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cupiohearts · 3 months

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CANT CATCH ME NOW ?! - leaving them behind

they see you everywhere. james, jonggun, joongoo. they find bits and pieces of you lying around in their pockets, their houses and memories. it depends on which one it is which scene they see you in.

DG VER. gun ver. goo ver.

for james, he sees the sight of you in the crowd when he first started as an idol. he catches himself hoping for a glimpse of you in crowds as he did before. maybe you just show up at one of his concerts one day. he knows its a childish hope to think you'll come back. especially not when theyve all pushed you out of their lives.

but was it such a hopeless thought to have? a particulary fond memory of seeing you in the front row at barricade. hopping down and singing his lyrics to your face. fans thought you were just a really lucky person to catch the attention of DG, minimizing it to a harmless fan interaction moment just for the concert.

he loved the way your eyes twinkled underneath the stage light illuminating your face in a mesmerizing glow. he recalled the heartbreak when they were all gathered up at your apartment.

it had become a haunting memory of seeing the house abandoned. the only thing left was a small ragged old scarf you insisted on keeping

"yknow! one day for my super awesome snowman! ive been waiting for winter to come in korea so snow is finally here!" you tell him with a giddy grin at the mall. your loose baby strands around your face and your face bare with nothing on it standing out to him.

you always mentioned you wanted to experience the snow. you said you didnt have it where you were from. far too sunny for that you said.

"you wont have to wait long. it get cold fast in korea" he tells you. chuckling as you hold the scarf in your hand while picking out more winter items.

how unfortunate. it was snowing right now. he wondered where youve gone. maybe youve died off, its better for him that way. that way he wont have to think about whether or not youve settled down yet. maybe gone back to your old country or somehwere new.

maybe youre out on a date somewhere, possibly 6 feet down in a ditch. his mind wanders when it comes to you.

reading the note you left behind for him. written in a sparkly pen you always used.

"why do you have so many pens and only use one?!" he questions you with a raised eyebrow. his long fingers unzipping your pencil pouch and looking through all the pens you own.

"you cant expect me to use all of them. plus my papers look sparkly this way and its cute. the design is cute and i like how it writes!" you chirp at him. turning behind you and hitting his forehead with your pen. "red hair... i like you with your curly red hair. reminds me of someone i used to know" you tell him.

curling his hair around your pen before dropping it when you hear the teacher say your name and turning back to the board. your hair whipping him in the face "im innocent!" you joke with your hands raised causing the class to laugh.

you tell him youre sorry in the note. that you couldnt handle it anymore.

you tell him everything but telling him nothing at the same time. telling him of how you felt like everyone else was moving while you were stuck in the present. everyone was special and you were not.

he let the paper drop down after skimming the rest of its contents. he wished to just crumple it up and tossed it away. he couldn't.

he knew he was being selfish wanting you back when youve clearly stated in the note this was out of youre pure will, leaving them behind. he wouldve cried. he wouldve cried if he was james lee.

all he could do was pick it back up and meet back with gun, and goo.

it was gonna all be in one set page but i found that it was longer than most of my other projects if i actually completed this whole

so i broke it up

like the friend group

i caught up with lookism

i like the new pretty boys :3

ALSO QLSO I HAD AN ENTIRLY SEPRATE DOCUMENT FROM THIS AND I ACCIDENTALLY POSTED MY UNFINISHED STUFF BC I ACCIDETNALY POSTED IT INSTEAD OF COICKING DRAFT SO I HAD TO COPY AND PASTE ALL OF THIS PARAGRAPH BY PARAGRAPH TO THIS PAGE THINGY BC IM ON THE PHONE TYPING ALL PF US THIS SO A+ FOR WFFORT

did not proof read (bc im insecure abt my works 😔🤞)

#gun lookism #lookism x reader #lookism #gun x reader #goo x reader #james lee x reader #dg x reader #lookism scenarios

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4pfsukuna · 2 months

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omfg bruhhhhh

yall want me to believe Choso “on sight before his feet even land on the floor” Kamo is some pathetic whiney crybaby? Like why is every fic so… ugh i want him to fight back. Somebody please tag me or drop a link for assertive/ aggresive/ dominant choso! (Prefferably black reader)

like do i gotta write it myself?

Choso who meets you when you both come in late at night its 2am and youre standing in the hall talking about whatever the hell a middle part buss down is. He doesnt care he just wish you werent so loud… in your shared hall.

you glare at him because who was he talking too! You pay the same amount of rent as him and to damn much at that they should be lucky you werent in the lounge making ramen watching their t.v right now.

It doesnt get better when you bang on his door asking him to turn his music down cause why was he playing last resort by papa roach at 3:30am on a wednesday. He opens the door in a hoodie and tight calvin klein boxers and your eyes drift for a second until the next rock song starts up this time in japanese and he has the audacity to have an annoyed expresion with you!

”did you want something or did you just want to stare” he glares annoyed with a steady voice though youre expecting him to snap.

“Who answers the door in their boxers have some decorum” you respond half embarassed that he caught you. “And your music is loud… some of us have jobs in the morning” and you storm off not leaving any room for backtalk.

the next time he sees you is a few days later when youre both rushing out and slam into another his shirt and leather jacket falling to the floor with your purse falling sending your wallet down the hall and lip gloss shattering that dior gloss was not cheap.

”are you fucking kidding me” he hisses and you notice hes shirtless silver bars through his nipples and a few tattoos littered across his chest.

”you got a real stairing problem there princess” which makes you smirk.

“you look like a 1st grade art project… line work isnt half bad its just the asshole its attatched to” you retort collecting your items not realizing a few slipped from your wallet.

it was maintenance day you didnt have time to worry about shit it was hair lashes nails toes and a fresh tattoo and belly piercing your friend finally found an artist that did both and had clean work.

youre all smiles and sunshine walking into C.K. Parlor even enjoying the convo with the pink haired male receptionist whos so sweet mentioning this was his brothers shop but something about this guy looks familiar.

“Hes so hot” your friend gushes making you turn around and groan at the sight of your annoying ass neighbor.

”couldnt get enough bothering me home so you come here” he teases but theres something so stoicly calm about his anger… its more so mild annoyance.

”i actually came to get a tattoo and piercing but i think ill pass” you speak not wanting to admit you actually loss your credit card but youre here for moral support for your friend who now that you look at her looks like she doesnt need it.

”youre already here dont tell me youre chicken… come on ill even do it for free”

”free?” Oh that had your attention.

“mhmmm lets call it a truce no more loud… anything just being good neighbors”

and its not long before youre on the table the design being shaded into your spine and he admires how you just take it… his mind does begin to drift to if you can take anything else when he notices how pretty you look today.

he actually loves white on your toes and the crisp french tip on your hands. Its when he notices the snake tattoo wrapped around your wrist that he realizes you might be interesting and not just some stuck up—

“you wanted your belly pierced too right?” He ask and if someone wouldve told you that youd be half dressed infront of your neighbor Today you wouldnt believe it. Hes professional and doesnt even glance at the double d’s you have in your lace bra… ok he did but you didnt notice at all.

you thought you seen his ears burn red but hes quick to turn away disposing of the needle and your completely suprised by how soft and careful his hands are… ahem he is.

”and maybe we can actually be nice to another” he says softly holding out your credit card that you dropped earlier.

your truce last all of 5 days. It wasnt your fault meg the stallion announced she was going on tour and you couldnt help the screams of joy and to blast her music.

you dont expect anyone to bang on your door or barge in when you open it.

”excuse the fuck out of me” you hiss slamming your door facing him when you notice hes looking past your face and down at your body.

you were wearing a dark purple lace bra and underwear the silver belly ring he initially put in switched out for a dangly silver one with a dragon that matched your tattoo and yes it was to early to change.

”my eyes are up here”

”please. Nothing i havent seen before princess actually it kind of looks like the black one” he smirks watching the fury in your eyes as you look for something to cover up.

”get the fuck out”

he saunters (the god damn audacity) out but not without pressing his whole body into you as if the walkway wasnt wide enough making sure to press himself into your ass leaning down to your ear.

”good night princess” and you dont have to look at him to know hes smirking but that raspy voice does something to you.

that night you go to bed with 3 orgasms… what dont make that face you had a voice kink and couldnt help it.

he smirks when he sees you the next day and you try to ignore him as he unlocks his car door.

”sleep well? You know the walls are thin and im sure our bedrooms share a wall”

you make a mental note to get on apartment finder tonight.

”im sure that was your first time ever hearing a womans moans outside of porn” you hiss back you werent no weak bitch.

and he wasnt a cliche man his taunts went further then just an insult back, hed give you more content for tonight. After all he was helping you help him.

”just be a good girl for me and let me hear everything tonight alright princess” he utters in a deep octave that makes your breathing stutter and you cant form a proper sentence and any insult is going to be childish.

you of course try to walk off but he grabs your arm pulling you closely his large hand spreading across your lower back.

”did i say i was done… look up at me” and you bite your lip to keep your jaw off the floor this man was wicked and you were not about to play with a devil.

”youre such a pretty mess” he adds in watching the gloss in your eyes before you come to your senses pushing him off heading fown the street.

”wrong direction princess” and you were headed the other way but you should probably just head back inside to change underwear.

and if he could hear you through the wall you were going to put on a show, you make sure even whine moan groan whimper and cry can be heard through these thin ass walls honestly you were so sensitive from overstimulating yourself… It was his fault.

You do everything in your power to avoid him the next few days that post nut clarity knocking some sense into you.

You actually have no idea how wrecked he’s been. How wrecked you had him! He needs to hear it again.

he might turn slightly yandere for you. its when you get a call at 1am and of course youre up you had actually just got out the shower.

”is this your payback” he hisses into the phone though you arent sure what hes talking about.

”how the fuck did you get my number? Doesnt matter bye”

“stop it just listen” he grunts catching your attention “i just need you to be a good girl for me just once i promise” he nearly begs and you have a wicked idea of what he’s doing on the other side of the phone.

you listen to every command, praise and groan his sultry voice lets out your fingers and sheets soaked

“you did such a good job baby, you deserve a reward how about you cum for me” he grunts sending both of you to your end him losing it to the sound of your orgasm.

“i wanna take you out on a date” and thats when you hang up not in the mood for his antics.

hes serious though, he takes you to the finest seafood restaurant with expensive alcohol you cant pronounce he even gets you a dress to wear, suprising you with a new dior lip gloss…3 actually.

”thats how many times you orgasmed through the wall the first night…” you thank God for your brown skin and him not being able to see you blush. He genuinely takes the time for you to get to know another subtly throwing in praises.

by the time you get back to the car your a wreck hair frizzing from your body overheating already.

your legs are rubbingg together and he spreads them guiding your hand down.

“Be a good girl for me and show me how pretty you look when you cum”

You happily comply watching as his hands fidget while driving

When he gets you back to his place your clothes are off and your back is against his fluffy comforter, not that you had time to notice but his whole room is black.

Hes a certified munch and will eat you until youre lightheaded. He eats you out on your back, makes you ride his face, eats you from the back he has you in 7 different positions from head alone.

He gives the deepest stroke while telling you how pretty you are for him the most filthies things he can mutter in your ear giving you back shots the pillow under your stomach propping you up as he plays with your clit begging for you to cum.

you black out and hes not far behind but makes sure to clean you with a warm rag and throws a tshirt on you.

He loves waking up to you and will actually barge in your home or bring you over to his.

He has his own stubborn ways which you will sometimes talk your best shit which he loves, he needs his woman to be on go not some docile lil weakling.

and sometimes he fights back!

#Choso kamo #choso x black!reader #choso jjk #choso x reader #choso smut #jujutsu kaisen choso #kamo choso #choso x you #choso x y/n #choso x female reader

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gnzma · 1 year

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[ thinking about. rainbow rocket: sumo edition like i dont THINK the gang goes out of their way to help lusamine ( source: wrostie ended up in kanto ) i still need to think about the BASIS, but i do see them still attacking the aether foundation and guzma joining in specifically for no reason other than "the champion and their girlfriend really want to stop these clowns and since i owe them my life i might as well tag along mind you, this is like. after 3 months of the big depression moment, the few Skulls he met were either having a bad time all on their own, hated his guts or both, most of the time, and even if he worked with Hala to find a way to Be Normal(tm), people rightfully didnt trust him.

this was during guzma's peak sad hour, and yet he's determined to give MC a hand as much as he can. like!! he's strong!!! maybe he can help out in a way or another??? and just like in the game, i can see him stuck at the entrance of the manor, holding back Rocket grunts while the champion and Lillie take care of the BBGEs- but, instead of being comedic like in the game, since we love to see Rockets Being Bastards, there aren't only two grunts Rocket is already a powerful and prideful Team on their own, imagine them in a world where they won. A world where Red, Gold and Lyra actually lost, probably died, and Rocket has a hold on the whole KanJoh region thanks to MewTwo, with influence in the League. The MC wouldve had to deal with a whole army at the entrance... and that's when Guzma comes in, his good ol' anger and wish for destruction finally returning to burn. he still feels like a failure, and knows that if there's someone who can save everyone, as much as he hates it, it's the Champion, so he might as well do what she does best and break some bones, giving them the time to solve the situation.

and, to be fair, for a long while? He managed to keep up with the waves of enemies. His Pokèmon fought alongside him, teeth were punched out of mouths, bones were broken, blood was spilled -- but, as much as he wants to think he could've done it on his own, it was still just one man against a whole Team. His bugs started to fall, and after some minutes his movements started to get sloppy. He began to hit with much less strenght, needing more time to breathe, and in return the punches he recieved seemed much worse.

He found himself in a corner, eventually. Held down, both arms restrained, and as much as he tried to fight back there isn't much one could do at that point... but that's okay, right?

The kid would fix this mess, somehow. And, welp. He always wanted to go down in a battle, it might as well happen during a battle with a whole Team of intergalactic criminals, or something like that.

Wouldn't be the weirdest thing in his life, anyway. He fully expected the finishing blow, keeping his eyes on the Rocket who took the liberty of bringing a gun into a fistfight, smug to the very end--- -----and then, instead of a gunshot, what he heard was the clear sound of Plumeria's fist slamming onto the grunt's face, smacking him out of the way, quickly followed by Dosh'Te's taser, and the battlecry of Skull grunts and their Yungoos and Rattatas coming to the rescue.

there weren't many of them, but that didn't matter. Together, they would win this. This was the moment Guzma fully realized where he truly fitted in, who his people were. That in the same way Skulls were lost without him, he was lost without them. That he needed to bring back the Team.

#semi headcanon post. semi drabble. what do you want from me..................#anyway watch me pick and choose the few things i liked about USUM and go My City Now teehee #❌|| ʙᴇᴀᴛɪɴɢ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ɪs ᴀʟʟ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ 💀 about&headcanons ||❌#kinda #teehe #❌|| ᴏʜᴋᴏ 💀 drabble ||❌

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fatherlyfrog · 2 years

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1, 4, 6, 7, 11, 12, 15, 8, 9, 10 —- curbbsvbstomp /not forced of coruse

Gender and pronouns?

I would just like to consider myself either nonbinary or a trans man, but demiboy itself works too, pronouns list is very thick but my preferred ones right now are that thing/its, it/its, and he/him

Past labels you’ve used?

ive used a TON, ive used agender and genderfluid and trixic and lesbian and pansexual and demiromantic, just THOUSANDS of them! /hyp

What made you realize your current labels fit you?

well i went "hey. umm..... i dont identify with girl <3" n spent a while coming to terms with being trans.otherwise with just being queer i realized that no term would ever really feel right for me and my romantic/sexual identity

What made you pick your name?

OOH this is super cringe of me but my main one, litho, is from a show that got cancelled years ago just after its pilot came out.audience, by lupisvulpes, someone thats got into tons of drama and i do not condone the actions of.they kind of built a lot of my art style even though im not happy about it in hindsight, and.yyyyyikes litho was a very gender character so i went "huh.not bad" and ran headfirst into it

What names have you gone by previously?

THIS is super cringe TOO, the first one that i can remember testing out in like.pre-teen years was like...kiibo.because ive been taking names from characters since i realized i was trans.not my best move with that one whatsoever yiiikes.but umm ive gone through a ton of them.labels, gummy, quasar, boris, JUST to name a FEW!!!

What names have you considered using?

OOH OOH i was considering going by plinko for a long while!! and words close to that.also just a few umm more normal names that arent coming to mind right now

When did you realize you weren’t cishet?

AHA, when i realized i wasn't cis that would've been around pre-teen years, i had this whole thing of like "hey.wait.hey.can you guys call me by this n this please" and it just kinda stuck since then AS for my other identity, that wouldve been before the GENDER thing!! i kinda just discovered like...people are beautiful and its clung.though im wondering who i DO find attractive actually

Do you like your flag(s)?

yeah! the ones i know i have at least, haha, theyre....nice :^]

Favorite flag(s) visually?

OO umm um the trans flag is really really nice

Favorite things about being LGBT+?

falling in love /silly god just...some parts of the community really.i dont know i just i think its wonderful to know whats been different this whole time

#long post #tada!

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sanchoyo · 1 year

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I have a longass list of things I Want to Draw this Month (or, draw...sometime, if I dont get to all of them during this Month) and one of those things is redesign my old toxic mew mews. they werent related to my main tokyo mew mew ocs (like, with tokyo miracle or anything, i think originally i wanted it set in that world but ive changed my mind lol) rest under readmore bc it got Long

but it was a story based on a woman who's father was a rival of ryou's father when he was in america (but, like, her father was An Evil Scientist (tm) ) and years after tmm she takes over his work and makes an american tmm team bc shes jealous of ryou/has daddy issues etc (she lies and tries to say 'well theres left over chimeras HERE too!! but tbh she doesnt give a shit abt those/wants to even try to use them somehow) but she makes her team from a bunch of juvie girls who dont rly have a say in it and are told they can Be Heroes and are lied to more or less. (and arguably have pasts/problems that are way darker than anything canonly in tmm...so halfway to being a grimdark magical girl series lol)

theyre called toxic mew mew bc. theyre all named after plants that are very toxic to eat. and are stuck in a very toxic situation/relationship with each other. even back when I was making them it was framed like. this woman is evil to doing this to teens who arent dont have a lot of autonomy AND are victims of the american juvie system. and in the end the woman behind it is framed as a villain, not them (even tho they were poised to be fighting the original tmm team I think?) which. is an amazing thing bc i was like 17-18 when I was writing their story and back then i was VERY unaware abt social issues lmao. also i think I wanted to showcase what wouldve happened if ryou had been like. someone with bad intentions, how Wrong it couldve gone w the uhh. unconsensual human experimentation angle...

anyway. there were originally two teams bc once the main lady realizes the first team is weaksauce compared to the og tmm team in japan she goes and makes ANOTHER but im absolutely not redesigning (2) teams lol. BUT very interesting just rereading all these chara profiles from back then and I cant wait to sit and Redesign Them even if i never do anything concrete w them beyond that 🤔

#ok but in fairness to younger me like 70% of all my friends around that time/or back when i still went to school when i was 13-14 #had experience w the juvie system so i was AWARE of SOME of the fucked upedness of it.#but im like. astounded past me would go such a dark route #or maybe not. a lot of the original tm2 plotline is pretty dark and was changed #some of it still is!#a LITTLE fucked upness is ok if its balanced with Silliness i think. in my stories at least #sanchoyorambles

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jojonokimyounaboukeneyesofheaven · 2 years

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idk if ill msg u on ur bday anymore im super conflicted abt it and U in general and i dont think i like should try and get back into ur life but i also like idk i wanna check in plus like i dont want u to think im gonna forget jt or somethin so idk idk idk idk what im gonna do idk if i want to know u anymore but idk if i like can live anymore without u so idk what im even doing ahahahah

idk everything abt everything sucks i hate u but i miss u and when i think abt u i can feel my chest rotting out but i also like just continuously yearn for having u back and i like every other day am so completely suicidal that i feel like i meed to msg u just to get some sort of stability thru u back but idk if thats what i Need but i also know i am like a complete mess i have nothing but u were never going to be able to be anything to me anyways and so like

idk anything… i feel u are a lost cause but i dont want to think that but i think i Should think that but then i know i have like nothing .. so….. i think my life wouldve been better if i did kms like 4 years ago or if all my psychosis incidents actually did make me schizophrenic already cause atleast then maybe i could like find sollace in knowing i am completey fucked and will never have a life and itll be okay because i was crazy but rn i like am too vlose to being like not mentally fucked but also so incredibly burdened by my own mind that i am like

Always on the cusp of it and so i like i feel like a boat just too big and light to ever get sucked into a whirlpool but just stuck spinning and the only way oht would be to try and swim but thats like a 99% chance of me dying and i like as much as id love to escape life and knowing i will never be able to retain any real human contact or relationships and never be able to really wver feel happy and content because of how i always fuck up every thing i have with anyone i would rather atleast like feel like maybe oneday ill have something but it feels impossible for me to ever like

be anything, either for myself or for someone else. i am too depressed and completely checked out in life to make any of my own dreams a reality and everytime im with someone and want to help make their dreams something i find a way to like fumble hard and end up alone

only reason i havent commited soduko yet is social anxiety of finding a bridge and idk what my suicide note would be to ppl, idk if id even wanna leave my family anything because i am sort of checked out of them emotionally but u and blake like atleast Knew me but idk what id say to either of u, thanks for atleast talking to me ahahahah but also fuck u both for not being perfect which is like INSANE mentality but like i also am completely unperfect and cant even like say anything so idk idk idk, idek what id say to blake he was atleast always a good person i just fucked up a lot and wouldnt settle down but for U misha like, idk.

i hate u but love u.. and ik if i told u i was gonna kms itd fuck u up or atleast id Hope ud be able to feel somethin abt it, hope u stleast stalk my accts or something and arent just like completey detatched feom the past 2 years already, i hope u miss me too.. i hope u feel something too, i hope u arent moved on i just want to know u loved me its been ao long since i felt any affection from u even before we ended everything

why couldnt u just talk abt ur peoblems anymore u said it was a bad thing that u didnt feel like u clukd talk to me but like that was 100% all u all u had to ever do was Try to talk abt it but u just clammed up like u alway do and never opened vack up and ig just locked urself away by ur own anxiety and ur problems just compiled and u never like tries to resolve shit and ik i wasnt oerfect at all like helping u and Us get thru stuff sometimes but thats cause all ur problems were always like.

i want the freedom of being able to be with other ppl ahahahaha and like then u harked on me like i was gonna be the one to cheat and shit when like ALL ur problems was ALWAYS like U wanting to.. and its so fucking stupid like bro why do u think i was so angry abt our breakup and ur reasons cause like all u ever wanted to do was be away from me and then u were like Wow.. i cant believe u talked to blake.. bro thats cause u like made it impossible to talk abt anything with u, u stopped being a person to me u stopped like even trying anymore and then tried to make it up as me having failed and thats why we ended when u just couldnt care enough to get over urself and ur stupid shit to just open up to me anymore and just like wanting to try and thats what i hate abt u u always made me feel like i was mever good enough to even talk to u and then ud just do the worst shit and always cause ruckus in our relationship and then u stopped even wanting to try n resolve shit because it was always U at the center of the problems because U couldnt fucking control urself u always did so much shot without thinking and IIII always felt like the impulsive one even tho u would just like ausefhhgsghh why fi i love u why fo i miss u why cant i just be done with this shit and accept that there was no way wed ever work in a million years why cant i stop being tortured why cant i just be dead

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plusultrachaos · 3 years

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Prompt: SeroIida… Bonding over needing weird clothes. When in doubt, *body image issues*.

it has been too long since i have written anything, so excuse that it is a bit of a mess, but here! have this! thank you very much zelda for sending this in!

Hanta has always been someone who pays incredibly close attention to those around him, not wanting to miss something significant happening with the people he cares about. He watches closely as Denki once again zones out and gently brings his attention back to the textbook that the Bakusquad slaves over while someone (who it is, Hanta isn’t totally sure. It’s definitely not Bakugou who is yelling at Kirishima about a math problem) cooks very loudly in the kitchen. He watches as Mina starts pulling at her curls, trying to focus on a reading that’s due the next day for Present Mic’s class.

Needless to say, Hanta knows how to watch people and he notices when his friends are having a hard time. He, particularly, notices when he sees Iida coming out of the elevator in shorts in the nice, warm (note: read this with sarcasm. It’s January and there is snow falling outside.) temperatures of winter. Hanta finds himself glaring down at Iida’s exposed calves. The metal of his engines are covered in gauze that looks like it's trying to keep them warm enough to not freeze the reddening skin around them.

Maybe he gets yelled at by Bakugou to get his ass back to studying, but the moment that Iida catches his gaze, Hanta is standing with determination and heading to grab Iida’s arm to tug him back into the elevator. “Se-Sero, what is it that you need?” Iida’s voice sounds slightly unsure as Hanta starts pressing the button for the third floor. He ignores the look of confusion on Iida’s face as he sits cross legged on the floor of the elevator and starts trying to warm the freezing metal on Iida’s legs. He blows warm air onto his hands and starts gently rubbing the metal. He only looks up and gets to his feet when the elevator dings that they’ve gotten to Iida’s floor. He misses the way that Iida’s face goes unnaturally red.

Hanta walks to Iida’s room. “Listen, if anybody in this class is going to understand having to adjust clothing to fit weird body parts, its going to be me. Which means I don’t think youre going to get away with wearing shorts because you dont have any sweatpants that are tailored to your legs, which by the way is a little ridiculous considering how rich your family is.” Hanta gives Iida a pointed look and watches as Iida looks down at his calves almost ashamed and embarrassed. “I know you have a pair, cause you got a pair when we all went to the mall last weekend. I’m assuming you don’t know how to fix them for your legs.”

Iida’s nod is almost small enough that had it been anybody else, it wouldve gone unnoticed, but this is Hanta and he sees it. “Can I help you?” Another incredibly tiny nod before Iida is moving to open his door and let Hanta in. Hanta smiles as he’s welcomed in and looks around at the literal walls of books. He doesn’t sit yet, eyes fixated on the titles of books, something he wasn’t able to catch the one time he was in here first year. He reads title after title until he hears a quiet cough and turns to see Iida holding his pants.

And he gets started, measuring his friend’s calves and marking where the holes in the pants should be. Eventually an idea strikes him and he starts laughing in the middle of cutting one of the holes out. “Iida, have you ever tried tear away pants? I wonder if they would work so that you don't have to get, like pants that are sized up so you can get the engines through.” “Mid- Izuku said something similar. I’m afraid that I haven’t looked into it yet. I… I don't usually switch up my closet too much due to being unable to find too much that works, but maybe they would.” Hanta looks toward Iida and flashes him a smile and when he turns back to finish cutting he barely catches a hint of a returned smile and Iida’s gaze stuck on his face.

When Hanta finishes, he holds out the fixed material to Iida for the final say and sees a gentle smile on Iida’s lips as he looks down. “How do you know so much about tailoring clothes like this?”

“Denki’s a cosplayer! Someone’s gotta sew up his outfits.” Hanta laughs before it fades out and he’s gripping his elbows, not in an attempt to hide them (never that, never again), but out of an unkillable habit. He sighs and looks down at the cut off bits of fabric on the floor before gathering them in his hands. “I… I’ve had to alter clothing for my family since my quirk developed. I had to get good at hiding the way my shirts would bulge against my elbows and eventually when I wanted to practice more I had to fit my shirts to let me have access to my elbows, but not so much that in winter, I would be too exposed.” He fiddles with the hem of the hole in the elbow of his sleeve. “Some of us don’t get fancy tailors to fit clothing and for a good bit of time i wore pirate costumes that would fit my elbows.”

Iida nods and moves to put a hand on Hanta’s shoulder which shocks him a bit if he’s honest. His mind feels a bit like when Denki accidentally static shocks him and he feels his cheeks heat up for some reason. “Um but enough of the woe is me,” he gently brushes Iida’s hand off and he meets his gaze and feels a little embarrassed. “I hope the pants work well.” He stands and leaves Iida’s room in a bit of a rush.

He makes it back to the Bakusquad’s study session that has seemingly moved into Denki kicking Bakugou’s ass in Mario Kart. Hanta feels himself fall into Mina’s side, groaning. “That bad?”

“Yes. I… I think I really like him.” Is all that Hanta says.

Kirishima’s confused look gets answered when suddenly there is tape covering Mina’s mouth and Hanta’s eyes widen and Kirishima notices his eyes falling down to Iida’s calves that are now covered in the gentle fabric of his sweatpants, the metal of his engines some how not exposed too much to the colder air.

#anon prompt #sero hanta #iida tenya #seroiida #bnha #class 1a #mha #my hero academia #its a little iffy #but they cute so it doesnt even matter #this is pre relationship so i guess i shouldntve tagged seroiida #but too late

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No no keep talking- I’m specifically interested by the implications of martyn, having one of his friends go missing after tinkering with blood magic, ending up relying on something related, or at least spookily similar, down the line and well, dying. Do you think he hesitated when killing Ren, not only out of loyalty, but out of fear of history repeating?

context: this post

see, this is interesting because it depends on your idea of what happened at the end of blood and chaos (admittedly i'm not really following solutions in order, but i am aware it confirmed parvis as "not dead")

...but more in terms of how it effected the rest of the server. we know other characters knew about the blackrock nuke going off, so presumably the castle explosion was server wide news at some point. and what martyn's relationship with parvis post heros of mine's last episode. did he see parvis again after that?

personally i think he did- at first. but as the weeks went by, turned to months, he saw parvis less and less, even when he was looking for him. and when martyn did see him, he was different every time. bandaged hands, wild eyes. lost, but also on track for destruction. his emotions perhaps comparable to bloodlust.

in episode 26, when discussing who broke his ritual, we get this exchange.

Parvis: Has Martyn caught on... to...my plan to kill him? Is that it?" Strife: I'll add him to the list. With a question mark.

which does imply they've interacted after parv got into blood magic, enough for him to think martyn knows whats up.

and who could forget the magic police, martyn becomes an ars magica mage, of course he'd interact with them. he visits their base, sees the undesirable. sees the Parvis The Bloody statue, and everything clicks.

come to think of it, we never really get a reason to why martyn has a distaste for blood magic. it's all very "we just don't do that kind of magic here, evil magic" but taking into account that martyn's "voices" were going to try to get him to betray ren and wanted him to win the game...how long have these "onlookers" been a thing for martyn? has he had a deity of sorts watching over him for his whole lifetime, one that would make him distrustful of blood magic? that is woken up again when 3rd Life happens? maybe it was a thing before yogs complete that martyn got rid of, but still avoids doing anything of the "evil" sort (murder, blood magic, you get the idea) as to not summon it again...

okay, off topic there, but the idea here is martyn knew parvis was going into the deep end of blood magic, something he knew was a bad idea from past experiences, but couldnt get close enough to stop him. he then hears about what happened to parvis. vaguely. his death isnt confirmed, he never even gets to see where it happens. whispers from lomadia, strife's neighbor, to nano, her friend, to lalna, to xephos, to martyn, in passing.

(did you hear what happened with parvis and strife? the blood mage got too greedy, too mad with power, and blew them up trying to mix the magics. i heard he's not himself anymore. i heard the place is tainted, i heard it's just destroyed. i heard it was that altar, whispering darkness in his ear. i heard it was his own conscious, dooming him from the start. i heard alex parvis died with william strife's blood on his hands)

martyn moves on, of course.

he didnt survive this long tying himself down. he didn't get wrapped up in wars on tekkit, him and toby stuck to themselves, building temporary shelter. he only sees his aunt and uncle over the holidays, if he stays too long he'll be dragged down into staying forever. forever is terrifying for martyn littlewood. he has to keep moving, lest his mistakes catch up with him, and swallow him up.

so he moves on. tucks away parvis' name as a friend he lost. no more, no less. lost, but not dead. lost, but not found. simply not there anymore. it stings, because it didnt teach him anything. there was no lesson to loosing parvis. he already knew blood magic was bad. he warned him, and failed. it simply becomes a bitter reminder of what that kind of darkness can do to a person, and martyn swears it won't happen again. to someone he cares about, or himself.

3rd Life happens, and ren asks him to kill him on blackheart altar.

it's familiar, somehow. familiar, like a name you heard once from a friend of a friend.

you knew someone who lost themselves like this, once. two tied souls dying on an altar from each other's own doing.

it's only because it's ren. it's the only reason he goes through with it. he trusts ren. (did parvis trust strife? isnt that what lead to his downfall? he never wouldve learned without his teachings)

the voices return. his overlookers, the callings from behind his eyes that crave victory. they want to win. they want blood. you killed ren once, you can do it again.

martyn resists them.

he knows what happened to someone who lost their way, let their mind drift, and let the urge for power take over. here, he doesn't need to know what really happened to parvis. all he needs to know is that with every death on the server, he is one step closer to following in his footsteps. he will not let i heard martyn littlewood died with rendog's blood on his hands be the next phrase whispered throughout minecraftia.

#3rd life smp #yogscast #inthelittlewood #alex parvis #william strife #rendog #ask #yeah sorry this got long

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zhuhongs · 3 years

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Upon rereading tgcf, one of the biggest complaints I have is how lackluster all the extra chapters were. literally none of them were good and all contained rlly gross and harmful sentiments (like the amnesia one which.. yea.. or all the things implying xl should get pregnant for hc thus equating gay relationships with hetero ones and playing into the wife thing and just GOD I HATE MXTX)

There were a lot of little plot points i wish that had been further elaborated on more in the extras as opposed to hualian being ... like that. I had enough. Like mdzs had actaully good extras (minus the incense burners) that were nice side stories that elaborated more on the characters. Like the hook one with the juniors was so cute and i loved seeing them grow more. Or the lotus pod extras omg.. im such a lotus pod extra stan. those were so cute and gave us a lot of good insight into just how lovestruck lwj was during the times when he didn’t see wwx. mxtx should've stuck to those sorta extras in tgcf but NOOO. SO I have a list of so many other more interesting things those chapters couldve been spent on like:

A resolution on He Xuan’s revenge and his character arc. Bc its implied He Xuan is still hanging out and watching over sqx and that taking revenge didn’t fully satisfy him bc ok.. yea shi wudu is dead but he xuans family will never come back. Now what does he have to live for?? i wish we couldve seen a look into his life during the entire ordeal. like a chapter from his perspective while he was posing as Ming Yi and maybe a look at a conversation btw he xuan and the real ming yi or a chapter after SQX was banished to see what he’s doing now. Also what did he xuan owe hua cheng money for anyways?? Like ik not every little thing has to be explained but I Want to Know. PLEASE more goth boyfriend content now I just wanna see him :,((

a better resolution of yin yu and quan yizhens storyline. im still mad abt how that plot point was split btw books 3 and 5 when it was rlly out of place and there were other more pressing plot matters and it just rlly deserved more time. Also i thought yin yu died!?!?!? but apparently one of the extras says he’s alive and man... i;m not reading any more of the extras to see that, give me a full yin yu and quan yizhen chapter.. fuck.

a day in the life of the guoshi fangxin or general hua PLEASE especially like one where hua cheng was SO CLOSE to meeting xie lian but had no clue that xie lian was there at the time but the two did smth that inadvertantly helped the other and they still were connected even though they hadnt met omg pls that’d be so nice. like imagine Hua cheng catching a glimpse of the guoshi in public in yong’an while he’s trying to follow some lead that points to xie lian or maybe following a lead to capture qi rong bc he said he knew qi rong was a part of the yong’an stuff and originally thought the guoshi was one of qi rongs pawns. like can you IMAGINE him getting so close. but at the last second he did smth small that impacted xie lian. like they bumped into eachother on the street or smth. god i’d go crazy

OR vice versa.. like a day in the life of the young ghost king hua cheng. Like again, one of my biggest issues was that hua cheng just knew everything and its never really explained how he got all of that info. like yes he’s been alive very long and has eyes and ppl working for him everywhere but like... how did he build that network?? I’d love to see a chapter of young ghost king hua cheng travelling around trying to learn as much as he can abt the world and how it can help bring him to xie lian. and the two maybe are in the same kingdom for a bit and they don’t meet exactly but hua cheng stops some fight or something and helps xie lian indirectly or maybe xie lian is performing on the street in some costume and hua cheng doesn’t recognize him and smiles and gives him a coin or smth. idk i’m just dying for any sorta extra chapter or fic like that. i’m honestly so tempted to write my own but i cant write

also!! we’ve seen how xie lian picks up people down on their luck near him and show them kindness (like banyue, lang ying, xiao ying, he tried to with san lang but we know how that ended lmao) so i’d love to see another little vignette of him doing that on his travels and how every person he meets teaches him smth about life and being a good person and idk, i just think it’d be rlly sweet. i love this facet of his character and feel like we didn’t see enough of it towards the end.

ALSO hua cheng only seems to respect one heavenly official besides xie lian and thats yushi huang.. i assume thats mostly bc she was the only one to help xie lian and let him use the rain master hat to bring water to yong’an. I was thinking maybe when he was a new supreme he had run into trouble and maybe was picked up by the rain master and helped him heal and in return he promised to help protect her village from harm in the future. Like i know a heavenly official wouldn’t cooperate with a ghost like that but yushi huang is different and doesn’t really care about the heavens so i think she would protect him if he could do something to benefit her village. ik this is kinda far fetched but when he first became a supreme I’m sure a bunch of ppl probably tried to mess with him and didn’t rlly believe him to be undefeatable bc he hadn’t proved himself yet also i doubt all his power came overnight. he had to learn how to use it once he escaped the kiln. and some group probably thought they could weaken him somehow. I’m thinking maybe a rlly well formed group of ghosts actually caught him off guard once and he had to retreat and was picked up by the rain master and stayed with her and learned from her a bit. i think it’d be a cool concept also i just rlly want more yushi huang content and i’m on their friendship agenda bc he rlly did seem to actually respect her when she first appeared and i think it’d be cool if the two had some history together.

Also idrc if this was addressed I couldve missed it But!! Did xie lian ever tell Hua cheng that the reason he got the curse shackles and was banished again in the first place wasnt bc jun wu wanted to punish him, but because he requested it. And specifically requested it bc he felt guilty abt letting wu ming take the human face disease and disperse for his sake. So he took the shackles and descended to atone for that?? Bc I dont recall hua cheng learning that bc his soul was already dispersed at that point so it didnt follow him and xie lian didnt say anything so uhhh... someone should tell hua cheng that. Like I dont think xie lian rlly said how much hua cheng meant to him and didnt show him he was loved in grand ways. Like xie lian did always care for bc in other ways but I think if hua cheng learned abt this on screen it wouldve been such a great moment and I'm rlly surprised mxtx didnt address this iirc!?!? Like imagine jun wu telling Hua cheng this in the kiln bc xie lian wouldnt say it himself. Imagine how cool that would be.

Also a small thing adding into the whole young ghost king Hua cheng stuff. Its implied and p much stated that hua cheng isnt his real name. That he likely doesnt have a real name bc his parents died? (It's not clear. I'm still mad at mxtx for not making his childhood clearer). So I'd like to see when and why hua cheng chose that name for himself. The new tgcf ending song kinda hints at its meaning with the lyrics "for you I'd fill a city of flowers" as xie lian is the flower wielding martial god so it's probably inspired by that. Also xie lian saved hua cheng from leaping off the city walls but I'd love to hear him say it bc the implication of his name didnt dawn on me for quite a bit and I dont know if everyone made the connection. Again I sure as hell didnt. So itd be cool to see a chapter that takes place in his past after just ascending as a supreme

Overall I rlly think tgcf had a lot more potential to be even better and a lot of that comes down to fleshing out the side characters and letting hualian have more of a storyline independent of one another. like i know the appeal and message of tgcf is that through love, people can overcome anything, but fuck man. i just wanna see what these two (mostly hua cheng) where like in the absence of each others presence. Part of what I really liked abt mdzs is that we got to see that longing develop btw wangxian when the two weren’t together and how they thought about each other and did things in thei others spirit bc they knew the other wouldve done the same thing. but whatever, mxtx was too consumed by her own unhealthy idea of what devotion and true love looks like but still. i rlly think the extras couldve helped the story be better rather than be fujoshi fuel that i try to bleach from my mind -_-

#tgcf #🐌.txt #long post #text heavy #god its 1am im queuing this for the daytime bc i need yall to read this and scream with me bc these wouldve been such better extra chapters #oh fuck this is 1.3k words ajfaskjfklasfjksd #i should just write my own extras at this point now.. fuck mxtx

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jeagerism · 3 years

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i think im lost again

+ word count : honestly idek, ill take a guess at maybe nearly 700-800?

+ characters : levi ackerman, armin arlert, mentions of eruri and eremin (armin and levi r not shipped fuck out of here)

+ warnings : season 3 attack on titan spoilers, mentions of death, modern!au, levi is basically a dad without being a dad (does that make him a dilf??), angst i suppose

+ summary : erwin was always good at this, levi thinks. people stuck to him like glue.

+ author's note : this is just a personal modern!au headcanon that i ranted to a friend abt and decided to make it full out

in modern aus i see eren as looking up to levi, bc he ooks up to him in the manga in some ways, levi cares abt his wellbeing n shit

well armin, since he was chosen to live over erwin, he'd look up to erwin in a modern au

and when erwin dies in that au bc ofc he has to die, armin is still a teenager.

i like to think that they all lived in the same town as kids, and erwin always looked out for armin since he had no one else other than his friends.

he basically lets armin live with him when he's not with eren, who also has no family and sort of couch surfs between jean and sasha - sasha's dad loves eren for whatever reason so he stays there a lot, and welcomes armin and mikasa with him - and so erwin and armin r close

and levi is always around, so he sees armin a lot, even if he takes care of eren more - he lets eren stay at is house on nights when he feels like hes overstayed his welcome at sasha’s.

but levi still cares abt armin bc he sees how erwin cares abt armin and levi is in love with the blond facebook dad

but erwin died when armin is like 15, so he still needs someone to look out for him

and erwin asks levi to do that, bc he trusts him and knows levi would take care of him just like he had

anyways, he asks levi to take care of him and levi does

but armin is a 15 yr old who just lost yet another person who cares abt him

and even tho hes grateful that levi cares for him, he misses erwin so much.

he acts out bc of it bc hes a kid going through trauma and its what kids do. he starts acting even worse than eren and eren is a fucking demon spawn

armin and eren share a room, even tho levi had two empty rooms so they could have their own, and eren has stuff in the other room but armin doesn’t like the dark so eren stays there with him.

and levi isn’t really good at taking care of kids in the traditional way.

he wakes them up every weekday for school by telling them he'll kick their ass if he has to take them himself - but he'll still drive them when it rains or its cold

he doesnt really know how to cook bc erwin always did that, but his notes app is full of recipes erwin always recommended that were easy to follow bc he was always worried that levi always ate too much cold leftovers from days before and noodles

armin knows hot to cook pretty well bc erwin taught him but he enjoys laughing at levi failing at cooking simple shit - he burned water somehow

but levi still tries so its fine

he tries letting armin know hes welcome, and that he can ask for whatever he needs

he'll leave him lunch money on the counter

and when he notices armins jackets getting a little too short around the wrist he drops a new one by his lap when he sits on the couch

he pulls the blanket all the way to his chin if he falls asleep on the couch.

he'll mention he's going to get a haircut when he notices armin's hair getting longer, and says he can go with him if he wants

but armin still acts so off.

before erwin was gone, armin always acted happy, even though he never had much, and levi feels guilty knowing he cant do what erwin did for him, but he's doing this for erwin, and knows erwin wouldnt have put armin in his care in the first place if he didn’t trust him

i see taking care of armin as the task that keeps levi going, just like how killing zeke is what keeps him alive in the anime.

both promises he makes to erwin and wont give up on until he’s fulfilled it

but one day armin just disappears. he doesnt come back after school with eren like usual. so he and levi try calling him and get nothing. eren offers to go look for him and levi tells him to stay safe n waits back home to see if armin will show up there

and he does like 5 mins after eren leaves.

and levi feels his chest just deflate with relief. it was cold outside, and armin was out there alone.

his cheeks and nose r red from being outside for so long

when levi asks where he's been, it comes out harsher than he meant, but its just bc he was worried, and armin rolls his eyes and asks why it matters

levi tells him its bc he's a kid and doesnt get to just disappear without a trace whenever he wants. levi never minded armin doing whatever he wanted - within regulation - but most times he knew eren was with him, or mikasa, someone who would call him if something happened

and armin says “you're not my father.” and starts taking off his jacket and stuff

“yeah, but i am the person who's taking care of your ass.”

and that seems to make armin a little more ticked off than he already was, bc he turns to levi and says, “well i never asked you to do that.”

to which levi replies without thinking, “no but erwin did”

levi and armin never talk abt erwin, ever.

its like an unspoken rule between them. its not that they arent as comfortable with each other - they arent anyways but - they just dont do that, talk abt how they feel abt erwin, and him being gone

armin looks like hes gonna cry before he just says “well i wish it was erwin that was still here instead of you”

ALMOST AS IF HES SAYING HE WISHED IT WAS LEVI THAT DIED INSTEADDD

and levi is suprised that armin would ever, it hurts a little, and he just nods in agreement and says “me too.”

armin doesnt say anything back to it, he just turns and makes his way to his room, slamming the door behind him

and levi is exhausted. in his head he wonders how erwin had done it - balanced college and a job and a fucking teenager

but then he remembers that erwin was erwin, and hed always been good at that type of thing

people stuck to him like glue

thats the first night he lets himself admit that he misses him

he feels like he’s failing at the one thing erwin asked of him

when eren shows back up, levi apologizes for not letting him know that armin had came back

but eren just tells him that armin had texted him when he’d arrived - i have a hc that eren and armin were each others first crushes but uhebdbsi

he tells levi that armin had said hed went to the beach

erwin used to take armin to the beach all the time before he died

he’d collect shells with him, and the ones that armin really liked, he’d give them names

he still has one called smith from the last time erwin had taken him to see the ocean

a few weeks go by after that

they never really talked before, but now it seems almost even worse

the silence that they normally exist in feels empty

but everything felt empty without erwin

eren lets levi know where theyre going to be whenever theyre not home, when theyll be home, etc

levi never asked for him to do that, but he does it anyways

levi’s thankful for the near suicidal maniac at that point

even though he always was

he saw a lot of himself in eren, and he sees a lot of himself in armin too

levi and armin never really apologize to each other, but one night when levi’s attempting to cook, armin walks in the kitchen and watches him place things on a pan

“you’re putting them too close together.”

armin steps beside him and tilts his head to the side, as if hes gesturing for levi to move

and he does, letting the younger and taller boy move the prerolled croissants further away from each other on the baking tray

“they never wouldve cooked all the way through like that,” armin tells him

with a scoff, levi mumbles that he sounds like erwin

armin pauses for a second, before sliding the pan in the oven. levi tells him how long the packaging said they went on so that he can set the oven timer

armin sets it for two minutes longer, and levi’s heart aches

erwin did that, too

“i miss him”

it slips out without him meaning for it to

and he thinks he’s ruined armin’s head again, when he’s supposed to be someone this kid can look up to

but he doesnt leave

armin just leans against the oven and nods “me, too”

after that, things arent bad anymore

sure, it takes awhile for them to completely warm up to each other, but they manage

enough that armin sits in on levi’s cooking sessions just to point out what hes doing wrong - something that helps, bc pretty soon levi is learning

he cooks him, armin, and eren an entire meal without burning anything

eren laughs when armin tells him that the man had forgotten to grab an oven mit and had stuck his entire hand in the oven to grab a pan

levi raises his eyebrow when he notices the way armin blushes at eren’s laugh, of all things

and they talk abt erwin more

they have more to say about him that eren, and its just something the two of them share, so they tend to save it for little moments, tiny snippets of things that remind them of the blond

after about a year, things are good

armin asks to have his 17th birthday at the beach, and who would levi be to say no

levi doesnt particularly like the beach, he detests sand, but its for armin, so he’ll do it

its for his kid

him and erwins kid

at the party, he finds a smile coming to his face when he sees armin actually laughing and having fun

kid had been through too much hell at 17, so he deserved to be happy, even if it was only for a few moments

on their way home that evening, eren and armin passed out from a day of swimming and running on the beach - levi made the both of them bring extra towels to save his car seats from salt water and sand

eren’s head is on armin’s shoulder, and the blond’s is resting atop eren’s head

when they get home, the two of them trudge towards their room, but armin turns and holds his closed fist out to levi

with a raised eyebrow, levi holds his hand out and lets armin drop something into his hand, before the boy pivots and continues his shuffle to his and eren’s shared room

levi glances down at the object in his hand

its a shell

armin names it erwin

#attack on titan imagine #attack on titan #aot #snk #shingeki no kyojin #erwin smith #levi ackerman #armin arlert #eren yeager #snk imagine #aot imagine #shingeki no kyojin imagine #eruri #eremin #aot headcanon #snk headcanon #hc

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astroninaaa · 3 years

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Hot takes

Ranboos character is incredibly boring, he does nothing for the plot. On top of that he is such a Mary sue since everybody loves him and overall he lacks any enemies. Not to mention the pacing of his current arc is frustratingly long.

Tubbo had a promising character arc during the whole L'manburg president wall arc where he exiled Tommy. I was excited to see him develop only to have him do a full boring circle and go back to square one of being a dynamic yet flat character who's potential is on the bench catching dust alongside Niki's, Fundys, and Erets.

Wilbur shouldn't have been revived at all and Ghostbur being sent on a train in Limbo without having a decent character arc is so disappointing like Jesus they slaughtered my boy-

I'd fucking ascend if Tommy finally had a good character arc were he developed as a character and didn't just reverse it minutes later, especially since the whole story somewhat revolves around Tommy like please at least let him mature a bit.

Kinoko kingdoms residents should have just teamed up with Eret and made a whole cool arc where they access the damage dream did to them and work on making a big ass kingdom like I would love to see it since that group has barely developed throughout all arcs.

Ranboo and Karls lore is basically the equivalent of filler side quest that does nothing to the overall game but is interesting enough to grab your attention initially.

Thanks for listening I'll be here all night!

gonna answer them one by one wait

meanwhile, send me a hot take!!!

1. agreed, honestly. i think he adds a bit to the story by making other characters get some development (c!tommy and c!sam specially), but narratively he is quite useless. i think his character has a lot of wasted potential (at least for now). i agree 100% that he's a mary sue he is THE mary sue of the server. i do agree with the pacing of his arc as well- it's just very very much only internal conflict and nothing else but there's only so much you can do for development with monologues and introspective moments. it's not necessarily bad and i get that there's people who like it, i'm just not one of them bc it's not the type of narrative i like to watch/read.

2. yeah, that's true. as much as i adore c!tubbo and he's my favorite character with absolutely no doubts about it, he is in need of some development. i do think he gets it from time to time tho- the whole nukes thing, building the interrogation room, getting walls around snowchester -, all of them are signs of who he is and of how everything that has happened to him affects him. that's important. it'd be nice to see it more worked on, but i believe that's something that will come with time (or not. cc!tubbo is not the biggest rp fan tho so i don't even mind)

3. ngl i LOVE c!wilbur being revived that was something i was so excited about bc i feel like he's someone that's gonna make the story move and i want that. i want that so bad. please c!wilbur make things happen. i was extremely upset with ghostbur's demise, tho. ghostbur deserved so much better and the prospect of him just being stuck in the train station forever is really, really disappointing, specially since cc!wilbur has said he has no plans for ghostbur anymore.

4. mmmmmmm hard disagree. i think c!tommy's getting good characters arcs ever since the smp started. cc!tommy is definitely one of the better writers in the smp and i love him for it. the thing is that c!tommy's arcs are a lot of "one step forward, three steps back", which can be really, really frustrating, but still works and sets a coherent pace to his characterisation. i like it, but i get where you're coming from and respect it

5. AGREED ABSOLUTELY AGREED like what was the point......... of starting a whole new kingdom......... if they had, as you said, just joined c!eret, that would've been amazing in so many ways. it'd add so much to plot, like fr. i love that idea and i support it so bad. specially bc kinoko kingdom just feels... empty? i guess? idk i feel like it has no history or depth to it but maybe that's just me. wouldve liked it a lot more if they had merged with someone else- even fucking c!niki, since they just built on top of her city without any regard for her lmaoooo

6. oh, c!karl's story is definitely a sidequest to the main story, but i don't think that's a bad thing. it's mostly irrelevant to the smp and, honestly, id prefer it if they kept it that way with exceptions to like.... add spice? like with the masquerade episode and the egg that was just SO GOOD bc it didnt really matter overall to the story but it gave the egg arc more depth and i think that's super, super cool and i hope they do it more. i like the idea of a little spin-off happening alongside the main story, it's just cool and can add a lot to the smp if done right. for now, i like it, bc i believe it's doing just that, and the whole thing with c!karl and the other side and the inbetween bits is quite interesting and makes the "random character travels through time" sidequest just,,,,, more than it would be without it. about c!ranboo......... mainly yes but also no? like, i think if it's worked on then his lore will stop being just a sidequest. i wish they explored his relations with c!dream more, bc, to me, that was the most interesting and curiosity-inducing part of his lore. everything else feels too disconnected from the important things happening rn. idk tho that might be just me LMAOOOOO

#hot take ask!!!#c!ranboo critical #c!tubbo critical even tho i defend my boy #idk who else #LMAO

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cassyapper · 3 years

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loving you may mean losing you but i dont mind (jotakak playlist)

dont talk to me about the title of this thing im embarrassed enough

anyway but okay so!!!! very excited to share this!!!! this has been in the works since september but my picky ass finally found an adequate amount of songs so here it is!!!!!! my jotakak playlist (:

special thanks to my lovely and wonderful friend jade for helping me finish this this thing <3

track list nd why i picked the songs that i did under the break!

1. the predatory wasp of the palisades is out to get us! by sufjan stevens i chose this song because it’s all about internalized homophobia and being in love with your best friend as a kid which RLLY resonates w jotakak imo. esp cause in the song, stevens’ friend ends up leaving abruptly, leaving stevens to wonder about what couldve blossomed if they had stuck together and worked through the difficulties together, which JOTARO....THAT IS JOTARO-CORE esp cause kak also “leaves” (dies). so this song was a v obvious choice for me and in fact this song is what inspired me to create this playlist in the first place

2. we are beautiful, we are doomed by los campesinos! this song is abt being in love with someone but you both have ur issues so it’s kind of a mess. considering jotaro and kakyoin’s (to point it quite frankly) trauma and the fact that both of them do jack shit to try and cope with it healthily, this song DEFINITELY fits them. esp cause this song mentions physical fighting and the imagery that goes with it (”he got his teeth fixed/im gonna break them”, “i’ve got a fist on fire”, etc) and the entirety of the bridge/last verse rlly gives me these two’s vibes so! ya (:

3. love love love by of monsters and men this song is the singer feeling like shes completely unworthy of being loved by this important person in her life, particularly because she has NO idea how to show affection and love the (for lack of better word) “acceptable” way, or any way at all really. this REALLY has jotaro vibes cause he is one repressed motherfucker and as we see the entirety of his story, jotaro is full of love he loves so much it’s just he has no idea how to properly express it cause he’s scared essentially. but that didn’t stop people from loving him, in this case, that being kakyoin. hhhhHHh

4. ribs by lorde this song is about being scared of growing up but due to the lyrics being written the way they are, i kinda spin the interpretation of it to be the fear jotaro and kakyoin had on the crusade to egypt, as they were the youngest and didnt know if they’d make it back and everything is just incredibly overwhelming there is so much going on all the time those 50 days. i can do a full analysis on why but that would be kinda long LMAO. for now let’s leave it at they have a very Unique fear of growing up but it still fits with the lyrics. particularly the last bit of the song with the “youre the only friend i need” verses,,,makes me think of these two...

5. can i call you tonight? by dayglow i interpret this song to be about trying to figure out what, exactly, your feelings are for this very specific and important person in your life. since jotaro and kakyoin r both repressed and also suckers of internalized homophobia, i think they fit that theme very well. particularly with the whole “i feel like we’re close, but maybe we’re not actually? what are we?” theme going on in the lyrics, this whole song makes me think of jotaro and kakyoin figuring out their intense and sudden (cause again only 50 days but also, those 50 days had So Much going on) feelings for each other. also the “now i’m no longer alone” line in the chorus HHHHHHH that’s them

6. la la la love song by toshinobu kubota ft naomi campbell SO I KNOW THIS SONG IS KINDA JUST FLUFF but we need some light-hearted moments in this thing hjgg;. ALSO toshinobu kubota is canonically jotaro’s favorite musician so i wanted to reference that and this was my fav love song of his that i’ve found so far so (: also the “you are my shining star” line,,,heh

7. truce by twenty one pilots so this song is very soft. it’s about tending to wounds and taking a moment before continuing to push on. it makes me think abt jotaro and kakyoin taking care of each other on the journey (for example the lovers arc/n’doul fight). also the whole “stay alive, stay alive for me/you will die, but now your life is free/take pride in what is sure to die” makes me go fucking nuts that is. that fits these two to a T fuck

8. this side of paradise by coyote theory this song has big “two lonely people are in love with each other for the first time” vibes and OHHHHHHHHHH THAT’S JOTAKAK.... there are a lot of little lines that make me specifically think abt these two, such as “love so strong it makes me feel weak” (jotaro-core...), “if you’re lonely come be lonely with me”, “i’ll be yours if you’ll be mine” (wanting some security while ur in love for the first time is common but especially for these two i think it works spectacularly) but yea this song as a whole is just...ohhh them. theyre in lvoe HK;FNJFL

9. i saw you in a dream by the japanese house EVERY. SINGLE. LINE. OF THIS SONG IS POST-EGYPT JOTARO. EVERY SINGLE LINE. and the ghost the singer talks about seeing? they hadnt changed at all? they were such a pretty vision, a perfect hallucination? BRUH... just listen i could do a whole analysis on this song it all just fits jotaro mourning kakyoin throughout the years so so so so well it makes me feel nuts holy shit i just. literally every line. every line fits i am not joking. i cried when i first heard this song LMAO

10. video games by the young professionals SO LMAO obviously kakyoin’s epic gamer moves are being referenced but beyond that i interpret this song to just be the fun parts of being in love esp when ur young (backed up with the “kissing in the blue dark” and the “watching all our friends fall” lines). also the chorus just makes me want to cry cause just, happy jotakak moments PLEASE. “the world was built for two only worth living if somebody is loving you, and baby now you do” THEYRE NOT ALONE ANYMORE THEY FOUDN EACH OTHER IM GONAN WAILLLLLLL oh my god. im nuts theynkjNJKNJF also “i heard that you like the bad girls” please. these two shitty teenagers

11. ikanaide by sohta ft. yuki kaai this song is abt not wanting someone u love to leave u cause youll miss them obviously but also ur scared of how the time will change you and if it’ll make you unrecognizable eventually. big post-egypt jotaro vibes 😔 especially cause one part of the chorus translates to “i shouldnt cry, i shouldnt cry, but the truth is i want to say dont go” and im jus like OHHHHH NO IT’S JOTARO FINDING OUT KAKYOIN DIED jkfnNKJFNJDhkld

12. therefore you and me by eve ALRIGHT. god this song is one hell of a doozy. i interpret this song to mean being sincerely in love but youre in the wrong place/wrong time. considering the uh Whole Situation in part 3 there were definitely better times to fall in love for these two. jotaro and kakyoin try to be happy w the moments they do have (i think the second verse in particular adds to this sentiment what with the selfish ghosts part) but they want a better environment understandably so theyre also just kinda ignoring things until they can properly care for a relationship. but well...who knows if theyll live to make it to that better environment ):

13. mayonaka no door/stay with me by miki matsubara this song is a v sweet sentiment abt like “it’s not just heat of the moment!! i do care about u a lot!!” and asking the person u have feelings for to stick around. big kakyoin and jotaro vibes as it would be easy to call what they have a fling considering how relatively short of a timeframe they had but i genuinely think their relationship was deeper than just that and this song nicely reflects such. “jotaro and i will share a room cause we’re both students” fuckin head ass

14. a thousand years by sting oh sting.... so since sting is kakyoin’s favorite musician canonically i had to add one of his songs here as well but beyond just that i do think this song fits them!! it kinda gives me big “if not in this life, then the next” vibes which is a big uhhh thing for jotakak. they may be doomed to tragedy but the moments they have together make the tragedy worth enduring ironically i feel like this song is mostly from jotaro’s pov considering i dont think he ever completely got over kakyoin and this song def has that kinda sentiment but hey it fits them...

15. mr loverman by ricky montgomery SO FUNNY STORY i actually REALLY. REALLY didnt wanna add this song at first cause i felt it wouldve been...idk too cliche? i guess? and i was ALL kinds of picky when choosing songs for this playlist HOWEVER. eventually i relistened to it and read the lyrics while thinking specifically abt jotakak and it actually rlly does fit quite well KJDFN; another jotaro mourning song ): it’s not just the chorus tho the whole song fits jotaro immediately post-egypt but also i feel like some time around part 4 this sentiment would come back to him cause Yknow. Gays In Morioh and the mess of his family life back in america. it just aches for him cause while he’s happy josuke is happy he wishes he couldve had that for him and kakyoin too but yea jus ... them

16. you by petit biscuit an instrumental?? in a ship playlist?? yes that’s right much like mr loverman i was hesitant to put this song in cause it’s harder to justify since i dont rlly know much abt music (and not to b controversial but interpreting lyrics and interpreting music r two different things) however i really think the vibes of this song fit jotakak. it’s got a somber melody but the keys of the piano are high which im taking to mean “light in the dark” which. jotaro and kakyoin (along w the rest of the crusaders) were each other’s lights in the dark. also the ending samples a conference/lecture talking about space flight and like. star platinum. space symbolism. jotaro. yeah

17. saturn by sleeping at last MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM. this song is all about losing someone very close and important to you, but reflecting on the good they brought into your life rather than the pain of losing them. this song also has HEAVY space imagery which stardust crusaders is absolutely chalk fucking full of so also it’s a very philosophical song and considering that jotaro and kakyoin are both Nerds and both got a nice view of the stars/space in the desert with each other, im sure they had conversations similar to the one highlighted in the song. i think it’s a good note to end the playlist on cause kakyoin is dead and jotaro is the survivor but it’s not a mourning song so much as jotaro taking the love he had for kakyoin and pushing forward with it allll th way into part 6

but yeah that’s the tracklist! i might add or take away a song or two but this is mostly it (: hope yall enjoy!

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88x98 · 3 years

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Zhu Yilong.

My dearest and brightest Moon.

Im sorry if this falls short of my usual.

Im still a puddle of emotions currently.

How do you always know how to make me a sap

😭😭😭

But I do have one question for you.

Did you know we share almost the same fears?

Im also worried if one day I might mess things up and lose you for good. Or what if a day comes where your smile is not meant for me?

But at the same time..

And this might be a tad bit bold for me to say.

You mentioned how we met through someone you didnt/dont (idkanymore) like.

But in my eyes

After everything weve been through.

Id like to think..

I was meant to meet you..

I do truely think of you as my soul mate..

If I had to be honest.

There are times I do wonder

'What would things be like if I were with someone else? Would I be as happy as I am now? Would the relationship go as smoothly?'

And outside of the fact of people being different.

I get the feeling that

No, I wouldnt be.

Regardless if I met you or not.

I.. Im not sure how to explain it.

But if I ended up with someone else.

I just get a feeling it probably wouldve ended by now.

Or Id be stuck in a place I wouldnt want to be or I dont know-

You are my one and only.

But meeting you and sharing this journey with you.

Im..kind of thinking it was..meant to be.

I know its only been 8 months.

But its..how I feel.

Laugh at me if youd like.

Im laughing at myself for thinking something this silly.

So to add to this.

If I were to ever have any regrets about this relationship.

Itd be on the day if I lost you.

If you left my side.

Thats where my regret would be.

Doing something to cause you to leave.

Im also sorry if this message sounds more sad than really cheery..

Im just, typing away heh..

I guess the point I want to make is.

On one side, yes I can get worried but

At the same time I continuesly find reason to keep my confidence about us.

I dont need to worry.

And.. I dont think you need to worry either.

As you said in your thread.

April, our biggest fight.

And for our monthsary that month, you explained how you were a thinking of a break up after my mistake.

I think after that happening and rethinking the conversations about it over and over again.

I dont think either of us can really make a mistake big enough to cause one of us to leave..

And I..also think wed end up talking it out rather than making some drama or argument..

Though-

Maybe I am just wishfully thinking now.

Im sorry this is getting long

Im just..pouring out everything on my mind that crosses it.

Maybe I wont even send this to you.

Heh..just..let you somehow find it on your own.

I think Im overthinking on this way too much..

But

Zhu Yilong

I dont think you could mess anything up enough for you to lose me.

My smile is not meant for anyone but you.

You are my happiness.

As I hope I can be the cause of your own smile

And your own happines in some way.

And I hope this will help in boosting your own confidence even more.

If you can not find your own, then take mine.

I love you and will always love you.

For the next 4 months to our one year and much longer.

The Star in your Sentences,

Zhu Jiyang☆

P.s

You will not be buying the castle on your own.

You know I will help pay and everything else.

P.s2-

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neocitis · 4 years

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DEVOTEE.

three

[warnings: suggestive, drug/alcohol use]

back at it again.

adrenaline was pumping through your veins from the show you just witnessed; something about it was different. it felt more passionate, more raw than the night before.

"that. that was iiit," jungwoo said as you walked outside with him, taeyong, and jaehyun to get some air before the party.

"i havent experienced shit like that in a long time," taeyong sighed with a smile and bloodshot eyes. you could tell he was on cloud 9.

"what did you think, y/n?" jaehyun turns to you, a raised eyebrow and a shit-eating grin on his face.

you looked up at the sky, hoping to see stars so you could feel that dramatic, movie-like moment of euphoria as you reflected.

the sky was black. you smiled anyway.

"better than ever."

you turned back to him, punching him in the shoulder before hearing footsteps approaching you.

"taeyong and co!" a voice joked, causing you all to turn around only to be greeted by donghyuck, doyoung, and someone you hadnt met yet.

he was the softie of the group. you knew the type.

boy next door.

mark lee.

on stage he was dominating in a way that was confusing. he felt so innocent, so naïve standing in front of you.

but it was so different when you watched and heard him tear up that six string jaguar.

canadas golden boy.

"you guys arent leaving, right?" donghyuck asked, resulting in you and your friends shaking your heads.

"nope. we'll be here all night," taeyong smiled at them, his slim figure leaning against the metal fence that you were gathered in front of. "oh, mark. this is y/n. y/n, say hi," he continued, a playfulness in his voice as he cooed to you like a baby. you rolled your eyes and turned to the, somewhat, stranger.

"hi."

a chuckle left the boy's lips and he ran a hand through his jet black hair, bowing to you a bit as he smiled.

"hey. im mark."

"i know."

the group laughed, donghyuck nudging marks shoulder as you stood with a tired smirk.

"wanna go inside?" doyoung asked, and everyone nodded.

so you went.

you were deep in the afterhours at this point.

you had stuck by the sides of taeyong and doyoung most of the night. jungwoo went to hang out with yuta and hyuck, and you assumed jaehyun was with johnny. you met a new, kind and intriguing face named moon taeil. you found out he wasnt just a soloist and friend of the band, but their manager. mark was with him, but you didnt care that much. you just kept drinking, dancing, and smoking to your hearts content... until the cross hit you a little too hard, and the three of you were left slumped on the fucked up velour couch.

"hi, stranger."

a deep voice struck you out of your trance, quickly realizing doyoung and taeyong had left and you were on the couch alone. you felt the left side of the couch sink as you turned, only to be greeted by johnny.

"hi. no jaehyun?" you asked, a little intimidated, asking for jaehyun as a reach towards comfort.

"no. hes with some girl, i think," the elder shrugged, leaning back into the couch and manspreading like nobodys business.

usually you wouldve said something... but you didnt. it hit different this time.

"good for him," you nodded, and johnny laughed.

"i didnt say a joke."

"you’re kind of feisty," johnny said, turning his glance to you and running a hand through his hair. "i bet you can be a real pain in the ass."

you could tell he was joking and laughed, rolling your eyes.

"i'm the best pain in the ass you’ll ever meet,” you dragged on, your tone hazy and light. you felt like you were ascending, and your body felt hot.

“i bet.”

your breath hitched in your throat for some reason and you turned to look at the man, seeing a cocky smirk on his face.

he could read you like a book and you knew it.

and just like that, your guard fell.

“you’re hot,” you told him, and he chuckled once again. “i would never admit this sober, but you were all i thought about today.”

you were too far gone to be embarrassed, and you realized that you had, somehow, significantly minimized the space between your bodies.

“you’re cute,” he mumbled, putting a hand on your chin and lifting up, so your eyes met.

“do you want me, baby?”

you gulped.

you did. and you have for a while. although you were intoxicated, there was never a doubt in your mind that you did.

you continued to look into his eyes, licking your lips before glancing down at his.

“yeah.”

“tell me,” he whispered. “i wanna hear you say it.”

you were about to lose it. what the fuck was happening? johnny seo, the type of- scratch that- THE boy you had dreamt of was inches away from you, whispering to you. trying to seduce you. and succeeding.

“johnny,” you breathed.

there was silence for a moment. the air in the room felt thick, but in just the right way.

“i want you.”

he blinked and turned his head a bit, stroking your bottom lip with his thumb.

“are you sure?” he confirmed, and you felt your heart swell. you were both fucked up out of your minds, yet he still asked for consent. you didn’t expect it from him, but you were thankful.

“yes,” you said, looking up at him with as much sincerity as possible.

“i want you.”

and so, you had him.

prev. / m.list / next

mark never cared much for love. he just wanted to make music and play it loud. but how could he still not care after johnny started bringing around that cute new groupie?

[ a/n: hii im sorry its been a minute since i updated!! i hope everyone is staying safe :) mark has Finally arrived ]

taglist: @peachysicheng @ki-aechan @youngestdelacour @illegalstrawberrypop @hannahdinse8 @sichengsbimbo @marks-aurora @jisungievibes

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thegreatlarryfisherman · 4 years

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Whoops I Wrote A Frenchie Thing!!

Warning: Angst, Angst, Angst!! Mentions of drug abuse, and just Frenchie being the most precious angel bean.

You’re the sister of Frenchie’s oldest, deceased friend.. and slipping into the den of the Boys, you’ve found your way back to your beloved French man... There’s only one problem.. Butcher.

“So you’ve got yourself a boyfriend, eh.” Butcher announced to the dark dim dingy basement of the hideout before his eyes landed back on you. For a moment, he simply leered at you before he rewarded you with a scoff and went on about his way.

Hughie looked up intently from his phone, seemingly regarding you for the first time since you’d been around. “Is it a Supe?”

“NO!” You shouted, overwhelmed he’d even suggest it. Your heart was pounding in your ears and it’d been ages since you’d been this nervous under scrutiny.

“So who is it then?” Butcher’s smile spread sadistically. “Some little cunt is tickling that fancy.. I think we deserve to know.”

“Why are you so fucking obsessed with my sex life?” You demanded and he chuckled, undoubtedly condescendingly to your tone of pure fury.

“So you are shagging then? Bloody good for you love.” Butcher teased and you scoffed as you snatched your leather jacket out of his hands, the one still smelling of your lover, and stomped into your corner of the hideout.

“Why you gotta do her like that man?” MM shook his head, clearly annoyed of Butcher’s teasing. “What—do you like her?”

Hughie caught Frenchie’s eye, excited to see how this fight would unfold. Yet, he saw a glint of something in Frenchie that he couldn’t put his finger on. Kimiko sat back from her corner, placing her books down and resting her fist under her chin.

“I could never fall for her.. She’s bloody Bambi.”

“But you do seem pretty invested in her every move.” Hugh shrugged nonchalantly. “Following her around, teasing her.. Playing mind games with her. That’s textbook bullying from rom coms.”

“OH COME OFF IT.” Butcher exploded before he left the room. Hughie took another look at Frenchie, noted the way his leg bobbed up and down, and his fingertips tapped his leg in a way that Hughie was only used to MM doing.

“Bathroom.” Frenchie briskly leapt to his feet and disappeared. Hughie eyed the exit for a moment before he slid into the empty space between MM and the tools he had propped up for his daughter’s doll house.

“Hey.” He made sure to keep his voice low so that Kimiko wouldn’t hear. “What if it’s Frenchie?”

MM simply hummed a chuckle, his broad shoulders rising a bit. “What makes you think that, kid?”

“Notice how he’s quiet when Y/N is around. I mean, I know how respects Butcher but he fought for Kimiko, and it just seems like.. his silence is.. I don’t know.. out of character.”

“Why wouldn’t he tell us.”

“When was the last time Frenchie was up front about anything we didn’t make fun of him about? What if he’s scared? ”

“Kid. If the French man had his tongue up Y/N’s ass, we’d know. Trust me.”

Meanwhile..

“Mon coeur.” Frenchie stood outside of your curtain of space, trying to be respectful. “You okay?”

“I’m fine.” You growled out, tossing your jacket to the nearest chair. You knew he’d step in and like clockwork, he did. He rushed to your bedside, sitting on the edge.

“You’re not. When you��re fine, you say. I’m ‘okay.’ But when you’re in distress, you.. scrunch your nose up and pretend to not care..” He scratched the back of his head. “He’s picking on you.” “So maybe we just tell them.” He shook his head.

“We can’t.” You insist. “Butcher would kill you. Skin me. I don’t get what his fucking deal is with me.” You shook your head at the door. “He treats me worse than Starlight.”

“He likes you, mon coeur. He was that way with Petite Hughie until you came along. I want to stick up for you but it will blow this secret.” “Can’t have that.” You mutter. “Because you’re ashamed of me.” “No.” You snatch his hand up and search his devastated eyes. “Aren’t you afraid of what anyone will think? Kimiko? Cherie?” “Butcher.” “Anyone.” You took his face and guided it back into your focus. “Serge.” You knew he melted out the sound of you saying his real name. “You have to admit that Everytime you look into my eyes.. you see my brother.. and I see your fear. Like you think I’m going to OD and end up like him. There’s so much more layer to this than Butcher being an asshole.”

“Jay WOULDVE been pissed, if he knew I was with his sister..” His eyes flitted away from yours for a second.

“Serge.”

“I’m not afraid of anyone knowing... not Kimiko-- not anyone. A part of me just.. wants to keep you safe and I hate seeing you smelling that-“ he gestured the jacket. “When my arms are right here.” He spread his arms out. “I’m tired of being a slave to these super heroes. I already lost my best friend.. I don’t want to lose the love of my life.” He concluded. “Run away with me. If we can’t tell anyone then we should just start over.” He got up and you felt sorrow fill you. He would get like that every time you were faced with an obstacle.. “Ser—“ “NO!!” He exclaimed cutting you off because he already knew what you were going to say. “Let’s just tell them.” “You don’t want that.” “It’s eating you up inside.” “You don’t want me to hurt but seeing you and not being able to hold you.. I can’t—“ you stood up and wrapped your arms around him. His eyes traveled past you, fury fighting with sadness. “Babe.” He slowly dragged his gaze to you. “Promise that if things get complicated that you won’t.. pull back on this. My heart is just beating out of my chest at the thought.” “Je te promets.” He insisted scooping you into his arms and planting frantic kisses to your face. “Je ne aurais jamais” You squeezed your eyes shut and reveled in his caresses. It had been days. // dinner “Hey.” Hugh came up to you, nervously. “You’re not wearing your jacket.” “Yeah.” You said, your eyes catching Frenchie across the room. He smiled faintly and you smiled down at your feet. “Listen...” Hugh placed his hand on your shoulder. “When Annie and I started seeing each other.. I was worried about what the guys would think. But MM.. he supported me. Even after she almost killed me.” Your eyes reached his and he smiled almost brotherly at you. “Whoever it is, we want you to be happy. Even Butcher... though he has a weird way of showing it.” “I appreciate that.” “Even if it’s a supe.” His eyes sparkled with humor. “It’s not!” You laughed and slapped his shoulder. “Okay okay. Well. Open Pandora’s box already, will ya?” The group all eventually sat at the table, you at your rightful place between Cherie and Kimiko. Kimiko watched you, with intrigue and you pushed your food around your plate. Butcher propped his feet up and uncapped his sixth beer of the night. “So..” Hugh sighed. “Are we gonna address the elephant in the room.” “Sure.” Butcher called into the air. “Y/N. I don’t want you dating anyone.” “I’m sorry..” you sputtered. “What?” “I don’t want you dating anyone. Not to be a piss poor wanker but, I look at you and I see Becca. I hate it but it’s there and I will physically kill anyone who’s near you because I don’t want to see you hurt. I’ll hurt you before I let you get hurt.” “I won’t get hurt.” You insisted. “I. Dont. Care.” Butcher shrugged. “I’ll kill him, her, them, whoever it is.” “You uh...” Hugh frowned and looked at Frenchie whose eyes were trained on his plate. “You can’t kill him.” You stuck your chin up. “Because—“ you froze when you caught the slightest signs from Frenchie. A simple shake of his head. His eyes were stinging with tears and his fork waved back and forth mirroring his head. He was saying don’t, and he knew you’d be looking. Everything he’d said to you stifled by fear once more. He’d lied and this was the most embarrassing moment of your life. “Because we broke up.” “Oi!” Butcher clapped. “And why’s that?” “He said I reminded him of someone else.” You trained your eyes on your plate to hide the tears. Hugh glanced at Frenchie. “French, you haven’t said much. What’s your opinion on this?” Hugh cleared this throat. Frenchie took a long, deep breathe before he lifted his head and commanded your attention. “Good for you, mon ami.” He swallowed deeply. “Any man who is afraid to love you because of what he’s lost in his past... doesn’t deserve you. That man is weak, sick, a fucking disgrace.” He paused and his eyes fluttered shut and opened, revealing every single fiber of pain. “You deserve better.” Dinner went on but you were frozen in that spot. Cherie tapped you and you looked over.“You okay?” “Ah yeah. Can you score me an eight ball? I’m good for the cash.” You spoke low enough that you knew he wouldn’t hear. “Maybe some white?” Cherie slowly arched her head back and looked at you. “You sure?” “I’m fine.” You firmly stated.

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