#now its big brain time!
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How are you ruined?
ruined by loneliness
you are so lonely. you are miserable in your solitude. you hate that you cannot bring yourself to reach out, to ask for help. you will be forgotten by all who never knew you. your biggest fear is that you will die alone, and you know this fear will be seen to fruition. you refuse to extend yourself beyond the box that others put you in. and it is a box that no one dare come near. you are lonely because you are afraid of yourself.
ruined by fury
you are angry. you are angry and everyone knows it. the fire within you will not die, cannot die. for if it dies, you wont have a reason to burn. your rage simmers close to your chest, it boils near something you wont touch. you are angry because it is easier than anything else. you are angry because you choose it over pain. you are ruined because you cannot feel anything but your own ire.
Tagged by: @epitomees (thanks!!♡)
Tagging: @quillheel, @musesofthesun (Yui perhaps? :3c), @tvstarkuma, @tacitusauxilium, and setting this out like a nice pie on the window to cool for anyone who wants to steal it (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧
#masterpiece ;; MEME#muse ;; ryoji mochizuki#muse ;; ken amada#now its big brain time!#both are pretty well fitting but its those last two lines in fury o u c h
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slaying while slaying 🔪🩸
still + alt color:
#art#dnncats#astarion#my beloved#baldurs gate 3#bg3#astarion art#havent been active w art but big news this man has me in a GRIP#going 2 ramble in the tags a bit for those who Care!!!#the brain has been rotting ovr bg3 for like. 2 months now#ive done 2 playthrus (1 current) so far and bro ive only ever romanced this fucking guy its so over 4 me.......i cant deny him#i love him so much my chaotic neutral bf wife#ive gotten my ass beat by abdirak in the goblin camp every time for his approval#its actually so serious LMFAOO#anw more astarion art 2 come hopefully hehehe <3
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wizard of both ways
#pokemon#swsh#champion leon#wizard leon! Ive messed arounf with this piece for literal months#and like yesterday my brain was like okay either you finish this or you explode and die#so. been finishing this up#now I can return to work in peace....#this is! also a revision of an old design#which was kinda made up as I was goin so it wasnt the most coherent thing. but I was like well. its a wizard design#cowboy wizard... sword and pen..... being in two places at the same time..... this is what this wizard is about now#the number of wizard leons Ive got is still at a round ten rn I think. into this new year I'd like to shore up and make a zine for em#got a big to do list this year... hope I get to everything#but for now. we return to the good work. we live n we see#have a good day guys! I get a snack now. a botato jacket. I wish u the opportunity for the same
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ayoo guess who finally sat down and caught up with cultivate B)
is me. so you know what that means.
spoiler warning for cultivate ch 30-37
there was actually.... more things i wanted to draw but I already did so many I had to physically restrain myself hfsjkkdh anyway yes can you tell i love this fic very much
yet once again. cultivate by the wonderful @neonghostcat
#liushen#cultivate#cultivate: slow life on a monster infested mountain#mu qingfang#tagging him as well since theres lot of focus on him lol#and shen jiu as well u have to excuse me I love them they're meow meows#there was gonna be more sj content also but he ended up being cut in the end#wait- hdfdfhkj probably shouldnt talk about cutting something and SJ in the same sentence lmao jhfksdhfk ok bad joke sorry#anyway aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa absolutely deceased with all that has been revealed and covered in the past few chapter#actually dead wonderful powerful talented incredible showstopping never seen before#my most favourite part of cultive is its mysteries without a shadow of a doubt they're so intriguing and the reveal is ALWAYS sooo satisfyi#so the chain reaction of so many answers of the big ones tm? chefs kiss MWA#speaking of mysteries i never mentioned it before because I didn't know how to incorporate it without it being awkward but#for the longest time one particular piece of info has been rotting in my brain#and it was the off-hand comment on of the aqueduct by LQG#it is SO SILLY but THATS the one that has been just spinning in my brain FROM THEN ON ALL THE TIME it is indeed not the actually much coole#checkovs guns that have been setup nooo it was THIS hjkjsdfhksd I HAD TO KNOW where that was going AND NOW I KNOW I CAN REST EASY jsdhfkd#so yeah absolutely wonderful chapters indeed beautiful powerful#also some of you may noticed that time and time again I keep switching up the seniority between bai zhan and qian cao#and i have to formally apologize for that it is in fact not out of lack of attention to the text I'm just shdjkas#if im not mistaken qian caos position is not set in stone in canon so its free for grabs to put it in any of the free spots on the list#so i should respect neonghostcats (beloved i am so sorry) list in this case but i physically couldn't bring myself to write mqf as shidi#HSAJHS im sorry i am so biased and from doctors family i cannot put him in my head in peak seniority so low I'm sry i am legally not allowe#so lets just pretend i wrote it correctly ok sadhkas eyes closed xD#OOF th etags got long this time but im just SOOOO EXCITED WITH THIS FIC AND GOT FEELINGS OK BYE#anyway neonghostcat godspeed recovery buddy!!#also i hope using neonghostcat isnt like....calling u by your full name hdkfh but no idea to which parts i should shorten it either so hah
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"Game Michael and Movie Mike would hate each other-" Yes yes I know that but what I wanna see is Game Michael comforting young Movie Vanessa.
I wanna see Michael making sure the things that happened to him never happen to her.
#definitely going to get art of him holding her commed at some point because big brother Michael....means everything to me#i could write a fic about this#time traveling ballpit and he finds vanessa and is like “oh i got to protect her”#and when he finds her its too late and shes already seen the horrors but hes like “and u wont have to see anymore” and just....#takes her to his home(?) and is like “im ur cool older brother now”#and shes like “okay👍 but why are you purple”#my brain is fried send help#fnaf#fnaf movie#vanessa afton#vanessa shelly#michael afton#five nights at freddy's
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Imagine if Jin Zixuan DID yeet his brother from another mother (🥲) down the stairs.
Meng Yao: I'm your brother. Happy birthday! 🥰
Jin Zixuan: There can only be one. YEET
I am truly sad he didn't; think of the 'No Doubles' memes that we could have had...
#ask#Convoluted edit...my apologies...but do you see my vision?#Original text is: 'jesus was kin with god and was executed because the roman emperor said no doubles.'#I sort of recall CQL/The Untamed having JZX kicking Meng Yao but I could be imagining it#My memory is bad. As I keep reminding everyone. Do not ask me to recall things. I have brain damage. And an attention disorder.#I'm a big fan of the theory of Jin Zixuan and Meng Yao being born same day AND year. Adds to the drama. Tragic not-really-twins#Also sitting here right now and realizing that their arcs go in the reverse direction of each other.#Parallels in the way your mirror image is the opposite reflection of you.#Every empty space one leaves is filled by the other. Every gain one makes the other diverts in the opposite direction.#Oh no I think its time to write another essay.
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Happy Birthday Ell!
@intotheelliwoods
Based on this post where 2al big leo is a lear's macaw, sprout is a spix macaw, and poptart is a quaker parakeet (blue mutation)
My first 2al fanart and it's birds haha
Maybe in the 2al birb verse they all get to be together hmmm?
I hope you had an amazing day and have an amazing year ahead of you, you deserve it!
#i tried haha#how convenient that a green and red macaw wing looks exactly like peepaw's raph robo arm#i had to add more colors sorry#and i tried so hard with those eye bananas#i think im happy with what i came up with#yes sprout's prosthetic has a flamethrower still#anyway now that this is done#its time for dash#2 arms left fanart#wren tries to art#2al fanart#also no this is not the intended fanart i was going to make#its all in my brain#all of it#its still cooking#also this was the first time i realized that big leo and medium leo have different colors i love that
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i swear im normal about him
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#hashiart#undertale au#dusttale#dust!sans#dust sans#i just like cryptid dust the most.......#hes so.......... ;o;#if he showed up in the middle of the night to kill me i would go out askin for a kiss like.... nothin to lose everything to gain babyyyyyyy#i was just in the big mood for teeth and like.....cryptid dust was perfect for it........#possibly uh#eye strain#maybe? idk its a lotta red#really do be having the most inconsistent art style like lmao im just doin whatever at this point#like i am SO excited for yall to see this hehehe#glowing teeth has forever changed my brain chemistry and now all i do is post teeth art in the 'cord and my queue is basically out kjsdhfsfs#also wont be new art for a week or two! family is in town and i just want to spend time with them <3
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Pajamas
#still trying to get the hang of drawing tummies#I always forget theres like. stuff between the collarbone and the hips. sometimes I forget hips exist 🗿#my brains so used to it now that drawing like. riblines and stomachs feels like the body is ‘””’too long’#I pose in the mirror a lot for reference and she ends up being my guinea pig 🧍#I cant do complex stuff comfortably though. I have a hard time wrapping my head around foreshortening#walking around in a crop top and underwear is funnn. maybe they were right about those#swimsuit outfits. I want to draw more like these#no not swimsuit I was thinking of the fucking. the big jakt or big pant post. you already know which one I fall under#my art#myart#doodles#my oc#oc#Augusta#partial nudity#OH THAT WAS THE WORD I WAS TRYING TO THINK OF#I posted this in another server but I felt the need to spoiler it and I couldn’t remember the word#like its not suggestive and there are no genitals. but shes technically in her underwear and showing a lot of skin#cw partial nudity
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peeby
#adventure time#princess bubblegum#bonnibel bubblegum#my art#goodies#big silly grin face is real fun to draw#also this beush no i meant brysg. no...#this beush FUCJING HELL. this brus . okay. this brusg WHAT THE FUXK.#this brush is fun :] its like a little highlighter brush i made but it looks nice for lineart(?)(sketches?) too methinks#had to leave the brush typos in there like that shit is actually impressive what was that like 4 or 5 failed attempts in a row?#okY is that legible tho. i wasnt using much punctuation because you cant use commas in tags and actually i think that has fuckedup my brain#because i hardly use commas now unlss im being serious. if you cant tell what im saying Well thats okay im being mysterious and aloof#its very charming. you're charmed.
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a wild assortement of comic wip screenshots and a random doodle that i posted to twitter but not here
(this doodle here is of Raal (aka demise before he became a deity) but whatever happens here isnt anything 'canon', i just randomly doodled him to try a loosen up my painting style bc when i work on the comic i tend to concentrate too much of rendering it perfectly and i dont like that)
#ganondoodles#doodles#art#i am so very tired#too tired for tags#btw i do love and read every ask i get but damn i just dont have the energy to reply to most#and i feel so guilty#i wish i could make a warning show up when someone wants to send me an ask#that just says -yo i love and cherish and reread all asks but unfortunately have zero energy to reply but chances are it made me cry-#given the asks isnt mean spirited or straight up bots#which my impsoter brain sometimes still tries to make me think#like either woo look at all those people LYING to your face#but i have grown alot since those days and now its mostly just#so look what a nice and lovely absolutely beautiful ask this person send you and you disrespectful fool are not answering it shame upon you#thats most likely why i have been getting less and less and man i feel so bad#like when its asks about drawing advice i either dont know what to say bc i dont have any idea what im doing eihter#or bc i plan a giant response with a big ass illustrated tutorial even tho i know i neither got the time or energy for it#but still cant answer then bc wait you wanted to make a tutorial you cant answer it just like that#and when its a super nice compliment about my art i just#dont know how to express my gratitude and silently reread it time and time again never answering it bc then it would be gone from the inbox#;__;#alright falling asleep brain better not have written sth i will regret reading tomorrow#i think this is the longest tags i put on a completely unrelated post of mine#if you have read all these tags send me an ask only containing the name of your fav fruit and i will make you a little pixel sprite of it
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tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"
#bakuspeech#number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u#he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up#(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out)#we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment#and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here#but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something#but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku#but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this#this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and#that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing#but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it#its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with#and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually#I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay#but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol#not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real#and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself#and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god#that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao#but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them#have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway
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#maybe i am a little annoyed or. whatever over stuff i put some effort into getting right clicked and saved and cropped and posted on twitter#or pinterest or wherever#even tho its not really '''art'''' technically so ? am i allowed to feel like that? idk#it feels silly to get frustrated over.. screenshots and gifs and little mods i never even published#but things do take time to make and then seeing them posted by someone who talks about how much they like thembut not where they found them#or who put that effort into making them......... ahh#And. because i dont know how im supposed to feel im definitely not gonna roll up to people like 'hey i made this credit me now' because#i tell myself who cares its not that big of a deal. but then it is . but it isnt.#i have bigger problems but when its late and my brains getting empty i think too much about nothing#★
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❗️NEWGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSANIMALSGLASSAN-
#glass animals#honestly i wore out dreamland sm my brain took a lonnng break from expecting anything from them?? idk i’m just huh????#like….. when i say wore out#i cannot describe how much i listened to it#i usually have some vague idea even if it’s a ridiculous number#like 52 times in a month for an album or something (has happened)#i cannot recall w this#gonna say bc 2020 & they were Literally the last band i saw live. next morning everyone found out about everything annd lockdown. no joke#so it was big dreamland time when it dropped and revisiting their past albums when i broke out of its spell lmao#(pretty sure before that like january was when i listened to déjà vu 100+ times in a row tho so oop. it was a tough day lol)#anyway seeing this aww man. i really have had this band with me for a long long time. 🥹 i remember hearing gooey on the radio one night#driving home from work late @ night in 2014. the drive was so short i couldn’t be arsed to fish out my ipod & plug it in#sometimes so just popped on a good station i had preset. started the car and heard this *voice* and i was like who????#had to check the station bc it was an alt station and i thought i had it on another one which was fine i was just v confused#it was in the middle of the song & i was immediately anxious to know the name hoping i’d hear it & it wouldn't just flow into the next song#then the dj would pile the names together after x number of songs played bc i was tiired (but woulda stayed in the car ngl). got lucky &#ran inside to find it then yelled at my roommate the next day that she HAD to listen to it during a smoke session after work#(i was right & it blew her miiind)#god. what a fucking time. what a fucking band. idk what the disc horse is surrounding them now since they blew up via tiktok#i’m sure people are v quick to say they’re overrated bc of that but idk & i’m glad i don’t know. they’ll always be this#highly inventive incredible band i stumbled upon for the perfect night drive home after a long long shift#a band that came back from a Horrible accident that should have ended 1 of their lives & somehow didn’t & should have ended them#as a band (like still cannot believe Joe was drumming in 2020 & i saw it with my own eyes like how tf???!?)#a band deserving of all of its successes. glass animals forever
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When given a miraculous fossil, Breme transforms into BREME DUKE.
(Lore under the cut)
These Super Evolvers are exceptionally rare, and their existence is not widely known outside of fossil fighting circles.
The Fighter's Association deems them to be among one of the hardest super evolvers to train, and it is actually illegal in most places to keep a Breme Duke if you are not a certified master fighter.
There is good reason for this, as not only is it greatly enhanced in its power and vampiric traits, but it also has gained a massive boost to its intelligence. It is in fact so intelligent that experts believe that it is at least as smart as Ryden, who are known to be smart enough to converse with humans. There's no evidence that Breme Dukes can also converse with humans, but it's thought that they are either physically incapable of speech and lack telepathy or they can but simply choose not to.
Breme Dukes are very social, and they tend to dominate social interactions with both vivosaurs and humans alike. Regular Breme are almost always subordinate to Dukes, following them around and even taking orders from them without question.
There is one documented case of a rogue Breme Duke that had been found leading an unusually large pack of normal Breme in a (thankfully remote) forested region, where they decimated the local wildlife and drove out all other rogues in the area.
The pack evaded capture for a long time, as they engaged in eerily human methods of warfare that fighters were not prepared for. They were organized and coordinated in a way that should not have been possible for a regular pack of Breme. Even after most of the Breme were rounded up, their leader remained at large for quite a while, and took a huge team of experienced fossil fighters with their own Super Evolvers just to deal with it. It is rumored that the Breme Duke had been destroyed after the incident for safety reasons.
In order to be able to properly raise a Breme Duke, one MUST have a strong will and incredible patience. These vivosaurs are stubborn and headstrong, they will not listen to a fighter who they think is beneath them. If one can show it the best of their skills as a fossil fighter, with strong, well-trained vivosaurs at their side, a Breme Duke will likely be willing to fight in fossil battles for them.
Even if one has earned the respect and companionship of a Breme Duke, they need lots of things to keep them happy. They become understimulated very quickly. These vampire vivosaurs will get into anything and everything. They have opposable thumbs and the brains to do whatever they want. One may have some luck in introducing them to human or dinaurian games, as they are fast learners and likely would be able to comprehend how to properly play.
Breme Dukes, as with most vivosaurs, get the most enrichment from fossil battles, where they can use the full extent of their cunning and FP/LP stealing skills to decimate the opposition, as well as bond with teammates and their fighters.
#fossil fighters#fossil fighters champions#my doodles#zesty's ramblings#fan vivosaurs#breme duke: aw yea its big brain time#breme duke was shown on this blog before but now it has a name and lore#no stats though#not yet anyway#it'd be a direct upgrade to Breme#like Galdrac it is a menace#but it is far more intelligent than a Galdrac#this is a vivosaur you could play chess with#and there's a good chance it will win
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"I can fix him" "i can make him worse"
I can put him in therapy and make him learn communication skills
#winter speaks#for legal.purposes this is just a silly rant#the i and him are boyh me#character growth ia all well and good h til.youre tge one doin it and then its like oh. oh ouch. oh big ouch wtf o want off the ride#bjt the ridw is necessary and its akin to draggimg a toddler to.the dentisg#i only vaguely understand wjats happening and what to do and im trying myndamndesy to git the square throuhh the cir le#and iyll work but no kne will be happy abouy it for at least a few weeks#and i have to do.little letters of today inlearned bc my brains so fucked right now i cannit remmeber the lessons unless#i write them fifty fuck times#i am so tired and brumpy about existance today and i am working a twelve hour shift#but tofay i learned my nose was in fact most likely broken when i was like sevem ir eigjt#and kts not a normal thing to brush your teeth til the gums bleed thats nit how they get clean#so this weekend i get to research dental heigiene bc i just never did iy bc it fuckin hurt and i finallu know#where the bump on my nose came from. my head wishes to be lut through comcrete
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