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butmakeitgayblog · 1 year

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So do we think Clarke's would say "Life is about more than just surviving" or "I'll always be with you"?

Ok listen

There's arguments for both.

For the first one, imagine her saying those words in that moment in the tent. She doesn't even know why she says them, or why they come to mind at all other than the fact that it just feels so fitting for everything she's going through. Everything that's so jumbled up with this girl she can't wrap her head around, and yet also can't seem to get out of her head. But she says them, and then they kiss, and it feels... like so much more than she can handle in that moment. She can't even begin to think about what it might mean.

Then fastforward and there she is holding Lexa in her arms and, goddamn it all, Lexa says them. She says them like it's a sweet memory; a secret understanding just between them. Through that half broken and weak smile, like she's admitting Clarke was right, again. Lexa says them like it's not the end of the world for Clarke. Because she knows. She hears those words and she knows this is it, and there's nothing left to fight for. So holds her, and says goodbye to her. Sends her soulmate off with a blessing and one final kiss.

If it were the other one, the "I'll always be with you" that's written on her, imagine how it would've felt for Clarke. She may have only just allowed herself to let go of her anger, but she knows what she feels for Lexa. Or, at least, she thought she did... Because Lexa says her final words and breathes her last breath into their kiss, and as she cries, Clarke realizes... they weren't what's written. It's like a knife to the chest because those words, Lexa's last words, they were not what's written. But then they meet in the City of Light and Lexa feels so damn real when they hug and kiss. She's real as she's urging Clarke to go because she's barely going to make it out of there with her life. But she doesn't even think before she grabs Lexa and pulls her back, because if this is her one last chance, she's going to tell this girl that she loves her. Those stupid, meaningless words be damned.

But then... Lexa says it.

She says them, the words that are written. She says them with that smile that shines more in her eyes than anywhere else.

She says them like that's what she'd meant to say all along.

And it's a blessing, and so very much a curse, because now Clarke knows. She knows what she's always known since the last time she held Lexa in her arms. But she also knows... this is it. This really is their last moment. She'll really be gone after this, and suddenly she's lost her all over again.

#did you know you can't add polls to other people's posts?#cuz I found out the hard way just now #clexa #i have insomnia and these are the things I think about #but I'm going to bed now so am intrigued to see what this will say in the morning 😴#secret third option #'fuck you andi just fuck you' <<< I get it. ouch. but I get it #anyway goodnight 💕🙏

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oblivious-troll · 1 year

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Happy Birthday Salim!

Bonus stuff under cut :) I tried to be creative but it didn't come out too well 😅

I wanted something romantic, to imply intimacy in a shadow so I made this:

But then I thought it would look better with a sunset lighting so I changed it to this:

Anyway, here's it without the shadow and only the shadow:

#salim othman #house of ashes #jalim #jason kolchek #jason x salim #hoa #dark pictures house of ashes #my art #fanart #Salim's Birthday #idk if Jason's in this enough to tag it as him but I'm doing it anyway lmao #posting at 5am because I've just finished spending hours on this and can't wait #going to bed now because I'm tired 😴#this is one of my art pieces that makes me remember WHY I never draw backgrounds

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winslowat3am · 2 years

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Pumpkin Pie for the ask game

Pumpkin Pie: Favorite drink? 🍻

Hmm. Never thought about it. My current favorite go to drink is Starbucks' dragon fruit refresher with lemonade. Fuck, that's some tasty shit. 😩 It's literally all I drink other than coffee & fruit infused water (lil tip: if you hate forcing yourself to drink several cups of water daily then add some fruit &/or edible flowers & mint to it), lol. I actually really like alcohol, too. Mostly wine & the strong stuff. Tequila & vodka shots all day. But maybe coffee is my favorite? Just cause there's so much you can do to it to change the flavor & then there's iced coffee, which happens to be my ult fave? ☕ Know what I'm saying? 😏 *Nudge, wink* 🎵 These are a few of my favorite tings! 🎶

#gonna answer a few of these then I'm going to schleep (sleep) 😴#ask game #bakery asks #🍰#I love herbal tea too it's like a close second to coffee #Actually I'm going to bed now I'll answer more later

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ppulverse · 3 months

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patrick and teresa are so pathetically in love atp homegirl really wanted him to protest against the idea of her moving to dc with marcus and felt lowkey disappointed that he actually supported the idea 💀 but it was so painfully obvious that he wasn't comfortable with that but he didn't wanna interfere with her decision bc although he doesn't want her to be away from him he just wants her to be happy and he knows marcus is treating her right and he's probably thinking "oh he's so much better for her than i could ever be" and 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 fuck this show i haven't cared this much about a ship in YEARS

#calli watches the mentalist #it's been a while #stopped watching it a few months ago but then my therapist asked me if i had finished it #and when i said no she encouraged me to do so bc it'd be good to have a moment to relax #so she suggested watching it before bed #bc allegedly watching an episode of something before bed could help me sleep better bc i'd be more relaxed #i don't think she was counting on the heatwave making me sleep all day and consequentially stay up all night though #my blood pressure goes 📉📉📉📉📉 when it's too hot and i end up going 😴😴😴😴#anyway i'm rambling. guess i'm sleepy now #but i'm staying up until 12 pm i can't miss soobin's cover #🌙.txt

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wellthatsclever · 1 year

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Pros of fasting: burning off old fat stores, autophagy, clarity and calm, practically no anxiety, not worried about what to say in conversations/just chillin, better & brighter eyesight, really vivid dreams, really deep sleep, and actual processing of old trauma

Cons: reallllly sleepy, nausea, cant eat mindlessly so actually have to face my boredom

#obviously the pros far outweigh the cons #but now im laying in bed before going to my second job in half an hour and im so sleepy and it feels like I'm on a cloud #😴

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ndcgalitzine · 1 year

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#there are sooo many things I need to do before my flight on saturday #and yet I just spent the last 5 hours doing absolutely nothing at all #and it's now 9:20pm and I think I'm just gonna go to bed 😴😴

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yohankang · 2 years

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your post about your coworkers.. GOD i feel that in my soul 😭 like why cant society just accept the fact that some people dont want to have kids!!! and the fact that not every woman is gonna have a husband 🙄 every time i tell a woman in her late 30s-40s that im never having children she looks at me like im a sad little puppy because 'im surely gonna regret it' 🙄 and the fact that this is all they can talk about too.. anyway i hope the rest of your night is gonna be better now!! 💖

the pitiful looks i get when i say i don't want to have kids... i had so many women tell me that 'i need to grow up/mature' to make this decision... like shut the fuck up i'm 26 this year 😭 and i don't want your advice or your pity. and no i'm not going to find the right man any time soon

#it just hit me how little we have in common. i look at the world from entirely different perspective #and now i'm missing my friends 😭#i need to go to sleep before i get too angry or sad lmao #it's after midnight already so i'm going straight to bed 😴 goodnight!#answered

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tasertot · 16 days

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🎀Alicia Edwards🎀

#the sims 4 #showusyoursims #oc: Alicia🎀#Alright last one for tonight #It's 5am I'm going to bed now😴🌃

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le-velo-pour-dru · 9 months

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OMG GUYS I DIDN'T EVEN HIT POST LIMIT!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDD 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳

#dru speaks #I THOUGHT FOR SURE I WOULD WITH ALL THE DALLONPOSTING I DID EARLIER!!!!!!!!!!#that's craaaaaaazy :DD #ok goodnight i'm going to bed now 😴 cause i got SCHOOL in the morning

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bitchkay · 9 months

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I need to stop talking to myself cus why tf am I pacing around my room at 3 am talking about some random fuck shit

I'm not even talking about anything either I'm literally telling a story to the invisible audience like

Going up to my mirror like it's my companion💀

"You know what I'm saying?" Yes tf I know what you're saying I hear your fucking thoughts bitch

#i haven't slept in... alot of hours--#I DID EAT THO I REMEMBERED TO EAT #(not having any background that probably sounds alarming but i... haven't eaten alot today SO YES I DID REMEMBER TO EAT A MEAL)#ive been complaining how im tired and my head hurts since 5pm and yet i haven't knocked my pillow yet #I'M KNOCKING OUT NOW I SWEAR #WRAPPED UP IN MY BLANKETS RN #SNUG AS A BUG IN A RUG MF #IM GONNA SLEEP SO TIGHT TONIGHT #THE BED BUGS WONT EVEN FATHOM TO BITE BRUH #me soon(hopefully--): honk mi mi mi mi mi😴😴 honk mi mi mi mi mi mi😴😴#one of these days im just gonna take a melatonin cus why my body dont wanna shut down like nigga it be 7am until i get to them Zzz's y'know #7am is crazy cus thats when id be waking up to go to school #AND ITS AUGUST I START BACK COLLEGE IN SEPTEMBER BRUH #YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT IS GOING TO BE TO SLEEP NORMALLY #I HOT CLASS 5 DAYS A WEEK THIS SEMESTER #AND THAT'S JUST MY STANDARD SCHEDULE I NEED TO ADD SOME CLASSES TO IT TOO #why am i yelling #im a full time student but i usually get one day out of the week that i don't have a class but the elective i chose is on that day #so im like well damn i kinda did this to myself #the classes that i need to add to my schedule only run on certain days so i already know im gonna be a little booked this coming semester #and look I've already made it a habit to stay longer there anyway #cus the painting room😍😍😍#i cant do art at my house. plain and simple.#cus one my room is small some of the shit in my room(finished paintings and shit) cant even fit in here anyway #the vibes in this environment is terrible i cant get to work here(which is the most important part btw)#my family is NOSEYYYYTFHHSJDJSHDG #like shut the fuckUPPPPOHFXGUGFYH #i like having a space where i can go to make art and i feel good in the space and i feel good in the art space #not to say i hate living at home(i do) but its.... not it. not it at all.#kay just saying shit

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starrynights-sunnyskies · 17 days

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as the flowers bloom, my heart does too ⋆*·ﾟmisa x putellas!reader, social media au, (6/-)

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when your relationship ends and all you want to do is hide and cry, flowers suddenly start to appear on your doorstep.

or; misa hating to see a pretty girl cry and suffer and going out of her way to cheer her up while staying anonymous

fic: coming

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albaps9: las mujeres más importantes de mi vida. mama, ale y mi chiquita ynn 💘 (pretend you're on here pls 😭) Liked by yourusername, alexiaputellas, marialeonn16 and 703 others

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marialeonn16 And still Yn is my favourite putellas 🤪 ↳ yourusername i like you

bff1 my second family!! 😍 ↳ albaps6 yeah you're the deranged cousin liked by yourusername

alexiaputellas My entire world in one picture 😊 ↳ albaps6 minus nala 🤣 ↳ yourusername wtf what about your girlfriend?????? ↳ alexiaputellas She's my entire universe. liked by yourusername ↳ albaps6 🤢

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marisabel_rguez: What's up? 🧤 Liked by sofie.svava, marialeonn16, bff3 and 12,377 other

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yourusername the sky ↳ bff1 i was just about to say that 😭 ↳ bff2 our friend group has four braincells in total, you both sometimes have none of those ↳ bff3 @/bff2 I wholeheartedly think you should give the two of us a little more credit than having only four? ↳ username1 oh hey y'all 🤔

yourusername i love seeing you in dark blue 😍 liked by marisabel_rguez ↳ yourusername oh and i'd say break a leg for the next match, but pls don't ): ↳ marisabel_rguez Everything better than your heart. This comment is no longer available ↳ bff1 yikes no, break her bed instead. This comment is no longer available

jennihermoso Siiiiii

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m 💌 And aaaah you know what I love to see you in? Black! (or nothing) 😊 you somehow i knew this crossed your mind the second i commented m 💌 We know each other too well now, jajaja. you quick! think fast! what word am i thinking of? m 💌 Daisies? you ohhh valid, one of my favourites! m 💌 I know. you but no, cannoli of course m 💌 🙃😉🙂 you misa i will actually slap you m 💌 I'm stronger you i'm scrappy and grew up fighting with alba m 💌 Fair 😅 m 💌 I'm glad she forgave us faster than Alexia did. She's scary. you yea she looks all bark and no bite but she BITES. literally. still have a scar on my finger. m 💌 I need you to tell me that story one day. m 💌 So, do you bite too? Because I might be into that. you i think that you should know such things as my girlfriend 👋 m 💌 Aha... well, don't blame me. If we'd lived together I would have known 'such things' and more. you 😔 m 💌 I know. I miss you too. I wish we could live together though. you my work's here, love. i can't leave. and i don't think i can be without my family and friends just yet. i need them close. and you'll be busy all day and i know no one in madrid. m 💌 I know, I would never ask that of you. I just wish I could be around you more. Maybe I'm greedy or dramatic. I don't know. m 💌 I'll take the train to Barça as soon as I can. you no, my love. you already travel and work too much. i don't want you straining your mind and body, you have to take care of it. and you were here last time. i'll come when i can. m 💌 Alright, I know there's no talking you out of it, is there? you nope 😘 m 💌 Promise I'll see you soon? you promise! you i've got to run now. you better wear something dark blue next time i see you, byeeeee, i love you. m 💌 You better wear black or maybe just don't wear anything at all. Bye, querida, I love you more.

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yourusername: missing you 🌼🖤 Liked by marisabel_rguez, sofie.svava, ingridengen and 7,328 others

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bff2 amorrrrrr 🤗

sofie.svava a literal angel!! inside and out <3

janafernandez3 😍

alexiaputellas Muy guapa, laelia 💘

username1 Okay does that mean the anonymous flower sender has been you-know-who all this time? ↳ username2 WHAT, i'd almost forgotten about that! omfg! probably!! ↳ username3 what use does voldemort have buying flowers when he can't smell them

ingridengen Muy bonita 😚

liekemartens Liefie!!

salmaparalluelo The flowers!!?? ↳ yourusername 😇 ↳ ona.battle TELL US

username3 Okay 🔥

albaps9 hotshot 😎

username4 You? Who's you, ma'am?

marisabel_rguez Wearing black? ↳ yourusername yea, i was told i look good in it! ↳ marisabel_rguez Si, pero.... ↳ yourusername 🤫

bff1 ☺️

marialeonn16 My tiny laeliaaa 😊

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albaps9: hola, espwnt's biggest fans have touched down! (ft olga & yn 😗✌️) Liked by alexiaputellas, marisabel_rguez, jennihermoso and 783 others

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yourusername i'm still mad you stole my window seat ↳ albaps9 my luggage was lost for a day, so who wins?

marisabel_rguez 🤗🤝

marialeonn16 Missing you all!

alexiaputellas 🤩

alexiaputellas My favourite cheerleaders!

jennihermoso Oh great, now we'll definitely win with you clowns in the stands 😂 ↳ albaps9 😲 ↳ albaps9 be grateful we're here for you all!!!! ↳ alexiaputellas (They're only here for me, but sshh) liked by marisabel_rguez

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yourusername: 😊🇪🇸 Liked by alexiaputellas, liekemartens, marisabel_rguez and 4,398 others

liekemartens Next time we'll get you 😉🦁 ↳ yourusername you said that the last three times as well 🤭

marisabel_rguez Our good luck charm all day every day!

alexiaputellas My very own lucky charm since day one 🙂

albaps9 just a normal night of wag duties, hm? liked by 12 others

username1 lol ale and misa

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yourusername: 🖤 Liked by begovargas, alexiaputellas, sofie.svava and 1,293 others

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bff1 🖤 ↳ bff3 🖤 ↳ yourusername 🖤 ↳ bff2 🖤

begonavargas ily ❤️

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marisabel_rguez: Do you think it suits👔me? Liked by yourusername, haleyraso, bff2 and 16,352 others

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username1 the dad joke? no. the suit? HELL YES.

username2 🤤

username3 OOOOOh!!!

yourusername joooooder, dios mio! what the fuck!! This comment is no longer available ↳ yourusername WHY am i seeing this NOW? This comment is no longer available ↳ yourusername hostia puta, que es esto misa??? oye?? diga me! This comment is no longer available ↳ albaps9 oh now you've done it, you broke her 🤣 @/marisabel_rguez

↳ yourusername mami chula??? 😩📞 This comment is no longer available liked by marisabel_rguez ↳ alexiaputellas Callate, dios mio! You're embarrassing yourself. ↳ albaps9 you mean embarrassing you? 🤥 ↳ alexiaputellas Hmpf. Misa, I see that like. 🤨 liked by marisabel_rguez

username3 give me a gf who will drool over me like yn 😪

sofie.svava Looking gewd!

username4 Not Yn's fantasy coming to fruition 😂

username5 Yn's one moment away from saying i do lmaooo ↳ username6 At least Misa's already suited up 👀💍 ↳ username7 can you blame her??? ↳ username8 Looks like Alexia won, comments went ✨poof✨

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yourusername: recap of week 69 Liked by begovargas, albaps9, marisabel_rguez and 1,293 others

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albaps9 perdon?? como?? que???? 69-?? fucking hormonal teenager. what's up with you lately 🤣 ↳ albaps9 change the caption before ale sees it and the real fun starts

marisabel_rguez uuff 🤒

marisabel_rguez But don't lie...that was last week, no? ↳ yourusername oh yeah, whoopsies ↳ bff1 🕯escucha las palabras de las brujas de los secretos escondidos de la noche- 🕯

alexiaputellas The age I'll never reach because of the headaches you give me with captions and photos like these. ↳ yourusername disculpe 😇 ↳ alexiaputellas Sigh, you're happy, that's all that matters.

begovargas You cheek 🤣

janafernandez3 Prettyyyyy ✨

bff2 what was even the reason for that caption? 😆 ↳ bff3 It's time to buy a bigger freezer to put her in and help her cool down.

marialeonn16 How was the pizza? ↳ yourusername delish because it was made with love 😊

bff1 wiggle wiggle wiggle ↳ bff1 i still think my butt’s better

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alexiaputellas Put your phone away, por favor YN. Safe travels, answer me when you get there and not earlier unless you need me ❤️

albaps9 vroom vroom go to your woman!!! 😊

marisabel_rguez Are you serious??? marisabel_rguez Wait if you left five hours ago, you'll be here so soon already?? marisabel_rguez Y/N!!! 😱 marisabel_rguez Fuck I love you so so so much, amor. marisabel_rguez And I love that sweater on you 😭 yourusername i know 😉 marisabel_rguez No, please don't text me until you're here, okay? I'd like to have you as my girlfriend for as long as I can. Be safe. Delivered.

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a/n: happy weekend everyone, here are some flowers to brighten your days! 🌼🌻🌸🌼🌻🌸🌼🌻🌸

#misa rodriguez x reader #misa rodriguez one shot #woso x reader #woso imagine #woso social media au

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kaylatoonz · 25 days

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Movie Amy hybrid

Ok so I watched the Knuckles series with my sis and it was…. Disappointing …but kinda fun?

Anyway, I caved. Imma gonna post this somewhat knuckles-related movie Amy AU.

So back when we didn’t know much about the Knuckles series it inspired me to come up with a possible plot for the series that spiraled into a way to introduce Amy and an old fan theory.

Context:

Sonic and Knuckles head back to their home world for some one-on-one brotherly bonding on a quest to retrieve an ancient echidna war hammer.

Sonic and knuckles have strains and awkward relationships due to their past with their guardian/tribe.

Unbeknownst to the brothers another warrior who has some history with the echidna tribe

They eventually encounter the warrior who goes by Amy Rose, daughter of Tikal and Adam Rose.

Amy is a hedgehog echidna hybrid who wants to claim the war hammer as her right, which Knuckles strongly disagrees with.

With Sonic’s help, the two warriors come to a truce; they'll work together to find the hammer, and the most worthy one will claim their prize.

OK, that’s it for now, I have more ideas for this, but I'm too tired to write it. I've been up since 3 am. to watch the Knuckles series, I'm going to bed now.😴

#amy rose #sonamy #sonic movie 3 #movie amy rose #sonic the hedgehog #procreate #knuckles the echidna #knuckles series #i like it

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faeryarchives · 4 months

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you feel like home

summary: while they are students in a magical prestigious school, there is no doubt they are also experiencing something that magic can't solve tags: gender neutral reader, fluff just pure fluff recent works: i'm not jealous !! (savanaclaw x gn!reader) & octavinelle with a fischl like female reader! & to my beloved (octavinelle x gn!s/o)

・❥・let me take care of you: this man will not stop until he finish his work even if it means not eating the whole day or even sleeping! although he knows it's not good for his health but he doesn't want to get dump with works later on 😵‍💫 so you need to drag his ass back to bed 🤬 no no no you won't listen to any excuse + no you are not upset bexause of your lack of time together, you are upset because he isn't taking himself properly 🤒 he moment he relaxes on the bed, this one will be out as lightning, holding your hand in his as he sleeps away 😴 just promise him you’ll still be here when he wakes up

— RIDDLE ROSEHEARTS, trey clover, azul ashengrotto, jamil viper, rook hunt, sebek zigvolt

・❥・you are all i need: he is not the type who easily stressed on things or even give in to stress but once it did, he is a mess 🤯 normally things would go on his way, but with one thing bothering him after another - he looks more tired and done than normal and all he wanted was to rest and lay on your lap to recharge 😭 the moment they got their arms around you, they won't let go of you easily and would tell stories on how it is exhausting to not see you for a long time (even though its actually only been three days) + as they are talking your ear off they would fall in and out of sleep while laying on your lap 😴 don't try to push them away because they would cling to you harder 😤 all they need after a long day is to be with you

— ace trappola, cater diamond, LEONA KINGSCHOLAR, ruggie bucchi, floyd leech, MALLEUS DRACONIA, lilia vanrouge

・❥・give me just one minute: don't listen to this liar because his one minute turned into nearly 4 hours 😭 u know that he is used to managing his working hours but sometimes he pushes himself past his limits + tries to reassure you that everything is fine but would catch them almost slipping or being so exhausted they start to fall asleep in weird places/positions that is why you need to take matters in your own hands 👩🏻‍⚖️ but it was easier than expected because the moment you confronted them - there were no more fight in them and sleepily stumble in your arms 🫂🤍 just shower them with cuddles for now and scold them later 🧍🏻‍♀️

— deuce spade, jack howl, JADE LEECH, kalim al asim, vil schoenheit, epel felmier, idia shroud, SILVER

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larluce · 26 days

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Merlin as Arthur's familiar/Arthur's shapeshifter falcon AU

@dsabian , @theplatanitosqueal , @stressed-but-chill , @gregre369 , @chaosofbelievers , @thelordofabsolutelynothing , @another-tblr-fangirl , @aceauthorcatqueen , tagging you since you liked the other parts ^^

LINK TO THE OTHER PARTS: PART 1 , PART 2 , PART 3 , PART 4 , PART 5 , PART 6 (You're here) , PART 7

In Arthur's chambers.

Arthur: (sleeping peacefully)😴

Merlin: (flies above him, chirping and picking at him)

Arthur: (still half-asleep) Hmmm... Merlin, not now (covers himself with the blanket to go back to sleep)

Merlin: (changes to human form and falls on Arthur)

Arthur: (out of breath for a moment and shouts) What the-Merlin! 😠

Merlin: (very excited, jumping in Arthur's lap) It's happening! It's finally hapenning! 😄

Arthur: What is happening? (looks the sun isn't even up through the window) And so early? (rubs his eyes)

Merlin: The eggs! They're hatching! (gets off Arthur and runs to the window where the nest is)

Arthur: (getp up, drowsiness finally gone) What? Really? (runs to the nest too)

Merlin: (points at one egg) Look!

Chick 1: (gets out of his shell all damp with lots of bare, pink skin exposed)

Merlin: ...

Arthur: ...

Merlin: He... he is...

Arthur: Ugly?

Merlin: Was I like this when I was a chick?

Arthur: You are a magical entity, Merlin, you were never a chick.

Merlin: Oh, thank the gods!

Chick 2: (gets out of her shell)

Merlin: (smiles) Oh, this one is a female!😊

Arthur: How can you know so soon?

Merlin: Magical entity.

Arthur: Right. (waits a moment, but nothing happens) How long until the others hatch?

Merlin: It could take the entire day. (holds the eggs and the chicks carefully and puts them in Arthur's hands)

Arthur: (scared as fuck as he holds them) WOW! Wait! What are you doing?! 😨😱

Merlin: You have to keep them warm.

Arthur: (whisper yelling) I can't incubate them! I'm gonna crush them!

Merlin: You don't have to sit on them just hold them close to your body to keep them warm. Meanwhile (stretches his limbs and cracks his knuckles and neck) I'll stretch my wings for a bit. 😊

Arthur: You're leaving me with these little merlins just so you can take a fly?! 😠

Merlin: (suddenly serious) Yes, Arthur, I've been incubating them for a whole month without a single break and now I want to fly for a couple of hours. Is that too much to ask?

Arthur: ...

Merlin: (raises his voice) I said is that too much to ask?

Arthur: No, no, no, not at all. Go ahead.

Merlin: Awww, thank you 😄. I'll be back soon. (changes to bird form and flies away)

Arthur: ...

Arthur: (to the two chicks and the 3 eggs, holding them closely) Your mom is very scary, boys.

Chick 2: (chirps a little)

Arthur: And girl. Right, you're a girl. (walks to the bed very slowly, sits and yawns) There you go. Now I have to stay awake (yawns) until Merlin comes back.

3 hours later. Arthur is asleep again, the chicks and the eggs close to his bare chest.

Chick 1 and 2: (chirp loudly)

Arthur: (half asleep) Shut up, Merlin (about to move, but suddenly remembers) The chicks! (completely awake now, but doesn't dare to move and looks down fearfully, thinking) Please be alive, please be alive.

Chick 3: (comes out of his shell)

Arthur: (sighs in relief and smiles) Only two more left. (holds carefully the chicks and the eggs with his hands and sits slowly) Oh, you're fluffy now. (taps chick 1 and 2 on the head whose plumage now is white and downy) You're still ugly though. (Looks at the eggs closely, worried) Please tell me you made those cracks.

Merlin: (appears and lands on the nest holding a death bird with his beak)

Arthur: Oh, thank the gods you're back! (walks to him and puts the eggs and chicks back to the nest carefully) And you brought food.

Merlin: (sits on the eggs to keep incubating them and starts feeding the chicks)

Arthur: If you needed food you could've just told me. I would've sent my hunters for food.

Merlin: (chirps)

Arthur: But then I wouldn't let you take a fly. Very smart. (Yawns and looks through the window) Servants are going to bring my breakfast soon. You better use that invisible spell of yours before they do (yawns and goes back to bed)

3 days later, all five chicks are now out of their shell and are bigger. To Arthur, they look like fluffy little white balls with very angry faces. He takes turns with Merlin to keep them warm and to hunt for food. Today it was Arthur's turn to feed them while Merlin stretched his wings a bit.

Arthur: (scolds while he feeds the chicks raw meat using a tweezer) No! Don't steal your brother's food! Bad, bad! 😠 (someone knocks his chambers' doors and he hides the nest behind him quickly and demands) Who is it?

Morgana: (from outside) Morgana.

Arthur: (sighs relieved and relaxes) Come in.

Morgana: (enters, singing happily) Where are my favourite nephews! 🤗

Arthur: (blushes) They are not your...! or mine... I'm just helping Merlin look after them.

Morgana: (Looks at the tweezer in Arthur's hand) Is that Gaius' medical tweezer?

Arthur: They wouldn't stop pecking my fingers. Like this they won't take my fingers off when I feed them.

Morgana: (takes the tweezer) Let me help. (Starts feeding the chicks)

Arthur: Oh, not to 1. He already ate a lot.

Morgana: (confused) 1?

Arthur: Yeah, the one with a number 1 in his head.

Morgana: ...

Arthur: You know, because he came out of his shell first. And this one is 2 because she came out se-

Morgana: You named your children after numbers and put numbers on their heads with ink?! 😡

Arthur: They are not my children! 😠. They are not even 'children'! And how else was I supposed to identify them?!

Chicks: (chirp louder)

Morgana: Now you made them cry.

Arthur: They are crying because you are not feeding them. (Takes the tweezer and continues feeding them)

Morgana: I can't believe Merlin let you name them like that.

Arthur: He didn't want to name them at all.

Morgana: (Confused) What?

Arthur: He doesn't want to get too attached to them since they're gonna leave as soon as they learn how to fly. (Sighs, feeling guilty) And I guess he's afraid of getting attached again to any merlin since...

Morgana: Since you killed Claws?

Arthur: (looks at the window, frantic, and then back to Morgana) Shut up! Merlin could be back at any moment!

Morgana: Didn't it occurred to you that maybe Merlin doesn't want to get attached to them because he knows you don't want to get attached to them?

Arthur: What?

Morgana: He adopted those chicks, Arthur. For you they may be just birds but for Merlin they are more than that. How do you think a single parent feels when their current partner doesn't accept their children?

Arthur: I... didn't think of it that way.

Morgana: So you realize that if you want to be with Merlin you'll have to be their parent too, right?

Arthur: I guess... (looks at the chicks) Fuck.

Morgana: You despise the idea that much?

Arthur: Is not that. It's just... I'm barely 18! I didn't expect to be a father so soon. And I expected my children to be, you know, human.

Morgana: You also expected your one true love to be a beautiful princess and here we are. (sighs) So? Do you still want to be with Merlin?

Arthur: ...

Time skip. Merlin with Arthur in his chamabers.

Merlin: (in his human form, after trying a spell on the nest) I did it! (jumps happily)

Arthur: (gets closer, curious) What did you do?

Merlin: Oh, I improved the invisible spell on the nest, now no one who isn't us or Morgana can see the chicks while they are there.

Arthur: That's great!

Merlin: Yeah, I don't have to make the spell constantly anymore and you won't get caught by your father. They are even save from other raptors now. It took me a while to get it right. (his smile gets sad)

Arthur: (concerned) What is it?

Merlin: Nothing, it's just... They... they don't need incubation anymore, but I... I still want to embrace them. But I can't, there's no need anymore.

Arthur: Merlin-

Merlin: (his eyes tearing) I know I'm not supposed to love them, I'm not really his dad or anything. I'm not even a real falcon.

Arthur: Merlin-

Merlin: And I know you didn't want them here in the first place, but-

Arthur: (shouts) Merlin!

Merlin: (startles)

Arthur: (extends his hand to Merlin and says softly, smiling) Would you dance with me?

Merlin: (blushes, confused) Wha... what? 😳

Arthur: Would you give me the honor to share a flying dance with me?

Merlin: I... (still very red and confused) but you... you don't have-

Arthur: Humans can also dance, you know? It's true I have no wings, but I can make you fly if you let me.

Merlin: (smiles widely, eyes watering) I'd love to.

And they dance. Arthur discovers that, while Merlin is very agil with his bird wings, he's very clumsy with his human legs, but he lets himself be guided by Arthur all the time. There are stomps, there are laughs, but they soon find a comfortable pace and Merlin ends up with his arms around Arthur's neck, and Arthur with his hands on Merlin's hips, dancing slowly at the rhythm of the music of their hearts.

Merlin: (still dancing with Arthur, confused) Are we supposed to mate now?

Arthur: (laughs softly) There's no rush for that. But I want you to be my partner. My mate if you want to call it that way. I love you, Merlin, and I want to be with you and have a family with you.

Merlin: Oh... (gets a little sad) But we're both male, we can't... (opens his eyes wide) Or can we? 😲

Arthur: No, two males can't.. procreate, but we don't need to worry about that. (Points at the nest with his head) We already have a family together.

Merlin: (Gets so happy he might cry and kisses Arthur on the lips in a fit of joy)

Arthur: (In shock for a moment, but soon kisses back and they kiss for a long time)

Merlin: (separates the kiss, but keeps their faces close, catching his breath) Did I... Did I do it correctly? I saw some humans do that with their mates.

Arthur: (smiles wide) You did it wonderfully.

Merlin: Arthur?

Arthur: Yeah?

Merlin: I think I love you romantically.

...

Just so you know, this is how the chicks look:

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