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Can people openly admit that they’re lesbophobic? Like can we be brutally honest with ourselves and admit that we have a lot of lesbophobia that we are ignoring constantly while showing superficial support for lesbians?
Both times that I came out as bi after identifying as a lesbian I’ve had people come to me with their lesbophobia and be open about it, be COMFORTABLE about it, and be nicer and more understanding towards me than when I thought I was a lesbian.
Countless people will be lesbophobic behind others backs, and not casually. I’ve had people (IN the lgbt+ community) tell me upfront that they or someone they know hates lesbians and think that’s normal and okay to say. If this is normal then how much more lesbophobia are we letting slide?
Do people realize how insulting this is? To realize that people only care about you when they deem your sexual orientation as morally good in their eyes? People give more of a fuck about looking good and being surface level inclusive than they give a fuck about lesbians and bisexuals as people.
I’m not going to name names obviously, these are my personal irl relationships as well as a lot of people on here that I no longer associate with, but a lot of people on here will be lesbophobic outright and make any excuse for it and then everyone just sits and watches with their heads down.
We need to be more assertive in our support for lesbians and be as upfront about it, and if we’re not then that’s pretty pathetic. This post is trans inclusive btw in case any assholes get ahold of it.
#mod s#ask to tag#reblog this lmao people never reblog the posts I make that focus on lesbians#or make your own post tell lesbians you give a fuck in your own words#and say that shit to your friends too not just on your blog
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can you do haechan as a bf (nsfw and sfw) please? thank you <3
Ooooh yes I can!
Update 5 fkn hours later: I just fkn realized you said bf not fwb I can't fkn read. I'm so sorry. I'm gonna write that for you and get it posted asap. SORRY!!
Minors DNI
Fwb!Haechan x fem!reader
Warnings: light choking, hair pulling, I hate doing warnings because I'm bad at them holy shit
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Okay so everyone knows that Haechan is a little chaotic. He's funny and annoying and just great company. So the friend side of your FWB relationship would be fun. He's the type of guy who would gossip to you about things and you both wouldn't really take anything seriously because you're both just goofballs most of the time. He'd talk to you about crushes he has on other girls then get mad if you're too casual about it because in his words "I'm a god of sex and desire. Just the mere thought of me giving it to someone else should have you crying and throwing up". He'd lowkey get jealous anytime you talk about your crushes then when you decide that you should keep those things to yourself to avoid his petty jealousy, he'd be like "We used to tell each other everything. What are you hiding from me? Are you cheating on me? I sure hope not because I'm pregnant and it's yours." because he's Haechan and once he's comfortable with you, a lot of the shit he says doesn't always make the most sense but he trusts you with every part of himself.
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"So I saw this girl with the fattest ass yesterday while I was in the grocery store and dude, you would’ve passed out. She was definitely a ten." You say as you take a tray of cookies out of the oven. "Did you get her number? Did you tell her you have a hot friend?" He asks eagerly. "Yes but... she's a lesbian and she asked me out." You say smugly. "If you guys scissor, can I watch?" He asks. "Don't objectify women loving women." You sigh.
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Haechan's other side is more demanding. He's forward, he's experimental, and he's got a drive. He trusts you with his kinks because you know each other like you know your own reflections. If he wants to try something, he tells you. If he doesn't like it, he tells you. If it's the greatest thing he's ever experienced and he's glad you indulged him, he tells you. No filter, no fears.
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"You ever thought about pulling my hair when we're fucking? I do." He says as he looks up from his laptop. You snort, "I pull your hair." You say. He shakes his head, "No, Y/n." He says matter of factly, "You tug my hair. You don't pull it. It doesn't hurt so it doesn't count." He shuts the laptop and gets up, "Come on. Let's try it." He takes you by the hand and leads you to his bedroom. You both rid yourself of your clothes and he quickly kisses you down onto the bed. "C'mon. Do it." He whispers as he slides into you. Your hands find their way to his hair and you tug on his fluffy hair. He frowns, "Harder. You gotta make it hurt." He moans. You pull his hair harder and his breath hitches. "You like that Haechanie?" You sigh. He bites his lips and his eyes flutter shut as he nods. He takes one of your hands and kisses it before bringing it to his neck, "Ever since you told me about that guy you hooked up with who was into this, I've been curious... plus your hands are pretty." He says breathlessly. "Oh yeah?" You moan. Haechan nods again. You tighten your grip on his neck and bring your other down to scratch angry red lines into his chest. "More... oh... oh fuck." He whimpers. "Are you submissive and not sure how to tell me?" You ask with a chuckle. His hips stutter and he grunts, "Nuh uh... just... I just want you to hurt me... feels so fucking good. You're the only person I feel I can do this with." And he's right. After all, you are his best friend.
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Thanks for reading! Sorry it took so long and I appreciate your patience!
- Andy
#neoculturecollectives#nct#nct smut#kpop smut#nct 127#nct 127 smut#kpop drabbles#haechan drabbles#haechan smut#haechan x reader#nct hard thoughts#nct hard hours
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very curious abt your noelle concept actually... as you said about your vintage wedding dress design. can you go into depth abt that i really wanna know the thoughts behind it!
okok.... i made a post about noelle and kris being "toxic relationship divorcecore" right after chapter 2 came out this post will be basically explaining what that means. the snowgrave (or weird route but i will use snowgrave as this refers specifically to the chapter 2 weird route and may not apply to later chapters) does a lot of cool shit (like if you want the "purposely mimicking a video game creepypasta" rant just ask) but my personal favourite is how it like... kind of forces a relationship between between kris and noelle.
in order activiate and/or get the most out of it in the first place you have to various things including:
1. give noelle a ring(s) for her to wear as a weapon
2. insist that you will ride the ferris wheel with her (which she usually does with susie. her crush)
3. steal noelles clothes and wear them yourself (her watch but still)
4. tell the shopkeeper you're "something else" instead of friends
all of these will make noelle very uncomfortable.
spamton also calls noelle a "hochi mama" (which is a word for "whore", basically) and your ""side chick". aswell as this, if you believe spamtons "hyperlink blocked" means love (which i personally do) he also makes a double-meaning comment about kris and noelle "making (love)".
after the snowgrave route noelle will start to notice kris first in a room when she usually always notices susie first (again. her crush).
my personal interpretation of this is that it is a method of trying to make you (the player) uncomfortable by effectively making you play a really weird game of smashing dolls faces together with characters you like who are having an awful time. it does this by kinda playing with both forced heteronormivity (by forcing the nonbinary kris into a masculine role and forcing noelle, likely a lesbian, into a weird straight-gender-roled relationship she doesnt want) and their family histories of unhappy marriages (with both asgore and toriel as well as rudy and mayor holiday). this is a subversion of how in the normal route you allow kris and noelle to reconnect and become closer in yknow... a normal way.
there is also an argument to be made that the same "make the player feel uncomfortable and bad for fucking up kris' life for their own desires" thing might also be being done with ralsei and his weird crush on kris/us? and him looking like fucking identical to asriel and that making us fans (the guys who made all those "save the goat" aus) want to get closer to him and making kris be not a fan of the fact a guy that looks like their brother keeps flirting with them and that it might be trying to play with like incest-baiting the same way the snowgrave stuff is with that other stuff i mentioned but yknow. not getting into that
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Stream post lesbian! I'm gonna use 🩵 to identify myself if that's not taken!
I know most girls on this app create end goals for edging, but I haven't. I don't know if I'll ever want to orgasm of my own choice again, the only orgasms I desire are the ones Men choose to give me to prove how little of a lesbian I've become.
It's actually melting my brain how you managed to guess my favorite way to edge, by reminding myself that my orgasms mean nothing, do nothing besides maybe make my holes tighter for a Man.
But a Man's orgasms create life, they do what our bodies are meant to. Breed. A Man's orgasm keeps argumentative, angry dykes like me docile and subservient. I truly believe if a Man came inside of me it would make me more submissive, why wouldn't it?
You're right.
I could've gone to any of my lesbian friends, any of the women who I know have been lesbians for over a decade. I could've been given reassurance about my lesbian identity and could've tried (maybe successfully for once) to separate myself from this.
But instead I went to a Man, a Man I knew would tell me that the best option is to keep rubbing myself thinking about cocks. A Man I knew would want to rape my virgin holes until they were molded to His cock. A Man who would give me my first orgasms to ruin me for any women ever again, then just as quickly take them away to show me my place beneath Him.
In all honesty, I've never orgasmed from penetration before and for the first time in months I decided to use my dildo (using it makes me too cock addicted and I wanted to pretend I wasn't) and reading that ask almost made me cum, I hadn't touched my clit in a few minutes, just the feeling of even a fake cock inside of me almost made me ruin all of my progress.
That's how much control Men have over me, my body is being completely rewired to feel pleasure I never have before, and I'm not sure if I'm desperate for more, or terrified of it.
I hope those women weren't expecting me to ever get back to them, because I may become a true cockslut sooner than later at the rate I'm dropping.
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(Previously, and I probably should create an ID + tag post for my anons, given the little harem I've been accumulating.)
It's cute how easy it is to melt your brain, little dyke. Do you think you're the first girl to edge to the thought that orgasms weren't meant for you? To the knowledge that it's yet another of the fundamental asymmetries between men and women - that men create life through their pleasure, and women create life through their pain?
It's not hard for me to guess what makes that confused little brain of yours light up, especially once you've been edging a while: it makes you brainless, which makes you latch on to the very easiest things to grasp. Like the fact that women were made for men's orgasms, not their own.
Do you know how many stories I've heard about lifelong lesbians having men come inside of them for the first time? What a transcendent experience it is? You're right that a man's cum would tame you, though you're already getting pretty tame without it. A girl like you is meant to spread her legs and be domesticated - calmed by a man's cum until she's a happy little breeder.
It's good you're learning that. It's good that you're edging to my words - and that you're fucking yourself to them, conditioning yourself with the feeling of your pussy being full. It's good that you're rewiring yourself to seek servitude and men's pleasure.
And your next step is to give me something I want.
Use that dildo again. Fuck yourself with it while rereading what I've told you. Think about me spreading you open, filling you, claiming you with the orgasms that I'm meant to have and you aren't.
And come on it. Come with my permission, at my direction. Come hard, knowing that you won't be having another orgasm until a man tells you to, or one fills you with his cock. Come like a good girl, and let your identity melt away.
#kink interactions#reorientation writing#reor: anon ask#reor: stream lesbian anon#lgetsd#dykebreaking#lesbian breeding
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I can't in any capacity say that I'm an ally to anyone. That's not me being an asshole. That's not me being a bigot. I'm an ally to no group. I'm a friend to people. And I care about people. Someone asked me about one of my asks where I got called a transphobe and a homophobe and it reminded me about the topic in general.
Fact is I don't care what color you are. What religion you belong to. What sexuality you are. What Identity you assume. If you are not a dick to me or to people that I care about, I won't take issue with you. What's weird though is to be called homophobic when a lot of my friends are lgbt. And this is not one of those, "Well I have a black friend" moments. I legit have friends from varying walks of life. One of my best friends from college was a gay black furry. And one of my favorite past times was picking on him in playful ways. Why? Because if was always fun to see him flustered and he actually thought it was funny. Am I gay? No. I'm comfortable in the fact I'm straight. And my friend knew that.
There are going to be a lot of things that people say that I don't agree with. Does that make me hateful? No. It just means that I have my own views on things. I however understand that if I WAS hateful towards certain groups, I'd have to be bigoted against a huge number of my friends. Like my college buddy from Sri Lanka, his friend and our roommate who's have Korean half Black. Several of my ex GF's who've been bisexual. Even friends of mine who are lesbians whom I've defended in public after they have been accused of being transphobes for, and I'm not kidding, "No being willing to suck the dicks of trans women". That's not a fucking joke. And it's sick.
I've made posts about how I'm not an extremist because I'm not. Fact is, and I mean this, I should not be considered an bigot because I don't worship a movement. No one else should either. And on my blog I will cover a lot of topics. Like:
-Groomers
-Gun Laws
-Radical Feminism
-Black Representation in TV and Movies
-Race Swapping
-Capitalism
-Communism
-Socialism
-Anarchy
-State and Federal Powers
-Etc.
And there will always be more. I'm not transphobic. I just want kids left alone. I'm also not homophobic, but again leave kids alone. If you are an adult you can love another consenting adult. I take ZERO issue with it. And I never will take issues with it. My only focus on any of that stuff is quite literally "Let kids be kids. Let them figure out who they are without pushing them. Don't sexualize them ever." Simple rules to live by. Anything else? I'm willing to have a discussion about. Hell I've been on record losing my shit at least in one of my reblogs borderline making promises to deal with anyone who would threaten any of my friends/family irl because they are LGBT.
What many don't understand about me is that I'm an angry ginger who is actually pretty moderate on most issues. And it's only in cases where people belong to cult like mentalities that anyone can even REMOTELY consider me hateful or radical. More so when we consider that the only people I actively hate are those that actively seek to harm others. And not just in a weird way that won't do anything. I'm talking people that WILL or would enact actual violence onto people I care about. Like the FBI. Or Antifa. Or real extremist white supremacist's. Or segregationists leftists who have called some of my non white friends "house N-". I typically don't give that word any power myself and most of my friends don't, but believe me when I tell you, I'll make you look like a punk and I won't even have to touch you.
So even the notion, that I'm X type of bigot is hilarious to me. And no amount of this, "Bow to me and my ideology or you are a bigot" will make me change who I am to my friends, my family, and the people I care about. I worship no one. And I will never bow to your cult like ideals. And maybe one day, someone like the person who sent that ask will find it justifiable to kill me. Who knows. I certainly don't. All I do know is that I'm a very caring person. And a lot of the time the stuff I mean get's lost in translation. What I say might be interpreted one way by one person and another by someone else.
That's just reality. But if you can't even come to me and ask for clarification, or you just expect me to placate someone because of the group they belong to, then you are barking up the wrong tree. You are not my friend. You are not my family. And a number of you are people that would actively endorse having me end my own life, or wishing someone would end my life for you.
Why? Because you are tyrants. You believe yourselves gods and that your "moral rights" are and should be everyone's "Moral rights". You will not rule me. You will not control me. You will not make me worship you as if you were gods. I am me, and only me. And I will live me best life not just for myself, but for the people I hold dear.
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Not to be a downer, I'm minding my business when the recommended posts in tumblr dot com shows me this stuff (this is a vent blog) (sort of) but seeing Simon being paired with Alex from RWRB as fellow bisexuals instantly activates my fight or flight instinct. I get wanting representation, but... you have an explicitly bisexual character who goes through an arc to embrace that identity, you have him explicitly telling you, directly and indirectly, that he has had Bisexual Feelings and so this label fits him best, and then you have Simon Snow. A character whose instinct is to be put off by being considered bi, who upon serious consideration of what bisexuality means, gives valid reasons to say no. Can't speak for everyone but as a bi person this... kinda annoys me (his reaction alone is enough for me to never want to call him bi again haha)
I've said this before with more words and more politely than this, but what gets me is that reading Simon as bi requires you to straight up ignore (or miss) half of what he tells you. Not one to be against multiple readings and interpretations, but this right here requires missing or ignoring context and words and timing and comparisons and the way entire scenes are constructed. To a certain extent I can kinda see how a casual reader might read CO alone and assume (emphasis on assume) Simon must've liked Agatha like that at the beginning (romantically, sexually) if he even dated her in the first place, but after reading the whole trilogy? (I also don't think these books are fully appreciated if you read them casually, I get new things with each new read! but I understand some of us prefer to be normal about media. Not me though!). After spending so much time thinking about Simon and Agatha and all the things they communicate and the ways they say it (easy examples: they both choose the most unromantic, uncomfortable and/or mechanical, and sometimes honestly kinda gross ways to describe physical closeness to each other, like "spit that tastes different from your own" as the only thing it's said about kissing, or "sweat that makes skin stick all together and dampen t-shirts" instead of saying they were ~embracing each other~ or some shit. It's dry and undesirable – nothing romantic or sexual is coloring these descriptions, and they are different from, for example, Simon thinking Baz smells bad but "wild horses couldn't drag him away from him," or Baz thinking that Simon's morning breath stinks but he doesn't mind because it's Simon).
I used to not mind bi Simon headcanons, but nowadays it simply activates my fight or flight, because I can no longer help but see bi Simon as synonymous with the belief that he was sexually attracted to Agatha, and that to me is a "yikes," a "fuck no" and perhaps even a "what are we even doing here, this was addressed, we can read." Again, I can only speak for myself: anything involving those two to say "bisexuality" is simply a no from me. I don't want these, thank you. (Although I have never seen Agatha being hc as bi, she's always either in the ace spectrum or a lesbian, and to those I raise: these characters are mirrors). The other examples of just missing or ignoring half of what Simon says: the ren faire. Simon says he's "not mad about seeing cleavage" and that has been used to say dude is a woman liker. But that ignores how he says just in the previous sentence, while looking at boobs "I still haven't figured out what my deal is, but is in this moment, while I'm looking at boobs, that I consider that if I was ever attracted to women, those days might be over. [Still looking at boobs] perhaps I never liked women in the first place, perhaps I'm a Baz-sexual, which means I'm considering in this moment, while I'm [I cannot stress this enough] still looking at boobs, that I might only experience sexual attraction towards Baz." Call me crazy, but as a boobie-liker, the idea of a dude looking at boobs and thinking about how "perhaps he's no longer or maybe never was into women in the first place, maybe he's just into this one guy" is not the thought process of someone who's actually into boobs. I actually wrote a post about the ways boobs are portrayed in the ren faire somewhere, and Simon spends the whole time not noticing boobs that are in his fucking face, with writing choices like him going a little green at the same time that boobs are almost in contact with his person, and how he is thinking this with boobs that he sees at a comfortable distance. He's cool with cleavage, but he's not interested like that, especially because he never fucking notices outside of this particular place where is impossible not to, and even then he doesn't even notice when they're in his face! (Compare that with how Baz showing chest goes with "good enough to eat" which is indicative of wanting to do something about it, of a reaction linked to hunger). Or how, and I've said this many times, his "inanimate objects are attracted to Agatha" is some good ol' overcompensation, it comes in a moment where he's bullshitting (he tells Baz he doesn't like him; he was thinking just how much he likes him like 20 minutes or so before this conversation) to avoid processing, and how he's telling on his ass by using things that do not experience emotions or have the ability to choose in this example (the was no processing or feelings with Agatha)
In short: good ol' Simon is not bi, and saying the girl is cute or that he's cool with cleavage doesn't really contradict that. A gay person could say that. Baz notices beautiful and gorgeous girls, and it doesn't mean shit other than he has eyes. (I'm not accusing anyone of this, and I haven't seen anything that gives me this impression, but thinking about it, I also kinda resent the implication that being cool with women showing skin can only mean horniness. Surely we can be cool with showing skin regardless of whether or not we want to fuck) Fandom spaces putting Simon in "bi characters" lists is... whatever I guess, but since he's canonically unlabeled, honestly? it can be a disservice to the series. Recommending this as "has a bi character as the main" is misleading! You're setting this up for people walking away from it pissed! I've actually seen people tearing this appart because they are approaching it with certain expectations (and maybe also just not really paying attention to details) instead of engaging with it on its own terms. I mean, imagine being recommended something or being led to believe "it has bi rep" and then when the word actually comes up the character is like "whaaaa? hell no, take it away!" Probably wouldn't react too positively to that one, would you
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Fic isn't just an act of repair as Henry Jenkins says, but sometimes a safe place in which to tear everything apart. Here to talk about diving into those darker and grittier character spaces is @nerdsbianhokie, a writer who's been captivating Sanvers and Director Sanvers fans for years.
Tell us a little about yourself. How did you get started writing fic? Have you written for other fandoms? What are your favorite tropes?
Over two decades ago, I was six years old and reading a new book and had the sudden realization that I wanted to make people feel like that book made me feel. Since then, I've been a writer. The first fic I wrote was before I even knew fanfic was a thing. I was barely thirteen years old and all about CSI and had this vivid idea of a very short scene. I quickly found places where fic was hosted, and began to read and post.
Since then, I've moved through fandoms, sometimes staying for a time, like with Bering and Wells, other times only lingering for a brief moment. I watched Supergirl between season 1 and two, after learning that Maggie Sawyer, one of my favorite comic book characters (one of the first openly lesbian characters in mainstream comics? out before the comic code was done away with? what's not to love) was joining the show. I didn't watch beyond the first few episodes of season 3, but the characters have a hold of me and aren't letting go.
Since my time in the Bering and Wells fandom, angst and aus have been my favorite spaces to play in. Exploring darker spaces in the safety of fiction has always been a draw of writing to me, and the Supergirl characters can fit so well in so many different universes.
What were your inspirations for this particular story? What was it about this/these ships that grabbed you?
This fic started as a tumblr post by magicmumu2 about Alex and Maggie reuniting years later because their kids keep getting in trouble at school. I then made it sad by giving Alex a recently dead wife.
I really fell into the idea that Alex and Maggie did move on after their breakup, but then remeet at a later point in their lives. When thinking on how Alex might move on in a way I find interesting, I landed on my beloved Lucy Lane. My ultimate ship for Supergirl is Director Sanvers, so I've written all combinations of Alex, Maggie, and Lucy over the years, but the idea that Alex was happy with Lucy, but then lost Lucy and found Maggie again while still mourning, really pulled me in
Has the time spent away from your story changed your outlook or approach to any of the storylines or themes? Have you had any new inspirations or breakthroughs/revelations in the meantime?
The time away hasn't really changed much, as I've been distracted by so many other fics, but having new eyes on it has really helped me figure out some things I was stuck on that kept me from working on it more.
Any advice for new or aspiring fic writers?
Write. The best thing you can do is get ink on the paper. Writing is an art that needs to be practiced just like any other. As somebody with a degree in creative writing, I think the time I've spent writing and the amount of writing I've done has, cumulatively, done more for me than all the classes I took.
If you were going to promote this fic with a single line, what would it be?
A deep look into grief and healing, mourning and love.
If you’ve already posted some of your work, please provide a link.
This is the original post, with the prompt and my initial addition.
I have also posted two separate fics that aren't part of this one but are in the universe as I worked out how Alex and Lucy got together and their family dynamic.
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why are you so cruel and nasty? why is your entire movement just focused on stomping people out and erasing their identity?
i see people like you say the same things every single day. and seeing your post pop up in my feed finally made me snap. not in an angry way, but in a distraught way. that so many people like you will just feverishly hate the friends ive made, who are fantastic lovely people who i adore to death, because you so badly want to dictate what other people feel, say or do. because you feel threatened that someone else is dictating how you feel because they want people to accept them as they are
what a miserable fucking world we live in, all because people like you control it
This just in: It is cruel and nasty to point out rewriting of history because it makes people, who want badly to be the main victims of every possible scenario, sad.
It takes special kind of narcissim to think that not getting to be included into the biggest mass murder of the last century is "stomping people out" like Holocaust was some sort of nice fun summer camp others are gatekeeping you from attending to.
"Identity" is the key word here. I constantly get told that it is hate to refuse to pretend men can be lesbians, or that mediocre male athletes can steal trophies of women in the name of "inclusivity", or that gnc children should be given irreversible treatments when they are not even old enough to get a tattoo, or language describing reality of female people and policies and shelters protecting them from male violence should be scrapped. Just in the name of someone´s identity.
It is very ironic you think I and "people like me" dictate and control how people should feel or what they can do or say, when I see almost daily some trans identifying person throwing a shit fit over someone correctly identifying their biological sex. You can not claim you just want others to "accept you the way you are" and then call gays and lesbians, who do not want to have sex with you, genital fetishists and transphobes for not validating your identity. You can not claim you just want others to "accept you the way you are" and then call women who do not want to take off their clothes in front of males, terfs and bigots. You can not claim to be a movement full of "lovely poor mew mew victims" and then send rape threats, suicide baiting and pictures of murdered women to anyone who questions you.
I do not hate you or your friends. Anyone can dress however they want and call themselves with whatever name they prefer, but they have no right to demand others to deny the reality. And they have no right to demand others to give up their rights. That is not acceptance - that is control. You want to control how others see you or at least force them to pretend they see you the way you want to be seen.
"You feel threatened that someone else is dictating how you feel"
Sorry, but this sounds like such a self own. So, you agree? You think trans movement is about dictating how others should feel? And we should comply in the name of "pity and kindness"?
Of course, I feel threatened by someone who tries to tell me I should not believe my own eyes and ears, that being a woman means that I must be identifying with regressive sexist gender stereotypes or that strange men stop being a threat if they put on a dress.
I don't know in what world you live in, but in the world I live in, it really looks like people like me are not controlling it, lol.
If you don't want to see my posts and posts like mine then just use the block button like a normal person instead of whining on anon.
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wip list! longpost with a poll!
(divider - animatedglittergraphics-n-more)
currently have 20 reqs, trying to fill older ones first, but it mostly depends on which ones interest me the most at a certain time! Working on shorter ones tonight, but there are some longer ones I want to explore deeper!
Here's a peek at some oneshots/requests that I plan on releasing, as well as some longer fics I have planned! And because I like to have fun here, you can choose which one you want released first!
not specially ordered or anything ;w;'
ONESHOTS/LONGFIC
(will be around the length of Morale Adjustment at minimum, or longer)
ABBY ANDERSON
THE Bespoke Abby Breeding Fic - TITLE: TOP DOG. Yes, the one I swore I would post like a week ago. It's super long and initially didn't have an intro so I've been working on it on and off. Partially in bulleted format, transitions to standard OS format after. 3k+ words. breeding, rough sex, blowjob/titjob, unprotected sex, creampies (lol), abby kinda babytraps reader. source universe, abby is slightly older than in canon (23-24ish), reader is younger (19-21?) and the wlf has actual ranks (translated: I looked up military rankings on google and started bullshitting) I wrote this on my period (translate: I'm a gross whore) abby is kind of mean but it's hot, get slutty about it. 90% completion. Has three (much shorter and more experimental) parts.
'You wanted to be wanted this way. To be desired and used completely, to be owned.'
The Bespoke Pornstar!Abby Fic - TITLE: XXX/RED LIGHT. The reader is a new rising star in the world of lesbian porn. One night, before your first anxiety-ridden scene, your costar arrives at your trailer to calm your nerves. Abby is the industry's top adult performer, practically the girl-on-girl bible famous for her rough, bad girl persona on stage, and her soft interior. You're given the persona of sex kitten; innocent, naive, and ready for the plucking, and in your first scene, her job is to break you in. Perhaps multiple parts, 3k+ words. Ellie is going to make an appearance as a 'rival' AV Performer, (but off camera her and Abs are good friends) who you'll have a later BD/SM scene with. Extremely rough draft, so no content tags yet.
"I'll do all of the work, baby. Just look straight in the camera and give your fans a pretty face to get off to."
The Bespoke Prisoner!Abby Fic - TITLE: DOIN' TIME (or something corny like that, we'll see.) When you're new in prison, they always tell you, go up to the biggest guy in the room and punch him in the face. Terrible advice, by the way. But when you're locked up on a misdemeanor and sent to a women's correctional facility, the rules are a bit different. So you find the biggest girl in the room, and you fuck her. Obviously. Extremely rough, no content tags. 3k+ words.
'Abby offered a deal; she gave you what you wanted, and you gave her what she wanted.'
The Bespoke and Formerly Scrapped College!Abby Fic - TITLE: PAPI BONES. Your roommate Dina drags you to a college frat party, and you hate it, all crowds and sweat and people. You wish you were home, but in a cruel twist of fate, a drunken game of spin the bottle turns into you, face to face in a dark closet with the captain of the rugby team and her head between your legs. studious!reader, jock/loverboy!abby, assplay, cunnilingus (r!receiving), fingering (r!receiving), primal!adjacent? i wrote in my editing notes, 'almost corruption, but pure?' so let that set the tone for you. potential part 2. Actually 90% complete, I just started beating myself up about it for no reason ;w;
"“s’okay baby, tell me how you want me. i’m yours.” and you thought that declaration would destroy you, ‘i’m yours.’ and it felt very, very real."
MINIFICS/DRABBLES (No poll for these because they'll all make it to the blog at some point)
ABBY
Bimbo!Reader x Abby Anderson (Mechanic!Abby? idk. She makes good money and reader is spoiled asl though.) dumbification, rough sex, there's a scene where reader sucks abby's strap while she's chewing bubblegum and licks the splattered gum off so there's that, spanking, face slapping, abby calls reader her fleshlight. partial HC/blurb format?
Semipublic sex with abby in her bedroom window
A/B/O WW Abby, breeding, half wolf!reader. she mounts and rawfucks you with her massive monster cock while you're in heat. primal, marking, too big cock/stretching pussy, mindbreak, impregnation. 2-2.5k.
ELLABS
Abby and Ellie are members of a rock band, you're a groupie and you'll do anything to get on the tour bus...
Abby and Ellie are both bad cops when it comes to training you, and they help the other keep you in line.
"Didn't she tell you to fucking behave?"
ELLIE
bully!ellie, dubcon/CNC esque? ellie steps on readers cunt with her boot. pussyslaps, knifeplay, degradation, she is not a nice young lady. 1.5-2k words.
dealer!ellie headcannons
ellie blasphemy kink oneshot
DINA/DINELLIE
Roommate dina corrupting innocent!reader. Somno, caring dom!dina, dina has a hairy pussy because I said so, dina takes reader's virginity with a dildo, sloppy makeouts, flashback of dina 💦 to the sounds of reader masturbating while thinking dina is asleep, Dina has big boobs and playfully does a cute boob comparison and plays w readers titties. this one might actually get pushed up because I'm thinking nasty ***** thoughts. you bump coochies with dina, that's the fic.
Your friend Dina takes you over to her sneaky link, and the campus dealer, Ellie's house. Unbeknownst to you, they invited you over to score in another way, too. dom!ellie, soft dom! dina, sub!ellie. drug use, strap on penetration, voyeurism, cunnilingus, cum swapping, mutual strap sucking, mutual masturbation.
yeah... that's all i got for you babies. enjoy.
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Big Dragon Ep 5 Thoughts
-This continues to be the only show I do this for. It greatly increases my enjoyment of the show to post like this and I cannot explain why. I wish y’all could see and hear my reactions in real time though because they’re kind of hilarious. Anyway time for my favorite assholes!
-I cannot lie. I love this opening song. And the visuals. It has no business being this good.
-Unrelated but the wind is so strong right now I’m pretty sure it just blew through my building. I felt a breeze and a receipt blew across my table and onto my floor. I should probably be concerned but this is one of those situations where I have no control so whatever is gonna happen is gonna happen and there’s no use stressing about it. I’ll probably be fine.
-Oh so Mangkorn was telling her no and she wasn’t listening. I mean he could have removed her at any time but I don’t blame him for wanting her to LISTEN. Considering this show started with a mutual sexual assault there is an insanely good amount of consent.
-This is no longer the Bad Buddy song. The soundtrack has changed. Love that.
-Of COURSE it starts raining. Why wouldn’t it?
-YES. KEEP PUNCHING EACH OTHER. VIOLENCE.
-Oh look. They’re fucking again. Thought it was weird that it was taking so long for them to fuck again. *eats Cheetos*
-Oh no not the model!
-Can he cook for me?
-Oh this is so sweet. He made Yai a dish his mother used to make for him when we all know Yai has been particularly missing his mother lately. A mother’s love comes in all forms.
-Aw they’re treating each other’s wounds. That they caused. They really went from punching each other in the face to fucking with no steps in between.
-They make each other better and they make each other worse.
-For the love of god, please do not just throw away the sd card with your sex tape on it. If you want it gone, properly destroy it. Who knows who will go digging through yall’s trash.
-Are they communicating? What’s happening. Or their version of communicating.
-These boys always eat seaweed snacks. What would happen if I fed them a cheeto?
-Y’all literally just had an intense fucking session and y’all are shocked by the kiss while eating the seaweed?
-Caught in the ACT.
-I may or may not be in love with Mangkorn’s mother. Her facial expressions are sending me. I’ve been launched into orbit. I want to go get drinks with this woman.
-At least they weren’t having sex when she walked in. Can you IMAGINE?
-Y’all really broke everything while fucking. His mom was probably concerned. Probably thought he’d been robbed or was hurt. And she comes home to find y’all kissing over some seaweed.
-BODYGUARDS. They don’t video call from the void like Yai’s father. Seriously. Why did he call from the void?
-The amount I love Park and Pong is absurd.
-None of these three know how to clean.
-Boy was thinking about dick while eating that corn dog. Horny jail.
-Oh here comes the drama. It’s payback for making me watch you thinking about dick while eating that corn dog with my own two eye holes . It’s KARMA.
-Please for the love of god, let Hong be a lesbian. It’s all I want.
-Mangkorn, let me help you with your words “I do not like Hong. We grew up together and are close. There is some family stuff I need to sort out before I can tell you more, but I don’t like her and she doesn’t like me.” There done. You don’t gotta tell him everything but geez you gotta give him something. He’s an insecure little baby.
-Is this…communication?
-This scene is too long. It’s too long of just people standing on talking.
-They're just hurting each other. But this time with words instead of fists.
-Oh no. No no no no no no no. You stop that. You put that microphone down. Don’t make me go over there. If you start singing I swear to god
-Yai is such a little drama queen.
-DO NOT SING. WHY. WHAT DID I DO TO DEAERVE THIS.
-Fast forwarding is the best thing that’s ever happened.
-You see. This is why you shouldn’t give a drunk person a microphone.
-That caterpillar is so random.
-Nine is cute. He’s too nice for Yai though. Only Mangkorn for Yai. Only assholes for assholes.
-This scene is so precious though. Of course Mangkorn is gonna catch them kissing. Are they kissing? Where else would the drama come from? His arranged marriage? No that would be too obvious.
-End of episode. Next week looks promising. Love that for us.
#big dragon#big dragon the series#big dragon bl#i really didn't expect to love this show so much but here i am
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LO being queerphobic again
anon asks: So do you tell black people not to use the n-word to refer to themselves or other black people? Racists still use it, so it must not be reclaimed since they still benefit. Lots of people still use gay, lesbian, and homosexual as a slur. Spastic and cunt are slurs in some areas but not in others, so who's right and who's wrong?
LO responds:
I see what you’re trying to do. You’re trying to change the subject in the hopes I’ll misspeak and you can scream that I’m telling black people what to do.
remember when LO called the black people calling her out for her fetishization of them as "vultures and stalkers"? she had no issue policing black people back then but i guess it must be different when the subject was police how they spoke about her. a little late to concern herself about respecting black people's autonomy.
That having been said:
When white people use the N-Word, they’re immediately recognized as a racist. Decades of work at reclamation has rendered the N-Word nonexistent from the instinctive vocabulary of most people, and you have to desensitize yourself to be comfortable with it. White people not saying it is a bare minimum standard of basic fucking decency.
that is not what reclamation means.
for now only the first definition concern us. notice that it doesn't say anything about how other people are ought to treat what you have reclaimed. what you reclaimed is yours and can't be taken away unless you give it back. black people took the n-word back where it always belonged, on their hands, and that is where it should because we have decades of oppressive hateful history that show what do you support when you use that slur as a non-black person.
it's frustrating to read this from LO because even if you're a POC, it's still bad to use this word, especially against black people but in general too. it's not just racist when white people do it.
all forms of anti-blackness are racist, but not all forms of racism are anti-blackness. using the n-word is a form of racism that is specifically anti-black. that distinction matters.
Furthermore, it’s used entirely on an informal, casual basis. The Junior High/High School/College courses are called African-American/Canadian studies, and not… you get the idea.
queer can also be used on informal, casual basis. queer people do it all the time.
Further-Furthermore, if someone were to ask you not to use it around them, that doesn’t become a problem.
doesn't it? if a white person interrupts two black people talking between each other to tell them about how the n-word makes them, the white person, uncomfortable, i don't see that situation going as smoothly as LO pretends that it does. same question for when a black rapper says the word, when a black publication has it on the headline, when a black character written by a black person for a majority black cast movie says it. who's the one who gets to police that? whose comfort should be prioritized?
the only reason i can come out with this is because "not use it around me" can mean a miriad of things that can feel like entitlement to the language that other people use for themselves, their community and their spaces. LO herself has shared posts with the queer word on itl, and i have my own issues about that as well, but she shared it that so if anyone assumes that she's actually fine with the word, nobody can blame those people.
if queer people talk amongs themselves or about their own identity, they don't have any reason to stop doing that for LO's or anyone's else comfort because that is their word. they have a right to it as much as LO has a right to call herself bisexual or trans. if LO wouldn't stop calling herself bisexual if it bothered some biphobic person, why should queer people?
if someone is calling LO with that word then she does have a point, but she's not making that argument. she's entitled to not want that word imposed on her or even don't allow it on her space, but she doesn't have any power to stop anyone else.
Further-Further-Furthermore, you can dissallow it in your spaces and nobody complains. The N-Word is banned in my Discord server and messages containing it are auto-deleted by a bot that does not check if you’re white or not. Nobody complains.
LO is not black. she can insist all day and night to be indigenous, even though the Cherokee Nation doesn't know her, but she's still not black. if anything it would be weird if she openly allowed the use of the n-word on her spaces when, again, she's not black and doesn't have any right to it either. nobody complains because why would anyone expect LO of all people to allow that word in the first place?
If all of these things applied to the Q-Slur… I’d have a lot fewer complaints. But we don’t do that.
LGBT studies are still called “Q—r Studies” for some reason.
because the first academics that pushed for those studies were queer themselves. they were activist who fought nail and teeth for every single one of our rights, including the one to have a recognized space on academia to speak about how being queer has affected our life.
this is just so painfully anti-intellectual and ignorant. not even a google search could she spare for such a simple fact.
Straight and cis people use it constantly with no pushback.
It’s often reclaimed by people who have no business reclaiming it (it’s a slur against gay men after all)
It’s used in formal, presumably professional settings like articles where other slurs are not.
And when someone objects to it’s use either directed at them or as an umbrella term people get really pissy about it and start throwing around accusations.
how do they use the word matters, LO. people usually can tell when it's completely mundane and innocent ("the queer community deserves human rights"/"i learned today that Wonder Woman is a queer character") or they're actually being hateful with it. they could also be hateful without touching that word. that's what anon tried to say and LO completely ignored them. if the most important aspect is how other people still treat the word, then words like gay and lesbian are just as bad and haven't been reclaimed either, if we follow LO's logic.
LO might be refering to how some articles are going to say "queer used to be a slur aimed at gay people" and ignore how gay for a long time was the only identity that the whole community could have. before the bisexual community existed all non straight women were lesbian with no distinction, and before that lesbian was actually a sexual act before an identity, and before lesbians worked to try to have their own spaces, gay was the only visible thing that wasn't strictly straight or cis (since showing "homosexual tendencies" used to be strongly associated with gender) as far the general public was concerned. you can say that queer was only targeted at gay men only if you believed that everyone else, lesbians, pansexuals, bisexuals, trans and ace/aro people, were born into existence until much later, instead of already being there the entire time and not getting the same recognition or not having the vocabulary to express themselves at hand.
related to that point, what a hateful thing to say when there's a lot of non gay men people who have actual trauma around that word and had it thrown around to them growing up. if someone who went through that decided to reclaim the word for themselves, as to heal and replace the negative association with positive ones, who is LO to determine they can do that or not?
no one. she's no one to put herself on such a position.
once again, because queer activist fought hard for not only have their voices heard but also their identities recognized, to be seen. if anything the fact that people can in fact use the word on such settings should tell you a lot about how much the movement has advanced to normalize/visibilize our struggles.
in fact, this is a major reason why comparing two words from two different communities (queer and black one respectively) and treat them as if they are meant to be equivalent of each other is foolish, reductive and... actually racist. queer is not the "n-word of the LGBT+ community" because queer people, for all the oppression and struggles they lived and still live, as a whole can't claim to have suffered the same wounds of colonialism, white supremacy, slavery, torture and deshumanization that black people went through and still go through, something represented by the n-word on the mouth of a non black person. black queer people get constantly sidelined and forgotten from their own communities, their contributions to our history and culture erased and whitewashed, and that is exactly what LO is doing by ignoring all the black queer activists who fought the hardest for the queer people of today to be able to say the word without fear or shame.
futhermore... that is normalization. if we can say a word just as much on "professional settings like an article" just like i can say it on my own blog, then the activists won in normalizing their identities for the rest of the world and make them recognize as something that was, in fact, completely normal and mundane, just like being straight is.
if someone tries to force that word on LO or anyone else who hasn't reclaimed it then that it's wrong of them and i'll support her on calling out those people. but when people say "the queer community" they usually mean the queer community, to be under the queer umbrella. if someone is not queer, then they're not part of the queer community. just because she doesn't like the term it doesn't stop being a valid term for this group of people, and frankly it's entitled of her to act otherwise.
further-futhermore, none of this has been the context in which LO has spoken out about queer is a slur. her video about the subject, that was full on misinformation, bad faith arguments, out of place comparisons and overall was deeply offensive, wasn't made because people were insisting too much on calling her, personally, queer. it was made because too much people were using the word and LO wanted them to stop using it altogether, even on their own articles, their own shows, movies or stories, even if for that she had to lie and invent all kinds of disgusting conclusions about how we're self hating idiots pushing the movement back because we reclaimed a word that was meant for all of us. she's not frustrated because people keep calling her something that she isn't, she's frustrated that she can't take the word away from us and queer people happen to have an issue with others trying to tell them that their identities don't deserve respect.
The fact that all of these things are true is an indication that the word hasn’t been reclaimed. Reclamation means something.
indeed it means something. nothing of which LO has explained or examplified here. a word is not reclaimed when everyone outside of the targetted groups stops using it. a word is reclaimed when the targetted group give the word a new positive meaning that other likeminded people understand as such.
Furthermore, and I find this rather telling, when the whole “is tr*p a slur” discourse was going around, there was the claim from weebs that trans people should “just reclaim it.” The expectation being that if we did, weebs would be able to keep saying it freely, which is not how reclamation works, but IS how reclamation of Anti-LGBT slurs is often treated.
normalization and reclamation are not the same thing. reclamation can lead to normalization because of the new positive meaning given to the word (queer), but it can also bring a new awareness of why something can be reclaimed and not normalized (n-word).
to put plainly, when cishet people say the word queer outloud they refer to a community that queer people built and a identity people are proud of. when non black people use the n-word is always relying on that racist history (for shock value, edgyness, etc) and in the process inviting themselves to a table that doesn't belong to them. they can't apply it with the new positive meaning because that meaning doesn't exist for them, that new meaning wasn't made with them in mind.
The general attitude of the N-Word is “That’s our word, you have no right using it.
The general attitude of the Q-Slur is “Ugh! It’s not a slur anymore! Just get over it! That’s TERF rhetoric!”
this is very common knowledge on the LGBT+ community, but since LO is not very familiarized with it, i'll explain a little from where the TERF rethoric comes from.
queer on it's new positive meaning is an umbrella term for everyone on the LGBT+ community, but also for anyone who doesn't stritcly fall into any of the available letters. it's purposefully vague and radically inclusive because of that. as a result TERFs despise queer, because being inclusive would mean accepting trans people, and they can't have that. they push for the "q is a slur" discourse every opportunity that they have, spreading just as much misinformation and bad faith as LO has done. the goal is to create division and isolation for any queer person who wouldn't fit nicely on any of the pre-approved boxes they determined until there's none of us left with any label, any box and not recognition at all.
if anyone ever saw the phrase "lesbian, not queer" it almost definitely came from the kind of TERFs who would write a horribly transmisogynistic article to paint trans women as inherently predatory.
to be queerphobic, to insist that the word is a slur and only a slur, and worse, in front of an audience of young impressionable LGBT+ people and allies, is to help TERFs, wether intentionally or not. the exact arguments don't matter when the end goal is the exact same.
that's what TERF rethoric means.
TERF rethoric is not call out one specific trans woman for being a creep with an audience of minors following her, despite what LO would love her audience to believe because she happens to be that trans woman.
These are not comparable situations. And the only way they can be compared is to demonstrate how gays are terrible at reclamation. Maybe if we actually reclaimed it, that would be a different story. But we haven’t. We just said we have and done none of the work.
it's... absolutely rich seeing LO of all people trying to say that activist of the past haven't put the work, when people have died for the cause doing exactly that and we can see the results of that even today. meanwhile, what LO has done for the LGBT+ community? write fanfiction and do reviews of cartoon for children? constantly misrepresent LGBT+ history to her young and impressionable audience?
what kind of qualifications does LO think she has she thinks she can determine that all those people haven't done enough?
If you want to reclaim the Q-slur, THE FUCKING DO IT YA LAZY BITCH!
queer.
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I just got sent your post by a friend. Through the rambling, I picked out a few things that confused me and made me realize why people push out TERFs.
1. Sexual attraction is based on the body, not chromosomes, so if a sexual partner is sexually attracted to the body presented to them and consents, what is the problem? Linked to this, why wouldn't sexual partners communicate about their wants and needs? You don't consent to gametes, that's just fucking weird.
2. Stop painting trans people as predators and groomers. That's recycled Don't Say Gay rhetoric and you know it. You're just feeding into the far right and giving them more ammunition against the LGBTQ community. Mermaids and others providing support to kids being kicked out by their families and gaslit by their doctors is a positive thing.
3. The lesbian community has driven off so many lesbians (biological females, to use your incel phrasing), because you're unwelcoming. 44% of lesbians have endured physical/sexual violence at he hands of an intimate partner (same-sex). I was abused by two female partners before meeting my now male partner who has been loving, kind and patient as I work through the trauma of being abused by those women, and I have never felt more valuable and loved for being me, not just because I have a vagina. Don't even get me started on your "gold star" lesbian rubbish. The power you ascribe to a male penis to "ruin" a woman while saying you think men are inferior is hilarious.
4. Kids aren't your property. They have the right to see their GP and access medical care without parental consent. They aren't stupid. They aren't brainless. By telling them they can't consent and don't know what they're talking about, you are alienating them from your cause and making them hate you more.
5. No one tells GNC people they are trans. That's not how being trans works. Sometimes a GNC person might want to shed pronouns or use different words, and that's fine. Why are you equating that with gender dysphoria? They're completely separate. Butch lesbians aren't vanishing, there are still plenty of them accessible to you.
6. People have the right to do with their bodies what they want. The most telling experience I ever had was with my lesbians friends: I told them I wanted a mastectomy, they made a massive deal out of it, because they felt entitled to my breasts and it was "ruining" my body (what the fuck? How does not having breasts ruin a body?). It was disgusting and invasive. I got a hysterectomy for comfort. Again, they made it into "denying my womanhood". Thanks for boiling my womanhood down to my womb, real progressive of you.
The biggest reason people hate radfems is because of their entitlement to other people's bodies and experiences. If you spent less time telling people how to behave and feel about themselves, and telling them they were brainwashed and you know The One True Way, you might stop driving people in the opposite direction. You're your own worst enemy and I am really glad I realised I'm bisexual, otherwise I would be voluntary celibate rather than go back to lesbian spaces. They are choked by toxic radfems.
1. Just like sex based oppression, same sex attraction is real. Transwomen will never be women. Transbians will never be lesbians.
I enjoy honesty in my relationships, i disclose anything important or anything that may be considered a deal breaker early on as to not string others along. Transpeople need to disclose that they are trans 1- to be safe and not get murdered by homophobic men and 2- so their partners can make an informed decision.
2. There are predators and groomers in your community tho. That's just factual.
Mermaids huh?
3. The Lesbian community has driven off lesbians? I never said there wasn't domestic violence within same-sex relationships? Um okay good for you? This is coming out of nowhere, are you sure you've got the right blog lmao
4.)Never said kids are my property, i said kids cannot give informed consent and lack the emotional and cognitive maturity to give consent. Kids that are suffering through gender disphoria to such a degree that they are claiming to be suicidal should not be able to consent to medical procedures while their mental health is obviously compromised.
Kids aren't stupid but they can be groomed and coached to say things that would not be beneficial to their well-being. Suck a lemon. I don't care if kids hate me.
5. Yes they are. Especially within younger groups, where this social contagion is more likely to be rampant. Especially within religious groups that see homosexuality as sinful and would rather transition their kid rather deal with their kid being gay. Why are you mentioning butch lesbians? Are you under the impression that GNC women would only be lesbians or something?
6. IDC what you do to your body if you're an adult. I only care when you try to convince children that they're born with the wrong body and need to take puberty blockers that makes me speak out against it. Y'all are teach kids to hate their bodies and you don't even see it.
Ah but calling women uterus havers and pregnant/bleeding people isn't reducing you down to your womb or genitals when it's done for the inclusion of transwomen i see i see. Coddle men and what not.
You don't know shit about radfems and i wish you'd stop pretending you do. I'm embarrassed for you.
#radblr#radfem#feminist#radfems#feminism#radfems please interact#trans#gender critical#transgender#radical feminist
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So I sent @buffyspeak this post and we spent 2 days yes, and-ing our way into an absurd number of headcanons so for everyone's viewing pleasure
Serena’s surprised when Jenny comes out as a lesbian bc of everything with Nate. To mess with her Jenny’s like “what are you uncomfortable with me being gay?”
“Of course not! I’m not homophobic I have a gay brother!” “Yeah I've heard.”
Eric shoots dr pepper out of his nose at this response, which shocks Serena and Jenny back to normalcy
In college jenny and eric end up dating the same partner (Dylan) who has a strange enough gender to make it work
Dylan wears the most outrageous earrings you’ve ever seen. they’re big and kind of ugly and don’t go with any of their outfits
On their first date with Jenny and Eric, Dylan wears very large squirrel earrings
Jenny immediately starts making earrings for Dylan and their collection doubles in a months
Giving jenny and eric the extremely complicated relationship of two people who share a partner but themselves are siblings and best friends and would choose each other over most people
Dylan is the only person in the polycule who’s dating both of them but still ends up third wheeling
Dylan comes to New York with them during the Derena engagement and the family’s reactions range from Serena’s “...good for you?!” to Blair scheming to make Dylan choose
Dylan has been well briefed on this family and is remarkably chill about the whole thing
Blair’s schemes end when Eric sits her down and is like “I need you to knock it the fuck off”
Nate grew up WASPy but a democrat - so he’s a himbo and trying to be an ally
He hears the word “polycule” and he’s like “oh cool!! I would love to speak multiple languages!”
He masters neopronouns immediately but thinks Dylan’s they/them pronouns = Jenny and Eric are dating different people
Blair and Serena try not to think too much about the nonconformity of it all and how their relationship isn’t as platonic as they pretend
Dan thinks he understands until Jenny says “Eric and I are friends and family and nothing romantic is going on between us but we are essentially married" then he has no idea what’s going on
Ironically, Nate understands completely when he hears that
Rufus overhears the conversation and asks if Jenny and Eric are getting married, and she doesn’t even try to explain it
Dan asks Vanessa if she thinks Eric and Jenny have ever had sex, with or without Dylan
“You have a gay sister how does this work?” “You also have a gay sister?? And a gay brother????”
Vanessa eventually asks if Jenny and Eric have had sex and they’re both Disgusted
“We’d never kiss that’s gross” while sharing a cup and eating off each other plates
Dan says “it’s not that weird of a question you do everything together” “NOT SEX YOU BREEDER FREAK!!”
Scott isn’t judging but he does spontaneously combust at the news bc wtf is his family
Chuck says something about turning Jenny gay and she says “I think watching Coyote Ugly when I was 9 turned me gay but thanks for your concern.”
Lily’s biggest concern is whether or not they’re getting married
She does ask Dan to explain it, and Nate volunteers to “help” but won’t admit he’s confused
Dan ends up explaining platonic soulmates and digging up research and literature and recommending books
Nate’s like “it’s like having our own mini basketball team?”
Dan: no
Jenny: yes it’s exactly like that
Eric just sends the groupchat the wikipedia page for polyamory and turns off his phone
Lily eventually asks Jenny and Eric to define their relationship and Jenny goes “I’m his hag :)”. Lily feels the spirit of Cece inhabit her and tell her to put a stop to this
Jenny and Eric only give a real explanation like 6 months later when Nate’s new girlfriend mentions in passing that she thought they were dating
Jenny and Eric start joking about getting married when they see how concerned Lily is
Reactions range from “ok sure that tracks” (Nate) to finding it weird (Lily) to concerned about their family tree wreath (Blair) to in on the joke (Serena)
It starts with Jenny making a joke about how after the wedding she’ll be the only kid without a trust fund, and Eric jokingly offers his up
Nate ends up being like “yeah Jenny it is fucked up you don’t have a trust fund!”
Before Jenny can respond Lily tries to offer her $80,000 to never marry her son
Serena points out that this doesn’t bar her and Jenny from getting married
Dan goes from ambivalent to planning Jenny and Eric’s wedding
He writes a 15 page essay about “Why You Should Get Married, Actually.”
The section headers include Financial, Social, and Familial
Neither of them can tell if he’s joking (and neither can he)
he just knows that while serena loves him and doesn’t know whether she would even be into jenny or not, he is 97% sure she’s Not Straight based on various comments and, again, her intimate if codependent relationship with blair. So he wonders “is Serena vain enough to leave me for a leggy blonde woman that Nate has mistaken for her??? maybe." and doesn't question the like 5 types of fucked up that line of thought is
jenny finds out he’s genuinely insecure about this and thumps him on the forehead but then very lovingly informs him it doesn’t even matter if serena would be into her or not, she would never date an ex that meant that much to him
(and then guiltily thinks about her long-tempered but real-at-one-point feelings for blair and wonders if she would have gone back on that if there was a chance of blair feeling the same way) (but she also knows she loved Blair first and Dan would probably be happy with anything that got her away from Chuck, so she figures it's ok)
Dan voices these insecurities to Ch*ck and Nate at his bachelor party and Nate's like "you gotta give Serena more credit than that she loves you" and Chuck's like "why are you marrying someone you think looks like your little sister??"
Jenny considers accepting the offer but turns it down bc she makes plenty of money and this is too funny to lose for “a measly 5 figures” (Serena’s words)
Jenny and Eric were never actually considering it but they do agree to get married if Rufus and Lily get remarried before Dan and Serena get divorced, to “complete the set”
Jenny and Eric joke about having a threesome with Dylan quite a bit, but one night when it’s just the two of of them they share a joint and consider whether their friendship could survive it
They decide it could, then kiss for half a second and decide it’s weird and not fun. They never consider having sex again
Neither of them would admit it but they both wanted to throw up after the kiss. It doesn’t get mentioned again
(but keep joking about it)
They aren’t above torturing Dan with jokes and hints and no solid answer
Blair figures it’s a joke until Dan-enlisting her to get the answer-says “ok but is it???”
Eric just asked her to stop scheming so she settles for interrogation. Jenny, Eric, and Dylan have matching extremely choreographed vague answers
Nate is amused/fascinated
Serena doesn’t care she’s just supportive of whatever makes them happy
Rufus and Lily are not allowed to hear these jokes
Dylan has no plans to move to New York full time, but Jenny and Eric get stuck in wedding plans/family drama/Waldorf Designs. The relationship ends when Dylan breaks up with Jenny and Eric and goes back to their shared flat in London
The night of the Derena wedding, Eric and Jenny end go to a gay bar to unwind - where he reconnects with his high school boyfriend/future husband Jonathan
Jenny and Jonathan spend over an hour buying rounds of shots and yelling themselves hoarse
Eric stands to the side sipping a vodka soda and dreading the hangovers they’ll have tomorrow
Eric and Jonathan decide to head somewhere quiet to catch up, and head back to Eric and Jenny’s place
Jenny has a one night stand with a girl she meets at the bar. Jonathan has a bit of a paradigm shift when he sees them leaving together
Jenny comes home at like noon to find Jonathan hungover on the couch while Eric’s in the shower. She wordlessly lights up a joint and passes it to him
Eric finds them smoking on the couch and is like “you guys good?” and they’re like “yeah of course”
This relationship, plus her stint at Waldorf Designs have them making a permanent move to New York
Jenny’s always been a workaholic and working for Blair doesn’t help
Eric’s job becomes keeping her alive
He always brings one plate of food and eats from it to because she’s a younger sibling and more likely to eat when she feels like she’s stealing from him
He sometimes has to pick her up and drag her to bed, and stay and talk to her until she falls asleep (which only takes about 5 minutes she’s so tired)
The first time Jonathan sees this he calls them codependent
Eric gets defensive, but Jenny’s like “and what about it?”
Jonathan’s exhausted and knows he and Eric haven’t been back together very long so he doesn’t fight with Jenny about it
When Eric and Jonathan get serious they ask Jenny to move out so they can have space
This becomes Jenny and Eric’s biggest fight, with her threatening to move back to London and get back with Dylan (which she doesn’t intend to actually do. But she hates it when her bluff is called so she does, briefly, return to London)
Jenny feels displaced by Eric’s shifting priorities. While she loved Dan and Rufus, they have a tumultuous relationship in a way she doesn't with Eric. And every member of the family is coupled up and getting married and, with or without Dylan, it was Jenny and Eric until it wasn’t anymore
The general escalation of arguments is something like:
J: you’re just like your mom, I can’t believe you’re throwing me away for your boyfriend
E: you’re not my child, you shouldn’t depend on me the way you do
J: at least I have a social circle, you talk to 5 people and are related to 4 of them
E: you have employees who don’t like you. maybe if you stopped working for 5 minutes people would like you more
J: i don’t have a trust fund i have to take my job seriously. and i can make friends. every friend you’ve had since you were 14 way my friend first
E: but none of them stick around. Jonathan and I broke up in high school because of you. Between Agnes, Nate, and Damien you don’t have a great track record for keeping people around
J: I wonder what Dylan would say about that
Things with Dylan didn’t end terribly, so Jenny knows those feelings aren’t necessarily dead, which Jenny and Eric both know (and Jonathan doesn’t)
So she’s putting pressure on his current relationship and pressing into some of his deepest insecurities - “fine if you won’t choose me at all then I’ll go be with someone we both know would choose me over you.”
Jenny spends this fight in London with their college friends and staying with Dylan at the flat they used to share
Jenny tells their London friends that “Eric and his new-old boyfriend are getting serious and I needed to not deal with my family alone” and everyone had heard the stories and was like “ok fair”
Nobody can tell from the instagram stories whether anything’s happened between them, and Jenny’s extremely cagey whenever anyone asks
Jenny and Eric didn’t plan to move back to New York full time, so a lot of their stuff is still in London
While she’s there Jenny packs their stuff to bring home as part of her
Jonthan (who’s heard a biased 75% of the story from Eric) ends up flying to London to drag Jenny back to New York to apologize bc Eric is so fucking miserable
Jenny’s already packing when he gets there
(Dan had texted Dylan bc Jenny was being so cagey. They got talking and Dylan made Jonathan tell them what brought her back to London)
Jonathan gets to where Jenny’s staying and goes through the Tony Winner Matt Doyle in Company showoff spiel
He’s following her from room to room and even gets something off the top shelf of the closet. She thanks him and he’s like “yeah no prob” then barrels on like a full comedy routine
“Ok let’s go the airport” “you can’t get rid of me that easily ik you weren’t convinced” “ ?? I’ve been packing since before you got here.” “and you didn’t stop me!?” “you didn’t notice!? You really should have called i could’ve saved you 2 flights”
She was going to book herself an uber to the airport but he insists on hiring a private car. She wants to argue but it has room for all the things she’s packed
They end up getting dinner and both staying in his hotel room bc she promised Dylan she’d be gone that night
There’s one bed so she volunteers to sleep on the couch and he’s like “don’t be silly this bed is huge and you and Eric share all the time” and she’s just like “you’re being sweeter than I deserve” and his idea of her shifts
His feelings during this fight have ranged from confusion to frustration to worry (for Eric) but none of them were terribly kind to Jenny until she said that
They take turns sleeping on each others shoulders during the flight back
While she got some therapy in Hudson, she hasn’t been in years. This fight prompts her to go back bc she’s not losing Eric to her self destructive tendencies
Jonathan asks Jenny’s blessing before he proposes, and she warns him that she and Eric will get married if their parents and siblings are ever married at the same time
He’s like “I understand but can I marry him in the meantime?” and she wholeheartedly agrees
She does make him agree to divorce Eric if the terms of the deal ever come up
He mentions that in his vows and Eric turns to where Jenny is standing as maid of honor to mouth “what the fuck???”
She shrugs and winks in response
She also warns him that Dan may try to end their engagement so he doesn’t get cucked by his own sister
Dan’s supportive but also asks Eric if he’s sure one too many times
He texts Eric the night before the wedding to check in one last time (Eric and Jonathan decided to sleep apart the night before the wedding, so he and Jenny spend an hour drafting a response)
#this was an extremely collaborative effort#i pulled some quotes straight from the dms#so sam if you have anything to add please do#gossip girl#gg#jenny humphrey#eric van der woodsen#jonathan whitney#im not tagging anyone else this isn't about them
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I have been needing to get this off my chest so Im so happy I found this blog (I have been looking for a wlw confession blog for a long time so I must thank you!)
TW: HOMOPHOBIA, CURSING (only a little bit)
As someone who Is a closeted lesbian in a homophobic family, I have to hear phrases like "Lesbians are disgusting animals!" or "LGBTQ+ is a sin!" or "These people are pathetic and sad and have no value in life!" every day.
It always makes me wonder... what would happen when I come out (if I ever actually.) Would they stop these comments, would they treat me as a human, would they apologize? Or would they do the complete opposite. Will they treat me like the "disgusting animal" that I'm said to be? Will they kick me out? Will the day that I come out also be the day my life is ended?
Its so fucking hard. My own family unknowingly call me the most disgusting things. I have to hear everyday that "I'm not normal." and how I am a "Sad pathetic person who has no value."
Why am I like this? Why me? I hate being a lesbian, I wish I could like men but I just cant. Its getting way to hard to handle, sitting with my mom at night, wondering "How quick would my life change if I said the 5 words, "Mom, I am a lesbian."
My dear Anon,
I’d like to begin with thanking you for your ask! It takes a lot to speak up about your problems, even anonymously, so thank you for trusting me with this! <3 (And I’m so glad you found the blog too! I was looking for one too and couldn’t find one so I’ll just do it myself, I’m here to serve)
I’m very sure I don’t have to tell you that those are harrowing things to hear full-stop, never-mind frequently. And Anon, i assure you that you are absolutely none of them! Never ever! Being part of the rainbow gang can be messy, overly idealised and just downright exhausting, but all through your journey you will never be an example to fit next to their false beliefs. Remember, what they say comes from a place of ignorance and centuries of corruption, it’s neither their fault nor yours, but that doesn’t make it anywhere near okay for you to be exposed to. Keep affirming yourself, you are strong, so so brave and beautiful!
As for you wondering about coming out, sometimes you can never know what the outcome will be until you do, but I will say this-
You may have heard this advice before, but I will always reiterate it as many times as possible to keep my kin safe:
never come out in a potentially hostile environment against your better judgement until you can sustain yourself, or have someone to fall back onto in the worst case scenario. (I must especially stress this if you’re young and still dependent on family for essentials/getting to a stable future). It’s absolutely crushing to think that some of us still have to hide ourselves, especially to the ones that are meant to love us most, and for that I apologise to you endlessly for your struggling, you don’t deserve this anon and it’s not okay. absolutely none of this is your fault. We’re here for you.
However, if that wondering does get to you and you feel that you would be safe with your family post coming out, I would say go for it, if it’s something you want to do! (always remember you owe coming out to nobody, though! I personally never came out to my parents lmao, I just brought my then girlfriend home and they didn’t say anything, but I’m lucky that they were accepting.) I also have a few friends where their families who have been previously been horribly homophobic have changed their tune considerably after learning their child/relation is LGBT+! Sometimes homophobia does just come from a place of misinformation and normalisation, so it’s good to give them a chance to do better, nothing is set in stone when you’re willing to learn! And at the end of the day, they should always love you for you first, even if they don’t agree with the way you choose to live your life.
Unfortunately I’m someone who has also gone through hating my sexuality, so trust me, I know how it feels. But I’m primarily here to tell you that you can come out the other side of it! It may take time, and it’s going to be hard, especially around people who think differently, but being a lesbian is BEAUTIFUL! You are absolutely STUNNING anon! For just being you! And I say that with the backing of my whole heart! God choose you to be gay because you’re one of his favourite designs, you’re too good for men, trust me! ^_−☆
I sincerely hope that you’re doing okay, and that this resonates with you even a little. This isn’t just your weight to carry! My asks, submissions and even DMs (if they work) are always open for you if you’re in need (or even if you’re not, don’t be shy!) I hope my blog can come to be a safe space for you and many other likeminded individuals. (I promise there will be more content soon haha, Its a lot to work on as a new blog)
Always remember there’s a whole community behind you, and an even more loving and devoted sub-community of Wlw and Sapphics who have gone through similar things, and we’re always here to support you!
My best wishes for you going forward, I know you’ve got this!!
it will get better
~ sappho
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i know i said i wasnt particularly interested in the quarry however i would be interested in your enstars quarry au so please feel free to elaborate on that if you want to ^u^
oh you've opened floodgates. ok. uh. im giving you a highlight speedrun
izumi gets snot on by a boar. not relevant to the plot but it's an event that happens that makes me giggle
arashi has her tits out for most of the timeline. good for her
leo has a gun. i mean most characters do so it's not like he's particularly special but he does have one. and i really don't think he should
shu and mika are there. might make it platonic or romantic idfk. but i do get to make mika say "lesbians?" which is fun
the characters present are knights, valkyrie, crazyB, adam, and Another one i haven't decided on yet. maybe switch. idfk. trickstar works better with how knights' dynamic works but that's also 4 more characters.... i might stick hiiro and aira in here too. this is all hypothetical
adam are (vaguely) evil. its mostly ibara + up to how you interpret the original text tbh
nagisa is here but he's significantly less important. she's more of a narrative device
fan favorite 'you smell good' abi/nick scene is now leo and izumi. take this as you will
leo having a gun. i must reiterate leo has a weapon
ritsu's the one who breaks the car. reasoning is close to 'i would literally rather die than see my brother again' and 'i can fix my relationship with mao (which has taken a down turn because i have no emotional permanence)'
truth or dare features arashi and leo making out. a win for t4t nation
(un)fortunately for t4t nation, arashi and leo are also the ones in the storm bunker (there is a better word for this). leading to fan favorite 'shows over, [naru], go home' 'FUCK YOU' depending on narrative choices
tsukasa is also here and gets covered in blood. she's so quirky. also she gets caught in a bear trap (she's fine)
thinking i might make it a choose your own adventure. so like the actual game except like. if you choose A, go to chapter 7 or whatever. ao3 doesn't really support that though lol. so i might make a sideblog and a bunch of posts... which could be fun
this is most of what i have so far... im very slowly playing through the game to refine details. you can tell i stopped bc school got busy right when the horrors started lol
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