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rusticfurnace · 1 month
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biker ghost from my reckless chains au teehee
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totallynottinsel · 1 year
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Five whoppers…
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sunlightfeeling · 5 months
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Fiiveee shots of gin is su yummy
def recommend….perhaps……
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rosemary-bells · 2 years
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okay so i. um. coughs. i f. i finall y read the luke anny ssr card story. voice acting and all. and. i. h. hoo boy.
i'm just gonna go in and start screaming for a few paragraphs maybe possibly. im not one to review things at all but whatever i have like a hundred years worth of things to say. i was gonna go n post abt this as i read but then i was like na h ill just make a bunch of memes and cry later
like first part(s) of the story i was already screaming and crying over that flashback where hes arguing w aaron. highkey i was like bro is this rly the time to tell luke to make this romantic. rly. then later on it was nothing but sadness and heartache and crying and i was like yknow what maybe he was right about this
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first meme! i saw peanut and i was like oh m y god. my little boy. my baby. hes back. highkey i miss the kid. he's not present enough in luke stories lmao. the fact that luke styled the lil handle on peanut was. hooo. i was like man i cant believe this is the perfect man maybe? (im kidding. hes far from perfect but he is baby.)
also highkey during his classical music lore session i was like "lmao shouldve made it fur elise" and then i was like Hm. i also highkey love the fact that they changed the music for the music box bits. that was cute. love that they used the main theme on the default card screen too. very nice
every time he mentioned larping schumann or brahms i was like man is this rly the time lmao. altho i am happy it brought him resolution
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meme two i dont have that many memes again most of this is just me ranting for a bit. the voice acting was literally peak though. every time he yelled, or even every time he was quiet, you could really get all that hesitation and heartbreak, all at once. it was amazing. it was heartaching. loved it. i cant speak for the other dubs since i use jpn but like. i bet they were. immaculate.
also highkey im still so miffed that they didnt give rosa voice acting. i could rant abt this for hours but to keep it short, like. mhy is always at its strongest when its not making a self-insert, yknow? in some cases, self-insert characters work, but when your choices don't matter too much, in an otome game, which are mostly character driven, trying to make her too basic is just kind of eh ig. she does get a pretty solid character from what we have, though. like, shes got a strong personality. very passionate abt justice to the point of embarrassment. very honest. is generally driven a bit more by her heart than her brain. like seafood. that sort of thing. she's already her own character, so i just wish they gave her a va. its gotten to the point in which ive literally started imagining a va for her. she kind of sounds like shirayuki (jpn) in my mind...
also man fr he really did think that romantic partners were the only way to receive proper emotional support. she has friends, man. she's a strong kid who you left for like, 8 years. have some faith in her, yknow? also god, that line where he was like "As long as he can make you happy." god. that just stung, man. im thinking abt him in other routes and like, 3/4 times he really just gave up, didn't he?
on that note i also thought the towel that he was using to dry her hair was just. on top of her head the entire time, so thinking abt all these dramatic scenes w her just doing that was funny. ik thats not how it worked but like still. also did she rly run to her parent's house in that outfit? in the storm? ik she wasnt thinking but oof dude shes gonna catch the worst cold after all this blows over
that kiss scene though. man. the orchestra music playing. i always love that theme, even if it does feel mis-timed at moments. it just feels so refreshing. rly does make it feel like a "kiss of fervor" (also how he just caresses her arm during the kiss. how gentle. what a sweet guy. he rly just wants to comfort her.) he even used 大好き instead of just 好き like man. ... man.
and then that bit where they called each other their greatest treasure... and then, how he said "I swear, I will do everything I can to live, so that I can be with you." man. it was cheesy but it rly did feel like the rainbow after the storm. it rly is all abt learning to love yourself because of how loved you are. like wow. man. it rly is abt loving someone so much that you want to live for them. live w them. man.
all in all, super cheesy card. it was a short-ish storyline, but i highkey loved it. it was cute. it was precious. i nearly cried. (more or less did when i found out his badge was called "Luke's Vow" like hooo. oh my god) i Enjoy. looking forward to the 2nd anny's cards....
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the final meme. its another version of the last one but hey accurate lmao i was shaking crying screaming sobbing throwing up the entire time but by god was my heart full
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wlozii · 4 days
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Hello, so, thanks to certain someone, i watched Helluva. This is the result.I gotta tell ya, im not good (yet!) at making environment, so please dont look at it too long. But Stolas and Blitzo are cute, and adorable bable, aaaaaa. Okay thats all, byeeeee
(but still it is a big progress in digital painting for me, so im super happy and proud how it turned out :>)
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jubmato · 3 months
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hey gamers. been utterly addicted to watching the qsmp recently. fucked up that the one pov i was watching had to go and die. how am i meant to survive without my daily observations of SunnySideUp ☹️☹️☹️
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head to toe speedrun lets go
hair: the brown with lightened ends is meant to mimic tubbo's, but it also sort of reminds me of burnt scrambled eggs, so we'll pretend like that was on purpose.
horns: EGG! same thing with the pattern of the tail. was very fun to do
face: yall have no fucking idea how hard i struggled on the face. i literally spent 20+ minutes slowly descending into madness as everything i tried failed until i eventually landed on this
dress: cute!! puffy!! fun!! princess sleeves... a little kitty face in honor of the cat head...a big ribbon... poofy fluffy skirt... also very fun to do
jewelry: a little bit of extra color!! and homage to the bright blue diamonds... ideally both hands would have little diamond rings on each middle finger but neither wouldve been visible here so you just have to use your imagination. also, crown!
shoes: SNEAKERS!!! she is a little kid and she runs around after people so often. she needs some sneakers. she definitely thinks they make her run faster. im also SURE she does not know how to tie them herself.
okay thats it thank you for reading BYEEEEE
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the-little-knight · 4 months
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TADC HEADCANON LIST (With some illustrations >:-]])
This list is purely for silly purposes!!! If yall have different hcs, feel free to discuss em and all that!!
CW!!!! ALCOHOL AND MARIJUANA MENTIONS
Kinger’s fascination with an “insect collection” is just based on him being a game developer in the real world (Thank you Matpat for that one)
Jax knows a surprising amount about bugs 
Pomni almost got gaslit into believing her name was “Pom-Pom”
^ it was Jax's fault, he thought it was super funny
Ragatha occasionally has the same issue as Sally from The Nightmare Before Christmas, albeit with less stitching back together!!!!
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Jax has asked for alcohol many times, Caine has only fallen for getting him some four or so times.
Ragatha occasionally lightly punches Jax to get him to shut up (Usually in the side, arms, or stomach)
^ Getting punched in the gut usually ends up winding Jax quite a bit 
Kinger has had his hands replaced upwards of 100 times in his years in the digital circus!!!! (Usually things like the Zooble situation cause him to fully lose his hands)
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Caine loves a good maze!!!!!!
Zooble, much like Jax, has asked for weed, but because there aren't as many fun names for it, it hasn't worked as well as Jax tricking Caine for alcohol
Pomni is a fidgeter, usually seen squeezing onto her own clothing and shifting on her feet
Pomni used to be very regular to swearing before the circus
Caine ended up being lectured by Pomni that it's not normal to watch people sleep, he thought it was something humans were used to because of what parents and mothers do for babies
Gangle owns multiple body pillows, she had to explain she doesn't own them for any other reason than to have something to properly hug onto
^ Jax was the one that teased her into explaining it
^ Gangle ended up crying from embarrassment
^ Aaaand Ragatha ended up steppin in to help first
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Jax ended up flipping off the camera one time during the weekly mandated theme song, and since Caine didn't have a built in censor-sensor for that, he got away with it the one time.
Caine sometimes has to go through major bug patches, and starts speaking gibberish during the update....
Pomni, despite having bells on her costume, is amazing at stealth
Jax plays the most annoying peacemaker possible, but does a good job at it
Kinger often makes references to pop culture items and series, but nobody gets the point, mostly because nobody can remember quite where any of it comes from (And neither does he)
^ Pomni has gotten close to remembering
^ So has Zooble
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Kinger is no stranger to fun wordplay!!
Bubble is the ai with the least amount of idle animations and the least coding going into his dialogue.
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Pomni is an amazing singer, despite her anxious cadence when she talks plainly.
^ She also has a great voice to soothe people with when she isn't on the verge of a breakdown
OKAY THATS IT BYEEEEE
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mrghostrat · 5 months
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EXCUSE ME EXCUSE ME I HAVE A SUGGESTION *runs up to you frantically with my notes*
Im seing and absolutely loving the ‘crowley has a good singing voice’ because it’s actually true he absolutely slayed that lullaby he sang for warlock as nanny astoreth so i bring to you my own contribution
crowley plays the guitar.
He plays queen songs on it during streams and sings along and the chat loves it
OKAY THATS IT BYEEEEE *runs away*
SHIT FUCK HOW DID I FORGET THE LULLABY
ok new compromise
crowley sings like a banshee
by CHOICE
and when aziraphale catches him humming something pleasantly to himself one day, he gets in SO MUCH TROUBLE
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knwatchesmonkiekid · 11 days
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i NEEEED TO RANT RN OKAYYY!?!?!? JUST LET ME!!!
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT IM OK IM OKK IM NOT OK
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
LOOK I KNOW I MENTIONED THAT THIS BLOG IS DEAD... IT KINDA IS... BUT I NEED TO RANT ABOUT S2E7 B4 I GO CRAZYYY!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! WHAT!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?
spoilers for season 2 ep 7 dwon below btw
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
MACAQUE IS BACKKKKK?~???!!!!! AND HES JUST AS EPIC--- IF NOT EVEN MORE EPIC-- THAN BEFORE??!?!?!?
OH MY GOSHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
okay
lets get started...
first off... may I just say... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH THESE LMK EPS ARE AMAIZINGG!????? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
second...
MK's fear of Monkey king picking the wrong successor is soooo EPIC?!?!?!?! look i know that LadyBoneDemon (lets call her lbd) is evil... but dang.... she sure knew how to plant fear and doubt in MK lol.
"those who bring light into this world, inevitably bring darkness to those they hold dear"
that line....
why does it seem like Macaque and Wukong have a very very important backstory that will affect the plot later on!?!??!!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
THE WHOLE SHADOW COMPARION THING AND MK LOOKING AT HIS SHADOW!??!?!!?
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AHHHH AND HIM THINKING THAT MONKEY KING WAS THEE "Hero" and he is the "warrior"!?!?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHH EPICCCCCCCC
AND OH MY GSOHHHHWAS SOO SMOOTHHHHHA HHHHHHHHHHHH
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EEPICCCCCCC
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thats soo sad tho... When Macaque said that he prob should unload his secret insecurities he said that he would be there all day....
WHAT THE HECK HAPPENED TO THIS MONKEY!?!?!?!?
WHY DO I WANT TO GIVE HIM A HUG!?!?!?!?
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OKKAYY OKAYYY OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
WHAT THE HECKKKKK!??!?!? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! OH MY GSHHHHH THE COMPARISIONSSSSS AHHHHHHHHHH
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AND THE WAY MACAQUE'S EYES WIDDENED!?!?!?!?!?
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WHAT THE HECK IS MACAQUE AND WUKONG'S HISTORY!!?!?!!? HUH?!?!?!?
I WANNA KNOW SOO BADLYYYYYY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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AND THISSSSSSS
"You're a bit too much like him"
EXUCESE ME WHAT!?!?!? WHAT THE HECK IS THEIR HISTORY!?!?!?!?
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AND THISSSSSSSSSSSS ENDINGGG
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first of... the animation with the lbd-related scenes are epic...
BUT OVERALL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! WHAT!??!?? NOOOOOO MACAQUEEE BABYYY U BETTER BE OKAYYYY!!!!!
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alright... im good now.... i let it allll out....
welppp i may or may not come back here again... we'll see ig
anywyas thanks for coming to my rnat!! Byeeeee
https://kittenninja14.tumblr.com/post/731916269075480576/hey-yall-i-just-found-this-incredible-video-and
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asterias-record-shop · 10 months
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         — i'll win him over
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Requested by anonymous: HIIIIIII!!!! Oh boy am I excited. Okay so now it's my turn for James Keene 🤩. Can I please request a story (it's a bit specific, but I've just finished peaky blinders and can't get it out of my head) which takes place after Jimmy has gotten out of jail. The reader has an older brother (think like Richie Boyle from the Outfit..it could even be him if thats okay with you) who runs a similar business like the one Jimmy used to, but they both hate each other. Nevertheless Jimmy falls for his sister which wounds up to be tough for both men. If you want the reader can have more brothers who run the business. THANK YOU FOR YOIR TIME I HOPE THAT WASNT CONFUSING LMAO BYEEEEE
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pushed back in time to the 50s I believe, not in the same universe as Black Bird, someone should request for Richie Boyle 👀 *wink wink, request for richie boyle babe-* also, no smut!! i wasn't really in the mood for smut, sorry anon honey :( also, yes, a bit confusing but it's okay! i hope i did it justice :)
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Jimmy's front was a bar that he was a bartender for. It fit, honestly, being a bartender for a drug dealing front. The only thing that didn't fit was the flower shop right next to him his competition always frequented.
Richie was too much of a firecracker to be liked, he had a problem with his anger issues so no matter how many times Jimmy tried to make some sort of alliance, it always ended in Richie getting pissed off and leaving — not before punching one of Jimmy's men though.
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Today, he was determined to find out what the hell was so interesting about the flower shop next to his bar. Maybe it was just a ploy to see what he was doing? Figure out if they could steal another shipment?
All of the thoughts were running through his mind as he walked into the flower shop, opening the door to make a bell ring out. All of the smells flooded into his nose, his eyes widening when he saw all of the beautiful flowers and mixed bouquets. They were absolutely beautiful and bright, each flower absolutely perfect with zero wilted petals or leaves.
"Hi, welcome in! I'm so sorry, be there in a minute!" Your voice rings out, Jimmy pausing.
Maybe it wasn't what was so in the shop but who.
"That's alright love!" James slowly walked through the aisles, trying to find you in the entirety of all of the flowers that could've blinded him if they were lights. For fucks sake, they were all beautiful. You put together different colors and textures, one bright bouquet of roses and sunflowers catching his eye.
"That was my first bouquet I made," you say, walking toward him with a smile. "N-Not that one exactly, but the roses and the sunflowers. They're one of my favorites."
"It's beautiful." James said, smiling as he looked back at you. "I'm James, I run the bar next door."
You pause but take his hand and give it a firm shake. "Y/N. Nice to meet you. What can I do for you, James?"
"Well, I'm not sure if you know, but I run more of the high-end bars in town, and someone is always asking why we don't have centerpieces in the VIP rooms." James makes up the lie quickly, smiling down at her. "It doesn't have to be very big, and you will have full creative freedom if that helps guide your decision. All I ask is that they are different every week."
"Oh. Oh wow, when would you need the flowers? Come with me," you say, keeping his hand in yours and pulling him to the back. "Is there any color scheme that you want? Or a limit in price?"
"No, again, full freedom. Anything you want, I'll just pay every week." He smiled at you as you pursed your lips, humming.
"Well, it wouldn't be weekly. If anything, it would be biweekly, I make sure my flowers last longer than a week. There's a special element in the water." You say, writing down some ideas in some pretty handwriting. "Each bouquet would range anywhere from thirty to one hundred each. Is that okay?"
"Perfectly fine. I would only need eight each order because it's strictly for VIP rooms."
“Oh, gotcha! I can do that,” you smile one of the prettiest smiles he had ever seen. “I can get these for you in two days. Sound good?”
“Very good, love. Thank you, I really appreciate it.”
The bell rings making you look up, yelling out, “In the back!”
“Y/N! Where are you?!”
You rolled your eyes. “In the back!”
“Oi, you seen that-” Richie paused when he saw James, gaping. “Why the fuck are you here?!”
“Richie! Go away, he’s a customer!” You yell, quickly standing up straight. “James, I will have these flowers for you soon, okay?”
“No you won’t!” Richie comes between you both after you go around the desk, shaking his head. “You stay the fuck away from my sister.”
James paused, looking from you to Richie. “She’s too pretty to be your sister.”
“Haha, very fucking funny! She’s adopted, you asshole, leave her the fuck alone!”
“Richie, stop!” You say, pushing him as hard as you could. “I’m so sorry, James, ignore him.”
“I will,” James smiled. “I’ll see you tomorrow, Y/N.”
It makes you smile, nodding. “Yes. I’ll see you tomorrow.”
“No he won’t!”
“Shut up, Richie!”
After that, you saw him a lot more. James came to see you every day, it was just a matter of time before something happened.
It started off slow, soft kisses behind closed doors and light touches when no one was looking, but Jimmy wanted to change that. You were the first girl he actually wanted to get serious with, he wanted to be able to go out on dates with you without risking being punched by your brother.
Maybe that's the reason why he stood in front of your house, ready to meet Richie and then your dad to continue to court you. It was something stupid he normally didn't believe in, but he wanted to do it right.
So, as soon as he passed the gates, he really did expect the punch he got straight to the face.
"You kissed my sister you bastard?!"
"Rich! Richie, you leave him alone!" You tried to yell, gasping as James shoved him.
"Don't fucking hit me!" He shouted, wiping at his mouth with a sigh. "I came to get your respect, not your approval."
"You don't have any of that, get out!" Richie goes in for another hit before Jimmy caught his wrist, shoving him.
"Listen to me!" James shoved him again, looking over his shoulder to stare at you being held back by one of his henchmen. "I love your sister, even if you don't know anything about that shit."
"Don't you fucking-"
"I'm going to be with her no matter what." Jimmy smiled back at you before glaring at your brother. "So, you better learn how to fucking live with it."
His words make you smile widely, giggling. "Move, Richie!"
Reluctantly, he does with a shout of your father, letting you run forward and into Jimmy's arms. "Oh my, are you okay?"
"I'm fine. I'll take more than a punch to be with you." He smiled as you giggled, pressing a firm kiss to his lips. "I'll win him over, I promise."
"You better, or he might just kill you!"
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s0ftl3 · 9 months
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Imagine giving Ted some ~relief~ when you’re in heavy traffic on a roadtrip together. He’s stressed from the delay, constantly nervously messing with his hair, his glasses, your hands, or your thighs. So you take it upon yourself to lean over the center console and find a way to calm him down. You start kissing his cheeks, or his lips when you can, and then you start making your way to kissing and biting his neck. Your hands hover gently over the front of his pants, and soon you start hearing appreciative little hums and heavier breaths as he nods desperately at you. Your hands push down his jeans and underwear just enough for you to have access, your hands immediately wrapping around his cock. He’s tightly gripping the steering wheel, his lips absentmindedly spewing “mmm… please…” “yesss, c’mon… you’re so good to me” or “shit, thank you so much, honey…” while you lean a little farther forward, your lips pressing little kisses all over his dick and his lil bit of exposed tummy from his shirt becoming untucked >:)
OKAY THATS ALL FROM ME LOVE YOU BYEEEEE XOXO
-❤️‍🩹
OH MY GID YES????
Him being a little embarassed at first like enjoying it but also worried someone might glance over and see.
Grabbing your shirts trying pull you away but eventually gives in because your mouth just feels so good.
“Wait- fuck- what if someone sees.”
“Shhh no one’s gonna see baby let me take care of you.”
Endless thank you’d when he cums down your throat <3333 I am #1 teddy lover
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sin-sidejob · 1 year
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DEEP INHALE i wanted to draw something cool because demon AB activated my neurons, but i did this and i didnt like it and i got upset but i still wanted you to have it, please accept my humble offering, okay byeeeee runs away
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YOU—
YOU DREW ART ABOUT WHAT I WROTE??
I QUITE LITERALLY CRIED, I ACTUALLY DID
Oh beloved I’m in complete awe and just absolutely drowning in love right now from this as AN ACTION ALONE?? but your ART?
THE PINSTRIPE SUIT THE CUFFLINKS AND NAILS THE HORNS AND THE EYEESSSS you got the aesthetic and the visual feel down so perfectly it’s like you absorbed the energy I typed down upon my keyboard good fucking lord.
This is literally like one of the best things I’ve ever encountered both as something I’ve received and also just fanart in general AND I NOW CAN SAY SOMEONE HAS MADE FANART ABOUT MY WRITING THATS A WRITERS DREAM YOU DID THAT — YOU DID THAT OH MY GOD
Also what in the FUCK do you mean by humble this is a fancy full course meal but the plates are full size not those tiny ass portions this is humble by no means
(I will give you a firstborn or cook you dinner or both what in the actual fuck)
Link to fic: Insidious Inside Job - Halloween Pt. 2
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loveanaox · 10 months
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TxT Personality Off Camera
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(If anyone has any request lemme knowww, cause I'm out of ideas🥲)
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Soobin
Cards pulled out: queen of wands, the empress, seven of cups and the fool
So even off camera he is helpful, he helps others, he's confident organizing a lot, a little hot tempered at times, but still quiet, not shy quiet more like confident and still quiet, he watches what to say and not to say. Ja and he does a lot off camera, accomplishing his stuff ect ect.
Ja very nurturing, creative, harmonious.
I think he has a lot of options and shit bit off camera even though he does a lot he procrastinates a lot and a little lazy, tbh I don't blame him, he takes on so many responsibilities he should give himself a break. He also is a little careless off camera, not in a bad way, but super sweet, calm and innocent energy, chill innocent energy
But overall he seems the same just a little more relaxed and chilling.
Love him.
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Yeonjun
Cards pulled out: ace of wands, seven of pentacles, eight of swords and the fool card
Okay so tbh I feel like off camera he still is spontaneous and has his creative spark and likes a challenge, but then he stops himself and really thinks about it and is like, "is this a good idea?" He doubts himself a lot, he feels trapped a lot too. I'm guessing mostly because he's an idol and if he's caught outside doing normal things he might get into trouble. But in general off camera his doubts and fears come to him, shame mann🥺. But off camera he still is careless like Soobin, cuteee.
Anyways yarrr
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Beomgyu
Cards pulled out: ace of swords reversed, four of pentacles, eight of cups reversed, seven of wands, two of swords reversed.
Okay damn beomgyu-
So uh, he gets into a lot of arguments off camera maybe with members, he gets frustrated a lot, he also gets his creative side blocked away, he has a lack of emotional maturity and he's very stingy, he holds onto people, things, money, ect ect.
He has a fear of commitment and a fear of moving on. I don't know why though, probably because of the past. Very ja hot headed but also detached at the same time and cold.
Very indecisive and lots of anxiety and fears that get to him. But he's holding onto it, he doesn't want to move away from it. But he still stands up for himself and his beliefs, very like controlling on a way.
Damn okay he has issues, but ay we have to have hope it will get better.
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Taehyun
Cards pulled out: nine of pentacles, knight of cups reversed, ace of cups and the devil.
Oh damn.
So Taehyun is still independent off camera and whatever whatever, but he's a heartbreaker-, I think he has a lot of one night stands off camera. I think he tricks people tbh, like "hey you're cute I wanna date", but onky gets in bed with them. That's sad lmao.
He has a lot of issues with addictions maybe obsession on something. Him and Beomgyu seem a little similar ngl. Anyways he gives me a little bit of sad, drunk, dad vibes. A little violent ngl. Abusive in idk what way but ja. Thats just sad. Really sad. Idk
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Huening Kai
Cards pulled out:page of pentacles reversed, ten of cups reversed, knight of swords and four of cups.
Okay so his head isn't in the head place. He's a little foolish and rebellious in some type of way idk what way. He doesn't take advantage of good opportunities given to him. A little irresponsible. He's having a lot of family issues he's keeping a secret. He acts talkative and shit. Still rebellious and curious but not.
But he's not okay, he's depressed, but ja, that's sad. Idk probs cause of family issues and that he isn't looking at a situation in all types of ways and not his negative way. But ja shame man.
Aye his head really isn't in the right space and he's also trynna be a perfectionist
Damn these are depressing.
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Hope you all enjoyed reading those, I didn't 🥲😭. Anyways byeeeee
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graciegoeskrazy · 10 months
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Sharper (rewrite) - Chapter 1 - i feel the earth move
Warnings: Language, mention of rape, mentions of kidnaping, mentions of sexual assault, Mentions of CPS, social workers, bars, New York City (lol), mentions of sex workers, mentions of drugs and drinking
Word Count: ~3,000
A/N: READ THE WARNINGS. Its me hi I’m the fucking writer thats always missing its me. Okay we have a series yay! I know this seems really fucking crazy but I’ve had this idea for a really long time and I’m really excited for y’all to read. So far i have the first chapter (duh) and last chapter done along with some bits in between and I’m really excited for y’all too read. Okay thats all ill say now okay i love u byeeeee
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The streets of New York City were never friendly. Especially to 16 year olds like you. Rain poured and mixed into the dirty snow that had fallen earlier that day, creating a rotten and thick atmosphere surrounding the city. You thought about other families on Christmas Eve. Kids getting ready for bed, awaiting the arrival of Santa and the presents he’ll bring. Families walking home from church, admiring the lights that covered the city. You should be experiencing things like that - joy, cheer, happiness. However, it all seemed to be the exact opposite.
After your mom died you were immediately thrown at CPS who sent you straight into foster care. You had no family except your mom. Your grandparents might have been alive but you had no fucking clue because they turned their backs on your mom and you the second they found out she was pregnant. With no support and no money, your broke single money turned to being a sex worker. And even though there were friends she made along the way at work and they treated you like you were their niece, all of them knew that living with them in the midst of their line of work was no place for a kid. They cared too much to let you be around that, and you understood. So, foster care it was.
Your foster parents honestly didn’t give a shit, so you offered a deal to them - give you a share of the money they get monthly from the state, and you will be out of their hair and will never ask for anything from them. Not surprisingly at all, they said yes. When your social worker found out, she didn’t care, she just wanted a cut of your money. For awhile, you would stay in and out of shelters throughout the city, eventually leaving after a little while to avoid the risk of anyone getting suspicious and calling CPS. When that didn’t work, you would bounce between the couches of your friends, slowly but surely giving up hope of ever finding a permanent home. Even with your cut from your foster parents and money at your shitty job at Starbucks your social worker set you up with, it still definitely wasn’t enough to pay rent of anything. But it was enough to pay for your own food, your own clothes, and a ticket from point a to point b. So that was how you lived. For 10 whole months. And that’s what its looked like for the past week. Couch hopping, working, still going to fucking school, and all the while not having a single moment to grieve the loss of your mom.
You were on the way to a bar to have your annual meeting with your social worker. You had an informal meeting with your social worker at least every other week. Even though they were brief, they were still a constant pain in your ass. You wanted life to keep moving. Move away from the pain and heartache of your mom’s death, and all the other pain and suffering that came along with it, but these meetings always seemed to drag you back under. It always felt like a constant reminder of what you went through and how you got here.
You immediately spotted her. You sat down across from her at a table. She continued writing down whatever it was she was doing as you walked in. She acknowledged your presence, but never looked up once.
“You’re late.” She said.
“Yeah. I know. I couldn’t get a cab. It’s fucking Christmas Eve.” You said as you sat.
She finally met your gaze, “What have I said about cursing?”
You just shrugged, “Last time I checked I don’t get in trouble for language.”
Jenny sighed again, “It’s still not classy.”
“Meeting at a bar at nearly midnight with your 16 year old client isn’t classy either.”
“It's a restaurant too.” She said, matter of factly.
You rolled your eyes and Jenny let out a smirk, knowing she had gotten under your skin already. She straightened up at an attempt to reset. “How’s life been treating you Mazie?”
“Pretty Shitily.”
Jenny continued to write in her files. “I can imagine. Where were you tonight?”
You took a seat, “Out with a friend from work. Caroline.”
“A friend from work at Starbucks?”
You looked anywhere but her, already tired of her fake niceties “Yeah.”
“How’s the Job you like it?”
You signed. “Yeah, I guess.”
“Working hard? Putting in the hours?”
“Yeah.”
Jenny finally looked up. “Hmm. That’s really interesting because I checked in on the Starbucks you’re working at and they said you got fired 2 weeks ago.”
You were caught.
For a moment you thought about keeping up with the lie. But you very quickly came to the conclusion that it would only make things worse. “Okay listen, I can explain.”
“Strike one.” She said, as she went back to write in her files, probable making note of your job status.
“Listen to me, My boss, Samuel...he was being a real perv-“
“To you or others?”
You paused and shrugged, eyes never leaving her. “What do you think?”
Jenny looked down. She wouldn’t wish what you had been through on anybody, But she wasn’t gonna let you off the hook. Job or no job, someone would find out sooner or later and it would end up getting herself in trouble
“it’s apart of your agreement.”
“You taking a cut from my foster parents isn't a part of the agreement?!”
“Quiet down, will you? Look, I'm trying to help you. I know it’s been rough since you lost your Mom, and all i’m trying to do is help you maintain a life. A life your mom would’ve wanted.”
“My mom wouldn’t want me in a fucking foster system or working shifts at starbucks for less than minimum wage.”
“Look, I don’t really give a shit. I’m just trying to do my job.”
“That’s a first-”
“Cut it out.” She said Sharply. “Can we carry on with the questions?”
You nodded.
Jenny continued, “Last time you did drugs?”
You rolled your eyes, “I’ve told you, since I went into the system.”
“So a couple months, huh?”
“Yeah.”
“So let me ask you this. If I get a drug test from my car, it’s gonna come back negative, right? Because you haven’t done anything tonight?”
“Yeah.” You said hesitantly.
“Are you sure about that? Because im gonna be really fucking pissed if I have to go all the way to my car and back to get a drug test just to prove that you’ve been lying to me.”
You knew that she knew. There was no getting out of it. “Ok so I may have done a little tonight. But it wasn’t a lot! It was barely any!”
“Strike 2.”
“C’mon man!”
“Do you want me to bring you in right now? Is that what you want? Cause I’d be happy to hand you over to another couple who don’t give a single shit about you.”
“You’re a fucking monster.”
“No. I’m just doing my job.”
“And you’re pretty fucking bad at it.” A new voice spoke. Your eyes caught sight of a man with dark hair and a long black trench coat. You looked slightly familiar, but Jenny continued to speak before you had the chance to fully question his familiarity.
“Excuse me?” She said,
“I’m just saying, If there’s a reason she’s acting like this then maybe you’re doing something wrong.”
Confusion made itself apparent on your face as you looked at the two as the continued to speak.
“Sir, can I help you?”
“Yeah.” He said with a smile before it morphed into a blank stare. “No.” he said.
He must be drunk as hell.
He cleared his throat before continuing. “Look, let me pay you to walk away.
Jenny’s unimpressed expression never changed as she spoke. “You must be drunk.”
The man laughed. “Yeah, maybe.”
Knew it.
——-
Jenny and the man continued to talk quietly, coming up with some sort of price. You were absolutely speechless. Maybe I can make a run for it now? That would definitely lead to trouble once Jenny inevitably found you again. What about when she leaves? When it’s just me and that dude? That could work. Throughout all the questions filling up your brain, the most frequent one was equally simple and terrifying… What the hell did he want with me?
Before you could fully think about that one, Jenny came back, seemingly packing up her files and folders Not saying a word to you. So, you spoke up.
“You really gonna let him do this?!”
She rolled her eyes. “You’ll be fine. He’ll probably let you walk away, your record will stay spotless, and I won't have to deal with your bullshit-”
“Are you fucking insane?! Look at him he’s probably gonna assault me or rape me or something sketchy as hell.!”
“Not my problem.”
“Yes, it’s your problem. That's your fucking job!”
She turned to give you one last cold glare. “Well…nothing you haven't dealt with before.”
You were speechless. All you wanted to do was punch her across the face until she was out cold, but nothing would come out.
She made her way out the door but turned out to give you one last glare. “Happy Holidays motherfucker.” she said.
You were slouched in your seat, arms crossed, eyes looking down in disbelief. From the second you got a good look at his guy, you knew he was bad news. You had yet to learn what would happen or where you would end up next. You snapped out of your thoughts when a certain voice appeared.
“Hi.” He said, sounding almost chipper.
You didn’t respond, just stared at him, arms still crossed. He took another sip of his drink before continuing. “What’s your name?”
“...Mazie.” You said hesitantly.
He sucked in a breath. You weren't sure what that meant, but you had no time to think about it before he continued talking.
“How old are you Mazie?”
You hesitated. What kind of creepy ass shit was he into?
“16.” You said sharply. You couldn’t let down your guard for one second. You were tough and not to be messed with, and this guy needed to know that.
You noticed how he hesitated again. He took one last sip of his drink before standing up off the stool and making his way towards you,but still giving you some space.
“Wanna go for a ride?”
“Not really, no.” You quickly said.
He hummed. “May I?” he said, gesturing to the seat across from you in the booth you were still sitting in.
“It's a free country isn't it?” You said. He took that as a yes.
“I’m Max.” He reached out his hand as an offering. You pondered for a moment, then shook his hand.
“What do you want with me, Max?”
He let out a slight dry chuckle. “I’m not gonna hurt you, Mazie. If that's what your thinking”
“Soooo…you just gonna let me go? Pay a random woman 7.000 cash to let a random 16-year-old free out of what…the goodness of your heart?”
“I need your help.”
“With what?”
“Come with me.”
He led you outside. Waiting for you both was a sleek, black, sports car you presumed was Max’s. He opened the door for you and gestured for you to get in.
“Fuck no.” You spat.
“I told you I’m not gonna hurt you-”
“And why should I believe you?”
He was about to open his mouth but stopped himself.
“You can’t really I guess.”
That caught you off guard. For some reason it made you trust him a tiny bit more. For whatever reason, you were definitely interested in whatever skeam he had planned.
He reached into the car and pulled out a wad of cash. “Here,” he said, throwing it to you.
You caught it and took a look. $1,000 dollars cash was sitting in the palm of your hand. You tried to remain natural and chill. “What’s this for?” you asked.
“That’s your cut.”
“You shouldn’t be drinking and driving.”
“And you shouldn’t be alone on the streets of New York.”
“I shouldn’t be talking to strangers ethier. Let alone getting in the car with them.”
“Let’s not be strangers then, huh?”
The car ride was quiet. He put on some sort of Christmas music on low volume as he drove. The city was alive and bright. People and families crowding the streets, once again making you think of your family and what you used to have. Those thoughts came to a halt as he pulled into a large parking garage next to what you assumed to be Max’s apartment building. A doorman created the two of you as he led you to the elevator. The both of you still hadn’t said a word since the bar.
He opened the door and motioned for you to go inside.
“You think I'm dumb or something? I’m not going in there.”
He rolled his eyes before looking at you. “This entire apartment complex is filled head to toe with multiple alarm systems, 4 Security guards only a couple floors down, one of which you met and knows your face, and constantly servailed cameras in every corner.”
You just stared at him, trying to think of something to say. He beat you to it.
“And if you wanted to leave, I would let you leave.”
You nodded, and walked in.
His apartment was smaller than you expected, but you were mainly surprised about how clean it was.
“Cool Place.” You said.
He took his jacket off and put his keys down.
“You can sleep on the couch, or leave if you want. No drugs. No coming into my room.”
He slammed the door, not giving you another look. “Coolio.”
This is gonna be interesting.
——-
The clanging of pots and pans startled you. You turned to see max preparing some kind of breakfast.
“Morning.” He said.
You didn’t reply, just stood still. Taking in and remembering all of the events that took place the night before. He continued.
“What’s your favorite movie?”
Out of everything he could’ve said, you didn’t expect those word to come out of her mouth. “What’s my favorite movie?”
He nodded.
“Interstellar.” You said without taking your eyes off him, trying to keep up the tough exterior.
“Really? Why?”
“I like space and I have daddy issues.” You said bluntly. He made a mental note to check in on that later. He continued, “I think it's a classic.”
“You like that one?” You said surprised as you took a sip of the coffee he gave you.
“Yeah. It's always been a favorite of mine.”
“Damn, I can’t believe you’ve actually seen that film.”
“I haven’t.” He said, giving you a glare.
“What?”
“I lied.”
“Why?”
“To trick you.”
“Okay?” You were thoroughly confused.
Max got up. “That’s what I’m gonna teach you to do.”
You sat in silence as he grabbed a stack of newspapers and but the on the coffee table in front of you. “Read those. Front to back.”
You scoffed and picked up the papers. “Are you fucking kidding me?”
“Where’s that money I gave you?”
“In my jacket.”
He grabbed it and turned to you. From now on, every time you curse I get 100 back.”
“Fuck that, that’s my money!”
He pulled it away before you could grab it back from him.
“Another 100 gone. 800 left.” He put the remaining money back on the table and you immediately put it into your pants pocket.
“Where are you going?” You said.
“Out. I’ll be back later. Read those or leave.”
He slammed the door.
You just stood there.
How did the fuck did I get here?
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queermentaldisaster · 3 months
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HELLOOOOOOO MOOTIE!! QUESTION FER YA
Are you a solider a poet or a king? (Quiz linked)
Smth just for fun :3 K THATS ALL BYEEEEE
You: It's just for fun!
Me: okay!
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*gets called TF out*
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sincerely-nines · 10 months
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sketches before i go (mostly that magic academy au silly)
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(dont ask why zed looks menacing he's up to no good probably!) i just imagine tango is sick so jimmy is without a lab partner for alchemy but zed steps up and then they manage to blow up the whole fucking room idk + grian&pearl do a little teasing of their little brother aw
okay thats all byeeeee
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