̕͝͝b̴̡̛̙͉̥̼̺͖͔͕̩̬̤̘̣͚̻͎̩͍̓͠i̶̢͉͉̠͙̯̠̳̪̫͚̥̻͔̰̳̹̼̝͙̯̔͑̑̑́͗͗̀̈́͋̽̓̈́̈́̓̇̔͛̽̔̎̂͗͋̿̅̅͐̇̀̊͂͂̓͘͜͝͠͝a̴̢̛̛̟̳̩̰̲͓̼̞̤͔̜͓̖͙͖̭̫̗͖̦̺̩̺̤͚͔̱̩̙͕̤̩̹̞͖̭̺̤̽́͂͋͑̀͗̓̐̓̂̌͗̈́̃͆̽̇͊̈̔̕͜͝

me when I have an alien brain parasite slowly taking over my body and mind

Soulmate au where you literally have butterflies in your stomach that you cough up upon meeting gazes with your soulmate.

My forbidden sb eps right off the top of my head, in no particular order:

House Worming (parasitophobia ep)

One Coarse Meal

Are You Happy Now?

Ink Lemonade

Sorry for the intrusion but what ever happened to your AO3 Parasitophobia fanfic series?

Hey--no worries, Ada's writer and I aren't writing partners anymore. That's all.

Eat Your Heart Out

by KingJai

Cass isn’t easily scared. She’s been through hell and back– literally, in one case. There’s not much that can make her afraid short of someone she cares for being in danger.

But this… this made the hairs on the back of her neck stand on end. Goose flesh prickled along her arms, her senses heightened as adrenaline surged through her body. Whatever was in that darkness, it was there to eat and they were prey.

Words: 3343, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English

Series: Part 10 of Batman (Derogatory) and Robin (Affectionate)

Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types

Rating: Mature

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: Gen

Characters: Cassandra Cain, Jason Todd, Tim Drake, Bruce Wayne, Dick Grayson, Damian Wayne, Talia wayne, Lance Bruner

Relationships: Cassandra Cain & Dick Grayson, Cassandra Cain & Tim Drake, Cassandra Cain & Jason Todd, Tim Drake & Jason Todd

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe, Dimension Travel, Cannibalism, Blood and Gore, Blood, Gore, Bruce Wayne is a Good Parent, Bruce Wayne is a bad person, dont look into this too hard, Random & Short, i had a nightmare, humans are food and friends :), Body Horror, Parasitophobia, for the reader, I'm trying my best here, this is trippy for me, Please tell me if I need more tags

source https://archiveofourown.org/works/46074046

tumblr hates me so much it wont show any of my godforsaken art in the tags anymore because i talk too damn much

fuck it

say hi to my leech

my favorite self-indulgent shinnaga content i think about embarrassingly often is the idea that they would own pet leeches together. that’s it.

Kiyo: You know, leeches have actually been used quite often throughout history in many different ways by countless cultures, such as being stored in specially made barometers to predict storms; as well as saving limbs from risk of amputation, facial cleansers, muscle massagers, and blood cleaners--especially for blood clots--using their anti-coagulant saliva. Not to mention their significance in developing the common knowledge of vampire caricatures that we cherish today. Angie: Leeches are the vessel in which God’s blood sacrifices are stored! Kiyo: ...you’re a little confused, but you got the spirit.

Phobia Flags, Fifth Part.

Mycophobia : Fear of mushrooms, mold & fungus.

Parasitophobia : Fear of parasites.

Philophobia : Fear of falling in love or being in love.

Psellismophobia : Fear of stuttering.

Pyrophobia : Fear of fire.

Ain’t she pretty~?

Your Kin Has Heart Worm - Roxy Lalonde

Requested by anon

𝑂𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑐 𝑎𝑐𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑚𝑖𝑎 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑑𝑜 𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑡 𝑎 𝑚𝑢𝑟𝑑𝑒𝑟 𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑚𝑒/𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑟𝑦 𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑡/𝑒𝑥𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑎𝑙 𝑐𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑖𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑎 𝑤𝑟𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑚𝑒𝑛𝑡 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑜𝑚 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑠.

𝐶𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑡, 𝑚𝑦 “𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒’’ 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑖𝑔ℎ 𝑠𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑙 𝑠𝑐𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑠:

(𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑟𝑜𝑗𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑐𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑎 𝑚𝑜𝑑𝑒𝑙 𝑜𝑛 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑠𝑚𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑓𝑙𝑒𝑎 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑢𝑚𝑎𝑛. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑜𝑝ℎ𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑎 𝑎.𝑘.𝑎 𝑝ℎ𝑜𝑏𝑖𝑎 𝑜𝑓 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑡𝑒𝑠. 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑓𝑙𝑒𝑎 𝑝ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑜𝑠 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑚𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑐ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝐼 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒.)

I would like to apologize for this, it’s kind of disgusting. Parasites are gross. But my prompt today was ‘parasite’ sooooo. Sorry.