I FINALLY FINISHED IT

21 guards, 7 Ty Lee’s, 6 Mai’s and 6 Zuko’s I can’t do this anymore

Halfway my wrist started aching cuz of some weird medical problem I have so art may be going slow from now on🫡

Anyway onto the au stuff

Ty Lee betrays Zuko first (instead of Mai like in the og show), after which Mai couldn’t allow Zuko to hurt her so she followed. Mai and Zuko are still a couple in this au btw (at least until this happened), so it takes a big toll on Zuko’s wellbeing and plays a big role in his eventual breakdown.

anyways since I’m clearing out my screenshots folder: here’s a compilation of assorted bugs and glitches

one day i won’t start crying the second i leave my college friends to board a train! today is not that day!

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I’m getting way into this WIP lol…

every month or so my mom does this thing where she’s all like omg u never talk to me i must be suchhh a horrible parent here’s how my parents fucked up even though u didn’t ask or want to hear yeah now i’m going to joke about how u seem really uncomfortable lol why do u hate me

and i hate it so much idk why she finds enjoyment from it and like i don’t hate her first of all but she definitely thinks i do (no matter how much i deny it) so from her perspective this is how she goes about trying to change that ??

sprinting to you full speed with a fluffy blanket and a cater plushie. let me know if you need to talk about anything okay ceru? i'm always here to listen if you need someone ^^ also i'll whip up something for you today, i hope you feel better <3

I am going to sink the the blanket. The Cater Plushie? My footrest/j

Thank you so much. No no no you don’t have to whip up something, this is enough. If you whip up something I’ll cry, and that is not something anyone on public transport wants to see.

But thank you so much. Hugging you rn

the fact that my hands shake really really really bad after having a lot of caffeine probably means I should have less caffeine…… but sugary coffee with cold foam tastes really really good

also. i hate the “there’s NO way she wrote an ENTIRE album about a relationship that was three months long” take because if i had a brief situationship with a girl i no longer speak to or see in person, which was nothing more or less than a situationship that i’ve spent the last couple years trying to process & move on from, you’re basically saying i couldn’t write about it? or channel it into some other art form? or just simply grieve it for as long as i need to?

like i didn’t even date her and it still fucks me up. so i’m just wondering. does that mean my grief or heartbreak was weird, invalid, or impossible? because maybe it wasn’t as long or as meaningful to warrant that much pain???? ok. how long should it have lasted then? what does a meaningful relationship mean to you? how much time should i have had with her to be able to grieve it in a way that makes you comfortable?

do u guys wanna know a secreeet (ρω< )⌒☆

once again academically challenged by my academically challenging degree

mann I hate knowing I COULD get work at a studio MAYBE if I worked hard enough but knowing that even people who have been in the industry for so long and shit still struggle with jobs like idk if I want to do this anymore, like I always tell myself well you’ve already worked for the mouse you can get a job anywhere you just need to work on your portfolio more and do more networking, but man… do I really want an industry job anymore? Everyone I know that works in it is either burnt out as hell, miserable, or can’t even survive off the money they’re making regardless so like… idk… I know I say all of this like every few months but I still can’t fucking make up my mind, like honestly right now I’m chilling even though I have 3 jobs and money is tight.. I’m happy? I don’t wanna settle sure but like man, idk I’m pretty okay right now mentally and idk if a 9-5 studio job where more often than not I’ll be underpayed and doing overtime is really something I want… NOT to mention how expendable we are apparently so even when things are concrete they’re not… idk man, still so much to think about 😞

Damn I really started drawing Priyaxel stuff only by the time people were over it 😭 do I even bother posting what I’m writing it seems like the audience has moved on and no one cares anymore 😩 (or no one talks about it anymore at least)

I feel like only bc I already posted the deer heart thing now I’m obligated to post at least that part but ahhhhhh

the universe is such a fucking joker wow so funny like my aroace ass actually likes someone and it’s someone that I kinda legitimately can’t stand like??? hilarious 🙃

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Lil snippet of chapter 2 of Wrong Shade

Twilight takes a few halting steps forward, water splashing. He walks through the remnants of a wall of a wrecked house, running his fingers along the splintered, waterlogged wood. Whatever happened here clearly happened a long time ago, but it still makes him sad. He doesn’t know the name of this place, but he mourns it anyway.

As he wanders the village, he hears splashing and guttural noises and sees a couple of the strange lizalfos​ that seem typical for whatever region this is.

A low, canine growl rumbles in his throat. Seeing the monsters splashing around, downright gleeful in their- their desecration of the site of this tragedy, Twilight feels a sudden burst of rage flare up in his chest. He draws his sword.

(The village is the Deya Village ruins btw, which isn’t a detail that’s super relevant, but I like being able to point to the map and be like “they’re HERE rn”, and I wanted someone to know :) )