...Y'all like jazz?

But seriously uhhhhhm.... O_O;;; So yeah that happened...Shit. So uh Thank you guys for following?!?! Damn 1000 people are A LOT of people holy shit. Even if you're a bot, a mere dweller, an average joe, a lover of food or cats or any other fangirlcrap I put on this silly blog you have my forever thanks 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 I uh...I gotta do something special now I guess???? whelp guess I'll post THAT one post I've been horrified to post then...FEAR

What is it about laying on the floor when you're overwhelmed that makes everything feel so much better?

going through my old journals as part of therapy homework and i'm reading a section written in the emotional wreckage of a full-on breakdown when i get hit with this line:

There is never a satisfying answer to ‘Why didn’t they love me?’

like wow babe. good fucking point

i got my isbn today for the book. 8 months to go. my mom and i were talking about what the next steps are. i was eating trail mix, standing on one foot, phone tucked into my ear.

"yeah," i said. "the problem is that tumblr as a market is like, not something that can be studied." there's this weird wave of nostalgia and affection for this place that came up over me: how lovely we avoid consumerism. okay, it sucks as a creator. but also? keep stickin' it to 'em.

my mother made the sound at the back of her throat that i also make, the one that means i've got an idea. "you should figure out some kind of reward for presale amounts. maybe you give out poems or a mug or a signed book or something. would your followers like that?" my mother is sweet, and kind, and i have no idea how to explain on this website you can buy someone crabs.

i put more m&ms down the hatch. i had to speak through peanuts and almonds. "if it passes 25 thousand i will print the book out in its entirety and eat it live on camera."

"oh god. no, you don't have to do that." she was anguished. "just tell them that you'd love them to read it, and that they've inspired you to write. you got started on that site, and they helped you keep going. raquel, you love these people. the community? you talk all the time about the other writers and artists and whatever else. tell them that you're hoping for their support, they'll come through."

"no," i assured her. i discovered i had dropped an m&m, but an ant had already found it, so it belonged to him now. i will let his little life have a surprise blue treasure in it, too. "i'm gonna fuckin' eat the book."

what's worse -- feeling the depths of your desire for the first time, or having all your closest friends around to witness it?

prints ♣︎ song

I know Pest is more antisocial and does NOT enjoy Poob's presence (iirc) but tbh I think they should be able to enjoy at least one party together........

reposting old deltarune stuff + recent drawings

You are loved, you are loved more than you know I hereby pledge all of my days to prove it so

Broken oaths and forgotten dreams 💧

Snapshots of simpler times..

"Slow down, Sunshine. You're not falling behind and you are loved for more than what you do for others."

fashionistas cosette and courfeyrac and their sad little loser boyfriend marius <3

HELLO HI HELLO I AM!!! RECOVERING CURRENTLY!!!!

So I haven't posted in a small moment and planned to get myself going again soon but right now I am recovering from an accident (I won't get into the nitty gritty) that has left me quite shaken. FIRST OFF I AM OKAY! Minor injuries so nothing alarming I am physically fine besides being sore for a bit and some scrapes and bruises that are still healing, including my arms which is making drawing a bit difficult. I'm slowly getting better but cant really draw for long periods and honestly I might not draw much for a bit till I feel better both physically and mentally. its the mentally part that might take some time. But I'm resting, rest assured!

ANYWAY this is more just an update cause I know i've been a lil absent. ESPECIALLY after this accident. I'm not abandoning the blog by any means, def still check on tumblr but couldn't seem to muster the energy to interact with much at the moment as my brain is a little rattled up.

I hope yall are all okay! I hope your days are bright and yall are taking care of yourselves!

I promise I'm doing what I can to take care of me!

Sanji’s gonna die of blood loss no Usopp get away from him 😭😭😭

also this is based off this cute picture i saw on twitter loll (also drew a doodle of the aftermath)

he’s never beating the people’s princess allegations